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[Kyle]
Previously on Kyle XY:

Join us at Latnok.
Participate.

- You haven't told me for what.
- Inspire them.

Be inspired. Shape the future.

With you on board
there are no limits.

We have to get away from
all this, Jessi, we have
to start our new life!

- My mother, she left.
She left me.
- I'm sorry.

Should I ignore that you're
conspiring with Jessi
to get me in here?

We've liked the idea
of her here for a while,

but so far she hasn't proved
to be a very trustworthy girl.

The Latnok organization,
the one Kyle's working with,

I'm a part of it.

You're what?

- You're not sick again?
- It's not the cancer.

- It's worse.
- What could be worse than that?

Cleveland. We move
at the end of the month.

But I can't be with you
when I know I'm losing you
to someone else.

- You could never lose me.
- I already have.

I was gonna
tell Amanda everything.

You'll be adding her to people
you've already compromised.

Whoa. Doogie Howser's
got a girlfriend?

- Not anymore.
- Amanda's a nice girl, Nate.

In other words,
off-limits to you.

- I'm Nate, by the way.
- Amanda.

- [Jessi] Amanda came by.
- [Kyle] She did? When?

- The other day.
- Why didn't you
tell me about Amanda?

Because I don't want you
to be with her.

I want you to be with me.

[rock music plays]

- Jessi told you she's into you?
- I was surprised, too.

Surprised, why?

She's had her eye on you
since the moment she got
her head straight.

♪ No one ever knows ♪

What did you say?

He said he doesn't
see me that way.

OK, we're talking about
the same Cassidy
who was all over you?

- Cassidy, yeah.
- That's so weird.

I could've sword I saw him
throwing you the "sex me" vibe.

He said he just wants
to be my friend.

You actually said you
just want to be friends?

Yes. What?

That's the one sentence
no girl ever wants to hear.

Trust me. I've busted it out
once or twice.

- But it's the truth.
- It's basically
a nicer way of saying,

- "I reject you completely."
- I didn't know that.

Lucky for you, Jessi
probably didn't, either.

- What did she say?
- You ran away?

- I haven't talked to him since.
- But you still like him?

OK. All is not lost.
We can fix this.

- Really?
- Oh, yeah.

First step,
stabilize the situation.

- Stabilize.
- Well, Cassidy's gonna be
a little freaked out,

so you have to
un-freak him.

- How do I do that?
- Take it all back.

How do I take it back?

Just tell him you were
drunk or feverish

or caught the Ebola virus
or something.

That doesn't seem
like a very good plan.

Just tell him you had
a temporary moment of craziness,

but it's past and
you are 100 percent over it.

- Done. Complete.
- And you think that will work?

Trust me. I have years
of high school under my belt.

You know, it's possible
to have feelings for two girls
at the same time.

But I don't think
I have feelings for Jessi.

You don't think or you don't?

I guess I've never
thought about it before.

Right. I mean, how could it have
possibly occurred to you

that you and Jessi
could be compatible?

I mean, tons of people can
communicate telepathically,

leap off buildings, and
move water with their minds.

I love Amanda.
I always have.

- Then get back together
with her.
- I can't. Not yet, anyway.

- Why not?
- I can't try to win Amanda back

until I'm completely sure
that Latnok can be trusted.

Well, you better
get moving on that.

- Hi.
- How are you doing?

Good.

Well, man, one thing's for sure.
You've got your hands full.

- I take it back.
- Take what back?

What I said.

I had a temporary moment
of craziness,

but it's passed
and I'm 100 percent over it.

Done. Complete.

- Or it may have been Ebola.
- Ebola?

Never mind. No.

- Jessi, I...
- No, we don't need
to talk about it.

You're my friend.
Everything else...

I was just confused.

I wanted to be closer to you,
and I got confused.

So if you're freaking,
it's OK to un-freak.

I'm... not... freaking.

Good. Me neither.

Wait. Are you
going to Latnok?

- Yes.
- Take me with you.

- Jessi...
- It's not dangerous.

We still don't know
for sure.

Nicole's fine with
you going there now.

You said they're just a group
of smart kids that like science.

I want to be a part of that.
Please.

I need to feel like
I'm a part of something.

I'll talk to Cassidy.

I'm well aware
of Jessi's gifts,

but I also know that she's
volatile and unpredictable.

She's trying to change.

She is who she is.

And I can't risk
disrupting the harmony

of a very select
group of students.

So you consider Nate
to be a harmonious person?

I'm not saying
he's not a challenge.

- But Jessi...
- What?

Her mother's no friend
of Latnok.

What do you know about Sarah?

I know she's an
extraordinary person.

But I also know that she's
headstrong and contentious.

- And doesn't share our vision.
- Well, Jessi's not her mother.

She wants to be here,
to participate.

I'll vouch for her.

In that case, how can I say no?

Thank you.

You're welcome.

I'm totally wiped,
but playing tourist was
exactly what I needed.

Just a reminder
of what Seattle has to offer.

I'm really gonna miss it.

I wouldn't worry. I'm sure
Cleveland has a Space Needle.

- Josh.
- And a Pike's Market.

Are you really
gonna do this?

What? Is it my fault
Cleveland is so lame?

Why are you ruining
such a great day?

Why are you ruining such
a great relationship?

Like I have a choice!
You know this is hard
for me, too.

I really don't need you
piling on the guilt,

- making me feel even worse.
- Oh. Sure. Yeah.

Bail on me, like
you're bailing on Seattle.

Idiot!

This is quite an occasion.
You're just in time
to receive your assignments.

Since when do
we get assignments?

Since we have a very important
project underway,

the preparations for which
are strictly confidential.

It's a party.

- A party?
- That's right.

We throw one every year
for members from other schools.

Jack-a-licious, you are
in charge of the guest list.

Mr. Deejay, music.

Anger Management,
libations.

And our two newest members, you,
are in charge of the "wow."

- The wow?
- The wow.

The idea behind the party,
the theme.

I want it to combine
social interaction with science.

You'll work on it together.
With your two minds,

I'm sure you'll come up
with something fabulous.

[rock music plays]

A party?
You're supposed to be

getting the dirt
on these people,

and you're throwing
a party with them?

Maybe there's no dirt to get.

And, if there's not, then I can
finally tell Amanda how I feel.

- Which is what I want,
more than anything.
- Hi.

- How are you doing?
- I'm excellent. How are you?

Dude, there's not much
you can do now.

Well, I can't just
stand here. Amanda.

- Hi.
- Can I get a cup of coffee?

- Kyle, you don't drink coffee.
- I know. It's just for, um...

Hey, it looks like
you two need to talk.

Do you want to
talk about something?

- Not right now.
- Oh.

Well, then,
what were you saying?

- I was asking.
- Right. And my answer is yes.

- Yes? Yes to what?
- Kyle, it's none
of your business.

Amanda just accepted
my invitation
to our party this weekend.

"Our" party? What do you
have to do with it?

I'm working with a group
of students at the
U-Dub Science Department.

- So you two know each other?
- Is that a problem?

- [Amanda] No.
- [Kyle] Yes.

It doesn't work this way.
You can't interfere.

Except the party
he's talking about,
it's a party for single people.

- What?
- You can't bring a date.
That's the rule.

- Since when?
- That's OK.

I'm single, you're single.
Maybe we'll run into each other.

I'll make sure of it.

Meeting you
was a coincidence.

Had nothing to do with
getting Kyle to join Latnok.

It still seems like creepy,
undercover, double agent crap.

Yeah, I admit we're secretive
about our membership,

but I want you, Lori, for you.

I don't know. Something tells me
you got off running around like
some nerdy James Bond.

Well, um...

I guess if anything
I kind of saw myself as a...

...as a somewhat
less nerdy Moby.

You wish!

How could Amanda want to go out
with such a... such a jerk?

Kyle, language, please.

- What?
- Jealous Kyle.

It's a whole new side of you.
I like it.

I'm not jealous. I'm...

OK, I am, but it's more than
that. Nate's not a good person.

- Well, if he's such
a dirtbag...
- Hot dirtbag.

...let her go out with him.
Amanda will wise up.

Yeah, 'cause it's not like
she has a history
of dating hot dirtbags.

Exhibit A, Charlie Tanner.
I swear, I'm trying to help.

- Well, stop.
- No, Lori's right. Amanda
always sees the best in people,

and I don't want Nate
to take advantage of her.

I have to work on ideas
for this party.

- He's screwed.
- Totally.

Hey, we can throw an ice party.

We can have everyone dress in
white like at Diddy's parties.

- Diddy?
- I've been reading
Lori's magazines.

Jessi, I'm sorry. I know
you want to impress everyone,

but my head's
just not in it.

Because of Amanda?

He's not right for her!
Why can't she see that?

- Stabilize.
- What?

Tell me how Amanda
makes you feel.

Jessi, I can't do that.

- Why?
- I shouldn't talk to you
about things like that.

Why not? We're friends.

I was just confused,
remember?

Are you sure that's what it was?

Yes.

You have Amanda,

so you understand the difference
between friendship and love.

I just don't
understand it yet.

Help me.

OK.

Well...

The first time I saw her,
my heart started pounding.

I felt shaky
and lightheaded.

My palms got sweaty.

Well, that sounds like
a chemical reaction.

When body chemistry matches,
the pheromones are naturally
drawn to each other.

Makes sense.
I didn't feel that with you.

- You didn't?
- I don't think so.

No, definitely not.

Do you think Amanda
felt that with Nate?

I don't know.
I can't just ask her.

Well, it would help if you knew
they had true chemistry.

You should test their
physiological compatibility.

If they have no chemistry,
you have nothing to worry about.

- The party.
- What about it?

We could call it
a chemistry party.

Where people can get matched
based on their
physiological compatibility.

- Is this our wow?
- It's our wow.

It's exactly what I need
to prove to Amanda

that she and Nate aren't
meant to be together.

[soft rock music plays]

- What's this?
- A mood ring.

Put it on, it tells you
if you're in a good mood
or a bad one.

You don't need a ring
to tell you that.

It's so other people can see.

- How does it work?
- Reads your body temperature.

If you're in a good mood,

your temperature's up,
causing a bright color.

If you're in a bad one
your temperature's down,
and the color's dark.

So how would this prove
if two people are compatible?

We can design something to read
a person's pheromone levels,

and produce a color
based on its results.

If two people have the same
color, they're a good match.

If they're not the same color,
they're not a good match.

- DNA dating? Cool.
- But I need to test it first.

I need to confirm
that Amanda and Nate
are two different colors.

How can I help?

I need DNA samples
from both of them.

I can distract Nate while you
grab something from his desk.

- That's perfect.
- Wait. What about Amanda?

I've already got someone
taking care of it.

Ow!
What the hell are you doing?

What am I doing?
What are you doing?

- I'm preventing someone from
finding hair in their smoothie.
- What?

- My hair has never
ended up in a smoothie.
- Not yet.

But the moment it does,

we kiss our A rating
goodbye. You want that?

- No, but...
- But nothing.

Keep it in check, Bloom.

Don't make me institute
a hair net policy.

Josh! Hey. It's so great
to finally meet you.

I mean, I know we said
we'd meet at the party tomorrow,

but I just couldn't wait.
Can you believe it?

Finally standing
in front of each other.

Are you freaking out?
I'm totally freaking out.

Yeah, freaking out.

Who are you?

It's me. Kbug223.
From Coolzone?

- Coolzone?
- Yeah. Hello.

We've spent the past week
chatting about everything

from G-Force
to Cabbage Patch dolls.

Whoa. Keep it down.

What? I think
it's adorable you had one.

- How do you know
all this stuff about me?
- You told me, silly.

Look, I gotta go,
but I'll see you tomorrow, OK?

[rock music plays]

♪ Friday's fun to wear
No one else can go ♪

- Hey, Nate.
- Hi, New Girl.

Jessi.

You're good at decrypting
computer code, right?

Ah, you heard of
Gates, Allen, Jobs...

Morons.

Well, I thought you might
be able to help me out with a
little problem I've been having.

Why don't you just get
your boy to do it?

Because you're smarter.

♪ I was one cold warrior
waiting in the snow ♪

- Yeah, I can spare a minute.
- Great.

♪ There she goes ♪

♪ Talking like an auctioneer ♪

♪ Knocking me down ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ But she knows ♪

Yeah, I'm on my way out
the door. I'll see you in 20.

[beeping]

Looking for me?

I just wanted to thank you for
letting Jessi be part of this.

Well, she seems to be getting
along with everyone so far.

Your plans for the party
going well?

I think we came up
with something interesting.

Good.
I'm looking forward to it.

- Is there anything else?
- That's it.

- So, I think
I've properly stabilized.
- Excellent.

- Step one is complete.
- Except...

I think he still has feelings
for his ex-girlfriend.

Exactly why
there's a step two.

Neutralize.

- Ditch the other chick.
- Ditch her?

Remove the competition.

Eliminate her.

- I didn't mean that literally.
- I know.

Seriously, don't go sneak up
behind her in a dark alley.

Knocking her unconscious
is not an option.

That was one time only.

- Lucky me.
- So...

What's the best way for me
to neutralize her?

I don't know.

You're the super smart one.
You'll figure it out.

Royal Grace Investments.
Whatever you can find.

Thanks, Declan.

- Hey.
- Hi.

- How's it going?
- I think I figured it out.

This crystal
will change color

based on a person's
pheromone output.

We can make necklaces
out of those.

For people to wear, so
everyone can see their color.

That's perfect.

Let's try it out.
This is Nate's DNA.

I'll put a drop on the crystal,
which should produce a color.

- Hmm. It's green.
- And now Amanda's.

Hopefully it's
a different color.

It's red.

They're not a match.

Now Amanda will think twice
about being with Nate.

Great.

So what's next?

Everyone else at Latnok
seems genuine.

But I'm still not convinced
about Cassidy.

He's hiding something
in his office.

- Like what?
- I don't know.

But once I check it out,
if it's nothing,

maybe I can get my life back.

And hopefully Amanda.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- Can I get by?
- Sorry.

Do you want to ride together
to the party?

I need to get
the necklaces ready.

You should just go
with Josh and Lori.

Josh and Lori
aren't coming.

Yes, they are.
I invited them.

No way Nicole would let them go
to a party sponsored by Latnok.

She and Stephen are gone
until later tonight.

Jessi, you have
to uninvite them.

I'm not uninviting them.

They've just started
to tolerate me.

I don't want to be
Downer-Doug-Party-Police.

- What's that?
- That's what they call you.

- They do?
- Yes.

Oh.

But feel free
to uninvite them yourself.

If you want to.

Never mind.

[screaming from video game]

- Drop the controller.
- I thought we were playing
G-Force today.

Not until you tell me who
that stalker was at The Rack.

She seemed very cool.

- [scoffs] Are you insane?
- Practical.

I want to make sure
you have someone after I move.

Just because you're moving
to Cleveland, doesn't mean
we have to be over.

What's your favorite part
of our relationship?

I don't know.

I mean, just being
around you, I guess.

Well, your favorite part
of our relationship will
no longer be able to happen.

Then I'll find
a new favorite.

Josh, I'm moving.

Whether you accept it or not,
it's happening.

You have to let me go.

You know, I thought you'd be
the one fighting to keep us
together. Guess I was wrong.

You're not looking at this
the right way.

I am now.

- Where are you going?
- To call Katie

and ask her what time
I should pick her up tonight.

Royal Grace Investments own
the building where Cassidy
and Jessi have an apartment.

Check this out.

It's the lease
to Cassidy's place.

How'd you get this?

Called pretending to be
from my dad's law firm.

- Check the date it was signed.
- Cassidy moved in
the same day Sarah took off.

You don't think
it's coincidence?

Is anything in your life
ever just a coincidence?

Ooh, someone's excited. Does
that mean what I think it means?

- Step two complete.
- That was fast.

- I promise I didn't hit anyone.
- Glad to hear it.

So, I've stabilized.
I've neutralized.

- Now I can get him.
- Not quite.

- What's wrong?
Do I not look OK?
- No, you look great.

Just not hot.
It's time for step three.

- There's a step three?
- You need to "sexify."

- Well, I definitely don't know
how to do that.
- Follow me.

[rock music plays]

♪ Well, it's cold
all the time ♪

♪ As it wraps and entwines ♪

Kyle, the chemistry party.
It's genius.

These necklaces are awesome.

Never seen so many people
happy to be single.

I'm glad it all worked out.

- Have you seen Nate?
- I think he's over at the bar.

- Thanks, Mark.
- Yeah.

♪ The truth's too far below
to see it ♪

Kyle. You know,
I have to say, good job.

- Thanks.
- Hey, Kyle.

Amanda, your necklace,
it's green.

Yeah, isn't it amazing?
Amanda and I are
a perfect match.

♪ I don't want to see the way
things really are now with us ♪

[rock music plays]

♪ We sit around looking
for flaws in the diamond ♪

I think Nate did something
to the necklaces.
I have to tell Amanda.

- Don't forget why you're here.
- I haven't.

I have to tell her
what kind of person he is.

No, what you need to do
is get into Cassidy's office.

Looking for Kyle?

Was I that obvious?

Uh-huh.

Whatever happened between you,
he was crazy to let you go.

He didn't.

I caught him kissing
someone else.

I'm sorry.

You deserve someone
who appreciates you.

It's hard to
see them together.

I know it is, but you
can't waste this opportunity.

You have a chance
to end this,

and know once and for all
where Cassidy stands.

He's over there.
Keep an eye on him.

And I'll keep
the other one on Amanda.

[soft rock music plays]

Jessi, you look beautiful.

Thank you.

Ours don't work.

I guess our body chemistry
reacts differently in some way.

I think Nate may have done
something to affect the results.

How?

We'll figure it out later.
I have to go.

- Unbelievable.
- What?

- She's not into Cassidy at all.
- Who, Jessi?

No. She's totally into Kyle.

- Everyone can see that.
- Well, apparently,
not everyone.

- Hey!
- I know.

I'm an embarrassing
shade of lavender.

We are not gonna let our lives
be dictated by these
little crystals.

No, we are not.

[♪ Darker My Love:
Two Ways Out]

[laughs]

- You're a yellow.
- Oh. What do you know?

- I'm Jackie.
- Declan.

- Can I be honest, Declan?
- Go right ahead.

I've had some bad luck
with guys the past, uh...

...five or six years.

I was gonna come here,
grab a few,

then head home early
and pass out after
a bowl of coffee ice cream.

Well, that sounds
pretty honest to me.

So, my question is,

are you a good guy,
or am I just wasting my time?

Hmm... Well,
can I be honest with you?

Mm-hmm. Please.

I'm about 80 percent
good guy.

Those are pretty good odds.

Um, excuse me. Jackie, have you
seen Kyle around at all?

Mm-hmm. Yeah.
I think I just saw him...

- Outside. Getting some air.
- Great. Thanks.

- I think we need some refills.
- OK.

♪ In my eyes
In my arms ♪

He's coming.

[rock music plays]

- Is everything OK?
- Yeah.

Great. It's just been
a long time since

I've been out with
anyone but my girlfriend.

If it makes you feel better,

you're the first guy
I've gone out with

- since Brett dumped me on IM.
- He dumped you by IM?

- Yeah.
- Jeez.

I avoided computers
for two weeks after that.

But you know, I'm glad I didn't
hang up my keyboard forever,

'cause, you know, if I had,
I would have never met you.

And hey, look.
You're blue and I'm blue.

So what do you say we forget
about the exes and have fun?

Yeah.

- Great, let's go.
- OK.

So did you find anything?

♪ 'Cause I'm not prepared ♪

♪ To get away with murder
when we know it's wrong ♪

- ♪ You know that we are ♪
- What are you doing?

- Get away from her.
- Kyle, please.

He's only using you
to get back at me.

Oh, man,
your ego is showing.

He's jealous
we have a connection.

No, you don't.
Not like we do.

Our party favors that
you made say that we do.

You tampered with them!
You did something to

Amanda's necklace to make
her think you're compatible.

- The hell, I did.
- He did it, Amanda.

- How do you know that?
- I tested them.

Your necklace should be
red, not green.

You don't have chemistry.
Your colors shouldn't match.

And ours should?
Is that your point?

Chemistry is not about
some stupid color on a necklace.

It's about what you feel
in your heart!

You used to know that
better than anyone.

I guess you're not as smart
as I thought you were.

- Amanda.
- I have to go!

You really know
how to spoil a good time.

[Kyle] Amanda was right.
The laws of science don't apply
to matters of the heart.

But jealousy had
clouded my thinking.

True chemistry can't be
forced or manipulated.

And a genuine relationship
can only be built or restored

with honesty
and mutual respect.

I failed Amanda.

I'd failed us.

[rock music plays]

- You are an incredible liar.
- Excuse me?

Oh, please. Don't play all
Martha Stewart pre-jail with me.

It was never about Cassidy.
It was always Kyle!

I didn't know what to do.

Until messing with Amanda's
necklace came to mind.

You told me to neutralize.

- Ditch the other chick.
- That was before I knew
the other chick was Amanda.

Your advice would have been
different if you knew
she was the other girl?

Of course. She's my friend.

- Look, Jessi...
- I'm sorry.

I can't change how I feel
about Kyle.

Maybe not, but if you want any
hope of him caring about you,

you'd better be somebody
worth caring about.

Kyle deserves someone
a hell of a lot better

than someone who would pull
this crap behind his back.

You know, I'm having
a really great time tonight.

Me too.

I'm sorry.

As much as I want to,
I can't.

But...

I don't understand. I thought
everything was going great.

It is.

I mean, you're a
perfect match for me.

But I already have one.

- You all right, mate?
- I'm fine.

I wanted to talk to you about
something, about the jewelry.

- The jewelry?
- The reimbursement
for the necklaces.

This should take care of it.

- Thanks.
- It's a raging success.

I guess you and Jessi are
an unbeatable combination.

Congratulations.

So what did you find?

Sarah's ring was in his safe.

Which makes me wonder
what he had to do to get it.

- You sure it was Sarah's ring?
- Adam gave it to her.

It has a red stone,
and it's one of a kind.

You were right
not to trust him.

You know, I really didn't
want to find anything.

I was really hoping that...

I can't get my life back.

I can't be with Amanda.

Wow. Guess our non-date
ended that badly, huh?

You'd rather work the
night shift than be with me?

I was just
helping myself to a cup.

Do you want one?

- It's on the house.
- No, thanks.

- Can I ask you something?
- Yeah, sure.

Was Kyle right?

Did you only ask me out
to get back at him?

Absolute truth?

At first, yes.

The thing is,
once we were there,
I had a really great time.

Me, too.

- Good night, Amanda.
- Good night.

- Jessi.
- Nate.

Please, Jessi, leave me alone.

I'm sorry about tonight.

For once you weren't
the one responsible.

Yes, I am.

I messed with your necklace.

I wanted you to
get together with Nate.

Why?

Because if you were with him,
then I could...

You could be with Kyle.

But it doesn't matter
what I do.

Even if you were with Nate, Kyle
would still want to be with you.

And you want to be with him.

I see the way you watch him
when you know he's not looking.

You still love him.

It doesn't matter.

I can't let myself
get hurt again.

Forget what you think
you know about him.

All he's ever done is love you
with his whole heart.

Why are you telling me this?

Because I care about him.

And you told me
when you care about somebody,
you put their needs first.

Kyle needs you, so I won't be
getting in your way anymore.

Honestly, I have never seen
a group of grown people act
like a bigger bunch of babies.

Jealousy makes people
do crazy things.

I guess.

Maybe I'd just hoped we were all
a more evolved species.

Do I need to remind you
we're talking about
a bunch of teenagers?

OK, you are so not allowed
to pull age rank on me.

I'm the one who handled
this whole evening properly.

- With class.
- And poise.

- And maturity
beyond your years.
- Exactly.

- Good night, Mark.
- Hey. Do you need a ride home?

Um, actually, no.
I... I sort of have one.

- Hi. You ready to go?
- Mm-hmm.

Cute.

- Shall we?
- Yeah.

- You're an idiot.
- I'm an idiot.

I can't believe
I thought I could handle...

...is gonna make up
for the fact my current
girlfriend is moving?

- See her again, I'll kill you.
- You're a bigger idiot.

I panicked. I couldn't
figure out how to pack you up

and ship you to Cleveland
with the rest of my stuff.

You try Pack-N-Ship
on Third?

They have great rates.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

You know that, right?

Of course you do.

Who wouldn't?

I love you, too.

- [Amanda] Kyle?
- Amanda, I...

I didn't think
you'd want to see me.

I don't want to
be mad anymore.

I feel like that's
all I've been lately.

I'm so confused about
what to think of you.

And the only thing
I can do to get through it
is to follow my heart.

My heart says that
there's still something there.

Please say something.

Amanda.

This person I am,

this life I lead, it's...

...it's different
than anyone else's.

- I'm different.
- I know that.

You know some of it.

But there are things
that I could never tell you.

And people who want things
from me, who know that
the way to get to me

is through the people I love.

What does that mean,
"get to you?"

It means that as much as I want
us to be together, we can't.

Why does that get
to be your choice?

Because my choice
is to protect you.

Always.

You don't need to protect me.

What you need to do is explain.

I'm sorry.

But I can't.

Is something wrong?

I found something.

In Cassidy's office.

He has Sarah's ring.

What? How?

I don't know, but I think
it might have something to do
with her disappearance.

No, she didn't disappear.
She left.

- We both thought that, but...
- No.

How do you explain this?

The letter she left?
The checks she's been sending?

I'm not sure.

Cassidy gave me this.

Look at the T's.

The cross bars are identical
on all of them.

The same person
wrote all of this.

Cassidy wrote this?

And the letter?

[sobbing] Why?

I don't know.

[sobbing]
I can't believe this.

All this time I thought she left
because she hated me.

Jessi, no one could
ever hate you.

Jessi, please.
I hate seeing you like this.

[sobbing]
My mother didn't leave me.

She didn't leave me!

- She didn't leave.
- I don't think she did.

I need to find out
what happened to her.

Promise me
you'll help me find out.

I promise.