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- I feel like I'll
say the wrong thing.
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- You really can't.
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There are no wrong answers here.
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- Okay.
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His kindness.
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He's very kind.
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- Something you love and
appreciate about Maggie?
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- Yeah.
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I guess I am...
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Well, I love... I love that
she's here this morning,
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because that means that
she's finally admitting
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that we need help communicating.
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So...
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And I...
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I appreciate how
hard Maggie works.
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- How is that a bad thing?
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- How is what I said bad?
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- Every life on the planet
begins as a single cell,
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which splits and multiplies
over and over again.
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Each cell has a purpose.
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- Okay, the kids are
dressed and ready,
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and you're... still not up.
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- I can't. I feel awful.
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Can you take Luna to day care
for me so that I can sleep?
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- Yeah.
- Thank you.
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- And as it forms, internal
and external forces
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converge on it.
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- I know what you're doing.
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- What, trying to spend
a little more time
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with my wife?
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- Now, you're gonna
have to go home
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and then come back at
the end of the day.
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- Yeah, well, I got the
day off, so I got time.
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- Two extra trips,
more carbon footprint,
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killing the planet...
Think of our children.
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You see?
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They've extended the
security perimeter,
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perfectly safe.
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- Signaling to the cell
what it will become.
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We call this process
differentiation.
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- Thanks for the ride.
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- Love you.
- It'll be fine.
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- An arm, a bone, a brain...
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- Hi, good morning.
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- Perfectly safe.
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- All cells take a journey
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from generalized to specialized.
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- Sorry, sorry. I know
I'm a little late.
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I have roommates,
tandem parking.
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Anyway, I am here for
my plasma donation.
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- We don't call it a donation
when you're taking $75 for it.
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- Fair point.
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- They go from nothing
to something...
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- You're three
pounds underweight.
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Can't give plasma today.
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- Not possible.
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I do this every two
months. Check your records.
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- Check the scale.
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Come back when you qualify.
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- Or what you could
be to what you are.
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- Hey.
- Good morning.
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Do you want to meet up
if you have a break,
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on-call room on four?
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- Sounds fun.
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Might take me a
while to get there.
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I'm in Phoenix.
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- Why?
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- Because that's
where my next job is.
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I finished my gig in Seattle.
- What?
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You never said anything.
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I was with you two days ago.
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- Well, you always
seem more interested
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in the on-call room on
four than actually talking.
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- I...
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- I got to go.
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Let me know if you're
ever in Phoenix.
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- I mean, I'd just
as soon elope,
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but Trey and his family...
Super into tradition.
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When he asked his brother to
be his best man, he cried.
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My sister and I
hardly speak, and...
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- She's trying to say that
she needs a maid of honor.
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- Oh, I like you so much, but
I would be bad at that job.
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- Hey, what the hell?
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You left me again.
- Be on time.
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- You know, if your
silver-spoon, nepotism ass
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isn't in the seat by
7:00, you are out of luck.
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- Tough, punctual, efficient...
There's your maid of honor.
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- What?
- Forget it.
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But you said 6:45.
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- Yes, because we
gave you a fake time
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that's 15 minutes before we're
actually planning to leave.
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- And yet, you
still can't make it.
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- Well, you could
have woken me up.
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Does anybody have my back here?
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- No.
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- Oh, okay. Yes, I understand.
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And I appreciate it, but...
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Okay. Thank you.
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- Busy morning?
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- How come no one ever mentions
that part of the chief job
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is actually being a reference
for other institutions
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who are looking to
poach your surgeons?
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- Not following.
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- Harvard Med, NYU,
Heart Center of Chicago,
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they're all on my call list
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because they are
interested in Pierce.
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How long has she
been working here?
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Maybe there is something
in her contract
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that prohibits her from leaving.
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- Leaving? Maggie?
- Yeah.
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That article has given
her a lot of attention.
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Look, I don't wanna hold anyone
back, but we just lost Grey.
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I mean, how do we
get Pierce to stay?
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- Yeah, I'm on it.
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Oh, great. Thanks.
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I'm sorry... yeah, hi.
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This is she.
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- So cough and
sniffles, bed six.
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- Nothing like half a
decade of medical training
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to use on a runny nose.
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- You know, I had a
patient who had sniffles.
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Turned out he had a CSF
leak in his brain, so...
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Uh, oh, complex trauma
case transferred
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from a rural hospital.
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Kwan, you wanna see the helipad?
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- Oh, yeah.
- Just Kwan or...
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- Adams, code phlegm.
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Bed five needs a Neti pot.
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Thank God you're here.
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- Ma'am, please try
to keep your mask on.
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- Agh, help!
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I need a doctor.
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- Move.
- I saw him first.
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- Nope.
- No...
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- Hey, hey.
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- Have you been injured?
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- Okay, rodeo wreck...
Rider in Oregon
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got bucked off and stomped
on by a 1,000-pound bull.
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- It's barbaric... bull riding.
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Nothing but testosterone addicts
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getting off on torturing animals
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because it makes them
feel more like a man.
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- Huh. Let's go.
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Kay, what do we got?
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- Georgia Arkins,
16. Crush injuries
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from being trampled by a bull.
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GCS 15, CT scan shows
a retrohepatic hematoma
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from an IVC tear,
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multiple lumbar burst fractures.
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Vital signs are stable.
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- She's been given
sedatives for transfer,
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so she's a little out of it.
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Local hospital didn't
feel equipped to handle
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her complex injuries.
- Thank you.
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- Can I go again?
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The bull, can I go again?
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I only got to 5 seconds.
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- So anything you want to add
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to your initial
assessment, Kwan?
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Look up for me.
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- He's exaggerating.
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- Ever since the
interview, she's received
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half a dozen amazing offers,
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including a position in
bioartificial heart research.
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- So we inject an
extracellular matrix
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of a pig's heart, which
serves as, like, scaffolding,
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with human stem cells,
that it can grow
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cardiac muscle tissue.
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- And then we electrically
stimulate them to twitch,
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cell by cell, until they
start to beat together,
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essentially as
one beating heart.
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- It's beautiful.
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- Yeah, which means more hearts
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for people who need them.
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- The research is at the
Heart Center of Chicago.
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- Oh. Well, that's
a fantastic city.
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- Yes, it is!
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It's the Art Institute
and Steppenwolf,
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deep dish pizza.
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- You can keep those
winters, though,
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with the wind just ripping
in off the lake like that.
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- That's what parkas
and mittens are for.
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- And it's weak pizza, really.
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It's just quantity over quality.
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- So are you considering it?
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- Well, I might like to, but...
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- Look, I've already
moved across the country
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for you once.
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And then, when I tried
to change my specialty,
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also for you, you lost
all respect for me.
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So...
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- Please don't put
words into my mouth.
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- Those are your words.
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You put those words
in your own mouth.
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I have to go.
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- You have to go now?
- Can we pick this up?
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- God's sake, Maggie,
I have waited weeks,
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weeks of just tiptoeing around,
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going along with this
ceasefire that you proposed
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until we could get in
here and try to fix this.
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And now you're on the hot seat,
so you just want to walk out?
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You know, no, I'm not even
that surprised by this.
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- I'm on trauma call, Winston.
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Please excuse me.
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- Hey, what are you doing here?
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The kids okay?
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- Everyone's fine, except you.
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You're not fine.
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And you're also not sick.
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- I am sick. What
are you doing here?
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- I took the kids to day care,
and I took a personal day,
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because your body does this.
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- My body does what?
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- It aches so that you'll
rest because it's learned
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that if it aches,
you'll stay in bed,
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when nothing else works
to keep you in bed.
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You need a day off,
but you're not sick,
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which is why you get a latte
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and...
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The little doughnuts
with the pink frosting.
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- You took the day off?
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- Yeah, I figured you
could use the company.
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Plus, after I eat three boxes
of these, I'm no good at work.
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- You ate three boxes?
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- No, but I'm about to.
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You might want to look away.
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- I'm just gonna go.
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No.
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- Ow!
- Any feeling of nausea?
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Ah, not really.
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Is there anything you
can do about the pain?
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It feels like someone's
dicing my intestines.
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- We'll take care of
that for you in a moment.
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But I need to finish
this physical exam
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before we can...
- Look, I came here
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because Grey-Sloan's
supposed to be the best.
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So please, you gotta help me.
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- It could be a
positive McBurney sign.
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- Which could be caused by...
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- Appendicitis.
- Diverticulitis.
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- Yo! What the hell?
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- I was seeing if the
pain was exacerbated
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by jostling movements.
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- Can we wait to play school
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until I'm not in agony?
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- Let's get him comfortable.
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We'll send him up
for the basic labs,
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and then let's take him
up to CT for some scans.
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- Did I hear correctly, a bull?
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- T-bird. He's feisty.
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I just didn't get out over
his front end in time.
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- When T-bird
trampled over Georgia,
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he crushed her liver
and likely tore her IVC.
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There's a big hematoma in
the retrohepatic space,
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which it looks contained
for now, stable HNH.
256
00:10:19,177 --> 00:10:21,938
- She's got unstable T10
through L3 burst fractures.
257
00:10:21,973 --> 00:10:23,369
- Please don't tell my parents.
258
00:10:23,394 --> 00:10:24,917
They freak out whenever
stuff like this happens.
259
00:10:24,941 --> 00:10:26,688
- This has happened before?
260
00:10:26,713 --> 00:10:29,682
- I had a huge cut on my back,
a broken wrist, a broken leg.
261
00:10:29,707 --> 00:10:31,958
Oh, and I have
this massive scar.
262
00:10:31,983 --> 00:10:33,979
- Whoa, whoa!
- Push two of midazolam.
263
00:10:34,004 --> 00:10:36,858
- Okay, this burst L3
fracture is too unstable.
264
00:10:36,883 --> 00:10:39,000
Without immediate surgery,
we're talking about paralysis.
265
00:10:39,024 --> 00:10:41,288
Once Maggie goes in
and repairs the IVC,
266
00:10:41,313 --> 00:10:42,763
I will stabilize the spine.
267
00:10:42,789 --> 00:10:44,377
- I don't think I should go in.
268
00:10:44,402 --> 00:10:45,799
- There's a massive hematoma.
269
00:10:45,824 --> 00:10:47,008
- And it's sitting
in a minefield.
270
00:10:47,032 --> 00:10:48,260
The hematoma is stable for now.
271
00:10:48,284 --> 00:10:50,045
But you should go in
and repair the spine,
272
00:10:50,070 --> 00:10:51,698
and I will be there
to monitor her.
273
00:10:51,723 --> 00:10:53,948
Just use a posterior approach
to avoid rupturing it.
274
00:10:53,973 --> 00:10:55,561
- What if it happens anyway?
275
00:10:55,586 --> 00:10:56,845
- Then we'll flip her,
276
00:10:56,870 --> 00:10:58,319
and I will control the bleeding.
277
00:10:58,354 --> 00:10:59,561
- No, I'm not sure
I should go in.
278
00:10:59,585 --> 00:11:01,346
- If you don't, she
never walks again.
279
00:11:02,427 --> 00:11:04,003
- Are Georgia's parents here?
280
00:11:06,258 --> 00:11:08,502
- Look. All I need
is antibiotics.
281
00:11:08,537 --> 00:11:10,470
It'll clear up in
a few days or so.
282
00:11:10,504 --> 00:11:11,866
- Maybe.
283
00:11:12,249 --> 00:11:15,488
But I am hearing some
wheezing in the left lung.
284
00:11:15,513 --> 00:11:16,473
Okay.
285
00:11:16,498 --> 00:11:18,397
We should get a chest
X-ray, make sure
286
00:11:18,438 --> 00:11:19,715
we're not looking at pneumonia.
287
00:11:19,740 --> 00:11:22,294
- No. No chest X-ray.
288
00:11:22,319 --> 00:11:23,873
- There's no
discomfort involved.
289
00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:25,830
- Until the bill comes.
290
00:11:28,522 --> 00:11:30,731
- When my husband died,
I was lucky enough
291
00:11:30,766 --> 00:11:32,802
to find work in a bookstore.
292
00:11:32,837 --> 00:11:34,494
It's lovely.
293
00:11:34,528 --> 00:11:38,830
The owner is kind, but
low wages and no...
294
00:11:38,855 --> 00:11:40,154
No benefits.
295
00:11:40,189 --> 00:11:42,053
- Without the
X-ray, I can't tell
296
00:11:42,087 --> 00:11:43,433
how serious this is, so...
297
00:11:43,468 --> 00:11:46,540
- I can hardly
afford antibiotics.
298
00:11:46,575 --> 00:11:48,922
Anything else is
out of the question.
299
00:11:48,956 --> 00:11:51,925
- Look, I'll get
you the antibiotics,
300
00:11:51,959 --> 00:11:54,548
but just stay here.
301
00:11:54,583 --> 00:11:55,894
Okay? I'll be right back.
302
00:11:55,929 --> 00:11:57,275
- Dr. Sutton, Dr. Tracy,
303
00:11:57,309 --> 00:11:58,276
psych to recovery.
304
00:11:58,310 --> 00:11:59,909
Dr. Sutton to recovery.
305
00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:03,108
- He didn't even tell
me he was leaving.
306
00:12:03,143 --> 00:12:04,938
He insinuated that
I wouldn't care
307
00:12:04,972 --> 00:12:07,078
because I only
cared about the sex.
308
00:12:07,112 --> 00:12:08,735
I didn't use him for sex.
309
00:12:08,769 --> 00:12:11,930
He used me for sex,
and then he left.
310
00:12:12,259 --> 00:12:13,571
I'm the victim here.
311
00:12:13,596 --> 00:12:15,199
- You're the doctor.
He's the nurse.
312
00:12:15,224 --> 00:12:16,315
You've got all the power.
313
00:12:16,340 --> 00:12:18,790
- You clearly don't
understand gay male culture.
314
00:12:18,814 --> 00:12:20,263
He's hotter.
315
00:12:20,298 --> 00:12:21,713
He has all the power.
316
00:12:21,748 --> 00:12:23,208
- Doesn't sound like
he felt that way.
317
00:12:23,232 --> 00:12:24,854
- Why aren't you sad for me?
318
00:12:24,889 --> 00:12:27,754
I'm the nice guy who,
once again, got left.
319
00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:29,618
- Well, the interns
who have come in here
320
00:12:29,652 --> 00:12:31,452
after working and being
yelled at for 16 hours
321
00:12:31,481 --> 00:12:32,769
definitely don't feel
like you're the nice guy.
322
00:12:32,793 --> 00:12:34,635
- I don't yell!
323
00:12:35,002 --> 00:12:36,107
That wasn't yelling.
324
00:12:36,141 --> 00:12:37,590
That was loud talking.
325
00:12:37,626 --> 00:12:38,937
I'm nice.
326
00:12:44,322 --> 00:12:46,384
- I love you. I mean it.
327
00:12:47,325 --> 00:12:50,293
- If the hematoma ruptures
while you're fixing the spine,
328
00:12:50,328 --> 00:12:51,467
she could die.
329
00:12:51,501 --> 00:12:52,951
- But if it doesn't rupture,
330
00:12:52,986 --> 00:12:55,126
it could heal on its own?
- That's right.
331
00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:59,095
- The safest option is to just
monitor Georgia in the ICU.
332
00:12:59,130 --> 00:13:01,753
- She may not walk again,
but she would be alive.
333
00:13:01,788 --> 00:13:04,445
- Sounds like this thing
could rupture any time.
334
00:13:04,480 --> 00:13:06,182
I mean, hell, it could
be rupturing right now.
335
00:13:06,206 --> 00:13:07,621
Cody... She...
336
00:13:07,656 --> 00:13:10,026
- He's not wrong.
337
00:13:18,860 --> 00:13:21,172
- Do the spinal surgery.
338
00:13:21,197 --> 00:13:22,923
- Sir, I wanna make sure
that you understand...
339
00:13:22,947 --> 00:13:24,500
- We do.
340
00:13:24,534 --> 00:13:26,705
Save our daughter's
ability to ride.
341
00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:33,164
- No stranding,
appendix looks normal.
342
00:13:33,198 --> 00:13:35,214
No evidence of colitis.
343
00:13:35,503 --> 00:13:38,816
- That's an awfully
quick assessment, Adams.
344
00:13:39,032 --> 00:13:42,345
You know, scans are
like a piece of art,
345
00:13:42,380 --> 00:13:44,106
a still life, say.
346
00:13:44,140 --> 00:13:46,936
Maybe you first look
at it and you shrug.
347
00:13:46,971 --> 00:13:49,007
Looks like a pear, or tulip.
348
00:13:49,042 --> 00:13:50,699
But you sit with it for a while,
349
00:13:50,733 --> 00:13:52,390
learn to open up your mind,
350
00:13:52,424 --> 00:13:55,324
and maybe it might
guide your eye
351
00:13:55,358 --> 00:13:58,499
to something that the
artist wants you to see.
352
00:13:58,534 --> 00:13:59,383
- Hold up.
353
00:13:59,408 --> 00:14:01,720
It turns out Seth's been to
five different Seattle ERs
354
00:14:01,744 --> 00:14:03,124
in the past three weeks,
355
00:14:03,149 --> 00:14:06,532
all discharged with a script
for controlled pain meds.
356
00:14:08,717 --> 00:14:10,995
- Seattle Pres, two
nights, Pacific Gen, one,
357
00:14:11,029 --> 00:14:12,686
St. Anne's, two hours.
- Okay.
358
00:14:12,721 --> 00:14:13,847
I get what you're implying.
359
00:14:13,872 --> 00:14:15,491
- And according
to their records,
360
00:14:15,516 --> 00:14:17,431
you have a history of drug use
361
00:14:17,456 --> 00:14:19,666
that you didn't bother
to tell us about.
362
00:14:19,691 --> 00:14:21,532
We can't help you if you're
not telling the truth.
363
00:14:21,556 --> 00:14:24,009
- Oh, my God. I...
I don't have...
364
00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:29,185
Back in the day, I did
Adderall to stay up.
365
00:14:29,220 --> 00:14:30,704
I'm a private equity analyst.
366
00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:32,026
All-nighters go
with the territory
367
00:14:32,050 --> 00:14:33,155
when you're starting out.
368
00:14:33,189 --> 00:14:34,743
But I haven't done it in years.
369
00:14:34,777 --> 00:14:36,197
And I didn't tell you
because I didn't want you
370
00:14:36,221 --> 00:14:37,687
to write me off like all
those other hospitals.
371
00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:38,988
- We're not writing you off.
372
00:14:39,023 --> 00:14:40,403
Addiction is a disease.
373
00:14:40,438 --> 00:14:41,819
- It's a disease I don't have.
374
00:14:41,853 --> 00:14:43,821
- And your scans are clean.
375
00:14:43,855 --> 00:14:45,039
And I got on the
phone with colleagues
376
00:14:45,063 --> 00:14:46,238
of those other hospitals,
377
00:14:46,263 --> 00:14:48,261
who also found
nothing on your scans.
378
00:14:48,286 --> 00:14:50,251
- Maybe they didn't sit
long enough with the scans.
379
00:14:50,275 --> 00:14:51,847
- These aren't interns, Adams.
380
00:14:51,872 --> 00:14:53,115
These are world-class surgeons
381
00:14:53,140 --> 00:14:54,620
with decades of experience.
382
00:14:54,645 --> 00:14:56,085
- So you're just gonna
kick me out on the street
383
00:14:56,109 --> 00:14:57,043
like everyone else?
384
00:14:57,068 --> 00:14:58,915
- No, we are gonna
exercise our due diligence
385
00:14:58,939 --> 00:15:00,176
and take extra tests,
386
00:15:00,201 --> 00:15:02,145
and if they show nothing,
then we will discharge you
387
00:15:02,169 --> 00:15:04,309
with a referral to an
addiction specialist.
388
00:15:04,334 --> 00:15:07,138
- I should never have
admitted I ever used drugs.
389
00:15:08,155 --> 00:15:10,675
You screw up once, you're
a screw-up forever.
390
00:15:23,292 --> 00:15:26,281
- She's about prepped and ready.
391
00:15:28,048 --> 00:15:30,741
Why didn't you tell me
about all the job offers?
392
00:15:30,766 --> 00:15:32,630
- Offers come in
every time I publish.
393
00:15:32,655 --> 00:15:34,679
Happens to everyone.
- Not like this.
394
00:15:34,704 --> 00:15:37,781
Look, it doesn't matter
where you are, right?
395
00:15:37,806 --> 00:15:39,900
I mean, it matters
what you're doing.
396
00:15:39,925 --> 00:15:41,271
If you just ask Teddy or Richard
397
00:15:41,296 --> 00:15:42,815
for whatever you
need research-wise,
398
00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:44,289
they will get it for you.
399
00:15:44,314 --> 00:15:46,833
You don't have to move to
do your next big thing.
400
00:15:46,858 --> 00:15:48,029
Meredith and I
managed to pull off
401
00:15:48,053 --> 00:15:51,056
the Parkinson's procedure
right down the hall.
402
00:15:51,262 --> 00:15:52,825
- She's ready.
403
00:15:53,822 --> 00:15:55,030
- All right.
404
00:15:58,933 --> 00:16:00,693
- So when you all told
me about those 8:30
405
00:16:00,718 --> 00:16:02,911
surgical study sessions,
what time were they really?
406
00:16:07,838 --> 00:16:08,942
What do you think
407
00:16:08,967 --> 00:16:10,816
about Chilaiditi
syndrome for Seth?
408
00:16:10,875 --> 00:16:12,394
- Thinking it's
usually associated
409
00:16:12,419 --> 00:16:13,785
with ascitic and
cirrhotic patients.
410
00:16:13,809 --> 00:16:15,431
Also, we would have
seen it in the scans.
411
00:16:15,456 --> 00:16:16,847
And we have our answer.
412
00:16:16,872 --> 00:16:18,823
All those tests came back
clean, except his urinalysis,
413
00:16:18,847 --> 00:16:20,097
which is positive for opiates.
414
00:16:20,122 --> 00:16:22,041
- Because all those other
hospitals gave him meds.
415
00:16:22,065 --> 00:16:23,206
- Webber said to discharge him.
416
00:16:23,230 --> 00:16:25,336
I'm gonna discharge him.
417
00:16:25,370 --> 00:16:26,927
- Tessa Hobbes.
418
00:16:28,217 --> 00:16:31,299
- Why would you bring up Tessa?
You know that still hurts.
419
00:16:31,324 --> 00:16:32,906
- Because my gut told me
that we should have taken her
420
00:16:32,930 --> 00:16:33,982
straight to the OR.
421
00:16:34,007 --> 00:16:36,462
You heard me say it, but
I didn't fight for it.
422
00:16:36,487 --> 00:16:38,430
And now my gut's saying that
Seth's telling the truth.
423
00:16:38,454 --> 00:16:40,088
- Nothing I've seen makes
me think Webber's wrong.
424
00:16:40,112 --> 00:16:41,263
- Yeah, but do you
think there might be
425
00:16:41,287 --> 00:16:42,909
a chance that I'm right?
426
00:16:43,002 --> 00:16:44,382
I mean, I've always
had your back.
427
00:16:44,424 --> 00:16:46,337
Could you at least have mine?
428
00:16:51,412 --> 00:16:52,562
- I'm already on my
second residency.
429
00:16:52,586 --> 00:16:55,021
- He's not gonna fire us.
430
00:16:56,756 --> 00:16:58,378
- Have suction ready.
431
00:16:58,403 --> 00:17:00,290
- Blood pressure's steady.
432
00:17:01,751 --> 00:17:04,685
- Chief, I have a wheezing
60-year-old patient in the ER,
433
00:17:04,720 --> 00:17:05,931
possible pneumonia.
434
00:17:05,956 --> 00:17:08,317
She needs a chest X-ray
and a nebulizer treatment,
435
00:17:08,342 --> 00:17:10,620
but can't afford it.
Can we do it pro bono?
436
00:17:10,645 --> 00:17:12,624
- You'll have to fill out
the forms with accounting.
437
00:17:12,648 --> 00:17:13,972
They're gonna want
to confirm her income
438
00:17:13,996 --> 00:17:15,086
and make sure that
she qualifies.
439
00:17:15,110 --> 00:17:16,318
It may take a day or so.
440
00:17:16,351 --> 00:17:17,975
- But she needs
to be treated now.
441
00:17:18,009 --> 00:17:19,769
- If we break the
rules for one patient,
442
00:17:19,803 --> 00:17:21,219
it's not fair for the others.
443
00:17:23,877 --> 00:17:26,259
I was eating doughnuts
from the trash
444
00:17:26,292 --> 00:17:28,502
because I need to gain weight
in order to be eligible
445
00:17:28,537 --> 00:17:30,032
to donate my plasma
because I am broke.
446
00:17:30,056 --> 00:17:31,885
So is my patient.
447
00:17:31,910 --> 00:17:32,959
I don't need your help,
448
00:17:32,984 --> 00:17:34,468
and I am not looking
for handouts.
449
00:17:34,493 --> 00:17:36,230
I just want to take
care of my patient.
450
00:17:36,255 --> 00:17:37,142
- I'm sorry.
451
00:17:37,167 --> 00:17:39,452
You have to go through
the proper channels.
452
00:17:41,158 --> 00:17:45,438
Yasuda, I have protein
bars in my office.
453
00:17:45,493 --> 00:17:47,702
You're welcome to them any time.
454
00:17:47,743 --> 00:17:49,159
- Removing the lamina.
455
00:17:49,184 --> 00:17:51,290
Can't stop thinking
about that father.
456
00:17:51,326 --> 00:17:54,053
I'm reconstructing a spine just
to have her go back out there
457
00:17:54,078 --> 00:17:55,527
and wreck it all over again.
458
00:17:55,552 --> 00:17:56,740
- Yeah, lots of parents
459
00:17:56,765 --> 00:17:58,295
live out their fantasies
through their kids.
460
00:17:58,319 --> 00:18:00,600
- So her last shock panel
showed a hemoglobin of 11.
461
00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:01,787
So the bleed is stable.
462
00:18:01,812 --> 00:18:04,297
Just be careful with
your instrumentation.
463
00:18:04,693 --> 00:18:06,695
- I'm not sure you hovering
is gonna make things
464
00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:08,377
go more smoothly.
465
00:18:08,402 --> 00:18:10,312
- How many times have we
fixed up a pro football player
466
00:18:10,336 --> 00:18:11,866
just so he can go back out
in the field in the hopes
467
00:18:11,890 --> 00:18:13,202
of making the playoffs?
468
00:18:13,227 --> 00:18:15,041
- Don't get me
started on football.
469
00:18:15,066 --> 00:18:16,530
- Except rodeo is the only gig
470
00:18:16,555 --> 00:18:18,223
with a poor animal out
there against their will.
471
00:18:18,247 --> 00:18:19,360
It's cruel.
- Can we keep
472
00:18:19,385 --> 00:18:21,668
all nonessential
chatter to a minimum?
473
00:18:21,693 --> 00:18:23,641
Georgia has a giant
bleed hanging over her
474
00:18:23,666 --> 00:18:25,806
that could burst in any second.
475
00:18:25,831 --> 00:18:26,832
- Pedicle screw, please.
476
00:18:31,115 --> 00:18:33,118
- I think it's a
connection. I think...
477
00:18:33,143 --> 00:18:35,291
- Adams, Griffith!
478
00:18:35,935 --> 00:18:37,509
- Is everything
okay, Dr. Schmidt?
479
00:18:37,534 --> 00:18:40,273
- Just checking in on
how you two are doing.
480
00:18:40,298 --> 00:18:42,247
How's life?
481
00:18:42,956 --> 00:18:44,475
What's up?
482
00:18:44,509 --> 00:18:45,579
- I don't understand.
483
00:18:45,614 --> 00:18:47,352
- What are you working on?
484
00:18:48,375 --> 00:18:50,757
- Okay, we... we know Webber
said to discharge him.
485
00:18:50,791 --> 00:18:53,415
But we really think
486
00:18:53,449 --> 00:18:55,831
that there's something
more to this patient.
487
00:18:55,865 --> 00:18:57,429
And if we could just
have a little more time
488
00:18:57,453 --> 00:18:58,603
to study his case,
we can figure it out.
489
00:18:58,627 --> 00:18:59,697
- Okay. No.
490
00:18:59,731 --> 00:19:00,870
You're interns.
491
00:19:00,905 --> 00:19:02,803
It doesn't matter
what you think.
492
00:19:02,838 --> 00:19:05,358
If you can't be trusted
to follow instructions,
493
00:19:05,392 --> 00:19:07,291
then you can't be
trusted in the OR.
494
00:19:07,325 --> 00:19:09,818
Discharge the patient.
495
00:19:09,843 --> 00:19:11,951
And never question
Dr. Webber ever again.
496
00:19:26,413 --> 00:19:30,107
- I should probably go
to work and check on Tia.
497
00:19:30,141 --> 00:19:32,488
- Tia and her baby
are both okay.
498
00:19:32,523 --> 00:19:34,487
I've checked.
499
00:19:35,388 --> 00:19:37,355
A car drove into human beings
500
00:19:37,390 --> 00:19:39,012
and tried to kill
you and your friends.
501
00:19:39,047 --> 00:19:40,576
You've earned a day off.
502
00:19:43,327 --> 00:19:46,905
- Why is it so hard
for me to rest?
503
00:19:48,365 --> 00:19:51,551
How am I supposed to know that?
504
00:19:51,576 --> 00:19:54,131
- Because you knew
that I wasn't sick
505
00:19:54,165 --> 00:19:55,718
before I even knew
that I wasn't sick.
506
00:19:55,753 --> 00:19:57,134
- I've known you a long time.
507
00:19:57,168 --> 00:19:58,570
You notice things about somebody
508
00:19:58,595 --> 00:20:00,769
when you've known
them a long time.
509
00:20:00,794 --> 00:20:03,072
- You knew what my
favorite doughnuts were.
510
00:20:03,097 --> 00:20:04,471
- Same answer.
511
00:20:04,496 --> 00:20:06,913
- So why is it so
hard for me to rest?
512
00:20:07,024 --> 00:20:08,696
You don't have a theory?
513
00:20:09,490 --> 00:20:11,640
I could tell you why I think
514
00:20:11,665 --> 00:20:12,942
it's hard for me to rest.
515
00:20:12,967 --> 00:20:14,623
Would that help?
516
00:20:14,648 --> 00:20:16,663
- Yes, please.
517
00:20:17,878 --> 00:20:22,285
- Well, I was a pretty
happy go-lucky kid.
518
00:20:22,310 --> 00:20:25,382
I got cancer, and my parents
started to fight all the time.
519
00:20:25,407 --> 00:20:31,137
And I was sick, stuck in bed,
listening to my parents fight
520
00:20:31,162 --> 00:20:32,458
through the walls.
521
00:20:32,483 --> 00:20:35,964
So I think I associate
rest with misery.
522
00:20:38,554 --> 00:20:40,867
- I don't think that's it.
523
00:20:40,901 --> 00:20:42,179
- Okay.
524
00:20:42,213 --> 00:20:43,904
You know me better
than I know me.
525
00:20:43,939 --> 00:20:45,251
- I've known you a long time,
526
00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,607
and when you've known
someone a long time,
527
00:20:46,631 --> 00:20:47,631
you notice things.
528
00:20:50,124 --> 00:20:52,195
- So what do you think it is?
529
00:20:52,220 --> 00:20:56,327
- I think you only
have trouble resting
530
00:20:56,352 --> 00:20:59,217
when you're not taking
care of somebody else.
531
00:20:59,299 --> 00:21:02,440
You'll lay around all day
with a baby on your chest
532
00:21:02,475 --> 00:21:05,098
if that baby needs you.
533
00:21:05,133 --> 00:21:10,552
You lay in bed with me with
doughnuts if I need you.
534
00:21:10,586 --> 00:21:12,554
And when you got cancer
535
00:21:12,579 --> 00:21:15,410
and your parents
started fighting,
536
00:21:15,453 --> 00:21:17,145
you started to take care of them
537
00:21:17,179 --> 00:21:19,733
so they wouldn't split up.
538
00:21:19,768 --> 00:21:21,563
You learned to
take emotional care
539
00:21:21,597 --> 00:21:23,748
of the people who are supposed
to be taking care of you.
540
00:21:23,772 --> 00:21:25,601
And that's why it's
hard for you to rest
541
00:21:25,636 --> 00:21:27,914
when you're by yourself.
542
00:21:27,948 --> 00:21:29,778
You don't feel safe
when you're not
543
00:21:29,812 --> 00:21:32,416
taking care of somebody else.
544
00:21:32,832 --> 00:21:34,558
That makes you anxious.
545
00:21:44,397 --> 00:21:49,505
- And I think you can't rest
546
00:21:49,530 --> 00:21:53,292
because you never had
anyone to take care of you.
547
00:21:53,457 --> 00:21:56,011
So you stayed busy all the time
548
00:21:56,045 --> 00:21:58,186
taking care of yourself.
549
00:21:58,220 --> 00:22:00,472
And when you're still,
you feel that pain.
550
00:22:08,196 --> 00:22:10,163
- I need a nap.
551
00:22:10,198 --> 00:22:12,786
- Want me to go?
552
00:22:12,821 --> 00:22:14,685
- No.
553
00:22:21,554 --> 00:22:23,487
That feels nice.
554
00:22:33,669 --> 00:22:39,296
- Harborview Med, last
Tuesday, 2311, nothing.
555
00:22:39,330 --> 00:22:41,332
- If Webber or Schmidt
finds us, we're fired.
556
00:22:41,367 --> 00:22:42,747
- Yeah, well...
557
00:22:45,362 --> 00:22:46,661
- You'd think
that'd be annoying.
558
00:22:48,009 --> 00:22:51,496
- It clears my mind,
helps me unwind.
559
00:22:52,205 --> 00:22:53,379
You have anything like that?
560
00:22:53,413 --> 00:22:54,413
- Ice skating.
561
00:22:56,865 --> 00:22:58,082
What?
562
00:22:58,139 --> 00:23:00,248
I just... I wasn't
expecting that.
563
00:23:00,282 --> 00:23:03,009
- Well, you don't know
everything about me.
564
00:23:04,303 --> 00:23:05,308
- True.
565
00:23:05,333 --> 00:23:06,782
I never pictured you as the type
566
00:23:06,822 --> 00:23:10,067
to have a big fancy wedding
or matching dresses.
567
00:23:10,094 --> 00:23:12,338
- I don't want either.
568
00:23:12,452 --> 00:23:17,526
I want the marriage, but not
the pomp and circumstance.
569
00:23:17,551 --> 00:23:21,037
- Not even a little pomp,
like meat on a stick
570
00:23:21,062 --> 00:23:23,823
or chucking a bouquet at
your girls, group pics?
571
00:23:23,848 --> 00:23:26,664
- I truly hate you.
572
00:23:29,139 --> 00:23:30,589
I think it's sweet
that Trey wants
573
00:23:30,614 --> 00:23:32,306
to create a moment in our lives
574
00:23:32,331 --> 00:23:33,815
that we're gonna
remember forever.
575
00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:35,396
But he's a romantic.
576
00:23:35,421 --> 00:23:36,968
Even when we're just
out getting pizza,
577
00:23:36,993 --> 00:23:38,968
he's like, "I wish I could
freeze this moment forever."
578
00:23:38,992 --> 00:23:39,770
- Oh, wait. Wait. Wait.
579
00:23:39,804 --> 00:23:41,211
That's it.
580
00:23:41,944 --> 00:23:43,567
Moments... that's..
581
00:23:43,601 --> 00:23:44,861
Okay.
582
00:23:44,886 --> 00:23:46,279
These scans... They're
not works of art.
583
00:23:46,303 --> 00:23:48,063
They're... they're moments.
584
00:23:48,088 --> 00:23:51,160
They're frozen moments in time.
585
00:23:54,198 --> 00:23:56,304
- Oh, good. Glad
we cleared that up.
586
00:23:56,338 --> 00:23:58,271
- Okay, look. Here we go.
587
00:23:58,306 --> 00:23:59,650
There and there...
588
00:24:02,788 --> 00:24:05,515
- Do you know where they came
up with the eight seconds
589
00:24:05,540 --> 00:24:08,233
as the time the rider
has to stay on the bull?
590
00:24:08,350 --> 00:24:10,259
It's because the bull
starts to lose its strength
591
00:24:10,283 --> 00:24:12,159
to fight back and
they stop bucking.
592
00:24:12,184 --> 00:24:15,169
The official line is that it's
for the safety of the animals,
593
00:24:15,194 --> 00:24:17,196
but it's really because
they become so weakened
594
00:24:17,221 --> 00:24:18,843
that we stop being entertained.
595
00:24:20,428 --> 00:24:21,877
- BP's dropping.
596
00:24:21,902 --> 00:24:23,225
- Pierce, is that
what I think it is?
597
00:24:23,249 --> 00:24:24,630
- She's bleeding out.
598
00:24:24,655 --> 00:24:26,309
- The hematoma ruptured.
Stop the fusion.
599
00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:27,911
We need to flip her.
- Her spine is exposed.
600
00:24:27,935 --> 00:24:28,795
- It doesn't matter.
601
00:24:28,820 --> 00:24:30,210
Pack it and throw
some ioban on it.
602
00:24:30,234 --> 00:24:31,442
Hang 2 units of blood.
603
00:24:31,477 --> 00:24:33,272
Prep for an x-flap
and a sternotomy.
604
00:24:33,306 --> 00:24:34,859
Every second counts
here, people.
605
00:24:34,894 --> 00:24:36,147
Until we get this bleed stopped,
606
00:24:36,171 --> 00:24:37,172
this is my OR.
607
00:24:58,451 --> 00:24:59,970
- Okay. This is it.
608
00:24:59,995 --> 00:25:01,767
When we get in there, Kwan,
you're gonna alternate
609
00:25:01,791 --> 00:25:04,242
cardiac massage with Millin.
610
00:25:04,267 --> 00:25:06,322
Scalpel.
611
00:25:06,410 --> 00:25:10,049
Okay, Georgia, here we go.
612
00:25:10,641 --> 00:25:11,714
- Scalpel.
613
00:25:12,251 --> 00:25:16,300
- ♪ I've been
looking for a sign ♪
614
00:25:16,325 --> 00:25:19,604
♪ Now I see a shining light
615
00:25:19,656 --> 00:25:21,595
- Get the saw ready.
616
00:25:22,301 --> 00:25:23,833
- Starting pressors.
617
00:25:25,535 --> 00:25:27,606
- ♪ Set me free
618
00:25:40,546 --> 00:25:42,582
- Send a TEG.
619
00:25:48,872 --> 00:25:50,840
- She's becoming more acidotic.
620
00:25:50,865 --> 00:25:52,315
- We can't lose her.
621
00:25:52,340 --> 00:25:53,858
- I need more suction.
622
00:25:53,892 --> 00:25:55,422
- Still no pulse.
623
00:25:56,216 --> 00:25:59,565
- ♪ Head under water
and I can't breathe ♪
624
00:26:03,905 --> 00:26:09,083
♪ Pull me up 'cause
I'm too deep ♪
625
00:26:09,108 --> 00:26:13,043
♪ I've been looking
for a sign ♪
626
00:26:13,068 --> 00:26:15,933
♪ Now I see a shining light
627
00:26:15,958 --> 00:26:18,731
♪ Oh won't somebody
come and set me free ♪
628
00:26:18,756 --> 00:26:20,620
- Okay, I've got
the infrahepatic IVC
629
00:26:20,655 --> 00:26:22,672
and Pringle. Lap pads.
630
00:26:22,697 --> 00:26:25,393
- I've got the cava
and the pericardium.
631
00:26:25,418 --> 00:26:26,626
- Millin, switch with Kwan.
632
00:26:26,661 --> 00:26:28,317
- We've maxed out
on her pressors.
633
00:26:28,352 --> 00:26:29,799
- Pickups?
- Still no pulse.
634
00:26:29,824 --> 00:26:31,537
- I feel the heart. I'm there.
635
00:26:31,562 --> 00:26:34,082
- I see the hepatic vein injury.
636
00:26:42,331 --> 00:26:44,663
Ligating, push epi.
637
00:26:45,929 --> 00:26:48,138
- Packing the
retrohepatic space.
638
00:26:48,163 --> 00:26:49,860
- Come on, Georgia.
639
00:26:50,545 --> 00:26:53,133
- ♪ Set me free
640
00:26:53,158 --> 00:26:55,803
The nurse brought
the antibiotics
641
00:26:55,828 --> 00:26:57,584
and the inhaler.
I'm off to my shift.
642
00:26:57,609 --> 00:26:59,255
- Please don't go
before getting an X-ray
643
00:26:59,279 --> 00:27:00,488
and the nebulizer treatment.
644
00:27:00,522 --> 00:27:01,647
We could do it pro bono,
645
00:27:01,672 --> 00:27:03,363
but we just need to
fill these forms out.
646
00:27:03,388 --> 00:27:04,837
- If I miss work,
I don't get paid.
647
00:27:04,862 --> 00:27:06,177
And if I don't get paid...
648
00:27:06,202 --> 00:27:07,815
- You can't pay your
bills. I get it.
649
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:08,910
- No...
- But...
650
00:27:08,944 --> 00:27:10,856
- No, you don't.
651
00:27:10,881 --> 00:27:13,401
You're a doctor
with a cushy salary.
652
00:27:13,426 --> 00:27:16,083
- Well, I am a surgical intern.
653
00:27:16,108 --> 00:27:18,766
My salary is government
funded, and it is not enough
654
00:27:18,791 --> 00:27:20,379
to keep me from
drowning in loans.
655
00:27:20,404 --> 00:27:21,684
Between undergrad
and med school,
656
00:27:21,709 --> 00:27:23,366
I owe more than
two grand a month.
657
00:27:23,391 --> 00:27:25,162
That doesn't even account
for what I send to my parents
658
00:27:25,186 --> 00:27:26,510
to help them with
their mortgage payment
659
00:27:26,534 --> 00:27:28,329
because they co-signed
all of my loans.
660
00:27:28,354 --> 00:27:31,081
I literally sell my
blood in order to get by.
661
00:27:31,106 --> 00:27:32,395
And if I thought that I had
pneumonia that could lead
662
00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,041
to sepsis and
respiratory failure
663
00:27:34,117 --> 00:27:36,084
that could prove fatal
if left untreated,
664
00:27:36,109 --> 00:27:37,282
or, at the very least,
665
00:27:37,307 --> 00:27:38,699
keep me out of work
for eight weeks,
666
00:27:38,723 --> 00:27:42,106
I would get the X-ray
and the treatment.
667
00:27:42,173 --> 00:27:44,221
And when the bill came, I
would pay the bare minimum.
668
00:27:44,245 --> 00:27:45,707
And if it went to the
collection agencies,
669
00:27:45,731 --> 00:27:47,974
I would pay them the
bare minimum too.
670
00:27:47,999 --> 00:27:50,864
And it might be a huge,
long, pain in the ass,
671
00:27:50,889 --> 00:27:52,339
but I would be alive.
672
00:27:57,648 --> 00:27:59,823
- Where do I go for
the chest X-ray?
673
00:28:06,761 --> 00:28:09,447
- Pick it up, guys,
a little faster.
674
00:28:10,987 --> 00:28:13,783
- You know what they called
me when I was chief resident?
675
00:28:13,808 --> 00:28:15,006
The Nazi.
676
00:28:15,031 --> 00:28:16,677
- That is wildly
inappropriate...
677
00:28:16,702 --> 00:28:19,398
- Yes.
- On so many levels.
678
00:28:19,423 --> 00:28:22,061
- I mean, I wasn't
a tough child,
679
00:28:22,086 --> 00:28:23,398
not in the obvious ways.
680
00:28:23,432 --> 00:28:26,263
I was sensitive all
through high school
681
00:28:26,297 --> 00:28:28,437
and undergrad and med school.
682
00:28:28,472 --> 00:28:31,648
So as a resident, even
more so as chief resident,
683
00:28:31,682 --> 00:28:34,754
I thought I had
to overcompensate.
684
00:28:34,789 --> 00:28:37,688
And for a while,
I became someone
685
00:28:37,723 --> 00:28:39,734
people didn't like very much.
686
00:28:41,699 --> 00:28:43,529
- And what did you do?
687
00:28:43,554 --> 00:28:47,317
- Well, I realized
that my idea of myself
688
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:51,399
had come out of sync
with who I had become.
689
00:28:51,424 --> 00:28:54,300
Schmidt, you are
chief resident now.
690
00:28:54,325 --> 00:28:56,017
You are no longer an underdog.
691
00:28:56,051 --> 00:28:58,675
It's time for you to stop
seeing yourself that way.
692
00:28:58,709 --> 00:29:00,297
- You're saying I
shouldn't demand
693
00:29:00,331 --> 00:29:01,526
excellence from the interns?
694
00:29:01,551 --> 00:29:04,085
- I'm saying there's
many ways to do that.
695
00:29:04,128 --> 00:29:05,784
And the one that will
work best for you
696
00:29:05,809 --> 00:29:08,867
is likely the one
that lets you be you.
697
00:29:08,892 --> 00:29:12,551
I mean, you said you want us
to be the vagina of the program
698
00:29:12,585 --> 00:29:14,824
because vaginas are so strong.
699
00:29:14,849 --> 00:29:18,128
Well, vaginas also
bring pleasure.
700
00:29:18,153 --> 00:29:21,328
They bring joy, bring life.
701
00:29:21,353 --> 00:29:25,650
You got to be the whole vagina,
Schmidt, not just the muscle.
702
00:29:30,803 --> 00:29:32,874
- It's like we were staring
at a single cell of film
703
00:29:32,899 --> 00:29:34,409
and trying to watch a movie.
704
00:29:34,434 --> 00:29:35,822
We have to look at all the scans
705
00:29:35,847 --> 00:29:38,471
in order to see if
they tell a story.
706
00:29:38,496 --> 00:29:42,051
Okay, look... Look
here, four to five.
707
00:29:42,076 --> 00:29:44,285
There's a slight thickening
in the cecal wall here.
708
00:29:44,310 --> 00:29:47,175
Yeah? And then
six and seven...
709
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:49,422
- No more thickening,
but mild fat stranding.
710
00:29:49,447 --> 00:29:50,300
- Yeah.
711
00:29:50,325 --> 00:29:55,327
And then eight, nine, ten,
the pattern reappears.
712
00:29:55,352 --> 00:29:56,547
The flare-ups come and go,
713
00:29:56,572 --> 00:29:59,324
but the CT scans only
capture one moment in time.
714
00:29:59,493 --> 00:30:01,564
Now our little film
tells a different story.
715
00:30:01,589 --> 00:30:02,947
I mean, there's gotta
be something in there,
716
00:30:02,971 --> 00:30:05,111
a foreign object
causing these reactions.
717
00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:08,001
- Like a fish bone, maybe,
or a piece of cartilage
718
00:30:08,026 --> 00:30:09,441
that wasn't digested properly?
719
00:30:09,466 --> 00:30:11,053
- You want to tell
me why the patient
720
00:30:11,078 --> 00:30:15,322
I told you to discharge hours
ago is still stuck in my ER?
721
00:30:18,247 --> 00:30:21,215
- So she's gonna be okay?
722
00:30:21,240 --> 00:30:22,259
- Uh, yeah.
723
00:30:22,284 --> 00:30:25,668
Georgia did well under
the circumstances,
724
00:30:25,693 --> 00:30:28,042
against all odds.
725
00:30:28,067 --> 00:30:29,327
- But we would like
to speak with you
726
00:30:29,351 --> 00:30:30,939
about the bull riding.
727
00:30:30,974 --> 00:30:33,099
- I should wait for my husband.
728
00:30:33,745 --> 00:30:36,462
- We would like to have
a minute with just you.
729
00:30:37,122 --> 00:30:38,227
- Oh.
730
00:30:41,622 --> 00:30:45,964
Georgia's father, her
grandfather, her uncles...
731
00:30:45,989 --> 00:30:48,165
They are all champion riders.
732
00:30:48,190 --> 00:30:51,503
But Cody never wanted
Georgia to go near a bull.
733
00:30:51,541 --> 00:30:55,269
Every Christmas,
he would give her
734
00:30:55,377 --> 00:30:59,865
a dollhouse, ballet
slippers, a soccer ball.
735
00:30:59,899 --> 00:31:01,245
She wouldn't touch them.
736
00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:04,904
She wanted boots,
spurs, a saddle.
737
00:31:04,939 --> 00:31:06,872
Cody thought when she
took her first spill,
738
00:31:06,906 --> 00:31:09,284
she'd lose interest, but...
739
00:31:09,824 --> 00:31:12,231
but when she got laid up
with a crushed trachea,
740
00:31:12,256 --> 00:31:14,534
we said no more.
741
00:31:14,569 --> 00:31:16,675
Guess what? She wouldn't eat,
742
00:31:16,709 --> 00:31:19,712
wouldn't speak, couldn't sleep.
743
00:31:19,747 --> 00:31:23,470
The light in her
eyes was just gone.
744
00:31:24,252 --> 00:31:27,428
- To keep doing this will
very likely kill her.
745
00:31:27,453 --> 00:31:29,421
- You think I don't
worry about that
746
00:31:29,446 --> 00:31:32,044
every single day of my life?
747
00:31:32,069 --> 00:31:35,107
But to take her dream
away from her...
748
00:31:35,141 --> 00:31:36,975
That would for sure kill her.
749
00:31:37,690 --> 00:31:38,829
Excuse me.
750
00:31:38,854 --> 00:31:40,014
I'm gonna go find my husband.
751
00:31:44,325 --> 00:31:45,579
- Nothing is harder
than parenting,
752
00:31:45,603 --> 00:31:47,957
but you have to be the parent.
753
00:31:47,982 --> 00:31:49,846
- Would it have worked on you
754
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:51,744
when you were a teenager
doing hard drugs,
755
00:31:51,779 --> 00:31:54,091
risking your life?
756
00:31:54,126 --> 00:31:55,852
Was your mom able to stop you?
757
00:31:55,886 --> 00:31:57,370
- I was using drugs to mask
758
00:31:57,405 --> 00:32:00,477
some very real pain in my life.
759
00:32:00,511 --> 00:32:02,173
- Maybe it's the
same for Georgia.
760
00:32:02,198 --> 00:32:04,200
Maybe she's masking the
pain of having found
761
00:32:04,225 --> 00:32:06,113
her one true passion
762
00:32:06,138 --> 00:32:07,587
and hearing everyone around her
763
00:32:07,612 --> 00:32:11,651
tell her that she is
selfish for chasing it.
764
00:32:13,062 --> 00:32:14,802
- Oh, no, no, no,
no. Georgia, no.
765
00:32:14,836 --> 00:32:16,006
- She's pulling the tube out.
766
00:32:16,031 --> 00:32:18,343
- Increase her O2
and draw an ABG.
767
00:32:18,710 --> 00:32:20,091
Hey.
768
00:32:20,126 --> 00:32:22,120
- Georgia, you're okay.
Just take a breath.
769
00:32:25,722 --> 00:32:28,383
- Georgia, calm down. I need
you to put this mask on.
770
00:32:28,408 --> 00:32:29,824
Your body needs
additional oxygen.
771
00:32:29,849 --> 00:32:31,794
- I've had kids
self-extubate before.
772
00:32:31,819 --> 00:32:33,661
Instinct and adrenaline kick in.
773
00:32:33,686 --> 00:32:35,446
- How long... How
long will it take?
774
00:32:35,471 --> 00:32:38,923
- You will be up and walking
in four to six weeks.
775
00:32:38,948 --> 00:32:40,348
- Ride.
776
00:32:40,373 --> 00:32:42,756
- Georgia, going back to
rodeo would be a mistake.
777
00:32:42,781 --> 00:32:44,748
Most people do not
survive the surgery
778
00:32:44,773 --> 00:32:46,005
that Dr. Pierce just did.
779
00:32:46,040 --> 00:32:47,470
- I'm not most people!
780
00:32:47,495 --> 00:32:50,498
Would you be saying the
same thing if I was a guy?
781
00:32:50,579 --> 00:32:52,374
- Georgia, I'm not like
most people either.
782
00:32:52,399 --> 00:32:54,781
I was really good at something
when I was your age too.
783
00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:56,670
I skipped grades, I won prizes,
784
00:32:56,695 --> 00:32:57,924
and everybody thought
it was my parents
785
00:32:57,948 --> 00:33:00,088
that were pushing me, but
it was me. It was all me.
786
00:33:00,123 --> 00:33:01,780
So I get your focus.
787
00:33:01,814 --> 00:33:03,195
I get your passion.
788
00:33:03,220 --> 00:33:04,501
And I certainly get
what it's like to be
789
00:33:04,525 --> 00:33:06,104
a girl in an all-guys' world.
790
00:33:06,129 --> 00:33:07,684
Maybe you'll ride again someday.
791
00:33:07,709 --> 00:33:10,384
But a few hours ago, you were
almost dead and paralyzed.
792
00:33:10,409 --> 00:33:12,998
Stop fighting us and let
us save the possibility
793
00:33:13,032 --> 00:33:15,138
of your future.
794
00:33:19,191 --> 00:33:20,606
- There's the ileocecal valve.
795
00:33:20,631 --> 00:33:22,564
- I hope we didn't
just put a tube
796
00:33:22,589 --> 00:33:24,591
into a patient for no reason.
797
00:33:24,616 --> 00:33:26,756
- Whoa, whoa, what's
that in the distal ileum?
798
00:33:26,781 --> 00:33:30,111
- Move the camera down and left.
799
00:33:30,474 --> 00:33:32,856
- There!
- Is that a...
800
00:33:32,910 --> 00:33:34,891
- Toothpick. I'll be damned.
801
00:33:34,916 --> 00:33:35,929
- Oh, my God.
802
00:33:35,954 --> 00:33:38,585
How did it not shred his
esophagus on the way down?
803
00:33:38,609 --> 00:33:40,508
- Well, it perfed the bowel.
804
00:33:40,542 --> 00:33:42,821
Then it impacted into
the intestinal wall,
805
00:33:42,855 --> 00:33:45,133
where it hid from
the scanner's radar.
806
00:33:45,168 --> 00:33:46,664
Adams, what's the game plan?
807
00:33:46,689 --> 00:33:49,623
- Use the endoscopy forceps
to fish it out carefully.
808
00:33:49,648 --> 00:33:51,696
- Being careful not to break
it and leave a piece behind
809
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,671
that could cause
an abscess later.
810
00:33:56,927 --> 00:33:58,584
- All right, hold it steady.
811
00:33:58,645 --> 00:34:00,475
- Will this take away
all of this pain?
812
00:34:00,500 --> 00:34:01,812
- It absolutely will.
813
00:34:01,837 --> 00:34:03,321
Almost there.
814
00:34:07,706 --> 00:34:09,659
Incredible save, Adams.
815
00:34:18,252 --> 00:34:19,754
Incredible save.
816
00:34:22,632 --> 00:34:24,689
- Have I mentioned
that I had my hand
817
00:34:24,724 --> 00:34:26,328
on an actual beating heart?
818
00:34:26,353 --> 00:34:28,428
- Only about six times.
819
00:34:28,453 --> 00:34:31,016
- But hey, I heard you found
a bobby pin in some guy's ass
820
00:34:31,041 --> 00:34:33,733
or something, so also cool.
821
00:34:33,767 --> 00:34:35,735
- I convinced a patient
to get a chest X-ray.
822
00:34:35,769 --> 00:34:37,564
- Hey, congratulations, Adams.
823
00:34:37,599 --> 00:34:39,542
Yasuda's day was
sadder than yours.
824
00:34:39,567 --> 00:34:40,887
- Yeah.
825
00:34:40,912 --> 00:34:43,260
- Hey, thanks for
everything today.
826
00:34:43,295 --> 00:34:45,378
If you need anything,
I got your back.
827
00:34:47,577 --> 00:34:48,889
- I do need something.
828
00:34:48,914 --> 00:34:50,501
I know this might be weird,
829
00:34:50,526 --> 00:34:52,160
and if it's still hard
for you, you can say no.
830
00:34:52,184 --> 00:34:54,979
But you know me better
than anyone here,
831
00:34:55,026 --> 00:34:57,891
better than anyone at my
old program, actually.
832
00:34:57,932 --> 00:35:01,073
And I could really use a friend
to help me get through this.
833
00:35:04,281 --> 00:35:06,456
I'm asking you to
be my man of honor.
834
00:35:11,979 --> 00:35:15,442
- Yeah, of course.
835
00:35:15,496 --> 00:35:16,685
It'd be an honor.
836
00:35:18,502 --> 00:35:19,503
- Thank you.
837
00:35:19,538 --> 00:35:22,382
- Hey, everyone,
838
00:35:22,407 --> 00:35:24,967
I want you to know
I heard you all did
839
00:35:24,992 --> 00:35:27,220
some incredible work today.
840
00:35:27,277 --> 00:35:29,694
And so, if you're up for
it, I would like to invite
841
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:31,652
you all out for drinks.
842
00:35:34,449 --> 00:35:35,449
I'm actually serious.
843
00:35:36,900 --> 00:35:39,812
- Uh, oh.
- So just, you know,
844
00:35:39,837 --> 00:35:41,456
meet me at Joe's.
845
00:35:44,836 --> 00:35:46,705
- Free drinks.
- Yeah.
846
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,995
- Any chance you need
another bartender?
847
00:35:53,020 --> 00:35:54,607
- When would you sleep?
848
00:35:54,642 --> 00:35:56,230
- I'd figure it out.
849
00:35:57,679 --> 00:35:59,129
- Uh, yeah, yeah.
850
00:35:59,164 --> 00:36:01,028
The manager is hiring
for the late shift.
851
00:36:01,062 --> 00:36:02,546
I can put in a good word.
852
00:36:02,581 --> 00:36:03,892
- Thank you.
853
00:36:07,517 --> 00:36:09,139
- Okay, people,
this is my treat.
854
00:36:09,174 --> 00:36:10,313
- Thank God.
855
00:36:10,347 --> 00:36:11,566
- Yay, thank you.
- You're welcome.
856
00:36:11,590 --> 00:36:13,454
- Thank you.
857
00:36:13,488 --> 00:36:14,731
- Thanks, Dr. Schmidt.
858
00:36:14,765 --> 00:36:15,870
- Cheers.
- Yeah.
859
00:36:15,904 --> 00:36:17,182
- Welcome.
860
00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:18,183
- Thank you.
861
00:36:18,217 --> 00:36:19,874
- Mm-hmm.
862
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,497
- Mm.
- Oh.
863
00:36:22,532 --> 00:36:24,016
- Oh.
864
00:36:24,051 --> 00:36:25,178
- Chaser?
- Mm-hmm.
865
00:36:25,203 --> 00:36:26,477
- What are you, her babysitter?
866
00:36:26,501 --> 00:36:27,744
- Man of honor, actually.
867
00:36:27,778 --> 00:36:28,808
- Oh, thank God.
868
00:36:28,833 --> 00:36:30,959
I didn't wanna have to carry
around those blood vials.
869
00:36:32,893 --> 00:36:34,175
You mix them together,
870
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:35,569
and you pour them
out at the altar.
871
00:36:35,594 --> 00:36:37,729
- Why do you think a
maid of honor does that?
872
00:36:37,754 --> 00:36:39,135
- My mom did it at
my uncle's wedding.
873
00:36:39,159 --> 00:36:41,240
- I cannot overstate
how not normal that is.
874
00:36:41,275 --> 00:36:43,139
- Whatever. I'm
going to order food.
875
00:36:43,173 --> 00:36:44,633
Anyone else?
876
00:36:45,008 --> 00:36:47,873
- Can you get me some fries?
877
00:36:48,075 --> 00:36:49,075
- I'm starving.
878
00:36:51,088 --> 00:36:53,158
- So when's the wedding?
- Next month.
879
00:36:53,183 --> 00:36:55,170
But it's in town so
no one has to travel.
880
00:36:55,195 --> 00:36:56,570
And I don't need
any extra time off.
881
00:36:56,594 --> 00:36:58,076
Trey is gonna take care
of most of the logistics,
882
00:36:58,100 --> 00:36:59,515
so you won't...
- Griffin, I...
883
00:36:59,540 --> 00:37:01,922
I was just asking.
884
00:37:01,994 --> 00:37:03,547
- Sorry, yeah.
- That's okay.
885
00:37:03,572 --> 00:37:05,608
- Next month.
- Okay.
886
00:37:05,633 --> 00:37:07,704
- Wanna get out of here?
887
00:37:07,729 --> 00:37:09,896
- I can't.
888
00:37:10,618 --> 00:37:13,138
We said no feelings,
and unfortunately,
889
00:37:13,163 --> 00:37:15,924
I find your staunch
support of animal rights...
890
00:37:16,103 --> 00:37:17,759
hot.
891
00:37:17,794 --> 00:37:19,865
- Okay.
892
00:37:19,899 --> 00:37:22,164
What if I have no feelings?
893
00:37:25,629 --> 00:37:26,734
- That works.
894
00:37:34,983 --> 00:37:36,537
- You wanna pick up takeout?
895
00:37:36,571 --> 00:37:38,711
I kind of feel like Italian.
896
00:37:38,746 --> 00:37:41,645
- I already ordered,
Chang's Garden.
897
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:44,693
- Right, of course you decided.
898
00:37:52,967 --> 00:37:54,583
- Stop.
899
00:37:54,858 --> 00:37:56,601
Stop. I need to look at you
900
00:37:56,626 --> 00:37:57,626
when I say this.
901
00:37:59,663 --> 00:38:00,937
- Okay.
902
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:03,447
- You invited me to
dinner with your family,
903
00:38:03,472 --> 00:38:05,681
and then you abandoned
me when things got tough.
904
00:38:05,706 --> 00:38:06,795
- What? When?
905
00:38:06,820 --> 00:38:08,995
- The first time that
I met your family,
906
00:38:09,026 --> 00:38:11,273
your father showed up,
and you became unhappy,
907
00:38:11,298 --> 00:38:16,613
and then you logged off,
and you left me there.
908
00:38:16,638 --> 00:38:18,398
My mother always used
to quote Maya Angelou.
909
00:38:18,423 --> 00:38:21,736
She used to say, "When someone
shows you who they are,
910
00:38:21,761 --> 00:38:24,005
believe them the first time."
911
00:38:24,075 --> 00:38:25,697
Why didn't I believe
you the first time?
912
00:38:25,722 --> 00:38:27,321
You showed me who you were,
913
00:38:27,346 --> 00:38:28,771
and I just didn't wanna see it.
914
00:38:28,796 --> 00:38:30,952
- And who am I?
- You're a person who retreats.
915
00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:32,910
When the going gets
tough, you retreat.
916
00:38:32,935 --> 00:38:35,662
You quit. You disappear.
917
00:38:35,692 --> 00:38:39,765
You protect yourself, no matter
what it costs anybody else.
918
00:38:39,794 --> 00:38:42,912
- You're the one thinking
of taking a job in Chicago.
919
00:38:42,937 --> 00:38:45,388
- A job in Chicago
is nothing, Winston.
920
00:38:45,413 --> 00:38:48,071
Marriages can easily
survive a job in Chicago.
921
00:38:48,096 --> 00:38:51,030
But you don't seem to
want us to survive.
922
00:38:51,110 --> 00:38:53,595
You just seem to want to
punish me with your absence.
923
00:38:53,620 --> 00:38:56,078
- I'm right here!
- But you're not.
924
00:38:56,103 --> 00:38:57,514
You're not.
925
00:38:57,549 --> 00:39:00,793
You took your love,
and you retreated.
926
00:39:00,828 --> 00:39:04,811
You disappeared inside yourself.
927
00:39:04,866 --> 00:39:07,041
When the going got tough,
you protected yourself,
928
00:39:07,075 --> 00:39:09,561
no matter what it
cost anybody else.
929
00:39:09,595 --> 00:39:11,528
I am right here.
930
00:39:11,563 --> 00:39:13,662
You are gone.
931
00:39:13,687 --> 00:39:15,801
You couldn't even think
of something nice to say
932
00:39:15,826 --> 00:39:18,165
about me this morning.
933
00:39:18,190 --> 00:39:20,019
Even when you wanted
to quit cardio,
934
00:39:20,054 --> 00:39:21,935
supposedly to save our marriage,
935
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:23,272
that was you quitting.
936
00:39:23,297 --> 00:39:24,781
That was you retreating.
937
00:39:24,806 --> 00:39:27,913
That was you giving up your gift
938
00:39:27,938 --> 00:39:29,595
so that you could
avoid direct conflict,
939
00:39:29,620 --> 00:39:32,657
and that is what
I don't respect.
940
00:39:32,682 --> 00:39:36,666
It isn't your heart,
Winston, it's your cowardice.
941
00:39:36,691 --> 00:39:39,023
- Oh, wow, really, Maggie?
942
00:39:39,048 --> 00:39:42,396
- And the pizza in Chicago
is the best in the world.
943
00:39:42,441 --> 00:39:44,478
So I'm gonna go there.
944
00:39:44,503 --> 00:39:47,210
And I'm gonna take my
extraordinary passion,
945
00:39:47,235 --> 00:39:49,271
and I'm going to use
it to build hearts
946
00:39:49,296 --> 00:39:51,267
that will save
thousands of lives.
947
00:39:51,292 --> 00:39:53,430
And you can stay here,
and you can pretend
948
00:39:53,455 --> 00:39:55,202
like it was you
who was abandoned,
949
00:39:55,227 --> 00:39:56,723
but we both know the truth.
950
00:39:56,748 --> 00:40:00,210
- At a cellular level, we are
made of forks in the road.
951
00:40:00,235 --> 00:40:04,246
A generalized cell is born,
and it splits and splits,
952
00:40:04,271 --> 00:40:05,893
not having much
choice in the matter.
953
00:40:07,277 --> 00:40:09,314
Eventually, it's a body.
954
00:40:09,339 --> 00:40:11,134
Eventually, it's you...
955
00:40:11,159 --> 00:40:13,782
- Come here, Scout.
- Out in the world.
956
00:40:13,807 --> 00:40:15,602
- He was down.
957
00:40:15,765 --> 00:40:17,249
How are you feeling?
958
00:40:20,287 --> 00:40:22,108
- I...
959
00:40:22,944 --> 00:40:24,974
I feel...
960
00:40:26,455 --> 00:40:27,939
- Better?
961
00:40:28,007 --> 00:40:29,132
- ♪ If we survive
962
00:40:29,157 --> 00:40:31,298
- Yes, better. I feel better.
963
00:40:31,332 --> 00:40:33,058
- Hear that, Scout?
964
00:40:33,092 --> 00:40:35,844
She feels better. Whoo-hoo!
965
00:40:35,869 --> 00:40:37,407
- So maybe you are who you are.
966
00:40:37,442 --> 00:40:40,198
- All right, can
you say whoo-hoo?
967
00:40:40,223 --> 00:40:42,619
- Maybe you can't choose who
you love or what you want
968
00:40:42,654 --> 00:40:44,311
any more than a cell
can choose to be
969
00:40:44,345 --> 00:40:47,952
a liver, a lung, a heart.
970
00:40:48,351 --> 00:40:51,527
But cells only take you so far.
971
00:40:51,552 --> 00:40:52,829
- Rough day?
972
00:40:52,853 --> 00:40:55,027
- Oh, thank you.
973
00:40:55,052 --> 00:40:58,504
Oh, it was humbling.
974
00:40:58,529 --> 00:41:02,154
I missed a diagnosis and
almost lost a patient.
975
00:41:02,254 --> 00:41:03,514
- But?
976
00:41:04,434 --> 00:41:07,644
- I was bailed
out by a Shepherd.
977
00:41:07,679 --> 00:41:10,198
- Hmm.
- You?
978
00:41:12,416 --> 00:41:15,483
- I'm afraid I might be
losing another sister.
979
00:41:18,021 --> 00:41:22,106
- In the end, you
create yourself.
980
00:41:22,426 --> 00:41:24,429
And your life is the
life you've made.
981
00:41:24,454 --> 00:41:28,160
- ♪ But you hold your breath
982
00:41:30,470 --> 00:41:34,163
♪ If we survive
983
00:41:34,188 --> 00:41:35,575
- What the...
984
00:41:36,535 --> 00:41:39,290
Hey! Hey!
985
00:41:39,504 --> 00:41:42,100
- ♪ If we survive
986
00:41:42,125 --> 00:41:46,268
- Hey! What the...
987
00:41:46,306 --> 00:41:48,101
Oh, no.
- Ben?
988
00:41:48,236 --> 00:41:49,376
Ben, what's going on?
989
00:41:49,410 --> 00:41:50,515
- ♪ I'll look for you
990
00:41:50,549 --> 00:41:53,000
- Miranda.
991
00:41:53,034 --> 00:41:55,865
- ♪ On the other side
992
00:42:01,388 --> 00:42:03,355
- We are not fine, Miranda.
993
00:42:13,227 --> 00:42:15,574
- But no one said
it would be easy.
994
00:42:15,609 --> 00:42:19,176
- ♪ On the other side
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