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I… I'm gonna say it's not me.
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Someone wrote it
to make it look like it was me.
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But it is you.
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She just wants to know you're OK.
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She loves you.
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Why did I write that shit?
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If I'd left the essay alone,
none of this would've fucking happened.
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But maybe you would have had
less of a shot at Harvard.
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And you'd still be gay.
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You think some part of you, like…
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wanted this to happen?
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What the fuck?
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- No, like, subconsciously.
- No.
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This is my worst nightmare.
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There are, like, 100 out kids at school.
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So? None of them is on the swim team.
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They're all drama club kids,
and they're part of your pleasure play.
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-That doesn't even make sense.
-Not me.
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No one's gonna give a fuck.
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And if they do,
I'll beat the shit out of them.
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I can't go back there.
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You have nothing to be ashamed of.
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Don't make this a thing, and it won't be.
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This will kill 'em.
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They'll think they failed as parents.
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They won't find out.
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You weren't tagged in the post,
they have zero social media,
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and he uses a fucking flip phone.
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How come you felt like
you couldn't tell me?
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I feel like I wasn't there for you,
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and I don't know
what to do with that right now.
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I couldn't tell anybody.
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My baby.
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What time is it?
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Go back to sleep, Mummy.
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It's already after five.
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You stayed up all night?
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Huh?
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You can't keep going on like this.
It's too much for you.
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I'm good, Mummy.
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It's not forever.
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What about the interview?
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It's at eight.
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I'll have enough time to get to school
to take my math test.
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I just need to close my eyes
for a few minutes.
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Aye, aye, aye.
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Let yourself sleep
for a couple hours, at least.
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I'll get the kids to school.
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Mm-hmm.
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Before I take your sister
to the doctor. You need to rest.
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No. Just a few minutes.
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'Cause I'm really fine.
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Welcome to our first
random bag check day, folks!
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Have your bags open for inspection.
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I went to see Owen.
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OK.
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It's like a fucking prison in there.
And now they want me to go to All-State.
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You got in?
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I'm taking Owen's seat.
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Fuck.
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What'd he say when you told him?
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It's not your fault, Jay.
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It's not.
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And you wallowing in shit
doesn't help anything.
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You know, you didn't even say anything
about these stickers,
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which are dumb valid,
'cause guess who designed them.
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-Yeah, with my slogan.
-Thank you.
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You come to one meeting.
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Exactly, my first meeting,
and it's my slogan on the sticker.
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-Oh word? OK. Here.
-Yeah.
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Yo, yo, yo. BSU happening tonight.
I got tickets for everybody.
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You get one. You get one. I got…
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I'll let you know.
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-I have to do that right now.
-Here, take this.
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- Tonight.
- Yo, hook me up, bro.
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Yeah, bro.
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You gonna be there?
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'Cause if you go,
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I guess I gotta go.
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Yeah, nah.
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Fucking Orlov fuckboy.
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What? I'm not allowed to make a mistake?
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Yo, you should come
to this BSU thing with me.
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No.
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We got two lines going here, guys.
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Bags open. Have 'em ready.
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If I was a terrorist,
I swear to God, I'd set a bomb right here.
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Like just wipe us all out.
Yo, we're done.
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You know, wouldn't even give them
the time to check our bags, you know?
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Smart. Keep saying that shit
right in front of security.
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I'm sure they're down
with bomb talk from the brown kids.
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Fucking idiots, I swear to God.
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Where you going?
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Hey.
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Hey, man.
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-How you doing?
-Come here for a sec.
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You doing OK
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with all this shit?
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I meant what I said in my text.
If you wanna talk about anything--
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Was it you?
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Did you post that shit?
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What?
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-Dude, no. Why would I post--
-You were at my place.
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You had my bag the day of the arrests.
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You really think I would do that?
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-This your way of forcing me to own my--
-Whoa! OK, no.
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I would never out someone.
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Hey.
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All right, good to go.
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Hey.
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Can I talk to you?
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Sure.
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I just wanted to, um…
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You know, you were so right
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that things have been weird,
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and I just feel like…
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I don't know. Um…
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I've been talking to Rabbi Schultz, and--
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Wait. You've been talking to my Rabbi?
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Yeah, and she's been
giving me all this advice,
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and it totally made me realize that, like…
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I'm on a journey.
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And, like, everyone's on a journey,
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and sometimes we don't know where to go,
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or we go down the wrong path, but, like,
we have to be there for each other. And…
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I wanna be there for you,
and I want you to be there for me.
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Just like we always were.
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Yeah, I mean…
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I want that too.
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Yeah, it's just, like, you haven't really
been there for me lately.
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Like, at all.
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And that's really hard for me
with everything going on right now.
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And I think that's why
I've been acting like such a bitch.
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And I know that's not fair, but…
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I've just really needed you.
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Wait. I haven't been there for you?
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Can we just, like, hang out, like before?
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Like, do you wanna go to the BSU thing?
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I'm gonna go with them.
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OK. Yeah.
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The fuck?
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P.m.?
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You set it to fucking p.m., you stupid…
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Hi. Excuse, I'm really sorry.
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I was supposed to be
in an interview earlier today.
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-Is there any way I can still…
-Hold on, baby.
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-Slow down. What's your name?
-Dominique Pierre.
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Oh wow. You're legit late.
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You have a good excuse?
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I'm just late.
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OK then.
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Let me see what I can do here.
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Looks like I can squeeze you in at 11:30.
Can you come back?
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In an hour?
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Of course. Yes. Thank you.
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So fucking stupid.
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So then I just lied,
said I could wait around all day.
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But I gotta be back for our test.
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Girl, stop stressin'.
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Can't believe I fucked this up.
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Want me to pull the fire alarm
or something?
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Listen, this place is crazy jumpy.
All you gotta do is be like…
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"…Bomb!"
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-And they'll shut down the whole school.
-Girl, don't even joke.
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I'm about to call in a threat myself.
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All right. I gotta go, Mommy,
but you're gonna kill it, OK?
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Just remember, vulnerability is power.
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OK.
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Bye, Mika.
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Dominique, thank you for being here.
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Thank you very much for having me.
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And accommodating me.
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Again, I apologize.
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Why don't you start
by telling us a little bit about yourself?
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OK.
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Yeah.
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I'm currently a junior
at Grand Army High School.
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And, um…
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I first got interested in mental health
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when I took AP Psychology last year,
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which was…
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the first class I ever took
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where I actually wanted
to go home and do the homework.
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Can you tell us why you're interested
in interning with us?
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How do you think you fit into our mission?
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Well, um…
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you're trying to make
mental health care services accessible
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to people who don't have that support.
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And… I know we need that in this city.
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We need that in my community.
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I see that need every day.
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To be honest,
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I'm the person you're trying to help.
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What do you mean by that?
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Can I, um…
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Can I be vulnerable
with you all for a second?
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Please.
I think we'd appreciate that.
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I think…
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most people…
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even people who want to help,
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they don't always understand
what some people are up against.
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I think, for example, when…
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we talk about self-care in this culture,
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for a lot of people,
self-care is a luxury.
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How do you think we can change that?
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By doing what you're trying to do.
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I mean…
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I don't have all the answers.
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What I know is my own experience, but…
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OK, like, I was late today.
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I accidentally set my alarm for p.m.
instead of a.m.,
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which was careless. I own that. But…
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see…
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I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning.
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Same thing yesterday
and the day before that.
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Because there's just not enough time
to do all the things I have to do
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to go after the life I want.
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And…
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I'm tired.
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And if I'm telling the truth,
it makes me angry.
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But see, that's the one thing
I can't allow myself to be because…
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then…
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I'm just what they…
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what they expect me to be, right?
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And…
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they don't wanna see my anger.
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Because…
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who's actually allowed to be angry?
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That's a privilege like everything else,
and my anger doesn't count.
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But…
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all those feelings,
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they're still there,
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and they have nowhere to go.
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There are all these girls
and women out there
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like me,
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with no one to say these things to.
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So…
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we just push them down.
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Keep them inside or whatever.
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But…
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it's there.
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It's painful.
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And…
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we need someone to hear us.
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And I know you all know this already
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because that's why you're here
doing this work, but…
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95% of mental health care workers
in this city are Caucasian.
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And…
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nothing against them, but…
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it matters who you talk to.
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It matters…
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who you're comfortable with.
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It matters who hears you, who says,
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"I understand."
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It just matters.
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I don't know the technical steps
for how this changes, but…
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you all are training Black women
to be counselors, right?
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That sounds amazing to me.
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And…
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I wanna be part of that.
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And…
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to be honest,
263
00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:41,190
I wanna rock a suit like that one day.
264
00:15:43,192 --> 00:15:46,779
I want to sit at this table
with y'all, and…
265
00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:50,616
I want to make sure I do what I can
266
00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:55,037
to make sure my people
get the things that they need.
267
00:16:02,002 --> 00:16:02,920
Also,
268
00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:04,880
I must add,
269
00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:07,174
I'm very proficient in Excel,
270
00:16:07,257 --> 00:16:09,551
and I've built my own brand…
271
00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:11,053
…on social media,
272
00:16:11,136 --> 00:16:14,515
and I'm really reliable,
and also punctual.
273
00:16:14,598 --> 00:16:15,683
Except for…
274
00:16:16,308 --> 00:16:17,476
today, obviously.
275
00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:18,394
So…
276
00:16:19,186 --> 00:16:20,104
yeah.
277
00:16:34,743 --> 00:16:36,078
What's up, man?
278
00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:40,082
Hey. I um… I saw your essay.
279
00:16:41,291 --> 00:16:42,292
That's good shit.
280
00:16:43,585 --> 00:16:45,004
Big step. Congrats.
281
00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:47,297
How's it feel to be out?
282
00:16:50,634 --> 00:16:51,760
What's cool is that…
283
00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:55,639
once you come out, there's instantly
this community here for you.
284
00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:58,767
You should, uh…
You should come to a meeting.
285
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:01,103
Gay-Straight Alliance, Tuesdays.
286
00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:03,397
You should definitely come out.
287
00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,107
Us queers gotta stick together.
288
00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:08,569
Yep. Thanks.
289
00:17:14,450 --> 00:17:15,325
Sid!
290
00:17:16,285 --> 00:17:17,119
Hey.
291
00:17:17,786 --> 00:17:18,620
Hey.
292
00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:21,081
How are you?
293
00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,668
I just can't imagine how…
294
00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:26,795
you're feeling right now.
295
00:17:27,463 --> 00:17:28,297
Just…
296
00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:30,257
being exposed like that.
297
00:17:31,633 --> 00:17:32,509
And…
298
00:17:35,345 --> 00:17:37,056
I just wanted to say that…
299
00:17:38,098 --> 00:17:40,309
when the bomb went off in our lives,
300
00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:41,518
you were there for me.
301
00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:44,480
And I feel like
a bomb went off in your life,
302
00:17:44,563 --> 00:17:46,398
and I wanna be there for you.
303
00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:14,927
Mr. Blumberg.
304
00:18:16,178 --> 00:18:17,429
I'm really sorry.
305
00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:20,516
I had an internship interview
this morning, and I got in 30 minutes ago,
306
00:18:20,599 --> 00:18:23,268
but Dolores had me wait in the main office
till the end of the period.
307
00:18:23,352 --> 00:18:24,937
John, Becca, I need your tests.
308
00:18:28,357 --> 00:18:31,068
Is there any way I can take it
after school or during my free?
309
00:18:31,151 --> 00:18:32,820
You know I can't let you do that,
Dominique.
310
00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:36,031
I know, but I didn't think
I would be gone that long.
311
00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:41,578
I appreciate that,
but I got 38 students in this class.
312
00:18:41,662 --> 00:18:43,956
And I'm not trying to be harsh,
I'm trying to be consistent,
313
00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:45,541
and if I let you make this up,
314
00:18:45,624 --> 00:18:47,709
I gotta let everyone else make it up
at some point.
315
00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:50,963
And you got a strong average,
so it brings down your grade a bit.
316
00:18:51,547 --> 00:18:52,631
That's life.
317
00:19:00,681 --> 00:19:01,765
This fucking day.
318
00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:03,433
He wouldn't let you retake it?
319
00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:05,060
Fuck.
320
00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,437
Yo, what's your interview? Tell us.
321
00:19:08,772 --> 00:19:10,357
I wanna work there so bad.
322
00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:11,358
- Aww!
- Yeah?
323
00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:13,277
I mean…
324
00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:18,073
...these women were amazing queens,
you know?
325
00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:21,410
I feel like they liked me,
but who the fuck knows?
326
00:19:21,493 --> 00:19:23,328
I talked about AP Psych. I was like,
327
00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:25,205
"Self-care is a luxury."
Does that sound dumb?
328
00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:26,999
- Mm-mm.
- Look…
329
00:19:27,624 --> 00:19:29,459
I'm a fucking self-care expert.
330
00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:32,296
- I self-care every fucking night.
- Me too.
331
00:19:32,379 --> 00:19:33,589
And it is luxurious.
332
00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:35,465
Oh my God! Shut up!
333
00:19:37,801 --> 00:19:39,970
I'm so stressed. It's like I got whiplash.
334
00:19:40,053 --> 00:19:41,638
OK, you know what you need?
335
00:19:41,722 --> 00:19:43,223
Twenty-eight hours in a day?
336
00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,434
No, you need to take a night off.
337
00:19:45,517 --> 00:19:47,144
Wild out a little bit. Chill.
338
00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:48,270
That is deadass.
339
00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:51,607
I got my APUSH test tomorrow,
and I haven't even started studying.
340
00:19:52,482 --> 00:19:53,317
Dude,
341
00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:56,028
it's a "fun-raiser,"
342
00:19:56,111 --> 00:19:57,988
which your man
and Sonia are putting together.
343
00:19:58,071 --> 00:20:00,741
- And it's early, so you can study after.
- Right.
344
00:20:00,824 --> 00:20:02,743
Come on. I know you want to.
345
00:20:02,826 --> 00:20:03,952
Come on.
346
00:20:04,036 --> 00:20:05,204
Take the sticker, babe.
347
00:20:05,287 --> 00:20:06,538
Come to the dance.
348
00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:08,373
-Fine.
-Get funky.
349
00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:10,500
Duh-duh-duh-duh.
350
00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:12,878
Hey, yo! Let's go!
351
00:20:15,297 --> 00:20:16,298
Hey, Sid.
352
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:17,841
Have a seat.
353
00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:20,510
-That's OK. I just wanted to…
-No, sit down.
354
00:20:20,594 --> 00:20:21,887
What's on your mind?
355
00:20:23,722 --> 00:20:24,765
You heard about…
356
00:20:26,850 --> 00:20:27,684
Yeah.
357
00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:30,687
Are you OK?
358
00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:34,691
How'd your parents take it?
359
00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:39,238
They're basically the last people
I'd ever expect to be on Instagram,
360
00:20:39,947 --> 00:20:41,907
-so…
-Well, have you thought about
361
00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:43,075
how you might wanna…
362
00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:45,827
approach that conversation
363
00:20:45,911 --> 00:20:47,329
if they do end up somehow--
364
00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:48,622
Do you know how it got out?
365
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:50,916
No.
366
00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:53,168
Do you?
367
00:20:55,295 --> 00:20:58,215
It would have to be someone
who obviously had access to it.
368
00:21:01,009 --> 00:21:04,513
Yeah, you know, I think it might be worth
officially reporting this to Mr. Burley.
369
00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,393
You basically had the only copy.
370
00:21:17,317 --> 00:21:19,528
Look, Sid, you have every right
to be hurt…
371
00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:21,405
and angry.
372
00:21:22,739 --> 00:21:24,032
And I wanna support you.
373
00:21:27,202 --> 00:21:28,370
But when you say that,
374
00:21:28,453 --> 00:21:31,832
it sounds like you're implying
that I had something to do with this.
375
00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:37,212
Look, this was a clear violation
of your privacy,
376
00:21:37,921 --> 00:21:39,548
and I don't know how it got out.
377
00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,261
But I think that, for now,
378
00:21:45,887 --> 00:21:48,765
you should concentrate on
what you need moving forward.
379
00:21:51,184 --> 00:21:52,853
I need to go back in time.
380
00:21:53,812 --> 00:21:54,813
Just please, don't…
381
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:57,983
push away the people
who care about you, Sid.
382
00:22:02,362 --> 00:22:04,656
Destroy, crush, pound.
383
00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:05,741
Hey, girl,
384
00:22:05,824 --> 00:22:08,493
I'll do you so hard. Enough!
385
00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:10,329
Stop talking.
386
00:22:11,038 --> 00:22:13,415
-All the things you say you're going to--
-Hey.
387
00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:16,668
Can you read this text
and tell me if it's OK to send to Joey?
388
00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:17,878
Uh…
389
00:22:17,961 --> 00:22:19,755
I can't right now.
390
00:22:19,838 --> 00:22:23,008
I just want her to know
that I'm, like, supportive, you know?
391
00:22:23,091 --> 00:22:25,260
Who told you
I want your aggression?
392
00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:29,681
- Caress, lick, attend to--
-Hold, please, Maya.
393
00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:31,433
Leila,
394
00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:33,852
you know the ASL for this, right?
395
00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,022
Most of it.
396
00:22:37,898 --> 00:22:38,940
And the blocking?
397
00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:45,572
Why does she walk downstage
on "rinse and repeat"?
398
00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:51,286
Empowerment.
399
00:22:53,580 --> 00:22:54,456
Empowerment.
400
00:22:55,332 --> 00:22:56,625
Empowerment.
401
00:22:56,708 --> 00:22:59,378
Upstage is shame,
downstage is empowerment.
402
00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:00,879
Can you focus, please?
403
00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:02,756
Yeah, totally. I am.
404
00:23:03,882 --> 00:23:06,802
Can we take it back?
Top of that section. Sorry, Maya.
405
00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:11,181
And if there are people talking backstage
right now, seriously, shut the fuck up.
406
00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:15,310
Dominate, destroy, crush, pound.
407
00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:17,854
Hey, girl, I'll do you so hard.
408
00:23:17,938 --> 00:23:18,855
Enough!
409
00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649
Stop talking.
410
00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:24,986
All the things you say
you're going to do to my body
411
00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:27,739
are actually just for your…
412
00:23:28,490 --> 00:23:29,324
body.
413
00:23:30,367 --> 00:23:33,787
Who told you I want to be ravaged?
414
00:23:35,330 --> 00:23:38,041
Who told you I want your aggression?
415
00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:40,794
Caress, lick,
416
00:23:41,294 --> 00:23:42,170
attend to.
417
00:23:42,629 --> 00:23:43,505
Please.
418
00:23:44,673 --> 00:23:45,590
Rinse.
419
00:23:46,258 --> 00:23:47,259
Repeat.
420
00:23:47,342 --> 00:23:52,305
What happens if I'm just direct
about what I like and what I want?
421
00:23:53,014 --> 00:23:55,142
What if I dared to say the words?
422
00:23:55,851 --> 00:23:57,018
The answer is easy.
423
00:23:58,728 --> 00:24:00,897
You'd call me a freak.
424
00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:04,317
You'd call me…
425
00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:06,862
aggressive.
426
00:24:16,371 --> 00:24:17,664
You wanna take Grammy's quilt?
427
00:24:18,582 --> 00:24:19,416
Why?
428
00:24:20,876 --> 00:24:21,877
I don't know.
429
00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:25,046
-You love it.
-Yeah, I do. But…
430
00:24:25,589 --> 00:24:27,048
the fact that you want me to take it
431
00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:29,342
makes me think that you think
that I'm not coming back.
432
00:24:29,426 --> 00:24:31,011
Of course you're coming back.
433
00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,609
Mom,
how are you and Dad affording this?
434
00:24:45,692 --> 00:24:48,737
It's $48,000 a year.
435
00:24:50,780 --> 00:24:52,282
Well, it's not the whole year.
436
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:54,201
So it's prorated.
437
00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:58,497
And Grammy and Grandpa are helping out.
438
00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:07,255
This is a mess.
439
00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:12,761
So pathetic. It's like running away.
440
00:25:16,598 --> 00:25:18,308
That's not what this is.
441
00:25:19,226 --> 00:25:21,603
You don't have to do anything
you don't want to.
442
00:25:21,686 --> 00:25:23,813
You don't have to leave.
You can stay here.
443
00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:28,652
So you protect yourself
by removing yourself.
444
00:25:28,735 --> 00:25:29,945
That's not running away.
445
00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:34,241
Yeah, but they get to do
whatever the fuck.
446
00:25:46,127 --> 00:25:47,170
What about these?
447
00:25:47,837 --> 00:25:49,089
Do you wanna take these?
448
00:25:49,172 --> 00:25:50,924
I don't need any of those.
449
00:25:51,716 --> 00:25:52,676
Hey, Mom!
450
00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:54,678
Hey!
451
00:25:56,763 --> 00:25:57,806
We're in here.
452
00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:01,393
- Hi, guys.
- Hey, baby doll.
453
00:26:01,893 --> 00:26:02,936
Come here.
454
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:04,521
Give me some lovin'.
455
00:26:05,021 --> 00:26:06,523
Get over here. Hmm.
456
00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:11,278
What are you guys doing?
457
00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:16,408
- I'm gonna stay at Dad's for a bit.
- Are we going too?
458
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,703
Nope. Just Joey, and not for long.
459
00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:24,416
I'm still gonna see you guys,
like, all the time.
460
00:26:24,499 --> 00:26:28,086
Yeah, and we're gonna go to Dad's tonight
for dinner, OK? As a family.
461
00:26:28,169 --> 00:26:29,296
But why are you going?
462
00:26:32,674 --> 00:26:34,801
So she won't
have to run into George, babe.
463
00:26:35,343 --> 00:26:37,846
Then I wanna go too.
I don't wanna see him either.
464
00:26:42,684 --> 00:26:44,352
Are you taking your Bikini Kill poster?
465
00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:49,608
'Cause if you're not,
I'll just hang onto it.
466
00:26:50,859 --> 00:26:53,028
Well, it better be pristine
when I get back.
467
00:26:53,820 --> 00:26:55,447
If she gets something,
I want something.
468
00:26:55,530 --> 00:26:57,616
Oh my God, you guys, I'm coming back.
469
00:27:02,871 --> 00:27:04,164
OK, fine, Frankie.
470
00:27:04,956 --> 00:27:06,291
You can have one thing.
471
00:27:07,375 --> 00:27:08,793
OK. Let's go.
472
00:27:09,753 --> 00:27:12,380
-Get your coat. Let's get out of here.
-Come on, Mom.
473
00:27:12,464 --> 00:27:14,132
- Come on.
- I…
474
00:27:21,431 --> 00:27:23,808
Hey, Martin, I thought all your Coltrane
was over here.
475
00:27:23,892 --> 00:27:25,518
Can't contain Coltrane.
476
00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:29,189
His other Coltrane section
is hidden over here
477
00:27:29,272 --> 00:27:30,565
when he was signed to Impulse.
478
00:27:31,524 --> 00:27:32,776
You got a weird system.
479
00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:34,444
Nah.
480
00:27:34,944 --> 00:27:37,572
He just likes when people got to ask
for what they're looking for.
481
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:40,158
Start a conversation.
482
00:27:40,867 --> 00:27:42,160
That's the whole point of jazz.
483
00:27:43,912 --> 00:27:46,414
Oh, here we go.
484
00:27:46,873 --> 00:27:48,541
Live at Birdland.
485
00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:50,710
1964.
486
00:27:51,378 --> 00:27:53,296
You know where to go
if you wanna listen to it.
487
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:55,173
Yes, sir. Thanks, my friend.
488
00:28:01,513 --> 00:28:02,514
Now, of course,
489
00:28:03,473 --> 00:28:05,934
Alabama wasn't actually live.
490
00:28:06,017 --> 00:28:08,853
Now, this is take five
at Van Gelder Studio
491
00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:10,230
just over in Edgewater.
492
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:14,943
Story goes,
493
00:28:15,026 --> 00:28:18,446
Coltrane didn't tell anybody
what it was about, not even his quartet.
494
00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,699
Sheet music didn't even have a title.
495
00:28:23,868 --> 00:28:24,786
But…
496
00:28:25,495 --> 00:28:28,123
...even if you didn't know
why he wrote it,
497
00:28:28,623 --> 00:28:29,916
you listen to this,
498
00:28:30,667 --> 00:28:31,960
you know what it is.
499
00:28:33,461 --> 00:28:34,546
You feel it.
500
00:28:35,588 --> 00:28:36,881
It's a eulogy.
501
00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:42,512
You know
about the 16th Street Baptist Church?
502
00:28:42,595 --> 00:28:43,930
In Birmingham.
503
00:28:44,013 --> 00:28:45,181
It got bombed, right?
504
00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:46,933
Yeah.
505
00:28:50,854 --> 00:28:52,772
That was two months before he played this.
506
00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:56,401
See, the sax is lamenting.
507
00:28:56,901 --> 00:28:58,278
It's singing the sorrow,
508
00:28:58,361 --> 00:28:59,446
but underneath,
509
00:29:00,864 --> 00:29:02,449
you hear the percussion, right?
510
00:29:03,074 --> 00:29:06,327
It's building, rising up, threatening.
511
00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:07,704
It's the tension
512
00:29:08,413 --> 00:29:09,706
what makes this piece so…
513
00:29:10,290 --> 00:29:11,166
powerful.
514
00:29:13,001 --> 00:29:13,835
It's about…
515
00:29:14,335 --> 00:29:16,671
the moment that sadness turns to anger.
516
00:29:17,630 --> 00:29:18,715
It's a memorial.
517
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,633
Yeah.
518
00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:21,885
But it's a protest.
519
00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:38,485
There's a history in the country
520
00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:40,111
of folks packing on the buses
521
00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,031
and riding off into the sunset
to make change happen.
522
00:29:43,740 --> 00:29:46,451
And that's what we're gonna do
with the dollars we raise here tonight.
523
00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:50,038
Yes, baby!
Y'all better give my man some money!
524
00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:53,249
Because
while we celebrate our history
525
00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:54,751
and reflect on our history,
526
00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:56,878
you know we gotta fight for our future.
527
00:29:58,421 --> 00:30:00,340
Grand Army coming to enlist ya!
528
00:30:03,551 --> 00:30:04,803
We gonna go to Pennsylvania,
529
00:30:04,886 --> 00:30:07,263
and we're gonna spend a weekend
registering voters.
530
00:30:07,347 --> 00:30:09,140
What's goin' on?
Having a party at this party?
531
00:30:09,224 --> 00:30:10,725
You are late.
532
00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:12,060
So what? I'm late.
533
00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:13,770
Yo, so look. Look.
534
00:30:14,437 --> 00:30:16,815
People are saying
if this election goes our way,
535
00:30:16,898 --> 00:30:18,817
it's gonna be
on the backs of Black Americans.
536
00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:20,151
And young Americans.
537
00:30:20,235 --> 00:30:23,029
'Cause until everyone else
gets their shit together, we gotta lead!
538
00:30:25,990 --> 00:30:27,492
Where those votes at?
539
00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:29,577
We're gonna swing that state!
540
00:30:30,870 --> 00:30:31,913
Let me hear you!
541
00:30:34,415 --> 00:30:36,417
Sonia Cruz. Where is she?
542
00:30:38,002 --> 00:30:39,796
Yo, she's got the sign-up sheet.
543
00:30:39,879 --> 00:30:41,047
Join us on the bus!
544
00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:44,717
Oh damn, y'all. This girl just got woke.
545
00:30:45,343 --> 00:30:46,886
- Do something.
- I have an idea.
546
00:30:46,970 --> 00:30:48,471
-What is it?
-I'll tell you in a second.
547
00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:51,266
Show some love
for the Grand Army Step Corps!
548
00:30:56,354 --> 00:30:57,689
Amanda!
549
00:30:57,772 --> 00:30:59,566
You go, Amanda!
550
00:31:15,456 --> 00:31:16,916
You so good!
551
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:18,960
-You so smart.
-Uh-huh.
552
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:22,088
What you been drinking?
553
00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:28,219
Oh!
554
00:31:35,226 --> 00:31:36,436
Tell us your idea!
555
00:31:36,519 --> 00:31:38,605
-You blowin' me up!
-What are we talkin' about?
556
00:31:38,688 --> 00:31:40,523
It's all Black kids
at Owen's suspension center.
557
00:31:40,607 --> 00:31:42,066
That's that new Jim Crow shit.
558
00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:44,485
Well, we gotta do something
to show how fucked up that is.
559
00:31:44,569 --> 00:31:47,864
Yo, I'm thinking we go old school
and do like a sit-in for Owen.
560
00:31:47,947 --> 00:31:49,157
I like that.
561
00:31:49,574 --> 00:31:50,783
- Eh!
- This kid…
562
00:31:50,867 --> 00:31:53,494
Coming here with ideas.
I see you been training your boy.
563
00:31:53,578 --> 00:31:55,872
Girl, you know
it ain't even like that, OK?
564
00:31:55,955 --> 00:31:57,832
Girl, you know it could be like that.
565
00:31:57,916 --> 00:32:02,670
Oh wow!
566
00:32:02,754 --> 00:32:05,924
That's how you show up.
Even when people tryin' to take you out.
567
00:32:08,468 --> 00:32:09,510
Hey, you made it.
568
00:32:10,136 --> 00:32:11,471
Is Flora here?
569
00:32:11,554 --> 00:32:13,514
No, I don't think so. Did you text her?
570
00:32:14,182 --> 00:32:16,643
No. I just thought
maybe in person it would be…
571
00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:19,938
I don't know.
572
00:32:20,396 --> 00:32:22,357
Well, it's good that you came anyways.
573
00:32:24,859 --> 00:32:28,279
-I feel like everyone's staring at me.
-They're not.
574
00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:46,965
So I don't know about you,
575
00:32:47,048 --> 00:32:49,175
but I'm ready for some Philly cheesesteak!
576
00:32:59,435 --> 00:33:00,520
I think I'm gonna go.
577
00:33:01,270 --> 00:33:03,022
Dude, you just got here.
578
00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:04,565
Hey, man.
579
00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:08,695
Well, what's goin' on?
580
00:33:10,905 --> 00:33:12,198
The fuck's your problem?
581
00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:24,627
I'm so fucking stupid!
582
00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:28,381
- That piece of shit!
- Sid!
583
00:33:30,550 --> 00:33:31,384
Bo!
584
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:34,470
It was you, wasn't it?
585
00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:37,890
-I know it was you, motherfucker!
-Yo, don't come at me.
586
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:41,436
Oh! Whoo!
587
00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:43,104
What the fuck? Are you OK?
588
00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:47,525
Are you OK?
589
00:33:48,151 --> 00:33:49,485
Let me see. Let me see.
590
00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:53,114
Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings.
591
00:33:53,197 --> 00:33:55,366
Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings.
592
00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,412
Hey, what'd they say?
593
00:34:01,831 --> 00:34:02,915
Ice is my friend.
594
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,334
What about your nose?
595
00:34:05,918 --> 00:34:07,628
I'm fine. I just wanna go.
596
00:34:10,214 --> 00:34:11,716
- Meera?
- Dad, over here!
597
00:34:14,969 --> 00:34:16,179
Siddhartha.
598
00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:18,806
- What happened?
- I'm good. It's nothing.
599
00:34:19,515 --> 00:34:20,516
Who did this?
600
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:22,602
Just some dumb thing
with this kid from school.
601
00:34:22,685 --> 00:34:23,853
- He attacked you?
- No.
602
00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:26,731
- Why didn't the police come?
- It wasn't like that.
603
00:34:26,814 --> 00:34:28,983
Your school authorities,
they need to be notified.
604
00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:31,194
- This boy will be held accountable.
- Dad.
605
00:34:31,694 --> 00:34:33,821
Your sister said he was a white boy.
You were targeted.
606
00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,699
- Nobody was targeted.
- Then why did he attack you?
607
00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:39,452
Because I came after him, OK?
I pushed him.
608
00:34:39,535 --> 00:34:40,411
Why?
609
00:34:41,370 --> 00:34:42,413
Because of me.
610
00:34:43,331 --> 00:34:44,499
He was defending me.
611
00:34:44,582 --> 00:34:47,043
- What's going on?
- Stop. You don't need to lie for me.
612
00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:49,087
Who's lying? Tell me the truth.
613
00:34:49,587 --> 00:34:50,546
What happened?
614
00:34:50,630 --> 00:34:53,508
This kid posted my college essay online
to embarrass me,
615
00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:55,009
and everyone read it.
616
00:34:56,636 --> 00:34:58,471
To embarrass you about being Indian?
617
00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:00,932
This is a hate crime.
618
00:35:01,015 --> 00:35:01,974
Excuse me, ma'am.
619
00:35:02,058 --> 00:35:03,851
- I saw a police officer downstairs.
- Dad!
620
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:05,645
- I need him here.
- Stop. Listen.
621
00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:07,480
- What do you need?
- To file a report.
622
00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:10,024
- Stop. We're fine. Sorry.
- Dad. Sid doesn't want…
623
00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:11,192
My son was beaten.
624
00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:14,278
I'll have to call NYPD.
Would you like me to do that?
625
00:35:14,362 --> 00:35:17,365
No. No, no. Can I just please
have a second with my family? Please?
626
00:35:23,204 --> 00:35:24,872
You're not listening to me.
627
00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:28,543
No. You need to listen to me.
I will not let you be treated this way.
628
00:35:29,168 --> 00:35:31,337
My essay was about me being gay.
629
00:35:31,420 --> 00:35:33,005
Why would you write about that?
630
00:35:35,883 --> 00:35:36,968
Because I'm gay.
631
00:35:40,805 --> 00:35:42,056
That's ridiculous.
632
00:35:43,015 --> 00:35:44,350
You're not gay.
633
00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:48,646
Dad.
634
00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:51,023
Dad.
635
00:36:21,053 --> 00:36:23,973
The last time I checked,
that wasn't...
636
00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:25,892
- Yeah. Here.
- Thank you.
637
00:36:25,975 --> 00:36:27,351
Have some vegetables.
638
00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:30,605
You have no vegetables on your plate.
639
00:36:30,688 --> 00:36:31,522
Mm.
640
00:36:31,606 --> 00:36:34,233
Put some vegetables on your plate
right now.
641
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:36,444
- Are these salted?
- Put on some hot sauce.
642
00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:38,571
She can't handle any type of hot sauce.
643
00:36:40,656 --> 00:36:42,074
- I have a question.
- Mm-hmm?
644
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:45,161
-What do you do at Catholic school?
-Same thing you do at regular school.
645
00:36:45,244 --> 00:36:48,331
Yeah. Except there are religion classes,
and you go to chapel.
646
00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:50,124
And there are nuns.
647
00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,211
- It's different now.
- Everywhere.
648
00:36:53,294 --> 00:36:55,421
I'm sure there are
nowhere near as many nuns
649
00:36:55,504 --> 00:36:56,964
as when we were in high school.
650
00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:58,049
Holy Ghost.
651
00:36:58,466 --> 00:36:59,467
Bec, you remember?
652
00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:01,677
Oh my God.
653
00:37:02,762 --> 00:37:03,971
Oh my God!
654
00:37:04,931 --> 00:37:07,308
- What in the world...
- What's the Holy-fucking-Ghost?
655
00:37:07,391 --> 00:37:09,143
...are you doing with your body right now?
656
00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:10,770
- Why is that so funny?
- Oh.
657
00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,064
You know, at school dances,
658
00:37:13,147 --> 00:37:14,607
especially the slow dances,
659
00:37:14,690 --> 00:37:16,442
the nuns would patrol the crowd…
660
00:37:16,525 --> 00:37:20,029
…and make sure
there was enough room for the Holy Ghost.
661
00:37:20,488 --> 00:37:21,322
Oh!
662
00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:22,949
I don't get it.
663
00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:24,242
Yeah, well, you had to…
664
00:37:24,325 --> 00:37:27,328
You had to leave enough space
in between your bodies for…
665
00:37:27,411 --> 00:37:29,455
- For Jesus.
- Basically, yeah.
666
00:37:30,373 --> 00:37:31,999
Oh, it was total insanity.
667
00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:33,876
- All these pathetic...
- Awkward.
668
00:37:34,460 --> 00:37:36,337
...high school kids just, like…
669
00:37:36,837 --> 00:37:39,173
Here, Franks, come. I'm gonna show you.
670
00:37:42,301 --> 00:37:44,595
Uh! No. Not closer. Just right there.
671
00:37:44,679 --> 00:37:46,472
- All right.
- Oh my God.
672
00:37:46,555 --> 00:37:48,349
Was it actually that bad?
673
00:37:48,432 --> 00:37:51,560
- It was that bad.
- Worse. Worse. Awful.
674
00:37:53,604 --> 00:37:55,273
Oh my God.
675
00:37:55,648 --> 00:37:57,316
Frankie needs the spotlight, everyone.
676
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,194
That is so fucking mean.
She's just having fun with Mom.
677
00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:05,908
Come on.
Come dance with me. Please.
678
00:38:05,992 --> 00:38:08,035
-Please!
-No. I'm just gonna watch you dance.
679
00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:09,870
I'll watch you.
680
00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:11,872
- No. Come on. Please?
- Just go--
681
00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:13,207
- Hello?
- No!
682
00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:15,668
Fine.
683
00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:17,586
Mom, who is it?
684
00:38:19,422 --> 00:38:20,965
Mom, who's on the phone?
685
00:38:21,048 --> 00:38:22,842
- Please get--
-Frankie, fucking stop.
686
00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:24,468
Nina's gonna dance with you.
687
00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:26,220
- Who is it, Bec?
- Uh-huh.
688
00:38:26,971 --> 00:38:28,222
- Mom!
- Uh-huh.
689
00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:29,890
One… one second.
690
00:38:30,349 --> 00:38:31,267
Uh-huh.
691
00:38:31,976 --> 00:38:33,519
And what is this based on?
692
00:38:35,438 --> 00:38:37,940
-OK, but who's decided that?
-Who's decided what?
693
00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,443
I have Joey and Matt here.
Just one second.
694
00:38:41,193 --> 00:38:44,030
It's the DA's office.
They're not moving forward with charges.
695
00:38:44,113 --> 00:38:46,907
- What does that mean?
- Wait. How are they coming to this?
696
00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:48,242
Lack of evidence.
697
00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:50,202
What? So that means
they're gonna do nothing?
698
00:38:50,286 --> 00:38:52,913
They didn't feel
like they had enough to make a case.
699
00:38:53,414 --> 00:38:55,124
-What?
-And we have no say in this?
700
00:38:56,292 --> 00:38:58,169
Well, we're all obviously very upset.
701
00:38:58,252 --> 00:39:00,171
-Ask them! How is this possible?
-I'm trying to!
702
00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:02,340
Tell them
I wanna talk to them, Mom!
703
00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,467
Tell them I wanna talk to them!
704
00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:12,641
We'll talk to them.
705
00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:16,062
Oh my Lord. I needed this night. For real.
706
00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:18,314
You know the last time
I did something like this?
707
00:39:18,397 --> 00:39:19,231
When?
708
00:39:20,024 --> 00:39:22,026
No, I'm asking.
'Cause I don't fucking remember.
709
00:39:22,109 --> 00:39:23,903
Yo.
710
00:39:24,987 --> 00:39:28,366
-Yeah, I never seen you this fucked up.
-I'm not fucked up!
711
00:39:28,449 --> 00:39:29,450
Look at me.
712
00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:34,288
- Yo!
- I got this!
713
00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:37,166
You're messy.
714
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:39,460
You try doin' what I'm doin'.
715
00:39:39,877 --> 00:39:42,004
Feed a family on eight dollars per person.
716
00:39:42,588 --> 00:39:43,839
Eight dollars…
717
00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:45,508
for a whole fucking day.
You try it.
718
00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:47,301
Get a chicken nugget meal.
719
00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:49,011
That's six bucks…
720
00:39:49,095 --> 00:39:50,221
for one meal.
721
00:39:50,888 --> 00:39:53,766
So what, you're gonna live
off butter rolls?
722
00:39:55,476 --> 00:39:59,772
You know it takes three days in New York
after rent's due for them to evict you?
723
00:40:00,481 --> 00:40:01,315
Deadass.
724
00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:02,900
Three days.
725
00:40:03,317 --> 00:40:04,318
And I'm like,
726
00:40:04,402 --> 00:40:07,029
"Bitch, if I don't have rent
for you when it's due,
727
00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,573
three days is not gonna change shit."
728
00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:11,242
-What? I'mma go rob a bank?
-Right.
729
00:40:12,368 --> 00:40:14,120
But see, I've been looking into it.
730
00:40:14,829 --> 00:40:16,539
And if the landlord's been neglectful,
731
00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,834
like our toilet clogs all the fucking time
and they never fix that shit,
732
00:40:19,917 --> 00:40:21,919
so I'm documenting everything now,
just in case.
733
00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:23,003
-Mm-hmm.
-But…
734
00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:25,214
my landlord's the city, so…
735
00:40:26,006 --> 00:40:27,508
But if you can show neglect,
736
00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:29,802
the court might let you stay,
737
00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:31,512
even if you're behind.
738
00:40:33,222 --> 00:40:34,223
Oh shit.
739
00:40:35,683 --> 00:40:37,768
I'm running my mouth,
and now you're probably like,
740
00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:39,979
"Uh… gotta go."
741
00:40:40,062 --> 00:40:41,522
I didn't say anything.
742
00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:43,524
Well, you're thinking that though.
743
00:40:43,607 --> 00:40:44,859
Come on. Give me some credit.
744
00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:46,777
A'ight. What are you thinkin' about?
745
00:40:47,361 --> 00:40:48,571
Just that I didn't know
746
00:40:49,113 --> 00:40:50,948
that you had to hold on to all that.
747
00:40:51,615 --> 00:40:54,285
That's a lot to carry.
You make it look like nothin'.
748
00:40:55,327 --> 00:40:59,039
That's 'cause I'm my own
magical superhero-superstar.
749
00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:01,917
Except, lately, I'm not.
750
00:41:04,170 --> 00:41:05,629
You don't have to be magical.
751
00:41:06,547 --> 00:41:07,715
But you are incredible.
752
00:41:11,260 --> 00:41:12,511
You just made that up?
753
00:41:13,220 --> 00:41:14,221
Just now?
754
00:41:15,181 --> 00:41:16,098
Just now.
755
00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:17,975
Just for me?
756
00:41:18,601 --> 00:41:19,727
Just for you, baby.
757
00:41:20,936 --> 00:41:23,189
You're, like, mad corny.
758
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:39,622
You wanna come upstairs for a minute?
759
00:41:41,248 --> 00:41:42,750
Hell yeah.
760
00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:58,516
- I'm not gonna lie. I'm so lit right now.
- Word. You look good though.
761
00:42:00,851 --> 00:42:02,061
Table is set up.
762
00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:10,277
Dominique!
763
00:42:10,736 --> 00:42:13,197
I was getting worried.
764
00:42:16,116 --> 00:42:17,451
Ah!
765
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:19,745
Good evening.
766
00:42:19,828 --> 00:42:20,913
Good evening.
767
00:42:23,457 --> 00:42:25,459
Hello, darling.
768
00:42:26,210 --> 00:42:27,586
We have company.
769
00:42:33,634 --> 00:42:36,470
- I'm sorry. I can…
- No. It's OK.
770
00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:38,722
- Just making sure she got home OK.
- Mm-hmm.
771
00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:41,475
Sorry. I didn't know anybody was here.
772
00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:43,018
It's cool. I'm good.
773
00:42:44,270 --> 00:42:45,271
You have a great night.
774
00:42:45,354 --> 00:42:46,564
Good night.
775
00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:48,065
Good night.
776
00:42:48,148 --> 00:42:50,234
That's her friend from school.
777
00:42:50,317 --> 00:42:54,780
She's very studious.
778
00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:57,199
Sorry.
779
00:42:59,201 --> 00:43:00,244
That's all right.
780
00:43:03,038 --> 00:43:04,039
Oh!
781
00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:18,596
I was just telling them how smart you are.
782
00:43:19,555 --> 00:43:20,472
Um…
783
00:43:21,473 --> 00:43:23,559
Excuse me a minute.
784
00:43:23,642 --> 00:43:24,643
Mm-hmm.
785
00:43:25,603 --> 00:43:26,895
Pardon me.
786
00:43:31,984 --> 00:43:33,694
Dominique, open the door.
787
00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:50,169
Where have you been?
788
00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:53,672
At a school thing.
789
00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:56,592
Are you drunk?
790
00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:57,676
No.
791
00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:58,594
Mm-hmm.
792
00:44:00,554 --> 00:44:01,847
Who is that out there?
793
00:44:04,975 --> 00:44:07,728
Francine wants
to introduce you to her nephew.
794
00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:09,813
He's a nice boy.
795
00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:11,982
I told you I wasn't.
796
00:44:13,067 --> 00:44:15,611
No, Mom! Why would you?
797
00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:17,321
We can't go on this way.
798
00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:20,115
You can't keep going like this.
It's too much.
799
00:44:22,576 --> 00:44:23,535
Honey…
800
00:44:24,745 --> 00:44:26,330
I'm worried about you.
801
00:44:33,587 --> 00:44:34,880
Just meet him.
802
00:44:35,255 --> 00:44:37,883
You don't have to make any decisions now.
803
00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:46,600
Don't take too long.
804
00:44:47,810 --> 00:44:49,269
OK.
805
00:45:34,982 --> 00:45:37,192
Ah, darling!
806
00:45:37,276 --> 00:45:39,153
Finally! Hello!
807
00:45:39,236 --> 00:45:40,863
-Are you doing well?
-Yes.
808
00:45:43,198 --> 00:45:45,492
Uh… Hey.
It's nice to meet you.
809
00:45:45,909 --> 00:45:46,827
Hey.
810
00:45:48,245 --> 00:45:50,748
Ronald,
this is my daughter, Dominique.
811
00:45:50,831 --> 00:45:53,834
Dominique, this is Ronald Toussaint
and his mother Perla.
812
00:45:58,464 --> 00:46:00,507
Ronald is my favorite nephew.
813
00:46:02,009 --> 00:46:04,803
That may be true.
Because I'm actually her only nephew.
814
00:46:04,887 --> 00:46:06,680
All right. All right. Who's hungry?
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