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Blood pressure. Have you got
a blood pressure monitor?
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No.
Buy one.
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You can get them in any pharmacy.
They're not too expensive.
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Note yours twice a day,
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and then I'll know
whether you have an issue or not.
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OK, next is physical activity.
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You are a non-smoker.
Mm.
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Do you exercise?
Mm.
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OK. Absolutely imperative.
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Apart from anything else,
it's a good mood enhancer,
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which'd be good for you.
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Oh, yeah. No hot baths.
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OK.
Or cold ones.
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OK.
Tepid is best.
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In general, moderation is key,
no extremes.
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Yes? Excellent.
Any questions so far?
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Er... yes, I was gonna ask,
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what do I do if I get
that pain again in my chest?
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The first thing you do, don't panic.
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We're gonna send you home
with a thing called a GTN spray.
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If that pain comes along,
two squirts under the tongue. Yes?
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Yes.
Lie down.
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Take a few deep breaths. Relax.
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Ah, OK.
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I'd like to think it'll go
in about five minutes.
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If it doesn't, call an ambulance.
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Well done.
SHE CHUCKLES
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OK.
Great.
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No, wait there now.
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Best till last. Sexual activity.
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There is an anxiety
around resuming sexual activity
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after a coronary incident because...
well, you know, all the excitement
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makes the heart go faster,
doesn't it?
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Mm.
But actually, Anna, in reality,
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the pressure on the heart
during sexual activity
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is definitely not as intense
as people think or feel.
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I mean, if you can climb up
two flights of stairs in one go
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or walk around the block
for half an hour,
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then there's no reason why
you shouldn't resume your sex life.
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OK.
In fact, it's recommended, Anna.
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Start slow.
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Make sure you don't have
a large meal before.
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No, no, no, I get it.
A light snack is best.
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Moderation.
Sure. Noted.
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Great.
Well, I think that's us, Anna.
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Anything else now before you go?
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Yes, about the, erm...
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Yes?
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..the activity.
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Physical activity, yeah. Crucial.
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No, the other one.
Sexual activity?
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Yes.
What about it?
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When you say it's recommended,
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er... let's say, I mean...
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I don't know,
if I hadn't done it in...
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..you know, maybe...
A few weeks?
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Yeah.
That's totally natural, Anna.
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Yeah, or let's say...
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months...
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or...
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..years.
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Is it still recommended?
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Absolutely.
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Even more so.
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Because after all...
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that could be the reason
why you're here.
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You think?
Yes.
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If, as is often the case,
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loneliness... is an issue,
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then, yeah,
it can be a decisive trigger.
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You can get a heart attack
from loneliness?
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Well, where do we feel
the loneliness...
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..in our bodies?
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Bingo.
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LAUGHTER
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What are you doing here?
I need to speak with you.
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Thought you'd quit.
Er... yeah.
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Er... no, I-I did, but, erm...
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Look, I'm sorry, I... I can't talk.
I'm on the way somewhere.
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Yeah, spinning, right?
Hey, Shell, wait.
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Yeah, OK, I'll walk you.
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PHONE BUZZES,
CHIMES
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Who are you texting?
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Seriously?
Look, why are you even here?
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Um... I've wrote you a letter.
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A letter? You?
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Yeah.
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You know I'm no good at talking,
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so it helps to explain things
by writing it down.
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What's to explain?
We've been through it.
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No, no, no, we haven't. We haven't.
Believe me, Shell, I swear.
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Well, just give it to me.
No, no! I wanna read it to you.
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Now?
Yeah.
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Yeah, cos if you read it
on your own,
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it's not gonna sound right.
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It won't take a minute. Please.
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Please, Shell.
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HE CLEARS THROAT
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"Shell.
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"Shelly Belly.
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"My Shell.
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"I don't know if I'll end up
giving you this letter,
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"but I have to write it.
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"I'm no good with words,
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"so I thought I would write down
what I'm feeling.
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"It's 2:15am, and I can't sleep.
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"I'm sat, crying my eyes out
in some shitty flat..."
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You see that smudge there?
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Cos I was crying.
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"In some shitty flat,
far away from you and the kids.
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"Can't work out
how the hell I sunk so low.
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"I left cos I thought
it would give us
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"the kick up the arse
that we needed.
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"But, man,
it did the total opposite.
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"You hit the roof,
and you were totally right,
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"and you know what it takes for me
to admit you're right.
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"My Shell Bells, my sweetheart,
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"I know it's only been a month,
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"but you've got no idea
what insights I got in that time.
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"I've totally changed.
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"I've realised how frickin' crazy
I am about you.
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"I need you like oxygen.
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"Without you, I'm half a person.
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"Literally, like,
they cut half of me off.
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"Give us a chance, Shell.
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"My one and only Shell. My baby.
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"Don't throw all these years
we had in the bin.
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"Don't dump me in the bin.
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"Don't throw the kids in the bin.
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"I mean,
you don't have to do anything.
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"I'll do everything.
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"You won't believe how much fun
we're gonna have.
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"We'll go on holidays,
we'll spend all the money.
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"No more Mr Tight Arse.
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"I'll help you out
with the kids a lot more.
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"I'll even go see a counsellor
like you always wanted me to.
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"I miss you like crazy.
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"I miss kissing you
and touching you,
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"and... and you know what else."
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"Shelley, I'm begging you.
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"Remember how crazy you were
about me?
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"I'm still all these things
you went mad for.
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"There's no way on Earth
we don't fit after 19 years. No way.
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"I'm sorry, baby. I'm so sorry.
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"I'm sorry, sorry, sorry,
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"sorry, sorry, sorry,
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"sorry, sorry, sorry,
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"sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry..."
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Look how many "sorries".
It goes all the way down.
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"Love you to infinity and back...
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"..times infinity.
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"Me."
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Shell?
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SHE SCOFFS
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THIS is why.
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Shelley? Shell!
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Shell?
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Shell? Wait.
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Shelley, let's talk.
SHE SCOFFS
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Sam, I have nothing new to say.
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I don't think I ever will.
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What, ever?
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Ever.
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We've said it all.
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"Said it all." That's a...
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Look at you.
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This is just so predictable.
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HE SCOFFS
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I-I knew you'd say this,
I-I knew it.
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I mean, how sad and predictable
are you?
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SHE GROANS
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Urgh!
Huh?
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You're like a robot.
You've got no feelings.
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Hm, yes, Sam.
That's it.
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Nothing touches you, right?
Shut up!
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That's your problem, you're a robot.
Ice!
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Oh, and there you go.
Yeah, there you go.
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What does that mean?
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Look, Sam! Just leave.
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Everything all right here?
Yeah, everything's fine.
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Oh, yeah, that's it, jog on.
That's it, run.
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You're pathetic!
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Pathetic!
Mate?
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Coward! Good riddance!
Mate?
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Mate, pack it in.
Sorry.
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She...
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I'm sorry.
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CLICK, MONITOR BEEPS
Oh.
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MONITOR WHIRS
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Oh.
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HE MUMBLES
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MAN: 'Gaze into the darkness
as if it was an open sky.
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'Become aware of the sound
of your breath,
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'and just receive whatever
appears to come on its own.'
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SHE CHUCKLES GENTLY
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Where was my invite?
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Must have got lost
in the post again, yeah.
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Oh, shit!
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'Just observe the rising
and falling sensation
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'that it creates in the body.'
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SHE SNORES
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Oh!
HE SNORTS
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Oh! Oh, please!
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Right.
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"Total rip-off merchants.
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"Don't care about their customers.
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"Beware.
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"AVOID!"
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Yeah.
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'Your belly...
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'your chest...
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'your shoulders...
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'..and anywhere else.'
KNOCK AT DOOR
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'Staying with that feeling,
that sensation.'
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Oh.
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'And remember,
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'just allowing the thoughts...'
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GUIDED MEDITATION
CONTINUES FAINTLY
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'..and gently coming back
to the breath again.'
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Hey.
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Hey.
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All right?
Yeah.
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You?
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Good, yeah.
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How are you doing?
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Yeah, better.
You look better.
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You do too.
HE CHUCKLES GENTLY
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How's your heart?
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Ah, beating.
BOTH CHUCKLE
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Um... listen, I went down
to the corner shop
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to get some stuff,
you know, snackage,
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and I thought maybe I should
bring you some too, you know,
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in case you're struggling
to get up and down the stairs.
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Sweets, and choccies, biccies.
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GUIDED MEDITATION
CONTINUES
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Sorry, are you with someone?
No, that's nothing.
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Oh, right, OK.
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Because, you know, I realise
I never thanked you
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for helping me out, you know.
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I was a bit out of it,
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and it's only just...
only just sunk in.
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Mm.
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You like sweets?
Yes.
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Jelly Babies, right?
Sometimes.
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Who doesn't?
HE CHUCKLES
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Yeah. I mean,
I've got salty stuff as well.
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I wasn't sure what you're allowed,
so...
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Oh. You know, crisps,
prawn crackers, you know...
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We could eat them together
if you want?
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Have a drink, you know?
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Watch a movie, just, er...
just stuff neighbours do.
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Cos, um... after all, I mean,
you and I would both be goners
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if you hadn't saved me
and I hadn't saved you.
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Mm.
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I got white there as well,
in case you don't do beer.
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Oh, sure.
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I mean, no pressure or anything.
I can... you know.
258
00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:54,560
No, come in.
259
00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:55,840
Yeah?
Yeah.
260
00:12:55,880 --> 00:12:57,360
All right.
261
00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:58,560
Yeah.
Thank you.
262
00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:00,680
Come in.
263
00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:02,480
MAN: 'You rub the sand...'
264
00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:03,720
Wow.
'..lightly...'
265
00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:05,760
Come in.
'..between your toes.
266
00:13:05,800 --> 00:13:08,200
'It's lovely.
267
00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:11,640
'You reach the water's edge.'
268
00:13:11,680 --> 00:13:14,520
Ah, shame. I was enjoying that.
269
00:13:14,560 --> 00:13:15,920
Ach!
270
00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:17,640
You got an opener?
Should do.
271
00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:28,840
Wow!
272
00:13:28,880 --> 00:13:31,080
Nice place.
Thanks, yeah.
273
00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:35,760
Oh, no, it's out of tune.
Yeah? You play?
274
00:13:35,800 --> 00:13:37,600
No, it was my mum's.
Ah.
275
00:13:37,640 --> 00:13:39,160
You?
276
00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:41,640
Me? No. Tone deaf.
SHE CHUCKLES
277
00:13:41,680 --> 00:13:43,680
But I do a belting
Champagne Supernova.
278
00:13:43,720 --> 00:13:45,880
SHE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY,
HE LAUGHS
279
00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:50,280
It's, er... so different
to my place.
280
00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:52,280
Oh, yes, thank... Well, yes.
281
00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:56,360
I tore down some walls
and moved things round a bit.
282
00:13:56,400 --> 00:13:58,160
My granny gave me some money.
283
00:13:58,200 --> 00:14:00,480
There's no way I would have been
able to buy this by myself.
284
00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:01,880
But, yeah.
285
00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:03,200
Cheers.
Cheers.
286
00:14:05,640 --> 00:14:07,400
Yeah, so I moved things around.
287
00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:12,160
The kitchen used to be in here,
actually.
288
00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:15,200
Now it's round the corner,
and that used to be a bedroom.
289
00:14:16,840 --> 00:14:20,600
Yeah. And the walls
were originally all brick.
290
00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:23,200
Felt like I was in a cave.
291
00:14:23,240 --> 00:14:24,960
Had to keep this column.
292
00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:27,440
It's load-bearing,
but I actually kinda like it.
293
00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:45,400
PIANO CLANGS
294
00:14:45,440 --> 00:14:47,280
It is out of tune.
295
00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:57,640
SHE GRUMBLES
296
00:14:57,680 --> 00:14:59,080
No.
297
00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:00,840
Are you OK?
Mm.
298
00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:02,640
Well, is it me?
No.
299
00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:05,200
Oh, fuck! Your heart?
300
00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:06,880
Mm.
Oh, shit!
301
00:15:06,920 --> 00:15:08,040
Should I call 999?
302
00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:09,400
No.
Are you sure?
303
00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:11,960
Right. Can you get my bag
from the kitchen, please?
304
00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,440
Your bag? Bag in the kitchen?
Yeah, sure.
305
00:15:14,480 --> 00:15:16,080
SHE WHIMPERS GENTLY
OK, coming right up.
306
00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:18,080
Just breathe, breathe!
307
00:15:21,800 --> 00:15:23,000
Here.
308
00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:26,440
SHE WHIMPERS
Here.
309
00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:27,720
SHE GASPS
310
00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,840
OK?
Mm.
311
00:15:35,040 --> 00:15:37,360
Mm.
312
00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:40,480
My doctor said
if I felt any pressure
313
00:15:40,520 --> 00:15:42,400
or anything that reminded me
of what happened,
314
00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:45,400
that I should, um...
lie still for five minutes.
315
00:15:45,440 --> 00:15:49,560
Oh, yeah. Yeah, shit.
Lie still there.
316
00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:51,560
Lie still for an hour. Huh!
317
00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:53,280
Thank you.
Yeah.
318
00:15:53,320 --> 00:15:55,080
I'm really sorry.
No.
319
00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:57,280
No, don't be silly. Come on.
Mm.
320
00:15:58,400 --> 00:16:00,360
It's not cos of me, is it?
No, no.
321
00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:01,800
Are you sure?
Yep. OK.
322
00:16:01,840 --> 00:16:03,680
OK. And you're all right?
323
00:16:03,720 --> 00:16:05,560
Yeah.
Oh, great.
324
00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:07,120
Oh, God! Whoo!
325
00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:09,920
You nearly gave me a heart attack.
HE GRUNTS
326
00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:12,400
HE CHUCKLES
327
00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:14,600
Are you sure I shouldn't call
an ambulance? No, no, no.
328
00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:16,320
Definitely not.
OK.
329
00:16:16,360 --> 00:16:18,480
OK, phew!
Just, er...
330
00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,520
Just breathe, you know. Breathe...
Yeah. Yeah.
331
00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:21,960
Breathe deeply.
332
00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:25,040
HE PUFFS
333
00:16:28,880 --> 00:16:31,000
I'm really sorry.
334
00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:33,920
Ah, come on, don't be silly.
335
00:16:36,240 --> 00:16:39,440
You just relax, just... just chill.
Mm.
336
00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:45,520
Better?
337
00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:48,320
Yep.
338
00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:50,560
No pain?
No.
339
00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:52,400
Good.
340
00:17:01,760 --> 00:17:04,480
You are lying on a cloud...
341
00:17:04,520 --> 00:17:06,440
floating in the air.
342
00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:11,280
And you feel like a magnet,
343
00:17:11,319 --> 00:17:16,920
a magnet for...
all the things that you love.
344
00:17:19,160 --> 00:17:21,960
Blue skies...
345
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:24,319
and beer and margaritas...
346
00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:28,400
..and more margaritas.
SHE CHUCKLES GENTLY
347
00:17:28,440 --> 00:17:34,400
And then you see a big, beautiful
white horse named Brian...
348
00:17:34,440 --> 00:17:37,840
galloping by, also on a cloud.
SHE LAUGHS
349
00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:39,720
HE CHUCKLES
350
00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:42,400
You turn to your side...
351
00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:45,360
Look to the side.
352
00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:48,080
Oh, my goodness.
353
00:17:48,120 --> 00:17:50,600
Who's that? It's a man.
354
00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:53,080
And he's hot.
SHE LAUGHS
355
00:17:53,120 --> 00:17:54,680
Oh, wow, he's so hot.
356
00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:57,880
All the hair, all over his mouth.
357
00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:02,320
And you quite fancy him.
358
00:18:02,360 --> 00:18:04,560
He asks, "Can I kiss you?"
359
00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:10,320
All right, can I? Like, for real?
360
00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:24,960
HE SNIFFLES
361
00:18:42,360 --> 00:18:44,160
Are you OK?
362
00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:49,040
Do you want me to leave you alone,
or...?
363
00:18:49,080 --> 00:18:51,280
HE SOBS GENTLY
364
00:18:56,680 --> 00:18:59,920
Hey... do you wanna talk about it?
365
00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:03,520
Come on.
366
00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:07,600
Was it that bad?
367
00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:09,400
No, please.
368
00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,480
What do you mean, "No, please?"
369
00:19:11,520 --> 00:19:13,040
I just wanna help you...
No, please.
370
00:19:13,080 --> 00:19:14,840
God!
Oh, shit!
371
00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:16,840
Oh, shit!
Oh, shit!
372
00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,680
Shit!
Oh, shit, I'm sorry!
373
00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:20,920
I didn't mean...
It was an accident!
374
00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:23,400
I didn't mean it. Oh, shit!
375
00:19:24,360 --> 00:19:26,960
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.
Oh, God.
376
00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:30,280
Oh! I am so sorry.
I wasn't thinking straight.
377
00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:31,920
My mind's all over the place.
378
00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:34,200
I don't even know
what I'm doing here.
379
00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:36,080
Please, you must understand.
380
00:19:36,120 --> 00:19:38,360
How did I get here?
How did I get here?
381
00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:40,520
You know, having sex with somebody
I don't even know
382
00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:41,920
without even really wanting to?
383
00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:44,600
I thought
this would make me feel good, but...
384
00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:46,400
it's made me feel so much worse.
385
00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:49,200
Look, I didn't...
I didn't think I loved her any more.
386
00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:51,120
For years, we were just over.
387
00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:55,080
No sex, no conversation, just dead.
A dead relationship, nothing.
388
00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:58,200
You know, do this, do that,
pick this one up, pick that one up.
389
00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:00,960
Around other people she's like
butter wouldn't melt, right?
390
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,800
Of course, that's the only thing
that matters to her, appearances.
391
00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:05,480
Looks at me
like I'm a fucking pot plant,
392
00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:07,120
but meanwhile I'm dying inside.
393
00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:08,920
I'm choking. I'm drowning.
394
00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:11,600
Even the sound of her breathing
is like, "Urgh!"
395
00:20:11,640 --> 00:20:13,880
Begging me, "Oh, please don't
leave us, Sam.
396
00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,440
"Please don't leave."
What are you crying for?
397
00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:17,720
You can't stand the sight of me,
398
00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:19,800
and then when I do go ahead
and leave, what do you do?
399
00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:23,080
You change the locks,
you won't let me see my kids.
400
00:20:23,120 --> 00:20:25,480
As if I would harm my kids!
Can you believe that?
401
00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:27,880
How can somebody be so spiteful?
402
00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:31,640
I know this. I know all this
about her and still...
403
00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:33,480
I miss her.
404
00:20:33,520 --> 00:20:35,080
I miss her, I love her.
405
00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,040
The thought of somebody else
even touching her.
406
00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:38,920
Tilt your head back,
tilt your head back. Oh.
407
00:20:38,960 --> 00:20:40,320
All the way back. That's it.
Oh.
408
00:20:42,720 --> 00:20:45,880
You need ice. Have you got any ice?
Yeah, in the kitchen.
409
00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,480
I'll be right back.
410
00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:54,120
Oh, shit!
411
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:00,240
There you go.
412
00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:03,000
That will stem the bleeding.
413
00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:05,160
There. That's it.
414
00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:08,280
Press.
Press hard.
415
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:11,560
How are you doing? You OK?
416
00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:16,080
I think I'm gonna go.
417
00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:21,520
I don't feel so good.
418
00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:22,880
I think it's for the best.
419
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,360
Yeah.
420
00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,320
Yeah, I think so too.
421
00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:39,640
Hey, I'm so sorry, I really am.
422
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,640
I didn't mean it, you know. OK.
423
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:44,840
Well, um... bye.
424
00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:54,160
DOOR OPENS,
CLOSES
425
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:55,200
SOFTLY: Oh, God.
426
00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:01,040
SHE GROANS
427
00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:04,480
Oh.
428
00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:06,000
Oh.
429
00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:15,560
Ah.
430
00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:17,040
SHE CHUCKLES GENTLY
431
00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:20,160
Oh.
432
00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:22,200
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