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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:08,795 --> 00:00:11,478 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: I BEEN KINDA GOING THROUGH SOME THINGS. 2 00:00:12,959 --> 00:00:15,921 TRYING TO OUTRUN MY DEMONS... 3 00:00:17,483 --> 00:00:19,424 HIDE FROM THE TRUTH OF EVERYTHING 4 00:00:19,524 --> 00:00:20,906 I BEEN FEELING... 5 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:28,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 6 00:00:33,656 --> 00:00:36,235 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: BUT THE DAY ALWAYS COMES WHEN YOU HAVE TO FACE IT. 7 00:00:41,863 --> 00:00:44,005 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: NO MATTER HOW UGLY IT GETS... 8 00:00:45,667 --> 00:00:48,009 YOU SAID YOU NEED MORE TIME, AND THAT'S OK, 9 00:00:48,109 --> 00:00:51,712 'CAUSE YOU AND ME, WE GOT ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD. 10 00:00:55,555 --> 00:00:58,097 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: TODAY IS THAT DAY. 11 00:01:01,080 --> 00:01:02,781 - HA HA HA HA! - MM-HMM. MM. 12 00:01:02,881 --> 00:01:04,623 UH, WILL YOU SLOW DOWN? 13 00:01:04,723 --> 00:01:06,424 STOP ACTING LIKE YOU STARVING. 14 00:01:06,524 --> 00:01:08,466 HA HA HA HA! DILLON: OH, SNAP. IT'S NOT MY FAULT. 15 00:01:08,566 --> 00:01:10,468 THEY DIDN'T FEED ME ON THE PLANE THIS MORNING. 16 00:01:10,568 --> 00:01:13,430 IT'S ONLY A HOUR FLIGHT FROM OAKLAND TO L.A. 17 00:01:13,530 --> 00:01:16,213 HA HA HA HA! WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT? 18 00:01:18,174 --> 00:01:20,516 GOOD MORNING. 19 00:01:20,616 --> 00:01:22,658 - GOOD MORNING. - GOOD MORNING. 20 00:01:24,980 --> 00:01:28,323 SO, DILLON, WHO'S THIS ARTIST YOU'RE EXCITED TO SEE? 21 00:01:28,423 --> 00:01:31,245 JAMAL CAMPBELL. HE DREW THIS COMIC CALLED "NAOMI." 22 00:01:31,345 --> 00:01:32,923 Y'ALL DRIVING OVER TO MELROSE TO SEE HIM? 23 00:01:32,947 --> 00:01:35,849 YEP. SPENCE IS TAKING ME. IT'S A ART GALLERY 24 00:01:35,949 --> 00:01:38,211 INSIDE A SNEAKER STORE. IT'S GONNA BE SICK! 25 00:01:38,311 --> 00:01:40,693 WHOA! HEY. YO! YO! YO! WHAT YOU DOING, MAN! 26 00:01:40,793 --> 00:01:43,816 HEY, SETTLE DOWN. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. I'M SURE IT'S FINE. 27 00:01:43,916 --> 00:01:45,774 IT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF HE WASN'T OVER THERE TWEAKING. 28 00:01:45,798 --> 00:01:47,718 YO, YOU THE ONE TWEAKING ABOUT THIS STUPID PHONE. 29 00:01:47,759 --> 00:01:49,701 I'M SURE COACH BAKER'S VOICEMAIL IS FINE. 30 00:01:49,801 --> 00:01:52,343 HEY. I NEED YOU TO MIND YOUR BUSINESS, MAN. 31 00:01:52,443 --> 00:01:54,305 YOU NEED TO GET OVER YOURSELF. 32 00:01:54,405 --> 00:01:55,866 WHATCHU SAY TO ME? 33 00:01:55,966 --> 00:01:58,629 WHOA, WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. 34 00:01:58,729 --> 00:02:00,590 RELAX, YOU GUYS. 35 00:02:00,690 --> 00:02:03,193 SPENCER, SIT DOWN. 36 00:02:03,293 --> 00:02:05,154 SPENCER, ENOUGH. YOUR MUM ASKED YOU TO SIT DOWN. 37 00:02:05,254 --> 00:02:08,157 HEY, IT'S FAMILY BUSINESS, HOMIE. MIND YOURS! 38 00:02:08,257 --> 00:02:10,435 EXCUSE ME? AW, HELL NO. THIS HAS GONE TOO FAR. 39 00:02:10,459 --> 00:02:13,081 SPENCER. SPENCER! LOOK AT ME! 40 00:02:13,181 --> 00:02:15,679 I HAVE BEEN PATIENT WITH YOU WHILE I LET YOU DEAL WITH YOUR GRIEF 41 00:02:15,703 --> 00:02:18,806 ON YOUR OWN, BUT YOU IN HERE ACTING LIKE YOU DONE LOST YOUR DAMN MIND! 42 00:02:18,906 --> 00:02:21,444 - THIS AIN'T GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH MY GRIEF, MA. - BE QUIET! 43 00:02:21,468 --> 00:02:24,611 I HAVE REACHED OUT TO DR. SPEARS ABOUT YOU SEEING HIM WHEN YOU'RE READY, 44 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:27,213 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET THAT. YOU'RE GONNA SEE HIM TODAY. 45 00:02:27,313 --> 00:02:29,895 I DON'T NEED TO SEE NOBODY, ESPECIALLY NOT NO DAMN THERAPIST. 46 00:02:29,995 --> 00:02:32,297 THIS IS NOT UP FOR DISCUSSION, SPENCER. 47 00:02:32,397 --> 00:02:35,460 AS LONG AS YOU'RE UNDER MY ROOF, YOU ARE GOING TO THERAPY. 48 00:02:35,560 --> 00:02:38,602 THEN MAYBE I DON'T NEED TO BE UNDER YOUR ROOF NO MORE. 49 00:02:49,532 --> 00:02:51,433 NICE. COME ON. GET THROUGH, 50 00:02:51,533 --> 00:02:53,836 GET THROUGH, GET THROUGH. PICK UP YOUR FEET. 51 00:02:56,938 --> 00:02:59,436 WRONG ROUTE, EVAN. GOTTA FOCUS! LET'S GO. RUN IT BACK. 52 00:03:06,987 --> 00:03:09,088 IT'S A SIMPLE WHEEL ROUTE! 53 00:03:15,073 --> 00:03:16,735 - OH, MY GOD. - WHOO! 54 00:03:16,835 --> 00:03:18,817 GOT YOU, BABY! HERE I GO! 55 00:03:18,917 --> 00:03:20,898 AH! JORDAN: HEY! HEY! 56 00:03:20,998 --> 00:03:23,100 HEY! EVAN! EVAN: YEAH. HA HA HA! 57 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:25,262 EVAN! HOW ABOUT YOU PUT AS MUCH EFFORT 58 00:03:25,362 --> 00:03:27,762 IN CATCHING THE BALL AS YOU DO YOUR LITTLE CELEBRATION DANCES? 59 00:03:27,844 --> 00:03:29,466 WHAT YOU SAY, FRESHMAN? 60 00:03:29,566 --> 00:03:31,286 DON'T LET THAT QB1 POSITION GO TO YOUR HEAD. 61 00:03:31,327 --> 00:03:32,668 THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME, ALL RIGHT? 62 00:03:32,768 --> 00:03:34,150 THE OFFENCE DOESN'T THRIVE 63 00:03:34,250 --> 00:03:35,711 IF YOU DON'T CATCH THE BALL, AND THAT 64 00:03:35,811 --> 00:03:37,312 PUTS PRESSURE ON THE DEFENCE. 65 00:03:37,412 --> 00:03:39,314 HEH! YOU TALKING A LOT OF JUNK FOR SOMEBODY 66 00:03:39,414 --> 00:03:41,876 WHO LOST US THE BOWL GAME. 67 00:03:41,976 --> 00:03:44,519 ALL RIGHT. WELL, AT LEAST I MADE IT ON THE FIELD. 68 00:03:44,619 --> 00:03:47,241 I MEAN, WHAT IS THIS, LIKE, YOUR FIFTH YEAR ON THE ROSTER? 69 00:03:47,341 --> 00:03:49,038 YOU SAY TO ME? MAN, GET OUTTA MY FACE. 70 00:03:49,062 --> 00:03:50,702 - YOU SAY TO ME, BRO? - GET OUTTA MY FACE! 71 00:03:54,667 --> 00:03:56,529 AH. 72 00:03:56,629 --> 00:03:59,211 YO, WHO'S READY FOR SOME SPRING BALL? 73 00:03:59,311 --> 00:04:01,213 DUDE, WHERE'VE YOU BEEN? 74 00:04:01,313 --> 00:04:03,375 YOU'VE BEEN A GHOST SINCE COACH BAKER'S MEMORIAL. 75 00:04:03,475 --> 00:04:05,216 WELL, I, UH, FELT I NEEDED TO GIVE EVERYBODY 76 00:04:05,316 --> 00:04:07,538 A LITTLE SPACE WHILE I WORK ON MYSELF. 77 00:04:07,638 --> 00:04:10,256 OR YOU WERE JUST TRYING TO HIDE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID AT THE REPAST. 78 00:04:13,083 --> 00:04:15,145 EVERYBODY THINKS I WAS DRUNK 79 00:04:15,245 --> 00:04:18,107 'CAUSE I WAS OUT PARTYING, BUT THAT'S NOT THE CASE. 80 00:04:18,207 --> 00:04:22,371 I WAS ALONE, AND I NEEDED SOMETHING TO NUMB THE PAIN OF COACH BAKER BEING GONE. 81 00:04:23,612 --> 00:04:25,954 I REALISE THAT WAS A TERRIBLE EXCUSE, 82 00:04:26,054 --> 00:04:28,556 BUT... I'M GOOD NOW. 83 00:04:28,656 --> 00:04:31,558 I'M BACK ON TRACK, READY TO FOCUS ON FOOTBALL. 84 00:04:31,658 --> 00:04:34,341 ALL THE PARTYING STUFF'S IN THE REAR VIEW. 85 00:04:35,822 --> 00:04:37,363 IT'S GOOD TO HEAR THAT. 86 00:04:37,463 --> 00:04:39,005 IT'S GOOD SAYING IT. 87 00:04:39,105 --> 00:04:40,926 NOW LET'S GO. 88 00:04:41,026 --> 00:04:42,648 GO WHERE? PRACTICE. 89 00:04:42,748 --> 00:04:45,010 DUDE, PRACTICE ISN'T FOR ANOTHER HOUR. IT'S EARLY. 90 00:04:45,110 --> 00:04:46,651 TO BE EARLY 91 00:04:46,751 --> 00:04:48,453 IS TO BE LATE. 92 00:04:48,553 --> 00:04:50,014 FINE. 93 00:04:50,114 --> 00:04:51,615 LET ME GET MY THINGS. 94 00:04:53,317 --> 00:04:55,299 SPENCE. BRO, WHAT'S UP? 95 00:04:55,399 --> 00:04:57,941 WHAT'S UP? 96 00:04:58,041 --> 00:05:00,743 YO, UH, SPENCE, IS IT TRUE? 97 00:05:00,843 --> 00:05:03,145 I SAW JORDAN ON THE WAY TO PRACTICE THIS MORNING. 98 00:05:03,245 --> 00:05:05,788 YOU'RE ENTERING THE TRANSFER PORTAL? - YEAH. 99 00:05:05,888 --> 00:05:07,709 I'M ACTUALLY ON MY WAY TO GAU RIGHT NOW TO GET 100 00:05:07,809 --> 00:05:09,631 A LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION FROM COACH KENNY. 101 00:05:09,731 --> 00:05:12,233 DUDE, I HOPE COASTAL'S ON YOUR LIST. 102 00:05:12,333 --> 00:05:14,515 I ALREADY KNOW COACH MR. MONTES IS A HUGE FAN. 103 00:05:14,615 --> 00:05:17,277 YO, YOU GOTTA PUT IN A WORD, ASH, AND THEN ALL 104 00:05:17,377 --> 00:05:19,279 WE'D HAVE TO DO IS GET JORDAN TO TRANSFER 105 00:05:19,379 --> 00:05:22,282 AND ALL OF COACH BAKER'S BOYS WOULD BE ON THE SAME ROSTER. 106 00:05:22,382 --> 00:05:24,684 HEH! WE'RE WINNING THE NATTY. 107 00:05:24,784 --> 00:05:27,286 YO, UNSTOPPABLE, BABY. 108 00:05:27,386 --> 00:05:29,287 YEAH, MAN, THAT SOUNDS AWESOME. 109 00:05:29,387 --> 00:05:32,290 UH, SPEAKING OF COASTAL, WE SHOULD PROBABLY GET GOING. 110 00:05:32,390 --> 00:05:33,931 SPENCE, WE'LL CATCH YOU LATER, THOUGH. 111 00:05:34,031 --> 00:05:36,914 ALL RIGHT. JJ, CHUCKLING: WOW. 112 00:05:38,395 --> 00:05:40,477 MR. JAMES. 113 00:05:42,358 --> 00:05:44,340 DR. SPEARS? 114 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:46,302 YEAH, I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND ME DROPPING BY. 115 00:05:46,402 --> 00:05:48,420 - YOUR, UH, ROOMMATES LET ME IN. - WHAT YOU DOING HERE? 116 00:05:48,444 --> 00:05:50,185 GOT AN URGENT CALL FROM YOUR MUM. 117 00:05:50,285 --> 00:05:52,347 SHE'S PRETTY CONCERNED ABOUT YOU. 118 00:05:52,447 --> 00:05:54,545 WELL, I'M SORRY SHE WASTED YOUR TIME. I'M ALL GOOD OVER HERE. 119 00:05:54,569 --> 00:05:56,070 WELL, BE THAT AS IT MAY, 120 00:05:56,170 --> 00:05:57,948 WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN A WHILE. BE NICE TO CATCH UP. 121 00:05:57,972 --> 00:05:59,949 - I GOTTA GET TO CAMPUS. - OH, THEN MAYBE WE CAN SET UP 122 00:05:59,973 --> 00:06:02,476 - AN APPOINTMENT FOR LATER. - LOOK... 123 00:06:02,576 --> 00:06:05,598 YOU AND ME, WE AIN'T GOT NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT OR CATCH UP ON. 124 00:06:05,698 --> 00:06:07,600 AS A MATTER OF FACT, YOU TRESPASSING. 125 00:06:07,700 --> 00:06:10,142 I'MMA HAVE TO ASK YOU TO LEAVE. 126 00:06:12,024 --> 00:06:14,646 ARE YOU GON' MAKE ME REPEAT MYSELF? 127 00:06:14,746 --> 00:06:16,648 SAY LESS. 128 00:06:16,748 --> 00:06:18,749 I'LL GO. 129 00:06:26,476 --> 00:06:28,534 WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME MIKO SENT FLOWERS TO THE HOUSE LAST NIGHT? 130 00:06:28,558 --> 00:06:30,980 HAVE YOU FREAK OUT AT YOUR VIDEO RELEASE PARTY? 131 00:06:31,080 --> 00:06:32,421 HOW DID SHE GET OUR ADDRESS? 132 00:06:32,521 --> 00:06:34,263 UGH! LIKE, I FEEL VIOLATED. 133 00:06:34,363 --> 00:06:36,104 YEAH, YOU SHOULD. I MEAN, FIRST IT WAS 134 00:06:36,204 --> 00:06:38,066 THE CONSTANT DM STALKING, THEN THE "ACCIDENTAL" 135 00:06:38,166 --> 00:06:40,068 RUN-IN AT SLAUSON'S, AND NOW THIS. 136 00:06:40,168 --> 00:06:42,225 PATIENCE, THERE IS SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH MIKO. 137 00:06:42,249 --> 00:06:43,907 - YOU HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM HER. - YEAH, I KNOW. 138 00:06:43,931 --> 00:06:45,792 I KNOW. YOU'RE RIGHT. I JUST... 139 00:06:45,892 --> 00:06:47,292 - OK. OK, OK. - I FEEL, LIKE, WEIRD. 140 00:06:47,374 --> 00:06:48,915 LET'S FOCUS ON SOMETHING I KNOW 141 00:06:49,015 --> 00:06:51,517 WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY. LET'S LOOK AT THE VIEWS 142 00:06:51,617 --> 00:06:55,120 - ON THE "FIRE AND ICE" VIDEO. - OK. 143 00:06:55,220 --> 00:06:57,522 WAIT. THERE'S ONLY 500,000 VIEWS? 144 00:06:57,622 --> 00:07:00,965 NO, THAT CAN'T BE RIGHT. THE TEASER GOT, LIKE, 5 MILLION IN TWO DAYS. 145 00:07:01,065 --> 00:07:02,647 AND LOOK AT THESE COMMENTS. 146 00:07:02,747 --> 00:07:04,648 GREAT. I HAVE A STALKER FAN, 147 00:07:04,748 --> 00:07:06,650 AND NO ONE LIKED THE VIDEO. 148 00:07:06,750 --> 00:07:08,652 - PATIENCE. - NO, NO, NO. THIS IS... 149 00:07:08,752 --> 00:07:11,434 THIS IS GREAT. REALLY COOL. 150 00:07:17,399 --> 00:07:20,702 GENTLEMEN, WHAT IS THE COMMON DENOMINATOR IN ALL THOSE HIGHLIGHTS? 151 00:07:20,802 --> 00:07:22,664 THEY'RE ALL RUNNING A 3-4 DEFENSE. 152 00:07:22,764 --> 00:07:25,066 CORRECT. WHICH ALLOWS THEM TO... 153 00:07:25,166 --> 00:07:27,908 USE THEIR OUTSIDE BACKERS AS ADDITIONAL PASS-RUSHERS. 154 00:07:28,008 --> 00:07:29,910 RIGHT AGAIN. 155 00:07:30,010 --> 00:07:31,952 THIS IS A MAINSTAY IN THE NFL, 156 00:07:32,052 --> 00:07:34,092 BUT MORE COLLEGE PROGRAMS ARE RUNNING IT, LIKE, UH... 157 00:07:34,173 --> 00:07:36,235 ALABAMA, GEORGIA, OREGON. 158 00:07:36,335 --> 00:07:39,318 OK, RAIN MAN. COACH MR. MONTES: AND AS OF THIS SPRING, 159 00:07:39,418 --> 00:07:41,320 YOU CAN ADD COASTAL TO THAT LIST. 160 00:07:41,420 --> 00:07:43,321 TAKE A MINUTE TO LOOK THROUGH YOUR TABLETS. 161 00:07:43,421 --> 00:07:46,164 WE'LL BE IMPLEMENTING THESE DRILLS ON THE FIELD LATER. 162 00:07:46,264 --> 00:07:48,165 WHAT'D YOU DO, 163 00:07:48,265 --> 00:07:50,127 SPIKE JJ's PROTEIN SHAKE THIS MORNING? 164 00:07:50,227 --> 00:07:53,009 HEH! HE'S LOCKED IN. SHOWED UP EARLY AND PREPARED. 165 00:07:53,109 --> 00:07:56,352 OK. WE'LL SEE IF IT LASTS. 166 00:07:59,995 --> 00:08:01,897 I SEE YOU GOT THAT PROMOTION. 167 00:08:01,997 --> 00:08:05,900 AND YOU CAME ALL THIS WAY TO CONGRATULATE ME. 168 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,543 I CAME HERE 'CAUSE I NEED A LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION 169 00:08:08,643 --> 00:08:11,305 FROM MY CURRENT COACH FOR WHEN I ENTER THE PORTAL. 170 00:08:13,046 --> 00:08:14,908 LET... LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT. 171 00:08:15,008 --> 00:08:17,750 SO FIRST YOU QUIT, AND THEN YOU LOSE YOUR MIND, 172 00:08:17,850 --> 00:08:20,393 GETTING ALL UP IN MY FACE, AND NOW YOU'RE ASKING ME FOR A FAVOUR? 173 00:08:20,493 --> 00:08:22,875 IT'S NOT A FAVOUR. IT'S YOUR JOB AS MY CURRENT HEAD COACH. 174 00:08:22,975 --> 00:08:25,877 MY JOB. WELL, COACHES WITH INTEREST 175 00:08:25,977 --> 00:08:27,959 WILL REACH OUT TO ME ONCE YOU HIT THE PORTAL. 176 00:08:28,059 --> 00:08:30,601 YEAH, WELL, I LIKE TO BE PROACTIVE ABOUT MY FUTURE. 177 00:08:30,701 --> 00:08:33,384 SO YOU GONNA WRITE THE LETTER OR WHAT, MAN? 178 00:08:34,945 --> 00:08:36,927 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, LITTLE HOMIE. 179 00:08:37,027 --> 00:08:39,849 I GAVE YOU A PASS THE LAST TIME YOU CAME AT ME SIDEWAYS, 180 00:08:39,949 --> 00:08:41,851 BUT YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR DAMN TONE. 181 00:08:41,951 --> 00:08:44,733 I'LL GET YOU THAT LETTER WHEN I'M GOOD AND READY. 182 00:08:44,833 --> 00:08:48,937 NOW, THIS LOCKER ROOM IS FOR CURRENT GAU PLAYERS ONLY. 183 00:08:49,037 --> 00:08:51,439 YOU REMEMBER WHERE THE EXIT IS, RIGHT? 184 00:09:00,166 --> 00:09:02,789 YO, I TOLD YOU I AIN'T GOT NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU, MAN. 185 00:09:02,889 --> 00:09:05,791 YOU TOLD ME I WAS TRESPASSING, SO HERE I AM ON PUBLIC PROPERTY 186 00:09:05,891 --> 00:09:08,113 ASKING IF YOU WANT TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT NEXT WEEK. 187 00:09:08,213 --> 00:09:09,533 WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BACK OFF, BRUH? 188 00:09:09,574 --> 00:09:11,316 BECAUSE I'M CONCERNED ABOUT YOU. 189 00:09:11,416 --> 00:09:12,797 IT'S OBVIOUS YOU'RE IN IMMENSE PAIN 190 00:09:12,897 --> 00:09:14,679 AND HOLDING IT IN HAS TURNED TOXIC. 191 00:09:14,779 --> 00:09:16,200 DO YOU RUN UP UNINVITED 192 00:09:16,300 --> 00:09:18,202 TO ALL YOUR CLIENTS' HOUSES AND SCHOOLS? 193 00:09:18,302 --> 00:09:21,445 I DO, FOR THE SPECIAL ONES WHEN I KNOW THEY NEED ME. 194 00:09:21,545 --> 00:09:24,727 AIN'T NOTHIN' SPECIAL ABOUT ME, SO YOU AND EVERYBODY ELSE CAN STOP 195 00:09:24,827 --> 00:09:28,050 TRYIN' TO JUMP THROUGH HOOPS FOR ME, OK? 196 00:09:28,150 --> 00:09:30,652 TELL ME, WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE, 197 00:09:30,752 --> 00:09:32,814 OR MAYBE IT'S JUST THE MEN IN YOUR LIFE, 198 00:09:32,914 --> 00:09:34,732 GOING ABOVE AND BEYOND FOR YOU THAT'S TRIGGERING? 199 00:09:34,756 --> 00:09:36,757 I'M NOT TRIGGERED! 200 00:09:38,479 --> 00:09:40,381 I'M NOT TRIGGERED. 201 00:09:40,481 --> 00:09:42,382 YOU'RE TRYING YOUR HARDEST 202 00:09:42,482 --> 00:09:44,985 TO HIDE FROM YOUR EMOTIONS, 203 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:48,027 AND EVENTUALLY, YOU WILL RUN OUTTA HIDING PLACES. 204 00:09:48,127 --> 00:09:50,029 WHEN YOU DO, 205 00:09:50,129 --> 00:09:52,131 I'M JUST A CALL AWAY. 206 00:10:00,938 --> 00:10:03,040 HEY, COACH. YOU WANTED TO SEE ME? 207 00:10:03,140 --> 00:10:05,042 YEAH. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT TODAY? 208 00:10:05,142 --> 00:10:07,243 OH, I KNOW. I MEAN, GUYS NOT RUNNING THEIR ROUTES, 209 00:10:07,343 --> 00:10:09,886 TOTALLY UNFOCUSED. LOOK, WE LOST A LOT OF GOOD TALENT 210 00:10:09,986 --> 00:10:12,168 TO THE PORTAL, NONE MORE IMPORTANT THAN SPENCER JAMES... 211 00:10:12,268 --> 00:10:14,530 BUT IT'S NOT YOUR JOB TO COACH THIS TEAM, IT'S MINE. 212 00:10:14,630 --> 00:10:17,608 OK, WELL, THEY WERE PUTTING CELEBRATING OVER PRACTICING, AND EVAN WAS BEING... 213 00:10:17,632 --> 00:10:20,294 WHAT PART OF "THIS IS NOT YOUR JOB" DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? 214 00:10:20,394 --> 00:10:23,858 WELL, I JUST THOUGHT THAT AS THE LEADER OF THIS TEAM, MAYBE I SHOULD ST... 215 00:10:23,958 --> 00:10:27,100 OBVIOUSLY THEY'RE NOT RESPONDING TO YOUR LEADERSHIP, SO YOU NEED TO FALL BACK. 216 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:29,843 YES, COACH. 217 00:10:34,006 --> 00:10:37,549 I'M SORRY, BUT DID I DO SOMETHING TO OFFEND YOU? 218 00:10:37,649 --> 00:10:40,432 BECAUSE I WAS... I WAS JUST TRYING TO STEP UP. 219 00:10:40,532 --> 00:10:42,433 NAH. 220 00:10:42,533 --> 00:10:45,036 LOOK, MY BAD, MAN. 221 00:10:45,136 --> 00:10:47,478 SPENCER STOPPED BY A LITTLE EARLIER, 222 00:10:47,578 --> 00:10:50,080 AND IT JUST HAS ME ALL WORKED UP. 223 00:10:50,180 --> 00:10:53,162 YEAH, HE'S BEEN HAVING AN EFFECT ON ALL OF US LATELY. 224 00:10:53,262 --> 00:10:55,725 LOOK, COACH, SPENCER... 225 00:10:55,825 --> 00:10:59,368 HE'S THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT PUSHES EVERYONE AWAY WHENEVER HE'S HURTING. 226 00:10:59,468 --> 00:11:01,369 AND CONSIDERING THAT HE ISN'T REALLY DEALING 227 00:11:01,469 --> 00:11:04,012 WITH THE REALITY OF MY DAD BEING GONE, 228 00:11:04,112 --> 00:11:08,075 WELL, MY GUESS IS THAT HE'S HURTING MORE THAN ANY OF US REALLY KNOW. 229 00:11:09,436 --> 00:11:11,938 THANKS FOR THE INSIGHT, J. 230 00:11:12,038 --> 00:11:16,022 AND I'M SORRY I TOOK MY FRUSTRATIONS OUT ON YOU. 231 00:11:16,122 --> 00:11:17,983 - NO PROBLEM. - ALL RIGHT. 232 00:11:18,083 --> 00:11:21,266 - OK. - OH, ONE LAST THING. 233 00:11:21,366 --> 00:11:23,908 YOU ARE A LEADER, J., BUT THEY'RE NOT RESPONDING 234 00:11:24,008 --> 00:11:26,351 TO YOUR LEADERSHIP BECAUSE THAT HARD-ASS STYLE, 235 00:11:26,451 --> 00:11:28,452 THAT AIN'T YOU. 236 00:11:35,218 --> 00:11:38,481 HEY, YO. GOT A SPECIAL DELIVERY. 237 00:11:38,581 --> 00:11:41,083 WHAT Y'ALL DOING HERE? 238 00:11:41,183 --> 00:11:43,085 UH, DILLON ASKED ME TO BRING HIM BY. 239 00:11:43,185 --> 00:11:45,527 APPARENTLY YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO TAKE HIM TO MELROSE TODAY. 240 00:11:45,627 --> 00:11:47,605 YOU WERE SO BUSY STORMING OUT THE HOUSE YOU FORGOT. 241 00:11:47,629 --> 00:11:49,971 IT WASN'T EVEN LIKE THAT, MAN. MUMS WAS TRIPPIN'... 242 00:11:50,071 --> 00:11:52,048 - NAH, MAN, YOU WAS TRIPPIN'... - HEY, DILLON, 243 00:11:52,072 --> 00:11:54,174 WHY DON'T YOU, UH, GO AHEAD AND TAKE YOUR STUFF UP 244 00:11:54,274 --> 00:11:57,357 TO YOUR BROTHER'S ROOM SO ME AND HIM CAN TALK FOR A SECOND? 245 00:12:03,922 --> 00:12:06,465 WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU, MAN? 246 00:12:06,565 --> 00:12:08,106 I JUST GOT A LOT GOING ON, COOP. 247 00:12:08,206 --> 00:12:09,908 MELROSE SLIPPED MY MIND, OK? 248 00:12:10,008 --> 00:12:11,869 THIS AIN'T ABOUT YOU FORGETTING TO TAKE DILLON 249 00:12:11,969 --> 00:12:14,191 SOMEWHERE, ALL RIGHT? THIS IS ABOUT 250 00:12:14,291 --> 00:12:17,834 THIS SCORCHED-EARTH THING YOU DOING TO THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU. I'M WORRIED. 251 00:12:17,934 --> 00:12:20,837 YOU DON'T GOT TO WORRY ABOUT ME, OK? 252 00:12:20,937 --> 00:12:23,839 NEITHER DOES MY MUM, DILLON, 253 00:12:23,939 --> 00:12:27,202 THE BAKERS, OR WHOEVER ELSE CAN'T MIND THEY DAMN BUSINESS. 254 00:12:27,302 --> 00:12:29,204 YO, DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF RIGHT NOW? 255 00:12:29,304 --> 00:12:31,366 YOU ARE OUR BUSINESS, OK? 256 00:12:31,466 --> 00:12:33,808 - SO IF YOU HURTING, WE HURTING. - YOU HEAR ME? 257 00:12:33,908 --> 00:12:36,530 I SAID I'M GOOD! END OF DISCUSSION! 258 00:12:36,630 --> 00:12:39,132 NAH, MAN, I'VE KNOWN YOU WAY TOO LONG. 259 00:12:39,232 --> 00:12:41,134 AND YOU NOT GOOD, SO ENOUGH WITH THE B.S. 260 00:12:41,234 --> 00:12:42,976 YOU NEED TO LET IT GO, COOP, A'IGHT? 261 00:12:43,076 --> 00:12:44,693 I'M NOT LETTIN' NOTHING GO UNTIL WE FIGURE THIS OUT. 262 00:12:44,717 --> 00:12:46,334 LOOK, I REALLY DON'T NEED YOU ON MY BUMPER 263 00:12:46,358 --> 00:12:47,976 RIGHT NOW, MAN. COOP: LOOK, YOU ANGRY, I GET IT. 264 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:49,621 - COOP... - WE ALL FEELING BILLY'S... 265 00:12:49,721 --> 00:12:51,223 LEAVE ME ALONE! 266 00:12:55,246 --> 00:12:58,248 DILLON, QUIETLY: SPENCE, MAN, WHAT'RE YOU DOING? 267 00:12:59,730 --> 00:13:01,271 I THINK YOUR... YOUR BROTHER JUST... 268 00:13:01,371 --> 00:13:03,193 HE NEEDS A LITTLE SPACE RIGHT NOW. 269 00:13:03,293 --> 00:13:05,755 LISTEN, MAN, I'VE BEEN ROCKING WITH YOU FOR WAY TOO LONG. 270 00:13:05,855 --> 00:13:07,757 I'VE SEEN EVERY SIDE OF YOU... THE GOOD, 271 00:13:07,857 --> 00:13:10,399 THE BAD, THE UGLY... BUT THIS, 272 00:13:10,499 --> 00:13:12,641 THIS SPENCER JAMES? 273 00:13:12,741 --> 00:13:16,444 I DON'T KNOW HIM, AND THAT SCARES ME. 274 00:13:16,544 --> 00:13:18,446 DILLON, GO GET YOUR STUFF 'CAUSE I DON'T... 275 00:13:18,546 --> 00:13:20,608 I DON'T EVEN FEEL SAFE LEAVING YOU HERE. 276 00:13:20,708 --> 00:13:23,250 HEY, DILLON... DILLON IS MY BROTHER, OK? 277 00:13:23,350 --> 00:13:25,131 HE KNOW HE'S SAFE WITH ME. 278 00:13:25,231 --> 00:13:27,133 I'M GOING WITH COOP. 279 00:14:05,305 --> 00:14:07,527 HEY... 280 00:14:07,627 --> 00:14:09,629 LET'S TAKE A DRIVE. 281 00:14:17,556 --> 00:14:20,018 HEY, WHAT UP, JJ? LONG TIME NO SEE. 282 00:14:20,118 --> 00:14:22,020 OH, WELL, WHAT'S UP? KEITH. 283 00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:24,382 - GAGE. HEY, MAN. - HOW'S IT GOING? 284 00:14:24,482 --> 00:14:26,423 WHERE YOU BEEN? YOU'RE M.I.A. 285 00:14:26,523 --> 00:14:29,066 AT OUR FRAT PARTIES LATELY, M.I.A. AT THE HOUSE. 286 00:14:29,166 --> 00:14:31,828 - ME AND THE BROTHERS ARE PRETTY DISAPPOINTED. - YEAH. 287 00:14:31,928 --> 00:14:35,151 COME ON, GUYS. I NEED TO LOCK BACK IN ON FOOTBALL. 288 00:14:35,251 --> 00:14:37,113 YO, TRUST ME, WE GET IT. 289 00:14:37,213 --> 00:14:38,994 YEAH. IT'S A GNARLY LOAD. 290 00:14:39,094 --> 00:14:41,116 THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT WE MISS YOU. 291 00:14:41,216 --> 00:14:43,318 YEAH. YOU'RE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY. 292 00:14:43,418 --> 00:14:46,641 A PARTY AIN'T A PARTY IF JJ PARKER ISN'T THERE. 293 00:14:46,741 --> 00:14:50,244 I... I MISS Y'ALL, TOO, BUT PARTY JJ HAS TO RIDE 294 00:14:50,344 --> 00:14:52,766 THE BENCH FOR A WHILE, HUH? HEH HEH! 295 00:14:52,866 --> 00:14:55,548 SORRY TO HEAR THAT. JJ, QUIETLY: ALL RIGHT. 296 00:14:58,871 --> 00:15:00,773 YOU? MISSING PARTIES? 297 00:15:00,873 --> 00:15:02,774 HEH! MAN, YOUR TURN-UP IS LEGENDARY. 298 00:15:02,874 --> 00:15:05,176 AH. HEH HEH! I... I APPRECIATE THAT, 299 00:15:05,276 --> 00:15:08,379 BUT HONESTLY, IT GOT A LITTLE OUTTA HAND. 300 00:15:08,479 --> 00:15:10,821 YEAH, I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE RUNNING FROM A LIFE 301 00:15:10,921 --> 00:15:13,463 TRYING TO SUCK YOU BACK IN. 302 00:15:13,563 --> 00:15:15,665 BUT LUCKILY, YOU GOT COACH ASHER BELIEVING 303 00:15:15,765 --> 00:15:18,388 IN YOU, LIKE I HAD COACH BAKER. 304 00:15:18,488 --> 00:15:19,905 JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING, MAN. 305 00:15:19,929 --> 00:15:22,191 YOU'RE MAKING EVERYBODY PROUD, YOU KNOW, 306 00:15:22,291 --> 00:15:25,193 AND IT'S INSPIRING FOR GUYS LIKE ME. 307 00:15:25,293 --> 00:15:27,355 THANKS, MAN. 308 00:15:27,455 --> 00:15:29,957 GIA'S SET UP SOME RADIO INTERVIEWS 309 00:15:30,057 --> 00:15:31,959 TO CREATE SOME BUZZ AND GET THOSE VIEWS UP. 310 00:15:32,059 --> 00:15:33,961 IT DOESN'T MATTER. 311 00:15:34,061 --> 00:15:36,683 PEOPLE HATE THE VIDEO AND THEY HATE ME. 312 00:15:36,783 --> 00:15:38,801 WELL, THIS "NEW" VERSION OF ME. 313 00:15:38,825 --> 00:15:40,366 OOH! IT'S GIA. 314 00:15:40,466 --> 00:15:41,968 WAIT. 315 00:15:42,068 --> 00:15:44,129 THE VIEWS ON YOUR VIDEO JUST REACHED TWO MILLION. 316 00:15:44,229 --> 00:15:45,731 - WHAT? HOW? - YEAH. 317 00:15:45,831 --> 00:15:47,372 OK. UH, 318 00:15:47,472 --> 00:15:49,774 VERIFIED NUMBERS... OH. 319 00:15:49,874 --> 00:15:52,737 SHE TRACED IT BACK TO ONE OF MIKO'S FAN PAGES. 320 00:15:52,837 --> 00:15:55,619 MIKO POSTED THE VIDEO AND THE NUMBERS WENT THROUGH THE ROOF. 321 00:15:55,719 --> 00:15:58,422 OH, MY GOD! WAIT, THAT'S INCREDIBLE. 322 00:15:58,522 --> 00:16:00,103 - OK. NO. HOLD ON. - LET ME SEE. 323 00:16:00,203 --> 00:16:02,145 - I KNOW THAT LOOK. - WHAT? 324 00:16:02,245 --> 00:16:04,106 LOOK, BEFORE YOU... 325 00:16:04,206 --> 00:16:06,326 BEFORE YOU GET ANY IDEAS ABOUT REACHING OUT AND WANTING 326 00:16:06,408 --> 00:16:08,666 TO THANK HER, I WOULD LIKE TO REMIND YOU THAT WE ARE DISTANCING OURSELVES, 327 00:16:08,690 --> 00:16:10,792 RIGHT, 'CAUSE SHE'S GIVING FULL DANGER VIBES. 328 00:16:10,892 --> 00:16:12,509 YEAH, BUT CAN'T WE JUST CUT HER SOME SLACK? 329 00:16:12,533 --> 00:16:14,355 I MEAN, SHE WAS BULLIED IN HIGH SCHOOL AND, 330 00:16:14,455 --> 00:16:16,517 YOU KNOW, SHE FOUND SOMETHING IN MY MUSIC. 331 00:16:16,617 --> 00:16:18,719 MM-HMM, AND THEN SHE FOUND YOUR HOME ADDRESS. 332 00:16:18,819 --> 00:16:20,320 THAT IS A HUGE VIOLATION. 333 00:16:20,420 --> 00:16:22,642 I HAVE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD WITH CARRIE, OK? 334 00:16:22,742 --> 00:16:24,844 I AM TELLING YOU, MIKO IS NOT THE KIND OF PERSON 335 00:16:24,944 --> 00:16:27,246 YOU TRY TO REASON WITH OR SET BOUNDARIES. 336 00:16:27,346 --> 00:16:30,168 SHE'S THE KIND YOU CUT OFF FOR GOOD. 337 00:16:32,070 --> 00:16:33,812 WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE? 338 00:16:33,912 --> 00:16:35,609 OH, THOUGHT IT'D BE NICE TO COME BACK 339 00:16:35,633 --> 00:16:37,575 TO A PLACE THAT FEELS FAMILIAR AND SAFE TO YOU. 340 00:16:37,675 --> 00:16:39,616 PLUS, I COULD USE THE FRESH AIR. 341 00:16:39,716 --> 00:16:41,618 MAN, THIS L.A. THE AIR IS ANYTHING BUT FRESH. 342 00:16:41,718 --> 00:16:44,220 HEH HEH! I'LL TAKE MY CHANCES. 343 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:46,222 BUT NOW THAT I GOT YOU TALKING, 344 00:16:46,322 --> 00:16:48,364 WHAT MADE YOU FINALLY CALL? 345 00:16:51,967 --> 00:16:54,009 I SCARED MY BROTHER. 346 00:16:56,170 --> 00:16:59,313 DILLON DOESN'T TRUST ME ENOUGH TO BE LEFT ALONE WITH ME NO MORE. 347 00:16:59,413 --> 00:17:01,955 CAN'T SAY I BLAME HIM. 348 00:17:02,055 --> 00:17:05,198 I BEEN HAVING THIS FEELING LIKE... 349 00:17:05,298 --> 00:17:07,680 YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE TALK ABOUT OUT-OF-BODY EXPERIENCES? 350 00:17:07,780 --> 00:17:09,522 THAT'S HOW MY LIFE'S BEEN FEELING LATELY. 351 00:17:09,622 --> 00:17:11,444 IN WHAT WAY? 352 00:17:11,544 --> 00:17:14,926 LIKE I FEEL MYSELF DETACHING FROM EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME, MAN. 353 00:17:15,026 --> 00:17:17,769 IT'S LIKE I'M WATCHING SOMEBODY ELSE SAY AND DO THINGS 354 00:17:17,869 --> 00:17:21,792 THAT I NEVER WOULD, ONLY THE PERSON I'M WATCHING IS ME. 355 00:17:23,514 --> 00:17:25,175 I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. 356 00:17:25,275 --> 00:17:27,817 YOU'RE IN CRISIS, SPENCER. THAT'S WHAT'S GOING ON. 357 00:17:27,917 --> 00:17:31,060 WHEN IT'S NOT PROPERLY ADDRESSED, GRIEF CAN UNLOCK THINGS 358 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:33,903 AND SEND US SPIRALLING IN WAYS YOU WOULD NEVER IMAGINE. 359 00:17:34,003 --> 00:17:36,345 NAH, I'VE FELT GRIEF BEFORE. THIS IS DIFFERENT. 360 00:17:36,445 --> 00:17:39,307 YEAH, BECAUSE YOU ALLOWED IT TO FESTER AND MUTATE. 361 00:17:39,407 --> 00:17:42,190 ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS FOR A BLACK MAN TO SAY IS 362 00:17:42,290 --> 00:17:44,632 "I'M NOT OK." 363 00:17:44,732 --> 00:17:48,295 YOU CALLING ME WAS A STEP IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 364 00:17:52,979 --> 00:17:54,680 PLACE IT RIGHT HERE, OK? 365 00:17:54,780 --> 00:17:57,362 THAT'S WHERE MY POPS TAUGHT ME HOW TO THROW A SPIRAL. 366 00:17:57,462 --> 00:17:59,404 HE ALWAYS TOLD ME, 367 00:17:59,504 --> 00:18:01,566 "FINGERS BETWEEN THE LACES, SON. 368 00:18:01,666 --> 00:18:05,209 "COCK THE BALL BACK, KEEP YOUR ARM AT 90 DEGREES, 369 00:18:05,309 --> 00:18:06,811 "STEP INTO IT, 370 00:18:06,911 --> 00:18:08,412 AND RELEASE." 371 00:18:08,512 --> 00:18:10,334 SEEMS LIKE THOSE LESSONS PAID OFF. 372 00:18:10,434 --> 00:18:11,935 NAH, NOT REALLY. 373 00:18:12,035 --> 00:18:14,057 THAT'S WHY I PLAY WIDE RECEIVER, NOT QB. 374 00:18:14,157 --> 00:18:16,539 - AH. - WHO KNOWS? 375 00:18:16,639 --> 00:18:20,722 MAYBE IF HE DIDN'T WALK OUT ON ME BACK THEN, THINGS WOULD'VE TURNED OUT DIFFERENT. 376 00:18:27,648 --> 00:18:30,711 I'M TALKIN' WHOLE FIST THROUGH THE CABINET, ALL RIGHT? 377 00:18:30,811 --> 00:18:33,873 THERE'S GOTTA BE A UNDERLYING SOMETHING THERE NOW, LIKE A MEANNESS 378 00:18:33,973 --> 00:18:38,077 I'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. HE DON'T CARE ABOUT NOTHING OR NOBODY, INCLUDING HIMSELF. 379 00:18:38,177 --> 00:18:39,794 WELL, SO WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO, THEN? 380 00:18:39,818 --> 00:18:41,920 GIVE UP ON SPENCER? ABANDON HIM? 381 00:18:42,020 --> 00:18:44,563 WELL, IT AIN'T ABANDONMENT IF HE'S THE ONE OPENING THE DOOR 382 00:18:44,663 --> 00:18:46,840 - AND TELLING YOU TO GET THE HELL OUT. - YEAH, I MEAN, I TRIED 383 00:18:46,864 --> 00:18:49,327 TO MAKE EXCUSES FOR HIM WITH COACH KENNY EARLIER, BUT, I MEAN, 384 00:18:49,427 --> 00:18:51,328 THE TRUTH IS, I SAW IT IN HIS EYES LAST NIGHT 385 00:18:51,428 --> 00:18:53,730 AT HIS KICKBACK. I MEAN, HE'S DONE WITH US. 386 00:18:53,830 --> 00:18:56,933 WELL, WHAT ABOUT ALICIA? I MEAN, SHE'S HIS GIRLFRIEND. MAYBE SHE KNOWS... 387 00:18:57,033 --> 00:18:59,976 GIRL, ALICIA CAN'T HELP HIM OR US, ALL RIGHT? SHE'S BEEN GONE. 388 00:19:00,076 --> 00:19:02,978 SHE GAVE HIM A "DEAR SPENCER" LETTER AND DIPPED. 389 00:19:03,078 --> 00:19:05,296 - WAIT. SERIOUSLY? WHEN? - WAIT, WAIT. I'M SORRY. 390 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:07,622 SPENCER LOSES THE CLOSEST THING HE'S HAD TO A FATHER 391 00:19:07,722 --> 00:19:09,864 AND HIS GIRLFRIEND DUMPS HIM BECAUSE WHAT, 392 00:19:09,964 --> 00:19:12,146 - HE'S NOT FUN ANYMORE? - OK, EASY THERE. 393 00:19:12,246 --> 00:19:15,068 SHE TOOK A STEP BACK BECAUSE SHE FELT LIKE SHE WAS SMOTHERING HIM. 394 00:19:15,168 --> 00:19:17,150 AND KNOWING HIM, HE PROBABLY FELT ABANDONED, 395 00:19:17,250 --> 00:19:19,632 AND THAT WAS HIS FINAL STRAW IN HIS WHOLE DOWNWARD SPIRAL. 396 00:19:19,732 --> 00:19:21,314 HE PUSHED HER AWAY, LIV! 397 00:19:21,414 --> 00:19:23,436 HOW DOES NO ONE GET THAT SPENCER IS HURTING? 398 00:19:23,536 --> 00:19:26,238 SPACE IS THE LAST THING THAT HE NEEDS, NO MATTER 399 00:19:26,338 --> 00:19:28,280 HOW MUCH HE TRIES TO CONVINCE US OTHERWISE. 400 00:19:28,380 --> 00:19:30,838 I MEAN, LIV, I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHAT ELSE WE CAN DO FOR SPENCER. 401 00:19:30,862 --> 00:19:32,363 NOT GIVE UP ON HIM. 402 00:19:32,463 --> 00:19:35,986 NONE OF US. THAT IS WHAT WE CAN DO. 403 00:19:52,200 --> 00:19:53,701 YOU KNOW HOW MANY HOURS 404 00:19:53,801 --> 00:19:55,299 ME, COOP, AND SHAWN SPENT ON THESE THINGS? 405 00:19:55,323 --> 00:19:56,740 SHAWN. YOU MENTIONED HIM BEFORE. 406 00:19:56,764 --> 00:19:57,985 THAT'S YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIEND? 407 00:19:58,085 --> 00:19:59,987 THIS IS WHERE WE FIRST MET. 408 00:20:00,087 --> 00:20:03,349 WE WERE, LIKE, 6. 409 00:20:03,449 --> 00:20:05,031 WE'D SWING UP AS HIGH AS WE COULD, 410 00:20:05,131 --> 00:20:06,952 THEN JUMP OUT THE SEAT AT THE HIGHEST POINT. 411 00:20:07,052 --> 00:20:08,914 OH, THAT SOUNDS EXHILARATING. 412 00:20:09,014 --> 00:20:13,038 IT WAS, WAS. SHAWN HAD TO CONVINCE ME TO DO IT, THOUGH. 413 00:20:13,138 --> 00:20:15,980 SAID, "YOU NEVER TOUCH THE SKY IF YOU'RE TOO AFRAID TO FALL." 414 00:20:17,702 --> 00:20:19,643 IT'S CRAZY WE LOST ALL THAT TIME BEEFIN' 415 00:20:19,743 --> 00:20:22,245 JUST 'CAUSE WE CHOSE DIFFERENT PATHS. 416 00:20:22,345 --> 00:20:25,208 TURNS OUT HE WAS LOOKING OUT FOR ME THE WHOLE TIME. 417 00:20:25,308 --> 00:20:27,450 PROTECTING ME FROM THE STREETS WITHOUT ME KNOWING. 418 00:20:27,550 --> 00:20:29,372 NOW THAT'S A REAL FRIEND. 419 00:20:29,472 --> 00:20:31,473 HE WAS. 420 00:20:34,156 --> 00:20:36,137 AND THEN HE LEFT. 421 00:20:36,237 --> 00:20:39,500 BUT HE DIDN'T LEAVE, SPENCER. 422 00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:41,602 HE PASSED AWAY. 423 00:20:42,483 --> 00:20:44,344 RIGHT, RIGHT. 424 00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:46,446 THAT'S WHAT I MEANT. 425 00:20:52,131 --> 00:20:53,992 COACH, HEY. 426 00:20:54,092 --> 00:20:56,595 I, UH, WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS MORNING'S PRACTICE. 427 00:20:56,695 --> 00:20:58,997 OK, YOU TOLD ME TO STAY IN MY LANE, RIGHT, 428 00:20:59,097 --> 00:21:03,040 AND I AM, BUT AS A LEADER, I FORGOT SOMETHING THIS MORNING. 429 00:21:03,140 --> 00:21:05,042 THAT THIS TEAM IS STILL HURTING. 430 00:21:05,142 --> 00:21:07,644 OK, LOOK, WE DON'T HAVE FINAL WORD 431 00:21:07,744 --> 00:21:10,246 ON OUR SANCTIONS YET AND NO MATTER HOW WE ALL ACT, 432 00:21:10,346 --> 00:21:13,004 THAT STILL WEIGHS ON ALL OF US. COACH KENNY: WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, BAKER? 433 00:21:13,028 --> 00:21:15,531 THIS TEAM NEEDS SOME BONDING, RIGHT, 434 00:21:15,631 --> 00:21:18,813 BUT I THINK WE CAN DO THAT BY RESTORING THE FUN INTO FOOTBALL. 435 00:21:18,913 --> 00:21:21,456 BAKER, WE DON'T HAVE TIME FOR GAMES. 436 00:21:21,556 --> 00:21:23,694 - YOU SEE WHAT WE'RE DEALING WITH OUT HERE. - EXACTLY. 437 00:21:23,718 --> 00:21:25,999 WE JUST NEED TO GET THEIR HEARTS OUT ONTO THE FIELD, RIGHT? 438 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,382 MOST OF THESE GUYS ARE EITHER BRAND-NEW TO THE TEAM 439 00:21:28,482 --> 00:21:30,704 OR HAVEN'T SEEN THE FIELD AT ALL, 440 00:21:30,804 --> 00:21:33,206 AND I NEED TO BUILD CHEMISTRY WITH MY TEAMMATES. 441 00:21:35,087 --> 00:21:36,905 ALL RIGHT, LISTEN UP, GENTLEMEN, LISTEN UP. 442 00:21:36,929 --> 00:21:38,871 WE'RE DOING SOMETHING A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT 443 00:21:38,971 --> 00:21:40,912 THIS PRACTICE, THANKS TO YOUR QB. 444 00:21:43,414 --> 00:21:45,316 ALL RIGHT, LISTEN. LOOK, 445 00:21:45,416 --> 00:21:48,118 WE'RE GONNA HAVE A TOUCHDOWN CELEBRATION CONTEST. 446 00:21:50,220 --> 00:21:52,002 COME HERE. EXPLAIN. 447 00:21:52,102 --> 00:21:53,363 HEY, OK. 448 00:21:53,463 --> 00:21:55,525 FELLAS, IT'S SIMPLE, ALL RIGHT? 449 00:21:55,625 --> 00:21:57,686 WE JUST WANNA SEE WHO HITS THE BEST GRIDDY. 450 00:21:57,786 --> 00:21:59,964 HEY. ALL RIGHT, SO SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT! 451 00:21:59,988 --> 00:22:02,691 LET'S GO! COME ON! LINE IT UP. LET'S LINE IT UP. 452 00:22:02,791 --> 00:22:04,732 - LET'S LINE UP, LINE UP. - YO! 453 00:22:04,832 --> 00:22:06,574 HERE WE GO. CORNER COMING IN HOT. 454 00:22:06,674 --> 00:22:08,416 OK, GO. 455 00:22:11,598 --> 00:22:13,336 ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT. WHAT YOU GOT? 456 00:22:19,485 --> 00:22:22,147 - COME ON, LET'S GO, 83. - OK, GO. 457 00:22:22,247 --> 00:22:24,870 OH. ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT. 458 00:22:24,970 --> 00:22:27,071 COME ON, J. 459 00:22:27,171 --> 00:22:29,033 WHAT YOU GOT, 83? 460 00:22:29,133 --> 00:22:30,871 THERE YOU GO. 461 00:22:30,895 --> 00:22:32,636 WAKE UP! JORDAN: AH, HA HA HA! 462 00:22:32,736 --> 00:22:34,398 OH. AH. 463 00:22:37,420 --> 00:22:39,802 ALL RIGHT, EVAN, LET'S SEE WHAT YOU GOT. 464 00:22:53,474 --> 00:22:54,975 WHOO! 465 00:22:57,397 --> 00:23:00,119 GO ON, COACH. 466 00:23:08,006 --> 00:23:10,188 YOU KNOW, I'M NOT ABOVE BUYING ICE CREAM 467 00:23:10,288 --> 00:23:12,470 FOR MY CLIENTS TO KEEP THEM TALKING. 468 00:23:12,570 --> 00:23:15,593 - HEH HEH! WELL, I AIN'T ABOVE BEING BRIBED. - OK. 469 00:23:15,693 --> 00:23:18,195 YOU KNOW, SHORTLY AFTER HE CAME BACK, 470 00:23:18,295 --> 00:23:20,197 POPS BROUGHT ME AND DILLON HERE. 471 00:23:20,297 --> 00:23:22,438 GUESS HE WANTED TO GET IN SOME BONDING TIME, YOU KNOW? 472 00:23:22,538 --> 00:23:24,680 - AND HOW WAS THAT DAY? - IT WAS GREAT. 473 00:23:24,780 --> 00:23:26,642 IT WAS HOT. 474 00:23:26,742 --> 00:23:28,644 HE BOUGHT US ICE CREAM TO COOL OFF, 475 00:23:28,744 --> 00:23:30,846 BUT IT STARTED MELTING SO FAST, HE HAD TO TURN IT 476 00:23:30,946 --> 00:23:32,946 - INTO A ICE CREAM EATING CONTEST. - HA HA! 477 00:23:32,987 --> 00:23:34,729 HE DID? WHO WON? 478 00:23:34,829 --> 00:23:37,411 NOBODY, MAN. WE ALL GOT BRAIN FREEZE. 479 00:23:37,511 --> 00:23:39,013 WOW. 480 00:23:39,113 --> 00:23:40,974 YOU KNOW, IT SEEMS THAT, UH, DESPITE THE ANGER 481 00:23:41,074 --> 00:23:44,297 YOU FELT OVER COREY LEAVING YOU WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG, 482 00:23:44,397 --> 00:23:46,619 YOU SEEM TO HAVE BUILT UP SOME REALLY GOOD MEMORIES 483 00:23:46,719 --> 00:23:49,662 WHEN HE CAME BACK INTO YOUR LIFE. 484 00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:51,263 UH, YEAH. 485 00:23:51,363 --> 00:23:53,665 WASN'T ENOUGH TIME, THOUGH. 486 00:23:53,765 --> 00:23:56,207 I BLINKED AND HE WAS GONE AGAIN. 487 00:23:58,809 --> 00:24:00,811 HOW'D YOU FEEL ABOUT HIS PASSING? 488 00:24:04,534 --> 00:24:07,216 LEAST I GOT TO SAY GOODBYE. 489 00:24:09,899 --> 00:24:11,800 I WANTED TO THANK YOU 490 00:24:11,900 --> 00:24:13,762 IN PERSON FOR REPOSTING MY VIDEO. 491 00:24:13,862 --> 00:24:16,164 OH, MAN. HEH! YOU DON'T HAVE TO THANK ME. 492 00:24:16,264 --> 00:24:18,126 YOU KNOW I'M YOUR NUMBER-ONE FAN. 493 00:24:18,226 --> 00:24:21,208 LATELY I'VE BEEN WORKING ON SETTING BOUNDARIES IN MY LIFE. 494 00:24:21,308 --> 00:24:23,210 ONE OF THOSE BOUNDARIES IS MY HOME. 495 00:24:23,310 --> 00:24:25,932 SO YOU SENDING FLOWERS OVER THERE WAS... 496 00:24:26,032 --> 00:24:27,894 IT WAS TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE. 497 00:24:27,994 --> 00:24:31,817 OH, MY GOD, I... I WASN'T EVEN THINKING. 498 00:24:31,917 --> 00:24:34,460 WELL, YOU KNOW I'D NEVER DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE 499 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:36,221 ON... ON PURPOSE. 500 00:24:36,321 --> 00:24:38,423 - YEAH, WELL, YOU DID. - I'M SO SORRY. 501 00:24:38,523 --> 00:24:40,545 I... I WAS TRYING TO BE SUPPORTIVE, BUT I... 502 00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:42,466 I TOTALLY SEE HOW I OVERSTEPPED. 503 00:24:42,566 --> 00:24:45,629 YOU MUST HATE ME. I'M SO, SO STUPID! 504 00:24:45,729 --> 00:24:48,071 LOOK, NO, YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE JUST... 505 00:24:48,171 --> 00:24:49,713 LOOK, YOU MADE A MISTAKE. 506 00:24:49,813 --> 00:24:52,315 WE ALL DO IT SOMETIMES. IT'S... 507 00:24:52,415 --> 00:24:54,957 IT'S FINE. IT'S FINE. 508 00:24:55,057 --> 00:24:57,079 THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT. 509 00:24:57,179 --> 00:24:59,281 YOU'RE A REAL ONE. 510 00:24:59,381 --> 00:25:02,123 THAT'S WHY I'LL... I'LL ALWAYS BE A FAN. 511 00:25:02,223 --> 00:25:04,125 EXCUSE ME. PATIENCE? 512 00:25:04,225 --> 00:25:06,327 - OH. YEAH? - CAN WE GET A PIC? 513 00:25:06,427 --> 00:25:08,248 OH, MY GOD. YEAH, YEAH. UM, 514 00:25:08,348 --> 00:25:10,370 LET'S FIND SOMEWHERE WITH MORE LIGHT. 515 00:25:10,470 --> 00:25:12,011 OK. OK? YEAH. UM, 516 00:25:12,111 --> 00:25:14,213 I'LL BE RIGHT BACK, OK? UM, YEAH. 517 00:25:14,313 --> 00:25:16,375 - TAKE YOUR TIME. - OK. 518 00:25:16,475 --> 00:25:18,657 YEAH, YEAH. 519 00:25:18,757 --> 00:25:20,735 - DO YOU WANT TO TAKE IT? - I'LL TAKE IT, YEAH. 520 00:25:20,759 --> 00:25:22,801 - WOMAN, CHUCKLING: OK. - OK. 521 00:25:32,849 --> 00:25:34,711 HEY. 522 00:25:34,811 --> 00:25:37,153 I DIDN'T THINK YOU WERE GONNA SHOW. 523 00:25:37,253 --> 00:25:39,795 WHY AM I HERE? BECAUSE SPENCER IS DROWNING, 524 00:25:39,895 --> 00:25:43,138 AND I THINK THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN SAVE HIM. 525 00:25:49,223 --> 00:25:52,766 LOOK, I'VE SEEN HIM DEAL WITH A LOT IN HIS LIFE, BUT NOTHING 526 00:25:52,866 --> 00:25:55,769 HAS AFFECTED HIM THE WAY THAT MY DAD'S PASSING HAS, AND HE IS 527 00:25:55,869 --> 00:25:59,732 HEADED TOWARD A VERY, VERY DARK PLACE. 528 00:25:59,832 --> 00:26:03,335 I TRIED TO HELP HIM. I DID, BUT HE DIDN'T WANT MY HELP. 529 00:26:03,435 --> 00:26:05,297 WHAT HAPPENED EXACTLY? 530 00:26:05,397 --> 00:26:08,219 YOU HAPPENED... AND YOU KEEP HAPPENING. 531 00:26:08,319 --> 00:26:10,941 FORGIVE ME IF I DON'T WANT TO SET MYSELF UP FOR FAILURE, 532 00:26:11,041 --> 00:26:14,424 BUT IF SPENCER NEEDS SAVING, CLEARLY, YOU ARE THE PERSON TO DO IT. 533 00:26:14,524 --> 00:26:17,147 NO, I... I DON'T THINK I AM. 534 00:26:17,247 --> 00:26:20,750 NOT ANYMORE. BUT RIGHT NOW, SPENCER NEEDS 535 00:26:20,850 --> 00:26:24,433 EVERYONE THAT HE LOVES TO SHOW UP FOR HIM. 536 00:26:24,533 --> 00:26:28,076 AND AS THE WOMAN IN HIS LIFE, I MEAN, 537 00:26:28,176 --> 00:26:30,818 THAT ESPECIALLY MEANS YOU. 538 00:26:38,185 --> 00:26:40,627 DO WITH THAT WHAT YOU WILL. 539 00:26:46,672 --> 00:26:49,050 DR. SO... I'M LIKE, "HELL NO. I GOT PRACTICE." 540 00:26:49,074 --> 00:26:51,496 - COOP WAS LIKE, "I DARE YOU." DR. - COOP DID? 541 00:26:51,596 --> 00:26:53,614 YEAH, AND BACK IN THEM DAYS, YOU DON'T TURN DOWN 542 00:26:53,638 --> 00:26:56,100 - A DARE FROM COOP, OK? - OH, WOW. HEH! 543 00:27:06,168 --> 00:27:08,711 WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND THAT CALL TO VOICEMAIL? 544 00:27:08,811 --> 00:27:10,912 - WHY DOES IT MATTER? - IT MATTERS 545 00:27:11,012 --> 00:27:14,315 BECAUSE YOU HESITATED TO DECLINE IT AND THEN YOU WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE. 546 00:27:14,415 --> 00:27:17,758 - LOOK, MAYBE THAT'S ENOUGH FOR TODAY'S SESSION, OK? - NO. NO, NO. 547 00:27:17,858 --> 00:27:19,360 NO. 548 00:27:19,460 --> 00:27:21,361 NO MORE HIDING, SPENCER. 549 00:27:21,461 --> 00:27:23,563 IT'S A DAMN CALL, DOC. IT'S A DAMN VOICEMAIL, A'IGHT? 550 00:27:23,663 --> 00:27:26,205 NO, NO, IT'S NOT. THERE'S SOMETHING MORE THERE... 551 00:27:26,305 --> 00:27:28,207 LEAVE ME ALONE, A'IGHT? WHY CAN'T Y'ALL JUST 552 00:27:28,307 --> 00:27:31,210 LEAVE ME ALONE, A'IGHT? 553 00:27:31,310 --> 00:27:33,812 SPENCER, YOU CAN'T RUN FROM THIS. 554 00:27:33,912 --> 00:27:36,654 DON'T RUN FROM IT. LOOK, THIS IS WHY WE'RE DOING THE WORK. 555 00:27:36,754 --> 00:27:39,296 MAYBE I DON'T WANNA DO THE WORK, DOC, OK?! 556 00:27:39,396 --> 00:27:41,939 - STOP, MAN! YO, YO! CHILL! - LOOK, WAIT. 557 00:27:42,039 --> 00:27:43,740 NO. 558 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:47,383 NOW TALK TO ME. YOU GOTTA LET IT OUT. 559 00:27:47,483 --> 00:27:49,585 GIVE IT A VOICE. 560 00:27:49,685 --> 00:27:52,628 WHY ARE YOU ANGRY? SPENCER: BECAUSE I SENT HIS CALL TO VOICEMAIL! 561 00:27:52,728 --> 00:27:56,271 I DECLINED COACH BAKER'S CALL! 562 00:27:56,371 --> 00:27:59,914 COACH! MY HERO! THE MAN WHO SAVED MY LIFE! 563 00:28:00,014 --> 00:28:03,457 I DECLINED HIS CALL, MAN. 564 00:28:07,020 --> 00:28:11,164 IT WAS MY LAST CHANCE TO TALK TO HIM, AND I... 565 00:28:11,264 --> 00:28:13,726 MAYBE IF I HAD PICKED UP THE DAMN PHONE, 566 00:28:13,826 --> 00:28:16,728 I COULD HAVE CHANGED THINGS, I COULD HAVE KEPT HIM OFF THAT BUS, 567 00:28:16,828 --> 00:28:19,731 I COULD HAVE KEPT HIM ALIVE! BUT INSTEAD, 568 00:28:19,831 --> 00:28:23,454 ALL I'VE GOT IS A REMINDER 569 00:28:23,554 --> 00:28:25,536 OF HOW I FAILED HIM, MAN. 570 00:28:25,636 --> 00:28:26,893 - YOU DID NOT FAIL HIM. - YES, I DID! 571 00:28:26,917 --> 00:28:28,458 NO, YOU DID NOT FAIL HIM. 572 00:28:28,558 --> 00:28:30,700 YOU CANNOT BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS. 573 00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:32,702 SON... 574 00:28:32,802 --> 00:28:34,663 THERE'S NOTHING YOU 575 00:28:34,763 --> 00:28:37,446 OR ANYONE ELSE COULD'VE DONE. 576 00:28:42,170 --> 00:28:45,112 BUT I AIN'T GET A CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE... 577 00:28:47,414 --> 00:28:50,457 I DIDN'T GET TO SAY GOODBYE. 578 00:28:55,061 --> 00:28:57,062 NOW HE'S GONE. 579 00:28:59,424 --> 00:29:01,526 HE LEFT ME. 580 00:29:01,626 --> 00:29:05,089 WHY THEY ALWAYS LEAVE ME, MAN? 581 00:29:22,364 --> 00:29:23,581 ALL RIGHT, FELLAS. HERE WE GO. 582 00:29:23,605 --> 00:29:26,427 BE ALIVE. DOWN, SET. 180. 583 00:29:26,527 --> 00:29:27,909 WIDE AND SET! 584 00:29:37,056 --> 00:29:39,919 COME ON, BABY! HEY, HEY. 585 00:29:40,019 --> 00:29:42,841 HEY, HEY, HEY... 586 00:29:46,945 --> 00:29:49,007 I'MMA BE HONEST, MAN. 587 00:29:49,107 --> 00:29:52,329 I DIDN'T THINK YOUR WHOLE DANCE COMPETITION THING WAS GONNA WORK. 588 00:29:52,429 --> 00:29:54,051 WELL, WHY'D YOU AGREE TO DO IT? 589 00:29:54,151 --> 00:29:56,613 BECAUSE YOU BELIEVED IN IT. 590 00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,815 YOU KNOW, MY SISTER REMINDED ME OF SOMETHING TODAY, 591 00:29:58,915 --> 00:30:01,017 THAT NO MATTER WHAT'S HAPPENING, 592 00:30:01,117 --> 00:30:03,699 QUITTING ON YOUR PEOPLE, IT'S NEVER AN OPTION. 593 00:30:09,484 --> 00:30:11,486 SMART WOMAN. 594 00:30:18,732 --> 00:30:20,233 STILL AT IT? 595 00:30:20,333 --> 00:30:22,635 UH, YES, SIR. JUST GOING THROUGH 596 00:30:22,735 --> 00:30:24,637 SOME GAME TAPE, LOOKING FOR WHERE I CAN IMPROVE. 597 00:30:24,737 --> 00:30:26,639 - IT'S GREAT. IT'S IMPRESSIVE. - YEAH. 598 00:30:26,739 --> 00:30:28,916 - YOU WERE GOOD ON THE FIELD TODAY, TOO. - THANKS, COACH. 599 00:30:28,940 --> 00:30:30,918 IT MEANS A LOT. COACH MR. MONTES: I'D BE LYING IF I SAID 600 00:30:30,942 --> 00:30:33,044 I WASN'T WORRIED AT THE TOP OF THE OFF SEASON. 601 00:30:33,144 --> 00:30:37,007 YOU CAN THANK ASHER FOR THE FACT THAT YOU STILL HAVE A SPOT ON THIS TEAM. 602 00:30:37,107 --> 00:30:40,010 I'M SORRY, SIR. THOSE DISTRACTIONS ARE ALL GONE. 603 00:30:40,110 --> 00:30:42,888 - I WON'T GIVE YOU ANY REASON TO WORRY AGAIN. - THAT'S GOOD. 604 00:30:42,912 --> 00:30:45,975 'CAUSE I DON'T USUALLY DO SECOND CHANCES. 605 00:30:46,075 --> 00:30:48,757 YOU BLOW OFF THIS PROGRAM AGAIN AND YOU'RE DONE. 606 00:31:11,096 --> 00:31:13,238 NOPE, NOPE. 607 00:31:13,338 --> 00:31:15,240 YOU DON'T NEED IT. 608 00:31:15,340 --> 00:31:17,482 JUST FOCUS. 609 00:31:19,784 --> 00:31:21,325 CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING? 610 00:31:21,425 --> 00:31:23,086 WHY DO YOU THINK YOU'RE UNWORTHY 611 00:31:23,186 --> 00:31:26,569 OF PEOPLE STAYING IN YOUR LIFE? 612 00:31:26,669 --> 00:31:28,931 YEAH, I DON'T THINK IT WAS A SLIP-UP WHEN YOU REFERRED 613 00:31:29,031 --> 00:31:31,213 TO YOUR LOVED ONES' DEATHS AS THEM "LEAVING." 614 00:31:31,313 --> 00:31:33,535 WHEN YOU BROKE DOWN EARLIER, YOU SAID 615 00:31:33,635 --> 00:31:35,497 THEY ALL ALWAYS LEAVE YOU, 616 00:31:35,597 --> 00:31:37,459 AS IF IT WAS THEIR CHOICE. 617 00:31:37,559 --> 00:31:40,061 BECAUSE PEOPLE DO ALWAYS LEAVE. 618 00:31:40,161 --> 00:31:44,204 AND I DON'T JUST MEAN COREY OR SHAWN, BILLY. 619 00:31:46,046 --> 00:31:48,548 DARNELL AND I WERE LIKE BROTHERS. 620 00:31:48,648 --> 00:31:52,031 WE GOT MAD CLOSE AND THEN HE HAD TO LEAVE TO GO TAKE CARE OF HIS MUMS. 621 00:31:52,131 --> 00:31:54,273 MY MUM LIVES IN OAKLAND NOW. 622 00:31:54,373 --> 00:31:56,595 EVEN MY GIRL BOUNCED THE MINUTE THINGS GOT TOUGH. 623 00:31:56,695 --> 00:31:59,237 AND I KNOW, I KNOW, 624 00:31:59,337 --> 00:32:01,839 UP HERE... 625 00:32:01,939 --> 00:32:05,843 THAT ALL THEIR REASONS FOR LEAVING MAKE SENSE, BUT... 626 00:32:05,943 --> 00:32:08,885 I CAN'T STOP WHATEVER IT IS INSIDE OF ME 627 00:32:08,985 --> 00:32:11,888 THAT KEEPS TELLING ME, 628 00:32:11,988 --> 00:32:13,850 "SEE? 629 00:32:13,950 --> 00:32:18,614 "DON'T NOBODY WANNA STICK AROUND. 630 00:32:18,714 --> 00:32:20,375 YOU ALWAYS THE ONE LEFT BEHIND." 631 00:32:20,475 --> 00:32:23,097 THAT VOICE IS LITTLE SPENCER, 632 00:32:23,197 --> 00:32:25,419 WHOSE FATHER LEFT HIM AT 8 YEARS OLD. 633 00:32:25,519 --> 00:32:28,062 YOU HAVE GOTTA STOP LETTING THAT ONE INCIDENT TOUCH 634 00:32:28,162 --> 00:32:30,063 EVERY RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE. 635 00:32:30,163 --> 00:32:32,083 THAT HAD EVERYTHING TO DO WITH COREY AND HIS WORTH 636 00:32:32,165 --> 00:32:34,267 AND NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU AND YOURS. 637 00:32:34,367 --> 00:32:37,269 YOU HAVE TO LET THAT GO, AND UNTIL YOU DO, 638 00:32:37,369 --> 00:32:39,872 WHEN THINGS GET ROCKY, YOU'LL JUST KEEP DEFAULTING 639 00:32:39,972 --> 00:32:42,474 TO PUSHING AWAY THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU BECAUSE LITTLE YOU 640 00:32:42,574 --> 00:32:44,756 IS TRYING TO PROTECT BIG YOU 641 00:32:44,856 --> 00:32:46,998 FROM ALL THE PAIN OF ABANDONMENT HE FELT. 642 00:32:47,098 --> 00:32:48,599 HOW? 643 00:32:48,699 --> 00:32:51,241 HOW DO I LET THAT GO? 644 00:32:51,341 --> 00:32:52,923 WE'LL GET THERE, 645 00:32:53,023 --> 00:32:55,985 TOGETHER, NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES. 646 00:32:59,989 --> 00:33:02,491 YOU KNOW, MAN, I WISH... 647 00:33:02,591 --> 00:33:06,194 I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOU THE WAY EVERYONE ELSE SEES YOU. 648 00:33:07,555 --> 00:33:10,498 NO, NO, I MEAN, THE PEOPLE WHO GET TO BE IN YOUR LIFE, 649 00:33:10,598 --> 00:33:13,500 THEY'RE THE LUCKY ONES. 650 00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:17,223 EVEN COREY KNEW THAT. THAT'S WHY HE CAME BACK. 651 00:33:17,323 --> 00:33:19,826 AND EVEN IN HIS DEATH, 652 00:33:19,926 --> 00:33:22,188 HE STILL HASN'T LEFT YOU. 653 00:33:22,288 --> 00:33:24,149 NONE OF THEM HAVE. 654 00:33:24,249 --> 00:33:26,351 THEY'RE STILL HERE BECAUSE OF THE GIFTS 655 00:33:26,451 --> 00:33:28,513 THAT THEY LEFT FOR YOU. 656 00:33:28,613 --> 00:33:31,355 FOR COREY, IT'S THE GIFT OF DARNELL 657 00:33:31,455 --> 00:33:33,557 AND COACH KENNY, BROTHER FIGURES 658 00:33:33,657 --> 00:33:35,839 HE BROUGHT INTO YOUR LIFE. 659 00:33:35,939 --> 00:33:38,121 I NEVER THOUGHT OF IT THAT WAY. 660 00:33:38,221 --> 00:33:39,722 FOR SHAWN, 661 00:33:39,822 --> 00:33:42,084 IT'S THE GIFT OF YOUR FUTURE. 662 00:33:42,184 --> 00:33:44,927 THE ONE HE PROTECTED RIGHT UP UNTIL THE END. 663 00:33:45,027 --> 00:33:47,529 AND FOR BILLY... IT WAS THE VOICEMAIL. 664 00:33:47,629 --> 00:33:50,091 THE CHANCE TO HEAR HIS VOICE TELL YOU HE LOVES YOU 665 00:33:50,191 --> 00:33:53,094 WHENEVER YOU NEED TO HEAR IT. 666 00:33:53,194 --> 00:33:57,037 AND WHAT DO WE DO WHEN PEOPLE GIVE US A GIFT? 667 00:33:58,518 --> 00:34:00,760 WE SAY, "THANK YOU." 668 00:34:02,842 --> 00:34:04,944 I KNOW WHAT I GOTTA DO. 669 00:34:05,044 --> 00:34:07,606 YEP. 670 00:34:15,653 --> 00:34:17,555 THANK YOU. 671 00:34:17,655 --> 00:34:19,696 ANYTIME, BROTHER. 672 00:34:24,100 --> 00:34:26,982 UM... 673 00:34:28,464 --> 00:34:30,365 SAME TIME NEXT WEEK? 674 00:34:30,465 --> 00:34:32,367 NEXT WEEK IT IS. 675 00:34:32,467 --> 00:34:34,369 NOW, KEEP YOUR HEAD UP. 676 00:34:34,469 --> 00:34:36,971 YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS. 677 00:34:59,090 --> 00:35:01,192 BILLY, VOICE-OVER: HEY, THIS IS BILLY BAKER. 678 00:35:01,292 --> 00:35:04,875 HEY, COACH, 679 00:35:04,975 --> 00:35:07,197 IT'S ME. 680 00:35:07,297 --> 00:35:09,979 I'M SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO HIT YOU BACK. 681 00:35:11,981 --> 00:35:15,023 HEH! MAN, WHERE DO I EVEN START? UM... 682 00:35:16,585 --> 00:35:19,487 I BEEN KINDA GOING THROUGH SOME THINGS, 683 00:35:19,587 --> 00:35:22,450 TRYING TO OUTRUN MY DEMONS, 684 00:35:22,550 --> 00:35:25,632 HIDE FROM THE TRUTH OF EVERYTHING I BEEN FEELING. 685 00:35:27,554 --> 00:35:31,097 BUT THE DAY ALWAYS COMES WHEN YOU HAVE TO FACE IT, 686 00:35:31,197 --> 00:35:33,639 NO MATTER HOW UGLY IT GETS. 687 00:35:35,240 --> 00:35:37,242 TODAY WAS THAT DAY. 688 00:35:41,246 --> 00:35:43,788 MAN, I MISS YOU. 689 00:35:43,888 --> 00:35:47,351 SO MUCH. 690 00:35:47,451 --> 00:35:51,795 THAT'S THE FEELING I'VE BEEN RUNNING FROM THE MOST BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA 691 00:35:51,895 --> 00:35:54,937 HOW TO FILL THE VOID LEFT BY YOU. 692 00:35:57,900 --> 00:36:00,442 BUT I'M GETTING HELP. 693 00:36:00,542 --> 00:36:03,444 I'M FINALLY WORKING THROUGH IT. 694 00:36:03,544 --> 00:36:06,047 AND I'M GONNA MAKE SURE 695 00:36:06,147 --> 00:36:10,210 THAT I GET BACK TO BEING OK. 696 00:36:13,153 --> 00:36:15,254 SHAWN, AND COREY WOULD HAVE WANTED ME TO DO. 697 00:36:17,316 --> 00:36:18,693 I'M SURE I'LL HAVE DAYS WHERE IT FEELS LIKE 698 00:36:18,717 --> 00:36:20,299 IT'S ALL COMING TOGETHER... 699 00:36:20,399 --> 00:36:22,260 YOUR NUMBERS KEEP CLIMBING AND THE IMPRESSIONS 700 00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:24,222 ARE OFF THE CHARTS ACROSS ALL PLATFORMS. 701 00:36:24,322 --> 00:36:26,864 MM. SEE? YOUR VIDEO'S A BONAFIDE HIT. 702 00:36:26,964 --> 00:36:28,942 YEAH. SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: BUT I KNOW GRIEF 703 00:36:28,966 --> 00:36:31,348 IS WAITING THERE IN THE DARKNESS, 704 00:36:31,448 --> 00:36:34,231 READY TO POUNCE. 705 00:36:34,331 --> 00:36:37,233 AND THANK GOD THAT MIKO MESS IS FIRMLY BEHIND US, TOO. 706 00:36:37,333 --> 00:36:39,235 - SO IT'S A DOUBLE WIN. - UGH. 707 00:36:39,335 --> 00:36:41,076 YEAH, THANK GOD. NO MORE MESS. 708 00:36:43,578 --> 00:36:45,440 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: LUCKILY, 709 00:36:45,540 --> 00:36:48,843 ONE OF THE MANY GIFTS YOU AND COREY BLESSED ME WITH 710 00:36:48,943 --> 00:36:50,805 IS A FAMILY 711 00:36:50,905 --> 00:36:52,846 AND A VILLAGE THAT KEEPS GROWING. 712 00:36:52,946 --> 00:36:54,808 COACH. 713 00:36:54,908 --> 00:36:57,050 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 714 00:36:57,150 --> 00:37:00,052 GIVING YOU WHAT YOU ASKED FOR, 715 00:37:00,152 --> 00:37:02,895 BUT I WANTED TO DELIVER IT IN PERSON. 716 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,181 I OWE YOU AN APOLOGY. 717 00:37:10,281 --> 00:37:13,104 NO. YOU NEEDED A PUNCHING BAG, I WAS HERE, SO... 718 00:37:13,204 --> 00:37:15,305 NO, I NEEDED SOMEONE I COULD COUNT ON, 719 00:37:15,405 --> 00:37:18,748 AND YOU WAS THERE, AND THAT SCARED ME. 720 00:37:18,848 --> 00:37:21,391 THERE'S SO MUCH OF YOU THAT REMINDS ME OF MY POPS 721 00:37:21,491 --> 00:37:23,492 AND COACH BAKER. 722 00:37:25,454 --> 00:37:28,156 YOU TURNED INTO THE BROTHER I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED. 723 00:37:28,256 --> 00:37:33,020 A CLOSENESS I THOUGHT I COULDN'T AFFORD ANYMORE, BUT I WAS WRONG. 724 00:37:36,303 --> 00:37:38,305 COME HERE, MAN. 725 00:37:44,430 --> 00:37:46,932 GLAD TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT 726 00:37:47,032 --> 00:37:49,935 'CAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO PUSH ME AWAY, 727 00:37:50,035 --> 00:37:52,497 I'M NEVER LEAVING YOU, BRUH. 728 00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:56,420 AND I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. 729 00:37:58,802 --> 00:38:01,404 COME ON. YOU'LL SEE. 730 00:38:10,933 --> 00:38:13,675 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: Y'ALL MADE SURE I'D NEVER BE ALONE. 731 00:38:13,775 --> 00:38:17,478 FOR THAT, AND FOR EVERY DAY I HAD WITH YOU, 732 00:38:17,578 --> 00:38:19,640 EVERY DAY I GOT TO LOVE YOU, 733 00:38:19,740 --> 00:38:21,642 I SAY THANK YOU. 734 00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:28,247 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: THANK YOU. 735 00:38:32,311 --> 00:38:34,453 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: YOU CAN REST EASY NOW, COACH. 736 00:38:37,355 --> 00:38:39,257 SPENCER, VOICE-OVER: THEY GOT ME FROM HERE. 737 00:39:00,294 --> 00:39:01,956 I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU. 738 00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,682 YO. HEY. 739 00:39:08,782 --> 00:39:11,724 LOOK, I KNOW SORRY DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN TO COVER IT. 740 00:39:11,824 --> 00:39:14,927 BUT I'MMA MAKE IT UP TO YOU. I PROMISE. 741 00:39:15,027 --> 00:39:17,809 ASSUMING COACH KENNY LETS ME STAY AT GAU. 742 00:39:17,909 --> 00:39:21,252 I'M FAIRLY CONFIDENT I CAN GO AHEAD AND SAY WELCOME BACK, BROTHER. 743 00:39:21,352 --> 00:39:23,354 COME ON. 744 00:39:28,478 --> 00:39:30,180 HEY. 745 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,422 I CANCELLED OUR FLIGHT HOME LATER THIS WEEK. 746 00:39:32,522 --> 00:39:34,984 OH. THANK YOU. I... 747 00:39:35,084 --> 00:39:37,586 I ALSO CALLED THE STORAGE FACILITY 748 00:39:37,686 --> 00:39:40,309 AND YOUR BOXES SHOULD BE DELIVERED BACK HERE BY MONDAY. 749 00:39:40,409 --> 00:39:42,711 WAIT. BOXES? 750 00:39:42,811 --> 00:39:45,753 DILLON AND I HAVE BEEN TALKING, AND SPENCER NEEDS US CLOSE. 751 00:39:45,853 --> 00:39:47,515 AND WHAT ABOUT YOUR NEEDS? 752 00:39:47,615 --> 00:39:49,516 WELL, I WILL HAPPILY TAKE ON THE BURDEN 753 00:39:49,616 --> 00:39:51,518 OF FLYING BACK AND FORTH TO KEEP 754 00:39:51,618 --> 00:39:54,681 OUR FAMILY TOGETHER AND MAKE SPENCER WHOLE. 755 00:39:54,781 --> 00:39:57,583 NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT. 756 00:40:05,790 --> 00:40:07,652 MAN, THIS ONE OF THE LAST FACES 757 00:40:07,752 --> 00:40:09,693 - I EXPECTED TO SEE TODAY. - HEH HEH! 758 00:40:09,793 --> 00:40:11,655 MAN, THAT WAS ALL LIV. SHE PUT OUT A CALL 759 00:40:11,755 --> 00:40:15,298 THAT MY BROTHER WAS IN TROUBLE. I HAD TO MAKE IT. 760 00:40:15,398 --> 00:40:17,820 OH, I JUST ASSUMED MY MOTHER GATHERED EVERYBODY. 761 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:19,782 OH, NO, YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT LIV 762 00:40:19,882 --> 00:40:23,005 WOULDN'T LET ANYONE GIVE UP ON YOU. NOT FOR A SECOND. 763 00:40:26,848 --> 00:40:29,190 WELL, THANKS FOR SHOWING UP, MAN. 764 00:40:29,290 --> 00:40:31,152 YEAH. YO... 765 00:40:31,252 --> 00:40:33,354 TALK TO ME, LIKE, YOU GOOD? 766 00:40:33,454 --> 00:40:35,355 FOR REAL? 767 00:40:35,455 --> 00:40:36,837 NO... 768 00:40:36,937 --> 00:40:38,938 NO, I'M NOT OK. 769 00:40:40,099 --> 00:40:43,642 BUT I'M WORKING ON IT. 770 00:40:43,742 --> 00:40:46,425 - OH. DON'T LET ME GET IN THE WAY, MAN. - YEAH. 771 00:40:48,186 --> 00:40:50,208 WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT? 772 00:40:50,308 --> 00:40:52,049 HE WAS JUST TELLING ME THAT YOU MADE 773 00:40:52,149 --> 00:40:53,691 ALL THIS HAPPEN. 774 00:40:53,791 --> 00:40:55,793 THANK YOU. 775 00:40:56,953 --> 00:40:59,055 I MEAN, IT MAY HAVE BEEN MY IDEA, BUT 776 00:40:59,155 --> 00:41:01,998 EVERYONE HERE WAS MORE THAN HAPPY TO SHOW UP FOR YOU. 777 00:41:03,359 --> 00:41:05,361 WE LOVE YOU. 778 00:41:10,325 --> 00:41:13,227 YOU WANNA GO TAKE A WALK? 779 00:41:13,327 --> 00:41:15,910 IF MEMORY SERVES, I OWE YOU A CONVERSATION. 780 00:41:16,010 --> 00:41:18,252 HEY. 781 00:41:19,733 --> 00:41:21,635 I'M SORRY I'M LATE. 782 00:41:21,735 --> 00:41:23,596 UH, NO, NO. IT'S OK. 783 00:41:23,696 --> 00:41:25,598 ACTUALLY, I'M SORRY FOR A LOT OF THINGS, 784 00:41:25,698 --> 00:41:28,240 ESPECIALLY THE NOTE AND THE WAY I HANDLED THINGS. 785 00:41:28,340 --> 00:41:29,922 I WAS TRYING TO GIVE YOU SPACE, BUT 786 00:41:30,022 --> 00:41:32,324 I REALISE I SHOULD'VE BEEN HOLDING YOU TIGHTER. 787 00:41:32,424 --> 00:41:35,967 UH, WELL, I DIDN'T EXACTLY MAKE IT EASY FOR YOU, YOU KNOW? 788 00:41:36,067 --> 00:41:38,329 YOU JUST... YOU JUST DID WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS BEST. 789 00:41:38,429 --> 00:41:40,330 WELL, I KNOW BETTER NOW, 790 00:41:40,430 --> 00:41:43,433 AND I WON'T MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN. 791 00:42:15,300 --> 00:42:17,302 GREG, MOVE YOUR HEAD! 792 00:42:17,352 --> 00:42:21,902 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 61125

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