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Is that a badge of pride for you? 16 00:01:46,809 --> 00:01:48,941 Like, how do you reflect on that? 17 00:01:48,976 --> 00:01:51,416 Um, I think all of my songs 18 00:01:51,451 --> 00:01:54,881 are just trying to figure feelings and situations out, 19 00:01:54,916 --> 00:01:58,522 um, you know, very...very openly 20 00:01:58,557 --> 00:02:02,691 and to whoever's willing to listen. 21 00:02:02,726 --> 00:02:05,694 DJ: Talk about where you're at right now artistically, 22 00:02:05,729 --> 00:02:08,532 emotionally in the songs. 23 00:02:08,567 --> 00:02:11,304 How... (LAUGHS) How do you really feel these days? 24 00:02:11,339 --> 00:02:14,098 COURTNEY: I just turned 30 last year 25 00:02:14,133 --> 00:02:17,068 and I feel like I stepped over some sort of line 26 00:02:17,103 --> 00:02:20,874 but, I don't know, it's still...I'm still lost. 27 00:02:20,909 --> 00:02:22,546 -(LAUGHS) -Still kind of figuring it out? 28 00:02:22,581 --> 00:02:24,911 Every day, trying to figure... figure stuff out. 29 00:02:24,946 --> 00:02:27,947 But I feel, uh, you know, pretty grateful 30 00:02:27,982 --> 00:02:29,949 and just doing it. 31 00:02:29,984 --> 00:02:34,426 (CROWD CHEERS, WHISTLES AND CLAPS) 32 00:02:35,924 --> 00:02:40,267 Our next guest is making her American TV debut tonight. 33 00:02:40,302 --> 00:02:42,401 To perform the song 'Avant Gardener' 34 00:02:42,436 --> 00:02:43,897 from her new release, 35 00:02:43,932 --> 00:02:46,471 'The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas', 36 00:02:46,506 --> 00:02:49,100 please welcome Courtney Barnett. 37 00:02:49,135 --> 00:02:52,136 (SINGS) ♪ I'm having trouble breathing in. ♪ 38 00:02:55,350 --> 00:02:58,582 (APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) 39 00:03:00,784 --> 00:03:02,883 -ELLEN: Thank you so much! -COURTNEY: Thanks. 40 00:03:02,918 --> 00:03:05,919 -ELLEN: Thank you so much! -(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) 41 00:03:05,954 --> 00:03:07,459 The name of the CD is 42 00:03:07,494 --> 00:03:09,626 'Sometimes I Sit and Think and Sometimes I Just Sit'. 43 00:03:09,661 --> 00:03:11,760 Everyone in the audience, you're going home with a copy. 44 00:03:11,795 --> 00:03:14,334 -(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) -Courtney Barnett! 45 00:03:27,745 --> 00:03:29,239 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 46 00:03:29,274 --> 00:03:31,648 COURTNEY: Danny, I'm trying to figure out 47 00:03:31,683 --> 00:03:34,915 how to delete everything. 48 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:40,954 I've said because I'm self-conscious about it, 49 00:03:40,989 --> 00:03:42,989 but I can't figure it out. 50 00:03:44,465 --> 00:03:49,963 So I don't know what's gonna happen. 51 00:03:49,998 --> 00:03:52,064 (UPBEAT ROCK MUSIC) 52 00:03:57,841 --> 00:03:59,412 (COURTNEY SINGS) ♪ The city looks pretty 53 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:01,579 ♪ When you've been indoors 54 00:04:01,614 --> 00:04:05,781 ♪ For 23 days I've ignored all your phone calls 55 00:04:09,556 --> 00:04:13,690 ♪ And everyone's waiting when you get back home 56 00:04:13,725 --> 00:04:18,222 ♪ They don't know where you've been, why you're gone so long 57 00:04:21,403 --> 00:04:24,096 ♪ Friends treat you like a stranger 58 00:04:24,131 --> 00:04:28,034 ♪ And strangers treat you like their best friend 59 00:04:28,069 --> 00:04:29,739 ♪ Oh, well 60 00:04:33,239 --> 00:04:36,812 ♪ Spare a thought for the ones that came before 61 00:04:36,847 --> 00:04:41,850 ♪ All in a daze bending backwards to reach your goal 62 00:04:48,155 --> 00:04:51,926 ♪ Sometimes I get sad 63 00:04:51,961 --> 00:04:56,403 ♪ It's not all that bad 64 00:04:56,438 --> 00:04:59,802 ♪ One day, maybe never 65 00:04:59,837 --> 00:05:04,235 ♪ I'll come around 66 00:05:09,847 --> 00:05:13,750 ♪ Sometimes I get mad 67 00:05:13,785 --> 00:05:17,622 ♪ It's not half as bad 68 00:05:17,657 --> 00:05:21,626 ♪ Pull yourself together 69 00:05:21,661 --> 00:05:25,223 ♪ And just calm down 70 00:05:27,095 --> 00:05:29,326 ♪ Oh, oh 71 00:05:30,670 --> 00:05:32,835 ♪ Oh, oh. ♪ 72 00:05:43,815 --> 00:05:46,343 (LAIDBACK ROCK INTRO) 73 00:06:09,236 --> 00:06:14,646 (COURTNEY SINGS) ♪ I'll be what you want 74 00:06:14,681 --> 00:06:18,650 ♪ Oh, when you want it 75 00:06:23,723 --> 00:06:27,021 ♪ But I'll 76 00:06:27,056 --> 00:06:29,793 ♪ Never be 77 00:06:29,828 --> 00:06:33,060 ♪ What you need 78 00:06:38,166 --> 00:06:42,872 ♪ And the city 79 00:06:42,907 --> 00:06:44,973 ♪ Looks pretty 80 00:06:45,008 --> 00:06:47,041 ♪ From where 81 00:06:47,076 --> 00:06:52,585 ♪ I'm standing. ♪ 82 00:07:06,634 --> 00:07:10,262 (GUITAR SOLO) 83 00:07:42,769 --> 00:07:44,802 (SONG ENDS) 84 00:07:54,682 --> 00:07:59,718 Uh, take bus for 10 hours from here to watch you. 85 00:07:59,753 --> 00:08:01,555 -Whoa. -You are my biggest star. 86 00:08:01,590 --> 00:08:03,051 -Oh, thank you. -Yeah. 87 00:08:03,086 --> 00:08:04,723 -Iconic star. -Xie xie. 88 00:08:04,758 --> 00:08:07,418 -I appreciate that so much. -Can I... 89 00:08:07,453 --> 00:08:09,057 I'm gonna sign you both a poster. 90 00:08:09,092 --> 00:08:11,521 Can I ask you to write your... 91 00:08:11,556 --> 00:08:14,128 ..one of your lyrics on my T-shirt? 92 00:08:14,163 --> 00:08:15,635 Yeah. Uh-huh. 93 00:08:15,670 --> 00:08:18,968 "I'd rather stay in bed with the rain over my head 94 00:08:19,003 --> 00:08:23,104 "than have to pick my brain up off the floor." 95 00:08:23,139 --> 00:08:24,908 -Uh-huh. On that? -Yeah. From here. 96 00:08:24,943 --> 00:08:26,107 My name Bobby. 97 00:08:26,142 --> 00:08:28,879 -B-O-B-B-Y. Bobby. -OK. OK. (CHUCKLES) 98 00:08:28,914 --> 00:08:31,145 "I'd rather stay in bed..." 99 00:08:31,180 --> 00:08:33,686 BOBBY: 100 00:08:33,721 --> 00:08:35,688 -COURTNEY: Oh, yeah? (LAUGHS) -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 101 00:08:35,723 --> 00:08:37,415 Me too. (LAUGHS) 102 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:39,923 -I love you. You're fantastic. -"I'd rather stay in bed..." 103 00:08:39,958 --> 00:08:41,595 BOBBY: The song is fantastic. 104 00:08:41,630 --> 00:08:43,553 "With the rain..." 105 00:08:43,588 --> 00:08:45,555 -Rain? -Rain. Rain. 106 00:08:45,590 --> 00:08:47,062 BOBBY: "Rain over my head." 107 00:08:47,097 --> 00:08:48,866 COURTNEY: "With the rain over..." Oh, yeah, yeah. 108 00:08:48,901 --> 00:08:52,573 "Rain over my head." 109 00:08:54,071 --> 00:08:55,466 What's the next one? 110 00:08:55,501 --> 00:08:57,270 BOBBY: 111 00:08:59,571 --> 00:09:01,648 Oh, that's right. (CHUCKLES) 112 00:09:02,651 --> 00:09:05,619 Oh, OK. OK. (HUMS) 113 00:09:05,654 --> 00:09:10,085 "Up...off...the..." 114 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:11,218 -Floor. -"..floor." 115 00:09:11,253 --> 00:09:12,516 -Yeah. -(LAUGHS) 116 00:09:12,551 --> 00:09:14,925 And can you write your name? 117 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:16,861 -Yeah. -Courtney Barnett. 118 00:09:16,896 --> 00:09:19,457 (SERENE MUSIC) 119 00:09:22,737 --> 00:09:24,462 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 120 00:09:26,070 --> 00:09:27,971 COURTNEY: I thought I should just try 121 00:09:28,006 --> 00:09:32,976 to get into the swing of talking to you 122 00:09:33,011 --> 00:09:37,046 because, um, I think I overthink it, you know? 123 00:09:37,081 --> 00:09:41,578 I, uh...I overthink what I need to say 124 00:09:41,613 --> 00:09:44,856 and then I don't say anything. 125 00:09:44,891 --> 00:09:48,123 Maybe it's more useful to just... 126 00:09:48,158 --> 00:09:50,730 (YAWNS) 127 00:09:50,765 --> 00:09:52,325 ..talk. 128 00:09:54,395 --> 00:09:57,132 (P.A. ANNOUNCEMENT IN MANDARIN) 129 00:09:59,807 --> 00:10:03,633 COURTNEY: I had a submission on my website with a comment box 130 00:10:03,668 --> 00:10:07,714 asking people to tell me how you really feel. 131 00:10:07,749 --> 00:10:12,444 It's been really humbling and really beautiful 132 00:10:12,479 --> 00:10:17,889 reading what people are willing to share 133 00:10:17,924 --> 00:10:21,728 and to, uh...to be open about. 134 00:10:23,259 --> 00:10:25,732 I'm gonna read you some. 135 00:10:25,767 --> 00:10:28,768 There's, like, literally thousands of them. 136 00:10:32,499 --> 00:10:35,566 (READS) "Feeling lonely but I don't know why." 137 00:10:35,601 --> 00:10:39,306 "Feeling exhausted but don't wanna show it." 138 00:10:39,341 --> 00:10:42,243 "A little guilty but generous." 139 00:10:42,278 --> 00:10:44,718 "Giddy with falling in love." 140 00:10:44,753 --> 00:10:46,676 "Happy but stressed." 141 00:10:46,711 --> 00:10:48,645 "Brave and terrified." 142 00:10:49,923 --> 00:10:52,924 There's a really overwhelming number 143 00:10:52,959 --> 00:10:56,389 of, "I feel tired". 144 00:10:58,459 --> 00:11:00,767 "I feel hopeless." 145 00:11:00,802 --> 00:11:03,231 "I feel alone." 146 00:11:03,266 --> 00:11:05,596 A lot of people feel alone. 147 00:11:05,631 --> 00:11:08,599 Maybe they're not so alone. 148 00:11:08,634 --> 00:11:10,601 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 149 00:11:10,636 --> 00:11:14,407 -(HARD DRUMMING) -(CROWD CLAPS ALONG) 150 00:11:14,442 --> 00:11:18,477 (SINGS) ♪ I'm not suicidal, just idling insignificantly 151 00:11:18,512 --> 00:11:21,546 ♪ I come up here for perception and clarity 152 00:11:21,581 --> 00:11:24,714 ♪ I like to imagine I'm playing 'SimCity' 153 00:11:24,749 --> 00:11:28,124 ♪ All the people look like ants from up here 154 00:11:28,159 --> 00:11:31,765 ♪ And the wind's the only traffic you can hear 155 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:35,461 ♪ He said, "All I ever wanted to be 156 00:11:35,496 --> 00:11:39,905 ♪ "Was an elevator operator Can you help me, please?" 157 00:11:41,843 --> 00:11:45,977 ♪ Don't jump, little boy, Don't jump off that roof. ♪ 158 00:11:46,012 --> 00:11:49,574 -(GUITAR PLAYS NEARBY) -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 159 00:11:53,481 --> 00:11:55,613 (MUSIC FADES) 160 00:11:58,453 --> 00:12:00,057 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 161 00:12:01,291 --> 00:12:02,928 COURTNEY: It's amazing how different 162 00:12:02,963 --> 00:12:07,460 a live performance can be from day to day. 163 00:12:14,139 --> 00:12:18,240 One day it can be so totally liberating 164 00:12:18,275 --> 00:12:21,375 and electric and energetic 165 00:12:21,410 --> 00:12:25,016 and alive. 166 00:12:30,221 --> 00:12:31,748 And then another day, 167 00:12:31,783 --> 00:12:35,026 it can just be so rigid 168 00:12:35,061 --> 00:12:36,863 and full of fear 169 00:12:36,898 --> 00:12:42,132 and...and, uh, can feel so far away. 170 00:12:46,303 --> 00:12:49,139 Going through those motions and playing the songs 171 00:12:49,174 --> 00:12:51,944 and then, um, just having 172 00:12:51,979 --> 00:12:54,881 this whole other narrative running in my head 173 00:12:54,916 --> 00:12:57,950 about how everyone, 174 00:12:57,985 --> 00:13:00,920 you know, is standing still 175 00:13:00,955 --> 00:13:04,891 and thinks I'm a big joke 176 00:13:04,926 --> 00:13:08,389 and talentless. 177 00:13:08,424 --> 00:13:10,787 (LOW, ENIGMATIC MUSIC) 178 00:13:22,009 --> 00:13:26,143 'Cause I see myself trying to go through, you know, these motions 179 00:13:26,178 --> 00:13:30,543 of, you know, what... what you're supposed to do 180 00:13:30,578 --> 00:13:33,018 or what people expect you to do. 181 00:13:39,290 --> 00:13:42,027 It's like that unwritten rule on stage 182 00:13:42,062 --> 00:13:45,723 to, uh, you know, walk to the front 183 00:13:45,758 --> 00:13:47,560 and put your guitar in the air 184 00:13:47,595 --> 00:13:50,464 and then that corner of the crowd screams. 185 00:13:56,241 --> 00:14:00,474 It feels like I'm being part of this scripted performance 186 00:14:00,509 --> 00:14:03,576 of what we...you know, of...of...of... 187 00:14:03,611 --> 00:14:06,051 ..of what we think we're supposed to see on stage 188 00:14:06,086 --> 00:14:08,746 and it just feels really pointless. 189 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,752 I think forward to next year, 190 00:14:14,787 --> 00:14:16,292 we have this whole year mapped out 191 00:14:16,327 --> 00:14:19,460 and I don't know what the point of it is. 192 00:14:23,466 --> 00:14:25,037 I do wanna do this tour 193 00:14:25,072 --> 00:14:30,075 but I also just don't wanna do it 194 00:14:30,110 --> 00:14:31,571 at the same time. 195 00:14:31,606 --> 00:14:34,981 And, um... I don't really know why. 196 00:14:40,483 --> 00:14:44,155 (SINGS) ♪ Don't go changing on me... ♪ 197 00:14:47,325 --> 00:14:49,556 (STRUMS) 198 00:14:50,724 --> 00:14:54,033 (PLAYS SINGLE NOTE) G. 199 00:14:54,068 --> 00:14:55,760 (TUNES GUITAR) 200 00:14:59,601 --> 00:15:01,073 (CLEARS THROAT) 201 00:15:01,108 --> 00:15:04,472 Oh! Indecent. (LAUGHS) 202 00:15:04,507 --> 00:15:06,639 (PLAYS MELLOW INTRO) 203 00:15:20,820 --> 00:15:23,854 (SINGS) ♪ Would you even know 204 00:15:23,889 --> 00:15:26,461 ♪ Would you even care 205 00:15:26,496 --> 00:15:31,268 ♪ If you never see me again? ♪ 206 00:15:35,340 --> 00:15:38,407 (PLAYS GENTLY) 207 00:15:44,316 --> 00:15:46,646 (GUITAR RECORDING PLAYS) 208 00:15:57,725 --> 00:16:00,594 WOMAN ON PHONE: So, let's talk about you have this lyric - 209 00:16:00,629 --> 00:16:02,464 "I wanna walk through the park in the dark 210 00:16:02,499 --> 00:16:04,400 "Men are scared that women will laugh at them." 211 00:16:04,435 --> 00:16:07,799 And you also say, "You must be lonely being angry." 212 00:16:07,834 --> 00:16:12,111 Obviously, like, both men and women feel fear and anger, 213 00:16:12,146 --> 00:16:16,742 but men are kind of conditioned to channel it into violence 214 00:16:16,777 --> 00:16:19,943 and women are often at the receiving end of that violence. 215 00:16:19,978 --> 00:16:22,616 So I wanted to talk to you 216 00:16:22,651 --> 00:16:24,948 about how you kind of think about male fear 217 00:16:24,983 --> 00:16:28,523 and how it's transformed into violence. 218 00:16:28,558 --> 00:16:31,394 Yeah, I think the song... 219 00:16:31,429 --> 00:16:33,231 I mean, I don't...I don't know. 220 00:16:33,266 --> 00:16:35,860 I think that that's the point of the song, 221 00:16:35,895 --> 00:16:37,598 is just that kind of... 222 00:16:38,964 --> 00:16:41,701 ..study of it, in a way, 223 00:16:41,736 --> 00:16:45,408 and kind of trying to understand it 224 00:16:45,443 --> 00:16:51,249 as a means to kind of, um... you know, combat it 225 00:16:51,284 --> 00:16:57,189 or...or...or that kind of idea to, yeah... 226 00:16:57,224 --> 00:17:00,423 To be able to dismantle something, 227 00:17:00,458 --> 00:17:03,393 you need to be able to understand it in a way, 228 00:17:03,428 --> 00:17:04,889 or, um... 229 00:17:04,924 --> 00:17:05,923 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 230 00:17:05,958 --> 00:17:08,464 Someone left a note saying, 231 00:17:08,499 --> 00:17:10,301 "You are great at music 232 00:17:10,336 --> 00:17:14,030 "but, please God, stop doing interviews. 233 00:17:14,065 --> 00:17:15,933 "It's horrendous." 234 00:17:15,968 --> 00:17:17,638 And I got really bummed out. 235 00:17:17,673 --> 00:17:20,905 It made me really sad 'cause, I mean, 236 00:17:20,940 --> 00:17:24,975 I don't know how to say these things that I want to say 237 00:17:25,010 --> 00:17:28,682 and I know I end up sounding like a fuckin' moron. 238 00:17:30,587 --> 00:17:32,884 To be completely honest, I just feel like 239 00:17:32,919 --> 00:17:36,426 I've kind of let myself down somehow 240 00:17:36,461 --> 00:17:39,561 with the release of this album. 241 00:17:39,596 --> 00:17:43,697 You know, what could have been a fantastic conversation 242 00:17:43,732 --> 00:17:48,273 around fragility and...and depression 243 00:17:48,308 --> 00:17:51,276 and mental health, 244 00:17:51,311 --> 00:17:55,610 it just ended up kind of being swept to the side 245 00:17:55,645 --> 00:17:57,876 because I was too scared 246 00:17:57,911 --> 00:18:02,452 to talk about anything real or heavy. 247 00:18:02,487 --> 00:18:04,047 I get frustrated myself. 248 00:18:04,082 --> 00:18:05,620 It's like, "Why can't you just be, 249 00:18:05,655 --> 00:18:11,164 "like, a strong, powerful communicator?" 250 00:18:13,630 --> 00:18:15,201 Courtney Barnett und band. 251 00:18:15,236 --> 00:18:18,567 (CHEERING) 252 00:18:19,801 --> 00:18:22,538 Very good to have you. 253 00:18:22,573 --> 00:18:24,804 (SPEAKS GERMAN) 254 00:18:27,512 --> 00:18:30,249 It's not only a feel-good writer, 255 00:18:30,284 --> 00:18:32,383 you're always also angry. 256 00:18:32,418 --> 00:18:35,287 You're saying, "I'm not your bitch, I'm not your mother." 257 00:18:35,322 --> 00:18:37,388 (SPEAKS GERMAN) 258 00:18:37,423 --> 00:18:39,786 Who is bothering you? (SPEAKS GERMAN) 259 00:18:39,821 --> 00:18:44,021 (LAUGHS) Um, that's a big first question. 260 00:18:44,056 --> 00:18:46,925 I, uh... (LAUGHS) I don't think I was ready for that. 261 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:48,531 We don't have so much time, so... 262 00:18:48,566 --> 00:18:51,303 Yeah, I don't think there's enough time in the world 263 00:18:51,338 --> 00:18:52,766 to answer that question. 264 00:18:52,801 --> 00:18:56,033 So you don't know who you're talking about? 265 00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:59,377 Oh, yeah, but I don't wanna, you know, make it too obvious. 266 00:18:59,412 --> 00:19:02,941 (SINGS) ♪ Put up or shut up It's all the same 267 00:19:02,976 --> 00:19:04,316 ♪ It's all the same 268 00:19:04,351 --> 00:19:06,582 ♪ Never change, never change... ♪ 269 00:19:06,617 --> 00:19:09,255 (BAND PLAYS HARD ROCK) 270 00:19:09,290 --> 00:19:11,752 (WHOOPING) 271 00:19:17,661 --> 00:19:21,564 ♪ I'm not your mother I'm not your bitch 272 00:19:21,599 --> 00:19:25,029 ♪ D-did I stutter? A little bit 273 00:19:25,064 --> 00:19:28,868 ♪ Sit down and shut up It's all the same 274 00:19:28,903 --> 00:19:32,938 ♪ It's all the same Never change, never change 275 00:19:43,984 --> 00:19:47,359 ♪ I get most self-defensive 276 00:19:47,394 --> 00:19:49,295 ♪ When I know I'm wrong 277 00:19:49,330 --> 00:19:51,528 ♪ Think we all can agree 278 00:19:51,563 --> 00:19:54,366 ♪ I try my best to be patient 279 00:19:54,401 --> 00:19:57,864 ♪ But I can only put up with 280 00:19:57,899 --> 00:20:01,736 ♪ So much shit 281 00:20:01,771 --> 00:20:03,166 ♪ Huh! 282 00:20:09,416 --> 00:20:13,242 ♪ I'm not your mother I'm not your bitch 283 00:20:13,277 --> 00:20:17,048 ♪ I hear you mutter under your breath 284 00:20:17,083 --> 00:20:20,722 ♪ Put up or shut up It's all the same 285 00:20:20,757 --> 00:20:25,298 ♪ It's all the same Never change, never change. ♪ 286 00:20:25,333 --> 00:20:27,124 (SCREAMS) 287 00:20:37,411 --> 00:20:39,312 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 288 00:20:39,347 --> 00:20:41,578 Hey, Danny. 289 00:20:43,681 --> 00:20:47,243 I think I've kind of fucked my voice up. 290 00:20:47,278 --> 00:20:51,247 I don't know, I sang...angrily 291 00:20:51,282 --> 00:20:53,788 and now I've lost my voice... 292 00:20:53,823 --> 00:20:55,218 (LAUGHS) 293 00:20:55,253 --> 00:20:56,791 ..due to the anger. 294 00:20:58,795 --> 00:21:03,369 I can't quite get in the zone of positivity 295 00:21:03,404 --> 00:21:05,635 on this tour. 296 00:21:05,670 --> 00:21:09,738 Um, but I'm trying. 297 00:21:09,773 --> 00:21:11,201 I have a day off tomorrow, 298 00:21:11,236 --> 00:21:14,611 so, you know, that's fun. 299 00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:19,077 OK. 300 00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:20,584 Cool. 301 00:21:20,619 --> 00:21:22,313 (WHISPERS) We're rolling, Danny. 302 00:21:25,393 --> 00:21:27,426 (STRUMS) 303 00:21:27,461 --> 00:21:30,121 (SINGS) ♪ Keep on keepin' on 304 00:21:30,156 --> 00:21:33,927 ♪ You know you're not alone 305 00:21:35,766 --> 00:21:39,229 ♪ And I know all your stories 306 00:21:39,264 --> 00:21:43,508 ♪ But I'll listen to them again 307 00:21:44,643 --> 00:21:47,875 ♪ And if you move away 308 00:21:47,910 --> 00:21:51,846 ♪ You know I'll miss your face 309 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:56,246 ♪ It's all the same to me 310 00:21:56,281 --> 00:21:57,687 ♪ You know 311 00:21:57,722 --> 00:22:02,054 ♪ It's all the same to me 312 00:22:02,089 --> 00:22:04,892 ♪ Keep on keepin' on 313 00:22:04,927 --> 00:22:08,929 ♪ You know you're not alone 314 00:22:10,097 --> 00:22:13,802 ♪ And I know all your stories 315 00:22:13,837 --> 00:22:18,708 ♪ But I'll listen to them again 316 00:22:18,743 --> 00:22:21,975 ♪ And if you move away 317 00:22:22,010 --> 00:22:25,616 ♪ You know I'll miss your face 318 00:22:27,455 --> 00:22:30,214 ♪ It's all the same to me 319 00:22:30,249 --> 00:22:31,622 ♪ You know 320 00:22:31,657 --> 00:22:35,120 ♪ It's all the same to me. ♪ 321 00:22:47,332 --> 00:22:48,936 Cool. 322 00:22:51,171 --> 00:22:53,237 Started great. 323 00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:05,150 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 324 00:23:07,990 --> 00:23:10,859 I'm in Berlin. I'm in Berlin. 325 00:23:10,894 --> 00:23:16,029 And it's lovely here. I'm in a gold-plated room. 326 00:23:16,064 --> 00:23:17,569 And... (LAUGHS) 327 00:23:17,604 --> 00:23:19,197 ..it's very shiny. 328 00:23:19,232 --> 00:23:23,443 I love it. I feel, uh, quite regal. 329 00:23:25,678 --> 00:23:30,241 I woke up having one of those, like, just-feeling-sad days. 330 00:23:30,276 --> 00:23:32,078 Which is OK. 331 00:23:32,113 --> 00:23:34,487 I think sometimes it's just OK to feel sad 332 00:23:34,522 --> 00:23:37,589 and keep on going with what you're doing 333 00:23:37,624 --> 00:23:41,087 and...being sad. 334 00:23:42,486 --> 00:23:44,453 I guess I'm aware that, you know, 335 00:23:44,488 --> 00:23:48,292 people think that touring makes me sad, 336 00:23:48,327 --> 00:23:49,865 but I think, in reality, 337 00:23:49,900 --> 00:23:53,638 I remember having feelings like this 338 00:23:53,673 --> 00:23:55,365 when I was, like, 10 years old 339 00:23:55,400 --> 00:23:57,873 and just... (CHUCKLES) 340 00:23:57,908 --> 00:24:01,877 ..being, like, emo - an emo kid - 341 00:24:01,912 --> 00:24:06,915 before I knew what emo was. 342 00:24:11,284 --> 00:24:13,955 Anyway, today I feel sad. 343 00:24:18,830 --> 00:24:20,060 (SINGS) ♪ Take 344 00:24:20,095 --> 00:24:25,065 ♪ Your broken heart 345 00:24:26,068 --> 00:24:27,573 ♪ Turn it 346 00:24:27,608 --> 00:24:33,238 ♪ Into art 347 00:24:33,273 --> 00:24:36,747 ♪ Can't take it with you 348 00:24:36,782 --> 00:24:38,441 ♪ Can't take it 349 00:24:38,476 --> 00:24:44,084 ♪ With you 350 00:24:47,254 --> 00:24:50,728 ♪ I don't wanna 351 00:24:50,763 --> 00:24:52,356 ♪ I don't 352 00:24:52,391 --> 00:24:58,395 ♪ Wanna know 353 00:25:07,076 --> 00:25:10,616 ♪ Oh 354 00:25:13,181 --> 00:25:18,217 ♪ Ooh, oh. ♪ 355 00:25:18,252 --> 00:25:20,417 (BAND PLAYS) 356 00:25:44,443 --> 00:25:46,113 (CHEERING) 357 00:25:54,827 --> 00:25:56,695 (TRAIN RATTLES) 358 00:25:56,730 --> 00:25:58,455 Toilet. 359 00:26:02,428 --> 00:26:04,230 Dunny. 360 00:26:09,435 --> 00:26:12,810 This is the bedroom. 361 00:26:16,442 --> 00:26:19,652 This is Hook's bed. This is my bed. 362 00:26:20,853 --> 00:26:23,249 I've got mine fitted with a blue light. 363 00:26:24,725 --> 00:26:27,583 It's for extra ambience. (LAUGHS) 364 00:26:27,618 --> 00:26:30,025 (LAUGHS) What are you supposed to do there? 365 00:26:30,060 --> 00:26:31,422 Yeah. 366 00:26:31,457 --> 00:26:33,556 (SPORT BROADCAST PLAYS ON TV) 367 00:26:55,613 --> 00:26:58,350 (YAWNS) 368 00:26:58,385 --> 00:27:00,792 (SNIFFS) 369 00:27:00,827 --> 00:27:03,289 (MELLOW MUSIC) 370 00:27:03,324 --> 00:27:04,862 (SNIFFS) 371 00:27:04,897 --> 00:27:07,392 COURTNEY: You're a really lovely crowd. 372 00:27:07,427 --> 00:27:09,229 (CROWD CHEERS) 373 00:27:12,663 --> 00:27:15,268 And thanks for being here. 374 00:27:15,303 --> 00:27:16,808 This song is called 'Depreston'. 375 00:27:16,843 --> 00:27:19,470 (CROWD CHEERS) 376 00:27:22,783 --> 00:27:24,277 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 377 00:27:24,312 --> 00:27:27,313 COURTNEY: I was on stage last night. 378 00:27:27,348 --> 00:27:31,119 And then I was getting... 379 00:27:31,154 --> 00:27:34,727 ..so down and I felt so sad 380 00:27:34,762 --> 00:27:37,895 I just started crying. 381 00:27:37,930 --> 00:27:42,064 (SIGHS) I don't think I've ever cried on stage like that. 382 00:27:43,067 --> 00:27:46,563 It actually felt quite nice. (CHUCKLES) 383 00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:48,697 Felt quite liberating, 384 00:27:48,732 --> 00:27:51,601 crying in front of 2,000 people. 385 00:27:55,178 --> 00:27:59,246 And people were just like, "What the fuck? 386 00:27:59,281 --> 00:28:01,853 "What's wrong with her?" 387 00:28:05,287 --> 00:28:08,893 (SINGS) ♪ If you've got a 388 00:28:08,928 --> 00:28:13,260 ♪ Spare half a million 389 00:28:13,295 --> 00:28:17,297 (CROWD SINGS) ♪ You should knock it down 390 00:28:17,332 --> 00:28:21,301 ♪ And start rebuilding 391 00:28:21,336 --> 00:28:24,975 ♪ If you've got a 392 00:28:25,010 --> 00:28:29,276 ♪ Spare half a million 393 00:28:29,311 --> 00:28:33,280 ♪ You should knock it down 394 00:28:33,315 --> 00:28:37,086 ♪ And start rebuilding 395 00:28:37,121 --> 00:28:40,089 (COURTNEY JOINS IN) ♪ If you've got a... ♪ 396 00:28:40,124 --> 00:28:43,389 I just wanna be home, I think. 397 00:28:43,424 --> 00:28:48,295 Um, feel a bit of a confused relationship 398 00:28:48,330 --> 00:28:50,968 between home 399 00:28:51,003 --> 00:28:54,235 and away from home. 400 00:28:54,270 --> 00:28:59,911 COURTNEY AND CROWD: ♪ Got a spare half a million... ♪ 401 00:28:59,946 --> 00:29:03,816 Sorry I'm being such a bummer lately, but, uh... 402 00:29:05,644 --> 00:29:10,647 ..that's...me being honest. 403 00:29:24,564 --> 00:29:26,432 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 404 00:29:26,467 --> 00:29:29,072 I was thinking on the plane, I still... 405 00:29:29,107 --> 00:29:31,371 I don't know why I write 406 00:29:31,406 --> 00:29:34,803 or I don't know why I put all this energy, you know, 407 00:29:34,838 --> 00:29:39,478 into...into this thing that I do, 408 00:29:39,513 --> 00:29:41,447 that we do that, like... 409 00:29:43,220 --> 00:29:46,287 ..sometimes it's hard to comprehend 410 00:29:46,322 --> 00:29:48,993 if it's a waste of energy. 411 00:29:53,263 --> 00:29:56,099 I don't know what my true intention is. 412 00:29:58,939 --> 00:30:03,909 I don't know if I'm trying to impress someone... 413 00:30:05,979 --> 00:30:08,980 ..or if I'm trying to get vengeance 414 00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:12,412 for someone who picked on me once in my life 415 00:30:12,447 --> 00:30:15,547 or trying to make someone proud 416 00:30:15,582 --> 00:30:17,219 or trying to prove someone wrong 417 00:30:17,254 --> 00:30:20,893 or...or if I'm just trying to make someone feel something 418 00:30:20,928 --> 00:30:22,785 or if I'm just trying to... 419 00:30:24,459 --> 00:30:26,624 ..make myself feel something. 420 00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:32,729 I mean, I'm not saying you need, 421 00:30:32,764 --> 00:30:34,401 like, a 'purpose' purpose, 422 00:30:34,436 --> 00:30:37,602 but I'm just intrigued 423 00:30:37,637 --> 00:30:40,770 as to where the craving comes from. 424 00:30:54,225 --> 00:30:56,753 (LIQUID POURS) 425 00:30:58,130 --> 00:31:00,592 -(HUMS SOFTLY) -(DOG BARKS SOFTLY) 426 00:31:12,639 --> 00:31:16,080 (CONTINUES HUMMING) 427 00:31:18,315 --> 00:31:20,744 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 428 00:31:20,779 --> 00:31:23,549 I don't feel like doing much except sitting here 429 00:31:23,584 --> 00:31:28,785 trying to figure out what, uh...what life means. 430 00:31:28,820 --> 00:31:31,227 (LAUGHS) 431 00:31:32,494 --> 00:31:36,067 It's like a puzzle that I'm trying to, uh... 432 00:31:36,102 --> 00:31:37,530 (SNIFFS) 433 00:31:37,565 --> 00:31:40,500 ..I'm trying to put together every day. 434 00:31:43,505 --> 00:31:48,607 I've been writing lots of haikus recently. 435 00:31:48,642 --> 00:31:50,477 So we've got five syllables, 436 00:31:50,512 --> 00:31:53,678 seven syllables, five syllables. 437 00:31:55,121 --> 00:31:58,958 Maybe I'll just read some of that out for you. 438 00:32:00,324 --> 00:32:02,390 "Please leave me alone 439 00:32:02,425 --> 00:32:05,096 "No, give me attention, please 440 00:32:05,131 --> 00:32:07,758 "I am so lonely." (LAUGHS) 441 00:32:09,993 --> 00:32:15,073 "Trust me, the irony of 442 00:32:15,108 --> 00:32:18,406 "'Tell Me How You Really Feel' 443 00:32:18,441 --> 00:32:21,310 "Is not lost on me." 444 00:32:21,345 --> 00:32:24,742 (TAPS RHYTHMICALLY) 445 00:32:33,951 --> 00:32:38,558 (SINGS) ♪ I feel stupid I feel useless 446 00:32:38,593 --> 00:32:41,165 ♪ I feel insane 447 00:32:45,105 --> 00:32:47,138 ♪ I feel toothless 448 00:32:47,173 --> 00:32:50,306 ♪ Man, you're ruthless 449 00:32:50,341 --> 00:32:52,770 ♪ Oh, yeah 450 00:32:56,479 --> 00:32:59,150 ♪ I feel putrid 451 00:32:59,185 --> 00:33:02,483 ♪ I'm getting used to it 452 00:33:02,518 --> 00:33:05,618 ♪ These days 453 00:33:08,953 --> 00:33:11,921 ♪ I go to Loving Hut 454 00:33:11,956 --> 00:33:15,199 ♪ I get my hair cut 455 00:33:15,234 --> 00:33:17,729 ♪ I feel the same... ♪ 456 00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:24,670 (BIRDS TWITTER) 457 00:33:29,149 --> 00:33:30,907 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 458 00:33:30,942 --> 00:33:32,909 Hey, Danny. 459 00:33:34,011 --> 00:33:38,915 I seem to start the day off with so much optimism. 460 00:33:38,950 --> 00:33:42,457 And then by now, it's, uh... 461 00:33:42,492 --> 00:33:47,561 ..it's all kinda gone downhill a little bit. 462 00:33:47,596 --> 00:33:53,237 But, you know, I, uh... 463 00:33:53,272 --> 00:33:57,109 I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about anymore. 464 00:33:57,144 --> 00:33:58,770 I don't know... I don't understand 465 00:33:58,805 --> 00:34:02,004 the point of talking about my feelings. 466 00:34:03,073 --> 00:34:05,447 I've got nothing to complain about, 467 00:34:05,482 --> 00:34:10,848 so what am I doing talking about it? 468 00:34:10,883 --> 00:34:15,952 I realistically should have power 469 00:34:15,987 --> 00:34:20,528 to, um...be useful 470 00:34:20,563 --> 00:34:22,365 and to be helpful, 471 00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:25,269 and all I can do is whinge. 472 00:34:29,968 --> 00:34:34,773 Yeah, I don't think I'm really in the mood to indulge my, uh, 473 00:34:34,808 --> 00:34:39,349 egotistical, uh, side. 474 00:34:42,145 --> 00:34:47,753 I just don't see the point in doing this. 475 00:34:49,922 --> 00:34:53,264 And I don't think I'm at a place 476 00:34:53,299 --> 00:34:54,859 where I can help anyone 477 00:34:54,894 --> 00:34:58,269 'cause I can't even seem to really help myself 478 00:34:58,304 --> 00:35:01,800 or be useful, uh, to myself. 479 00:35:01,835 --> 00:35:04,033 I just feel like I'm going around in circles 480 00:35:04,068 --> 00:35:08,004 and digging myself a deeper hole. 481 00:35:12,516 --> 00:35:14,516 -Courtney Barnett. -(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) 482 00:35:16,113 --> 00:35:17,948 ANNOUNCER: 'Tell Me How You Really Feel' 483 00:35:17,983 --> 00:35:20,291 is the second full-length solo album 484 00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:24,559 from the Sydney-born, Hobart-raised, Melbourne-based 485 00:35:24,594 --> 00:35:26,055 singer-songwriter, 486 00:35:26,090 --> 00:35:29,960 which she released on her own label, Milk! Records. 487 00:35:29,995 --> 00:35:32,864 Courtney's debut album scored four ARIAs 488 00:35:32,899 --> 00:35:37,638 as well as nominations at the Brit Awards and the Grammys. 489 00:35:37,673 --> 00:35:40,707 Congratulations, Courtney Barnett. 490 00:35:40,742 --> 00:35:42,577 (APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) 491 00:35:42,612 --> 00:35:45,008 Congratulations. Congratulations. 492 00:35:46,484 --> 00:35:48,913 Well, uh, thank you very much. 493 00:35:48,948 --> 00:35:50,453 Oh, it IS nerve-racking up here. 494 00:35:50,488 --> 00:35:52,224 Now I understand. 495 00:35:52,259 --> 00:35:54,853 -Um... -(WOMAN WHOOPS AND LAUGHS) 496 00:35:54,888 --> 00:35:58,626 I would, uh... I'd love to, you know, introduce my band. 497 00:35:58,661 --> 00:36:02,124 I couldn't, uh...I couldn't do all the shows and make records 498 00:36:02,159 --> 00:36:04,093 without my amazing band. 499 00:36:04,128 --> 00:36:06,634 Bones Sloane, Dave Mudie, Katie Harkin. 500 00:36:06,669 --> 00:36:08,867 (APPLAUSE AND CHEERING) 501 00:36:08,902 --> 00:36:11,408 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 502 00:36:15,810 --> 00:36:19,713 COURTNEY: I watched, um, the Nico film - 503 00:36:19,748 --> 00:36:21,979 like, Nico the singer. 504 00:36:24,984 --> 00:36:26,588 There was this great line, 505 00:36:26,623 --> 00:36:29,294 she said something along the lines of... 506 00:36:31,628 --> 00:36:37,467 "When I had nothing, I wasn't happy. 507 00:36:37,502 --> 00:36:40,371 "And when I had everything, I wasn't happy." 508 00:36:40,406 --> 00:36:46,278 I guess, um, I've got no idea what nothing even feels like. 509 00:36:46,313 --> 00:36:51,107 (CHUCKLES) 'Cause I've got...something. 510 00:36:51,142 --> 00:36:54,253 I've always had something. 511 00:37:01,218 --> 00:37:03,086 (CLEARS THROAT) 512 00:37:05,288 --> 00:37:07,860 Yeah, I was thinking today, 513 00:37:07,895 --> 00:37:11,930 I always talk to you about the same shit. 514 00:37:11,965 --> 00:37:17,870 And, um...I've been such a fuckin' bore. 515 00:37:17,905 --> 00:37:19,938 Such a bore. 516 00:37:21,414 --> 00:37:24,074 Just listening to myself is... 517 00:37:26,584 --> 00:37:29,046 ..frustrating. 518 00:37:29,081 --> 00:37:33,182 Should get something real to write about... 519 00:37:35,890 --> 00:37:39,463 ..instead of just talking about writing. 520 00:37:39,498 --> 00:37:42,224 It's all I ever do. 521 00:37:42,259 --> 00:37:44,963 I talk about how hard it is. 522 00:37:44,998 --> 00:37:47,163 (YAWNS) 523 00:37:48,936 --> 00:37:53,268 How much I struggle but I don't actually do any writing, 524 00:37:53,303 --> 00:37:56,073 or any good writing. 525 00:37:56,108 --> 00:37:58,240 I just write rubbish... 526 00:37:59,276 --> 00:38:02,079 ..about nothing. 527 00:38:02,114 --> 00:38:05,852 'Cause I've got nothing to talk about. 528 00:38:09,220 --> 00:38:12,496 'Cause my head is just empty. 529 00:38:16,931 --> 00:38:20,702 My heart is empty, my head is empty. 530 00:38:20,737 --> 00:38:23,342 The page is empty. (LAUGHS) 531 00:38:41,593 --> 00:38:44,319 (UPBEAT GUITAR MUSIC) 532 00:38:47,731 --> 00:38:52,965 (SINGS) ♪ I...I...I...I 533 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:58,938 ♪ I don't wanna feel 534 00:38:58,973 --> 00:39:02,810 ♪ I...I...I 535 00:39:04,242 --> 00:39:07,947 ♪ Don't wanna fee-feel 536 00:39:11,117 --> 00:39:13,183 ♪ Stick a needle in my eye 537 00:39:13,218 --> 00:39:14,624 ♪ I wanna die, I wanna die 538 00:39:14,659 --> 00:39:16,857 ♪ I wanna die, I wanna die I wanna die 539 00:39:16,892 --> 00:39:18,727 ♪ Stick a needle in my eye 540 00:39:18,762 --> 00:39:20,696 ♪ I wanna die, I wanna die 541 00:39:20,731 --> 00:39:22,566 ♪ Wanna die, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die 542 00:39:22,601 --> 00:39:24,227 ♪ Wanna die, wanna die, wanna die 543 00:39:24,262 --> 00:39:26,537 ♪ Stick a needle in my eye 544 00:39:26,572 --> 00:39:28,198 ♪ I wanna, wanna die, wanna die 545 00:39:28,233 --> 00:39:29,870 ♪ Wanna die, wanna die, wanna die 546 00:39:29,905 --> 00:39:31,201 ♪ Wanna die, wanna die 547 00:39:31,236 --> 00:39:33,544 ♪ Stick a needle in my eye 548 00:39:33,579 --> 00:39:36,140 ♪ I wanna die, wanna die, wanna die, wanna die 549 00:39:36,175 --> 00:39:38,208 ♪ Wanna die, wanna die, I 550 00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,419 ♪ Ahh! ♪ 551 00:39:41,983 --> 00:39:43,818 -Huh. -(STRUMS CHORD) 552 00:39:43,853 --> 00:39:46,656 -(SNIFFS) -(STRUMS CHORDS) 553 00:39:57,460 --> 00:40:00,230 (VACUUM CLEANER HUMS) 554 00:40:21,484 --> 00:40:25,926 DANNY: So, when was the last time you had a home? 555 00:40:25,961 --> 00:40:27,422 COURTNEY: Um... 556 00:40:27,457 --> 00:40:29,391 Well, when I got back from tour, 557 00:40:29,426 --> 00:40:32,196 I stayed...I stayed at the warehouse 558 00:40:32,231 --> 00:40:36,970 and then at that house in Thornbury. 559 00:40:37,005 --> 00:40:39,577 Was there maybe somewhere else? 560 00:40:39,612 --> 00:40:45,484 Sublet. Just little sublets and house-sitting situations. 561 00:40:47,477 --> 00:40:49,477 Which are good and fine, 562 00:40:49,512 --> 00:40:52,117 but just, like...just feel like 563 00:40:52,152 --> 00:40:54,889 my stuff is always scattered everywhere. 564 00:40:56,728 --> 00:40:59,927 So it feels a little bit stressful. 565 00:40:59,962 --> 00:41:01,456 And then I end up... 566 00:41:01,491 --> 00:41:03,568 Like, I went back to the warehouse the other day 567 00:41:03,603 --> 00:41:06,604 and I just felt like I'd rather just be there, 568 00:41:06,639 --> 00:41:10,509 be in a weird space where all of my things are. 569 00:41:16,946 --> 00:41:20,178 I'm so excited to get my haircut today. 570 00:41:22,281 --> 00:41:24,479 Oh, God. 571 00:41:26,219 --> 00:41:27,955 DANNY: And what's the plan with it? 572 00:41:27,990 --> 00:41:30,760 -Just, like, the... -DANNY: A reset? 573 00:41:30,795 --> 00:41:34,731 The... Yeah, the...the re-zhoosh. 574 00:41:34,766 --> 00:41:36,260 DANNY: "Give me the Courtney," you'd say. 575 00:41:36,295 --> 00:41:37,734 (LAUGHS) Yeah. 576 00:41:37,769 --> 00:41:41,903 Gonna have to find some photos of myself to show her 577 00:41:41,938 --> 00:41:45,104 and say, "Do it just like this." 578 00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,079 I feel like, you know, sometimes the longer you leave something, 579 00:41:53,114 --> 00:41:57,215 the harder it is to reset. 580 00:41:57,250 --> 00:42:03,023 Like, it's like it takes longer to get back to normal. 581 00:42:10,329 --> 00:42:11,867 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 582 00:42:11,902 --> 00:42:15,068 I just remembered about this, um, post 583 00:42:15,103 --> 00:42:17,202 that Patti Smith put up the other week. 584 00:42:17,237 --> 00:42:21,140 Um, it really resonated with me. 585 00:42:21,175 --> 00:42:24,440 It came through making a lot of sense. 586 00:42:25,476 --> 00:42:27,916 "Despite all the strife in the world, 587 00:42:27,951 --> 00:42:30,754 "we must continue to do our work. 588 00:42:30,789 --> 00:42:34,021 "Creating takes up much of the artist's time 589 00:42:34,056 --> 00:42:38,091 "and may seem a self-serving prospect. 590 00:42:38,126 --> 00:42:41,259 "But the directive is to offer something meaningful 591 00:42:41,294 --> 00:42:44,966 "that hopefully provides a transformative experience, 592 00:42:45,001 --> 00:42:48,739 "whether through tears, laughter or illumination. 593 00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:53,073 "So I am back to work, grateful I have work 594 00:42:53,108 --> 00:42:57,242 "and that there are those who wait and support it." 595 00:42:59,818 --> 00:43:03,853 Anyway, I like going back to that when I feel lost lately. 596 00:43:08,288 --> 00:43:10,662 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 597 00:43:14,558 --> 00:43:16,624 COURTNEY: Sometimes by the end of the day, 598 00:43:16,659 --> 00:43:20,199 it feels like the world is, uh, 599 00:43:20,234 --> 00:43:23,433 crashing down around me. 600 00:43:23,468 --> 00:43:25,237 I know it's not completely bad 601 00:43:25,272 --> 00:43:29,472 because I'm looking forward to the next day. 602 00:43:29,507 --> 00:43:32,310 You know, I have hope for the next day. 603 00:43:35,249 --> 00:43:41,088 You know, I want the chance to create the, uh... 604 00:43:41,123 --> 00:43:44,124 ..the memory of the next day, 605 00:43:44,159 --> 00:43:48,898 to fix whatever was wrong 606 00:43:48,933 --> 00:43:50,834 the day before. 607 00:43:52,068 --> 00:43:57,104 So I know I'm not in too much trouble... 608 00:43:58,602 --> 00:44:00,811 ..when I feel low. 609 00:44:08,513 --> 00:44:10,579 Uh... 610 00:44:10,614 --> 00:44:13,252 It's 5am. 611 00:44:13,287 --> 00:44:17,454 I don't know why... why I'm awake. 612 00:44:18,996 --> 00:44:22,195 I just had one of those... 613 00:44:22,230 --> 00:44:26,133 ..revelation moments. 614 00:44:26,168 --> 00:44:28,300 (INAUDIBLE) 615 00:44:28,335 --> 00:44:32,535 I just have this real, uh, feeling 616 00:44:32,570 --> 00:44:38,574 that I need to change something. 617 00:44:39,643 --> 00:44:42,149 I need to make a big change, 618 00:44:42,184 --> 00:44:45,251 or lots of big changes. 619 00:44:50,159 --> 00:44:52,291 This might sound cryptic. 620 00:44:52,326 --> 00:44:56,966 I guess it kind of is, but I don't really know either. 621 00:44:57,001 --> 00:44:59,265 I just... It's just a feeling. 622 00:44:59,300 --> 00:45:04,237 It's strong and it's, uh, overwhelming right now. 623 00:45:04,272 --> 00:45:09,242 And, uh, I think when a feeling like that comes, 624 00:45:09,277 --> 00:45:13,444 you need to, um... you need to just trust it, 625 00:45:13,479 --> 00:45:16,986 and trust your instinct, trust your gut. 626 00:45:20,827 --> 00:45:24,521 (MAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY) 627 00:45:24,556 --> 00:45:26,259 Oh, yeah. 628 00:45:27,625 --> 00:45:29,658 Which one do you like, Danny? 629 00:45:31,266 --> 00:45:33,266 (STRUMS NOTES) 630 00:45:42,805 --> 00:45:46,477 You know, I go through so much love and hate of performing 631 00:45:46,512 --> 00:45:50,481 and, like, falling into the groove 632 00:45:50,516 --> 00:45:52,923 of the same thing, 633 00:45:52,958 --> 00:45:55,387 which can sometimes be so great. 634 00:45:55,422 --> 00:45:58,786 But, um, I kind of thirst 635 00:45:58,821 --> 00:46:02,790 for, um, difference and change 636 00:46:02,825 --> 00:46:06,431 and, like, pushing my own comfort levels. 637 00:46:10,140 --> 00:46:14,637 Maybe I'll organise a little solo run of some small places. 638 00:46:18,247 --> 00:46:22,051 I think it'll be really good for me to, um... 639 00:46:22,086 --> 00:46:25,923 ..to...to hear the songs differently. 640 00:46:25,958 --> 00:46:29,487 You know, I'll have to re-imagine them. 641 00:46:31,964 --> 00:46:33,755 And I think in that process, 642 00:46:33,790 --> 00:46:36,131 I'll understand them differently. 643 00:46:36,166 --> 00:46:39,596 I feel like that will be a really good thing for me. 644 00:46:39,631 --> 00:46:42,401 That's my shoe collection. (LAUGHS) 645 00:48:09,952 --> 00:48:15,659 (VOCALISES IN WARBLING MANNER) 646 00:48:17,003 --> 00:48:21,071 It's gonna be a very attentive audience. I'm scared. 647 00:48:22,470 --> 00:48:24,602 Very quiet. 648 00:48:28,080 --> 00:48:31,774 (HUMS) 649 00:48:32,810 --> 00:48:35,613 I just have to be like, 650 00:48:35,648 --> 00:48:38,220 "They're not quiet because they hate me. 651 00:48:38,255 --> 00:48:41,223 "They're quiet because it's a quiet room 652 00:48:41,258 --> 00:48:45,788 "and they are, uh, listening politely." 653 00:48:45,823 --> 00:48:48,395 And... 654 00:48:49,629 --> 00:48:53,103 We are, uh... 655 00:48:55,635 --> 00:48:58,603 We get scared to make noise in those moments. 656 00:48:58,638 --> 00:49:00,770 (CHUCKLES) I do. 657 00:49:00,805 --> 00:49:04,609 As an audience member, I would be like, "Gotta be quiet." 658 00:49:07,251 --> 00:49:10,285 So I just have to be cool. 659 00:49:12,454 --> 00:49:14,586 Be calm and collected. 660 00:49:21,067 --> 00:49:23,529 DANNY: I mean, everyone's bought a ticket, right? 661 00:49:23,564 --> 00:49:26,070 Yeah. Unless they got a free ticket. 662 00:49:26,105 --> 00:49:28,039 (BOTH LAUGH) 663 00:49:28,074 --> 00:49:30,041 DANNY: That's what's going through your head? 664 00:49:30,076 --> 00:49:32,736 "All these people got a free ticket. I hope they're..." 665 00:49:32,771 --> 00:49:35,541 Maybe ticket sales were bad, so the local radio station 666 00:49:35,576 --> 00:49:37,411 was giving away tickets, you know what I mean? 667 00:49:37,446 --> 00:49:39,083 DANNY: That's going through your head on stage? 668 00:49:39,118 --> 00:49:40,381 Yeah. 669 00:49:40,416 --> 00:49:43,945 Maybe someone got given a ticket for Christmas 670 00:49:43,980 --> 00:49:46,354 and they were like, "I don't wanna go to that shit." 671 00:49:46,389 --> 00:49:48,587 And they gifted it, they regifted it. 672 00:49:48,622 --> 00:49:50,292 DANNY: Mmm. 673 00:49:50,327 --> 00:49:52,459 -You know? -DANNY: Yeah. 674 00:49:52,494 --> 00:49:54,857 Maybe they...they hate-bought a ticket. 675 00:49:54,892 --> 00:49:57,695 They were like, "I hate her. I'm gonna hate-watch... 676 00:49:57,730 --> 00:49:59,301 "I'm gonna hate-watch this show 677 00:49:59,336 --> 00:50:01,072 "and just hate every minute of it." 678 00:50:03,175 --> 00:50:05,340 These are real things that people do. 679 00:50:06,805 --> 00:50:08,772 DANNY: Instead of just going and enjoying themselves? 680 00:50:08,807 --> 00:50:10,675 Yeah. (LAUGHS) 681 00:50:16,617 --> 00:50:20,289 WOMAN: OK. Do you wanna go on on the right or the left? 682 00:50:20,324 --> 00:50:23,127 -Right, please. -This way. Follow me. 683 00:50:23,162 --> 00:50:25,294 (COURTNEY CHUCKLES) 684 00:50:25,329 --> 00:50:27,296 Can you see? Can you see? 685 00:50:27,331 --> 00:50:29,133 Need some more light? 686 00:50:29,168 --> 00:50:31,102 COURTNEY: Yay! 687 00:50:31,137 --> 00:50:34,105 (SINGS) ♪ I wanna live forever... ♪ 688 00:50:34,140 --> 00:50:35,700 -WOMAN: Can you see? -COURTNEY: Yep. 689 00:50:35,735 --> 00:50:37,966 (CROWD HUBBUB) 690 00:50:39,673 --> 00:50:41,277 OK. Yep. 691 00:50:41,312 --> 00:50:43,411 (CHEERING) 692 00:50:43,446 --> 00:50:46,183 (FLAPS LIPS AND VOCALISES) 693 00:50:47,945 --> 00:50:50,253 (SIGHS) I'm short of breath already. 694 00:50:51,817 --> 00:50:53,553 -ANIKA: You are? -Yeah. 695 00:50:53,588 --> 00:50:56,754 (RAPTUROUS CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 696 00:51:02,267 --> 00:51:03,728 Hey. 697 00:51:03,763 --> 00:51:06,269 Hello there. 698 00:51:10,176 --> 00:51:12,836 (STRUMS RANDOM NOTES) 699 00:51:15,478 --> 00:51:18,545 Sorry to cut Lucinda Williams off then. That was rude. 700 00:51:18,580 --> 00:51:20,943 But what a great song to walk out to. 701 00:51:20,978 --> 00:51:22,549 Alright, how is everyone? 702 00:51:22,584 --> 00:51:24,848 (CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 703 00:51:27,787 --> 00:51:29,853 MAN: We love you, Courtney! 704 00:51:29,888 --> 00:51:32,460 I love you too. 705 00:51:32,495 --> 00:51:34,726 (CHEERING) 706 00:51:34,761 --> 00:51:37,300 I can't believe how many of you there are. 707 00:51:40,272 --> 00:51:42,239 Thanks for coming. 708 00:51:44,771 --> 00:51:48,674 (PLAYS 'I'M SO LONESOME I COULD CRY' INTRO) 709 00:52:02,756 --> 00:52:05,427 ♪ The silence 710 00:52:05,462 --> 00:52:10,597 ♪ Of a falling star 711 00:52:10,632 --> 00:52:16,570 ♪ Lights up a burning sky 712 00:52:18,167 --> 00:52:22,708 ♪ And as I wonder 713 00:52:22,743 --> 00:52:25,744 ♪ Where you are 714 00:52:25,779 --> 00:52:31,618 ♪ I'm so lonesome I could cry 715 00:52:33,292 --> 00:52:39,296 ♪ I'm so lonesome I could cry 716 00:52:40,827 --> 00:52:43,564 ♪ I'm so lonesome 717 00:52:43,599 --> 00:52:48,129 ♪ I could cry 718 00:52:48,164 --> 00:52:51,066 ♪ I'm so lonesome 719 00:52:51,101 --> 00:52:55,279 ♪ I could cry. ♪ 720 00:52:55,314 --> 00:52:57,908 (CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 721 00:53:01,584 --> 00:53:02,913 Thank you. 722 00:53:02,948 --> 00:53:06,114 (MUSIC PLAYS NEARBY) 723 00:53:10,956 --> 00:53:13,660 Five states in five hours. 724 00:53:19,129 --> 00:53:21,272 Couldn't do that in Australia. 725 00:53:44,286 --> 00:53:47,089 Do you think I need to wear my beanie? 726 00:53:47,124 --> 00:53:50,466 My hair is...fluffy. 727 00:53:51,997 --> 00:53:55,834 And...gross. 728 00:54:10,752 --> 00:54:12,587 I've gone from, like, a big darkness 729 00:54:12,622 --> 00:54:16,184 to, like, this... this quite open optimism, 730 00:54:16,219 --> 00:54:18,087 which feels quite nice. 731 00:54:18,122 --> 00:54:19,693 I don't know where it came from. 732 00:54:19,728 --> 00:54:22,223 But now I'm like, "Maybe it's noth..." 733 00:54:22,258 --> 00:54:24,731 There's something. I just don't know what it is. 734 00:54:24,766 --> 00:54:29,197 But it brings people some sort of joy, 735 00:54:29,232 --> 00:54:31,771 togetherness. 736 00:54:34,336 --> 00:54:36,237 Phew! Phew! (LAUGHS) 737 00:54:36,272 --> 00:54:37,579 Chh! Chh! 738 00:54:37,614 --> 00:54:42,815 ♪ I wanna walk through the park in the dark 739 00:54:42,850 --> 00:54:48,018 ♪ Men are scared that women will laugh at them 740 00:54:48,053 --> 00:54:52,594 ♪ I wanna walk through the park in the dark 741 00:54:52,629 --> 00:54:57,434 ♪ Women are scared that men will kill them... ♪ 742 00:54:57,469 --> 00:55:00,228 Any questions before I... 743 00:55:00,263 --> 00:55:02,373 -WOMAN: How are you feeling? -How am I feeling? 744 00:55:02,408 --> 00:55:04,408 -WOMAN: Yeah! -I feel great. 745 00:55:04,443 --> 00:55:06,641 -Who was that? -WOMAN: That was me. 746 00:55:06,676 --> 00:55:09,237 Hey, I have something for you if you'd like it. 747 00:55:09,272 --> 00:55:11,305 COURTNEY: Oh! Oh, cool. 748 00:55:11,340 --> 00:55:14,451 -(SCATTERED APPLAUSE) -WOMAN: Can you pass that? 749 00:55:14,486 --> 00:55:18,422 -COURTNEY: Oh, wow! Thanks! -(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 750 00:55:18,457 --> 00:55:20,457 Oh! I saw this on the internet. 751 00:55:20,492 --> 00:55:22,250 -WOMAN: Yeah. -Thanks. 752 00:55:22,285 --> 00:55:25,088 -WOMAN: I hope you like it. -Thank you. 753 00:55:25,123 --> 00:55:27,464 (CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 754 00:55:30,502 --> 00:55:32,535 -Uh, what is your name? -I'm Emily. 755 00:55:32,570 --> 00:55:35,065 Hi, Emily. Thank you. 756 00:55:45,308 --> 00:55:47,616 Thank you so much for being here. 757 00:55:47,651 --> 00:55:50,454 All of you, all around. 758 00:55:50,489 --> 00:55:52,786 -(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) -Everyone. 759 00:55:57,056 --> 00:55:58,924 I hope you get home safe. 760 00:56:00,664 --> 00:56:02,829 The roads are slippery, right? 761 00:56:09,332 --> 00:56:12,135 It's crazy. Like, I just got here a week ago. 762 00:56:12,170 --> 00:56:15,270 There's fires in Australia. It's, like, 40 degrees. 763 00:56:15,305 --> 00:56:17,613 Our 40 degrees. Celsius. 764 00:56:17,648 --> 00:56:20,484 I don't know what that is. Like a hundred? 765 00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:24,818 There's fires one day, 766 00:56:24,853 --> 00:56:26,622 and then the next day there was floods, 767 00:56:26,657 --> 00:56:29,625 and then the next day, there was, like, hail. 768 00:56:31,123 --> 00:56:35,356 And then the next day there was a...dust storm 769 00:56:35,391 --> 00:56:38,535 that lifted dust from the centre of Australia 770 00:56:38,570 --> 00:56:40,999 all the way to the east coast. 771 00:56:44,004 --> 00:56:45,905 And the air was just red. 772 00:56:45,940 --> 00:56:48,237 And then the rain was red. 773 00:56:48,272 --> 00:56:50,613 And the puddles were red. 774 00:56:52,617 --> 00:56:55,915 You know, let's keep talking about it. 775 00:56:55,950 --> 00:56:59,380 I think it's good to talk about it. 776 00:56:59,415 --> 00:57:02,856 Like, all those bad things. Otherwise... 777 00:57:02,891 --> 00:57:04,418 They're not just gonna go away 778 00:57:04,453 --> 00:57:06,420 if we don't talk about it, right? 779 00:57:07,929 --> 00:57:09,698 -Right? -(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE) 780 00:57:09,733 --> 00:57:11,931 If we just pretend it's not happening. 781 00:57:13,638 --> 00:57:15,539 Be careful on the icy roads. 782 00:57:15,574 --> 00:57:17,970 And just...I'm so grateful that you're here 783 00:57:18,005 --> 00:57:21,710 and that we're, you know, doing this thing together, 784 00:57:21,745 --> 00:57:23,305 this music thing. 785 00:57:26,684 --> 00:57:29,476 DANNY: Um, where do you wanna sit? There's good. 786 00:57:29,511 --> 00:57:31,984 COURTNEY: Yeah? What should I... 787 00:57:32,019 --> 00:57:34,448 DANNY: Well, sit...sit wherever you're comfortable. 788 00:57:37,057 --> 00:57:38,562 That's it. Right there. 789 00:57:38,597 --> 00:57:39,959 (COURTNEY LAUGHS) 790 00:57:39,994 --> 00:57:41,928 DANNY: Facing the wall. Yeah, perfect. 791 00:57:41,963 --> 00:57:44,865 (LAUGHS) 792 00:57:44,900 --> 00:57:48,297 DANNY: There we go. Yeah. 793 00:57:48,332 --> 00:57:50,068 I was nervous before it started, 794 00:57:50,103 --> 00:57:51,707 but I think the whole... 795 00:57:51,742 --> 00:57:55,238 ..this whole tour has been really...has been really good. 796 00:57:55,273 --> 00:57:57,471 I think I was a little bit, like, unsure 797 00:57:57,506 --> 00:58:00,441 of how I could be entertaining enough, 798 00:58:00,476 --> 00:58:06,084 but...but the audiences have been so, um, like, 799 00:58:06,119 --> 00:58:10,451 straightaway, um, positive and really warm and... 800 00:58:10,486 --> 00:58:12,728 And... Yeah. It's... 801 00:58:12,763 --> 00:58:15,291 There's something about it I've just really loved. 802 00:58:15,326 --> 00:58:18,602 Like, the...it's like a different kind of intimacy 803 00:58:18,637 --> 00:58:21,869 with them and, like, a kind of conversation almost, 804 00:58:21,904 --> 00:58:23,805 which feels really good. 805 00:58:23,840 --> 00:58:27,809 And it's, like, revitalised something. 806 00:58:27,844 --> 00:58:32,913 Like, some sort of confidence or some sort of...belief. 807 00:58:32,948 --> 00:58:34,541 And it's good, I mean, 808 00:58:34,576 --> 00:58:37,379 it makes me want to write better songs, 809 00:58:37,414 --> 00:58:40,723 because the songs are so bare. 810 00:58:40,758 --> 00:58:44,518 So it's, like, you really...you know, 811 00:58:44,553 --> 00:58:46,795 you really hear everything in the song, 812 00:58:46,830 --> 00:58:48,632 so it's good in that way. 813 00:58:48,667 --> 00:58:51,426 It makes me want to kind of try different things 814 00:58:51,461 --> 00:58:54,869 and think...think differently. 815 00:58:54,904 --> 00:58:56,706 So, like, different songwriting. 816 00:58:56,741 --> 00:58:59,005 (SINGS) ♪ Tell you all... ♪ 817 00:59:00,470 --> 00:59:02,239 (HUMS) 818 00:59:07,653 --> 00:59:10,478 (PLAYS MELLOW TUNE) 819 00:59:19,423 --> 00:59:24,767 ♪ And why are you so nice? 820 00:59:26,298 --> 00:59:29,530 ♪ Looking forward to December 821 00:59:29,565 --> 00:59:33,336 ♪ When I'm gonna have dinner with you. ♪ 822 00:59:44,921 --> 00:59:46,448 (STOPS PLAYING) 823 00:59:49,123 --> 00:59:51,552 I don't know if I even like the line. 824 00:59:51,587 --> 00:59:55,391 It goes, "I would sell my soul for a minute of your time." 825 00:59:56,933 --> 01:00:00,803 Which is very romantic but it's very over the top. 826 01:00:02,664 --> 01:00:07,073 One minute of someone's time for your whole soul? 827 01:00:07,108 --> 01:00:09,306 DANNY: How do you know when a song's done? 828 01:00:09,341 --> 01:00:12,980 Uh...you know a song is done 829 01:00:13,015 --> 01:00:16,247 when, uh, it just keeps... 830 01:00:16,282 --> 01:00:19,448 Uh... When it... 831 01:00:21,826 --> 01:00:24,222 When you stop questioning it, I guess. 832 01:00:24,257 --> 01:00:25,894 Or when it just flows properly. 833 01:00:25,929 --> 01:00:27,929 Like, this doesn't feel like it's flowing properly. 834 01:00:27,964 --> 01:00:29,898 There's something wrong with it. 835 01:00:29,933 --> 01:00:33,297 It's, like, when it's really fun to play over and over, 836 01:00:33,332 --> 01:00:36,069 then you know it's finished. 837 01:00:38,106 --> 01:00:39,875 It's never completely finished, 838 01:00:39,910 --> 01:00:42,009 but that's when it's mostly finished. 839 01:00:43,749 --> 01:00:45,749 Close to finished. 840 01:00:45,784 --> 01:00:48,950 (CONTINUES PLAYING) 841 01:00:51,757 --> 01:00:53,647 DANNY: How long have you been working on it? 842 01:00:55,959 --> 01:00:57,926 I guess it's kind of fresh. 843 01:00:57,961 --> 01:01:01,457 It's... It must have been just after my niece was born. 844 01:01:02,625 --> 01:01:04,493 And my uncle died. 845 01:01:05,727 --> 01:01:09,597 'Cause of the lyric, "A baby was born as a man lay dying." 846 01:01:10,732 --> 01:01:12,303 That was December. 847 01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:18,441 (PLAYS MELLOW TUNE) 848 01:01:25,681 --> 01:01:27,219 And the fires were happening. 849 01:01:27,254 --> 01:01:29,023 "Sit beside me, watch the world burn. 850 01:01:29,058 --> 01:01:30,585 "We'll never learn." 851 01:01:34,998 --> 01:01:38,802 Now it's outdated by a few months. 852 01:01:40,806 --> 01:01:43,466 Or...timeless. 853 01:01:43,501 --> 01:01:45,908 As they say. 854 01:02:14,466 --> 01:02:17,632 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYS QUIETLY) 855 01:02:24,608 --> 01:02:26,916 These are nice-looking wine glasses. 856 01:02:28,183 --> 01:02:30,480 Crrr! 857 01:02:30,515 --> 01:02:33,087 Maybe it's the right time for the last show for a while. 858 01:02:34,420 --> 01:02:37,025 'Cause I feel a bit tired. 859 01:02:37,060 --> 01:02:38,961 But I feel exc... 860 01:02:38,996 --> 01:02:41,095 I feel like, also, on top of that, 861 01:02:41,130 --> 01:02:42,789 I feel in the swing of it. 862 01:02:42,824 --> 01:02:46,034 Like, I'm feeling very comfortable on stage, 863 01:02:46,069 --> 01:02:47,629 which is rare. 864 01:02:50,073 --> 01:02:52,370 But I think it's, like, the no set-up time. 865 01:02:52,405 --> 01:02:54,471 It's like, all of a sudden, 866 01:02:54,506 --> 01:02:56,803 all of a sudden, you're on stage. 867 01:02:56,838 --> 01:02:58,541 Which I think is probably good for me, 868 01:02:58,576 --> 01:03:00,279 so I don't think about it too much. 869 01:03:02,118 --> 01:03:04,921 (STRUMS RANDOM NOTES) Encore? 870 01:03:06,188 --> 01:03:07,781 Should I do an encore? 871 01:03:09,224 --> 01:03:10,960 Do people like encores? 872 01:03:14,559 --> 01:03:16,460 The age-old debate. 873 01:03:19,168 --> 01:03:21,300 Sometimes I go to a show and I'm like, 874 01:03:21,335 --> 01:03:23,500 "Just get off the stage. 875 01:03:24,976 --> 01:03:27,537 "Even though I love you, don't do an encore. 876 01:03:27,572 --> 01:03:29,143 "My legs are tired." 877 01:03:32,643 --> 01:03:35,952 I'll do an encore. (LAUGHS) 878 01:03:38,154 --> 01:03:39,813 Just to spite them. 879 01:03:46,789 --> 01:03:48,965 (PLAYS 'SUNDAY ROAST') 880 01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,166 (AUDIENCE CHEERS AND WHISTLES) 881 01:03:58,009 --> 01:04:00,438 ♪ Keep on keepin' on 882 01:04:00,473 --> 01:04:03,705 ♪ You know you're not alone 883 01:04:03,740 --> 01:04:05,773 AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone 884 01:04:05,808 --> 01:04:09,546 ♪ And I know all your stories 885 01:04:09,581 --> 01:04:13,616 ♪ But I'll listen to them again 886 01:04:14,652 --> 01:04:17,620 ♪ And if you move away 887 01:04:17,655 --> 01:04:20,931 ♪ You know I'll miss your face 888 01:04:20,966 --> 01:04:22,966 AUDIENCE: ♪ I'll miss your face 889 01:04:23,001 --> 01:04:26,266 ♪ It's all the same to me 890 01:04:26,301 --> 01:04:31,799 ♪ You know it's all the same to me 891 01:04:31,834 --> 01:04:34,472 ♪ Keep on keepin' on 892 01:04:34,507 --> 01:04:37,706 ♪ You know you're not alone 893 01:04:37,741 --> 01:04:39,774 AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone 894 01:04:39,809 --> 01:04:43,250 ♪ And I know all your stories 895 01:04:43,285 --> 01:04:47,881 ♪ But I'll listen to them again 896 01:04:47,916 --> 01:04:51,060 ♪ And if you move away 897 01:04:51,095 --> 01:04:54,360 ♪ You know I'll miss your face 898 01:04:54,395 --> 01:04:56,230 AUDIENCE: ♪ I'll miss your face 899 01:04:56,265 --> 01:04:59,233 ♪ It's all the same to me 900 01:04:59,268 --> 01:05:04,106 ♪ You know it's all the same to me 901 01:05:04,141 --> 01:05:07,373 ♪ Keep on keepin' on 902 01:05:07,408 --> 01:05:10,442 ♪ You know you're not alone 903 01:05:10,477 --> 01:05:12,147 AUDIENCE: ♪ You're not alone 904 01:05:12,182 --> 01:05:15,711 ♪ And I know all your stories 905 01:05:15,746 --> 01:05:19,187 ♪ But I'll listen to them again... ♪ 906 01:05:47,745 --> 01:05:49,448 Do you like my slippers? 907 01:05:52,013 --> 01:05:53,320 DANNY: Yeah. 908 01:05:55,126 --> 01:05:56,917 I got them in Mexico. 909 01:05:56,952 --> 01:05:58,787 -DANNY: Mexico? -Yep. 910 01:06:19,744 --> 01:06:21,579 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 911 01:06:21,614 --> 01:06:23,548 Danny, you're gonna be so upset with me. 912 01:06:23,583 --> 01:06:25,286 I haven't...I haven't 913 01:06:25,321 --> 01:06:27,750 talked to the dictaphone this whole tour. 914 01:06:31,789 --> 01:06:36,363 I feel like everything is starting to make more sense. 915 01:06:36,398 --> 01:06:38,398 I think the...the journey 916 01:06:38,433 --> 01:06:43,469 is understanding what the... what the purpose is. 917 01:06:43,504 --> 01:06:47,671 And, uh, I think everyone struggles with that journey. 918 01:06:50,412 --> 01:06:54,843 It's probably a lifelong kind of exploration. 919 01:06:58,981 --> 01:07:01,949 Sorry, this is gonna be a disappointing, uh, moment 920 01:07:01,984 --> 01:07:03,555 when I hand it over to you, 921 01:07:03,590 --> 01:07:07,757 but, uh...in the process of not talking, 922 01:07:07,792 --> 01:07:10,364 I feel like I've, uh... I've discovered something, 923 01:07:10,399 --> 01:07:13,059 which could, um, help, 924 01:07:13,094 --> 01:07:16,634 uh, in the... in the bigger picture. 925 01:07:16,669 --> 01:07:20,110 So let's see. Let's see how that goes. 926 01:07:26,679 --> 01:07:30,153 This year, I'm just learning how to slow down. 927 01:07:32,113 --> 01:07:36,258 And, um, learning the kind of importance 928 01:07:36,293 --> 01:07:40,130 of solitude and reflection. 929 01:07:42,728 --> 01:07:44,398 My new home. 930 01:07:49,471 --> 01:07:52,175 I do this thing where I think I'm not being heard. 931 01:07:53,805 --> 01:07:56,443 I just have this fear that the... 932 01:07:56,478 --> 01:07:58,742 ..you know, the microphone isn't loud enough 933 01:07:58,777 --> 01:08:01,316 or that I'm not being clear enough. 934 01:08:01,351 --> 01:08:06,112 So that's why I kind of end up singing louder and screaming 935 01:08:06,147 --> 01:08:08,114 and playing guitar louder 936 01:08:08,149 --> 01:08:12,492 and everything kind of slowly starts edging upwards. 937 01:08:14,397 --> 01:08:15,792 But I just feel like 938 01:08:15,827 --> 01:08:20,126 making quiet and peaceful, calm music. 939 01:08:20,161 --> 01:08:24,097 You know, as if you're in the room with me, 940 01:08:24,132 --> 01:08:28,145 just kind of quietly singing you this idea. 941 01:08:30,006 --> 01:08:35,152 Like a gentleness that I think I lost along the way. 942 01:08:38,146 --> 01:08:42,324 I just can't yell anymore. 943 01:08:43,723 --> 01:08:46,361 For now. (LAUGHS) 944 01:08:46,396 --> 01:08:48,231 You need anything? 945 01:08:48,266 --> 01:08:50,464 DANNY: You talking to me or the cat? 946 01:08:50,499 --> 01:08:52,565 COURTNEY: You. (LAUGHS) 947 01:08:54,470 --> 01:08:56,129 DANNY: No, thank you. 948 01:08:58,067 --> 01:09:00,177 (CAT PURRS) 949 01:09:01,609 --> 01:09:04,071 Hello. (CHUCKLES) 950 01:09:14,424 --> 01:09:16,589 You wanna be in the movie? 951 01:09:18,219 --> 01:09:19,955 Yes, you do. 952 01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:23,156 (PLAYS GENTLE TUNE) 953 01:09:29,802 --> 01:09:32,407 ♪ In the dark 954 01:09:32,442 --> 01:09:34,376 ♪ Are you scared? 955 01:09:34,411 --> 01:09:37,907 ♪ Did you hear those dogs bark? 956 01:09:39,108 --> 01:09:40,481 ♪ Da-da-da 957 01:09:40,516 --> 01:09:44,386 ♪ They don't mean you no harm 958 01:09:44,421 --> 01:09:48,291 ♪ Shine the torch on the path 959 01:09:48,326 --> 01:09:53,296 ♪ Darlin', please don't let go of my arm 960 01:09:55,399 --> 01:09:57,190 ♪ When you sleep 961 01:09:57,225 --> 01:09:59,467 ♪ Are you warm? 962 01:09:59,502 --> 01:10:03,064 ♪ Can you feel my cold feet? 963 01:10:03,099 --> 01:10:08,245 ♪ Yeah, I don't want you to be alone 964 01:10:09,446 --> 01:10:15,384 ♪ And I don't want you to be alone 965 01:10:15,419 --> 01:10:20,818 ♪ Yeah, I don't want you to be alone... ♪ 966 01:10:24,956 --> 01:10:28,397 So there's a good amount 967 01:10:28,432 --> 01:10:31,763 of traffic in this area. 968 01:10:31,798 --> 01:10:33,600 Foot traffic. 969 01:10:35,164 --> 01:10:36,669 Yeah. 970 01:10:44,745 --> 01:10:48,285 Well, what I've learnt is that nobody looks up. 971 01:10:49,948 --> 01:10:51,486 People look at the ground 972 01:10:51,521 --> 01:10:54,753 or they look at their phone or they look ahead, obviously. 973 01:10:54,788 --> 01:10:56,755 But they don't look up. 974 01:11:04,567 --> 01:11:08,129 I love the colour of the trees at the moment. 975 01:11:10,067 --> 01:11:13,101 Well, it's getting more into winter, 976 01:11:13,136 --> 01:11:16,742 so it's kind of fading, but... 977 01:11:19,340 --> 01:11:22,781 ..all those red and orange leaves everywhere. 978 01:11:22,816 --> 01:11:24,585 So beautiful. 979 01:11:28,921 --> 01:11:32,186 I was playing with the inks the other day. 980 01:11:32,221 --> 01:11:34,430 I quite like that one. 981 01:11:38,832 --> 01:11:40,733 That's the window. 982 01:11:47,005 --> 01:11:50,875 Does that look like me? That was a self-portrait. 983 01:11:50,910 --> 01:11:52,745 It kind of... it kind of looks like 984 01:11:52,780 --> 01:11:55,209 how I drew in high school. 985 01:11:55,244 --> 01:11:58,355 DANNY: I can't tell which one's the real Courtney. 986 01:12:01,184 --> 01:12:03,789 I'm looking very pouty. 987 01:12:03,824 --> 01:12:05,758 (LAUGHS) 988 01:12:05,793 --> 01:12:09,795 And then I started drawing lots of birds on the wires. 989 01:12:09,830 --> 01:12:12,633 -(BACKGROUND POP MUSIC PLAYS) -(HUMS ALONG) 990 01:12:15,231 --> 01:12:18,771 -(DICTAPHONE CLICKS) -Mmm, Danny. 991 01:12:18,806 --> 01:12:24,040 Um, I'm thinking about, um, how to make my next record. 992 01:12:24,075 --> 01:12:27,373 I kind of have no idea where to start. 993 01:12:27,408 --> 01:12:30,376 I think I might ask my friend Stella 994 01:12:30,411 --> 01:12:35,216 to help me, um... gather my thoughts 995 01:12:35,251 --> 01:12:38,527 and my ideas into one spot. 996 01:12:41,422 --> 01:12:45,798 ♪ Let me know, let me know how you go, how you go... ♪ 997 01:12:45,833 --> 01:12:48,999 (CONTINUES HUMMING ALONG TO BACKGROUND POP MUSIC) 998 01:12:54,974 --> 01:12:57,007 ♪ How, how it shows... ♪ 999 01:13:08,658 --> 01:13:11,824 (GUITAR, RHYTHMIC DRUMBEAT AND CLICKS PLAY) 1000 01:13:14,059 --> 01:13:18,534 I feel so happy today. 1001 01:13:18,569 --> 01:13:22,230 It's hard to explain why but I just, um... 1002 01:13:22,265 --> 01:13:25,706 I feel really, uh, inspired. 1003 01:13:25,741 --> 01:13:28,478 I just really miss making music, I think. 1004 01:13:28,513 --> 01:13:30,843 I miss making music with other people. 1005 01:13:33,276 --> 01:13:35,177 DANNY: What's the song about? 1006 01:13:36,620 --> 01:13:38,554 What's this song about? 1007 01:13:38,589 --> 01:13:41,755 (RHYTHMIC ELECTRONIC BEAT PLAYS) 1008 01:13:42,758 --> 01:13:44,626 It's about, um... 1009 01:13:44,661 --> 01:13:48,190 ..um, a conversation with a friend 1010 01:13:48,225 --> 01:13:53,965 who is telling...me, um, 1011 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,099 about someone they're in love with. 1012 01:13:56,134 --> 01:13:59,399 (PLAYS GUITAR ALONG TO BEAT) 1013 01:14:05,077 --> 01:14:07,781 ♪ I've been around the world 1014 01:14:07,816 --> 01:14:11,752 ♪ Looking for the perfect girl 1015 01:14:11,787 --> 01:14:16,053 ♪ Turns out she was just living down the street... ♪ 1016 01:14:16,088 --> 01:14:17,923 A bit faster? 1017 01:14:17,958 --> 01:14:20,453 ♪ Living down the street... ♪ 1018 01:14:26,428 --> 01:14:28,901 Stella, what would you like on your toast? 1019 01:14:28,936 --> 01:14:30,837 STELLA: Mmm... 1020 01:14:32,137 --> 01:14:34,269 -Salami! -(COURTNEY LAUGHS) 1021 01:14:36,911 --> 01:14:38,713 Day three of four, is that right? 1022 01:14:38,748 --> 01:14:41,683 Day three of four. Correct. 1023 01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:46,149 We're gonna, um... 1024 01:14:46,184 --> 01:14:49,823 ..record two songs - maybe. 1025 01:14:51,321 --> 01:14:54,355 -If we feel like it. -If we feel like it. 1026 01:14:54,390 --> 01:14:55,895 (BOTH LAUGH) 1027 01:14:55,930 --> 01:14:57,765 Vegemite on my tooth? 1028 01:14:57,800 --> 01:14:59,833 (LAUGHS) 1029 01:15:10,747 --> 01:15:13,044 COURTNEY: ♪ An old man... ♪ 1030 01:15:13,079 --> 01:15:15,783 -In the chorus? -Just everywhere. Yeah. 1031 01:15:15,818 --> 01:15:17,620 Like, or whether you wanna keep the... 1032 01:15:17,655 --> 01:15:20,788 (VARIES DRUMBEAT) 1033 01:15:20,823 --> 01:15:22,658 COURTNEY: I like it. I like it. 1034 01:15:22,693 --> 01:15:26,255 I think it gives it a little bit of...interest. 1035 01:15:27,929 --> 01:15:29,225 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 1036 01:15:31,229 --> 01:15:33,603 I think the thing that always gets me 1037 01:15:33,638 --> 01:15:35,737 is that it...like, when you record something, 1038 01:15:35,772 --> 01:15:38,201 you're making this definitive piece of history 1039 01:15:38,236 --> 01:15:41,644 that will sit as a thing forever. 1040 01:15:41,679 --> 01:15:43,811 That makes sense. But I think also... 1041 01:15:45,309 --> 01:15:46,979 I really love the idea 1042 01:15:47,014 --> 01:15:52,721 of, um...of letting go of that perfectionism. 1043 01:15:52,756 --> 01:15:54,987 Like, letting go of the idea 1044 01:15:55,022 --> 01:15:58,419 that what I'm doing is the most important thing 1045 01:15:58,454 --> 01:16:01,290 in the world. 1046 01:16:01,325 --> 01:16:05,063 Not to, like, give it no credit, 1047 01:16:05,098 --> 01:16:07,593 but, you know, it's true. 1048 01:16:07,628 --> 01:16:11,872 There's...there's no point working up, I don't know, 1049 01:16:11,907 --> 01:16:17,405 these big, like, walls of catastrophe... 1050 01:16:18,848 --> 01:16:21,915 ..and disaster over...over creation. 1051 01:16:25,987 --> 01:16:27,547 Gonna clock off for now, 1052 01:16:27,582 --> 01:16:29,692 but I'll...I'll come back 1053 01:16:29,727 --> 01:16:31,320 with something eventually. 1054 01:16:32,730 --> 01:16:34,829 Alright, Danny. 'Bye. 1055 01:16:39,132 --> 01:16:44,597 I just think it has room to be, um, more inconsistent. 1056 01:16:44,632 --> 01:16:45,906 STELLA: Yep. 1057 01:16:45,941 --> 01:16:47,743 Play. 1058 01:16:48,911 --> 01:16:51,637 Play...uh, play the tempo for you. 1059 01:16:51,672 --> 01:16:53,980 -Um... -STELLA: Play. 1060 01:16:54,015 --> 01:16:58,952 ♪ Time is money 1061 01:16:58,987 --> 01:17:04,122 ♪ And money is no man's friend 1062 01:17:04,157 --> 01:17:09,193 ♪ And all eyes on the pavement 1063 01:17:09,228 --> 01:17:12,229 ♪ I'm not gonna touch ya 1064 01:17:12,264 --> 01:17:16,464 ♪ Don't worry so much about it 1065 01:17:16,499 --> 01:17:18,906 ♪ I'm just waiting 1066 01:17:18,941 --> 01:17:20,908 ♪ For the day 1067 01:17:20,943 --> 01:17:24,340 ♪ To become night. ♪ 1068 01:17:25,343 --> 01:17:28,608 (TAPS HOLLOWLY) 1069 01:17:39,159 --> 01:17:41,225 -Hold on. -Go. 1070 01:17:41,260 --> 01:17:43,964 -Wait. Hold on. Wait. -Go. Go. Go. 1071 01:17:43,999 --> 01:17:46,197 -Go! -One, two, three, go! 1072 01:17:46,232 --> 01:17:47,495 Fuck. 1073 01:17:49,499 --> 01:17:51,565 -Another one. -Cancel each other out. 1074 01:17:51,600 --> 01:17:52,940 Another one. 1075 01:17:52,975 --> 01:17:55,701 No, exactly the same time. Ready? 1076 01:17:55,736 --> 01:17:57,703 On 'go' or 'three'? 1077 01:17:57,738 --> 01:17:59,573 One, two, three and then go. 1078 01:17:59,608 --> 01:18:02,411 -So technically four. -(LAUGHS) 1079 01:18:02,446 --> 01:18:05,447 -One, two, three, four! -One, two, three, go! 1080 01:18:07,484 --> 01:18:08,582 (DICTAPHONE CLICKS) 1081 01:18:10,487 --> 01:18:12,025 Every now and then, 1082 01:18:12,060 --> 01:18:15,655 I have this real moment of, uh...of clarity. 1083 01:18:22,004 --> 01:18:24,598 Like, I have this understanding 1084 01:18:24,633 --> 01:18:28,305 and this, uh, opposite of anxiety 1085 01:18:28,340 --> 01:18:33,948 washes over me and I feel like I'm moving ahead somehow. 1086 01:18:35,347 --> 01:18:38,744 When you can see ahead and see the positive, 1087 01:18:38,779 --> 01:18:41,384 then when you do take two steps back 1088 01:18:41,419 --> 01:18:42,924 and you're in the negative, 1089 01:18:42,959 --> 01:18:45,256 then you know that... 1090 01:18:46,754 --> 01:18:50,558 ..it's a possibility to...to feel good again. 1091 01:18:54,399 --> 01:18:56,234 It's just a nice reminder 1092 01:18:56,269 --> 01:18:59,402 that...that there's good things ahead, 1093 01:18:59,437 --> 01:19:01,107 there's good things coming, 1094 01:19:01,142 --> 01:19:03,373 and there's good things in the past, 1095 01:19:03,408 --> 01:19:05,914 and you just have to take them and build on them 1096 01:19:05,949 --> 01:19:08,147 and, um, rearrange them 1097 01:19:08,182 --> 01:19:12,151 to get where you wanna get in the future. 1098 01:19:17,895 --> 01:19:19,796 (INAUDIBLE) 1099 01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:25,461 I think the last album, 1100 01:19:25,496 --> 01:19:28,871 you can hear a lot of, um, like, tension in there, 1101 01:19:28,906 --> 01:19:33,601 a lot of kind of defensiveness and frustration and anger, 1102 01:19:33,636 --> 01:19:37,913 and I feel this album is a lot more kind of gentle 1103 01:19:37,948 --> 01:19:40,146 and, um, open, 1104 01:19:40,181 --> 01:19:45,954 and these songs focus on...love. 1105 01:19:48,959 --> 01:19:50,926 But not just love of a person, 1106 01:19:50,961 --> 01:19:55,128 but love of, like, being a loving person. 1107 01:20:03,006 --> 01:20:05,138 (STELLA LAUGHS) 1108 01:20:07,439 --> 01:20:09,571 Are you planning to see Georgia again 1109 01:20:09,606 --> 01:20:11,111 when you go through Sydney? 1110 01:20:11,146 --> 01:20:12,915 Yeah, when we go back through Sydney. 1111 01:20:12,950 --> 01:20:16,743 So a few weeks away, we'll see Blake and Hayley and Georgia. 1112 01:20:16,778 --> 01:20:18,745 -And, um... -Right, good. 1113 01:20:18,780 --> 01:20:22,419 I'll give them an extra... an extra hug for you both. 1114 01:20:22,454 --> 01:20:24,894 (CONTINUES CHATTING INDISTINCTLY) 1115 01:20:24,929 --> 01:20:26,896 COURTNEY: As someone once told me, 1116 01:20:26,931 --> 01:20:32,528 my albums won't be with me on my deathbed 1117 01:20:32,563 --> 01:20:35,465 holding my hand. 1118 01:20:37,975 --> 01:20:41,944 This film will not be with us 1119 01:20:41,979 --> 01:20:44,243 as we lie dying. 1120 01:20:49,514 --> 01:20:52,581 But I like to think in the bigger scheme of things, 1121 01:20:52,616 --> 01:20:55,815 it will live on and... 1122 01:20:58,556 --> 01:21:00,259 ..help other people 1123 01:21:00,294 --> 01:21:02,426 or inspire other people 1124 01:21:02,461 --> 01:21:05,825 or create some sort of conversation... 1125 01:21:07,004 --> 01:21:09,466 ..for some purpose. 1126 01:21:15,672 --> 01:21:18,838 (INAUDIBLE) 1127 01:21:21,810 --> 01:21:25,251 I think I've figured out that my eternal goal 1128 01:21:25,286 --> 01:21:30,091 is...to empower people who need empowering. 1129 01:21:34,064 --> 01:21:38,561 To communicate ideas and stories and emotions. 1130 01:21:45,108 --> 01:21:49,209 To give someone in the audience 1131 01:21:49,244 --> 01:21:52,905 the energy or the power... 1132 01:21:52,940 --> 01:21:55,083 (INAUDIBLE) 1133 01:21:57,285 --> 01:21:59,153 ..to feel something. 1134 01:22:03,654 --> 01:22:05,995 To forget something. 1135 01:22:11,134 --> 01:22:13,233 To remember something. 1136 01:22:22,079 --> 01:22:24,277 To be inspired. 1137 01:22:28,448 --> 01:22:33,022 To feel happiness or to feel an emotion... 1138 01:22:36,489 --> 01:22:41,360 ..that, um, allows them to transcend... 1139 01:22:43,298 --> 01:22:44,594 ..life. 1140 01:22:48,798 --> 01:22:53,042 And, um...you know, helps them 1141 01:22:53,077 --> 01:22:55,572 in...in their journey. 1142 01:23:02,977 --> 01:23:06,715 COURTNEY AND AUDIENCE: ♪ If you've got a 1143 01:23:06,750 --> 01:23:11,225 ♪ Spare half a million 1144 01:23:11,260 --> 01:23:15,196 ♪ You could knock it down 1145 01:23:15,231 --> 01:23:19,266 ♪ And start rebuilding 1146 01:23:19,301 --> 01:23:22,896 ♪ If you've got a 1147 01:23:22,931 --> 01:23:27,142 ♪ Spare half a million 1148 01:23:27,177 --> 01:23:31,410 ♪ You could knock it down 1149 01:23:31,445 --> 01:23:34,974 ♪ And start rebuilding. ♪ 1150 01:23:35,009 --> 01:23:37,317 (SONG ENDS) 1151 01:23:42,126 --> 01:23:45,292 (INTRO TO 'WRITE A LIST OF THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO') 1152 01:23:56,734 --> 01:24:01,572 ♪ Nobody knows 1153 01:24:02,674 --> 01:24:05,939 ♪ While we keep trying 1154 01:24:05,974 --> 01:24:09,217 ♪ While we keep trying 1155 01:24:09,252 --> 01:24:11,351 ♪ And so 1156 01:24:12,486 --> 01:24:14,618 ♪ On it goes 1157 01:24:15,819 --> 01:24:19,722 ♪ I'm looking forward to the next 1158 01:24:19,757 --> 01:24:24,056 ♪ Letter that I'm gonna get from you 1159 01:24:35,575 --> 01:24:40,809 ♪ A baby is born 1160 01:24:42,252 --> 01:24:45,451 ♪ As a man lay dying 1161 01:24:45,486 --> 01:24:48,784 ♪ As a man lay dying 1162 01:24:48,819 --> 01:24:51,886 ♪ And so 1163 01:24:51,921 --> 01:24:55,120 ♪ On it goes 1164 01:24:55,155 --> 01:24:59,366 ♪ I'm looking forward to the next 1165 01:24:59,401 --> 01:25:03,733 ♪ Letter that I'm gonna get from you 1166 01:25:14,317 --> 01:25:17,109 ♪ Sit beside me 1167 01:25:17,144 --> 01:25:20,585 ♪ Watch the world burn 1168 01:25:20,620 --> 01:25:22,917 ♪ We'll never learn 1169 01:25:22,952 --> 01:25:27,119 ♪ We don't deserve nice things 1170 01:25:28,089 --> 01:25:33,301 ♪ And we'll scream self-righteously 1171 01:25:34,403 --> 01:25:36,029 ♪ We did our best 1172 01:25:36,064 --> 01:25:40,803 ♪ But what does that really mean? 1173 01:25:42,103 --> 01:25:44,609 ♪ I'm walking around 1174 01:25:44,644 --> 01:25:48,547 ♪ Walking around 1175 01:25:48,582 --> 01:25:54,487 ♪ With my head down, my head down 1176 01:25:54,522 --> 01:25:57,589 ♪ And I'm pushing away 1177 01:25:57,624 --> 01:26:01,296 ♪ Pushing away 1178 01:26:01,331 --> 01:26:07,159 ♪ Yeah, I'm pushing away, pushing away. ♪ 1179 01:26:37,059 --> 01:26:40,929 Oh, God. Did I stop this or what? No. 1180 01:26:40,964 --> 01:26:42,634 Stop. 1181 01:26:44,099 --> 01:26:45,373 How do you... (LAUGHS) 1182 01:26:45,408 --> 01:26:47,771 I've forgotten how to use this thing. 83465

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