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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:25,335 --> 00:01:26,127 - Tell me when it first 4 00:01:26,127 --> 00:01:27,545 begins to blur. 5 00:01:27,545 --> 00:01:28,545 - Blurring. 6 00:01:29,798 --> 00:01:31,549 Sharp again-ish. 7 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:35,762 - One. 8 00:01:37,138 --> 00:01:38,264 Two. 9 00:01:38,264 --> 00:01:39,348 - They're both blurry. 10 00:01:41,976 --> 00:01:43,436 Still blurry. - One. 11 00:01:45,479 --> 00:01:46,314 Two. 12 00:01:46,314 --> 00:01:47,398 - Blurry. 13 00:01:47,398 --> 00:01:49,692 - Seven, here's eight. 14 00:01:49,692 --> 00:01:51,652 - Uh, better. - What's larger and clearer? 15 00:01:51,652 --> 00:01:52,487 Seven? 16 00:01:52,487 --> 00:01:53,530 - Yeah. 17 00:01:53,530 --> 00:01:55,949 - Here's eight. - Eight. 18 00:01:55,949 --> 00:01:57,325 - Is this clear? 19 00:01:57,325 --> 00:01:59,744 - It's sharp. 20 00:01:59,744 --> 00:02:01,121 Sharpish. 21 00:02:02,080 --> 00:02:03,915 Sharper. 22 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:04,916 Sharpest. 23 00:02:06,167 --> 00:02:09,211 - Cause my eyes were brown as a child. 24 00:02:09,211 --> 00:02:12,465 And then they turned, progressively green and blue. 25 00:02:12,465 --> 00:02:14,217 - Interesting. 26 00:02:15,802 --> 00:02:17,804 Now that's not very common. 27 00:02:17,804 --> 00:02:19,305 - Well-- 28 00:02:19,305 --> 00:02:20,140 - What, do you have 29 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:21,432 green and blue siblings? 30 00:02:21,432 --> 00:02:22,809 - No, they're all brown. 31 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:58,761 I want you smiling. 32 00:02:58,761 --> 00:03:00,096 Smile. 33 00:03:00,096 --> 00:03:01,723 That's good. 34 00:03:04,100 --> 00:03:06,060 The hand is gonna be... 35 00:03:06,060 --> 00:03:09,439 You're the hero or the heroine 36 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:13,902 because, she can see now, thanks to art. 37 00:03:13,902 --> 00:03:17,947 You're going to basically be pointing, 38 00:03:17,947 --> 00:03:20,700 well actually, you're going to be 39 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:21,534 displayed this way this. 40 00:03:26,206 --> 00:03:28,208 That's looking good. 41 00:03:28,208 --> 00:03:29,500 That's going... 42 00:03:29,500 --> 00:03:30,418 Open the smile. 43 00:03:30,418 --> 00:03:31,252 Open the smile. 44 00:03:31,252 --> 00:03:32,712 Open the smile. 45 00:03:32,712 --> 00:03:33,630 Good! 46 00:03:33,630 --> 00:03:36,674 I need you to look at Julia. 47 00:03:36,674 --> 00:03:38,468 That's good, that's good, that's good. 48 00:03:38,468 --> 00:03:40,011 That's good. 49 00:03:40,011 --> 00:03:41,262 Let's go. 50 00:03:41,262 --> 00:03:42,096 Oh, no. 51 00:03:42,096 --> 00:03:43,430 I want a smile, I don't want a... 52 00:03:45,225 --> 00:03:46,059 Diff. 53 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:02,951 - I put out about 12, 13 colors. 54 00:04:02,951 --> 00:04:05,828 And I'm used to that system of mixing. 55 00:04:07,497 --> 00:04:09,749 Velázquez only put out five colors 56 00:04:09,749 --> 00:04:11,000 and I have to put out 12. 57 00:04:11,918 --> 00:04:13,461 It shows the disparity. 58 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:34,565 - My mother, when she was excited 59 00:04:34,565 --> 00:04:38,111 or something happened, she would, 60 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:40,363 you know, see one of us and rather than 61 00:04:40,363 --> 00:04:42,323 make a mistake, she would say, Joey, Jerry, 62 00:04:42,323 --> 00:04:43,741 come here. 63 00:04:43,741 --> 00:04:44,784 - Are you Joey or Jerry? 64 00:04:44,784 --> 00:04:46,953 Are you Joey or Jerry, Jerry, Joey? 65 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:48,496 And that kind of pissed us off. 66 00:04:49,372 --> 00:04:51,040 So in a way we were like little... 67 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:53,376 Like little sideshow people. 68 00:04:53,376 --> 00:04:55,128 Like, oh, which one are you? 69 00:04:57,255 --> 00:04:58,881 - I think we all wanna know... 70 00:04:59,841 --> 00:05:02,593 Have kind of a touchstone into a beginning. 71 00:05:02,593 --> 00:05:04,595 - Why we twins? 72 00:05:04,595 --> 00:05:06,431 Why we're identical twins? 73 00:05:06,431 --> 00:05:09,851 Why are we together? 74 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:12,061 In terms of, I don't know what it is to be 75 00:05:12,061 --> 00:05:13,688 a singleton. 76 00:05:13,688 --> 00:05:17,567 Be a person without a lookalike person. 77 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:18,568 We did everything together. 78 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:20,236 We slept together. 79 00:05:20,236 --> 00:05:22,030 And I think we sort of woke up together 80 00:05:22,030 --> 00:05:24,198 and go to the bathroom together. 81 00:05:24,198 --> 00:05:25,533 And everything was together. 82 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:28,453 - We're called twins, but from the point of view 83 00:05:28,453 --> 00:05:31,998 of my memory and the whole remembrance 84 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:34,792 of that whole thing, we were separate entities. 85 00:05:34,792 --> 00:05:37,295 We just happened to be sharing a kind of a... 86 00:05:37,295 --> 00:05:39,964 A place, you know, an apartment. 87 00:05:41,299 --> 00:05:42,133 For nine months. 88 00:05:48,139 --> 00:05:52,185 I was in the womb and there was 89 00:05:52,185 --> 00:05:55,146 another entity besides myself, my brother. 90 00:05:55,146 --> 00:05:59,067 And I was looking out of the glaucomic film 91 00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:05,615 and I saw another glaucomic womb 92 00:06:05,615 --> 00:06:07,325 and another entity there. 93 00:06:07,325 --> 00:06:09,660 Which I knew I was a girl. 94 00:06:09,660 --> 00:06:12,163 And I was talking to the... 95 00:06:12,163 --> 00:06:13,790 Communicating somehow to the girl 96 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:18,544 and both our hands were on the surface, that skin. 97 00:06:18,544 --> 00:06:20,505 And then, suddenly, 98 00:06:21,714 --> 00:06:25,968 she and that whole womb 99 00:06:25,968 --> 00:06:29,680 went away into the darkness and I knew 100 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:32,558 that I had experienced the end 101 00:06:32,558 --> 00:06:35,311 of that person's life somehow. 102 00:06:38,064 --> 00:06:41,818 So in a sense, I experienced death before I knew life. 103 00:07:03,214 --> 00:07:06,467 - My mother didn't know she was having twins. 104 00:07:06,467 --> 00:07:09,595 And it was a surprise to all of us. 105 00:07:09,595 --> 00:07:14,600 I felt, gee, I have two brothers, you know? 106 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:16,811 And, I must tell you that they were very ill 107 00:07:16,811 --> 00:07:20,273 for the first three months of their lives. 108 00:07:20,273 --> 00:07:22,692 - I had swallowed and I shouldn't have swallowed. 109 00:07:22,692 --> 00:07:26,195 And I was in the ICU for three days. 110 00:07:26,195 --> 00:07:30,366 And I guess I was taken from the ICU 111 00:07:30,366 --> 00:07:31,200 back to my mother. 112 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:33,828 She was breastfeeding Joel all the time. 113 00:07:33,828 --> 00:07:35,538 And then at one point she said to the nurse, 114 00:07:35,538 --> 00:07:37,999 "But it looks like the same baby." 115 00:07:37,999 --> 00:07:40,501 And the nurse said, "you do have identical twins." 116 00:07:40,501 --> 00:07:41,794 - Now this is adorable. 117 00:07:41,794 --> 00:07:45,423 This is Joey at two years of age. 118 00:07:45,423 --> 00:07:47,467 And this is where we usually took pictures. 119 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:49,302 And Joey looks very intent. 120 00:07:49,302 --> 00:07:51,345 Like he's looking up at a plane 121 00:07:51,345 --> 00:07:52,972 or a bird or maybe... 122 00:07:52,972 --> 00:07:54,640 Or a building. 123 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:56,726 And here's the same with Jerry. 124 00:07:57,602 --> 00:08:00,271 - In a sense, I guess when you're a twin 125 00:08:00,271 --> 00:08:03,024 which I think is about one in every 10,000 births, 126 00:08:04,901 --> 00:08:07,570 you know that there was something unusual, you know? 127 00:08:07,570 --> 00:08:12,241 That there's a mirror image of yourself somehow. 128 00:08:12,241 --> 00:08:15,495 But you're more aware that you have a different 129 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:17,955 consciousness than that otherness 130 00:08:17,955 --> 00:08:18,998 that looks like you. 131 00:08:19,999 --> 00:08:21,667 - And I think people maybe saw us as more 132 00:08:21,667 --> 00:08:24,378 identical than we, inside, felt. 133 00:08:24,378 --> 00:08:26,964 We knew we were not exactly the same. 134 00:08:26,964 --> 00:08:29,300 We were individuals. 135 00:08:32,010 --> 00:08:34,804 When I look at those pictures, in a physical sense, 136 00:08:34,804 --> 00:08:37,099 I always had a wider face. 137 00:08:37,099 --> 00:08:38,726 A little broader body. 138 00:08:38,726 --> 00:08:40,727 Joel was more lean and thin. 139 00:08:40,727 --> 00:08:43,188 His ears were a different shape than my ears. 140 00:08:43,188 --> 00:08:46,692 My ears being closer to the head. 141 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:49,862 Our smiles were different in the photographs. 142 00:08:49,862 --> 00:08:54,450 But we were conjoined in a societal way. 143 00:08:54,450 --> 00:08:55,993 We were "the twins". 144 00:08:57,870 --> 00:09:00,331 - Dressing twins identically was the style 145 00:09:00,331 --> 00:09:01,916 at the time. 146 00:09:01,916 --> 00:09:02,875 There are many photograph snapshots 147 00:09:02,875 --> 00:09:05,461 of Joey and Jerry in the same exact outfit. 148 00:09:05,461 --> 00:09:06,546 Sailor suits. 149 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:10,007 And sailor hats. 150 00:09:15,263 --> 00:09:16,889 - I enjoyed it. 151 00:09:16,889 --> 00:09:19,725 And I couldn't even say when, 152 00:09:19,725 --> 00:09:23,020 probably when went to school, after kindergarten, 153 00:09:23,020 --> 00:09:24,730 that we dressed differently. 154 00:09:26,107 --> 00:09:26,941 - I don't know. 155 00:09:26,941 --> 00:09:28,401 When they went to Catholic school, they wore 156 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:30,361 a white shirt and tie everyday. 157 00:09:30,361 --> 00:09:31,696 So of course they were identical 158 00:09:31,696 --> 00:09:34,198 with everybody else in the class, but... 159 00:09:34,198 --> 00:09:37,743 Then, that petered out, when they were teenagers. 160 00:10:21,787 --> 00:10:23,873 - Now this business is what I saw 161 00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:25,333 as a child. 162 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:26,250 - Why? 163 00:10:26,250 --> 00:10:27,960 - Well you have people making sandwiches. 164 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:29,253 When you have grocery people talking-- 165 00:10:29,253 --> 00:10:30,546 - What, you lived around here? 166 00:10:30,546 --> 00:10:32,048 - 460 Graham Avenue, right over here. 167 00:10:32,048 --> 00:10:33,299 - 460? - Yeah. 168 00:10:33,299 --> 00:10:34,467 - Right over there. 169 00:10:34,467 --> 00:10:35,968 - My mother owned the big store. 170 00:10:35,968 --> 00:10:37,928 Sam's, there was a candy store. 171 00:10:37,928 --> 00:10:38,763 - Right. 172 00:10:38,763 --> 00:10:39,597 - There was two other stores. 173 00:10:39,597 --> 00:10:41,432 - What, on the corner? 174 00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:42,642 - Yeah, on the corner. 175 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:43,476 And uh-- 176 00:10:43,476 --> 00:10:44,393 - I mean, I wasn't here. 177 00:10:44,393 --> 00:10:45,645 - I know, this was in-- 178 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,021 - I came here in '74. 179 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:47,855 - This was in the '30s, '40s. 180 00:10:47,855 --> 00:10:48,689 - Oh, wow. - And the '50s. 181 00:10:48,689 --> 00:10:50,566 And I left here when I was nine-years old 182 00:10:50,566 --> 00:10:52,526 or something like that. 183 00:10:52,526 --> 00:10:53,361 Queens. - Uh-huh. 184 00:10:53,361 --> 00:10:56,030 - But this was, the first neighborhood I had. 185 00:11:08,084 --> 00:11:09,669 A dark memory is... 186 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:12,713 And that became the pictured Division Street. 187 00:11:12,713 --> 00:11:15,299 My mother launching plates at my father 188 00:11:15,299 --> 00:11:18,302 who's leaving with his bags through a door. 189 00:11:18,302 --> 00:11:20,346 My mother closing the door. 190 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:23,140 And, you know, sweeping up. 191 00:11:23,140 --> 00:11:25,017 And our life changed. 192 00:11:25,017 --> 00:11:28,646 I think that was a real traumatic moment. 193 00:11:28,646 --> 00:11:30,815 I don't remember anybody in the room 194 00:11:30,815 --> 00:11:34,944 except I was in a chair. 195 00:11:34,944 --> 00:11:36,362 I don't think it was a high chair anymore. 196 00:11:36,362 --> 00:11:40,533 I was in a chair looking at my mother... 197 00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:44,161 Going red in anger, blowing up at my father. 198 00:11:44,161 --> 00:11:47,331 And she was near this cupboard of plates. 199 00:11:47,331 --> 00:11:50,501 And as soon as he appeared with suitcases 200 00:11:50,501 --> 00:11:52,461 and opened the door, she would launch 201 00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:55,339 the plates and launch, and scream and scream. 202 00:11:55,339 --> 00:11:58,509 And that door had the number five 203 00:11:58,509 --> 00:12:00,428 at the other side of it. 204 00:12:00,428 --> 00:12:03,764 And I think, suddenly, with three children 205 00:12:03,764 --> 00:12:07,518 and two parents, the number five became the number four. 206 00:12:07,518 --> 00:12:09,562 - Division Street was actually the name 207 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,481 of where my mother worked as a bookkeeper. 208 00:12:12,481 --> 00:12:14,984 And why Jerry called it Division Street, 209 00:12:14,984 --> 00:12:16,527 I don't know because it certainly wasn't 210 00:12:16,527 --> 00:12:18,237 our residence. 211 00:12:18,237 --> 00:12:19,572 It was where she worked. 212 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:22,241 But perhaps that is a meaning of division that, 213 00:12:22,241 --> 00:12:24,910 the husband and the wife would divide. 214 00:12:24,910 --> 00:12:26,495 I don't know. 215 00:12:26,495 --> 00:12:28,372 - There was no men. 216 00:12:28,372 --> 00:12:30,499 My grandmother lived with us. 217 00:12:30,499 --> 00:12:33,544 And my grandmother was an invalid. 218 00:12:33,544 --> 00:12:35,796 She had broken her leg years and years and years 219 00:12:35,796 --> 00:12:39,049 before and unfortunately she never trusted, 220 00:12:39,049 --> 00:12:43,262 she and her husband, my grandfather, never trusted 221 00:12:43,262 --> 00:12:48,267 doctors and so, in time, the leg became gangrenous. 222 00:12:49,727 --> 00:12:51,228 - I think he's wrong there. 223 00:12:51,228 --> 00:12:53,230 I don't think, if it were gangrenous, she would've 224 00:12:53,230 --> 00:12:55,107 been in the hospital. 225 00:12:55,107 --> 00:12:57,318 - And I remember, in the morning I would wake up. 226 00:12:57,318 --> 00:13:00,446 Kinda ready for school and I would smell two things. 227 00:13:00,446 --> 00:13:01,947 My mother's making coffee. 228 00:13:01,947 --> 00:13:03,032 I love coffee. 229 00:13:03,032 --> 00:13:05,534 And then I would smell the kind of seepage, 230 00:13:06,994 --> 00:13:09,705 the whatever's coming out of my grandmother's leg. 231 00:13:15,002 --> 00:13:17,338 - Grandma always put on the coffee at about 232 00:13:17,338 --> 00:13:19,507 4:30 in the afternoon. 233 00:13:19,507 --> 00:13:21,801 And they had the old fashioned percolators. 234 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:23,719 And they would say in their Brooklyn accent, 235 00:13:23,719 --> 00:13:25,304 is the water burling yet? 236 00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:27,431 Is the water burling yet? 237 00:13:28,265 --> 00:13:30,309 And that wonderful aroma of freshly perked, 238 00:13:30,309 --> 00:13:33,813 percolated coffee would fill the air. 239 00:13:36,315 --> 00:13:39,610 - She would like wet our hair with a hand 240 00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:40,736 doing like this. 241 00:13:40,736 --> 00:13:44,198 And she would take her hand and make a spit curl 242 00:13:44,198 --> 00:13:45,366 on our forehead. 243 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:47,910 Which made us look like something of a 244 00:13:49,036 --> 00:13:50,704 Tweedledum and Tweedledee in some kind 245 00:13:50,704 --> 00:13:51,622 of horror show. 246 00:13:51,622 --> 00:13:53,332 Was a little spit curl there but we had to keep it 247 00:13:53,332 --> 00:13:56,961 to show her then we fixed it off. 248 00:13:59,463 --> 00:14:01,382 - And this is a picture of my dead grandma, 249 00:14:01,382 --> 00:14:06,136 Maria Antonia Valentina Conforte Pelligrino. 250 00:14:08,430 --> 00:14:09,557 Joey took this picture. 251 00:14:13,102 --> 00:14:15,688 - She was always quietly sitting in a chair. 252 00:14:16,647 --> 00:14:18,190 And sometimes she had the radio on. 253 00:14:18,190 --> 00:14:22,820 On Saturday she had the Italian station, opera. 254 00:14:22,820 --> 00:14:24,822 And my mother would come in and very bossy, 255 00:14:24,822 --> 00:14:27,575 and very kinda rough, would say, 256 00:14:27,575 --> 00:14:29,535 "oh, that's terrible music. 257 00:14:29,535 --> 00:14:32,162 "it sounds like they're selling fish." 258 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,626 And my grandmother would just let it go 259 00:14:37,626 --> 00:14:40,379 and just keep listening to the opera. 260 00:14:40,379 --> 00:14:43,215 But my mother would want to hear 261 00:14:44,133 --> 00:14:46,093 certain records. 262 00:14:46,093 --> 00:14:49,221 There's a record of a guy called Carmen Cavallaro. 263 00:14:49,221 --> 00:14:51,765 And he would play this sort of wildly crazy, 264 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:54,435 difficult stuff on the piano and she would be gaga 265 00:14:54,435 --> 00:14:55,644 about that. 266 00:14:55,644 --> 00:14:58,022 She would say, "listen to that, it's wonderful." 267 00:15:06,113 --> 00:15:09,241 She would run to a movie she would like. 268 00:15:09,241 --> 00:15:10,868 Spend the whole day there. 269 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,412 You have to go and fetch her and find her. 270 00:15:13,412 --> 00:15:15,831 Seeing a third time, a movie. 271 00:15:15,831 --> 00:15:18,167 - Her goal was to be the piano player 272 00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,335 in a movie theater. 273 00:15:20,294 --> 00:15:22,963 And then, just like out of the blue, 274 00:15:22,963 --> 00:15:24,465 the talkies came in. 275 00:15:24,465 --> 00:15:26,550 So there was no more need for 276 00:15:26,550 --> 00:15:28,260 a piano player in the theater. 277 00:15:30,095 --> 00:15:31,972 - So there were times where an argument 278 00:15:31,972 --> 00:15:35,309 would start, and it would build up 279 00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:38,646 and I thought, my mother would say things like, 280 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,606 "this food tastes like poison." 281 00:15:41,982 --> 00:15:43,984 And my grandmother would say, like, 282 00:15:43,984 --> 00:15:47,696 she would say, "take me now, let me die." 283 00:15:47,696 --> 00:15:49,281 And everybody would sulk. 284 00:15:49,281 --> 00:15:51,575 I remember Sara going into a room 285 00:15:51,575 --> 00:15:55,371 and like steam would come from under 286 00:15:55,371 --> 00:15:57,831 the door of her sulking. 287 00:15:59,333 --> 00:16:02,628 - She was pretty and bright... 288 00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:06,131 She was always good at school. 289 00:16:06,131 --> 00:16:08,175 She was reading all the time. 290 00:16:08,175 --> 00:16:11,804 - I felt as if, you know, they just had more talent 291 00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:12,638 than I had. 292 00:16:13,597 --> 00:16:15,599 And so I tried to make up for it by, 293 00:16:15,599 --> 00:16:18,102 by my reading and by my writing. 294 00:16:18,102 --> 00:16:20,938 - She was so good at reading and writing 295 00:16:20,938 --> 00:16:23,315 about what she read. 296 00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:26,443 And we heard her go on these radio shows. 297 00:16:26,443 --> 00:16:29,071 - And I once wrote a letter into a children's program, 298 00:16:29,071 --> 00:16:30,406 I was a little older. 299 00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:32,825 And I won a bike but my mother gave it 300 00:16:32,825 --> 00:16:34,118 to my brother. 301 00:16:37,287 --> 00:16:39,999 - We all spent time with my grandmother 302 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:42,459 while Mary, my mother worked. 303 00:16:42,459 --> 00:16:44,628 But once I was getting ready to go to school, 304 00:16:44,628 --> 00:16:48,799 at Saint Cecilia's, and it started to rain. 305 00:16:48,799 --> 00:16:51,218 And I said to my grandmother, I said, 306 00:16:51,218 --> 00:16:53,178 "it's raining, I don't wanna go." 307 00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:56,890 And she said, "run between the drops." 308 00:16:56,890 --> 00:17:00,436 And that was when I really, I believed her. 309 00:17:00,436 --> 00:17:04,147 And this was how I knew I was somehow an artist. 310 00:17:05,232 --> 00:17:08,359 To me it's suddenly very poetic, because my grandmother 311 00:17:08,359 --> 00:17:11,030 couldn't run, couldn't walk very well. 312 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:13,198 It was very beautiful because she knew 313 00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:15,242 we were active in a way she couldn't be. 314 00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,371 - That's so her. 315 00:17:19,371 --> 00:17:21,330 Run between the drops. 316 00:17:21,330 --> 00:17:23,083 That's her philosophy. 317 00:17:23,083 --> 00:17:25,002 Life is difficult, but try to run 318 00:17:25,002 --> 00:17:26,962 between the drops. 319 00:17:26,962 --> 00:17:29,673 If it weren't for grandma, I don't know 320 00:17:29,673 --> 00:17:30,632 how bad it would've been. 321 00:17:30,632 --> 00:17:32,885 Because there were lonely times, too. 322 00:17:48,692 --> 00:17:51,445 - Only a few blocks down the street 323 00:17:51,445 --> 00:17:53,781 was the 87th Street Precinct. 324 00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:56,325 I would see the squad cars, the police cars 325 00:17:56,325 --> 00:17:57,159 pull up. 326 00:17:57,159 --> 00:17:59,369 I would see people coming in and out, you know? 327 00:17:59,369 --> 00:18:02,164 Sometimes the police would drag somebody 328 00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:03,415 up the stairs. 329 00:18:03,415 --> 00:18:05,834 And it was a place, very, very exciting. 330 00:18:05,834 --> 00:18:07,878 It was a place of good and evil. 331 00:18:07,878 --> 00:18:11,965 - The police had an annual Christmas party 332 00:18:11,965 --> 00:18:12,841 for the children. 333 00:18:12,841 --> 00:18:15,427 We had a, to go to a local movie 334 00:18:15,427 --> 00:18:17,096 and they'd give out presents. 335 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:20,057 Joey and I waited, for a long time 336 00:18:20,057 --> 00:18:24,686 to get a toy called, The Dick Tracy Sub Machine Gun. 337 00:18:24,686 --> 00:18:29,149 Dick Tracy with a comic strip with a sub machine gun. 338 00:18:29,149 --> 00:18:32,236 Yeah, I couldn't wait to get it. 339 00:18:32,236 --> 00:18:34,238 - You can get Mattel's fabulous new 340 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:37,241 Dick Tracy snub-nosed 38 pistol and special 341 00:18:37,241 --> 00:18:41,203 belt holster or the exciting Tommy burst machine gun 342 00:18:41,203 --> 00:18:42,538 for $3 each. 343 00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:44,957 They're the only official Dick Tracy guns. 344 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,875 - We were sleeping together. 345 00:18:46,875 --> 00:18:51,421 He gets up like, pfft, who knows, 6:00 in the morning. 346 00:18:51,421 --> 00:18:55,050 For some reason, takes both of the freaking boxes 347 00:18:55,050 --> 00:18:58,262 of the machine guns, goes out and he looks 348 00:18:58,262 --> 00:19:00,305 for a different person to play with 349 00:19:00,305 --> 00:19:02,307 at 1:00 in the afternoon. 350 00:19:02,307 --> 00:19:04,059 We don't know where the hell he is. 351 00:19:05,060 --> 00:19:08,272 He's coming up the steps slow, like he just 352 00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:10,566 lost an arm or something. 353 00:19:10,566 --> 00:19:13,402 I mean, he was totally demolished. 354 00:19:13,402 --> 00:19:15,863 And we all said, "what happened?" 355 00:19:15,863 --> 00:19:18,157 Well the boys up the street took both guns. 356 00:19:19,032 --> 00:19:21,493 At some point, you know, I thought, 357 00:19:21,493 --> 00:19:24,163 I never even got to touch these things, you know? 358 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,664 What was he doing? 359 00:19:35,465 --> 00:19:38,051 - When Jerry was a little older 360 00:19:38,051 --> 00:19:41,680 he began to draw like an old master. 361 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:44,641 He had chalk, black wood chalk. 362 00:19:44,641 --> 00:19:48,687 And he did a very large picture of the comic book 363 00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:50,189 character, Joe Palooka. 364 00:19:51,231 --> 00:19:53,233 And all the kids were going around, 365 00:19:53,233 --> 00:19:54,067 cause it was perfect, you know. 366 00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:55,527 It was just perfect. 367 00:19:55,527 --> 00:19:56,486 And all the kids were saying, 368 00:19:56,486 --> 00:19:58,197 "hey, look at this guy, he's a genius. 369 00:19:58,197 --> 00:20:00,365 "Look at this guy, he's a genius." 370 00:20:00,365 --> 00:20:02,534 And my mother never forgot that. 371 00:20:02,534 --> 00:20:04,786 And when she went to one of the museum's 372 00:20:04,786 --> 00:20:08,665 where his work was exhibited when he was an adult, 373 00:20:08,665 --> 00:20:10,876 she wrote a poem about it and said, 374 00:20:10,876 --> 00:20:14,296 "I remember those kids saying what a genius, to Jerry, 375 00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:16,673 "drawing Joe Palooka in the street. 376 00:20:16,673 --> 00:20:19,801 "And now his work is in the museum. 377 00:20:19,801 --> 00:20:21,428 "In Manhattan." 378 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:35,317 - I remember vaguely this woman sitting at 379 00:20:35,317 --> 00:20:38,111 this little French easel and a canvas, 380 00:20:38,111 --> 00:20:41,031 a little palette or something, and she got to draw, 381 00:20:41,031 --> 00:20:42,366 and I was just watching her. 382 00:20:42,366 --> 00:20:44,034 Just watching her. 383 00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:45,369 I think maybe I was about seven-ish. 384 00:20:45,369 --> 00:20:49,456 And what she was doing felt, like I'd be doing that 385 00:20:49,456 --> 00:20:50,666 or something like that. 386 00:20:50,666 --> 00:20:52,292 I felt a connection. 387 00:20:52,292 --> 00:20:56,255 She had been painting two rustin' cars 388 00:20:56,255 --> 00:20:58,966 in a lot between the buildings. 389 00:20:58,966 --> 00:21:01,718 And I thought, that's what art is? 390 00:21:01,718 --> 00:21:02,761 You know, things rotting. 391 00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:05,806 And very unpretty and all that. 392 00:21:05,806 --> 00:21:07,891 It was an interesting moment. 393 00:21:07,891 --> 00:21:09,184 And then later I said to my mother, 394 00:21:09,184 --> 00:21:11,395 "I also wanna paint. 395 00:21:11,395 --> 00:21:13,522 "How do I start painting?" 396 00:21:18,485 --> 00:21:21,071 I think Joey early on, but later than me 397 00:21:21,071 --> 00:21:25,242 when I began painting and stuff, found the camera. 398 00:21:25,242 --> 00:21:28,704 If he couldn't draw, he could take photographs. 399 00:21:28,704 --> 00:21:30,622 He could see things through a lens. 400 00:21:34,376 --> 00:21:36,795 - I don't know how it really was for him internally, 401 00:21:36,795 --> 00:21:41,341 but I think that it must've been very difficult. 402 00:21:41,341 --> 00:21:43,260 Because once, when we had Thanksgiving, 403 00:21:43,260 --> 00:21:47,514 I wrote a poem about it and I called it, The Other, 404 00:21:47,514 --> 00:21:49,266 and it was about Joey. 405 00:21:49,266 --> 00:21:52,352 Cause Jerry's getting all this attention, you know? 406 00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:54,896 And Joey was this nice-looking, blonde-haired boy 407 00:21:54,896 --> 00:21:58,025 that played baseball and went to school. 408 00:21:58,025 --> 00:22:00,777 And I'm sure that there were things in our past 409 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:03,572 that influenced his work greatly. 410 00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:06,408 But I had no idea he was so deep. 411 00:22:06,408 --> 00:22:07,242 Really I didn't. 412 00:22:07,242 --> 00:22:09,494 Cause all of our focus was on Jerry. 413 00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:14,499 - This, in my mind, not in his, I'm not sure 414 00:22:14,499 --> 00:22:16,918 how he sees all that. 415 00:22:16,918 --> 00:22:19,338 In my mind this was maybe the beginning of 416 00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:24,343 our separation because of what we liked to do. 417 00:22:25,093 --> 00:22:28,221 The pause between, say where I was, 418 00:22:28,221 --> 00:22:30,974 where he began to find himself was enough 419 00:22:30,974 --> 00:22:33,143 to make a difference between us. 420 00:22:33,143 --> 00:22:37,230 - When Jerry was about to graduate from 8th grade, 421 00:22:37,230 --> 00:22:40,400 Saint Cecilia's, he was accepted to the high school 422 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:41,401 of music and art. 423 00:22:42,277 --> 00:22:45,447 And that's where the divisions began. 424 00:22:45,447 --> 00:22:48,325 - My father would visit because he could 425 00:22:48,325 --> 00:22:49,951 do that, you know? 426 00:22:49,951 --> 00:22:52,204 Even though they were divorced. 427 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:55,999 And once, he came over and for some reason 428 00:22:55,999 --> 00:22:59,753 he put me on his lap and he showed me the newspapers, 429 00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:01,505 the daily news. 430 00:23:01,505 --> 00:23:03,965 And he was showing me pictures of the battlefields, 431 00:23:03,965 --> 00:23:07,094 cities crumbling, people dying, you know, falling down. 432 00:23:07,094 --> 00:23:09,721 I was fascinated when he left. 433 00:23:09,721 --> 00:23:13,225 And I waw alone and I was thinking about it. 434 00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:15,602 I walked over to the window and the windows 435 00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:19,064 of the apartment were these round windows. 436 00:23:19,064 --> 00:23:22,234 And so I can see down on the street 437 00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:25,195 and I thought, when I looked out that window, 438 00:23:25,195 --> 00:23:29,032 that, as far as I can see, into infinity, 439 00:23:29,032 --> 00:23:30,700 the world was there. 440 00:23:30,700 --> 00:23:32,994 My world was there, Green Pointpoint. 441 00:23:32,994 --> 00:23:35,831 But beyond that was the world at war. 442 00:23:37,124 --> 00:23:39,668 And that was my first indication 443 00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:41,002 of what I wanted to do with life. 444 00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:45,298 I wanted to enter that far looking world 445 00:23:45,298 --> 00:23:46,925 and take pictures there. 446 00:24:16,997 --> 00:24:19,833 - Later on, when we could take our own time, 447 00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:22,878 to go out of the house, take the subways, 448 00:24:22,878 --> 00:24:26,298 the buses, he and I went to Coney island, 449 00:24:26,298 --> 00:24:28,216 on a Saturday morning. 450 00:24:28,216 --> 00:24:33,221 - By that time, Jerry was actually an accomplished painter 451 00:24:33,263 --> 00:24:37,017 and he was making this big, big painting called Genesis. 452 00:24:37,017 --> 00:24:41,188 And he asked me to go to Coney Island 453 00:24:41,188 --> 00:24:43,940 to photograph The Freak Show. 454 00:24:43,940 --> 00:24:46,526 - Freaks from the four corners of the world. 455 00:24:46,526 --> 00:24:48,195 For two nickels, one dime, 456 00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:50,280 a tenth part of a dollar. 457 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:53,867 We've got the show if you've got the dime. 458 00:24:53,867 --> 00:24:55,494 It's just starting. 459 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:56,703 So hurry, hurry. 460 00:24:56,703 --> 00:24:58,330 Look 'em over. 461 00:24:58,330 --> 00:24:59,748 The lady without a head. 462 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:01,208 There are thin ones. 463 00:25:01,208 --> 00:25:02,667 There are fat ones. 464 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:04,419 There all inside. 465 00:25:04,419 --> 00:25:08,048 - There was copying from a slide Joey took. 466 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:11,051 A little slide in making the painting. 467 00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:15,180 I think we both were taken by the idea of 468 00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:19,392 you know, presentation of people who don't 469 00:25:19,392 --> 00:25:20,227 look normal. 470 00:25:21,645 --> 00:25:25,273 - I had the little Kodak Pony camera, 35 millimeter, 471 00:25:25,273 --> 00:25:28,568 just color, and I fell in love with this woman 472 00:25:28,568 --> 00:25:31,947 who I photographed who was the Star of David dancer. 473 00:25:31,947 --> 00:25:36,701 I got color results later on, and I loved it. 474 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:38,995 And I went back and photographed Albert-Alberta 475 00:25:38,995 --> 00:25:41,414 who was also photographed around the same period 476 00:25:41,414 --> 00:25:43,667 of time by Diane Arbus. 477 00:25:51,132 --> 00:25:52,634 It was a wonderful experience. 478 00:25:52,634 --> 00:25:54,886 And by that time, the photographs I made 479 00:25:54,886 --> 00:25:58,890 of the Star of David dancer and Albert-Alberta 480 00:25:58,890 --> 00:26:01,893 weren't a kid's photographs of an event. 481 00:26:01,893 --> 00:26:05,230 They were something that... 482 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:08,525 I had built into me. 483 00:26:08,525 --> 00:26:11,903 I really found my medium. 484 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:13,697 And the medium was photography. 485 00:26:26,209 --> 00:26:28,295 I went in the army when I was 21. 486 00:26:28,295 --> 00:26:29,796 I was gonna be drafted. 487 00:26:29,796 --> 00:26:31,965 So I said, instead of being drafted, I joined. 488 00:26:31,965 --> 00:26:33,508 I enlisted as a photographer. 489 00:26:33,508 --> 00:26:35,885 I was attached to intelligence. 490 00:26:35,885 --> 00:26:38,138 I had top secret clearance. 491 00:26:38,138 --> 00:26:39,931 I remember my mother went crazy 492 00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:42,434 when the FBI came over to Graham Avenue 493 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:43,893 to interview her. 494 00:26:46,062 --> 00:26:50,025 The first jobs I had was, we sent up drones. 495 00:26:50,025 --> 00:26:51,776 Very primitive drones. 496 00:26:51,776 --> 00:26:55,363 And then those drones would have cameras on them. 497 00:26:55,363 --> 00:26:57,157 They would photograph infrared film. 498 00:27:06,374 --> 00:27:10,086 We had to go out there and get the drone 499 00:27:10,086 --> 00:27:12,714 and bring it back to the mobile lab 500 00:27:12,714 --> 00:27:15,133 which was on a deuce and a half ton truck, 501 00:27:15,133 --> 00:27:18,053 a 2 1/2 ton truck, which is a mobile photo lab. 502 00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:20,096 And we had to basically process the film 503 00:27:20,096 --> 00:27:21,598 and get it over to intelligence. 504 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:23,808 That's why I needed top secret clearance. 505 00:27:27,395 --> 00:27:29,147 - He wanted to join the army, number one, 506 00:27:29,147 --> 00:27:31,358 I think, because it offered him 507 00:27:31,358 --> 00:27:34,277 a chance to learn how to make more types 508 00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:35,111 of photography. 509 00:27:35,111 --> 00:27:37,822 Because when he came back from Fort Dix, 510 00:27:37,822 --> 00:27:39,783 he was bald, he was in uniform. 511 00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,660 He was, with a watch on. 512 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,828 He was very happy to be in the army. 513 00:27:43,828 --> 00:27:45,413 He had adventures going on. 514 00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:51,086 I was at school and I was 21. 515 00:27:51,086 --> 00:27:54,673 In the Hauptschule for the Billiken Kunst in Berlin, 516 00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:55,965 now West Berlin. 517 00:27:55,965 --> 00:28:00,679 We could take a train from the West, take 15, 30 minutes, 518 00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:03,181 you can go any place in the East, come back. 519 00:28:03,181 --> 00:28:06,101 The West people are good, the East people suddenly, 520 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:09,270 like that period of time, they were not allowed 521 00:28:09,270 --> 00:28:10,522 to leave the East. 522 00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:16,027 I was finished with my course in school. 523 00:28:16,027 --> 00:28:19,197 I packed up my stuff but I said, one more time, 524 00:28:19,197 --> 00:28:20,657 I'll go into the East. 525 00:28:20,657 --> 00:28:23,702 There's one wonderful store that sole 526 00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:26,955 these Leipzig reductions of paintings which 527 00:28:26,955 --> 00:28:28,790 you couldn't get anyplace else. 528 00:28:28,790 --> 00:28:30,917 So I bought them, they're on the train, 529 00:28:30,917 --> 00:28:33,628 and at that point, only West people are leaving. 530 00:28:33,628 --> 00:28:36,131 Because you can't leave as an Eastern. 531 00:28:36,131 --> 00:28:38,591 If you tried to escape you'd be killed, same say. 532 00:28:40,093 --> 00:28:42,554 The train was starting to roll. 533 00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:44,264 And it stops. 534 00:28:44,264 --> 00:28:46,725 And I think, it's still an alley. 535 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:49,602 And this girl gets on, a sweaty white blouse. 536 00:28:49,602 --> 00:28:50,562 Very nervous. 537 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:51,896 Black skirt. 538 00:28:51,896 --> 00:28:54,023 She has a cello case. 539 00:28:54,023 --> 00:28:55,233 And she gets on. 540 00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:58,111 The way she's walking, we know she's escaped. 541 00:28:58,111 --> 00:28:59,863 Which is bad because if she's caught, 542 00:28:59,863 --> 00:29:01,698 she's dead the same day. 543 00:29:01,698 --> 00:29:04,909 And we're all counting, this fix stops 544 00:29:04,909 --> 00:29:06,202 to the West. 545 00:29:06,202 --> 00:29:08,496 We all know that there's a lot of people 546 00:29:08,496 --> 00:29:09,998 will make money from the government 547 00:29:09,998 --> 00:29:12,834 if they snitch on this kid. 548 00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:15,295 And the whole place has suddenly changed into 549 00:29:15,295 --> 00:29:19,424 hoping we make every stop to the West. 550 00:29:20,300 --> 00:29:21,593 And no one's looking at her. 551 00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:24,637 She was nervous and people very tense. 552 00:29:24,637 --> 00:29:27,766 And we go into the, almost last stop. 553 00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:30,518 And then the train suddenly moves 554 00:29:30,518 --> 00:29:31,728 and it stops. 555 00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:34,773 The door rips open. 556 00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:38,067 There's a woman in uniform, grabs the kid 557 00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:40,737 and there's a guy with a sub machine gun 558 00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:42,822 and I see the girls mouth open. 559 00:29:44,115 --> 00:29:46,743 And for some reason, I just can't look anymore. 560 00:29:46,743 --> 00:29:48,536 I don't even hear anymore. 561 00:29:48,536 --> 00:29:49,996 I can't even hear her voice. 562 00:29:49,996 --> 00:29:51,915 And I just turn my head around. 563 00:29:51,915 --> 00:29:53,416 And the door shut. 564 00:29:53,416 --> 00:29:56,211 The cello case, there's all this clothing 565 00:29:56,211 --> 00:29:58,129 and the kids gone. 566 00:29:58,129 --> 00:29:59,506 She's either gonna be hung or shot 567 00:29:59,506 --> 00:30:02,217 within the next 10, 12 hours. 568 00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:07,764 We got into the station and I got out 569 00:30:07,764 --> 00:30:09,098 and my life's changed. 570 00:30:10,850 --> 00:30:14,521 Suddenly, art is no longer an exercise 571 00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:16,272 in how good I am. 572 00:30:16,272 --> 00:30:18,274 It's maybe how bad the world is. 573 00:30:19,359 --> 00:30:22,320 It's an exercise in responding to 574 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:24,322 what could happen. 575 00:30:24,322 --> 00:30:26,449 Which might not be a good thing. 576 00:31:16,207 --> 00:31:20,879 - What drives me is the desire to fulfill 577 00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:23,590 an idea. 578 00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:25,508 An idea with a purpose. 579 00:31:25,508 --> 00:31:28,303 Because I think so much work, art today, 580 00:31:28,303 --> 00:31:29,345 has no purpose. 581 00:31:29,345 --> 00:31:31,931 It's facade. 582 00:31:31,931 --> 00:31:33,766 It has no depth. 583 00:31:33,766 --> 00:31:36,519 My images are about stories. 584 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,733 Come on Kathy Brown. 585 00:31:43,359 --> 00:31:44,193 Come on. 586 00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:42,877 I leave everything up to chance, to fate. 587 00:32:42,877 --> 00:32:46,464 If I read something, it makes me think of something. 588 00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:49,217 I have this idea or I see a person, 589 00:32:49,217 --> 00:32:52,720 it basically stirs something up. 590 00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,597 And I'm constantly making those sketches 591 00:32:54,597 --> 00:32:58,101 and drawings and visual associations. 592 00:33:01,562 --> 00:33:05,358 And then I find myself taking more and more time 593 00:33:05,358 --> 00:33:08,528 on one particular subject or having one particular 594 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:11,197 interest in somebody or something or some 595 00:33:11,197 --> 00:33:15,284 facet of time, then I'll basically do little 596 00:33:15,284 --> 00:33:17,495 sketches of what I wanna do. 597 00:33:17,495 --> 00:33:19,330 What I wanna make as photographs. 598 00:33:19,330 --> 00:33:22,333 - He gives me the biggest challenges. 599 00:33:22,333 --> 00:33:25,503 He uses an aspect of my training that I would 600 00:33:25,503 --> 00:33:27,797 probably let go atrophy. 601 00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:31,884 He gives me pieces to copy. 602 00:33:31,884 --> 00:33:33,928 And their all different. 603 00:33:33,928 --> 00:33:35,722 They could be medieval one day. 604 00:33:35,722 --> 00:33:38,850 Or they could be, like recently it was 605 00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:40,309 the Jackson Pollock. 606 00:33:40,309 --> 00:33:43,062 I've run into a bit of a problem when he takes 607 00:33:43,062 --> 00:33:45,982 a small painting that has a particular type 608 00:33:45,982 --> 00:33:48,151 of brush work and I have to blow it up 609 00:33:48,151 --> 00:33:50,528 really big, like 24 feet. 610 00:33:50,528 --> 00:33:54,073 Then I have a hard time langoring those brushstrokes. 611 00:33:54,073 --> 00:33:56,617 He's quite patient and persistent. 612 00:33:56,617 --> 00:33:59,620 And he often says things like, "well, when's 613 00:33:59,620 --> 00:34:01,330 "it gonna look like the painting?" 614 00:34:02,832 --> 00:34:03,875 I just die cause, ah! 615 00:34:04,917 --> 00:34:08,337 The Hiller image was fun for me because 616 00:34:08,337 --> 00:34:13,134 it is both backdrop and prosthetics. 617 00:34:13,134 --> 00:34:16,304 And it's artists that I love to paint. 618 00:34:17,179 --> 00:34:19,389 More mimic or imitate. 619 00:34:19,389 --> 00:34:21,934 It was an Otto Dix painting so it was like 620 00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:25,438 1930s and 40s, I really like to copy that. 621 00:34:32,570 --> 00:34:34,155 - The tones. 622 00:34:35,489 --> 00:34:38,367 - Having your whole body painted white, 623 00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:40,661 you don't feel naked. 624 00:34:40,661 --> 00:34:43,331 I feel like a figure in a work of art, 625 00:34:43,331 --> 00:34:46,542 rather than, exploited in any kind of way. 626 00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:49,504 I'm an art historian and I research 627 00:34:49,504 --> 00:34:52,757 the representation of disability in art, 628 00:34:52,757 --> 00:34:55,051 and work by disabled artists. 629 00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:57,678 And I was writing a lot about Joel's work, 630 00:34:58,721 --> 00:35:01,557 and I, the short answer is I wanted to put 631 00:35:01,557 --> 00:35:04,393 my body where my mouth was, so to speak. 632 00:35:04,393 --> 00:35:07,396 So I posed for the tableau in New Mexico 633 00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:09,482 in 2007. 634 00:35:09,482 --> 00:35:12,860 It was a portrait, I was shot from behind 635 00:35:12,860 --> 00:35:14,237 that time. 636 00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:15,822 And I enjoyed it. 637 00:35:15,822 --> 00:35:18,449 And we talked about me doing another photograph. 638 00:35:18,449 --> 00:35:21,327 Like he staged my body like a work of art. 639 00:35:22,161 --> 00:35:24,831 He saw its uniqueness as beautiful 640 00:35:24,831 --> 00:35:26,332 and aesthetic. 641 00:35:26,332 --> 00:35:29,710 - Your body is, from last time, 642 00:35:29,710 --> 00:35:32,505 the other shot we did, your body is 643 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:36,717 very, very wonderful looking, very emotional 644 00:35:36,717 --> 00:35:37,927 and it's right for this. 645 00:35:51,232 --> 00:35:52,066 No, I love it! 646 00:35:52,066 --> 00:35:53,067 I love it, leave it! 647 00:35:55,403 --> 00:35:57,864 - He gets to twist the world, 648 00:35:57,864 --> 00:35:59,198 just a little bit. 649 00:35:59,198 --> 00:36:00,366 Just stick a fork in and twist it. 650 00:36:00,366 --> 00:36:01,868 Like pasta. 651 00:36:01,868 --> 00:36:03,953 - I've been doing this for over 40 years 652 00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:08,791 and as Bob Dylan once said, 653 00:36:09,792 --> 00:36:12,628 "I'm glad the poem hasn't run out." 654 00:36:14,130 --> 00:36:16,132 - 90% of the time he's just a happy guy 655 00:36:16,132 --> 00:36:17,175 who tells jokes. 656 00:36:18,050 --> 00:36:22,763 And enjoys the process of creating 657 00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:24,974 in tandem with somebody else, co-creating 658 00:36:24,974 --> 00:36:26,559 with somebody else. 659 00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:28,394 - A quarter of a second at 16 1/2. 660 00:36:30,062 --> 00:36:31,898 My favorite stuff. 661 00:36:31,898 --> 00:36:35,943 - On some aspects, Joel for me is, 662 00:36:35,943 --> 00:36:40,865 he's kind of this loud, myopic, 663 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:45,244 genius artist driving folks around him crazy. 664 00:36:45,244 --> 00:36:49,498 And then another time he's my extremely 665 00:36:49,498 --> 00:36:51,792 caring and sweet Jewish grandma who wants to 666 00:36:51,792 --> 00:36:53,628 feed me and overfeed me. 667 00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:55,713 - And stop, that's it, that's it. 668 00:36:55,713 --> 00:36:57,173 That's good, stop him. 669 00:36:57,173 --> 00:36:58,591 Hitler I wanted angry. 670 00:36:58,591 --> 00:37:00,134 Angry. 671 00:37:00,134 --> 00:37:02,011 And just where I want Michael. 672 00:37:02,011 --> 00:37:04,263 Michael, I want this kinda. 673 00:37:04,263 --> 00:37:07,725 - Hand positions are really important. 674 00:37:07,725 --> 00:37:11,020 Whether or not someone's hands look kinda flat 675 00:37:11,020 --> 00:37:14,523 and bulky or do they look kind of delicate? 676 00:37:14,523 --> 00:37:16,567 - I want this kind of gesture. 677 00:37:17,401 --> 00:37:20,029 Like, that's good, that's good. 678 00:37:20,029 --> 00:37:21,489 No, no, I want this, look. 679 00:37:21,489 --> 00:37:22,323 Look at me. 680 00:37:22,323 --> 00:37:23,157 This kind of thing. 681 00:37:23,157 --> 00:37:24,033 It's like it's nothing, that's perfect. 682 00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:26,744 Lower it so I can see it against the black. 683 00:37:26,744 --> 00:37:27,578 That's it, that's it, that's it. 684 00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:29,497 That's it. 685 00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:31,666 Okay, that's, no, no Michael, head up 686 00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:33,751 and look at me a little bit. 687 00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:35,753 That's good. 688 00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:37,713 That's gettin good. 689 00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:39,215 It's getting good. 690 00:37:39,215 --> 00:37:40,424 Smile. 691 00:37:40,424 --> 00:37:41,259 Hitler, smile. 692 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:42,093 Look at Hitler. 693 00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:43,928 Oh, that's great. 694 00:37:43,928 --> 00:37:45,137 Oh my God! 695 00:37:45,137 --> 00:37:46,264 Oh, oh, oh. 696 00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:47,765 I wanna see your face, Michael. 697 00:37:50,351 --> 00:37:51,394 Good, I like it. 698 00:37:51,394 --> 00:37:53,396 And we'll do the same thing with smiles. 699 00:37:53,396 --> 00:37:54,981 And that's the last shot. 700 00:37:54,981 --> 00:37:57,275 Same thing with smiles. 701 00:38:00,444 --> 00:38:03,030 Okay, smile Michael. 702 00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:05,908 All right, we're done. 703 00:38:05,908 --> 00:38:08,077 - And boom, it is all over. 704 00:38:08,077 --> 00:38:11,789 At which point the entire set gets taken down. 705 00:38:12,665 --> 00:38:16,085 Aspects of the props are handed to the models 706 00:38:16,085 --> 00:38:17,295 as gifts. 707 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:18,963 And it's all over. 708 00:38:18,963 --> 00:38:23,718 The next we'll have to take a white roller 709 00:38:23,718 --> 00:38:25,845 and go over the entire backdrop. 710 00:39:13,142 --> 00:39:17,104 - I am making a painting that is about Aleppo. 711 00:39:17,104 --> 00:39:20,566 And it came about by my reading of the New York Times 712 00:39:20,566 --> 00:39:25,488 and how one is watching without being able 713 00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:26,697 to help. 714 00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:28,949 The deterioration of, especially the city 715 00:39:28,949 --> 00:39:30,326 of Aleppo. 716 00:39:30,326 --> 00:39:34,747 Children, hospitals, the concentrated effort 717 00:39:34,747 --> 00:39:38,125 to destroy any aid to these people 718 00:39:38,125 --> 00:39:39,168 as they're suffering. 719 00:39:40,044 --> 00:39:42,755 So my feeling, as I read this is, 720 00:39:42,755 --> 00:39:44,965 what is this country doing about it? 721 00:39:44,965 --> 00:39:46,592 What can I do about it? 722 00:39:46,592 --> 00:39:50,262 So I began a picture of a man reading this. 723 00:39:50,262 --> 00:39:51,597 A man getting upset by this. 724 00:39:51,597 --> 00:39:55,059 A man imagining him holding a child 725 00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:56,519 and maybe helping this child 726 00:39:56,519 --> 00:39:59,522 from the catastrophe around the child. 727 00:39:59,522 --> 00:40:02,316 And labeled the last painting as the man 728 00:40:02,316 --> 00:40:05,236 knowing that he is only reading about it 729 00:40:05,236 --> 00:40:07,613 and he can't do a damn thing about it. 730 00:40:07,613 --> 00:40:10,408 Maybe I can't stop things like that, 731 00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:12,535 but the paintings and the drawings 732 00:40:12,535 --> 00:40:14,537 and maybe make other people say, 733 00:40:14,537 --> 00:40:16,122 there shouldn't be this. 734 00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:17,623 There shouldn't be this again. 735 00:40:25,548 --> 00:40:27,716 You have to say something like, 736 00:40:27,716 --> 00:40:28,843 I'm a witness. 737 00:40:28,843 --> 00:40:31,220 I'm a witness to this horror 738 00:40:31,220 --> 00:40:32,680 and this shouldn't happen. 739 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,766 This goes back to Goya doing the events 740 00:40:35,766 --> 00:40:38,144 of war in his own time. 741 00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:39,705 I concern myself with the lives 742 00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:41,248 of other people. 743 00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:46,128 And I think there's something about, 744 00:41:48,130 --> 00:41:49,632 you know, the fragility of life. 745 00:41:50,841 --> 00:41:52,635 Fragility of getting through it all. 746 00:41:54,762 --> 00:41:57,932 But I think, we have to concern ourselves 747 00:41:57,932 --> 00:41:59,892 with each other because, that's what 748 00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:00,809 being human is. 749 00:43:10,754 --> 00:43:14,592 - I was too involved with being in life, 750 00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:18,095 the wonder of life, the discovery of everyday. 751 00:43:19,763 --> 00:43:24,560 And I've never felt this kind of need 752 00:43:27,229 --> 00:43:29,565 to be close to my brother. 753 00:43:30,774 --> 00:43:32,776 I respect his life. 754 00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,194 I respect what he does. 755 00:43:35,362 --> 00:43:39,783 And I've always, as soon as I could, 756 00:43:42,328 --> 00:43:43,329 I moved away. 757 00:44:18,989 --> 00:44:21,033 - We've been together since the middle 80s 758 00:44:21,033 --> 00:44:23,535 so it's 30 years. 759 00:44:33,128 --> 00:44:35,506 I take care of the business side of the art, 760 00:44:35,506 --> 00:44:38,133 the bookkeeping side and... 761 00:44:39,968 --> 00:44:41,845 Just kind of keeping track of the ins 762 00:44:41,845 --> 00:44:42,846 and the outs. 763 00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:46,100 Jerome's art is a business and, you know, 764 00:44:46,100 --> 00:44:48,143 there's every single receipt for every 765 00:44:48,143 --> 00:44:51,438 tube of paint and every paintbrush and so, 766 00:44:51,438 --> 00:44:53,315 there's a lot of minutiae. 767 00:45:32,521 --> 00:45:36,233 - What Joel told me to do to take care 768 00:45:36,233 --> 00:45:38,444 of this photograph, because it's encaustic, 769 00:45:38,444 --> 00:45:42,531 it's covered in wax, and the wax blooms with time, 770 00:45:42,531 --> 00:45:45,075 so he said you just put your hands on it 771 00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:46,410 and you just rub. 772 00:45:46,410 --> 00:45:48,829 And then first time he showed me how to do it, 773 00:45:48,829 --> 00:45:51,915 he was here, we did it on my kitchen counter. 774 00:45:51,915 --> 00:45:54,710 And I've never seen anyone touch a piece of art 775 00:45:54,710 --> 00:45:55,919 like that before. 776 00:45:55,919 --> 00:45:57,588 Usually it's a hands off thing, 777 00:45:57,588 --> 00:45:59,465 especially with a photograph. 778 00:45:59,465 --> 00:46:01,884 But he said with this, you just rub it. 779 00:46:01,884 --> 00:46:03,510 And the warmth of your hand 780 00:46:03,510 --> 00:46:06,221 on the wax takes the bloom away. 781 00:46:06,221 --> 00:46:10,225 So, it's the care and maintenance of this 782 00:46:10,225 --> 00:46:14,313 particular image that I come up and do in the attic. 783 00:46:14,313 --> 00:46:19,318 I probably have 40 photographs of his, 784 00:46:19,610 --> 00:46:24,114 most of them framed, some in boxes still. 785 00:46:24,114 --> 00:46:27,868 I also have artifacts from the images. 786 00:46:27,868 --> 00:46:29,995 So, you know, if I add everything up, 787 00:46:29,995 --> 00:46:34,500 I have quite a few pieces of photography, 788 00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:37,419 artifacts, gifts that he's given to me, 789 00:46:38,253 --> 00:46:40,964 letters, magazines. 790 00:46:43,634 --> 00:46:45,219 Reviews, interviews. 791 00:46:58,065 --> 00:47:01,610 The best friend of my mother-in-law, 792 00:47:01,610 --> 00:47:06,615 her son had opened a photo gallery in San Francisco 793 00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:11,036 in the mid 80's, and she asked me to do her 794 00:47:11,036 --> 00:47:13,705 a favor and go visit the gallery just so someone 795 00:47:13,705 --> 00:47:17,167 was going into her friend's gallery. 796 00:47:17,167 --> 00:47:20,754 And so, I kept going in to the gallery, 797 00:47:20,754 --> 00:47:24,800 one day someone said to me in the gallery, 798 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,553 I want to show you these photographs. 799 00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:31,431 And he pulled out of the drawer the images 800 00:47:31,431 --> 00:47:36,395 of Joel's that stopped me dead. 801 00:47:37,563 --> 00:47:39,690 I've never seen anything like that. 802 00:47:39,690 --> 00:47:43,151 And it was disturbing at the same time 803 00:47:43,151 --> 00:47:45,821 as it was intriguing. 804 00:47:45,821 --> 00:47:48,031 And I couldn't get it out of my mind. 805 00:47:48,031 --> 00:47:50,325 And at that time, Robert Mapplethorpe 806 00:47:51,493 --> 00:47:53,245 was huge in America, people, everybody knew 807 00:47:53,245 --> 00:47:55,205 about Robert Mapplethorpe. 808 00:47:55,205 --> 00:47:58,333 And there was a certain beauty to his work, 809 00:47:58,333 --> 00:48:01,169 especially the pieces that were printed on canvas 810 00:48:01,169 --> 00:48:06,174 the male nudes, the calla lilies, but for me, 811 00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,970 they didn't have the intellectual bit 812 00:48:09,970 --> 00:48:12,514 that Joel's pieces have. 813 00:48:12,514 --> 00:48:16,268 I kept going back, and the first piece that I bought, 814 00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:19,938 the one of Lisa Lyon like a Greek statue. 815 00:48:19,938 --> 00:48:22,316 It's in my bedroom, it's hanging in my bedroom. 816 00:48:32,367 --> 00:48:36,288 Joel reveled in just that photograph 817 00:48:36,288 --> 00:48:38,165 that's in Vanity Fair 818 00:48:38,165 --> 00:48:41,585 of the family scene, of the son, his wife, 819 00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:43,629 his wife's lover, another woman 820 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,213 in the photograph who's naked 821 00:48:46,131 --> 00:48:48,258 who's a family friend, so you don't know 822 00:48:48,258 --> 00:48:50,385 quite what kind of a relationship they have. 823 00:48:50,385 --> 00:48:55,390 And that was important to Joel, to have that 824 00:48:56,224 --> 00:48:58,393 out there in the public. 825 00:48:59,394 --> 00:49:02,564 Cynthia was always bisexual, and you know, 826 00:49:02,564 --> 00:49:05,067 we had this arranged that she would go out, 827 00:49:05,067 --> 00:49:08,070 and sometimes sleep over with a woman, 828 00:49:08,070 --> 00:49:09,613 and come back, it was pretty open. 829 00:49:09,613 --> 00:49:13,575 So, one night, she did return early in the morning, 830 00:49:13,575 --> 00:49:18,372 it was at 2:00 o'clock maybe, with this woman. 831 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:20,290 And she said, this is Barbara, 832 00:49:20,290 --> 00:49:22,668 and she's gonna be living with us. 833 00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:25,712 That was the beginning of this kind of triune, 834 00:49:27,130 --> 00:49:29,967 and it really worked until the time 835 00:49:29,967 --> 00:49:32,928 I realized that after 20 years of being 836 00:49:32,928 --> 00:49:37,516 with Cynthia, that a change had happened. 837 00:49:37,516 --> 00:49:39,726 And I got a call from Cynthia saying 838 00:49:39,726 --> 00:49:43,230 that she had found this woman, 839 00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:48,235 and she wanted me to come back 840 00:49:49,069 --> 00:49:52,739 and then we'd live this woman. 841 00:49:52,739 --> 00:49:54,700 And I said, "I don't want that. 842 00:49:54,700 --> 00:49:56,326 "Barbara's part of our family." 843 00:49:56,326 --> 00:49:58,829 So, finally what happened is that 844 00:49:58,829 --> 00:50:02,332 she moved out, and I said to Barbara, 845 00:50:02,332 --> 00:50:05,043 "it's gonna be you and me, and we're going 846 00:50:05,043 --> 00:50:07,671 "to be here at the ranch, and we're 847 00:50:07,671 --> 00:50:09,089 "gonna live our lives." 848 00:50:28,567 --> 00:50:31,695 - I'm always worried about this one when she spits. 849 00:50:37,325 --> 00:50:41,496 Uh oh, I hear her regurgitating. 850 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:46,752 Okay, go eat. 851 00:50:46,752 --> 00:50:48,628 Don't spit at me, thank you. 852 00:50:50,464 --> 00:50:55,343 Since I've been sick, it's everything for me. 853 00:50:55,343 --> 00:50:57,721 And I'm not saying he gives up a trip for me. 854 00:50:57,721 --> 00:51:02,434 But he does put a lot of effort 855 00:51:02,434 --> 00:51:06,354 into making sure that I am comfortable, 856 00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:08,065 have everything I need. 857 00:51:10,692 --> 00:51:14,905 Calls me, writes me, does all the right things, 858 00:51:14,905 --> 00:51:16,239 it seems like. 859 00:51:27,667 --> 00:51:31,046 I didn't start worrying until about, 860 00:51:31,046 --> 00:51:33,048 I don't know if worry is the right word. 861 00:51:39,012 --> 00:51:42,516 Maybe until about a year ago. 862 00:51:44,851 --> 00:51:49,856 I started thinking about, hmm, things 863 00:51:50,816 --> 00:51:52,192 weren't going quite my way. 864 00:51:54,986 --> 00:51:57,280 But look at all the good things that came out. 865 00:51:57,280 --> 00:51:59,407 We got to travel. 866 00:52:02,577 --> 00:52:04,538 I did everything I wanted to do. 867 00:52:19,344 --> 00:52:22,430 - I have collected Joel's work 868 00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:26,852 for somewhere between 25 and 30 years. 869 00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:31,231 And this upcoming show in Mexico City, 870 00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:35,318 I am very excited about seeing 871 00:52:35,318 --> 00:52:36,903 what the show is like. 872 00:52:36,903 --> 00:52:41,116 Because I, of course, am very interested 873 00:52:42,951 --> 00:52:44,536 in Joel's work. 874 00:52:44,536 --> 00:52:46,163 And I know Jerome's work. 875 00:52:46,163 --> 00:52:48,039 I've been to a show in San Francisco 876 00:52:48,039 --> 00:52:49,374 many years ago. 877 00:52:49,374 --> 00:52:52,377 But to see the work together, 878 00:52:52,377 --> 00:52:53,795 it makes such sense. 879 00:52:55,797 --> 00:52:58,633 The fact that they're identical twins, 880 00:52:58,633 --> 00:53:00,552 and that they're both in the arts. 881 00:53:02,262 --> 00:53:03,513 It's quite amazing. 882 00:54:12,374 --> 00:54:16,419 - I think Joel, in time, found his niche 883 00:54:16,419 --> 00:54:17,796 as a photographer. 884 00:54:17,796 --> 00:54:20,799 I think we're both gifted that way. 885 00:54:20,799 --> 00:54:24,302 And it was the right place to be. 886 00:54:24,302 --> 00:54:26,805 But the thing I really honestly 887 00:54:26,805 --> 00:54:28,723 don't understand is, my brother, 888 00:54:29,641 --> 00:54:34,646 even with all his exhibitions in the 80's and 90's 889 00:54:35,563 --> 00:54:39,401 would call me up and constantly not say 890 00:54:39,401 --> 00:54:41,444 how are you, he would just say, 891 00:54:41,444 --> 00:54:44,030 I have this show in Japan, I have this show there. 892 00:54:44,030 --> 00:54:47,951 He wanted to, you know, make clear that he 893 00:54:47,951 --> 00:54:50,829 was doing very well, and perhaps better than I was. 894 00:54:53,248 --> 00:54:55,917 Even in the early periodicals about his work, 895 00:54:55,917 --> 00:54:57,544 I was never mentioned. 896 00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:59,713 His chronology never mentioned 897 00:54:59,713 --> 00:55:00,797 he had a twin brother. 898 00:55:16,229 --> 00:55:17,063 - Oh my God. 899 00:55:18,106 --> 00:55:20,358 Oh, look at that flag, that's a huge flag. 900 00:55:20,358 --> 00:55:21,234 That's beautiful. 901 00:55:30,618 --> 00:55:32,579 - So, you were here nine years ago? 902 00:55:32,579 --> 00:55:33,788 - 94 last time. 903 00:55:33,788 --> 00:55:38,251 - Oh, 94, so 20 years ago. 904 00:55:38,251 --> 00:55:39,085 - Yeah. 905 00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:42,130 First time I was here I was so old, 906 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:43,548 the conquistadors were here. 907 00:56:08,198 --> 00:56:09,407 These are nice. 908 00:56:15,497 --> 00:56:16,831 Oh, this is a photograph. 909 00:56:16,831 --> 00:56:17,874 - Is it? 910 00:56:17,874 --> 00:56:19,167 - Yeah, it's a tin type. 911 00:56:20,001 --> 00:56:21,711 You can hardly see the little cut. 912 00:56:33,515 --> 00:56:34,641 So nice. 913 00:56:35,809 --> 00:56:37,143 This is nice. 914 00:56:58,415 --> 00:57:01,501 - When we talk the work of artists, 915 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:04,629 you say like, isn't Rembrandt great? 916 00:57:04,629 --> 00:57:06,464 We don't say, wasn't he great? 917 00:57:06,464 --> 00:57:08,800 We said, isn't he great? 918 00:57:08,800 --> 00:57:11,052 Isn't Giotto incredible? 919 00:57:11,052 --> 00:57:13,680 And that's amazing, because we don't 920 00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:15,432 talk about these people in the past tense. 921 00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:18,726 They're with us, they're with out consciousness. 922 00:57:18,726 --> 00:57:23,064 We share with them their image and their soul. 923 00:57:23,064 --> 00:57:27,402 And I think that's a remarkable thing. 924 00:58:14,949 --> 00:58:18,286 - When I walk through the exhibition in Mexico 925 00:58:18,286 --> 00:58:22,123 of the Witkin & Witkin show, I've never seen 926 00:58:22,123 --> 00:58:25,335 as much work by Jerry as that. 927 00:58:25,335 --> 00:58:30,298 I realized that he has incredible 928 00:58:31,633 --> 00:58:35,345 potency, a great facile for painting. 929 00:58:35,345 --> 00:58:38,097 He's trying to change society as I am. 930 00:58:38,097 --> 00:58:40,517 But it's a different medium. 931 00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:43,937 The only reference that was in the Witkin & Witkin show 932 00:58:43,937 --> 00:58:48,942 that was a surprise to me is the fact that Jerry had made 933 00:58:50,109 --> 00:58:53,238 a painting based on New York theater 934 00:58:53,238 --> 00:58:57,033 in 1939 by Hopper, and I was making one too. 935 00:58:57,033 --> 00:58:59,661 - I've always been attracted to 936 00:58:59,661 --> 00:59:02,914 Edward Hopper's painting called New York Movie, 937 00:59:02,914 --> 00:59:06,209 done in 1939, which is the year both 938 00:59:08,962 --> 00:59:10,797 Joel and I were born. 939 00:59:10,797 --> 00:59:13,299 - I believe I started my work earlier, 940 00:59:13,299 --> 00:59:14,217 it doesn't matter. 941 00:59:15,301 --> 00:59:19,055 - I thought it was unbelievable twin like, 942 00:59:19,055 --> 00:59:23,393 identical twin like to be concerned, 943 00:59:23,393 --> 00:59:26,521 both of us, unknown to each other, 944 00:59:26,521 --> 00:59:28,731 to dealing with the same subject matter. 945 00:59:28,731 --> 00:59:30,775 - In Hopper's painting, they're watching 946 00:59:31,859 --> 00:59:33,778 a movie, a few people in the audience, 947 00:59:33,778 --> 00:59:35,029 and it's kind of abstract. 948 00:59:35,029 --> 00:59:36,239 You don't know what it is. 949 00:59:36,239 --> 00:59:38,741 It's about kind of boredom and isolation. 950 00:59:38,741 --> 00:59:40,451 And Hopper did that beautifully. 951 00:59:40,451 --> 00:59:42,996 In Jerry's painting, the usherette's there, 952 00:59:42,996 --> 00:59:46,332 and there's a scene of the holocaust. 953 00:59:49,961 --> 00:59:54,591 - In 1945 in movies all across the world, 954 00:59:54,591 --> 00:59:59,596 British filmmakers were filming Belsen Bergen, 955 00:59:59,721 --> 01:00:03,349 Concentration Camp, how bodies were 956 01:00:03,349 --> 01:00:06,185 being plowed into ditches. 957 01:00:06,185 --> 01:00:09,522 And this was highly disturbing to see. 958 01:00:09,522 --> 01:00:11,649 Suddenly, in Movie Tone News, 959 01:00:11,649 --> 01:00:16,654 which was on the screens then as active movie 960 01:00:16,654 --> 01:00:19,365 images of what's happening in the world, 961 01:00:20,241 --> 01:00:23,202 and I thought, my God, if I made a picture 962 01:00:23,202 --> 01:00:25,705 of a movie theater in 1945, 963 01:00:25,705 --> 01:00:28,583 everybody would be very different. 964 01:00:28,583 --> 01:00:31,252 The bored woman in the Hopper picture 965 01:00:31,252 --> 01:00:33,630 would be very different from the person 966 01:00:33,630 --> 01:00:35,965 hearing or watching that screen. 967 01:00:37,925 --> 01:00:40,762 - In my work, you just don't see a movie theater, 968 01:00:40,762 --> 01:00:42,639 you engage in history. 969 01:00:42,639 --> 01:00:44,599 They're coming through a layer 970 01:00:44,599 --> 01:00:47,185 of the beata of Christ and the Virgin, Mary. 971 01:00:48,144 --> 01:00:51,314 Of Christ and little Jesus at the same time. 972 01:00:51,314 --> 01:00:53,733 And then there's the anti-Christ person, 973 01:00:53,733 --> 01:00:56,194 a person with the 666 in the audience. 974 01:00:56,194 --> 01:01:00,406 And what he's looking at is Metropolis 975 01:01:01,407 --> 01:01:02,533 by Fritz Lang. 976 01:01:03,910 --> 01:01:05,828 And it's about the good and bad Maria. 977 01:01:16,673 --> 01:01:19,467 - Being part of this project has forced them, 978 01:01:19,467 --> 01:01:22,428 you know, to have some shared experiences. 979 01:01:22,428 --> 01:01:26,015 And kind of take a moment to look back 980 01:01:26,015 --> 01:01:29,018 and look where they are, and look at each other. 981 01:02:11,602 --> 01:02:14,313 - I don't think there is a relationship 982 01:02:14,313 --> 01:02:16,691 between my work and Jerry's work. 983 01:02:16,691 --> 01:02:19,694 We've lived apart, we've worked apart. 984 01:02:19,694 --> 01:02:24,031 And we're individual entities as artists. 985 01:02:24,031 --> 01:02:27,118 - We were extremely alike, we finished, 986 01:02:27,118 --> 01:02:29,287 I remember, each other's statements 987 01:02:29,287 --> 01:02:31,998 and sentences, and at the same time, 988 01:02:31,998 --> 01:02:34,917 there was a point where, I think we varied 989 01:02:35,835 --> 01:02:37,503 our interests, we parted. 990 01:02:38,588 --> 01:02:40,923 - If we were both still photographers, 991 01:02:40,923 --> 01:02:44,385 then we would see what was really going on 992 01:02:44,385 --> 01:02:47,305 when we were being nurtured in the womb, 993 01:02:47,305 --> 01:02:50,475 and we'd have probably a better understanding 994 01:02:50,475 --> 01:02:53,394 as life as it's shared within a medium. 995 01:02:53,394 --> 01:02:55,396 But we work in two different mediums. 996 01:03:08,826 --> 01:03:13,163 - The woman pictured here is my wife, Lisa Pennella. 997 01:03:13,163 --> 01:03:17,168 We had one child, Andrew, 998 01:03:17,168 --> 01:03:20,630 who was born with a very rare blood disorder. 999 01:03:20,630 --> 01:03:24,717 And he lived for only 16 years. 1000 01:03:30,014 --> 01:03:35,019 It was the child that would be a memory to her 1001 01:03:35,353 --> 01:03:37,021 and not an adult for her. 1002 01:03:37,897 --> 01:03:39,607 He would be about 23 now. 1003 01:03:41,442 --> 01:03:45,530 Over the 16 years, we held it together 1004 01:03:45,530 --> 01:03:49,033 and raised a kid who had every chance 1005 01:03:49,033 --> 01:03:50,618 of not growing up. 1006 01:03:51,953 --> 01:03:54,121 When it was shown in Mexico, I saw 1007 01:03:54,121 --> 01:03:56,082 her posing next to it. 1008 01:03:56,082 --> 01:03:58,876 People said, could you pose next to your picture? 1009 01:03:58,876 --> 01:03:59,794 And she kind of accepted it. 1010 01:04:02,463 --> 01:04:05,007 That painting is one of my best paintings. 1011 01:04:05,007 --> 01:04:07,134 I didn't know it would happen that quickly. 1012 01:04:07,134 --> 01:04:09,929 I was planning something, and I told Lisa, 1013 01:04:09,929 --> 01:04:12,431 I said, I really want to do a picture 1014 01:04:12,431 --> 01:04:17,395 of you mourning, somehow, our Andrew. 1015 01:04:18,145 --> 01:04:21,148 I said, just come in the studio. 1016 01:04:21,148 --> 01:04:24,068 Just put on some shirt, and I want 1017 01:04:24,068 --> 01:04:25,528 you to hold a picture. 1018 01:04:25,528 --> 01:04:28,614 - I think he already had the design 1019 01:04:28,614 --> 01:04:31,200 of the picture in his head, 1020 01:04:31,200 --> 01:04:33,995 so I mean, it was pretty much a straightforward, 1021 01:04:33,995 --> 01:04:37,665 you know, look at the setup in the studio 1022 01:04:37,665 --> 01:04:39,667 and did a couple drawings, 1023 01:04:39,667 --> 01:04:41,627 and went right on the canvas. 1024 01:04:41,627 --> 01:04:43,212 - This picture came all by itself. 1025 01:04:43,212 --> 01:04:47,300 It's almost like it made itself besides my brush, 1026 01:04:47,300 --> 01:04:49,385 it just happened very quickly. 1027 01:04:50,386 --> 01:04:51,679 And I showed the picture, and she, 1028 01:04:51,679 --> 01:04:54,181 Lisa's a very quiet woman, she just looked at it 1029 01:04:54,181 --> 01:04:57,101 and just left, she didn't say anything. 1030 01:04:57,101 --> 01:04:59,937 And I know in that moment that her brain, 1031 01:04:59,937 --> 01:05:03,065 which is very complex and brilliant, 1032 01:05:03,065 --> 01:05:04,984 she was putting together a lot of good 1033 01:05:04,984 --> 01:05:06,444 feelings about that picture. 1034 01:05:06,444 --> 01:05:09,196 - It was a story, but it was, like, my story, 1035 01:05:09,196 --> 01:05:11,032 and it wasn't too dramatic. 1036 01:05:11,032 --> 01:05:15,995 It was, you know, meaningful without being overstated. 1037 01:05:57,495 --> 01:06:02,458 - Most people who come here and see my artwork 1038 01:06:02,458 --> 01:06:04,502 are very interested. 1039 01:06:04,502 --> 01:06:07,588 Some people are floored and want to come back again 1040 01:06:07,588 --> 01:06:10,341 because they're familiar with Joel's work. 1041 01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:12,426 My sister on the other hand, when she comes 1042 01:06:12,426 --> 01:06:15,888 to visit me, she's so troubled by the images 1043 01:06:15,888 --> 01:06:17,181 in the room that she stays in 1044 01:06:17,181 --> 01:06:19,141 that she covers them with a towel 1045 01:06:19,141 --> 01:06:21,727 so that she doesn't have to have bad dreams 1046 01:06:21,727 --> 01:06:22,895 at night, I guess. 1047 01:06:27,525 --> 01:06:31,445 So, over time, what I've seen Joel's work go 1048 01:06:31,445 --> 01:06:36,450 is move from images that were difficult 1049 01:06:38,327 --> 01:06:42,999 to take in to now, almost 1050 01:06:42,999 --> 01:06:47,378 all of his images, most of his images have 1051 01:06:50,297 --> 01:06:54,010 a beauty and often a tenderness that I didn't 1052 01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:57,846 see in his earlier photographs. 1053 01:07:05,271 --> 01:07:07,940 - I plan something, put it together, 1054 01:07:07,940 --> 01:07:11,777 80% of the time, it works, and when it works, 1055 01:07:11,777 --> 01:07:13,696 I process the negative. 1056 01:07:13,696 --> 01:07:17,283 It's very, very perfect, analogue stuff, 1057 01:07:17,283 --> 01:07:18,826 classical photography. 1058 01:07:18,826 --> 01:07:21,829 I choose the chemicals I sometimes mix, 1059 01:07:21,829 --> 01:07:23,538 the toners I mix too. 1060 01:07:23,538 --> 01:07:28,127 But I look at the negatives, like the contact prints, 1061 01:07:28,127 --> 01:07:31,547 and then spend several hours looking 1062 01:07:31,547 --> 01:07:33,716 at the one I want to choose. 1063 01:07:33,716 --> 01:07:36,177 I never keep any work around 1064 01:07:36,177 --> 01:07:37,261 that I've done before. 1065 01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:38,554 I don't want to look at that. 1066 01:07:38,554 --> 01:07:40,765 That happened in the past, it's not at the moment. 1067 01:07:40,765 --> 01:07:44,393 I have two machines, two industrial enlargers. 1068 01:07:44,393 --> 01:07:46,020 They're De Vere's, they're English. 1069 01:07:46,020 --> 01:07:48,481 I spend a lot of time researching 1070 01:07:48,481 --> 01:07:50,900 the lenses I use, I love doing that. 1071 01:07:50,900 --> 01:07:53,486 And then I'm in my sanctum. 1072 01:10:57,711 --> 01:10:59,797 - Her face is incredible. 1073 01:10:59,797 --> 01:11:00,673 It's incredible. 1074 01:12:20,669 --> 01:12:22,588 - I've been here for 45 years. 1075 01:12:22,588 --> 01:12:25,132 They hired me to teach things like painting 1076 01:12:25,132 --> 01:12:26,133 and drawing. 1077 01:12:26,133 --> 01:12:30,012 And really my life and my career comes 1078 01:12:30,012 --> 01:12:32,806 with the contract to Syracuse. 1079 01:12:32,806 --> 01:12:36,059 So, what's the point of drawing? 1080 01:12:36,059 --> 01:12:38,896 It's to have a deep experience. 1081 01:12:38,896 --> 01:12:42,399 You look at a good actor in a performance, 1082 01:12:42,399 --> 01:12:45,903 and you think, oh my God, I'm with them. 1083 01:12:45,903 --> 01:12:47,863 When you see a drawing, you think, 1084 01:12:47,863 --> 01:12:49,823 oh my God, I see what they're after. 1085 01:12:49,823 --> 01:12:51,950 The guy posing is gonna be Adam 1086 01:12:51,950 --> 01:12:54,411 being tossed out of paradise. 1087 01:13:00,125 --> 01:13:04,713 So, as you get older, you shrink towards the center. 1088 01:13:04,713 --> 01:13:07,132 What you want to do is get back out there again. 1089 01:13:09,635 --> 01:13:11,595 I'm gonna start the drawing by actually 1090 01:13:12,638 --> 01:13:15,391 finding the plant of his feet, and then start 1091 01:13:15,391 --> 01:13:18,143 to draw the body from there up. 1092 01:13:18,143 --> 01:13:19,686 It's a little trickier thing. 1093 01:13:19,686 --> 01:13:21,522 But if we can measure and control, 1094 01:13:22,648 --> 01:13:24,191 and we have the form we want, and then 1095 01:13:24,191 --> 01:13:26,568 we can exaggerate the forms themselves. 1096 01:13:26,568 --> 01:13:27,945 When I go back to his arm, 1097 01:13:29,154 --> 01:13:30,489 both arms, he's got some wonderful 1098 01:13:30,489 --> 01:13:32,866 kind of play with the fingers on his head. 1099 01:13:34,410 --> 01:13:38,122 The twisting is the back of the hand, 1100 01:13:38,122 --> 01:13:42,793 and the wonderful digits that he presents 1101 01:13:43,627 --> 01:13:44,461 on his head. 1102 01:13:45,921 --> 01:13:48,924 You take the face in terms of the structure 1103 01:13:48,924 --> 01:13:50,050 of the forehead. 1104 01:13:51,593 --> 01:13:54,430 And we take the eye, and we take 1105 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:57,933 the cheek muscle, the nose. 1106 01:13:59,101 --> 01:14:02,896 And before we know it, we have something 1107 01:14:02,896 --> 01:14:04,148 like the pose. 1108 01:14:05,732 --> 01:14:07,568 - Exhale. 1109 01:14:09,695 --> 01:14:10,529 Inhale. 1110 01:14:20,998 --> 01:14:24,334 - I teach art because I think we can influence 1111 01:14:24,334 --> 01:14:28,255 people's wanting to know more about it. 1112 01:14:28,255 --> 01:14:31,758 You can teach some individuals what it is 1113 01:14:31,758 --> 01:14:35,929 to make harder choices to make their own art. 1114 01:14:35,929 --> 01:14:40,309 - I think he's far more deeply into 1115 01:14:42,561 --> 01:14:45,814 intellectual things, the motivations, 1116 01:14:45,814 --> 01:14:47,357 he's an educator. 1117 01:14:47,357 --> 01:14:49,985 I'm not an educator, I'm, basically, 1118 01:14:49,985 --> 01:14:52,279 I'm an adventurer, a visual adventurer. 1119 01:14:52,279 --> 01:14:53,155 That's what I am. 1120 01:15:06,877 --> 01:15:08,086 - I guess I was just searching for 1121 01:15:08,086 --> 01:15:10,923 images that had a certain kind of blunt, 1122 01:15:10,923 --> 01:15:13,091 brutal, intensity. 1123 01:15:13,091 --> 01:15:15,677 This is why we went to Witkin and Francis Bacon. 1124 01:15:20,349 --> 01:15:22,476 This sort of ripped off face idea 1125 01:15:22,476 --> 01:15:26,021 is one of the few homages in the video, 1126 01:15:26,021 --> 01:15:28,732 direct homages to Joel-Peter Witkin. 1127 01:15:31,193 --> 01:15:34,780 ♪ You get me closer to God ♪ 1128 01:15:44,373 --> 01:15:49,378 ♪ You can have my isolation ♪ 1129 01:15:49,461 --> 01:15:54,132 ♪ You can have that hate that it brings ♪ 1130 01:16:48,937 --> 01:16:50,981 - One can assume that one cockroach 1131 01:16:50,981 --> 01:16:54,234 in one soup is one cockroach too many. 1132 01:16:55,861 --> 01:16:58,155 And I feel the same way about the national 1133 01:16:58,155 --> 01:17:00,198 endowment for the arts. 1134 01:17:00,198 --> 01:17:03,201 Joel-Peter Witkin has severed 1135 01:17:03,201 --> 01:17:08,123 the head from a corpse, skinned it, 1136 01:17:09,041 --> 01:17:11,543 and scooped out the brain, and transformed 1137 01:17:11,543 --> 01:17:15,088 that mutilated head into a flower vase. 1138 01:17:15,088 --> 01:17:17,007 He then photographed it, and he submitted, 1139 01:17:17,007 --> 01:17:19,468 as I say, the photograph to the N.E.A., 1140 01:17:19,468 --> 01:17:21,928 and his cash reward from the N.E.A. 1141 01:17:21,928 --> 01:17:26,516 for that was $20,000, taxpayer's money. 1142 01:17:28,934 --> 01:17:31,063 This is one half of the guy's head, 1143 01:17:31,063 --> 01:17:32,397 this is the other half. 1144 01:17:32,397 --> 01:17:35,359 Now, that is what you call beautiful art. 1145 01:17:35,359 --> 01:17:39,237 And I'm sure it was worth $20,000 to somebody, 1146 01:17:39,237 --> 01:17:43,367 but I don't think you'll find many American taxpayers 1147 01:17:43,367 --> 01:17:47,579 who would agree that his or their money 1148 01:17:47,579 --> 01:17:51,458 ought to be used to pay reward 1149 01:17:51,458 --> 01:17:52,918 to the guy who did that. 1150 01:18:04,471 --> 01:18:08,016 - People bring their own baggage to whatever they see, 1151 01:18:08,016 --> 01:18:09,601 you know? 1152 01:18:09,601 --> 01:18:11,395 And what they see is what they want to see, 1153 01:18:11,395 --> 01:18:12,813 what the believe in. 1154 01:18:14,064 --> 01:18:18,610 What I can realize and put forth is 1155 01:18:18,610 --> 01:18:22,906 images that are purposeful and strong 1156 01:18:22,906 --> 01:18:25,575 and beautiful and relevant. 1157 01:18:25,575 --> 01:18:28,620 I love the unloved. 1158 01:19:01,653 --> 01:19:06,199 When Barbara got sick, it didn't even dawn 1159 01:19:06,199 --> 01:19:08,493 on me that she had cancer. 1160 01:19:08,493 --> 01:19:11,288 You know, I would drive her to the cancer center, 1161 01:19:11,288 --> 01:19:13,749 and then she would say to me, 1162 01:19:13,749 --> 01:19:15,751 well, I'm here because I have cancer. 1163 01:19:15,751 --> 01:19:18,253 I said, well, you never really told me that. 1164 01:19:18,253 --> 01:19:19,921 What happened over the next six years 1165 01:19:19,921 --> 01:19:24,425 was the alimentation of her dying. 1166 01:19:24,425 --> 01:19:28,638 And I was a caregiver for the last six months 1167 01:19:28,638 --> 01:19:30,724 when she was in hospice at the house, 1168 01:19:30,724 --> 01:19:32,392 in the big room, the library. 1169 01:19:34,728 --> 01:19:37,898 For me, that was one of the most 1170 01:19:37,898 --> 01:19:39,523 wonderful experiences of my life. 1171 01:19:39,523 --> 01:19:42,277 I mean, she was very gracious. 1172 01:19:46,490 --> 01:19:47,824 - Joel is the main cook. 1173 01:19:48,700 --> 01:19:51,912 Although Joel tends to sometimes overdo things, 1174 01:19:51,912 --> 01:19:55,707 like he thinks more is better, like more 1175 01:19:55,707 --> 01:19:58,335 spices and things like that. 1176 01:19:58,335 --> 01:20:01,922 Or he'll put the broccoli in the blender. 1177 01:20:04,508 --> 01:20:05,383 I don't know why. 1178 01:20:05,383 --> 01:20:08,178 I like my vegetables so you can identify them. 1179 01:20:12,307 --> 01:20:13,266 But he won't listen to me. 1180 01:20:14,351 --> 01:20:15,936 He gets outraged. 1181 01:20:27,531 --> 01:20:31,201 I always thought I had a bedside manner 1182 01:20:31,201 --> 01:20:32,744 of a pathologist, you know, 1183 01:20:32,744 --> 01:20:35,372 very cold and staying unobjective, 1184 01:20:35,372 --> 01:20:38,208 until Barbara got sick, then I changed. 1185 01:20:58,353 --> 01:21:02,440 - I think people's perception of him is incredibly 1186 01:21:03,441 --> 01:21:07,988 different, Joel the public man from Joel the private man. 1187 01:21:07,988 --> 01:21:12,993 He is a very kind, compassionate, loving person. 1188 01:21:18,957 --> 01:21:22,669 - I was attending her, I would change the urine bag, 1189 01:21:22,669 --> 01:21:26,006 I would clean her up when she lost control, 1190 01:21:26,006 --> 01:21:28,925 and it was an act of love. 1191 01:21:28,925 --> 01:21:32,804 It's back to my grandmother and my mother 1192 01:21:32,804 --> 01:21:35,098 and coffee and love. 1193 01:21:35,098 --> 01:21:39,019 And it was very important to me. 1194 01:21:42,022 --> 01:21:46,067 And it was a grey moment, love of my life. 1195 01:21:47,402 --> 01:21:50,030 And I'll always be with her. 1196 01:22:00,206 --> 01:22:03,001 When you're young, you think you're never gonna die, 1197 01:22:03,001 --> 01:22:06,212 everything is forever, and that kind of stuff. 1198 01:22:06,212 --> 01:22:10,550 You need that for the dynamism of your life 1199 01:22:10,550 --> 01:22:14,262 and what you're gonna do, and the whole 1200 01:22:15,263 --> 01:22:17,307 maturation of events that occur 1201 01:22:18,600 --> 01:22:20,769 that you have to decide on, and the quality 1202 01:22:20,769 --> 01:22:21,603 of decision. 1203 01:22:21,603 --> 01:22:24,731 But when you get older, you have this kind of 1204 01:22:26,316 --> 01:22:29,861 more gentle romanticism, you're concerned, 1205 01:22:30,862 --> 01:22:34,157 things are far more poetic and loving 1206 01:22:34,157 --> 01:22:36,409 because they're going to disappear. 1207 01:22:51,049 --> 01:22:54,010 - It's hard, you know, to lose a partner, 1208 01:22:55,470 --> 01:22:59,933 and kind of re-find yourself or equalize yourself. 1209 01:22:59,933 --> 01:23:02,268 When I've spoken to him since Barbara's death, 1210 01:23:02,268 --> 01:23:05,146 I feel like he has, he's much softer, 1211 01:23:05,146 --> 01:23:07,065 he's much easier for me to speak to. 1212 01:23:08,066 --> 01:23:12,946 And, you know, I feel like, you know, 1213 01:23:12,946 --> 01:23:14,739 that, especially that first year 1214 01:23:14,739 --> 01:23:17,784 after you lose someone, you're so tender, 1215 01:23:17,784 --> 01:23:20,745 that I feel that too when I speak to him. 1216 01:23:23,373 --> 01:23:25,416 Jerome and Joel, you know, they have 1217 01:23:26,501 --> 01:23:28,294 common experiences as children, 1218 01:23:28,294 --> 01:23:30,422 but then they kind of diverge so dramatically. 1219 01:23:30,422 --> 01:23:34,259 And now that they're in their late 70's, 1220 01:23:34,259 --> 01:23:38,096 I mean, better to make peace and for them 1221 01:23:38,096 --> 01:23:40,432 to have if not a close relationship, 1222 01:23:40,432 --> 01:23:42,726 a good relationship, an open relationship. 1223 01:23:46,771 --> 01:23:48,064 - We can be in the same room, 1224 01:23:48,064 --> 01:23:50,233 we can talk to people together, 1225 01:23:50,233 --> 01:23:52,068 and yet we don't talk to each other. 1226 01:23:53,153 --> 01:23:54,821 - I think it's Jerry's nature 1227 01:23:54,821 --> 01:23:58,032 to be more distanced, and basically 1228 01:23:58,032 --> 01:24:02,077 more, ohh... 1229 01:24:02,077 --> 01:24:04,664 Less, well, more formal, and less informal. 1230 01:24:05,665 --> 01:24:08,877 - I don't call him up to say much. 1231 01:24:08,877 --> 01:24:11,546 When he calls me up, it's something 1232 01:24:11,546 --> 01:24:13,256 important for him. 1233 01:24:13,256 --> 01:24:15,633 He called me up last time to get the name 1234 01:24:15,633 --> 01:24:20,263 of a carpenter who made a crucifix for him 1235 01:24:20,263 --> 01:24:22,390 for an earlier work. 1236 01:24:22,390 --> 01:24:25,309 And we didn't share anything after that, 1237 01:24:25,309 --> 01:24:26,728 it was just, okay. 1238 01:24:26,728 --> 01:24:28,188 - We lived separate lives in different 1239 01:24:28,188 --> 01:24:30,315 parts of the country, we've have different 1240 01:24:30,315 --> 01:24:35,320 experiences, and I don't find anything odd about it, 1241 01:24:37,572 --> 01:24:39,907 it's the fact that it's the way it is. 1242 01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:49,959 Okay. 1243 01:24:51,669 --> 01:24:52,837 Mercedesville. 1244 01:24:55,131 --> 01:24:56,341 Got this car for $3,000. 1245 01:25:00,595 --> 01:25:02,013 I get all used cars. 1246 01:25:16,568 --> 01:25:19,864 - I thought of the death of one us a lot. 1247 01:25:19,864 --> 01:25:24,702 And I think it would be hard, 1248 01:25:24,702 --> 01:25:29,374 it would feel like you've lost an identity. 1249 01:25:30,834 --> 01:25:35,130 Knowing that Joel is there, working 1250 01:25:35,130 --> 01:25:37,549 just continues our history. 1251 01:25:38,466 --> 01:25:40,969 I mean, it's like the sun comes up 1252 01:25:40,969 --> 01:25:42,345 and the sun goes down. 1253 01:25:42,345 --> 01:25:46,391 There is my twin, and he's there and I'm here. 1254 01:25:46,391 --> 01:25:48,726 Even though we don't communicate 1255 01:25:48,726 --> 01:25:52,272 maybe 99% of the time, we know that we 1256 01:25:53,523 --> 01:25:56,442 are existing, we are working, and of late, 1257 01:25:56,442 --> 01:25:57,693 we're showing together. 1258 01:26:00,029 --> 01:26:03,532 We are strangers, and I think we leave it there. 1259 01:26:10,498 --> 01:26:12,125 - From around 1606. 1260 01:26:12,125 --> 01:26:16,254 Act 3 Scene 8, a plain near Actium. 1261 01:26:17,463 --> 01:26:19,174 - Is it Romeo and Juliet? 1262 01:26:19,174 --> 01:26:23,845 - The play is Antony and Cleopatra. 1263 01:26:23,845 --> 01:26:24,929 Daily double. 1264 01:26:28,433 --> 01:26:30,101 The engraving of this young man 1265 01:26:30,101 --> 01:26:32,520 and his father is entitled father, 1266 01:26:32,520 --> 01:26:35,148 I cannot tell a lie, I cut the tree. 1267 01:26:35,148 --> 01:26:36,232 - George Washington. 1268 01:26:36,232 --> 01:26:37,066 - Lisa. 1269 01:26:37,066 --> 01:26:37,901 - Who is George Washington? 1270 01:26:37,901 --> 01:26:38,735 - Yes. 1271 01:26:38,735 --> 01:26:41,196 Blood Falls, which flows into Lake Bonney 1272 01:26:41,196 --> 01:26:44,240 get its color because it is rich in this element. 1273 01:26:44,240 --> 01:26:45,241 - Copper. 1274 01:26:45,241 --> 01:26:46,075 - Iron. 1275 01:26:46,075 --> 01:26:47,619 - Iron, yeah. 1276 01:26:47,619 --> 01:26:48,452 - Okay. 1277 01:26:50,788 --> 01:26:52,916 Oh God, they fool you again. 1278 01:26:52,916 --> 01:26:53,833 It's a commercial. 1279 01:26:56,294 --> 01:26:57,462 Ugh, shit. 1280 01:26:57,462 --> 01:26:58,880 - A street in New Orleans 1281 01:26:58,880 --> 01:27:01,674 which is named Elysian Fields, and runs between 1282 01:27:01,674 --> 01:27:03,175 the L & N tracks and the river. 1283 01:27:03,175 --> 01:27:04,010 - Street car named desire. 1284 01:27:04,010 --> 01:27:04,886 - Desire. 1285 01:27:04,886 --> 01:27:05,720 - Derek. 1286 01:27:05,720 --> 01:27:07,597 - What is Street Car Named Desire? 1287 01:27:07,597 --> 01:27:09,015 - That's the play. 1288 01:27:09,015 --> 01:27:12,769 In 1978, this redheaded stranger 1289 01:27:12,769 --> 01:27:17,106 released Stardust, an album of pop standards. 1290 01:27:18,816 --> 01:27:19,651 - Willie Nelson. 1291 01:27:19,651 --> 01:27:20,485 - Who is Reba McIntyre? 1292 01:27:20,485 --> 01:27:21,443 - No. 1293 01:27:21,443 --> 01:27:22,946 - Willie Nelson. 1294 01:27:22,946 --> 01:27:24,530 - It was Willie Nelson. 1295 01:27:25,365 --> 01:27:27,492 - Country music 600. 1296 01:27:27,492 --> 01:27:29,702 - In 1975 a double album was-- 1297 01:27:29,702 --> 01:27:34,290 - Wait, in 18, that was the war of 1812, 1298 01:27:34,290 --> 01:27:35,959 The Star Spangled Banner. 1299 01:27:38,544 --> 01:27:39,420 What's it called? 1300 01:27:40,296 --> 01:27:42,590 A literal one of these two word terms 1301 01:27:42,590 --> 01:27:45,969 in the beginning of '64, enjoyed musical, 1302 01:27:45,969 --> 01:27:50,932 it's something to do with, uhh... 1303 01:27:51,307 --> 01:27:55,687 A musical beginning in 1964, 1304 01:27:55,687 --> 01:27:58,439 enjoyed a musical one. 1305 01:27:58,439 --> 01:28:00,316 Stars and Stripes? 1306 01:28:00,316 --> 01:28:01,901 - Julie, you were on this like a shot. 1307 01:28:01,901 --> 01:28:03,361 You started writing immediately. 1308 01:28:03,361 --> 01:28:05,363 Let's see if you came up with the correct response. 1309 01:28:05,363 --> 01:28:08,032 You wrote down, what is a British invasion, 1310 01:28:08,032 --> 01:28:09,200 and you are right. 1311 01:28:09,200 --> 01:28:10,034 - Ah. 1312 01:28:11,494 --> 01:28:16,499 - On the scale of 100, I'm maybe 22 in knowledge. 1313 01:28:16,499 --> 01:28:18,835 But some of these people are like, 1314 01:28:18,835 --> 01:28:21,629 beyond 100, they're amazing. 1315 01:28:23,381 --> 01:28:24,257 - Ah, shit. 1316 01:28:25,925 --> 01:28:27,093 Well, that's it. 1317 01:28:28,177 --> 01:28:29,178 Damn it. 90862

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