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I been kinda going through some things.
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Trying to outrun my demons...
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Hide from the truth of
everything I been feeling...
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But the day always comes
when you have to face it.
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No matter how ugly it gets...
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You said you need more
time, and that's OK,
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'cause you and me, we got
all the time in the world.
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Today is that day.
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- Ha ha ha ha!
- Mm-hmm. Mm.
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Uh, will you slow down?
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Stop acting like you
starving. Ha ha ha ha!
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Oh, snap. It's not my fault.
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They didn't feed me on
the plane this morning.
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It's only a hour flight
from Oakland to L.A.
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- Ha ha ha ha!
- What you talking about?
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Good morning.
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- Good morning.
- Good morning.
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So, Dillon, who's this
artist you're excited to see?
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Jamal Campbell. He drew
this comic called "Naomi."
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Y'all driving over
to Melrose to see him?
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Yep. Spence is taking
me. It's a art gallery
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inside a sneaker store.
It's gonna be sick!
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- Whoa! Hey.
- Yo! Yo! Yo!
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- What you doing, man!
- Hey, settle down.
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It was an accident. I'm sure it's fine.
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It wouldn't have happened if
he wasn't over there tweaking.
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Yo, you the one tweaking
about this stupid phone.
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- I'm sure Coach Baker's voicemail is fine.
- Hey.
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I need you to mind your business, man.
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You need to get over yourself.
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- Whatchu say to me?
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Relax, you guys.
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Spencer, sit down.
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Spencer, enough. Your
mum asked you to sit down.
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Hey, it's family business,
homie. Mind yours!
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- Excuse me?
- Aw, hell no. This has gone too far.
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Spencer. Spencer! Look at me!
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I have been patient with
you while I let you deal
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with your grief on your
own, but you in here acting
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like you done lost your damn mind!
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- This ain't got nothing to do with my grief, Ma.
- Be quiet!
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I have reached out to Dr. Spears
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about you seeing him when you're ready,
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but you know what? Forget that.
You're gonna see him today.
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I don't need to see nobody,
especially not no damn therapist.
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This is not up for discussion, Spencer.
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As long as you're under my roof,
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you are going to therapy.
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Then maybe I don't need to
be under your roof no more.
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Nice. Come on. Get through,
get through, get through.
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- Pick up your feet.
- Here we go. Set, go.
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Wrong route, Evan.
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Gotta focus! Let's go. Run it back.
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Set, go.
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Hoo! Evan, come on, man.
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It's a simple wheel route!
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Set, go!
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Whoo!
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- Oh, my God.
- Whoo!
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Got you, baby! Here I go!
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- Ah!
- Hey! Hey!
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- Hey! Evan!
- Yeah. Ha ha ha!
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Evan! How about you put as much effort
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in catching the ball as you do
your little celebration dances?
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What you say, freshman?
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Don't let that QB1
position go to your head.
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This is not about me, all right?
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The offence doesn't thrive
if you don't catch the ball,
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and that puts pressure on the defence.
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Heh! You talking a lot
of junk for somebody
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who lost us the bowl game.
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All right. Well, at least
I made it on the field.
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I mean, what is this, like,
your fifth year on the roster?
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- You say to me?
- Man, get outta my face.
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- You say to me, bro?
- Get outta my face!
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Ah.
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Yo, who's ready for some spring ball?
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Dude, where've you been?
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You've been a ghost since
Coach Baker's memorial.
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Well, I, uh, felt I
needed to give everybody
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a little space while I work on myself.
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Or you were just trying to hide
because of what you did at the repast.
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Everybody thinks I was drunk
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'cause I was out partying,
but that's not the case.
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I was alone,
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and I needed something to numb
the pain of Coach Baker being gone.
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I realise that was a
terrible excuse, but...
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I'm good now.
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I'm back on track, ready
to focus on football.
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All the partying
stuff's in the rear view.
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- It's good to hear that.
- It's good saying it.
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- Now let's go.
- Go where?
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- Practice.
- Dude, practice isn't for another hour. It's early.
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To be early is to be late.
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Fine.
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Let me get my things.
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Spence. Bro, what's up?
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What's up?
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Yo, uh, Spence, is it true?
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I saw Jordan on the way
to practice this morning.
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- You're entering the transfer portal?
- Yeah.
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I'm actually on my way to GAU right nowt
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to ge a letter of
recommendation from Coach Kenny.
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Dude, I hope Coastal's on your list.
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I already know Coach
Mr. Montes is a huge fan.
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Yo, you gotta put in a word, Ash,
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and then all we'd have to
do is get Jordan to transfer
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and all of Coach Baker's boys
would be on the same roster.
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Heh! We're winning the natty.
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Yo, unstoppable, baby.
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Yeah, man, that sounds awesome.
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Uh, speaking of Coastal, we
should probably get going.
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- Spence, we'll catch you later, though.
- All right.
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Wow.
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Mr. James.
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Dr. Spears?
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Yeah, I hope you don't
mind me dropping by.
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- Your, uh, roommates let me in.
- What you doing here?
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Got an urgent call from your mum.
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She's pretty concerned about you.
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Well, I'm sorry she wasted your
time. I'm all good over here.
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Well, be that as it may,
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we haven't talked in a
while. Be nice to catch up.
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- I gotta get to campus.
- Oh, then maybe we can set up
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- an appointment for later.
- Look...
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You and me, we ain't got nothing
to talk about or catch up on.
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As a matter of fact, you trespassing.
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I'mma have to ask you to leave.
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Are you gon' make me repeat myself?
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Say less.
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I'll go.
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Why didn't you tell me Miko sent
flowers to the house last night?
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Have you freak out at
your video release party?
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How did she get our address?
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Ugh! Like, I feel violated.
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Yeah, you should. I mean, first
it was the constant DM stalking,
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then the "accidental" run-in
at Slauson's, and now this.
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Patience, there is something
seriously wrong with Miko.
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- You have to stay away from her.
- Yeah, I know. I know.
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- You're right. I just... I feel, like, weird.
- OK. OK, OK.
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Let's focus on something
I know will make you happy.
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Let's look at the views on
the "Fire and Ice" video.
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OK.
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Wait. There's only 500,000 views?
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No, that can't be right. The teaser
got, like, 5 million in two days.
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And look at these comments.
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Great. I have a stalker fan,
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and no one liked the video.
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- Patience.
- No, no, no. This is...
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this is great. Really cool.
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Gentlemen, what is
the common denominator
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- in all those highlights?
- They're all running a 3-4 defense.
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Correct. Which allows them to...
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Use their outside backers
as additional pass-rushers.
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Right again.
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This is a mainstay in the NFL,
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but more college programs
are running it, like, uh...
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Alabama, Georgia, Oregon.
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- OK, Rain Man.
- And as of this spring,
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you can add Coastal to that list.
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Take a minute to look
through your tablets.
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We'll be implementing these
drills on the field later.
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What'd you do,
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spike JJ's protein shake this morning?
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Heh! He's locked in. Showed
up early and prepared.
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OK. We'll see if it lasts.
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I see you got that promotion.
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And you came all this
way to congratulate me.
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I came here 'cause I need
a letter of recommendation
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from my current coach for
when I enter the portal.
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Let... let me get this straight.
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So first you quit, and
then you lose your mind,
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getting all up in my face, and
now you're asking me for a favour?
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It's not a favour. It's your
job as my current head coach.
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My job. Well, coaches with interest
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will reach out to me
once you hit the portal.
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Yeah, well, I like to be
proactive about my future.
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So you gonna write the
letter or what, man?
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Let me tell you something, little homie.
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I gave you a pass the last
time you came at me sideways,
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but you better watch your damn tone.
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I'll get you that letter
when I'm good and ready.
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Now, this locker room is
for current GAU players only.
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You remember where the exit is, right?
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Yo, I told you I ain't got
nothing to say to you, man.
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You told me I was trespassing,
so here I am on public property
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asking if you want to make
an appointment next week.
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- Why can't you just back off, bruh?
- Because I'm concerned about you.
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It's obvious you're in immense pain
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and holding it in has turned toxic.
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Do you run up uninvited
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- to all your clients' houses and schools?
- I do,
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for the special ones
when I know they need me.
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Ain't nothin' special about me,
so you and everybody else can stop
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tryin' to jump through hoops for me, OK?
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Tell me, what is it about
the people in your life,
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or maybe it's just the men in your life,
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going above and beyond
for you that's triggering?
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I'm not triggered!
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I'm not triggered.
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You're trying your hardest
to hide from your emotions,
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and eventually, you will
run outta hiding places.
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When you do,
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I'm just a call away.
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Hey, Coach. You wanted to see me?
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Yeah. What the hell was that today?
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Oh, I know. I mean, guys
not running their routes,
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totally unfocused.
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Look, we lost a lot of
good talent to the portal,
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none more important
than Spencer James...
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But it's not your job to
coach this team, it's mine.
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OK, well, they were putting
celebrating over practicing,
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- and Evan was being...
- What part of "this is not your job"
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don't you understand?
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Well, I just thought that
as the leader of this team,
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- maybe I should st...
- Obviously they're not responding to your leadership,
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so you need to fall back.
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Yes, Coach.
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I'm sorry, but did I do
something to offend you?
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Because I was... I was
just trying to step up.
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Nah.
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Look, my bad, man.
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Spencer stopped by a little earlier,
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and it just has me all worked up.
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Yeah, he's been having an
effect on all of us lately.
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Look, Coach, Spencer...
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He's the type of person
that pushes everyone away
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whenever he's hurting.
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And considering that
he isn't really dealing
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with the reality of my dad being gone,
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well, my guess is that he's hurting
more than any of us really know.
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Thanks for the insight, J.
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And I'm sorry I took my
frustrations out on you.
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- No problem.
- All right.
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- OK.
- Oh, one last thing.
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You are a leader, J.,
but they're not responding
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to your leadership because
that hard-ass style,
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that ain't you.
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Hey, yo. Got a special delivery.
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What y'all doing here?
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Uh, Dillon asked me to bring him by.
242
00:11:42,686 --> 00:11:44,995
Apparently you were supposed
to take him to Melrose today.
243
00:11:45,093 --> 00:11:47,108
You were so busy storming
out the house you forgot.
244
00:11:47,192 --> 00:11:49,508
It wasn't even like that,
man. Mums was trippin'...
245
00:11:49,536 --> 00:11:51,719
- Nah, man, you was trippin'...
- Hey, Dillon,
246
00:11:52,029 --> 00:11:53,742
why don't you, uh, go
ahead and take your stuff up
247
00:11:53,777 --> 00:11:56,569
to your brother's room so me
and him can talk for a second?
248
00:12:03,551 --> 00:12:06,057
What's going on with you, man?
249
00:12:06,078 --> 00:12:07,799
I just got a lot going on, Coop.
250
00:12:07,974 --> 00:12:09,542
Melrose slipped my mind, OK?
251
00:12:09,577 --> 00:12:11,892
This ain't about you forgetting
to take Dillon somewhere,
252
00:12:11,926 --> 00:12:13,334
all right? This is about
253
00:12:13,362 --> 00:12:16,161
this scorched-earth thing you
doing to the people that love you.
254
00:12:16,601 --> 00:12:19,841
- I'm worried.
- You don't got to worry about me, OK?
255
00:12:20,695 --> 00:12:23,403
Neither does my mum, Dillon,
256
00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:26,272
the Bakers, or whoever else
can't mind they damn business.
257
00:12:26,300 --> 00:12:28,295
Yo, do you hear yourself right now?
258
00:12:28,456 --> 00:12:30,226
You are our business, OK?
259
00:12:30,380 --> 00:12:32,941
- So if you hurting, we hurting.
- You hear me?
260
00:12:33,228 --> 00:12:36,139
I said I'm good! End of discussion!
261
00:12:36,167 --> 00:12:38,252
Nah, man, I've known you way too long.
262
00:12:38,497 --> 00:12:40,645
And you not good, so
enough with the B.S.
263
00:12:40,694 --> 00:12:42,086
You need to let it go, Coop, a'ight?
264
00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:43,891
I'm not lettin' nothing go
until we figure this out.
265
00:12:43,912 --> 00:12:46,284
Look, I really don't need you
on my bumper right now, man.
266
00:12:46,315 --> 00:12:47,976
- Look, you angry, I get it.
- Coop...
267
00:12:48,018 --> 00:12:50,208
- We all feeling Billy's...
- Leave me alone!
268
00:12:55,463 --> 00:12:57,765
Spence, man, what're you doing?
269
00:12:59,088 --> 00:13:00,578
I think your... your brother just...
270
00:13:00,620 --> 00:13:02,419
he needs a little space right now.
271
00:13:02,643 --> 00:13:05,288
Listen, man, I've been rocking
with you for way too long.
272
00:13:05,337 --> 00:13:06,765
I've seen every side of you...
273
00:13:06,793 --> 00:13:09,570
the good, the bad, the ugly... but this,
274
00:13:10,151 --> 00:13:11,600
this Spencer James?
275
00:13:12,566 --> 00:13:13,777
I don't know him,
276
00:13:14,428 --> 00:13:15,792
and that scares me.
277
00:13:15,974 --> 00:13:17,982
Dillon, go get your
stuff 'cause I don't...
278
00:13:18,213 --> 00:13:20,102
I don't even feel safe leaving you here.
279
00:13:20,137 --> 00:13:22,600
Hey, Dillon... Dillon is my brother, OK?
280
00:13:23,174 --> 00:13:24,734
He know he's safe with me.
281
00:13:24,825 --> 00:13:26,252
I'm going with Coop.
282
00:14:04,959 --> 00:14:05,987
Hey...
283
00:14:07,296 --> 00:14:08,716
Let's take a drive.
284
00:14:16,791 --> 00:14:19,583
Hey, what up, JJ? Long time no see.
285
00:14:19,695 --> 00:14:21,836
Oh, well, what's up? Keith.
286
00:14:21,962 --> 00:14:24,355
- Gage. Hey, man.
- How's it going?
287
00:14:24,397 --> 00:14:27,252
Where you been? You're M.I.A.
at our frat parties lately,
288
00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:28,854
M.I.A. at the house.
289
00:14:29,123 --> 00:14:30,870
Me and the brothers
are pretty disappointed.
290
00:14:30,926 --> 00:14:32,668
- Yeah.
- Come on, guys.
291
00:14:33,024 --> 00:14:34,760
I need to lock back in on football.
292
00:14:34,788 --> 00:14:36,796
Yo, trust me, we get it.
293
00:14:36,894 --> 00:14:38,139
- Yeah.
- It's a gnarly load.
294
00:14:38,223 --> 00:14:40,539
That doesn't change the
fact that we miss you.
295
00:14:40,581 --> 00:14:42,974
- Yeah.
- You're the life of the party.
296
00:14:43,023 --> 00:14:46,158
A party ain't a party
if JJ Parker isn't there.
297
00:14:46,228 --> 00:14:48,160
I... I miss y'all, too, but
298
00:14:48,607 --> 00:14:52,246
Party JJ has to ride the
bench for a while, huh?
299
00:14:52,295 --> 00:14:54,835
- Sorry to hear that.
- All right.
300
00:14:58,306 --> 00:15:00,307
You? Missing parties?
301
00:15:00,370 --> 00:15:02,511
Heh! Man, your turn-up is legendary.
302
00:15:02,574 --> 00:15:05,205
Ah. I... I appreciate that, but
303
00:15:05,807 --> 00:15:07,591
honestly, it got a little outta hand.
304
00:15:08,123 --> 00:15:10,474
Yeah, I know what it's like
to be running from a life
305
00:15:10,523 --> 00:15:12,168
trying to suck you back in.
306
00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:15,828
But luckily, you got Coach
Asher believing in you,
307
00:15:16,003 --> 00:15:17,654
like I had Coach Baker.
308
00:15:18,046 --> 00:15:19,488
Just keep doing what you're doing, man.
309
00:15:19,523 --> 00:15:21,916
You're making everybody proud, you know,
310
00:15:21,993 --> 00:15:24,036
and it's inspiring for guys like me.
311
00:15:24,974 --> 00:15:26,317
Thanks, man.
312
00:15:27,437 --> 00:15:29,473
Gia's set up some radio interviews
313
00:15:29,522 --> 00:15:32,111
to create some buzz
and get those views up.
314
00:15:32,657 --> 00:15:33,832
It doesn't matter.
315
00:15:33,860 --> 00:15:36,232
People hate the video and they hate me.
316
00:15:36,359 --> 00:15:38,466
Well, this "new" version of me.
317
00:15:38,584 --> 00:15:41,264
Ooh! It's Gia. Wait.
318
00:15:41,315 --> 00:15:43,637
The views on your video
just reached two million.
319
00:15:43,847 --> 00:15:45,379
- What? How?
- Yeah.
320
00:15:45,449 --> 00:15:49,277
OK. Uh, verified numbers... oh.
321
00:15:49,445 --> 00:15:52,426
She traced it back to
one of Miko's fan pages.
322
00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:55,358
Miko posted the video and the
numbers went through the roof.
323
00:15:55,414 --> 00:15:58,241
Oh, my God! Wait, that's incredible.
324
00:15:58,528 --> 00:16:00,410
- OK. No. Hold on. I know that look.
- Let me see.
325
00:16:00,431 --> 00:16:01,697
- Patience.
- What?
326
00:16:01,739 --> 00:16:03,041
Look, before you...
327
00:16:03,426 --> 00:16:05,196
before you get any
ideas about reaching out
328
00:16:05,210 --> 00:16:06,952
and wanting to thank her,
I would like to remind you
329
00:16:06,980 --> 00:16:08,457
that we are distancing ourselves,
330
00:16:08,485 --> 00:16:10,136
right, 'cause she's
giving full danger vibes.
331
00:16:10,178 --> 00:16:11,927
Yeah, but can't we
just cut her some slack?
332
00:16:12,088 --> 00:16:14,040
I mean, she was bullied
in high school and,
333
00:16:14,082 --> 00:16:16,664
- you know, she found something in my music.
- Mm-hmm,
334
00:16:16,692 --> 00:16:18,399
and then she found your home address.
335
00:16:18,427 --> 00:16:19,764
That is a huge violation.
336
00:16:19,778 --> 00:16:22,304
I have been down this
road with Carrie, OK?
337
00:16:22,304 --> 00:16:24,410
I am telling you, Miko
is not the kind of person
338
00:16:24,445 --> 00:16:26,796
you try to reason
with or set boundaries.
339
00:16:27,006 --> 00:16:29,133
She's the kind you cut off for good.
340
00:16:32,282 --> 00:16:33,632
What are we doing here?
341
00:16:33,674 --> 00:16:34,997
Oh, thought it'd be nice to come back
342
00:16:35,004 --> 00:16:36,837
to a place that feels
familiar and safe to you.
343
00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:38,937
Plus, I could use the fresh air.
344
00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,638
Man, this L.A. the air
is anything but fresh.
345
00:16:41,946 --> 00:16:43,409
I'll take my chances.
346
00:16:44,039 --> 00:16:45,487
But now that I got you talking,
347
00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:47,265
what made you finally call?
348
00:16:51,575 --> 00:16:53,255
I scared my brother.
349
00:16:55,808 --> 00:16:59,034
Dillon doesn't trust me enough
to be left alone with me no more.
350
00:16:59,831 --> 00:17:01,245
Can't say I blame him.
351
00:17:01,924 --> 00:17:04,086
I been having this feeling like...
352
00:17:04,876 --> 00:17:07,395
You know how people talk
about out-of-body experiences?
353
00:17:07,465 --> 00:17:09,306
That's how my life's
been feeling lately.
354
00:17:09,383 --> 00:17:10,649
In what way?
355
00:17:10,670 --> 00:17:14,294
Like I feel myself detaching
from everything inside of me, man.
356
00:17:14,581 --> 00:17:17,541
It's like I'm watching
somebody else say and do things
357
00:17:17,555 --> 00:17:21,095
that I never would, only the
person I'm watching is me.
358
00:17:23,334 --> 00:17:25,923
- I don't know what's going on.
- You're in crisis, Spencer.
359
00:17:26,335 --> 00:17:27,686
That's what's going on.
360
00:17:27,805 --> 00:17:30,905
When it's not properly
addressed, grief can unlock things
361
00:17:30,961 --> 00:17:33,494
and send us spiralling in
ways you would never imagine.
362
00:17:33,564 --> 00:17:35,516
Nah, I've felt grief
before. This is different.
363
00:17:35,558 --> 00:17:38,399
Yeah, because you allowed
it to fester and mutate.
364
00:17:38,777 --> 00:17:41,681
One of the hardest things
for a black man to say is
365
00:17:41,716 --> 00:17:43,283
"I'm not OK."
366
00:17:44,158 --> 00:17:47,628
You calling me was a step
in the right direction.
367
00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:54,344
Place it right here, OK?
368
00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,821
That's where my pops taught
me how to throw a spiral.
369
00:17:57,220 --> 00:17:58,724
He always told me,
370
00:17:58,843 --> 00:18:00,935
"fingers between the laces, son.
371
00:18:01,579 --> 00:18:04,539
Cock the ball back, keep
your arm at 90 degrees,
372
00:18:04,630 --> 00:18:05,875
step into it,
373
00:18:07,163 --> 00:18:08,163
and release."
374
00:18:08,178 --> 00:18:09,797
Seems like those lessons paid off.
375
00:18:09,867 --> 00:18:11,399
Nah, not really.
376
00:18:11,658 --> 00:18:14,303
- That's why I play wide receiver, not QB.
- Ah.
377
00:18:14,764 --> 00:18:16,199
Who knows?
378
00:18:16,416 --> 00:18:18,018
Maybe if he didn't walk
out on me back then,
379
00:18:18,025 --> 00:18:19,334
things would've turned out different.
380
00:18:27,605 --> 00:18:30,080
I'm talkin' whole fist
through the cabinet, all right?
381
00:18:30,094 --> 00:18:32,661
There's gotta be a underlying
something there now, like
382
00:18:32,829 --> 00:18:34,823
a meanness I've never seen before.
383
00:18:34,844 --> 00:18:37,608
He don't care about nothing
or nobody, including himself.
384
00:18:37,678 --> 00:18:39,301
Well, so what are we
supposed to do, then?
385
00:18:39,497 --> 00:18:41,568
Give up on Spencer? Abandon him?
386
00:18:41,589 --> 00:18:43,864
Well, it ain't abandonment if
he's the one opening the door
387
00:18:43,878 --> 00:18:45,291
and telling you to get the hell out.
388
00:18:45,354 --> 00:18:47,314
Yeah, I mean, I tried
to make excuses for him
389
00:18:47,328 --> 00:18:48,916
with Coach Kenny earlier, but,
390
00:18:48,951 --> 00:18:52,135
I mean, the truth is, I saw it in
his eyes last night at his kickback.
391
00:18:52,191 --> 00:18:54,675
- I mean, he's done with us.
- Well, what about Alicia?
392
00:18:54,696 --> 00:18:56,599
I mean, she's his
girlfriend. Maybe she knows...
393
00:18:56,634 --> 00:18:59,671
Girl, Alicia can't help him or
us, all right? She's been gone.
394
00:18:59,839 --> 00:19:02,575
She gave him a "Dear
Spencer" letter and dipped.
395
00:19:02,694 --> 00:19:04,856
- Wait. Seriously? When?
- Wait, wait. I'm sorry.
396
00:19:04,905 --> 00:19:07,243
Spencer loses the closest
thing he's had to a father
397
00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:09,258
and his girlfriend
dumps him because what,
398
00:19:09,629 --> 00:19:11,756
- he's not fun anymore?
- OK, easy there.
399
00:19:11,805 --> 00:19:14,709
She took a step back because she
felt like she was smothering him.
400
00:19:14,716 --> 00:19:16,795
And knowing him, he
probably felt abandoned,
401
00:19:16,802 --> 00:19:19,201
and that was his final straw
in his whole downward spiral.
402
00:19:19,229 --> 00:19:20,782
He pushed her away, Liv!
403
00:19:20,824 --> 00:19:23,147
How does no one get
that Spencer is hurting?
404
00:19:23,196 --> 00:19:25,239
Space is the last thing that he needs,
405
00:19:25,274 --> 00:19:27,646
no matter how much he tries
to convince us otherwise.
406
00:19:27,688 --> 00:19:30,313
I mean, Liv, I'm not really sure
what else we can do for Spencer.
407
00:19:30,341 --> 00:19:31,726
Not give up on him.
408
00:19:31,957 --> 00:19:34,609
None of us. That is what we can do.
409
00:19:52,157 --> 00:19:54,781
You know how many hours me, Coop,
and Shawn spent on these things?
410
00:19:54,837 --> 00:19:56,167
Shawn. You mentioned him before.
411
00:19:56,209 --> 00:19:58,688
- That's your childhood friend?
- This is where we first met.
412
00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:02,318
We were, like, 6.
413
00:20:03,406 --> 00:20:04,872
We'd swing up as high as we could,
414
00:20:04,907 --> 00:20:06,490
then jump out the seat
at the highest point.
415
00:20:06,517 --> 00:20:08,336
Oh, that sounds exhilarating.
416
00:20:08,380 --> 00:20:11,415
It was, was. Shawn had to
convince me to do it, though.
417
00:20:12,823 --> 00:20:15,937
Said, "you never touch the sky
if you're too afraid to fall."
418
00:20:17,039 --> 00:20:18,875
It's crazy we lost all that time beefin'
419
00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,625
just 'cause we chose different paths.
420
00:20:22,302 --> 00:20:24,498
Turns out he was looking
out for me the whole time.
421
00:20:24,997 --> 00:20:27,407
Protecting me from the
streets without me knowing.
422
00:20:27,716 --> 00:20:29,369
Now that's a real friend.
423
00:20:29,789 --> 00:20:31,430
He was.
424
00:20:34,285 --> 00:20:36,094
And then he left.
425
00:20:36,612 --> 00:20:39,026
But he didn't leave, Spencer.
426
00:20:39,559 --> 00:20:41,352
He passed away.
427
00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:43,941
Right, right.
428
00:20:44,116 --> 00:20:45,717
That's what I meant.
429
00:20:52,330 --> 00:20:55,952
Coach, hey. I, uh, was thinking
about this morning's practice.
430
00:20:56,028 --> 00:20:59,192
OK, you told me to stay in
my lane, right, and I am,
431
00:20:59,255 --> 00:21:02,340
but as a leader, I forgot
something this morning.
432
00:21:02,669 --> 00:21:04,551
That this team is still hurting.
433
00:21:05,099 --> 00:21:08,288
OK, look, we don't have final
word on our sanctions yet
434
00:21:08,302 --> 00:21:09,855
and no matter how we all act,
435
00:21:09,876 --> 00:21:11,290
that still weighs on all of us.
436
00:21:11,346 --> 00:21:12,661
What are you saying, Baker?
437
00:21:12,752 --> 00:21:14,852
This team needs some bonding,
438
00:21:15,061 --> 00:21:18,587
right, but I think we can do that
by restoring the fun into football.
439
00:21:19,021 --> 00:21:21,232
Baker, we don't have time for games.
440
00:21:21,246 --> 00:21:22,820
- You see what we're dealing with out here.
- Exactly.
441
00:21:22,848 --> 00:21:25,521
We just need to get their
hearts out onto the field, right?
442
00:21:25,556 --> 00:21:28,411
Most of these guys are
either brand-new to the team
443
00:21:28,740 --> 00:21:30,661
or haven't seen the field at all,
444
00:21:30,761 --> 00:21:32,861
and I need to build
chemistry with my teammates.
445
00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:36,402
All right, listen up,
gentlemen, listen up.
446
00:21:36,430 --> 00:21:38,914
We're doing something a little
bit different this practice,
447
00:21:39,061 --> 00:21:40,698
thanks to your QB.
448
00:21:43,547 --> 00:21:44,897
All right, listen. Look,
449
00:21:44,932 --> 00:21:47,703
we're gonna have a touchdown
celebration contest.
450
00:21:50,177 --> 00:21:51,685
Come here. Explain.
451
00:21:51,713 --> 00:21:53,063
Hey, OK.
452
00:21:53,189 --> 00:21:55,106
Fellas, it's simple, all right?
453
00:21:55,148 --> 00:21:57,163
We just wanna see who
hits the best griddy.
454
00:21:57,981 --> 00:21:59,481
- Hey.
- All right, so show me what you got!
455
00:21:59,507 --> 00:22:02,389
Let's go! Come on! Line
it up. Let's line it up.
456
00:22:02,424 --> 00:22:04,306
- Let's line up, line up.
- Yo!
457
00:22:04,474 --> 00:22:06,132
Here we go. Corner coming in hot.
458
00:22:06,202 --> 00:22:07,217
OK, go.
459
00:22:10,408 --> 00:22:12,549
All right, all right. What you got?
460
00:22:14,522 --> 00:22:16,929
Eh.
461
00:22:16,971 --> 00:22:19,085
Next, next, next.
462
00:22:19,141 --> 00:22:20,953
- Come on, let's go, 83.
- OK, go.
463
00:22:21,030 --> 00:22:23,948
Oh. All right, all right.
464
00:22:23,990 --> 00:22:26,110
Come on, J.
465
00:22:26,712 --> 00:22:28,105
What you got, 83?
466
00:22:28,196 --> 00:22:30,610
There you go.
467
00:22:30,785 --> 00:22:32,429
- Wake up!
- Ah, ha ha ha!
468
00:22:32,548 --> 00:22:34,227
- Eh...
- Oh. Ah.
469
00:22:37,684 --> 00:22:39,496
All right, Evan, let's see what you got.
470
00:22:39,580 --> 00:22:41,021
OK, go.
471
00:22:52,952 --> 00:22:54,631
Whoo!
472
00:22:57,171 --> 00:22:59,102
Go on, Coach.
473
00:23:07,429 --> 00:23:10,214
You know, I'm not above buying ice cream
474
00:23:10,245 --> 00:23:11,858
for my clients to keep them talking.
475
00:23:11,907 --> 00:23:13,922
Well, I ain't above being bribed.
476
00:23:13,943 --> 00:23:15,168
OK.
477
00:23:16,120 --> 00:23:17,701
You know, shortly after he came back,
478
00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:19,240
Pops brought me and Dillon here.
479
00:23:19,401 --> 00:23:21,500
Guess he wanted to get in
some bonding time, you know?
480
00:23:21,794 --> 00:23:24,348
- And how was that day?
- It was great.
481
00:23:24,467 --> 00:23:25,832
It was hot.
482
00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:28,197
He bought us ice cream to cool off,
483
00:23:28,218 --> 00:23:30,457
but it started melting
so fast, he had to turn it
484
00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:32,920
- into a ice cream eating contest.
- Ha ha! He did?
485
00:23:33,004 --> 00:23:34,229
Who won?
486
00:23:34,383 --> 00:23:36,706
Nobody, man. We all got brain freeze.
487
00:23:36,860 --> 00:23:38,280
Wow.
488
00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,722
You know, it seems that,
uh, despite the anger
489
00:23:40,743 --> 00:23:43,395
you felt over Corey leaving
you when you were young,
490
00:23:44,438 --> 00:23:46,440
you seem to have built up
some really good memories
491
00:23:46,475 --> 00:23:48,231
when he came back into your life.
492
00:23:48,888 --> 00:23:50,295
Uh, yeah.
493
00:23:51,428 --> 00:23:53,044
Wasn't enough time, though.
494
00:23:54,017 --> 00:23:56,032
I blinked and he was gone again.
495
00:23:58,363 --> 00:24:00,140
How'd you feel about his passing?
496
00:24:04,555 --> 00:24:06,507
Least I got to say goodbye.
497
00:24:09,859 --> 00:24:11,503
I wanted to thank you
498
00:24:11,531 --> 00:24:13,463
in person for reposting my video.
499
00:24:13,546 --> 00:24:16,121
Oh, man. Heh! You
don't have to thank me.
500
00:24:16,247 --> 00:24:17,822
You know I'm your number-one fan.
501
00:24:17,913 --> 00:24:20,733
Lately I've been working on
setting boundaries in my life.
502
00:24:20,852 --> 00:24:22,650
One of those boundaries is my home.
503
00:24:22,713 --> 00:24:25,296
So you sending flowers over there was...
504
00:24:25,548 --> 00:24:27,136
it was totally inappropriate.
505
00:24:28,221 --> 00:24:29,690
Oh, my God, I...
506
00:24:30,257 --> 00:24:31,824
I wasn't even thinking.
507
00:24:31,874 --> 00:24:34,365
Well, you know I'd never do
anything to make you uncomfortable
508
00:24:34,589 --> 00:24:35,827
on... on purpose.
509
00:24:35,862 --> 00:24:38,598
- Yeah, well, you did.
- I'm so sorry. I...
510
00:24:38,626 --> 00:24:40,550
I was trying to be supportive, but I...
511
00:24:40,676 --> 00:24:42,279
I totally see how I overstepped.
512
00:24:42,349 --> 00:24:45,022
You must hate me. I'm so, so stupid!
513
00:24:45,392 --> 00:24:47,093
Look, no, you're not. You're just...
514
00:24:47,519 --> 00:24:49,024
Look, you made a mistake.
515
00:24:49,269 --> 00:24:51,298
We all do it sometimes. It's...
516
00:24:52,019 --> 00:24:54,293
It's fine. It's fine.
517
00:24:55,623 --> 00:24:57,036
Thank you for saying that.
518
00:24:57,309 --> 00:24:58,793
You're a real one.
519
00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:01,787
That's why I'll... I'll always be a fan.
520
00:25:02,536 --> 00:25:04,600
- Excuse me. Patience?
- Oh. Yeah?
521
00:25:04,789 --> 00:25:06,146
Can we get a pic?
522
00:25:06,202 --> 00:25:08,021
Oh, my God. Yeah, yeah. Um,
523
00:25:08,070 --> 00:25:09,896
let's find somewhere with more light.
524
00:25:09,931 --> 00:25:12,457
- OK.
- OK? Yeah. Um, I'll be right back, OK?
525
00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:13,898
Um, yeah.
526
00:25:13,941 --> 00:25:15,704
- Take your time.
- OK.
527
00:25:16,103 --> 00:25:17,614
Yeah, yeah.
528
00:25:19,041 --> 00:25:20,511
- Do you want to take it?
- I'll take it, yeah.
529
00:25:20,511 --> 00:25:22,211
- OK.
- OK.
530
00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:33,875
Hey.
531
00:25:34,799 --> 00:25:36,534
I didn't think you were gonna show.
532
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:39,752
- Why am I here?
- Because Spencer is drowning,
533
00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:42,811
and I think that you're the
only person that can save him.
534
00:25:48,774 --> 00:25:51,586
Look, I've seen him deal
with a lot in his life,
535
00:25:51,726 --> 00:25:53,371
but nothing has affected him the way
536
00:25:53,385 --> 00:25:54,938
that my dad's passing has,
537
00:25:55,001 --> 00:25:58,709
and he is headed toward
a very, very dark place.
538
00:25:59,535 --> 00:26:02,817
I tried to help him. I did,
but he didn't want my help.
539
00:26:03,392 --> 00:26:04,999
What happened exactly?
540
00:26:05,069 --> 00:26:07,945
You happened... And you keep happening.
541
00:26:08,276 --> 00:26:10,366
Forgive me if I don't want
to set myself up for failure,
542
00:26:10,387 --> 00:26:14,123
but if Spencer needs saving,
clearly, you are the person to do it.
543
00:26:14,795 --> 00:26:16,755
No, I... I don't think I am.
544
00:26:17,021 --> 00:26:19,400
Not anymore. But right now,
545
00:26:19,820 --> 00:26:24,019
Spencer needs everyone that
he loves to show up for him.
546
00:26:24,488 --> 00:26:27,049
And as the woman in his life, I mean,
547
00:26:27,749 --> 00:26:29,995
that especially means you.
548
00:26:37,979 --> 00:26:40,148
Do with that what you will.
549
00:26:46,158 --> 00:26:48,853
- So...
- I'm like, "hell no. I got practice."
550
00:26:48,874 --> 00:26:51,000
- Coop was like, "I dare you."
- Coop did?
551
00:26:51,042 --> 00:26:52,491
Yeah, and back in them days,
552
00:26:52,491 --> 00:26:55,681
- you don't turn down a dare from Coop, OK?
- Oh, wow. Heh!
553
00:27:05,716 --> 00:27:07,605
Why didn't you send
that call to voicemail?
554
00:27:08,424 --> 00:27:11,391
- Why does it matter?
- It matters because
555
00:27:11,601 --> 00:27:14,120
you hesitated to decline it and
then you went somewhere else.
556
00:27:14,190 --> 00:27:16,576
- Look, maybe that's enough for today's session, OK?
- No.
557
00:27:16,695 --> 00:27:18,437
No, no. No.
558
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,027
- No more hiding, Spencer.
- It's a damn call, Doc.
559
00:27:22,034 --> 00:27:24,461
- It's a damn voicemail, a'ight?
- No, no, it's not.
560
00:27:24,671 --> 00:27:26,662
- There's something more there...
- Leave me alone,
561
00:27:26,881 --> 00:27:29,906
a'ight? Why can't y'all
just leave me alone, a'ight?
562
00:27:31,428 --> 00:27:34,498
Spencer, you can't run from
this. Don't run from it.
563
00:27:34,542 --> 00:27:36,482
Look, this is why we're doing the work.
564
00:27:36,531 --> 00:27:38,980
Maybe I don't wanna
do the work, Doc, OK?!
565
00:27:39,036 --> 00:27:41,891
- Stop, man! Yo, yo! Chill!
- Look, wait. No.
566
00:27:44,054 --> 00:27:46,216
Now talk to me. You gotta let it out.
567
00:27:47,706 --> 00:27:49,120
Give it a voice.
568
00:27:49,204 --> 00:27:51,849
- Why are you angry?
- Because I sent his call to voicemail!
569
00:27:52,807 --> 00:27:55,466
I declined Coach Baker's call!
570
00:27:55,998 --> 00:27:59,532
Coach! My hero! The
man who saved my life!
571
00:27:59,971 --> 00:28:02,386
I declined his call, man.
572
00:28:07,046 --> 00:28:10,012
It was my last chance
to talk to him, and I...
573
00:28:11,020 --> 00:28:13,281
Maybe if I had picked up the damn phone,
574
00:28:13,351 --> 00:28:14,925
I could have changed things,
575
00:28:15,141 --> 00:28:16,491
I could have kept him off that bus,
576
00:28:16,519 --> 00:28:19,388
I could have kept him
alive! But instead,
577
00:28:19,507 --> 00:28:21,718
all I've got is a reminder
578
00:28:23,307 --> 00:28:25,035
of how I failed him, man.
579
00:28:25,091 --> 00:28:26,602
- You did not fail him.
- Yes, I did!
580
00:28:26,623 --> 00:28:27,834
No, you did not fail him.
581
00:28:27,869 --> 00:28:29,835
You cannot blame yourself for this.
582
00:28:30,157 --> 00:28:31,535
Son...
583
00:28:32,340 --> 00:28:33,970
There's nothing you
584
00:28:34,243 --> 00:28:35,999
or anyone else could've done.
585
00:28:41,911 --> 00:28:44,164
But I ain't get a
chance to say goodbye...
586
00:28:47,502 --> 00:28:49,181
I didn't get to say goodbye.
587
00:28:54,785 --> 00:28:56,150
Now he's gone.
588
00:28:59,095 --> 00:29:00,606
He left me.
589
00:29:01,474 --> 00:29:03,608
Why they always leave me, man?
590
00:29:09,031 --> 00:29:10,724
It's OK.
591
00:29:21,674 --> 00:29:23,206
All right, fellas. Here we go.
592
00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:25,376
Be alive. Down, set. 180.
593
00:29:26,033 --> 00:29:27,559
Wide and set!
594
00:29:36,809 --> 00:29:39,538
Come on, baby! Hey, hey.
595
00:29:39,559 --> 00:29:41,371
Hey, hey, hey...
596
00:29:47,095 --> 00:29:48,964
I'mma be honest, man.
597
00:29:49,131 --> 00:29:52,287
I didn't think your whole dance
competition thing was gonna work.
598
00:29:52,385 --> 00:29:53,862
Well, why'd you agree to do it?
599
00:29:54,108 --> 00:29:55,521
Because you believed in it.
600
00:29:56,514 --> 00:29:58,908
You know, my sister reminded
me of something today,
601
00:29:59,062 --> 00:30:00,524
that no matter what's happening,
602
00:30:00,699 --> 00:30:03,596
quitting on your people,
it's never an option.
603
00:30:09,145 --> 00:30:10,649
Smart woman.
604
00:30:19,137 --> 00:30:20,424
Still at it?
605
00:30:20,494 --> 00:30:23,121
Uh, yes, sir. Just going
through some game tape,
606
00:30:23,147 --> 00:30:24,348
looking for where I can improve.
607
00:30:24,390 --> 00:30:26,077
- It's great. It's impressive.
- Yeah.
608
00:30:26,210 --> 00:30:28,610
- You were good on the field today, too.
- Thanks, Coach.
609
00:30:28,666 --> 00:30:30,394
- It means a lot.
- I'd be lying if I said
610
00:30:30,443 --> 00:30:32,500
I wasn't worried at the
top of the off season.
611
00:30:33,017 --> 00:30:35,081
You can thank Asher for the fact that
612
00:30:35,088 --> 00:30:36,921
you still have a spot on this team.
613
00:30:37,064 --> 00:30:40,182
I'm sorry, sir. Those
distractions are all gone.
614
00:30:40,252 --> 00:30:42,519
- I won't give you any reason to worry again.
- That's good.
615
00:30:42,568 --> 00:30:45,122
'Cause I don't usually
do second chances.
616
00:30:45,674 --> 00:30:48,242
You blow off this program
again and you're done.
617
00:31:10,556 --> 00:31:12,949
Nope, nope.
618
00:31:13,110 --> 00:31:15,685
You don't need it. Just focus.
619
00:31:19,470 --> 00:31:20,757
Can I ask you something?
620
00:31:20,785 --> 00:31:22,863
Why do you think you're unworthy
621
00:31:22,891 --> 00:31:24,263
of people staying in your life?
622
00:31:26,838 --> 00:31:28,679
Yeah, I don't think it was
a slip-up when you referred
623
00:31:28,707 --> 00:31:30,540
to your loved ones'
deaths as them "leaving."
624
00:31:31,296 --> 00:31:33,352
When you broke down earlier, you said
625
00:31:33,674 --> 00:31:35,598
they all always leave you,
626
00:31:35,703 --> 00:31:37,207
as if it was their choice.
627
00:31:37,235 --> 00:31:38,922
Because people do always leave.
628
00:31:40,118 --> 00:31:43,869
And I don't just mean
Corey or Shawn, Billy.
629
00:31:46,003 --> 00:31:47,851
Darnell and I were like brothers.
630
00:31:48,215 --> 00:31:51,608
We got mad close and then he had to
leave to go take care of his mums.
631
00:31:52,686 --> 00:31:54,302
My mum lives in Oakland now.
632
00:31:54,330 --> 00:31:56,366
Even my girl bounced the
minute things got tough.
633
00:31:56,652 --> 00:31:58,731
And I know, I know,
634
00:31:59,294 --> 00:32:00,684
up here...
635
00:32:01,629 --> 00:32:04,253
That all their reasons for
leaving make sense, but...
636
00:32:06,303 --> 00:32:10,120
I can't stop whatever it is
inside of me that keeps telling me,
637
00:32:11,386 --> 00:32:12,932
"see?
638
00:32:13,981 --> 00:32:16,186
Don't nobody wanna stick around.
639
00:32:18,411 --> 00:32:20,091
You always the one left behind."
640
00:32:20,175 --> 00:32:22,952
That voice is little Spencer,
641
00:32:23,239 --> 00:32:25,213
whose father left him at 8 years old.
642
00:32:25,290 --> 00:32:27,647
You have gotta stop
letting that one incident
643
00:32:27,661 --> 00:32:29,628
touch every relationship you have.
644
00:32:29,698 --> 00:32:31,806
That had everything to do
with Corey and his worth
645
00:32:31,829 --> 00:32:33,575
and nothing to do with you and yours.
646
00:32:34,324 --> 00:32:37,102
You have to let that
go, and until you do,
647
00:32:37,142 --> 00:32:39,594
when things get rocky,
you'll just keep defaulting
648
00:32:39,616 --> 00:32:41,922
to pushing away the people
that love you because little you
649
00:32:42,124 --> 00:32:44,408
is trying to protect big you
650
00:32:44,508 --> 00:32:46,663
from all the pain of
abandonment he felt.
651
00:32:46,707 --> 00:32:47,765
How?
652
00:32:48,761 --> 00:32:50,048
How do I let that go?
653
00:32:50,978 --> 00:32:52,119
We'll get there,
654
00:32:52,460 --> 00:32:53,468
together,
655
00:32:54,168 --> 00:32:55,830
no matter how long it takes.
656
00:32:59,698 --> 00:33:02,379
You know, man, I wish...
657
00:33:02,614 --> 00:33:05,928
I wish you could see you the
way everyone else sees you.
658
00:33:06,991 --> 00:33:10,176
No, no, I mean, the people
who get to be in your life,
659
00:33:10,590 --> 00:33:12,141
they're the lucky ones.
660
00:33:13,826 --> 00:33:16,653
Even Corey knew that.
That's why he came back.
661
00:33:17,089 --> 00:33:18,825
And even in his death,
662
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:21,277
he still hasn't left you.
663
00:33:22,245 --> 00:33:23,426
None of them have.
664
00:33:24,031 --> 00:33:26,247
They're still here because of the gifts
665
00:33:26,270 --> 00:33:27,584
that they left for you.
666
00:33:28,368 --> 00:33:29,449
For Corey,
667
00:33:29,762 --> 00:33:32,113
it's the gift of
Darnell and Coach Kenny,
668
00:33:32,617 --> 00:33:35,029
brother figures he
brought into your life.
669
00:33:35,729 --> 00:33:37,425
I never thought of it that way.
670
00:33:38,063 --> 00:33:39,239
For Shawn,
671
00:33:39,950 --> 00:33:41,333
it's the gift of your future.
672
00:33:41,758 --> 00:33:43,735
The one he protected
right up until the end.
673
00:33:44,984 --> 00:33:46,769
- And for Billy...
- It was the voicemail.
674
00:33:47,479 --> 00:33:50,048
The chance to hear his
voice tell you he loves you
675
00:33:50,148 --> 00:33:52,215
whenever you need to hear it.
676
00:33:53,151 --> 00:33:56,761
And what do we do when
people give us a gift?
677
00:33:58,961 --> 00:34:00,405
We say, "thank you."
678
00:34:03,355 --> 00:34:04,692
I know what I gotta do.
679
00:34:04,771 --> 00:34:06,814
Yep.
680
00:34:15,395 --> 00:34:16,576
Thank you.
681
00:34:17,752 --> 00:34:19,078
Anytime, brother.
682
00:34:23,869 --> 00:34:26,210
Um...
683
00:34:28,420 --> 00:34:29,781
Same time next week?
684
00:34:30,222 --> 00:34:31,476
Next week it is.
685
00:34:32,237 --> 00:34:33,575
Now, keep your head up.
686
00:34:34,169 --> 00:34:35,641
You will get through this.
687
00:34:59,197 --> 00:35:00,904
Hey, this is Billy Baker.
688
00:35:00,937 --> 00:35:03,904
- Leave one.
- Hey, Coach,
689
00:35:04,771 --> 00:35:05,947
it's me.
690
00:35:06,882 --> 00:35:08,964
I'm sorry I took so
long to hit you back.
691
00:35:11,796 --> 00:35:14,080
Heh! Man, where do I even start? Um...
692
00:35:16,542 --> 00:35:18,289
I been kinda going through some things,
693
00:35:19,100 --> 00:35:20,763
trying to outrun my demons,
694
00:35:22,144 --> 00:35:25,226
hide from the truth of
everything I been feeling.
695
00:35:27,586 --> 00:35:30,161
But the day always comes
when you have to face it,
696
00:35:30,961 --> 00:35:32,892
no matter how ugly it gets.
697
00:35:35,159 --> 00:35:36,570
Today was that day.
698
00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:42,172
Man, I miss you.
699
00:35:43,656 --> 00:35:44,803
So much.
700
00:35:47,045 --> 00:35:49,035
That's the feeling I've
been running from the most
701
00:35:49,063 --> 00:35:50,831
because I have no idea
702
00:35:51,732 --> 00:35:53,686
how to fill the void left by you.
703
00:35:57,929 --> 00:35:59,250
But I'm getting help.
704
00:36:00,604 --> 00:36:02,363
I'm finally working through it.
705
00:36:03,616 --> 00:36:05,374
And I'm gonna make sure
706
00:36:05,741 --> 00:36:07,810
that I get back to being OK.
707
00:36:09,707 --> 00:36:11,906
'Cause that's what you,
708
00:36:12,914 --> 00:36:15,259
Shawn, and Corey would
have wanted me to do.
709
00:36:17,095 --> 00:36:18,954
I'm sure I'll have
days where it feels like
710
00:36:18,976 --> 00:36:20,157
it's all coming together...
711
00:36:20,191 --> 00:36:21,931
Your numbers keep climbing
and the impressions
712
00:36:21,954 --> 00:36:23,891
are off the charts across all platforms.
713
00:36:23,916 --> 00:36:26,377
- Mm.
- See? Your video's a bonafide hit.
714
00:36:26,427 --> 00:36:28,425
- Yeah.
- But I know grief
715
00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,519
is waiting there in the darkness,
716
00:36:30,983 --> 00:36:32,406
ready to pounce.
717
00:36:34,326 --> 00:36:37,030
And thank God that Miko mess
is firmly behind us, too.
718
00:36:37,091 --> 00:36:39,078
- So it's a double win.
- Ugh.
719
00:36:39,101 --> 00:36:40,746
Yeah, thank God. No more mess.
720
00:36:43,460 --> 00:36:44,664
Luckily,
721
00:36:45,134 --> 00:36:48,005
one of the many gifts you
and Corey blessed me with
722
00:36:48,817 --> 00:36:50,110
is a family
723
00:36:50,720 --> 00:36:52,511
and a village that keeps growing.
724
00:36:52,540 --> 00:36:53,591
Coach.
725
00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:56,644
What are you doing here?
726
00:36:58,092 --> 00:36:59,646
Giving you what you asked for,
727
00:36:59,939 --> 00:37:02,313
but I wanted to deliver it in person.
728
00:37:08,302 --> 00:37:09,775
I owe you an apology.
729
00:37:10,025 --> 00:37:12,842
No. You needed a punching
bag, I was here, so...
730
00:37:12,864 --> 00:37:14,899
No, I needed someone I could count on,
731
00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:16,285
and you was there,
732
00:37:16,867 --> 00:37:18,087
and that scared me.
733
00:37:18,442 --> 00:37:20,898
There's so much of you
that reminds me of my pops
734
00:37:21,519 --> 00:37:23,086
and Coach Baker.
735
00:37:25,048 --> 00:37:27,308
You turned into the brother
I never knew I needed.
736
00:37:28,058 --> 00:37:30,616
A closeness I thought I
couldn't afford anymore, but
737
00:37:30,952 --> 00:37:32,117
I was wrong.
738
00:37:36,616 --> 00:37:37,899
Come here, man.
739
00:37:44,530 --> 00:37:45,941
Glad to hear you say that
740
00:37:46,775 --> 00:37:49,529
'cause no matter how hard
you try to push me away,
741
00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:51,640
I'm never leaving you, bruh.
742
00:37:54,313 --> 00:37:55,698
And I'm not the only one.
743
00:37:55,827 --> 00:37:58,547
What?
744
00:37:59,085 --> 00:38:00,998
Come on. You'll see.
745
00:38:10,678 --> 00:38:12,945
Y'all made sure I'd never be alone.
746
00:38:13,611 --> 00:38:16,803
For that, and for every
day I had with you,
747
00:38:17,172 --> 00:38:18,941
every day I got to love you,
748
00:38:19,993 --> 00:38:21,482
I say thank you.
749
00:38:26,660 --> 00:38:28,054
Thank you.
750
00:38:32,644 --> 00:38:34,329
You can rest easy now, Coach.
751
00:38:37,867 --> 00:38:39,160
They got me from here.
752
00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:01,634
I love you. Thank you.
753
00:39:04,036 --> 00:39:06,151
_
754
00:39:06,459 --> 00:39:08,457
- Yo.
- Hey.
755
00:39:08,642 --> 00:39:11,318
Look, I know sorry doesn't
even begin to cover it.
756
00:39:12,146 --> 00:39:14,716
But I'mma make it up to you. I promise.
757
00:39:14,979 --> 00:39:17,572
Assuming Coach Kenny
lets me stay at GAU.
758
00:39:17,751 --> 00:39:20,896
I'm fairly confident I can go
ahead and say welcome back, brother.
759
00:39:21,086 --> 00:39:22,519
Come on.
760
00:39:28,072 --> 00:39:29,774
Hey.
761
00:39:30,194 --> 00:39:32,057
I cancelled our flight
home later this week.
762
00:39:32,116 --> 00:39:34,436
Oh. Thank you.
763
00:39:34,524 --> 00:39:37,271
- I...
- I also called the storage facility
764
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:40,182
and your boxes should be
delivered back here by Monday.
765
00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:42,142
Wait. Boxes?
766
00:39:42,198 --> 00:39:43,800
Dillon and I have been talking,
767
00:39:43,814 --> 00:39:45,633
and Spencer needs us close.
768
00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:47,109
And what about your needs?
769
00:39:47,209 --> 00:39:49,160
Well, I will happily take on the burden
770
00:39:49,210 --> 00:39:50,985
of flying back and forth
771
00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:54,275
to keep our family together
and make Spencer whole.
772
00:39:54,375 --> 00:39:56,982
Nothing is more important.
773
00:40:06,092 --> 00:40:07,499
Man, this one of the last faces
774
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:09,360
I expected to see today.
775
00:40:09,387 --> 00:40:10,774
Man, that was all Liv.
776
00:40:10,844 --> 00:40:14,139
She put out a call that my brother
was in trouble. I had to make it.
777
00:40:15,336 --> 00:40:17,540
Oh, I just assumed my
mother gathered everybody.
778
00:40:17,631 --> 00:40:19,576
Oh, no, you should know that Liv
779
00:40:19,618 --> 00:40:21,193
wouldn't let anyone give up on you.
780
00:40:21,423 --> 00:40:22,879
Not for a second.
781
00:40:27,405 --> 00:40:29,574
- Well, thanks for showing up, man.
- Yeah.
782
00:40:30,512 --> 00:40:33,973
Yo... Talk to me, like,
you good? For real?
783
00:40:35,050 --> 00:40:36,324
No...
784
00:40:36,576 --> 00:40:38,129
No, I'm not OK.
785
00:40:39,906 --> 00:40:41,459
But I'm working on it.
786
00:40:43,516 --> 00:40:46,168
- Oh. Don't let me get in the way, man.
- Yeah.
787
00:40:48,883 --> 00:40:50,366
What was that about?
788
00:40:50,681 --> 00:40:53,285
He was just telling me that
you made all this happen.
789
00:40:54,163 --> 00:40:55,451
Thank you.
790
00:40:56,633 --> 00:40:58,649
I mean, it may have been my idea, but
791
00:40:59,152 --> 00:41:01,776
everyone here was more than
happy to show up for you.
792
00:41:03,106 --> 00:41:04,764
We love you.
793
00:41:10,838 --> 00:41:12,433
You wanna go take a walk?
794
00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:15,568
If memory serves, I
owe you a conversation.
795
00:41:16,379 --> 00:41:17,846
Hey.
796
00:41:19,327 --> 00:41:20,977
I'm sorry I'm late.
797
00:41:21,718 --> 00:41:23,467
Uh, no, no. It's OK.
798
00:41:23,474 --> 00:41:25,175
Actually, I'm sorry for a lot of things,
799
00:41:25,224 --> 00:41:27,834
especially the note and
the way I handled things.
800
00:41:27,934 --> 00:41:29,884
I was trying to give you space, but
801
00:41:29,961 --> 00:41:32,116
I realise I should've
been holding you tighter.
802
00:41:32,228 --> 00:41:35,558
Uh, well, I didn't exactly
make it easy for you, you know?
803
00:41:35,782 --> 00:41:37,972
You just... you just did
what you thought was best.
804
00:41:38,023 --> 00:41:39,770
Well, I know better now,
805
00:41:40,024 --> 00:41:42,345
and I won't make that mistake again.
806
00:41:53,317 --> 00:41:58,317
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807
00:42:14,894 --> 00:42:16,896
Greg, move your head!
61387
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