All language subtitles for Kyle XY S02E19 First Cut Is the Deepest

Previously on Kyle XY...

I don't remember taking this.

It's not us.
That's Adam.

I have to find her.
I have to know
who this woman is.

Brian told me all about
the girl in the picture-- Sarah.

He said he created me
from Sarah's genetic material
after she died.

- How sweet is this?
- That's awesome.

- You're awesome.
- You're kind of awesome, too.

- Get away from me.
- Hey. Whoa.

- Stay away from me!
- [yelling]

- You know him?
- He's my T.A.

You're arrogant
and conceited.

And you're bitter
and hostile.

There's so much
we don't know about each other.

And I wanna know
everything about you.

I wanna know everything
about you, too.

I don't want you
to see Kyle anymore.

He's the only one
that understands
what it's like to be me.

But he doesn't believe in you.
Not the way that I do.

They just don't think
you're as good as Kyle.

They're wrong.
You can be better.

Don't forget, I am more like you
than any of these people here.

More than the Tragers
and more than Amanda.

I thought you said
Adam Baylin was dead.

I scattered his ashes.

Adam!

Hello, Kyle.

[Kyle]
The human body has its own
built-in repair kit.

My response to injury
is automatic.

The skin is torn,
the brain activates platelets
in the blood.

Drawn to the injury,
the blood forms a clot.

[Adam]
But you have greater control
of your brain.

It can isolate the platelets
and direct them
to an injury sooner,

and heal faster.

That's what you did
after you were shot.

Well, what took me months,

with your gifts,
it'd only take weeks.

I still can't believe
you're here
standing in front of me.

Now you know
anything is possible.

Draw the oil
through the water...

like platelets
through your blood.

What Baylin was teaching me
may have been true for wounds
that pierce the skin,

but I also knew
of ruptures and breaks

between people
that were easier to cause

than to cure,
like my friendship with Jessi.

But that was a rift I still
didn't know how to heal.

[Adam]
I'm glad to see
you've kept yourself sharp.

Foss has trained you well.

Adam, I need
to talk to you.

About Jessi?

You made it seem
like I was the only one.

Well, I thought you were.

According to Latnok,
Brian Taylor's been acting
in his own interest for years.

- I just didn't realize it.
- But you did.

You sent me that message
not to trust him.

Based on a hunch.

I had no idea
that Taylor

was still conducting
the experiment
after I created you.

- Neither did Latnok.
- But Taylor is Latnok.

Not anymore.

You may have noticed
he's no longer wearing the ring.

Once I recovered
and Latnok put
all of the pieces together,

he was stripped
of his affiliation.

They don't approve
of what he did.

Jessi should've
never been created.

But she was.

And all she wants
is to feel like
she matters to somebody.

- You can't turn your backs
on her now.
- We're not.

On the contrary.
We're all very concerned
about Jessi's well-being.

In fact, we're looking to you
to take care of her.

[sighs]

That hasn't been easy.

And she's mad at me now.

You have to keep trying.
I know Brian Taylor.

He's gonna push her too hard
just to prove that it wasn't
a mistake to create her.

And if Jessi is anything
at all like her mother,
she'll get carried away.

She won't know
when to stop.

[monitor beeping]
[treadmill whirring]

I'm increasing your incline
and speed by five percent.

Fine.

- You sure?
- I said I'm fine.

All right.

Move it.

There's no water in it.
I can't manipulate the polarity.

- You've mastered that.
Challenge yourself.
- It's impossible.

Not for you.

- [treadmill whirring
intensifying]
- [monitor beeping faster]

- [treadmill whirring
intensifying]
- [monitor beeping faster]

- How was that?
- Incredible.

[alarm blaring]

[alarm continues]

- Need a break?
- No.

I'm just getting started.

I think you do more homework
than your students.

I'm the teacher.
I have to be the smartest one
in the class.

Speaking of which,
how'd it go?

With Adam? Good.

He's teaching me
about healing.

He healed himself
from a gunshot wound.
I'm sure he has a lot to offer.

You know,
we'd really love to meet him.

Thanks.

But I don't think he's really
comfortable around people.

He's spent a lot of time
on his own.

Well, no pressure.
Whenever he's ready.

He said it's imperative
that I reconnect with Jessi.

You think we could go
to U-Dub with you tomorrow?

U-Dub? Why?

It turns out that Sarah
was a student there with Adam.

And I think Jessi'd really
like to see where
her mother went to school.

It's fine with me.

Great.

- What?
- [sighs]

Kyle's coming to work with me.
That never ends well.

[grunts]

What are you doing?

Trying to put a lesson
Adam Baylin taught me
into practice.

Is he teaching
how to shave?

[chuckles]
Heal a wound.

Whoa! Cool.

Go ahead.
Seal it up.

- Is it working?
- Shh.

Hey, if you pull this off
and keep practicing,

maybe you can give
curing Andy's cancer a shot.

Josh, I can't even get
this small cut to stop bleeding.

Yeah. What's up with that?

- Do you wanna try?
- Draw my own blood?

[scoffs]
Are you crazy?

[sighs]

What are you doing here?

I needed to talk to you.

Did you ever hear
of a phone?

- You won't take my calls.
- How about the front door?

I'm being direct,
like you.

Can I come in?

I hope I didn't
startle you.

I heard you coming.

It's hard to be quiet
when you're scaling a building.

I am.
I've done it lots of times.

Oh.

Well, it's tricky.
The ledges are narrow.

[sighs]
So, what do you want?

Every time you've tried
to talk to me lately,
I've put you off.

- I wanna make it up to you.
- Don't bother.

It's not a bother.
I've thought about
what you said.

You're right.
There is no one more like me
than you.

You climbed all the way up here
just to tell me that?

I wanna tell you
Adam's recovered.

He's told me a way we could
find out more about
our history, more about Sarah.

Sarah? How?

- Is this where she studied?
- Could be.

- Well, what did Adam tell you?
- Not much.

He thought we should discover
things about her on our own.

But he said we could start
with these articles.

They're from the archives
of the school paper.

- She made the paper?
- Mm-hmm.

- What do you think she did?
- Let's find out.

Okay.

♪ The more we get to talking ♪

Hi.

- Hey, you working today?
- Worse. Prom committee.

Since when are you not
excited about a committee?

I thought you had the word
tattooed on your...

I'm not even gonna
let you finish that sentence.

My mom's decided
that I need to keep all
my extracurricular obligations

that might look good
on my college applications,
but not let me go to prom.

- Ouch.
- Bummer.

Anyhoo, since you're in charge,
can you do something
about the music?

- What about it?
- I don't know.
Make it not suck.

- Or maybe just suck less.
- Let's see.

I have less than four weeks
to book a venue,
plan a theme, decorations,

food, transportation, security
and photographers for an event
I won't be attending.

I'll be sure to make the music
my top priority.

When did Pollyanna
learn to be facetious?

Stop it.

[Jessi]
She was amazing, brilliant.

[Kyle]
No wonder she and Adam
were friends.

[Jessi]
I'll bet she was smarter.

I don't know.
But she definitely was special.

[chuckles]
All those honors and awards.
She was the best.

What else is there?

"Honor student sabotages
biochem final."

"The Biochemistry department
canceled the final exam

"after discovering
honor student Sarah Emerson
stole the test

and vandalized the lecture hall
in the science building."

Vandalize it.
Where's the lecture hall?

♪ You're distracting me
with that beauty ♪

- Is your upper
lymph node swollen?
- No.

- What about on this side?
- Eye on the prize. Focus.

- You feel hot.
- Thank you.

I mean, you feel hot,
as in fever.

When I said
I wanted to play doctor,

I was expecting inappropriate
over-the-shirt action,
not J. Trager, mini-M.D.

- Sorry.
- Don't be sorry. Be grabby.

You sure you're okay?

If your future self ever travels
back in time to this moment,
he'll slap you.

I am here on your lap
bringing the sexy,

and your mind and hands
are everywhere
but where they should be.

I can't stop thinking
about your test tomorrow?
Aren't you?

Thinking about whether
I still have cancer or not?
Never entered my mind.

[grunt]

You know what?
Forget it.

- Don't get mad.
- All I want is a diversion.

I'm just a diversion?

You know what I mean.

I think we need help.

- Hi, friend.
- Hi.

- What ya doin'?
- Studying.

Why?

Nothing else to do.

Come on.
Things aren't that boring
around here, are they?

Oh, you miss fighting
the evil empire.

I do not.

You totally do.

I totally do.
I'm bored out of my mind.

I'm not plotting
against bad guys,

I'm not playing basketball,
I'm not having sex.

- You're not having sex?
- Not the point.

- I just feel...
- Restless?

Sort of.

Do you have a Lori word
handy for things like this?

You think those little
nuggets of gold grow on trees?

We'll find you an adventure,
I promise.

Well, whatever she did
is long gone by now.

No, it's not.

Look. She drew
the Latnok symbol.

What does that have to do with
canceling the biochemistry exam?

Look closely.
She gave everyone the answers.

Why would the school
leave that up there?

The article said
even the professors
couldn't help being impressed.

I guess they didn't have
the heart to paint over it.

My mother was awesome.

[Stephen]
Since you guys are here,
I could use your help in class.

Here's the deal.

Each one of these computers
have been loaded up with

the security encryption programs
you've all been working on.

But today I have
a little surprise.

Two students from Beachwood
will be trying to hack
those programs.

- Isn't Beachwood a high school?
- Yes, it is.

You have a problem
with that, Alexander?

[snickers]

No offense, Stephen, but the NSA
would have a hard time

cracking my sub-laced
elliptically curved 384-bit
module system

with a 256-bit encryption.

Did you actually
just say that?

Yes. Why?

Well, she might be
in high school,
but she's a girl,

and she's talking to you,
which means you're
way ahead of the game.

- So don't blow it.
- [sighs]

All right, Kyle.
Is there anything you and Jessi
need besides a little quiet?

- A timer.
- For what?

To judge performance
and to see who wins.

Why is that important?

Because that's how
you find out who's the best.

I guess a timer
will be fine.

[Stephen]
Okay.

Ready, set, go.

[Hillary]
Okay, don't be shocked.

We're about to do something
totally out of character.

- What?
- Volunteer.

- For prom committee?
- Mmm, more like a subcommittee.

We're here to help you
with your music woes.

There's this amazing deejay
who spins out of U.W.

His mash-ups are ridiculous.
He's got this
whole following on-line.

- You should read up on him.
Djspinbrandt.com.
- He is fabulous.

Sounds fine.
So what's the catch?

A little matter of
a thousand-dollar deposit.

But if you write us a check,
we'll book him for you.

You want me to give you guys
a thousand dollars
for someone I've never heard of?

No offense, but the fact
that you haven't heard of him
is actually an endorsement.

- Hillary.
- No, she's right.

When it comes
to that kind of stuff,
I'm a little behind the game.

Facetious and self-aware.

I think I might
start liking you.

Given the fact
you had sex with my ex-boyfriend

while we were dating,
I don't really care.

Facetious, self-aware,
and spicy.

Anyway, SpinBrandt's working
tonight at a bar on campus.

We could go there
and track him down
and convince him to do it.

I can't go to a bar.

They don't start carding
until after 7:00.

It's just a regular restaurant
before then.

We could go, book our guy
and be out of there
before we're illegal.

- Even your mom
can't find fault in that.
- Believe me,

my mom can find fault
in anything.

Well, then, just write us
a blank check, and we'll
take care of everything.

- We're gonna need a ride.
- I've got it covered.

I just cracked
the fifth program.

[snaps fingers]

- Me, too.
- Getting a little worried?

- Hmm? No, not at all.
- You should be.

Kyle, how's it coming?

I'm putting together
second orders of referential.

I'll attack
the faults in the weak keys.

[snickers]
"Weak keys." There are none.

Actually, there's just
no way to check for them
before doing the key expansion.

I'm locked out.

Behold the victor!
[chuckles]

Not by you. By Jessi.

[beeps]

[chuckles]
Done.

- Your program's toast.
- What happened?

- I'm not sure.
- Well, after I hacked in,

I went back and reverse
engineered the encryption
so Kyle couldn't enter.

Sweet.

That was really nice of you
to do that for Jessi.

- Do what?
- Let her win.

I didn't. She beat me.

I knew I recognized
your face from somewhere.

- What do you mean?
- You're famous.

[chuckles]

[Nicole]
Just for the record,

I wanna say I think this
is a very bad idea.

Mom, we're out of options.

Teetering on the brink
of a relational train wreck.
You are our last hope.

Okay.

- So, what's on your mind?
- She never takes
anything seriously.

- It's all a big joke to her.
- He's like a television
with only one channel.

I'm not asking
for soap-opera seriousness.

A little adultness
isn't too much to ask.

I have to jump on him
to get him to touch me.

That's all she thinks about.
I'm not a piece of meat.

On a scale of one to 10, do you
know what our make-out level is?

Okay, stop.

We have some work to do.

Huh. So, why am I famous?

Well, not you exactly. Unless,
besides hacking computers,

you've managed
to master time travel.

- Not yet.
- Funny.

Uh, but if it's not me,
then why are we here?

Well, I just wanted to see
if the sequel
matches up to the original.

Oh. It's Sarah.

[Jessi]
I can't believe she played pool.

I play pool.
Lots of people play pool.
They say Sarah was an artist.

- What's straight pool?
- It's called 14.1 continuous.

It's considered
to be the truest test
of a billiard skill.

There's 15 balls in a rack.
So it's shooting as many
as you can until you miss.

The world record
was 625 balls sunk in a row.

Legend has it
Sarah shot 626.

Six in the corner.

World record. Huh.

Yeah, well, actually,
she disappeared,

according to the story,
before anyone
could really verify it.

Why would she do that?

We should go.
Stephen's office hours
will be over soon.

Eight in the side.

No. I wanna play pool.

We don't really have
much time, Jessi.

Then we better get started.

Excuse me. Thanks.
You wanna play?

[sighs]
You call this an adventure?

Come on. U-Dub.

The return to the scene
of your first secret mission.

You mean, where you spent the
night with some guy, and I
stood at the side of the road

waiting for Kyle
to come back out of the woods
and not tell me anything?

The memory was better
in my head.

- You coming in?
- No. I'm gonna go watch
the team practice,

see if I can grab
a moment with the coach.

- Call me when
you're ready to go.
- Will do.

Let's go.

[sighs]
College bars.

- Good times.
- Hey, is that Jessi?

Six in the corner.

Oh, no.

[both snicker]

- What's the matter?
- I can't go out there.

If she sees me here,
she'll bust me to my mom.

Come on.
She's not that evil, is she?

- Alrighty, then.
- I'll wait in here.

- You guys go handle the deejay.
- Um, yeah.

We kind of have a problem
with that now, too.

- What do you mean?
- Apparently he doesn't go on
until 7:30.

- And they start carding
at 7:00.
- Uh-huh.

Not a problem,
little Brownies.

We'll just hang out here
in the bathroom until 7:00,
then sneak back out to the bar.

They only card at the door.

That's a terrible plan.
Will it work?

Trust me.
I'm a professional.

I don't think we should do this.

We've come this far.
An extra hour won't kill us.

[sighs]
Please, please, please
please, please!

We're so close
to musical victory
and prom greatness.

[scoffs]
I've totally just succumbed
to peer pressure.

Welcome to our worlds.

Okay, relationships
are hard work.

- Tell me about it.
- And communication

can be the hardest.

What many couples do
is share private thoughts
on a regular basis.

It's a good way of maintaining
their...intimacy.

Thanks to me losing
at the Madacorp picnic,

she already knows everything
there is to know about me.

- That's depressing.
- Andy.

I want you to share with Josh
something you've never told him.

Everyone thinks that "Andy"
is short for "Andrea."

And I let people think that,

but in actuality,
my moms named me Andromeda.

[laughs]
Andromeda? They named you
after a TV show?

It's from Greek mythology,
moron. It means ruler
of all men.

At least it's better
than having an O-Town poster
hanging in my bedroom...

You promised you would
never mention that.

Well, if the tight pants fit,
wear 'em, boy band groupie.

- You are such a liar!
- I'm not the liar. You are.

We are so done!

You're right.
We are so done! For good!

- That's it. I'm outta here.
- Enough. You, out.

Wait, you can't do that.
You're supposed to be
our therapist.

Right now, I'm your mom
and Andy's therapist.

Move it.

Tough love. Cool.

326.

Seven ball in the corner.

[people exclaiming, whooping]

You seem to know
a lot about Sarah.

When you spend
enough time in here,
you hear all the stories.

She's a legend
in the science building.

You guys should check out
this picture she drew.

We saw it.

- It's pretty awesome, right?
- Yeah.

Do you know
what happened to her?

Yeah. Um, it's sad.

I heard that she
just lost it.

She went nuts.

She became obsessed.
She had to be the best
at everything.

And supposedly,
it killed her.

[Kyle]
Tell me more.

What is that?

That's Josh's
third birthday party.

He was going through
his Tarzan phase.

I can see. Everything.

[laughing]

I know
how special he is,

and I know
how much he cares.

But?

I have not one,
but two moms.

I have three different doctors
making sure

I don't do one
teeny, tiny thing wrong.

I don't need my boyfriend
to do it, too.

We don't go anywhere
or stay out too late

or do stupid things
just to do them.

- I'm...
- You're what?

I'm going in
for my checkup tomorrow.

It'll tell me
if I'm better or not.

And if I'm not,
things are gonna get real bad.

I'm afraid he's gonna forget
how much fun we have together.

I don't wanna be
that sucky downer

he has to hang out with
after school every day
because he has to.

I couldn't deal with that.

This is ridiculous.
It's past 6:30.

- Maybe he's already setting up.
- I'll go check.

God, I look pretty today.

- ♪♪ [rock]
- Crap.

Aren't you a little young
to be in this bar?

Look, I know that you
don't know me as anything

other than the psychotic
walking mood swing
who pepper-sprayed you,

but could you pretend
you didn't just see me?

You want me to not tell
my new boss

that his teenage daughter
is hanging out at a college bar?

What are you doing here?

I'm trying to book the deejay
for an event.

- What kind of event?
- Uh, you know, dance thing.

- High school dance thing?
- Maybe.

A prom! You wanna ask
a deejay who spins at

the biggest parties on campus
to a high school prom?

What's wrong with that?

Well, for one,
it's in high school.

High school kids are,
well, stupid.

I'm in high school, jackass.

You're really making a good case
on why I shouldn't bust you
to your dad.

Do whatever you want.
Be a suck-up,

contribute to me being grounded,
yet again,
for the rest of high school,

and then, maybe,
when I come of age,
I will come down here legally

and personally
kick your ass.

- Ten in the corner.
- [whooping]

[people gasping]

[Kyle]
Jessie seemed so focused,
driven,

and trying
to be like Sarah.

And I knew that Sarah's
pushing too hard
is what got her into trouble.

- Jessi, we need
to wait outside.
- I'm not going anywhere.

- Jessie...
- No. Not until I lose.

To get Jessi to leave,
I needed to beat her
at her own game.

Okay, then.

Play against me.

I'll rack 'em up.

[Man]
That means you're
solids, man.

Don't worry.
He's got nothing on you.

♪ And the world
is made of energy ♪

♪ And the world ♪

- [whooping]
- ♪ Is synchronicity ♪

- ♪ And the world ♪
- [Woman] Wow, he's really good.

♪ Is made of energy ♪

♪ And there's a lot
inside of you ♪

♪ And there's a lot
inside of me ♪

♪ It's gonna be ♪

♪ All right ♪

- ♪ It's gonna be all right ♪
- [whooping]

♪ Uh-huh ♪

♪ We're gonna see ♪

[Man]
If he sinks this ball,
she's done.

♪ We're gonna see
the sunlight ♪

Eight in the corner.

[people gasping, groaning]

I didn't know what
she was trying to prove

or how she could do
what I couldn't.

- Hot professor alert.
- Mm-hmm.

I just saw him walking
across the quad.

I have never seen a teacher
with shoulders like that.

I know. And those cute
little laugh wrinkles,
I just wanna lick 'em.

[Women laughing]

I think that we
need to take a class
in software design.

- I'm sure Stephen Trager
can teach me plenty.
- [chuckling]

Okay, that's it.

- Your dad's a total PILF.
- What's a PILF?

- Professor I'd like to...
- Learn from.

I'm calling Declan.
We need to go.

Why? We're safe.
It's almost 7:00.
The problem's gone.

- Along with my innocence.
- [ringing]

Hey, yeah, we're ready.

And what about the deejay?

No prom music is worth
what I just had to hear.

[sighs]
Gross.

[gunfire on video game]

Taking out the bad guys?

What, you wanna play?

G-Force is your favorite game,
right? You're great at it.

[laughs]
Well...

Counseling is my game.
So here's the deal.

If I can score a point
off you in your game,
you let me do mine.

First of all,
it's not a point, it's a kill.

And I currently lead
all level 45 shooters
in on-line play.

I honestly have no idea
what you just said.

- Okay. Okay, you're in.
- [beeping]

The screen
on the left's yours.

[beeping]

By the way,
I just showed Andy a few
of the old family photo albums.

Oh?

She really enjoyed
your third birthday photos.

- What? No, you didn't.
- [gunfire on video game]

Ah! I win!

- [laughs]
- No fair.

Those pics should've
been burned years ago.

- I mean, I was naked,
for God's sake.
- So?

[scoffs]
It was a cold day
and a pool party, remember?

You told her I had
just left the pool, right?

Josh, you were three.
And she thought those pictures
were adorable.

She did?

You know, Andy appreciates
that you're concerned about her.

She needs the fun loving,
G-Force playing, hilarious
side of you, too.

I guess I've been
pretty boring lately.

I mean, with all
the doctor stuff and studying.

No, you're not gonna use this
as an excuse to get out
of studying.

So, she really thinks
I'm all those things you said?

She's not the only one.

[chuckles]

[Woman] There's only
the eight ball left.
If she gets that, she's won.

- Go for it.
- It's your turn.

I know.
I'm giving it to you.

Somehow, she'd gotten
stronger, better.

But at a cost.

- You're bleeding.
- No. I'm fine. Try it again.

- We're leaving. Jessi...
- No.

- Hey. No means no, assface.
- [people murmuring]

- I know what it means.
- Apparently you don't.

- Jessi, we have to go now.
- She'll leave when
she wants to.

[chuckles]
Okay, if that's the way
it's gonna be.

- I'm not gonna fight you.
- But I will.

Move!

[people yelling]

- Get down!
- What the hell are you doing?

I'm saving you. Your brother
Kyle's crazy friend
instigated a brawl.

Wait. Kyle's here?

I may not have busted you
to your dad,

but there's no way I'm
letting you get hospitalized.

You choose now
to be chivalrous.

- You caught me on a bad day.
- What are we doing in here?

Um, hiding in my booth.

I got that...
Your booth?

- That's what I said.
- You're DJ SpinBrandt?

- And I don't do proms.
- Oh, my God!

I can't believe I got into
this whole mess over you!

[glass shattering,
blows landing]

Are you okay?

[blows landing,
clattering]

Declan's facing off
against a supercute frat boy

wearing a lovely
Marc Jacobs sweater.

[people yelling]

What are you doing here?
Are you okay?

You're so my hero right now.

Come on. Let's go.

Hillary, come on.

I'm Hillary,
and I'm in a bar fight.

Hey.

I'm sorry about
what happened in there.

- What happened?
- Nothing. I cut myself
on some glass.

- Jessi...
- Kyle, it's fine.

We'll find Stephen
and get you to a hospital.

- No, I can fix it.
- You can't.
And neither can I.

Adam could.

I bet with how smart
Sarah was, she could've, too.

Jessi, you shouldn't
push yourself.
You don't know...

What don't I know?

[Kyle]
Jessi was able
to heal a wound.

But keeping her safe and whole
would draw on my ability
to break through to her.

You don't know
how Sarah died.

She claimed she could
move things with her mind,

run for hours and never get
tired, scale a building
with her bare hands.

And then she died.
People said she went crazy.

- My mother wasn't crazy.
- Of course not.

She was just like you.
She was doing all the same
things that you're doing--

pushing herself,
trying too much too fast.

And when she tried something
she wasn't ready for,
it killed her.

I don't wanna see that
happen to you.

Kyle, I'm fine.

Jessi...

Here.

You can't keep
doing this to yourself.

Promise me you'll stop.

I promise.

- You.
- That's right.

The real you,
or the prickly version?

The ass-whoopin',
kung fu, butt-kickin' version.

- Seriously? You know kung fu?
- No.

But one time, Kyle showed me
how to do a roundhouse.

Cool. Teach me?

Sure.

So, is this the moment
that we're supposed to

old school Hollywood it
into each other's arms?

'Cause I'm not running.

- Neither am I.
- Especially not
into your arms.

Those things
are like chicken legs.

[chuckles]
You love my arms.

They are cute.

I'm never getting rid
of you, am I?

Nope.

Good.

- And the cut was gone?
- Completely.

I saw Jessi heal herself.

She might very well
be more advanced than you.

But she's so impulsive.

And that makes you
feel responsible for her.

More than ever.

She needs me
to watch out for her.

Like Sarah needed me.

She was falling apart,

and it was all...just
too much for me to handle.

- And I left.
- That can't be true.

It is true.
I failed her.

And I had no right to ask you
to be responsible for Jessi

when I was incapable
of doing that myself.

I just thought if you went
to the university,

and you learned
what happened to Sarah...

That I'd make the choice
for myself.

You're very brave, Kyle.

And I'm proud of you.

♪ Just a voice
inside your head ♪

I thought your mom
didn't allow nighttime meetings.

She doesn't. But she had
a glass of wine with dinner
and passed out on the couch.

Now I know what it feels like
to be Lois Lane.

Lois who?

You know,
Superman's girlfriend.

She always wanted to be
the center of his universe,

but, eventually,
she realized being with him
meant having to share him.

And did she?

It was hard
for her at first.

But then she realized
that it was his destiny
to help people.

I just can't help but think,
though,

he was always so busy
protecting other people,

there was never anyone
protecting him.

Well, that's why
it's not real.

Everyone needs someone
to protect them once in a while.

♪ This is a glass parade ♪

♪ A fragile state ♪

♪ And I am trying
not to break ♪

[Kyle]
There's truth in the saying
that time heals all wounds.

Physically, the healing
begins in moments,

and our bodies
do all the work.

But when a relationship
is injured,

some wounds heal in a day,

others lay bare
for the rest of our lives.

Sometimes we only
have to heal ourselves.

What was that for?

For persuading me
away from couples therapy.

Personally, I think
you'd make a killing
as a marriage counselor.

What about you guys?
Anything eventful happen
in your day?

Hillary, Declan, Amanda
and I went to a bar
and got into a brawl.

[scoffs]
Yeah, right.

Next time, leave Amanda out
if you want to sell your story.

All right.

And sometimes, our true work
lies in healing others.

♪ A fragile state ♪

♪ And I am trying
not to break ♪

- Hi, Andy.
- Hey, Kyle.

Josh told me
about your test tomorrow.

Yeah.
Keep your fingers crossed.

- Why?
- It's good luck.

Oh.

- Can't hurt, right?
- Right.

I just wanna
get it over with.

Waiting is the hardest part.

Andy, everything's
gonna be okay.

You know, when you say it,
I almost believe it.

♪ ...no one
really loves you ♪

♪ I found you ♪

♪ In a reflection ♪

♪ You didn't want me to see ♪

♪ I would give you
all I have ♪

♪ Just look up ♪

♪ Break down and believe ♪

Thanks.
You're really a good friend.

♪ Show me what's at stake ♪

♪ And how much can you take ♪

♪ When you realize ♪

♪ Your fate ♪

♪♪ [vocalizing]

♪♪ [vocalizing]