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[Song: What's wrong with being imperfect? Singer: Huang Yali]

♫ In the crescent moon lives a daydreaming girl ♫

♫ In dreams smiling sweetly like cotton candy ♫

♫ Ignite the fairy stick and close your eyes, wait for him to appear ♫

♫ A boy shared his thoughts to the tree hole ♫

♫ Fall down and get back up, look up to the blue sky ♫

♫ Put on a suit and become the knight she wants ♫

♫ Who hasn't been hurt before? ♫

♫ Wounds can turn into strength ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ After rain it becomes sunny, meeting the light ♫

♫ Being imperfect is also beautiful ♫

♫ With half a pair of wings can also soar high ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ As long as there is a future with full of expectations ♫

♫ There is always a place for love ♫

♫ We're not perfect, but we are meant for each other ♫

[My Girl]

[Episode 20: If it's all right, I like to live in a beauty filter]

Welcome sir, do you have a reservation?

I'm here to be fitted for a suit. I'm Mr. Shen's best man.

Okay, this way please.

Here, Doctor Sui!

Where's Shen Yi?

He'll be here shortly.

Today, we prepared about ten suits to choose from. It will be tough today.

I'll try them out first then.

Okay.

This way please.

Sir, please.

Where's Sui An?

President Shen, Doctor Sui just went in.

Mr. Shen, Doctor Sui is already in,. You can dress in another room.

We will use the same room.

The groom and the best man have a good relationship.

They share everything with each other. Everything.

You've came.

Yellow zebra print?

Go out and pick another one.

I think this one is quite nice.

That Pikachu color? Are you being serious?

Does it look nice?

It looks nice.

What happened today? Bad mood?

I'm in a very good mood.

You're worried about that night when you got drunk right?

Don't worry, I won't tell Meng Hui.

I'll keep it as a secret forever.

Of course I'm at ease.

What you're good at is keeping secrets.

A matter can be in your stomach for a thousand years.

Can you help me tighten it?

You've always been so tight-lipped.

I can't say anything with you strangling me.

What's wrong with you today? Who triggered you?

For so many years, I have treated you like my biological brother.

I gave you my back but I never thought
(T/N: Trust)

that perhaps one day, you'll stab me in the back.

It's the same for me. I also gave you my back.
(T/N: Trust)

It's not the same. There is no knowing what is in a man's heart.

Who knows whether the weakness you are showing is real or a mere illusion?

Why aren't you speaking?

You really think I'm so easy to be lied to?

What do you know?

[Name card]

We knew each other since university until now.

It's been so many years.

Within that period of time,

one time, even if it was just one time.

Have you ever thought of telling me the truth?

Don't let me see you again.

Have you ever thought that I didn't tell you for your own good?

What a hypocrite. You just did it for yourself!

You're a coward and selfish. You don't dare to admit your responsibility.

You pushed all the responsibility on me so you could feel better.

Say it again!

Let go!

Your tie doesn't look nice. Go out and change it.

The groom is Shen Yi from Qian Shan Group?

I'm so jealous.

We missed out on another chance to marry rich.

That's right.

What happened?

I actually don't envy the groom that much.

- Shen Yi, calm down.
- Let go.

- Let go!
- Shen Yi, calm down.

- Let go!
- Calm down!

Let go!

- Shen Yi, calm down.
- Let go!

- Clam down!
- Let go!

What do you guys think of these suits?

Ah, those two are really hilarious

facing all kinds of hardships together.

Good friends!

They are even closer than real brothers.

This tie is you and I.

From now on, the two of us cannot exist together.

What are you doing here?

I'm here to be the gentle and sweet snail girl.

I helped you cleaned a bit.

If I remembered correctly, my office got messy because of you.

What happened to your face?

An accident.

I'll help you apply medicine.

About what happened last night—

About what happened last night, you were overworked so you forgot about the date, so you're excused.

But I'm so modest so I won't take this seriously.

Do you remember what also happened?

I'm sorry. I was thinking too much last night

and I kept taking the initiative before and you had no response at all.

Of course, I don't have a lot of sense of security

so that's why I misunderstood you and looked for Shen Yi

but I promise in the future I will always believe in you.

Our problem is that we don't have trust.

Right now, Shen Yi and Meng Hui's relationship is very complicated. Can you not cause a ruckus?

Complicated? How complicated, can you tell me?

I can't.

Y-You, you're not admitting it?

- That night we already—
- Was there really that night?

Or do you want to lie to me to make me responsible?

You know everything?

There indeed wasn't that night.

You cheated me.

I... I didn't purposely lie to you. I...

I just couldn't resist the temptation.

- Wei Lei.
- Yes?
- Let's cool down a bit.

I've only dated for one day.

Come in.

President Shen, Doctor Sui made a reservation saying that he wants to meet you.

If anyone lets him in then I'll fire them.

Why, did you two fight?

No.

That's what I thought. It's been so many years. Who has seen the two of you argue?

Our relationship is over!

O-Over?

Bet on me?

Hello, Jiang Jiang. Bring all my documents to my house.

I'm working at home today so I won't go out.

Also, prepare lunch for me.

- Who is it?
- It's me.

Director Shen.

You're here alone?

Yes, it's just me.

Come in.

Director Shen, I ran into Doctor Sui on the way up.

Are you really not going to see him?

You came here at the right time. I have something

- for you to do.
- Okay.

Please remove everything from my home that has anything to with Sui An.

For example, those clothes, the furniture,

also the food. Take them away.

But...

Director Shen, the two of you were not in some romantic relationship, so why are you sending back his gifts?

Even if you were in a relationship, you still don't need to return the gifts.

It'll just make you look petty.

So I'm petty. I've been like this since I was little, okay?

Director Shen, don't act like this, or your house will be emptied of everything.

You must be kidding. Do I really owe him that much?

Six figures aren't even enough.

- It's that much?
- Little did you know, right?

Let me tell you. Relationships are like this

only the person involved doesn't know.

Look at what you guys went through all these years.

I'm an outsider and I can see it.

There is nothing the two of you cannot resolve if you would just sit down and talk with each other.

You are like brothers, right?

- Is he paying your salary?
- No.

Then why are you taking his side?

Director Shen, if Doctor Sui was my boss, he would have paid me enough for me to buy a house.

Then why don't you go and work as his assistant?

You.

It's because of affection... it's something that happens unconsciously.

Can you stop hurting the people that are good to you?

Your temper these days is really getting harder and harder to understand.

This will make the people beside you not feel safe.

My goodness. You can even argue with Dr. Sui.

The next step, will it be me?

Don't misunderstand. That's not what I meant.

Anyways, I'm in a hard position right now. You keep staying at home and not leaving.

I have a lot of duties that I can't even start.

Also, do you still want to get married?

Are you still going to wear the suit and pick the tie?

What does this have to do with marriage?

You can go pick up the tie.

The shop called me saying that Dr. Sui took the tie.

What did he take my tie for?

So do you want to get married or not?

I want to.

Then I'll let Sui An come in.

You—

Did you eat yet?

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

It's all on you now.

I had them prepare a new tie.

Since you like it so much then wear this one.

It's your wedding. As long as you're happy.

I don't want it. Take it away.

I was too hasty that day.

We didn't say things clearly.

If you want me to apologize to you then,

Shen Yi,

I'm sorry. Even though this apology

is over ten years late.

If you think the apology isn't enough

then you can tell me your requests.

What should I do to make it up to you?

Sui An, are you belittling me?

Do I want an apology?

Then why are you angry?

It's been so many years and you treated me well

because you treated me like your brother

or to make it up to me?

Yes.

That matter happened long ago.

I already didn't care long ago.

I don't care how you treated me and Meng Hui before

but I care about who you are now.

Every time I need help, you're always the first one to stand out.

What is this?

I helped you prepared Mr. Smith's appointment card.

Every time I encounter problems that I can't figure out,

you'll always help me think of a solution.

Wei Lei doesn't care what happened between you and Meng Hui.

Don't worry. You still have me.

But you never told me your troubles.

There are times

everyone looked down on me because I was stingy.

Only you were willing to tolerate me.

On the contrary, you even compensated me.

It was buy one get one free at the bakery shop. You take the free one.

Why do you have everything in pairs?

I thought you probably would need it when I brought it.

Why?

I treated you as a brother but you did it to make up for it.

Shen Yi, this isn't just making up for it.

How can you prove that?

What about you?

Do you love me

or are making it up for me?

- Meng Hui.
- Zheng Jue.

You already married me.

You won't divorce me, right?

But if I knew the truth from the start

then I might not have agreed to marry you.

Then do you not love me after finding out about the truth?

Meng Hui, let's forget the past together

and live well, okay?

When we first met,

my face didn't have a scar.

You agreed to go on a date with me

to get the liquid foundation that can cover my scar.

Yes.

Then after that you started to pursue me, treated me well,

give me samples, and make the appointment for the surgery,

is it because you found out that I have a scar on my face?

Yes.

Then later you said you wanted to break up with me

and you needed to calm down.

You realized that I'm not that girl you were looking for.

Yes.

Then later you said we should make up

because you didn't find the girl at the school reunion.

No, it's because at that time I knew

that you're the most important and even more important than her.

But Xiao Ba appeared later on and you treated her so well.

It's because you thought she was the little girl

and you made that scar on her face.

You used the same way you treated me to treat her.

You took care of her, tolerate her,

and brought her to Sui An's house,

right?

Yes.

Later on, you went to my house to meet my mom and were in such a rush to get married to me.

You realized Xiao Ba was fake

and I was the one that you were looking for.

Meng Hui,

I'm with you because I love you.

It has nothing to do with the scar on your face.

When you see the scar on my face everyday,

how do you feel?

Guilt, self-blame, remorse?

No matter what is, it won't be a positive feeling.

The scar on my face is reminding me everyday

what you want to forget in this lifetime.

Everytime you see me then you'll be in pain.

Maybe after ten years, we'll even end up hating each other.

- I won't.
- But I don't know if I will.

I already tried really hard.

I wanted to pretend that all of this never happened.

I wanted to hide all of this

but if one day,

my love for you has already been worn down.

Then I might really hate you.

Go back.

What's wrong?

I'm fine. I probably didn't rest well.

Sleep.

Goodnight.

Meng Hui?

Meng Hui?

Meng Hui.

Go away.

I...

I told you so many times.

If you didn't brush your teeth then don't touch me.

I... I was just hungry and I saw you making breakfast so I felt

like eating first then brushing my teeth.

I only made mines. If you want to eat it then make it yourself.

You made it for yourself?

Who knows what you want to eat? You don't eat bitter melon, nor do you eat cilantro.

Your milk needs to be heated up four times. Don't you find yourself a hassle?

Meng Hui, today, why

do you like arguing with me?

Who is arguing with you? Didn't you use to argue with me?

If you're not satisfied then endure it.

Hurry and eat. We have to go to the company later.

You said, us?

What else?

If it weren't for me, how could the company have ended up so successful?

What, are you trying to kick me out?

No. No. Of course not.

I'll drive you there after you finish eating.

I'll drive.

You'll drive?

I'm already thirty-something years old. I can't drive?

How old are you?

Thirty-five years old.

What year is it now?

2030. It's already been ten years.

Oh, I'll go wash up.

Jiang Jiang,

I won't look further when you threw a temper yesterday. I have a task for you right now.

The type of task where if you do it well, I can buy you a house.

Everyone.

We need to prepare for battle.

This is a matter of life or death.

I have to take this away too.

From now on, all of your phones and watches

the time on your computers and our office's time announcement system,

change it to ten years after.

Also, tell this to everyone, and don't leave anyone out.

Why are we doing this?

Life is too short, time flies.

Hurry and go.

Where should we even start?

Meng Hui, why didn't you put on makeup today?

Everyday, I have to care of the housework and go to work. I also have to manage the relationship of three families. Do I have 48 hours in a day?

I was just asking.

How do I have time?

Before, didn't you often say

that you didn't want to magnify your pain?

You didn't want to hurt others. Hence, two hours in advance, you would...

If it was possible, who wouldn't want to live behind a beauty filter?

All you'd have to do is pick out a nice filter and you wouldn't even have to do your makeup.

Everyone yearns for such nice things, but reality is reality.

I'm tired. I no longer care whether it'll hurt your eyes.

Director Meng, here's the coffee.

You're so tired all the time. Do you always rely on coffee to keep you going?

You and Sui An are so close. Why don't you ask him for his employee benefits?

If you got a 20% off, the spots on Xiao Mei's face would've been long gone.

Can you really get a 20% off?

Go to Jiang Jiang to get a discount coupon.

Then how much will be approximately be after the discount?

A few ten thousands of dollars.

It's not the 20% off coupon I need, it's the ten thousands of dollars.

The redesign procedures have been finished and transferred.

You can just sign here.

What? Did your Director Meng have a dream again?

She even dreamed of ten years later.

You...

Director Meng.

You...

Good morning.

Why are you here?

Wasn't I always here?

If there's nothing then I'll go get working.

Okay. Send the files to my office later.

Okay.

Didn't I tell you to leave? I thought I told you clearly. Why are you still here?

I... I just wanted to help you.

I don't need it.

Shen Yi, she already knows that I'm here.

You can explain that she remembered it incorrectly.

Don't worry. Once you overcome this obstacle then I'll leave immediately.

I just want to use this method to make up the harm that I made towards you and Meng Hui.

It better be like that.

Director Shen, don't worry. I already took care of the time on the documents.

We have all time traveled together.

President Shen, this is the finance report.

Bring it over.

Oh.

What year is it?

Of course it's 2030.

Director Xu,

as the person in- charge of sales, can you explain to me

why did our results shrink to those from ten years ago?

I...

These kinds of things would've been worth of praise if we were in 2020.

But to give this to me now, are you trying to ridicule me or ridicule yourself?

What she said is right!

Vice-President Xu, please go write a detailed explanation immediately.

Okay, I will adjust it.

Director Shen, Director Meng, this is the sample for market research.

Bring it to me. Will he be able to understand?

This mermaid pink was popular ten years ago.

Are you leading your staff to do this half-heartedly or is this just for show?

This color is trending right now.

It's been ten years and the company has nothing new.

Are you trying to deceive me by telling me it's trending?

Director Meng, it's like this.

Trends are recycling. It's a circle.

What was trending ten years ago is trending again.

That's right.

Is this what they call bringing back retro?

- That's right.
- That's right.

Bringing break retro, I approved this plan.

If there's anything then tell me. Don't put them in a hard position.

Director Shen and Director Meng,

This is the progress of our research on the scar-fading serum. Please sign here.

Did you open it before?

Of course I did. Don't worry.

Everything else I can tolerate, but it's been ten years and we still haven't developed a scar-fading serum?

Director Xu,

don't you always brag about how you're capable and efficient, and that there's nothing you can't do? Where is the scar-fading serum?

- I—
- Thank you.

Jiang Jiang.

How much is your salary now?

I-It's just like that.

Still no increase? It's been ten years and your salary still hasn't increased?

These matters regarding human resources... why are you asking me?

I'll increase it.

Jiang Jiang, from tomorrow on you'll have a double salary.

Double salary.

Why aren't you happy?

Director Meng, my salary goes up

and goes down multiple times.

I am already... no longer moved.

How about this? You'll be my assistant from now on.

What?

What about me?

It's fine.

Director Meng, Miss Wei Lei will be arriving shortly for the marketing photoshoot.

It's already been ten years. She's still the spokesperson?

This... can be changed.

That's all for today. Please implement everything after you leave.

Okay. Okay, Director Meng.

You have maintained yourself quite well. Is it because you've been single this whole time?

It's been ten years and I didn't handle Sui An.

Then do you two have a result?

We don't.

But Shen Yi and I are about to have a result.

Director Meng, Director Shen, the wedding planner is here to confirm the procession of events for the wedding.

Right.

I gave up sleep and skipped all my meals to prepare this

new proposal.

What marriage proposal?

I'm sorry. I overlooked the most important thing.

What does this mean?

Meng Hui, that...

Meng Hui, look. We already got married for ten years.

Meng Hui, you might think that our wedding is as bland as water, but I think

it's like we got married for a month.

You know my biggest regret

is that our marriage was too rush and I didn't give you a wedding

so I secretly prepared a gift. I hope you'll like it.

Look. I changed the date to ten years ago.

What's the situation here?

It's fine.

What kind of surprises could there possibly be?

What marriage? Divorce.

Are you joking around? Our relationship is fine,

why would we get a divorce?

Shen Yi, there's no use in saying all this.

Can't you tell?

I have no more feelings for you.

Stop tormenting yourself, Shen Yi.

In these ten years, you've already made up for everything you owed me.

I can't divorce you.

We both know there is no love between us.

The foundation of our marriage lies on the scar on my face.

You married me to make it up to me, but it's already been ten years.

Our life is dull and meaningless,

and both of us can't stand the sight of each other.

If we keep on going like this, we're going to end up hating each other.

It's not true that I can't get used to looking at you.

I really do love you.

How can you prove it?

This is where we kissed. Do you still remember?

We confirmed our relationship here and you even confessed to me.

This is the place I would visit whenever I was unhappy.

Then let's go somewhere else.

Look, after ten years, even the ferris wheel is tired of turning.

Do you still remember this claw machine?

Pikachu is your favorite.

But Shen Yi, after all these years,

you still haven't won a single doll for me.

You even brought a claw machine home.

But you never caught a single doll.

Okay.

I will catch one now.

♫ You live in my unforgettable memories ♫

♫ In countless broken shards here and there ♫

♫ I thought I had already woken ♫

♫ But I still don't understand ♫

♫ Why is it that those times with you ♫

♫ Always vanishes without a single trace? ♫

♫ Turn turn it around ♫

♫ Turn it around now ♫

♫ And around and around and around and around and back ♫

♫ Please take me back ♫

♫ Please take me back now ♫

♫ How could you deny me that ♫

♫ Turn turn it around ♫

♫ Turn it around now ♫

♫ And around and around and around and around and back ♫

♫ Please take me back ♫

♫ Please take me back now ♫

♫ How could you deny me that ♫

♫ How could you deny me that ♫

Meng Hui, what are you doing?

I'm going to a hotel.

How could I feel at ease if you go to a hotel on your own?

If there's anything you want to say, let's discuss it at home.

Shen Yi, I'm honestly fed up with this marriage.

Let's not torment ourselves over remorse.

T-Then I'll move out. You go home.

I already packed up all my stuff. How much of a hassle do you want to cause?

Fine.

But don't go to a hotel. I won't feel at ease.

Meng Hui–

I've caused you trouble yet again.

No problem.

You're doing it again. Every time I come find you, you agree to all my requests.

Don't you know how to reject? Even biological siblings fight and bicker.

Why do you never have a temper?

I'm starting to understand how Meng Hui feels.

She can't distinguish whether my feelings towards her are love or guilt.

Just like how I can't tell whether you see me as your brother

or you're just trying to compensate me.

If we had met by chance,

I would've easily forgiven you, but all these years,

I considered you as my brother.

No matter what the circumstances are, the first person I think of is you.

I don't want to see you ever again. Every time I see you,

I will be reminded of

how I considered you as my brother.

I really don't know how I can prove it to you.

Me neither.

She thinks you don't love her.

No matter how I explain, she won't listen. She keeps arguing with me.

It's because you lied to her.

So her problem this time is that she suspects

whether the love between you two ever existed at all.

It's all my fault.

You have to take responsibility for your faults. You can't run away.

What do you mean?

It's already very obvious.

Her wish this time is to get a divorce.

She can't keep going on like this any longer.

You have to fulfill her wish in order for her to recover.

That's impossible. We've only been married for a month.

Then you have to decide whether your marriage is more important

or Meng Hui's mental state.

Of course... of course they're both important.

Is there really no win-win solution?

[Divorce Settlement Agreement]

As for the division of assets...

- I don't want anything.
- I don't want anything.

How about an equal split? Any objections?

- No.
- No.

Can't we sign already?

There's an unexpected situation that has come up.

I didn't notice this until I reviewed the documents this morning.

If one of the two parties involved has any mental disorders,

then the procedure is a bit more complicated,

and the process will take awhile. I hope you two can understand.

Mental disorder? What mental disorder?

If I'm not mistaken, it says here... PTSD–

PTSD?

Who has PTSD?

Me.

I have PTSD.

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Sometimes, I wish I could live behind a beauty filter.

Whether I'm too lazy to wash my hair or too lazy to do my makeup,

even if it's dreary and pouring outside, once I turn on the filter, there will be endless sunshine.

But once I turn off the filter, we all must return to reality.

♫ Unable to escape; unable to retreat ♫

♫ I have long been used to this chaotic world ♫

♫ But I can feel you here in this world ♫

♫ Before approaching you, I secretly counted down the time ♫

♫ I want to find you; I want to hold you tight ♫

♫ For this, I would wait another thousand years until I meet you ♫

♫ Unbelievably beautiful and incomparable ♫

♫ Your eyes shines like diamonds captivating me ♫

♫ You're the most dazzling spark in this darkness ♫

♫ Don't let me wander the world ♫

♫ Leading me ♫

♫ Like the North Star protecting all the corners ♫

♫ Please let me be loved, too ♫

[Song: My Polar Star by Chen Xueran]