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-How do you feel about all this
fuss that´s being made over you?
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-I think it´s kind of fun.
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-Do you?
-Yeah.
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You´re enjoying it?
-Oh, yeah. I love it.
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-You really are
an exquisite-looking young lady.
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I know
you´ve been told that,
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but isn´t she a pretty --
pretty girl?
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To have you
sitting here with me...
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[ Applause ]
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♫♫
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♫♫
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-I think the hardest thing
for me
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was really knowing who I was.
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The minute you say "icon,"
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it´s this, like, sort of
reverse zoom,
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and you get just detached
from everybody.
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It just felt so arbitrary
and not merited.
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♫♫
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-Brooke is a nuclear version
of what it is like
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to be judged by your appearance.
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She´s literally an object
to hundreds of millions,
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billions of people.
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-The way people talked about her
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and the perception of her
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isn´t really about her
as an individual.
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It´s just about women.
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-Girls are always under pressure
to be a perfect object.
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Perfection is having
a particular kind of body,
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having your hair
in a particular style,
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perfect makeup,
and perfect eyebrows.
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If you´re the object
of someone else´s desire,
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then where are your feelings
in all of that?
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♫♫
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♫♫
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-I had this thing about
not looking in the mirror.
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Don´t think about it.
Don´t focus on it.
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Because I didn´t want to be
too much of anything.
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I was just born with this face,
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and so I didn´t want
to think about it.
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I wanted to think about
the things that I could control,
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things that could have happened
without beauty.
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♫♫
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♫♫
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[ Crowd shouting ]
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-Madonna!
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-Madonna!
-Madonna!
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-Straight ahead.
Right there. Beautiful.
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[ Shouting continues ]
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-There used to be
10 famous people.
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Everybody knew them. Everybody
knew everything about them.
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We all saw the same five movies
every year, and that was it.
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That´s done.
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Now there are
a million famous people
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that you and I don´t even know.
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-With Brooke, there were very
few contemporaries of hers,
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because fewer people
were occupying these roles
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in public life, and so they were
just much better known.
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You just didn´t go anywhere
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that somebody wouldn´t know
Brooke Shields.
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-Brooke Shields --
she´s currently one
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of the hottest commodities
in the world.
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-How many magazine covers
have you been on?
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Because there´s got to be...
-Gosh.
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-...we´re talking hundreds,
aren´t we?
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-Definitely.
I don´t even have a figure.
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-She is the most photographed
woman in the world
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with a face
that sells like no other.
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-Brooke, right here, please.
Brooke?
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-I thought she really was
the most beautiful woman
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in the world --
an iconic American beauty.
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-She sort of represented
a femininity of that time.
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There was a sense of she was
the -- the woman of the future.
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-The People´s Choice Awards
congratulates Brooke Shields.
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-Watching her on TV or film,
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it´s hard to separate her beauty
and her history
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from who she is -- actually is.
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-Would you welcome, please,
Miss Brooke Shields?
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-Please welcome Brooke Shields.
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-Brooke Shields.
-Brooke Shields.
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-And that is the fun thing
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about opening the curtain
of Brooke Shields.
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She´s just --
she´s not at all what you think.
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-Brooke?
-Brooke!
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-Brooke, right here, please?
Brooke?
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♫♫
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-Mm!
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Do you have to go out, pups?
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Do you have to go outside?
Come here. Come here. Come here.
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Huh?
You want to go outside?
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You stay on the porch, though.
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When I go give speeches
or do Q-- like, moderated talks
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to hundreds
and hundreds of women
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for whatever the seminar
or whatever the event is,
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it´s amazing how personal --
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personally attached
the people are
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to me -- like in a...
-Yeah.
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-You know, my professional life
is such a life force inside me
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because it´s the only thing
I´ve ever known.
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-...a superstar.
She´s an icon.
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-You know, sometimes I´m amazed
that I survived any of it.
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-What is it like to be famous
almost since birth --
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say, from 11 months old on,
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and then to be a movie star
at age 11 or 12?
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-The unusual beauty
was noticed
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from the time
she was born --
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from the baby to the little girl
to glamorous woman.
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And this is the little girl
behind all those faces --
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Brooke Shields.
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And this is the face behind
the face of Brooke Shields --
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Teri Shields,
manager and mother.
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-You can´t really describe
totally what a phenomenon is.
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I think mainly it happens.
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And Brooke happened.
She´s always been beautiful.
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The day I brought her home
from the hospital,
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I just knew she´d be a star.
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A star!
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♫♫
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-My mother --
she really believed
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that I was
the most unique creature
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she had ever laid eyes on,
and I was hers.
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-What was her first job?
How did you decide
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that she would be a model?
Did you put an ad in the paper?
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Did you run around
with your 11-month-old baby
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and say,
"Hey, look what I got!"
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-No, no.
Francesco Scavullo was doing --
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-Famous photographer.
-Yes.
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He was doing
an Ivory soap ad.
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She sat on the floor
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and ripped a couple
of boxes of Ivory soap.
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And that´s the way
it all began.
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-My mom had this creature
who people were responding to
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and they kept responding to.
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You know, we would go
to great locations
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and do pose number ten,
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you know,
maybe pose number three.
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-Brooke and I went
to school together
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as very young children.
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And I just remember
her giggling.
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She was a bright,
outward-looking child.
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We were raised
by single mothers,
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who were financially hustling
to get it going.
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My mother was a nurse.
Teri managed Brooke.
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Teri also saw something
in Brooke that was --
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she -- she just could see it.
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And she was determined
to make it happen.
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♫♫
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-My mom wanted to be fabulous.
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She wanted things bigger.
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She was from Newark, New Jersey,
and she came over
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to the New York side
and never looked back.
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She got a job at Lord & Taylor
as a makeup artist,
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having never gone beauty school
or anything.
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Never went to college.
And she was a spitfire.
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My dad fell in love
with this bombshell of a woman,
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and I think she just zeroed in
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like a heat-seeking missile
to this beautiful man --
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jet-black hair, dapper dressing,
very conservative man.
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And my dad went away for a while
to work.
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He came back and saw her
out to here
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and kind of just, in a way,
forced her to marry him.
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-Suburbia is a woman´s world.
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-My mom wasn´t going
to be any kind of a wife
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that my dad anticipated
and envisioned,
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and she just fought it.
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She just divorced him
without even telling him.
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I just sort of grew up
knowing them apart.
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-To be on your own
as a mother in those days,
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you had to be incredibly strong,
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and Teri was a force of nature.
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-With my mom,
we just had so much fun.
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There was this, like,
bohemian existence.
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Then I go to my dad´s,
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where it was, like, tradition,
tradition, tradition.
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Dinner at 6:00 every night.
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Everything was routine
and regimented.
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There´s not a lot of feeling
and emotion in it,
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but it was great
because it was calm.
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-♫ Doo-doo-doo ♫
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-A cut heals better
when it´s kept covered.
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As long as your child
has a scab on her cut,
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she needs a Band-Aid
brand adhesive bandage.
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-I did a Band-Aid commercial.
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I did hair-shampoo commercials,
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where I had to run around
in a circle,
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and they put a rope
around my midriff
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so that they could just keep me
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at the right distance
from the camera.
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By the end of the day,
I had, like,
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rope burns around my stomach.
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My blouses don´t cling anymore.
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Our towels smell cleaner
and fresher.
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My dress is much softer now.
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-Discover the Bounce touch.
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-The sort of whispers
around the school of, like,
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"She´s gone to California."
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Third grade, fourth graders,
like -- like, "Where´d she go?"
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And I would remember seeing
the ad campaigns come in --
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like, opening the paper
and seeing her face.
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And it was hard to comprehend.
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I just always remember thinking,
like, "I hope she´s okay."
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-She was a young girl
in an all-adult world.
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-For many decades,
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modeling was one
of the very few ways
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that a woman
could make a lot of money.
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And certainly, from
the beginning of advertising,
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the ideal female body type
was curvy, often voluptuous.
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-As late as the mid ´60s,
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Hollywood was still working off
of a sexual idea
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based on Marilyn Monroe --
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a bombshell,
an exaggerated sexuality.
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But that was still
an adult sexuality.
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-Women who epitomized ideal
sexuality
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were grown women.
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They were at least in their 20s,
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and they had voluptuous
women´s bodies.
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Marilyn Monroe --
I think she was, what,
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a size 14 or something
like that?
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Sophia Loren,
Ava Gardner --
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they were grown women,
and they were not children
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when they were presented
as sexual ideals.
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-A new movement for women´s
liberation is launched.
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And once again,
protesters take to the street
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to support their demands
for total freedom.
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-We see Roe v. Wade.
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We see sexual-harassment laws
come into being.
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We see second-wave feminism.
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-This revolution -- and it is
a revolution, not a reform --
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is about humanizing both roles,
not exchanging.
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-One of the responses
of the dominant culture
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to the rise of feminism
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was the sexualization
of little girls.
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It´s almost as if
we´re told, "Okay,
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you´re not gonna be
´traditionally feminine,´"
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which traditionally meant
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powerless,
submissive, dependent,
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"we´ll replace you
with little girls."
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-She´s got a beautiful face.
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She has beautiful hair, eyes,
nose, mouth, a beautiful body.
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I mean, she´s incredible.
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-The modeling work that Brooke
did started very cute.
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She looks very innocent,
looks very sweet.
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Then everything changed.
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You can see the shift in how
she is being presented to us.
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She´s wearing fewer clothes.
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The posing has changed.
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The mood
was shifting dramatically.
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-And when you put a child
in a very sexualized position,
248
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it sets off these attitudes
that little girls are seductive,
249
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that they´re
deliberately provocative,
250
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that they´re somehow going along
with all of this.
251
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-I didn´t feel uncomfortable.
Nor did I feel embarrassed.
252
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You know, as a model, your body
is just to be dressed
253
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and put out there,
so I didn´t have that awareness
254
00:13:21,945 --> 00:13:25,518
of my budding puberty --
do you know? --
255
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´cause I was years away
from any of that.
256
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-The matter of women and girls
257
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sort of displaying sexuality
is really tricky.
258
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We want girls and women
to have agency.
259
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But the perception of how
that agency affects ourselves
260
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and how it affects the culture
is not the same thing,
261
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especially when
you´re dealing with minors.
262
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It´s not a fair game.
263
00:13:54,648 --> 00:13:58,411
-I think Brooke´s sort of like
a work of art,
264
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and like
any beautiful painting,
265
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I think the world should
enjoy Brooke and view her.
266
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And you yourself have said,
and I quote,
267
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"Ever since
Brooke was a baby,
268
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she´s been encouraged
to be sensual."
269
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So can´t someone say to you
that you are exploiting
270
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the sensuality of a child?
271
00:14:16,299 --> 00:14:19,633
-Well, if that´s all
I was doing, probably yes.
272
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But that´s not all I´m doing
with Brooke
273
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or what Brooke is doing.
274
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Did you hurt your back?
-What am I doing wrong?
275
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-Concentrate on reaching
the other end of the pool.
276
00:14:30,043 --> 00:14:34,918
-"Stage Mother" was
her label very early on,
277
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and at auditions, you´d hear
the stage mothers go,
278
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"I´ll buy you a bike. I´ll buy
your bike if you go in there."
279
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And the kids are going, "I don´t
want to go. I don´t want to go."
280
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"Get in there! I´ll get you --
I´ll get you a bike."
281
00:14:44,397 --> 00:14:46,129
And it was like
this desperation,
282
00:14:46,129 --> 00:14:49,432
and she just never --
she never had that, you know?
283
00:14:49,432 --> 00:14:52,606
She just had this faith that
it was going to work out for us.
284
00:14:54,708 --> 00:14:57,240
My mom was always the mom
that was like,
285
00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:59,472
"Do you not want
to do anything today?
286
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Let´s take the phone off
the hook
287
00:15:01,044 --> 00:15:03,216
and let´s go to the park."
288
00:15:05,318 --> 00:15:09,553
There was not a semblance
of a career plan.
289
00:15:09,553 --> 00:15:13,587
Our plan was,
"Oh, we got that job?
290
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We can get a car."
291
00:15:16,159 --> 00:15:18,361
"Oh, we get this job,
292
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we don´t have to live in our
little apartment anymore."
293
00:15:22,535 --> 00:15:25,498
-Brooke knew that money
didn´t come easily.
294
00:15:25,498 --> 00:15:29,242
So you were always kind of
looking for the next job.
295
00:15:29,242 --> 00:15:31,244
-I was the main breadwinner.
296
00:15:31,244 --> 00:15:37,480
We both used the system
to get a better life.
297
00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:39,252
-Do you want
to be a star?
298
00:15:39,252 --> 00:15:40,714
-I think so.
299
00:15:40,714 --> 00:15:43,486
-You do? What do you imagine
it´s gonna be like?
300
00:15:43,486 --> 00:15:45,288
-I don´t know.
I´m not really sure. I just --
301
00:15:45,288 --> 00:15:47,621
-Why do you want to be a star?
-´Cause I love acting,
302
00:15:47,621 --> 00:15:50,694
and I love
other people´s acting.
303
00:15:50,694 --> 00:15:54,998
And I-I´d like to, like --
I´d like to have people like me
304
00:15:54,998 --> 00:15:59,332
like I like other actresses
and actors.
305
00:15:59,332 --> 00:16:01,034
Since I was a little kid,
306
00:16:01,034 --> 00:16:06,640
everything revolved around
getting lost in movies.
307
00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:11,144
All I ever wanted to be
was an actress.
308
00:16:11,144 --> 00:16:12,786
My mom and I --
we´d go to the movies,
309
00:16:12,786 --> 00:16:16,249
two and three movies
a night sometimes.
310
00:16:16,249 --> 00:16:18,291
And it was just....
[gasps]
311
00:16:18,291 --> 00:16:20,223
[ Electronic whirring ]
312
00:16:20,223 --> 00:16:23,226
"I can be that person,
and I can be that person.
313
00:16:23,226 --> 00:16:25,328
And I can do that.
I can feel it."
314
00:16:25,328 --> 00:16:28,031
My mom took me to art films
all the time.
315
00:16:28,031 --> 00:16:30,533
We were seeing Fellini,
and we were seeing "Amarcord."
316
00:16:30,533 --> 00:16:32,535
Come on.
Boobs in the guy´s face?
317
00:16:32,535 --> 00:16:34,407
There was no prudishness.
318
00:16:34,407 --> 00:16:37,641
It was, "This is the tableau
that we´re painting."
319
00:16:37,641 --> 00:16:43,116
And I happened to have been
young, but I wasn´t clueless.
320
00:16:44,648 --> 00:16:46,680
-Brooke was already starting to
get a reputation
321
00:16:46,680 --> 00:16:50,453
for being
a sexualized child model.
322
00:16:50,453 --> 00:16:53,827
But when Louis Malle decided
to cast her in "Pretty Baby,"
323
00:16:53,827 --> 00:16:55,629
that image really blew up.
324
00:16:58,291 --> 00:16:59,833
-Do you have
any misgivings
325
00:16:59,833 --> 00:17:01,534
about her appearing
in "Pretty Baby"?
326
00:17:01,534 --> 00:17:03,667
-No, not at all.
We discussed it prior to,
327
00:17:03,667 --> 00:17:06,239
of course,
meeting with Louis Malle,
328
00:17:06,239 --> 00:17:08,441
and Louis Malle
promised Brooke from his heart
329
00:17:08,441 --> 00:17:13,707
that he would be very sensitive
to her as far as the scenes.
330
00:17:16,309 --> 00:17:18,181
-Louis Malle was
a French filmmaker.
331
00:17:18,181 --> 00:17:20,784
He had already made
quite a few films in France
332
00:17:20,784 --> 00:17:23,186
that were very well known
internationally,
333
00:17:23,186 --> 00:17:28,862
including "Zazie in the Metro"
and "Elevator to the Gallows."
334
00:17:28,862 --> 00:17:33,126
He wanted to make his first
feature film in America.
335
00:17:33,126 --> 00:17:34,698
-I´ve been trying for years
336
00:17:34,698 --> 00:17:37,631
to make a film in New Orleans.
337
00:17:37,631 --> 00:17:41,104
I fell upon this book
"Storyville, New Orleans,"
338
00:17:41,104 --> 00:17:43,737
which is about
the red-light district.
339
00:17:49,783 --> 00:17:53,246
-Louis talked about
the subject matter.
340
00:17:53,246 --> 00:17:55,418
I was 11 years old,
341
00:17:55,418 --> 00:17:58,622
and I may have not known
all of the nuance,
342
00:17:58,622 --> 00:18:02,826
but it was
a real artistic endeavor.
343
00:18:02,826 --> 00:18:04,598
-I knew from the beginning,
344
00:18:04,598 --> 00:18:06,730
even before the script
was finished,
345
00:18:06,730 --> 00:18:11,434
that to find the right girl
was absolutely essential.
346
00:18:11,434 --> 00:18:14,568
If she was wrong,
the whole picture was wrong.
347
00:18:14,568 --> 00:18:19,172
And one day I saw a photograph
of Brooke Shields in a book.
348
00:18:19,172 --> 00:18:21,915
And, you know,
she´s so incredibly beautiful
349
00:18:21,915 --> 00:18:25,749
and -- and so poised.
350
00:18:25,749 --> 00:18:28,351
-Perhaps we could make another
one now. Would you like to?
351
00:18:28,351 --> 00:18:30,784
-Yeah, why not?
352
00:18:30,784 --> 00:18:35,488
-"Pretty Baby" is set in early
1900´s New Orleans in a brothel,
353
00:18:35,488 --> 00:18:39,192
and an adult sex worker,
played by Susan Sarandon,
354
00:18:39,192 --> 00:18:41,494
is raising her young daughter,
355
00:18:41,494 --> 00:18:44,267
played by Brooke Shields.
-Do you think I´m pretty?
356
00:18:44,267 --> 00:18:46,770
-And she ends up kind of finding
a caretaker...
357
00:18:46,770 --> 00:18:48,772
-Don´t you like me?
-...through this photographer
358
00:18:48,772 --> 00:18:50,503
played by Keith Carradine.
359
00:18:50,503 --> 00:18:55,508
But it´s not an entirely
sexless, paternal relationship.
360
00:18:55,508 --> 00:18:57,811
[ Indistinct conversations ]
361
00:18:57,811 --> 00:19:06,489
♫♫
362
00:19:06,489 --> 00:19:11,324
-A virgin -- bona fide.
363
00:19:11,324 --> 00:19:12,826
-How old is she?
364
00:19:12,826 --> 00:19:15,268
-Do you want to put me in jail?
[ Laughter ]
365
00:19:15,268 --> 00:19:18,201
She´s just old enough.
366
00:19:21,875 --> 00:19:23,536
-Is "Pretty Baby" a critique
367
00:19:23,536 --> 00:19:25,508
of the sexualization
of young girls?
368
00:19:25,508 --> 00:19:28,742
Or is it intentionally
ambiguous?
369
00:19:28,742 --> 00:19:31,214
-I´ll bid $100.
-Yeah!
370
00:19:31,214 --> 00:19:34,688
-Louis Malle does not tell you
exactly how to feel about it
371
00:19:34,688 --> 00:19:40,393
and could force you to treat it
almost like a Rorschach test
372
00:19:40,393 --> 00:19:42,626
and come to
your own conclusions.
373
00:19:42,626 --> 00:19:44,397
-$400.
374
00:19:44,397 --> 00:19:47,761
-Jesus Christ.
Who is he, Rockefeller?
375
00:19:47,761 --> 00:19:50,804
-Sold to the man
with $400 cash.
376
00:19:50,804 --> 00:19:53,306
[ Cheers and applause ]
377
00:19:53,306 --> 00:19:55,008
[ Band plays ]
378
00:19:55,008 --> 00:19:58,241
-I think one thing
that the writer, Polly Platt,
379
00:19:58,241 --> 00:20:01,314
was trying to do with the script
was exaggerate something
380
00:20:01,314 --> 00:20:02,946
that she saw in real life
381
00:20:02,946 --> 00:20:08,281
as a way of making a critique
of 1970´s Hollywood.
382
00:20:08,281 --> 00:20:12,626
-Being attractive,
being pleasing is part
383
00:20:12,626 --> 00:20:16,259
of what girls and women learn.
384
00:20:16,259 --> 00:20:17,891
-I´m glad it´s you.
385
00:20:17,891 --> 00:20:23,496
-Ultimately, that´s what Brooke
was having to communicate.
386
00:20:23,496 --> 00:20:28,772
-Well...you look nice,
and you have a nice chest.
387
00:20:32,646 --> 00:20:37,781
I can feel the steam inside me
right through my dress.
388
00:20:37,781 --> 00:20:39,813
-I wanted to make
everybody happy
389
00:20:39,813 --> 00:20:42,485
with the job that I was doing.
390
00:20:42,485 --> 00:20:46,990
When it came to acting,
no one helped me.
391
00:20:46,990 --> 00:20:49,923
I was there to say these lines,
392
00:20:49,923 --> 00:20:54,367
to do it without any education
about how to do it.
393
00:20:54,367 --> 00:20:55,929
That´s what Louis wanted.
394
00:21:00,533 --> 00:21:04,377
We had a first-kiss scene.
395
00:21:04,377 --> 00:21:07,410
I had never kissed
anybody before.
396
00:21:07,410 --> 00:21:11,344
I felt, "Oh, my God, I´m
supposed to know how to do this,
397
00:21:11,344 --> 00:21:13,947
but I don´t know
how to do this."
398
00:21:15,819 --> 00:21:19,352
Every time Keith tried
to do the kiss,
399
00:21:19,352 --> 00:21:24,898
I would scrunch my face up,
and Louis got upset with me.
400
00:21:24,898 --> 00:21:29,332
"Don´t do that with your face.
Don´t! What is this? Mm!"
401
00:21:29,332 --> 00:21:31,705
And then Keith was the one
402
00:21:31,705 --> 00:21:35,569
who asked to just have a word
with me and said to me, "Hey."
403
00:21:35,569 --> 00:21:38,541
He said, "You know what?
This doesn´t count."
404
00:21:43,947 --> 00:21:48,521
"It´s pretend.
This is all make believe."
405
00:21:52,986 --> 00:21:54,958
-I´ve been on those sets.
406
00:21:54,958 --> 00:21:57,731
People are having fun.
You´re filming it. It´s art.
407
00:21:57,731 --> 00:22:00,093
You don´t really think
about it until later.
408
00:22:00,093 --> 00:22:04,437
There is an aftermath that then
cycles in your head
409
00:22:04,437 --> 00:22:07,941
of, like, "Was that okay?"
410
00:22:07,941 --> 00:22:11,144
-I would argue she wasn´t
conscious of what was wrong,
411
00:22:11,144 --> 00:22:16,910
but had a feeling that something
was not good, was off.
412
00:22:16,910 --> 00:22:19,783
-They say that, on the set,
you felt very uncomfortable
413
00:22:19,783 --> 00:22:21,885
during all this.
Is that true?
414
00:22:21,885 --> 00:22:25,058
-Well, I mean, I knew it was
gonna be done in good taste,
415
00:22:25,058 --> 00:22:29,092
so, I mean, you know,
if you, like,
416
00:22:29,092 --> 00:22:31,394
think about the whole thing, it
might be a little uncomfortable.
417
00:22:31,394 --> 00:22:34,628
But I knew that
it was gonna be in good taste
418
00:22:34,628 --> 00:22:36,069
and it wasn´t
any porno movie,
419
00:22:36,069 --> 00:22:40,033
and so I didn´t feel
so bad about it.
420
00:22:40,033 --> 00:22:42,936
I think I learned
how to compartmentalize
421
00:22:42,936 --> 00:22:44,908
at such an early age,
422
00:22:44,908 --> 00:22:49,082
and it was a --
you know, a survival technique.
423
00:22:49,082 --> 00:22:52,786
You know, that´s not my life.
That´s not who I am.
424
00:22:52,786 --> 00:22:55,819
-You´re in a job
that requires you
425
00:22:55,819 --> 00:22:59,092
to put all your boundaries down
for the sake of art,
426
00:22:59,092 --> 00:23:01,655
And then you´re also
living a public life,
427
00:23:01,655 --> 00:23:05,128
which requires acceptance
of no boundaries.
428
00:23:05,128 --> 00:23:10,133
♫♫
429
00:23:10,133 --> 00:23:11,935
-Brooke Shields...
430
00:23:11,935 --> 00:23:15,939
[ Speaking French ]
431
00:23:15,939 --> 00:23:18,812
[ Crowd shouting ]
432
00:23:18,812 --> 00:23:24,117
-The minute we landed there,
it was a mosh pit.
433
00:23:24,117 --> 00:23:26,449
It was insane.
434
00:23:28,121 --> 00:23:33,757
All of a sudden,
you are just everywhere,
435
00:23:33,757 --> 00:23:35,629
and everybody
has something to say,
436
00:23:35,629 --> 00:23:38,191
and it´s not all positive.
437
00:23:38,191 --> 00:23:40,764
-[ Speaking French ]
438
00:23:47,801 --> 00:23:51,044
-If you´re a famous girl,
you get one shot.
439
00:23:51,044 --> 00:23:53,476
You come on the scene,
and whoever you are
440
00:23:53,476 --> 00:23:56,009
and however you are,
that´s who you are.
441
00:23:56,009 --> 00:23:59,152
It´s really hard
to change the narrative.
442
00:23:59,152 --> 00:24:02,155
-From that moment on,
443
00:24:02,155 --> 00:24:08,491
I was no longer
just a model who was an actress.
444
00:24:08,491 --> 00:24:17,070
I became a focal point for
so many things -- good and bad.
445
00:24:17,070 --> 00:24:19,102
-Do you understand, Brooke,
how parents feel
446
00:24:19,102 --> 00:24:21,274
about the kind of attention
that you´re getting?
447
00:24:21,274 --> 00:24:23,737
-I did it just as another job,
and I didn´t -- you know,
448
00:24:23,737 --> 00:24:26,910
I didn´t take it seriously,
like I was gonna grow up
449
00:24:26,910 --> 00:24:28,882
to be a prostitute
or anything.
450
00:24:28,882 --> 00:24:32,716
There is nothing
in my mind that had any idea
451
00:24:32,716 --> 00:24:36,019
that I would become the subject
452
00:24:36,019 --> 00:24:42,596
of so much controversy,
conversation, vitriol.
453
00:24:42,596 --> 00:24:45,128
-Some people labeled
it "kiddie porn."
454
00:24:45,128 --> 00:24:48,131
-I could never understand how a
mother would allow her daughter
455
00:24:48,131 --> 00:24:50,764
to play such a role
just for the money.
456
00:24:50,764 --> 00:24:52,535
-Did you see the film?
457
00:24:52,535 --> 00:24:55,769
-No, and I will never see
a film like that.
458
00:24:55,769 --> 00:24:58,572
-Her mother got a lot of flack,
you know,
459
00:24:58,572 --> 00:25:00,844
around how she managed her
460
00:25:00,844 --> 00:25:04,848
and did she abuse her
by putting her out here.
461
00:25:04,848 --> 00:25:06,249
-At the same time,
462
00:25:06,249 --> 00:25:08,221
to hold just the parents
accountable
463
00:25:08,221 --> 00:25:11,885
is a whitewash
of what is actually happening --
464
00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:13,887
of what is happening
systemically.
465
00:25:13,887 --> 00:25:16,860
-Since we live in
a fairly misogynistic society,
466
00:25:16,860 --> 00:25:19,262
there´s a lot of scrutiny
and criticism
467
00:25:19,262 --> 00:25:21,695
of the mother-daughter
relationship.
468
00:25:21,695 --> 00:25:23,997
The male director
is celebrated.
469
00:25:23,997 --> 00:25:26,570
-Many critics have hailed
"Pretty Baby" for its beauty
470
00:25:26,570 --> 00:25:28,171
and for its sensitivity
and intelligence.
471
00:25:28,171 --> 00:25:29,673
-On the other hand,
472
00:25:29,673 --> 00:25:32,606
the mother is blamed
and castigated.
473
00:25:32,606 --> 00:25:34,307
-Why would you
allow your daughter
474
00:25:34,307 --> 00:25:37,811
to portray a prostitute
in a movie?
475
00:25:37,811 --> 00:25:40,253
Was that a big decision for you?
-No, it wasn´t at all.
476
00:25:40,253 --> 00:25:43,216
In fact, I looked at it
with the artistic value in mind.
477
00:25:43,216 --> 00:25:45,088
It was
a very difficult role,
478
00:25:45,088 --> 00:25:47,791
and I don´t think any other
child in the limelight today
479
00:25:47,791 --> 00:25:50,824
could have played it
as well as Brooke.
480
00:25:50,824 --> 00:25:52,165
-You couldn´t make
a "Pretty Baby" now,
481
00:25:52,165 --> 00:25:53,627
you couldn´t make
a "Blue Lagoon,"
482
00:25:53,627 --> 00:25:55,098
you couldn´t make
an "Endless Love."
483
00:25:55,098 --> 00:25:56,369
-You couldn´t make
any of the films you made now.
484
00:25:56,369 --> 00:25:57,871
You couldn´t make them.
-I know.
485
00:25:57,871 --> 00:26:01,204
-It would be soft porn,
exploitation.
486
00:26:01,204 --> 00:26:03,036
-My mom´s big complaint
487
00:26:03,036 --> 00:26:06,339
was that I was working
14, 16 hour days,
488
00:26:06,339 --> 00:26:08,241
wasn´t having
any tutor time,
489
00:26:08,241 --> 00:26:11,014
so that was the stuff
that she put her foot down,
490
00:26:11,014 --> 00:26:15,248
protected me on,
where she didn´t even bat an eye
491
00:26:15,248 --> 00:26:18,191
for the other stuff --
for the sexuality stuff.
492
00:26:22,656 --> 00:26:24,297
-It has to be done
in an artistic way.
493
00:26:24,297 --> 00:26:27,360
-She was always there,
controlling everything
494
00:26:27,360 --> 00:26:29,362
behind the scenes,
but she didn´t hover.
495
00:26:29,362 --> 00:26:32,806
She didn´t go on the set with me
all the time.
496
00:26:32,806 --> 00:26:34,337
-...like the Polaroid.
497
00:26:34,337 --> 00:26:36,970
-You know, and my mom
was happy with that,
498
00:26:36,970 --> 00:26:40,644
because she could go
to the bar and drink.
499
00:26:40,644 --> 00:26:41,945
I mean....
[ Laughs ]
500
00:26:41,945 --> 00:26:43,276
-Let me ask you, Brooke --
501
00:26:43,276 --> 00:26:44,978
here´s a hard question
about your mother.
502
00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:46,650
And it´s described
in this magazine as,
503
00:26:46,650 --> 00:26:49,853
"A broad, open-faced woman
with manners to match.
504
00:26:49,853 --> 00:26:52,355
Her face bears the marks
of the heavy drinker --
505
00:26:52,355 --> 00:26:56,229
the drained look, the rough
skin, the sunken eyes."
506
00:26:56,229 --> 00:26:59,062
Is that a fair description
of your mother as you know her?
507
00:26:59,062 --> 00:27:01,865
-I don´t think so.
Well, because, you know,
508
00:27:01,865 --> 00:27:05,739
as far as the dry skin
and the -- you know, her eyes,
509
00:27:05,739 --> 00:27:08,401
well, she has
terrible allergies.
510
00:27:08,401 --> 00:27:11,775
And that´s what causes her skin
to be the way it is.
511
00:27:11,775 --> 00:27:15,008
And she is very --
she is outspoken,
512
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:17,981
and she says what she feels.
[ Chuckles ]
513
00:27:17,981 --> 00:27:19,953
She´s my mama.
-Oh, she is your mom.
514
00:27:19,953 --> 00:27:22,215
Why do you love her so much?
Why do you love your mother?
515
00:27:22,215 --> 00:27:24,417
-Well, ´cause it´s just
been both of us.
516
00:27:24,417 --> 00:27:25,889
You know what I mean?
It´s just been myself --
517
00:27:25,889 --> 00:27:27,821
The two of you.
Just the two of us.
518
00:27:27,821 --> 00:27:31,094
-There´s nobody else.
-I mean...
519
00:27:31,094 --> 00:27:34,167
-Teri was an alcoholic.
520
00:27:34,167 --> 00:27:37,130
So from a young age,
Brooke had a maturity to her
521
00:27:37,130 --> 00:27:43,907
because she had to kind of
be aware of what was going on
522
00:27:43,907 --> 00:27:47,080
and defend her mother if need be
523
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:50,944
and take care of her mother
if need be.
524
00:27:50,944 --> 00:27:57,150
-My mom had a very,
very tough childhood.
525
00:27:57,150 --> 00:28:02,295
She loved her father so much
and lost him when she was 9.
526
00:28:02,295 --> 00:28:08,031
She had a very angry,
lonely, sad mom.
527
00:28:08,031 --> 00:28:13,066
She was just never kind
to my mom.
528
00:28:13,066 --> 00:28:16,309
It´s just a different generation
of emotions,
529
00:28:16,309 --> 00:28:18,912
and she just had so much
530
00:28:18,912 --> 00:28:23,016
that she aspired to
and wanted to -- to feel.
531
00:28:26,419 --> 00:28:30,123
I don´t think I ever
knew her not drinking.
532
00:28:30,123 --> 00:28:34,888
I just started knowing
there was my mom in the morning
533
00:28:34,888 --> 00:28:37,991
and then was my mom
after school.
534
00:28:37,991 --> 00:28:43,166
And then she was just hurt
and sort of, you know,
535
00:28:43,166 --> 00:28:46,039
sloppy or angry or crude.
536
00:28:46,039 --> 00:28:48,371
There was a pattern to it.
537
00:28:50,343 --> 00:28:55,208
-With Teri, she was fun --
so much fun,
538
00:28:55,208 --> 00:28:57,510
and then there´d be a moment
where you´re like, "Uh-oh,"
539
00:28:57,510 --> 00:29:01,855
You as a kid got a sense like
maybe it was --
540
00:29:01,855 --> 00:29:03,386
there was something going on.
541
00:29:05,218 --> 00:29:10,123
-When Teri was sober,
she was raucous and fun
542
00:29:10,123 --> 00:29:13,196
and loud and big
and took up space.
543
00:29:13,196 --> 00:29:15,528
And when she was not
in a good way,
544
00:29:15,528 --> 00:29:18,101
it was -- it was duck and cover.
545
00:29:21,174 --> 00:29:24,808
-You know, I remember
kind of going, "Okay, you know,
546
00:29:24,808 --> 00:29:27,981
she´s not in the house.
I came home with a friend.
547
00:29:27,981 --> 00:29:30,013
She´s not in the house.
Where is she?"
548
00:29:30,013 --> 00:29:31,414
-I would follow her lead.
549
00:29:31,414 --> 00:29:33,516
She would know what to do,
how to do it,
550
00:29:33,516 --> 00:29:36,389
how to protect herself,
what room to go into,
551
00:29:36,389 --> 00:29:39,222
what doors to lock.
552
00:29:39,222 --> 00:29:44,157
And -- And we could both hear --
like, the keys would rattle.
553
00:29:44,157 --> 00:29:48,101
We would go to a room.
We would make sure we were safe.
554
00:29:48,101 --> 00:29:50,433
Teri would come home very drunk,
555
00:29:50,433 --> 00:29:55,168
and -- and then we would wait
until it got quiet.
556
00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:58,211
And then we´d come out.
557
00:29:58,211 --> 00:30:02,876
-I felt such a responsibility
558
00:30:02,876 --> 00:30:06,019
to keep her alive.
559
00:30:06,019 --> 00:30:08,351
My very life depended on it.
560
00:30:08,351 --> 00:30:13,456
So I thought, you know, you just
keep the -- you keep the peace.
561
00:30:13,456 --> 00:30:19,362
You keep them happy and accept
the apology in the morning
562
00:30:19,362 --> 00:30:21,895
and go, "I know that that´s true
´cause she really does love me.
563
00:30:21,895 --> 00:30:23,236
I know that. I know that."
564
00:30:23,236 --> 00:30:24,898
-There is a pact.
565
00:30:24,898 --> 00:30:26,439
You want to protect
the people you love,
566
00:30:26,439 --> 00:30:32,305
even if they´re deeply flawed
and damaged and damaging.
567
00:30:36,980 --> 00:30:38,311
[ Beeping ]
-Quiet, please!
568
00:30:38,311 --> 00:30:39,913
-Camera mark.
569
00:30:39,913 --> 00:30:42,415
Take three.
570
00:30:42,415 --> 00:30:44,588
-Being on a movie set
was the safest place
571
00:30:44,588 --> 00:30:47,921
that I could be, emotionally.
572
00:30:47,921 --> 00:30:52,025
I craved the routine of a job
573
00:30:52,025 --> 00:30:55,328
because there were
other people around,
574
00:30:55,328 --> 00:30:57,330
I could lose myself in it,
575
00:30:57,330 --> 00:31:01,234
and I only had to be
responsible for myself.
576
00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:05,679
-3,200 miles from the heart
of Hollywood
577
00:31:05,679 --> 00:31:10,313
lies the Fiji Archipelago --
300 islands of white beaches,
578
00:31:10,313 --> 00:31:13,216
lava cliffs,
some jungle foliage.
579
00:31:13,216 --> 00:31:15,619
A motion picture company
has come here to recreate
580
00:31:15,619 --> 00:31:19,022
Henry De Vere Stacpoole´s
classic adventure story,
581
00:31:19,022 --> 00:31:20,924
"The Blue Lagoon."
582
00:31:23,356 --> 00:31:26,299
-I was 15
when we shot "Blue Lagoon,"
583
00:31:26,299 --> 00:31:29,663
and I was on an island
for four months.
584
00:31:29,663 --> 00:31:32,065
I got to live in this fantasy,
585
00:31:32,065 --> 00:31:34,407
so I got to set up
my little hut.
586
00:31:34,407 --> 00:31:37,711
And I was just like, "This is
the coolest thing in the world."
587
00:31:37,711 --> 00:31:40,413
-The surprise blockbuster movie
of the year
588
00:31:40,413 --> 00:31:42,045
is "Blue Lagoon,"
589
00:31:42,045 --> 00:31:44,147
in which a 15-year-old
Brooke Shields
590
00:31:44,147 --> 00:31:46,479
learns all about
life´s little mysteries.
591
00:31:46,479 --> 00:31:48,682
While millions of
impressionable teenagers
592
00:31:48,682 --> 00:31:53,456
and oftentimes startled adults
looked on fascinated.
593
00:31:53,456 --> 00:31:56,429
-"Blue Lagoon"
was one of the first movies
594
00:31:56,429 --> 00:32:00,363
that parents
let their children see
595
00:32:00,363 --> 00:32:03,136
that had to do
with coming of age,
596
00:32:03,136 --> 00:32:07,400
loss of virginity, sexuality
in that way.
597
00:32:07,400 --> 00:32:09,342
-There are some things
you have to see
598
00:32:09,342 --> 00:32:12,305
in order to be
a functional conversationalist.
599
00:32:12,305 --> 00:32:14,507
And "Blue Lagoon"
was one of those.
600
00:32:14,507 --> 00:32:17,250
-I thought it was
the greatest movie.
601
00:32:17,250 --> 00:32:19,683
Me and all my friends would get
pictures of "Blue Lagoon,"
602
00:32:19,683 --> 00:32:21,414
like, on our notebooks.
603
00:32:21,414 --> 00:32:24,387
-There were wonderful
fantasies for teenagers.
604
00:32:24,387 --> 00:32:26,289
You know, you´re on an island
605
00:32:26,289 --> 00:32:28,461
and falling in love
for the first time.
606
00:32:28,461 --> 00:32:30,493
-Promise you´ll always
be with me.
607
00:32:30,493 --> 00:32:32,165
-I promise.
608
00:32:32,165 --> 00:32:33,496
-[ Sobs ]
609
00:32:36,199 --> 00:32:38,431
I´ve seen it four times,
and I love it.
610
00:32:38,431 --> 00:32:40,133
-It was unrealistic.
611
00:32:40,133 --> 00:32:43,376
I mean, I liked it ´cause
I have a lively imagination.
612
00:32:43,376 --> 00:32:45,108
-It teaches a lot of things.
613
00:32:45,108 --> 00:32:49,713
-"The Blue Lagoon"
is almost like Adam and Eve.
614
00:32:49,713 --> 00:32:55,448
Brooke Shields is both innocent
and treacherous.
615
00:32:55,448 --> 00:32:57,090
-Kiss me.
616
00:32:57,090 --> 00:32:59,022
-You´re all sticky.
617
00:32:59,022 --> 00:33:01,124
-So what? Kiss me.
618
00:33:05,028 --> 00:33:08,031
-[ Chuckles ]
Stop! I can´t breathe!
619
00:33:08,031 --> 00:33:09,733
-But I don´t want to stop.
620
00:33:09,733 --> 00:33:12,265
[ Laughs ]
621
00:33:12,265 --> 00:33:14,708
-Aah!
What are you doing?
622
00:33:14,708 --> 00:33:20,714
-The director, Randall Kleiser,
told a newspaper, "It´s real."
623
00:33:20,714 --> 00:33:25,679
She´s going from a child
to a woman during the filming.
624
00:33:25,679 --> 00:33:29,082
-They wanted to make it
a reality show.
625
00:33:29,082 --> 00:33:33,356
They wanted to sell
my actual sexual awakening.
626
00:33:36,630 --> 00:33:40,463
-The audience could engage in
erotic fantasies
627
00:33:40,463 --> 00:33:43,697
about somebody
who´s way underage.
628
00:33:43,697 --> 00:33:46,399
They could not recognize
the transgression
629
00:33:46,399 --> 00:33:49,643
while they experienced it
at the same time.
630
00:33:49,643 --> 00:33:52,475
-I feel so funny
in my stomach.
631
00:33:52,475 --> 00:33:55,278
[ Breathing heavily ]
632
00:33:55,278 --> 00:33:57,110
-Me too.
633
00:33:57,110 --> 00:34:00,153
The irony was,
I wasn´t in touch
634
00:34:00,153 --> 00:34:04,317
with any of my own sexuality.
635
00:34:04,317 --> 00:34:06,189
I was raised Catholic.
636
00:34:06,189 --> 00:34:08,191
With sex,
they sort of taught me,
637
00:34:08,191 --> 00:34:10,323
"Wait till you´re married.
You wait until you´re married."
638
00:34:10,323 --> 00:34:13,526
And it was put into my brain.
639
00:34:13,526 --> 00:34:19,132
I had a lot of shame
around all of it.
640
00:34:19,132 --> 00:34:21,204
My dad always tried to pretend
641
00:34:21,204 --> 00:34:24,477
that I didn´t do any of
the things that I had done.
642
00:34:24,477 --> 00:34:25,879
He just buried his head.
643
00:34:25,879 --> 00:34:29,312
I don´t know if he ever saw
one of my movies.
644
00:34:29,312 --> 00:34:32,185
-I don´t remember
any controversy
645
00:34:32,185 --> 00:34:35,719
because we just -- we didn´t
talk about it in our house.
646
00:34:35,719 --> 00:34:37,551
And I don´t know why.
647
00:34:37,551 --> 00:34:41,494
I think -- you know, I never
even asked my stepfather why.
648
00:34:41,494 --> 00:34:45,659
-Well, Diana, um, there´s been
a lot of controversy
649
00:34:45,659 --> 00:34:50,203
about, um, you being
Brooke Shields´ sister.
650
00:34:50,203 --> 00:34:52,736
Tell me, um
what is she really like?
651
00:34:52,736 --> 00:34:54,908
-I couldn´t tell you.
652
00:34:54,908 --> 00:34:59,412
-"Pretty Baby" was kind of the
first movie she was known for.
653
00:34:59,412 --> 00:35:02,445
Maybe he just was
turned off by that?
654
00:35:02,445 --> 00:35:04,648
I think he just
didn´t like show business.
655
00:35:04,648 --> 00:35:06,850
-What is her --
what are her hobbies?
656
00:35:06,850 --> 00:35:08,722
-But he adored her.
657
00:35:08,722 --> 00:35:11,655
He just thought she had, like,
the best sense of humor.
658
00:35:11,655 --> 00:35:14,327
-I have a daughter
that everybody just says,
659
00:35:14,327 --> 00:35:16,289
"You look just like
Brooke Shields."
660
00:35:16,289 --> 00:35:17,861
[ Laughter ]
661
00:35:17,861 --> 00:35:19,663
And, um, you know,
662
00:35:19,663 --> 00:35:21,394
it´s the eyebrows, I think --
the eyes, yes.
663
00:35:21,394 --> 00:35:23,466
-With Brooke and Teri,
664
00:35:23,466 --> 00:35:25,739
they were, you know,
it was just the two of them.
665
00:35:25,739 --> 00:35:30,403
So she was treated
very much like an adult.
666
00:35:30,403 --> 00:35:32,345
-With my mom,
there was this overtness
667
00:35:32,345 --> 00:35:35,649
of talking about things
and being brash,
668
00:35:35,649 --> 00:35:40,513
but not teaching me
or telling me it´s okay
669
00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:44,658
or telling me it didn´t
make me tainted in some way.
670
00:35:44,658 --> 00:35:45,889
-You know, we´ve talked
about this image
671
00:35:45,889 --> 00:35:47,490
that is portrayed
of Brooke Shields --
672
00:35:47,490 --> 00:35:50,393
a sensuous, sexy,
woman-child image,
673
00:35:50,393 --> 00:35:52,926
and yet in your real
personal life,
674
00:35:52,926 --> 00:35:55,368
you don´t have that much freedom
to just run around
675
00:35:55,368 --> 00:35:57,671
and do what you want to do.
You don´t date alone yet.
676
00:35:57,671 --> 00:36:00,533
-Well, just like a regular kid,
I don´t really.
677
00:36:00,533 --> 00:36:02,505
-Mm-hmm.
-I do every once in a while.
678
00:36:02,505 --> 00:36:04,337
-Well, it´s gonna be tough
for me to walk away from here
679
00:36:04,337 --> 00:36:05,809
thinking of you
as just a regular kid.
680
00:36:05,809 --> 00:36:07,480
I´m telling you.
[ Laughter ]
681
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:10,644
-When I was a child...
682
00:36:10,644 --> 00:36:12,886
[ Sighs ]
683
00:36:12,886 --> 00:36:14,688
...I thought as a child...
684
00:36:17,551 --> 00:36:19,923
...I spoke as a child...
685
00:36:19,923 --> 00:36:23,557
I understood as a child.
686
00:36:23,557 --> 00:36:26,299
But now I´ve put away
childish things,
687
00:36:26,299 --> 00:36:28,401
and I´m ready for Calvins.
688
00:36:28,401 --> 00:36:34,868
♫♫
689
00:36:34,868 --> 00:36:38,471
-Calvin Klein jeans.
690
00:36:38,471 --> 00:36:41,014
-I think I was 16.
691
00:36:41,014 --> 00:36:46,780
Richard Avedon was doing this
campaign, and Calvin wanted me.
692
00:36:46,780 --> 00:36:48,682
...to make jeans.
693
00:36:48,682 --> 00:36:51,685
They had said,
"We´re gonna do a series
694
00:36:51,685 --> 00:36:54,858
of cinematic commercials.
695
00:36:54,858 --> 00:36:58,632
It´s going to be a play
on what a jean is."
696
00:36:58,632 --> 00:37:02,295
The secret of life lies hidden
in the genetic code.
697
00:37:02,295 --> 00:37:04,938
Genes are fundamental
in determining
698
00:37:04,938 --> 00:37:07,771
the characteristics
of an individual
699
00:37:07,771 --> 00:37:09,903
and passing on
these characteristics
700
00:37:09,903 --> 00:37:11,745
to succeeding generations.
701
00:37:11,745 --> 00:37:14,377
Occasionally, certain conditions
702
00:37:14,377 --> 00:37:16,409
produce a structural change
in the gene,
703
00:37:16,409 --> 00:37:21,284
which will bring about
the process of evolution.
704
00:37:21,284 --> 00:37:24,558
This may occur in one
or more of the following ways.
705
00:37:24,558 --> 00:37:27,561
Firstly, by selective mating
706
00:37:27,561 --> 00:37:29,593
in which a single gene
proves superior
707
00:37:29,593 --> 00:37:32,996
and transmitting its genes
to future generations.
708
00:37:32,996 --> 00:37:39,472
Secondly, by gene drift in which
certain genes may fade away
709
00:37:39,472 --> 00:37:41,605
while other genes persist.
710
00:37:41,605 --> 00:37:44,007
And finally,
by natural selection,
711
00:37:44,007 --> 00:37:46,009
which filters out those genes
better equipped
712
00:37:46,009 --> 00:37:48,882
than others to endure
in the environment.
713
00:37:48,882 --> 00:37:52,916
This may result in the origin
of an entirely new species.
714
00:37:52,916 --> 00:37:57,320
Which brings us to Calvins
and the survival of the fittest.
715
00:37:57,320 --> 00:37:58,992
-Calvin Klein jeans.
716
00:37:58,992 --> 00:38:02,796
-I jumped at the chance
because it was acting.
717
00:38:02,796 --> 00:38:04,628
[ Harmonica plays ]
718
00:38:04,628 --> 00:38:07,861
It was just an exercise
in memorization,
719
00:38:07,861 --> 00:38:12,836
in literary reference,
and I had to be smart to do it.
720
00:38:12,836 --> 00:38:15,809
♫ Many a heart is aching... ♫
721
00:38:15,809 --> 00:38:17,711
-When it came out,
it was very shocking
722
00:38:17,711 --> 00:38:21,374
because she´s so young,
because it´s so overtly sexual,
723
00:38:21,374 --> 00:38:23,446
and also because of the way
that the camera
724
00:38:23,446 --> 00:38:26,920
lovingly caresses her body.
725
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,684
-There was nothing in me
that ever had the idea
726
00:38:30,684 --> 00:38:32,055
that it was sexual.
727
00:38:32,055 --> 00:38:35,388
Like, I mean,
that´s slightly naive.
728
00:38:35,388 --> 00:38:37,490
-Does it surprise you,
729
00:38:37,490 --> 00:38:39,392
given the nature
of the commercials,
730
00:38:39,392 --> 00:38:45,098
that a lot of people
would see you as a sex kitten?
731
00:38:45,098 --> 00:38:47,671
-No, ´cause people see me
in all different lights.
732
00:38:47,671 --> 00:38:49,803
They see me --
really, however a person
733
00:38:49,803 --> 00:38:52,676
wants to see another person,
they can see them that way.
734
00:38:56,079 --> 00:38:59,983
-Some say these commercials
have brought the selling of sex
735
00:38:59,983 --> 00:39:04,618
out of the porno houses
and into our living rooms.
736
00:39:04,618 --> 00:39:08,521
-[ Whistling
"Oh, My Darling Clementine" ]
737
00:39:08,521 --> 00:39:14,628
♫♫
738
00:39:14,628 --> 00:39:20,704
♫♫
739
00:39:20,704 --> 00:39:23,607
You want to know what comes
between me and my Calvins?
740
00:39:23,607 --> 00:39:25,108
Nothing.
741
00:39:25,108 --> 00:39:27,981
-This has to do with
power relationships
742
00:39:27,981 --> 00:39:29,613
and power imbalances.
743
00:39:29,613 --> 00:39:31,785
Child molestation
is on the increase.
744
00:39:31,785 --> 00:39:34,818
Pornographic images are
filtering into the mainstream
745
00:39:34,818 --> 00:39:36,990
and thereby legitimizing
this kind of thing.
746
00:39:36,990 --> 00:39:39,522
-♫ The people are marching... ♫
747
00:39:39,522 --> 00:39:43,156
-Calvin Klein is more than just
a successful fashion designer.
748
00:39:43,156 --> 00:39:46,630
Some feminists say
his commercials are an outrage,
749
00:39:46,630 --> 00:39:51,665
their seductive, soft sell,
just a masquerade for soft porn.
750
00:39:51,665 --> 00:39:55,609
-I try to do -- to provoke.
I try to interest.
751
00:39:55,609 --> 00:39:58,111
I try to excite people.
I don´t deny that.
752
00:39:58,111 --> 00:40:01,675
And I will take chances with --
with advertising.
753
00:40:01,675 --> 00:40:05,649
And I-I will maybe sometimes
step beyond
754
00:40:05,649 --> 00:40:08,021
what is considered
to be good taste.
755
00:40:08,021 --> 00:40:11,084
And maybe I -- maybe I do
stir up some trouble.
756
00:40:11,084 --> 00:40:12,886
But -- But it works.
757
00:40:12,886 --> 00:40:14,487
-No ambivalence
on your part
758
00:40:14,487 --> 00:40:18,031
about using
very young teenagers.
759
00:40:18,031 --> 00:40:21,494
-So I´m a bad boy.
What do you want?
760
00:40:21,494 --> 00:40:23,036
-See...
761
00:40:23,036 --> 00:40:24,938
-For Brooke, it was a job.
762
00:40:24,938 --> 00:40:27,240
It was just fun.
It was posing.
763
00:40:27,240 --> 00:40:29,042
-...miraculous transformation.
764
00:40:29,042 --> 00:40:31,174
-You have to ask the adults
why they made the decision
765
00:40:31,174 --> 00:40:33,046
to use a child to do that.
766
00:40:33,046 --> 00:40:35,508
[ Cheers and applause ]
767
00:40:35,508 --> 00:40:39,112
-Klein seems unconcerned about
defending his commercials,
768
00:40:39,112 --> 00:40:41,184
all the way to the bank.
[ Cash register dings ]
769
00:40:41,184 --> 00:40:44,087
-Sales at many stores
shot up last month,
770
00:40:44,087 --> 00:40:47,891
some by more than 30%.
771
00:40:47,891 --> 00:40:50,964
-Those billboards were huge.
772
00:40:50,964 --> 00:40:53,867
You couldn´t not see them.
773
00:40:53,867 --> 00:40:55,599
We had to get the jeans
774
00:40:55,599 --> 00:41:00,974
to be, like, seen as
a potentially interesting girl.
775
00:41:00,974 --> 00:41:04,808
Those Calvin Klein ads
totally affected our wardrobes.
776
00:41:04,808 --> 00:41:07,781
-My school wardrobe --
probably about $1,000.
777
00:41:07,781 --> 00:41:09,843
-Maybe $2,000, maybe $3,000.
778
00:41:09,843 --> 00:41:12,115
-More, probably.
779
00:41:12,115 --> 00:41:17,150
-People became obsessed
with these jeans.
780
00:41:17,150 --> 00:41:20,123
It was like
I was part of a movement.
781
00:41:20,123 --> 00:41:21,925
-In just 90 days,
782
00:41:21,925 --> 00:41:26,159
these ads boosted Calvin Klein
sales by 300%.
783
00:41:26,159 --> 00:41:31,735
♫♫
784
00:41:35,909 --> 00:41:37,240
[ Crowd shouting ]
785
00:41:37,240 --> 00:41:40,013
-When I met Brooke,
she was doing this movie
786
00:41:40,013 --> 00:41:42,546
that I wrote the song for,
and it wasn´t,
787
00:41:42,546 --> 00:41:44,277
"Hi, Mr. Ritchie.
And, "Hi, Brooke."
788
00:41:44,277 --> 00:41:47,320
It was, "Oh, my God, Lionel."
"Hi, Brooke."
789
00:41:49,553 --> 00:41:50,854
We´ve known each other forever
790
00:41:50,854 --> 00:41:53,727
based on the familiarity
of the television.
791
00:41:53,727 --> 00:41:56,059
She would show up
on everybody´s television show
792
00:41:56,059 --> 00:41:59,292
no matter who it was.
-Up, up, up, right!
793
00:41:59,292 --> 00:42:01,164
-There´s Brooke.
Hi, Brooke.
794
00:42:01,164 --> 00:42:03,096
Hey, there´s Brooke.
Hey, Brooke.
795
00:42:03,096 --> 00:42:05,939
-Hi, I´m Brooke Shields.
796
00:42:05,939 --> 00:42:08,101
[ Laughs ]
797
00:42:08,101 --> 00:42:10,143
-If you don´t know
who Brooke Shields is,
798
00:42:10,143 --> 00:42:12,876
you have been living somewhere
in a cave all by yourself.
799
00:42:12,876 --> 00:42:15,709
-I heard you got your picture
on the cover of a magazine.
800
00:42:15,709 --> 00:42:17,310
-Yes, uh-huh.
801
00:42:17,310 --> 00:42:20,013
-She gets hundreds of letters
every week from teenagers.
802
00:42:20,013 --> 00:42:21,815
-She is, of course,
the most celebrated teenager
803
00:42:21,815 --> 00:42:23,256
in the country.
804
00:42:23,256 --> 00:42:26,920
-The ´80s was like a rocket,
805
00:42:26,920 --> 00:42:31,194
and there´s no class you can
take to prepare you for it.
806
00:42:31,194 --> 00:42:35,228
-The People´s Choice
is Brooke Shields.
807
00:42:35,228 --> 00:42:39,032
[ Applause ]
808
00:42:39,032 --> 00:42:43,937
-I had so many covers of
"TV Guide" with Brooke Shields.
809
00:42:43,937 --> 00:42:47,140
She was very much in my orbit
and my heart,
810
00:42:47,140 --> 00:42:50,914
like, saying a wave
at a Studio 54
811
00:42:50,914 --> 00:42:54,918
and see her
and, like, Baryshnikov
812
00:42:54,918 --> 00:42:56,389
and Grace Jones.
813
00:42:56,389 --> 00:42:58,221
Good times, man.
814
00:42:58,221 --> 00:43:02,856
-What about Brooke Shields?
I mean, I see her everywhere.
815
00:43:02,856 --> 00:43:08,361
-She was just being projected
into some other stratosphere.
816
00:43:08,361 --> 00:43:11,064
-I was on the cover
of "Time" magazine
817
00:43:11,064 --> 00:43:14,037
as the face of an entire era.
818
00:43:14,037 --> 00:43:16,970
Who decides that? Like, I don´t
do anything to my eyebrows.
819
00:43:16,970 --> 00:43:18,842
Why do my eyebrows
have to be a thing?
820
00:43:18,842 --> 00:43:21,715
Like...really?
821
00:43:21,715 --> 00:43:24,818
-I met Brooke Shields in 1986,
822
00:43:24,818 --> 00:43:27,881
and she is so approachable
and warm.
823
00:43:27,881 --> 00:43:29,953
We´d walk through the city.
824
00:43:29,953 --> 00:43:32,986
People would yell at her, "Hey,
Brooke, what about those Mets?"
825
00:43:32,986 --> 00:43:35,058
And she would go, "I thought
they were gonna win."
826
00:43:35,058 --> 00:43:38,832
And strangely enough, that´s
a rare commodity in this world,
827
00:43:38,832 --> 00:43:42,966
to not treat people like
they are less than you.
828
00:43:42,966 --> 00:43:44,968
-Not too many people understand
829
00:43:44,968 --> 00:43:48,772
the front-row experience
at the Grammys, at the Oscars.
830
00:43:48,772 --> 00:43:52,275
I mean, she´s not only a friend,
but she´s a war partner.
831
00:43:52,275 --> 00:43:55,008
It was fun, but it was taxing.
832
00:43:55,008 --> 00:43:56,910
Stay right there. Don´t move.
Don´t you dare move.
833
00:43:56,910 --> 00:43:59,112
-For the most part,
the fans themselves
834
00:43:59,112 --> 00:44:01,915
were just more adoring
and sweet.
835
00:44:01,915 --> 00:44:05,318
But there´s just a frenzy
that surrounds it.
836
00:44:05,318 --> 00:44:08,862
People just want a little chunk
of you, you know?
837
00:44:08,862 --> 00:44:12,365
And so it just became
that, sort of, I was the symbol.
838
00:44:12,365 --> 00:44:14,928
-A symbol is something
which goes
839
00:44:14,928 --> 00:44:17,430
over and above the real thing.
840
00:44:17,430 --> 00:44:20,373
People have a sense
of deep connection
841
00:44:20,373 --> 00:44:24,137
to the representations
around them.
842
00:44:24,137 --> 00:44:26,910
That´s why celebrities
are used for endorsements.
843
00:44:26,910 --> 00:44:29,713
-Check out the label.
It´s the Brooke look.
844
00:44:29,713 --> 00:44:31,885
-´Cause if they touch something,
845
00:44:31,885 --> 00:44:34,718
their magic comes off
on that thing.
846
00:44:34,718 --> 00:44:36,349
-Brooke lookers and look-alikes
847
00:44:36,349 --> 00:44:38,121
and look-to-be look-alikes,
848
00:44:38,121 --> 00:44:41,294
straining at the stanchions
to look at the real thing.
849
00:44:41,294 --> 00:44:43,256
-What´s the best part of Brooke?
850
00:44:43,256 --> 00:44:47,130
Her eyes, her body.
She´s -- She´s perfect.
851
00:44:47,130 --> 00:44:49,462
-As a public figure, you get
into this world of --
852
00:44:49,462 --> 00:44:52,135
of other people´s madness
all the time.
853
00:44:52,135 --> 00:44:55,909
You know, that´s a hard thing
for any public figure to manage.
854
00:44:55,909 --> 00:45:01,144
But to be a young girl and be
managing it, it´s not easy.
855
00:45:01,144 --> 00:45:06,950
-Gavin ran my security detail
for years and years and years
856
00:45:06,950 --> 00:45:09,953
and was the first person to say,
857
00:45:09,953 --> 00:45:12,185
"You know, that kid is gonna
need protection.
858
00:45:12,185 --> 00:45:14,988
The crazies are going
to come out, you know?"
859
00:45:14,988 --> 00:45:19,332
And he became my ultimate,
ultimate confidant, my brother.
860
00:45:19,332 --> 00:45:21,795
-But if you´re Brooke,
every single person
861
00:45:21,795 --> 00:45:24,968
you ever see
already has seen you,
862
00:45:24,968 --> 00:45:27,270
every person your eyes
ever land on,
863
00:45:27,270 --> 00:45:29,502
their eyes have already
landed on you,
864
00:45:29,502 --> 00:45:31,544
and so people had a belief
that --
865
00:45:31,544 --> 00:45:33,346
that Brooke belonged to them.
866
00:45:33,346 --> 00:45:36,279
-♫ Brooke Shields,
she´s a beautiful doll ♫
867
00:45:36,279 --> 00:45:37,981
-With the Brooke Shields
Glamour Center,
868
00:45:37,981 --> 00:45:40,954
you can pretend to make her up
for a TV commercial,
869
00:45:40,954 --> 00:45:43,416
then pretend
she´s on a magazine cover.
870
00:45:43,416 --> 00:45:46,890
With play cosmetics, make
believe she´s a glamorous model
871
00:45:46,890 --> 00:45:49,162
or a beautiful
16-year-old schoolgirl.
872
00:45:49,162 --> 00:45:54,497
-Brooke Shields.
She´s a real living doll.
873
00:45:54,497 --> 00:45:56,229
-When you first
saw the doll,
874
00:45:56,229 --> 00:45:58,902
you almost disconnected
yourself from it.
875
00:45:58,902 --> 00:46:00,273
-I did.
The minute I saw it,
876
00:46:00,273 --> 00:46:01,935
there were a whole bunch
of little me´s.
877
00:46:01,935 --> 00:46:03,837
There was --
it was it was very strange.
878
00:46:03,837 --> 00:46:07,410
And then I just sort of forgot
that she was supposed to be me.
879
00:46:07,410 --> 00:46:10,584
-If you´re perceived a certain
and branded a certain way,
880
00:46:10,584 --> 00:46:12,515
you know,
then you become a product.
881
00:46:12,515 --> 00:46:16,419
[ Indistinct conversations ]
882
00:46:16,419 --> 00:46:19,322
-I didn´t revel
in that success in the ´80s.
883
00:46:19,322 --> 00:46:23,056
I didn´t think,
"Oh, I´ve made it."
884
00:46:23,056 --> 00:46:26,099
All of those things
that were sort of associated
885
00:46:26,099 --> 00:46:30,604
with being these sexy personas
886
00:46:30,604 --> 00:46:33,406
just didn´t feel like
who I really was.
887
00:46:35,869 --> 00:46:39,573
You know, and my mom --
I didn´t blame my mom,
888
00:46:39,573 --> 00:46:43,977
but I wish she had had
a little bit more, um...
889
00:46:43,977 --> 00:46:47,380
"Oh, let´s see what this is
gonna mean,
890
00:46:47,380 --> 00:46:50,924
and if -- and would this
come back to bite us?"
891
00:46:50,924 --> 00:46:55,989
♫♫
892
00:46:55,989 --> 00:46:57,591
-It´s not all glitter
at the top.
893
00:46:57,591 --> 00:46:59,993
Right now, Brooke Shields
and her mother are involved
894
00:46:59,993 --> 00:47:02,896
in a bitter lawsuit
trying to block the distribution
895
00:47:02,896 --> 00:47:08,541
of nude photos taken of Brooke
when she was just 9 years old.
896
00:47:08,541 --> 00:47:13,106
-Gary Gross was
a real friend of the family.
897
00:47:13,106 --> 00:47:17,551
I remember going to his studio,
doing my homework in his studio,
898
00:47:17,551 --> 00:47:20,153
doing catalog work.
899
00:47:20,153 --> 00:47:22,986
I was 9, and he said,
900
00:47:22,986 --> 00:47:25,518
"Listen, we´re doing this book
for Rizzoli.
901
00:47:25,518 --> 00:47:27,591
It´s Playboy Press."
902
00:47:27,591 --> 00:47:33,597
It was this dual look at young
girls in two different settings.
903
00:47:33,597 --> 00:47:39,472
One was childlike, and the other
was reserved for adults,
904
00:47:39,472 --> 00:47:41,504
Book comes out.
There´s no controversy.
905
00:47:41,504 --> 00:47:44,277
There´s no uproar.
906
00:47:44,277 --> 00:47:51,585
Cut to I´m 16, and Gary Gross --
he was gonna make a mint
907
00:47:51,585 --> 00:47:56,419
by selling these photos as
famous Brooke Shields now nude.
908
00:47:58,351 --> 00:48:01,354
We didn´t think they would
ever be used again.
909
00:48:01,354 --> 00:48:04,197
So my mother was just outraged,
910
00:48:04,197 --> 00:48:09,933
and so she sued him,
and we went to court.
911
00:48:09,933 --> 00:48:14,107
When I walked in the courtroom,
there was a man.
912
00:48:14,107 --> 00:48:17,671
He looked at me, literally,
at one point and went...
913
00:48:17,671 --> 00:48:19,943
And I was like [gasps].
914
00:48:19,943 --> 00:48:23,717
What?
I couldn´t believe it.
915
00:48:23,717 --> 00:48:28,121
I was on the stand
for two days straight.
916
00:48:28,121 --> 00:48:32,055
It was just --
it was so hurtful to me.
917
00:48:32,055 --> 00:48:36,489
♫♫
918
00:48:36,489 --> 00:48:41,534
My public image is
what was actually on trial.
919
00:48:45,268 --> 00:48:47,671
It should have just been about,
"Here´s the document.
920
00:48:47,671 --> 00:48:51,044
This is why he owns the photos."
Why put me through that?
921
00:48:51,044 --> 00:48:53,246
And then the prick won.
922
00:48:53,246 --> 00:48:55,679
-New York´s highest state court,
the Court of Appeals,
923
00:48:55,679 --> 00:48:58,552
ruled today that a photographer
may publish nude pictures
924
00:48:58,552 --> 00:49:01,314
of Brooke Shields --
photos that he took of the model
925
00:49:01,314 --> 00:49:03,116
when she was only 10 years old.
926
00:49:03,116 --> 00:49:04,718
-This just came out
in the paper.
927
00:49:04,718 --> 00:49:07,120
You decided that these pictures
of you when you were 10
928
00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:09,222
and you were nude, they now can
be republished or something.
929
00:49:09,222 --> 00:49:11,194
How do you feel
about that?
930
00:49:11,194 --> 00:49:13,196
It´s hard to say.
I mean, I´m just --
931
00:49:13,196 --> 00:49:15,999
I´m confused, you know,
just like everybody else is,
932
00:49:15,999 --> 00:49:17,470
I think now.
I don´t know.
933
00:49:17,470 --> 00:49:21,334
Things happen
for the best, I guess.
934
00:49:21,334 --> 00:49:23,506
-It seems almost like
a rite of passage
935
00:49:23,506 --> 00:49:26,610
that teenage girls are the ones
who get their asses kicked
936
00:49:26,610 --> 00:49:28,782
in the public square.
937
00:49:28,782 --> 00:49:31,114
If we know that a girl
is a tomboy,
938
00:49:31,114 --> 00:49:32,746
we know how to talk to her.
939
00:49:32,746 --> 00:49:35,448
If we know that she´s a whore,
we know how to talk to her.
940
00:49:35,448 --> 00:49:38,692
If we know that she´s a virgin
and she´s pious and she´s sweet
941
00:49:38,692 --> 00:49:40,523
and she´s wearing
a virginity ring,
942
00:49:40,523 --> 00:49:42,155
we know how to talk to her.
943
00:49:42,155 --> 00:49:44,227
If we know that she puts out
on the first date,
944
00:49:44,227 --> 00:49:46,159
we know we don´t have
to give her any respect.
945
00:49:46,159 --> 00:49:48,732
It´s really a question of,
"Do I need to treat this person
946
00:49:48,732 --> 00:49:50,564
like they have any dignity?"
947
00:49:50,564 --> 00:49:55,138
And the answer should be, "Yes,"
no matter what, but it´s not.
948
00:49:55,138 --> 00:50:00,073
-I was hurt more by the -- the
breach of trust and friendship
949
00:50:00,073 --> 00:50:05,118
than I ever was uncomfortable
about the nature of the photo.
950
00:50:05,118 --> 00:50:10,523
It was the way I was treated
by the men
951
00:50:10,523 --> 00:50:13,056
associated with the whole thing.
952
00:50:13,056 --> 00:50:20,163
It was as low rent, low class --
there was zero integrity in it.
953
00:50:20,163 --> 00:50:27,300
And to me, that was
so angering and hurtful.
954
00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:31,645
I mean, the entirety of my life,
955
00:50:31,645 --> 00:50:34,477
over and over and over and over
and over again,
956
00:50:34,477 --> 00:50:37,811
it was, "She´s a pretty face.
She´s a sex symbol."
957
00:50:37,811 --> 00:50:42,085
And that always just seared me
958
00:50:42,085 --> 00:50:45,418
because a nerdy,
kind of dorky person
959
00:50:45,418 --> 00:50:48,091
who was creative
and intelligent,
960
00:50:48,091 --> 00:50:51,795
was at the core of who I was.
961
00:50:51,795 --> 00:50:56,830
♫♫
962
00:50:56,830 --> 00:51:03,306
"Endless Love" is about a
teenage girl who falls in love
963
00:51:03,306 --> 00:51:05,438
with a teenage boy.
964
00:51:05,438 --> 00:51:07,510
It´s sort of that primal,
965
00:51:07,510 --> 00:51:10,383
"nothing else matters
except for this person,"
966
00:51:10,383 --> 00:51:13,887
But then it gets interfered
with by the adults.
967
00:51:13,887 --> 00:51:17,150
-And when you had a chance
to star her in this movie,
968
00:51:17,150 --> 00:51:18,652
you didn´t hesitate
a second.
969
00:51:18,652 --> 00:51:21,424
What did you see in her
that is so special?
970
00:51:21,424 --> 00:51:24,297
-Well, you are talking about
somebody who is madly in love
971
00:51:24,297 --> 00:51:28,201
with this girl, so, you know,
it´s very easy -- the answer.
972
00:51:28,201 --> 00:51:31,164
I was in love with her
before I met her.
973
00:51:31,164 --> 00:51:33,206
-How do you work
with a Brooke Shields,
974
00:51:33,206 --> 00:51:36,369
who is just barely --
not quite 16,
975
00:51:36,369 --> 00:51:39,472
a youngster this age about a
serious subject like lovemaking?
976
00:51:39,472 --> 00:51:41,214
How do you --
How do you approach it?
977
00:51:41,214 --> 00:51:42,776
How did you -- How did you work
with her on it?
978
00:51:42,776 --> 00:51:47,350
-Well, she´s quite a competent,
little, young actress.
979
00:51:49,723 --> 00:51:54,758
-The physicality and
the exploration of sexuality
980
00:51:54,758 --> 00:51:58,892
felt really dangerous to me.
981
00:51:58,892 --> 00:52:01,665
And I didn´t trust the director
982
00:52:01,665 --> 00:52:05,839
to create a safe environment
for me.
983
00:52:05,839 --> 00:52:10,503
-In Hollywood cinema,
girls are considered
984
00:52:10,503 --> 00:52:13,677
to be valuable
for their budding sexuality.
985
00:52:13,677 --> 00:52:17,681
When sexuality is a commodity,
you can sell the illusion
986
00:52:17,681 --> 00:52:21,254
of destroying virginity
over and over again.
987
00:52:21,254 --> 00:52:22,816
-There is this scene
988
00:52:22,816 --> 00:52:25,458
sex for the first time.
989
00:52:25,458 --> 00:52:28,692
When I had the camera on her,
she was not giving
990
00:52:28,692 --> 00:52:32,495
exactly that impact
that the scene requires,
991
00:52:32,495 --> 00:52:34,568
so I was there,
and the camera was here,
992
00:52:34,568 --> 00:52:37,831
and I kind of grabbed the toe
and twisted it,
993
00:52:37,831 --> 00:52:40,674
and she screamed that -- "Aah!"
994
00:52:40,674 --> 00:52:44,377
Zeffirelli kept grabbing
my toe and, like, twisting it
995
00:52:44,377 --> 00:52:48,541
so that I had a feeling -- so
I had a look of -- of sort of,
996
00:52:48,541 --> 00:52:50,483
I guess, ecstasy,
997
00:52:50,483 --> 00:52:53,346
but it was more angst
than anything
998
00:52:53,346 --> 00:52:54,718
because he was hurting me.
999
00:52:54,718 --> 00:52:57,921
You know, his thing was,
"The look on your face --
1000
00:52:57,921 --> 00:52:59,593
it has to be ecstasy."
1001
00:52:59,593 --> 00:53:03,557
And I was like,
"I don´t know what that is."
1002
00:53:03,557 --> 00:53:07,831
I didn´t want to appear stupid
or untalented,
1003
00:53:07,831 --> 00:53:11,705
so I just disassociated.
1004
00:53:11,705 --> 00:53:17,410
It´s like you, in an instant,
zooming out,
1005
00:53:17,410 --> 00:53:22,415
seeing a situation,
but you are not connected to it.
1006
00:53:22,415 --> 00:53:26,419
You instantly become
a vapor of yourself
1007
00:53:26,419 --> 00:53:29,883
around something
that´s happening.
1008
00:53:29,883 --> 00:53:32,455
-Dissociation is a disconnection
1009
00:53:32,455 --> 00:53:34,588
between the body and the mind,
1010
00:53:34,588 --> 00:53:37,791
which protects both the body
and the psyche,
1011
00:53:37,791 --> 00:53:41,835
but at enormous cost.
1012
00:53:41,835 --> 00:53:45,368
It´s hard to feel
in control of yourself
1013
00:53:45,368 --> 00:53:49,042
because you´re not
feeling anything.
1014
00:53:49,042 --> 00:53:54,347
-I was really shut down
after that.
1015
00:53:54,347 --> 00:53:56,650
I thought of myself
as just the --
1016
00:53:56,650 --> 00:53:59,983
sort of the -- the workhorse.
1017
00:53:59,983 --> 00:54:03,056
They paid me.
I did the thing. They sold it.
1018
00:54:03,056 --> 00:54:07,020
Everybody´s happy.
You know, it was transactional.
1019
00:54:10,624 --> 00:54:14,297
[ Indistinct conversations ]
1020
00:54:14,297 --> 00:54:17,631
The part that´s visual
to other people
1021
00:54:17,631 --> 00:54:20,574
is very glamorous,
and it´s very sparkly,
1022
00:54:20,574 --> 00:54:22,636
and it´s very fun
and pretty and happy.
1023
00:54:22,636 --> 00:54:25,478
But there is another side to it.
1024
00:54:25,478 --> 00:54:27,911
Those are the -- the problems
that I´ve had to deal with,
1025
00:54:27,911 --> 00:54:31,044
growing up
with my parents and everything.
1026
00:54:31,044 --> 00:54:32,816
-Rolling.
1027
00:54:32,816 --> 00:54:34,087
Rolling.
1028
00:54:34,087 --> 00:54:36,920
-I knew what to expect
from my work.
1029
00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:40,523
You never really knew what
to expect with an alcoholic.
1030
00:54:42,626 --> 00:54:47,430
It wasn´t abusive,
but it was emotionally abusive
1031
00:54:47,430 --> 00:54:52,806
because I felt sort of abandoned
every time she wasn´t herself.
1032
00:54:54,838 --> 00:54:57,010
So I asked my godmother,
she did some research,
1033
00:54:57,010 --> 00:54:59,673
and there was a place that was
literally around the corner.
1034
00:54:59,673 --> 00:55:01,875
They educated me
on interventions
1035
00:55:01,875 --> 00:55:04,648
and what that meant,
and -- and they said,
1036
00:55:04,648 --> 00:55:06,019
"Okay, this is how it´s done.
1037
00:55:06,019 --> 00:55:09,623
It´s kind of a --
it´s kind of an ambush."
1038
00:55:12,085 --> 00:55:15,729
I said all the things that I had
sort of rehearsed in my head
1039
00:55:15,729 --> 00:55:17,430
about, "how much I love you,
Mom,
1040
00:55:17,430 --> 00:55:19,492
but you´re -- you change
when you drink,
1041
00:55:19,492 --> 00:55:23,837
and I-I don´t want you to die,"
and all of this stuff,
1042
00:55:23,837 --> 00:55:26,399
and, "I love you,"
and she said,
1043
00:55:26,399 --> 00:55:29,603
"All right, I´ll go,
but I´m not going for me.
1044
00:55:29,603 --> 00:55:32,776
I´m going for you.
I´ll go for you," she said.
1045
00:55:32,776 --> 00:55:37,380
-Teri, you can´t pick up
a magazine article
1046
00:55:37,380 --> 00:55:39,653
or anything that´s been written
about Brooke recently
1047
00:55:39,653 --> 00:55:42,556
that doesn´t talk about the fact
that you had a drinking problem.
1048
00:55:42,556 --> 00:55:45,789
-Yes.
That´s true. I did have.
1049
00:55:45,789 --> 00:55:50,493
I´ve stopped drinking.
It got the best of me.
1050
00:55:50,493 --> 00:55:53,667
And I´m much happier
as a human being.
1051
00:55:53,667 --> 00:55:57,470
Maybe she stayed sober
a couple of --
1052
00:55:57,470 --> 00:55:59,573
I couldn´t tell if it was
a week or a month.
1053
00:55:59,573 --> 00:56:04,037
But it didn´t last.
1054
00:56:04,037 --> 00:56:08,812
She basically told me,
"Fuck you, I´m not doing this."
1055
00:56:08,812 --> 00:56:11,544
And she´s like,
"No one´s gonna control me.
1056
00:56:11,544 --> 00:56:13,787
They´ve tried.
They´re not going to.
1057
00:56:13,787 --> 00:56:16,850
Neither will you."
And it was her defiance.
1058
00:56:16,850 --> 00:56:18,592
"I don´t need anybody.
I was born alone.
1059
00:56:18,592 --> 00:56:20,423
I´m gonna die alone,"
and all that.
1060
00:56:20,423 --> 00:56:23,526
And she was just acting
from heartbreak, you know?
1061
00:56:23,526 --> 00:56:26,760
She was broken.
1062
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,501
-Do you have any secrets
from your mother?
1063
00:56:28,501 --> 00:56:29,903
-There are just certain
little things
1064
00:56:29,903 --> 00:56:31,735
that I might just not want
to tell.
1065
00:56:31,735 --> 00:56:33,506
I mean, I really haven´t --
here haven´t been anything --
1066
00:56:33,506 --> 00:56:35,969
-Don´t tell them here.
[ Both chuckle ]
1067
00:56:35,969 --> 00:56:37,841
So I don´t --
I mean, we tell each other
1068
00:56:37,841 --> 00:56:40,614
just everything
that I feel I should tell her.
1069
00:56:40,614 --> 00:56:42,075
-She was getting older.
1070
00:56:42,075 --> 00:56:44,578
I sort of wondered
how the dance was going to be
1071
00:56:44,578 --> 00:56:48,982
when she would have to assume
control of that relationship.
1072
00:56:48,982 --> 00:56:51,685
When were the boundaries
going to come?
1073
00:56:51,685 --> 00:56:53,787
How in the world
was that going to happen?
1074
00:56:53,787 --> 00:56:58,091
♫♫
1075
00:57:04,167 --> 00:57:05,999
-Ladies and gentlemen,
1076
00:57:05,999 --> 00:57:09,673
a member of the Princeton class
of 1987, Brooke Shields.
1077
00:57:09,673 --> 00:57:10,974
-Hello.
[ Chuckles ]
1078
00:57:10,974 --> 00:57:12,776
-This fall, you go
to college, Brooke.
1079
00:57:12,776 --> 00:57:14,177
-Yes, I do.
1080
00:57:14,177 --> 00:57:16,149
-You looking forward to that?
-Very much so.
1081
00:57:16,149 --> 00:57:19,082
When you hear of a school
like Princeton or Harvard,
1082
00:57:19,082 --> 00:57:20,814
you think that you´re
never gonna get in,
1083
00:57:20,814 --> 00:57:24,157
but my grades were good,
and I am a very hard worker.
1084
00:57:24,157 --> 00:57:26,620
So, you know,
I think that they realized that,
1085
00:57:26,620 --> 00:57:28,491
and I was very glad.
1086
00:57:30,964 --> 00:57:35,799
I had always had a dream
of what university was.
1087
00:57:35,799 --> 00:57:37,530
You know, I saw it in movies.
1088
00:57:37,530 --> 00:57:41,605
You had the ivy and the old
buildings and the arches.
1089
00:57:41,605 --> 00:57:44,908
I wanted that experience.
1090
00:57:44,908 --> 00:57:46,139
Education was
sort of the one thing
1091
00:57:46,139 --> 00:57:51,184
that my dad
could feel good about.
1092
00:57:51,184 --> 00:57:55,989
You know, there were very few
of us who had been actresses
1093
00:57:55,989 --> 00:57:58,922
that went to college.
1094
00:57:58,922 --> 00:58:02,195
Actresses weren´t considered
more valuable
1095
00:58:02,195 --> 00:58:03,927
if they were smart.
1096
00:58:03,927 --> 00:58:05,158
-At the time, of course,
1097
00:58:05,158 --> 00:58:07,931
she really was
breaking the glass
1098
00:58:07,931 --> 00:58:13,106
because a sex symbol
doesn´t go to Princeton.
1099
00:58:13,106 --> 00:58:18,572
-I was shocked, and I was
mortified that I was shocked.
1100
00:58:18,572 --> 00:58:22,175
We assumed that she was,
you know, all beauty
1101
00:58:22,175 --> 00:58:25,649
and no brains,
which is ridiculous.
1102
00:58:25,649 --> 00:58:30,253
-A lot of students were sort of
diligently avoiding her.
1103
00:58:30,253 --> 00:58:32,185
Princeton attracts
a certain type,
1104
00:58:32,185 --> 00:58:34,157
and everyone thinks highly of
themself, and they´re like,
1105
00:58:34,157 --> 00:58:37,831
"Well, I´m not gonna be
sucked into that circus."
1106
00:58:37,831 --> 00:58:40,333
-It was so lonely,
It was so lonely,
1107
00:58:40,333 --> 00:58:42,195
and people tried to be so nice.
1108
00:58:42,195 --> 00:58:44,998
They just tried
to give me my space.
1109
00:58:44,998 --> 00:58:46,239
And I was like,
"I don´t want space.
1110
00:58:46,239 --> 00:58:48,201
I want to go home
or I want friends.
1111
00:58:48,201 --> 00:58:52,105
Please don´t respect me.
Please don´t respect my space."
1112
00:58:52,105 --> 00:58:55,108
So I went from people
charging at me
1113
00:58:55,108 --> 00:58:57,080
to people completely
avoiding me.
1114
00:58:57,080 --> 00:58:58,852
And then I just missed my mommy.
1115
00:58:58,852 --> 00:59:01,715
We´ve even talked about that
in interviews.
1116
00:59:01,715 --> 00:59:04,688
That umbilical cord
had never been cut.
1117
00:59:04,688 --> 00:59:06,990
-We speak a lot
on the phone.
1118
00:59:06,990 --> 00:59:09,192
I´ve limited
the calls to...
1119
00:59:09,192 --> 00:59:10,694
-Three.
1120
00:59:10,694 --> 00:59:12,065
-Five.
-Well...
1121
00:59:12,065 --> 00:59:13,697
-She´s embarrassed.
-Five a week?
1122
00:59:13,697 --> 00:59:15,168
-Five a day.
-Hardly. Five a day.
1123
00:59:15,168 --> 00:59:16,700
-Oh, a day?!
-Usually it´s like -- see,
1124
00:59:16,700 --> 00:59:18,201
I get in the morning,
and I call her,
1125
00:59:18,201 --> 00:59:21,174
and then I usually go to
classes, and then I call her,
1126
00:59:21,174 --> 00:59:23,206
and then maybe after lunch,
I´ll just call her
1127
00:59:23,206 --> 00:59:26,009
and tell her how the day went,
and then before I go to bed.
1128
00:59:26,009 --> 00:59:27,841
I called my mom.
1129
00:59:27,841 --> 00:59:29,613
I was like, "Mom,
I think I need to come home.
1130
00:59:29,613 --> 00:59:30,914
I have to come home."
1131
00:59:30,914 --> 00:59:35,348
And by the just grace,
1132
00:59:35,348 --> 00:59:39,022
it was killing her
to not have me home.
1133
00:59:39,022 --> 00:59:41,655
I could hear it in her voice.
1134
00:59:41,655 --> 00:59:44,097
But there was something
that she pulled
1135
00:59:44,097 --> 00:59:47,761
from somewhere really deep,
and she said, "Honey,
1136
00:59:47,761 --> 00:59:50,033
you´ll never forgive yourself.
1137
00:59:50,033 --> 00:59:52,936
You will be so mad at yourself
1138
00:59:52,936 --> 00:59:57,841
if you don´t follow through
on this."
1139
00:59:57,841 --> 01:00:02,115
That was the biggest sacrifice
my mom knowingly made
1140
01:00:02,115 --> 01:00:06,980
against her deep heart and soul,
1141
01:00:06,980 --> 01:00:10,754
because she never intended
on life without me.
1142
01:00:10,754 --> 01:00:14,027
I was called in to the dean
of the college´s office,
1143
01:00:14,027 --> 01:00:16,990
and he looked at me,
and he said,
1144
01:00:16,990 --> 01:00:21,034
"Do you feel that you can have
your own hypotheses?"
1145
01:00:21,034 --> 01:00:22,435
I looked him and I said
1146
01:00:22,435 --> 01:00:24,868
I felt that I can take
other people´s hypotheses
1147
01:00:24,868 --> 01:00:27,741
and expound upon them,
but as far as originating,
1148
01:00:27,741 --> 01:00:31,905
I´ve never felt confident enough
in the opinions that I have.
1149
01:00:31,905 --> 01:00:34,207
This professor said, "I see you
underline your books,
1150
01:00:34,207 --> 01:00:37,711
I noticed." And I said, "Yes."
He said, "All right.
1151
01:00:37,711 --> 01:00:39,883
Tomorrow in precept,
I want you to talk about
1152
01:00:39,883 --> 01:00:41,114
what you underlined."
1153
01:00:41,114 --> 01:00:42,886
And I waited
till the end of class,
1154
01:00:42,886 --> 01:00:44,788
and I thought, "Oh,
maybe it´s a bullet dodged."
1155
01:00:44,788 --> 01:00:48,962
And he, like, looked at me
and he said, "Miss Shields?"
1156
01:00:48,962 --> 01:00:53,166
And I was like, "Um...well..."
1157
01:00:53,166 --> 01:00:56,970
and it was this one theme
that stuck out for me.
1158
01:00:56,970 --> 01:00:59,372
I don´t know --
remember what it was.
1159
01:00:59,372 --> 01:01:06,479
And a whole discussion
was spurred from that one line.
1160
01:01:06,479 --> 01:01:10,083
And I was walking out of class,
and he said,
1161
01:01:10,083 --> 01:01:13,186
"Have faith
in your own hypothesis, Brooke."
1162
01:01:13,186 --> 01:01:17,821
And that was the beginning of,
"I can have my own opinion."
1163
01:01:19,893 --> 01:01:24,157
Up until then,
I would wait for my mother
1164
01:01:24,157 --> 01:01:26,429
or for somebody to tell me
1165
01:01:26,429 --> 01:01:30,203
what is the important piece
in this information.
1166
01:01:30,203 --> 01:01:35,969
Directors never asked me what
I thought about a character.
1167
01:01:35,969 --> 01:01:38,441
But I learned
I could think for myself.
1168
01:01:40,513 --> 01:01:43,777
-I was happy that she could
concentrate on her own mind
1169
01:01:43,777 --> 01:01:46,119
and figure out
what did she think about things.
1170
01:01:46,119 --> 01:01:50,053
-That´s also not appealing
to Hollywood, you know --
1171
01:01:50,053 --> 01:01:52,325
an actress who can think
for herself.
1172
01:01:54,988 --> 01:01:56,289
-Back to school.
1173
01:01:56,289 --> 01:01:58,031
Did you see the picture
of Brooke Shields
1174
01:01:58,031 --> 01:01:59,492
in the paper the other day?
1175
01:01:59,492 --> 01:02:02,165
She is a freshman
at Princeton University,
1176
01:02:02,165 --> 01:02:04,137
and she is doing very well
in her classes.
1177
01:02:04,137 --> 01:02:07,340
As a matter of fact, her
professor today gave her an "A."
1178
01:02:07,340 --> 01:02:11,544
Biology professor gave her
an "A" in anatomy -- hers.
1179
01:02:11,544 --> 01:02:16,449
-The more public scrutiny
and criticism I experienced,
1180
01:02:16,449 --> 01:02:18,411
the more I thought,
"Oh, hell, no,
1181
01:02:18,411 --> 01:02:20,513
you´re not taking this
away from me."
1182
01:02:20,513 --> 01:02:24,517
So it -- it kind of morphed
into this big rebellion.
1183
01:02:24,517 --> 01:02:29,963
♫♫
1184
01:02:29,963 --> 01:02:35,198
♫♫
1185
01:02:35,198 --> 01:02:39,072
When I tried out
for the Triangle Club,
1186
01:02:39,072 --> 01:02:43,837
I found all the really
creative guys and girls.
1187
01:02:43,837 --> 01:02:46,279
We just wanted to do comedy
and musicals,
1188
01:02:46,279 --> 01:02:48,081
and it was fun.
1189
01:02:48,081 --> 01:02:51,144
[ Indistinct conversations ]
1190
01:02:51,144 --> 01:02:53,917
This was the place that I could
learn and be safe
1191
01:02:53,917 --> 01:02:56,349
and make a fool of myself
if I -- if I had to,
1192
01:02:56,349 --> 01:02:58,822
and I have.
1193
01:02:58,822 --> 01:03:02,055
I found my confidence.
1194
01:03:02,055 --> 01:03:07,230
It was a world that I just
absorbed as much as I could.
1195
01:03:07,230 --> 01:03:09,062
I´m very involved in school.
1196
01:03:09,062 --> 01:03:11,204
I mean,
I don´t even go home anymore.
1197
01:03:11,204 --> 01:03:13,266
And I -- freshman year,
I was home
1198
01:03:13,266 --> 01:03:15,939
the -- all the time,
every weekend.
1199
01:03:15,939 --> 01:03:18,612
And now I don´t go home at all.
1200
01:03:18,612 --> 01:03:21,514
I had always taken care
of my mother.
1201
01:03:21,514 --> 01:03:24,878
So leaving her alone...
1202
01:03:24,878 --> 01:03:29,152
that was like, you know,
letting her move into a bar.
1203
01:03:32,425 --> 01:03:38,491
The thing that I was the most
bound by was not the manager,
1204
01:03:38,491 --> 01:03:41,034
but it was the alcoholic mother.
1205
01:03:41,034 --> 01:03:44,137
You know, that´s where the pain
sort of starts and stops,
1206
01:03:44,137 --> 01:03:45,498
is loving an alcoholic.
1207
01:03:45,498 --> 01:03:49,072
Like, that´s really hard
to get out from under.
1208
01:03:49,072 --> 01:03:52,005
-She out and out told me
she´s grown up
1209
01:03:52,005 --> 01:03:53,607
and it was hard for me
to understand that
1210
01:03:53,607 --> 01:03:57,050
because we´re so close,
and we´re still working on that.
1211
01:03:57,050 --> 01:03:59,953
-I was gonna leave her
like everybody else left her --
1212
01:03:59,953 --> 01:04:03,917
the little kid that she strapped
to her chest.
1213
01:04:03,917 --> 01:04:06,519
It was the beginning
of the end to her.
1214
01:04:06,519 --> 01:04:08,662
[ "Pomp and Circumstance"
playing ]
1215
01:04:08,662 --> 01:04:12,295
-Brooke, growing up and becoming
a sovereign being
1216
01:04:12,295 --> 01:04:14,668
was a threat for Teri.
1217
01:04:14,668 --> 01:04:18,231
She did not want her
to have autonomy.
1218
01:04:18,231 --> 01:04:21,274
Most young teenagers get away
from their parents
1219
01:04:21,274 --> 01:04:23,306
in a more organic way.
1220
01:04:23,306 --> 01:04:25,508
And here there was
no getting away
1221
01:04:25,508 --> 01:04:29,412
because there was
then the career.
1222
01:04:29,412 --> 01:04:34,017
Brooke really was looking
for that independence,
1223
01:04:34,017 --> 01:04:38,151
but also, Teri was her manager,
her professional manager.
1224
01:04:38,151 --> 01:04:40,654
-What now for you?
What now?
1225
01:04:40,654 --> 01:04:42,255
-I´ll just continue working.
1226
01:04:42,255 --> 01:04:46,499
I would like to concentrate
on making films.
1227
01:04:46,499 --> 01:04:50,704
-It´s also a fact that Brooke
was dealing with her sovereignty
1228
01:04:50,704 --> 01:04:53,667
with the whole world,
not just with her mother, right?
1229
01:04:53,667 --> 01:04:57,040
She was looking for sovereignty
around all people
1230
01:04:57,040 --> 01:05:02,175
who owned her to some degree,
or felt they did.
1231
01:05:02,175 --> 01:05:03,977
-With a lot of famous women,
1232
01:05:03,977 --> 01:05:07,250
there´s always a sense
that the public owns them,
1233
01:05:07,250 --> 01:05:09,623
and they have to behave in a way
to make sure
1234
01:05:09,623 --> 01:05:12,385
that the public
doesn´t one day turn on them.
1235
01:05:12,385 --> 01:05:14,187
They can´t just live
in the world freely.
1236
01:05:14,187 --> 01:05:17,991
They have to be put
in some sort of a pen.
1237
01:05:17,991 --> 01:05:21,464
All of that is rooted in anxiety
about women having control.
1238
01:05:21,464 --> 01:05:23,296
We don´t like it.
It really stresses us out.
1239
01:05:23,296 --> 01:05:25,198
We don´t know
what´s gonna happen.
1240
01:05:25,198 --> 01:05:27,500
We don´t know what it´s gonna
mean for us. We don´t trust it.
1241
01:05:27,500 --> 01:05:32,475
-It has a larger purpose that is
about, really, keeping society
1242
01:05:32,475 --> 01:05:34,608
under a certain kind of control.
1243
01:05:34,608 --> 01:05:38,151
-The tendency to become
the projection onto you
1244
01:05:38,151 --> 01:05:39,482
is very strong.
-Mm-hmm.
1245
01:05:39,482 --> 01:05:43,286
-Speaking is a way
of expressing agency.
1246
01:05:43,286 --> 01:05:45,088
It really is.
1247
01:05:45,088 --> 01:05:48,762
Sharing your opinion is a way
of expressing your agency.
1248
01:05:48,762 --> 01:05:51,194
It also makes you vulnerable.
1249
01:05:51,194 --> 01:05:53,627
-It didn´t really occur to me
1250
01:05:53,627 --> 01:05:58,231
to have my own opinions
for a long time.
1251
01:05:58,231 --> 01:06:00,604
I thought,
"Just listen to everybody,
1252
01:06:00,604 --> 01:06:02,375
you know,
and take what they say."
1253
01:06:02,375 --> 01:06:03,677
-She is your child.
1254
01:06:03,677 --> 01:06:05,208
Even though Brooke
becomes a woman,
1255
01:06:05,208 --> 01:06:07,080
she´s still
your daughter.
1256
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,142
-Yes, and that´s hard.
It´s a hard --
1257
01:06:09,142 --> 01:06:11,044
-I would think it would be
harder for the parent.
1258
01:06:11,044 --> 01:06:13,346
-You´re right. You´re right.
[ Laughter ]
1259
01:06:13,346 --> 01:06:15,749
-I spent my life
owing people things
1260
01:06:15,749 --> 01:06:17,520
and doing whatever they wanted.
1261
01:06:17,520 --> 01:06:19,623
And finally, I asked myself,
1262
01:06:19,623 --> 01:06:24,227
"Who will I be if -- if
I don´t allow that anymore?"
1263
01:06:24,227 --> 01:06:33,536
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1264
01:06:33,536 --> 01:06:42,816
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1265
01:06:42,816 --> 01:06:52,325
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1266
01:06:52,325 --> 01:07:01,595
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1267
01:07:01,595 --> 01:07:11,104
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1268
01:07:11,104 --> 01:07:20,413
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1269
01:07:20,413 --> 01:07:29,693
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1270
01:07:29,693 --> 01:07:39,202
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1271
01:07:39,202 --> 01:07:48,481
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1272
01:07:48,481 --> 01:07:57,791
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1273
01:07:57,791 --> 01:08:07,300
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1274
01:08:07,300 --> 01:08:16,570
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1275
01:08:16,570 --> 01:08:25,879
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1276
01:08:25,879 --> 01:08:35,358
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1277
01:08:35,358 --> 01:08:44,638
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