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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15.784 --> 00:00:20.784 Subtitles by explosiveskull 2 00:00:21.265 --> 00:00:23.103 Who was he? 3 00:00:23.105 --> 00:00:25.343 Who was my husband? 4 00:00:25.345 --> 00:00:28.383 He betrayed Gladys, he seduced Dorothy and he married me. 5 00:00:28.385 --> 00:00:29.583 Why? 6 00:00:29.585 --> 00:00:31.265 I just need to know who he was. 7 00:00:33.385 --> 00:00:35.783 Alec was a first class agent. 8 00:00:35.785 --> 00:00:38.703 One of a tiny handful at that time. 9 00:00:38.705 --> 00:00:42.623 His work out in India and then during the war... 10 00:00:42.625 --> 00:00:44.423 He saved hundreds of lives. 11 00:00:44.425 --> 00:00:46.343 So it wasn't a professional relationship? 12 00:00:47.945 --> 00:00:49.183 No. 13 00:00:49.185 --> 00:00:51.663 I wouldn't call it that. 14 00:00:51.665 --> 00:00:54.703 What are you doing to provide for my grandchildren? 15 00:00:54.705 --> 00:00:56.825 I just want to give the boys a good future. 16 00:00:58.305 --> 00:01:00.143 Do the right thing for them. 17 00:01:00.145 --> 00:01:01.783 So do we. 18 00:01:01.785 --> 00:01:04.230 My condolences, Mrs Wilson. 19 00:01:04.250 --> 00:01:06.423 Alec was such a fine chap. 20 00:01:06.425 --> 00:01:08.543 Much loved at the hospital. 21 00:01:08.545 --> 00:01:11.703 - Such a good man! - Why does everyone keep saying that?! 22 00:01:11.705 --> 00:01:14.863 One son, the Navy, the other off to University... 23 00:01:14.865 --> 00:01:16.223 What are you saying? 24 00:01:16.225 --> 00:01:18.105 Don't jeopardise their futures. 25 00:01:19.865 --> 00:01:21.303 Mum, what's going on? 26 00:01:21.305 --> 00:01:23.663 Stop digging, Alison! 27 00:01:23.665 --> 00:01:26.383 None of it makes any sense - who was he, Mum? 28 00:01:26.385 --> 00:01:29.583 I have... genuinely no idea who Dad was. 29 00:01:29.585 --> 00:01:30.943 Did he lie to you, too? 30 00:01:32.105 --> 00:01:33.863 I said you better bloody leave! 31 00:01:33.865 --> 00:01:35.703 Alec let me down, Father. 32 00:01:35.705 --> 00:01:37.630 Why should I believe you? 33 00:01:37.650 --> 00:01:39.663 How do I know you're not lying as well, covering up for him? 34 00:01:39.665 --> 00:01:41.943 And how would I be judged by your God? 35 00:01:41.945 --> 00:01:43.703 The one you're not sure about? 36 00:01:43.705 --> 00:01:46.223 Did you write that letter, Mum? 37 00:01:46.225 --> 00:01:48.143 Did you write that bloody letter?! 38 00:01:48.145 --> 00:01:50.463 Go upstairs, get Nigel and get out! 39 00:01:50.465 --> 00:01:52.263 I said get out! 40 00:01:52.265 --> 00:01:54.423 And us women have to pay the price? 41 00:01:54.425 --> 00:01:56.263 Do his dirty work? 42 00:01:56.265 --> 00:01:58.663 Lie to our children? 43 00:01:58.665 --> 00:02:01.183 It's the price you have to pay. 44 00:02:01.185 --> 00:02:02.705 For the service he gave. 45 00:02:22.945 --> 00:02:24.823 Ladies! Ladies! 46 00:02:24.825 --> 00:02:26.545 Form an orderly queue. 47 00:02:31.305 --> 00:02:32.465 Raise your arms! 48 00:02:33.825 --> 00:02:35.223 Ohhh! 49 00:02:35.225 --> 00:02:37.303 Oooh! 50 00:02:40.185 --> 00:02:42.945 Why is she getting all the attention?! 51 00:03:00.785 --> 00:03:03.385 I'm sorry... you have to come here. 52 00:03:09.545 --> 00:03:12.823 There are fascists here, Mosley followers. 53 00:03:12.825 --> 00:03:15.650 I have to get in with them, gather intelligence. 54 00:03:17.105 --> 00:03:19.383 So the charge of theft, it's not true? 55 00:03:19.385 --> 00:03:22.223 Of course it's not! Alison... 56 00:03:22.225 --> 00:03:25.783 It's in the paper that you're here on remand. 57 00:03:25.785 --> 00:03:28.463 So they're going to try you for a crime that you haven't committed? 58 00:03:28.465 --> 00:03:29.983 There won't be a trial. 59 00:03:29.985 --> 00:03:33.585 I'll stay here until I get what I need, and then I'll come home. 60 00:03:51.465 --> 00:03:53.265 Sorry, I can't do this any more. 61 00:03:57.825 --> 00:04:00.423 Well, don't visit me. It's fine. 62 00:04:00.425 --> 00:04:02.145 No, I'm leaving you, Alec. 63 00:04:03.665 --> 00:04:04.785 We need money. 64 00:04:06.265 --> 00:04:07.425 The rent's overdue. 65 00:04:08.705 --> 00:04:10.783 We've got no food. 66 00:04:10.785 --> 00:04:12.985 Your children are hungry, Alec. 67 00:04:17.465 --> 00:04:19.423 I'll work something out, send you some cash. 68 00:04:19.425 --> 00:04:22.425 Why don't they pay you properly? Why do we have to live like this? 69 00:04:24.305 --> 00:04:27.225 It's my cover. You know that. 70 00:04:29.665 --> 00:04:32.263 When I'm out of here, I'll-I'll sort it all out, 71 00:04:32.265 --> 00:04:34.265 I-I promise you. Um... 72 00:04:37.625 --> 00:04:39.345 Don't leave. 73 00:04:41.425 --> 00:04:42.625 I need you! 74 00:04:44.505 --> 00:04:47.103 I'm going to sell this. I need to buy tickets. 75 00:04:47.105 --> 00:04:49.223 I'm taking the boys up to Cumberland. I need to go. 76 00:04:49.225 --> 00:04:51.543 - Look, wait! Look! - No. - They've taken my things, 77 00:04:51.545 --> 00:04:53.663 but as soon as I get out, I can show you! 78 00:04:53.665 --> 00:04:55.783 In my wallet, there's proof of my work! 79 00:04:55.785 --> 00:04:58.505 - No, I can't, Alec! Sorry. - There's proof of my work! 80 00:06:10.505 --> 00:06:14.103 I've boiled all your clothes, and we can mend them in the morning. 81 00:06:14.105 --> 00:06:16.863 Oh, and I found some flannels, so... 82 00:06:16.865 --> 00:06:19.543 ..I can make up smocks for the boys. 83 00:06:19.545 --> 00:06:20.825 Thank you. 84 00:06:21.825 --> 00:06:24.143 You've always been a dreamer. 85 00:06:24.145 --> 00:06:25.543 Believed the best in people. 86 00:06:25.545 --> 00:06:27.423 You don't know the whole story, Mother. 87 00:06:27.425 --> 00:06:29.185 Well, I know he's in jail for theft. 88 00:06:30.265 --> 00:06:32.105 You've done the right thing, Alison. 89 00:06:37.945 --> 00:06:39.305 Ease up, lads! 90 00:06:45.465 --> 00:06:47.143 One, two, one, two! 91 00:06:47.145 --> 00:06:48.745 Keep going! 92 00:06:51.985 --> 00:06:54.305 That's it lads, keep going! Another circuit! 93 00:06:59.250 --> 00:07:00.343 What's wrong with you, boy? 94 00:07:00.345 --> 00:07:02.705 I did write that letter, Gordon. 95 00:07:03.905 --> 00:07:05.650 I'm so sorry. 96 00:07:07.905 --> 00:07:11.465 I just... couldn't believe that Dad didn't own Blakefield. 97 00:07:14.225 --> 00:07:17.503 When I opened that letter, I was so disappointed, I... didn't want 98 00:07:17.505 --> 00:07:20.623 you to feel the same way, to feel that way about your father. 99 00:07:20.625 --> 00:07:22.465 - So everything was a lie? - No. 100 00:07:24.425 --> 00:07:27.663 - It's very complicated, Gordon. - It seems pretty simple to me. 101 00:07:27.665 --> 00:07:30.143 - Dad made it all up - even his work. - No, not his work. 102 00:07:30.145 --> 00:07:32.423 Then why was there no record of him at the Foreign Office? 103 00:07:32.425 --> 00:07:35.903 What, you think they give out the names of their employees over the phone? Come on. 104 00:07:35.905 --> 00:07:37.425 So you think he did work there? 105 00:07:39.105 --> 00:07:40.985 Of course he did - that's where we met. 106 00:07:42.385 --> 00:07:44.303 I promise you. 107 00:07:44.305 --> 00:07:45.745 The man at the funeral. 108 00:07:46.865 --> 00:07:48.623 - That chap from the hospital. - What about him? 109 00:07:48.625 --> 00:07:50.743 He seemed to know Dad pretty well. 110 00:07:50.745 --> 00:07:53.143 As if they'd worked together. 111 00:07:53.145 --> 00:07:55.823 Or as if he looked after him when he was a... patient. 112 00:07:55.825 --> 00:07:57.785 I saw Dad at the hospital once. 113 00:07:58.985 --> 00:08:00.983 Pushing a trolley. 114 00:08:00.985 --> 00:08:02.943 - In a porter's uniform. - When? 115 00:08:02.945 --> 00:08:05.385 Years ago. When Nigel broke his leg. 116 00:08:06.345 --> 00:08:09.223 He said he was volunteering as a porter for a day. 117 00:08:09.225 --> 00:08:10.625 I believed him. 118 00:08:12.250 --> 00:08:13.665 He had cover jobs - for his work. 119 00:08:18.505 --> 00:08:22.463 - I just want to know who he was. - I know, I know you do. 120 00:08:22.465 --> 00:08:24.943 And I'll do all I can... 121 00:08:24.945 --> 00:08:28.103 ..to find out his connection with Blakefield. 122 00:08:28.105 --> 00:08:29.863 I'll find that porter. 123 00:08:29.865 --> 00:08:32.823 Please tell me the truth, Mum. 124 00:08:32.825 --> 00:08:34.425 No more faking or forging. 125 00:08:35.505 --> 00:08:37.250 I'm going to do all I can. 126 00:10:40.905 --> 00:10:42.185 Alec has turned up. 127 00:10:43.305 --> 00:10:44.463 Where? 128 00:10:44.465 --> 00:10:45.785 He's with the boys. 129 00:10:47.145 --> 00:10:49.823 Gordon was a brave soldier. 130 00:10:49.825 --> 00:10:52.863 He wasn't afraid of the enemy, was he? No! 131 00:10:52.865 --> 00:10:55.343 He was going to win the war for his country. 132 00:10:55.345 --> 00:10:58.423 He led his soldiers over the highest mountains, 133 00:10:58.425 --> 00:11:00.663 across the widest rivers, 134 00:11:00.665 --> 00:11:03.463 marching onwards - march, march, march! 135 00:11:03.465 --> 00:11:04.985 - March to victory! - Alec. 136 00:11:20.665 --> 00:11:24.265 I don't suppose you got much... home-made cake in Brixton prison. 137 00:11:36.250 --> 00:11:37.623 Gordon's been out on a tractor. 138 00:11:37.625 --> 00:11:39.743 - Oh, gosh! - Yeah! - I bet he was thrilled! 139 00:11:39.745 --> 00:11:41.583 Oh, he loves it here. 140 00:11:41.585 --> 00:11:44.345 And Alison's old nanny's come back to help out. 141 00:11:45.305 --> 00:11:48.823 I'm very grateful for everything you've done while I've been away. 142 00:11:48.825 --> 00:11:52.625 Alison and the boys can stay - as long as they like. 143 00:11:54.250 --> 00:11:56.143 I've found us a new flat. 144 00:11:56.145 --> 00:11:57.665 And I've been given a pay rise. 145 00:11:59.385 --> 00:12:01.383 Well, you must be tired, Alec, 146 00:12:01.385 --> 00:12:03.783 after your long journey. 147 00:12:03.785 --> 00:12:05.545 I've made up the spare room for you. 148 00:12:32.945 --> 00:12:34.303 No! 149 00:12:34.305 --> 00:12:35.785 No, get off! 150 00:12:44.465 --> 00:12:45.863 Alison, don't. 151 00:12:48.425 --> 00:12:49.463 Go! Go! 152 00:12:49.465 --> 00:12:50.503 Shhh! 153 00:12:50.505 --> 00:12:52.543 No! Stop! 154 00:12:52.545 --> 00:12:53.583 - Stop it! - Shhh! 155 00:12:53.585 --> 00:12:54.625 Stop! 156 00:12:57.745 --> 00:12:59.303 Hey. 157 00:13:02.665 --> 00:13:04.385 The same dream? 158 00:13:05.505 --> 00:13:07.630 In the Somme? 159 00:13:31.265 --> 00:13:32.865 Hey. 160 00:13:36.105 --> 00:13:37.945 Stay a minute? 161 00:14:10.585 --> 00:14:12.250 He could come and visit. 162 00:14:13.825 --> 00:14:16.263 It's not as if you'd never see him again. 163 00:14:16.265 --> 00:14:18.465 But my life up here, what would I do? 164 00:14:19.585 --> 00:14:21.465 Bring up those lovely boys. 165 00:14:23.505 --> 00:14:27.343 And I'm not getting any younger. I'll need looking after soon. 166 00:14:27.345 --> 00:14:31.230 Is it his age or the fact he's a Catholic that you hate so much? 167 00:14:31.250 --> 00:14:34.223 Oh, for God's sake, Alison, wake up! 168 00:14:34.225 --> 00:14:36.383 Can't you see who he is? 169 00:14:36.385 --> 00:14:38.823 I told you - it's his job. 170 00:14:38.825 --> 00:14:40.385 He's a crook and a liar. 171 00:14:41.625 --> 00:14:44.145 I don't believe a single word he says. 172 00:15:06.145 --> 00:15:08.345 It was still at the pawnbrokers. 173 00:15:19.545 --> 00:15:22.863 A farmer my own age from a good, local family. 174 00:15:22.865 --> 00:15:24.543 That's who I should have married. 175 00:15:24.545 --> 00:15:29.143 You'd have been bored silly. You said yourself you'd go mad up here. 176 00:15:29.145 --> 00:15:30.585 It's the boys. 177 00:15:32.945 --> 00:15:35.505 They get fresh air, protein... 178 00:15:36.865 --> 00:15:38.743 ..proper meals. 179 00:15:38.745 --> 00:15:40.943 Life will improve. 180 00:15:40.945 --> 00:15:43.463 They've assured me there'll be no more work in prisons. 181 00:15:43.465 --> 00:15:45.623 They've found me a cover job locally, 182 00:15:45.625 --> 00:15:48.650 so I'll be at home more to help out. 183 00:15:51.705 --> 00:15:53.983 I've got to get back. 184 00:15:53.985 --> 00:15:55.705 I'm leaving on the morning train. 185 00:15:56.825 --> 00:15:59.503 - Alec? - Come with me. 186 00:15:59.505 --> 00:16:00.705 How can I? 187 00:16:02.185 --> 00:16:03.985 When you give me no reassurance? 188 00:16:05.785 --> 00:16:09.230 First arrested for fraud, then... 189 00:16:09.250 --> 00:16:10.263 ..jailed for theft. I... 190 00:16:10.265 --> 00:16:12.503 Go to the courts, Alison. 191 00:16:12.505 --> 00:16:14.865 See if you can find a single conviction against me. 192 00:16:18.385 --> 00:16:19.983 What are you afraid of? 193 00:16:19.985 --> 00:16:21.385 That Mother's right. 194 00:16:23.185 --> 00:16:24.585 That everything - that you... 195 00:16:26.505 --> 00:16:27.983 ..it's all just a lie. 196 00:16:27.985 --> 00:16:30.250 Why would the service still employ me? 197 00:16:31.305 --> 00:16:33.505 Well, how do I know they still do? 198 00:16:35.650 --> 00:16:37.105 You follow me, when we get home. 199 00:16:38.985 --> 00:16:40.465 Maybe then you'll trust me. 200 00:16:43.985 --> 00:16:46.945 How can you believe in him without evidence? 201 00:16:48.545 --> 00:16:50.865 Sacrifice your whole life without any proof? 202 00:16:52.545 --> 00:16:55.105 Well, it's not always easy. 203 00:16:56.825 --> 00:16:58.465 But I believe in God's goodness. 204 00:17:00.185 --> 00:17:02.263 You never doubt him? 205 00:17:02.265 --> 00:17:04.743 We all have doubts at times. 206 00:17:04.745 --> 00:17:06.185 It's normal. 207 00:17:36.825 --> 00:17:39.585 - Central Middlesex Hospital, please. - Right you are, Madam. 208 00:17:42.625 --> 00:17:44.823 I need your help, Mr Ashby. 209 00:17:44.825 --> 00:17:47.383 I believe my husband worked here as a porter? 210 00:17:47.385 --> 00:17:49.423 For many years. 211 00:17:49.425 --> 00:17:51.225 Do you remember his hours? 212 00:17:52.385 --> 00:17:54.863 Well, it was shift work. 213 00:17:54.865 --> 00:17:56.623 Was he full time? 214 00:17:56.625 --> 00:17:58.463 I don't think so. 215 00:17:58.465 --> 00:18:00.905 He was always in and out, in and out. 216 00:18:04.865 --> 00:18:06.225 Was there a problem? 217 00:18:09.785 --> 00:18:12.503 - Was he sacked? - No, no. 218 00:18:12.505 --> 00:18:14.983 He could never do enough for the patients. 219 00:18:14.985 --> 00:18:17.503 Was he just a normal porter? 220 00:18:17.505 --> 00:18:19.305 He wasn't involved in anything else? 221 00:18:21.825 --> 00:18:23.505 Bert. 222 00:18:24.625 --> 00:18:27.505 My husband had other business when I married him... 223 00:18:29.145 --> 00:18:31.385 ..and I have to know if he was still involved. 224 00:18:37.650 --> 00:18:38.823 I covered for him. 225 00:18:38.825 --> 00:18:40.943 He used to meet up with a lady. 226 00:18:40.945 --> 00:18:43.423 She used to hang around, waiting. 227 00:18:43.425 --> 00:18:45.423 He'd drop everything for her. 228 00:18:45.425 --> 00:18:46.983 How often did he see her? 229 00:18:46.985 --> 00:18:48.863 Every week. 230 00:18:48.865 --> 00:18:51.103 He called her "the boss". 231 00:18:51.105 --> 00:18:53.905 Old lady, chain smoker. 232 00:19:05.705 --> 00:19:08.583 Wait for two minutes, then follow me. 233 00:19:08.585 --> 00:19:09.745 Trust me, Alison. 234 00:19:30.905 --> 00:19:32.743 Oh... 235 00:19:32.745 --> 00:19:35.230 20 years he worked for you? 236 00:19:35.250 --> 00:19:37.230 If it weren't for my mother's inheritance, 237 00:19:37.250 --> 00:19:39.665 we'd still be living in a rented room, scraping to eat. 238 00:19:41.305 --> 00:19:43.305 Can't you see the harm you did? 239 00:19:44.625 --> 00:19:47.343 The doubts you seeded? 240 00:19:47.345 --> 00:19:49.423 Why didn't you pay him? 241 00:19:49.425 --> 00:19:52.463 I have a right to know. My sons have a right to know. 242 00:19:52.465 --> 00:19:55.623 This is the British intelligence service. You don't have any rights. 243 00:19:55.625 --> 00:19:58.343 I sacrific-Alec... sacrificed... 244 00:19:58.345 --> 00:20:00.230 ..his name, 245 00:20:00.250 --> 00:20:02.823 his happiness, everything for you. 246 00:20:02.825 --> 00:20:04.583 There are things you don't know. 247 00:20:04.585 --> 00:20:06.743 - Oh, please tell me. - You don't want to know. - Tell me. 248 00:20:06.745 --> 00:20:08.823 - You don't want to know. - Tell me. - You'll regret it. 249 00:20:08.825 --> 00:20:10.703 Tell me the truth, Coleman. 250 00:20:12.825 --> 00:20:17.423 I'm giving you one last chance - to walk away from all this 251 00:20:17.425 --> 00:20:19.705 and live the rest of your life in peace. 252 00:20:29.650 --> 00:20:32.943 You lived in poverty because with a criminal record, 253 00:20:32.945 --> 00:20:36.465 Alec was only employable only in the lowest positions. 254 00:20:39.945 --> 00:20:42.745 We fired Alec from the service in 1942. 255 00:20:46.385 --> 00:20:47.585 Sorry? 256 00:20:50.345 --> 00:20:51.665 We fired him. 257 00:20:53.225 --> 00:20:54.623 No. 258 00:20:56.585 --> 00:20:59.783 No, he uncovered the... the traitors at the Egyptian Embassy. 259 00:20:59.785 --> 00:21:02.743 I typed it up, I... I heard it. 260 00:21:02.745 --> 00:21:05.425 Ah, no, you typed up his translations. 261 00:21:06.465 --> 00:21:09.623 But he didn't translate what he actually heard. 262 00:21:09.625 --> 00:21:11.143 What? 263 00:21:11.145 --> 00:21:13.145 Well, he embellished the facts. 264 00:21:14.625 --> 00:21:18.423 He spun us a fantastical web of intrigue, 265 00:21:18.425 --> 00:21:21.663 I mean, a wonderful spy story - none of it actually true. 266 00:21:21.665 --> 00:21:23.663 No, he helped us win the war! 267 00:21:23.665 --> 00:21:25.103 No, he didn't. 268 00:21:25.105 --> 00:21:29.103 MI5 spent months - precious, wasted months - 269 00:21:29.105 --> 00:21:33.303 trying to track down this so-called Egyptian spy ring. 270 00:21:33.305 --> 00:21:36.143 He went to Alamein - I saw the passport, I saw the stamps... 271 00:21:36.145 --> 00:21:37.663 - No, it was faked. - ..I saw... No. 272 00:21:37.665 --> 00:21:39.703 - He was in prison for fraud. - No. 273 00:21:39.705 --> 00:21:41.103 - Jailed again in '44. - No, stop it! 274 00:21:41.105 --> 00:21:43.585 - You should have stuck to your guns... - Stop it! - ..and left him. 275 00:21:44.785 --> 00:21:47.543 - Alec's skills of deception were judged... - Stop it! 276 00:21:47.545 --> 00:21:50.583 ..to be so dangerous that the service decided to 277 00:21:50.585 --> 00:21:53.623 - watch him for the rest of his life. - No, you're lying! 278 00:21:53.625 --> 00:21:56.183 You're his handler, I saw you. I saw you with him. 279 00:21:56.185 --> 00:21:59.303 People saw you at the hospital, they saw you with him. 280 00:21:59.305 --> 00:22:00.543 Yes. 281 00:22:00.545 --> 00:22:02.865 As I said, the service decided to watch him. 282 00:22:06.505 --> 00:22:08.545 He was under my surveillance. 283 00:22:11.305 --> 00:22:12.705 I don't believe you. 284 00:22:18.425 --> 00:22:19.985 I think you already do. 285 00:22:37.825 --> 00:22:40.425 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. 286 00:22:43.465 --> 00:22:44.945 I have been trusting. 287 00:22:47.625 --> 00:22:49.943 Forgive me, for I loved my husband. 288 00:22:49.945 --> 00:22:51.823 I believed him. 289 00:22:51.825 --> 00:22:53.943 I lied to my sons. 290 00:22:53.945 --> 00:22:57.630 Forgive me for being weak - so weak! 291 00:22:57.650 --> 00:23:01.143 And vain and stupid - just...! 292 00:23:34.985 --> 00:23:36.665 Mrs Wilson? 293 00:23:56.225 --> 00:23:58.783 He offers you hope, 294 00:23:58.785 --> 00:24:01.345 so you lower your guard, and then he disappears. 295 00:24:04.625 --> 00:24:07.230 You're grieving. 296 00:24:07.250 --> 00:24:08.705 You think God has abandoned you. 297 00:24:10.425 --> 00:24:11.705 It's natural. 298 00:24:18.385 --> 00:24:21.250 You loved Alec so very much, didn't you? 299 00:24:26.345 --> 00:24:29.385 What you need now is sleep. 300 00:24:31.625 --> 00:24:33.665 Some rest. 301 00:24:36.425 --> 00:24:39.383 There is a community of Servite women 302 00:24:39.385 --> 00:24:42.385 who take others in - for retreat. 303 00:24:45.250 --> 00:24:46.225 I could call them? 304 00:24:51.945 --> 00:24:53.265 God is testing you. 305 00:24:54.585 --> 00:24:56.250 Be patient. 306 00:24:57.625 --> 00:24:58.985 Search for a chink of light. 307 00:25:01.185 --> 00:25:02.225 It will come. 308 00:25:04.545 --> 00:25:05.665 And when it does... 309 00:25:07.385 --> 00:25:10.465 ..open yourself up and let God in. 310 00:25:58.185 --> 00:25:59.785 Hello? 311 00:26:01.105 --> 00:26:02.905 Who is this? 312 00:26:04.185 --> 00:26:07.943 My husband gave me this number. He-he left me a card in his wallet. 313 00:26:07.945 --> 00:26:11.663 Then we need to have another talk, Mrs Wilson. 314 00:26:11.665 --> 00:26:12.983 Mr Karim, is that you? 315 00:26:12.985 --> 00:26:15.145 Yes. I've just got back from Lahore. 316 00:26:48.650 --> 00:26:52.543 If you knew about Alec's work, why didn't you tell me before? 317 00:26:52.545 --> 00:26:55.623 I'm sorry, I made a promise to Alec many years ago. 318 00:26:55.625 --> 00:26:56.785 Let me explain. 319 00:26:58.505 --> 00:27:00.503 Here we are. 320 00:27:00.505 --> 00:27:02.250 Please have a seat. 321 00:27:05.945 --> 00:27:07.265 I don't need much. 322 00:27:08.505 --> 00:27:11.650 Just enough for an odd visit home and... 323 00:27:12.825 --> 00:27:14.785 ..the subscription to my club. 324 00:27:21.865 --> 00:27:23.465 You've been in the wars. 325 00:27:24.585 --> 00:27:25.665 It was all a lie. 326 00:27:27.105 --> 00:27:28.425 Everything Alec told me. 327 00:27:31.185 --> 00:27:33.225 I have no idea what you can add... 328 00:27:34.705 --> 00:27:37.985 ..but I know that Alec was sacked in 1942 for lying. 329 00:27:39.345 --> 00:27:41.505 He was sacked for telling the truth, Mrs Wilson. 330 00:27:42.905 --> 00:27:45.423 There was a group of agents in MI5 331 00:27:45.425 --> 00:27:50.423 who wanted control of Alec's phone line to the Egyptian embassy. 332 00:27:50.425 --> 00:27:54.383 Why? Couldn't they just read his transcripts? 333 00:27:54.385 --> 00:27:58.265 Don't assume everyone in the service was on the same side. 334 00:28:00.905 --> 00:28:04.663 You think that Alec was set up by a double agent working in MI5? 335 00:28:04.665 --> 00:28:05.865 I don't think so. 336 00:28:07.650 --> 00:28:09.703 I know it. 337 00:28:09.705 --> 00:28:11.230 Why? 338 00:28:11.250 --> 00:28:13.223 They said that Alec was fabricating material, 339 00:28:13.225 --> 00:28:15.263 so they could sack him. 340 00:28:15.265 --> 00:28:16.703 Why? 341 00:28:16.705 --> 00:28:18.303 With their own man on the line, 342 00:28:18.305 --> 00:28:21.265 they could send intelligence straight through to Moscow. 343 00:28:22.705 --> 00:28:25.223 But how could they do that? 344 00:28:25.225 --> 00:28:27.183 How could they smear Alec like that? 345 00:28:27.185 --> 00:28:32.303 He was a story teller, and he didn't help himself, you see? 346 00:28:32.305 --> 00:28:34.303 The complicated love life, 347 00:28:34.305 --> 00:28:36.905 the reckless exaggerations about his background. 348 00:28:39.385 --> 00:28:43.985 What a good friend you are, Mr Karim, protecting Alec like this. 349 00:28:46.250 --> 00:28:47.545 Mrs Wilson... 350 00:28:49.545 --> 00:28:51.145 ..it's all true. 351 00:28:59.425 --> 00:29:01.383 You want me to believe in him again. 352 00:29:01.385 --> 00:29:03.345 I just don't have the strength. 353 00:29:42.225 --> 00:29:43.383 Hello? 354 00:29:43.385 --> 00:29:44.425 Mum? 355 00:29:46.745 --> 00:29:48.265 What's wrong? 356 00:29:50.345 --> 00:29:53.305 Gordon said you're OK now, that you've been to see him. 357 00:29:55.785 --> 00:29:57.265 I'm fine. 358 00:29:58.745 --> 00:30:02.345 - How's Oxford? - It's great. My digs are really nice. 359 00:30:04.225 --> 00:30:07.143 Good. That's good. 360 00:30:07.145 --> 00:30:11.230 Listen, Mum, I know you miss Dad, 361 00:30:11.250 --> 00:30:13.345 but me and Gordon - we're always here. 362 00:30:17.305 --> 00:30:19.943 Where do you learn such kindness, Nigel? 363 00:30:19.945 --> 00:30:21.825 From you. 364 00:30:26.265 --> 00:30:28.230 I love you. 365 00:30:30.705 --> 00:30:32.265 Look, I'd better go. 366 00:30:35.265 --> 00:30:36.943 I'll call you at the weekend. 367 00:30:36.945 --> 00:30:40.183 You're stronger than you think, Mum. Just keep going. 368 00:30:40.185 --> 00:30:42.665 I will. Bye, my love. 369 00:31:03.425 --> 00:31:06.503 These are all the letters Alec wrote pleading his case. 370 00:31:06.505 --> 00:31:08.543 But as soon as he made progress, 371 00:31:08.545 --> 00:31:12.303 they framed him - planted stolen goods on him. 372 00:31:12.305 --> 00:31:15.105 You surely can't believe that he was capable of theft? 373 00:31:17.625 --> 00:31:20.423 He gave everything to the service and they broke him. 374 00:31:20.425 --> 00:31:22.703 Cast him out without a penny. 375 00:31:22.705 --> 00:31:24.503 But why didn't he tell me the truth? 376 00:31:24.505 --> 00:31:26.743 He wanted to protect you. 377 00:31:26.745 --> 00:31:31.583 And then I think he let the lie take root in his own head... 378 00:31:31.585 --> 00:31:34.543 ..till he almost believed it himself. 379 00:31:34.545 --> 00:31:37.103 If he wasn't a spy, then who was he? 380 00:31:37.105 --> 00:31:39.903 He wanted you to think the best of him. 381 00:31:39.905 --> 00:31:41.425 I know that much. 382 00:31:45.305 --> 00:31:47.905 I want to believe you, Mr Karim, I really do. 383 00:31:49.545 --> 00:31:51.385 But it's so incredible. 384 00:31:54.425 --> 00:31:56.185 Is there someone else I can talk to? 385 00:31:58.545 --> 00:32:01.103 I can't introduce you to the KGB. 386 00:32:01.105 --> 00:32:03.650 Then how do I know who to believe? 387 00:32:04.625 --> 00:32:06.265 Don't give up on him, Mrs Wilson. 388 00:32:08.505 --> 00:32:09.705 Choose faith. 389 00:32:28.905 --> 00:32:30.823 Go to the courts, Alison. 390 00:32:30.825 --> 00:32:33.545 See if you can find a single conviction against me. 391 00:32:34.785 --> 00:32:36.425 What are you afraid of? 392 00:32:49.945 --> 00:32:52.185 - Marylebone Crown Court, please. - OK. 393 00:32:54.785 --> 00:32:56.105 Thank you. 394 00:33:05.865 --> 00:33:09.183 I've just come from the court records office. 395 00:33:09.185 --> 00:33:11.423 I met an archivist. 396 00:33:11.425 --> 00:33:13.650 Nice fellow. 397 00:33:14.650 --> 00:33:15.945 Couldn't have been more helpful. 398 00:33:17.505 --> 00:33:21.183 Why are there no records of the crimes you say he committed? 399 00:33:21.185 --> 00:33:23.265 Why were there no trials, Coleman? 400 00:33:29.145 --> 00:33:30.705 You were married... 401 00:33:32.345 --> 00:33:34.543 ..to a pathological liar, Alison. 402 00:33:34.545 --> 00:33:36.783 Accept it. 403 00:33:36.785 --> 00:33:39.743 You can't answer the question, can you? 404 00:33:39.745 --> 00:33:43.823 And now you're on some wild goose chase, led by his great pal, Karim. 405 00:33:43.825 --> 00:33:47.230 You sacked an agent, destroyed him. 406 00:33:47.250 --> 00:33:49.343 Covered it up for 20 years. 407 00:33:49.345 --> 00:33:54.783 We fired your husband because his transcripts were make-believe. 408 00:33:54.785 --> 00:33:57.463 So, why would he listen to one thing and make up another? 409 00:33:57.465 --> 00:33:58.545 Fiction. 410 00:33:59.865 --> 00:34:02.103 - It's what he did. - What, jeopardise his career? 411 00:34:02.105 --> 00:34:04.230 The war effort? For the sake of a story? 412 00:34:04.250 --> 00:34:06.785 - I don't think so, Coleman. - It's who he was. 413 00:34:09.145 --> 00:34:10.585 No, he loved his country. 414 00:34:12.705 --> 00:34:14.105 Why would he do that? 415 00:34:15.865 --> 00:34:18.983 You think I haven't wondered about that myself? 416 00:34:18.985 --> 00:34:20.903 I watched him... 417 00:34:20.905 --> 00:34:22.665 for 20 years. 418 00:34:27.345 --> 00:34:29.250 I never found any answers. 419 00:34:38.345 --> 00:34:40.705 You just believe what you like. 420 00:34:42.425 --> 00:34:44.625 You won't find a scrap of evidence. 421 00:34:49.465 --> 00:34:51.623 My boys are fine, aren't they? 422 00:34:51.625 --> 00:34:53.785 Their careers were never in any danger. 423 00:35:08.305 --> 00:35:13.223 You know, I know that Alec had wives before me. 424 00:35:13.225 --> 00:35:16.630 I know that he lied about his background, his family life, 425 00:35:16.650 --> 00:35:17.505 his education. 426 00:35:18.665 --> 00:35:20.785 He lied to me so many times. 427 00:35:23.225 --> 00:35:24.785 But not this. 428 00:35:27.305 --> 00:35:30.145 He did everything for his country and you destroyed him. 429 00:35:32.650 --> 00:35:33.385 I know who he was. 430 00:35:37.985 --> 00:35:39.305 I know. 431 00:36:00.250 --> 00:36:03.103 Gordon, it's Mum. 432 00:36:03.105 --> 00:36:05.863 I really need to talk to you... 433 00:36:05.865 --> 00:36:07.263 about Dad. 434 00:36:07.265 --> 00:36:11.305 He made mistakes, Gordon, he made lots of them. But... 435 00:36:13.625 --> 00:36:15.265 ..I know who he was. 436 00:36:16.625 --> 00:36:18.225 He loved us. 437 00:36:19.745 --> 00:36:22.425 Oh, he loved us. 438 00:36:34.225 --> 00:36:35.345 Afternoon. 439 00:36:46.385 --> 00:36:49.703 Olive, the boys are coming home for the weekend. 440 00:36:49.705 --> 00:36:51.783 You must both come in for a drink. 441 00:36:51.785 --> 00:36:53.505 Alison, we would love that. 442 00:38:31.265 --> 00:38:32.903 Hello. 443 00:38:32.905 --> 00:38:34.423 Are you all right? 444 00:38:34.425 --> 00:38:35.903 Yes, thank you. 445 00:38:35.905 --> 00:38:37.943 What's your name? 446 00:38:37.945 --> 00:38:40.623 - Douglas. - How old are you, Douglas? 447 00:38:40.625 --> 00:38:43.383 - Eight. - Are you meeting someone here? 448 00:38:43.385 --> 00:38:46.943 My mum. I'm meeting her here after work. 449 00:38:46.945 --> 00:38:48.705 We're looking for my dad. 450 00:38:50.145 --> 00:38:51.705 We thought he lived here. 451 00:38:54.305 --> 00:38:55.943 What do you mean? 452 00:38:55.945 --> 00:38:59.305 We need to see him. He's stopped sending us our money. 453 00:39:01.785 --> 00:39:03.823 What does your dad do? 454 00:39:03.825 --> 00:39:05.650 He's a doctor. 455 00:39:11.825 --> 00:39:13.423 He's probably in Pakistan. 456 00:39:13.425 --> 00:39:15.903 He's got a big house there in Lahore. 457 00:39:15.905 --> 00:39:18.263 He even taught me to count in Urdu. 458 00:39:18.265 --> 00:39:20.423 Ek, do, 459 00:39:20.425 --> 00:39:22.943 teen, chaar, 460 00:39:22.945 --> 00:39:25.505 paanch, che. 461 00:39:42.305 --> 00:39:44.463 Excuse me? 462 00:39:44.465 --> 00:39:47.703 Excuse me, I'm looking for my husband. 463 00:39:47.705 --> 00:39:49.623 Could you open the door, please? 464 00:39:49.625 --> 00:39:51.423 Hello? 465 00:39:51.425 --> 00:39:54.463 I'm looking for my husband. 466 00:39:54.465 --> 00:39:57.543 My name's Mrs Wilson? Elizabeth Wilson. 467 00:39:57.545 --> 00:39:59.863 I need to find my husband. 468 00:39:59.865 --> 00:40:01.545 Could you please open the door? 469 00:40:08.185 --> 00:40:09.903 Hello! 470 00:40:09.905 --> 00:40:11.663 I have no-one else to speak to! 471 00:40:11.665 --> 00:40:13.305 I need to find my husband. 472 00:41:12.465 --> 00:41:14.505 I can't believe she's never been back. 473 00:41:18.625 --> 00:41:20.105 What have you got there? 474 00:41:21.585 --> 00:41:23.823 Just found it. 475 00:41:23.825 --> 00:41:26.250 Shoved right to the back of Mum's wardrobe. 476 00:41:27.250 --> 00:41:28.745 It must be the only photo she kept. 477 00:41:31.425 --> 00:41:34.825 Come on. Susan'll kill me if she goes into labour before I get back. 478 00:42:37.505 --> 00:42:39.745 Oh, Deborah. Oh! 479 00:42:41.425 --> 00:42:42.983 She's gorgeous. 480 00:42:42.985 --> 00:42:44.825 Can I? 481 00:42:47.585 --> 00:42:49.185 Sh, sh. 482 00:42:55.145 --> 00:42:56.823 Hello. 483 00:42:56.825 --> 00:43:00.583 Oh, you're gorgeous. Yes, you are. 484 00:43:00.585 --> 00:43:02.345 Deborah. 485 00:43:07.945 --> 00:43:09.905 Thank you for bringing her to meet me. 486 00:43:11.905 --> 00:43:14.143 I know I shut you out. 487 00:43:14.145 --> 00:43:15.663 I had to. 488 00:43:15.665 --> 00:43:17.105 I'm sorry. 489 00:43:18.345 --> 00:43:21.143 I'm splitting the proceeds of the house between the two of you. 490 00:43:21.145 --> 00:43:24.265 - Mum... - No, I want to help you each buy a place of your own. 491 00:43:25.865 --> 00:43:28.630 I won't have your children growing up as you did. 492 00:43:28.650 --> 00:43:29.743 It's all right, we can sort ourselves. 493 00:43:29.745 --> 00:43:31.903 No, I've already arranged the bank transfer. 494 00:43:31.905 --> 00:43:33.785 But what will you live on? 495 00:43:35.650 --> 00:43:37.585 - I don't need anything. - Not now. 496 00:43:40.985 --> 00:43:43.345 I didn't want to tell you until I was sure, but... 497 00:43:44.345 --> 00:43:46.225 ..I've decided to stay here for good. 498 00:43:47.785 --> 00:43:49.863 No, it's good news. 499 00:43:49.865 --> 00:43:51.903 I've found peace. 500 00:43:51.905 --> 00:43:53.465 As long as you're happy? 501 00:43:54.825 --> 00:43:56.663 I am. 502 00:43:56.665 --> 00:43:58.303 It's all right. 503 00:43:58.305 --> 00:44:00.225 We'll still meet and talk. 504 00:44:02.905 --> 00:44:04.505 Bye-bye. 505 00:44:08.545 --> 00:44:11.185 I found this, in case you want it. 506 00:44:13.425 --> 00:44:15.105 Bless you. Come here. 507 00:44:22.465 --> 00:44:24.345 Look after yourself, love. Hm? 508 00:44:30.225 --> 00:44:34.145 When Deborah grows up, what will I tell her about Dad? 509 00:44:43.105 --> 00:44:44.745 Take care, love. 510 00:45:16.905 --> 00:45:18.943 Hello. 511 00:45:18.945 --> 00:45:21.343 How kind of you to meet me after all this time. 512 00:45:21.345 --> 00:45:22.663 How are you? 513 00:45:22.665 --> 00:45:23.983 Mmm. 514 00:45:23.985 --> 00:45:25.463 And Gordon and Nigel? 515 00:45:25.465 --> 00:45:27.103 We're fine. 516 00:45:27.105 --> 00:45:28.505 We're all fine. 517 00:45:29.705 --> 00:45:31.865 - Gordon's just had a baby, actually. - Ah. 518 00:45:40.185 --> 00:45:42.103 She's got the Wilson eyes. 519 00:45:42.105 --> 00:45:43.785 Yes, she has. 520 00:45:44.785 --> 00:45:46.623 Deborah. 521 00:45:46.625 --> 00:45:48.505 A new cousin for my two kids. 522 00:46:04.650 --> 00:46:06.385 Do you ever wish you hadn't found out about us? 523 00:46:07.505 --> 00:46:08.985 No. 524 00:46:12.345 --> 00:46:14.703 I'd rather know the truth. 525 00:46:14.705 --> 00:46:16.465 Who Dad really was. 526 00:46:19.145 --> 00:46:21.105 I've just kept it from them for so long. 527 00:46:25.345 --> 00:46:26.865 You're a good mother. 528 00:46:27.905 --> 00:46:29.425 They will understand. 529 00:46:36.185 --> 00:46:37.705 What's on your mind? 530 00:46:40.305 --> 00:46:42.103 How can I give myself to God 531 00:46:42.105 --> 00:46:45.103 while I'm being dishonest with my children? 532 00:46:45.105 --> 00:46:46.465 What do you mean? 533 00:46:48.505 --> 00:46:51.185 There's still so much I haven't told them about Alec. 534 00:46:53.945 --> 00:46:55.945 Well, then, it's time to talk to them. 535 00:46:57.465 --> 00:46:59.303 I know. 536 00:46:59.305 --> 00:47:00.945 And I want to, I just... 537 00:47:03.945 --> 00:47:05.705 It has to be done the right way. 538 00:47:08.650 --> 00:47:10.465 With kindness, compassion. 539 00:47:11.865 --> 00:47:15.945 You're asking me how you can forgive Alec? 540 00:47:23.585 --> 00:47:25.985 Understanding comes first, Alison... 541 00:47:27.105 --> 00:47:29.625 ..then forgiveness. 542 00:47:49.145 --> 00:47:51.463 You must have spent time with Alec when he was a young man. 543 00:47:51.465 --> 00:47:52.905 Yes, of course. 544 00:47:53.985 --> 00:47:55.505 How did you know him? 545 00:47:56.785 --> 00:48:00.463 I'm sorry, I just never quite understood his connection to this house. 546 00:48:00.465 --> 00:48:03.623 Oh, it was used as a military hospital during both wars. 547 00:48:03.625 --> 00:48:07.423 Alec convalesced here when he came back from the Somme. 548 00:48:07.425 --> 00:48:11.545 Just a teenager when he arrived back from the front, poor lad. 549 00:48:12.825 --> 00:48:14.625 We were all terribly fond of him. 550 00:48:16.225 --> 00:48:20.465 We'd be in here on our break and hear him crying out. 551 00:48:22.465 --> 00:48:24.703 He was very low. 552 00:48:24.705 --> 00:48:26.585 The things he'd seen... 553 00:48:27.745 --> 00:48:29.505 He had nightmares his whole life. 554 00:48:30.585 --> 00:48:34.230 I used to read to him, take his mind off it. 555 00:48:34.250 --> 00:48:36.625 Romances, mysteries, you name it. 556 00:48:38.225 --> 00:48:41.503 We went through the whole night sometimes. 557 00:48:41.505 --> 00:48:45.745 And then, a doctor brought him in a typewriter. 558 00:48:47.465 --> 00:48:48.943 And that was it. 559 00:48:48.945 --> 00:48:50.625 - He started writing here? - Mm. 560 00:48:52.225 --> 00:48:55.903 A story about a young officer. 561 00:48:55.905 --> 00:48:58.183 Can you remember any of it? 562 00:48:58.185 --> 00:49:00.703 Well, it was a bit of a fantasy, really. 563 00:49:00.705 --> 00:49:03.623 This chap saved all his men... 564 00:49:03.625 --> 00:49:05.745 helped win the war. 565 00:49:07.785 --> 00:49:10.345 Oh, now, then. What was it called? 566 00:49:12.545 --> 00:49:15.703 He led his soldiers over the highest mountains, 567 00:49:15.705 --> 00:49:19.703 across the widest rivers, marching onwards. 568 00:49:19.705 --> 00:49:21.823 March, march, march, march to victory! 569 00:49:21.825 --> 00:49:23.465 The March To Victory. 570 00:49:24.785 --> 00:49:26.783 That's it. 571 00:49:26.785 --> 00:49:29.943 He started eating again. 572 00:49:29.945 --> 00:49:31.383 Walking in the garden. 573 00:49:31.385 --> 00:49:33.585 He came back to life. It was remarkable. 574 00:49:35.985 --> 00:49:38.665 Did he ever tell you how writing helped him? 575 00:49:40.585 --> 00:49:45.630 He said it took away the fear inside him. 576 00:49:45.650 --> 00:49:50.585 And he could fiddle with a story, give it a happy ending. 577 00:49:52.745 --> 00:49:54.385 Did he carry on with the fiction? 578 00:49:57.265 --> 00:49:58.825 Until the very end. 579 00:51:06.705 --> 00:51:08.625 "My dear Gordon and Nigel. 580 00:51:16.785 --> 00:51:18.825 "This is the true story of our life. 581 00:51:19.985 --> 00:51:22.503 "I've wanted to tell you for so long, 582 00:51:22.505 --> 00:51:24.383 "but the truth is complicated 583 00:51:24.385 --> 00:51:27.183 "and it felt kinder to keep it from you. 584 00:51:27.185 --> 00:51:29.583 "But the lies must end with me. 585 00:51:29.585 --> 00:51:32.865 "Only with the truth can I tell you that you have a greater family. 586 00:51:33.985 --> 00:51:36.863 "And how can I deprive you of that? 587 00:51:36.865 --> 00:51:40.583 "The chance to get to know your own flesh and blood. 588 00:51:40.585 --> 00:51:45.703 "Maybe, when the hurt has faded, you will find your brothers. 589 00:51:45.705 --> 00:51:48.663 "Or, in years to come, your children will find their cousins 590 00:51:48.665 --> 00:51:50.983 "and make friends. 591 00:51:50.985 --> 00:51:53.463 "Perhaps some good can come of this." 592 00:51:53.465 --> 00:51:55.103 And the Holy Spirit. 593 00:51:55.105 --> 00:51:56.745 I, Alison Wilson... 594 00:51:58.225 --> 00:52:01.303 ..have lived the life of the Servite Secular Institute 595 00:52:01.305 --> 00:52:02.463 for three years... 596 00:52:02.465 --> 00:52:05.705 "You must decide for yourselves who your father really was. 597 00:52:06.785 --> 00:52:10.945 "But you should know that, with God's help, I have forgiven him. 598 00:52:12.145 --> 00:52:14.985 "I hope, one day, that you may be able to do the same." 599 00:52:17.250 --> 00:52:19.785 Therefore, I, Alison Wilson... 600 00:52:21.745 --> 00:52:24.223 ..vow to live... 601 00:52:24.225 --> 00:52:29.250 in chastity, in poverty and obedience. 602 00:52:53.185 --> 00:52:55.630 In the body of Christ. 603 00:52:55.650 --> 00:52:56.625 Amen. 604 00:53:11.705 --> 00:53:13.985 "This is the true story of our life. 605 00:53:20.585 --> 00:53:22.265 "Never doubt that Dad loved you. 606 00:53:23.665 --> 00:53:26.625 "As, of course, do I, my darling boys." 607 00:55:19.863 --> 00:55:24.863 Subtitles by explosiveskull 43433

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