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(UPBEAT MUSIC)
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(ZIPPER ZIPS)
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-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-(PEOPLE SHOOSH)
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(FILM REEL ROLLS)
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(RATTLING)
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(SERENE MUSIC)
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(SLOW GUITAR MUSIC)
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Singing about panic attacks
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is not something most singers
like to get into.
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That's kind of
touchy territory.
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How is it for you, having
your work associated with
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such difficult, unpleasant,
painful things?
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Does that bother you? Is that
a badge of pride for you?
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Like, how do you
reflect on that?
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Um, I think all of my songs
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are just trying to figure
feelings and situations out,
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um, you know,
very...very openly
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and to whoever's willing
to listen.
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DJ: Talk about where you're at
right now artistically,
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emotionally in the songs.
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How... (LAUGHS) How do you
really feel these days?
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COURTNEY: I just
turned 30 last year
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and I feel like I stepped over
some sort of line
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but, I don't know,
it's still...I'm still lost.
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-(LAUGHS)
-Still kind of figuring it out?
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Every day, trying to figure...
figure stuff out.
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But I feel, uh, you know,
pretty grateful
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and just doing it.
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(CROWD CHEERS,
WHISTLES AND CLAPS)
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Our next guest is making
her American TV debut tonight.
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To perform the song
'Avant Gardener'
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from her new release,
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'The Double EP:
A Sea of Split Peas',
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please welcome
Courtney Barnett.
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(SINGS) ♪ I'm having trouble
breathing in. ♪
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(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
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-ELLEN: Thank you so much!
-COURTNEY: Thanks.
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-ELLEN: Thank you so much!
-(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
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The name of the CD is
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'Sometimes I Sit and Think
and Sometimes I Just Sit'.
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Everyone in the audience,
you're going home with a copy.
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-(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
-Courtney Barnett!
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(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
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COURTNEY: Danny,I'm trying to figure out
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how to delete everything.
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I've said becauseI'm self-conscious about it,
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but I can't figure it out.
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So I don't knowwhat's gonna happen.
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(UPBEAT ROCK MUSIC)
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(COURTNEY SINGS)
♪ The city looks pretty
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♪ When you've been indoors
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♪ For 23 days I've ignored
all your phone calls
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♪ And everyone's waiting
when you get back home
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♪ They don't know where you've
been, why you're gone so long
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♪ Friends treat you
like a stranger
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♪ And strangers treat you
like their best friend
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♪ Oh, well
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♪ Spare a thought for the ones
that came before
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♪ All in a daze bending
backwards to reach your goal
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♪ Sometimes I get sad
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♪ It's not all that bad
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♪ One day, maybe never
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♪ I'll come around
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♪ Sometimes I get mad
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♪ It's not half as bad
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♪ Pull yourself together
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♪ And just calm down
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♪ Oh, oh
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♪ Oh, oh. ♪
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(LAIDBACK ROCK INTRO)
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(COURTNEY SINGS)
♪ I'll be what you want
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♪ Oh, when you want it
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♪ But I'll
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♪ Never be
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♪ What you need
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♪ And the city
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♪ Looks pretty
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♪ From where
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♪ I'm standing. ♪
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(GUITAR SOLO)
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(SONG ENDS)
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Uh, take bus for 10 hours
from here to watch you.
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-Whoa.
-You are my biggest star.
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-Oh, thank you.
-Yeah.
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-Iconic star.
-Xie xie.
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-I appreciate that so much.
-Can I...
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I'm gonna sign you both
a poster.
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Can I ask you to write your...
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..one of your lyrics
on my T-shirt?
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Yeah. Uh-huh.
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"I'd rather stay in bed
with the rain over my head
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"than have to pick my brain up
off the floor."
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-Uh-huh. On that?
-Yeah. From here.
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My name Bobby.
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-B-O-B-B-Y. Bobby.
-OK. OK. (CHUCKLES)
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"I'd rather stay in bed..."
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BOBBY:
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-COURTNEY: Oh, yeah? (LAUGHS)
-Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Me too. (LAUGHS)
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-I love you. You're fantastic.
-"I'd rather stay in bed..."
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BOBBY: The song is fantastic.
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"With the rain..."
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-Rain?
-Rain. Rain.
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BOBBY: "Rain over my head."
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COURTNEY: "With the rain
over..." Oh, yeah, yeah.
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"Rain over my head."
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What's the next one?
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BOBBY:
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Oh, that's right. (CHUCKLES)
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Oh, OK. OK. (HUMS)
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"Up...off...the..."
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-Floor.
-"..floor."
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-Yeah.
-(LAUGHS)
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And can you write your name?
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-Yeah.
-Courtney Barnett.
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(SERENE MUSIC)
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(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
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COURTNEY: I thoughtI should just try
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to get into the swingof talking to you
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because, um, I thinkI overthink it, you know?
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I, uh...I overthinkwhat I need to say
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and then I don't say anything.
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Maybe it's more usefulto just...
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(YAWNS)
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..talk.
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(P.A. ANNOUNCEMENT IN MANDARIN)
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COURTNEY: I had a submissionon my website with a comment box
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asking people to tell mehow you really feel.
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It's been really humblingand really beautiful
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reading what peopleare willing to share
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and to, uh...to be open about.
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I'm gonna read you some.
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There's, like, literallythousands of them.
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(READS) "Feeling lonelybut I don't know why."
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"Feeling exhaustedbut don't wanna show it."
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"A little guilty but generous."
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"Giddy with falling in love."
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"Happy but stressed."
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"Brave and terrified."
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There's a reallyoverwhelming number
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of, "I feel tired".
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"I feel hopeless."
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"I feel alone."
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A lot of people feel alone.
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Maybe they're not so alone.
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(THUNDER RUMBLES)
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-(HARD DRUMMING)
-(CROWD CLAPS ALONG)
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(SINGS) ♪ I'm not suicidal,
just idling insignificantly
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♪ I come up here
for perception and clarity
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♪ I like to imagine
I'm playing 'SimCity'
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♪ All the people look
like ants from up here
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♪ And the wind's the only
traffic you can hear
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♪ He said,
"All I ever wanted to be
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♪ "Was an elevator operator
Can you help me, please?"
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♪ Don't jump, little boy,
Don't jump off that roof. ♪
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-(GUITAR PLAYS NEARBY)
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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(MUSIC FADES)
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(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
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COURTNEY: It's amazinghow different
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a live performance can befrom day to day.
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One day it can beso totally liberating
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and electric and energetic
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and alive.
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And then another day,
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it can just be so rigid
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and full of fear
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and...and, uh,can feel so far away.
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Going through those motionsand playing the songs
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and then, um, just having
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this whole other narrativerunning in my head
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about how everyone,
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you know, is standing still
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and thinks I'm a big joke
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and talentless.
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(LOW, ENIGMATIC MUSIC)
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'Cause I see myself trying to gothrough, you know, these motions
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of, you know, what...what you're supposed to do
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or what people expect you to do.
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It's like thatunwritten rule on stage
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to, uh, you know,walk to the front
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and put your guitar in the air
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and then that corner ofthe crowd screams.
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It feels like I'm being partof this scripted performance
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of what we...you know,of...of...of...
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..of what we think we'resupposed to see on stage
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and it just feelsreally pointless.
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I think forward to next year,
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we have this whole yearmapped out
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and I don't knowwhat the point of it is.
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I do wanna do this tour
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but I also justdon't wanna do it
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at the same time.
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And, um...I don't really know why.
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(SINGS) ♪ Don't go changing
on me... ♪
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(STRUMS)
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(PLAYS SINGLE NOTE) G.
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(TUNES GUITAR)
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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Oh! Indecent. (LAUGHS)
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(PLAYS MELLOW INTRO)
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(SINGS) ♪ Would you even know
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♪ Would you even care
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♪ If you never see me again? ♪
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(PLAYS GENTLY)
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(GUITAR RECORDING PLAYS)
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WOMAN ON PHONE: So, let's talkabout you have this lyric -
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"I wanna walk through the parkin the dark
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"Men are scared thatwomen will laugh at them."
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And you also say, "You mustbe lonely being angry."
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Obviously, like, both men andwomen feel fear and anger,
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but men are kind of conditionedto channel it into violence
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and women are often at thereceiving end of that violence.
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So I wanted to talk to you
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about how you kind ofthink about male fear
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and how it's transformedinto violence.
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Yeah, I think the song...
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I mean, I don't...I don't know.
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I think that that's the point
of the song,
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is just that kind of...
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..study of it, in a way,
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and kind of trying to
understand it
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as a means to kind of, um...
you know, combat it
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or...or...or
that kind of idea to, yeah...
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To be able to
dismantle something,
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you need to be able to
understand it in a way,
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or, um...
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(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
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Someone left a note saying,
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"You are great at music
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"but, please God,stop doing interviews.
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"It's horrendous."
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And I got really bummed out.
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It made me really sad'cause, I mean,
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I don't know how to say thesethings that I want to say
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and I know I end up soundinglike a fuckin' moron.
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To be completely honest,I just feel like
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I've kind of let myself downsomehow
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with the release of this album.
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You know, what could have beena fantastic conversation
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around fragilityand...and depression
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and mental health,
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it just ended up kind of beingswept to the side
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because I was too scared
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to talk aboutanything real or heavy.
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I get frustrated myself.
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It's like,"Why can't you just be,
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"like, a strong,powerful communicator?"
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Courtney Barnett und band.
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(CHEERING)
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Very good to have you.
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(SPEAKS GERMAN)
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It's not only
a feel-good writer,
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you're always also angry.
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You're saying, "I'm not your
bitch, I'm not your mother."
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(SPEAKS GERMAN)
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Who is bothering you?
(SPEAKS GERMAN)
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(LAUGHS) Um,
that's a big first question.
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I, uh... (LAUGHS) I don't
think I was ready for that.
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We don't have
so much time, so...
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Yeah, I don't think there's
enough time in the world
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to answer that question.
264
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So you don't know
who you're talking about?
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Oh, yeah, but I don't wanna,
you know, make it too obvious.
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(SINGS) ♪ Put up or shut up
It's all the same
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♪ It's all the same
268
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♪ Never change,
never change... ♪
269
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(BAND PLAYS HARD ROCK)
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(WHOOPING)
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♪ I'm not your mother
I'm not your bitch
272
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♪ D-did I stutter?
A little bit
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♪ Sit down and shut up
It's all the same
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♪ It's all the same
Never change, never change
275
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♪ I get most self-defensive
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♪ When I know I'm wrong
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♪ Think we all can agree
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♪ I try my best to be patient
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♪ But I can only put up with
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♪ So much shit
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♪ Huh!
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♪ I'm not your mother
I'm not your bitch
283
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♪ I hear you mutter
under your breath
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♪ Put up or shut up
It's all the same
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♪ It's all the same
Never change, never change. ♪
286
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(SCREAMS)
287
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(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
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Hey, Danny.
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I think I've kind offucked my voice up.
290
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I don't know, I sang...angrily
291
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and now I've lost my voice...
292
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(LAUGHS)
293
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..due to the anger.
294
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I can't quite get in the zoneof positivity
295
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on this tour.
296
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Um, but I'm trying.
297
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I have a day off tomorrow,
298
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so, you know, that's fun.
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OK.
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Cool.
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(WHISPERS) We're rolling, Danny.
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(STRUMS)
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(SINGS) ♪ Keep on keepin' on
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♪ You know you're not alone
305
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♪ And I know all your stories
306
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♪ But I'll listen to them again
307
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♪ And if you move away
308
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♪ You know I'll miss your face
309
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♪ It's all the same to me
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♪ You know
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♪ It's all the same to me
312
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♪ Keep on keepin' on
313
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♪ You know you're not alone
314
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♪ And I know all your stories
315
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♪ But I'll listen to them again
316
00:22:18,743 --> 00:22:21,975
♪ And if you move away
317
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♪ You know I'll miss your face
318
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♪ It's all the same to me
319
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♪ You know
320
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♪ It's all the same to me. ♪
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Cool.
322
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Started great.
323
00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:05,150
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
324
00:23:07,990 --> 00:23:10,859
I'm in Berlin. I'm in Berlin.
325
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And it's lovely here.I'm in a gold-plated room.
326
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And... (LAUGHS)
327
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..it's very shiny.
328
00:23:19,232 --> 00:23:23,443
I love it.I feel, uh, quite regal.
329
00:23:25,678 --> 00:23:30,241
I woke up having one of those,like, just-feeling-sad days.
330
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Which is OK.
331
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I think sometimes it's just OKto feel sad
332
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and keep on going withwhat you're doing
333
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and...being sad.
334
00:23:42,486 --> 00:23:44,453
I guess I'm aware that,you know,
335
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people thinkthat touring makes me sad,
336
00:23:48,327 --> 00:23:49,865
but I think, in reality,
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I remember havingfeelings like this
338
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when I was, like, 10 years old
339
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and just... (CHUCKLES)
340
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..being, like, emo -an emo kid -
341
00:24:01,912 --> 00:24:06,915
before I knew what emo was.
342
00:24:11,284 --> 00:24:13,955
Anyway, today I feel sad.
343
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(SINGS) ♪ Take
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♪ Your broken heart
345
00:24:26,068 --> 00:24:27,573
♪ Turn it
346
00:24:27,608 --> 00:24:33,238
♪ Into art
347
00:24:33,273 --> 00:24:36,747
♪ Can't take it with you
348
00:24:36,782 --> 00:24:38,441
♪ Can't take it
349
00:24:38,476 --> 00:24:44,084
♪ With you
350
00:24:47,254 --> 00:24:50,728
♪ I don't wanna
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♪ I don't
352
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♪ Wanna know
353
00:25:07,076 --> 00:25:10,616
♪ Oh
354
00:25:13,181 --> 00:25:18,217
♪ Ooh, oh. ♪
355
00:25:18,252 --> 00:25:20,417
(BAND PLAYS)
356
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(CHEERING)
357
00:25:54,827 --> 00:25:56,695
(TRAIN RATTLES)
358
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Toilet.
359
00:26:02,428 --> 00:26:04,230
Dunny.
360
00:26:09,435 --> 00:26:12,810
This is the bedroom.
361
00:26:16,442 --> 00:26:19,652
This is Hook's bed.
This is my bed.
362
00:26:20,853 --> 00:26:23,249
I've got mine fitted with
a blue light.
363
00:26:24,725 --> 00:26:27,583
It's for extra ambience.
(LAUGHS)
364
00:26:27,618 --> 00:26:30,025
(LAUGHS) What are you supposed
to do there?
365
00:26:30,060 --> 00:26:31,422
Yeah.
366
00:26:31,457 --> 00:26:33,556
(SPORT BROADCAST PLAYS ON TV)
367
00:26:55,613 --> 00:26:58,350
(YAWNS)
368
00:26:58,385 --> 00:27:00,792
(SNIFFS)
369
00:27:00,827 --> 00:27:03,289
(MELLOW MUSIC)
370
00:27:03,324 --> 00:27:04,862
(SNIFFS)
371
00:27:04,897 --> 00:27:07,392
COURTNEY: You're
a really lovely crowd.
372
00:27:07,427 --> 00:27:09,229
(CROWD CHEERS)
373
00:27:12,663 --> 00:27:15,268
And thanks for being here.
374
00:27:15,303 --> 00:27:16,808
This song is called 'Depreston'.
375
00:27:16,843 --> 00:27:19,470
(CROWD CHEERS)
376
00:27:22,783 --> 00:27:24,277
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
377
00:27:24,312 --> 00:27:27,313
COURTNEY: I was on stagelast night.
378
00:27:27,348 --> 00:27:31,119
And then I was getting...
379
00:27:31,154 --> 00:27:34,727
..so down and I felt so sad
380
00:27:34,762 --> 00:27:37,895
I just started crying.
381
00:27:37,930 --> 00:27:42,064
(SIGHS) I don't think I'veever cried on stage like that.
382
00:27:43,067 --> 00:27:46,563
It actually felt quite nice.(CHUCKLES)
383
00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:48,697
Felt quite liberating,
384
00:27:48,732 --> 00:27:51,601
crying in front of2,000 people.
385
00:27:55,178 --> 00:27:59,246
And people were just like,"What the fuck?
386
00:27:59,281 --> 00:28:01,853
"What's wrong with her?"
387
00:28:05,287 --> 00:28:08,893
(SINGS) ♪ If you've got a
388
00:28:08,928 --> 00:28:13,260
♪ Spare half a million
389
00:28:13,295 --> 00:28:17,297
(CROWD SINGS) ♪ You should
knock it down
390
00:28:17,332 --> 00:28:21,301
♪ And start rebuilding
391
00:28:21,336 --> 00:28:24,975
♪ If you've got a
392
00:28:25,010 --> 00:28:29,276
♪ Spare half a million
393
00:28:29,311 --> 00:28:33,280
♪ You should knock it down
394
00:28:33,315 --> 00:28:37,086
♪ And start rebuilding
395
00:28:37,121 --> 00:28:40,089
(COURTNEY JOINS IN)
♪ If you've got a... ♪
396
00:28:40,124 --> 00:28:43,389
I just wanna be home,I think.
397
00:28:43,424 --> 00:28:48,295
Um, feel a bit ofa confused relationship
398
00:28:48,330 --> 00:28:50,968
between home
399
00:28:51,003 --> 00:28:54,235
and away from home.
400
00:28:54,270 --> 00:28:59,911
COURTNEY AND CROWD: ♪ Got a
spare half a million... ♪
401
00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:03,816
Sorry I'm being such a bummerlately, but, uh...
402
00:29:05,644 --> 00:29:10,647
..that's...me being honest.
403
00:29:24,564 --> 00:29:26,432
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
404
00:29:26,467 --> 00:29:29,072
I was thinking on the plane,I still...
405
00:29:29,107 --> 00:29:31,371
I don't know why I write
406
00:29:31,406 --> 00:29:34,803
or I don't know why I putall this energy, you know,
407
00:29:34,838 --> 00:29:39,478
into...into this thingthat I do,
408
00:29:39,513 --> 00:29:41,447
that we do that, like...
409
00:29:43,220 --> 00:29:46,287
..sometimes it's hardto comprehend
410
00:29:46,322 --> 00:29:48,993
if it's a waste of energy.
411
00:29:53,263 --> 00:29:56,099
I don't knowwhat my true intention is.
412
00:29:58,939 --> 00:30:03,909
I don't know if I'm tryingto impress someone...
413
00:30:05,979 --> 00:30:08,980
..or if I'm tryingto get vengeance
414
00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:12,412
for someone who picked on meonce in my life
415
00:30:12,447 --> 00:30:15,547
or trying to make someone proud
416
00:30:15,582 --> 00:30:17,219
or trying to prove someone wrong
417
00:30:17,254 --> 00:30:20,893
or...or if I'm just trying tomake someone feel something
418
00:30:20,928 --> 00:30:22,785
or if I'm just trying to...
419
00:30:24,459 --> 00:30:26,624
..make myself feel something.
420
00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:32,729
I mean,I'm not saying you need,
421
00:30:32,764 --> 00:30:34,401
like, a 'purpose' purpose,
422
00:30:34,436 --> 00:30:37,602
but I'm just intrigued
423
00:30:37,637 --> 00:30:40,770
as to where the cravingcomes from.
424
00:30:54,225 --> 00:30:56,753
(LIQUID POURS)
425
00:30:58,130 --> 00:31:00,592
-(HUMS SOFTLY)
-(DOG BARKS SOFTLY)
426
00:31:12,639 --> 00:31:16,080
(CONTINUES HUMMING)
427
00:31:18,315 --> 00:31:20,744
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
428
00:31:20,779 --> 00:31:23,549
I don't feel like doing muchexcept sitting here
429
00:31:23,584 --> 00:31:28,785
trying to figure out what,uh...what life means.
430
00:31:28,820 --> 00:31:31,227
(LAUGHS)
431
00:31:32,494 --> 00:31:36,067
It's like a puzzlethat I'm trying to, uh...
432
00:31:36,102 --> 00:31:37,530
(SNIFFS)
433
00:31:37,565 --> 00:31:40,500
..I'm trying to put togetherevery day.
434
00:31:43,505 --> 00:31:48,607
I've been writinglots of haikus recently.
435
00:31:48,642 --> 00:31:50,477
So we've got five syllables,
436
00:31:50,512 --> 00:31:53,678
seven syllables,five syllables.
437
00:31:55,121 --> 00:31:58,958
Maybe I'll just readsome of that out for you.
438
00:32:00,324 --> 00:32:02,390
"Please leave me alone
439
00:32:02,425 --> 00:32:05,096
"No, give me attention, please
440
00:32:05,131 --> 00:32:07,758
"I am so lonely." (LAUGHS)
441
00:32:09,993 --> 00:32:15,073
"Trust me, the irony of
442
00:32:15,108 --> 00:32:18,406
"'Tell Me How You Really Feel'
443
00:32:18,441 --> 00:32:21,310
"Is not lost on me."
444
00:32:21,345 --> 00:32:24,742
(TAPS RHYTHMICALLY)
445
00:32:33,951 --> 00:32:38,558
(SINGS) ♪ I feel stupid
I feel useless
446
00:32:38,593 --> 00:32:41,165
♪ I feel insane
447
00:32:45,105 --> 00:32:47,138
♪ I feel toothless
448
00:32:47,173 --> 00:32:50,306
♪ Man, you're ruthless
449
00:32:50,341 --> 00:32:52,770
♪ Oh, yeah
450
00:32:56,479 --> 00:32:59,150
♪ I feel putrid
451
00:32:59,185 --> 00:33:02,483
♪ I'm getting used to it
452
00:33:02,518 --> 00:33:05,618
♪ These days
453
00:33:08,953 --> 00:33:11,921
♪ I go to Loving Hut
454
00:33:11,956 --> 00:33:15,199
♪ I get my hair cut
455
00:33:15,234 --> 00:33:17,729
♪ I feel the same... ♪
456
00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:24,670
(BIRDS TWITTER)
457
00:33:29,149 --> 00:33:30,907
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
458
00:33:30,942 --> 00:33:32,909
Hey, Danny.
459
00:33:34,011 --> 00:33:38,915
I seem to start the day offwith so much optimism.
460
00:33:38,950 --> 00:33:42,457
And then by now, it's, uh...
461
00:33:42,492 --> 00:33:47,561
..it's all kinda gone downhilla little bit.
462
00:33:47,596 --> 00:33:53,237
But, you know, I, uh...
463
00:33:53,272 --> 00:33:57,109
I don't know what the fuckI'm talking about anymore.
464
00:33:57,144 --> 00:33:58,770
I don't know...I don't understand
465
00:33:58,805 --> 00:34:02,004
the point of talking aboutmy feelings.
466
00:34:03,073 --> 00:34:05,447
I've got nothingto complain about,
467
00:34:05,482 --> 00:34:10,848
so what am I doingtalking about it?
468
00:34:10,883 --> 00:34:15,952
I realisticallyshould have power
469
00:34:15,987 --> 00:34:20,528
to, um...be useful
470
00:34:20,563 --> 00:34:22,365
and to be helpful,
471
00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:25,269
and all I can do is whinge.
472
00:34:29,968 --> 00:34:34,773
Yeah, I don't think I'm reallyin the mood to indulge my, uh,
473
00:34:34,808 --> 00:34:39,349
egotistical, uh, side.
474
00:34:42,145 --> 00:34:47,753
I just don't see the pointin doing this.
475
00:34:49,922 --> 00:34:53,264
And I don't thinkI'm at a place
476
00:34:53,299 --> 00:34:54,859
where I can help anyone
477
00:34:54,894 --> 00:34:58,269
'cause I can't even seem toreally help myself
478
00:34:58,304 --> 00:35:01,800
or be useful, uh, to myself.
479
00:35:01,835 --> 00:35:04,033
I just feel likeI'm going around in circles
480
00:35:04,068 --> 00:35:08,004
and digging myselfa deeper hole.
481
00:35:12,516 --> 00:35:14,516
-Courtney Barnett.
-(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
482
00:35:16,113 --> 00:35:17,948
ANNOUNCER:
'Tell Me How You Really Feel'
483
00:35:17,983 --> 00:35:20,291
is the secondfull-length solo album
484
00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:24,559
from the Sydney-born,Hobart-raised, Melbourne-based
485
00:35:24,594 --> 00:35:26,055
singer-songwriter,
486
00:35:26,090 --> 00:35:29,960
which she released onher own label, Milk! Records.
487
00:35:29,995 --> 00:35:32,864
Courtney's debut albumscored four ARIAs
488
00:35:32,899 --> 00:35:37,638
as well as nominations at theBrit Awards and the Grammys.
489
00:35:37,673 --> 00:35:40,707
Congratulations,Courtney Barnett.
490
00:35:40,742 --> 00:35:42,577
(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
491
00:35:42,612 --> 00:35:45,008
Congratulations.
Congratulations.
492
00:35:46,484 --> 00:35:48,913
Well, uh, thank you very much.
493
00:35:48,948 --> 00:35:50,453
Oh, it IS nerve-racking up here.
494
00:35:50,488 --> 00:35:52,224
Now I understand.
495
00:35:52,259 --> 00:35:54,853
-Um...
-(WOMAN WHOOPS AND LAUGHS)
496
00:35:54,888 --> 00:35:58,626
I would, uh... I'd love to,
you know, introduce my band.
497
00:35:58,661 --> 00:36:02,124
I couldn't, uh...I couldn't do
all the shows and make records
498
00:36:02,159 --> 00:36:04,093
without my amazing band.
499
00:36:04,128 --> 00:36:06,634
Bones Sloane,
Dave Mudie, Katie Harkin.
500
00:36:06,669 --> 00:36:08,867
(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)
501
00:36:08,902 --> 00:36:11,408
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
502
00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:19,713
COURTNEY: I watched, um,the Nico film -
503
00:36:19,748 --> 00:36:21,979
like, Nico the singer.
504
00:36:24,984 --> 00:36:26,588
There was this great line,
505
00:36:26,623 --> 00:36:29,294
she said somethingalong the lines of...
506
00:36:31,628 --> 00:36:37,467
"When I had nothing,I wasn't happy.
507
00:36:37,502 --> 00:36:40,371
"And when I had everything,I wasn't happy."
508
00:36:40,406 --> 00:36:46,278
I guess, um, I've got no ideawhat nothing even feels like.
509
00:36:46,313 --> 00:36:51,107
(CHUCKLES)'Cause I've got...something.
510
00:36:51,142 --> 00:36:54,253
I've always had something.
511
00:37:01,218 --> 00:37:03,086
(CLEARS THROAT)
512
00:37:05,288 --> 00:37:07,860
Yeah, I was thinking today,
513
00:37:07,895 --> 00:37:11,930
I always talk to youabout the same shit.
514
00:37:11,965 --> 00:37:17,870
And, um...I've beensuch a fuckin' bore.
515
00:37:17,905 --> 00:37:19,938
Such a bore.
516
00:37:21,414 --> 00:37:24,074
Just listening to myself is...
517
00:37:26,584 --> 00:37:29,046
..frustrating.
518
00:37:29,081 --> 00:37:33,182
Should get something realto write about...
519
00:37:35,890 --> 00:37:39,463
..instead of justtalking about writing.
520
00:37:39,498 --> 00:37:42,224
It's all I ever do.
521
00:37:42,259 --> 00:37:44,963
I talk about how hard it is.
522
00:37:44,998 --> 00:37:47,163
(YAWNS)
523
00:37:48,936 --> 00:37:53,268
How much I struggle but Idon't actually do any writing,
524
00:37:53,303 --> 00:37:56,073
or any good writing.
525
00:37:56,108 --> 00:37:58,240
I just write rubbish...
526
00:37:59,276 --> 00:38:02,079
..about nothing.
527
00:38:02,114 --> 00:38:05,852
'Cause I've got nothingto talk about.
528
00:38:09,220 --> 00:38:12,496
'Cause my head is just empty.
529
00:38:16,931 --> 00:38:20,702
My heart is empty,my head is empty.
530
00:38:20,737 --> 00:38:23,342
The page is empty. (LAUGHS)
531
00:38:41,593 --> 00:38:44,319
(UPBEAT GUITAR MUSIC)
532
00:38:47,731 --> 00:38:52,965
(SINGS) ♪ I...I...I...I
533
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:58,938
♪ I don't wanna feel
534
00:38:58,973 --> 00:39:02,810
♪ I...I...I
535
00:39:04,242 --> 00:39:07,947
♪ Don't wanna fee-feel
536
00:39:11,117 --> 00:39:13,183
♪ Stick a needle in my eye
537
00:39:13,218 --> 00:39:14,624
♪ I wanna die, I wanna die
538
00:39:14,659 --> 00:39:16,857
♪ I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die
539
00:39:16,892 --> 00:39:18,727
♪ Stick a needle in my eye
540
00:39:18,762 --> 00:39:20,696
♪ I wanna die, I wanna die
541
00:39:20,731 --> 00:39:22,566
♪ Wanna die, wanna die,
wanna die, wanna die
542
00:39:22,601 --> 00:39:24,227
♪ Wanna die, wanna die,
wanna die
543
00:39:24,262 --> 00:39:26,537
♪ Stick a needle in my eye
544
00:39:26,572 --> 00:39:28,198
♪ I wanna, wanna die, wanna die
545
00:39:28,233 --> 00:39:29,870
♪ Wanna die,
wanna die, wanna die
546
00:39:29,905 --> 00:39:31,201
♪ Wanna die, wanna die
547
00:39:31,236 --> 00:39:33,544
♪ Stick a needle in my eye
548
00:39:33,579 --> 00:39:36,140
♪ I wanna die, wanna die,
wanna die, wanna die
549
00:39:36,175 --> 00:39:38,208
♪ Wanna die, wanna die, I
550
00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,419
♪ Ahh! ♪
551
00:39:41,983 --> 00:39:43,818
-Huh.
-(STRUMS CHORD)
552
00:39:43,853 --> 00:39:46,656
-(SNIFFS)
-(STRUMS CHORDS)
553
00:39:57,460 --> 00:40:00,230
(VACUUM CLEANER HUMS)
554
00:40:21,484 --> 00:40:25,926
DANNY: So, when was
the last time you had a home?
555
00:40:25,961 --> 00:40:27,422
COURTNEY: Um...
556
00:40:27,457 --> 00:40:29,391
Well, when I got back from tour,
557
00:40:29,426 --> 00:40:32,196
I stayed...I stayed
at the warehouse
558
00:40:32,231 --> 00:40:36,970
and then
at that house in Thornbury.
559
00:40:37,005 --> 00:40:39,577
Was there maybe somewhere else?
560
00:40:39,612 --> 00:40:45,484
Sublet. Just little sublets
and house-sitting situations.
561
00:40:47,477 --> 00:40:49,477
Which are good and fine,
562
00:40:49,512 --> 00:40:52,117
but just, like...just feel like
563
00:40:52,152 --> 00:40:54,889
my stuff is always
scattered everywhere.
564
00:40:56,728 --> 00:40:59,927
So it feels
a little bit stressful.
565
00:40:59,962 --> 00:41:01,456
And then I end up...
566
00:41:01,491 --> 00:41:03,568
Like, I went back to
the warehouse the other day
567
00:41:03,603 --> 00:41:06,604
and I just felt like
I'd rather just be there,
568
00:41:06,639 --> 00:41:10,509
be in a weird space
where all of my things are.
569
00:41:16,946 --> 00:41:20,178
I'm so excited
to get my haircut today.
570
00:41:22,281 --> 00:41:24,479
Oh, God.
571
00:41:26,219 --> 00:41:27,955
DANNY: And what's the plan
with it?
572
00:41:27,990 --> 00:41:30,760
-Just, like, the...
-DANNY: A reset?
573
00:41:30,795 --> 00:41:34,731
The...
Yeah, the...the re-zhoosh.
574
00:41:34,766 --> 00:41:36,260
DANNY: "Give me the Courtney,"
you'd say.
575
00:41:36,295 --> 00:41:37,734
(LAUGHS) Yeah.
576
00:41:37,769 --> 00:41:41,903
Gonna have to find some photos
of myself to show her
577
00:41:41,938 --> 00:41:45,104
and say, "Do it just like this."
578
00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,079
I feel like, you know, sometimes
the longer you leave something,
579
00:41:53,114 --> 00:41:57,215
the harder it is to reset.
580
00:41:57,250 --> 00:42:03,023
Like, it's like it takes
longer to get back to normal.
581
00:42:10,329 --> 00:42:11,867
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
582
00:42:11,902 --> 00:42:15,068
I just remembered aboutthis, um, post
583
00:42:15,103 --> 00:42:17,202
that Patti Smith put upthe other week.
584
00:42:17,237 --> 00:42:21,140
Um, it really resonated with me.
585
00:42:21,175 --> 00:42:24,440
It came throughmaking a lot of sense.
586
00:42:25,476 --> 00:42:27,916
"Despite all the strifein the world,
587
00:42:27,951 --> 00:42:30,754
"we must continueto do our work.
588
00:42:30,789 --> 00:42:34,021
"Creating takes upmuch of the artist's time
589
00:42:34,056 --> 00:42:38,091
"and may seema self-serving prospect.
590
00:42:38,126 --> 00:42:41,259
"But the directive is to offersomething meaningful
591
00:42:41,294 --> 00:42:44,966
"that hopefully providesa transformative experience,
592
00:42:45,001 --> 00:42:48,739
"whether through tears,laughter or illumination.
593
00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:53,073
"So I am back to work,grateful I have work
594
00:42:53,108 --> 00:42:57,242
"and that there are thosewho wait and support it."
595
00:42:59,818 --> 00:43:03,853
Anyway, I like going back tothat when I feel lost lately.
596
00:43:08,288 --> 00:43:10,662
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
597
00:43:14,558 --> 00:43:16,624
COURTNEY: Sometimesby the end of the day,
598
00:43:16,659 --> 00:43:20,199
it feels like the world is, uh,
599
00:43:20,234 --> 00:43:23,433
crashing down around me.
600
00:43:23,468 --> 00:43:25,237
I know it's not completely bad
601
00:43:25,272 --> 00:43:29,472
because I'm looking forwardto the next day.
602
00:43:29,507 --> 00:43:32,310
You know, I have hopefor the next day.
603
00:43:35,249 --> 00:43:41,088
You know, I want the chanceto create the, uh...
604
00:43:41,123 --> 00:43:44,124
..the memory of the next day,
605
00:43:44,159 --> 00:43:48,898
to fix whatever was wrong
606
00:43:48,933 --> 00:43:50,834
the day before.
607
00:43:52,068 --> 00:43:57,104
So I know I'm not intoo much trouble...
608
00:43:58,602 --> 00:44:00,811
..when I feel low.
609
00:44:08,513 --> 00:44:10,579
Uh...
610
00:44:10,614 --> 00:44:13,252
It's 5am.
611
00:44:13,287 --> 00:44:17,454
I don't know why...why I'm awake.
612
00:44:18,996 --> 00:44:22,195
I just had one of those...
613
00:44:22,230 --> 00:44:26,133
..revelation moments.
614
00:44:26,168 --> 00:44:28,300
(INAUDIBLE)
615
00:44:28,335 --> 00:44:32,535
I just havethis real, uh, feeling
616
00:44:32,570 --> 00:44:38,574
that I need to change something.
617
00:44:39,643 --> 00:44:42,149
I need to make a big change,
618
00:44:42,184 --> 00:44:45,251
or lots of big changes.
619
00:44:50,159 --> 00:44:52,291
This might sound cryptic.
620
00:44:52,326 --> 00:44:56,966
I guess it kind of is, butI don't really know either.
621
00:44:57,001 --> 00:44:59,265
I just... It's just a feeling.
622
00:44:59,300 --> 00:45:04,237
It's strong and it's, uh,overwhelming right now.
623
00:45:04,272 --> 00:45:09,242
And, uh, I think whena feeling like that comes,
624
00:45:09,277 --> 00:45:13,444
you need to, um...you need to just trust it,
625
00:45:13,479 --> 00:45:16,986
and trust your instinct,trust your gut.
626
00:45:20,827 --> 00:45:24,521
(MAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY)
627
00:45:24,556 --> 00:45:26,259
Oh, yeah.
628
00:45:27,625 --> 00:45:29,658
Which one do you like, Danny?
629
00:45:31,266 --> 00:45:33,266
(STRUMS NOTES)
630
00:45:42,805 --> 00:45:46,477
You know, I go through so muchlove and hate of performing
631
00:45:46,512 --> 00:45:50,481
and, like,falling into the groove
632
00:45:50,516 --> 00:45:52,923
of the same thing,
633
00:45:52,958 --> 00:45:55,387
which can sometimes be so great.
634
00:45:55,422 --> 00:45:58,786
But, um, I kind of thirst
635
00:45:58,821 --> 00:46:02,790
for, um, difference and change
636
00:46:02,825 --> 00:46:06,431
and, like, pushingmy own comfort levels.
637
00:46:10,140 --> 00:46:14,637
Maybe I'll organise a littlesolo run of some small places.
638
00:46:18,247 --> 00:46:22,051
I think it'll be really goodfor me to, um...
639
00:46:22,086 --> 00:46:25,923
..to...to hear the songsdifferently.
640
00:46:25,958 --> 00:46:29,487
You know, I'll have tore-imagine them.
641
00:46:31,964 --> 00:46:33,755
And I think in that process,
642
00:46:33,790 --> 00:46:36,131
I'll understand themdifferently.
643
00:46:36,166 --> 00:46:39,596
I feel like that will bea really good thing for me.
644
00:46:39,631 --> 00:46:42,401
That's my shoe collection.
(LAUGHS)
645
00:48:09,952 --> 00:48:15,659
(VOCALISES IN WARBLING MANNER)
646
00:48:17,003 --> 00:48:21,071
It's gonna be a very attentive
audience. I'm scared.
647
00:48:22,470 --> 00:48:24,602
Very quiet.
648
00:48:28,080 --> 00:48:31,774
(HUMS)
649
00:48:32,810 --> 00:48:35,613
I just have to be like,
650
00:48:35,648 --> 00:48:38,220
"They're not quiet
because they hate me.
651
00:48:38,255 --> 00:48:41,223
"They're quiet
because it's a quiet room
652
00:48:41,258 --> 00:48:45,788
"and they are, uh,
listening politely."
653
00:48:45,823 --> 00:48:48,395
And...
654
00:48:49,629 --> 00:48:53,103
We are, uh...
655
00:48:55,635 --> 00:48:58,603
We get scared to make noise
in those moments.
656
00:48:58,638 --> 00:49:00,770
(CHUCKLES) I do.
657
00:49:00,805 --> 00:49:04,609
As an audience member, I would
be like, "Gotta be quiet."
658
00:49:07,251 --> 00:49:10,285
So I just have to be cool.
659
00:49:12,454 --> 00:49:14,586
Be calm and collected.
660
00:49:21,067 --> 00:49:23,529
DANNY: I mean, everyone's
bought a ticket, right?
661
00:49:23,564 --> 00:49:26,070
Yeah. Unless they got
a free ticket.
662
00:49:26,105 --> 00:49:28,039
(BOTH LAUGH)
663
00:49:28,074 --> 00:49:30,041
DANNY: That's what's going
through your head?
664
00:49:30,076 --> 00:49:32,736
"All these people got a free
ticket. I hope they're..."
665
00:49:32,771 --> 00:49:35,541
Maybe ticket sales were bad,
so the local radio station
666
00:49:35,576 --> 00:49:37,411
was giving away tickets,
you know what I mean?
667
00:49:37,446 --> 00:49:39,083
DANNY: That's going through
your head on stage?
668
00:49:39,118 --> 00:49:40,381
Yeah.
669
00:49:40,416 --> 00:49:43,945
Maybe someone got given
a ticket for Christmas
670
00:49:43,980 --> 00:49:46,354
and they were like, "I don't
wanna go to that shit."
671
00:49:46,389 --> 00:49:48,587
And they gifted it,
they regifted it.
672
00:49:48,622 --> 00:49:50,292
DANNY: Mmm.
673
00:49:50,327 --> 00:49:52,459
-You know?
-DANNY: Yeah.
674
00:49:52,494 --> 00:49:54,857
Maybe they...they hate-bought
a ticket.
675
00:49:54,892 --> 00:49:57,695
They were like, "I hate her.
I'm gonna hate-watch...
676
00:49:57,730 --> 00:49:59,301
"I'm gonna hate-watch this show
677
00:49:59,336 --> 00:50:01,072
"and just hate
every minute of it."
678
00:50:03,175 --> 00:50:05,340
These are real things
that people do.
679
00:50:06,805 --> 00:50:08,772
DANNY: Instead of just going
and enjoying themselves?
680
00:50:08,807 --> 00:50:10,675
Yeah. (LAUGHS)
681
00:50:16,617 --> 00:50:20,289
WOMAN: OK. Do you wanna go on
on the right or the left?
682
00:50:20,324 --> 00:50:23,127
-Right, please.
-This way. Follow me.
683
00:50:23,162 --> 00:50:25,294
(COURTNEY CHUCKLES)
684
00:50:25,329 --> 00:50:27,296
Can you see? Can you see?
685
00:50:27,331 --> 00:50:29,133
Need some more light?
686
00:50:29,168 --> 00:50:31,102
COURTNEY: Yay!
687
00:50:31,137 --> 00:50:34,105
(SINGS) ♪ I wanna live
forever... ♪
688
00:50:34,140 --> 00:50:35,700
-WOMAN: Can you see?
-COURTNEY: Yep.
689
00:50:35,735 --> 00:50:37,966
(CROWD HUBBUB)
690
00:50:39,673 --> 00:50:41,277
OK. Yep.
691
00:50:41,312 --> 00:50:43,411
(CHEERING)
692
00:50:43,446 --> 00:50:46,183
(FLAPS LIPS AND VOCALISES)
693
00:50:47,945 --> 00:50:50,253
(SIGHS) I'm short
of breath already.
694
00:50:51,817 --> 00:50:53,553
-ANIKA: You are?
-Yeah.
695
00:50:53,588 --> 00:50:56,754
(RAPTUROUS CHEERING
AND APPLAUSE)
696
00:51:02,267 --> 00:51:03,728
Hey.
697
00:51:03,763 --> 00:51:06,269
Hello there.
698
00:51:10,176 --> 00:51:12,836
(STRUMS RANDOM NOTES)
699
00:51:15,478 --> 00:51:18,545
Sorry to cut Lucinda Williams
off then. That was rude.
700
00:51:18,580 --> 00:51:20,943
But what a great song
to walk out to.
701
00:51:20,978 --> 00:51:22,549
Alright, how is everyone?
702
00:51:22,584 --> 00:51:24,848
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
703
00:51:27,787 --> 00:51:29,853
MAN: We love you, Courtney!
704
00:51:29,888 --> 00:51:32,460
I love you too.
705
00:51:32,495 --> 00:51:34,726
(CHEERING)
706
00:51:34,761 --> 00:51:37,300
I can't believe
how many of you there are.
707
00:51:40,272 --> 00:51:42,239
Thanks for coming.
708
00:51:44,771 --> 00:51:48,674
(PLAYS 'I'M SO LONESOME
I COULD CRY' INTRO)
709
00:52:02,756 --> 00:52:05,427
♪ The silence
710
00:52:05,462 --> 00:52:10,597
♪ Of a falling star
711
00:52:10,632 --> 00:52:16,570
♪ Lights up a burning sky
712
00:52:18,167 --> 00:52:22,708
♪ And as I wonder
713
00:52:22,743 --> 00:52:25,744
♪ Where you are
714
00:52:25,779 --> 00:52:31,618
♪ I'm so lonesome I could cry
715
00:52:33,292 --> 00:52:39,296
♪ I'm so lonesome
I could cry
716
00:52:40,827 --> 00:52:43,564
♪ I'm so lonesome
717
00:52:43,599 --> 00:52:48,129
♪ I could cry
718
00:52:48,164 --> 00:52:51,066
♪ I'm so lonesome
719
00:52:51,101 --> 00:52:55,279
♪ I could cry. ♪
720
00:52:55,314 --> 00:52:57,908
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
721
00:53:01,584 --> 00:53:02,913
Thank you.
722
00:53:02,948 --> 00:53:06,114
(MUSIC PLAYS NEARBY)
723
00:53:10,956 --> 00:53:13,660
Five states in five hours.
724
00:53:19,129 --> 00:53:21,272
Couldn't do that in Australia.
725
00:53:44,286 --> 00:53:47,089
Do you think I need
to wear my beanie?
726
00:53:47,124 --> 00:53:50,466
My hair is...fluffy.
727
00:53:51,997 --> 00:53:55,834
And...gross.
728
00:54:10,752 --> 00:54:12,587
I've gone from,
like, a big darkness
729
00:54:12,622 --> 00:54:16,184
to, like, this...
this quite open optimism,
730
00:54:16,219 --> 00:54:18,087
which feels quite nice.
731
00:54:18,122 --> 00:54:19,693
I don't know where it came from.
732
00:54:19,728 --> 00:54:22,223
But now I'm like,
"Maybe it's noth..."
733
00:54:22,258 --> 00:54:24,731
There's something.
I just don't know what it is.
734
00:54:24,766 --> 00:54:29,197
But it brings people
some sort of joy,
735
00:54:29,232 --> 00:54:31,771
togetherness.
736
00:54:34,336 --> 00:54:36,237
Phew! Phew! (LAUGHS)
737
00:54:36,272 --> 00:54:37,579
Chh! Chh!
738
00:54:37,614 --> 00:54:42,815
♪ I wanna walk through
the park in the dark
739
00:54:42,850 --> 00:54:48,018
♪ Men are scared
that women will laugh at them
740
00:54:48,053 --> 00:54:52,594
♪ I wanna walk through
the park in the dark
741
00:54:52,629 --> 00:54:57,434
♪ Women are scared
that men will kill them... ♪
742
00:54:57,469 --> 00:55:00,228
Any questions before I...
743
00:55:00,263 --> 00:55:02,373
-WOMAN: How are you feeling?
-How am I feeling?
744
00:55:02,408 --> 00:55:04,408
-WOMAN: Yeah!
-I feel great.
745
00:55:04,443 --> 00:55:06,641
-Who was that?
-WOMAN: That was me.
746
00:55:06,676 --> 00:55:09,237
Hey, I have something for you
if you'd like it.
747
00:55:09,272 --> 00:55:11,305
COURTNEY: Oh! Oh, cool.
748
00:55:11,340 --> 00:55:14,451
-(SCATTERED APPLAUSE)
-WOMAN: Can you pass that?
749
00:55:14,486 --> 00:55:18,422
-COURTNEY: Oh, wow! Thanks!
-(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
750
00:55:18,457 --> 00:55:20,457
Oh! I saw this on the internet.
751
00:55:20,492 --> 00:55:22,250
-WOMAN: Yeah.
-Thanks.
752
00:55:22,285 --> 00:55:25,088
-WOMAN: I hope you like it.
-Thank you.
753
00:55:25,123 --> 00:55:27,464
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
754
00:55:30,502 --> 00:55:32,535
-Uh, what is your name?
-I'm Emily.
755
00:55:32,570 --> 00:55:35,065
Hi, Emily. Thank you.
756
00:55:45,308 --> 00:55:47,616
Thank you so much
for being here.
757
00:55:47,651 --> 00:55:50,454
All of you, all around.
758
00:55:50,489 --> 00:55:52,786
-(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
-Everyone.
759
00:55:57,056 --> 00:55:58,924
I hope you get home safe.
760
00:56:00,664 --> 00:56:02,829
The roads are slippery, right?
761
00:56:09,332 --> 00:56:12,135
It's crazy. Like,
I just got here a week ago.
762
00:56:12,170 --> 00:56:15,270
There's fires in Australia.
It's, like, 40 degrees.
763
00:56:15,305 --> 00:56:17,613
Our 40 degrees. Celsius.
764
00:56:17,648 --> 00:56:20,484
I don't know what that is.
Like a hundred?
765
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:24,818
There's fires one day,
766
00:56:24,853 --> 00:56:26,622
and then the next day
there was floods,
767
00:56:26,657 --> 00:56:29,625
and then the next day,
there was, like, hail.
768
00:56:31,123 --> 00:56:35,356
And then the next day
there was a...dust storm
769
00:56:35,391 --> 00:56:38,535
that lifted dust
from the centre of Australia
770
00:56:38,570 --> 00:56:40,999
all the way to the east coast.
771
00:56:44,004 --> 00:56:45,905
And the air was just red.
772
00:56:45,940 --> 00:56:48,237
And then the rain was red.
773
00:56:48,272 --> 00:56:50,613
And the puddles were red.
774
00:56:52,617 --> 00:56:55,915
You know, let's keep
talking about it.
775
00:56:55,950 --> 00:56:59,380
I think it's good
to talk about it.
776
00:56:59,415 --> 00:57:02,856
Like, all those bad things.
Otherwise...
777
00:57:02,891 --> 00:57:04,418
They're not just gonna go away
778
00:57:04,453 --> 00:57:06,420
if we don't talk
about it, right?
779
00:57:07,929 --> 00:57:09,698
-Right?
-(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)
780
00:57:09,733 --> 00:57:11,931
If we just pretend
it's not happening.
781
00:57:13,638 --> 00:57:15,539
Be careful on the icy roads.
782
00:57:15,574 --> 00:57:17,970
And just...I'm so grateful
that you're here
783
00:57:18,005 --> 00:57:21,710
and that we're, you know,
doing this thing together,
784
00:57:21,745 --> 00:57:23,305
this music thing.
785
00:57:26,684 --> 00:57:29,476
DANNY: Um, where do you
wanna sit? There's good.
786
00:57:29,511 --> 00:57:31,984
COURTNEY: Yeah? What should I...
787
00:57:32,019 --> 00:57:34,448
DANNY: Well, sit...sit
wherever you're comfortable.
788
00:57:37,057 --> 00:57:38,562
That's it. Right there.
789
00:57:38,597 --> 00:57:39,959
(COURTNEY LAUGHS)
790
00:57:39,994 --> 00:57:41,928
DANNY: Facing the wall.
Yeah, perfect.
791
00:57:41,963 --> 00:57:44,865
(LAUGHS)
792
00:57:44,900 --> 00:57:48,297
DANNY: There we go. Yeah.
793
00:57:48,332 --> 00:57:50,068
I was nervous before it started,
794
00:57:50,103 --> 00:57:51,707
but I think the whole...
795
00:57:51,742 --> 00:57:55,238
..this whole tour has been
really...has been really good.
796
00:57:55,273 --> 00:57:57,471
I think I was
a little bit, like, unsure
797
00:57:57,506 --> 00:58:00,441
of how I could be
entertaining enough,
798
00:58:00,476 --> 00:58:06,084
but...but the audiences
have been so, um, like,
799
00:58:06,119 --> 00:58:10,451
straightaway, um, positive
and really warm and...
800
00:58:10,486 --> 00:58:12,728
And... Yeah. It's...
801
00:58:12,763 --> 00:58:15,291
There's something about it
I've just really loved.
802
00:58:15,326 --> 00:58:18,602
Like, the...it's like
a different kind of intimacy
803
00:58:18,637 --> 00:58:21,869
with them and, like,
a kind of conversation almost,
804
00:58:21,904 --> 00:58:23,805
which feels really good.
805
00:58:23,840 --> 00:58:27,809
And it's, like,
revitalised something.
806
00:58:27,844 --> 00:58:32,913
Like, some sort of confidence
or some sort of...belief.
807
00:58:32,948 --> 00:58:34,541
And it's good, I mean,
808
00:58:34,576 --> 00:58:37,379
it makes me want
to write better songs,
809
00:58:37,414 --> 00:58:40,723
because the songs are so bare.
810
00:58:40,758 --> 00:58:44,518
So it's, like,
you really...you know,
811
00:58:44,553 --> 00:58:46,795
you really hear
everything in the song,
812
00:58:46,830 --> 00:58:48,632
so it's good in that way.
813
00:58:48,667 --> 00:58:51,426
It makes me want to
kind of try different things
814
00:58:51,461 --> 00:58:54,869
and think...think differently.
815
00:58:54,904 --> 00:58:56,706
So, like, different songwriting.
816
00:58:56,741 --> 00:58:59,005
(SINGS) ♪ Tell you all... ♪
817
00:59:00,470 --> 00:59:02,239
(HUMS)
818
00:59:07,653 --> 00:59:10,478
(PLAYS MELLOW TUNE)
819
00:59:19,423 --> 00:59:24,767
♪ And why are you so nice?
820
00:59:26,298 --> 00:59:29,530
♪ Looking forward to December
821
00:59:29,565 --> 00:59:33,336
♪ When I'm gonna have dinner
with you. ♪
822
00:59:44,921 --> 00:59:46,448
(STOPS PLAYING)
823
00:59:49,123 --> 00:59:51,552
I don't know
if I even like the line.
824
00:59:51,587 --> 00:59:55,391
It goes, "I would sell my soul
for a minute of your time."
825
00:59:56,933 --> 01:00:00,803
Which is very romantic
but it's very over the top.
826
01:00:02,664 --> 01:00:07,073
One minute of someone's time
for your whole soul?
827
01:00:07,108 --> 01:00:09,306
DANNY: How do you know
when a song's done?
828
01:00:09,341 --> 01:00:12,980
Uh...you know a song is done
829
01:00:13,015 --> 01:00:16,247
when, uh, it just keeps...
830
01:00:16,282 --> 01:00:19,448
Uh... When it...
831
01:00:21,826 --> 01:00:24,222
When you stop
questioning it, I guess.
832
01:00:24,257 --> 01:00:25,894
Or when it just flows properly.
833
01:00:25,929 --> 01:00:27,929
Like, this doesn't feel like
it's flowing properly.
834
01:00:27,964 --> 01:00:29,898
There's something wrong with it.
835
01:00:29,933 --> 01:00:33,297
It's, like, when it's really
fun to play over and over,
836
01:00:33,332 --> 01:00:36,069
then you know it's finished.
837
01:00:38,106 --> 01:00:39,875
It's never completely finished,
838
01:00:39,910 --> 01:00:42,009
but that's when
it's mostly finished.
839
01:00:43,749 --> 01:00:45,749
Close to finished.
840
01:00:45,784 --> 01:00:48,950
(CONTINUES PLAYING)
841
01:00:51,757 --> 01:00:53,647
DANNY: How long have you been
working on it?
842
01:00:55,959 --> 01:00:57,926
I guess it's kind of fresh.
843
01:00:57,961 --> 01:01:01,457
It's... It must have been
just after my niece was born.
844
01:01:02,625 --> 01:01:04,493
And my uncle died.
845
01:01:05,727 --> 01:01:09,597
'Cause of the lyric, "A baby
was born as a man lay dying."
846
01:01:10,732 --> 01:01:12,303
That was December.
847
01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:18,441
(PLAYS MELLOW TUNE)
848
01:01:25,681 --> 01:01:27,219
And the fires were happening.
849
01:01:27,254 --> 01:01:29,023
"Sit beside me,
watch the world burn.
850
01:01:29,058 --> 01:01:30,585
"We'll never learn."
851
01:01:34,998 --> 01:01:38,802
Now it's outdated
by a few months.
852
01:01:40,806 --> 01:01:43,466
Or...timeless.
853
01:01:43,501 --> 01:01:45,908
As they say.
854
01:02:14,466 --> 01:02:17,632
(ROCK MUSIC PLAYS QUIETLY)
855
01:02:24,608 --> 01:02:26,916
These are nice-looking
wine glasses.
856
01:02:28,183 --> 01:02:30,480
Crrr!
857
01:02:30,515 --> 01:02:33,087
Maybe it's the right time
for the last show for a while.
858
01:02:34,420 --> 01:02:37,025
'Cause I feel a bit tired.
859
01:02:37,060 --> 01:02:38,961
But I feel exc...
860
01:02:38,996 --> 01:02:41,095
I feel like, also,
on top of that,
861
01:02:41,130 --> 01:02:42,789
I feel in the swing of it.
862
01:02:42,824 --> 01:02:46,034
Like, I'm feeling
very comfortable on stage,
863
01:02:46,069 --> 01:02:47,629
which is rare.
864
01:02:50,073 --> 01:02:52,370
But I think it's, like,
the no set-up time.
865
01:02:52,405 --> 01:02:54,471
It's like, all of a sudden,
866
01:02:54,506 --> 01:02:56,803
all of a sudden,
you're on stage.
867
01:02:56,838 --> 01:02:58,541
Which I think
is probably good for me,
868
01:02:58,576 --> 01:03:00,279
so I don't think about it
too much.
869
01:03:02,118 --> 01:03:04,921
(STRUMS RANDOM NOTES) Encore?
870
01:03:06,188 --> 01:03:07,781
Should I do an encore?
871
01:03:09,224 --> 01:03:10,960
Do people like encores?
872
01:03:14,559 --> 01:03:16,460
The age-old debate.
873
01:03:19,168 --> 01:03:21,300
Sometimes I go to a show
and I'm like,
874
01:03:21,335 --> 01:03:23,500
"Just get off the stage.
875
01:03:24,976 --> 01:03:27,537
"Even though I love you,
don't do an encore.
876
01:03:27,572 --> 01:03:29,143
"My legs are tired."
877
01:03:32,643 --> 01:03:35,952
I'll do an encore. (LAUGHS)
878
01:03:38,154 --> 01:03:39,813
Just to spite them.
879
01:03:46,789 --> 01:03:48,965
(PLAYS 'SUNDAY ROAST')
880
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,166
(AUDIENCE CHEERS AND WHISTLES)
881
01:03:58,009 --> 01:04:00,438
♪ Keep on keepin' on
882
01:04:00,473 --> 01:04:03,705
♪ You know you're not alone
883
01:04:03,740 --> 01:04:05,773
AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone
884
01:04:05,808 --> 01:04:09,546
♪ And I know all your stories
885
01:04:09,581 --> 01:04:13,616
♪ But I'll listen to them again
886
01:04:14,652 --> 01:04:17,620
♪ And if you move away
887
01:04:17,655 --> 01:04:20,931
♪ You know I'll miss your face
888
01:04:20,966 --> 01:04:22,966
AUDIENCE: ♪ I'll miss your face
889
01:04:23,001 --> 01:04:26,266
♪ It's all the same to me
890
01:04:26,301 --> 01:04:31,799
♪ You know
it's all the same to me
891
01:04:31,834 --> 01:04:34,472
♪ Keep on keepin' on
892
01:04:34,507 --> 01:04:37,706
♪ You know you're not alone
893
01:04:37,741 --> 01:04:39,774
AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone
894
01:04:39,809 --> 01:04:43,250
♪ And I know all your stories
895
01:04:43,285 --> 01:04:47,881
♪ But I'll listen to them again
896
01:04:47,916 --> 01:04:51,060
♪ And if you move away
897
01:04:51,095 --> 01:04:54,360
♪ You know I'll miss your face
898
01:04:54,395 --> 01:04:56,230
AUDIENCE: ♪ I'll miss your face
899
01:04:56,265 --> 01:04:59,233
♪ It's all the same to me
900
01:04:59,268 --> 01:05:04,106
♪ You know
it's all the same to me
901
01:05:04,141 --> 01:05:07,373
♪ Keep on keepin' on
902
01:05:07,408 --> 01:05:10,442
♪ You know you're not alone
903
01:05:10,477 --> 01:05:12,147
AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone
904
01:05:12,182 --> 01:05:15,711
♪ And I know all your stories
905
01:05:15,746 --> 01:05:19,187
♪ But I'll listen to them
again... ♪
906
01:05:47,745 --> 01:05:49,448
Do you like my slippers?
907
01:05:52,013 --> 01:05:53,320
DANNY: Yeah.
908
01:05:55,126 --> 01:05:56,917
I got them in Mexico.
909
01:05:56,952 --> 01:05:58,787
-DANNY: Mexico?
-Yep.
910
01:06:19,744 --> 01:06:21,579
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
911
01:06:21,614 --> 01:06:23,548
Danny, you're gonna beso upset with me.
912
01:06:23,583 --> 01:06:25,286
I haven't...I haven't
913
01:06:25,321 --> 01:06:27,750
talked to the dictaphonethis whole tour.
914
01:06:31,789 --> 01:06:36,363
I feel like everything isstarting to make more sense.
915
01:06:36,398 --> 01:06:38,398
I think the...the journey
916
01:06:38,433 --> 01:06:43,469
is understanding what the...what the purpose is.
917
01:06:43,504 --> 01:06:47,671
And, uh, I think everyonestruggles with that journey.
918
01:06:50,412 --> 01:06:54,843
It's probably a lifelongkind of exploration.
919
01:06:58,981 --> 01:07:01,949
Sorry, this is gonna bea disappointing, uh, moment
920
01:07:01,984 --> 01:07:03,555
when I hand it over to you,
921
01:07:03,590 --> 01:07:07,757
but, uh...in the processof not talking,
922
01:07:07,792 --> 01:07:10,364
I feel like I've, uh...I've discovered something,
923
01:07:10,399 --> 01:07:13,059
which could, um, help,
924
01:07:13,094 --> 01:07:16,634
uh, in the...in the bigger picture.
925
01:07:16,669 --> 01:07:20,110
So let's see.Let's see how that goes.
926
01:07:26,679 --> 01:07:30,153
This year, I'm justlearning how to slow down.
927
01:07:32,113 --> 01:07:36,258
And, um, learningthe kind of importance
928
01:07:36,293 --> 01:07:40,130
of solitude and reflection.
929
01:07:42,728 --> 01:07:44,398
My new home.
930
01:07:49,471 --> 01:07:52,175
I do this thing whereI think I'm not being heard.
931
01:07:53,805 --> 01:07:56,443
I just have this fearthat the...
932
01:07:56,478 --> 01:07:58,742
..you know, the microphoneisn't loud enough
933
01:07:58,777 --> 01:08:01,316
or that I'm notbeing clear enough.
934
01:08:01,351 --> 01:08:06,112
So that's why I kind of end upsinging louder and screaming
935
01:08:06,147 --> 01:08:08,114
and playing guitar louder
936
01:08:08,149 --> 01:08:12,492
and everything kind ofslowly starts edging upwards.
937
01:08:14,397 --> 01:08:15,792
But I just feel like
938
01:08:15,827 --> 01:08:20,126
making quiet and peaceful,calm music.
939
01:08:20,161 --> 01:08:24,097
You know, as ifyou're in the room with me,
940
01:08:24,132 --> 01:08:28,145
just kind of quietlysinging you this idea.
941
01:08:30,006 --> 01:08:35,152
Like a gentleness that I thinkI lost along the way.
942
01:08:38,146 --> 01:08:42,324
I just can't yell anymore.
943
01:08:43,723 --> 01:08:46,361
For now. (LAUGHS)
944
01:08:46,396 --> 01:08:48,231
You need anything?
945
01:08:48,266 --> 01:08:50,464
DANNY: You talking to me
or the cat?
946
01:08:50,499 --> 01:08:52,565
COURTNEY: You. (LAUGHS)
947
01:08:54,470 --> 01:08:56,129
DANNY: No, thank you.
948
01:08:58,067 --> 01:09:00,177
(CAT PURRS)
949
01:09:01,609 --> 01:09:04,071
Hello. (CHUCKLES)
950
01:09:14,424 --> 01:09:16,589
You wanna be in the movie?
951
01:09:18,219 --> 01:09:19,955
Yes, you do.
952
01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:23,156
(PLAYS GENTLE TUNE)
953
01:09:29,802 --> 01:09:32,407
♪ In the dark
954
01:09:32,442 --> 01:09:34,376
♪ Are you scared?
955
01:09:34,411 --> 01:09:37,907
♪ Did you hear those dogs bark?
956
01:09:39,108 --> 01:09:40,481
♪ Da-da-da
957
01:09:40,516 --> 01:09:44,386
♪ They don't mean
you no harm
958
01:09:44,421 --> 01:09:48,291
♪ Shine the torch
on the path
959
01:09:48,326 --> 01:09:53,296
♪ Darlin', please
don't let go of my arm
960
01:09:55,399 --> 01:09:57,190
♪ When you sleep
961
01:09:57,225 --> 01:09:59,467
♪ Are you warm?
962
01:09:59,502 --> 01:10:03,064
♪ Can you feel
my cold feet?
963
01:10:03,099 --> 01:10:08,245
♪ Yeah, I don't want you
to be alone
964
01:10:09,446 --> 01:10:15,384
♪ And I don't want you
to be alone
965
01:10:15,419 --> 01:10:20,818
♪ Yeah, I don't want you
to be alone... ♪
966
01:10:24,956 --> 01:10:28,397
So there's a good amount
967
01:10:28,432 --> 01:10:31,763
of traffic in this area.
968
01:10:31,798 --> 01:10:33,600
Foot traffic.
969
01:10:35,164 --> 01:10:36,669
Yeah.
970
01:10:44,745 --> 01:10:48,285
Well, what I've learnt
is that nobody looks up.
971
01:10:49,948 --> 01:10:51,486
People look at the ground
972
01:10:51,521 --> 01:10:54,753
or they look at their phone
or they look ahead, obviously.
973
01:10:54,788 --> 01:10:56,755
But they don't look up.
974
01:11:04,567 --> 01:11:08,129
I love the colour of the trees
at the moment.
975
01:11:10,067 --> 01:11:13,101
Well, it's getting
more into winter,
976
01:11:13,136 --> 01:11:16,742
so it's kind of fading, but...
977
01:11:19,340 --> 01:11:22,781
..all those red and orange
leaves everywhere.
978
01:11:22,816 --> 01:11:24,585
So beautiful.
979
01:11:28,921 --> 01:11:32,186
I was playing with the inks
the other day.
980
01:11:32,221 --> 01:11:34,430
I quite like that one.
981
01:11:38,832 --> 01:11:40,733
That's the window.
982
01:11:47,005 --> 01:11:50,875
Does that look like me?
That was a self-portrait.
983
01:11:50,910 --> 01:11:52,745
It kind of...
it kind of looks like
984
01:11:52,780 --> 01:11:55,209
how I drew in high school.
985
01:11:55,244 --> 01:11:58,355
DANNY: I can't tell
which one's the real Courtney.
986
01:12:01,184 --> 01:12:03,789
I'm looking very pouty.
987
01:12:03,824 --> 01:12:05,758
(LAUGHS)
988
01:12:05,793 --> 01:12:09,795
And then I started drawing
lots of birds on the wires.
989
01:12:09,830 --> 01:12:12,633
-(BACKGROUND POP MUSIC PLAYS)
-(HUMS ALONG)
990
01:12:15,231 --> 01:12:18,771
-(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
-Mmm, Danny.
991
01:12:18,806 --> 01:12:24,040
Um, I'm thinking about, um,how to make my next record.
992
01:12:24,075 --> 01:12:27,373
I kind of have no ideawhere to start.
993
01:12:27,408 --> 01:12:30,376
I think I might askmy friend Stella
994
01:12:30,411 --> 01:12:35,216
to help me, um...gather my thoughts
995
01:12:35,251 --> 01:12:38,527
and my ideas into one spot.
996
01:12:41,422 --> 01:12:45,798
♪ Let me know, let me know
how you go, how you go... ♪
997
01:12:45,833 --> 01:12:48,999
(CONTINUES HUMMING ALONG
TO BACKGROUND POP MUSIC)
998
01:12:54,974 --> 01:12:57,007
♪ How, how it shows... ♪
999
01:13:08,658 --> 01:13:11,824
(GUITAR, RHYTHMIC DRUMBEAT
AND CLICKS PLAY)
1000
01:13:14,059 --> 01:13:18,534
I feel so happy today.
1001
01:13:18,569 --> 01:13:22,230
It's hard to explain whybut I just, um...
1002
01:13:22,265 --> 01:13:25,706
I feel really, uh, inspired.
1003
01:13:25,741 --> 01:13:28,478
I just really missmaking music, I think.
1004
01:13:28,513 --> 01:13:30,843
I miss making musicwith other people.
1005
01:13:33,276 --> 01:13:35,177
DANNY: What's the song about?
1006
01:13:36,620 --> 01:13:38,554
What's this song about?
1007
01:13:38,589 --> 01:13:41,755
(RHYTHMIC ELECTRONIC BEAT PLAYS)
1008
01:13:42,758 --> 01:13:44,626
It's about, um...
1009
01:13:44,661 --> 01:13:48,190
..um, a conversation
with a friend
1010
01:13:48,225 --> 01:13:53,965
who is telling...me, um,
1011
01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,099
about someone
they're in love with.
1012
01:13:56,134 --> 01:13:59,399
(PLAYS GUITAR ALONG TO BEAT)
1013
01:14:05,077 --> 01:14:07,781
♪ I've been around the world
1014
01:14:07,816 --> 01:14:11,752
♪ Looking for the perfect girl
1015
01:14:11,787 --> 01:14:16,053
♪ Turns out she was just
living down the street... ♪
1016
01:14:16,088 --> 01:14:17,923
A bit faster?
1017
01:14:17,958 --> 01:14:20,453
♪ Living down the street... ♪
1018
01:14:26,428 --> 01:14:28,901
Stella, what would you like
on your toast?
1019
01:14:28,936 --> 01:14:30,837
STELLA: Mmm...
1020
01:14:32,137 --> 01:14:34,269
-Salami!
-(COURTNEY LAUGHS)
1021
01:14:36,911 --> 01:14:38,713
Day three of four,
is that right?
1022
01:14:38,748 --> 01:14:41,683
Day three of four. Correct.
1023
01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:46,149
We're gonna, um...
1024
01:14:46,184 --> 01:14:49,823
..record two songs - maybe.
1025
01:14:51,321 --> 01:14:54,355
-If we feel like it.
-If we feel like it.
1026
01:14:54,390 --> 01:14:55,895
(BOTH LAUGH)
1027
01:14:55,930 --> 01:14:57,765
Vegemite on my tooth?
1028
01:14:57,800 --> 01:14:59,833
(LAUGHS)
1029
01:15:10,747 --> 01:15:13,044
COURTNEY: ♪ An old man... ♪
1030
01:15:13,079 --> 01:15:15,783
-In the chorus?
-Just everywhere. Yeah.
1031
01:15:15,818 --> 01:15:17,620
Like, or whether
you wanna keep the...
1032
01:15:17,655 --> 01:15:20,788
(VARIES DRUMBEAT)
1033
01:15:20,823 --> 01:15:22,658
COURTNEY: I like it. I like it.
1034
01:15:22,693 --> 01:15:26,255
I think it gives it
a little bit of...interest.
1035
01:15:27,929 --> 01:15:29,225
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
1036
01:15:31,229 --> 01:15:33,603
I think the thingthat always gets me
1037
01:15:33,638 --> 01:15:35,737
is that it...like,when you record something,
1038
01:15:35,772 --> 01:15:38,201
you're making this definitivepiece of history
1039
01:15:38,236 --> 01:15:41,644
that will sitas a thing forever.
1040
01:15:41,679 --> 01:15:43,811
That makes sense.But I think also...
1041
01:15:45,309 --> 01:15:46,979
I really love the idea
1042
01:15:47,014 --> 01:15:52,721
of, um...of letting goof that perfectionism.
1043
01:15:52,756 --> 01:15:54,987
Like, letting go of the idea
1044
01:15:55,022 --> 01:15:58,419
that what I'm doingis the most important thing
1045
01:15:58,454 --> 01:16:01,290
in the world.
1046
01:16:01,325 --> 01:16:05,063
Not to, like, give it no credit,
1047
01:16:05,098 --> 01:16:07,593
but, you know, it's true.
1048
01:16:07,628 --> 01:16:11,872
There's...there's no pointworking up, I don't know,
1049
01:16:11,907 --> 01:16:17,405
these big, like, wallsof catastrophe...
1050
01:16:18,848 --> 01:16:21,915
..and disasterover...over creation.
1051
01:16:25,987 --> 01:16:27,547
Gonna clock off for now,
1052
01:16:27,582 --> 01:16:29,692
but I'll...I'll come back
1053
01:16:29,727 --> 01:16:31,320
with something eventually.
1054
01:16:32,730 --> 01:16:34,829
Alright, Danny. 'Bye.
1055
01:16:39,132 --> 01:16:44,597
I just think it has room
to be, um, more inconsistent.
1056
01:16:44,632 --> 01:16:45,906
STELLA: Yep.
1057
01:16:45,941 --> 01:16:47,743
Play.
1058
01:16:48,911 --> 01:16:51,637
Play...uh, play the tempo
for you.
1059
01:16:51,672 --> 01:16:53,980
-Um...
-STELLA: Play.
1060
01:16:54,015 --> 01:16:58,952
♪ Time is money
1061
01:16:58,987 --> 01:17:04,122
♪ And money is no man's friend
1062
01:17:04,157 --> 01:17:09,193
♪ And all eyes on the pavement
1063
01:17:09,228 --> 01:17:12,229
♪ I'm not gonna touch ya
1064
01:17:12,264 --> 01:17:16,464
♪ Don't worry so much about it
1065
01:17:16,499 --> 01:17:18,906
♪ I'm just waiting
1066
01:17:18,941 --> 01:17:20,908
♪ For the day
1067
01:17:20,943 --> 01:17:24,340
♪ To become night. ♪
1068
01:17:25,343 --> 01:17:28,608
(TAPS HOLLOWLY)
1069
01:17:39,159 --> 01:17:41,225
-Hold on.
-Go.
1070
01:17:41,260 --> 01:17:43,964
-Wait. Hold on. Wait.
-Go. Go. Go.
1071
01:17:43,999 --> 01:17:46,197
-Go!
-One, two, three, go!
1072
01:17:46,232 --> 01:17:47,495
Fuck.
1073
01:17:49,499 --> 01:17:51,565
-Another one.
-Cancel each other out.
1074
01:17:51,600 --> 01:17:52,940
Another one.
1075
01:17:52,975 --> 01:17:55,701
No, exactly the same time.
Ready?
1076
01:17:55,736 --> 01:17:57,703
On 'go' or 'three'?
1077
01:17:57,738 --> 01:17:59,573
One, two, three and then go.
1078
01:17:59,608 --> 01:18:02,411
-So technically four.
-(LAUGHS)
1079
01:18:02,446 --> 01:18:05,447
-One, two, three, four!
-One, two, three, go!
1080
01:18:07,484 --> 01:18:08,582
(DICTAPHONE CLICKS)
1081
01:18:10,487 --> 01:18:12,025
Every now and then,
1082
01:18:12,060 --> 01:18:15,655
I have this real momentof, uh...of clarity.
1083
01:18:22,004 --> 01:18:24,598
Like, I have this understanding
1084
01:18:24,633 --> 01:18:28,305
and this, uh,opposite of anxiety
1085
01:18:28,340 --> 01:18:33,948
washes over me and I feel likeI'm moving ahead somehow.
1086
01:18:35,347 --> 01:18:38,744
When you can see aheadand see the positive,
1087
01:18:38,779 --> 01:18:41,384
then when you do taketwo steps back
1088
01:18:41,419 --> 01:18:42,924
and you're in the negative,
1089
01:18:42,959 --> 01:18:45,256
then you know that...
1090
01:18:46,754 --> 01:18:50,558
..it's a possibilityto...to feel good again.
1091
01:18:54,399 --> 01:18:56,234
It's just a nice reminder
1092
01:18:56,269 --> 01:18:59,402
that...that there'sgood things ahead,
1093
01:18:59,437 --> 01:19:01,107
there's good things coming,
1094
01:19:01,142 --> 01:19:03,373
and there's good thingsin the past,
1095
01:19:03,408 --> 01:19:05,914
and you just have to take themand build on them
1096
01:19:05,949 --> 01:19:08,147
and, um, rearrange them
1097
01:19:08,182 --> 01:19:12,151
to get where you wanna getin the future.
1098
01:19:17,895 --> 01:19:19,796
(INAUDIBLE)
1099
01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:25,461
I think the last album,
1100
01:19:25,496 --> 01:19:28,871
you can hear a lot of, um,like, tension in there,
1101
01:19:28,906 --> 01:19:33,601
a lot of kind of defensivenessand frustration and anger,
1102
01:19:33,636 --> 01:19:37,913
and I feel this album isa lot more kind of gentle
1103
01:19:37,948 --> 01:19:40,146
and, um, open,
1104
01:19:40,181 --> 01:19:45,954
and these songs focus on...love.
1105
01:19:48,959 --> 01:19:50,926
But not just love of a person,
1106
01:19:50,961 --> 01:19:55,128
but love of, like,being a loving person.
1107
01:20:03,006 --> 01:20:05,138
(STELLA LAUGHS)
1108
01:20:07,439 --> 01:20:09,571
Are you planningto see Georgia again
1109
01:20:09,606 --> 01:20:11,111
when you go through Sydney?
1110
01:20:11,146 --> 01:20:12,915
Yeah, when we go back
through Sydney.
1111
01:20:12,950 --> 01:20:16,743
So a few weeks away, we'll see
Blake and Hayley and Georgia.
1112
01:20:16,778 --> 01:20:18,745
-And, um...
-Right, good.
1113
01:20:18,780 --> 01:20:22,419
I'll give them an extra...
an extra hug for you both.
1114
01:20:22,454 --> 01:20:24,894
(CONTINUES
CHATTING INDISTINCTLY)
1115
01:20:24,929 --> 01:20:26,896
COURTNEY: As someoneonce told me,
1116
01:20:26,931 --> 01:20:32,528
my albums won't be with meon my deathbed
1117
01:20:32,563 --> 01:20:35,465
holding my hand.
1118
01:20:37,975 --> 01:20:41,944
This film will not be with us
1119
01:20:41,979 --> 01:20:44,243
as we lie dying.
1120
01:20:49,514 --> 01:20:52,581
But I like to think inthe bigger scheme of things,
1121
01:20:52,616 --> 01:20:55,815
it will live on and...
1122
01:20:58,556 --> 01:21:00,259
..help other people
1123
01:21:00,294 --> 01:21:02,426
or inspire other people
1124
01:21:02,461 --> 01:21:05,825
or createsome sort of conversation...
1125
01:21:07,004 --> 01:21:09,466
..for some purpose.
1126
01:21:15,672 --> 01:21:18,838
(INAUDIBLE)
1127
01:21:21,810 --> 01:21:25,251
I think I've figured outthat my eternal goal
1128
01:21:25,286 --> 01:21:30,091
is...to empower peoplewho need empowering.
1129
01:21:34,064 --> 01:21:38,561
To communicate ideasand stories and emotions.
1130
01:21:45,108 --> 01:21:49,209
To give someone in the audience
1131
01:21:49,244 --> 01:21:52,905
the energy or the power...
1132
01:21:52,940 --> 01:21:55,083
(INAUDIBLE)
1133
01:21:57,285 --> 01:21:59,153
..to feel something.
1134
01:22:03,654 --> 01:22:05,995
To forget something.
1135
01:22:11,134 --> 01:22:13,233
To remember something.
1136
01:22:22,079 --> 01:22:24,277
To be inspired.
1137
01:22:28,448 --> 01:22:33,022
To feel happinessor to feel an emotion...
1138
01:22:36,489 --> 01:22:41,360
..that, um, allows themto transcend...
1139
01:22:43,298 --> 01:22:44,594
..life.
1140
01:22:48,798 --> 01:22:53,042
And, um...you know, helps them
1141
01:22:53,077 --> 01:22:55,572
in...in their journey.
1142
01:23:02,977 --> 01:23:06,715
COURTNEY AND AUDIENCE:
♪ If you've got a
1143
01:23:06,750 --> 01:23:11,225
♪ Spare half a million
1144
01:23:11,260 --> 01:23:15,196
♪ You could knock it down
1145
01:23:15,231 --> 01:23:19,266
♪ And start rebuilding
1146
01:23:19,301 --> 01:23:22,896
♪ If you've got a
1147
01:23:22,931 --> 01:23:27,142
♪ Spare half a million
1148
01:23:27,177 --> 01:23:31,410
♪ You could knock it down
1149
01:23:31,445 --> 01:23:34,974
♪ And start rebuilding. ♪
1150
01:23:35,009 --> 01:23:37,317
(SONG ENDS)
1151
01:23:42,126 --> 01:23:45,292
(INTRO TO 'WRITE A LIST OF
THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO')
1152
01:23:56,734 --> 01:24:01,572
♪ Nobody knows
1153
01:24:02,674 --> 01:24:05,939
♪ While we keep trying
1154
01:24:05,974 --> 01:24:09,217
♪ While
we keep trying
1155
01:24:09,252 --> 01:24:11,351
♪ And so
1156
01:24:12,486 --> 01:24:14,618
♪ On it goes
1157
01:24:15,819 --> 01:24:19,722
♪ I'm looking forward
to the next
1158
01:24:19,757 --> 01:24:24,056
♪ Letter that
I'm gonna get from you
1159
01:24:35,575 --> 01:24:40,809
♪ A baby is born
1160
01:24:42,252 --> 01:24:45,451
♪ As a man lay dying
1161
01:24:45,486 --> 01:24:48,784
♪ As a man
lay dying
1162
01:24:48,819 --> 01:24:51,886
♪ And so
1163
01:24:51,921 --> 01:24:55,120
♪ On it goes
1164
01:24:55,155 --> 01:24:59,366
♪ I'm looking forward
to the next
1165
01:24:59,401 --> 01:25:03,733
♪ Letter that
I'm gonna get from you
1166
01:25:14,317 --> 01:25:17,109
♪ Sit beside me
1167
01:25:17,144 --> 01:25:20,585
♪ Watch the world burn
1168
01:25:20,620 --> 01:25:22,917
♪ We'll never learn
1169
01:25:22,952 --> 01:25:27,119
♪ We don't deserve nice things
1170
01:25:28,089 --> 01:25:33,301
♪ And we'll scream
self-righteously
1171
01:25:34,403 --> 01:25:36,029
♪ We did our best
1172
01:25:36,064 --> 01:25:40,803
♪ But what does that
really mean?
1173
01:25:42,103 --> 01:25:44,609
♪ I'm walking around
1174
01:25:44,644 --> 01:25:48,547
♪ Walking around
1175
01:25:48,582 --> 01:25:54,487
♪ With my head down,
my head down
1176
01:25:54,522 --> 01:25:57,589
♪ And I'm pushing away
1177
01:25:57,624 --> 01:26:01,296
♪ Pushing away
1178
01:26:01,331 --> 01:26:07,159
♪ Yeah, I'm pushing away,
pushing away. ♪
1179
01:26:37,059 --> 01:26:40,929
Oh, God. Did I stop thisor what? No.
1180
01:26:40,964 --> 01:26:42,634
Stop.
1181
01:26:44,099 --> 01:26:45,373
How do you... (LAUGHS)
1182
01:26:45,408 --> 01:26:47,771
I've forgottenhow to use this thing.
83465
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