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[metal creaking]
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[loud rap music]
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- What's going on?
[indistinct]
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[indistinct]
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- I don't know
how it'd take off my tongue.
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- Go!
- 3, 2, 1.
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[shouting in pain]
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[light classical music]
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- They want something
scandalous.
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They want a headline.
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- The more outrageous things
that you say or do.
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- If you have an OnlyFans,
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if you're hot on Instagram,
if you're confident.
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- I could basically post
whatever I want,
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say whatever I want,
do whatever I want.
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- This is great.
I'm king of the world.
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- Your phone blowing up,
millions of comments.
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- There's more creators and more
people making content online.
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- Now anybody
could become famous.
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- Every next piece of content
will be more extreme.
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- There might be consequences
to being a content creator,
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but as far as the rules,
you make the rules.
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- I'm Dr. Jamie Cohen.
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I am a new media researcher,
faculty member, expert,
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but I have a PhD
in visual culture and memes.
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- The pizza's about to fall!
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The pizza's about to fall.
The pizza is about to fall.
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Ma'am.
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The pizza, the pizza!
The pizza!
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- For young people, I'm talking
Gen Z, even Gen Alpha,
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they're growing up now,
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and one of the top jobs
that young people want to do
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is be an influencer,
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or they want to be a YouTuber,
or a vlogger.
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- This is my most viral one.
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[pop music]
- 1.5 million likes.
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That's crazy.
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- And so internet fame is
a real thing.
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Internet fame is
a powerful thing.
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How do you become famous?
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I mean, as long
as Hollywood's existed,
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people wanted to be famous.
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Now that the internet
makes you famous,
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that's a career choice,
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a literal career choice,
that people want to make.
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Sometimes somebody feels
compelled
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to share something
that is not appropriate,
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and they become the main
character of the day.
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They become part
of the discourse.
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- She licked the toilet seat
on an airplane
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then posted the video
to social media.
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- What in God's name
is wrong with you?
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And honestly, if this is
your desperate attempt
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to make something of yourself
on social media,
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I would urge you
to delete your account.
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Actually better, Twitter
should delete her account.
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- And that inappropriateness
makes them temporarily viral.
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Knowing that there's a main
character of the day,
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you can exploit the platform
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to be the main character
of the day.
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That is a model
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that is sponsored
by the platform itself.
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[pop music]
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- I was still insane
before I was famous.
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When I look back at my childhood
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and compare it
to my internet career,
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I was literally born
and raised for this.
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I was kind of dorky
in high school.
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Like, no one really knew
who I was.
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And then when I was 16,
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I hooked up with a guy
in my high school stairwell
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right outside
the nurse's office,
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and the nurse caught us
hooking up.
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And I ended up getting
suspended for 10 days,
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and the whole town
knew about it.
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Everyone was so shocked.
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And I was like, I can either
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be really ashamed about this
and just keep quiet
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and fall off the radar
and just play it off,
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or I could play into it.
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'Cause to me, I feel like
when you show shame
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and you show embarrassment,
you're weak.
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So I'm like, I'm not weak.
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So I just played into it,
and I was like,
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"Yeah, I am this girl
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who hooked up with a guy
in the stairwell,
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and I'll do it again,
and I'll do it with a teacher,
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and I'll do it
with your brother."
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And I came back to school,
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and everyone was shocked
'cause I had no shame.
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And everyone really liked it.
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They were like,
this girl doesn't give a fuck.
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[hip hop music]
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- What's up? This is Jumanne,
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and I'm going to show you
how I make French toast.
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What's up?
It's Jumanne.
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I'm about
to go wash some clothes.
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What's up? It's Jumanne.
I just got out of the shower.
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My name's Jumanne.
I'm a content creator
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as well as a music artist, and
I'm just trying to find a way
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how to provide for myself
doing what I want to do.
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This is my blowup bed.
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This is my green screen
that I use for editing.
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This is where I keep
all my clothes in a suitcase.
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I used to spend so much time
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watching TV as a child,
you know,
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whether it's Disney Channel,
Nickelodeon.
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I wanted to be a childhood star,
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or just people,
like, celebrities in general.
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I just felt like
that was just the life.
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I felt like people
that were famous
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were on the top of the world.
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Everybody loves you,
you're rich,
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you're like the best person
on the planet.
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You're like the chosen one.
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I was willing to do anything
for fame,
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and social media just made
that journey possible.
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That's kind of like,
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Yeah, just got to learn
how to do it, and I'll be okay.
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- So it kind of all started
through skateboarding.
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I mean, I've been skateboarding
since I was like 11.
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And skateboarding's
one of those sports where
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you're destined to get hurt.
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So I ended up
breaking my limbs.
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I broke my arm twice in one
summer, completely in half.
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[boy]: Oh, my God.
- I remember after that,
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it was one of those things
where it's like,
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I'm not good enough
to get sponsored,
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not good enough
to make money from this
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or monetize it, go professional.
I loved making videos.
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We always made these
clip of the days on YouTube
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where me and my friends
would 50% mess around...
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♪ Jingle all the way
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- We're spreading
Christmas cheer, man.
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- You're not spreading
Christmas cheer.
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You're being a bloody idiot.
- 50% skateboard.
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So I kind of decided, why don't
we make a movie type thing,
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kind of like Jackass,
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but our own little friend group
thing called GTF the Movie.
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[shouting indistinctly]
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Once we released the movie,
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it was the talk of the town
type thing.
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And I saw the traction
that you could get from it.
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I remember it kind of
got me some notoriety
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around my hometown.
It was kind of cool.
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Everywhere I went,
people noticed.
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And so I enjoyed it. I liked
the shock value of the videos.
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- Whoa!
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And I've always just been a big
advocate for video creation.
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'Cause, you know,
videos live forever.
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You could die tomorrow,
but the videos stay.
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They're always there. They're
there on the internet to stay.
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- Oh, shit.
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Oh, shit.
- Call 911.
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That really hurt.
- Gnarly, man.
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- I remember seeing
the Tide Pod challenge,
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and I remember the cinnamon
challenge,
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and all the media going crazy
about that.
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Constantly, I would see that.
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All these challenges popping up.
The ice cream challenge.
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So I said, I want
a media-worthy story.
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I need to lick something,
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like they did
in the ice cream challenge.
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[man]: Lick it.
Lick it. Oh!
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Now put it in.
Put it in.
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- So during the pandemic,
I was going on spring break,
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and I looked in the news,
and I saw
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that COVID and airplane travel,
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how they were
shutting down travel,
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were the two things people
were talking about the most.
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'Cause we were starting
to go into a lockdown.
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People are so scared of airports
right now,
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and I was going on a flight
to Miami for spring break,
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and I was like,
"They hate spring break."
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So I was just like, perfect
opportunity to mix that all up.
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So I just went for it, and
I licked the airplane toilet,
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and I made the TikTok.
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Obviously cleaned the toilet
first, but that doesn't matter.
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I still licked the toilet.
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We didn't check my phone
for two hours.
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We go back, it's
at fucking 15 million views.
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And then I'm getting
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all kinds of calls and emails
from the news.
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That was my first time
being in the news.
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I loved how it felt.
I loved the clout.
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I loved all the followers
I was getting.
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I loved all the attention.
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I loved the fighting,
the banter,
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just when I was gaining, the
interviews. I really liked it.
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That was probably
one of my biggest scandals,
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'cause that was
so international,
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and it was just wild.
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They wrote about my song
in the New York Times.
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Skinny Legend Anthem
isn't a good song.
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It's catchy,
but it's not a good song.
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♪ I am a skinny legend
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♪ Damn I might take your man
I got clout I got clout ♪
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And so it's like, for me
to have my really bad song
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in the New York Times,
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people are going to Google it,
and they did.
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And now I have millions
of streams on that,
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I made a lot of money off of it.
And it's like...
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all I had to do
is lick a toilet.
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I would do it again.
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I'm planning things
that are similar,
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do again
and again and again.
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- I'm on fire!
I'm on fire!
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[shots, shouting indistinctly]
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- We got to come up
with new ideas that are crazier.
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How much can you shock people?
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And that's the direction
that I kind of took it.
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Don't tell anyone. Okay?
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I couldn't find the bathroom.
- Hey?
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- I couldn't find
the bathroom.
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Don't tell anyone, please.
Okay?
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Just kidding.
It's a water bottle, man.
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It's a water bottle.
He was getting so scared.
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We had filmed his clip
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where I'd shot a pellet
through my cheek.
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So we took a pellet gun
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and put it on the inside
of my cheek.
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- Don't do it, Turner.
Oh!
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- Pretty graphic,
but it worked perfectly.
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It shot right through.
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I could squirt beer out of it.
It was pretty cool.
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And so I sent that over
to World Star.
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Sent that to a bunch of
meme pages on Instagram.
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And I think World Star
ended up picking it up.
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Got like a million views
on World Star
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in like an hour
or something like that,
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and I just remember
I gained like 3,000 followers.
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I had, like, 600 followers
at the time.
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I gained 3,000 right there.
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And that's when I was kind
of like, Whoa, this is cool.
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The excitement. I can describe
exactly where I was that night.
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I was working at Panera Bread.
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I was a dishwasher there,
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and I guess I had my phone
not on silent,
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and I had my Instagram
notification bell still on.
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And I remember...
[imitates dinging]
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I'm like holy...
So I went to the washroom,
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and I'd seen everybody send it
in my DMs saying,
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"Yo, it's over 500,000 views,"
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and I'm seeing
all this traction.
247
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I was like, holy...
I wanted to go home right there.
248
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I was so excited
to start replying to comments.
249
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And that's when I was kind
of like,
250
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Whoa, this is kind of bigger
than just my hometown.
251
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This is cool.
- Is your name Jake?
252
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- Yeah, that's me.
253
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- You're the dude
that does dumb shit.
254
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Dude, I'm following you
on Instagram!
255
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- This is what I wanted,
a little fan base.
256
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It doesn't have to be huge.
Just this little fan base
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of people commenting,
and that come back every day
258
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to watch me for me.
259
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And I went home.
That was super exciting.
260
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Yeah, it was awesome.
[rock music]
261
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- What's up? It's Jumanne,
I just got out of the shower.
262
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Look.
I'll take this off.
263
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My blowup bed has a hole in it.
264
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So yeah, you know how this go.
265
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Got to go get
a new air mattress.
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Probably going to grab
this one right here.
267
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[beeping]
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All right, hold up.
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My receipt.
270
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He just wanted
to check my receipt.
271
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But yeah, I'm going to just
have to take the bus.
272
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My air mattress usually
probably lasts
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about three to four months.
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I just grab whatever I see.
275
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$10, $15, so I don't really
have a preference.
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I always have to blow it up
every three to four days.
277
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It'll be hard on my back
if I don't put air in it.
278
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[whirring]
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Yeah, so it can be an issue.
280
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You know, I just appreciate
the situation that I'm in,
281
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'cause I know it could be worse.
282
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[hip hop music]
283
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♪ Guys I can't do this
until I have had nicotine ♪♪
284
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- I never went viral
on accident.
285
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I did it on purpose.
286
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I made the song Skinny Legend
Anthem with a plan,
287
00:13:29,199 --> 00:13:32,812
and it worked. Jeffree
and Kanye. It was a plan.
288
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I said, There's already rumors
about Kanye being gay.
289
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Let's play up on those.
290
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And I said, what would drive
TikTok kids crazy?
291
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How can I make
this all about me?
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So I immediately make
the TikTok, and I say,
293
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"This divorce comes as
no surprise.
294
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Kanye has been hooking up
with a very famous beauty guru,
295
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male beauty guru."
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Jeffree Star had moved
to Wyoming,
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and obviously that aligned
super well,
298
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'cause Kanye West lived
in Wyoming.
299
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So people were like, "Oh, my
God, this makes so much sense.
300
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Everyone ran with the story.
301
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People are making
TikTok about it.
302
00:14:03,190 --> 00:14:04,974
Now that Kim's finally
doing this, I feel like
303
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I can spill the tea that I've
been holding onto for months.
304
00:14:07,977 --> 00:14:10,066
This whole divorce
comes as no surprise.
305
00:14:10,197 --> 00:14:12,721
Kanye's been hooking up
with a very famous beauty guru.
306
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People in the scene
have known for a while.
307
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I wake up in the morning; it's
trending number one on Twitter,
308
00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:19,336
and I was just like,
Oh, I did that.
309
00:14:19,467 --> 00:14:21,121
And then everyone
starts coming to my page.
310
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I'm getting millions
and millions of views.
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So I'm like, How can I keep
this story going?
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How can I keep it going?
I say Kim's suing me.
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Hey, TikTok. So I had to make
an emergency visit
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to my shopper's office
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to get an outfit for court,
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because Kim Kardashian's
literally suing me.
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Like, thanks, bitch.
318
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I need an excuse
to shop anyway.
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Bring it on.
320
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And I made
a fake legal document,
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and I posted on TikTok.
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And the news ran wild with that,
323
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because the media doesn't care
about being honest with you.
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Who wouldn't want to read
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about Kanye West hooking up
with Jeffree Star?
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So they didn't do any research
in it; they just ran with it.
327
00:14:57,722 --> 00:15:00,812
Kris Jenner says is
absolutely not true,
328
00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:03,119
makes a statement about me
to TMZ.
329
00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:04,947
And I mean,
it was crazy and it was funny.
330
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And then eventually
it was just like,
331
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Yeah, I made this all up,
332
00:15:08,255 --> 00:15:10,170
and me admitting I made it up
was even crazier
333
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because people were like,
334
00:15:11,998 --> 00:15:14,043
No fucking...
Like, this girl's crazy.
335
00:15:14,174 --> 00:15:16,176
Did I do harm?
Maybe a little.
336
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Was it ethical?
Absolutely not.
337
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Is anything in social media
ethical? No.
338
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Is the media ethical?
No.
339
00:15:22,269 --> 00:15:24,140
I'm just as bad
as everyone else,
340
00:15:24,271 --> 00:15:26,490
especially in that scandal
and that situation.
341
00:15:26,621 --> 00:15:30,407
And then I find out recently
that Jeffree Star and Kanye West
342
00:15:30,538 --> 00:15:33,454
were the fourth most
Googled couple of 2021.
343
00:15:33,584 --> 00:15:35,891
So I had that much influence
and that much power.
344
00:15:37,066 --> 00:15:38,328
That was crazy.
345
00:15:43,812 --> 00:15:46,032
- My first job, I was 17.
346
00:15:46,162 --> 00:15:48,469
I worked at Taco Bell.
347
00:15:48,599 --> 00:15:49,687
Mostly as fast food.
348
00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:52,603
I worked at McDonald's,
Burger King.
349
00:15:52,734 --> 00:15:54,954
I worked at CVS.
350
00:15:55,084 --> 00:15:59,132
I realized when it comes
to being a content creator,
351
00:15:59,262 --> 00:16:02,700
it's about resources,
it's about money.
352
00:16:02,831 --> 00:16:05,573
I don't have that.
I never had that.
353
00:16:05,703 --> 00:16:08,010
Everything I had was...
you know, it's a sacrifice.
354
00:16:08,141 --> 00:16:10,795
If I lose my computer,
and everything that I have,
355
00:16:10,926 --> 00:16:12,928
I can't afford
to buy it again.
356
00:16:14,277 --> 00:16:16,540
When I started thinking about
the controversial videos
357
00:16:16,671 --> 00:16:18,934
and why I created that,
it was free to do that.
358
00:16:19,065 --> 00:16:22,329
I can use this
to build a audience,
359
00:16:22,459 --> 00:16:24,722
and I don't have to pay
for promotion for this.
360
00:16:24,853 --> 00:16:26,550
The promotion's going
to come to me.
361
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:29,510
I'm going to go forward with
this and see where it takes me.
362
00:16:33,775 --> 00:16:37,170
The first thing I say is going
to catch people's attention,
363
00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:39,433
so I try to swear,
and just saying fuck it.
364
00:16:39,563 --> 00:16:41,565
People are going to be like,
Oh, is this guy serious?
365
00:16:41,696 --> 00:16:43,132
I have to get
into that character,
366
00:16:43,263 --> 00:16:45,004
and I have to make it
believable.
367
00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:47,441
I just try to be
very aggressive.
368
00:16:47,571 --> 00:16:49,399
That's what's going to get
people's attention.
369
00:16:51,967 --> 00:16:54,230
Fuck Rite Aid.
CVS, bitch!
370
00:16:54,361 --> 00:16:56,015
[crashing]
371
00:17:00,889 --> 00:17:03,196
[crashing]
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00:17:04,284 --> 00:17:06,199
We don't support none of this
shit right here, nigga.
373
00:17:06,329 --> 00:17:08,331
And I didn't know
if it was going to go viral.
374
00:17:08,462 --> 00:17:10,203
I didn't know
if it was going to work.
375
00:17:10,333 --> 00:17:12,161
I believed it would,
but wasn't really sure.
376
00:17:14,468 --> 00:17:16,818
Within three days,
I got 100,000 views.
377
00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:19,995
I was very happy
when that video went viral.
378
00:17:20,126 --> 00:17:22,563
It could be addictive, getting
all that kind of attention.
379
00:17:24,304 --> 00:17:27,002
I was real happy,
and I'm like, Yo, this is crazy.
380
00:17:27,133 --> 00:17:28,786
However people feel about it,
381
00:17:28,917 --> 00:17:30,440
whether you think
it's funny or you don't,
382
00:17:30,571 --> 00:17:33,661
if I can monetize this, if I can
get a fan base from this,
383
00:17:33,791 --> 00:17:36,098
then that's for myself.
384
00:17:40,102 --> 00:17:43,018
- Why do content creators
not stop?
385
00:17:43,149 --> 00:17:46,326
Internet fame is a fame
unlike on any other.
386
00:17:46,456 --> 00:17:49,024
There is no way to experience
internet fame
387
00:17:49,155 --> 00:17:50,504
unless you've experienced it.
388
00:17:50,634 --> 00:17:52,245
There's a dopamine hit
389
00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:54,508
that has no tangible experience
in real life.
390
00:17:54,638 --> 00:17:55,900
In fact, if anything,
391
00:17:56,031 --> 00:17:58,294
it's incredibly hard to describe
392
00:17:58,425 --> 00:18:01,123
internet fame to someone
outside the internet.
393
00:18:01,254 --> 00:18:03,691
That is a platform exploit
designed specifically
394
00:18:03,821 --> 00:18:06,128
to train people to do it again
395
00:18:06,259 --> 00:18:07,782
and then do it again
and do it again.
396
00:18:07,912 --> 00:18:10,872
- And that's why it becomes
an addiction for them.
397
00:18:11,002 --> 00:18:15,094
My name is Dr. Donna Rockwell,
and I'm a clinical psychologist.
398
00:18:15,224 --> 00:18:18,053
One of my key research interests
399
00:18:18,184 --> 00:18:20,708
is the psychology
of fame and celebrity.
400
00:18:20,838 --> 00:18:24,929
When somebody recognizes you,
when someone adores you,
401
00:18:25,060 --> 00:18:29,064
they become used to it, and
they want that hit of dopamine,
402
00:18:29,195 --> 00:18:31,719
but it can't last forever.
403
00:18:31,849 --> 00:18:34,287
[cheering]
404
00:18:37,638 --> 00:18:39,161
- Tell me your thoughts on this.
Are you excited?
405
00:18:39,292 --> 00:18:42,077
- I actually am.
No one wants to do it.
406
00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:43,470
I want to do this.
This is a great idea.
407
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,341
- Yeah.
- I'm Jacob Hillhouse,
408
00:18:45,472 --> 00:18:46,951
and this is
the porta-potty rave.
409
00:18:47,082 --> 00:18:50,041
[shouting]
410
00:18:50,172 --> 00:18:52,174
I remember when
I first started this,
411
00:18:52,305 --> 00:18:55,395
one of my biggest inspirations,
Steve-O.
412
00:18:55,525 --> 00:18:57,658
I posted on Facebook,
you can go find it.
413
00:18:57,788 --> 00:18:59,355
I said, I'm manifesting this.
414
00:18:59,486 --> 00:19:02,619
I'm going to work with Steve-O
sooner than later.
415
00:19:02,750 --> 00:19:04,491
2019, I got to work with him.
We did a video.
416
00:19:04,621 --> 00:19:06,362
He tattooed me.
417
00:19:06,493 --> 00:19:09,365
I actually have a tramp stamp
now, which is awesome.
418
00:19:09,496 --> 00:19:11,193
So that's one of
my biggest wins.
419
00:19:11,324 --> 00:19:12,977
I keep mentioning Jackass,
420
00:19:13,108 --> 00:19:14,501
but it's because
they're such a staple
421
00:19:14,631 --> 00:19:17,721
in this whole
content creation side,
422
00:19:17,852 --> 00:19:19,810
where when they stopped
making movies and stuff,
423
00:19:19,941 --> 00:19:21,943
there was a little hole
that wasn't filled anymore.
424
00:19:22,073 --> 00:19:23,510
You had a few one-offs,
425
00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:25,599
but there was never people
that loved the craft
426
00:19:25,729 --> 00:19:27,644
of doing a stunt.
- Ready to see a big miss?
427
00:19:27,775 --> 00:19:29,080
- Buddy, I played a lot of Nerf
back in the day.
428
00:19:29,211 --> 00:19:30,299
- Ooh...!
429
00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:33,911
[laughing]
430
00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:36,566
- I can do these crazy things.
I can make these awesome videos.
431
00:19:36,697 --> 00:19:39,308
I can create this content
without anything.
432
00:19:52,147 --> 00:19:53,322
- Hey, I remember
when I was a kid,
433
00:19:53,453 --> 00:19:54,976
I used to try to get away
with everything.
434
00:19:55,106 --> 00:19:57,413
Now I don't give a fuck.
435
00:20:00,329 --> 00:20:03,332
The next video I would post
would be
436
00:20:03,463 --> 00:20:06,117
a video that I did walking into
CVS, stealing.
437
00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:08,032
[man]: How much is that?
438
00:20:08,163 --> 00:20:10,252
- $19.99? Sheesh!
439
00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:12,559
That's way too much.
440
00:20:12,689 --> 00:20:16,606
Yeah. I'm going to just take
some Sour Patches,
441
00:20:16,737 --> 00:20:18,391
Lifesavers.
442
00:20:18,521 --> 00:20:20,480
- Can you get those
out of your pants?
443
00:20:20,610 --> 00:20:22,569
- Why would I take them
out of my pants?
444
00:20:22,699 --> 00:20:23,874
- Because it's disgusting.
445
00:20:24,005 --> 00:20:25,398
- Nah, I'm all good with that.
446
00:20:25,528 --> 00:20:27,269
I ended up getting arrested
for that.
447
00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,053
I remember my first time
sitting in jail
448
00:20:29,184 --> 00:20:31,578
over these videos.
449
00:20:31,708 --> 00:20:33,449
I realized this is
way out of my control.
450
00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:34,624
I think I know
what I'm doing, but I don't.
451
00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:36,800
[crashing]
452
00:20:36,931 --> 00:20:38,498
When I was in jail,
453
00:20:38,628 --> 00:20:40,543
I knew that I was going
to have to make more videos.
454
00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:42,284
So that means I also have
to go to jail.
455
00:20:42,415 --> 00:20:44,678
When I get out of jail, I knew
that at some point in time,
456
00:20:44,808 --> 00:20:46,941
I was most likely
going to end up back in jail.
457
00:20:47,071 --> 00:20:50,074
- Going viral doesn't
guarantee
458
00:20:50,205 --> 00:20:52,163
you're going
to benefit financially.
459
00:20:52,294 --> 00:20:53,469
A lot of these influencers
460
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:56,080
have to find ways
to make money themselves.
461
00:20:56,211 --> 00:20:58,779
- Gofundme.com/jumannestruggle.
462
00:21:04,654 --> 00:21:08,005
jumannestruggled.com
[crashing]
463
00:21:08,136 --> 00:21:10,225
Follow me on Instagram,
@jumannestruggled
464
00:21:10,356 --> 00:21:12,183
- They're stuck trying
to figure out,
465
00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,447
"How am I going
to make money?"
466
00:21:15,535 --> 00:21:17,841
- Hello.
How's it going?
467
00:21:17,972 --> 00:21:21,062
I am Jade, also known
as Jadasaur.
468
00:21:21,192 --> 00:21:23,586
I love basketball.
469
00:21:23,717 --> 00:21:26,589
I like doing social experiments
just to see people's reactions.
470
00:21:27,982 --> 00:21:30,854
I'm a content creator,
so I like to make people laugh.
471
00:21:30,985 --> 00:21:34,075
I started just pumping out
content in Singapore for fun,
472
00:21:34,205 --> 00:21:36,773
because like, Okay,
this is a new experience.
473
00:21:36,904 --> 00:21:38,819
I didn't expect to gain
a following at all.
474
00:21:38,949 --> 00:21:40,647
I was just being stupid
in Singapore,
475
00:21:40,777 --> 00:21:42,605
and people,
they liked how weird I was.
476
00:21:43,737 --> 00:21:46,653
I was like, Oh, okay,
I'll just... Kept going.
477
00:21:46,783 --> 00:21:49,046
And that's when
the algorithm picked me up.
478
00:21:49,177 --> 00:21:51,135
It's like I won the lottery.
479
00:21:51,919 --> 00:21:54,574
Instagram is my funnel
for OnlyFans,
480
00:21:54,704 --> 00:21:57,533
and that's how I advertise
for OnlyFans.
481
00:21:57,664 --> 00:22:00,406
Instagram is the main advertiser
for OnlyFans.
482
00:22:00,536 --> 00:22:02,451
They come from TikTok
to Instagram,
483
00:22:02,582 --> 00:22:04,540
and then Instagram
to OnlyFans.
484
00:22:08,457 --> 00:22:10,851
Honestly, OnlyFans has
changed my life.
485
00:22:10,981 --> 00:22:13,767
It's given me financial freedom.
I wouldn't be able to live here
486
00:22:13,897 --> 00:22:16,465
if it weren't for OnlyFans,
to be honest, so...
487
00:22:16,596 --> 00:22:19,990
It's made so many creators
millionaires.
488
00:22:20,121 --> 00:22:22,384
I never would've,
in a million years,
489
00:22:22,515 --> 00:22:25,474
thought that I could
make money monthly
490
00:22:25,605 --> 00:22:28,390
just selling my pictures
and videos,
491
00:22:28,521 --> 00:22:31,175
and it's great.
[laughing]
492
00:22:31,306 --> 00:22:34,614
I can't complain.
Yeah.
493
00:22:38,095 --> 00:22:40,620
- Instagram's a fantasy.
It really is a fantasy,
494
00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:42,665
and it's like
you're going on there,
495
00:22:42,796 --> 00:22:44,493
you're seeing the best
presentation of everyone.
496
00:22:44,624 --> 00:22:46,887
And that's why
I have a huge emphasis
497
00:22:47,017 --> 00:22:49,629
on just being hot,
because it's like, I have to be.
498
00:22:49,759 --> 00:22:52,762
Like every time I get a new
surgery, or when I do something,
499
00:22:52,893 --> 00:22:55,722
every time I change my look
or whatever, it just like...
500
00:22:55,852 --> 00:22:57,680
it helps.
501
00:22:57,811 --> 00:23:01,336
- It's bigger than "sex sells,"
but sexualized content sells.
502
00:23:01,467 --> 00:23:05,296
And we can do that in extreme
ways like pornography,
503
00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:07,603
or in sort of more mundane,
subtle ways,
504
00:23:07,734 --> 00:23:10,476
like certain poses
that are very sexualized
505
00:23:10,606 --> 00:23:13,914
and taken from
porn chic aesthetics,
506
00:23:14,044 --> 00:23:15,959
are very flirtatious,
507
00:23:16,090 --> 00:23:18,266
and mimic what we might see
in traditional pornography.
508
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,355
So it might not be porn,
509
00:23:20,486 --> 00:23:24,490
but it takes all of the poses
and gestures
510
00:23:24,620 --> 00:23:26,666
and formats of porn,
511
00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:29,233
and waters it down
for a mainstream audience.
512
00:23:36,632 --> 00:23:39,156
[hip hop music]
513
00:23:43,378 --> 00:23:45,032
- Can you can describe
where we are, or...?
514
00:23:45,162 --> 00:23:46,860
- We're in the smoosh room.
515
00:23:46,990 --> 00:23:50,820
This is where we make
OnlyFans content.
516
00:23:50,951 --> 00:23:55,042
We have all had sex
on this couch over the years
517
00:23:55,172 --> 00:23:57,479
when his parents go on vacation.
518
00:23:57,610 --> 00:23:59,960
On Thanksgiving,
we had an orgy here.
519
00:24:00,090 --> 00:24:01,744
Seven people.
520
00:24:01,875 --> 00:24:03,442
It's very squeaky, though.
521
00:24:03,572 --> 00:24:05,966
- You would know better than me.
522
00:24:06,096 --> 00:24:07,750
You just got with someone here
the other day.
523
00:24:07,881 --> 00:24:09,752
- Yeah.
- Half of her videos
524
00:24:09,883 --> 00:24:13,103
I'm basically a director in.
- He films them.
525
00:24:13,234 --> 00:24:16,411
- Our trusty favorite.
526
00:24:16,542 --> 00:24:19,458
- This has been
inside of us both.
527
00:24:19,588 --> 00:24:21,677
- It's like show and tell.
[laughing]
528
00:24:22,896 --> 00:24:24,593
So, we have duct tape.
529
00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:26,856
- For bondage play.
530
00:24:26,987 --> 00:24:29,729
- A screwdriver that I don't
know why is in here,
531
00:24:29,859 --> 00:24:32,601
but check out Ava's OnlyFans
to find out.
532
00:24:32,732 --> 00:24:34,603
- Yeah.
533
00:24:34,734 --> 00:24:38,389
That clip goes on the wall
to make people horny,
534
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:40,609
and then
we sell them our nudes.
535
00:24:40,740 --> 00:24:41,958
I know you've heard
of gay for pay.
536
00:24:42,089 --> 00:24:43,699
He'll do straight for pay.
- Yes.
537
00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:45,745
Yeah.
Well, I'm not bi technically,
538
00:24:45,875 --> 00:24:47,790
but I'll do stuff for money.
539
00:24:47,921 --> 00:24:49,792
- Someone wanted him
to shit on camera once.
540
00:24:49,923 --> 00:24:51,446
- I know.
541
00:24:51,577 --> 00:24:54,101
- How much did they
pay for that?
542
00:24:54,231 --> 00:24:56,233
- It wasn't that much.
543
00:24:56,364 --> 00:25:00,194
I was really drunk.
I took whatever they offered.
544
00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:03,327
And then they unsubscribed,
so I don't think I did it right.
545
00:25:03,458 --> 00:25:06,113
- Yeah, our friend shit
on some guy in a basement
546
00:25:06,243 --> 00:25:07,897
for 10 grand.
547
00:25:08,028 --> 00:25:09,551
- See, that I would do.
- Me too.
548
00:25:09,682 --> 00:25:11,335
Shit all over that guy.
549
00:25:11,466 --> 00:25:13,337
- I respect the hustle.
550
00:25:13,468 --> 00:25:15,252
- I would do it too.
551
00:25:15,383 --> 00:25:17,516
This guy just subscribed.
552
00:25:17,646 --> 00:25:18,691
Time to tell him
thank you.
553
00:25:18,821 --> 00:25:21,171
"Thank you for subbing."
554
00:25:23,696 --> 00:25:25,959
[light music]
555
00:25:33,357 --> 00:25:37,405
- Yeah. So the mime was an idea
that we came up with.
556
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,276
'Cause mimes,
they're silent, right?
557
00:25:39,407 --> 00:25:41,235
So when you're in pain,
558
00:25:41,365 --> 00:25:43,629
most of the time you're making
some sort of noise.
559
00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:46,109
You're screaming a swear word
or something. Aaah!
560
00:25:47,589 --> 00:25:50,157
So we thought,
Let's do painful things,
561
00:25:50,287 --> 00:25:52,681
you'll dress up as a mime, and
then you can't make a noise.
562
00:25:52,812 --> 00:25:54,509
You have to just use
your facial expressions.
563
00:25:58,818 --> 00:26:00,428
It's a stunt.
564
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,257
We get that shock value
and that craziness to it,
565
00:26:03,387 --> 00:26:05,346
but then there's comic value
behind it.
566
00:26:05,476 --> 00:26:06,782
There's comedy to it,
people are like,
567
00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:08,697
Oh, that was crazy,
but it was funny.
568
00:26:08,828 --> 00:26:10,525
And that's what made Jackass
so successful.
569
00:26:13,441 --> 00:26:14,790
I like watching people get hurt.
570
00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:16,836
I bet everybody here has
watched Ridiculousness
571
00:26:16,966 --> 00:26:18,794
or America's Funniest
Home Videos.
572
00:26:18,925 --> 00:26:21,014
People want to see it
all the time,
573
00:26:21,144 --> 00:26:23,103
so there's people now like me
on the internet
574
00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:25,627
that will do it for you, and
you can watch it all the time.
575
00:26:28,021 --> 00:26:31,285
So yeah, for the mime,
it blew up on TikTok originally.
576
00:26:31,415 --> 00:26:33,766
So like, okay, let's keep
the mime gig going.
577
00:26:33,896 --> 00:26:37,596
I think I gained like a million
on TikTok in like two weeks.
578
00:26:37,726 --> 00:26:39,598
I'd never seen those
numbers before. Right?
579
00:26:39,728 --> 00:26:41,904
We started uploading them
to YouTube.
580
00:26:42,035 --> 00:26:43,950
People started going over
to our YouTube
581
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,082
because at the end of the day,
YouTube is the main goal;
582
00:26:46,213 --> 00:26:47,388
that's where we drive everybody.
583
00:26:47,518 --> 00:26:49,129
And people love it, so...
584
00:26:59,748 --> 00:27:02,969
- I go by either Easton _Cyruss
or Peter Teatime,
585
00:27:03,099 --> 00:27:05,362
depending on the platform
that you'll find me on.
586
00:27:05,493 --> 00:27:08,583
I feel like Easton _Cyruss and
the TikTok content is more...
587
00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:11,064
of just fast-paced bangers,
588
00:27:11,194 --> 00:27:13,370
whereas the Peter Teatime
content was supposed to be
589
00:27:13,501 --> 00:27:16,547
more about parkour
and training and athletic stuff
590
00:27:16,678 --> 00:27:18,898
versus the high-risk stuff.
591
00:27:19,028 --> 00:27:20,943
But now they've kind of blended
into all being...
592
00:27:21,074 --> 00:27:22,945
the high-risk stuff.
[chuckles]
593
00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,382
I just found more success
594
00:27:25,513 --> 00:27:27,994
through the high-risk stuff
online,
595
00:27:28,124 --> 00:27:29,996
and the success of it
made me want to pursue that
596
00:27:30,126 --> 00:27:31,084
more than the other avenues.
597
00:27:33,216 --> 00:27:35,523
- What we click on
and what we interact with,
598
00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:37,220
whether we like it or not,
599
00:27:37,351 --> 00:27:40,267
this new attention economy
is brokered by all of us.
600
00:27:40,397 --> 00:27:43,444
We are the ones that get to
decide as consumers
601
00:27:43,574 --> 00:27:46,708
what gets pushed to the top and
who makes it in this world.
602
00:27:53,584 --> 00:27:56,109
I think what most people
don't know about influencers
603
00:27:56,239 --> 00:27:57,763
is it's a ton of work.
604
00:27:57,893 --> 00:28:00,243
Your fans are always commenting,
605
00:28:00,374 --> 00:28:02,419
always interacting
with your content.
606
00:28:02,550 --> 00:28:04,552
There's always a demand
to put more out there.
607
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:07,076
Never being able to step away.
608
00:28:07,207 --> 00:28:09,426
[phone beeping]
609
00:28:15,911 --> 00:28:18,000
- If you trying to join
the live,
610
00:28:18,131 --> 00:28:21,525
just leave a comment
and send a request.
611
00:28:21,656 --> 00:28:25,094
Um... Masley trying
to join the live.
612
00:28:26,530 --> 00:28:28,010
[phone beeping]
613
00:28:28,141 --> 00:28:30,796
What's up? What's good,
Slim Block Boy?
614
00:28:30,926 --> 00:28:33,450
Um...
[phone beeping]
615
00:28:33,581 --> 00:28:34,930
Go through the comments.
616
00:28:35,061 --> 00:28:38,151
Shout out, Too Many Churros.
[phone beeping]
617
00:28:38,281 --> 00:28:40,457
Everybody want
to join the live now.
618
00:28:40,588 --> 00:28:42,242
Yo, what's good, bro?
619
00:28:42,372 --> 00:28:44,548
As far as in why people would
want to watch,
620
00:28:44,679 --> 00:28:48,901
people want to see someone
that just came from the bottom
621
00:28:49,031 --> 00:28:51,686
and found a way to make it
to the top,
622
00:28:51,817 --> 00:28:53,775
and that might attract people.
623
00:28:53,906 --> 00:28:56,082
I'm about to add you right now.
624
00:28:56,212 --> 00:28:58,475
Yo, what's up bro?
[fan]: I got a question for you.
625
00:28:58,606 --> 00:29:02,175
So in that one where you were
running through the store
626
00:29:02,305 --> 00:29:04,568
knocking stuff off the shelves,
627
00:29:04,699 --> 00:29:06,745
what was going
through your mind?
628
00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:08,747
- I know this might sound funny,
629
00:29:08,877 --> 00:29:12,228
but I'm trying to make sure
nobody hurts me,
630
00:29:12,359 --> 00:29:15,231
and I try not to get
into any physical altercations.
631
00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:16,798
You know what I'm saying?
[fan]: I don't blame you.
632
00:29:17,712 --> 00:29:19,888
- Hey, you got to fight Jake
Paul.
633
00:29:20,019 --> 00:29:22,021
- Jake Paul? Jake Paul
would probably knock me out.
634
00:29:22,151 --> 00:29:25,198
I'll get in the ring, though.
I'll do it.
635
00:29:25,328 --> 00:29:27,940
I would do it just for
the publicity, though, honestly.
636
00:29:28,070 --> 00:29:29,419
- Yeah, you really got to.
You just got to...
637
00:29:29,550 --> 00:29:31,291
- Just for the publicity.
638
00:29:31,421 --> 00:29:33,597
The people that's going to
follow, they going to follow.
639
00:29:33,728 --> 00:29:35,599
The people that support
is going to support.
640
00:29:35,730 --> 00:29:37,558
And that's all I could do,
is just try my best
641
00:29:37,688 --> 00:29:40,169
to move in a direction
I want to go in,
642
00:29:40,300 --> 00:29:42,781
and I just have to continue
to move forward.
643
00:29:42,911 --> 00:29:44,608
I don't know
what the future holds.
644
00:29:44,739 --> 00:29:45,871
Anything could happen.
645
00:29:46,001 --> 00:29:47,698
Where you from, bro?
Where you from?
646
00:29:47,829 --> 00:29:50,266
- Me?
- Yeah.
647
00:29:50,397 --> 00:29:52,747
- I'm from Jamaica, bro.
- Jamaica. All right.
648
00:29:52,878 --> 00:29:54,836
I was just asking, but yeah.
All right, go ahead.
649
00:29:54,967 --> 00:29:56,533
My fault, bro.
650
00:29:56,664 --> 00:30:01,887
- One of your most iconic lines
was, "$19.99, nigga?"
651
00:30:02,017 --> 00:30:06,630
- Sheesh! Yeah.
- Oh, my God.
652
00:30:06,761 --> 00:30:08,807
- Someone asked the question,
he said,
653
00:30:08,937 --> 00:30:10,896
"When are you going
to become happy?"
654
00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:13,072
That's a good question,
bro.
655
00:30:13,202 --> 00:30:15,335
That's a good question, man.
I don't know.
656
00:30:15,465 --> 00:30:17,511
I'm probably not going to be
satisfied
657
00:30:17,641 --> 00:30:21,428
until I'm making money
as a full-time content creator.
658
00:30:23,517 --> 00:30:25,214
I've been contacted
by so many people,
659
00:30:25,345 --> 00:30:27,738
and I do have people
that tell me, you know,
660
00:30:27,869 --> 00:30:30,002
keep my head up
and move in a better direction.
661
00:30:30,132 --> 00:30:32,221
People understand
the way how I feel.
662
00:30:32,352 --> 00:30:34,049
So yeah, if I didn't have faith,
663
00:30:34,180 --> 00:30:35,964
I wouldn't have done
the videos that I did.
664
00:30:40,229 --> 00:30:43,015
- There are no rules
for being a content creator.
665
00:30:43,145 --> 00:30:45,800
There's no more ad breaks,
666
00:30:45,931 --> 00:30:49,848
there's no more adherence
to some sort of structural
667
00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:51,675
"You can and cannot do this."
668
00:30:51,806 --> 00:30:54,635
We have to be aware that the
rules aren't established
669
00:30:54,765 --> 00:30:56,376
by the structure any longer.
670
00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:58,726
The rules are established
by the content creator.
671
00:31:02,251 --> 00:31:04,688
So one of my most famous climbs
672
00:31:04,819 --> 00:31:08,127
was the Golden Gate Bridge
in San Francisco, California.
673
00:31:09,258 --> 00:31:11,870
Guys, we've just made it
to the top.
674
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,349
This is incredible
to be honest.
675
00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,308
It's so beautiful up here.
676
00:31:15,438 --> 00:31:18,006
And I'm not allowed to talk
about how I climbed the bridge
677
00:31:18,137 --> 00:31:20,095
or any aspects of the climb
itself.
678
00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:23,098
It's a federal monument,
679
00:31:23,229 --> 00:31:26,797
and the repercussions of
climbing it were pretty severe.
680
00:31:26,928 --> 00:31:29,148
A British agency,
they picked up the story
681
00:31:29,278 --> 00:31:32,151
and they aired it,
and that very same day,
682
00:31:32,281 --> 00:31:34,588
thousands of people were
messaging me, news companies,
683
00:31:34,718 --> 00:31:36,590
"Hey, we want to do
an interview with you."
684
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:38,505
And the story just blew up.
And my video went
685
00:31:38,635 --> 00:31:40,637
from 10 views on YouTube
to like 150,000.
686
00:31:40,768 --> 00:31:42,988
It just took off.
687
00:31:43,118 --> 00:31:44,903
Started seeing some
of the ad revenue flow in.
688
00:31:45,033 --> 00:31:46,817
I got really excited about it.
689
00:31:46,948 --> 00:31:49,559
And then the legal ramifications
hit me.
690
00:31:51,170 --> 00:31:53,607
Homeland Security
and the FBI got involved.
691
00:31:53,737 --> 00:31:55,914
And so they tracked me down.
They got in contact with me
692
00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:58,525
and they came to meet with me
in Wisconsin.
693
00:31:58,655 --> 00:32:00,266
For starters,
694
00:32:00,396 --> 00:32:02,355
we got hit with the criminal
case of trespassing.
695
00:32:02,485 --> 00:32:05,445
And then on top of that,
we got sued
696
00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:07,577
by the Bridge Authority
themselves for $50,000.
697
00:32:07,708 --> 00:32:09,405
And they pretty much
interrogated me,
698
00:32:09,536 --> 00:32:11,277
and they ended up
asking me about
699
00:32:11,407 --> 00:32:14,149
how could they prevent
other people from climbing it.
700
00:32:15,498 --> 00:32:18,153
It became a very high-profile
case in San Francisco.
701
00:32:18,284 --> 00:32:20,199
It was in the news every day.
702
00:32:20,329 --> 00:32:22,027
And the lawyer who ended up
taking my case
703
00:32:22,157 --> 00:32:24,420
was a rock climber,
and he felt for us.
704
00:32:24,551 --> 00:32:27,162
And he wanted the fame
of taking on the case,
705
00:32:27,293 --> 00:32:29,730
so he took it on for us
for a very low cost,
706
00:32:29,860 --> 00:32:31,819
and he got us off
of all the charges.
707
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:33,952
And it went over
pretty smoothly in the end.
708
00:32:40,393 --> 00:32:42,786
- You can DM, you can direct
message a celebrity
709
00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,658
on their account,
710
00:32:44,788 --> 00:32:47,791
which I think probably
gets people very excited.
711
00:32:47,922 --> 00:32:50,664
- Okay, first comment.
712
00:32:50,794 --> 00:32:52,535
- Comments, comments, comments.
713
00:32:52,666 --> 00:32:55,103
- "Ay!
Hearts, hearts, hearts."
714
00:32:55,234 --> 00:32:58,367
"Wow. Heart, heart, heart."
Lot of hearts.
715
00:32:58,498 --> 00:33:00,717
- My comments are like half
and half: half good, half bad.
716
00:33:00,848 --> 00:33:02,545
Or depending on the posts,
they're all good,
717
00:33:02,676 --> 00:33:04,373
or sometimes they're more
bad ones than good.
718
00:33:04,504 --> 00:33:07,246
- Perfect and sexy.
Thanks for the smile.
719
00:33:07,376 --> 00:33:09,204
Heart eyes, heart eyes,
heart eyes.
720
00:33:09,335 --> 00:33:11,511
- Dewayne Davis 84.
721
00:33:11,641 --> 00:33:14,601
"Clout is the most dangerous
disease out there."
722
00:33:14,731 --> 00:33:17,169
It's true. I mean,
it's true. It's...
723
00:33:17,299 --> 00:33:20,085
He said, "You're a masochist."
What does that mean?
724
00:33:20,215 --> 00:33:22,043
I keep getting those comments.
725
00:33:22,174 --> 00:33:25,394
I think it's someone
that likes pain.
726
00:33:25,525 --> 00:33:27,396
I think that's what that means.
I could be wrong.
727
00:33:27,527 --> 00:33:30,095
I'm not sitting there being
like, "Yeah, this is awesome."
728
00:33:30,225 --> 00:33:33,315
Yeah, no.
I'm definitely not a masochist.
729
00:33:33,446 --> 00:33:34,969
Yeah.
730
00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:39,321
"Kids with semi-well-off
parents, expensive hoodie,
731
00:33:39,452 --> 00:33:42,020
GoPro, martial arts
or gymnastics training,
732
00:33:42,150 --> 00:33:43,760
sense of entitlement,
733
00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:45,849
bored kids
with too much free time,
734
00:33:45,980 --> 00:33:48,287
and parents that pay
too little attention."
735
00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:50,376
I mean, he's pretty spot
on with all of that,
736
00:33:50,506 --> 00:33:52,987
but what's so bad
about a middle-class kid
737
00:33:53,118 --> 00:33:54,641
doing something he enjoys?
738
00:33:54,771 --> 00:33:56,773
- They're not going to say
bad things.
739
00:33:56,904 --> 00:33:59,124
I don't think
they'll say bad things.
740
00:33:59,254 --> 00:34:01,430
I have a pretty good fan base.
They love me.
741
00:34:01,561 --> 00:34:03,041
- You dumb as shit.
742
00:34:03,171 --> 00:34:04,651
Um...
743
00:34:04,781 --> 00:34:06,435
Yeah.
Straight to the point.
744
00:34:06,566 --> 00:34:08,785
I can't disagree.
745
00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,787
- You an inspiration to me.
You feel me?
746
00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:12,615
- I'm an inspiration? How?
747
00:34:12,746 --> 00:34:15,401
How I inspire you?
748
00:34:15,531 --> 00:34:18,317
- You inspire me by doing
crazy shit at grocery stores,
749
00:34:18,447 --> 00:34:21,015
and it just reminds me that
you got me to realize sometimes,
750
00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:22,843
you got to not give a fuck
and do what you got to do.
751
00:34:22,973 --> 00:34:24,932
You feel me?
- I feel you.
752
00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:26,977
That's not the kind of
inspiration I want to be,
753
00:34:27,108 --> 00:34:28,849
but I understand
where you're coming from.
754
00:34:40,948 --> 00:34:42,689
- Oh, damn.
This one hurts.
755
00:34:42,819 --> 00:34:45,735
Spensah said, "Boy from Whitby
suburbs still trying to make it
756
00:34:45,866 --> 00:34:47,476
after 10 years
of failed attempts."
757
00:34:47,607 --> 00:34:50,523
Damn!
Um...
758
00:34:50,653 --> 00:34:53,482
I am from the Whitby
suburbs.
759
00:34:53,613 --> 00:34:55,571
It hasn't been 10 years, man.
Give me a break.
760
00:34:55,702 --> 00:34:57,530
It's been maybe like
half of that.
761
00:34:57,660 --> 00:35:00,359
It hurts because it's like...
762
00:35:00,489 --> 00:35:02,056
It's not one of those ones
where it's like,
763
00:35:02,187 --> 00:35:04,145
"Look at this skinny asshole."
764
00:35:04,276 --> 00:35:06,800
It's ones that
I've personally sat down here,
765
00:35:06,930 --> 00:35:08,802
or like in my car
when I'm driving or something,
766
00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:12,458
that I've thought about,
that kind of gets myself down.
767
00:35:12,588 --> 00:35:14,503
So then it's like
when someone comments it,
768
00:35:14,634 --> 00:35:16,636
like, "Oh, damn, I have thought
about that before."
769
00:35:16,766 --> 00:35:19,378
So it kind of cuts deep.
If I've thought about it,
770
00:35:19,508 --> 00:35:21,293
Damn, that person's thinking
about it too.
771
00:35:21,423 --> 00:35:23,295
So it's like, Damn, it has been
a while,
772
00:35:23,425 --> 00:35:25,340
and I still haven't made it,
type thing.
773
00:35:25,471 --> 00:35:27,516
And then when you see someone
else put it into words,
774
00:35:27,647 --> 00:35:30,302
and it's publicly right there,
it's like, Oh, damn.
775
00:35:31,999 --> 00:35:33,696
You know what, Spensah?
776
00:35:33,827 --> 00:35:35,307
I'm going to remember that.
777
00:35:35,437 --> 00:35:37,352
I'm going to write down
that @name,
778
00:35:37,483 --> 00:35:39,920
and then five years from now, if
I'm still in the exact same spot
779
00:35:40,050 --> 00:35:42,052
that I am sitting
right here today,
780
00:35:42,183 --> 00:35:44,490
then I'll give you that W.
781
00:35:44,620 --> 00:35:47,188
But... for now,
yeah, that one hurt.
782
00:35:47,319 --> 00:35:48,842
Damn.
783
00:35:51,888 --> 00:35:54,761
- Everyone's on their phones
all the time,
784
00:35:54,891 --> 00:35:59,113
and people are getting less
face-to-face time, which is sad,
785
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:02,160
but it's happening.
786
00:36:03,248 --> 00:36:05,075
How the tipping works
is that
787
00:36:05,206 --> 00:36:08,383
they can tip to send you
a message.
788
00:36:08,514 --> 00:36:10,646
So when they send you a message,
789
00:36:10,777 --> 00:36:12,953
they can request
anything they want.
790
00:36:13,083 --> 00:36:14,737
So they can basically
type like,
791
00:36:14,868 --> 00:36:16,391
"Hey, can I have these videos?"
792
00:36:16,522 --> 00:36:18,001
"Can I have these nudes?"
793
00:36:18,132 --> 00:36:20,047
"Can I have this kind of video?"
794
00:36:20,178 --> 00:36:21,527
"Can I have a JOI video?"
795
00:36:21,657 --> 00:36:24,530
Most often request I get
is JOI videos.
796
00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:26,880
Jerk off instructions.
797
00:36:27,010 --> 00:36:30,579
For some reason I think they
like to hear me talk to them.
798
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:32,233
It's just interesting.
799
00:36:32,364 --> 00:36:35,018
'Cause it's very personalized,
800
00:36:35,149 --> 00:36:37,195
and that's why they buy it,
801
00:36:37,325 --> 00:36:39,284
because it's directed
towards them.
802
00:36:39,414 --> 00:36:42,025
When they tip,
they can have any type of JOI.
803
00:36:42,156 --> 00:36:43,636
They can request,
804
00:36:43,766 --> 00:36:46,595
"Can you call me Daddy
at the end?" Stuff like that.
805
00:36:46,726 --> 00:36:47,988
Right?
806
00:36:48,118 --> 00:36:50,643
So they can make it
their own, like a story.
807
00:36:50,773 --> 00:36:52,732
[chuckles]
808
00:36:54,342 --> 00:36:56,736
[woman]: You're just looking
like that.
809
00:36:59,042 --> 00:37:01,654
- If you like to have Charli
dance to your song.
810
00:37:02,785 --> 00:37:05,745
I think I used to be more
ignorant to all this shit
811
00:37:05,875 --> 00:37:08,138
and the realities of social
media and life,
812
00:37:08,269 --> 00:37:10,967
and then I saw the effects that
it had on Ethan to get canceled.
813
00:37:11,098 --> 00:37:13,883
- My mirror broke. Um...
814
00:37:14,014 --> 00:37:16,103
How's your day going?
815
00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:19,672
- I was 20 when I met him
816
00:37:19,802 --> 00:37:21,717
and he was 16.
817
00:37:21,848 --> 00:37:23,893
I didn't know he was 16
when we met,
818
00:37:24,024 --> 00:37:26,374
because he told me he was 20,
and he lied.
819
00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:28,637
And we became friends before
I ever knew how old he was,
820
00:37:28,768 --> 00:37:31,771
so then I had to not care.
I felt really close to him
821
00:37:31,901 --> 00:37:33,816
because he understood me
and I understood him.
822
00:37:33,947 --> 00:37:35,905
And we both were working
social media,
823
00:37:36,036 --> 00:37:37,951
so we were very much helping
each other a lot with that.
824
00:37:38,081 --> 00:37:40,823
And then just losing that
was really hard,
825
00:37:40,954 --> 00:37:43,826
because it was just like losing
someone that was my partner.
826
00:37:43,957 --> 00:37:46,046
- Everyone's been trying
the giant straw challenge,
827
00:37:46,176 --> 00:37:47,482
so I'm going to try it.
828
00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:49,267
- His internet career started
falling apart
829
00:37:49,397 --> 00:37:51,269
'cause he made
some dumb decisions...
830
00:37:51,399 --> 00:37:52,400
[retches]
831
00:37:52,531 --> 00:37:54,272
...but that made him die.
832
00:37:57,405 --> 00:38:00,365
- I am Deanne Krusensterna.
833
00:38:00,495 --> 00:38:04,282
I am the mother of Ethan Peters.
834
00:38:04,412 --> 00:38:06,371
Ethan is supreme.
835
00:38:07,981 --> 00:38:10,070
Ethan will always be the
outrageous one of the group.
836
00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:11,463
- Mwah!
837
00:38:11,593 --> 00:38:13,116
He is the one who is going
to say,
838
00:38:13,247 --> 00:38:16,119
"Hey, I'm here. Pay attention."
839
00:38:16,250 --> 00:38:21,037
He made well over six figures
right before COVID hit.
840
00:38:21,168 --> 00:38:26,347
But then he did a video
on TikTok,
841
00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:29,263
and there was a woman that
was taking her kids to Disney
842
00:38:29,394 --> 00:38:30,917
every single day,
843
00:38:31,047 --> 00:38:32,875
and he made a funny video
844
00:38:33,006 --> 00:38:34,921
about calling child
protective services,
845
00:38:35,051 --> 00:38:36,618
'cause that would be
a horrible thing.
846
00:38:36,749 --> 00:38:38,533
We are not Disney
kind of people.
847
00:38:38,664 --> 00:38:40,274
We'd rather go
to a rock festival,
848
00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:43,016
or anything
but hang out at Disney.
849
00:38:44,234 --> 00:38:46,759
- And we said, what if
your kids something else?
850
00:38:46,889 --> 00:38:48,804
What if they like Marvel
and stuff like that?
851
00:38:48,935 --> 00:38:51,067
And we were just making a joke.
Just 'cause you love Disney,
852
00:38:51,198 --> 00:38:52,765
what if your kids
don't love Disney?
853
00:38:52,895 --> 00:38:54,288
- They attacked.
854
00:38:54,419 --> 00:38:58,074
They decided that
he was making fun
855
00:38:58,205 --> 00:39:01,208
of this woman's children,
which he wasn't.
856
00:39:01,339 --> 00:39:04,646
They went after brands,
contacting brands,
857
00:39:04,777 --> 00:39:07,954
telling brands that
this is a horrible person,
858
00:39:08,084 --> 00:39:09,738
you shouldn't be using
this person.
859
00:39:09,869 --> 00:39:12,741
And brands started dropping him.
860
00:39:12,872 --> 00:39:14,961
- He lost all of his brand deals
and endorsements,
861
00:39:15,091 --> 00:39:18,399
loses followers, loses so much.
862
00:39:18,530 --> 00:39:20,270
And it really was,
863
00:39:20,401 --> 00:39:22,708
that's what sent him
over the edge, losing so much.
864
00:39:25,101 --> 00:39:27,495
- Instead of just saying,
you know what?
865
00:39:27,626 --> 00:39:29,236
I don't like this person,
I don't like their content,
866
00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:31,456
I'm not going to watch them,
867
00:39:31,586 --> 00:39:36,635
they find this need
to destroy them.
868
00:39:36,765 --> 00:39:39,986
[alarm beeping loudly]
869
00:39:42,249 --> 00:39:44,469
- You know what?
I helped him make that TikTok.
870
00:39:44,599 --> 00:39:46,035
I don't really feel guilt
about that
871
00:39:46,166 --> 00:39:48,211
because Ethan did nothing wrong
in that TikTok.
872
00:39:48,342 --> 00:39:49,778
Nothing wrong at all.
873
00:39:49,909 --> 00:39:52,041
The internet decided to make him
think it was wrong.
874
00:39:52,172 --> 00:39:55,436
That's their fault.
Here's the thing:
875
00:39:55,567 --> 00:39:59,005
I will never think it wasn't
part of my fault that he's dead.
876
00:39:59,135 --> 00:40:00,876
I've gone through
our text messages
877
00:40:01,007 --> 00:40:03,009
and I've gone through our DMs,
and there'd be points
878
00:40:03,139 --> 00:40:05,011
where he'd be posting
about his life, and I'd be like,
879
00:40:05,141 --> 00:40:09,319
Go get a fucking Xanax.
I will never ever, ever say
880
00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:13,411
I'm not a part of the reason
that 17-year-old kid's dead.
881
00:40:27,816 --> 00:40:30,515
- She didn't have to use
the platform like that.
882
00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:32,342
You know what?
883
00:40:32,473 --> 00:40:35,520
She could have simply sent him
a message and said,
884
00:40:35,650 --> 00:40:37,435
"Hey, I was quite offended
by your video.
885
00:40:37,565 --> 00:40:40,481
But that video hurt my feelings
886
00:40:40,612 --> 00:40:43,136
and I would really be sad if my
kids grew up and saw it one day.
887
00:40:43,266 --> 00:40:44,964
Could you please take it down?"
888
00:40:45,094 --> 00:40:47,053
I guarantee Ethan probably
would've taken it down.
889
00:40:47,183 --> 00:40:49,882
They're still commenting on
his Instagrams every single day,
890
00:40:50,012 --> 00:40:53,538
bullying a post of a dead child.
891
00:40:53,668 --> 00:40:56,628
- Another one.
"Bitch."
892
00:40:56,758 --> 00:40:59,718
She says, "This is what happens
when you let your son be gay.
893
00:40:59,848 --> 00:41:03,069
If you slapped the shit out of
him when he came out of you,
894
00:41:03,199 --> 00:41:04,984
then maybe this wouldn't have
happened."
895
00:41:05,114 --> 00:41:06,942
You're only on my account
896
00:41:07,073 --> 00:41:10,598
because you wanted
to leave this message.
897
00:41:11,860 --> 00:41:15,081
It's just absolutely insane.
898
00:41:15,211 --> 00:41:17,257
Who does that?
899
00:41:17,387 --> 00:41:20,042
- You have to be, That was a kid
making mistake 'cause he was 17.
900
00:41:20,173 --> 00:41:22,523
And you have to think about,
What did I do when I was 17?
901
00:41:22,654 --> 00:41:24,438
How did I act when I was 17?
902
00:41:24,569 --> 00:41:26,222
What are the mistakes
I've made in life?
903
00:41:26,353 --> 00:41:28,355
You have a privilege that
you didn't do that on camera.
904
00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,052
It's a fucking privilege.
905
00:41:30,183 --> 00:41:31,663
There's things that
I said on the internet,
906
00:41:31,793 --> 00:41:33,839
like, I'll look back on videos
I made on 2019
907
00:41:33,969 --> 00:41:39,105
and my Instagram archive,
and I'm like, yikes!
908
00:41:39,235 --> 00:41:42,282
I would never do that at 23
because I grew the fuck up.
909
00:41:42,412 --> 00:41:45,764
[melancholy electro music]
910
00:42:00,605 --> 00:42:03,303
[faucet creaking,
water pouring]
911
00:42:11,398 --> 00:42:13,531
- As far as working a job,
912
00:42:15,794 --> 00:42:18,013
spent 10 years...
913
00:42:18,144 --> 00:42:20,102
I didn't have no love
for it.
914
00:42:20,233 --> 00:42:21,669
I didn't have any passion.
915
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:24,324
I didn't have that motivation
to get up every day
916
00:42:24,454 --> 00:42:26,326
and do this and do that.
917
00:42:29,938 --> 00:42:32,201
If I wasn't a content creator,
918
00:42:32,332 --> 00:42:34,987
I honestly think
I'd be in a lot of trouble.
919
00:42:35,117 --> 00:42:39,252
The chances of me committing,
like, real crimes...
920
00:42:40,949 --> 00:42:43,561
Probably would be a criminal,
like a real criminal,
921
00:42:43,691 --> 00:42:46,041
unfortunately.
922
00:42:46,172 --> 00:42:48,957
I don't know what I would do.
That's the problem.
923
00:42:49,088 --> 00:42:51,264
So I decided if I'm going
to go to jail,
924
00:42:51,394 --> 00:42:53,222
I'm going to go to jail
for these videos.
925
00:42:58,184 --> 00:43:00,447
I had one bad day at work.
926
00:43:01,927 --> 00:43:05,408
I look at the customers, they're
all the way to the door,
927
00:43:05,539 --> 00:43:08,586
things weren't moving the way I
wanted to. It was an impulse.
928
00:43:08,716 --> 00:43:11,501
I want change,
and I want it now.
929
00:43:11,632 --> 00:43:14,548
For me,
it's a lot of tolerance.
930
00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:17,029
I ran out of it.
931
00:43:24,950 --> 00:43:27,605
[metal clanging]
Fuck all this Subway shit.
932
00:43:27,735 --> 00:43:29,389
Fuck all of this Subway shit,
bro.
933
00:43:29,519 --> 00:43:32,174
I'm done working at Subway.
934
00:43:32,305 --> 00:43:34,481
All of this clout-chasing shit
is temporary, bro, deadass.
935
00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:36,396
I don't want to do this.
936
00:43:36,526 --> 00:43:38,833
I really don't want
to be doing none of this.
937
00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:41,531
I'll throw everything
on the floor, man, deadass.
938
00:43:41,662 --> 00:43:43,272
I don't even care, bro.
939
00:43:43,403 --> 00:43:45,057
If this what I got to do,
940
00:43:45,187 --> 00:43:46,972
if this what I got to do
to get on,
941
00:43:47,102 --> 00:43:49,583
this what I'm going to do
to get on, bro.
942
00:43:49,714 --> 00:43:51,933
And I don't know what else
to do. You feel me?
943
00:43:52,064 --> 00:43:54,283
If I got to clout-chase
my way to the top,
944
00:43:54,414 --> 00:43:55,981
I'm going to clout-chase
my way to the top.
945
00:43:56,111 --> 00:43:57,722
Just give me an opportunity.
946
00:43:57,852 --> 00:43:59,637
I'm going to take advantage
of it.
947
00:43:59,767 --> 00:44:02,204
You know what I'm saying?
That's all I can say.
948
00:44:02,335 --> 00:44:04,642
Know what I'm saying? I'm going
to make the best out of it.
949
00:44:04,772 --> 00:44:06,905
Just looking
for an opportunity, bro.
950
00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:12,562
[yells]
951
00:44:20,179 --> 00:44:22,268
My name's Terrence Tayag.
952
00:44:22,398 --> 00:44:26,620
I'm probably one of Jumanne's
biggest fans, I guess.
953
00:44:26,751 --> 00:44:28,927
My yearbook quote:
954
00:44:29,057 --> 00:44:31,930
"I understand
the consequences of my actions,
955
00:44:32,060 --> 00:44:34,323
but I also understand
the benefits."
956
00:44:34,454 --> 00:44:36,325
It's a Jumanne quote,
957
00:44:36,456 --> 00:44:40,503
and it plays into
his entire YouTube persona.
958
00:44:40,634 --> 00:44:43,071
- Yeah, one day I'm going
to be a millionaire.
959
00:44:43,202 --> 00:44:45,291
All this is temporary.
960
00:44:46,248 --> 00:44:49,469
- When I first saw the first
Subway video he released...
961
00:44:49,599 --> 00:44:51,297
I'm going to be honest.
962
00:44:51,427 --> 00:44:53,778
I laughed so much when I saw it.
963
00:44:53,908 --> 00:44:56,824
I just was laughing
so freaking much.
964
00:44:58,130 --> 00:45:02,308
That video, when it blew up,
got over a million views.
965
00:45:02,438 --> 00:45:06,007
Even my friends
got a hold of the video.
966
00:45:06,138 --> 00:45:08,314
People reposting
Jumanne's videos
967
00:45:08,444 --> 00:45:10,882
on all these social platforms,
968
00:45:11,012 --> 00:45:14,189
Reddit, YouTube,
Instagram, Twitter,
969
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,975
all those places,
getting the clicks.
970
00:45:17,105 --> 00:45:21,544
And also, it made it
onto the local news as well.
971
00:45:21,675 --> 00:45:26,636
The Subway one really hit
the media for real, though.
972
00:45:26,767 --> 00:45:29,770
When he did that stuff,
he knew what he signed up for.
973
00:45:29,901 --> 00:45:32,120
I know he's doing it
for a reason.
974
00:45:32,251 --> 00:45:35,384
I know he's not just doing it
for clout. Right?
975
00:45:35,515 --> 00:45:37,473
I mean he is,
976
00:45:37,604 --> 00:45:40,259
but I don't think he's a bad
person when he does that stuff.
977
00:45:40,389 --> 00:45:43,001
He clearly knows it's wrong.
978
00:45:43,131 --> 00:45:45,699
And even though it's wrong,
979
00:45:45,830 --> 00:45:49,268
it's just there to get
the attention that he needs.
980
00:45:58,973 --> 00:46:01,236
[neon buzzing lightly]
981
00:46:03,325 --> 00:46:05,545
- At the beginning
of when Jake started this,
982
00:46:05,675 --> 00:46:08,940
I don't think I understood
what the platform was
983
00:46:09,070 --> 00:46:10,811
or what it was intended for.
984
00:46:10,942 --> 00:46:12,160
All I understood was that
my son
985
00:46:12,291 --> 00:46:13,771
was making
some poor decisions
986
00:46:13,901 --> 00:46:15,381
and putting himself
in harm's way
987
00:46:15,511 --> 00:46:18,906
for laughter
or for comedic value.
988
00:46:19,037 --> 00:46:21,039
And as Jake was going
through high school
989
00:46:21,169 --> 00:46:22,997
and finishing up high school,
990
00:46:23,128 --> 00:46:25,086
and you hear about other
parents and their kids,
991
00:46:25,217 --> 00:46:27,785
and they're going off
to college or university,
992
00:46:27,915 --> 00:46:29,525
and my son's an influencer.
993
00:46:29,656 --> 00:46:31,527
I was like, I don't even
know what that means.
994
00:46:31,658 --> 00:46:33,268
Are you getting a full-time job?
995
00:46:33,399 --> 00:46:35,096
Are you going to go to school?
996
00:46:35,227 --> 00:46:37,403
So it's just a world
that I never knew,
997
00:46:37,533 --> 00:46:39,579
and I'm not even sure
that I could say
998
00:46:39,709 --> 00:46:41,276
I completely
understand it still.
999
00:46:41,407 --> 00:46:42,930
- I quit.
1000
00:46:43,061 --> 00:46:45,498
- I remember at a burger joint
1001
00:46:45,628 --> 00:46:47,761
was a young boy,
1002
00:46:47,892 --> 00:46:49,415
and he's just trying to...
1003
00:46:49,545 --> 00:46:51,809
You know, he's trying
to get Jake's attention.
1004
00:46:51,939 --> 00:46:53,854
And he's identified,
he knows who he is,
1005
00:46:53,985 --> 00:46:55,638
and he's trying to get
his attention,
1006
00:46:55,769 --> 00:46:57,379
and he wanted to take a picture
with Jake.
1007
00:46:57,510 --> 00:46:59,729
Well, those are kind of like
smile moments for me
1008
00:46:59,860 --> 00:47:02,428
where... may not understand,
1009
00:47:02,558 --> 00:47:04,909
but those are the fun times.
1010
00:47:11,002 --> 00:47:13,047
- Having Ava as a daughter
1011
00:47:13,178 --> 00:47:17,138
has been very challenging,
to say the least.
1012
00:47:17,269 --> 00:47:20,228
I mean, the stunts she pulls
and all this stuff,
1013
00:47:20,359 --> 00:47:22,100
but I do have
to give her credit.
1014
00:47:22,230 --> 00:47:26,452
The fact that she's...
worldwide news so many times,
1015
00:47:26,582 --> 00:47:29,890
and enough money to
be starting a 401k,
1016
00:47:30,021 --> 00:47:32,501
is very impressive
at your age.
1017
00:47:32,632 --> 00:47:34,677
And so...
Not that I like what she's...
1018
00:47:34,808 --> 00:47:37,071
I'd rather have her get married
to some guy.
1019
00:47:37,202 --> 00:47:38,638
- I don't want to do that.
1020
00:47:38,768 --> 00:47:40,901
Listen to this DM I got
from some guy:
1021
00:47:41,032 --> 00:47:43,469
"Just had a drink
with your dad in Manhattan.
1022
00:47:43,599 --> 00:47:46,080
He's so proud of you
and showed me your page.
1023
00:47:46,211 --> 00:47:47,995
Would love to connect."
1024
00:47:48,126 --> 00:47:49,910
Obviously
this creepy old man...
1025
00:47:50,041 --> 00:47:51,869
- But you didn't...
He's a plastic surgeon.
1026
00:47:51,999 --> 00:47:53,392
He's offering you
free plastic surgery.
1027
00:47:58,397 --> 00:48:00,660
- I never thought
about the fame.
1028
00:48:00,790 --> 00:48:02,967
I mean, you would talk about,
1029
00:48:03,097 --> 00:48:06,405
"Oh wow, this clip got
so many likes, or whatever."
1030
00:48:06,535 --> 00:48:08,102
- Mm-hmm.
1031
00:48:08,233 --> 00:48:12,193
It never fazed me that
I would equate that with fame.
1032
00:48:12,324 --> 00:48:15,240
- Nowhere near where I want
to be in the social media.
1033
00:48:15,370 --> 00:48:17,764
I just want to keep building
followers and a fan base.
1034
00:48:17,895 --> 00:48:19,374
- See, and I'm oblivious
to all that.
1035
00:48:19,505 --> 00:48:21,202
- I never thought
that it would actually...
1036
00:48:21,333 --> 00:48:22,987
ever get to be this big.
1037
00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:26,773
[yelping]
1038
00:48:27,905 --> 00:48:29,602
- Look at her on her pony
at the horse show.
1039
00:48:29,732 --> 00:48:31,909
She won a ribbon. Right?
She had a really nice life.
1040
00:48:32,039 --> 00:48:33,562
She just didn't like
how she looked.
1041
00:48:33,693 --> 00:48:35,347
You notice it.
- Yeah, 'cause she bullied me.
1042
00:48:35,477 --> 00:48:37,218
- I did.
1043
00:48:37,349 --> 00:48:39,829
I bullied her 'cause
I didn't want her to get fat.
1044
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:41,440
She wouldn't stop eating out.
1045
00:48:41,570 --> 00:48:43,398
- So I got an eating disorder
and threw up everywhere.
1046
00:48:43,529 --> 00:48:45,357
She used to go on a bikini
on her trampoline
1047
00:48:45,487 --> 00:48:47,707
and bounce on the trampoline
in a bikini
1048
00:48:47,837 --> 00:48:49,361
to make all the moms upset.
1049
00:48:49,491 --> 00:48:52,668
And the kids would come home
on the bus from school,
1050
00:48:52,799 --> 00:48:55,280
and then we would all see my
mother in a bikini, bouncing.
1051
00:48:55,410 --> 00:48:57,064
- Guilty.
1052
00:48:57,195 --> 00:49:00,154
- And she wonders
why I have an OnlyFans.
1053
00:49:02,765 --> 00:49:04,550
- It's been tough at times
1054
00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:06,421
watching certain stunts
or activities
1055
00:49:06,552 --> 00:49:08,815
that my son has done that he
would put himself in harm's way.
1056
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:11,600
And as a mom, you want
your children safe.
1057
00:49:11,731 --> 00:49:14,081
And to see him
cause himself harm...
1058
00:49:14,212 --> 00:49:15,909
Because I think at that age,
1059
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:17,780
you don't think anything's
ever going to happen.
1060
00:49:17,911 --> 00:49:19,521
You assume that all
will be well,
1061
00:49:19,652 --> 00:49:21,349
or always going to recover.
1062
00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:23,351
And as a parent, you always
look at, "What if it doesn't?"
1063
00:49:23,482 --> 00:49:24,831
What if that one time...?
1064
00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:26,267
- Okay. Go again.
Let's go again.
1065
00:49:26,398 --> 00:49:28,356
Ready?
We're going to go.
1066
00:49:28,487 --> 00:49:30,315
- So I definitely had
some strains for sure.
1067
00:49:30,445 --> 00:49:33,187
And you try to be understanding
and tolerant
1068
00:49:33,318 --> 00:49:36,582
but still provide the direction
and guidance
1069
00:49:36,712 --> 00:49:39,585
as to what they're doing
might not be viewed as favorably
1070
00:49:39,715 --> 00:49:41,108
in the general public.
1071
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:44,024
But it's been...
1072
00:49:44,155 --> 00:49:46,592
it has been challenging
throughout some of the years.
1073
00:49:52,990 --> 00:49:54,817
- I don't like the
rooftopping at all.
1074
00:49:54,948 --> 00:49:56,863
- Which is fair.
- We've had fights.
1075
00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:58,473
I've yelled and I've...
1076
00:49:58,604 --> 00:50:01,172
"You're not doing this!"
Well, I'm not going to...
1077
00:50:01,302 --> 00:50:03,609
- I'm 22 years old.
- ...ground a 22-year-old guy!
1078
00:50:03,739 --> 00:50:06,090
What am I going to do?
You know...
1079
00:50:06,220 --> 00:50:08,744
And then he would say,
Well, I wouldn't do it
1080
00:50:08,875 --> 00:50:11,095
if I wasn't comfortable
doing it.
1081
00:50:11,225 --> 00:50:13,836
I wouldn't do it if I knew
I was going to get hurt.
1082
00:50:13,967 --> 00:50:16,622
I wouldn't do it
if I knew I couldn't do it.
1083
00:50:16,752 --> 00:50:18,537
And I said,
Well, accidents happen.
1084
00:50:18,667 --> 00:50:21,540
And I pray a lot for him.
1085
00:50:21,670 --> 00:50:23,411
A really lot.
1086
00:50:39,036 --> 00:50:40,472
So I have blonde hair now.
1087
00:50:41,951 --> 00:50:43,910
I've got a nice mustache
going on.
1088
00:50:44,041 --> 00:50:45,955
The new Jackass movie
just came out.
1089
00:50:47,174 --> 00:50:48,697
They took
one of my bits, I think.
1090
00:50:48,828 --> 00:50:51,135
What are you going to do?
It's the internet.
1091
00:50:51,265 --> 00:50:54,573
I can't trademark a video.
1092
00:50:54,703 --> 00:50:57,315
I can't trademark the mime.
You know?
1093
00:50:57,445 --> 00:50:59,621
People have been doing it
since, I don't know, 1920s.
1094
00:50:59,752 --> 00:51:01,449
[yelling]
1095
00:51:01,580 --> 00:51:04,496
Yeah, it sucks.
But it is what it is.
1096
00:51:04,626 --> 00:51:06,889
Steve-O's been an inspiration.
1097
00:51:07,020 --> 00:51:08,108
I've mentioned that many times,
1098
00:51:08,239 --> 00:51:10,328
that Steve-O is kind
of the reason
1099
00:51:10,458 --> 00:51:12,156
why I got into doing stunts
and stuff.
1100
00:51:12,286 --> 00:51:14,114
And yeah, with the whole
mime bit,
1101
00:51:14,245 --> 00:51:18,118
it was a clearcut ripoff
to the tee,
1102
00:51:18,249 --> 00:51:20,338
even with the skateboard
hitting the shin.
1103
00:51:20,468 --> 00:51:22,166
Would've been nice
to get the invite.
1104
00:51:22,296 --> 00:51:24,342
It would've been cool to get
a little bit of credit in there.
1105
00:51:24,472 --> 00:51:26,561
But what are you going to do?
1106
00:51:29,173 --> 00:51:30,652
Good shot.
1107
00:51:32,828 --> 00:51:34,482
The butter is
on the top, dude.
1108
00:51:34,613 --> 00:51:36,223
Fucking ridiculous.
1109
00:51:38,312 --> 00:51:40,706
"Do not attempt any of the
stunts you're about to see."
1110
00:51:40,836 --> 00:51:43,056
If only a whole generation
listened to that, bro.
1111
00:51:43,187 --> 00:51:44,884
Legit, man.
1112
00:51:50,803 --> 00:51:52,152
[laughing]
1113
00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:54,415
Yo!
1114
00:51:54,546 --> 00:51:55,634
Dude, he just...
1115
00:51:55,764 --> 00:51:57,897
Yo, what the fuck?
1116
00:51:58,854 --> 00:52:00,378
Wow.
1117
00:52:01,857 --> 00:52:03,294
[onscreen]:
This is the quiet game.
1118
00:52:03,424 --> 00:52:05,948
- Okay. Here's my live reaction
1119
00:52:06,079 --> 00:52:07,820
to seeing Jackass
take the mime idea.
1120
00:52:07,950 --> 00:52:09,387
[onscreen]: Are you ready?
1121
00:52:09,517 --> 00:52:11,432
[yelling onscreen]
- Oh, my God, dude.
1122
00:52:11,563 --> 00:52:14,087
- So confidence is...
1123
00:52:14,218 --> 00:52:16,394
- Yeah, they fully
kind of took it, but...
1124
00:52:21,399 --> 00:52:24,358
[ethereal music]
1125
00:52:32,236 --> 00:52:34,890
It's kind of like
a fresh start a little bit.
1126
00:52:35,021 --> 00:52:37,719
So that's how I'm going
to try and look at it.
1127
00:52:37,850 --> 00:52:39,286
And I don't know.
1128
00:52:39,417 --> 00:52:41,506
I think it's time to retire
the whole mime thing.
1129
00:52:41,636 --> 00:52:43,769
I want to be known
as Jake Hillhouse too;
1130
00:52:43,899 --> 00:52:46,250
I don't want to be known as the
guy that puts on mime makeup
1131
00:52:46,380 --> 00:52:48,991
and fucks himself up.
You know?
1132
00:52:49,122 --> 00:52:51,994
I mean, Steve-O made a noise,
and I never made a noise.
1133
00:52:52,125 --> 00:52:54,301
So I got him on that.
1134
00:53:05,007 --> 00:53:06,270
- Where should we start?
1135
00:53:07,749 --> 00:53:11,188
This... this is my gold
Chanel bag.
1136
00:53:11,318 --> 00:53:13,842
It's covered in flies,
1137
00:53:14,713 --> 00:53:16,454
because though
I am an influencer,
1138
00:53:16,584 --> 00:53:19,935
I live like the dirty
ratchet Jersey bitch I am.
1139
00:53:20,066 --> 00:53:23,591
This bag was $6,000.
1140
00:53:23,722 --> 00:53:25,550
People look at it
and they're like, Oh, my God,
1141
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,813
that's the most gorgeous
Chanel bag I've ever seen.
1142
00:53:27,943 --> 00:53:29,206
And it's just special
and different.
1143
00:53:29,336 --> 00:53:30,859
I only buy bags
that are special.
1144
00:53:30,990 --> 00:53:32,861
This is my latest purchase.
1145
00:53:32,992 --> 00:53:35,342
I thought the color
was quite pretty.
1146
00:53:35,473 --> 00:53:38,476
This is how I would imagine
unicorn semen would look
1147
00:53:38,606 --> 00:53:41,130
if a unicorn ejaculated
onto a purse.
1148
00:53:41,261 --> 00:53:42,784
This is kind of the vibe I got.
1149
00:53:42,915 --> 00:53:44,656
This is the real prize.
1150
00:53:44,786 --> 00:53:46,223
Little dirty.
1151
00:53:48,790 --> 00:53:50,879
This one was like 7,000.
1152
00:53:51,010 --> 00:53:54,405
This one was 4,000,
which is cheaper for my bags.
1153
00:53:54,535 --> 00:53:55,884
I just started collecting them.
1154
00:53:56,015 --> 00:53:57,799
I got a designer purse
addiction.
1155
00:53:57,930 --> 00:53:59,801
And I got addicted
to the fucking bags.
1156
00:53:59,932 --> 00:54:01,673
And I didn't even carry them.
1157
00:54:01,803 --> 00:54:03,631
I would just go to the store
and see one that was cute,
1158
00:54:03,762 --> 00:54:05,242
and I could afford it,
so I bought it.
1159
00:54:05,372 --> 00:54:06,765
Then I realized
at the end of the year,
1160
00:54:06,895 --> 00:54:10,247
I was just like,
I spent at least $150,000
1161
00:54:10,377 --> 00:54:12,771
on purses that
I don't even carry.
1162
00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:17,036
Oh, no. It appears
the cats have chewed it.
1163
00:54:17,166 --> 00:54:18,559
Oh, no.
1164
00:54:18,690 --> 00:54:20,344
My cats chewed on this.
1165
00:54:20,474 --> 00:54:22,041
That sucks.
1166
00:54:22,911 --> 00:54:24,478
Oh, well.
1167
00:54:24,609 --> 00:54:26,915
Guess it's staying with me
and not ever being sold.
1168
00:54:27,046 --> 00:54:28,656
[coughs]
1169
00:54:28,787 --> 00:54:30,310
Not that I would want
to sell this one anyway.
1170
00:54:30,441 --> 00:54:33,835
I got rich way too fast.
1171
00:54:33,966 --> 00:54:35,924
I made a very immature decision.
1172
00:54:36,055 --> 00:54:38,057
So if you get really rich
off the internet,
1173
00:54:38,187 --> 00:54:40,407
save it
and don't buy dumb shit.
1174
00:54:40,538 --> 00:54:44,281
'Cause it's like when you give a
21-year-old six figures a year,
1175
00:54:44,411 --> 00:54:46,370
and obviously she's going
to blow it on Chanel bags.
1176
00:54:46,500 --> 00:54:49,068
Now I'm getting older
and realizing
1177
00:54:49,198 --> 00:54:52,071
I should invest my money
on myself and my ass.
1178
00:54:52,201 --> 00:54:54,334
It's an investment.
1179
00:55:10,959 --> 00:55:13,222
[clanging]
1180
00:55:17,052 --> 00:55:19,141
- Um, I could...
1181
00:55:19,272 --> 00:55:21,753
The amount of money
that I've made over time
1182
00:55:21,883 --> 00:55:24,277
from my content,
1183
00:55:24,408 --> 00:55:26,540
I probably made
a little bit more than $500.
1184
00:55:26,671 --> 00:55:29,413
But that's over two years maybe.
1185
00:55:29,543 --> 00:55:33,068
I didn't make anything
that was worth it financially.
1186
00:55:33,199 --> 00:55:36,768
I've made money,
but it wasn't worth it.
1187
00:55:43,078 --> 00:55:46,299
- I think a lot of what's
driving influencer culture
1188
00:55:46,430 --> 00:55:52,392
is the dream or allure that
you might be able to make it
1189
00:55:52,523 --> 00:55:54,655
and that it might be lucrative,
1190
00:55:54,786 --> 00:55:56,788
and you could be the one
that goes viral.
1191
00:55:56,918 --> 00:56:01,314
So that's what's making
the content get pushed out.
1192
00:56:06,450 --> 00:56:10,192
- Statistically, to be
a super famous, I'm talking
1193
00:56:10,323 --> 00:56:13,631
top-end, super famous
internet celebrity YouTuber,
1194
00:56:13,761 --> 00:56:16,111
your odds are extremely low.
1195
00:56:16,242 --> 00:56:19,680
There are over 3,000 channels
making six figures a year
1196
00:56:19,811 --> 00:56:21,203
on YouTube:
1197
00:56:21,334 --> 00:56:23,249
underneath one tenth
of one tenth of 1%.
1198
00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:24,468
Not good.
1199
00:56:24,598 --> 00:56:25,991
Your odds,
1200
00:56:26,121 --> 00:56:27,819
your current odds,
1201
00:56:27,949 --> 00:56:31,562
are easier to get drafted
onto a professional sports team
1202
00:56:31,692 --> 00:56:33,346
and go to Harvard
1203
00:56:33,477 --> 00:56:35,304
and then get drafted
onto another sports team
1204
00:56:35,435 --> 00:56:38,046
is easier than becoming
a super famous YouTuber.
1205
00:56:38,177 --> 00:56:41,833
So it is statistically
difficult
1206
00:56:41,963 --> 00:56:44,575
to become super famous.
1207
00:56:44,705 --> 00:56:47,360
That being said,
anyone can do it.
1208
00:56:53,975 --> 00:56:55,890
- Anybody want to join the live?
1209
00:56:58,066 --> 00:57:00,939
Damn. Terrence ain't pop up
or Teddy. This is crazy.
1210
00:57:01,069 --> 00:57:04,290
They're not even here, bro,
at all.
1211
00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:07,467
Um...
1212
00:57:09,382 --> 00:57:11,340
Yeah, I mean, it is what it is.
1213
00:57:11,471 --> 00:57:13,299
You know what I'm saying?
So...
1214
00:57:18,739 --> 00:57:21,089
Might of have had
a couple viral videos,
1215
00:57:21,220 --> 00:57:23,178
but that doesn't mean nothing.
I didn't make any real...
1216
00:57:23,309 --> 00:57:25,746
I didn't make almost any money
off those videos,
1217
00:57:25,877 --> 00:57:29,141
so regardless
on how many millions of views
1218
00:57:29,271 --> 00:57:32,884
that my videos generated,
it hasn't done anything for me.
1219
00:57:33,014 --> 00:57:36,191
My reality is I have
a bad reputation locally.
1220
00:57:36,322 --> 00:57:39,064
The people that are coming
to my profiles
1221
00:57:39,194 --> 00:57:40,587
and sending me messages,
1222
00:57:40,718 --> 00:57:42,502
but they're coming out
of the controversy,
1223
00:57:42,633 --> 00:57:43,982
so they're coming through hate.
1224
00:57:44,112 --> 00:57:46,201
They're angry
and they want to criticize.
1225
00:57:46,332 --> 00:57:48,160
And that's really it, it is.
1226
00:57:48,290 --> 00:57:51,119
And everything I did is like
a circus. I was a clown.
1227
00:57:51,250 --> 00:57:53,644
And if I'm going to be a clown,
I have to be a clown.
1228
00:57:53,774 --> 00:57:55,428
I can't just take off
the clown suit
1229
00:57:55,559 --> 00:57:56,821
and put on a business suit
1230
00:57:56,951 --> 00:57:58,866
and think people are going
to stay for the show.
1231
00:57:58,997 --> 00:58:00,738
They're not.
They came to see a clown.
1232
00:58:00,868 --> 00:58:02,130
That's what they came
to the circus for.
1233
00:58:02,261 --> 00:58:03,958
They want to see the act.
1234
00:58:08,659 --> 00:58:12,576
"What's a message you hope
to express most in your story?"
1235
00:58:18,190 --> 00:58:19,887
I don't know.
1236
00:58:20,018 --> 00:58:21,759
Just a person trying
to find himself.
1237
00:58:21,889 --> 00:58:23,804
I don't know.
I don't know.
1238
00:58:23,935 --> 00:58:25,763
I'm just a regular person, bro.
Just a human being.
1239
00:58:42,649 --> 00:58:44,869
- My TikTok has been deleted,
which sucks.
1240
00:58:44,999 --> 00:58:46,566
Tried appealing it.
1241
00:58:46,697 --> 00:58:48,220
Doesn't look like
it's happening.
1242
00:58:48,350 --> 00:58:50,309
They have the ability
to just take you down.
1243
00:58:50,439 --> 00:58:52,920
[yelling]
Pry it open.
1244
00:58:53,051 --> 00:58:55,096
Ow, fuck!
1245
00:58:55,227 --> 00:58:58,578
Yeah. I think I was taken down
for self-harm, which,
1246
00:58:58,709 --> 00:59:00,537
you know, it kind of makes
sense, it kind of doesn't.
1247
00:59:00,667 --> 00:59:02,147
I don't know.
It just sucks
1248
00:59:02,277 --> 00:59:05,890
'cause that was a big form
of numbers
1249
00:59:06,020 --> 00:59:08,327
to push towards my YouTube
and push towards my Instagram.
1250
00:59:08,457 --> 00:59:09,981
So yeah, it sucks.
1251
00:59:10,111 --> 00:59:13,114
I didn't make a single dollar,
at least not from TikTok.
1252
00:59:13,245 --> 00:59:14,812
I didn't make a single dollar.
1253
00:59:14,942 --> 00:59:18,859
So to dumb it down for you,
1254
00:59:18,990 --> 00:59:20,731
I don't know what's next,
but I do know
1255
00:59:20,861 --> 00:59:23,777
that I do want to reshape it so
that I can do this for a living.
1256
00:59:23,908 --> 00:59:27,694
Because right now I'm not
doing it for a living,
1257
00:59:27,825 --> 00:59:30,088
'cause I don't make anything
from it really.
1258
00:59:39,706 --> 00:59:42,535
- I forever am going
to be looked at
1259
00:59:42,666 --> 00:59:44,972
as the girl who licked a toilet
seat, but who cares?
1260
00:59:45,103 --> 00:59:47,888
If I licked a toilet seat
and I was really ugly,
1261
00:59:48,019 --> 00:59:52,501
I would not have gone
as explosive as it did.
1262
00:59:52,632 --> 00:59:55,287
But there was some sex appeal
in me licking that toilet seat.
1263
00:59:55,417 --> 00:59:57,289
You know what I'm saying?
1264
00:59:57,419 --> 01:00:00,074
And it's like, if I was an ugly
girl licking a toilet seat,
1265
01:00:00,205 --> 01:00:02,599
it wouldn't have done
as the numbers did.
1266
01:00:02,729 --> 01:00:05,471
But I think especially
what I do for a living,
1267
01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:09,518
sex just really sells.
1268
01:00:09,649 --> 01:00:13,348
You cannot be a woman
who has zero talent.
1269
01:00:13,479 --> 01:00:15,133
Like, I don't have talent.
1270
01:00:15,263 --> 01:00:18,571
My talent is manipulating
the media and blowing up online.
1271
01:00:18,702 --> 01:00:19,616
I would say that's talent.
1272
01:00:19,746 --> 01:00:21,530
But besides that,
1273
01:00:21,661 --> 01:00:23,271
we live in a society
where we're seen as objects.
1274
01:00:23,402 --> 01:00:24,838
We just are.
1275
01:00:24,969 --> 01:00:26,840
And a lot of people
don't want to admit it.
1276
01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:28,799
There are women
who don't want to appeal
1277
01:00:28,929 --> 01:00:31,192
to the male gaze and they go
very against the grain.
1278
01:00:31,323 --> 01:00:33,368
And good for them for that.
But I'm not going to do that
1279
01:00:33,499 --> 01:00:35,806
because I see the advantage
of taking over the male gaze.
1280
01:00:35,936 --> 01:00:37,416
And if men just want
to have sex with me
1281
01:00:37,546 --> 01:00:38,896
and see me as a sex object,
1282
01:00:39,026 --> 01:00:41,028
'cause it's what was happening
to me for years
1283
01:00:41,159 --> 01:00:43,161
and happening to every girl
I've ever known,
1284
01:00:43,291 --> 01:00:45,293
I was just like, Well,
let's just make money off of it.
1285
01:00:45,424 --> 01:00:46,947
Just in general,
1286
01:00:47,078 --> 01:00:48,645
there are girls
who don't have OnlyFans
1287
01:00:48,775 --> 01:00:50,647
who are getting used by men.
1288
01:00:50,777 --> 01:00:53,171
At least
I make money off of it,
1289
01:00:53,301 --> 01:00:55,608
'cause you could not be
a little sexy internet girl,
1290
01:00:55,739 --> 01:00:57,349
but then you'll have to go work
a nine-to-five,
1291
01:00:57,479 --> 01:00:59,786
or you'll probably be
sexually harassed at your job.
1292
01:01:08,099 --> 01:01:09,927
- We need to be tuned in.
1293
01:01:10,057 --> 01:01:12,451
We can't passively interact the
way that television allows us
1294
01:01:12,581 --> 01:01:13,974
to sit back and consume.
1295
01:01:14,105 --> 01:01:16,020
And we need to remember
1296
01:01:16,150 --> 01:01:18,196
that we are actually
in charge of the platform.
1297
01:01:18,326 --> 01:01:20,111
It isn't the platform
in charge of us.
1298
01:01:20,241 --> 01:01:22,896
- One of the reasons the TikTok
algorithm is so powerful
1299
01:01:23,027 --> 01:01:25,072
is it's based on something
called dwell time
1300
01:01:25,203 --> 01:01:27,509
and actually
what you're watching.
1301
01:01:27,640 --> 01:01:30,643
So it's not as much
what you like or share;
1302
01:01:30,774 --> 01:01:32,340
it's what you're actually
watching,
1303
01:01:32,471 --> 01:01:34,995
which is a much better indicator
of what you as a consumer
1304
01:01:35,126 --> 01:01:36,910
are interested in.
1305
01:01:37,041 --> 01:01:39,696
So as much as consumers
might say they don't want drama,
1306
01:01:39,826 --> 01:01:41,523
they don't want a certain
type of content,
1307
01:01:41,654 --> 01:01:44,875
it actually is sort of a mirror
back to ourselves
1308
01:01:45,005 --> 01:01:47,442
because we're the ones that
are liking, commenting,
1309
01:01:47,573 --> 01:01:50,010
sharing, and engaging
with that content.
1310
01:01:51,316 --> 01:01:53,144
- Yeah.
1311
01:01:54,972 --> 01:01:57,322
- I was getting harassed a lot
in the DMs by people saying,
1312
01:01:57,452 --> 01:01:59,716
Why weren't you in the new
Jackass? Jackass stole your bit.
1313
01:01:59,846 --> 01:02:01,848
Have you seen the new Jackass?
How come they didn't ask you
1314
01:02:01,979 --> 01:02:04,024
to be in the mime bit?
Blah, blah, blah.
1315
01:02:04,155 --> 01:02:08,028
So I just posted an Instagram
video dressed as the mime,
1316
01:02:08,159 --> 01:02:11,118
and I said, You can't trademark
a genius idea.
1317
01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:13,381
Kind of egg on the people
1318
01:02:13,512 --> 01:02:15,644
that were already harassing me
about that.
1319
01:02:15,775 --> 01:02:18,082
And I guess Steve-O
might not have known.
1320
01:02:18,212 --> 01:02:21,825
He has known about me since 2017
when I snorted pepper spray
1321
01:02:21,955 --> 01:02:23,391
'cause he sent me
a video saying,
1322
01:02:23,522 --> 01:02:26,003
"Good job on the pepper spray
snort, bro."
1323
01:02:26,133 --> 01:02:28,875
And he said, "Looking at the
comments on your last post,
1324
01:02:29,006 --> 01:02:31,225
people are saying that we copied
you with our silent game bit.
1325
01:02:31,356 --> 01:02:32,749
Did you really do that first?"
1326
01:02:32,879 --> 01:02:34,838
And I just basically replied
saying,
1327
01:02:34,968 --> 01:02:37,101
Yeah, that's been my thing
for two, three years now.
1328
01:02:38,798 --> 01:02:41,192
And he replied saying
something like, "Yikes."
1329
01:02:41,322 --> 01:02:44,064
But moral of the story is that
I did get the follow back.
1330
01:02:44,195 --> 01:02:46,284
So...
1331
01:02:46,414 --> 01:02:48,590
Steve-O's been an inspiration,
so that's really cool.
1332
01:02:51,245 --> 01:02:53,073
I mean, who knows? Maybe
they'll do a Jackass 5
1333
01:02:53,204 --> 01:02:55,380
and I'll be the star.
1334
01:02:55,510 --> 01:02:58,862
You never know. I mean,
life can work that way. Right?
1335
01:03:08,349 --> 01:03:11,309
- I feel like things are just
getting worse.
1336
01:03:11,439 --> 01:03:15,487
You know? It's like
after the whole Subway thing,
1337
01:03:15,617 --> 01:03:18,446
when I just reflect
on my reputation,
1338
01:03:18,577 --> 01:03:22,407
I'm like... that thought of
suicide was definitely there.
1339
01:03:22,537 --> 01:03:24,757
It was there multiple times.
You know?
1340
01:03:24,888 --> 01:03:27,629
Even though I'm not dead,
1341
01:03:27,760 --> 01:03:29,936
I feel like it's only
a matter of time, I guess.
1342
01:03:30,067 --> 01:03:31,677
It's just deep depression,
I guess.
1343
01:03:31,808 --> 01:03:33,418
It does that to people.
1344
01:03:35,289 --> 01:03:39,903
For some people like myself,
it becomes your life.
1345
01:03:40,991 --> 01:03:44,516
I've adapted to it for so long,
it's just a part of me.
1346
01:03:45,517 --> 01:03:47,432
Suicidal thoughts
kind of start off like,
1347
01:03:47,562 --> 01:03:49,477
"Oh, what if I wasn't here
no more? Who would care?"
1348
01:03:49,608 --> 01:03:51,566
It's not really thinking,
1349
01:03:51,697 --> 01:03:54,004
"Oh, I should kill myself,"
1350
01:03:54,134 --> 01:03:56,180
but I wonder
who would care if I wasn't?
1351
01:03:56,310 --> 01:03:58,269
And that's kind of the slow
process of like,
1352
01:03:58,399 --> 01:03:59,966
no, I don't want to be here
no more. But you never know.
1353
01:04:00,097 --> 01:04:02,273
I think people that killed
themselves,
1354
01:04:02,403 --> 01:04:04,362
they know it's coming, but
they don't know exactly when.
1355
01:04:04,492 --> 01:04:06,016
I think it just hits them.
1356
01:04:06,146 --> 01:04:08,192
So I try to be humble
about that.
1357
01:04:08,322 --> 01:04:09,976
You know, you never know.
1358
01:04:13,458 --> 01:04:15,939
[melancholy music]
1359
01:04:29,517 --> 01:04:30,910
- Yeah!
1360
01:04:33,652 --> 01:04:35,610
Get it. Let's go!
1361
01:04:35,741 --> 01:04:37,438
[clapping]
Nice try.
1362
01:04:37,569 --> 01:04:39,353
- So I wouldn't attempt
something like this
1363
01:04:39,484 --> 01:04:41,486
outside
in a threatening situation
1364
01:04:41,616 --> 01:04:43,836
unless I did it in the gym
hundreds of times.
1365
01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:45,533
- You got it.
Let's go.
1366
01:04:45,664 --> 01:04:47,318
Push it. Push it.
There it is!
1367
01:04:47,448 --> 01:04:49,494
Good. Hey!
Get it.
1368
01:04:49,624 --> 01:04:50,712
Big swing.
1369
01:04:50,843 --> 01:04:52,366
Woo!
1370
01:04:52,497 --> 01:04:53,890
Let's go!
1371
01:04:54,934 --> 01:04:56,718
To the cat over.
1372
01:04:56,849 --> 01:04:59,112
[jazz music]
1373
01:05:05,684 --> 01:05:08,252
[indistinct comments]
1374
01:05:08,382 --> 01:05:11,124
Number one rule:
check your surfaces.
1375
01:05:11,255 --> 01:05:13,561
Sometimes these tries
take like 30 tries.
1376
01:05:13,692 --> 01:05:15,650
You know, you watch the videos,
you watch people do it.
1377
01:05:15,781 --> 01:05:17,174
It looks like, Oh, they're just
super good
1378
01:05:17,304 --> 01:05:18,915
and they just
get it right away.
1379
01:05:19,045 --> 01:05:20,873
Little did you know
they trained all day
1380
01:05:21,004 --> 01:05:23,093
for that one jump. You know
what I mean? So it's crazy.
1381
01:05:28,968 --> 01:05:30,578
Oi!
1382
01:05:30,709 --> 01:05:32,754
And that's called a bounce back.
1383
01:05:32,885 --> 01:05:34,582
- I wouldn't do something
1384
01:05:34,713 --> 01:05:36,497
if it's not in front of a camera
or for views.
1385
01:05:36,628 --> 01:05:39,457
I guess I say this
because I have trained years.
1386
01:05:39,587 --> 01:05:41,894
Now I'm just at the point
where I want an audience
1387
01:05:42,025 --> 01:05:43,026
to show off
my hard work to.
1388
01:05:43,156 --> 01:05:44,723
- Which, that's fair. You know?
- Yeah.
1389
01:05:44,853 --> 01:05:46,812
If that's what drives you
1390
01:05:46,943 --> 01:05:48,161
and that's what helps you
get better,
1391
01:05:48,292 --> 01:05:49,946
then absolutely 100%
go for it.
1392
01:05:50,076 --> 01:05:52,513
But if that's going to put
you out of your comfort zone,
1393
01:05:52,644 --> 01:05:54,515
then that's when you have
to call it there
1394
01:05:54,646 --> 01:05:55,995
and say,
Why am I doing this?
1395
01:05:56,126 --> 01:05:58,432
And am I even capable
of doing this?
1396
01:05:58,563 --> 01:06:00,173
- You know your limits.
You know?
1397
01:06:00,304 --> 01:06:02,219
You train, and then
that's pretty much what it is.
1398
01:06:04,134 --> 01:06:06,266
For what I do,
1399
01:06:06,397 --> 01:06:08,399
so many people have a different
perspective and idea
1400
01:06:08,529 --> 01:06:10,314
of what it is I'm doing.
1401
01:06:10,444 --> 01:06:12,403
Some of it's negative,
some of it's positive,
1402
01:06:12,533 --> 01:06:14,535
but at the end of the day,
everybody, they want to see it
1403
01:06:14,666 --> 01:06:16,233
and they want to watch it.
1404
01:06:16,363 --> 01:06:17,799
I still have a lot of people
who are like,
1405
01:06:17,930 --> 01:06:20,063
Man, what you do is so dumb,
but I watch it anyway.
1406
01:06:20,193 --> 01:06:21,978
Then there's a lot of people
who are like, That's so cool.
1407
01:06:22,108 --> 01:06:23,762
I wish I could do stuff
like that.
1408
01:06:23,892 --> 01:06:25,068
And I love watching you
1409
01:06:25,198 --> 01:06:27,070
because I never could do
something like that
1410
01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:28,723
and I want to see
somebody do it.
1411
01:06:28,854 --> 01:06:30,508
And that's one of the reasons
I do it too,
1412
01:06:30,638 --> 01:06:32,423
is because if it wasn't me
up there doing it,
1413
01:06:32,553 --> 01:06:34,120
I'm sure somebody else
would be up there doing it.
1414
01:06:34,251 --> 01:06:36,079
The risks of it is that
1415
01:06:36,209 --> 01:06:38,646
anybody with a cell phone now
can go do some stupid shit
1416
01:06:38,777 --> 01:06:41,171
and think that
they're going to get famous
1417
01:06:41,301 --> 01:06:43,825
or get money from it
and then fuck themselves up
1418
01:06:43,956 --> 01:06:46,524
and get hurt, but that's always
been the risk.
1419
01:06:49,135 --> 01:06:52,138
People were doing dumb shit
before there were cameras, so...
1420
01:06:58,231 --> 01:07:00,103
I am proud of the amount
of followers
1421
01:07:00,233 --> 01:07:02,844
I've been able to gather, but
I'm not really happy with that.
1422
01:07:02,975 --> 01:07:04,759
Obviously want to strive
for a lot more
1423
01:07:04,890 --> 01:07:07,849
where I can be more
self-sufficient off my content.
1424
01:07:07,980 --> 01:07:10,852
I've made a lot of plans
to get outside
1425
01:07:10,983 --> 01:07:13,986
and meet up with other creators
and go film some more stuff
1426
01:07:14,117 --> 01:07:16,423
that will hopefully go viral
1427
01:07:16,554 --> 01:07:19,296
and we'll get
some more viral content.
1428
01:07:24,214 --> 01:07:26,999
The very first time I was ever
on a roof
1429
01:07:27,130 --> 01:07:28,957
and just looking over the edge,
1430
01:07:29,088 --> 01:07:32,265
it always just kind of made me
feel like Batman or Superman
1431
01:07:32,396 --> 01:07:34,441
just sitting
on the edge of a building.
1432
01:07:34,572 --> 01:07:36,487
And I think I've just built off
that feeling
1433
01:07:36,617 --> 01:07:38,141
from those points
after.
1434
01:07:38,271 --> 01:07:40,317
And I'm going to keep
making videos my entire life
1435
01:07:40,447 --> 01:07:42,275
no matter what
the repercussions are
1436
01:07:42,406 --> 01:07:44,538
because it's something
I love to do.
1437
01:07:56,507 --> 01:07:58,900
- I think we're all
multifaceted individuals.
1438
01:07:59,031 --> 01:08:01,207
We're all multidimensional.
1439
01:08:01,338 --> 01:08:03,688
We're all multidimensional
individuals
1440
01:08:03,818 --> 01:08:06,647
with all different sides of us
and all kinds of experiences.
1441
01:08:06,778 --> 01:08:09,085
They see one dimension
because they see my Instagram,
1442
01:08:09,215 --> 01:08:11,217
they see my scandals,
they see my music.
1443
01:08:11,348 --> 01:08:13,567
They see one dimension
1444
01:08:13,698 --> 01:08:16,004
that they're being fed
and filtered through Instagram.
1445
01:08:16,135 --> 01:08:18,616
They don't get to hear me talk
like I'm talking right now.
1446
01:08:18,746 --> 01:08:21,619
And that's not really what you
go to social media for anyway.
1447
01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:24,100
You don't go to social media
to be like,
1448
01:08:24,230 --> 01:08:26,014
Oh, I want to hear
about Ava's experience,
1449
01:08:26,145 --> 01:08:28,930
and I want her opinion on what
it's like to be a teenage girl
1450
01:08:29,061 --> 01:08:31,237
navigating the internet
and famous men.
1451
01:08:31,368 --> 01:08:33,152
They don't want to.
They want me to lick a toilet.
1452
01:08:33,283 --> 01:08:34,806
They want me to do
something crazy.
1453
01:08:36,024 --> 01:08:39,898
So it's like I am now
a prisoner to my persona,
1454
01:08:40,028 --> 01:08:42,248
low-key, which is whatever.
1455
01:08:42,379 --> 01:08:44,381
I've come to accept it.
1456
01:08:57,394 --> 01:08:59,265
- Me and Colton, we've now...
1457
01:08:59,396 --> 01:09:01,528
This week has been better
than last week.
1458
01:09:01,659 --> 01:09:04,531
We decided to come to LA
at a really poor time.
1459
01:09:04,662 --> 01:09:06,272
I knew the Super Bowl was
this weekend,
1460
01:09:06,403 --> 01:09:08,709
but I didn't know it was in LA.
1461
01:09:08,840 --> 01:09:11,059
So this trip was definitely
probably the most expensive trip
1462
01:09:11,190 --> 01:09:12,713
I've taken to LA.
1463
01:09:12,844 --> 01:09:16,152
- It was like six grand though,
probably all in all.
1464
01:09:16,282 --> 01:09:18,589
- Because of the complications
that have happened.
1465
01:09:18,719 --> 01:09:20,808
- Yeah.
- You must look at these trips
1466
01:09:20,939 --> 01:09:22,723
as not like, Oh, my God,
I'm out six grand.
1467
01:09:22,854 --> 01:09:24,812
You have to look at it as like,
Well, it was an investment.
1468
01:09:24,943 --> 01:09:26,814
If I didn't spend
that six grand,
1469
01:09:26,945 --> 01:09:29,208
I wouldn't have met this person,
wouldn't have got this footage,
1470
01:09:29,339 --> 01:09:30,862
or I wouldn't have said
this thing to this person
1471
01:09:30,992 --> 01:09:32,168
that now they're maybe...
1472
01:09:32,298 --> 01:09:33,865
You really have to look at it
1473
01:09:33,995 --> 01:09:36,607
as an investment.
Even if the trip is terrible
1474
01:09:36,737 --> 01:09:39,653
and nothing worked out,
you made noise somehow.
1475
01:09:39,784 --> 01:09:41,481
And that's how
you have to look at it.
1476
01:09:43,527 --> 01:09:45,398
Dom just hit me back.
1477
01:09:45,529 --> 01:09:47,270
I said, "We still good
for three?" He said, "Yes, sir."
1478
01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:49,359
I said we can all go
and fucking see what happens.
1479
01:09:49,489 --> 01:09:50,925
- Okay.
1480
01:09:57,497 --> 01:09:59,934
- Okay, well, got ribbon.
1481
01:10:00,065 --> 01:10:01,893
I don't know, man.
1482
01:10:02,023 --> 01:10:04,287
- Attach it
to the license plate.
1483
01:10:06,027 --> 01:10:08,160
- That's probably enough.
1484
01:10:08,291 --> 01:10:12,469
Sometimes the stunts don't...
1485
01:10:14,775 --> 01:10:16,647
go the way I want them to.
1486
01:10:16,777 --> 01:10:19,084
It's so ghetto, dude.
Like, fuck.
1487
01:10:20,085 --> 01:10:22,218
[engine roaring]
1488
01:10:22,348 --> 01:10:24,045
Okay. Ready?
I'm going to put it on.
1489
01:10:24,176 --> 01:10:25,743
Which eyebrow should I do?
1490
01:10:28,354 --> 01:10:29,877
- You got to hold it
so it doesn't rip your skin.
1491
01:10:30,008 --> 01:10:32,097
- Oh, fuck. Yeah,
I think it's coming off.
1492
01:10:32,228 --> 01:10:33,794
- Here. Wait, wait.
Wait. Here.
1493
01:10:33,925 --> 01:10:35,579
♪♪♪
1494
01:10:35,709 --> 01:10:37,145
- All right.
You ready, Dom?
1495
01:10:37,276 --> 01:10:39,017
[engine roaring]
Give her.
1496
01:10:39,147 --> 01:10:42,107
[ripping sound]
Fuck!
1497
01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:43,239
How much is left?
- Holy shit.
1498
01:10:43,369 --> 01:10:45,415
- Is it gone?
[laughing]
1499
01:10:46,503 --> 01:10:47,939
How much is left, dude?
1500
01:10:48,069 --> 01:10:50,071
Dude, I look fucked.
1501
01:10:50,202 --> 01:10:52,944
Well, at least we used the
Lambo for a good cause, dude.
1502
01:10:53,074 --> 01:10:55,599
[hip hop music]
1503
01:11:01,953 --> 01:11:05,913
- I feel like I have many
different personalities also.
1504
01:11:06,044 --> 01:11:10,701
Yeah, I definitely went through
a TikTok stage,
1505
01:11:10,831 --> 01:11:13,094
a OnlyFans stage.
1506
01:11:15,793 --> 01:11:20,624
Now I think I'm ready
to try something bigger.
1507
01:11:20,754 --> 01:11:24,628
OnlyFans was just a way
to supplement income.
1508
01:11:24,758 --> 01:11:28,632
I don't think I really
want to do that forever.
1509
01:11:28,762 --> 01:11:32,288
Yeah. My dream
is to do acting. Yeah.
1510
01:11:33,376 --> 01:11:35,073
OnlyFans,
I don't regret it at all.
1511
01:11:35,203 --> 01:11:36,857
It's just changed my life.
1512
01:11:36,988 --> 01:11:38,946
It helped me pay
for acting school,
1513
01:11:39,077 --> 01:11:41,688
it helped me pay
for where I'm living right now.
1514
01:11:41,819 --> 01:11:45,649
I feel like everyone can be
an online personality.
1515
01:11:45,779 --> 01:11:49,000
It's definitely easier
to do online.
1516
01:11:49,130 --> 01:11:50,784
You just post
whatever you want.
1517
01:11:50,915 --> 01:11:54,092
But acting is hard.
1518
01:11:54,222 --> 01:11:56,137
- I lost friends.
1519
01:11:56,268 --> 01:11:58,531
So as you're telling him that,
1520
01:11:58,662 --> 01:12:01,360
picture two or three people
that you love,
1521
01:12:01,491 --> 01:12:04,189
and you've lost them.
1522
01:12:04,320 --> 01:12:05,973
- Our post got ambushed.
1523
01:12:06,104 --> 01:12:07,932
I lost friends.
1524
01:12:09,063 --> 01:12:12,502
So not the same as you, but...
1525
01:12:12,632 --> 01:12:14,634
It's really hard.
TikTok, I could just be myself.
1526
01:12:15,983 --> 01:12:18,899
TikTok is just like,
"Yo, just pump out quantity."
1527
01:12:19,030 --> 01:12:21,119
Quantity over quality
for TikTok.
1528
01:12:21,249 --> 01:12:23,164
But for acting, I have to...
1529
01:12:23,295 --> 01:12:24,688
A lot of thought goes in it,
1530
01:12:24,818 --> 01:12:27,517
and it takes
a lot of mental energy.
1531
01:12:37,222 --> 01:12:39,572
[slow hip hop music]
1532
01:12:43,663 --> 01:12:44,925
- What's up?
It's Jumanne.
1533
01:12:45,056 --> 01:12:46,753
I finally figured out
what I'm going to do
1534
01:12:46,884 --> 01:12:48,451
as far as creating content,
1535
01:12:48,581 --> 01:12:50,191
and honestly, I'm going to just
focus on music.
1536
01:12:50,322 --> 01:12:51,671
I'm going to just go all in
with music
1537
01:12:51,802 --> 01:12:52,977
and see where that gets me.
1538
01:12:53,107 --> 01:12:55,196
♪ I made mistakes
and I'm stuck with it ♪
1539
01:12:55,327 --> 01:12:57,242
♪ With every step,
I been stumbling ♪
1540
01:12:57,373 --> 01:13:00,376
♪ I don't think
I'll ever trust again ♪♪
1541
01:13:00,506 --> 01:13:02,508
[indistinct singing]
1542
01:13:04,380 --> 01:13:07,557
[slow hip hop music]
1543
01:13:11,561 --> 01:13:13,432
Welcome to the crib, buddy.
1544
01:13:13,563 --> 01:13:16,870
This is the little studio.
1545
01:13:17,001 --> 01:13:18,437
[music playing]
- Yo, this was the beat, right?
1546
01:13:18,568 --> 01:13:20,047
- Yeah, that's the beat.
- Yeah.
1547
01:13:20,178 --> 01:13:21,701
Even if you mess up,
just keep it going.
1548
01:13:21,832 --> 01:13:23,224
You can mumble.
1549
01:13:23,355 --> 01:13:25,183
I just need to make sure
I get the right pitch.
1550
01:13:25,313 --> 01:13:26,619
- Yeah. Got you.
1551
01:13:26,750 --> 01:13:28,534
[♪♪♪]
1552
01:13:34,366 --> 01:13:36,412
[singing indistinctly]
1553
01:13:37,935 --> 01:13:39,719
I don't know. I was just still
trying to feel it out.
1554
01:13:39,850 --> 01:13:41,678
Know what I'm saying?
Ain't going to lie.
1555
01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,375
I'm feeling a little pressure,
so I'm like...
1556
01:13:47,640 --> 01:13:48,946
♪ Ain't no trust
for these bitches ♪
1557
01:13:49,076 --> 01:13:51,252
♪ Ain't no love for my niggas
1558
01:13:51,383 --> 01:13:54,125
♪ Don't get turned into a victim
Swear to God I'm a killer ♪
1559
01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:56,562
[rapping indistinctly]
1560
01:13:58,695 --> 01:14:01,088
Yeah. I didn't really want
to get on no gangster shit.
1561
01:14:01,219 --> 01:14:03,482
Just take that shit out.
- Talk about money.
1562
01:14:03,613 --> 01:14:06,572
- I'm broke.
- We can speak about wants too.
1563
01:14:06,703 --> 01:14:10,184
[indistinct chatter]
1564
01:14:10,315 --> 01:14:13,057
I'm not going to front.
I was expecting not worse,
1565
01:14:13,187 --> 01:14:14,928
but I was, Yo, this guy's
wilin'! This guy's crazy!
1566
01:14:15,059 --> 01:14:17,714
I hope he don't come over here
and just be like,
1567
01:14:17,844 --> 01:14:20,760
you're mixing's ass! And just
starts tearing everything down.
1568
01:14:20,891 --> 01:14:22,283
[laughing and coughing]
1569
01:14:22,414 --> 01:14:24,068
- Chill, chill, chill, chill.
Nah.
1570
01:14:24,198 --> 01:14:26,244
In real life, I don't be
tripping like that in real life.
1571
01:14:26,374 --> 01:14:28,028
I really been trying
to just rebrand
1572
01:14:28,159 --> 01:14:29,943
and just create a better
perspective, 'cause...
1573
01:14:30,074 --> 01:14:31,945
I get that.
1574
01:14:32,076 --> 01:14:34,731
- But after hearing your music
shit too, I was just like,
1575
01:14:34,861 --> 01:14:36,776
Yeah, nah, this guy has music,
1576
01:14:36,907 --> 01:14:39,300
and the way he's going about
things kind of crazy,
1577
01:14:39,431 --> 01:14:40,867
but his music is
what I fuck with,
1578
01:14:40,998 --> 01:14:42,739
'cause I felt like
I could relate to you.
1579
01:14:42,869 --> 01:14:44,828
With you, bro, I see a future.
I see your style.
1580
01:14:44,958 --> 01:14:46,612
I see you're willing to improve.
1581
01:14:46,743 --> 01:14:48,484
You're really trying
to learn shit.
1582
01:14:48,614 --> 01:14:52,052
People have a dream, bro,
I want to dream with them.
1583
01:14:52,183 --> 01:14:54,098
- Let me try this instead,
'cause I think this is way...
1584
01:14:54,228 --> 01:14:56,143
It's better lyrics.
1585
01:14:56,274 --> 01:14:58,058
And I wrote this earlier today,
so it's like, fuck it.
1586
01:14:58,189 --> 01:14:59,320
I feel better about it.
1587
01:15:03,977 --> 01:15:06,110
♪ Nah you could see
all of my flaws ♪
1588
01:15:06,240 --> 01:15:09,200
♪ I could never be right,
'cause I'm usually wrong ♪
1589
01:15:09,330 --> 01:15:12,290
♪ And I'm making mistakes
as I'm writing this song ♪
1590
01:15:12,420 --> 01:15:15,336
♪ I won't ever be perfect
This the way I was born ♪
1591
01:15:15,467 --> 01:15:17,730
♪ The mistakes I made yeah
1592
01:15:17,861 --> 01:15:19,297
♪ I just need tome to myself
1593
01:15:19,427 --> 01:15:20,864
♪ Don't nobody know how I feel
1594
01:15:20,994 --> 01:15:22,387
♪ And I think nobody will
1595
01:15:22,518 --> 01:15:23,910
♪ Too many thoughts in my mind
1596
01:15:24,041 --> 01:15:25,651
♪ It affects
how I'm feeling inside ♪
1597
01:15:25,782 --> 01:15:27,000
♪ The pressure
they telling me lies ♪
1598
01:15:27,131 --> 01:15:28,567
♪ You can tell it's been killing
my vibe ♪
1599
01:15:28,698 --> 01:15:30,308
♪ Struggle
1600
01:15:30,438 --> 01:15:32,440
♪ Why I feel so uncertain
I just feel like I'm worthless ♪
1601
01:15:32,571 --> 01:15:33,790
♪ All this pain
I've been hurtin' ♪
1602
01:15:33,920 --> 01:15:35,661
♪ Someone say I deserve it
1603
01:15:35,792 --> 01:15:37,620
♪ I don't know why they hate me
Why? ♪
1604
01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:39,230
♪ But I can't let it faze me
1605
01:15:39,360 --> 01:15:42,015
♪ If I do then I'm crazy
But it seems like that lately ♪♪
1606
01:15:49,588 --> 01:15:51,808
[uptempo music]
1607
01:15:59,076 --> 01:16:00,556
[moaning in pain]
1608
01:16:02,079 --> 01:16:04,603
- LA. How did it go?
- LA went well.
1609
01:16:04,734 --> 01:16:07,867
I kind of feel more motivated
again to do this content stuff.
1610
01:16:07,998 --> 01:16:09,695
I think when I started
this out,
1611
01:16:09,826 --> 01:16:11,479
I didn't think I had any talent,
1612
01:16:11,610 --> 01:16:13,307
but I knew
I wanted to entertain,
1613
01:16:13,438 --> 01:16:16,702
so I just resorted
to paying for fame.
1614
01:16:16,833 --> 01:16:19,575
I think that's literally
the definition
1615
01:16:19,705 --> 01:16:21,489
of what I kind of am doing.
1616
01:16:21,620 --> 01:16:22,839
I'm more excited
than I was before.
1617
01:16:22,969 --> 01:16:24,928
I think this will be
a good year for me.
1618
01:16:25,058 --> 01:16:27,191
[yelling]
1619
01:16:30,107 --> 01:16:33,153
My advice for someone that wants
to do the type of content I do,
1620
01:16:33,284 --> 01:16:35,721
or just wants to get into
content, probably don't do it.
1621
01:16:35,852 --> 01:16:38,550
There's so many other ways
now to make content.
1622
01:16:41,031 --> 01:16:43,120
Okay. Stop.
1623
01:16:43,250 --> 01:16:44,817
You hit me in the dick.
1624
01:16:46,514 --> 01:16:48,386
Dude, that one got me
in the dick.
1625
01:16:48,516 --> 01:16:50,867
[indistinct chatter]
1626
01:16:50,997 --> 01:16:52,259
There's one stuck
on your back, too.
1627
01:16:52,390 --> 01:16:53,870
- I don't care.
1628
01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:56,046
[laughing]
1629
01:17:02,269 --> 01:17:04,707
- What's it like
being internet famous?
1630
01:17:04,837 --> 01:17:07,274
- Um...
You think I'm internet famous?
1631
01:17:08,711 --> 01:17:10,277
I guess it's kind of cool.
1632
01:17:10,408 --> 01:17:11,844
I mean, I'm still broke.
1633
01:17:11,975 --> 01:17:13,367
I still live
in my dad's basement.
1634
01:17:13,498 --> 01:17:14,978
I drive a Honda Odyssey.
1635
01:17:15,108 --> 01:17:18,416
But I have people
that watch my videos
1636
01:17:18,546 --> 01:17:20,200
and they leave nice comments
1637
01:17:20,331 --> 01:17:22,594
and they like
to take pictures of me.
1638
01:17:22,725 --> 01:17:24,509
So yeah, it's pretty cool.
1639
01:17:24,640 --> 01:17:26,598
- Like, comment and subscribe.
1640
01:17:26,729 --> 01:17:29,383
- So, guys,
smash that "like" button.
1641
01:17:29,514 --> 01:17:31,342
Like, yo, Jake, this isn't
going on anything. Shut up.
1642
01:17:46,183 --> 01:17:49,403
- We all crave fame
for a really good reason,
1643
01:17:49,534 --> 01:17:51,492
a real human reason,
1644
01:17:51,623 --> 01:17:53,843
and that's
that we need to matter.
1645
01:17:53,973 --> 01:17:57,977
We need to feel relevant
in the world, in our lives,
1646
01:17:58,108 --> 01:18:00,545
that what we're doing is
important, contributive.
1647
01:18:00,676 --> 01:18:02,765
And I think that it's just
1648
01:18:02,895 --> 01:18:05,681
that fame has gotten confused
with relevance.
1649
01:18:05,811 --> 01:18:09,902
Because now when people are
famous they're feeling relevant,
1650
01:18:10,033 --> 01:18:13,514
and if they're feeling relevant
then they exist,
1651
01:18:13,645 --> 01:18:16,039
and if they exist
then they matter.
1652
01:18:19,129 --> 01:18:24,525
What I try to emphasize is
that we're already famous.
1653
01:18:24,656 --> 01:18:26,789
You're famous, I'm famous.
1654
01:18:26,919 --> 01:18:30,096
I'm famous to my children,
to my husband,
1655
01:18:30,227 --> 01:18:32,533
to my work friends,
to my friend friends.
1656
01:18:32,664 --> 01:18:35,493
I'm famous in my own existence.
1657
01:18:35,623 --> 01:18:37,321
That's the only show there is.
1658
01:18:37,451 --> 01:18:40,890
My life, my existence, my fame.
1659
01:18:41,020 --> 01:18:43,893
And I need to matter
to the people in my life
1660
01:18:44,023 --> 01:18:46,983
who I touch and who touch me.
1661
01:18:47,113 --> 01:18:49,028
It can't just be about me.
1662
01:18:49,159 --> 01:18:51,335
It has to be about we.
1663
01:18:58,559 --> 01:19:01,214
- It's hard to say who you are.
1664
01:19:01,345 --> 01:19:03,956
I think we all struggle
with identity issues.
1665
01:19:04,087 --> 01:19:07,351
I've been a lot of people
in 23 years.
1666
01:19:07,481 --> 01:19:09,570
I used to be an artist.
1667
01:19:09,701 --> 01:19:13,705
I used to ride horses.
1668
01:19:13,836 --> 01:19:19,232
I used to have glasses
and be bullied.
1669
01:19:19,363 --> 01:19:23,280
And I used to believe
in unicorns when I was a child.
1670
01:19:23,410 --> 01:19:25,151
Never made fun of me for it.
1671
01:19:25,282 --> 01:19:29,112
Then I also was a fucking
drug addict in college.
1672
01:19:29,242 --> 01:19:32,942
And I was a girl
1673
01:19:33,072 --> 01:19:35,901
who had really
abusive boyfriends.
1674
01:19:36,032 --> 01:19:38,251
And I was a girl
who licked a toilet seat.
1675
01:19:38,382 --> 01:19:40,688
And I was a girl
who made Skinny Legend Anthem.
1676
01:19:40,819 --> 01:19:43,126
But I'm also a girl
who really loves her cats,
1677
01:19:45,389 --> 01:19:47,913
and really loves
her best friend,
1678
01:19:51,438 --> 01:19:53,919
and a girl who really loves
her life now.
1679
01:19:55,312 --> 01:19:57,357
And I'm a girl who has
an OnlyFans,
1680
01:19:57,488 --> 01:20:00,796
and a girl who has a verified
check mark on Instagram.
1681
01:20:00,926 --> 01:20:04,495
I'm so many things, so why
ever put a label on it?
1682
01:20:04,625 --> 01:20:07,063
And I think people
want to do that really badly.
1683
01:20:07,193 --> 01:20:09,108
So I don't know.
1684
01:20:09,239 --> 01:20:12,068
I just... I am Ava.
That's that.
1685
01:20:18,335 --> 01:20:20,946
- The brand going forward is
just Jumanne
1686
01:20:21,077 --> 01:20:22,687
to kind of reflect
that I'm trying to change.
1687
01:20:25,211 --> 01:20:27,344
I'm just going to be myself,
you know.
1688
01:20:27,474 --> 01:20:29,563
So people that are genuine
enough to really
1689
01:20:29,694 --> 01:20:31,391
see me
for who I am,
1690
01:20:31,522 --> 01:20:34,177
they'll just see the transition
that I'm trying to make.
1691
01:20:36,919 --> 01:20:39,747
♪ You could see all of my flaws
I could never be right ♪
1692
01:20:39,878 --> 01:20:41,445
♪ 'Cause I'm usually wrong
1693
01:20:41,575 --> 01:20:44,665
♪ I won't ever be perfect
this the way I was born ♪♪
1694
01:20:44,796 --> 01:20:46,319
At this point, it's just
about me
1695
01:20:46,450 --> 01:20:50,149
doing everything that I need
to do to rebrand myself
1696
01:20:50,280 --> 01:20:51,977
and rebuild my platform.
1697
01:20:52,108 --> 01:20:54,110
It's just going to have
to speak for itself.
1698
01:20:56,939 --> 01:20:58,244
My recording session,
1699
01:20:58,375 --> 01:21:00,551
the engineer and producer
that I was working with,
1700
01:21:00,681 --> 01:21:02,988
just the relationship that
I've been building with him,
1701
01:21:03,119 --> 01:21:05,469
I'm happy about that.
It was great.
1702
01:21:05,599 --> 01:21:07,775
It was a good experience.
1703
01:21:07,906 --> 01:21:10,169
♪ Made it this far
I refuse to turn back now ♪
1704
01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:12,998
♪ Nothing left to lose
tell my why would I forfeit ♪
1705
01:21:13,129 --> 01:21:15,783
♪ Hate it or love it I'ma make
it out of the struggle ♪♪
1706
01:21:24,705 --> 01:21:27,360
It's been five years
since this all started,
1707
01:21:27,491 --> 01:21:29,580
and I'm done with all of it,
1708
01:21:29,710 --> 01:21:33,932
as far as all of this
struggling, the whole concept.
1709
01:21:34,063 --> 01:21:36,369
I'm going to just move forward,
man,
1710
01:21:36,500 --> 01:21:38,458
and move in a better direction
1711
01:21:38,589 --> 01:21:40,808
and learning from everything
that I did.
1712
01:21:40,939 --> 01:21:43,420
And I might not be able
to reach a point of success,
1713
01:21:43,550 --> 01:21:45,596
but I could definitely prove
that I'm not the person
1714
01:21:45,726 --> 01:21:47,380
that I portrayed to be.
1715
01:21:49,339 --> 01:21:51,297
Hey, y'all. What's good?
I'm doing it again.
1716
01:21:51,428 --> 01:21:53,778
Y'all want little
somethin' somethin'?
1717
01:21:53,909 --> 01:21:56,346
Yeah, that's all Jumanne.
1718
01:21:56,476 --> 01:21:58,826
And I'm just so happy.
I'm rapping.
1719
01:21:58,957 --> 01:22:00,828
I'm doing one of my dreams.
1720
01:22:00,959 --> 01:22:03,788
I really want to be a football
player, but it's all good.
1721
01:22:03,919 --> 01:22:06,486
Got my MySpace,
got my videos up there.
1722
01:22:06,617 --> 01:22:08,619
And y'all going
to see more on me.
1723
01:22:08,749 --> 01:22:11,143
All right?
Believe that. Peace.
1724
01:22:28,073 --> 01:22:31,033
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