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[Announcer]
Previously on Kyle XY.

Back to normal.

I just hope Kyle
is still Kyle.

I know you think
I'm a bad guy.

This whole thing with Hillary,
it's just physical.

It has nothing to do
with how much I love Amanda.

We're still together.

Yeah, why wouldn't we be?

I've been lying
to Lori for months.

My grades are screwed.

Look me in the eye,
and tell me all of it
was for nothing.

It wasn't for nothing,
and I can't say any more.

Zzyzx experimented
with artificial reproduction

and produced
two primary assets:

the male called XY,

the second
is a female, XX.

She apparently escaped.

She's fully developed.
Consider her dangerous.

Can't be.
Who is he?

The other asset.
XY?

I thought you said
he was terminated.

I'm going to tell Declan.

I can explain it to him.
No, you can't.

I need someone
I can talk to.

Then you know what,
go ahead.

Tell 'em everything.
And we'll see how long it takes

before somebody catches wind
of who you are

and drags you out of there.

Is that what you want?

[Kyle narrating]
Back to normal,

a phrase of such simplicity
it nearly defines itself.

The months that had passed
since I'd left

had been anything but,

and I was ready for that part
of my life to be over.

I was going to pursue normalcy
as if my life depended on it.

...so you just give
the team statistics
a value of 2/3x,

factor in floor conditions
and several other simple
formulas--

What's he talking about?

The basketball pool
at the office.

I have a secret weapon.

Stephen, isn't that
a little unfair?

Absolutely.

Brad took the whole thing
last year.

This year he's going down.

Who's getting death by fork?

Declan, if he's
not dead already.

I wouldn't know.

You two still
having problems?

Well, if by problems
you mean him not returning

my phone calls
all weekend, then yes.

I'm over it.

Josh, I need
your friend Robby's number.

His mom asked me
to volunteer

for the Active Parents
Committee.

Oh, really?

To which you probably said,
"No way in hell."

Well, what's wrong
with a little volunteering?

I have the time.

Time to contribute
to the social annihilation
of your son.

Then it was time well spent.

May I say something?

Depends.
Latin, Greek or Arabic?

Go ahead.

Thank you.

For this.

For everything.

You're welcome.

So cool.

[Ballantine]
She cleaned up well.

[Emily]
It took some work

to get her to understand
the concept of soap.

Does she just sit there
all day?

Sometimes she sits
facing the other way.

Can she hear us?

The room is completely
soundproof.

We recovered
some of the hard drives
from the explosion

at the former Zzyzx complex.

I was right.

The other subject, XY,

the boy she drew
in the pictures...

he wasn't terminated
like we were led to believe.

Why would they lie?

He has something of theirs
in his head,

something they wouldn't want
to admit was missing.

What is it?

Your job is to get it back.

Where is he now?
I'll set up a retrieval unit.

I wish it was that simple.

The last time someone tried
to grab that boy,

an entire complex was
firebombed.

I'd still like my parking space
in the morning.

Fair enough.

Everything you need to know
is in that file.

[Emily]
What should I do
about the girl?

Actually, she makes me nervous
just sitting there.

Get her a teddy bear
or something.

[door opens]

[door closes]

♪♪ [theme]

♪♪ [ends]

♪ Two to one... ♪

What's this?

It's St. Collette,
the patron saint of people--

[Both]
who have lost a parent.

You heard.

I'm so sorry.

I can't take this.
It was my gift for you.

Now it's a gift from me.

♪ I wish that I could stay ♪

♪ Your lips give you away ♪

♪ I can hear you ♪

Amanda.

♪ Through the center
of the storm ♪

♪ And I'm thinking
I'd prefer not... ♪

Everything's gonna be okay.

I promise.

♪ Two to none ♪

♪ Roads that lead
away from this ♪

♪ I'm following myself ♪

♪ Just this once ♪

Young love makes me
want to hurl.

I wonder if Dull and Duller
will make Best Couple
again this year?

Hmm.
For what?

The "Hit List".

Everyone votes anonymously in
different categories.

You know, things like
Biggest Fashion Don't

or Hottest Teacher.

Most in Need of an Enema.

It sounds mean.
It is.

But that doesn't stop everybody
from voting.

Well, why would anyone care?

Lesson number one:

The list is life.

I don't think I like that.

[Hillary]
You're telling me.
At least you didn't

suffer through
last year's humiliation.

Hillary made the list.
Yeah.

Biggest Sl--

Four-letter word rhymes
with "chut."

I suppose it could be worse.

I could have
an entire category
named after me.

That hairnet has
the Biggest Geekman award
written all over it.

Okay, Deichman's got
a lock on that.

That's why it's named
after him.

I don't know, dude.

You're sort of giving him
a run for his money.

Banana-guava.
Hold the wheatgrass.

I just got hammered
on G-Force.

This new guy
keeps popping in my game
and wiping me out.

You're not supposed
to spend your breaks
on the Internet.

It's, like,
against the rules.

Be less cool.
It'll really help your cause.

Nice guy.

Why are you eye-stalking
those two?

I'm gonna tell Amanda
the truth.

[chuckles]
Yeah, that's a bad idea
with a capital very.

Lesson number two:

The messenger
always gets shot.

Not literally,
but you shouldn't be the one
to tell her.

She'll hate you
for keeping it a secret
in the first place.

It's a no-win situation.

You could tell her.

You don't even like her.

And you're the one
he cheated with.

What's done is done.

There's no need in making
a bigger mess

out of things
than I already have.

[cell phone ringing]

I have to go.
So soon?

Hey.

Lori's here.

I can't talk to her
right now.

What's this?

I found these
in Baylin's files.

I can't just come meet you
whenever you call.

People will start
asking questions.

All these feats--
all of them were performed
by ordinary people.

Kyle, imagine what
you could do.

Are these real?

There they are.

We need to meet more often
and start exploring
your physical limits.

I start school again tomorrow.
Well, then after school.

After school, there are clubs,
activities, hanging out.

I was hoping--
You shouldn't be wasting
your time...

hanging out.

Kyle, this is what
Adam wanted for you.

And we need
to see that through.

All right?

Now, the basic principle,
obviously,

is mind over matter.

Hey there.

War and Peace.

A little light reading.

When do you think
you'll start working again?

I haven't decided yet.

We haven't had a moment alone
in a long time.

How you feeling?

I think...

I thought it'd be easier
to get back to normal.

What you've been through
is anything but normal.

It's gonna take
some time to adjust.

You don't have to rush it.

But what if I want to?

Sometimes we run away
from things

as a way of protecting
ourselves

from having to deal
with them.

Do you wanna talk
about it?

How much time do we have?

You tell me.

I think I'll keep running
a little longer while
I figure it out.

As long as you know I'm here
when you're ready.

You still have
29,642 words left.

You're not going anywhere.

[Emily]
I read the family history.

These people seem
to consider him
one of their own.

It's gonna be hard
to make him disappear.

Actually, we'd like
to get what we need

without anyone noticing
we were there.

I'm not sure that I understand
how that's possible.

You know what a firewall is,
I assume.

Of course.

XY's brain is powerful...

like a computer.

He's managed to develop
a mental equivalent
of a firewall.

It's what prevented Zzyzx

from being able
to control him

and what will
prevent us from...

getting what's inside
his head.

That's where she comes in.

[Emily]
What, like a mental hacker?

[Ballantine]
In a manner of speaking, yes.

I was joking.
We need what he knows.

She's the only one
capable of getting it.

Okay...how?

I mean, he's been living
a normal life in the suburbs.

Look at her.

She hardly seems capable
of assimilating.

Just leave that to me.

♪ Have you ever
thought about... ♪

Lori?

Lori doesn't live
here anymore.

Where'd she go?

To hell.

It has excellent lighting.

You're upset about Declan.

I don't understand.

I knew we were having issues,

but nothing that deserves
him ignoring me.

I don't know what I did.

You didn't do anything.

Then what?

You've been talking to him,
you must know something.

I think he's just going
through something right now

and he's trying
to work it out in his head

without bringing
the people he cares about
into it.

I'm his girlfriend.

He should be able to talk
to me instead of avoiding me.

Trust that I could help.

He sucks.

We're gonna be late
for school.

School sucks.

I can't get up.

My whole body hurts.

Mind over matter.

Hmm?

Use your mind to convince

your body it feels better.

If you believe
you don't hurt,

you won't.

Will that work?

For the next five minutes.

Come on.

Come on.

[sighs]

Kyle!
Hey, man,
good to have you back.

Where's Amanda?

Well, you don't have
to worry about Amanda.
She's fine.

I don't see it that way.

Yeah?
Well, how do you see it?

You weren't honest with her
when you had the chance.

Telling her the truth
would have hurt her.

It was a no-win situation.

But right now...

it seems like
she's the only one losing.

Now that's
a well-balanced meal.

What the--
This is a guys' bathroom.

Relax.
I have brothers.

It's the only place
I can get a good wireless
signal.

Uh, how about a classroom?

Yeah, they're not so
into using class time
to play G-Force.

I play G-Force.

Have you come across
the handle AndyJ yet?

He's ruining me.
I know.

I heard you talk about it
at the Rack.

Banana-guava,
hold the wheatgrass?

I order it, like, everyday.

Sorry.

No big.

Speaking of doing weird things
in weird places,

I'm pretty sure
there's a cafeteria

about a hundred yards
from here.

I'm hiding out.
From?

The cafeteria
is full of landmines
during "List Season."

I don't wanna be branded
some loser like L.K. Deichman.

You'd rather be a loser

who eats lunch
in the bathroom.

At least I'm in
the right bathroom,

Miss whatever-your-name-is.

It's Andy, actually.

Andy Jensen.

Or AndyJ to you.

[Girl on speaker]
Today is your last chance

to buy your tickets
to the fifth annual...

Declan!

...tickets are only
ten dollars

at the front office.

Unbelievable.

I have the answer.
To life?

Or to how I'm gonna get
my boyfriend to quit

his dump-and-dodge routine?

What are you wearing?
You like?

You look Amish.

It's part of my strategy
to avoid the slut vote.

I'm also gonna revirginize.

Re-what?

Revirginization.
Think about it.

If it's ours to give away,
then it's ours to take back.

But we worked so hard
to get rid of it.

My problems began the minute
sex entered the picture.

Next thing you know,
I'm the "chut" of the century.

And if I had never had sex
with Declan,

I wouldn't be
in this situation.

How does one revirginize?

We just agree to it.

I mean, there's this whole
ceremonial thingy,

but mostly it's just us
deciding that it's true.

Mind over matter.

If we convince ourselves
it's true,

then it is.

We'll live our lives not
motivated by boys or sex

or anything to do
with boys and sex.

In which case,
what do we do
with ourselves?

I guess we'll have
to ask a virgin.

Kyle! There you are.

I feel like
I haven't seen you all day.

Hi.

Look, I'm late for class,

but we need to hang out.

I have the bonfire committee
at three.

You want to help?

I can't after school.

Oh.
I'm sorry.

Bummer.
Well, maybe this weekend.

Bye.
Bye.

Hey.
Hey.

Hi.
Hey.

Will I see you
at the bonfire?

[Charlie]
Well, Amanda's
in charge of it.

[Girl]
Hmm, she'll be busy.

[Charlie chuckling]

Yes, she will.

And what will you be?

That depends on you.

Well, then I guess
anything's possible.

[Both chuckling]

[Emily]
What's this?

I recommend
that you learn it.

All of it.

Who's Jessi Hollander?

See for yourself.

Don't bring me to work

if you're just gonna make me
sit here all day.

Hello.
I'm Emily's boss.

Hi, Jessi.
Her sister.

Nice to meet you.

What did you do to her?

Think of it
like downloading

a program
into a hard drive.

Only she's the computer,

and her life
is the program.

Yesterday she was
a non-communicative,
cold-blooded killer

with no means which
to live her life
outside of that room.

Today...

she's a young teenaged girl
who likes

strawberry ice cream
and Avril Lavigne.

And what about
her memories?

Zzyzx, the guy that
she killed in the woods...

Deleted.

Everything she experienced
in the first few days

of her life
has been erased.

How?

Ms. Hollander,

we're a multi-billion dollar

technological research
and development corporation.

We have resources.

She thinks that
she's my sister.

I'm just supposed
to live that lie?

That's the assignment.

What's the next step?

Get her into
that family's life.

Destabilizing the boy's
support structure

will make him
more vulnerable--

receptive to her.

And she'll just know
what to do?

She won't know
she knows anything.

She'll just think that
she's the new girl...

hoping to make friends.

I recommend that you take her
for a test drive.

Don't try to make contact.

Just ease her in.

Watch for cracks
in the facade.

I don't think Adam meant
for us to take these studies
literally.

It's basic science.

You're body
won't feel the burn

until it reaches
the temperature of the fire.

So I need to keep
my internal temperature
constant.

Yeah.

I understand what
I'm supposed to do.

I just don't understand why.

This isn't about
walking on coals.

This is about you
using your mind

to change the physiology
of your body.

You can do it.

[sizzling]

[grunts]
Come on.

Focus.

Hey!
You're on
the planning committee?

Uh, that's sweet.

Actually, no.
We're here to talk to you.

Oh, yeah?
About what?

Well, we were wondering--

How do I put this?

Let's cut to the chase.

We're revirginizing.

We need to know what
your people do for fun.

My people?

Yeah, you know,
the pure types.

You're serious?

Revirginizing?

We're a little adrift,
socially speaking.

Okay, well, uh,
it's not that complicated.

For example,
the bonfire committee.

Yeah, we're not
so much committee folk.

We'll, I guess
I can't help you then.

Maybe now's a good time
to start?

Yeah, we can be bonfirey.

Okay, well, uh,

tiki oiling
or barbecue scrubbing?

You go ahead.
I'll hold your purse.

Go ahead. Go.

[timer beeping]

You made 400 cupcakes
for the bonfire?

Yeah, well...

keeps me busy.

I appreciate this new

Martha Stewart universe
you've been inhabiting,

but what's going on?

Do you think
it would be awful

if I didn't go back
to work?

I didn't know
that was an option.

[sighs]
I've been waiting
to feel ready,

but lately I'm starting
to wonder if I ever will.

But you love your job.

I did.

Then I let myself
get too close to a patient

and I nearly fell apart
when I lost him.

Kyle is not
an ordinary patient.

We all fell apart
when he left.

Hey, if you don't want
to go back to work,
that's okay.

Things at the company
are going well.
We're gonna be just fine.

But I hate that
you're doubting yourself.

I just don't feel good
at it anymore.

Why would you say that?

With Kyle...

I still have a feeling
that something's not right,

but he won't open up
to me.

I can't break through.

The sex shack.

Many a sandy night
spent in here.

Focus.

Why do you guys
wanna revirginize?

We're trying to make
better life choices.

So you think having sex
is a mistake?

Why do you ask?
No reason.

It's just--
What?

Well, tonight's mine
and Charlie's two-year
anniversary...

I don't know.

I thought it might be time.
No!

I mean...

I don't think
it's a good idea.

Why not? I mean...

I know he's not perfect,
but we've been through
so much together

and he's been so patient.

I feel like
I'm finally ready.

[cell phone ringing]

Hello?
Major gossip.

I don't like gossip.

Well, you're not gonna
like this, either.

But I think there's something
that you should know
about Amanda.

Kyle, what are you doing?

Where are you going?

We were just starting
to make progress.

Sorry.
This is important.

Wait. Wait!

You're letting petty things
compromise your destiny.

What do you mean,
my destiny?

Like Baylin said...

You can change the world.

What if I don't wanna
change the world?

What if I just
wanna be normal?

The last time we had
this conversation,

you made a skylight explode.

You're not normal.
You're never gonna be.

I'm not gonna let you ruin
what we're trying to do here.

What you're trying to do.

I don't wanna do it anymore.

Kyle!

I'm taking back
what's near and dear.

Letting go of all I fear.

Holding on
with all my might.

Saving myself
for prom night.

Drink.

Okay, now we're
born-again virgins.

Yes.

B-A-V.

BAVs.

It's got a ring to it.
I like it.

Are you appreciating
the irony

that we just held our
revirginization ceremony

in the sex shack?

♪♪ [Man singing,
indistinct]

♪ Cut myself so I could
feel something ♪

♪ I know is... ♪

♪♪ [continues]

[Girl]
Is she here?

Look at Prince Charming
over there.

I'm so glad I never slept
with him.

So many new people.

You know what to do.

Mingle and blend in.

You want me to go
with you?

No, I don't need
my big sister glued
to my hip.

♪ I won't say
anything at all ♪

Declan, have you seen Amanda?

No.
McDonough! Let's go.

Come on.

You're still hanging out
with Charlie?

I found myself
a little short
on friends lately.

I'm worried he's not
the kind of person
he's pretending to be.

You would know.

Amanda--
Kyle, thank God.

All my helpers
bailed on me.

Sour Patch Kids on me.
Hi, Amanda.

Hey, Mrs. Trager,
I was wondering

if I could talk to you
about the cash box.

Sure.

So when can you break free?

You're in a hurry.
[chuckling]

Yeah.

I'm a couple
of other things,
as well.

Hmm, I can see that.

Yeah.

Just give me five minutes.

You promise?

Yeah.

Okay.

What's that look?
Back in business, huh?

Yeah.

Yeah, my business, man.

I don't think
you're as careful
as you think.

What's that supposed
to mean?

It means you better
go find your girlfriend
before she isn't.

♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

You suck.

What?
You heard me.

There's absolutely nothing
rational or intelligent

or remotely kind
about the way you've
been treating me.

Lori, I--
Let me finish.

I feel hurt and angry

and, at the moment,
a little drunk,

so I'm here to tell you
that you suck.

I know I've been crazy.

If I could figure out
how to explain it,

I would.

How are we supposed
to be together

if you can't even
talk to me

about what you're
going through?

Oh, my God.

You wanna break up.

This is one place
where the silent treatment

is not gonna fly.

If you wanna break up,
you're going to have
to say it.

I wanna break up.

And I suppose a why
would be asking too much.

I just, um--

I can't.

Well, that's great.

Really nice.
Really mature.

[sniffles]
I mean,
it doesn't matter anyway.

I've already erased you.

You and me? Done.
Never happened.

♪ And it makes me crazy ♪

♪ Without it ♪

♪ I guess ♪

♪ But I'm in
the same place... ♪

It's going well, right?
People are having fun?

Are you?

I will now that work's done.

There's something
I was hoping to talk
to you about.

What's up?

If you knew a secret
about somebody,

would you tell them
even though it might
hurt them?

Is is it something
someone told you
never to tell?

No, but they probably
don't wanna hear it from me.

Kyle, what's this about?

Amanda, they're calling
for more sodas over there.

I just--
Oh, it never ends.

All work and no play.

What the hell do you
think you're doing?

I'm being a good friend.
What are you doing?

Don't pull that innocent
stargazer crap with me.

[voice echoes]
Amanda's the only one
who falls for it.

Now what the hell
do you think you're doing?

Kyle, look at me.

I'm talking to you.

Oh, hey, sorry.

You know,
you ought to be nice.

[Crowd murmuring]

[Emily]
Out of the way.

Out of the way.
Jessi, stop!

Let go.

It's cool.
Go for a walk.

What happened?

I don't know. I--

♪ So no one hears
anything anymore ♪

♪ Mirrors lie to me,
tell me you can see ♪

♪ Maybe you won't be able-- ♪

Hey, what the hell
do you think you're doing?

I'm going to find Amanda.

I'm not going to let you
lie to her anymore;
it's not right.

Oh, right, I forgot.

You're the guy who refuses
to throw a punch.

[thunder rumbles]

Tanner, give it a rest.

Hey, whose side are you on?
No one's.

Well, then stay
the hell out of it.

Fire.

Oh, my God.

Somebody--
Oh, my God!

There's a girl in there!

Get help!

Somebody call 911!
Help!

It's too hot.

[Narrating]
Mind over matter.

Everything
I had walked away from

was right here
in front of me.

Everything
I didn't want to be

was everything
I knew exactly how to do.

[Declan]
Kyle!

We need help over here!

Kyle!

Get down, Kyle!
Get down!

[girl coughing]
She's breathing!

How are you not burned?

[sirens blaring]

[Crowd approaching]

Go!

Get outta here! Run!

[gasps]

[door opens]

How--

Please don't ask me
any more questions.

Why?

Because you'll want to know
why I can do what I can do

and I won't be able
to explain it to you because...

I can hardly
explain it to myself.

But I can...help you
figure it out.

You don't have to be
in this alone.

I'm not.

I have you and this family.

And I don't want anyone to have
a reason to take me away.

I wouldn't let that happen.

If anyone found out,
you might not have
a choice in the matter.

We just got you back.

If it means never
letting you go again...

no one else needs to know
that you're different.

Nicole, I don't want
to be different.

I just want to be ordinary.

Honey...

we could ignore
all the things about you

that you can't explain

and you could try to act
like everybody else,

but tonight there was a girl

trapped inside
a burning building

and your only instinct
was to save her.

That's who you are.

And there is nothing
ordinary about it.

[whispers]
Crap.

[Josh]
So busted.

Before you say anything,
yes, I have been drinking.

And, yes, I know
it's not a good idea.

And, no, I cannot promise
that I will never do it again.

I do, however, recognize
that I'm using it as a crutch

to hide from the mistakes
of my past,

and I can assure you
that I intend on living

a much less destructive life
for myself in the future

as soon as I figure out
what my life is supposed to be.

I love you,
and I didn't drive.

Oh, and I'm a virgin.
Again.

[giggles]

Ow!

She's not actually getting
away with that, is she?

Good.

Cupcake, anyone?

Oh, where's Kyle?

He seemed a bit
out of it today.

He was feeling a little down.

I talked to him.

Then he'll be fine.

You're good at that.

He's right,
you are good at that.

Then I guess it's time
to stop running from it.

Oh, so how was the rest
of your night?

Uneventful.

Ah.

[chattering]

I don't think they did it.

You don't?

I have great sex radar.
I can tell.

Besides, Amanda's
a textbook case.

She'd want the night
to be perfect,

and last night's
pyrotechnic near-tragedy

was hardly the ideal setup.

I hope you're right.

And voting season's over
in five, four, three, two...

I think we're about to get
sage words of wisdom,
Kyle style.

You mean, like,
why are we both so worried

about what other people
think of us?

Or we can't be liked
until we like ourselves.

Ooh, I bet it's that we get
to decide who we really are,

not anyone else.

Huh.

Interesting.

You're good.

Save me.

From what?
The list just came out.

I don't want any part of it.

Do we really need
any more ways to be mean?

That's what I say.

Hey, I didn't see you
leave last night.

You missed all the craziness.

How's the girl from the fire?

She's going to be
completely fine.

I guess she got out
just in time.

That's a relief.

It's a miracle is what it is.

[Woman]
Let me ring you up.

Crap!
Are you on it again?

Worse. I'm not even
on it at all.

But you are.

What?

I guess that just goes to show
how wrong it can be, huh?

Totally.

Hey, who got
"Biggest Slut" anyway?

What?

Oh, wow.

[chattering]

[chattering]

What's going on?

I think they saw this.

What?

That's a really stupid joke.

Very funny, everybody.

Very funny.
That's good.

Charlie...

Amanda, it's--
it's a joke.

It's not a joke.

I'm sorry, but it's not.

I know.

I slept with him.

She's lying.

She is?

It doesn't look like it.

[laughs]
Amanda--

Stop.

Just stop.

This is what you wanted
to tell me.

You didn't think I wanted
to hear it from you.

You were wrong.

[Narrating]
In life, everybody
gets labeled.

Charlie was a cheater,

giving Amanda the label
of the betrayed.

With the breakup
of the "Best Couple,"

Declan and Lori are left
with a new label:

the heartbroken.

People try to tell us
who we're meant to be,

but it's up to us
to decide whether or not

the label fits.

After everything
I'd done to fight it,

I finally understood the label
I was meant to have.

I would never be normal
or ordinary.

My destiny was to be
extraordinary.

This is the label
I've accepted,

and now it's my
responsibility to earn it.

I'm ready.

♪ I watch you ♪

♪ As the light shines ♪

♪ On you now ♪