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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,030 --> 00:00:03,980 IT IS NOT THE HOMOSEXUAL WHO IS PERVERSE, BUT THE SOCIETY IN WHICH HE LIVES 2 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:07,830 A film by Rosa von Praunheim 3 00:00:11,510 --> 00:00:13,020 Are you from Berlin? 4 00:00:13,850 --> 00:00:16,210 No, it's my first time in Berlin. 5 00:00:16,450 --> 00:00:17,860 Do you like it here? 6 00:00:18,190 --> 00:00:20,150 It's too early to say. 7 00:00:20,930 --> 00:00:22,720 Do you already have a room? 8 00:00:22,930 --> 00:00:26,220 - I'm staying at a hotel. - Hotels aren't comfortable in the long run. 9 00:00:26,780 --> 00:00:29,110 When I travel, I prefer to stay with friends. 10 00:00:29,340 --> 00:00:31,880 And when they come to Berlin, they stay at my place. 11 00:00:36,980 --> 00:00:39,220 I have a small apartment, not far from here. 12 00:00:39,790 --> 00:00:42,110 Is it hard to find an apartment around here? 13 00:00:42,350 --> 00:00:45,640 I guess it's always hard if you don't know your way around. 14 00:00:46,150 --> 00:00:47,860 But I was lucky... 15 00:00:48,500 --> 00:00:50,590 Not like with other things. 16 00:00:51,170 --> 00:00:53,280 The truth is, I'm very lonely. 17 00:00:53,900 --> 00:00:56,770 I could walk forever, just talking to you. 18 00:00:57,350 --> 00:01:00,690 Being on your feet all day, you must be pretty tired by now. 19 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:02,950 I don't live far from here. 20 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:05,780 We could have a cup of coffee. 21 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:13,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 22 00:01:19,790 --> 00:01:23,800 You have such beautiful hands... such soft skin... 23 00:01:24,420 --> 00:01:27,010 At first I didn't have the courage to talk to you. 24 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,790 But when you looked deep into my eyes, 25 00:01:30,070 --> 00:01:33,000 so gently and tenderly, you encouraged me. 26 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:35,890 I'm so glad you came along. 27 00:01:36,630 --> 00:01:38,980 It's so nice to hold you in my arms. 28 00:01:39,940 --> 00:01:41,840 I'm often alone and lonely. 29 00:01:42,150 --> 00:01:45,040 You can't imagine how much I long for a true friend. 30 00:01:45,650 --> 00:01:49,080 But it's hard to find someone... sincere. 31 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:51,560 I like you, my boy. 32 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,840 I'm so glad we've met. 33 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,740 You seem so natural and honest. 34 00:01:56,860 --> 00:01:58,400 That's rare. 35 00:01:59,050 --> 00:02:01,410 Most guys are callous and phony. 36 00:02:01,930 --> 00:02:05,940 Speaking of love while already thinking about the next guy. 37 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:10,140 I've been let down many times, believe me... 38 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:14,580 But I never stopped looking for a true friend. 39 00:02:15,460 --> 00:02:17,650 Gays don't want to be gay. 40 00:02:18,210 --> 00:02:19,820 They don't want to be different. 41 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:24,950 They want to live as kitschy and bourgeois as the average citizen. 42 00:02:25,360 --> 00:02:27,820 They long for a home 43 00:02:28,180 --> 00:02:31,420 where they can live with an honest and faithful friend 44 00:02:31,670 --> 00:02:35,590 in a cohabiting relationship. 45 00:02:36,170 --> 00:02:40,550 The ideal partner has to be clean, honest, and natural. 46 00:02:41,110 --> 00:02:43,770 A pure, lively boy. 47 00:02:44,050 --> 00:02:47,700 Kind and playful... like a German shepard. 48 00:02:48,130 --> 00:02:53,630 Gays demand each other to be aesthetes, to care about their appearance. 49 00:02:53,930 --> 00:02:58,210 It makes them proud and distinguishes them from the rest. 50 00:02:58,570 --> 00:03:02,770 Condemned as sick and inferior by the bourgeoisie, 51 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:06,110 they try to be even more like them, 52 00:03:06,450 --> 00:03:08,600 in order to wear away their feeling of guilt 53 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:11,600 with an excessive amount of middle-class virtues. 54 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:15,910 They're politically passive and conservative, 55 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:19,950 in gratitude for not being beaten to death. 56 00:03:20,340 --> 00:03:27,090 It's not the homosexual who is perverse, but the situation in which he lives. 57 00:03:27,210 --> 00:03:29,630 Gays are ashamed of their nature. 58 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:35,650 For centuries, christian upbringing has taught them they're nothing but pigs. 59 00:03:35,770 --> 00:03:39,860 Hence, they escape this dreadful reality 60 00:03:40,340 --> 00:03:43,760 into a romantic world of kitsch and ideals. 61 00:03:44,310 --> 00:03:47,170 They have glossy dreams 62 00:03:47,290 --> 00:03:54,120 about someone who'll help them escape their daily hardships 63 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:58,060 into a world of love and romance. 64 00:03:58,970 --> 00:04:00,860 A homosexual relationship, 65 00:04:01,210 --> 00:04:04,180 as much as both partners want it, 66 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:06,590 is doomed to fail. 67 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:11,590 They hide like criminals, forced to start their relationships 68 00:04:12,130 --> 00:04:15,280 by having sex without foreplay. 69 00:04:15,590 --> 00:04:20,800 Pure sex ignores the partner's individual needs. 70 00:04:21,620 --> 00:04:24,890 It merely serves as an object of one's own lust. 71 00:04:25,140 --> 00:04:29,300 With a bit of luck, this condition is mutual. 72 00:04:30,170 --> 00:04:36,240 But it's not enough to establish a satisfying relationship between two people. 73 00:04:41,610 --> 00:04:44,770 Clemens desires Daniel and his boyish body, 74 00:04:45,470 --> 00:04:48,530 which, in Clemens' eyes, pleasantly differs through it's firmness 75 00:04:49,070 --> 00:04:51,910 from the soft curves of a woman. 76 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:57,140 As long as he can remember, he's always been attracted to men. 77 00:04:57,870 --> 00:05:00,760 He loves Daniel's boyish, shy behavior 78 00:05:01,450 --> 00:05:03,200 and his unspoilt nature. 79 00:05:04,900 --> 00:05:07,930 Daniel struggles with a feeling of sin, 80 00:05:08,460 --> 00:05:12,200 which, caused by his strict upbringing, lies heavily upon him. 81 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,470 He won't dare to look at Clemens... 82 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:17,640 because he likes him a lot... 83 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:19,930 which confuses him... 84 00:05:21,490 --> 00:05:23,790 and he doesn't even know why. 85 00:05:25,420 --> 00:05:30,330 Clemens's love for Daniel, and the satisfaction of his touch, 86 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:33,190 give him a feeling of purity... 87 00:05:33,540 --> 00:05:37,220 the beauty and purity of a man-on-man relationship. 88 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,590 To prove it, he'd love to throw open the windows 89 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:45,190 and show the whole world how beautiful 90 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:47,440 love between two men can be. 91 00:06:05,190 --> 00:06:07,080 I'm so happy, Daniel. 92 00:06:07,410 --> 00:06:08,450 Me too. 93 00:06:08,880 --> 00:06:10,710 I don't want to let you go. 94 00:06:11,540 --> 00:06:14,280 Do you think we'll stay together? 95 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:16,540 All of this is new, 96 00:06:16,910 --> 00:06:20,090 and I didn't know it would mean that much to me 97 00:06:20,450 --> 00:06:21,800 to sleep with a man. 98 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:24,500 Is this really your first time? 99 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:28,570 No, it's not, but until now I couldn't admit to myself 100 00:06:28,980 --> 00:06:30,830 that I was really interested. 101 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:33,700 For the first time I'm truly happy. 102 00:06:34,030 --> 00:06:35,460 Are you sure? 103 00:06:35,970 --> 00:06:37,870 Tomorrow you might change your mind. 104 00:06:40,490 --> 00:06:42,930 With Daniel, a new life began. 105 00:06:43,130 --> 00:06:46,030 He was the only one who ever really felt something for me. 106 00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:47,680 I'll always love him for that. 107 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:50,430 Our love was all we cared about. 108 00:06:50,730 --> 00:06:53,690 Whatever happened around us lost it's meaning. 109 00:06:54,090 --> 00:06:55,610 I finally realized 110 00:06:55,730 --> 00:06:58,190 how dreary and gray my life had been. 111 00:06:58,510 --> 00:07:00,480 I never really knew what love was. 112 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,610 I kept on living without a purpose. 113 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:07,120 The power of his love tied me stronger to him. 114 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:09,360 I didn't want to be without him. 115 00:07:09,980 --> 00:07:13,640 Every hour spent alone seemed like some kind of punishment. 116 00:07:14,150 --> 00:07:16,460 I was tormented by feverish desire. 117 00:07:17,170 --> 00:07:19,630 Our embraces afterwards felt intoxicating. 118 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:22,550 We spent most of our evenings at home, 119 00:07:22,970 --> 00:07:26,120 watching TV to further our education. 120 00:07:26,450 --> 00:07:28,550 Both of us did the housekeeping, 121 00:07:28,780 --> 00:07:30,720 and time just flew by. 122 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:36,150 On weekends, I spent hours in the Cafe where Daniel used to work. 123 00:07:36,930 --> 00:07:39,590 On our days off, when the weather was nice, 124 00:07:39,690 --> 00:07:42,480 we went to the countryside, dreaming the day away. 125 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:44,810 Or we just drove aimlessly through the city. 126 00:07:44,930 --> 00:07:47,690 When it rained, we wrote letters, or read. 127 00:07:47,890 --> 00:07:49,180 "Dear Mother, 128 00:07:50,020 --> 00:07:53,650 "this is my 4th month in Berlin. 129 00:07:54,160 --> 00:07:57,160 "Time just flew by. 130 00:07:57,660 --> 00:08:00,860 "Working at the Cafe is fun. 131 00:08:01,350 --> 00:08:06,500 "I've rented a room at a friend's apartment. 132 00:08:07,060 --> 00:08:08,730 "We get along just fine. 133 00:08:08,990 --> 00:08:11,560 "He has shown me around the city. 134 00:08:11,900 --> 00:08:15,280 "Especially the surrounding areas with their many lakes 135 00:08:15,490 --> 00:08:18,050 "and forests amaze me." 136 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:21,660 Gays attempt to simulate a middle-class marriage. 137 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:26,770 Instead of hating those responsible for their misfortune, 138 00:08:26,970 --> 00:08:34,350 they wish for a lifelong relationship granted by church and state. 139 00:08:34,710 --> 00:08:39,770 A middle-class marriage is based on the upbringing of children 140 00:08:39,980 --> 00:08:41,950 and the oppression of the wife. 141 00:08:42,410 --> 00:08:47,740 Gay marriage can't be anything but a ridiculous imitation, 142 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:51,780 as the lack of mutual duties is being replaced 143 00:08:52,090 --> 00:08:57,080 by a romantic and unrealistic love. 144 00:08:57,730 --> 00:09:03,050 That romantic and idolizing love is nothing but self-love. 145 00:09:03,270 --> 00:09:05,260 Most gays don't realize 146 00:09:05,690 --> 00:09:09,550 that the love they feel is in fact self-love. 147 00:09:09,820 --> 00:09:15,230 The partner is seen as an idol of one's own hopes and longings. 148 00:09:15,530 --> 00:09:19,890 They're neither trying to understand nor pay attention to them. 149 00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:24,330 They even burden their partner with their own problems. 150 00:09:24,850 --> 00:09:30,040 Gay marriage fails due to the rivalry of two conceited men, 151 00:09:30,260 --> 00:09:35,100 who were raised not to follow their interests together, 152 00:09:35,330 --> 00:09:38,810 but as competitors. 153 00:09:38,930 --> 00:09:41,720 The lack of mutual duties, 154 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,640 and the inability to get along, 155 00:09:44,970 --> 00:09:49,020 due to being self-centered, 156 00:09:49,250 --> 00:09:54,120 will soon lead to the tragic end of a romantic friendship. 157 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:57,680 What remains is loneliness 158 00:09:57,980 --> 00:09:59,930 and a vast void, 159 00:10:00,460 --> 00:10:06,310 that will soon be cluttered with new imaginary and vain dreams. 160 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:18,010 Four months have passed since I came to Berlin. 161 00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:20,980 I've decided to leave Clemens. 162 00:10:21,100 --> 00:10:25,420 I know it's a big mistake, as I still love him like on the first day. 163 00:10:25,540 --> 00:10:29,730 We often act contrary to our feelings, despite regretting it deeply afterwards. 164 00:10:30,030 --> 00:10:32,660 In the small Cafe where Daniel used to work, 165 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:37,170 he was approached by a wealthy man, whom he soon trusted. 166 00:10:37,380 --> 00:10:40,350 He was fascinated by his knowledge and sophistication. 167 00:10:40,940 --> 00:10:45,710 The spruceness and neatness for which he'd learned to cherish Clemens 168 00:10:45,930 --> 00:10:48,740 and which he, without admitting it, found stifling, 169 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:52,830 laid the foundation for an unforeseen world of art and culture. 170 00:10:53,270 --> 00:10:57,030 Overwhelmed by a feeling of something big and important, 171 00:10:57,270 --> 00:11:02,170 he agreed to join his benefactor on a longer trip, 172 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:05,760 and afterwards moved into his villa. 173 00:11:11,430 --> 00:11:14,450 The so-called "Pedagogical Eros", 174 00:11:14,670 --> 00:11:19,340 with which older gays justify sleeping with young men, 175 00:11:19,570 --> 00:11:24,840 simply means an authoritative relationship of dependancy 176 00:11:25,030 --> 00:11:29,670 between a smart ass and a helpless, silly boy. 177 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:32,320 Education and art, 178 00:11:32,550 --> 00:11:38,250 once dead serious leisure activities of the rich, 179 00:11:38,490 --> 00:11:44,150 are being gratefully received by gays as a getaway from their problems. 180 00:11:44,690 --> 00:11:48,040 The popular belief that gays are artistically more gifted than others 181 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:49,780 is, in fact, an old wives' tale. 182 00:11:50,590 --> 00:11:53,240 They only engage so much in art, 183 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:57,420 because they believe it makes their life more endurable. 184 00:11:57,910 --> 00:12:04,950 To them, art is shallow and ineffective, just like when Heydrich played the piano. 185 00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:10,000 As long as education and art are means of the rich and powerful 186 00:12:10,210 --> 00:12:15,630 to belie human and economical issues, 187 00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:18,220 they must be radically rejected. 188 00:12:18,340 --> 00:12:23,210 And as long as gays think they're special, 189 00:12:23,330 --> 00:12:28,800 while they imitate the rich, they must be rejected as well. 190 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:35,270 Upholding the oppression of homosexuals is especially crucial to rich gays. 191 00:12:35,470 --> 00:12:39,790 They welcome the helplesness of the oppressed, 192 00:12:39,980 --> 00:12:43,660 because it makes it easier to lure them into their beds. 193 00:12:58,510 --> 00:13:03,870 Do you know, do you know 194 00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:08,970 where the lemon blossom grows 195 00:13:09,090 --> 00:13:13,380 In dark foliage 196 00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:18,050 the golden orange glows 197 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:23,580 A gentle breeze 198 00:13:23,820 --> 00:13:28,360 blows from the azure sky 199 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:32,820 Still stands the myrtle 200 00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:38,280 and the laurel, high? 201 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:45,320 A gentle breeze blows from the azure sky 202 00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:52,720 Still stands the myrtle, and the laurel, high? 203 00:13:53,940 --> 00:13:59,520 Do you know, do you know 204 00:13:59,790 --> 00:14:02,670 Do you know it well? 205 00:14:02,900 --> 00:14:06,680 Do you know it well? 206 00:14:07,100 --> 00:14:12,060 There, there 207 00:14:12,820 --> 00:14:15,670 Would I go with you, 208 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:22,000 oh my beloved 209 00:14:22,370 --> 00:14:26,830 There, there would I go with you 210 00:14:27,150 --> 00:14:30,090 There, 211 00:14:30,420 --> 00:14:33,800 there... 212 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:56,570 For gays, culture is a way to get to know each other. 213 00:14:57,120 --> 00:15:01,690 In a sultry atmosphere of overemphasized formalities, 214 00:15:01,810 --> 00:15:04,490 they soon drop all pretense. 215 00:15:04,610 --> 00:15:10,150 Being let down their whole life, many have become cold and cruel. 216 00:15:10,580 --> 00:15:14,670 All they see in their partner is a sex object. 217 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:20,430 Homosexuals have a more ambitious urge for independence 218 00:15:20,550 --> 00:15:22,730 and success than others. 219 00:15:22,850 --> 00:15:28,920 They know that at an old age, they won't be loved for who they are. 220 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:33,170 The most important thing for gays is the overemphasis 221 00:15:33,540 --> 00:15:36,670 of youth and physicality. 222 00:15:36,790 --> 00:15:41,690 Buying a young man also means regaining a part 223 00:15:42,110 --> 00:15:45,170 of their own lost youth. 224 00:15:45,410 --> 00:15:49,320 On his fatherly lover's first music night, 225 00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:54,200 he got to meet his acquaintances: renowned actors and business men. 226 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:56,890 He feels left alone and desperate. 227 00:15:57,130 --> 00:16:01,400 His friend seems to only have eyes for that young, exotic singer. 228 00:16:01,660 --> 00:16:05,580 Once again, he's at the mercy of the old men's comforting attempts. 229 00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:09,160 They flatter him, stroke his hair, 230 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:13,420 and close a tight circle around him - everybody wants him for themselves. 231 00:16:13,540 --> 00:16:17,250 He suddenly feels nauseous like he needs to throw up. 232 00:16:17,450 --> 00:16:19,530 He knows he can't stay there, 233 00:16:19,650 --> 00:16:23,300 where his faith in all that's good and beautiful has been betrayed. 234 00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:25,850 He leaves in disgust. 235 00:16:26,890 --> 00:16:30,280 Daniel has found a new job. 236 00:16:31,100 --> 00:16:34,990 He now works at an afternoon meeting place for homosexuals. 237 00:16:35,860 --> 00:16:39,210 He's rented a cheap room from a colleague, 238 00:16:39,610 --> 00:16:45,300 and, through work, makes friends with people his own age. 239 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:47,860 The other gays like him, 240 00:16:48,210 --> 00:16:51,730 because he knows how to adapt to their customs. 241 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,870 He becomes more secure and independent, 242 00:16:55,410 --> 00:16:59,390 and does not invest all his feelings in flings. 243 00:17:00,390 --> 00:17:03,770 Everything's new, and he's happy to be able to live almost freely 244 00:17:03,980 --> 00:17:06,590 among a group of like-minded people. 245 00:17:07,490 --> 00:17:11,050 Interesting conversations about film, fashion, and grooming 246 00:17:11,170 --> 00:17:13,740 give inspiration for his leisure time, 247 00:17:14,190 --> 00:17:16,750 which he spends almost only with gays. 248 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:25,650 Most homosexuals are business men or have service jobs. 249 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,980 They're afraid of getting their nails dirty, 250 00:17:29,100 --> 00:17:31,680 and they also fear their colleagues' aggressiveness. 251 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:35,190 Gays have it twice as hard at work. 252 00:17:35,390 --> 00:17:38,430 On top of the usual shitty job 253 00:17:38,550 --> 00:17:41,850 comes the unnerving act of self-denial. 254 00:17:42,060 --> 00:17:44,090 They become "leisure-queers" 255 00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:51,330 who gladly escape the hypocrisy at work into the gay world, 256 00:17:51,450 --> 00:17:56,480 where they may not be accepted as human beings, but as gays. 257 00:17:56,730 --> 00:17:59,720 They meet for coffee and cake, 258 00:17:59,920 --> 00:18:03,800 listen to songs by Zarah Leander and Marlene Dietrich, 259 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:10,130 and make trips to places like Sylt and Torremolinos. 260 00:18:10,980 --> 00:18:17,500 The less they're capable of having human relationships among their own, 261 00:18:17,730 --> 00:18:20,860 the more they're in need of a substitute. 262 00:18:21,260 --> 00:18:24,030 Their longing for luck and fulfillment 263 00:18:24,310 --> 00:18:30,100 is being exploited by the industry and deflected into material things. 264 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:36,250 For the bourgeoisie, it's all about home interior, TV sets, and cars. 265 00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,900 For gays, it's all about fashion. 266 00:18:39,020 --> 00:18:45,670 Just like a product's packaging distracts from it's actual content, 267 00:18:45,940 --> 00:18:52,450 gays use fashion to draw attention to their outer appearance. 268 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,240 The lust to adorn one's body 269 00:18:56,430 --> 00:19:00,380 fits the enourmous vanity of gays, 270 00:19:00,590 --> 00:19:06,650 who will soon be unable to love anyone but themselves. 271 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:11,370 The light blue sweater gays used to wear years ago, 272 00:19:11,570 --> 00:19:15,600 which distinctively differed from dull men's fashion, 273 00:19:15,810 --> 00:19:20,300 has turned into exhibitionism and fetishism. 274 00:19:20,740 --> 00:19:24,100 Fashion has to be like a second skin, 275 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:27,850 indicating the size of the penis. 276 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:32,930 Soon, gays won't be capable of anything but... 277 00:19:33,190 --> 00:19:36,910 waiting like a high-class hooker 278 00:19:37,190 --> 00:19:42,520 for a rich man to take them away into a world 279 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:47,230 of sheer pleasure... and lust. 280 00:19:49,830 --> 00:19:53,940 Homosexuals have nothing in common 281 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:58,410 but the strong wish to sleep with a man. 282 00:20:01,630 --> 00:20:06,180 The increasing desire for the naked male body 283 00:20:06,530 --> 00:20:09,790 makes them leave their families and go to places 284 00:20:10,340 --> 00:20:12,640 where they can meet gays. 285 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:17,070 In the company of other gays, they can forget for a while 286 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:21,100 that they're lepers and outcasts of society. 287 00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:25,240 Nevertheless, they hate each other. 288 00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:30,560 The others are seen as a reflection of one's own misfortune. 289 00:20:30,990 --> 00:20:32,410 Fear of sexuality, 290 00:20:32,650 --> 00:20:36,080 feelings of guilt, foisted upon them by society, 291 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,720 and a strong feeling of competition 292 00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:43,360 make them secret enemies among their own. 293 00:20:44,140 --> 00:20:48,420 In order to be able to communicate, 294 00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:51,870 they make up certain commonalities, 295 00:20:51,990 --> 00:20:54,350 which can only be phony. 296 00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:59,280 They develop superficial rituals and shapes. 297 00:20:59,610 --> 00:21:05,520 Just like the bourgeoisie, they judge each other by their appearance. 298 00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:11,680 In order to be accepted by the gay community, 299 00:21:12,050 --> 00:21:15,270 young homosexuals will soon have to trade 300 00:21:15,530 --> 00:21:19,910 their more personal interests 301 00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:25,370 for so-called gay interests and ideals. 302 00:21:25,870 --> 00:21:30,850 Meeting points for homosexuals are vanity fairs. 303 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:37,440 They show themselves off, hoping to be wooed by everyone else. 304 00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:42,970 Daniel, who lay dreaming on the sun terrace at the Wannsee lake, 305 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,640 noticed him right away. 306 00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:51,440 He admired his strong body... and his butch appearance. 307 00:21:52,420 --> 00:21:56,390 But he wouldn't dare to show his admiration. 308 00:21:57,590 --> 00:21:59,750 He slightly turned his head, 309 00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,970 as if to protect it from the blinding sunbeams. 310 00:22:05,530 --> 00:22:10,620 Through his half-closed eyes he gazed at those strong hands, 311 00:22:11,340 --> 00:22:15,790 that were slowly stripping down a pair of tight fitting jeans... 312 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,190 exposing a bulging pair of trunks. 313 00:22:20,060 --> 00:22:21,200 He desired him... 314 00:22:21,850 --> 00:22:27,230 and he wanted nothing more than to satisfy his desire, 315 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,700 but his pride prevented him from making the first step. 316 00:22:31,530 --> 00:22:34,250 Until now, he was the one that others would woo, 317 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:38,150 and he could always pick those 318 00:22:38,450 --> 00:22:40,580 he wanted to give his affection to. 319 00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:45,610 He knew his effect on others, and he was partly to blame for it. 320 00:22:46,730 --> 00:22:52,520 He enjoyed being the focus of a pair of lustful eyes, 321 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,480 but he was too shy to spare someone, 322 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:58,220 who he might have been able to love, 323 00:22:58,890 --> 00:23:00,830 a longer glance. 324 00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:04,620 Wolfgang shared his views. 325 00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:08,200 It was the only time that a fling 326 00:23:08,740 --> 00:23:11,680 had become a tender relationship. 327 00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:13,480 They spent a lot of time together. 328 00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:18,270 They told each other about their amorous escapades and discussed them. 329 00:23:18,620 --> 00:23:20,640 Wolfgang always offered good advice. 330 00:23:21,030 --> 00:23:22,780 He came from a good family, 331 00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:26,490 and Daniel adopted much of his sophisticated lifestyle. 332 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,280 He seemed to know what life was about. 333 00:23:29,550 --> 00:23:33,990 They often felt like they were... truly happy. 334 00:23:35,970 --> 00:23:39,070 A gentle breeze made the hot day more bearable. 335 00:23:39,910 --> 00:23:41,960 His skin hurt a little, 336 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,770 but he knew that before summer ended, 337 00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:51,410 his troubles would be rewarded with an even tan. 338 00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:04,370 Daniel, who's been living in Berlin for more than two years now, 339 00:24:04,580 --> 00:24:10,560 is no longer content with meeting men in classy cafes, boutiques, and lidos. 340 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:15,230 He's fascinated by the exotic world of gay bars. 341 00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:18,600 He gets excited every time 342 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,860 he enters one of those bars with their huge mirrors, 343 00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:25,670 the pink/red lighting, and those sensuous rythms. 344 00:24:26,250 --> 00:24:29,480 He loves shoving himself through a crowd of young men 345 00:24:29,710 --> 00:24:32,140 who gaze at him in passive admiration. 346 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,060 He needs this kind of self-affirmation 347 00:24:35,180 --> 00:24:37,180 to get over his loneliness, 348 00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:41,210 which, after many numbing nights, starts growing inside of him. 349 00:24:41,460 --> 00:24:45,590 He's slowly granted access to a world of unforeseen possibilities. 350 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,530 He gets to meet people of all kinds of nationalities and occupations. 351 00:24:49,780 --> 00:24:55,030 More often, he drifts into the night, always astonished anew. 352 00:24:55,670 --> 00:25:00,300 He now has not just one, but many favorite bars. 353 00:25:00,820 --> 00:25:05,120 An uneasiness is growing inside of him. He becomes addicted... 354 00:25:05,350 --> 00:25:10,330 to the tantalizing adventures of which no one knows... 355 00:25:11,030 --> 00:25:12,490 how they might end. 356 00:25:17,210 --> 00:25:22,790 Gays rarely have difficulties connecting in big cities. 357 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,770 It's easy for them to find men they can sleep with, 358 00:25:28,450 --> 00:25:32,970 because they offer themselves on every street corner like whores. 359 00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:36,510 Out of fear of old age, 360 00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:42,790 they believe they must live their youth to the fullest. 361 00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:49,470 They become moody, hectic, and more compulsive. 362 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,720 Gays are rarely happy. 363 00:25:55,380 --> 00:26:00,400 They've taken all sexual freedoms 364 00:26:00,930 --> 00:26:03,970 of which the bourgeoisie can only dream. 365 00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,350 But they're incapable 366 00:26:07,910 --> 00:26:13,410 of truly enjoying those freedoms. 367 00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:17,870 Like any other kid, 368 00:26:18,380 --> 00:26:23,140 gays were brought up to live by rules and regulations. 369 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:30,620 Those rules and duties will also apply in a marriage between man and woman. 370 00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:36,030 Gays, however, could take advantage of their freedom, 371 00:26:36,310 --> 00:26:40,090 on their own responsibility. 372 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:44,920 They could live with someone for as long 373 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,280 as they can enjoy it. 374 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,920 For gays, freedom isn't about 375 00:26:51,490 --> 00:26:56,100 taking responsibility, but about chaos. 376 00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:01,010 They get stuck at an infantile level. 377 00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:03,390 They're constantly horny, 378 00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:07,300 choosing a cheap fling 379 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:11,610 over a perhaps more valuable relationship. 380 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,940 Gays have trouble 381 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:18,060 engaging in a long-term relationship. 382 00:27:18,700 --> 00:27:21,770 Full of vanity and remorse 383 00:27:22,170 --> 00:27:26,810 they exchange glances, always looking for true happiness. 384 00:27:27,670 --> 00:27:32,220 They have an ideal image of a man 385 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,370 who doesn't exist. 386 00:27:35,230 --> 00:27:40,600 Two thousand sexual partners in the life of a gay man 387 00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:43,520 are often just surrogates for the one... 388 00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:48,780 they long for, deep in their hearts. 389 00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:52,970 Each time they are being dissappointed anew, 390 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:58,600 and often all that remains is a feeling of disgust. 391 00:27:59,210 --> 00:28:05,210 Most gays resemble the type of 'nice guy from a good family', 392 00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:09,540 who places great value on a masculine appearance. 393 00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:12,700 They lead a double life, 394 00:28:12,940 --> 00:28:16,620 afraid of being outed as homosexuals. 395 00:28:17,010 --> 00:28:20,380 Their greatest enemy is the flamboyant "fairy". 396 00:28:20,610 --> 00:28:23,480 Fairies are effeminate homosexuals 397 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:28,030 who attempt to act like hysterical women. 398 00:28:28,380 --> 00:28:30,930 They wear make-up and are the worst nightmare 399 00:28:31,050 --> 00:28:34,040 of the bourgeoisie and of closeted gays 400 00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:36,630 who could be exposed by them. 401 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,730 Fairies are not as phony as bourgeois gays. 402 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,690 Gays are often conceited, moody, and jealous. 403 00:28:45,010 --> 00:28:49,830 Fairies overdo their gay attributes and ridicule them. 404 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:57,520 They question society's standards and show what it means to be gay. 405 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,140 Being gay is all Daniel cares about now. 406 00:29:43,530 --> 00:29:45,740 It has become an addiction. 407 00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:50,510 He's looking for greater thrills that can satisfy him much faster. 408 00:36:54,050 --> 00:36:57,500 The strangest among gays are, 409 00:36:57,740 --> 00:37:01,660 besides transvestites, who dress like women 410 00:37:01,900 --> 00:37:07,820 and long for female genitals, the leather men. 411 00:37:08,370 --> 00:37:13,540 Their masculinity is damaged the most. 412 00:37:14,110 --> 00:37:17,400 In order to compensate for the loss of their manliness, 413 00:37:17,630 --> 00:37:21,500 they adorn themselves with symbols of masculinity. 414 00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:29,530 Like closeted gays among Nazis, in Western films, or in the army, 415 00:37:30,070 --> 00:37:32,700 leather men, too, are longing 416 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:37,960 for a world of violence conveyed through those symbols... 417 00:37:38,270 --> 00:37:42,570 ...when, in fact, they're as innocent as kids playing war games. 418 00:37:42,820 --> 00:37:46,740 Lust that can't be experienced directly 419 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:48,710 turns into perversion. 420 00:37:49,180 --> 00:37:55,110 Leather men only get satisfaction through the use of auxiliary means. 421 00:37:55,370 --> 00:38:00,180 Leather is often being associated with sadism and masochism... 422 00:38:00,550 --> 00:38:04,870 The need to punish and to be punished. 423 00:38:05,390 --> 00:38:08,150 Leather men expect to be punished, 424 00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:14,650 because they feel to have failed both themselves and society. 425 00:38:15,190 --> 00:38:19,350 They're nice, polite people who suffer from their weakness. 426 00:38:20,650 --> 00:38:23,750 Looking for new sexual adventures, 427 00:38:24,110 --> 00:38:27,190 Daniel dares to visit the municipal park, 428 00:38:27,740 --> 00:38:30,990 where he's hoping to find satisfaction more easily. 429 00:38:32,150 --> 00:38:35,950 The nightly ritual of cruising in bars has made him tired. 430 00:38:36,290 --> 00:38:40,900 He found it too much of a hassle to talk to someone 431 00:38:41,260 --> 00:38:44,620 and maybe even spend the night with them just to have sex. 432 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:48,870 The park's oppressive atmosphere was even more captivating 433 00:38:49,300 --> 00:38:53,550 than the thought of having new sexual experiences. 434 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:59,550 Afraid of being interrupted, 435 00:39:00,210 --> 00:39:03,210 and with the unfulfilled expectation of a touch, 436 00:39:04,270 --> 00:39:07,110 he passed the fascinating choreography of men, 437 00:39:07,770 --> 00:39:10,000 who were timidly walking around 438 00:39:10,620 --> 00:39:13,550 without saying a single word. 439 00:39:15,020 --> 00:39:16,910 Then he leaves the park... 440 00:39:17,230 --> 00:39:21,860 disappointed to not have found the dominating aggressiveness 441 00:39:22,130 --> 00:39:23,960 he was hoping for. 442 00:39:24,410 --> 00:39:28,540 He reckons it takes the knowledge of secret signals and rituals 443 00:39:29,030 --> 00:39:33,270 which could open the door to "perversion". 444 00:39:34,380 --> 00:39:37,860 Daniel knows there's no way back. 445 00:39:38,220 --> 00:39:40,660 He wants a man - tonight! 446 00:39:41,430 --> 00:39:44,310 He often went home, telling himself 447 00:39:44,540 --> 00:39:47,580 he could've had a lot of guys if he'd wanted to. 448 00:39:47,870 --> 00:39:52,470 That feeling was more important than if he'd actually slept with them. 449 00:39:52,830 --> 00:39:57,360 But now he won't control himself any longer. 450 00:39:57,630 --> 00:40:02,590 He doesn't know what else to do. Nothing matters anymore. It's as if... 451 00:40:03,180 --> 00:40:04,970 he were intoxicated. 452 00:40:05,380 --> 00:40:08,700 Public toilets are the most popular meeting points for homosexuals. 453 00:40:08,970 --> 00:40:12,270 Gays who have trouble connecting, 454 00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:17,270 are forced to have their first homosexual experience in a public toilet. 455 00:40:17,770 --> 00:40:21,790 Being punished for their homosexuality by society, 456 00:40:22,020 --> 00:40:25,830 and left with a guilty conscience, 457 00:40:26,110 --> 00:40:31,780 many have reduced their homosexuality strictly to sex. 458 00:40:32,310 --> 00:40:37,510 They stand side by side, in constant fear of discovery, 459 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:42,850 and if they finally pick someone up, 460 00:40:43,340 --> 00:40:46,450 they have to get off within seconds. 461 00:40:46,570 --> 00:40:50,400 A relationship directed only towards a man's penis 462 00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:56,380 is for many gays the only kind of love-making they know. 463 00:40:56,750 --> 00:41:02,500 They go from toilet to toilet, constantly seeking satisfaction, 464 00:41:02,810 --> 00:41:06,650 which, if they're lucky, can only be found compromised. 465 00:41:06,770 --> 00:41:11,090 Gays hold public toilets in low esteem. 466 00:41:11,310 --> 00:41:15,240 They claim to despise "toilet queers", 467 00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:20,420 but secretly go there themselves 468 00:41:20,790 --> 00:41:25,160 if they didn't score in one of their fancy bars. 469 00:41:25,610 --> 00:41:30,660 Here they appreciate the often 'masculine laborer' kind of guys 470 00:41:30,930 --> 00:41:34,100 who are not interested in hiding their lust 471 00:41:34,430 --> 00:41:38,050 underneath fashion and good manners. 472 00:41:38,610 --> 00:41:41,740 In our society, being a hustler is much more convenient 473 00:41:42,010 --> 00:41:45,180 than working a dull, impersonal job. 474 00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,800 We don't make as much as hookers, though. 475 00:41:49,490 --> 00:41:51,910 Most hustlers are runaways from foster homes, 476 00:41:52,030 --> 00:41:54,040 who refuse a middle-class life 477 00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,930 with it's limited possibilities in the first place. 478 00:41:57,180 --> 00:42:02,100 Like many rockers, who suppress their homosexuality with brutality, 479 00:42:02,310 --> 00:42:04,580 most hustlers aren't gay at all. 480 00:42:05,050 --> 00:42:07,440 With gays, they can let off 481 00:42:07,780 --> 00:42:10,170 their rage against the authorities, 482 00:42:10,540 --> 00:42:12,810 which they hold responsible for their fate. 483 00:42:13,390 --> 00:42:14,780 They hate gays, 484 00:42:14,900 --> 00:42:19,290 because in the eyes of our society, gays are still worse than decent criminals. 485 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:23,600 Extortion, mugging, and murder of gays were daily fare 486 00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:29,020 when, thanks to "ยง 175", older gays had to gratefully put up with all that. 487 00:42:29,140 --> 00:42:30,740 The law has been abolished, 488 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:34,800 but not people's attitude towards certain homosexuals 489 00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:37,890 who still live in constant fear of being exposed. 490 00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:43,730 In line with society's hatred of old age, 491 00:42:43,900 --> 00:42:48,490 growing old is the worst that can happen to gays. 492 00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:53,100 Gays often die young, 493 00:42:53,690 --> 00:42:58,340 because all they do is worship the young male body, 494 00:42:58,690 --> 00:43:01,940 while ignoring all human qualities. 495 00:43:02,300 --> 00:43:06,790 Quite often, they start aging at around 30. 496 00:43:07,300 --> 00:43:10,480 Older gays who aren't wealthy 497 00:43:10,710 --> 00:43:17,410 are either forced to exploit young gays in a cold and aggressive manner, 498 00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:22,690 or to get involved in dangerous adventures with hustlers. 499 00:43:23,460 --> 00:43:29,580 Sex is more important to older gays than to married men 500 00:43:30,090 --> 00:43:33,700 who, due to always sleeping with the same woman, 501 00:43:33,930 --> 00:43:35,590 will soon become impotent. 502 00:43:35,710 --> 00:43:40,200 The sight of young men arouses older gays each time anew. 503 00:43:40,650 --> 00:43:45,910 Their mostly unsuccessful attempts to cruise for sex 504 00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:51,330 in dark lit toilets and parks, since they're not welcome in bars, 505 00:43:51,610 --> 00:43:55,480 are taking up most of their energy. 506 00:43:55,930 --> 00:44:00,950 Many are in denial about their age out of sheer vanity. 507 00:44:01,260 --> 00:44:04,530 They're trying to artificially keep themselves young, 508 00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:08,050 but it just makes them look ridiculous. 509 00:44:08,290 --> 00:44:13,590 The life of older gays is no bed of roses. 510 00:44:14,060 --> 00:44:18,230 They're often exposed to inhumane isolation 511 00:44:18,500 --> 00:44:21,630 which, just like a growing ulcer, deprives them 512 00:44:21,950 --> 00:44:27,100 of every last bit of joy in life. 513 00:45:05,300 --> 00:45:11,880 No! No! No! Those shoes look terrible! Combined with that shirt and scarf... 514 00:45:12,270 --> 00:45:18,070 I once saw him wear bright red shoes... Disgusting! 515 00:45:18,190 --> 00:45:20,720 She only gets lucky when she's cottaging! 516 00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:24,840 I even saw her at the station, dressed in bright colors... 517 00:45:25,090 --> 00:45:27,170 from dusk till dawn... 518 00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:32,180 And by day she looks like a parrot! Look at that... Terrible! 519 00:45:37,410 --> 00:45:41,470 Dirty, gay pigs! They're not human, they belong in a concentration camp! 520 00:45:41,690 --> 00:45:45,300 It's one of the filthiest practices! They're scum! It's a crime! 521 00:45:45,420 --> 00:45:48,830 If my son were gay, I'd beat him to death! I'd rip his head off! 522 00:45:48,950 --> 00:45:52,790 Why raise a kid with love and devotion if it ends up being perverted? 523 00:45:52,910 --> 00:45:57,420 I feel sorry for them. They're sick, unfortunate people. 524 00:45:57,540 --> 00:46:01,990 Maybe psychoanalysis could cure them. Who knows? 525 00:46:02,270 --> 00:46:04,260 Nobody wants to have anything to do with them. 526 00:46:04,650 --> 00:46:06,820 I'd struggle with it, too. 527 00:46:07,050 --> 00:46:11,130 They need to be gassed and castrated! All you can do is beat them up! 528 00:46:11,250 --> 00:46:14,670 If one of them would dare touch me, 529 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:19,590 I'd beat the crap out of him and make him forget he was ever gay. 530 00:46:19,810 --> 00:46:21,400 They need a good thrashing! 531 00:46:21,520 --> 00:46:26,440 They're so oversexed, they don't know what else to do. 532 00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:55,870 I'm the dazzling dame you know from the cabaret show 533 00:46:56,140 --> 00:46:59,930 Look around the fair and you'll see there's no one else like me 534 00:47:00,050 --> 00:47:03,190 All the guys turn around and look at me, 535 00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:07,370 and I know exactly what they want to see 536 00:47:07,590 --> 00:47:11,340 I'm the dazzling dame you know from the cabaret show 537 00:47:11,460 --> 00:47:14,910 Look around the fair and you'll see there's no one else like me 538 00:47:15,030 --> 00:47:17,790 All the guys look me in the eye 539 00:47:18,870 --> 00:47:22,090 but the one I fancy just passes me by... 540 00:47:22,470 --> 00:47:26,170 but the one I fancy just passes me by 541 00:50:43,260 --> 00:50:46,120 Daniel is desperate and lonely. 542 00:50:46,830 --> 00:50:52,840 He tries to numb himself with alcohol and cigarettes in his new favorite bar. 543 00:50:53,350 --> 00:50:59,550 Here he can recover from his surreal escapades in parks and public toilets, 544 00:50:59,780 --> 00:51:01,990 just to go there again. 545 00:51:02,110 --> 00:51:06,660 He needs distraction from the unnerving silence of his room 546 00:51:06,780 --> 00:51:09,780 and the ongoing problems at work. 547 00:51:10,340 --> 00:51:13,350 It's a fantastic theater of dwarfs, 548 00:51:13,750 --> 00:51:14,900 cripples, 549 00:51:15,430 --> 00:51:17,350 and ordinary tranvestites. 550 00:51:17,680 --> 00:51:22,960 They rarely come out of hiding, but here they are welcome. 551 00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:25,300 Workers and older gays, 552 00:51:25,420 --> 00:51:28,360 who aren't welcome in fancy gay bars, 553 00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:30,250 can feel at home... 554 00:51:30,550 --> 00:51:34,460 and sit together like one big family, hectically enjoying themselves 555 00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:37,970 to forget their loneliness. 556 00:52:42,490 --> 00:52:46,080 A rose blooms in Colorado 557 00:52:46,330 --> 00:52:49,820 A rose, beautiful and red 558 00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:53,770 Up in the Colorado mountains, 559 00:52:54,030 --> 00:52:57,720 that's where I'll meet my rose again 560 00:52:57,990 --> 00:53:01,930 She has two cerulean eyes 561 00:53:02,180 --> 00:53:05,830 And her heart belongs only to me 562 00:53:06,180 --> 00:53:09,920 A rose blooms in Colorado 563 00:53:10,140 --> 00:53:14,030 And in the morning I will ride to her 564 00:53:20,090 --> 00:53:23,100 - Hello, Paul. How are you? - Fine, thanks. 565 00:53:23,350 --> 00:53:25,610 - And you? - I get by. 566 00:53:25,850 --> 00:53:27,900 Are you still living with that guy? 567 00:53:28,180 --> 00:53:29,530 I hardly see you anymore. 568 00:53:29,650 --> 00:53:31,680 Yes, it's fun. 569 00:53:32,330 --> 00:53:33,820 It's better than living alone. 570 00:53:33,940 --> 00:53:37,100 At first it was hard, because we only cared about ourselves. 571 00:53:37,220 --> 00:53:39,560 But once you learn to repect each other, 572 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:42,080 it's much better than living alone. 573 00:53:42,330 --> 00:53:47,190 - Can I visit you sometime? - Sure, do you have any plans now? 574 00:53:47,770 --> 00:53:50,590 If you're interested, you can check out how we're living. 575 00:53:50,710 --> 00:53:55,900 I'd love to! Hanging around in bars gets exhausting with time. 576 00:53:58,600 --> 00:54:00,360 I don't know why that is. 577 00:54:00,580 --> 00:54:03,930 Maybe I've been let down too many times. 578 00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,380 You're afraid to show your feelings. 579 00:54:06,500 --> 00:54:09,230 So you're waiting for guys to fancy you. 580 00:54:09,550 --> 00:54:11,800 But when they fall in love, you break up with them. 581 00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:15,470 I'm afraid to fall in love. Time makes one cautious. 582 00:54:15,750 --> 00:54:18,060 I'm pretty lonely, actually. 583 00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:21,650 I always hang around in bars, but nothing new happens. 584 00:54:21,950 --> 00:54:24,170 I've slept with most of the guys. 585 00:54:24,430 --> 00:54:26,820 My longest relationship was with Clemens. 586 00:54:26,940 --> 00:54:28,440 You still like him? 587 00:54:28,910 --> 00:54:30,690 I'll never forget him. 588 00:54:31,710 --> 00:54:33,250 I won't lose hope. 589 00:54:33,370 --> 00:54:35,920 I want to make the most of my time while I'm still young, 590 00:54:36,040 --> 00:54:37,830 and experience as much as possible. 591 00:54:37,950 --> 00:54:39,790 I've experienced a lot. 592 00:54:40,030 --> 00:54:43,970 If I'd stayed in my small town, I would've never known what's out there. 593 00:54:44,220 --> 00:54:48,280 I've been to parties in fancy houses, I've slept with celebrities, 594 00:54:48,670 --> 00:54:50,940 ironers, coal carriers... 595 00:54:51,060 --> 00:54:53,140 I'm glad I didn't become a bourgeois 596 00:54:53,370 --> 00:54:56,910 with a wife and kids. The same routine, day by day... 597 00:54:57,330 --> 00:55:00,380 You've told us how it all started, 598 00:55:00,690 --> 00:55:05,320 and that everything was fantastic, because it was new and adventurous, 599 00:55:05,580 --> 00:55:09,560 but when you came here, you were sick and tired of being gay. 600 00:55:09,790 --> 00:55:12,180 You've become a "career queer". 601 00:55:12,540 --> 00:55:17,040 All you're interested in is sex and how to get it. 602 00:55:18,590 --> 00:55:21,800 But you're too weak to break free on your own. 603 00:55:22,420 --> 00:55:25,370 It's hard for you, because you have no other interests 604 00:55:25,650 --> 00:55:28,360 besides being gay. 605 00:55:28,770 --> 00:55:33,010 You'll wreck your nerves and become more addicted and unhappy. 606 00:55:33,420 --> 00:55:36,700 You've become a whore who's not getting paid. 607 00:55:40,230 --> 00:55:43,350 You've become incapable of having a human relationship. 608 00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:47,560 Everything is cold, calculating, and uptight. 609 00:55:47,790 --> 00:55:50,310 I think what you've done was pretty stupid. 610 00:55:50,430 --> 00:55:53,030 You live like a million other gays. 611 00:55:53,260 --> 00:55:56,240 You're just as uptight, dependent, and unhappy as them. 612 00:55:56,360 --> 00:56:00,060 In a time where everyone feared to be put in prison, 613 00:56:00,350 --> 00:56:01,570 it would've been comprehensible. 614 00:56:01,690 --> 00:56:05,050 But now is the time to help ourselves. 615 00:56:05,460 --> 00:56:08,460 We've all been intimidated by our families, 616 00:56:08,730 --> 00:56:11,290 and now all we consist of is weakness. 617 00:56:11,410 --> 00:56:14,930 Because we'll never be able to forget the restrictions 618 00:56:15,170 --> 00:56:17,210 imposed on us in our childhood. 619 00:56:17,330 --> 00:56:21,320 It's crucial that we change our fucked up situation. 620 00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:23,210 We can't always blame others. 621 00:56:23,570 --> 00:56:27,880 - We must overcome our fucking weakness. - We need to start thinking about 622 00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:30,320 what we do wrong. 623 00:56:35,360 --> 00:56:38,840 That's easy for you to say. How am I supposed to do that? 624 00:56:39,730 --> 00:56:42,560 It's crucial for all gays 625 00:56:43,010 --> 00:56:46,190 to come out of the closet. 626 00:56:46,450 --> 00:56:50,010 We must have the courage to tell everyone that we're gay. 627 00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,850 It's hard, but it's the only way. 628 00:56:53,080 --> 00:56:55,880 We feel dependent and guilty, 629 00:56:56,110 --> 00:56:59,220 and as a result, we'll become moody and unreliable. 630 00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:04,380 We can't even be honest to those we love. 631 00:57:04,810 --> 00:57:08,490 We mustn't be afraid of our parents and employers anymore. 632 00:57:08,740 --> 00:57:10,740 We need to organize... 633 00:57:10,860 --> 00:57:14,930 ...against those fucking employers who want to fire us for being gay. 634 00:57:15,180 --> 00:57:18,770 We must publish the names of homophobes in our magazines. 635 00:57:18,890 --> 00:57:22,140 Maybe they're afraid, because they're closeted gays themselves. 636 00:57:22,380 --> 00:57:24,400 We need to end this situation, 637 00:57:24,520 --> 00:57:28,340 that makes us show our cocks in public toilets, 638 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:33,560 and stand there for hours, till we leave... alone and disgusted, 639 00:57:33,680 --> 00:57:35,640 with a bad conscience on top of it all. 640 00:57:36,000 --> 00:57:37,410 Nevertheless, we'll return the next day, 641 00:57:37,670 --> 00:57:40,620 because many of us are afraid to look someone in the eye 642 00:57:40,740 --> 00:57:42,700 and start a conversation, 643 00:57:42,820 --> 00:57:45,430 just to see they're a human being, 644 00:57:45,550 --> 00:57:49,520 and not just someone with a cock to use and dispose of. 645 00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:54,030 It may seem moralistic and bourgeois 646 00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:56,260 to oppose public toilets and parks, 647 00:57:56,500 --> 00:57:58,240 but it's necessary. 648 00:57:58,360 --> 00:58:01,300 We risk becoming so insensitive 649 00:58:01,780 --> 00:58:04,180 that we'll judge people only by their body, 650 00:58:04,670 --> 00:58:07,220 and in the end we'll suffer too, 651 00:58:07,530 --> 00:58:10,030 because we're lonely and out of love. 652 00:58:13,030 --> 00:58:16,810 Gays have a kitschy image of eternal love... 653 00:58:17,290 --> 00:58:21,290 like you find it in fairytales, on TV, in movies, or magazines. 654 00:58:21,590 --> 00:58:23,750 Eternal love is bullshit. 655 00:58:23,970 --> 00:58:27,410 People should stay together for as long as it's fun, 656 00:58:27,670 --> 00:58:30,280 instead of swearing each other eternal and true love, 657 00:58:30,580 --> 00:58:34,090 which will always lead to disappointment. 658 00:58:34,550 --> 00:58:37,040 In America, they now have churches for gays. 659 00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:40,340 A gay priest has started a cult where gays 660 00:58:40,460 --> 00:58:43,030 can satisfy their repressed feeling for religion, 661 00:58:43,380 --> 00:58:45,410 and even get the chance to marry. 662 00:58:47,210 --> 00:58:50,200 It's the same old shit as with man and woman. 663 00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:52,460 We don't want to stay together out of compulsion, 664 00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:54,240 but of our own free will. 665 00:58:54,730 --> 00:58:56,950 It may be more difficult, but at least it's honest. 666 00:58:57,250 --> 00:58:59,910 Two guys who isolate themselves from everyone else, 667 00:59:00,170 --> 00:59:01,760 only to live for themselves, 668 00:59:01,880 --> 00:59:05,210 are being egotistical and cruel towards others. 669 00:59:07,780 --> 00:59:09,750 We need to live together 670 00:59:10,070 --> 00:59:14,420 and not against each other like in a marriage. 671 00:59:17,100 --> 00:59:19,230 Gays should be aware 672 00:59:19,470 --> 00:59:21,840 that most guys, considering today's possibilities, 673 00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:25,170 rarely stay together for more than two or three years. 674 00:59:25,450 --> 00:59:27,570 After that, it's mostly getting dull. 675 00:59:27,820 --> 00:59:30,560 We should try to make the most of this opportunity, 676 00:59:30,780 --> 00:59:33,430 and at least engage in longer relationships 677 00:59:33,890 --> 00:59:36,420 instead of sleeping with another guy every day. 678 00:59:36,750 --> 00:59:39,700 We have to be disciplined enough 679 00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:44,390 not to risk losing a dear friend over a cheap adventure. 680 00:59:51,660 --> 00:59:54,900 Gays being together creates a tense atmosphere. 681 00:59:55,620 --> 00:59:59,300 The others are seen as a reflection of one's own problems. 682 01:00:05,750 --> 01:00:08,770 We're always cruising, that's why we dress up. 683 01:00:09,050 --> 01:00:12,330 Refuse the fashion terror! Condemn high-class hustlers! 684 01:00:12,820 --> 01:00:14,520 Don't wait for rich Johns, 685 01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:18,060 because they'll only exploit and dump you! 686 01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:34,640 Pretending we're real men is bullshit... 687 01:00:34,860 --> 01:00:38,040 - ...because most of us aren't. - Let's become more gay! 688 01:00:38,510 --> 01:00:42,650 Closeted gays must have the guts to come out. 689 01:00:42,930 --> 01:00:46,180 Fairies and leather men should end their feud 690 01:00:46,440 --> 01:00:49,310 and fight for their freedom side by side. 691 01:00:49,430 --> 01:00:51,270 Meeting points like cafes, 692 01:00:51,510 --> 01:00:55,370 bars, boutiques, or lidos are intolerable, 693 01:00:55,560 --> 01:00:58,800 because they're all about self-display. Especially bars... 694 01:00:59,030 --> 01:01:01,630 with their hostile atmosphere. 695 01:01:02,410 --> 01:01:04,890 Everyone's standing around, conceited and uptight... 696 01:01:05,010 --> 01:01:06,970 It's impossible to start a conversation 697 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:10,210 without feeling obligated to have sex. 698 01:01:10,330 --> 01:01:11,640 Boycott those bars! 699 01:01:11,760 --> 01:01:16,350 - Push for new bars... - ...where gays can feel free, 700 01:01:16,470 --> 01:01:20,870 knowing it's not only their money others are interested in. 701 01:01:20,990 --> 01:01:23,590 Trash those fucking gay bars 702 01:01:23,710 --> 01:01:26,160 if they're nothing but brothels. 703 01:01:26,280 --> 01:01:28,930 Gays need to stop hating each other. 704 01:01:29,050 --> 01:01:31,980 We must love each other and not be competitors. 705 01:01:32,380 --> 01:01:37,330 The oppression of gays has made sex and flings vital to them, 706 01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:39,910 and for many, they've become their main activities. 707 01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:43,280 Try to be more personal, more independent! 708 01:01:43,540 --> 01:01:46,160 Out of fear of old age, most gays 709 01:01:46,460 --> 01:01:48,330 frantically chase after sex. 710 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:50,740 Older gays become aggressive, 711 01:01:51,050 --> 01:01:52,630 because they're being despised by the young ones. 712 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:56,770 If the time comes when gays not only care about physical appearances, 713 01:01:56,970 --> 01:01:59,910 old age will not be such an issue anymore. 714 01:02:00,150 --> 01:02:03,040 Boycott parks and toilets! Come out of hiding! 715 01:02:03,160 --> 01:02:05,370 Take to the streets! Rally for your rights! 716 01:02:05,570 --> 01:02:07,010 Help those stupid fashion-fags, 717 01:02:07,130 --> 01:02:09,390 those arrogant pretty boys, and those bar-queers! 718 01:02:09,620 --> 01:02:14,070 Help those who fuck in toilets and parks out of their fucked up situation! 719 01:02:14,270 --> 01:02:17,920 Sex shouldn't be a competition or a way to boost your ego. 720 01:02:18,330 --> 01:02:20,260 It should contribute to understanding 721 01:02:20,380 --> 01:02:22,880 and not, as is often the case with gays, 722 01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:26,590 make them strangers after a one-night stand. 723 01:02:26,710 --> 01:02:28,880 We must try to fuck freely... 724 01:02:29,160 --> 01:02:32,470 and respect the other instead of seeing him as an object. 725 01:02:32,720 --> 01:02:34,300 The bourgeoisie call us "fruity", 726 01:02:34,420 --> 01:02:36,280 but most of us are cold and uptight. 727 01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:39,780 We must become erotically free and socially responsible. 728 01:02:40,210 --> 01:02:43,400 Let's unite with the Black Panthers and the Women's Lib, 729 01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:45,620 and fight the oppression of minorities! 730 01:02:45,740 --> 01:02:49,480 Take care of each other's problems at work! 731 01:02:49,790 --> 01:02:53,600 Show your solidarity if a colleague gets into a conflict, 732 01:02:53,830 --> 01:02:56,670 and you can count on their help in return. 733 01:02:56,890 --> 01:02:58,720 Engage in politics! 734 01:02:58,990 --> 01:03:00,910 Being gay is not a movie! 735 01:03:01,030 --> 01:03:05,680 We gay pigs want to become humans and to be treated as such! 736 01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:07,620 We have to fight for it! 737 01:03:07,740 --> 01:03:11,180 We want to be accepted, and not just tolerated. 738 01:03:11,410 --> 01:03:14,810 But it's not just about being accepted by the people, 739 01:03:15,060 --> 01:03:19,700 but also about how we treat each other. We don't want any anonymous groups! 740 01:03:19,960 --> 01:03:22,050 We want a joint action, 741 01:03:22,380 --> 01:03:26,860 so we can get to know each other while fighting our problems... 742 01:03:27,460 --> 01:03:28,980 and learn to love each other! 743 01:03:29,100 --> 01:03:31,100 We need to organize! 744 01:03:31,480 --> 01:03:36,760 We need better bars, good doctors, and a safe working environment! 745 01:03:37,170 --> 01:03:40,150 Become proud of your homosexuality! 746 01:03:40,580 --> 01:03:43,110 Get out of the toilets! Take to the streets! 747 01:03:43,790 --> 01:03:46,330 Freedom for gays! 747 01:03:47,305 --> 01:03:53,412 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from OpenSubtitles.org 62517

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