foreign
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you look familiar oh yeah I drink here a
lot
oh my God you are the one who ran in
with the nose yeah
captain my Bishop
if I buy a drink would you tell me the
story of how he ended up carrying a nose
in a plastic bag
sorry I'm drinking alone tonight
are you sure
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maybe not
that's one way to get to know me better
I find it is the fastest
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hi what are you doing here
I saw Warren at the hospital and he said
it was a tough day so I brought you
lasagna
I know you're hot but all we did was
hook up I don't need a girlfriend
wow okay
um
it was nice meeting you then
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I'm sorry
I'm rude
Rogan
I'm not in the habit of fixing broken
people
and sales
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it's beautiful
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I don't understand a word of this
go Shine Your Light
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was that kiss me yeah
I think about dying
sues me and I can't sleep when I'm
anxious I think about dying and then I
can fall asleep
I support at all times it's exhausting
I'm exhausted
who taught you guys forward
my father
have you considered the possibility that
he was wrong
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ah could you take some days off
can we try to go somewhere
I thought you have to work
I have some personal days saved up
how many uh 100 maybe I don't take days
off but
but I would like to try
yes yeah yes
ah you ready yeah yeah just um you don't
look ready
just had to call the Station no one ever
remembers okay okay okay then
um all this and some fruity drinks we'll
be waiting for you with cool
okay okay okay okay
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it's a four alarm fire that they're
expecting it to get to five they're
calling everyone in
they will call everyone else they they
are going to put out the fire it's
okay I'm
[Music]
I'm
the captain I should be there of a five
alarm fire is something I'm too far away
am I yeah okay Maya you're having a
panic attack it's okay it's okay I've
got you but um okay okay look at me
yeah yeah look at me your eyes only need
to be on me no no no no no noise forward
no eyes forward Eyes Only on me good
breathe
yeah
hi Captain Bishop um sorry to interrupt
uh your mom is here
Mom Hi how
hi are you one of Maya's fire women no
I'm not a firefighter I'm Dr Karina De
Luca I was just about to leave
mom what are you doing here
I I left your father
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I came here to apologize for the abuse
because I didn't I didn't protect you
and and that is a mother's job I'm so
sorry what what are you talking about
oh yeah your father is abusive
[Music]
what is this hey oh hi I I know you
needed help getting ready for your
spaghetti dinner so we helped I didn't
ask you to do that
I didn't think Dad never laid a hand on
us
he was tough he could be a jerk he could
be mean but that doesn't mean he abused
us tough is grounding you for breaking
curfew
abuse is making you walk home 20 miles
from your track meet for coming in
second I came in first actually but I
didn't eat my own
come with me to my next therapy session
I beat it the next time
yeah I agree you need therapy
I'm good
Maya
denial is a strong force and and the
abuser your mom described outside is
still I'm not in denial
I want a gold medal because of my dad I
am the youngest fire captain in Seattle
and this station's first female Captain
because of my dad I'm not in denial I am
pissed
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your mind is brilliant and maybe you
think you're too smart to be in denial
maybe you think you're too smart to have
been abused okay I'm not interested in
talking he never hit me
that's not the only way you abuse
somebody Maya psychological abuse is a
verbal abuse they are real
I don't want to fight with you I don't
want to fight either then I think you
should go what this is not how you
handle a fight
my I
[Music]
I'm here for you I'm not leaving
okay okay I'm I'm I'm gonna I need I
need to run so I'm gonna I'm gonna go on
a run
[Music]
thank you
I thought you left I
I almost did but then I thought you
might need to I don't need anything
except space
I can see that you're pushing me away
and I want to give you space but give me
space I understand that you're going
through a lot and I I'm trying not to be
mad at you but I just slept with Jack an
hour ago so be mad at that
hey kiddo
hey Dad you should probably wait for me
at home your family's falling apart and
you're playing fire captain I'm not
playing anything I am captain did your
mother fill your head with drama is that
why you're treating me this way
you know Dad I have to go and you have
to work raise your voice at me young
lady I am in charge and I'm ordering
YouTube
what did you say you heard me
sure hands off of me oh yeah oh you need
your big strong men to fight your
battles no Captain dad I don't I don't
need to win my gold medals for other
people unlike you I win them myself
oh
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I was so stupid
everyone saw the truth about my dad but
me
who in the best relationship I ever had
because of him he could apologize
[Music]
that's too late for that way too late
you'd be surprised how far and I'm sorry
can get you
[Music]
Karina what do you want I'm an idiot
you're right I was abused my dad was
abusive but that is no excuse for what I
did to you and
I
just please please please take me back I
love you
and I've never said that about anyone
before I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry please forgive me oh my God
forgive me oh sorry sorry she cheated on
me with her ex-boyfriend and then and
then you throw it in my face just to hug
me and what am I supposed to do now
forget that am I supposed to trust you I
don't
I don't know
but I'm okay spending every day trying
to convince you to
forgive her I'm sorry I'm sorry I just
if you love her forgive her
I love you Maya
[Music]
I mean you could come in and visit me at
work if my boss is not seeing her
husband I'm not gonna see my girlfriend
what about just a super short little
visit no kissing on the mouth not safe
and I suspect impossible and we are just
a little curious
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hey we had just reached a good place and
then the pandemic hit and I get that
we're being
responsible by not seeing each other but
it seems kind of extreme the alternative
is quarantining together which is
basically moving in together which
also seems extreme I hate this I I hate
this decision I hate being alone why
can't you and my a bit get because you
weren't you baby you foreign
you're staying apart because Miranda and
I are staying apart
Ocarina
if it were only up to me my wife and I
would be braving this thing together we
God knows it's a mess of time in all of
our lives but what the hell is the point
of finding a person if you don't get the
weather the storms together look at your
girl
they're going to humanely remove the
animal and transport it to the zoo
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are you really really here am I just
really tired of both I'm guessing what I
miss you
move in with me
what I know that that we have barely
spent three days together since I broke
your trust but I am hoping that me
asking you
to move in with me is a sign that I'm
all the way in
actually
um I came here to ask you the exact same
thing
I'll be yours if you do mine
the nasal swabbing sounds sexy
I usually just make a protein shake and
drink it on my way
[Music]
um
okay that might be better than sex
that sounds like a challenge
good morning I woke up
the apartment and I looked around at her
cheeses and her pastas and all of her
wonderful everything and I could feel
the rage Building inside of me because
I'm so used to having control over
an inch of my space and now she's here
and
it's terrifying I am terrified that I am
going to snap at her like him and that
she's gonna stop loving me and I'm still
working on this one myself Maya but I
think being afraid to be like your dad
first step
[Music]
to the shower first
okay I'm sorry what is with our kitchen
becoming a cheese seller it reminds me
of home yeah I know you said that but it
is starting Maya my home is really scary
right now it's worse in here and in here
is really bad um I'm scared for my dad
I cannot be there to take care of him
and to make sure that he does what he's
supposed to
so
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um
it feels good to look up and to be
reminded of of the good memories of
Italy instead of the constant fear and
worry
I'm sorry
you don't have to be
cargo get ready to bring some babies
into these terrifying world I did that
today
you did what
I brought a baby into this terrifying
world you did I mean brought maybe more
like cut tell me everything well first
I'm gonna shower and then I will tell
you all about it naked
hey Karina just checking in uh I hope
your your day is less eventful than my
night was
today is the annual inspection which is
the most important
day of my captaincy so far and I thought
it was tomorrow
so I'm not ready I haven't slept or
showered or eaten or processed what I
witnessed last night and now I'm
rambling on your voicemail because I
miss you and oh God what if we fail what
if I fail that is
good
I stay on her okay we need to make sure
we can see your car at all times okay
Karina I am Andrea don't worry look you
can can we call your your girlfriend now
please
Karina are you okay yes we are safe I
just got a million texts from Andrew to
Lucas saying oh look
she's getting out who's getting out
okay
don't hang up
I can't just stay here while Karina
okay this inspection defines your role
as Captain I'm a first responder I'm
gonna respond and if that means it's the
last day as the first female Captain
then I can live with that
I'll get everyone in their classes go
freeze uh what's going on what is going
on
there
what's happening help
please
come on come on
[Music]
thank you
Warren got called for a long downtown
yes
Karina going anywhere
[Music]
hey I can't get comfortable anywhere you
want to give the bed or the couch
another shot too soft
you want to scream
would that make you feel better
The Scream
your brother died Karina you're allowed
to wake up the neighbors you didn't even
die he was murdered scream
[Music]
[Music]
it's okay sorry sorry
this is all my fault this is my brother
is dead because I'm an idiot Hey Hey Hey
listen to me none of this is your fault
is it then who am I supposed to play
blame me we have to get some of this off
of you I will take it blame me I should
have gotten to you sooner I should have
been there blame me this is not your
fault then why is it yours because I let
him on that train I did that I give me
the guilt okay give me the blame give me
the part that stings the most okay let
me hold on to it for a little while and
when you're feeling a little stronger
you can have it all back
I promise
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Maya I'm not a child I don't need a fire
truck
scream
I can't
wait
[Music]
[Applause]
[Music]
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so you guys um grew up together and no
we're being friends
well friends I mean yeah that too but
[Music]
yeah yeah
no I got that one I remember that one
yeah
hey what's up Karina's sex buddy is
visiting oh so this is like a jealousy
thing no
korean's grieving right and a friend who
she used to have some sex with is here
to comfort her kind of like you're doing
now Korea comes alive with her in ways
that I haven't seen in weeks and she's
laughing again and eating again and you
feel threatened
cream she loves you and she's also going
to the worst thing I think any of us can
imagine okay so this is why I don't deal
with feelings because they become other
people's problems
I am threatened by you and Gabriella but
Gabriela is my friend I know it's stupid
I'm just telling you the truth my what
you and I have is uh wow fantastic
hours
just hours
[Music]
but if you if you wanted to keep making
your point
[Music]
sir yeah but get off the phone and pull
the power forward thank you letter
nineteen eight car 19 two-car motor
vehicle crash that's me no no you're my
partner and the only person here who
likes me oh that's not true Bishop
license
[Music]
Maya we have patience and they are being
taken care of
you are snapping at everyone and I get
being stressed I get if it's even
residual grief but I would not be a good
girlfriend if I didn't ask
[Music]
my Visa is expiring and I might have to
go back to it
what how I don't understand I don't have
time to teach you about the the screw
that immigration laws of this country I
have to get back out okay okay just when
next one
I can't go to Italy why not because of a
pandemic because PD is warning with us
because
I have a job to do I was just on
bereavement it's not like you're going
to be gone forever
go help her settle in so your suitcase
with PPE to help out and just be there
for her
Karina with everything going on here
with the tension with PD and I know
you have to stay your whole country is
in crisis you can't live and they're
such a desperate need it's okay
[Music]
we'll be okay
I'll be back before you know it
are you thinking maybe I should just
you two are meant to be you
'll get through this
you know honestly
[Music]
until I met you
I think a part of me always assumed I'd
end up marrying a man
really for now I'm I mean I guess I can
see that's your dad kind of drilled a
sense of my wife is the only way that's
probably why I never want to get married
my parents made it look so unappealing
you don't want to get married oh no I
don't believe in it
I think that's
that vagina is ripped open my baby's
head it would make me less interested in
sex with women but oddly
I imagine it has made you less
interested in giving birth though
no not really I mean before you said you
don't want to get married but you do
want to have kids okay you know this
through my parents and look at your
parents won't be next I I thought we
were building a future together oh we
are we don't need to be married to do
that every moving back to Italy I'm
sorry I have to leave if there was any
other way there is
we could get married I'm not getting
married just because of the Visa just
because this is not something you do to
solve a problem I don't see any other
way Maya you didn't even want this until
you started getting sad about me leaving
we have learned more about each other in
the last two hours than we have in our
entire relationship I should have known
that you don't want to get married in
that YouTube wanna have babies I knew it
I knew you would break out on my
Adventures I mean maybe we're just not
right for each other okay so do you want
to break up temporarily do you want to
get married marriage is what can keep us
together exactly it is crazy that the
only records that I have to see in
Seattle to see my life with you is to
send a piece of paper saying that I will
never leave you
oh you'll still have Gabriella
wow I mean maybe she's who you're
supposed to be with my stuff maybe we're
just not meant to be together forever
stop Maya you've said enough
please
[Music]
what were you saying my marriage is not
real then get a divorce in two years so
what what am I and I have is real and I
don't need a piece of paper to tell me
that and I don't want to run into a
situation that we might regret in a
couple of years just because of
paperwork so you're willing to lose or
instead huh
you just you just let her go what am I
supposed to do I was awful she was awful
maybe you guys are gonna get back
together right once your Visa gets
renewed
Maya
marry me I know I'm a stubborn idiot and
I don't want to get married just because
the government says we have to and I
still think marriage was invented to
keep women as property but I much rather
do something that I don't want to than
lose you Karina please please put me now
bury me
[Music]
yes yes
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thank you
I understand you wrote your own vows oh
my God what I've
forgot we were writing our own vows oh
my God I'm so excited about it I'm so
sorry
this is perfect it's okay it's okay
listen to yourself clean up the
clipboard my Bishop was so excited about
something that she forgot I love that
I don't know and I choose you I don't
need to say anything else
we're good
then my ambition
do you take anything me too
[Music]
I Now Pronounce You wife and wife
[Music]
thank you
[Music]
the captain Bishop has been relieved
over duties
every night for the last 11 months I
have fantasized about putting my wedding
dress back on and stormy McAllister's
office again
[Music]
I mean although if you got fired then
maybe we could finally start talking
about babies
[Music]
I don't think I can do it
kids I mean it's terrifying it's like
ripping your heart out and and watching
it walk around the world it is like
ripping your heart out and watching it
walk around the world it's
okay Maya I love you
and if being married to you means to not
have any children I will learn to accept
that because I don't want to force you
to do anything you don't want to do
especially you know something as big as
bringing another life into this world
but
I know you you aren't afraid of anything
so when you tell me that you don't want
to have kids because you're too
terrified I don't believe you I
okay what is it can you look I mean what
what you don't understand Karina you're
a doctor and OB for God's sakes you can
still do your job and be pregnant
when a firefighter gets pregnant they
have to report themselves by day one day
one I wouldn't see the inside of a fire
truck for nine months
do you know what happened to me on duty
yesterday
I got a high on K2 and passed out
what you know there are no pumping
breaks in the middle of a call there are
no
breast milk riches that a firehouse okay
lucky for you there are two wombs in
this relationship even if you were the
one to carry I would still be a new mom
and yes they would technically give me
parental leave but do you really think
that they would promote me back up after
that where the hell are my shoes
right there
you know Warren Miller hmm
they can become dads at the drop of a
hat
and they can enjoy
the magic and the spontaneity
and the department can the department
just congratulates them and gives them a
cigar because the system is built for
them but it's not me you know I tried I
tried I tried okay to wrap my brain
around it
for you because you got married for me
I did not get married for you okay I
know you didn't
[Music]
I love you
[Music]
can't do it
[Music]
oh
I'm sorry that I don't want what you
want I'm sorry that you're not fine and
I know me being sorry doesn't make it
any better but it helps
look
I know you have a crappy father
but I still think you'll be a wonderful
mother
I want you I want us to break
our family better and I want you to
change the way the fire department
treats women I
yes I ultimately want you to want what I
want but I don't want it today or
tomorrow I just want it
someday
I saved a kid today is it
no I will
be good with him okay
and I I like feeling
I want to want what you want
oh yeah
[Music]
maybe that's
[Music]
maybe it is okay yeah yeah it is
yes
hey
um year of shift Friday yes I made the
reservation at the Burmese restaurant it
doesn't start for half an hour all right
I don't have time to guess right now I'm
using Jess oh Jack can wait Jack is
patient Jack is way less fun you need to
stop saying Jack's name while you're
naked yeah
I'm sorry you want to give me a Spanky
all right
all right okay I have a woman on my word
and I work too today so I can't no
[Music]
I only have seven so what what should we
do
[Music]
what potty potty
okay let's call the bat let's go let's
go to the bathroom yep
oh God
oh my God
[Music]
oh
help she's leaking give her to me hello
Bella should we get changed
oh God it smells so bad that's right
everybody's Focus things
[Music]
oh now I need to change the socks too
look at that yep
today was a lot for everyone
yeah I wasn't disaster
it's a pretty beautiful one
it was yeah and yet
when there was a child in the building
we were all fine when there was a child
in
my arms in the middle of it all I was
fine we kept her finally knew how to
keep her fine we can do this
if I could do this let's have a baby
[Music]
it's wearing white
I've been thinking this whole time that
I need to stick to some plant but plans
don't work
people die families Fall Apart
friends
you are supposed to be at work I'm not
working for the next two days why
because we're making some homemade pork
we're making a baby and I want to have
all their romance and all the sex that
comes with me
and there's been so much pain and
so much leave I just think we need a
little bit of something different
and you need a massage yeah I really do
should I go
oh and I am gonna be you're very sexy
massage therapist today
prices keep coming
[Music]
Karina this is what this is so romantic
you know
I spend my whole adult life bringing
babies into the world and then watching
them getting rolled away I never get to
see how they turn out or or what kind of
mothers my patients will be I just
I just welcome little one bye-bye have a
nice life you want to be the one in
Paris
we can talk about that I know you're an
athlete and you might want to experience
no it's you
and for the egg we can do IVF No it
should be yours
[Music]
and this speckle
I want to have another version of you
that I can count
the sperm bank code and the but opening
next Tuesday so we can get in sooner
great yeah
you're cramming for Papa boys uh
brushing up on protocols just in case
that's me uh but I got it uh for mink
okay Tuesday see I was listening
her career is her baby that's the thing
she'll apply for guess she'll break her
hands to protect over and over that's
the dream she's chasing not me not
having a family I come second no I know
that's not true just so difficult to
finding the right donor doing the
insemination well if it's sperm you're
stressing around I can give you that
I'm just saying I make a lot of it waste
a ton of it yeah no I know it's a stupid
dinner yeah
just kind of came out oh my God
no no no
you know I just like my pick better
besides there's no guarantee that it'll
be a genius if we go with yours exactly
so what does it actually matter which of
the two we pick well it doesn't matter
why don't we just go with mine
are we back to step one no we're not
we're not but I am late for shift and so
are you
but we will talk about this later I love
you
I want our donor to be someone we know
okay someone we know like you're a brat
no no no I really don't need my jeans in
there I just want to know more than I
know when I'm buying spread from
stranger
do you have anyone in mind no but we
could brainstorm together okay okay I
mean there's a lot more to talk about no
I know I know and we will but I wanted
you to know that it was not all about my
wood eating sperm dunk okay we'll talk
later
[Music]
your temporary devotion was well over a
year ago and that can't be contributing
to your success on the job I have not
hanging over your head let's talk
Tuesday
great I'll see you then
[Music]
okay there is something I have to tell
you
[Music]
Jack offered offered what his sperm
when
it was practically a joke it was like oh
I have extra if you need some and it
took it immediately back like it's a
dumb thing to say because it is exactly
so Bishop
your record is aggressive an Olympian a
respected Captain prior to your demotion
you've accomplished a lot at a young age
so let me ask you this what is your end
goal here in the fire department
uh fire chief
I know I have to work my way up but I am
excited to do what it takes to earn that
position
I like ambition so I appreciate a work
ethic like yours and I don't want you to
lose sight of that goal despite the fact
that I will not be reinstating you as
Captain of 19
.
I told you last night that that she said
no I know but I had already chilled the
champagne so I decided we're still
celebrating
for so many things to celebrate I can't
I'm
angry and frustrated and I need to throw
things and get this out of my system and
I can't do that when you are being kind
and supportive so please just
let me be pissed for a little bit
[Music]
I still love you and we're still making
a baby
I just
need to get this out first
[Music]
have you thought about it yep
oh about the fact that you are actually
entertaining the idea of my ex-boyfriend
being our sperm donor okay
okay
he's the last person I thought I'd want
as our sperm donor but
we've been looking at options for months
and nothing has felt right I've been
spending so much time with him because
of the clinic and he's a little awkward
but he's also kind and humble and smart
and hence it whatever do I need to be
concerned about YouTube only saying
I mean we think about the future and not
about the past
hey hey are we gonna blackmail somebody
out here no we we just wanted to
um we we want to uh ask you
um for
your sperm your sperm well we would like
to take you up on your offer to be our
donor what she said my my sperm we want
this to be someone we know because we do
want the donor in the baby's life so I'd
be like Uncle Jack yes and they would
know who their donor is I mean you have
a special bond
is is it a yes
I think so yes are you sure
[Music]
hi
uh I brought you some uh flowers
which now that I think about is kind of
just a weird metaphor for planting seed
should I yeah yeah
[Music]
that I am
[Music]
okay I'm gonna switch to my doctor's
voice so we can move past this moment so
first please sanitize your hands well
and this is the specimen cup in which
you would put yeah no I got that okay
great we're gonna be in the next bedroom
uh preparing
generally I do this without an audience
right yeah sorry
oh whoa
the uh the genetic testing app just
alerted me
it says I have a brother
[Music]
I'm sorry I I didn't mean for my thing
to take over
[Music]
okay uh well then we don't need to
reschedule yeah yeah we're all here
we're already uh except the person whose
body is happening
you're not
you and now we're maybe making a baby
chickens okay I just don't understand
why me having a brother changes things
why is that because
[Music]
I think I'm gonna go no I mean you can
if you want to but we still want to do
this if you do right right
how many times do I need to tell you
to avoid your warp Problems by throwing
yourself into the baby making him now
you do oh my God Karina when are you
gonna trust me when I say that I want to
do this when our child is going away to
college you are not sure you wanted to
have kids and you didn't know if you
wanted to get married but I'm not
questioning every day if you're gonna
leave me
yeah good guys this is really helping my
situation hey sorry you go do your thing
we'll do ours okay okay
sure then yes awesome
fine come on
[Music]
oh my God what the the Green Card
interviews in three weeks
oh so many reasons
[Laughter]
[Music]
we've been waiting for hours what's
going on it's been 40 minutes
[Music]
so birth certificate check marriage
certificate check you have your
passports wait did I need that
kidding I'm kidding I'm not kidding to
joke with me Maya so we have everything
okay we went over with the lawyer like
five times we are good
hey
are you stressed about the interview
[Music]
everything always happens at once why I
know I'll try to look at it
yes Karina yes that's me
do you own any weapons no are you or
have you ever been associated with a
terrorist organization no
do you plan to commit acts of genocide
no
do you actually expect
into that honestly well I'm just saying
if you came here to commit genocide
you're not going to tell officer dang
it's just so that if you ever do commit
genocide and you told us no they could
Deport you for lying in your interview
right but not for the genocide have you
ever elicited the use of child soldiers
that's okay I'm sorry I assure you we
take this very seriously last one
to engage in activities of human
trafficking
yes to that one definitely not hopefully
you've been here for hours I think
officer Deng understands that my sense
of humor is sarcastic is a government
official officer she's kidding Joseph is
here I think he's clear Karina do you
talk about bombs at the airport this
isn't an airport please stop
congratulations you have a green card I
do
we do you remind me of me and my wife
the bickering is endless
thank you
thank you thank you thank you thank you
so much thank you thank you regards to
the one thank you thanks
I want my job back
Bishop I know you two are sleeping
together I want my job back or I'm going
to report you
hey
this is the least romantic setting well
when it's time it's time
um should I shower first do you want to
shower first I mean I didn't think this
through but I don't want to make a baby
smelling like Pig sweat okay it's our
fifth try the sperm is 700 a unit you
are ovulating I'm on shift it's not
perfect timing but it is what it is
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okay let's get you showered okay
let's go shower
come on
let's do this right okay okay
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we gotta go
I'm sorry I love you it's okay
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um okay you all right I'm fine just need
a few more minutes to let this
the spring penetrate the egg okay wow I
just hope you're not gonna report my
wife because Captain America already
hates her for no good reason that I can
see and if she gets another emotion I am
not sure our marriage could survive it
no I'm just gonna shower later
it's you so much wisdom so much empathy
for Becca did not announced for me why
is that why am I still being punished
for my ambition by you by Ross by
Beckett blackmailing the chief for the
fire department is not ambition that is
the crime you're lucky you still have a
job at all
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it was an impulse yep an Impulse that
didn't go your way now you have to live
with it
have you heard from my wife oh yeah
she's fine they're on their way back uh
apparently they found Jack what do you
mean they found me something about
handcuffs and a tree whatever Jack is
dead to me
yeah
I was on that last week oh groundwork
Suits You
yes sir
you you have no right to be a dick to
Maya what is it you're such a small man
you feel threatened by her because she's
a woman who had your job before you what
is it it's basic physics Italy you push
me I push you your wife blackmail the
chief had no proof or anything and that
brings us to today
that's not what I'm saying you are not
listening to me you blackmailed your
boss Maya okay I just need you to be on
my side God everyone is against me for
the last six months I've been eating
crap from everybody please just be on my
side for the last six months you've been
keeping this from me for the last six
months you come home miserable and I
don't know why and when I ask you deny
that anything is wrong with you and it's
been making me crazy and now the truth
is out and you are not even the one who
told me and you need me to be on your
side okay I want my job back is that a
crime no but blackmail is a crime and
it's not even about your job it's it's
about the chaos you're constantly in the
middle of chaos it's I don't think you
know how to live a normal life it's
constantly up and down and up and now
you know how impossible you are these
days and it's the hormones and I get it
and I am patient but now I'm the one
that's acting crazy that's really pot
Kettle Karina
we were happy
and you created chaos
we were making a baby I had just gotten
my green card we happiness and you need
it to wretch it
you need to look into that you need to
do it I need to what to fix it you I
can't I can't live like that I can't
make a baby with that like oh wait with
that yes we do like that Karina you can
be pregnant right now yes I could be
and that's why you need to get help
for us right now
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I am sorry by the way yeah for
abandoning us after committing to be our
donor you should feel sorry about that
Ben is a strong no that's the accurate
word yeah no you're right he does the
bullet yeah so he needs help yeah that
was clear when we found him drunk under
a tree handcuffed to Eva vazquez's bed
I thought it was your friend he was and
then he left
I am sorry Jack is struggling but he
ditched us that's kind of cool I mean we
have each other's bags do we not I'm
dealing with my own problems right now
except you're not really dealing with
them
I am in my own way okay
have you started looking for therapist
I'm gonna go get cleaned up no
no
me or no I'm sorry I haven't done
everything on your timeline Karina I'm
living in my own personal health and my
co-workers are now gossiping actually I
think my boss hates me and treats me
worse than I was treated as a probate
and now my wife can't have my back
because she has suddenly decided that I
am unstable so no I haven't researched
therapists because I've been kind of
busy with all of that
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ah
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I might be pregnant
yay I don't even know how I feel about
this anymore okay I'm sorry you don't
know if you want to be pregnant
you've been trying so hard for so long I
know we have okay well why don't you
take a test what if it's positive what
if it is
I mean how would you feel I don't know
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I don't know it sounds like you're
feeling out of control maybe this would
help you
feel like you're doing something
so what are you hoping for
Maya has mental health issues that's
what I think the thing that happens when
you're in a relationship with somebody
with mental health issues is that you
don't matter well mental illnesses don't
make you inherently selfish but I don't
know it is selfish if Maya is refusing
to do anything about it it shouldn't be
like that but it is like that right now
I'm so in love with her but I want her
back the way she was I want to aspect
The Way We Were and
so I'm waiting but it's hard because I
want to matter
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what does it say okay you know hold on
just don't don't look just just say it
what do you want no second guesses just
what do you want I want a positive I I
want to pause it there I want a baby I
want to be a mom but I want my wife to
be here with me I want her to be
committed and involved I want to do this
alone okay cool
well like you said it's probably too
early anyway
but now you know what you want
oh I'll start
Karina
is your hair red yeah courtesy of
Beckett I've shampooed four times now
but apparently he used food coloring
oh yeah that's me that gets soaked my
last clean pair of clothes and this is
the freshest smelling thing that I have
you smell like old cheese yeah thanks
yeah all cheese hilarious
um if I don't laugh I'll cry so why are
you here in the pink scrubs the clinic
isn't until tomorrow I volunteered to
help with open house and this is my
Halloween costume woman who's hopeful
for things to go back the way they were
got it Maya
my uh
work today team good work seriously
you're so focused on proving you're the
big man around here you don't know how
to be a good leader
you know Bishop's worth five shifts in a
row right that's 120 hours with barely
any rest she's killing herself to prove
she deserves her spot on this team I am
fine Louise we saved that family Maya
your wife might be pregnant you could be
someone's mom right now and you're not
pulling Cowboy crap like you got a death
wish
you were off ship right now I find out
you work even another ship before your
next regular schedule one I will send
you back to the academy are we clear
yes sir
are you okay yeah I'm just tired
they're seeing I'm gonna go shower
and then I'm gonna
I'm gonna come home
shouldn't I shouldn't work uh like this
this and it's not safe for the others so
yes let me know you should sleep in bed
at home with me
yeah yeah
exactly what I need
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[Applause]
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what are you doing in the guest bedroom
do you need something
do you remember the first night we
hooked up I remember everything about
that night
I remember the smell of your hair and I
remember the flowers is there a point
here and there she is
that jerk that tried to push me away the
following morning
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and look how far we've come now
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lavender flowers it's
I love you
and whatever we're going through we'll
get through it together because our love
story is beautiful and I don't want to
lose it
I don't want to lose us
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I missed you
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I am so happy that you are still here
how's it call
it was almost really awful and really
devastating and then it wasn't
kind of like us
did you take a pregnancy test no I
wouldn't do that without you good so
what's wrong I still need you to get
help
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my love I think that growing up with
your dad you developed some control
issues
and I feel like you're using the truth
in a way that makes it impossible for me
to argue I don't want to argue anymore
okay I want you to understand that I'm
helping myself in a way that works for
me talking doesn't work for me okay I'm
working through my anger and my pain and
my way and if that makes you angry if
that hurts you then you should work on
that your way
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where are you going
oh heart run
I took a pregnancy test the other day
what I'm sorry I had to know I need to
think I did I'm telling you now I'm not
pregnant
I believe you took a pregnancy test
without Mrs the party of reacting to I
am reacting to all of them no you're not
you're reacting to the part that applies
to you you're reacting to the part that
you can be offended by I am not pregnant
Maya did you hear that I did
and it
how are you Karina how are you feeling
do you need anything is there anything
that I can do for you what should we do
next all these are normal things that
you can say to your wife right now the
normal thing is doing a test together
oh my God
okay I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
listen I'm just in shock okay you seemed
so okay I thought I thought it worked
okay you seemed
so pregnant
how did I seem so pregnant I don't know
mood swings and and snacking and
symptoms symptoms of being pregnant
those are symptoms of being a human
being Maya okay you know what I'm going
to work Bailey's the reproductive Care
Clinic is opening today and I can
actually make a difference there
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elevated and she's not having a heart
attack so I'm just trying to figure out
what she may have done that may have
caused it
she's been working out a lot lately I
worked out my entire life no more than
usual
you sure it's wrapped up I'm certain I'm
okay okay I promise I just overdid it
all right we will get this sorted out we
will put you on continuous fluids and
keep an eye on your CK markers in the
meantime
try to get some rest okay
thank you yeah
thank you are you really not going to
get me discharged by me now I don't need
to be here I'm just a little dehydrated
oh you've been doing too much I'm fine
there was a call and they're a man down
okay so I need to get back to work okay
so can you just get these things off of
me
I'm here you're in no shape to go back
anywhere let alone go back to work and
I'm telling you you're not fine you need
help you need stop telling me what I
need okay you don't know what I need
now let me go back to work or I will go
on my own
am I good to be discharged Maya Dr
Altman and I have some concerns about
your condition and about the events that
have led to your collapse it'll be best
for you to stay in the hospital well I'm
not staying so you can forget about that
if you're not going to stay on your own
we'll place you on a 72 hours haul
you're serious you're 51.50
yes if you try to walk out that door and
do anything even remotely strenuous you
could die no I'm I'm fine I'm fine I
feel fine okay let me go home we can
figure this out you know you can hire me
you can help me I am not home you're not
going home I can't help you there I've
tried but you don't let me so this is me
helping you no no no no no no wait you
know I can't do this I am perfectly
competent and capable person of making
my own decisions
the person wouldn't try to leave the
hospital against medical supply so yeah
Maya I can do this and I'm doing it no
Maya I'm serious if you're sure have you
put you in restraints please don't make
this harder than it needs to be
wow you left me no choice all right this
is good
this isn't support
this isn't love when your brother died
you could barely get off the freaking
kitchen floor you know what I did I let
you figure out your crap on your own I
didn't call psych and have you committed
okay that is love that is support so no
this is not helping me I want you to lie
back look at your heart rate music I
just I can't believe you would do this
to me after all money is gonna take it
from here oh the legs you'll go to get
your way
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if you walk if you walk out that door
we're done do you hear me
you walk out that door we are done I
lose you either way Bella I'd rather
lose you and have you be alive no Karina
Karina how could you do this to me no
Karina
thank you
your wife had to 51.50 you to get you
the medical care you needed and your
employers are waiting for me to
determine if it's safe to let you go
back to work do you still hope to get
back to work for the fire department
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okay what am I drawing a timeline
what
oh you're an Olympian
not only that you won the gold on a
sprained ankle
yep okay make a timeline of your Olympic
win
every relevant moment leading up to it
that's impossible how am I supposed to
remember every moment the ones that
matter will come to you
start with the first time you ever had
the thought
I want to win
what does this say
you can't read it I can't read it but
I'd like you to read it it says three
years old my cousin's track meets it's
the first thought you had of winning
the first one I can remember
because your cousin won no because you
lost and I saw his face who's he
my dad I saw
his face when she lost you know my ankle
hurts I'm gonna get some ice wait
let me move toward that pain
I don't know what that means but my
ankle hurts they ran a race on a
sprained ankle and one gold
you can sit with pain Maya
just
put your hand on it
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it's okay Maya let it out
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[Laughter]
you once told me that you think about
dying
so that you can rest
that's because three-year-old Maya can't
rest she's too afraid that if she does
she's not lovable
am I for whatever it's worth
I'm in awe of the three-year-old that
you were
she is worthy of Your Love
and your care
can you picture her
try to see her
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I love you
no matter what
you are lovable even when you lose
okay
is it beautiful work today
there's more to do
and we will work together once a week
for the next few months at least but I
think you can ease back into death duty
if your medical team blesses it
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can absolutely do whatever you want to
do
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it's left in the last two weeks
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and if you want my advice I do take care
of yourself first work on yourself first
see if you can
rest a little first but I love her
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I love it when they learn
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see you next week bye
thank you
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hi Rich Karina please leave a message
hey it's me
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I'm just here to pick up a few things I
can use a hotel shampoo anymore it's
awful
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okay you can always come home there's a
shampoo
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I miss you
I left you a voicemail
yes I got it
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did you listen to it yeah
I know I made mistakes and I know I
scared you
I'm sorry
I love you
I'll be better
you said that
I mean it I need more time
seeing you like that in a hospital bed
what you did to yourself I can just jump
right back into this with you like I
didn't spend the greater part of my year
begging you to get help
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happy for you
I am
but this is just another thing you did
to keep your job
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does your husband know you're trying to
recruit me away from station you are an
OB yeah I run a Reproductive Rights
clinic this is a no-brainer okay so
that's a no then we'll understand ah
come in
hi oh I hope I'm not interrupting uh I
brought you something special it's
lasagna
okay it's not as good as yours
but I hope you like it
you can just storm in here with lasagna
Maya you can't I can't
so I did because I love you and now I'm
moving
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what eat the lasagna no just
um think about what I said
okay I'll bought these some more later
I give up my hours at station 19.
right now they are the only connection I
have with Maya well she really seems to
be trying to connect with you now
ah she told me to leave that's already
she was she was one who said we were
over here I don't believe for one second
that you and Maya are over
you and Maya will get through this oh if
you want to get through it
you okay yeah
suddenly my stomach feels
kind of funny oh
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no that is not right
Miranda
what
I heard you were sick I am I brought
some fluids to help make you feel better
if you just open the door I asked you
for space I need space yeah I understand
that
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but we're married and I intend to stay
married
I'm I'm going I'm gonna be cold around
like
to decide but I'm not I'm not you know
you nearly poisoned me
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Karina
Karina
it's so cold
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aren't you supposed to be work I am at
work
non-stop vomiting can be serious I am a
paramedic preventing a catastrophe like
catastrophe that you literally played
into Arizona
how do you mess up a lasagna I don't
know I thought I did everything right
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paper coming
thank you for letting me in
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you have to go
say Maya no you could be dehydrated you
could be sicker than we think I don't
what
I am afraid that if I walk out that door
I don't know when I'll see you again
you will
you know
I'm gonna check in in a few hours and
let you know I wonder
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pretty Bishop
several doctors were hit by a car
outside the Reproductive Rights clinic
at Grace loan Memorial Hospital
requesting any available in cars to the
scene oh God what did they say
hey hey bishop both hands on your rope
what did they say what did they say hey
take a breath okay you know as much as I
do right now stay focused just um
for today if you could just find out
what's happening
my adult
listen to me all right I will find out
as much as I can but right now you have
to focus okay right now you are part of
a team do you hear me fine
breathe you see that one today okay so
what if what if what if she got what is
she what if she got hit by a car and I'm
stuck here and I can't get to her oh my
God oh my God my Karina's gonna be okay
you don't know that right now you are a
first responder all right you are not a
wife you are not a daughter you are not
an Olympian we are here to save lives
there is nothing you can do over there
in this moment do you copy
okay okay
let's keep going let's keep going
you're okay I have a patient at six
centimeters so yeah you have to go I
have to go
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thank you for going
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hey thank you for staying it was good to
feel safe
with you yeah it was it was good wasn't
it
ah so we slept in the same room last
night it was nice but we shouldn't let
it be something more than that of course
of course we were just sleeping in the
same room thank you for understanding
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do this again uh is it okay if we talk
later see how the day goes later yes
great
okay bye
Maya hey
I am glad you're here I was gonna call
you but you're here which um is even
better because I had a whole day to
think I know I seemed disappointed
earlier and I was but
I understand something now we never
finished our foundation
and I made things worse by trying to
build this whole huge amazing structure
on
this Foundation That Couldn't support it
yeah
but
Karina I want to fix it
I want to fix it too
I want to be with you
a lot a lot a lot and then every time
I'm near you I just want to let gravity
pull me back to you but I need to know
that this Foundation you're talking
about is real
I need you to win me back
slowly Creator Luca will you go on a
date with me
and they told me you were here
um
I'm here for our first date oh right
I am so glad that we're finally getting
to do this it's um it's Karen right
delinka
um
bright
I'm just gonna give me one sec
sorry oh this is a first date yeah yeah
we're taking it slow rebuilding the
foundation nice I like it it's weird as
hell but I like it okay okay I'll be
there as soon as I can just keep reading
uh who's on eight car duty tonight me
and Warren okay come with me quick
hi Karina hey thanks for coming I uh
seem to have gotten myself in a bit of a
pickle here I thought about how you told
me that night that we went out for
drinks that moving around can really
help so I took a walk so dispatch called
the vending machine company and they're
estimating that it'll be several hours
before they can get somebody out here
with the key oh is she she gonna be okay
she's gonna be okay Pam can you lie back
for me okay
guys
dilated on my Facebook babies on the way
how much longer look we're trying to
think we can but I'm worried about that
arm she's losing blood flow okay even so
I think we need to prepare for the
possibility that we're gonna have to
deliver here yeah let me get the pry bar
while you keep working on that arm
so you you know this woman you you had
drinks together she's a patient and a
friend I know all your friends right now
Doc yeah
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I know how strong you are I know how
much you want this baby you can do this
because you have to
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I got it
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all right
all right
you were amazing to me
so Pam is Pam is a friend
a new friend
I thought doctors weren't supposed to
fraternize with patience are you
questioning my professional integrity
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can I take you out again
Maybe
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call me
I I thought it was going to be a slow
night but baby swipe nobody and now I'm
exhausted okay you know I want this day
to be whatever you want it to be so I
can just drop you off at your hotel and
you can get some sleep if you want no no
no no no no no no I just you know I want
to put my feet up and and have a drink
what about junk spot Joe's
you know this is the first place we've
been right yes because the first time I
saw you was when you brought in the nose
I was there
very cool nice to see you two in here
where can I get you I'll take a bloody
Mary and she'll have a white wine oh my
God it's them them yeah there was a big
Bachelorette group in here last night
bar hopping and it looks like only three
still stands right from here oh yeah
another round no you're cut off oh no
you are good oh thank you
yeah I thought you'd never asked me the
dance we're gonna do come on ladies
I could not have a bruised eye and a
broken nose on my wedding day Lucy
you'll walk down the eye or your husband
is gonna see you not your makeup not
your dress no your bruises it's all just
a little scary
I remember the first time I saw my wife
at our wedding
for a few seconds everything stopped
nothing else existed it was just me and
her
against the world
no one knows what comes next but that's
what is so special about marriage
finding that person that you want to
share it with
the UPS the Downs all of it wait you two
are married to each other oh shut up
first your pregnant patient is stuck in
a vending machine then bridezilla and
her maidens why can't we get through a
first date I mean what Sassy has to be
over I have clothes at the apartment and
I could use a nice cot shower
oh yes the apartment of course yeah
let's go yeah yeah uh-huh yeah
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Warren had a tough call
hey are you okay
okay was today too much should we have
waited it's not about the taxes
I can move back in here I didn't I
didn't ask I don't know you want me to
and I wish I could but being back in
here oh I feel so painful because for
months I was in this battle alone you I
wasn't the person you run to I was the
person you run from
I can't
I'm sorry for everything I put you
through
it wasn't fair
I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you
when you tried to help me
I know that the version
of us that is happy
and late
and lovely
died in that hospital that day
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but I'm willing to put in the work to
rebuild us
to make us stronger and better
because I know from the first time I saw
you in that bar
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you are the person that
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hey Maya told me about the matter of
butter it's a huge deal right
congratulations no no it's not a huge
dealer so no congratulations then
what about YouTube
I know living with Maya sorry to feel
just like living with my father and I've
learned not to come second to chaos she
seems pretty peaceful to me she didn't
see Diane regularly so right it doesn't
mean that I'm moving back in though this
is not a checklist and I'm not a very
Ward I need to make sure her priorities
have evolved and she won't hurt herself
again if when things don't go the way
she wants I need proof that she won't go
back her old ways so 19 if any remaining
Lieutenant wants to be considered for
captain
step forward
have a good shift you wanted to prove
quite well why what I'm sorry Chief but
uh Karina wants proof that Bishop is
doing better and I think you can give it
to her
well your wife just turned down the
opportunity to be considered the captain
of 90. no no no no no there is nothing
she wants more than her Captain's tea
bag
because there's something she wants more
I have your proof
hey hey
I'm going home I know and um coming with
you you coming with me
you turn down the opportunity to become
a captain
yeah
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and I'm coming home from Mina
forget
better or worse for Reacher or poorer I
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I mean I'll put some clothes on so I can
take them off of you when I get home
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can't believe you don't have a dress for
the ball you've known about this for
months hey there was a time where I
didn't think I would be accompanying so
I didn't bother getting one what about
your wedding outfit
good thing we saved that thing
um
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it was so hard being around you and not
being able to pull my hands on and
thank you
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I've always wanted three then we'd be
outnumbered so that's a no okay
um I have another confession to make
um should I be sitting there for this um
okay so since you've been doing a lot of
work on
prioritizing our relationship I wanted
to do a little bit of work
two and I started researching
IVF
doctors and I've narrowed it down to the
okay okay what do it
yeah yes yes let's do it yes yes
we're never gonna get to this ball are
we oh no we have to go Ben is getting an
award we have to spark come on we're
gonna write it and there's food there's
food there's food everyone no just one
more no one more time
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