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( Birds chirping )
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( Knocking )
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- ( Knocks )
- Can I help you?
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( Phone ringing )
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- ( Rings )
- ( Sighs )
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( Soft moaning )
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Joe's voice:
I have to go back a bit.
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I was 12 years old
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and on a school tripin the hills.
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( Birds chirping )
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( Faint conversation )
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( Low rumbling )
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( Shuddering )
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( Ragged breathing )
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Are you making fun of me?
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What do you mean?
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You have this orgasm,
not only an orgasm,
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- but a spontaneous orgasm.
- Yes, it was an orgasm,
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though the doctor
described it as a...
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an epileptic seizure.
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And during that orgasm,
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you have this vision
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of these two womenon each side of you?
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Was she holding the veil
with two fingers like this?
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What's the matter?
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You don't even... you don't even
know who these women were, do you?
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No, but one of them did
look like the virgin Mary,
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now that you mention it.
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Well, it wasn't the virgin
Mary, I can tell you that.
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From your description,it must've been
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valeria messalina,
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the wife of emperor claudius,
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the most notorious
nymphomaniac in history.
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And the other woman,
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the one astride the creature,
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that was no one else but
the great whore of Babylon
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riding on nimrodin the form of a bull.
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Your story is like a...
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Blasphemous retelling
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of the transfiguration
of Jesus on the mount...
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Which is oneof the eastern church's
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holiest passages.
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It's when
the humanity of Christ
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is illuminated by the
divine light of eternity.
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If anyone else would have
told me that story,
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I would've seen it
as a blasphemous joke,
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spiced up with a biblical light
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emanating from nothing less
than a spontaneous orgasm.
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And then later, you lost
your orgasm altogether.
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( Opera music playing )
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Wagner. "Das rheingold",
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the descent into nibelheim."
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Was it that bad?
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Try to imaginethat in one fell swoop,
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you lost all desire to read
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and all your love and passionfor books and letters.
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( Scoffs ) I don't even
know if I can imagine that.
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( Sighs )
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( Soft moaning )
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( Sobbing )
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( Wails )
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Seligman's voice: This is nothing
less than zeno's paradox.
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You are achilles
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and the tortoise is the orgasm.
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Oh, come on.
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Because you were giving chase,
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you couldn't reach satisfaction.
That's the paradox.
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I'm sorry, but it seems as if you're
not taking this very seriously.
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I'm telling you about the worst
thing that's happened to me,
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that I, at that pointwithin seconds,
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lost all sexual sensation.
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My cunt simply went numb!
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And immediately we have to hear
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about this ridiculous
mathematical problem.
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In fact, I'm in doubt whether
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you're even listening.
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Why do you doubt that?
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Whenever I've told other men
about experiences,
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episodes in my sex life,
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it was easy to see that
they became quite excited.
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I got excited.
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Yes, about
the mathematical crap,
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not about the story.
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What kind of a person
are you actually?
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I...
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You wouldn't know.
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No, but I can guess.
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Why didn't I get that earlier?
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The fact you don't get excited
over my dirty stories
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is because you can't
relate to them.
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You've never been with a woman.
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That's quite accurate.
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Not with a man either.
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( Sighs )
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Are you sorry about that?
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Well yeah, but...
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Out of curiosity.
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Not out of lust,
as you would think.
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I consider myself... Asexual.
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Of course I... Experimented
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with masturbation when
I was a teenager, but...
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It didn't do much for me.
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So there's nothing
sexual about me.
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It's not as uncommonas you would think.
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And of course I've...
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I've read a lot
about sexual subjects:
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"Canterbury tales,""decameron,"
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"thousand and one nights."
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You name it
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and I've read it with great
interest and enjoyment...
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But only literary enjoyment.
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But I... but I thinkmaybe it makes me
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a better listenerto your story.
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I have no
preconceived notions or...
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or preferences.
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I'm actually the best judge
you could give your story to.
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And when it comes
to deciding whether you're
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a bad human being or not, I'm...
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I have no problems with that.
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Because I don't lookat you through the glasses
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colored by sexuality
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or sexual experience.
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I'm a virgin.
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I'm innocent.
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( Organ music playing )
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( Train rumbling past )
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She's looking at me.
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Yes.
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It's an icon.
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Is it Russian?
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Yes, it's...
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it's a skilled copy,
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maybe in the manner of rublev.
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Seligman: Icons are usually
connected to the eastern church.
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Joe: The eastern church?
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I might become
a bit theoretical.
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You may.
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I'd like you to tell me
about your picture.
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Although the Christian church
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was split up in 1054 because
of differences in opinion
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between the eastern church
and the Western church...
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what we today call
the orthodox church
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and the Roman catholic church.
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This is a typical
eastern church icon.
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And it usually
depicts the virgin Mary
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and the infant Jesus,
and more rarely,
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for instance, the crucifixion,
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which in the Western church
was much more prevalent.
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If you generalize,
you could say that
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the Western church
is the church of suffering,
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and the eastern church is
the church of happiness.
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If you imagine a mental
journey from Rome eastward,
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you feel how you move away
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from guilt and pain
towards joy and light.
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But you say you didn't
believe in God.
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No, but the concept
of religion is interesting...
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Like the concept of sex.
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But you won't find me on my knees
with the regards to either.
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Let's call this chapter,
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um, "the eastern church
and the Western church."
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But it won't be...it won't be a story
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about traveling east from Rome
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towards the light,
but rather the opposite.
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So in order notto make it too sad,
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I've pepped up the name of the
chapter with an extra title.
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In spiteof my tireless efforts,
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my cunt totallyfailed to respond.
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I have to admitthere came a time
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when we had fun together.
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I'll give you a fiver...
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Uh-huh.
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If you can put this
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up inside your cunt.
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( Laughs ) A fiver?
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Right.
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( Spoons clatter )
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( Laughs ) Shit.
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Thank you.
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You're welcome.
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- Didn't get any spoons?
- No, we didn't.
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( Spoons clatter )
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( Clatters )
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( Clattering )
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( Laughing )
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The most grotesque thing was
that it was during that period
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where every sexual
sensation was denied me...
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a period, I must admit,
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of secure and restful
domestic comfort...
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we had moved in
together and so on...
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that I became pregnant,
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because I was careless about
my birth control pills.
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Consciously or unconsciously,
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it was important for meto have a caesarean.
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I mean, I was hoping that my cunt
was going to fucking work again,
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and I had a feeling that
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a haphazard birth wouldn'tmake things better.
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I may have beenimagining things,
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but as I lay there the
noise from the instruments
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rang out in a chord like
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the one from the little flock.
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- ( Clangs )
- Yes.
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And it wasn't fear.
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More like a kind of disgust.
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( Clangs )
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( Sloshes )
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( Clangs )
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Joe's voice: I could've
sworn I saw him laughing.
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A laughing son?
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In "doctor faustus," Thomas mann
describes the birth of Noah's son ham,
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who was laughing
when he was born.
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Another satanic omen.
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Incidentally, the innocent
child was named marcel,
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after Mars,
the Roman God of war.
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And motherhood?
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I assume maternal love
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didn't quite live up
to its expectations.
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No, I didn't have
any expectations.
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And maternal love
wasn't a problem.
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It was just that each time
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I looked into the child's eyes,
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I had this unsettling feeling
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of having been found out.
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- ( Rattles )
- ( Babbles )
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Joe's voice: I know it's
probably a strange thing
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to say about a child...
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that my lovewasn't being returned...
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but it was my perception.
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( Fusses )
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( Pants )
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( Moaning )
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If Jerome had hoped for a break
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from what was for himnow mostly strenuous work,
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he could forget about it.
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Fill all my holes.
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I can't, Joe.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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Can we talk about it?
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Of course.
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I love you, I love your
wildness and your desire.
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At the moment I don't seem to satisfy
you in the way that I'd like to.
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Don't get upset, Joe. It doesn't mean
we won't continue with our sex life,
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which is very important to me.
( Sniffs )
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Very important to me.
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Mmm, when you buy a tiger,
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right?
You also have to feed it.
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Um, satisfy it,
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right? ( Sniffs )
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Long story short:
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I have a tiger on my hands.
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- You mean I'm too much for you.
- No.
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You're just the way
you should be.
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I was just thinking
if you would consider
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that I get a little help with
the feeding, that's all.
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You're saying I should have
sex with others as well.
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That's a rather cruel way
of putting it, Joe, but...
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- But exact.
- ...Exact.
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( Sighs )
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( Laughs )
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Joe's voice: For a long time
I'd been playing around
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with the idea that the conceptof the fuck-me-now clothes
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could be improved...
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You look nice.
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And became the piano teacher.
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Driver: You okay?
266
00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:16,821
No.
267
00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:18,289
What's the matter?
268
00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:19,824
Well, I'm such
an idiot with cars.
269
00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:22,426
I don't really know what to do.
Do you mind helping me?
270
00:19:24,263 --> 00:19:25,730
Man:
Well, of course it won't work.
271
00:19:25,732 --> 00:19:27,598
Sparkplug caps have
been removed.
272
00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:29,467
Yes, I did that.
273
00:19:29,469 --> 00:19:31,536
Was that wrong?
274
00:19:31,538 --> 00:19:33,739
- ( Man snorts )
- Joe's voice: For the first time I had
275
00:19:33,740 --> 00:19:36,374
the pleasure of havingan 8-cylinder car.
276
00:19:36,376 --> 00:19:39,677
The possible combinationsof eight spark-plug caps
277
00:19:39,679 --> 00:19:44,148
on eight spark plugsare 40,320,
278
00:19:44,150 --> 00:19:46,350
if I rememberedmy math correctly.
279
00:19:47,286 --> 00:19:49,153
And only one of these
280
00:19:49,155 --> 00:19:50,888
will make the car run,
281
00:19:50,890 --> 00:19:53,324
which gave meall the time I needed.
282
00:19:53,326 --> 00:19:54,892
- ( "F r elise" playing )
- Man: Beethoven, huh?
283
00:19:54,894 --> 00:19:56,861
He was certainly
very good, but, you know,
284
00:19:56,863 --> 00:19:59,263
- he couldn't write a fugue.
- You think so?
285
00:19:59,265 --> 00:20:01,532
Well...
286
00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,234
Yeah, I think so.
287
00:20:03,236 --> 00:20:05,636
( "F r elise" continuing )
288
00:20:18,817 --> 00:20:21,652
It would be more precise
to say that Beethoven
289
00:20:21,654 --> 00:20:23,888
renewed the fugue...
290
00:20:25,524 --> 00:20:29,160
But he was such a visionary
that the old bach purists,
291
00:20:29,162 --> 00:20:31,562
they accused him
of not mastering it.
292
00:20:54,486 --> 00:20:55,953
Good day?
293
00:21:00,225 --> 00:21:01,859
( Tile shatters )
294
00:21:04,463 --> 00:21:07,531
( "F r elise" continuing )
295
00:21:28,553 --> 00:21:30,388
Joe's voice:
And now to reach the heart
296
00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:32,356
of your sufferingWestern church,
297
00:21:32,358 --> 00:21:34,925
I have to jump aheadthree years in the story
298
00:21:34,927 --> 00:21:37,395
and talk about my meeting
299
00:21:37,397 --> 00:21:39,297
with what I would call
300
00:21:39,299 --> 00:21:41,065
"the dangerous men."
301
00:21:46,438 --> 00:21:49,440
I was alone with marcela lot during this period,
302
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:52,410
as Jerome was travelingmost of the time.
303
00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:54,612
And when he was finally home,
304
00:21:54,614 --> 00:21:57,815
he spent most of the time
accusing me of neglecting marcel,
305
00:21:57,817 --> 00:21:59,850
which in my opinion
306
00:21:59,852 --> 00:22:03,487
was just a coverfor his anger over my lovers.
307
00:22:03,489 --> 00:22:07,258
Any sexual satisfaction,let alone orgasm,
308
00:22:07,260 --> 00:22:09,860
was further awaythan ever before.
309
00:22:11,596 --> 00:22:13,331
( Men speaking
foreign language )
310
00:22:19,571 --> 00:22:21,806
I had to make a change.
311
00:22:21,808 --> 00:22:24,809
And somehow the inspirationhad been right there
312
00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:28,012
beneath my windowthe whole time.
313
00:22:28,014 --> 00:22:30,948
I could feel that itturned me on enormously
314
00:22:30,950 --> 00:22:33,951
to imagine a sexual situation
315
00:22:33,953 --> 00:22:37,888
in which verbal communicationwas impossible.
316
00:22:41,293 --> 00:22:42,760
- Hello.
- Hello.
317
00:22:42,762 --> 00:22:44,562
I'm Tobias, the interpreter.
318
00:22:44,564 --> 00:22:47,365
Hello, I'm Joe. Come in.
319
00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:50,034
I understand that you master
the African languages.
320
00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,103
I do have a basis.
321
00:22:53,505 --> 00:22:55,406
Who and what needs
interpretation?
322
00:22:55,408 --> 00:22:57,808
Um, that man...
323
00:22:58,977 --> 00:23:00,845
The one with the green jacket?
324
00:23:00,847 --> 00:23:04,849
You are to ask him if he
wants to have sex with me.
325
00:23:05,951 --> 00:23:07,551
Yeah? Um...
326
00:23:12,724 --> 00:23:15,393
( No discernable dialog )
327
00:23:32,511 --> 00:23:34,378
Is it a go?
328
00:23:34,380 --> 00:23:36,580
Tobias: It's hard to say.
329
00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:39,450
I've written down
the time and the place,
330
00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:41,051
but, um...
331
00:23:42,587 --> 00:23:44,889
Honestly I wouldn't like
to take responsibility
332
00:23:44,891 --> 00:23:47,057
for the precise wording
in this case,
333
00:23:47,059 --> 00:23:49,126
which I think, uh,
334
00:23:49,128 --> 00:23:51,495
accidentally may belong
335
00:23:51,497 --> 00:23:53,764
to a grey zone
in my profession.
336
00:23:56,468 --> 00:23:59,136
Joe's voice: It was the
address of a cheap hotel.
337
00:23:59,138 --> 00:24:02,973
( Men arguingin foreign language )
338
00:24:07,746 --> 00:24:09,447
Seligman's voice:
Why were there two?
339
00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:11,148
Joe's voice: My words exactly.
340
00:24:11,150 --> 00:24:14,919
Apparently n had broughthis brother along.
341
00:24:14,921 --> 00:24:16,854
Very sorry. Sorry sorry sorry.
342
00:24:18,423 --> 00:24:20,624
( Chatting )
343
00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:50,788
( Arguing )
344
00:25:20,986 --> 00:25:22,186
( Sighs )
345
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,728
( Grumbling )
346
00:25:50,015 --> 00:25:52,750
- ( Moaning )
- ( N speaking )
347
00:25:59,024 --> 00:26:01,158
( Men arguing )
348
00:26:08,967 --> 00:26:09,733
( Groaning )
349
00:26:13,038 --> 00:26:14,872
( Arguing )
350
00:26:23,081 --> 00:26:25,249
Seligman's voice:
Why was he so angry?
351
00:26:25,251 --> 00:26:28,619
Joe's voice: Clearly it was
something personal between them,
352
00:26:28,621 --> 00:26:31,288
but later I heard thatperforming a sandwich
353
00:26:31,290 --> 00:26:33,824
requires great sensitivity,
354
00:26:33,826 --> 00:26:36,994
since the men apparently can feel
each other through the tissue.
355
00:26:36,996 --> 00:26:40,064
I imagine the quarrelhad already started
356
00:26:40,066 --> 00:26:43,667
on the stairs and that oneor the other party
357
00:26:43,669 --> 00:26:46,604
had laid claimto one or the other of my holes
358
00:26:46,606 --> 00:26:49,340
in conflict with his negrobrother's interests.
359
00:26:50,575 --> 00:26:52,276
You shouldn't use that word.
360
00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:55,012
It's not what you call
politically correct...
361
00:26:55,014 --> 00:26:58,248
- "negro."
- Well, excuse me,
362
00:26:58,250 --> 00:27:00,317
but in my circles
363
00:27:00,319 --> 00:27:03,220
it's always been a mark of honor
to call a spade a spade.
364
00:27:04,556 --> 00:27:07,124
Each time a word
becomes prohibited,
365
00:27:07,126 --> 00:27:10,160
you remove a stone
from the Democratic foundation.
366
00:27:10,162 --> 00:27:13,030
Society demonstratesits impotence
367
00:27:13,032 --> 00:27:15,065
in the face
of a concrete problem
368
00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,134
by removing words
from the language.
369
00:27:17,136 --> 00:27:19,336
I think society
would claim that...
370
00:27:19,338 --> 00:27:22,606
that politically correctness
is a very precise expression
371
00:27:22,608 --> 00:27:25,275
of Democratic concern
for minorities.
372
00:27:25,277 --> 00:27:27,945
And I say that society
373
00:27:27,947 --> 00:27:30,581
is as cowardly
as the people in it,
374
00:27:30,583 --> 00:27:34,385
who in my opinion are also
too stupid for democracy.
375
00:27:36,287 --> 00:27:39,690
I understand your point,
but I totally disagree.
376
00:27:39,692 --> 00:27:41,925
I have no doubt
in the human qualities.
377
00:27:41,927 --> 00:27:44,728
( Scoffs ) The human qualities
378
00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:46,830
can be expressed in one word:
379
00:27:46,832 --> 00:27:48,999
Hypocrisy.
380
00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:52,302
We elevate those who say
"right" but mean "wrong"
381
00:27:52,304 --> 00:27:55,973
and mock those who
say "wrong" but mean "right."
382
00:28:01,646 --> 00:28:03,747
By the way, I can assure you
383
00:28:03,749 --> 00:28:07,084
that women who claim that negros
don't turn them on,
384
00:28:07,086 --> 00:28:09,887
- they're lying.
- So did they satisfy you?
385
00:28:10,989 --> 00:28:12,956
Those ne-negros?
386
00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:16,026
No.
387
00:28:16,028 --> 00:28:18,062
But they showed me
that there was a world
388
00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,330
far from mine I had to explore.
389
00:28:21,833 --> 00:28:24,868
And there, or perhaps
on the other side,
390
00:28:24,870 --> 00:28:27,404
get my life back.
391
00:28:27,406 --> 00:28:29,473
( Footsteps )
392
00:28:57,702 --> 00:28:59,870
( Door opens )
393
00:29:06,811 --> 00:29:08,479
Who are you?
394
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:12,449
I know what you do.
395
00:29:12,451 --> 00:29:14,718
I'd like to be
396
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,453
one of the women you see.
397
00:29:20,458 --> 00:29:22,226
That's of no interest.
398
00:29:28,466 --> 00:29:29,933
Madame.
399
00:29:35,340 --> 00:29:37,241
( Door closes )
400
00:29:57,362 --> 00:30:00,030
( Footsteps approaching )
401
00:30:03,468 --> 00:30:05,335
( Door opens )
402
00:30:13,011 --> 00:30:14,845
Princess,
403
00:30:14,847 --> 00:30:16,814
I specifically said five days,
404
00:30:16,816 --> 00:30:18,916
and five days haven't gone yet.
405
00:30:19,984 --> 00:30:22,019
So...
406
00:30:22,021 --> 00:30:23,987
You'll have to leave.
407
00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:25,088
I'm sorry.
408
00:30:36,267 --> 00:30:38,168
I, um...
409
00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:41,071
I don't think this is for you.
410
00:30:50,181 --> 00:30:52,349
Seligman's voice:
How mysterious.
411
00:30:54,052 --> 00:30:56,220
Will you give mea reasonable explanation now
412
00:30:56,222 --> 00:30:58,922
or shall we wait?
413
00:31:00,258 --> 00:31:02,359
I can't give you
an explanation,
414
00:31:02,361 --> 00:31:04,494
and certainly not
a reasonable...
415
00:31:05,964 --> 00:31:08,432
What exactly were
the rumors about him?
416
00:31:10,268 --> 00:31:11,802
That he was violent.
417
00:31:11,804 --> 00:31:13,937
How can that be inciting?
418
00:31:18,209 --> 00:31:20,811
I think the easiest way
to understand it
419
00:31:20,813 --> 00:31:23,614
is to refer
to my rebellious nature.
420
00:31:24,983 --> 00:31:27,317
This business of k's was
421
00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:30,120
something I was
completely against.
422
00:31:30,122 --> 00:31:33,223
So the fact that I was
now contacting him was
423
00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:35,292
a last, desperate attempt
424
00:31:35,294 --> 00:31:37,361
to rehabilitate my sexuality.
425
00:31:39,397 --> 00:31:42,366
The system was
the overriding factor with k.
426
00:31:43,835 --> 00:31:45,202
A system of violence?
427
00:31:46,537 --> 00:31:49,573
Well, you were the one
428
00:31:49,575 --> 00:31:53,143
who insisted on the
Western church, right?
429
00:31:53,145 --> 00:31:56,079
And I... I seem to remember
430
00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:59,182
that the systematic approach
431
00:31:59,184 --> 00:32:02,119
to the crucifixion
is of a violent
432
00:32:02,121 --> 00:32:04,221
and not to say sadistic nature.
433
00:32:04,223 --> 00:32:06,089
Oh yes, the passion of Christ
434
00:32:06,091 --> 00:32:08,091
is full
of systematic violence...
435
00:32:08,093 --> 00:32:09,493
the via dolorosa,
436
00:32:09,495 --> 00:32:11,261
the nine stations of the cross
437
00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:12,696
and the 39 lashes.
438
00:32:30,515 --> 00:32:33,650
( Door opens, closes )
439
00:32:36,988 --> 00:32:38,722
You are beginning
to irritate me.
440
00:32:49,500 --> 00:32:51,068
Stand up.
441
00:33:03,147 --> 00:33:05,282
I just want you to sit
442
00:33:05,284 --> 00:33:07,751
completely relaxed...
443
00:33:09,387 --> 00:33:11,555
While I hit you in the face.
444
00:33:11,557 --> 00:33:14,057
Nothing special.
445
00:33:14,059 --> 00:33:16,093
It's just a...
446
00:33:16,095 --> 00:33:18,328
it's just a slap.
447
00:33:23,134 --> 00:33:25,135
Are you ready?
448
00:33:28,373 --> 00:33:29,740
( Grunts )
449
00:33:36,981 --> 00:33:38,448
- ( Grunts )
- ( Yelps )
450
00:33:46,324 --> 00:33:48,091
Let me tell you the rules then.
451
00:33:48,093 --> 00:33:49,626
( Sniffs )
452
00:33:51,062 --> 00:33:53,463
The first rule is
that I don't fuck you
453
00:33:53,465 --> 00:33:56,533
and that there isn't any
discussions about that.
454
00:33:58,236 --> 00:34:00,737
Then what do you get out of it?
455
00:34:00,739 --> 00:34:02,439
That's my business
456
00:34:02,441 --> 00:34:05,742
and I don't want youto mention it again.
457
00:34:05,744 --> 00:34:08,478
The second rule is that
we have no safe word.
458
00:34:10,348 --> 00:34:13,250
Meaning that if you, uh,go inside with me,
459
00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:15,685
there is nothingthat you can say
460
00:34:15,687 --> 00:34:17,454
that will make me stop
461
00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:20,090
any plan or procedure.
462
00:34:21,492 --> 00:34:25,328
You must bring a brown
used leather riding crop.
463
00:34:27,398 --> 00:34:30,600
And not one from a shopselling sex toys.
464
00:34:31,736 --> 00:34:33,703
It's not a masquerade.
465
00:34:35,706 --> 00:34:38,408
Third rule:
466
00:34:38,410 --> 00:34:40,777
If I choose to let you in,
467
00:34:40,779 --> 00:34:43,780
you have to be
sitting out here.
468
00:34:43,782 --> 00:34:46,083
In other words, you...
469
00:34:46,085 --> 00:34:48,218
you won't know when.
470
00:34:48,220 --> 00:34:49,786
Only that it will be
471
00:34:49,788 --> 00:34:51,521
sometime between...
472
00:34:52,623 --> 00:34:54,357
2:00 and 6:00 at night.
473
00:34:54,359 --> 00:34:56,493
I can't stay here that late.
474
00:34:56,495 --> 00:34:59,329
My babysitter's
not reliable and...
475
00:34:59,331 --> 00:35:00,864
I can't leave my child.
476
00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:05,302
You don't even know my name!
477
00:35:05,304 --> 00:35:07,304
I'm not interested
in your name.
478
00:35:09,073 --> 00:35:10,874
Here your name is...
479
00:35:13,678 --> 00:35:15,178
Fido.
480
00:35:23,287 --> 00:35:25,422
( Baby fussing )
481
00:35:29,594 --> 00:35:31,328
Babysitter: Marcel's awake.
482
00:35:31,330 --> 00:35:33,497
D'you want to say goodbyeto your mom?
483
00:35:34,499 --> 00:35:36,266
( Kisses ) Goodbye.
484
00:35:38,803 --> 00:35:40,270
( Kisses )
485
00:35:47,512 --> 00:35:49,312
I'll take your coat.
486
00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:11,801
I'd like you to have
your hair up.
487
00:36:13,471 --> 00:36:14,804
You can use this.
488
00:36:16,307 --> 00:36:18,175
Just in case
it becomes necessary for me
489
00:36:18,177 --> 00:36:19,543
to hit you in the face.
490
00:36:20,811 --> 00:36:22,479
Should I take my clothes off?
491
00:36:24,215 --> 00:36:26,149
I'll tell you what to do...
492
00:36:26,151 --> 00:36:27,884
And when.
493
00:36:31,122 --> 00:36:32,522
Now you may bend down.
494
00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:34,191
How?
495
00:36:36,127 --> 00:36:37,794
Approach the chair.
496
00:36:39,664 --> 00:36:40,931
Now bend from the hips.
497
00:36:44,702 --> 00:36:46,503
Look forward. Look forward.
498
00:36:46,505 --> 00:36:48,738
With your head up. Head up.
499
00:36:48,740 --> 00:36:50,640
Keep looking forward.
500
00:36:55,146 --> 00:36:57,247
( Banging )
501
00:36:57,249 --> 00:36:59,382
Keep looking forward.
502
00:37:04,188 --> 00:37:05,488
You may stand up.
503
00:37:07,592 --> 00:37:09,226
We have to use the couch.
504
00:37:09,228 --> 00:37:10,794
( Grunts )
505
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:12,796
Come this way.
506
00:37:16,434 --> 00:37:18,368
Take it easy, take it easy.
507
00:37:20,471 --> 00:37:21,905
Bend over.
508
00:37:24,675 --> 00:37:26,643
Lay your arms out straight.
509
00:37:35,219 --> 00:37:37,354
( Heavy breathing )
510
00:37:37,356 --> 00:37:38,722
Take it easy.
511
00:37:38,724 --> 00:37:41,024
- Take it easy.
- ( Metal clicks )
512
00:37:48,799 --> 00:37:50,934
( Panting )
513
00:38:04,548 --> 00:38:06,416
( Whispers ) Take it easy.
514
00:38:38,716 --> 00:38:40,417
Next time don't wear knickers.
515
00:38:57,935 --> 00:39:00,470
( Ragged breathing )
516
00:39:03,674 --> 00:39:05,342
( Sobs )
517
00:39:06,477 --> 00:39:08,078
Your ass is not high enough.
518
00:39:09,547 --> 00:39:11,348
I don't think
we can do this today.
519
00:39:11,350 --> 00:39:12,982
What?
520
00:39:19,657 --> 00:39:21,891
I'd like to see you again
on Thursday.
521
00:39:28,866 --> 00:39:31,067
What's wrong?
522
00:39:31,069 --> 00:39:33,603
I think we should
see how it goes on Thursday.
523
00:39:40,711 --> 00:39:42,712
( Bangs )
524
00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:46,449
( Dials, rings )
525
00:39:46,451 --> 00:39:48,885
Babysitter's voice: Hi, I can't
come to the phone right now.
526
00:39:48,887 --> 00:39:50,754
Please leave a message.( Beeps )
527
00:39:50,756 --> 00:39:53,990
Yes, this is
marcel's mother again.
528
00:39:53,992 --> 00:39:56,593
Uh, it's now 1:30.
529
00:39:56,595 --> 00:39:58,995
We had an agreement.
530
00:39:58,997 --> 00:40:02,766
I hope you get this message
and come as quickly as you can.
531
00:40:04,802 --> 00:40:07,604
Uh, marcel is sleeping.
532
00:40:07,606 --> 00:40:09,539
Um...
533
00:40:09,541 --> 00:40:11,541
I have to go now.
534
00:41:07,431 --> 00:41:09,032
Better.
535
00:41:28,853 --> 00:41:30,687
Also so much better.
536
00:41:30,689 --> 00:41:32,755
So much better.
537
00:41:39,797 --> 00:41:42,131
I am now going
to hit you 12 times
538
00:41:42,133 --> 00:41:44,667
- no matter how much you scream...
- ( Taps crop )
539
00:41:44,669 --> 00:41:46,903
'cause no one canhear you down here.
540
00:41:51,976 --> 00:41:54,077
( Screams, gasps )
541
00:41:54,079 --> 00:41:55,845
That's, uh...
542
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:58,281
that's not how it goes.
543
00:42:00,150 --> 00:42:02,685
Most people don't scream
until I hit them.
544
00:42:14,832 --> 00:42:16,232
( Gulps )
545
00:42:16,234 --> 00:42:17,967
- ( Blow strikes )
- ( Whimpers )
546
00:42:20,170 --> 00:42:21,771
( Blow strikes )
547
00:42:21,773 --> 00:42:24,107
( Breathing heavily )
548
00:42:30,548 --> 00:42:31,814
( Moans )
549
00:42:41,125 --> 00:42:43,226
Oh!
550
00:42:51,902 --> 00:42:54,704
( Sniffling )
551
00:43:04,214 --> 00:43:06,015
That's it.
552
00:43:10,054 --> 00:43:11,321
Thank you.
553
00:43:12,656 --> 00:43:13,856
You're very welcome.
554
00:43:19,830 --> 00:43:23,199
I don't know where we getour sexuality from
555
00:43:23,201 --> 00:43:26,603
or where tendencies
of this kind come from.
556
00:43:28,305 --> 00:43:31,541
Probably a perversion
created in our childhood
557
00:43:31,543 --> 00:43:34,043
that never manifested
itself before.
558
00:43:34,045 --> 00:43:36,079
Well, oddly enough,
559
00:43:36,081 --> 00:43:38,648
Freud says the opposite.
560
00:43:38,650 --> 00:43:42,085
He talks about the polymorphic
perversion of a child.
561
00:43:42,087 --> 00:43:44,554
Meaning that in a child,
562
00:43:44,556 --> 00:43:46,990
all kinds of perversions exist.
563
00:43:48,158 --> 00:43:50,193
And then we use the childhood
564
00:43:50,195 --> 00:43:52,295
to diminish or removesome of them.
565
00:43:53,831 --> 00:43:56,899
Basically a child is
sexually polymorphic
566
00:43:56,901 --> 00:43:59,936
and everything is sexuality
in an infant.
567
00:44:01,839 --> 00:44:04,040
And yet it was deeply bizarre
568
00:44:04,042 --> 00:44:06,175
to lie there
569
00:44:06,177 --> 00:44:08,311
and especially to want
to lie there.
570
00:44:08,313 --> 00:44:11,881
It is an interesting point
that you actually lubricated
571
00:44:11,883 --> 00:44:14,851
in expectation for a pain
572
00:44:14,853 --> 00:44:16,886
that you hadn't experienced.
573
00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:20,790
Your body prepared itself
574
00:44:20,792 --> 00:44:23,793
for an intercourse that
you knew wouldn't happen.
575
00:44:26,230 --> 00:44:29,065
Joe's voice: I can only
describe the mood as sexual.
576
00:44:30,634 --> 00:44:32,802
As I twisted and turned
577
00:44:32,804 --> 00:44:34,904
while he was whipping me,
578
00:44:34,906 --> 00:44:37,340
I could feel how cleverhis knots were.
579
00:44:38,942 --> 00:44:41,711
If I fought them,
they would get tighter,
580
00:44:41,713 --> 00:44:44,047
and as I relaxed,
581
00:44:44,049 --> 00:44:45,815
it seemed they did too.
582
00:44:47,017 --> 00:44:49,252
I don't know what kind of knot
583
00:44:49,254 --> 00:44:51,988
k used...
584
00:44:52,956 --> 00:44:54,857
But I know of a knot
585
00:44:54,859 --> 00:44:58,161
that tightens when
force is exerted
586
00:44:58,163 --> 00:45:00,930
and vice versa.It's called a prusik knot.
587
00:45:02,700 --> 00:45:06,069
It's after a man called prusik.
He was a Mountain climber.
588
00:45:06,071 --> 00:45:08,271
And he and a friend
were out climbing
589
00:45:08,273 --> 00:45:10,773
and they had an accident
590
00:45:10,775 --> 00:45:12,709
and his friend died.
591
00:45:12,711 --> 00:45:15,845
And he ended up hanging
at the end of a rope
592
00:45:15,847 --> 00:45:19,115
with no possibilityof getting up.
593
00:45:19,117 --> 00:45:22,652
You know, you can't climb upa Mountain-climber rope.
594
00:45:22,654 --> 00:45:24,787
It's too thin.
595
00:45:24,789 --> 00:45:26,689
But he was an intelligent man,
596
00:45:26,691 --> 00:45:30,259
and with his back to the wall
he was a genius.
597
00:45:31,895 --> 00:45:34,997
And he took the shoelaces
out of his boots
598
00:45:34,999 --> 00:45:39,435
and made two loops
and affixed them to the rope.
599
00:45:39,437 --> 00:45:41,404
And he could move these up
600
00:45:41,406 --> 00:45:43,372
when they weren'tunder tension.
601
00:45:43,374 --> 00:45:45,808
And then he couldstep into them
602
00:45:45,810 --> 00:45:48,044
and climb the ropeand save himself.
603
00:45:48,046 --> 00:45:49,912
( Pebbles clattering )
604
00:45:49,914 --> 00:45:51,748
Prusik.
605
00:45:55,052 --> 00:45:58,154
I think this was one
of your weakest digressions.
606
00:46:02,359 --> 00:46:04,193
May I continue?
607
00:46:04,195 --> 00:46:06,529
Well, be my guest.
608
00:46:12,336 --> 00:46:15,471
( Coins clinking )
609
00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:37,860
( Exhales )
610
00:46:51,942 --> 00:46:54,944
I sometimes give
a Christmas present.
611
00:46:56,280 --> 00:46:59,448
But, uh, you have to dothe work yourself.
612
00:47:14,464 --> 00:47:16,299
This is called a blood knot.
613
00:47:16,301 --> 00:47:19,101
You have to make nine ropes
614
00:47:19,103 --> 00:47:21,170
with three blood knots on each.
615
00:47:21,172 --> 00:47:23,172
Let me see you do it.
616
00:47:23,174 --> 00:47:25,842
You decide
whether to make four,
617
00:47:25,844 --> 00:47:28,010
five or six turns
618
00:47:28,012 --> 00:47:29,579
in the various knots.
619
00:48:18,161 --> 00:48:20,997
( Ragged breathing )
620
00:48:49,359 --> 00:48:51,494
( Plow beeping )
621
00:49:06,476 --> 00:49:08,244
( Ticking )
622
00:49:09,646 --> 00:49:12,214
- ( Marcel coos )
- ( Truck engine stops )
623
00:49:13,417 --> 00:49:16,619
( Beeping, engine starts )
624
00:49:19,156 --> 00:49:22,024
( Grunting )
625
00:49:29,900 --> 00:49:32,234
( Babbling )
626
00:49:35,005 --> 00:49:37,306
( Opera music playing )
627
00:49:56,059 --> 00:49:58,094
( Coos )
628
00:50:26,256 --> 00:50:27,790
Joe?
629
00:50:29,526 --> 00:50:31,427
Hello.
630
00:50:41,638 --> 00:50:43,272
Marcel?
631
00:50:46,543 --> 00:50:48,244
Marcel!
632
00:50:51,748 --> 00:50:55,051
( Marcel crying )
633
00:50:57,320 --> 00:50:59,422
( Wailing )
634
00:51:16,139 --> 00:51:18,507
( Scratches )
635
00:51:22,179 --> 00:51:24,213
Are you fond of me still?
636
00:51:24,215 --> 00:51:27,349
- Yes.
- More fond of me than the others?
637
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:31,720
- Yes?
- Joe: Yes.
638
00:51:33,723 --> 00:51:35,843
You're not thinking of leaving
again tonight, are you?
639
00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:38,427
- No.
- No?
640
00:51:38,429 --> 00:51:40,763
- No no. Not at all.
- Are you sure?
641
00:51:42,466 --> 00:51:43,799
Yeah.
642
00:51:43,801 --> 00:51:45,601
Are you lying to me, Joe?
643
00:51:46,536 --> 00:51:48,370
- No.
- Be honest.
644
00:51:48,372 --> 00:51:50,439
It's all right.
645
00:51:50,441 --> 00:51:53,776
Just fucking say it.
646
00:51:53,778 --> 00:51:56,045
No, I... I just want to be here.
647
00:51:56,047 --> 00:51:57,346
Why?
648
00:52:01,551 --> 00:52:03,352
I don't know.
649
00:52:09,526 --> 00:52:11,360
If you leave tonight...
650
00:52:13,196 --> 00:52:16,165
You'll never see me or marcel
ever again in your life.
651
00:52:20,103 --> 00:52:21,737
Do you understand?
652
00:53:19,629 --> 00:53:22,231
( Sobbing )
653
00:53:37,814 --> 00:53:39,949
Is this goodbye?
654
00:53:42,786 --> 00:53:45,521
- ( Continues sobbing )
- Is that what you're saying?
655
00:53:45,523 --> 00:53:47,623
Marcel, get up.
656
00:53:47,625 --> 00:53:49,758
- Joe: Stop it.
- Is that what you want?
657
00:53:50,927 --> 00:53:53,362
Here, so you could see him.
658
00:53:53,364 --> 00:53:54,897
Look at him, Joe.
659
00:54:01,304 --> 00:54:03,372
Let's face it, Joe,
you're not a mother.
660
00:54:04,708 --> 00:54:07,509
- ( Sobbing )
- Let's wake him up.
661
00:54:07,511 --> 00:54:10,312
Marcel, baby boy,
662
00:54:10,314 --> 00:54:12,815
- say, "bye, mom."
- ( Fussing )
663
00:54:12,817 --> 00:54:15,417
- Please put him back.
- Is this what you want?
664
00:54:15,419 --> 00:54:17,653
- Hmm?
- ( Marcel cries )
665
00:54:17,655 --> 00:54:20,289
- Ma.
- You see?
666
00:54:20,291 --> 00:54:22,825
You see, he wants you.
667
00:54:22,827 --> 00:54:25,394
Come.
668
00:54:27,397 --> 00:54:29,531
It's Christmas.
It's fucking Christmas.
669
00:54:46,883 --> 00:54:48,951
( Footsteps )
670
00:54:48,953 --> 00:54:51,320
( Door opens )
671
00:54:52,889 --> 00:54:54,623
What is this?
672
00:54:56,493 --> 00:54:59,028
Today it's madame
who must wait.
673
00:55:07,771 --> 00:55:09,905
Madame, I'm very sorry,
674
00:55:09,907 --> 00:55:13,342
but I have to have
a few words with fido first.
675
00:55:32,929 --> 00:55:35,397
I really ought to
send you home.
676
00:55:57,454 --> 00:55:59,021
Happy Christmas, fido.
677
00:56:59,048 --> 00:57:01,517
( Pants )
678
00:57:01,519 --> 00:57:03,719
( Whispers ) I want your cock.
679
00:57:03,721 --> 00:57:05,120
What did you say?
680
00:57:05,122 --> 00:57:08,357
( Inhales ) I want your cock.
681
00:57:08,359 --> 00:57:10,025
No. No, you don't.
682
00:57:10,027 --> 00:57:11,927
- No, you don't. No.
- ( Sobs )
683
00:57:15,098 --> 00:57:16,999
What's the matter
with you today?
684
00:57:38,922 --> 00:57:41,490
On account of the holidays
685
00:57:41,492 --> 00:57:43,859
and your behavior today,
686
00:57:43,861 --> 00:57:47,029
I'm going to give you
the original Roman maximum
687
00:57:47,031 --> 00:57:49,765
of 40 lashes.
Are you ready, fido?
688
00:57:51,701 --> 00:57:53,669
I'm ready.
689
00:57:59,843 --> 00:58:01,143
One.
690
00:58:03,413 --> 00:58:04,546
Two.
691
00:58:05,515 --> 00:58:07,816
- ( Yelps )
- Three.
692
00:58:10,420 --> 00:58:11,787
Four.
693
00:58:12,822 --> 00:58:14,156
Five.
694
00:58:16,526 --> 00:58:17,860
Six.
695
00:58:19,596 --> 00:58:21,864
( Panting )
696
00:58:31,074 --> 00:58:33,709
Joe's voice: I'd seen
through k's knot technique,
697
00:58:33,711 --> 00:58:37,579
so I was able to loosen my
position a bit to move my pelvis,
698
00:58:37,581 --> 00:58:41,283
and thereby stimulate my clitoris
against the cover of the book.
699
00:58:57,634 --> 00:58:59,835
( Gasping )
700
00:59:08,077 --> 00:59:09,878
( Loud moaning )
701
00:59:19,522 --> 00:59:21,623
And when you came home,
702
00:59:21,625 --> 00:59:24,026
Jerome and the child were gone?
703
00:59:31,167 --> 00:59:33,735
I haven't seen marcel since.
704
00:59:36,272 --> 00:59:37,973
( Shatters )
705
00:59:37,975 --> 00:59:40,042
The sentimentality of...
706
00:59:40,044 --> 00:59:41,843
I hate it.
707
00:59:45,682 --> 00:59:46,915
Why?
708
00:59:46,917 --> 00:59:49,251
Because it's a lie.
709
00:59:53,156 --> 00:59:55,023
Are you sure?
710
00:59:57,961 --> 01:00:00,062
( Pottery scrapes )
711
01:00:02,065 --> 01:00:04,633
Jerome understoodthat he couldn't prioritize
712
01:00:04,635 --> 01:00:07,869
his life according
to a child either.
713
01:00:09,305 --> 01:00:11,607
So he put him in a foster home.
714
01:00:15,311 --> 01:00:18,113
My only contact to the boy
is the thousand pounds
715
01:00:18,115 --> 01:00:20,082
I put in his account
every month.
716
01:00:21,017 --> 01:00:23,051
Anonymously.
717
01:00:25,188 --> 01:00:27,222
As a penance.
718
01:00:45,041 --> 01:00:47,376
After all this sadness,
may I ask...
719
01:00:50,246 --> 01:00:52,247
What happened
to the silent duck?
720
01:00:52,249 --> 01:00:54,616
Oh shit.
721
01:00:54,618 --> 01:00:58,854
The silent duck.
I'd forgotten all about it.
722
01:01:01,024 --> 01:01:03,592
One night k had been inwhat was for him
723
01:01:03,594 --> 01:01:05,360
an unusually good mood.
724
01:01:05,362 --> 01:01:08,030
I don't know what caused it,but he didn't hit hard
725
01:01:08,032 --> 01:01:10,699
and he joked thathe would introduce me
726
01:01:10,701 --> 01:01:13,869
to the conceptof the silent duck.
727
01:01:13,871 --> 01:01:16,705
( Silent )
728
01:01:32,388 --> 01:01:34,690
Seligman's voice:
One hardly dare imagine
729
01:01:34,692 --> 01:01:36,825
"the quacking duck."
730
01:01:36,827 --> 01:01:39,394
( Loud quacking )
731
01:01:45,635 --> 01:01:47,469
Oh.
732
01:01:49,706 --> 01:01:54,109
Well, deep down,
little k seems to have been
733
01:01:54,111 --> 01:01:57,746
a jolly man
with versatile talents.
734
01:01:57,748 --> 01:02:00,182
But he got that bit about
735
01:02:00,184 --> 01:02:02,951
Roman punishment
and the 40 lashes wrong.
736
01:02:02,953 --> 01:02:06,822
Because it's true that the highest
punishment was 40 lashes,
737
01:02:06,824 --> 01:02:09,391
but it had to be delivered
in series of three.
738
01:02:11,094 --> 01:02:13,195
That's why Jesusonly got 39 lashes,
739
01:02:13,197 --> 01:02:15,163
because three goes into 39
740
01:02:15,165 --> 01:02:18,133
but not into 40.
741
01:02:23,239 --> 01:02:24,473
You have a mirror.
742
01:02:25,408 --> 01:02:27,075
Yes.
743
01:02:27,077 --> 01:02:29,311
It's like a thought, isn't it?
744
01:02:34,016 --> 01:02:36,351
Are you ready
for another chapter?
745
01:02:36,353 --> 01:02:38,086
Go on.
746
01:02:40,022 --> 01:02:42,090
( Rattling )
747
01:03:03,813 --> 01:03:06,081
Joe's voice: Some years
later, the bodily abuse
748
01:03:06,083 --> 01:03:08,116
began to have an effect.
749
01:03:08,118 --> 01:03:11,753
First, rare bleedingsfrom my clitoris,
750
01:03:11,755 --> 01:03:14,556
but then they becamemore and more frequent.
751
01:03:24,333 --> 01:03:25,901
Woman: Come in.
752
01:03:27,436 --> 01:03:30,272
Have you heard any of the
rumors about yourself?
753
01:03:34,343 --> 01:03:37,012
They say you see men
every evening.
754
01:03:40,883 --> 01:03:42,751
And spend all night with them.
755
01:03:42,753 --> 01:03:45,487
They say you can't be
trusted... all of them.
756
01:03:48,825 --> 01:03:50,892
Why do they say that?
757
01:03:53,229 --> 01:03:55,430
I suppose
they're afraid that I...
758
01:03:55,432 --> 01:03:58,300
I can't keep away
from their men.
759
01:04:01,437 --> 01:04:03,405
Right.
760
01:04:03,407 --> 01:04:06,141
- And can you?
- No.
761
01:04:10,046 --> 01:04:12,180
I've spoken
with a psychologist.
762
01:04:14,116 --> 01:04:16,351
He says you're addicted,
but that it's not
763
01:04:16,353 --> 01:04:18,954
the kind of addiction
that can't be treated.
764
01:04:18,956 --> 01:04:20,922
They have some groups.
765
01:04:22,091 --> 01:04:24,793
I know about
these kinds of groups.
766
01:04:24,795 --> 01:04:28,129
I don't have anything
to say to a psychologist.
767
01:04:28,131 --> 01:04:30,599
I'm not suggesting therapy.
I'm demanding it.
768
01:04:32,568 --> 01:04:35,036
Even if you leave us, it'll
be the same at your next job
769
01:04:35,038 --> 01:04:36,905
and the one after that.
770
01:04:45,181 --> 01:04:46,448
My name is Joe...
771
01:04:46,450 --> 01:04:48,083
Group: Hi, Joe.
772
01:04:48,085 --> 01:04:49,885
And I'm a nymphomaniac.
773
01:04:49,887 --> 01:04:51,920
Therapist: Sex addict.
774
01:04:51,922 --> 01:04:54,389
My name is Joe
and I'm a nymphomaniac.
775
01:04:54,391 --> 01:04:56,291
We say sex addict.
776
01:04:56,293 --> 01:04:57,993
Here everyone's the same.
777
01:05:00,963 --> 01:05:03,431
Therapist: You should only speak
when you feel you have to.
778
01:05:06,002 --> 01:05:07,836
What you're saying is that
779
01:05:07,838 --> 01:05:10,305
no one can remove
their sexuality
780
01:05:10,307 --> 01:05:12,974
even though it's destroying
everything for them.
781
01:05:12,976 --> 01:05:15,143
I wouldn't say no one.
782
01:05:15,145 --> 01:05:17,512
But let's say,
at most, one in a million
783
01:05:17,514 --> 01:05:20,181
manage to live a life
without sexuality.
784
01:05:21,317 --> 01:05:23,251
But you can't be
basing your therapy
785
01:05:23,253 --> 01:05:25,220
- on that one in a million.
- No.
786
01:05:25,222 --> 01:05:28,323
The firstand most important step
787
01:05:28,325 --> 01:05:31,593
is to remove incentive
and to reduce exposure.
788
01:05:34,030 --> 01:05:37,032
You have to ask yourself what
kind of incentives you have
789
01:05:37,034 --> 01:05:40,902
and then make it difficult for yourself
to come into contact with them.
790
01:05:40,904 --> 01:05:43,471
Basically anything that
makes you think about sex.
791
01:07:57,373 --> 01:07:59,407
Joe has something
she'd like to share.
792
01:08:01,377 --> 01:08:03,111
My name is Joe...
793
01:08:03,113 --> 01:08:04,212
Group: Hi, Joe.
794
01:08:04,214 --> 01:08:06,514
And I'm a sex addict,
795
01:08:06,516 --> 01:08:10,018
but I haven't had sex
for three weeks and five days.
796
01:08:10,020 --> 01:08:13,254
( Applause )
797
01:08:13,256 --> 01:08:15,023
Tell us how you did it, Joe.
798
01:08:15,025 --> 01:08:17,525
- You brought notes?
- Yes.
799
01:08:23,165 --> 01:08:25,066
"Dear everyone,"
800
01:08:25,068 --> 01:08:27,402
don't think it's been easy,
801
01:08:27,404 --> 01:08:31,573
"but I understand now
that we are all alike."
802
01:08:47,456 --> 01:08:48,690
Are you okay, Joe?
803
01:08:48,692 --> 01:08:50,725
Yes yes.
804
01:08:52,761 --> 01:08:54,596
Would you likea glass of water?
805
01:08:56,832 --> 01:08:58,133
Thank you.
806
01:09:04,440 --> 01:09:06,407
Would you rather
share another time?
807
01:09:12,548 --> 01:09:14,349
No, I'd like to speak.
808
01:09:20,089 --> 01:09:22,190
Dear everyone,
809
01:09:22,192 --> 01:09:25,160
don't think it's been easy,
810
01:09:25,162 --> 01:09:27,529
but I understand now
811
01:09:27,531 --> 01:09:29,464
that we're not
812
01:09:29,466 --> 01:09:31,933
and never will be alike.
813
01:09:34,570 --> 01:09:36,404
I'm not like you,
814
01:09:36,406 --> 01:09:38,740
who fucks to be validated
815
01:09:38,742 --> 01:09:41,643
and might just as well give up
putting cocks inside you.
816
01:09:41,645 --> 01:09:43,711
And I'm not like you.
817
01:09:43,713 --> 01:09:46,247
All you want
is to be filled up,
818
01:09:46,249 --> 01:09:48,750
and whether
it's by a man or by tons
819
01:09:48,752 --> 01:09:52,587
of disgusting slop
makes no difference.
820
01:09:53,789 --> 01:09:56,524
And I'm definitely
not like you.
821
01:09:56,526 --> 01:09:58,893
That empathy you claim
822
01:09:58,895 --> 01:10:00,762
is a lie,
823
01:10:00,764 --> 01:10:04,599
because all you are is
society's morality police,
824
01:10:04,601 --> 01:10:08,369
whose duty is
to erase my obscenity
825
01:10:08,371 --> 01:10:09,904
from the surface of the earth
826
01:10:09,906 --> 01:10:12,540
so that the bourgeoisie
won't feel sick.
827
01:10:13,742 --> 01:10:15,777
I'm not like you.
828
01:10:15,779 --> 01:10:19,180
I am a nymphomaniac,
829
01:10:19,182 --> 01:10:21,749
and I love myself
for being one.
830
01:10:21,751 --> 01:10:23,851
But above all,
831
01:10:23,853 --> 01:10:25,820
I love my cunt
832
01:10:25,822 --> 01:10:28,890
and my filthy, dirty lust.
833
01:10:34,363 --> 01:10:36,464
♪ Watch out ♪
834
01:10:36,466 --> 01:10:38,700
♪ you might getwhat you're after ♪
835
01:10:38,702 --> 01:10:40,568
♪ cool, babies ♪
836
01:10:40,570 --> 01:10:43,438
♪ strange, but not a stranger ♪
837
01:10:43,440 --> 01:10:47,909
♪ I'm an ordinary guy ♪
838
01:10:47,911 --> 01:10:50,011
♪ burning down the house! ♪
839
01:10:52,581 --> 01:10:55,183
What just happened?
840
01:10:55,185 --> 01:10:56,818
I didn't get that...
841
01:10:56,820 --> 01:10:58,720
with the car that burned.
842
01:10:58,722 --> 01:11:01,189
No, I'm sorry.
843
01:11:01,191 --> 01:11:04,592
I was just in too much of a hurry
to get to the last chapter.
844
01:11:11,734 --> 01:11:15,303
I understood that society
had no room for me,
845
01:11:15,305 --> 01:11:18,239
and I had no room for society
846
01:11:18,241 --> 01:11:20,008
and never had.
847
01:11:28,450 --> 01:11:30,618
I'm sure it wasquite natural for you
848
01:11:30,620 --> 01:11:32,920
to furnish your roomas a monk's cell,
849
01:11:32,922 --> 01:11:37,292
but as an inspiration for
the story chapter headings,
850
01:11:37,294 --> 01:11:39,527
it hasn't been easy.
851
01:11:39,529 --> 01:11:43,531
There's simply nothing left
for me to use.
852
01:11:44,667 --> 01:11:47,335
Well, I'm sorry about that.
853
01:11:47,337 --> 01:11:50,371
But if I may,
I can give you a tip.
854
01:11:51,473 --> 01:11:53,341
Yes, please.
855
01:11:53,343 --> 01:11:56,978
You know, I occupy
myself mostly with text,
856
01:11:56,980 --> 01:11:59,614
but sometimes the text
can seem so...
857
01:12:00,749 --> 01:12:04,619
So empty,
so unfathomably empty.
858
01:12:04,621 --> 01:12:08,723
It could be the best text
by the most famous author.
859
01:12:08,725 --> 01:12:11,959
The solution might be to
change your point of view.
860
01:12:13,862 --> 01:12:15,563
I-I don't get that.
861
01:12:15,565 --> 01:12:17,799
Things hide...
862
01:12:18,801 --> 01:12:20,768
When they become familiar.
863
01:12:20,770 --> 01:12:23,705
But if you look at them
from another angle,
864
01:12:25,474 --> 01:12:27,775
they might take ona new meaning.
865
01:12:39,488 --> 01:12:41,022
You're right.
866
01:12:41,024 --> 01:12:43,491
Before this was just
867
01:12:43,493 --> 01:12:45,793
the stain from the tea I threw.
868
01:12:47,830 --> 01:12:50,064
Can you see what it could be?
869
01:12:52,334 --> 01:12:53,701
Seligman: A revolver.
870
01:12:53,703 --> 01:12:56,971
No, a revolver has
a drum that revolves.
871
01:12:56,973 --> 01:12:59,674
It's a pistol.
872
01:12:59,676 --> 01:13:01,743
Can you seewhat kind it could be?
873
01:13:01,745 --> 01:13:03,578
No, I don't remember
874
01:13:03,580 --> 01:13:05,546
anything like that
from my literature.
875
01:13:05,548 --> 01:13:08,082
Oh, but it's something
I can remember from mine.
876
01:13:08,084 --> 01:13:09,150
Ian Fleming.
877
01:13:10,319 --> 01:13:12,086
Not familiar.
878
01:13:12,088 --> 01:13:15,590
If you haven't read that, you
haven't read anything at all.
879
01:13:17,459 --> 01:13:20,461
This could be,
with a little imagination,
880
01:13:20,463 --> 01:13:23,698
a walther p.P.K. Automatic,
881
01:13:23,700 --> 01:13:26,434
the same gun
that was issued to bond
882
01:13:26,436 --> 01:13:29,904
after his preferred pistol,the beretta, had jammed.
883
01:13:31,740 --> 01:13:33,641
Is that something you can use?
884
01:13:35,444 --> 01:13:37,612
Oh yes, it is.
885
01:13:37,614 --> 01:13:39,046
♪ Burning down the house! ♪
886
01:13:40,749 --> 01:13:42,784
♪ Hold tight ♪
887
01:13:42,786 --> 01:13:45,119
♪ wait till the party's over ♪
888
01:13:45,121 --> 01:13:46,721
♪ hold tight... ♪
889
01:13:46,723 --> 01:13:48,556
Joe's voice:
Whether I left society,
890
01:13:48,558 --> 01:13:50,958
or it left me, I cannot say.
891
01:13:50,960 --> 01:13:54,128
I suppose you could makean argument for both sides.
892
01:13:54,130 --> 01:13:56,063
♪ Burning down the house! ♪
893
01:13:56,065 --> 01:13:58,132
I was on my wayto the shady side
894
01:13:58,134 --> 01:14:00,034
of the debt-collectingbusiness,
895
01:14:00,036 --> 01:14:02,870
which among other thingsinvolved stuff
896
01:14:02,872 --> 01:14:04,972
like burning people's cars.
897
01:14:06,975 --> 01:14:10,578
I had for a long timeknown about this man, I.
898
01:14:16,051 --> 01:14:17,819
Hi, my name is Joe.
899
01:14:18,754 --> 01:14:20,688
I know that.
900
01:14:20,690 --> 01:14:22,757
Come in.
901
01:14:26,728 --> 01:14:28,896
I'm looking for a job.
902
01:14:30,666 --> 01:14:32,533
I've been working in an office,
903
01:14:32,535 --> 01:14:34,469
and I was never
really good at it.
904
01:14:34,471 --> 01:14:36,771
I can understand that. I mean,
905
01:14:36,773 --> 01:14:38,806
what's the point?
906
01:14:38,808 --> 01:14:41,476
I believe I possess
some qualifications
907
01:14:41,478 --> 01:14:44,145
and that I'm rather
unscrupulous.
908
01:14:44,147 --> 01:14:46,013
I know all aboutyour qualifications
909
01:14:46,015 --> 01:14:47,748
and they're excellent.
910
01:14:47,750 --> 01:14:49,817
I would suggest
911
01:14:49,819 --> 01:14:52,954
that you start
your own little business
912
01:14:52,956 --> 01:14:54,755
with my help.
913
01:14:54,757 --> 01:14:56,524
I understand
914
01:14:56,526 --> 01:14:59,427
you possessa great deal of insight
915
01:14:59,429 --> 01:15:01,896
about a ratherbroad spectrum of men.
916
01:15:03,599 --> 01:15:06,734
This could be... or should
be capitalized on.
917
01:15:07,936 --> 01:15:09,837
I need sub-contractorswho can put
918
01:15:09,839 --> 01:15:12,006
moderate pressureon individuals
919
01:15:12,008 --> 01:15:14,842
with whom my clientsrightly or wrongly
920
01:15:14,844 --> 01:15:17,211
have a bone to pick.
Understand?
921
01:15:17,213 --> 01:15:19,046
Extortion.
922
01:15:19,048 --> 01:15:20,281
No. No no no no.
923
01:15:21,850 --> 01:15:24,485
I always prefer the term
924
01:15:24,487 --> 01:15:26,053
"debt collection."
925
01:15:27,623 --> 01:15:29,190
- Yeah.
- I refrain from judging
926
01:15:29,192 --> 01:15:31,158
whether my clients' wishes
927
01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:33,594
are legitimate or otherwise.
928
01:15:33,596 --> 01:15:35,496
A point of view
929
01:15:35,498 --> 01:15:38,299
I strongly recommend
you follow.
930
01:15:40,168 --> 01:15:41,969
Joe's voice: My main
qualification of course
931
01:15:41,971 --> 01:15:44,739
was my considerable experiencewith men and sex.
932
01:15:44,741 --> 01:15:48,309
But even my more specialized
skills came in handy.
933
01:16:00,656 --> 01:16:02,557
( Man panting )
934
01:16:09,498 --> 01:16:11,499
( Screams )
935
01:16:11,501 --> 01:16:14,535
No, now this is not
how it goes.
936
01:16:14,537 --> 01:16:16,871
You have to wait
until you're hit.
937
01:16:18,240 --> 01:16:20,107
( Cracks )
938
01:16:20,109 --> 01:16:23,244
The two helpers that Ihad recommended were okay,
939
01:16:23,246 --> 01:16:26,948
but they were predisposed to a
rather repetitive technique,
940
01:16:26,950 --> 01:16:31,118
which consisted of creatingas much havoc as possible
941
01:16:31,120 --> 01:16:33,254
with a pair of iron bars.
942
01:16:40,796 --> 01:16:42,029
( Shards clatter )
943
01:16:48,837 --> 01:16:52,206
Destroying your things doesn't
seem to have much effect on you.
944
01:16:52,208 --> 01:16:54,642
Joe's voice: Here was a man.
945
01:16:54,644 --> 01:16:56,744
I was unable to read sexually,
946
01:16:56,746 --> 01:16:58,746
so I became persistent.
947
01:16:59,681 --> 01:17:01,382
Tie him to the chair.
948
01:17:03,018 --> 01:17:05,086
Don't hurt him.
949
01:17:05,088 --> 01:17:06,754
( Tape ripping )
950
01:17:08,590 --> 01:17:10,591
I can't find a stain on you,
951
01:17:10,593 --> 01:17:14,729
but my experience tells me
that no man is spotless.
952
01:17:14,731 --> 01:17:16,764
Luckily, you're equipped
953
01:17:16,766 --> 01:17:19,333
with a very reliable
truth-detector.
954
01:17:27,776 --> 01:17:29,744
( Man grunts )
955
01:17:29,746 --> 01:17:32,780
I'm going to tell you
a few stories.
956
01:17:32,782 --> 01:17:35,216
All you have to do is listen.
957
01:17:37,019 --> 01:17:41,055
You're in a bar
watching a couple...
958
01:17:41,057 --> 01:17:43,357
Joe's voice: I now meticulously
went through the catalog
959
01:17:43,359 --> 01:17:46,293
of sexual deviationsin fictional form.
960
01:17:46,295 --> 01:17:49,897
Stories about sadomasochism,
961
01:17:49,899 --> 01:17:52,767
fetishism, homosexuality,
962
01:17:52,769 --> 01:17:54,635
you name it.
963
01:17:54,637 --> 01:17:56,237
But he didn't react.
964
01:17:56,239 --> 01:17:59,040
And I'd almost given upwhen I said:
965
01:17:59,042 --> 01:18:02,777
On your way home,
you walk through the park.
966
01:18:08,183 --> 01:18:09,984
And something makes you stop.
967
01:18:11,286 --> 01:18:13,220
You hear something.
968
01:18:13,222 --> 01:18:15,423
( Silent )
969
01:18:27,202 --> 01:18:28,936
Yes, that's it.
970
01:18:28,938 --> 01:18:31,772
You can hear the children
on the playground.
971
01:18:33,809 --> 01:18:35,643
You sit on a bench nearby
972
01:18:35,645 --> 01:18:37,878
and watch them play.
973
01:18:39,047 --> 01:18:41,148
There's a little boy in shorts.
974
01:18:42,884 --> 01:18:45,086
He's playing in the sandpit.
975
01:18:47,155 --> 01:18:49,023
He looks at you
976
01:18:49,025 --> 01:18:51,859
with his blue eyes.
977
01:18:53,695 --> 01:18:55,429
He smiles at you.
978
01:18:55,431 --> 01:18:57,965
I think he comes to you.
979
01:18:57,967 --> 01:19:01,001
He sits on your lap
980
01:19:01,003 --> 01:19:02,770
and looks up at your face.
981
01:19:03,872 --> 01:19:05,372
He says
982
01:19:05,374 --> 01:19:08,075
he'd like to come
home with you.
983
01:19:11,713 --> 01:19:15,015
At home
you can't fight the idea
984
01:19:15,017 --> 01:19:17,184
of being naked together.
985
01:19:17,186 --> 01:19:19,887
He crawls all over you.
986
01:19:19,889 --> 01:19:24,058
- You get an erection.
- Won't you please stop?
987
01:19:24,060 --> 01:19:27,728
He lies on his stomach.
988
01:19:27,730 --> 01:19:29,864
You pull down his pants.
989
01:19:30,866 --> 01:19:32,266
I'll pay!
990
01:19:39,307 --> 01:19:41,475
( Sobbing )
991
01:20:05,100 --> 01:20:06,567
You did what?
992
01:20:07,502 --> 01:20:09,170
I gave him a blowjob.
993
01:20:09,172 --> 01:20:11,205
Why? That pig?!
994
01:20:11,207 --> 01:20:14,008
- I took pity on him.
- Pity?
995
01:20:14,010 --> 01:20:17,344
Yes. I had just
destroyed his life.
996
01:20:17,346 --> 01:20:20,247
Nobody knew his secret,
997
01:20:20,249 --> 01:20:22,483
most probably not even himself.
998
01:20:23,952 --> 01:20:25,553
He sat there with the shame.
999
01:20:27,155 --> 01:20:30,057
I suppose I sucked him offas a kind of apology.
1000
01:20:30,059 --> 01:20:31,325
That's unbelievable.
1001
01:20:32,460 --> 01:20:34,328
No, listen to me. This is a man
1002
01:20:34,330 --> 01:20:37,798
who'd succeeded
in repressing his own desire,
1003
01:20:37,800 --> 01:20:40,167
who had never beforegiven into it
1004
01:20:40,169 --> 01:20:43,003
right up until I forced it out.
1005
01:20:43,005 --> 01:20:45,406
He had lived a life
full of denial
1006
01:20:45,408 --> 01:20:47,808
and had never hurt a soul.
1007
01:20:47,810 --> 01:20:49,543
I think that's laudable.
1008
01:20:51,079 --> 01:20:52,513
No matter how hard I try,
1009
01:20:52,515 --> 01:20:55,049
I can't find anything
laudable in pedophilia.
1010
01:20:55,051 --> 01:20:56,784
That's because you think about
1011
01:20:56,786 --> 01:21:00,187
the perhaps 5%
who actually hurt children.
1012
01:21:00,189 --> 01:21:02,790
The remaining 95%
1013
01:21:02,792 --> 01:21:05,793
never live out their fantasies.
1014
01:21:05,795 --> 01:21:08,395
Think about their suffering.
1015
01:21:08,397 --> 01:21:11,198
Sexuality isthe strongest force
1016
01:21:11,200 --> 01:21:13,067
in human beings.
1017
01:21:13,069 --> 01:21:15,903
To be bornwith a forbidden sexuality
1018
01:21:15,905 --> 01:21:17,638
must be agonizing.
1019
01:21:19,074 --> 01:21:21,575
The pedophile who manages
to get through life
1020
01:21:21,577 --> 01:21:24,245
with the shame of his desire
1021
01:21:24,247 --> 01:21:28,182
while never acting on it
deserves a bloody medal.
1022
01:21:33,255 --> 01:21:35,990
But there was another
reason for my sympathy,
1023
01:21:35,992 --> 01:21:38,292
which you find so mysterious.
1024
01:21:40,996 --> 01:21:44,098
I saw a man who was carryingthe same cross as myself.
1025
01:21:47,235 --> 01:21:49,303
Loneliness.
1026
01:21:52,340 --> 01:21:55,109
We were both sexual outcasts.
1027
01:22:04,052 --> 01:22:06,553
In any case, some years passed,
1028
01:22:06,555 --> 01:22:08,389
during which my business grew,
1029
01:22:08,391 --> 01:22:11,926
enabling me to step upmy anonymous deposits
1030
01:22:11,928 --> 01:22:13,494
to marcel.
1031
01:22:14,863 --> 01:22:17,598
Your business is doing great...
1032
01:22:19,334 --> 01:22:22,436
You complete all the jobs
I give you to perfection
1033
01:22:22,438 --> 01:22:25,339
and I hear only words of praisefrom your other clients.
1034
01:22:25,341 --> 01:22:27,308
But...
1035
01:22:27,310 --> 01:22:30,144
- But what?
- ...We aren't getting any younger.
1036
01:22:30,146 --> 01:22:32,980
Oh. No, that's for sure.
1037
01:22:32,982 --> 01:22:35,516
I think you're getting
to that age
1038
01:22:35,518 --> 01:22:38,385
where you have to start
thinking about a successor.
1039
01:22:38,387 --> 01:22:40,421
Ohhh.
1040
01:22:40,423 --> 01:22:42,723
- I don't need a fucking successor.
- Listen.
1041
01:22:44,125 --> 01:22:47,328
A person should take
their crime seriously.
1042
01:22:47,330 --> 01:22:49,930
You need someone
1043
01:22:49,932 --> 01:22:52,299
to be your right hand,
someone to help you.
1044
01:22:52,301 --> 01:22:54,601
A crown princess.
1045
01:22:56,571 --> 01:22:59,106
The normal process
1046
01:22:59,108 --> 01:23:01,275
is to find out what colleagues
1047
01:23:01,277 --> 01:23:03,677
are in prison
or are drug addicts,
1048
01:23:03,679 --> 01:23:05,913
and thereby unable to fulfill
1049
01:23:05,915 --> 01:23:07,481
their roles as parents.
1050
01:23:09,184 --> 01:23:12,453
Then you find out wheretheir kids play football...
1051
01:23:13,655 --> 01:23:15,556
And you get involved.
1052
01:23:15,558 --> 01:23:17,591
You cheer them onfor a couple of years
1053
01:23:17,593 --> 01:23:20,494
no matter how bad they are.
Actually, the worse, the better.
1054
01:23:20,496 --> 01:23:22,563
That way
1055
01:23:22,565 --> 01:23:25,466
gradually you take on
the role of the parent
1056
01:23:25,468 --> 01:23:27,601
until in the end
1057
01:23:27,603 --> 01:23:31,305
you have a loyal helper that
will walk through fire for you.
1058
01:23:32,707 --> 01:23:34,475
Even do time for you.
1059
01:23:38,680 --> 01:23:40,280
It sounds like a...
1060
01:23:40,282 --> 01:23:43,050
Kind of an entrapment
you're suggesting.
1061
01:23:43,052 --> 01:23:46,220
- An unsavory entrapment.
- Call it what you want,
1062
01:23:46,222 --> 01:23:48,622
but if you believe at all
1063
01:23:48,624 --> 01:23:50,724
in the effects
of good parenting,
1064
01:23:50,726 --> 01:23:53,260
that kid will have
much greater opportunities
1065
01:23:53,262 --> 01:23:55,496
with you as a mentor
than without.
1066
01:23:56,998 --> 01:23:59,066
And since I like you,
1067
01:23:59,068 --> 01:24:02,302
I've been looking aroundfor a suitable subject.
1068
01:24:02,304 --> 01:24:05,272
She's 15 years old
1069
01:24:05,274 --> 01:24:08,375
from a family
of hardened criminals,
1070
01:24:08,377 --> 01:24:10,677
and she's been through a lot.
1071
01:24:10,679 --> 01:24:13,580
Last couple of yearsshe's been institutionalized.
1072
01:24:13,582 --> 01:24:17,051
Her father is in prison and her
mother died of an overdose.
1073
01:24:17,053 --> 01:24:18,619
She's a smart girl.
1074
01:24:18,621 --> 01:24:20,754
And althoughshe doesn't play football,
1075
01:24:20,756 --> 01:24:23,323
she does play basketball...
very badly.
1076
01:24:24,559 --> 01:24:27,294
She's chosen a team sport
1077
01:24:27,296 --> 01:24:29,296
because she's lonely.
1078
01:24:30,498 --> 01:24:33,000
I saved the best part for last:
1079
01:24:33,002 --> 01:24:36,303
Her right ear isslightly deformed...
1080
01:24:37,472 --> 01:24:40,441
Which she's very ashamed of,
1081
01:24:40,443 --> 01:24:43,510
and of course this serves
to isolate her even more.
1082
01:24:43,512 --> 01:24:45,446
It makes her an easy target
1083
01:24:45,448 --> 01:24:48,615
for even the slightestbit of attention
1084
01:24:48,617 --> 01:24:52,386
or sign of empathy from you.
1085
01:24:56,758 --> 01:24:59,026
Joe's voice:
Despite my protests,
1086
01:24:59,028 --> 01:25:00,694
the clever I somehow talked me
1087
01:25:00,696 --> 01:25:02,563
into actually havinga look at p.
1088
01:25:02,565 --> 01:25:05,099
( Cheering )
1089
01:25:05,101 --> 01:25:08,102
The longer I watched the poor
girl with the deformed ear,
1090
01:25:08,104 --> 01:25:11,238
the more repulsiveI found the whole plan.
1091
01:25:12,807 --> 01:25:14,675
- ( Shouts )
- ( Applause )
1092
01:25:38,600 --> 01:25:41,168
Joe's voice: But as if
I had foreseen this,
1093
01:25:41,170 --> 01:25:45,139
the meeting with p filled mewith pity and emotion.
1094
01:25:46,541 --> 01:25:48,609
And without wanting to,
1095
01:25:48,611 --> 01:25:51,478
I found myself,weekend after weekend,
1096
01:25:51,480 --> 01:25:55,182
at her gamessupporting the poor player.
1097
01:26:10,698 --> 01:26:12,366
Thanks for cheering me on.
1098
01:26:12,368 --> 01:26:13,901
You're welcome.
1099
01:26:15,270 --> 01:26:17,271
You played really well today.
1100
01:26:19,307 --> 01:26:22,176
- No, I didn't.
- You did.
1101
01:26:22,178 --> 01:26:24,545
You really improved
yourself lately.
1102
01:26:27,882 --> 01:26:30,284
Joe's voice:
I was proud to introduce p
1103
01:26:30,286 --> 01:26:32,452
to my father's passion...
1104
01:26:32,454 --> 01:26:34,221
And to his world.
1105
01:26:38,693 --> 01:26:40,394
It's actually...
1106
01:26:42,263 --> 01:26:43,830
The souls of the trees
1107
01:26:43,832 --> 01:26:45,766
that we see in the winter.
1108
01:26:52,774 --> 01:26:54,775
I think they look
like human souls.
1109
01:26:59,247 --> 01:27:00,881
You're right.
1110
01:27:00,883 --> 01:27:03,884
They do look like human souls.
1111
01:27:05,253 --> 01:27:06,920
Twisted souls,
1112
01:27:06,922 --> 01:27:09,289
regular souls, crazy souls.
1113
01:27:10,825 --> 01:27:13,594
All depending on the kind
of lives human beings lead.
1114
01:27:18,766 --> 01:27:20,467
I found my tree,
1115
01:27:20,469 --> 01:27:22,569
my soul tree.
1116
01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:27,274
This is my tree.
1117
01:27:30,812 --> 01:27:32,946
Young Joe:
It's not an ash tree.
1118
01:27:32,948 --> 01:27:34,781
Father: No, it's an oak tree.
1119
01:27:41,522 --> 01:27:42,956
( Chuckles )
1120
01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:48,395
My father found his soul tree,
1121
01:27:48,397 --> 01:27:50,731
but I've...
I've never found mine.
1122
01:27:52,200 --> 01:27:54,368
"You will know it
when you see it,"
1123
01:27:54,370 --> 01:27:56,536
that's what he said.
1124
01:28:02,410 --> 01:28:04,478
Joe's voice: When p reached
the age of majority
1125
01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,980
and I becameher personal advisor,
1126
01:28:06,982 --> 01:28:09,583
I asked her to move in with me.
1127
01:28:16,457 --> 01:28:18,292
I've never seen you
with your hair up.
1128
01:28:19,227 --> 01:28:21,328
It's so pretty.
1129
01:28:31,506 --> 01:28:33,740
( Breathing heavily )
1130
01:28:33,742 --> 01:28:37,010
Joe's voice: All this time all
my sexual activity had stopped.
1131
01:28:37,012 --> 01:28:40,580
My groin was one big sorefrom my abuse
1132
01:28:40,582 --> 01:28:42,416
that wouldn't heal
1133
01:28:42,418 --> 01:28:44,785
and madeeven masturbation impossible.
1134
01:28:49,390 --> 01:28:52,426
I experienced definiteabstinence symptoms:
1135
01:28:52,428 --> 01:28:54,494
Fever and cramps.
1136
01:28:55,430 --> 01:28:56,897
( Moans )
1137
01:29:00,601 --> 01:29:02,669
( Glass shatters )
1138
01:29:02,671 --> 01:29:04,671
( Breathing heavily )
1139
01:29:08,976 --> 01:29:10,544
Joe, what's going on?
1140
01:29:12,980 --> 01:29:15,749
- Joe: Careful.
- We need to clear this up.
1141
01:29:25,426 --> 01:29:27,427
( Whispers )
I just get this sometimes.
1142
01:29:30,998 --> 01:29:32,632
It's okay, it's okay.
1143
01:29:34,001 --> 01:29:36,002
Seligman:
Perhaps she really loved you.
1144
01:29:37,739 --> 01:29:39,773
I couldn't accept it.
1145
01:29:39,775 --> 01:29:42,976
Perhaps because you really
wanted it to be true.
1146
01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:47,547
Perhaps I hoped it.
1147
01:29:47,549 --> 01:29:49,983
It's very touching,all this about p.
1148
01:29:52,787 --> 01:29:55,455
Then you've probably
misunderstood the whole thing.
1149
01:29:56,391 --> 01:29:57,657
( Pills rattle )
1150
01:30:24,419 --> 01:30:26,052
Don't.
1151
01:30:27,622 --> 01:30:28,955
I wanna see you.
1152
01:30:28,957 --> 01:30:30,857
- Don't.
- Why?
1153
01:30:30,859 --> 01:30:32,626
- Please don't.
- Why not?
1154
01:30:32,628 --> 01:30:35,695
No. No, I have a wound.
1155
01:30:35,697 --> 01:30:38,031
- I have a wound.
- It doesn't matter.
1156
01:30:38,033 --> 01:30:39,900
No, you don't understand.
1157
01:30:39,902 --> 01:30:42,602
I have that thing with my ear.
1158
01:30:42,604 --> 01:30:44,538
I'm so ashamed.
1159
01:31:22,410 --> 01:31:24,077
D'you like me?
1160
01:31:28,082 --> 01:31:29,816
You're so beautiful.
1161
01:32:29,544 --> 01:32:31,578
( Sobbing )
1162
01:32:47,962 --> 01:32:50,130
( Train passing )
1163
01:33:00,675 --> 01:33:02,742
There's one thing
I don't understand.
1164
01:33:04,512 --> 01:33:06,713
Did she know what
you did for a living?
1165
01:33:07,848 --> 01:33:09,783
P was very discreet
1166
01:33:09,785 --> 01:33:12,052
and a girl of few words.
1167
01:33:13,554 --> 01:33:16,189
Oddly, although
I worked strange hours,
1168
01:33:16,191 --> 01:33:18,658
she never asked about my work.
1169
01:33:20,294 --> 01:33:22,162
But one day she had a question.
1170
01:33:24,198 --> 01:33:26,166
Joe?
1171
01:33:31,105 --> 01:33:34,240
Why did you start coming
to my basketball matches?
1172
01:33:36,944 --> 01:33:39,045
It wasn't a coincidence,
was it?
1173
01:33:45,553 --> 01:33:47,687
No, it wasn't a coincidence.
1174
01:33:51,926 --> 01:33:54,194
I didn't tell you because I...
1175
01:33:55,563 --> 01:33:57,864
I thought you'd be upset...
1176
01:33:59,200 --> 01:34:01,635
And that you'd get angry at me.
1177
01:34:02,570 --> 01:34:04,337
I won't get angry.
1178
01:34:09,110 --> 01:34:11,177
What I do...
1179
01:34:13,247 --> 01:34:15,582
My job isn't a normal job.
1180
01:34:15,584 --> 01:34:17,784
It's not legal.
1181
01:34:17,786 --> 01:34:20,654
No one in my family
does anything legal.
1182
01:34:26,694 --> 01:34:28,895
A man that's helped mein my business
1183
01:34:28,897 --> 01:34:30,530
suggested that I watched you.
1184
01:34:33,968 --> 01:34:35,869
The plan was that I...
1185
01:34:35,871 --> 01:34:38,371
I should look at you
1186
01:34:38,373 --> 01:34:40,907
to see whether one day
1187
01:34:40,909 --> 01:34:42,409
I could use you in my work.
1188
01:34:43,377 --> 01:34:45,679
I should make friends with you,
1189
01:34:45,681 --> 01:34:49,149
because I knew you didn't
have a mother or a father.
1190
01:34:49,151 --> 01:34:50,817
What's wrong with that?
1191
01:34:51,986 --> 01:34:54,754
Don't you see
how evil that plan was?
1192
01:34:54,756 --> 01:34:57,090
I felt terrible.
1193
01:34:57,092 --> 01:34:59,092
You shouldn't have.
1194
01:34:59,094 --> 01:35:00,960
Why not?
1195
01:35:03,698 --> 01:35:06,032
Because if you hadn't...
1196
01:35:07,968 --> 01:35:09,769
We'd never have met.
1197
01:35:15,409 --> 01:35:18,144
I'd like to go with you to work
1198
01:35:18,146 --> 01:35:20,346
- next time.
- No.
1199
01:35:29,390 --> 01:35:31,725
Will you think about it?
1200
01:35:31,727 --> 01:35:33,693
- No.
- Yes.
1201
01:35:33,695 --> 01:35:34,861
( Laughs ) No.
1202
01:35:34,863 --> 01:35:37,664
She didn't take no
for an answer.
1203
01:35:37,666 --> 01:35:39,699
No, of course not.
1204
01:35:39,701 --> 01:35:43,136
How do you keep a wave
upon the sand?
1205
01:35:46,173 --> 01:35:49,142
With the risk of being
too clever for myself,
1206
01:35:49,144 --> 01:35:51,745
social inheritance
1207
01:35:51,747 --> 01:35:54,147
is an irrefutable fact.
1208
01:35:54,149 --> 01:35:57,383
If anyone knew about
the laws of the street,
1209
01:35:57,385 --> 01:35:59,085
it must've been p.
1210
01:36:01,222 --> 01:36:03,490
You're more right
than you know.
1211
01:36:05,693 --> 01:36:07,927
- ( Man yelling )
- Let's shoot the fucker.
1212
01:36:08,996 --> 01:36:10,964
Stop! Stop!
1213
01:36:15,402 --> 01:36:17,270
We don't use firearms.
1214
01:36:19,006 --> 01:36:22,976
- I'd like to have the gun.
- The others have weapons too.
1215
01:36:23,944 --> 01:36:25,912
Well, I didn't know that.
1216
01:36:25,914 --> 01:36:28,047
But in any case,
you're not to have one.
1217
01:36:28,049 --> 01:36:30,383
But guns aren't dangerous.
1218
01:36:30,385 --> 01:36:33,186
It depends on how you use them.
1219
01:36:33,188 --> 01:36:34,888
Yes, exactly.
1220
01:36:34,890 --> 01:36:36,823
I wasn't going to shoot him.
1221
01:36:36,825 --> 01:36:39,959
We wouldn't have gotten any
money out of him that way.
1222
01:36:39,961 --> 01:36:41,427
Can I have the gun?
1223
01:36:45,966 --> 01:36:47,901
Thank you.
1224
01:37:07,955 --> 01:37:09,289
You're evil.
1225
01:37:14,328 --> 01:37:17,864
Joe's voice: And now I'm afraid
one of those coincidences
1226
01:37:17,866 --> 01:37:19,365
you have such a hard time with
1227
01:37:19,367 --> 01:37:22,135
occurredwith a very special person.
1228
01:37:24,038 --> 01:37:26,906
It was p's job to take usto the debtors,
1229
01:37:26,908 --> 01:37:29,075
so until I sawthe name on the door,
1230
01:37:29,077 --> 01:37:31,611
I had no ideawhose house we were at.
1231
01:37:35,916 --> 01:37:37,951
Are you sure this is
the right place?
1232
01:37:37,953 --> 01:37:39,352
P: Yeah.
1233
01:37:46,160 --> 01:37:48,328
I was thinking maybe it's time
1234
01:37:48,330 --> 01:37:51,931
for you to do
this one on your own.
1235
01:37:51,933 --> 01:37:53,466
Yeah?
1236
01:37:55,502 --> 01:37:56,870
Thank you, Joe.
1237
01:37:56,872 --> 01:37:59,072
I don't want anything destroyed
1238
01:37:59,074 --> 01:38:01,274
and I don't want anybody hurt.
1239
01:38:01,276 --> 01:38:04,244
Okay? You just show yourself
1240
01:38:04,246 --> 01:38:07,146
and offer him
a reasonable payment plan.
1241
01:38:08,148 --> 01:38:10,116
If you say so.
1242
01:38:10,118 --> 01:38:11,651
Of course that's how
I'll do it.
1243
01:38:19,827 --> 01:38:21,928
( Doorbell rings )
1244
01:38:27,167 --> 01:38:29,602
Joe's voice: Whether the feeling
when I saw Jerome again
1245
01:38:29,604 --> 01:38:31,404
was love, I couldn't say.
1246
01:38:34,475 --> 01:38:36,509
But it was a feeling,
1247
01:38:36,511 --> 01:38:39,345
and far stronger than I liked.
1248
01:38:51,358 --> 01:38:54,160
I was actually walking homethrough the alley here.
1249
01:38:55,596 --> 01:38:58,264
No two neighborhoodsare totally different
1250
01:38:58,266 --> 01:39:00,366
but still so close together
1251
01:39:00,368 --> 01:39:02,635
that the shortest routefrom Jerome's house
1252
01:39:02,637 --> 01:39:05,471
towards the centerwas through the alley.
1253
01:39:08,075 --> 01:39:10,076
( Rustling )
1254
01:39:10,078 --> 01:39:12,612
( Door closes )
1255
01:39:12,614 --> 01:39:14,881
Hello!
1256
01:39:14,883 --> 01:39:16,883
How did it go?
1257
01:39:16,885 --> 01:39:18,985
Brilliant.
1258
01:39:18,987 --> 01:39:20,586
Yeah, really well.
1259
01:39:22,222 --> 01:39:25,024
I made a reasonable payment
plan like you told me to.
1260
01:39:25,026 --> 01:39:26,526
How did he look?
1261
01:39:27,895 --> 01:39:29,963
Scared.
1262
01:39:29,965 --> 01:39:32,498
How old did he look?
1263
01:39:32,500 --> 01:39:34,434
- ( Unzipping )
- I dunno.
1264
01:39:34,436 --> 01:39:36,002
Ancient?
1265
01:39:50,317 --> 01:39:51,751
( Laughs )
1266
01:39:55,389 --> 01:39:59,625
Joe's voice: Jerome was to pay
off his debt in six payments.
1267
01:39:59,627 --> 01:40:02,528
Every time p wentto Jerome to collect,
1268
01:40:02,530 --> 01:40:04,664
I paced around restlessly
1269
01:40:04,666 --> 01:40:07,033
until she was back home again.
1270
01:40:09,236 --> 01:40:13,006
I even had to find my mother'ssad old solitaire cards
1271
01:40:13,008 --> 01:40:15,641
in order to makethe hours pass.
1272
01:40:23,350 --> 01:40:26,319
Each night I was less
reassured by her coming home
1273
01:40:26,321 --> 01:40:28,154
than the night before.
1274
01:40:28,156 --> 01:40:31,557
The question of whetherjealousy is the fear of sharing
1275
01:40:31,559 --> 01:40:34,961
or the fear of losingwas of little interest to me.
1276
01:40:34,963 --> 01:40:37,230
But yes, it was a fact
1277
01:40:37,232 --> 01:40:41,100
that this unworthy feeling I had
managed to suppress for so long
1278
01:40:41,102 --> 01:40:43,136
was creeping up on me.
1279
01:40:46,340 --> 01:40:49,075
The evening she wasto collect the final payment
1280
01:40:49,077 --> 01:40:50,977
she didn't kiss me.
1281
01:40:50,979 --> 01:40:53,346
I took it to be forgetfulness,
1282
01:40:53,348 --> 01:40:56,783
but the hours passedand she didn't return.
1283
01:41:04,658 --> 01:41:07,026
Every time I saw car lights,
1284
01:41:07,028 --> 01:41:09,462
I thought it was pbeing driven home.
1285
01:41:17,404 --> 01:41:19,472
( Crickets chirping )
1286
01:41:29,049 --> 01:41:31,250
( Soft snoring )
1287
01:42:11,792 --> 01:42:14,560
Joe's voice:
I had decided to flee.
1288
01:42:14,562 --> 01:42:18,164
I couldn't stay in this townwith her and him.
1289
01:42:19,766 --> 01:42:23,136
I had cowardly made a planto escape and head South,
1290
01:42:23,138 --> 01:42:26,472
like from some ice ageI didn't have the guts
1291
01:42:26,474 --> 01:42:29,142
to turn around and face.
1292
01:42:29,144 --> 01:42:33,446
But the goodbye was sadand strangely unfulfilling.
1293
01:42:33,448 --> 01:42:35,648
And something called me on
1294
01:42:35,650 --> 01:42:37,850
to seek further upthe Mountain.
1295
01:43:52,359 --> 01:43:55,494
It's said to be difficult
to take someone's life.
1296
01:43:55,496 --> 01:43:59,498
I would've said thatit's more difficult not to.
1297
01:44:00,867 --> 01:44:02,535
For a human being,
1298
01:44:02,537 --> 01:44:04,971
killing is the most
natural thing in the world.
1299
01:44:06,273 --> 01:44:08,541
We're created for it.
1300
01:44:10,510 --> 01:44:12,545
Wonderful.
1301
01:44:44,278 --> 01:44:45,978
( Jerome laughs )
1302
01:44:58,325 --> 01:45:00,693
( Groaning )
1303
01:45:03,330 --> 01:45:04,530
Jerome: No, get off!
1304
01:45:04,532 --> 01:45:07,366
- ( P yelps )
- ( Laughs ) Sorry.
1305
01:45:07,368 --> 01:45:09,068
- ( Jerome sighs )
- ( Laughs )
1306
01:45:14,408 --> 01:45:16,542
Fireman's grip.
1307
01:45:17,678 --> 01:45:20,313
( Both grunt )
1308
01:45:23,950 --> 01:45:26,085
- ( P moans )- ( Mutters )
1309
01:46:29,950 --> 01:46:32,017
( Ragged breathing )
1310
01:46:59,713 --> 01:47:02,081
- ( Blows thudding )
- ( Joe whimpers )
1311
01:47:35,048 --> 01:47:37,016
- ( Moans )
- ( Panting )
1312
01:47:37,018 --> 01:47:39,785
Oh. Oh yeah.
1313
01:47:53,700 --> 01:47:55,067
( Whispering )
1314
01:47:59,806 --> 01:48:01,740
( Spits )
1315
01:48:01,742 --> 01:48:03,909
( Both groaning )
1316
01:49:08,174 --> 01:49:11,577
Fill all my holes please.
1317
01:49:32,766 --> 01:49:35,634
I still don't know why
the gun didn't work.
1318
01:49:35,636 --> 01:49:37,169
I did check to make sure
1319
01:49:37,171 --> 01:49:39,204
that there were bulletsin the magazine.
1320
01:49:40,507 --> 01:49:42,675
It simply malfunctioned,
1321
01:49:42,677 --> 01:49:45,878
just like bond's beretta.
1322
01:49:45,880 --> 01:49:47,913
I think I know enoughto say that
1323
01:49:47,915 --> 01:49:51,150
even if you had rounds in the
magazine of the walther p.P.K.,
1324
01:49:51,152 --> 01:49:53,586
and you'd taken off
the safety...
1325
01:49:54,854 --> 01:49:57,823
You cannot shoot
until you rack the gun.
1326
01:49:57,825 --> 01:50:01,994
You pull and release
the sliding mechanism.
1327
01:50:03,630 --> 01:50:05,931
And p hadn't done it
because, as she said,
1328
01:50:05,933 --> 01:50:08,601
she had no intention
of shooting the man.
1329
01:50:10,670 --> 01:50:13,606
I don't know about bond, but I
assume it has to be apparent
1330
01:50:13,608 --> 01:50:15,874
from his books
and his films that
1331
01:50:15,876 --> 01:50:18,877
you have to rack
an automatic pistol.
1332
01:50:19,946 --> 01:50:22,214
Of course, you're right.
1333
01:50:23,783 --> 01:50:26,785
I've seen it in films
a thousand times.
1334
01:50:32,058 --> 01:50:33,292
It's morning.
1335
01:50:36,129 --> 01:50:37,830
And the snow is gone.
1336
01:50:37,832 --> 01:50:39,999
So the sun must be out?
1337
01:50:40,001 --> 01:50:42,301
Yes, there is sun.
1338
01:50:48,241 --> 01:50:51,010
I've never managed to figure
out where it comes from.
1339
01:50:52,646 --> 01:50:54,747
It must be some interplay
1340
01:50:54,749 --> 01:50:57,349
between windows
1341
01:50:57,351 --> 01:51:00,352
and towers and high buildings.
1342
01:51:03,890 --> 01:51:05,658
It's not much,
1343
01:51:05,660 --> 01:51:08,694
but it's the sun you get
here at my place.
1344
01:51:13,099 --> 01:51:14,667
It's beautiful.
1345
01:51:25,245 --> 01:51:27,746
Seligman's voice: In the
beginning you said that
1346
01:51:27,748 --> 01:51:30,949
your only sin was that you
asked more of the sunset.
1347
01:51:32,852 --> 01:51:34,820
Meaning, I suppose,
that you wanted
1348
01:51:34,822 --> 01:51:36,922
more from life
than was good for you.
1349
01:51:40,060 --> 01:51:42,961
You were a human beingdemanding your right.
1350
01:51:42,963 --> 01:51:45,698
And more than that,
1351
01:51:45,700 --> 01:51:48,834
you were a womandemanding her right.
1352
01:51:51,871 --> 01:51:54,173
Does that pardon everything?
1353
01:51:55,975 --> 01:51:57,676
Do you think if two men
1354
01:51:57,678 --> 01:52:00,012
would've walked down a
train looking for women,
1355
01:52:00,014 --> 01:52:03,215
do you think anybody would
have raised an eyebrow?
1356
01:52:04,651 --> 01:52:07,419
Or if a man had ledthe life you had?
1357
01:52:09,089 --> 01:52:11,857
And the story about Mrs. h
1358
01:52:11,859 --> 01:52:15,294
would've been extremely
banal if you'd been a man
1359
01:52:15,296 --> 01:52:18,197
and your conquest would
have been a woman.
1360
01:52:19,733 --> 01:52:22,201
When a man leaves his children
1361
01:52:22,203 --> 01:52:24,870
because of desire,
1362
01:52:24,872 --> 01:52:27,673
we accept it with a shrug,but you as a woman,
1363
01:52:27,675 --> 01:52:31,810
you had to take on a...a guilt, a burden of guilt
1364
01:52:31,812 --> 01:52:33,846
that could never be alleviated.
1365
01:52:37,350 --> 01:52:40,352
And all in all,all the blame and guilt
1366
01:52:40,354 --> 01:52:43,956
that piled up over the years
became too much for you,
1367
01:52:43,958 --> 01:52:47,426
you reacted aggressively... almost
like a man I have to say...
1368
01:52:47,428 --> 01:52:49,194
and you fought back.
1369
01:52:50,463 --> 01:52:52,998
You fought back against
the gender that had been
1370
01:52:53,000 --> 01:52:55,000
oppressing and mutilating
1371
01:52:55,002 --> 01:52:57,536
and killing you
and billions of women.
1372
01:52:59,806 --> 01:53:02,541
But I wanted to kill
a human being.
1373
01:53:05,979 --> 01:53:08,113
Seligman's voice:
But you didn't.
1374
01:53:10,016 --> 01:53:12,184
Joe: Because of a chance event.
1375
01:53:12,186 --> 01:53:15,053
You call it a chance event.
1376
01:53:16,122 --> 01:53:19,124
I call it
subconscious resistance.
1377
01:53:19,126 --> 01:53:21,960
On the surface
you wanted to kill,
1378
01:53:21,962 --> 01:53:25,097
but deep down you
celebrated human worth
1379
01:53:25,099 --> 01:53:27,866
and a veil of forgetfulness
1380
01:53:27,868 --> 01:53:31,170
draped itself over your
knowledge of how to rack a gun.
1381
01:53:32,105 --> 01:53:34,139
( Snorts )
1382
01:53:34,141 --> 01:53:38,310
Although all this sounds frighteningly
close to the cliches of our times...
1383
01:53:38,312 --> 01:53:40,145
( Chuckles )
1384
01:53:40,147 --> 01:53:41,980
and I'm predisposed
1385
01:53:41,982 --> 01:53:44,216
to knock holes
in your arguments...
1386
01:53:46,820 --> 01:53:48,754
I'm too tired.
1387
01:53:48,756 --> 01:53:50,823
Well, that's good.
1388
01:53:53,293 --> 01:53:55,394
Why don't you lay down?
1389
01:53:57,964 --> 01:54:00,132
Yes.
1390
01:54:11,110 --> 01:54:14,446
Let me just say
that telling my story
1391
01:54:14,448 --> 01:54:16,882
as you insisted...
1392
01:54:16,884 --> 01:54:19,251
or permitted...
1393
01:54:19,253 --> 01:54:21,954
has put me at ease.
1394
01:54:23,823 --> 01:54:26,158
At this moment
1395
01:54:26,160 --> 01:54:29,895
my addiction is
very clear to me...
1396
01:54:32,198 --> 01:54:34,499
And I've come to a decision.
1397
01:54:36,536 --> 01:54:40,405
Even thoughonly one in a million,
1398
01:54:40,407 --> 01:54:43,876
as my dubious therapist said,
1399
01:54:43,878 --> 01:54:45,878
succeed in...
1400
01:54:47,213 --> 01:54:50,382
Mentally, bodily...
1401
01:54:51,584 --> 01:54:54,219
And in her heart
1402
01:54:54,221 --> 01:54:58,323
of ridding herself
of her sexuality,
1403
01:54:58,325 --> 01:55:01,126
this is now my goal.
1404
01:55:02,428 --> 01:55:05,130
But is that a lifeworth living?
1405
01:55:07,967 --> 01:55:10,602
It's the only wayI can live it.
1406
01:55:14,841 --> 01:55:18,644
I will stand up
against all odds...
1407
01:55:23,182 --> 01:55:26,685
Just like a deformed tree
on a hill.
1408
01:55:34,494 --> 01:55:37,162
I will muster
1409
01:55:37,164 --> 01:55:39,531
all my stubbornness...
1410
01:55:42,602 --> 01:55:44,536
My strength...
1411
01:55:47,206 --> 01:55:49,574
My masculine aggression.
1412
01:55:52,011 --> 01:55:56,214
But most of allI want to say thanks
1413
01:55:56,216 --> 01:55:59,718
to my new,and maybe first friend.
1414
01:56:01,220 --> 01:56:03,355
Thank you, seligman...
1415
01:56:05,158 --> 01:56:09,328
Who perhaps is happy
when all is said and done.
1416
01:56:15,435 --> 01:56:18,236
I'm happy at any rate
1417
01:56:18,238 --> 01:56:21,239
that the shot didn't go off
1418
01:56:21,241 --> 01:56:23,475
and made me a murderer.
1419
01:56:29,148 --> 01:56:32,584
If I may,
I'd like to sleep now.
1420
01:56:36,422 --> 01:56:38,757
I'll make sure
you won't be disturbed.
1421
01:56:45,064 --> 01:56:47,199
( Footsteps )
1422
01:56:49,535 --> 01:56:51,370
Good night, Joe.
1423
01:56:52,372 --> 01:56:54,639
Good night, seligman.
1424
01:58:07,013 --> 01:58:10,315
( Breathing heavily )
1425
01:58:21,160 --> 01:58:22,661
No!
1426
01:58:23,763 --> 01:58:25,730
( Gun cocks )
1427
01:58:25,732 --> 01:58:28,567
Seligman: But you... you've
fucked thousands of men.
1428
01:58:28,569 --> 01:58:30,068
( Gunshot )
1429
01:58:30,070 --> 01:58:31,870
- ( Body thuds )- ( Clatters )
1430
01:58:33,172 --> 01:58:35,841
( Rustling )
1431
01:58:39,245 --> 01:58:41,113
( Zips )
1432
01:58:41,115 --> 01:58:44,549
- ( Shoes clatter )- ( Footsteps )
1433
01:58:47,153 --> 01:58:49,721
- ( Door closes )- ( Footsteps departing )
1434
01:59:02,201 --> 01:59:04,469
( Rock music playing )
1435
01:59:14,280 --> 01:59:16,281
♪ Hey, Joe ♪
1436
01:59:18,151 --> 01:59:21,653
♪ where are you goingwith that gun in your hand? ♪
1437
01:59:27,660 --> 01:59:30,328
♪ Hey, Joe ♪
1438
01:59:30,330 --> 01:59:35,400
♪ I said where are you goingwith that gun in your hand? ♪
1439
01:59:41,474 --> 01:59:43,808
♪ I'm going downto shoot my old lady ♪
1440
01:59:45,745 --> 01:59:49,681
♪ you know I caught her messingaround with another man ♪
1441
01:59:55,121 --> 01:59:58,290
♪ I'm going downto shoot my old lady ♪
1442
02:00:00,193 --> 02:00:03,962
♪ you know I caught her messingaround with another man ♪
1443
02:00:05,831 --> 02:00:07,966
♪ and that ain't too cool ♪
1444
02:00:10,203 --> 02:00:12,337
♪ hey, Joe ♪
1445
02:00:14,307 --> 02:00:16,841
♪ I heard you shotyour woman down ♪
1446
02:00:16,843 --> 02:00:19,544
♪ you shot her down now ♪
1447
02:00:23,449 --> 02:00:25,951
♪ hey, Joe ♪
1448
02:00:28,221 --> 02:00:30,889
♪ I heard you shotyour lady down ♪
1449
02:00:30,891 --> 02:00:34,292
♪ you shot her downto the ground ♪
1450
02:00:37,597 --> 02:00:40,265
♪ yes, I did, I shot her ♪
1451
02:00:41,801 --> 02:00:45,270
♪ you know I caught hermessing around town ♪
1452
02:00:51,277 --> 02:00:53,878
♪ yes, I did, I shot her ♪
1453
02:00:55,781 --> 02:01:00,185
♪ you know I caught my old ladymessing around town ♪
1454
02:01:00,187 --> 02:01:02,520
♪ and I gave her the gun ♪
1455
02:01:02,522 --> 02:01:04,856
♪ I shot her ♪
1456
02:01:32,518 --> 02:01:34,986
♪ hey, Joe ♪
1457
02:01:36,922 --> 02:01:40,058
♪ where you gonna go to now? ♪
1458
02:01:45,831 --> 02:01:48,500
♪ Hey, Joe ♪
1459
02:01:50,703 --> 02:01:53,772
♪ where you gonna go to now? ♪
1460
02:01:59,378 --> 02:02:01,846
♪ I'm going way down South ♪
1461
02:02:03,783 --> 02:02:06,851
♪ way down to Mexico way ♪
1462
02:02:12,758 --> 02:02:15,327
♪ I'm going way down South ♪
1463
02:02:16,962 --> 02:02:20,065
♪ way downwhere I can be free ♪
1464
02:02:24,937 --> 02:02:27,972
♪ ain't no hangman gonna ♪
1465
02:02:29,775 --> 02:02:33,111
♪ he ain't gonna puta rope around me ♪
1466
02:02:38,517 --> 02:02:41,119
♪ hey, Joe ♪
1467
02:02:42,855 --> 02:02:45,390
♪ you'd better run on down ♪
1468
02:02:46,325 --> 02:02:48,426
♪ good night. ♪
1469
02:02:51,697 --> 02:02:54,666
( Vocalizing )
1470
02:03:27,366 --> 02:03:32,003
( Music fades )
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