All language subtitles for Grown-ish.S05E17.WEBRip.x264-ION10

Now that I'm nearing the end
of my freshman year,

I can't help but look back
at how much I've grown.

When I started, I was basically
a legacy at Zoey University.

But now I feel like
this school is mine.

I mean, look at all
the friendships

I've made, the things
I've accomplished,

the stories I will never
tell my children.

Oh!
No, thank you.

It hasn't all been easy.

There's been
some stressful times,

but I've got a handle on it.

And, hey, what doesn't kill you
makes you stronger.

And I've come up
with a great idea

to celebrate the year that was.

Yo, yo, yo,
What is going on, gang?

You know, we're coming
to the end of our semester,

and I just want to do
something to commemorate

the crew that we've become.

You want us to get matching
track jackets, don't you?

No, no, this is not my matching
track jacket idea.

Although I still think
that would be dope AF.

I've come up
with something else.

Everybody clear your schedules
for the day

because I've used
all my Stevens and Lido

connections to get us...

[ Imitates drum roll ]

[ Cellphone chimes ]
...eight tickets to Disneyland.

Oh, my God. What?
I know.

Now, we don't have the
Park-Hopper, but that is okay.

[ Cellphones chiming ]
We will just visit

Disney's California Adventure
another time.

This is amazing!

[ Chiming continues ]
I know.

I made the magic happen for
the most magical people

at the happiest place
on Earth.

Kiela: Zoey Johnson
with the hookup.

I'm sorry. What?

[ Chiming continues ]
Zoey who?

No, Zoey did not do this.

I cannot imagine Zoey
taking the initiative

to do something nice
for me and my friends.

Junior, she invited us to
a secret show for the rapper

Ms. It at Bar None.

Oh, we'll be at Disneyland.

Shame you guys are going to
have to miss that concert.

Uh...

♪

Yeah, I didn't believe
it either.

♪ Watch out, world,
I'm grown now ♪

♪ I'm grown ♪

♪ Learn something
new every day ♪

♪ I don't know,
so I'mma feel my way ♪

♪ Got the weight
of the world on me ♪

♪ But no regrets,
this is what I say ♪

♪ Watch out, world,
I'm grown now ♪

♪ I'm grown ♪

♪ You can tell me ♪

♪ My heart beating so loud ♪

♪ Mama, look, I'm grown now ♪

♪ I'm grown ♪

♪ Hit it like 1, 2, 3 ♪

♪ Ain't nobody do it like me ♪

Zoey: This is insane.

Ms. It secret show,
the hottest female artist

in the rap game,
is performing at a bar

with one working toilet.

I am so impressed.

Doug: Ah, thank you.

You know, I really feel
like this is really

how I'm going to
turn a corner in my career.

Today, I'm promoting
the Ms. It show,

and tomorrow,
maybe the, uh,

Doug Edwards Hall
at the Grammy Museum.

I like that.

Okay.

Aaron:
I'm proud of you, man.

I know you've worked hard.

I know it's been tough,
but look how far you've come.

Yeah, I feel like
I'm two steps away from

taking my Cash App tag
out of my Instagram bio.

Feels good.
But you guys enjoy this.

I'm about to go swap out
these urinal cakes.

See you guys.

Alright.

You know, I remember when he
used to look up to the guy

who used to swap out
the urinal cakes.

And now it's--

He really
has come a long way.

Yeah.

Oh.
Makes you emotional.

♪ Going up, never coming down ♪

Yo, yo, what's going on, everybody?

Who's ready for Ms. It?

[ Cheering ]

Junior: So, this is definitely
not Disneyland.

But even I have to admit,

this looks like
it'll be a fun night.

Wow! Thank you so much
for helping me

secure the spots for the group.

After all of this, I feel like
they owe me annual passes

as thanks.

You are so obsessed
with Disneyland.

I know, but now
is not the time.

Let's make ourselves
wide, alright?

Back up, y'all.

Hey.
Hey.

Why are we
in the nosebleeds?

I thought it was more important
for us to be together

as opposed to close
to the stage.

Now, we're near an exit.
You never know what can happen.

I don't really care
where we stand.

Just can't leave I'm here.
Oh, my God.

That is the biggest picture
of Ms. It.

Wow.
Yes.

That's a bigger surprise
than finding out

Lauryn was
into Metallica.

Hey, I make no apologies
for going hard.

Zoey: Hey, friends!
Hey.

What are you doing
in the nosebleeds?

There's still space
in the VIP section.

Oh, there's a VIP section?

Yeah, I created it, duh.

We don't need to go
that far, though.

We're cool.
For real?

It's right there.

Like, you could walk there
by accident

looking for the bathroom.

Come on.

Yeah, I don't know.

I mean, I feel we have
a good spot here. Right?

Yeah, me and Grace put in a lot
of work to finding these.

[Bleep] that.
Let's go to the front.

Excuse me.

I'm sorry.
Excuse me, guys.

Yo, what do you think?

Does this say, uh,
"My guy Doug knows how

to treat an A+ talent"?

Yeah, man.
No, this is, uh, this is great.

You covered everything
but the mildew.

Uh-huh.

That can't be cheap, huh?

Right.
It is not.

And you can afford pre-cut
imported tropical fruits.

Those aren't
even in season.

Mm-hmm.

So let me
get this straight.

A struggling event planner--
that'd be you--

can come up with the bread
to deck out this entire

green room but not to
chip in on my spare room

that you just so happen
to stay in.

Bro, I asked you for
your help, not an audit.

These are all
business investments. Okay?

[ Cellphone chimes ]
Business investments?

I got to take this.
This is, uh, the stretch

Hummer driver confirming
the address for Ms. It.

Stretch Hummer?

Yo.

You're where?

Is that my foot bath?

Zoey: And then I just told
Amanda Gorman,

"I'd love to dress you
for the Met,"

and I'm so glad we did.

How are you
pulling this off?

Everything is confidence.

Actually, remind me to tell you
about the time

that Aaron and I stayed
in a presidential suite.

Junior: Look at her.
Now it is just the Zoey Show.

I've kind of always lived
in her shadow.

I can see that.

She's talented, funny,
beautiful, successful.

Um...

You're some
of those things, too.

Thank you.

Look, she's just fulfilling
the older sibling prophecy.

It's natural.

I would
say it's upbringing.

Older siblings are like
born leaders.

They're pretty much
the third parent

without the back problem.
I know, I know.

And it might have been cool
in high school

when I needed a ride,

but I just feel like
I've outgrown that.

These things
are what they are.

Just don't let it
stress you out.

♪

So what kind of a stage delay
are we looking at?

Erykah Badu
or Lauryn Hill?

Ms. It takes the stage
when she is ready.

Can't rush greatness.

Okay, so ballpark,
Missy Elliott.

Okay, well, I hope
she plays "Throw It Back"

because that's my favorite song
on TikTok right now.

Okay, Top Fifty, but real fans
know that "Hit This"

is Ms. It's best record.

Zaara: Wait, isn't she only
famous because she was

on that reality show
and then there was a viral meme?

She is famous because
of her undeniable talent.

She writes her own bars,

and she is reinventing
the life performance.

Well, I saw her feature
on Ed Sheeran's mixtape,

and I-- I thought
that was pretty good.

No, no. Ed was featured on
Ms. It's mixtape.

And "pretty good"?

Okay, I'm going
to get a drink

while you all fix
your Ms. Ittitude.

As usual, Annika was right.

I'm sure Zoey isn't trying
to crowd in on my thing.

I shouldn't let it
stress me out.

[ Laughter ]

This is too beautiful!

My sister finally meeting
my brothers.

Yeah, they were actually
just telling me--

Oh, just alluding to some
of your pledge hijinks.

Off the record, though,
'cause legally, we don't pledge.

We just "offer opportunities
for advancement."

[ Laughter ]
My bad, my bad.

We could just say that
the General chose us.

I'm sorry, the General?

Yeah, that's
my, uh, frat name.

Him?
That's me.

Okay.

It's kind of like how you
wanted us to call you

Gwizzledore
during your D&D phase.

Bro, you played D&D?

Well, I actually did
as a kid, too, though.

Okay, sure.

But did you skip your prom
for a quest?

[ Laughter ]

Well, it was
a-- a campaign.

It was the only night my guild
was strong enough to beat

Whiticus The Destroyer.

[ Laughter ]

You know what?
Laugh if what you want,

but he actually
influenced me to add capes

to my fall collection.

Oh, whoa, whoa.

Did you just
say you wore capes?

Unironically?

Like, you went
into your closet

and said,
"It's cape night"?

[ Laughter ]

Okay, guys, the General helped
me move product that season,

so I have nothing
but respect.

Okay. Gwizzledore.

[ Laughter ]

Oh, no, no, not again.

Why can't Zoey stop
embarrassing me?

Oh, my heart is racing.

Not another panic attack.

I've got to get out of here.

I think I'm going to go see
if Doug needs something.

Gwizzledore!

We were just
playing, man!

Yo, you got to go slice
some dragon!

[ Heart beating ]

Hey, Junior.
Oh. Oh, my God.

Uh...

Hey. Hey.
Are you okay?

Yeah?

I'm here with you.

You got this.

How long have you been dealing
with these panic attacks?

I don't know.
Not long.

Have you done anything
about them?

Have you talked to anyone?

I mean.
Come on.

A panic attack is your body
telling you

that something's wrong
and you need to talk to somebody

about what just happened.

Just trust me.

I've-- I've been through this,
and anxiety is no joke.

I've got it covered.

Okay, I know you think
you have it covered,

but listen to me.

I-I've been where you are.

And when I first dealt
with anxiety,

I was so overwhelmed

and I literally dropped
out of school.

But I got to a place
where I felt in control

because I didn't try
and do it alone.

Listen, I know we have
this whole thing

where I'm the little brother
who still plays Pokémon

as an adult and you're
the cool older sister

who needs to
look out for me.

But you don't need
to do that anymore.

Oh.

You don't need to
look out for me.

I got it.

Okay.

I'm just--
I'm going to go.

[ Door handle rattles ]

Luckily,
I'm not claustrophobic.

Oh, I love that one.
We look so cute.

No!
Zeke: Sorry, babe.

I got to free up at least
two gigabytes of space.

She's going to do
8 to 10 songs

with at least two new drops,
which means I could be

the first one with
that video footage.

This could be the start
of my YouTube channel.

Look, we're all excited
to see her, okay?

But you're taking it
to a whole new level.

Yeah, I didn't realize
you were the

"I make my own YouTube edits"
kind of fan.

Zeke: Are you kidding?

I'm a "give up my spot
on the football team

and then blow my savings account
to buy tickets to follow her

across the country"
kind of fan.

So you would rather
be known as Mr. It

than be the MVP
of the Super Bowl?

One of those lasts a day.
The other last a lifetime.

Wow.

You better not ever.

That's a lot.

Doug: Yo, how do you not know
where your artist is?

That's your only job.

You don't have her chipped
or something?

How is that insulting?

Bro, what are you doing?

Oh, me?
Yeah.

I'm just eating your half
of the water bill.

What?

I will be made
whole, Douglas.

This next plate will put
a nice dent

in which you owe me
for electricity.

Okay?

Bro, I don't know
if you high or--

or drunk or both,
but you can't be doing this.

Ms. It is about
to pull up now.

What I mean is how
do you have all this

money for Ms. It, right?

But pretty sure I caught you
wearing my favorite shirt

when you couldn't
afford laundry.

This is a very big
night for me.

I don't know
if you noticed,

so I'm going to need you
to address your problem.

The problem is you're staying
in my spare room.

Right?

You're eating
my Cocoa Puffs.

You're touching
my thermostat.

Nobody likes it on 67.
Okay?

A house should be warm, cozy,
like a home, right?

You're doing all this
without paying rent.

So if we don't figure out
some sort of payment situation,

I'm going to have
to kick you out.

That's good,
because I'm moving out.

Okay, fine.

Good.

I was eating that.

[ Plate clatters ]

How is there
no reception?

Bar None?
More like Bar No Bars.

You proud of yourself?

Yeah.
You're taller.

Why don't you go see
what you can get us?

Oh, so I have to follow
orders now, I guess.

Oh, my God. Okay.

You seem to think that being
the oldest is easy,

but you always have to watch
what you're doing

because you're setting
an example.

And you know what?

You're the test subject
for your parents

to work out
all their bad ideas on, so.

Do you know how hard it is to
grow up in your shadow?

Even going to Cal U
wasn't going to a reputable

liberal arts college
with great weather.

It was following in
Zoey's footsteps.

I even have to dress
a particular way because of you.

Like I want to wear
Givenchy to a bar concert.

That's not Givenchy.

Thank you, Zoey.
Really appreciate that.

I needed that, actually.

You know what?
I'm so sorry.

You're so right.

You don't need my help
or my advice

because you have it
all figured out.

Except for the fact that
you're emotionally fighting

for your life
in the closet of a bar.

Bro, are you going
to get help or not?

Are you?

If not, I'm bringing
our parents into this.

You wouldn't.

Oh, I would.

[ Scoffs ]

I am.

I'm composing a text,
and as soon as we get out there,

I'm hitting send.

Zoey.

Are you going
to listen to me?

No.

Okay.

You know what?
Mom's a doctor.

She'll be able to help you
with the treatment plan

and get
the right referrals.

Really--

[ Gasps ]

I can't believe
I just did that.

I can't believe
he just did that.

I just got that phone.

I thought it was
the waterproof version.

[ Sighs ]
I'm sorry, I just--

Sometimes I feel like
we're competing for space.

I'm not trying to
compete with you.

Bro, I know you said
that you're different

and that you don't need me
to look out for you,

but I'm different, too.

You know, when I first got to
Cal U, I failed so hard.

Like, I abandoned my friend
at the first party we went to.

Who does that?

And I was
hooked on Adderall.

Oh, wow.
I was just such a mess.

But I'm not that selfish
and competitive person anymore.

I'm someone who's really excited
to hook your friends up

with this whole secret show
and someone who's willing

to share their experience
with anxiety

to help somebody
I really care about,

someone who's excited
to be a better big sister.

So just like you've
changed, I have, too.

I know.

You finally used BOGO
for you and a friend.

Mm-hmm.

[ Both chuckle ]

It's just not easy
always feeling

like you're growing up
in someone's shadow.

Sometimes I just wish
I could be me,

have something of my own.

What are you
talking about?

You are the most you person
I have ever met.

I mean this
so seriously,

Like, you have this
awkward confidence

that has to be seen
to be believed.

And, I mean, you're funny,
and you're kind.

You know, the best part
of being your big sister

is that it's just
so easy to say

I'm proud of you
because I really am.

I feel like I've always
known that,

but that's the first time
I've ever heard you say it.

Well, I'm never saying it again,
so don't get used to it.

[ Both laugh ]

I'm kidding.

I'm really proud of you.

I'm proud of you, too.

Thanks.

Hey, could you, uh, hit me
with the info for the doctor

that you used to help you
get through this?

Are you for real?

Yes.
Ah!

Thank you, Junior.

Okay.
You don't have to dance.

That's a lot.
[ Laughs ]

You know what?
I've had a thought.

What?
Junior-- it's not it.

It's not entirely
appropriate for somebody

who's carving out their space
in the world like you are.

Yeah, maybe
I have outgrown it.

Maybe you have, Dre.

Ooh!
Ooh!

Ick.

How about we try Andre?

Yeah, I like that.

Okay, Andre.

Okay, Andre!
Oh, I like that.

Alright.

So sorry.
I should have knocked.

Oh, my God.
Oh, God!

Eww!
No, it's not like that.

Oh, no,
that's my brother.

That's my brother.

Gross!

Still no sign of
Ms. It, huh?

Bro, they've been
telling me 10 minutes

for the past 45 minutes.

Shocking from the artist
whose hit single is

"Bitch, I'm Not Coming."
Right?

I mean, I was going to go off
on your little stunt,

but I guess
it doesn't matter now.

It had nothing to do with
the sushi or the money, Doug.

Okay?
Yeah.

It had a little something
to do with the money,

but I just feel like
you're putting all this effort

into this rapper
you didn't even know

and kind of taking me
for granted.

Oh, well, bro,
I did not mean

for you to feel underappreciated.

And to be honest, I wouldn't be
where I'm at right now

if it wasn't
for your help.

So thank you.

Well, thanks.

I think it's time for me
to call it.

Yikes.
Yeah.

I just-- I didn't see this
being the outcome, you know?

Yeah, it-- it kind of seems
like the whole point

of a concert promoter is
to actually deliver a concert.

But, hey, at least you know
for next time, right?

Oh, and for next time,
can you please remind me

to get a binding agreement
and not a DM?

Yeah, I will--
I will make sure you do that.

Oh, one more favor.

Can you order me
a stiff drink?

I'm going to need it.

Mnh-mnh.

[ Crowd chanting
"Ms. It! Ms. It! ]

Hey, guys, I have some bad news.

Ms. It's not going
to make it tonight.

[ Crowd clamoring ]

Sometimes the night
doesn't go the way you hoped.

Supposed to be right here,
right here.

I know.

But if it makes you feel
any better,

we can watch her YouTube
videos on the Uber home.

Yeah.

And we'll even
let you rewind

to as many little bits
as you want.

She didn't even get to see my
specially made T-shirt.

We know, buddy.
We know.

And you need friends
that are like family

to look out for you.

And the lucky ones have family

that's actually family
to have your back.

Hey, where
y'all been at?

Mm, on another quest,
huh, Junior?

[ Laughter ]

Uh, actually,
it's a campaign.

And I think I want
to go by Andre now.

Andre?
Yeah.

Okay.
Okay.

Okay, Andre.

Andre.

I like-- I like Andre.

I-- I like that.

I-- I love that
for you.

My sister and I have been
stuck playing

one version
of our relationship.

Zoey: But just like Junior
leveled up to Andre...

Junior: We're leveling up
to friends and equals.

Zoey: Whatever jealousies
and ideas

we were working with before...

Junior: We're leaving behind for
a new, more exciting chapter.

Zoey: Basically, we're
rewriting the narrative.

♪ Can you feel the love? ♪

Sorry, I forgot to close a tab.

Can you help me out
with that?

Woman: Sure.
Ms. It: Excuse me.

I was looking for Doug.

I don't know
his last name.

Probably a Black guy.

He said there'd
be a sushi boat?

I don't know, but I was
supposed to perform tonight.

[ Gasps ]
Oh, my God, you're Ms. It.

Yeah. Sorry.

I got caught up
at Disneyland.

You can really spend
a whole day there.

My boyfriend is literally
your biggest fan.

He's not going to
believe this.

Really?

We should take a picture
for him then.

He would never
forgive me for this.

We never met.

You were never here.