All language subtitles for Stargate Atlantis Season 03 Episode 14 - Tao of Rodney

She used to leave the lights on
all over the house,

every room.

It drove my father nuts.

For me, it was my brother.
only we hadn�t lights.

He used to leave candles burning everywhere.

Yeah, well, you know what? No-one wants to hear any more stories about how poor you were as a child, alright?

We already feel as sorry for you
as is humanly possible.

He burned the house down, you know?

My sister was afraid of the dark, only used to
blame me for leaving the lights on.

Of course, my father believed her.
He never sided with me.

We had to live in a tent, in the
dead of winter for three months.

- You know, at least my stories relate to what we�re doing
- So do mine.

You know, we�re trekking all over the city shutting down
everything the Ancients activated while they were

were oh-so-briefly in control so that we can stop the power
from draining from our one precious ZedP.M.

How does that relate to your idiot brother
burning the house down?

- Well, if we don�t succeed.
- We�re not gonna have to live in a tent in the dead of winter!

It�s a metaphor.

- Dr. McKay.
- Hmm. Thank God.

- The control panel. It�s completely shot.
- Really? You think so?

You know, I don�t get these Ancients.

hey�re supposed to be so smart, but why activate something
that you don�t need and you�re not using, huh?

Well, maybe they didn�t have time to get to it you know, before the
human-form Replicators that you reprogrammed attacked.

Yes, yes, we all know what happened.

Ah. Voila.

You�re just angry that you couldn�t figure out
how to override the Ancient protocols -

that kept us from shutting this place down
remotely from the Control Room.

Hey, neither could you.

Yes, but I didn�t bet everyone
a month�s pay that I could do it.

- You. OK, you know what? Look around, see if you can figure out how you can turn this place off,
- whatever it is.

- Are you sure you should be going up there?
- How else am I gonna find out what this room does, huh?

God forbid there should be anything in the Ancient database.

- Oh, there probably is. We just don�t have the time to...
- Ah, here we go.

- OK, there should be a main power switch...
- Yes, I know that. What do you think I�m doing?

Alright. Double or nothing.

- Oh, you�re on.
- Alright.

Alright. It�s gotta be around here somewhere.

Rodney? What happened?

I�m not sure.

but I think I just lost -

big time.

Transcript by: Callie Sullivan
Stargate Atlantis 3x14- Tao of Rodney

Encoded By: Ascend2012

Web: http://gateworld. net/

As far as I can tell, he�s fine.

I was hit by a mysterious energy pulse.
How can that possibly be fine?

I�ve run every test I can:
blood work, M.R.Is, X-rays, the lot.

- I found no anomalies in any of the results.
- One more time: mysterious energy pulse

from a device created by the Ancients. I mean,
who knows what kind of long-term effects I could be in for?

I mean, there�s gross mutation, giantism, invisibility...

That would be cool. I turned into a bug.

Alright. Like I said, as far as I can tell,
he�s as healthy as a horse.

- I�m clearing you for active duty.
- Are you insane?! Look, I need to be put under guard.

- .Who knows what I could become?
- What are the chances it could make him more pleasant?

- Oh, Thank you!
- I�ll keep an eye on him.

Thank you!

Can you still see me?

- What are you saying?
- That you were showing off.

Normally, if Doctor Esposito weren�t around,
I doubt you would have been as reckless as you were.

- Are you insane?
- Which one�s Esposito?

- Oh, the long dark hair.
- Ah, right. The one with the perfect little, uh...

Do you mind?
We�re trying to work here.

For the record, I was gonna say "smile. "

- Yeah, sure you were. What�ve you got?
- Nothing.

Whatever you did fried all the power conduits
leading into the room.

Whatever I did?

Look, up until very recently this lab was entirely under water,
quite possibly for over ten thousand years. How is that my fault?

- Well, that part of it isn�t.
- OK, that�s it. I�m going for lunch.

- How�s he doing?
- Same old Rodney.

You�re sure?
He looks a couple of pounds heavier to me.

- Ronon!
- What?

He eats all the time.
It�s not like he exercises.

He�s feeding his unhappiness.

Hello?! I�m right here. I can...

I can hear you.

For your information, I am exactly the same weight
I have been since I got here.

I need to eat regularly, otherwise I become hypoglycaemic;
and I am generally a very happy person.

Colonel Sheppard. Please have your team report to the
Control Room immediately. Colonel Sheppard.

We received this transmission six minutes ago
from Major Lorne�s team.

Atlantis base, repeat: we are under attack
and cut off from the Gate...

I counted at least 20, maybe more.
Request back-up immediately.

- Where are they?
- M72-656.

Have a team of marines meet us in the Jumper Bay.

Doctor Weir. Any word?

Not yet. It has only been an hour.

- You wanted to see me?
- Yes. I could use your help.

I managed to get power to part of the console
to access the lab�s research logs.

- Well, that�s good news.
- Well, I�m not so sure. I could use a second opinion.

It seems much of this refers to different elements
of human physiology.

It mentions the mutation of base genetic coding.

I realise Doctor Beckett said that there were no evident
effects from Rodney�s exposure to the device.

- It seems...
- meant to manipulate human D.N.A.

Doctor Weir to the Jumper Bay.
The rescue team has returned.

Let�s go.

- What else could it be?!
- You�re losing your mind!

- I�m telling you, it�s a bit of a coincidence!
- Well, then, prove it!

- Colonel?
- Everyone�s present and accounted for.

- How bad is it and who�s been hurt?
- No-one, Doc. We�re all fine... thanks to

- ... McKay.
- So he says.

Rodney?

Well, to be honest, I�m not entirely sure. I wasn�t
even sure it was me at first,

but the correlation�s impossible to ignore.

I saw Lorne�s team pinned down,
the bad guys closing in...

I just thought, you know, wouldn�t it be great
if all their weapons jammed at the same time?

Next thing I know, they�re all running away, so...

So you think because you wanted it to happen, it just did.

It was a little more than that.

OK. You know what?
Watch this. I�ll, uh

Rodney!

Rodney?

- Believe me, I find this as disturbing as you do.
- Like bloody hell you do!

Put him down.

Have there been any other instances
of this power manifesting itself?

- Powers. Plural.
- What else can you do besides telekinesis?

Well, super-hearing for one, and I�m not sure but I think
I may actually be getting smarter.

It�s hard to say for sure because I was pretty smart
to start with but, um,

recently I�ve been having some ideas that I don�t think
even I would have thought of before.

- Does super-ego count as a power?
- Look, keep it coming.

We could also be dealing with a super-appetite,
although it�s hard to tell because he ate so much before.

- Very funny.
- My God! He�s eatin� again!

- I have a very active metabolism.
- Aye. Among other things.

The scans show a dramatic increase in synaptic interaction
throughout all the sections of Rodney�s brain

much higher than normal human levels.

There was an incident at S.G.C.
just over a year ago.

I recall that file. I studied the data.
Fascinating.

SG-1 discovered a highly-evolved
human being in stasis.

It turned out he was a result of experimentation
by a Goa�uld named Anubis.

He was trying to create a means of artificially accelerating
human physiology to the point of ascension.

Look, that device I found must have been
some kind of an accelerator.

We know that the Ancients developed
all kinds of powers as they evolved,

so it�s just a matter of bad luck that
we didn�t run into that lab earlier.

Seriously. Me a superhero.
Who would have thought it?

Look, we all agree the Ancients
were pretty screwed up.

We do?

All the ones I met were arrogant, condescending...
and not for good reason.

They made giant mistakes and never fixed �em.

- They were still human.
- But then there were all those crazy rules.

- Those only came after they ascended.
- Whatever, alright?

Maybe this thing doesn�t work on everyone.
Who knows?

- But we do know it works on McKay.
- It has only been a day.

Assuming it�s safe. Well, to be honest,
even if it�s not

if we can get a significant advantage over
the Wraith and Replicators...

John, I agree.
This device may have great potential.

And with great potential comes great responsibility.
I know.

Like a lot of other things we have found in this city,

It is a very advanced piece of technology.
For all we know, it could also be very dangerous.

- I�m just saying...
- Yes, you can be next.

Thank You!

You know, if you�re compiling a list, I�d...

- Could we stay focused, please?
- Right.

C�mon. You can�t keep me cooped up
in here forever.

You might not be sick, Rodney, but I think we can
both agree what�s happening here is far from normal.

Exactly, so let me go out and start using
my powers to do some good.

Ooh. Are you going to, uh, finish that?

We have no idea of the extent of your genetic mutation.

Please. "Mutation" has such negative connotations.
"Advancement" is more like it.

Until we know exactly what�s going on here...

Carson. I�m still me.

Anyway, it�s not like you or these guys could
stop me from leaving anyways.

No, but I could.

Oh, you care to put that to a test?

Do you?

Well. No, not really.

Anyways, as I was saying, I think you�re fine to go about
your daily duties as long as...

you have someone with you... and you...

check in every couple of hours.
Yes, yes. Bye-bye!

You know, we could be a team.
You could be my sidekick.

- "Sidekick. "
- Yeah. It�d be like Batman and Ronon. Has a nice ring to it.

Yeah, you keep eating like that,
it�s more like Fatman.

I�m warning you. You will probably be bored out of your mind
unless you find incredibly advanced physics to be...

- Really?
- What?

What, you think so?

Hey, she thinks I�m hot!

- I didn�t say anything.
- No-no-no, I�m sure that you, uh...

Oh, of course not, I should have known.
She meant you.

I don�t know what you�re talking about.

McKay, she didn�t say a word.

Oh my God.
I can read minds.

Oh, this is cool!

No it isn�t.

- Oh, I�m fine. No; yes; and it doesn�t.
- What?

I can read your mind. uh, everyone�s, actually.

That was very cool for the first, like, 10seconds there,
but now I�m finding it a little disturbing

So I�m trying to tune it out as much as I possibly can.
well, sort of.

Anyways, look, I wanted to get your permission
to access the Control Chair.

I�ve got some pretty interesting ideas for maximising our ZedP.M.
I reconfigured the city�s power systems

It�s too complicated to explain. But trust me when I say that
you are going to be incredibly happy with the results.

Look, Elizabeth, I know you have every right
not to trust me but I promise you,

I�m gonna make things much, much better, OK

Good. She wants you to shoot me if you think for even 1 second
that I might be trying to take over the city for my own evil purposes.

I�m kidding.

That was a joke.
Is your weapon set to, uh, stun?

Wait. Never mind. There. I did it
OK, to the Chair Room, Ronon.

- Can I shoot him now?
- I can hear you!

Look, she just wants you to keep a close eye on me!
C�mon, let�s go. Chop, chop - much to do.

I will send a science team down to supervise.

Not like that, this is crap.

- What the hell is he doing?
- Don�t ask me.

Actually, I wasn�t.

I have no idea.

- Rodney, you are affecting power all over the city.
- I know. Awesome, isn�t it?

No. I can�t work.

It�s just temporary.

Rodney, I�m trying to determine if that device
did any permanent damage to you.

Quite frankly, given your usually rampant hypochondria,
I�m surprised you don�t seem to care.

- You�re jealous.
- That is ridiculous.

You should be working with me trying to figure out
what is happening to you.

- Instead, you�re here burying your head in the sand.
- That is not true.

My head, which happens to be housing my ever-evolving brain...

is actually being better utilised here doing
important things that will affect everybody.

I am not gonna work with him.
I can #@$! at this. He is...

He tries to hide it, but deep down,
I�m the wind beneath his wings.

Well, how�s it coming?

Actually, I think I�m just getting to the good bit.

Don�t you hate it when people interrupt right
when things are getting good?

I know McKay is some super-genius now, but

I find the flickering lights incredibly unnerving.

Doctor Coleman has. However reluctantly...

Admitted it does seem as if Rodney is significantly
improving the city�s power system.

Whatever.

Anyway, you were saying...?

Well, we know the Ancients evolved physiologically
to a certain point where

- they could transform into a state of pure energy.
- Ancient History 101.

Yes. We also know that not all of them
managed to get there.

- You�re saying some of them needed a kick in the pants.
- So to speak.

I think this machine was not meant to help them
fight the war against the Wraith

but rather to help them escape it.

An ascension machine?

Like the one the Goa�uld tried
to create in the Milky Way.

Are you saying McKay�s going to ascend?

Unfortunately there�s a whole lot more to ascension
than just being physically evolved.

Believe me, after spending six months with a
bunch of pansy wannabes, I know!

But what does this mean for McKay?

Like I said, just gettin� to the good bit.

I�ll leave you to it.

John, wait.

We need to talk to Rodney right away.

You can all relax.
I�ll have us back online in two minutes.

We need to talk to you.

What do you mean, I�m gonna die?

I�m not even sick! I feel great, never better!

That Ancient device...

has accelerated my evolution.

Eventually I�ll reach a point where I�m physically capable of ascension, but ascension takes more than that

there�s a... there�s a mental component.
I need to know how to make it happen... Which I don�t.

Yet!

I�m getting smarter by the minute. It�s a pretty good assumption
I�ll be able to figure it out on the way.

OK, so it�s not as easy as that. Well, even if I don�t,
so I stay a highly-evolved human.

I mean, I don�t have to ascend It�s, it�s a choice, right?
No? What do you mean, no? Oh,

that stupid Ancient device doesn�t work properly, does it?

It�s set in motion a series of genetic mutations that will
result in my death if I don�t ascend?!

- There is something easier about this.
- That�s why the Ancients didn�t put it into common use

It�s just one more in a long line of abysmal,
over-ambitious failures!

Oh God. I�m a dead man!

- Dr. McKay!
- Yes, yes

it�s because I stopped in the middle. I will fix it...
just give me a second here.

That�s it.

I will kill him, he is nuts, complete idiot.

OK, there�s still time left, right, so maybe
there�s a way to reverse the process.

Zelenka! Where�s Zelenka?
What the hell has he been doing?

We have massive power surges throughout the grid.
Shutdown protocols are not responding.

Come on, Radek, come on. He�s not breathing...

we need to intubate. Start an I.V., wide open.

Get that monitor set up.

Right. On my count.
One, two, three.

- Radek!
- Get the leads set up, please.

He�s in V-tach.
Prepare to de-fib.

- Clear!
- No!

- Rodney, the man is dying.
- I know. Just give me a second. I know.

Heart rate�s good;

Breathing�s steady.

Pulse is good.

Radek, are you OK?

What happened?

- Rodney.
- Hold on.

I see you�ve been busy.

- Yeah, I invented a new math.
- Really?!

It�s gonna change the human understanding
of the universe as we know it.

How is Zelenka?

- Uh, you need to ask?
- I�m blocking out people�s thoughts.

It was becoming too overwhelming.
I wasn�t able to think.

- Rodney.
- I know what you�re gonna say.

Oh, no... just intuition, I swear. I just...

I tried to fix the Ancient device but
it wasn�t meant to reverse the process.

Once the mutation has started,
it cannot be stopped.

Actually,

I was gonna say, if you want any help in understanding ascension...

Oh. Uh, well, I�ve already re-read everything
I could in the database.

- Well, it�s not exactly a clear-cut set of instructions, is it?
- No.

And to be honest, you know, I�ve never been all that big on
the whole idea of ascending in the first place. There�s too many rules,

you know? I mean, to me, life is about working towards
achievement, you know? Discovering things...

- Getting credit for it.
- Exactly. I mean, once you know it all, what do you do then?

I don�t know.

I don�t think that ascension
necessarily means the end.

Yeah, see? Never been big on leaps of faith, either.

I mean, sure, there was a part of me that from
the beginning knew that this was too good to be true.

Nothing this great could ever happen to me without really,
really bad consequences.

Anyways, now I have come to terms with that
and I just wanna get as much done in the time

I have left and not waste my time on a bunch of mumbo jumbo
I�m not gonna understand anyways.

Oh, I�ve come up with a way for increasing
the Daedalus� shield power.

Tell Hermiod to give me a call if he needs
any help understanding the base code.

I�m sure Colonel Caldwell will be thrilled.

Look, Rodney,

I�m not gonna try to convince you that ascension is right for you,
or even possible, for that matter. I don�t know.

But I wonder if you have considered the fact that

if you did somehow manage to ascend,
you can always, theoretically.

Re-take human form.

Why didn�t I think of that?

- I don�t think it�s gonna work.
- I had this shipped from the S.G.C.

Aye, I know. The Ancient device used to measure
a person�s synaptic activity.

Ah, more than that - the brain�s evolutionary level.
Look, it�s basically an ascendo-meter.

I really don�t think we�re going about this the right way.

If you�re a highly-evolved super-genius,
put up your hand.

From everything I read about the subject area...

Look, when you get down to it, even mental states
are actually only physical states, are they not?

- I mean, the brain is just a chemical super-computer.
- Well, I suppose an incredibly complex...

Well, I suppose an incredibly complex...

Look, the universe may seem mystical to..
those without understanding

when in truth anything and everything can be quantified.

Look, all the hocus pocus stuff is just a way of getting the brain into the proper electro-chemical state to allow the final physical evolution,

at which point the matter that makes up this body
will turn into pure energy.

Look, what mere mortals would refer to as the...

mystery of ascension is actually just a scientific process
it�s just protons and electrons. Protons and electrons.

- If you say so.
- Now, if you don�t mind, can we, uh...

Now, based on what I�ve extrapolated from the Ancient research,

I have been able to set measurable parameters for
achieving the proper mental state.

Once I reach 96% synaptic connection,
as measured by this device

all I need to do is maintain an E.E.G. frequency of
0.1 to 0.9 Hz and presto.

I arise to a higher plane of existence.

OK, let�s assume for one completely
insane moment that you are right.

Those frequencies are associated
with near-comatose patients.

No-one who�s actually awake can just will themselves
anywhere close to that, no matter how bloody relaxed they are.

No unevolved person.

- Give it a rest, Rodney.
- Just turn it on!

Your synaptic activity�s abnormally high. Over 60%

Yes! I don�t have much time left.
As I said, by my calculations,

when I reach 96%, I either ascend or die.
Now, what�s my E.E.G.?

29 Hz, which is about average for someone
in an extremely heightened wakeful state.

OK, so I just need to, uh,
clear my mind and, um, relax.

- What�s that now?
- 30.

What?! Oh, come on, that�s impossible!
You must have me hooked up wrong.

No I didn�t, thank you very much.
We�re getting a clear reading.

Rodney, the Ancients that eventually learned to ascend

dedicated their entire lives preparing for this moment.

Trust me, this will work. I just need some more time.
Now stop talking so much. You�re you�re rippling my pond.

I think he�s having a hard time accepting
this can�t be solved with science,

no matter how brilliant he is.

You know what he needs?

He needs to... release his burden.

Yeah, well, you know McKay.

Maybe Doctor Heightmeyer can help.

Actually, I was thinking more
along the lines of you.

Me?

Mmm-hmm. You lived with the Ancients for six months
on the brink of ascension.

You helped them face their fears and finally ascend.

I fought a scary monster - that�s what I do best.

And for Rodney, I�m sure this seems like
a pretty scary monster.

I don�t think this is gonna work with you hooked up to the machine.

How else am I gonna know if it�s working at all?

Look, you�re teaching me how to meditate.
Not exactly good odds there to start with.

I realise that.

Truth is, I was never really very good at this myself.

- So why am I here?
- Elizabeth made me.

Oh. Yeah. Me too.

I was with those Ancients for 6months.
Maybe I picked up something that might be able to help you.

Yeah. The first thing I think you need to
come to terms with is, um,

- this is not a means to an end.
- What? Well, of course it is.

No, no, no, you can�t do that. You can�t think
that you�re just gonna ascend

and then re-take human form and be done with it all.

That is exactly what I�m trying to do.

Look, from what I understand,
dishonesty�s not gonna help the process.

Good point.

You know, while we�re at it, my knees are killing me.
How�s anyone ever relax like this?

- Find a position that works.
- Right.

- OK.
- Fine.

Now. I want you to become aware of your breaths,

going in and out of your body.

In...

and out.

Do it without talking.

Oh right.

Now...

I want you to think about the things
that you worry about the most.

- You mean, like death?
- There�s no talking.

- Think of anything that makes you anxious.
- Oh, God, there�s so many things.

Deal with it.

Now.

Imagine yourself sitting on a Ferris wheel.

What?

Look, I told you, I didn�t pay much attention to what
the Ancients were teaching me.

I like Ferris wheels, so that�s what I thought about...

and the fact that the woman teaching me how to meditate was...

- very attractive.
- Why am I not surprised you didn�t ascend, huh?

OK, look, I�m a busy man, you�re a busy man.
We�re both busy men.

Just... relax, alright? I�m gonna try to remember
what the woman taught me.

Alright.

Now.

there�s a dark storm swirling around your head.

- How is that comforting?
- I�m getting there.

I just thought of a brilliant adjunct to the Chaos Theory.
Look, I should write this down...

McKay!

- Letting it go. Letting it go.
- Now,

the sky is clearing. All of your troubles are fading away.

Bright blue sky. I am there.

- How�m I doing?
- Don�t think that way!

- Oh, forget it. Look, this is never gonna work.
- What�s wrong now?

I just realised why light behaves as both particles and waves.

- Rodney, if you don�t try to do this...
- I know. I don�t have much time left.

- Hey.
- Hmm? Just a second.

What are you doing?

There are, like, 50 simulations I�d like to be running right now,
but the computers can�t keep up with me the irony being that

I�ve actually figured out how to make them run
10x faster but I haven�t had time to actually stop and do it.

Oh, I�ve uploaded the virtual prototype for a hyperspace generator
for the Puddle Jumpers into the database.

Well, that sounds great.

Are you sure that this is how you want to...

spend my last couple of days alive?
Don�t have a lot of choice, do I?

Rodney, I think it�s very decent and noble of you

to want to leave a scientific contribution behind...
but I still believe there�s a chance you can ascend I

If you put your mind to it.

We both know that that is a waste of time.
Maybe you could do it, but

I don�t know if I could, but you are certainly
selling yourself short by not even trying.

To be honest, I don�t have the first clue where to start.

- Stop thinking.
- See, I don�t understand that.

One of the biggest things that holds people
back is that somewhere deep down

they believe they�re not deserving.

- You have to release your burden.
- Oh, please!

I know spirituality to you is a load of mumbo jumbo,
but it does help people find peace with themselves.

But you have to believe.

I�m not talking about religion.
I�m talking about shedding yourself of guilt, of anger, of ill-feeling,

Of anything that makes you feel shame

And then you can focus all of your energy on ascending.

So what you�re telling me is that I don�t think I�m worthy.

Rodney, I don�t know what you truly believe about yourself.

For all I know, you use your intelligence
to compensate, to make yourself feel better

for other things you think you may lack.

- Like what?
- That, I can�t tell you...

but maybe you could start reading your own mind?

Rodney, I don�t care what you�re gonna say.
I�m gonna keep working on this, OK?

Ah, well, I appreciate that.

You saved my life, so the least I can do is try to save yours,
you know?

Radek.

I think it�s safe to say that, uh,
I am at times a petty, vindictive,

...even jealous man.

I sublimate my own anxieties or feelings
of inadequacy by creating a

bubble of hostility around myself.

I know that you, probably more than anyone else,
have had to bear the brunt of that hostility.

- Rodney, you don�t have to...
- Actually, I do.

Here�s the thing: you�re a brilliant scientist,
and a decent human being,

and you should not have had to endure the kind of abuse
that you�ve taken from me in the past few years.

I hope you can find a way to forgive me for
all the things I�ve said and done to you.

You deserve much better than that.

so I wanted you to know that.

Yes.

Rodney!

- Hmm. Mind if I come in?
- Should you be...?

Hope you don�t mind. I was talking with Halling and he happened to
mention that it was the anniversary of the death of your father next week.

He did?

OK, I might have asked a few pointed questions but, um,

I just thought it would be nice if, uh

What I mean is,

I would be honoured if you would
let me share the memorial tea ceremony with you.

I don�t know if it�s wrong to do it early or anything,
but, um, I may not be around next week.

Anyway, I understand it�s something you�re not supposed to do alone.

Thank you, Rodney.

No, no, no, no, no. I know exactly what to do.

You are the one who�s lost a loved one.
I will serve you.

Hey, buddy! Pal!

Been looking all over for you!
Checked the gym, the Mess.

- Wasn�t there.
- No, you weren�t. Usually one of those is a good bet.

So, where are you off to? Shooting range?
A little target practice?

- I don�t need practice.
- Oh, no. No, no, of course you don�t.

Look, I don�t know how much time I have left,
so I�m just gonna cut to the chase here...

ask you a rather, uh, personal question.

Hopefully you won�t just hit me in the face.

Asking away.

Those scars on your back from

your encounters with the Wraith
you know, with the tracking device?

Are those, like, a... a badge of honour for you,

or are they just a constant reminder of
something you�d rather forget?

I mean, I know it�s none of my business. I just...

I try not to let things I can�t change bother me.

That�s very healthy.

I hope you don�t mind.

I just healed them.

- You�re not still trying to find a way out of this for me, are you?
- You think I�m gonna give up?

Look, all the Ancients that experimented with that device,
they either ascended or died.

most of them the latter,
which is why it did not get put into common use.

Like you said, there were exceptions.

Huh. Yes, well, this will all be over soon
and you can get back to some real work.

- Rodney... don�t.
- No-no-no, I�m not fishing for sympathy. I just, uh

Hey, I just wanted to give you that.

- What have you invented now?
- Oh, nothing. It�s a, it�s a book.

About what?

You.

Well, you�ve taken a lot of crap as the leader of this expedition and I just thought someone should leave

a record of all the good things you�ve done -
everything you�ve done right.

Everything I do is on record for review.

Oh, yes, I know, I know. I just thought that
I would have somewhat of a unique perspective

that other people might benefit from.

You know, I actually took the liberty of doing some
research into your past and I included that as well.

Sorry if I�m not a very good writer.

It might be a bit, uh, overly maudlin in places...

Rodney, this is 500 pages long. When did you...?

Anyway, that�s all.

Right.

- What�s it down to?
- It�s not important.

What? Of course it is.
It�s gotta...

- What 17 Hz? It�s not even close!
- It�s closer than you�ve ever been.

Oh, forget it.

Look, if you have to keep asking,
you�re obviously not getting it.

- This is about letting go.
- I don�t know how to do that, OK?

I don�t know how not to be me.

Look, thank you for all of your help.

I think in the grand scheme of things,
we�re... we�re good, aren�t we?

Of course.

Right. Look, if it�s not too much trouble,
I�d like you to read my eulogy.

I refuse to discuss that.

Just keep it simple. Um, make up a few nice things.
I�d like my little sister to be there

and, oh, you should know that I told Beckett that
he should most definitely do a full autopsy.

He can use my body for any kind of experimentation
that might prove helpful, and, uh

Oh, and I�d like to be cremated, with my ashes to be, uh

Rodney.

Rodney!

Medical team to my quarters.

The synaptic activity in your brain
has reached over 90%.

I don�t know why, but it seems the more
pervasive evolved state of the cortex

is causing lapses in the lower brain function.

It�s almost as if your body�s losing
its natural ability to keep itself alive.

When ascension occurs naturally,
the physical body�s no longer necessary in the final stages.

Rodney, I don�t know how much more you can take.

- About 6%.
- There must be something we can do.

It�s OK. You know,

I�m actually feeling a sense of peace.

Interspersed with moments of sheer terror, of course.

Rodney, as far as this ascension thing,

I know you didn�t have much success but at this point,

what�ve you got to lose?

- May as well go out fighting, huh?
- Absolutely.

Hook me up.

Carson?

Thank you.

Thank you for everything.

I only wish I could have done more, my friend.

Clear blue skies.

All my troubles, just drifting away.

OK stop talking now.

Rodney, you�re a good person.

Know that we love you.

You love me?

Really?

- All of you?
- In a way a friend feels about another friend.

You�re just saying that because I�m gonna die.

Oh, God. I can�t believe I�m gonna die.

Alright... just back to the blue skies.
Let your thoughts go.

Concentrate on your breathing

Oh, my God.

He�s not breathing. Quick, bag him.
We need to get him on a ventilator.

Carson, he gave us strict orders

You don�t understand.
He just told me how to save him.

We�re en route. His pulse is very weak.
Are you ready?

We will be.

Almost.

Right.

Hurry. He can�t breathe on his own.

OK, stand back.

Rodney?

- It worked!
- Did it?

- Well, I�m alive, aren�t I?
- Sounds like him.

Yes, yes.

I can�t hear one of your thoughts.

The telekinesis has gone.

I�m still smart, I think.

Yes! Yes, I�m me!

- I�m my old self!
- Are you certain?

Yeah, I�m alive! I feel great!
I feel, uh-um Hungry?

- He�s fine.
- And you said it was impossible.

Yeah, it just came to me. I was, I was,
I was floating in this, this big black emptiness

and then the answer just came out of nowhere.

Look, the device was designed to manipulate your D.N.A.

It couldn�t reverse the evolutionary advancement process
because everyone�s D.N.A. was different.

It makes certain changes that causes the D.N.A.
to evolve in ways specific to your own unique physiology.

Yeah. In order to manipulate the D.N.A. back to the previous state,
the programme required a precise reference point.

Fortunately I keep blood samples from all the Atlantis team
members for baseline comparisons.

- I don�t understand what any of you are talking about.
- What... what?

- It�s good to have you back, buddy.
- Yes, well... it�s good to be back.

Yeah!

- Hey, how are you feeling?
- Terrible!

- Should I get Carson?
- No-no-no-no-no. Physically I am fine,

but, but this doesn�t make any sense.

I can�t figure out any of these, of these equations.

I mean, the algorithms are complete gibberish.
I mean, this is torture!

I can clearly remember exactly how important this all is,
I cant figure out why or how.

Well, I just dropped by to show you this.

Your E.E.G. readings from your last meditation.

Oh, my God!

0.3 Hz. I did it!

I mean, I was in the zone!
I could have actually ascended!

You said you were floating in a big empty space

when the idea of how to save yourself came to you.

I may have momentarily thought about
how hard it is to rid oneself of ego

and that existence without the individuality
of consciousness would be pointless but

Ooh! Now I say that, that�s probably what gave me the idea
to reprogramme the device with my old D.N.A.

Yeah, I thought so.

Yeah, well, you know what? I don�t care if you don�t think
I was capable of ascension.

I never wanted to do it anyways. In fact, you know what?
I am very happy with who I am.

And you love me.

- What?! I never...
- You so did!

Yeah, I may not be able to understand this new math I created,
but I distinctly remember that you said you love me.

Actually, I said we love you and...

And, what? What, you were just saying that
because you thought I was dying?

No! I said it because...

See?! You love me! It�s true you�ve said it, now I know.
I always suspected it.

In fact, you know what? I�ve always noticed
that there�s been a, um,

indefinable and yet magical chemistry between us
that I think I covered in Chapter 10

Hmm. Rodney...

- You had lunch yet?
- Yes.

Mid-afternoon snack, then?

I will keep you company.

Ah. Now, is Sheppard still bugging you to let him use the
ascension device to turn himself into some kind of a superhero?

Oh Yes.

Despite the fact that the Ancient database states
that its effects on people are wildly unpredictable

and that I�m just lucky I wasn�t instantly
melted down into a pool of protoplasm.

Yes.

- Yes. Well, maybe you should let him.
- I think not.