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When I was very young,
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Sometimes I"d lay
in bed at night...
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and imagined that my family
turned into monsters
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when I fell asleep.
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Listening to the hum
of urban traffic
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outside my window,
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I could picture them
having wild revelries,
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sure to explode
my 8-year-old mind.
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And, of course, there was
a thoroughly logical belief
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that they were fattening me up
just to eat me.
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Even now,
at the ripe old age of 16,
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I still catch myself
asking the same old question.
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Who are you people?
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And lately, rather than recede,
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that question only gets louder.
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Consider my father.
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He's a shark litigator,
who simultaneously craves
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both the nobility of laboring
for the disenfranchised
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and the splatter of blood
from those who dare oppose him.
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Perhaps that's why
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his emotional
communication switch
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is permanently stuck
on "yell."
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Alex, come on.
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You're going to
be late for school.
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Jesus H. Christ.
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Especially when reminded that
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his 16 year old daughter
actually looks 16.
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Does no one
wear clothes anymore?
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My mother,
meanwhile, enjoys smiling.
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She works in PR,
which is by its very nature,
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the most superficial
of superficial professions.
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Still,
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- it plays to her strength.
- Good to see you.
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Switching
from externalized jubilation
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to world class detachment.
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Judith Fixel.
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Publicly,
there's a direct correlation
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between said detachment
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and dead eyed
Cheshire cat grinning.
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Privately, that detachment
takes a different form.
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Yeah, Carey and I
are taking the girls
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to visit his mother.
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Oh, yes.
A joy it shall be.
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But when we get back,
let's make a night of it.
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Okay. Okay. Bye.
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Not a monster"s roar.
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Do you have
to do this right here?
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You're going to ruin my floors.
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Something quieter.
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What do you think
of the painting?
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A reminder
that when she's around me,
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she's never quite there.
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Your principal called.
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You're failing pre-calculus.
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She loves my sisters, though.
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Their existence is basically
a family creation myth.
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Daddy, tell the story again.
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Uh, Mommy and I wanted to
have more babies.
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We tried for years and years.
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And years and years
and years and years.
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- And we saw so many doctors.
- Oh!
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And then we saw this one doctor,
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who took these teeny
little things called embryos,
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and they put that inside me.
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- Ew.
- Mm-hmm.
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And then we found out
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we weren't going to have
just one baby.
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We were going to have
two babies.
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And that's how we got
you pair of chuckleheads.
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Maybe they're just easier.
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What about Alex?
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Yes. What about me?
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You were no trouble.
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On some level,
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I wonder whether
I keep silently asking
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and re-asking
that fundamental question
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of just who you people are.
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Because every moment
they seem to be asking
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the same question of me.
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Are you going to call in
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- a guidance counselor?
- Dude.
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I'm really impressed
with your writing, though.
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No, I should have stuck
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to Holden Caulfield's ducks
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and spared you my angst.
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It's horrible.
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Nothing about you
is horrible, Alex.
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Rohan, I...
I literally have one friend
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left over from kindergarten
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and she doesn't even go here.
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Hence your charity lunches.
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Your place
in the social pecking order
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forever undefinable.
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This, too, shall pass.
Trust me.
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It's hard to believe
I ever went through
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the same thing, right?
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Uh, It's super easy to believe.
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You are a total nerd.
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Every weekend,
I set aside six hours,
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just for my book.
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Just to write.
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I think you should try it.
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Maybe you can
discipline yourself
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to write something
not so horrible.
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Okay, so, let's write together.
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This Saturday.
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Oh, um, Alex, I don't know
if that's appropriate.
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Rohan, calm down.
We"re friends, right?
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Okay.
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Um, but right now,
it's not Rohan, it"s...
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Mr. Amira. Got it.
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All right, guys.
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Let"s talk about
these ducks, huh?
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So, wait.
You didn't have sex with him?
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No, his Mom was,
like, in the next room.
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Are you sure it wasn't because
you're afraid of herpes?
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Because if it's herpes,
I totally get it.
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I'm terrified of herpes.
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Can you please
stop saying herpes?
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Yeah, it travels through
your saliva or your skin...
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and it doesn't even matter
if you use a condom,
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because it's just
spreading out there,
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all over the place all the time,
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- Mm-hmm.
- And it never goes away,
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because it lives
in your fucking spine.
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It"s literally all we talk
about in bio is, like...
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disgusting
genitalia scare tactics.
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And herpes aside,
you still have to be, like,
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way up in their face with, like,
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all their pimples
and blackheads and nose breath
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and whatever
they fucking ate for lunch.
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- It"s disgusting.
- Okay.
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Now all I am thinking about
is if he has herpes.
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- Good.
- Okay, look.
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You just need to find someone.
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Anyone at your school
and just do it already.
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Your vag is not some
sort of sacred temple.
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- Okay!
- It"s just a vag.
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Whatever.
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Or I don"t know.
Get your mom to hug you.
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Funny how you say I'm going...
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You are goddamn well going.
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- My stomach hurts.
- It's gonna be okay.
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Grandma always
looks at me like I'm fungus
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and then asks
if I have a boyfriend.
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I'm telling her I'm gay.
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- You're not gay.
- Maybe I am.
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Oh, are you coming out?
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No.
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I'm just not going to grandma"s.
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Carey. It"s okay.
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She doesn't have to go
if she doesn't want to go.
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If she's in a mood,
then it's not worth it.
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- Come on.
- Thanks a lot.
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You okay, baby?
Where does it hurt?
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Just through here.
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Hey, so, where are your folks?
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Oh, they're visiting my grandma.
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Oh.
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There"s a coffee shop
down the street.
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Maybe we should just go there.
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You're a tea person, right?
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Uh-huh.
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So, what's your novel about?
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Well, it's kind of complicated,
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but it's about soldiers
in World War One.
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Write what you know, right?
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- What?
- Uh, nothing.
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Continue.
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Okay.
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So, it's about the first
Indian soldiers that show up
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- at the Western Front.
- Yeah.
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And it's about
their experiences,
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the cultural dislocation.
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It's not a comedy.
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Oh.
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Yeah.
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Never heard you talk
about your work before.
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- It"s so cool.
- Oh!
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- Alex, come on.
- Oh, I'm not a virgin.
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Look, I'll just
see you on Monday,
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- okay?
- Hey, Rohan.
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- You good?
- Yeah.
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Alex!
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Rose got sick, so we turned...
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Oh, my...
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Jesus.
Are you okay?
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- Yeah.
- Really?
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You okay?
Are you sure?
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What kind of fucking teacher
hangs out with his students?
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What the hell is he doing here?
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- Calm down.
- No.
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He's a grown man, you're 16!
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He"s lucky I don"t murder him.
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You want to explain what
the fuck he was doing here?
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Okay, you are the adult.
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I am the adult!
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You know who"s not the adult?
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Alexandra Fucking Fixal!
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This is very
difficult to explain.
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What's his name?
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Rohan? Amira?
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We should press charges.
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We have a... we have a...
A moral obligation, right?
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We should sue the whole school.
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She invited him here.
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That's beside the point.
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I just don't think
I'll ever understand
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what would possess her to do
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something
so aggressively stupid.
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Okay. Okay.
But you made your point.
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- So let's just drop it.
- Okay.
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Well, we certainly know
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she didn't get
this bullshit from me.
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Wait, I... I did not mean
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- to say...
- Yeah, you did.
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Judith.
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I said the wrong thing.
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♪
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Hey, Mom?
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- Sorry.
- You scared me.
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Alex, you need to be careful.
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There's enough
trouble out there,
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without you going
to look for it.
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I wasn't looking for trouble.
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I knew what I was doing.
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Y... you brought
a strange man into our home.
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He wasn't strange.
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- I knew him.
- You don't know a fucking thing.
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Okay, you know what?
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It's been a long day.
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What were you looking at?
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I think we should both
get some sleep
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before we go another round.
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♪
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All right.
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I am Mrs. Rumble,
your sub.
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And it looks like
we are finishing up
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Catcher in the Rye.
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Jailbait.
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Who actually read
the book from the SparkNotes?
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Excuse me?
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Excuse me?
What"s her name?
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Ooh!
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Mom?
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Dad?
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♪
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"Dear Judith...
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I haven't expected you
to respond
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to my letters before,
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and I don't expect it now,
either.
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Truthfully,
I don't know what I'd say
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other than I'm sorry
for what happened
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a few months ago.
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How things between us ended,
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and how they never
should have begun.
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I'm back in Washington now,
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so you don't have to
worry about seeing me.
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I imagine you never want to
see me again...
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and I don't blame you.
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I never want to
see me again, either.
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It's unfair to tell you
I think about you,
264
00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:02,999
but I do.
265
00:13:04,044 --> 00:13:05,088
Karl."
266
00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:09,963
Alex?
267
00:13:10,137 --> 00:13:11,181
Coming.
268
00:13:12,704 --> 00:13:14,184
We need to talk to you.
269
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:25,108
So, um, I have a question.
270
00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:26,327
Not now.
271
00:13:27,415 --> 00:13:28,503
Park it.
272
00:13:30,070 --> 00:13:31,114
Okay.
273
00:13:33,725 --> 00:13:36,380
So, um, I read this...
274
00:13:36,554 --> 00:13:37,754
We"ve arranged for you to start
275
00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:38,948
boarding school next week.
276
00:13:42,517 --> 00:13:43,823
They"re liars.
277
00:13:43,997 --> 00:13:47,043
Like, legit liars, both of them.
278
00:13:47,217 --> 00:13:48,915
And now they got their excuse
279
00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:50,249
to ship me to boarding school.
280
00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:51,787
They can finally get rid of me.
281
00:13:52,570 --> 00:13:55,443
Okay, you don't even know
what this letter means.
282
00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,445
It is from six months
before I was born.
283
00:13:57,967 --> 00:13:59,534
That's a fucking
coincidence now?
284
00:14:00,578 --> 00:14:02,363
Plus, all those
fertility treatments
285
00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,538
for the twins?
286
00:14:03,712 --> 00:14:05,018
Carey shoots blanks.
287
00:14:05,192 --> 00:14:06,933
Okay, well, this Karl guy
288
00:14:07,107 --> 00:14:08,543
could be, like, a serial killer.
289
00:14:08,717 --> 00:14:09,912
How many serial killers
seem that contrite
290
00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:10,980
about home-wrecking?
291
00:14:11,154 --> 00:14:13,026
I don't have a lot of experience
292
00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:15,134
- with serial killers, Alex.
- He was like an artist, right?
293
00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,594
Maybe my mom had
an affair with him,
294
00:14:16,768 --> 00:14:18,640
she wasn't so, like... her.
295
00:14:18,814 --> 00:14:20,183
Well, they could just
look at your Insta
296
00:14:20,207 --> 00:14:21,904
and know that you're lying.
297
00:14:22,078 --> 00:14:23,186
Then I'll delete it,
good fucking riddance.
298
00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,515
- Hey.
- Listen.
299
00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:26,039
I've known Judith"s password
300
00:14:26,213 --> 00:14:27,533
since I set up
her PayPal account.
301
00:14:27,954 --> 00:14:29,714
After they drop me off,
I'll just email the school
302
00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:32,001
something like, "My husband
and I have reconsidered
303
00:14:32,175 --> 00:14:34,569
Alex's enrollment
and have opted to place her
304
00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:36,963
in a private school
here in Portland.
305
00:14:37,137 --> 00:14:39,574
We're sending a family friend
to retrieve her tomorrow.
306
00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,663
Feel free
to contact my direct line
307
00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:44,144
with any questions
or concerns."
308
00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:49,497
And what if they email her back?
309
00:14:49,671 --> 00:14:51,631
Then I will block their email
on Judith's account.
310
00:14:51,803 --> 00:14:55,372
- I get creative, Nancy.
- What if they call her?
311
00:14:55,546 --> 00:14:57,418
- What then?
- Judith Fixel.
312
00:14:57,592 --> 00:14:58,854
Hello, yes.
313
00:14:59,507 --> 00:15:01,813
I understand we need to
forfeit the tuition paid.
314
00:15:01,988 --> 00:15:03,598
We made a huge mistake
315
00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:05,730
and we feel the need
to keep Alex close to us.
316
00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,234
You're going
to the bus station, right?
317
00:15:11,258 --> 00:15:12,346
Uh, yeah.
318
00:15:13,434 --> 00:15:15,131
So you've, like,
already stalked him?
319
00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:16,761
Yeah, I already have
his address and stuff.
320
00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,352
Okay, whatever.
321
00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:21,050
Le... let's just say
that this works.
322
00:15:21,659 --> 00:15:22,979
Are you sure
you don't just, like,
323
00:15:23,096 --> 00:15:25,141
want this Karl guy
to be your dad?
324
00:15:25,315 --> 00:15:28,928
What, like, everything's just
going to magically make sense?
325
00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:32,801
I mean, what if he just...
326
00:15:34,194 --> 00:15:35,325
Sucks?
327
00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:38,502
Well, I"ll have to find out.
328
00:15:40,026 --> 00:15:41,114
Right?
329
00:16:30,424 --> 00:16:31,512
Yes?
330
00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:35,516
Um, I"m looking for
Karl Hendrix.
331
00:16:36,691 --> 00:16:39,433
Karl, there's somebody
here to see you.
332
00:16:41,304 --> 00:16:43,045
So are you his girlfriend or?
333
00:16:43,219 --> 00:16:45,787
- Cousin. I'm his cousin.
- Oh! Yeah.
334
00:16:48,616 --> 00:16:49,878
Hello.
335
00:16:50,357 --> 00:16:51,445
I'm Alex.
336
00:16:53,838 --> 00:16:54,926
Alexandra.
337
00:16:57,364 --> 00:16:58,800
Judith"s kid.
338
00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:03,631
Judith?
339
00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:13,510
Why don't you come in?
340
00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:30,745
Um, could you just
give me a moment, please?
341
00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:32,877
- Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Thanks.
342
00:17:36,664 --> 00:17:38,361
- That's my...
- I know.
343
00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:40,537
It's gonna be all right.
344
00:17:43,714 --> 00:17:47,762
♪
345
00:17:54,986 --> 00:17:56,901
I need to talk to your folks.
346
00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,817
All right. Yeah.
347
00:18:09,175 --> 00:18:10,480
Did it work?
348
00:18:10,654 --> 00:18:12,787
- Hi, Mom.
- W... what? Mom?
349
00:18:13,309 --> 00:18:15,355
Yeah, I got here okay.
350
00:18:15,529 --> 00:18:17,661
Uh, Alex,
what are you talking about?
351
00:18:18,227 --> 00:18:20,142
Sure. Yeah.
He was really surprised.
352
00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:21,578
I... I"m not your mom.
353
00:18:21,752 --> 00:18:23,014
Yeah, I love you too.
354
00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:25,016
- Alex!
- The phone.
355
00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:26,801
You said
this wouldn"t come back on me.
356
00:18:26,975 --> 00:18:29,064
Where are you putting me
in the middle of this?
357
00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,781
Why are you doing everything
that you said you wouldn"t...
358
00:18:30,805 --> 00:18:32,285
Hello, am I speaking
to Alex's mother?
359
00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:35,331
Hello?
360
00:18:39,379 --> 00:18:41,250
Why did...
Why did she hang up on me?
361
00:18:41,424 --> 00:18:43,339
Oh, um, she didn't want to
talk to you.
362
00:18:43,513 --> 00:18:44,862
She said you'd understand.
363
00:18:45,036 --> 00:18:47,343
- Excuse me?
- Uh, where did he go?
364
00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:52,870
Your mother
didn't tell him about you.
365
00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:58,354
Well, I "m... I"m here now.
366
00:19:02,663 --> 00:19:04,230
How about you stay for dinner?
367
00:19:05,405 --> 00:19:07,146
You're not eating anything.
368
00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:10,584
Oh, it's so good.
Um, I just-I"m a vegetarian.
369
00:19:10,758 --> 00:19:11,889
Oh.
370
00:19:13,064 --> 00:19:14,283
See, when I was three,
371
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:16,503
my parents took me
to this barbecue
372
00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,505
and someone
offered me a hamburger.
373
00:19:18,679 --> 00:19:21,595
And I asked my, uh, my dad, um,
374
00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,292
"Where does
hamburger come from?"
375
00:19:23,466 --> 00:19:25,642
And he said, "Well,
it comes from the cow."
376
00:19:25,816 --> 00:19:28,515
And I said, "You mean the cow
makes it like it makes milk?"
377
00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,212
Because I just
learned that about milk.
378
00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:33,737
And he said, "No, Alex,
the cow is the burger."
379
00:19:34,303 --> 00:19:36,262
So, then, little me ran around,
380
00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:37,915
saying to everybody,
381
00:19:38,089 --> 00:19:39,649
"How would you feel
if the cow ate you?"
382
00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,227
Which is probably the proudest
my dad's ever been of me,
383
00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:46,761
because he thought
I'd be a lawyer.
384
00:19:46,924 --> 00:19:48,535
- Your dad's a lawyer?
- Yeah.
385
00:19:49,057 --> 00:19:51,233
An ode to liberal hypocrisy.
386
00:19:55,933 --> 00:19:56,978
And you're a mechanic?
387
00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:00,721
How long have you been
a mechanic for?
388
00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:03,941
About eight years.
389
00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:05,943
Do you like it?
390
00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:08,816
Karl.
391
00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,472
So how did you and my mom meet?
392
00:20:23,483 --> 00:20:25,136
So were you, like,
393
00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,313
apprentice mechanicing
when you met her,
394
00:20:27,487 --> 00:20:28,662
or how exactly does...
395
00:20:28,836 --> 00:20:29,956
I think you should head home.
396
00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:32,492
I didn"t ask for a daughter.
397
00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,426
I don"t want
some kid running around.
398
00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:35,538
Listen, you don't have to
399
00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:36,800
- worry about me.
- Go!
400
00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:48,072
Wow, um, I'm... I'm so touched
by your enthusiasm
401
00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,813
to meet the fruit of your loins.
402
00:20:52,207 --> 00:20:53,469
Nice to fucking meet you.
403
00:20:59,127 --> 00:21:00,824
Fuck!
404
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,442
Come inside.
It's freezing out here.
405
00:21:09,616 --> 00:21:10,984
I"ll just find
a motel or something.
406
00:21:11,008 --> 00:21:13,446
- It's fine.
- Don't be silly.
407
00:21:13,620 --> 00:21:14,795
You'll stay here
408
00:21:14,969 --> 00:21:16,405
and I'll make up the guest room.
409
00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:19,278
You just caught him
off guard, is all.
410
00:21:23,978 --> 00:21:25,893
- Yeah.
- Good. Let's go.
411
00:22:13,549 --> 00:22:17,553
♪
412
00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,622
- Hi.
- Good morning.
413
00:22:44,493 --> 00:22:46,190
Uh, where did Karl go?
414
00:22:46,930 --> 00:22:48,149
He had an appointment.
415
00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:49,803
Oh.
416
00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:54,285
We were thinking
that it might be nice
417
00:22:54,460 --> 00:22:55,939
if you stayed for a while.
418
00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,202
Give you both a chance
419
00:22:58,377 --> 00:22:59,737
to get to know
each other a little?
420
00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:01,423
We?
421
00:23:02,250 --> 00:23:03,382
Yes.
422
00:23:04,034 --> 00:23:06,950
Well, I have to go to school.
423
00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:08,691
I teach the third grade.
424
00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:12,216
Karl will be back from work
at six.
425
00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:13,696
Dinner is at seven.
426
00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:16,307
Um, so, I guess that means
427
00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:19,572
you should just
make yourself at home.
428
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:50,777
Hello?
429
00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:52,648
Karl?
430
00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:57,436
What are you doing here?
431
00:23:57,914 --> 00:23:59,438
I wanted to see where you work.
432
00:24:01,701 --> 00:24:02,919
Okay, well, you've seen it.
433
00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:15,296
Sorry.
434
00:25:16,253 --> 00:25:17,341
Didn't mean to spy.
435
00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:23,434
What exactly
do you want from me?
436
00:25:24,784 --> 00:25:26,263
I don"t know.
437
00:25:26,742 --> 00:25:29,440
Uh, get to know you
or something?
438
00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:30,790
Look...
439
00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,706
I'm sorry your mom
didn't tell you about me.
440
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,621
She didn't tell me
about you, either.
441
00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:38,232
But I don't want
you sticking around,
442
00:25:38,406 --> 00:25:40,246
expecting something
that's not going to happen.
443
00:25:45,674 --> 00:25:47,937
What's so bad about me?
444
00:25:52,115 --> 00:25:53,508
What?
445
00:25:54,030 --> 00:25:56,076
Just... I'm your kid
and you can't even look at me?
446
00:26:01,951 --> 00:26:04,954
♪
447
00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:19,099
- Give it!
- No!
448
00:26:19,273 --> 00:26:20,883
- It"s mine!
- No, it"s not!
449
00:26:21,057 --> 00:26:22,581
- Hello?
- No!
450
00:26:22,755 --> 00:26:24,104
- I had it!
- No.
451
00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:25,932
Hey, Alex.
452
00:26:26,106 --> 00:26:27,716
It was mine.
453
00:26:27,890 --> 00:26:29,259
- No, it was on my bed.
- What's wrong?
454
00:26:29,283 --> 00:26:31,981
Nothing, Dad. Hi.
455
00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:33,461
Hey, guys. Guys, guys.
456
00:26:33,635 --> 00:26:35,245
Can you please quiet down,
457
00:26:35,419 --> 00:26:37,334
so I can figure out
how to turn this thing on?
458
00:26:37,508 --> 00:26:40,381
- Uh, hit input.
- I hit input.
459
00:26:40,555 --> 00:26:42,731
Oh, look at that.
460
00:26:43,819 --> 00:26:45,647
Great job, kiddo.
461
00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:48,084
Yeah, I'm like
the Swiss Army Knife of humans.
462
00:26:50,086 --> 00:26:52,567
Um, I was wondering
463
00:26:52,741 --> 00:26:54,264
if maybe this, like,
464
00:26:54,438 --> 00:26:56,484
whole boarding school thing
was a mistake?
465
00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,356
Maybe I should come home?
466
00:27:00,967 --> 00:27:03,447
I can navigate
the hell out of the television.
467
00:27:04,753 --> 00:27:06,494
We talked about this, kid.
468
00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,541
Yeah, you're right.
469
00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:12,587
So...
470
00:27:13,414 --> 00:27:14,458
how"s school?
471
00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:16,635
Food's edible.
472
00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:18,158
My roommate has night terrors.
473
00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:19,986
Made out with the headmistress.
474
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,075
- Couldn"t resist.
- Jesus Christ, Alex.
475
00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:23,380
Why do you ha...
476
00:27:46,969 --> 00:27:50,973
♪
477
00:27:55,499 --> 00:27:56,587
Is that a model airplane?
478
00:27:58,894 --> 00:27:59,939
Uh-huh.
479
00:28:01,331 --> 00:28:02,463
What are you, like, seven?
480
00:28:03,203 --> 00:28:04,465
In 1952?
481
00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:12,038
What are you listening to?
482
00:28:14,518 --> 00:28:15,563
Jupiter Symphony.
483
00:28:16,346 --> 00:28:17,434
Hm.
484
00:28:18,087 --> 00:28:19,132
That"s charming.
485
00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:21,003
You're not a fan?
486
00:28:21,482 --> 00:28:22,802
I just hate
how everyone acts like
487
00:28:22,831 --> 00:28:24,224
classical music is so amazing
488
00:28:24,398 --> 00:28:26,008
just because
a bunch of rich old people
489
00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:27,943
get off on flaunting
their cultural superiority
490
00:28:27,967 --> 00:28:29,967
to the rest of us plebeians
with our simple tastes.
491
00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:32,841
Rich old folk like me?
492
00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:36,627
I didn't... I didn't mean you.
493
00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:39,282
There was a lot of junk...
494
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:41,981
but that's not what survived.
495
00:28:48,204 --> 00:28:49,379
This is Mozart.
496
00:28:50,816 --> 00:28:54,167
Mathematically perfect.
No note out of place.
497
00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,385
Very clean.
498
00:28:55,995 --> 00:28:57,997
Everything in perfect order.
499
00:28:58,171 --> 00:28:59,302
Now, Beethoven.
500
00:29:00,303 --> 00:29:03,959
Beethoven was more emotional,
more dangerous.
501
00:29:05,004 --> 00:29:06,222
There was order, sure.
502
00:29:06,788 --> 00:29:07,920
But, uh...
503
00:29:09,008 --> 00:29:10,096
not like Mozart.
504
00:29:12,185 --> 00:29:13,186
Who do you like better?
505
00:29:14,143 --> 00:29:15,623
They weren't competing.
506
00:29:16,972 --> 00:29:18,800
Beethoven grew up
listening to Mozart.
507
00:29:21,368 --> 00:29:22,891
They were both masters.
508
00:29:23,065 --> 00:29:24,665
Yeah, but whose music
do you like better?
509
00:29:29,463 --> 00:29:30,463
Mozart.
510
00:29:30,594 --> 00:29:34,642
♪
511
00:29:43,129 --> 00:29:45,653
It's Sunday!
Time for church.
512
00:29:47,481 --> 00:29:48,569
Come on.
513
00:29:49,135 --> 00:29:50,658
Let's go.
514
00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,462
You know I don't believe
in any of that stuff.
515
00:29:52,486 --> 00:29:53,574
I know.
516
00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:56,359
I don't care.
Get ready.
517
00:29:56,533 --> 00:29:59,188
I"m culturally Jewish.
518
00:30:07,762 --> 00:30:08,894
Morning.
519
00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:12,114
Would you like some?
520
00:30:13,028 --> 00:30:15,074
Bacon is one
of life's great pleasures.
521
00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:16,423
And what about Jesus?
522
00:30:16,989 --> 00:30:18,817
Yes, bacon and Jesus.
523
00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:31,655
This vegetarian
thing of yours...
524
00:30:33,005 --> 00:30:34,745
it's not going to last.
525
00:30:37,705 --> 00:30:39,098
Have you always gone to church?
526
00:30:41,056 --> 00:30:42,275
She goes, I go.
527
00:30:45,234 --> 00:30:46,496
You go there.
528
00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:48,063
It's not what you did or...
529
00:30:48,934 --> 00:30:50,326
who you used to be.
530
00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,415
It"s focusing on who you are now
531
00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:53,989
and who you're going to
be tomorrow.
532
00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:57,681
What?
533
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,118
Uh, nothing, you"re just...
534
00:31:00,293 --> 00:31:01,511
You"re just one of those.
535
00:31:03,252 --> 00:31:05,037
One of what?
536
00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:06,560
Like a born-again
that talks about
537
00:31:06,734 --> 00:31:08,344
how awesome religion is
all the time.
538
00:31:10,956 --> 00:31:12,435
You're going to
move back to Israel?
539
00:31:13,349 --> 00:31:14,742
Why Israel?
540
00:31:15,308 --> 00:31:17,136
For the rapture, you know?
Jews all go...
541
00:31:17,310 --> 00:31:18,615
The rapture?
Are you kidding me?
542
00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:20,245
Please tell me
you're joking right now.
543
00:31:20,269 --> 00:31:21,749
- Gayle. How are you?
- Oh, you know.
544
00:31:22,315 --> 00:31:24,143
Grading papers, living large.
545
00:31:25,144 --> 00:31:27,189
You remember my cousin, Karl?
546
00:31:27,363 --> 00:31:29,148
Oh, yeah, the famous mechanic.
547
00:31:29,322 --> 00:31:30,889
- Hi, Karl.
- Hi.
548
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,545
- And this is Alex.
- Hey.
549
00:31:36,024 --> 00:31:37,896
- Nice seeing you.
- Likewise.
550
00:31:39,941 --> 00:31:41,900
All right then.
Shall we?
551
00:31:43,336 --> 00:31:48,210
♪ Amazing Grace ♪
552
00:31:48,384 --> 00:31:53,650
♪ How sweet the sound ♪
553
00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:58,568
♪ That saved a wretch ♪
554
00:31:58,742 --> 00:32:02,833
♪ Like me ♪
555
00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:07,795
♪ I once was lost ♪
556
00:32:07,969 --> 00:32:09,144
I need to go to the bathroom.
557
00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:13,583
♪ But now I"m found ♪
558
00:32:13,757 --> 00:32:15,934
♪ "Twas blind ♪
559
00:32:16,108 --> 00:32:21,548
♪ But now I see ♪
560
00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,127
Wanna smoke?
561
00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:38,913
No thanks, I quit.
562
00:32:40,915 --> 00:32:41,960
You Juul?
563
00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,092
Uh, nope.
564
00:32:47,269 --> 00:32:49,271
You know I don"t,
like, bite, right?
565
00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:59,455
So, uh...
566
00:33:00,761 --> 00:33:01,849
who are you?
567
00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:06,071
I'm Sarah Kelly's cousin.
I'm living with her and Karl.
568
00:33:07,637 --> 00:33:09,117
- I'm Alex.
- Okay.
569
00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:11,032
Arthur.
570
00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:13,687
P.S., no one
ever really quits,
571
00:33:13,861 --> 00:33:15,141
they're just
lying to themselves.
572
00:33:22,957 --> 00:33:24,002
Where are you from?
573
00:33:28,528 --> 00:33:29,572
Portland.
574
00:33:31,226 --> 00:33:32,923
You left Portland to come here?
575
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:35,800
What the fuck
is the matter with you?
576
00:33:36,449 --> 00:33:38,364
So, so much.
577
00:33:39,278 --> 00:33:41,932
Well, uh, what do you think
of our heavenly church?
578
00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:44,979
Uh, religion is almost
as dumb as astrology.
579
00:33:45,893 --> 00:33:48,504
Yeah, but an astrologist
580
00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:50,419
won't call you
a god-defying faggot.
581
00:33:51,246 --> 00:33:52,552
Then why do you come here?
582
00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:54,728
Because my parents
fucking make me.
583
00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:57,608
Don"t your parents
make you do shit?
584
00:33:57,687 --> 00:33:59,689
Uh, they try.
585
00:34:01,561 --> 00:34:03,737
- What's your Insta?
- Deleted it.
586
00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:06,653
- Deleted all of the apps.
- Oh.
587
00:34:07,306 --> 00:34:08,785
I'm pretending
my life is amazing
588
00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,265
or complaining that it isn't.
589
00:34:10,439 --> 00:34:11,788
Either way,
incredibly depressing.
590
00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:16,015
You said you're staying
with Karl Hendrix, right?
591
00:34:18,621 --> 00:34:19,883
Oh, yeah, I see it.
592
00:34:21,798 --> 00:34:23,409
Do you know him at all?
593
00:34:24,018 --> 00:34:26,151
Uh, not really,
594
00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:28,196
but I heard he got loaded
a couple of years ago
595
00:34:28,370 --> 00:34:30,372
and put his fucking fist
through a window.
596
00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,245
I don't know.
597
00:34:40,339 --> 00:34:41,899
Would you want to
maybe get out of here?
598
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:46,214
I should probably
go back inside.
599
00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:51,915
Bye, Arthur.
600
00:34:53,308 --> 00:34:54,353
Bye, Alex.
601
00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:00,054
Here we are.
602
00:35:01,055 --> 00:35:02,404
Again.
603
00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:04,138
You really know
how to fix these things?
604
00:35:05,059 --> 00:35:06,539
Otherwise
I'd be lying to people.
605
00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:11,196
So, who is Mr. Kelly
606
00:35:11,370 --> 00:35:13,111
and where are his sons?
607
00:35:14,808 --> 00:35:16,201
Mr. Kelly is Sarah's dad.
608
00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:19,073
Named the place
before he had any kids.
609
00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,528
And when his kids
were all girls,
610
00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:23,164
he just kept the name.
611
00:35:23,947 --> 00:35:26,211
Well, you must have been
some exceptional cousin
612
00:35:26,385 --> 00:35:27,516
for her to give you this.
613
00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:29,388
My mom's cousin, actually.
614
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:31,259
Oh, shit. New grandma.
615
00:35:32,434 --> 00:35:33,914
A grandma that died years ago.
616
00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:35,968
Well, what about my grandfather?
Can I meet him?
617
00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:39,354
Not in this lifetime.
618
00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:40,877
But what was he like?
619
00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:45,317
He was a mean drunk.
620
00:35:45,839 --> 00:35:47,145
Is that why
you went to Portland?
621
00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:50,713
How old were you?
622
00:35:51,323 --> 00:35:53,629
I was about 20, 21, I guess.
623
00:35:53,803 --> 00:35:54,935
So, let me get this straight.
624
00:35:55,109 --> 00:35:56,676
Your dead mom's cousin
625
00:35:56,850 --> 00:35:59,069
just, like, gave you this place?
626
00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:00,684
You know,
you ask a lot of questions.
627
00:36:00,723 --> 00:36:02,290
Oh, and Gayle,
what is up with her?
628
00:36:02,464 --> 00:36:03,944
That wasn"t a request for more.
629
00:36:04,118 --> 00:36:05,574
I think it's really weird
that you, like,
630
00:36:05,598 --> 00:36:07,034
don't date at all.
631
00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:08,557
What's up with that?
632
00:36:09,558 --> 00:36:10,603
Let me ask you something.
633
00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:13,475
You've been here,
what, four days?
634
00:36:14,476 --> 00:36:16,116
Your parents okay
with you missing school?
635
00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:19,481
I'm on break.
You can call and ask.
636
00:36:19,655 --> 00:36:20,787
Yeah.
637
00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,223
That's what made you decide
638
00:36:22,397 --> 00:36:23,717
now is the time
to take this trip?
639
00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:27,620
Nothing you'd rather
keep to yourself?
640
00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,406
I'm going to make you a deal.
641
00:36:31,972 --> 00:36:33,452
You hold off
on asking me questions
642
00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:35,081
I'm not comfortable
answering just yet,
643
00:36:35,105 --> 00:36:36,933
and I'll do the same, okay?
644
00:36:37,891 --> 00:36:39,675
- Cool.
- Cool.
645
00:36:47,770 --> 00:36:49,468
It's cool you know
how these things work.
646
00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:53,733
My parents
are completely useless.
647
00:36:54,690 --> 00:36:56,475
They can't even
program a smart TV.
648
00:36:56,649 --> 00:36:57,998
They went to college, right?
649
00:36:58,999 --> 00:37:00,218
Got good jobs?
650
00:37:00,696 --> 00:37:02,350
They're a product
of their social class.
651
00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,266
There's nothing noble
about being ignorant.
652
00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:09,096
Not knowing shit about shit
is nothing to celebrate.
653
00:37:09,966 --> 00:37:11,054
Got me?
654
00:37:11,533 --> 00:37:13,579
So, who do we have here?
655
00:37:16,059 --> 00:37:18,148
Spotted your new guest
last Sunday.
656
00:37:22,718 --> 00:37:23,937
You gonna introduce us?
657
00:37:26,766 --> 00:37:28,420
Alex, this is Sheriff Stratford.
658
00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,552
Hi.
659
00:37:31,727 --> 00:37:33,033
May I help you with something?
660
00:37:34,295 --> 00:37:37,342
Just wanted to stop by,
catch up.
661
00:37:39,126 --> 00:37:40,562
You see me every week at church.
662
00:37:40,736 --> 00:37:41,824
I do.
663
00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:45,828
Saw you in church
a few years back as well.
664
00:37:46,002 --> 00:37:47,395
You know how that worked out.
665
00:37:53,662 --> 00:37:54,750
Well.
666
00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:56,839
All right.
667
00:37:59,712 --> 00:38:01,714
Brandon says hi, by the way.
668
00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:12,072
I saw Gayle at school today.
669
00:38:12,942 --> 00:38:14,117
She asked about you.
670
00:38:16,903 --> 00:38:18,252
Is that a corner piece?
671
00:38:18,426 --> 00:38:19,862
- Yes.
- Okay.
672
00:38:21,168 --> 00:38:22,256
Oh, yes.
673
00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:24,432
Look at that.
674
00:39:00,468 --> 00:39:01,730
What are you doing?
675
00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:06,431
Did you do that?
676
00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:10,782
Yeah.
677
00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:15,614
♪
678
00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,845
Judith thinks it's,
like, a massive waste of time.
679
00:39:27,974 --> 00:39:29,584
No, you"re good.
680
00:39:30,629 --> 00:39:31,847
Hm, not really.
681
00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:34,589
Better than I ever was.
682
00:39:37,157 --> 00:39:39,246
Hey, this is my mom, right?
683
00:39:43,772 --> 00:39:44,947
Your mom...
684
00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:47,689
discovered me.
685
00:39:49,778 --> 00:39:51,084
- What?
- Yeah.
686
00:39:51,258 --> 00:39:53,303
- My mom?
- Yeah.
687
00:39:57,743 --> 00:40:00,180
I went to Portland
to be an artist.
688
00:40:03,618 --> 00:40:06,839
Liked the idea of being
around bookstores and museums.
689
00:40:09,929 --> 00:40:12,410
And anyways, I was bussing
at a café down on Alberta.
690
00:40:13,541 --> 00:40:15,500
The owner must have felt
sorry for me, I think,
691
00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:17,719
because he put
one of my pictures on the wall.
692
00:40:19,373 --> 00:40:20,722
"Featured Local Artist"
693
00:40:20,896 --> 00:40:26,032
with this stupid $200 price tag.
694
00:40:29,818 --> 00:40:31,559
Your mom came in sometimes.
695
00:40:33,169 --> 00:40:35,171
She used to like to write
in her notebook.
696
00:40:37,173 --> 00:40:39,828
One day,
I was clearing her table,
697
00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:42,309
and she said that she liked it,
698
00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:44,442
and I said that I drew it.
699
00:40:45,660 --> 00:40:46,966
And, uh...
700
00:40:48,097 --> 00:40:51,971
she was almost giddy.
701
00:40:53,755 --> 00:40:56,497
She knew a lot of people
in a lot of different places
702
00:40:56,671 --> 00:40:58,586
and said she'd help me
organize a show.
703
00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:01,328
She was the only one
to give a damn.
704
00:41:02,111 --> 00:41:03,678
So that's how it started...
705
00:41:05,245 --> 00:41:06,420
with you two?
706
00:41:09,118 --> 00:41:11,469
Before I met her, she said
she had been a party girl.
707
00:41:13,035 --> 00:41:15,473
And then she married
this big shot lawyer
708
00:41:15,647 --> 00:41:17,170
and became something different.
709
00:41:19,999 --> 00:41:21,239
They were trying to have a baby,
710
00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:22,392
and it wasn't working.
711
00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:25,744
So I think she saw my drawings
712
00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:28,181
and figured
it'd be something to do.
713
00:41:31,227 --> 00:41:32,272
So, what happened?
714
00:41:33,403 --> 00:41:35,318
Did she put on your art show?
715
00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:36,711
- My mom?
- No.
716
00:41:36,885 --> 00:41:39,671
No, we... we had some postcards
717
00:41:39,845 --> 00:41:41,977
printed up, and that's about it.
718
00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,111
How come?
719
00:41:47,156 --> 00:41:48,201
How come?
720
00:41:50,725 --> 00:41:51,900
Because...
721
00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:56,122
I wasn't always
such a good guy and...
722
00:41:58,298 --> 00:41:59,821
your mom found that out.
723
00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:06,393
I saw the letter
that you wrote her.
724
00:42:08,308 --> 00:42:11,267
Having an affair isn't,
like, awesome, but, uh...
725
00:42:13,052 --> 00:42:14,488
You got me out of it, right?
726
00:42:18,448 --> 00:42:19,580
Yeah, I guess we did.
727
00:42:23,889 --> 00:42:25,529
Was there something else
that was, like...
728
00:42:26,326 --> 00:42:27,762
bad about you?
729
00:42:28,328 --> 00:42:29,721
I have an early morning.
730
00:42:29,895 --> 00:42:31,723
Uh, can I keep that?
731
00:42:35,770 --> 00:42:36,770
Yeah.
732
00:42:36,902 --> 00:42:41,820
♪
733
00:42:55,268 --> 00:42:56,617
Hey, hey, hey.
734
00:42:57,183 --> 00:42:58,532
- Good morning.
- Morning.
735
00:42:59,359 --> 00:43:00,708
So, uh, where's Karl?
736
00:43:01,361 --> 00:43:02,971
Meeting.
737
00:43:03,145 --> 00:43:05,757
So, it "s a "I accept
Jesus as my savior
738
00:43:05,931 --> 00:43:07,715
so I won't get bombed"
type thing?
739
00:43:08,803 --> 00:43:10,370
Not to, like,
offend Jesus or anything.
740
00:43:10,544 --> 00:43:12,764
No, Jesus has heard worse.
741
00:43:14,026 --> 00:43:15,506
Do you really think
he believes in it?
742
00:43:16,855 --> 00:43:18,639
Because you act like he does
743
00:43:18,813 --> 00:43:20,249
and he acts like he does, but...
744
00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:23,557
Kind of seems like
he just wants to believe it.
745
00:43:29,302 --> 00:43:30,912
I'm truly glad you're here.
746
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:33,132
I think it's good for him.
747
00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:35,933
And I don't care
what you think of my faith...
748
00:43:37,397 --> 00:43:38,790
but maybe you want to think
749
00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:41,096
that Karl doesn't really
believe either,
750
00:43:41,270 --> 00:43:43,446
and that's something
the two of you could share.
751
00:43:45,144 --> 00:43:47,973
But those beliefs saved him.
752
00:43:53,935 --> 00:43:55,633
Well, I'm not
the only one who thinks that.
753
00:43:56,503 --> 00:43:57,896
Sheriff called
him out on it, too.
754
00:43:59,071 --> 00:44:00,115
You met the sheriff?
755
00:44:01,334 --> 00:44:04,467
Did Karl, like, steal
his prom date or something?
756
00:44:05,381 --> 00:44:07,296
No.
I'll be back tonight.
757
00:44:10,517 --> 00:44:12,650
Please tell Karl
that dinner is at 7:00.
758
00:44:27,273 --> 00:44:28,448
Okay.
759
00:44:32,757 --> 00:44:33,845
Hi.
760
00:44:34,410 --> 00:44:36,717
- Can I help you?
- What's your problem with Karl?
761
00:44:37,544 --> 00:44:40,068
- You're his kid, right?
- Mm.
762
00:44:40,242 --> 00:44:41,287
You should be a detective.
763
00:44:49,382 --> 00:44:51,210
I hate uncomfortable silences.
764
00:44:51,993 --> 00:44:53,212
I'm fine with them.
765
00:44:54,909 --> 00:44:56,737
- Your mom know you're here?
- Of course.
766
00:45:01,089 --> 00:45:02,134
Have a seat.
767
00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:08,967
So what's your issue?
768
00:45:10,490 --> 00:45:13,275
We used to bust your old man
pretty routinely.
769
00:45:13,449 --> 00:45:15,016
Drunk and disorderly.
770
00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:17,453
Disturbing the peace,
that sort of thing.
771
00:45:18,585 --> 00:45:20,369
Last time he fell off the wagon,
772
00:45:20,543 --> 00:45:22,981
he put his fist
through a storefront window.
773
00:45:23,764 --> 00:45:26,549
Were you, like, emotionally
invested in that window?
774
00:45:29,683 --> 00:45:31,206
About a dozen years ago...
775
00:45:32,468 --> 00:45:33,556
your dad got loaded.
776
00:45:34,035 --> 00:45:36,037
Beat the crap
out of a 19-year-old
777
00:45:36,211 --> 00:45:39,345
varsity linebacker named
Brandon in a bar fight.
778
00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:43,741
Kid lost his hearing
in his left ear.
779
00:45:44,872 --> 00:45:46,569
Arm was in a cast for weeks.
780
00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,920
Supposed to go to the army.
They wouldn't take him.
781
00:45:49,094 --> 00:45:50,530
You're weirdly concerned
782
00:45:50,704 --> 00:45:52,184
with the well-being of your
residents.
783
00:45:52,227 --> 00:45:53,663
Especially when they're my son.
784
00:45:57,276 --> 00:45:59,408
After that, Karl got put away.
785
00:45:59,582 --> 00:46:02,020
He had some priors, served five.
786
00:46:06,546 --> 00:46:08,200
Well, he goes to meetings now.
787
00:46:11,986 --> 00:46:14,554
I've seen all kinds of drunks.
788
00:46:16,121 --> 00:46:17,470
Kind that are good for a laugh,
789
00:46:17,644 --> 00:46:19,124
tell you how much they love you.
790
00:46:20,473 --> 00:46:22,954
But Karl Hendrix gets violent.
791
00:46:24,042 --> 00:46:27,088
He is a drunk,
dangerous criminal.
792
00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:29,830
And a drunk, dangerous criminal
793
00:46:30,004 --> 00:46:33,007
doesn't really change because
he goes to an AA meeting.
794
00:46:33,660 --> 00:46:36,271
Or says he found God
or what have you.
795
00:46:38,621 --> 00:46:41,407
I know it's not an excuse
or anything,
796
00:46:41,581 --> 00:46:42,930
but he had a really hard life.
797
00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:45,672
His dad sounds
like a total asshole.
798
00:46:45,846 --> 00:46:47,587
Yeah, I know Beau Hendrix.
799
00:46:48,327 --> 00:46:50,198
- You knew him?
- No, I know him.
800
00:46:51,243 --> 00:46:52,418
Well, he's dead, right?
801
00:46:54,028 --> 00:46:56,422
He lives two towns over
in Bryantville.
802
00:46:57,727 --> 00:46:59,294
Karl told you he was dead?
803
00:47:02,297 --> 00:47:03,516
Do you have the address?
804
00:47:56,569 --> 00:47:57,875
Who are you?
805
00:47:58,049 --> 00:48:00,225
I'm Alex.
Your granddaughter.
806
00:48:08,537 --> 00:48:09,843
Maybe... maybe
this is a bad time.
807
00:48:10,017 --> 00:48:11,192
No.
808
00:48:11,932 --> 00:48:12,977
It"s a fine time.
809
00:48:15,762 --> 00:48:17,677
Let's sit on my porch.
810
00:48:19,461 --> 00:48:20,854
Granddaughter Alex.
811
00:48:27,165 --> 00:48:28,209
So.
812
00:48:29,819 --> 00:48:32,431
I haven't seen Karl
in going on, what?
813
00:48:34,085 --> 00:48:35,173
Ten years?
814
00:48:37,610 --> 00:48:38,698
Didn't know about you.
815
00:48:40,874 --> 00:48:42,920
I'm kind of like
a... a long story.
816
00:48:45,661 --> 00:48:46,706
Well, I got time.
817
00:48:51,363 --> 00:48:52,407
Hey, Reg.
818
00:48:53,017 --> 00:48:54,061
Look who's here.
819
00:48:56,672 --> 00:48:58,413
Have you seen Alex?
820
00:48:58,587 --> 00:49:00,720
Sarah mentioned you talked
and she hasn't been home.
821
00:49:00,894 --> 00:49:02,200
- So...
- You all right there?
822
00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:06,769
Tried her on her cell phone?
823
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,077
I don"t have the number.
824
00:49:10,643 --> 00:49:12,471
Father of the year.
825
00:49:12,645 --> 00:49:13,907
Please.
826
00:49:14,473 --> 00:49:16,313
I just need to know
where she went, that's all.
827
00:49:16,954 --> 00:49:18,738
I'm not certain where she went.
828
00:49:19,695 --> 00:49:22,046
I can tell you
there's a lot she doesn't know.
829
00:49:23,308 --> 00:49:26,093
Thought her grandfather
was dead, for one thing.
830
00:49:44,764 --> 00:49:46,844
So it, like, turns out
that we sort of have the same,
831
00:49:46,940 --> 00:49:48,594
like, drawing style.
832
00:49:49,682 --> 00:49:51,640
Like, I don't know
if... if I really believe
833
00:49:51,814 --> 00:49:54,556
in the nature
over nurture argument,
834
00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,732
but I really do think that,
like, there might be,
835
00:49:56,906 --> 00:49:59,779
like, some sort of compelling
argument for the fact that,
836
00:49:59,953 --> 00:50:03,783
like, genes affect
artistic stylings, you know?
837
00:50:05,176 --> 00:50:06,438
You know, um...
838
00:50:07,700 --> 00:50:09,286
Karl and Sarah are probably
wondering where I am.
839
00:50:09,310 --> 00:50:10,355
Who Sarah?
840
00:50:11,834 --> 00:50:14,011
Karl"s cousin, Sarah Kelly.
841
00:50:15,316 --> 00:50:17,101
His mom's cousin, Sarah Kelly?
842
00:50:18,058 --> 00:50:19,364
- The church lady?
- Yeah.
843
00:50:20,147 --> 00:50:22,019
Uh, he runs her shop
and he's actually, like,
844
00:50:22,193 --> 00:50:23,629
a really good mechanic.
845
00:50:25,196 --> 00:50:26,980
How about that?
846
00:50:27,154 --> 00:50:29,156
Oh, he"s... he's here.
847
00:50:30,331 --> 00:50:31,376
Alex.
848
00:50:33,378 --> 00:50:34,466
Karl.
849
00:50:36,729 --> 00:50:37,860
Come here.
850
00:50:43,301 --> 00:50:44,389
So.
851
00:50:45,172 --> 00:50:46,434
Where you been hiding yourself?
852
00:50:47,653 --> 00:50:48,741
Keep busy.
853
00:50:50,917 --> 00:50:52,266
This is great.
854
00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:54,703
Sit down, have a beer.
855
00:50:55,269 --> 00:50:56,662
No, we can't stay long.
856
00:50:57,228 --> 00:50:58,620
What are you talking about?
857
00:50:58,794 --> 00:50:59,969
You just got here.
858
00:51:00,144 --> 00:51:02,276
Sit down, have a beer.
859
00:51:11,894 --> 00:51:15,115
Alex here was telling me
you two draw alike.
860
00:51:16,029 --> 00:51:17,335
More artists!
861
00:51:18,466 --> 00:51:19,598
That's what we need.
862
00:51:21,513 --> 00:51:23,950
Did he tell you I worked
40 years at the plant?
863
00:51:25,169 --> 00:51:27,780
Got to know your place, right?
864
00:51:32,132 --> 00:51:33,351
You're not thirsty?
865
00:51:35,701 --> 00:51:36,919
No, I'm all right.
866
00:51:38,356 --> 00:51:39,444
Oh.
867
00:51:40,271 --> 00:51:43,056
Oh. I get it.
868
00:51:43,839 --> 00:51:45,319
You and the bottle.
869
00:51:46,059 --> 00:51:47,365
It never led anywhere good.
870
00:51:47,539 --> 00:51:48,975
You know what,
it's getting late...
871
00:51:49,149 --> 00:51:50,749
Maybe if you would have
sobered up sooner
872
00:51:50,890 --> 00:51:52,850
or you wouldn't have put
that kid in the hospital.
873
00:51:53,806 --> 00:51:57,940
I mean, of all the asses
in the world you gotta kick...
874
00:51:59,028 --> 00:52:00,508
that's the one you choose?
875
00:52:00,682 --> 00:52:03,946
- We should get going.
- Why that kid, Karl?
876
00:52:05,165 --> 00:52:06,732
I really want to know.
877
00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:11,780
I didn't like the way
he was touching
878
00:52:11,954 --> 00:52:14,000
that girl at the bar, Dad,
I told you that already.
879
00:52:14,392 --> 00:52:15,915
Well, that's an answer.
880
00:52:17,003 --> 00:52:18,657
- That's a fucking...
- You're an asshole.
881
00:52:20,876 --> 00:52:22,487
- What was that, honey?
- Alex, stop...
882
00:52:22,661 --> 00:52:23,942
No, you're a bully
and you don't like your son
883
00:52:23,966 --> 00:52:25,126
because he's better than you.
884
00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:28,057
Who the fuck
do you think you are?
885
00:52:29,798 --> 00:52:31,539
Huh? Huh? What you got? Huh?
886
00:52:31,713 --> 00:52:32,845
Stop!
887
00:52:41,810 --> 00:52:43,116
Visit's over.
888
00:52:44,857 --> 00:52:45,988
Get out of here.
889
00:52:46,554 --> 00:52:49,731
- I'm so sorry.
- The hell were you thinking?
890
00:52:49,905 --> 00:52:51,429
You... you told me he was dead.
891
00:52:51,603 --> 00:52:53,082
It ever occur to you
I had a reason?
892
00:52:54,475 --> 00:52:56,173
Shit. Fuck. I'm sorry.
893
00:52:56,347 --> 00:52:57,826
I... I suck, I suck, I suck.
894
00:52:58,000 --> 00:52:59,176
Get in the car.
895
00:52:59,698 --> 00:53:02,179
- Get in the car.
- You can yell at me some more.
896
00:53:07,009 --> 00:53:08,141
You're going home tomorrow.
897
00:53:17,585 --> 00:53:18,630
Hi.
898
00:53:18,804 --> 00:53:20,371
Dinner will be ready in five...
899
00:53:22,460 --> 00:53:23,591
minutes.
900
00:54:02,935 --> 00:54:04,197
You stalker.
901
00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:09,376
So, shockingly,
I have fucked everything up.
902
00:54:09,855 --> 00:54:12,553
Well, at least you and your dad
were getting along well.
903
00:54:14,642 --> 00:54:15,904
Yeah, if by getting along well
904
00:54:16,078 --> 00:54:17,950
you mean yelling at me a lot.
905
00:54:18,820 --> 00:54:20,213
Which I guess is, like,
906
00:54:20,387 --> 00:54:21,827
par for the course
of parents, right?
907
00:54:23,303 --> 00:54:25,383
He was probably scared
something had happened to you.
908
00:54:26,524 --> 00:54:28,003
He screamed
because he gives a shit.
909
00:54:30,745 --> 00:54:32,305
So how long
have you known you were gay?
910
00:54:33,792 --> 00:54:37,665
Okay, you're from a major
metropolitan city,
911
00:54:37,839 --> 00:54:39,276
so you've seen probably
912
00:54:39,450 --> 00:54:41,713
every weird form
of pansexuality out there.
913
00:54:41,887 --> 00:54:43,758
I mean, you have
probably fucked girls.
914
00:54:43,932 --> 00:54:46,108
Oh, yeah.
My life is just a big orgy.
915
00:54:46,283 --> 00:54:47,588
Yeah, I'm sure it is.
916
00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:50,391
- You didn't answer my question.
- You didn't answer mine.
917
00:54:50,635 --> 00:54:51,835
Have you hooked up with a girl?
918
00:54:53,507 --> 00:54:54,813
Have you?
919
00:54:55,683 --> 00:54:56,945
I'm a godless fag, remember?
920
00:54:57,990 --> 00:54:59,034
Really?
921
00:55:05,432 --> 00:55:06,477
- Alex...
- It's okay.
922
00:55:11,438 --> 00:55:13,222
Okay, I gotta go.
923
00:55:16,530 --> 00:55:17,879
Okay.
924
00:55:33,373 --> 00:55:35,941
You disappeared again.
Are you kidding me?
925
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:37,682
Apparently not.
926
00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:40,206
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Where the hell did you go?
927
00:55:40,380 --> 00:55:42,643
- I was with Arthur.
- The gay kid?
928
00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:44,969
- Pretty sure he's not gay.
- How the hell do you know that?
929
00:55:44,993 --> 00:55:46,623
- How is that your business?
- You know, as long as
930
00:55:46,647 --> 00:55:47,842
you're in this house,
you do exactly...
931
00:55:47,866 --> 00:55:48,910
Oh, until tomorrow?
932
00:55:50,042 --> 00:55:51,130
Go to your room.
933
00:55:51,826 --> 00:55:53,828
- Go to your room.
- Oh, go to my room?
934
00:55:54,002 --> 00:55:56,353
That's so original, "Dad."
935
00:56:27,688 --> 00:56:30,256
She shouldn't be here.
You should have sent her away.
936
00:56:31,779 --> 00:56:32,954
Excuse me?
937
00:56:39,352 --> 00:56:40,571
I lost control today.
938
00:56:42,181 --> 00:56:44,357
I saw him and I lost control.
939
00:56:46,098 --> 00:56:47,404
If she knew who I am...
940
00:56:49,275 --> 00:56:51,886
- who I really am.
- Nobody is one thing, Karl.
941
00:56:52,931 --> 00:56:54,280
You most of all.
942
00:56:55,586 --> 00:56:57,805
Besides, I know who you are.
943
00:56:59,807 --> 00:57:01,461
Listen...
944
00:57:01,635 --> 00:57:03,071
these are just challenges.
945
00:57:03,855 --> 00:57:05,291
You will get past them.
946
00:57:06,118 --> 00:57:08,076
That's all part of His plan.
947
00:57:09,991 --> 00:57:12,167
Every bad thing
is part of some test?
948
00:57:13,952 --> 00:57:15,997
Are you sure you just
don't want to believe that?
949
00:57:16,650 --> 00:57:18,391
I believe it
because I believe it.
950
00:57:19,044 --> 00:57:20,437
That's what faith is.
951
00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:22,482
Now come on.
952
00:57:23,570 --> 00:57:24,745
You know what to do.
953
00:57:55,776 --> 00:57:57,430
Sarah's making
breakfast downstairs.
954
00:57:58,300 --> 00:57:59,476
Okay.
955
00:58:02,087 --> 00:58:04,393
I'm sorry I yelled at you.
I was worried.
956
00:58:05,612 --> 00:58:07,484
I shouldn't have
said that, uh...
957
00:58:11,270 --> 00:58:13,551
I shouldn't have made you think
your grandfather was dead.
958
00:58:14,882 --> 00:58:16,362
So...
959
00:58:16,536 --> 00:58:17,842
yeah.
960
00:58:18,756 --> 00:58:20,279
And you don't have to, um...
961
00:58:21,498 --> 00:58:23,195
I don't want you to leave.
962
00:58:26,328 --> 00:58:28,505
I should get your number,
probably.
963
00:58:30,376 --> 00:58:31,725
- Okay.
- Okay.
964
00:58:34,598 --> 00:58:36,318
So, what, were you out
with that Arthur kid?
965
00:58:37,775 --> 00:58:39,167
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
966
00:58:40,168 --> 00:58:41,735
Yeah, okay. All right.
967
00:58:46,958 --> 00:58:48,318
Do you have
any questions about sex
968
00:58:48,394 --> 00:58:49,526
you want to ask me?
969
00:58:50,178 --> 00:58:51,310
What?
970
00:58:52,006 --> 00:58:53,530
- From you?
- Yeah.
971
00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:56,881
Ew.
972
00:59:02,539 --> 00:59:04,236
And no more
of this "I suck" shit.
973
00:59:05,977 --> 00:59:07,065
You don't.
974
00:59:10,155 --> 00:59:11,548
You don't because I said so.
975
00:59:48,541 --> 00:59:51,892
So how's your mom?
976
00:59:52,066 --> 00:59:53,666
Are we allowed
to have this conversation?
977
00:59:55,113 --> 00:59:56,767
It might
compromise your mystery.
978
00:59:59,683 --> 01:00:00,771
Serves me right.
979
01:00:07,473 --> 01:00:08,822
So I made out with my teacher.
980
01:00:14,741 --> 01:00:15,916
Okay.
981
01:00:17,178 --> 01:00:18,310
You gonna get all weird?
982
01:00:20,225 --> 01:00:21,400
No.
983
01:00:22,967 --> 01:00:24,229
Yeah, it was impulsive and dumb.
984
01:00:24,838 --> 01:00:27,014
And of course, Carey and Judith
985
01:00:27,188 --> 01:00:29,060
walked in on us,
which is even more mortifying
986
01:00:29,234 --> 01:00:31,715
than describing it
to you right now.
987
01:00:31,889 --> 01:00:34,089
- Well, I didn't ask you.
- Well, I'm trying to explain.
988
01:00:36,589 --> 01:00:38,156
Anyways, they're,
like, super pissed.
989
01:00:38,896 --> 01:00:40,416
But they didn't even,
like, ask me why.
990
01:00:41,072 --> 01:00:42,551
They were just like,
991
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:43,877
"Oh, yeah,
there goes our idiot daughter
992
01:00:43,901 --> 01:00:45,206
being a jackass again."
993
01:00:45,772 --> 01:00:48,296
They didn't respect me enough
to want to know why.
994
01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:55,042
- So they're not perfect.
- It's an understatement.
995
01:00:57,479 --> 01:00:59,612
Better than some.
996
01:01:03,181 --> 01:01:05,357
Alex, Karl! Dinner!
997
01:01:05,531 --> 01:01:06,706
Coming!
998
01:01:30,512 --> 01:01:31,992
Alex, are you okay?
999
01:01:32,558 --> 01:01:33,951
Yeah.
1000
01:01:34,125 --> 01:01:35,300
What's up?
1001
01:01:36,736 --> 01:01:39,043
Your dad's asleep.
What's going on?
1002
01:01:40,087 --> 01:01:44,048
Mom, um,
were you ever in a band?
1003
01:01:44,222 --> 01:01:45,702
- What?
- Okay.
1004
01:01:46,354 --> 01:01:49,183
I know this isn't, like,
the most opportune time to ask,
1005
01:01:49,357 --> 01:01:52,056
but did you ever, like,
play in a rock band?
1006
01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:57,714
Well, before you were born,
I did lots of things.
1007
01:01:57,888 --> 01:01:58,932
You never told me.
1008
01:01:59,106 --> 01:02:00,412
You didn't ask.
1009
01:02:00,586 --> 01:02:01,718
I totally asked.
1010
01:02:02,283 --> 01:02:05,156
We were called My Friend's Band.
1011
01:02:05,330 --> 01:02:07,419
- Seriously?
- Yeah.
1012
01:02:07,593 --> 01:02:10,074
And my friend, Marco,
he was the lead singer,
1013
01:02:10,248 --> 01:02:13,991
he said that the hot chick
had to play the bass, so.
1014
01:02:14,165 --> 01:02:16,254
- Wait, you were the hot chick?
- Hey.
1015
01:02:16,776 --> 01:02:18,517
You try squeezing out
three kids.
1016
01:02:18,691 --> 01:02:20,388
See how you look.
1017
01:02:20,562 --> 01:02:21,922
I forgot to tell you,
I'm pregnant.
1018
01:02:25,698 --> 01:02:27,874
Obviously, I'm kidding.
1019
01:02:28,048 --> 01:02:30,747
I mean, not the best joke,
you know?
1020
01:02:33,619 --> 01:02:35,403
Mom, are you there?
1021
01:02:37,275 --> 01:02:38,363
Hey, Alex.
1022
01:02:38,537 --> 01:02:39,756
Yeah?
1023
01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:47,807
How's school going?
1024
01:02:48,808 --> 01:02:51,115
Good.
It's going good.
1025
01:02:51,289 --> 01:02:53,552
How's your roommate,
what was her name again?
1026
01:02:53,726 --> 01:02:55,380
The one that has night terrors?
1027
01:02:55,554 --> 01:02:56,773
Night terrors?
1028
01:02:57,643 --> 01:03:01,560
Oh, uh, right, um, Natalka.
1029
01:03:01,734 --> 01:03:03,780
I think she's, like,
Ukrainian or something.
1030
01:03:04,955 --> 01:03:06,739
Speaking of which,
she's sleeping right now,
1031
01:03:06,913 --> 01:03:08,132
so I have to go.
1032
01:03:25,627 --> 01:03:26,715
Hello?
1033
01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:29,718
Oh, Mrs. Fixel.
What can I do for you?
1034
01:03:39,903 --> 01:03:41,513
- Hi, Dad.
- Are you all right?
1035
01:03:41,687 --> 01:03:44,472
- Where are you?
- Dad, stop yelling.
1036
01:03:44,646 --> 01:03:46,039
- I'm fine.
- The hell you're fine.
1037
01:03:46,213 --> 01:03:47,911
Where are you, Alex?
1038
01:03:48,085 --> 01:03:50,261
Alex, please.
Please, just... where are you?
1039
01:03:50,435 --> 01:03:52,132
- Tell us where you are.
- I'm fine.
1040
01:03:52,306 --> 01:03:54,328
- I'm with a friend.
- She said she's with a friend.
1041
01:03:54,352 --> 01:03:56,152
She doesn't have
any fucking friends, hold on.
1042
01:03:56,180 --> 01:03:57,780
Can you tell dad
not to have an aneurysm?
1043
01:03:57,877 --> 01:03:59,705
Hey.
1044
01:03:59,879 --> 01:04:01,552
How long did you think that
you were going to keep this up?
1045
01:04:01,576 --> 01:04:02,969
Hm?
1046
01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:04,797
What exactly is your plan here?
1047
01:04:04,971 --> 01:04:07,104
Do you think about
anybody but yourself?
1048
01:04:07,278 --> 01:04:10,803
Do you imagine any
consequences of your actions?
1049
01:04:10,977 --> 01:04:13,197
Because
you are in so much trouble...
1050
01:04:27,211 --> 01:04:28,429
Let's order some food.
1051
01:04:32,085 --> 01:04:33,130
Come on.
1052
01:04:44,837 --> 01:04:46,186
Son of a bitch.
1053
01:04:51,626 --> 01:04:53,759
Yes, this is Sheriff
Reggie Stratford
1054
01:04:53,933 --> 01:04:56,109
calling from
Newburgh in Washington.
1055
01:05:00,113 --> 01:05:01,506
The phone call
seemed to spook you.
1056
01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:04,335
What happened?
1057
01:05:05,684 --> 01:05:06,903
I may have to go back soon.
1058
01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:09,166
It's home stuff.
1059
01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,780
The Sheriff said some things.
1060
01:05:17,565 --> 01:05:19,393
I'm not proud of
what happened with Brandon.
1061
01:05:21,395 --> 01:05:23,441
But he was bothering
a girl that night, and...
1062
01:05:24,746 --> 01:05:27,053
it was two drunk hotheads
fighting and I won.
1063
01:05:29,534 --> 01:05:31,033
But there's other things
that happened...
1064
01:05:31,057 --> 01:05:32,537
Maybe I don't need to know.
1065
01:05:32,711 --> 01:05:34,080
I thought I did,
but maybe I don't want to know
1066
01:05:34,104 --> 01:05:36,019
because I like you now.
1067
01:05:39,674 --> 01:05:41,850
Hey, Karl. Got the food.
1068
01:05:42,721 --> 01:05:43,809
- Two burgers.
- Yes, sir.
1069
01:05:43,983 --> 01:05:45,202
Burgers? Are you serious?
1070
01:05:47,204 --> 01:05:48,335
Ew.
1071
01:05:48,901 --> 01:05:50,033
Who is this?
1072
01:05:52,252 --> 01:05:53,558
That's my daughter, Alex.
1073
01:05:58,824 --> 01:06:00,434
I regret nothing!
1074
01:06:00,608 --> 01:06:01,914
You could have
at least tried it.
1075
01:06:02,088 --> 01:06:03,698
No. Are you kidding me?
1076
01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:05,024
My friend Nancy didn't eat meat
for five years...
1077
01:06:05,048 --> 01:06:06,092
- And?
- and she had
1078
01:06:06,266 --> 01:06:07,528
a chicken cutlet of sandwich
1079
01:06:07,702 --> 01:06:09,661
and she vomited
all over herself.
1080
01:06:14,622 --> 01:06:17,495
Alex hasn't been
entirely honest with us.
1081
01:06:23,327 --> 01:06:25,807
You're looking
at possible kidnapping,
1082
01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,461
and you're crossing
state lines...
1083
01:06:27,635 --> 01:06:28,897
Shit, shit, shit, shit. Fuck...
1084
01:06:29,072 --> 01:06:30,595
Please, Alex, language.
1085
01:06:30,769 --> 01:06:33,119
- God damn it, fuck!
- Alex, enough!
1086
01:06:33,293 --> 01:06:36,166
You called them?
Why would you call them?
1087
01:06:37,558 --> 01:06:39,430
- It's my job?
- Shit, shit, shit.
1088
01:06:39,604 --> 01:06:41,756
Listen, I lied to everyone.
Karl had no idea I snuck away.
1089
01:06:41,780 --> 01:06:43,129
It's my fault, okay?
1090
01:06:43,303 --> 01:06:45,131
I'm a fucking idiot.
I'm a fucking...
1091
01:06:45,305 --> 01:06:46,959
- It's not... you're not...
- Hey, hey, hey.
1092
01:06:48,439 --> 01:06:49,483
Hey.
1093
01:06:50,789 --> 01:06:51,833
I'm going to be okay.
1094
01:06:52,530 --> 01:06:53,930
Okay?
Everything's going to be fine.
1095
01:06:58,492 --> 01:06:59,537
Sheriff Stratford.
1096
01:07:02,540 --> 01:07:03,976
I know
you don't owe me anything...
1097
01:07:05,108 --> 01:07:06,413
but could you give us a minute?
1098
01:07:07,240 --> 01:07:08,633
And then
you could take her away.
1099
01:07:08,807 --> 01:07:10,047
You can arrest me.
I don't care.
1100
01:07:10,156 --> 01:07:12,158
Just give us one minute.
Please.
1101
01:07:17,207 --> 01:07:19,818
Sarah,
got another cup of coffee?
1102
01:07:23,648 --> 01:07:24,779
One last cup.
1103
01:07:34,267 --> 01:07:35,877
Sit down, okay? Please?
1104
01:07:37,096 --> 01:07:38,837
It's...
1105
01:07:47,976 --> 01:07:49,630
I haven't seen your mom
in a long time.
1106
01:07:49,804 --> 01:07:51,241
You don't have to say anything,
1107
01:07:51,415 --> 01:07:52,895
- it's fine.
- But the thing of it is...
1108
01:07:57,421 --> 01:07:58,639
I told you before.
1109
01:08:00,163 --> 01:08:02,339
I was maybe 21
when I met your mom.
1110
01:08:04,645 --> 01:08:06,430
I'd been in the city
a few months,
1111
01:08:07,213 --> 01:08:08,562
And I had no money.
1112
01:08:08,736 --> 01:08:10,176
I didn't have
any real friends and...
1113
01:08:12,610 --> 01:08:14,525
I was... I was drinking a lot.
1114
01:08:18,616 --> 01:08:20,922
And even though she was older
and she was married...
1115
01:08:24,317 --> 01:08:25,536
Yeah, you hooked up anyway.
1116
01:08:26,319 --> 01:08:27,407
Hold on.
1117
01:08:28,539 --> 01:08:30,106
We went on walks.
1118
01:08:31,237 --> 01:08:32,630
Mostly talking about
the art show
1119
01:08:32,804 --> 01:08:34,240
she was going to put on and...
1120
01:08:36,112 --> 01:08:37,722
I didn't know if it was real...
1121
01:08:39,027 --> 01:08:41,204
but I was grateful
that it might be.
1122
01:08:42,901 --> 01:08:44,598
And one night
when I got off work...
1123
01:08:46,209 --> 01:08:47,601
she was really upset.
1124
01:08:49,864 --> 01:08:51,562
Some fight with her husband,
1125
01:08:51,736 --> 01:08:53,738
some problem
with another doctor.
1126
01:08:58,003 --> 01:08:59,831
So we went to a bar for a drink.
1127
01:09:03,922 --> 01:09:05,967
And that drink
turned into a couple of drinks.
1128
01:09:07,534 --> 01:09:09,275
And then
a couple of more drinks.
1129
01:09:09,449 --> 01:09:10,755
And...
1130
01:09:12,235 --> 01:09:15,194
we talked about everything.
1131
01:09:18,458 --> 01:09:21,026
And it felt so good
to be around her.
1132
01:09:22,288 --> 01:09:24,247
I didn't notice
how many drinks we'd had.
1133
01:09:28,555 --> 01:09:29,817
And, um...
1134
01:09:32,298 --> 01:09:33,517
after a while...
1135
01:09:34,431 --> 01:09:35,867
I got up to use the bathroom.
1136
01:09:37,608 --> 01:09:39,392
And she said
she'd better use it, too.
1137
01:09:41,612 --> 01:09:43,396
And I think
I took that as a signal.
1138
01:09:45,964 --> 01:09:48,836
Because we went
back there and, um...
1139
01:09:50,664 --> 01:09:51,839
she smiled at me.
1140
01:09:52,013 --> 01:09:53,232
And...
1141
01:09:54,146 --> 01:09:55,408
That's how it started.
1142
01:10:06,724 --> 01:10:08,508
Hi, you must be Judith.
1143
01:10:08,682 --> 01:10:10,162
Where is she? Alex?
1144
01:10:12,295 --> 01:10:14,732
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine.
1145
01:10:14,906 --> 01:10:16,212
Calm down.
1146
01:10:17,517 --> 01:10:18,605
Hi.
1147
01:10:19,476 --> 01:10:20,781
Uh, hello.
1148
01:10:20,955 --> 01:10:22,218
How are you?
1149
01:10:23,784 --> 01:10:25,133
Sheriff Stratford.
1150
01:10:25,786 --> 01:10:27,179
We done here?
1151
01:10:27,832 --> 01:10:29,268
Yeah, you're done.
1152
01:10:29,442 --> 01:10:31,096
Okay. Come on.
We're leaving.
1153
01:10:31,270 --> 01:10:32,421
- Come on.
- Dude, Carey, stop.
1154
01:10:32,445 --> 01:10:33,751
- Let go.
- Carey?
1155
01:10:39,496 --> 01:10:40,896
Could we just have
a minute, please?
1156
01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:42,325
No, you had a week.
1157
01:10:43,848 --> 01:10:45,980
- You don't get shit.
- You're such a hypocrite.
1158
01:10:46,154 --> 01:10:48,220
You... you act all open minded,
and you're judging him
1159
01:10:48,244 --> 01:10:50,047
because he goes to church
and he works with his hands.
1160
01:10:50,071 --> 01:10:52,770
Alex, you have nothing
to say to this man.
1161
01:10:52,944 --> 01:10:55,425
This man should be locked up.
1162
01:10:55,599 --> 01:10:58,123
All right, this is my house
1163
01:10:58,297 --> 01:10:59,537
and you will not speak to Karl...
1164
01:10:59,603 --> 01:11:01,344
Affair?
1165
01:11:05,086 --> 01:11:07,088
- It wasn't a fucking affair.
- Carey.
1166
01:11:17,098 --> 01:11:18,361
There was no affair.
1167
01:11:20,363 --> 01:11:21,581
Tell her.
1168
01:11:23,975 --> 01:11:24,976
Tell me what?
1169
01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:30,851
♪
1170
01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:43,777
So we used to go
for these walks.
1171
01:11:43,951 --> 01:11:45,301
- Yeah.
- And... and...
1172
01:11:46,650 --> 01:11:49,000
We... we went
into a bar one night,
1173
01:11:49,174 --> 01:11:51,132
and I was really drunk.
1174
01:11:53,047 --> 01:11:55,572
And then we...
We went into the bathroom.
1175
01:11:57,051 --> 01:11:58,139
Look at me.
1176
01:12:00,185 --> 01:12:01,404
And we started kissing.
1177
01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,755
And we were alone.
1178
01:12:05,930 --> 01:12:07,192
No one else was there.
1179
01:12:09,020 --> 01:12:10,500
But when I told him to stop...
1180
01:12:11,718 --> 01:12:12,850
he didn't.
1181
01:12:14,591 --> 01:12:15,940
Can I just... ca... can I just...
1182
01:12:16,114 --> 01:12:17,594
No, you can't.
1183
01:12:19,596 --> 01:12:21,380
Hey, hey!
1184
01:12:21,554 --> 01:12:22,947
- Stop it
- Okay.
1185
01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:24,601
It's time for you to go.
1186
01:12:24,775 --> 01:12:25,906
Right now.
1187
01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:31,303
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
1188
01:12:34,001 --> 01:12:35,220
It's okay.
1189
01:12:41,139 --> 01:12:42,575
She's a good girl.
1190
01:12:44,403 --> 01:12:45,578
Good artist.
1191
01:12:48,059 --> 01:12:49,190
Good artist?
1192
01:12:57,547 --> 01:12:59,940
I've wanted to say sorry
for such a long time, I...
1193
01:13:04,118 --> 01:13:05,337
Well, now you've said it.
1194
01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:34,932
Alex. Alex.
Alex. Please.
1195
01:13:35,106 --> 01:13:38,718
Give it some time. See if...
A little time. Please.
1196
01:13:38,892 --> 01:13:43,767
♪
1197
01:13:56,649 --> 01:13:57,737
Where are the twins?
1198
01:13:58,564 --> 01:13:59,652
With their grandmother.
1199
01:14:00,871 --> 01:14:03,003
7:00 am tomorrow
we are out the door.
1200
01:14:04,265 --> 01:14:09,227
♪
1201
01:14:25,591 --> 01:14:27,724
Are you seriously
calling me right now?
1202
01:14:27,898 --> 01:14:28,986
Don't hang up.
1203
01:14:31,902 --> 01:14:33,164
It all happened wrong.
1204
01:14:34,557 --> 01:14:37,255
She's the only thing that felt
like any kind of home to me.
1205
01:14:37,429 --> 01:14:40,519
In the way she looked at me,
in the way she talked to me.
1206
01:14:42,173 --> 01:14:44,175
I thought
she wanted those things, too.
1207
01:14:46,917 --> 01:14:49,310
And then I was...
I was so humiliated
1208
01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:51,922
and angry and drunk.
1209
01:14:52,096 --> 01:14:53,706
It's like
I stepped out of myself.
1210
01:14:53,880 --> 01:14:55,360
You're the victim in this?
1211
01:14:55,534 --> 01:14:56,642
You really want me to feel
sorry for you?
1212
01:14:56,666 --> 01:14:58,145
No. No, no.
1213
01:14:58,319 --> 01:15:00,408
No, I just...
I just wanted to tell you...
1214
01:15:00,583 --> 01:15:02,062
You know what else sucks?
1215
01:15:02,846 --> 01:15:06,153
I think back on everything
you ever said to me,
1216
01:15:06,327 --> 01:15:09,722
like, all this, "I don't like
who I used to be" bullshit.
1217
01:15:10,636 --> 01:15:12,986
And I feel so stupid.
1218
01:15:13,596 --> 01:15:16,033
I just wanted to tell you
that that wasn't me.
1219
01:15:18,862 --> 01:15:21,604
- I don't remember.
- But it is you. You did it.
1220
01:15:23,083 --> 01:15:25,433
Now I know why my mom
can't look at me.
1221
01:15:25,608 --> 01:15:27,528
Because when she looks at me,
all she sees is you
1222
01:15:27,566 --> 01:15:29,307
and now that's all
I'm going to see.
1223
01:15:30,613 --> 01:15:32,571
- Don't ever call me again.
- Alex.
1224
01:16:10,304 --> 01:16:11,479
Where's Dad?
1225
01:16:11,654 --> 01:16:13,046
He needed a walk.
1226
01:16:25,363 --> 01:16:26,756
I'm sorry that happened to you.
1227
01:16:28,540 --> 01:16:29,889
It was a long time ago.
1228
01:16:32,283 --> 01:16:34,372
- Yeah, but it still happened.
- Yeah.
1229
01:16:36,243 --> 01:16:37,418
Mom.
1230
01:16:39,899 --> 01:16:40,987
Do you think I'm, like...
1231
01:16:43,163 --> 01:16:44,425
dirty?
1232
01:16:45,078 --> 01:16:46,166
No.
1233
01:16:47,385 --> 01:16:48,952
No, honey, of course not.
1234
01:16:49,126 --> 01:16:50,257
N... No.
1235
01:16:51,998 --> 01:16:53,696
Why didn't you get rid of me?
1236
01:17:00,833 --> 01:17:02,661
Your father, um...
1237
01:17:04,271 --> 01:17:07,318
both of us,
we were trying to have a baby,
1238
01:17:07,492 --> 01:17:09,363
and we had trouble, and then...
1239
01:17:10,843 --> 01:17:11,931
This happened.
1240
01:17:12,584 --> 01:17:14,325
- So.
- But you thought about it?
1241
01:17:18,372 --> 01:17:19,460
Yeah.
1242
01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:24,161
Yeah, I'm not easy
like the twins, am I?
1243
01:17:25,510 --> 01:17:27,904
Just every time
you look at me...
1244
01:17:28,513 --> 01:17:29,601
you see him.
1245
01:17:29,775 --> 01:17:31,342
It was 17 years ago, Alex.
1246
01:17:31,516 --> 01:17:33,431
Yeah, for you.
For me, it was...
1247
01:17:34,171 --> 01:17:36,042
- 45 minutes ago.
- Okay.
1248
01:17:37,696 --> 01:17:39,132
I don't think you're dirty.
1249
01:17:39,306 --> 01:17:40,960
And I love you very much,
1250
01:17:41,134 --> 01:17:43,223
but I can't do this
right now, okay?
1251
01:17:43,397 --> 01:17:44,703
- So please go to sleep.
- Okay.
1252
01:17:46,966 --> 01:17:48,402
But do you want
to talk about it?
1253
01:17:48,576 --> 01:17:49,969
Because you kept his letter.
1254
01:17:50,143 --> 01:17:51,797
- No.
- I think that's important...
1255
01:17:51,971 --> 01:17:53,601
- I just want to go to sleep.
- Mom, like, I... I'm not
1256
01:17:53,625 --> 01:17:55,465
looking for a chance to,
like, plumb new depths
1257
01:17:55,540 --> 01:17:57,100
of awkwardness, okay?
I... I... I really...
1258
01:17:57,237 --> 01:17:58,761
I don't want to talk about it.
1259
01:17:59,892 --> 01:18:01,241
Have you talked to a shrink?
1260
01:18:01,851 --> 01:18:03,113
I think you should talk
1261
01:18:03,287 --> 01:18:04,527
to a mental health professional.
1262
01:18:05,419 --> 01:18:06,899
That's not how I work.
1263
01:18:07,073 --> 01:18:09,336
Okay, but, uh,
now that I know about it,
1264
01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:12,252
I... I can't pretend
like it didn't happen.
1265
01:18:12,426 --> 01:18:15,908
Alexandra, nobody told you
to go looking for him.
1266
01:18:46,460 --> 01:18:47,548
Karl.
1267
01:18:48,114 --> 01:18:49,550
Come back in the house.
1268
01:18:50,464 --> 01:18:51,727
Just going for a little ride.
1269
01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:53,554
No, Karl,
you have been drinking,
1270
01:18:53,729 --> 01:18:56,340
I can smell it on you.
You need to go to a meeting.
1271
01:18:56,514 --> 01:18:57,733
You know I'm right.
1272
01:18:57,907 --> 01:18:59,778
Karl, don't get in that car.
1273
01:18:59,952 --> 01:19:01,737
You know that if you do this,
1274
01:19:01,911 --> 01:19:03,129
there's nothing but trouble.
1275
01:19:03,303 --> 01:19:04,609
Karl, listen to me!
1276
01:19:06,263 --> 01:19:07,743
- Karl.
- I'm fine.
1277
01:19:09,570 --> 01:19:11,268
I got Jesus watching over me.
1278
01:19:13,792 --> 01:19:15,228
Karl.
1279
01:19:55,791 --> 01:19:57,836
Hi, go... go to the other window.
1280
01:19:58,010 --> 01:19:59,185
The other window.
1281
01:20:08,542 --> 01:20:10,240
My parents found out everything,
1282
01:20:10,414 --> 01:20:12,374
and now they're here,
and we leave in a few hours.
1283
01:20:12,895 --> 01:20:13,983
Oh.
1284
01:20:20,554 --> 01:20:22,634
I... I was just asleep.
Shouldn't I go brush my teeth?
1285
01:20:22,992 --> 01:20:24,312
I mean... I mean,
if it's not bad...
1286
01:20:25,690 --> 01:20:27,126
- Okay.
- Do you have a condom?
1287
01:20:27,300 --> 01:20:28,780
Uh, I... I think so.
1288
01:20:28,954 --> 01:20:30,564
I think I have a pack
in my nightstand,
1289
01:20:30,738 --> 01:20:32,658
but maybe they're expired,
which isn't very safe,
1290
01:20:32,697 --> 01:20:34,046
so maybe we should... Oh.
1291
01:20:34,220 --> 01:20:36,048
- Okay, whoa, whoa.
- What?
1292
01:20:36,222 --> 01:20:37,397
Hey, I just...
1293
01:20:39,660 --> 01:20:41,924
Hey, hey, hey. We don... You...
Are sure you want to?
1294
01:20:42,098 --> 01:20:43,938
Because we don't know
each other too well and...
1295
01:20:44,013 --> 01:20:46,842
Can I please just do this?
It's natural, biological.
1296
01:20:47,016 --> 01:20:48,856
It doesn't make that everyone,
like, freak out.
1297
01:20:49,975 --> 01:20:52,021
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1298
01:20:52,195 --> 01:20:54,355
- I think you're freaking out.
- No, I want to do this.
1299
01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:55,938
You ladies...
1300
01:20:56,112 --> 01:20:57,437
Do you want to have
sex with me or not?
1301
01:20:57,461 --> 01:20:58,854
Yes, I...
1302
01:21:00,768 --> 01:21:01,900
Yeah, I mean...
1303
01:21:02,814 --> 01:21:03,989
I... I think so.
1304
01:21:33,714 --> 01:21:36,239
What happened tonight?
1305
01:21:38,719 --> 01:21:40,460
It just comes
rushing back, you know?
1306
01:21:40,634 --> 01:21:42,593
The thousands of times
that I see myself
1307
01:21:42,767 --> 01:21:44,638
with my hands just
wrapped around his neck.
1308
01:21:44,812 --> 01:21:47,598
And yet I am a grown
and rational adult,
1309
01:21:47,772 --> 01:21:49,382
so not killing him
1310
01:21:49,556 --> 01:21:51,384
is what separates us
from the beasts.
1311
01:21:52,385 --> 01:21:53,905
We should have
fucking pressed charges.
1312
01:21:53,996 --> 01:21:55,867
We had the case,
1313
01:21:56,041 --> 01:21:58,281
we had the moral obligation
to do it and we didn't do it.
1314
01:21:58,478 --> 01:21:59,915
What are you talking about?
1315
01:22:00,089 --> 01:22:01,264
We've had an obligation to...
1316
01:22:01,438 --> 01:22:03,657
Look, there are lines
1317
01:22:03,831 --> 01:22:05,921
that men do not cross.
1318
01:22:07,444 --> 01:22:09,044
Now you're going to
talk to me about men?
1319
01:22:09,620 --> 01:22:11,491
I'm... I'm just trying
to put this thing to bed.
1320
01:22:11,665 --> 01:22:13,102
No, what it feels to me like
1321
01:22:13,276 --> 01:22:15,191
is that you are determined
1322
01:22:15,365 --> 01:22:18,150
to make this about you
and your justice.
1323
01:22:19,064 --> 01:22:21,371
But I am not gonna
let you make my life
1324
01:22:21,545 --> 01:22:23,068
be about this one thing.
1325
01:22:24,243 --> 01:22:26,071
No, I... I never said
it... it was about...
1326
01:22:26,245 --> 01:22:27,725
Okay, you know what?
1327
01:22:30,989 --> 01:22:34,036
Let's say you're right, okay?
1328
01:22:34,210 --> 01:22:37,778
And I had gone
and upended my life...
1329
01:22:38,518 --> 01:22:40,346
and traded our privacy
1330
01:22:40,520 --> 01:22:43,132
for... your ego
1331
01:22:43,306 --> 01:22:47,049
and put your
little monster in jail.
1332
01:22:47,223 --> 01:22:50,661
Does that satisfy
Carey's justice?
1333
01:22:50,835 --> 01:22:53,142
So what, are we supposed to
keep sweeping it under the rug
1334
01:22:53,316 --> 01:22:55,057
and pretending
like it just never happened?
1335
01:22:55,231 --> 01:22:57,537
So...
1336
01:22:57,711 --> 01:23:00,758
Except that you don't
actually sweep it all the way
1337
01:23:00,932 --> 01:23:04,327
because apparently
you kept his fucking letter.
1338
01:23:05,589 --> 01:23:08,418
Which is why
we're here in a motel.
1339
01:23:10,768 --> 01:23:13,118
Jesus Christ.
1340
01:23:14,511 --> 01:23:15,642
Don't you hate him?
1341
01:23:18,906 --> 01:23:20,343
You're such a sweet man.
1342
01:23:22,258 --> 01:23:24,042
You never even asked
1343
01:23:24,216 --> 01:23:25,456
what the hell I was doing there.
1344
01:23:25,522 --> 01:23:27,915
Well, it's a good question.
1345
01:23:29,221 --> 01:23:30,788
What the hell
were you doing there?
1346
01:23:37,795 --> 01:23:41,538
There just was so many
doctors appointments.
1347
01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:43,975
You know, and it was...
1348
01:23:47,457 --> 01:23:49,241
It was hard to feel
like we weren't...
1349
01:23:50,503 --> 01:23:52,070
failing each other sometimes.
1350
01:23:57,380 --> 01:23:59,208
And then when I was with him,
I just...
1351
01:23:59,382 --> 01:24:00,731
I... I just felt...
1352
01:24:04,430 --> 01:24:05,475
lighter.
1353
01:24:08,478 --> 01:24:09,522
Well...
1354
01:24:12,308 --> 01:24:13,570
you were with him tonight,
1355
01:24:13,744 --> 01:24:15,485
do you still feel
fucking lighter?
1356
01:24:17,182 --> 01:24:21,099
How I feel about Karl Hendrix,
that's my business.
1357
01:24:21,273 --> 01:24:22,318
It's not yours.
1358
01:24:45,428 --> 01:24:48,257
He thought
she was this cool arty chick
1359
01:24:48,431 --> 01:24:49,475
and he was this, like...
1360
01:24:50,737 --> 01:24:52,435
interesting, offbeat guy.
1361
01:24:53,871 --> 01:24:56,047
And they met and connected.
1362
01:24:57,396 --> 01:24:58,441
And that was me.
1363
01:25:00,617 --> 01:25:04,099
It felt like
I came from something good.
1364
01:25:07,319 --> 01:25:08,625
Well, obviously you're, like...
1365
01:25:10,801 --> 01:25:11,889
done, right?
1366
01:25:20,941 --> 01:25:22,334
Probably won't be back here.
1367
01:25:23,814 --> 01:25:26,295
Yeah, but we'll see you again.
1368
01:25:27,557 --> 01:25:30,037
You should come to Portland.
I'll find you boys.
1369
01:25:31,996 --> 01:25:33,867
Maybe I don't want you to.
1370
01:25:42,441 --> 01:25:43,441
Yeah, maybe.
1371
01:25:43,573 --> 01:25:48,578
♪
1372
01:26:12,167 --> 01:26:13,168
Oh.
1373
01:26:14,169 --> 01:26:15,561
I'd hoped he was with you.
1374
01:26:16,736 --> 01:26:21,785
♪
1375
01:27:14,925 --> 01:27:17,841
Hey.
Came to have that drink.
1376
01:27:19,146 --> 01:27:20,409
What the hell are you doing?
1377
01:27:23,629 --> 01:27:25,240
I want to have a drink
with my dad.
1378
01:27:26,066 --> 01:27:27,154
Go home.
1379
01:27:29,592 --> 01:27:30,636
You like my bonfire?
1380
01:27:32,769 --> 01:27:33,987
Put it out.
1381
01:27:36,251 --> 01:27:37,295
You put it out.
1382
01:27:38,775 --> 01:27:40,211
- Watch yourself.
- Come here.
1383
01:27:43,170 --> 01:27:45,912
- I know my place. I...
- Do you? Hm? Huh?
1384
01:27:48,001 --> 01:27:51,353
Karl! Stop.
1385
01:27:56,793 --> 01:28:00,405
Sarah's worried about you.
Let me drive you to your house.
1386
01:28:00,579 --> 01:28:01,798
That's not my house.
1387
01:28:02,451 --> 01:28:03,800
That's her house.
1388
01:28:03,974 --> 01:28:05,454
Reggie, get him off my property.
1389
01:28:05,628 --> 01:28:07,064
Karl!
1390
01:28:07,543 --> 01:28:09,936
Stop or I will stop you.
1391
01:28:14,550 --> 01:28:15,812
Bullshit.
1392
01:28:17,422 --> 01:28:18,467
What are you doing?
1393
01:28:21,818 --> 01:28:23,385
I don't care why you were there.
1394
01:28:24,560 --> 01:28:25,604
I'm here now.
1395
01:28:28,607 --> 01:28:31,610
I'm going to go apologize
to Alex for lying to her
1396
01:28:31,784 --> 01:28:33,395
and then I'm going to remind her
1397
01:28:33,569 --> 01:28:35,068
that no matter what the fuck
the biology says,
1398
01:28:35,092 --> 01:28:36,267
I raised her.
1399
01:28:37,050 --> 01:28:39,183
Then my daughter
and I are going to have
1400
01:28:39,357 --> 01:28:40,837
a fucking conversation.
1401
01:28:50,107 --> 01:28:52,022
Judith.
1402
01:28:53,893 --> 01:28:54,938
The car's gone.
1403
01:29:04,730 --> 01:29:07,342
- Hi, Mom.
- You get home right now.
1404
01:29:07,516 --> 01:29:08,647
Do you hear me?
1405
01:29:12,738 --> 01:29:14,697
Alex, I'm sorry, okay?
1406
01:29:14,871 --> 01:29:18,657
I'm sorry that
I didn't tell you the truth.
1407
01:29:18,831 --> 01:29:21,834
I'm sorry.
1408
01:29:22,008 --> 01:29:24,271
You're not dirty.
1409
01:29:24,446 --> 01:29:25,577
You're not bad.
1410
01:29:26,665 --> 01:29:28,537
We could talk about...
1411
01:29:28,711 --> 01:29:32,628
We could talk about it until...
Until I'm blue in the face.
1412
01:29:32,802 --> 01:29:34,456
But I need you
to come home now, okay?
1413
01:29:40,940 --> 01:29:42,899
You all right?
1414
01:29:43,073 --> 01:29:44,509
Yeah, um,
I'm sorry I bailed again.
1415
01:29:44,683 --> 01:29:46,946
Uh, there's just something
I have to do,
1416
01:29:47,120 --> 01:29:48,383
and I'll be back soon.
1417
01:29:53,170 --> 01:29:54,780
You know about
the Puritans, Reg?
1418
01:29:55,390 --> 01:29:56,695
They believe
you're either damned
1419
01:29:56,869 --> 01:29:58,523
or you're saved
the minute you're born,
1420
01:29:58,697 --> 01:30:00,917
so they go through
their entire lives being good
1421
01:30:01,091 --> 01:30:02,571
just to prove
that they're saved.
1422
01:30:03,485 --> 01:30:05,922
Pressure got so bad,
one woman drowned her kids
1423
01:30:06,096 --> 01:30:07,489
just to prove
that she was damned.
1424
01:30:08,490 --> 01:30:10,100
Couldn't take not knowing.
1425
01:30:12,015 --> 01:30:13,233
I know, Reg.
1426
01:30:14,713 --> 01:30:17,673
Sorry.
Karl, I'm sorry.
1427
01:30:18,935 --> 01:30:21,633
I know
what kind of father he was.
1428
01:30:21,807 --> 01:30:23,940
But you got to
leave him be now, all right?
1429
01:30:24,114 --> 01:30:25,463
Come on, you waited for this.
1430
01:30:27,422 --> 01:30:29,206
I was the one
that beat up your damn kid.
1431
01:30:30,207 --> 01:30:31,991
I was the one
that ruined his life.
1432
01:30:34,733 --> 01:30:37,562
Maybe I overlooked
his shortcomings.
1433
01:30:38,868 --> 01:30:41,044
- Can't help you...
- Damn it!
1434
01:30:41,218 --> 01:30:45,091
Just calm down.
1435
01:30:46,092 --> 01:30:47,354
That's it.
1436
01:30:48,878 --> 01:30:49,878
Final warning.
1437
01:30:49,966 --> 01:30:54,057
♪
1438
01:30:54,231 --> 01:30:56,799
Come on.
Come on, Reg.
1439
01:30:57,713 --> 01:30:58,975
Go ahead.
1440
01:30:59,149 --> 01:30:59,976
- What do you got?
- I mean it.
1441
01:31:00,150 --> 01:31:01,325
Come on!
1442
01:31:03,545 --> 01:31:04,589
Come on!
1443
01:31:04,763 --> 01:31:06,243
Stop. Stop me!
1444
01:31:06,417 --> 01:31:07,655
- Stand down, Karl!
- I said stop me!
1445
01:31:07,679 --> 01:31:08,811
- I mean it!
- Don't!
1446
01:31:31,442 --> 01:31:32,487
Hey.
1447
01:31:34,489 --> 01:31:36,186
All right,
how about letting me drive?
1448
01:31:46,936 --> 01:31:48,111
Go ahead.
1449
01:32:03,213 --> 01:32:05,302
Our flight leaves soon.
1450
01:32:06,216 --> 01:32:07,260
Yes.
1451
01:32:09,262 --> 01:32:10,350
You know...
1452
01:32:13,832 --> 01:32:14,877
I never married.
1453
01:32:17,532 --> 01:32:18,750
And I didn't have children.
1454
01:32:20,578 --> 01:32:22,711
And when he got out,
I thought, "Oh, well...
1455
01:32:23,929 --> 01:32:25,235
there's somebody
who needs help."
1456
01:32:28,368 --> 01:32:30,980
But we're barely...
1457
01:32:32,459 --> 01:32:34,505
I mean, he's not even my...
1458
01:32:34,679 --> 01:32:35,811
Neither is Carey.
1459
01:32:38,378 --> 01:32:39,423
He's still my dad.
1460
01:32:41,512 --> 01:32:42,731
And maybe it's a test.
1461
01:32:44,080 --> 01:32:45,429
Maybe it's God's test.
1462
01:32:47,257 --> 01:32:48,519
You don't believe in that.
1463
01:32:49,607 --> 01:32:50,826
You don't care what I believe.
1464
01:32:53,480 --> 01:32:54,917
All that matters
is whether you do.
1465
01:32:56,701 --> 01:32:57,746
Right.
1466
01:32:59,661 --> 01:33:01,924
Well,
1467
01:33:02,098 --> 01:33:05,231
- no more cutting school, okay?
- Yes, ma'am.
1468
01:33:06,842 --> 01:33:08,234
Come here.
1469
01:33:11,890 --> 01:33:12,978
- Bye.
- Bye.
1470
01:33:27,863 --> 01:33:28,994
"Hey, Arthur.
1471
01:33:30,996 --> 01:33:32,781
Sorry it's taken me
so long to write.
1472
01:33:34,783 --> 01:33:37,612
I wish I could say
I had a good excuse.
1473
01:33:37,786 --> 01:33:41,354
Because I was off having
pansexual underground orgies
1474
01:33:41,528 --> 01:33:44,575
or going to only
the hottest club openings,
1475
01:33:44,749 --> 01:33:46,359
but sadly..."
1476
01:33:46,533 --> 01:33:48,623
- Well, look who's here.
- Yeah, I'm finally back.
1477
01:33:48,797 --> 01:33:50,973
"I think I'm still
trying to process stuff."
1478
01:33:51,147 --> 01:33:53,279
Thank you.
1479
01:33:53,453 --> 01:33:55,020
"At least that's what the shrink
1480
01:33:55,194 --> 01:33:56,761
my parents
are making me see says..."
1481
01:33:56,935 --> 01:33:58,197
Alex? Hi.
1482
01:33:58,371 --> 01:33:59,982
Come on back.
1483
01:34:00,156 --> 01:34:01,220
"Keeps me out
of boarding school."
1484
01:34:01,244 --> 01:34:02,244
How are you?
1485
01:34:02,375 --> 01:34:04,247
- Good.
- Good.
1486
01:34:04,421 --> 01:34:06,141
"Which is great
because I love my school..."
1487
01:34:06,292 --> 01:34:08,338
Next up, The Age of Innocence
by Edith Wharton.
1488
01:34:08,512 --> 01:34:09,600
"So much."
1489
01:34:10,557 --> 01:34:12,255
Jailbait.
1490
01:34:12,429 --> 01:34:14,344
So, who got
through the first chapter?
1491
01:34:17,129 --> 01:34:18,870
Okay, I do not snore!
1492
01:34:21,438 --> 01:34:23,309
You're just telling me
that I snore now?
1493
01:34:23,483 --> 01:34:24,789
No, no, no, no,
1494
01:34:24,963 --> 01:34:26,748
- it's a little tiny noise.
- Okay.
1495
01:34:26,922 --> 01:34:29,011
"My parents
are also seeing a therapist.
1496
01:34:29,185 --> 01:34:31,013
This is good because they are
basically
1497
01:34:31,187 --> 01:34:32,754
the reason
therapy was invented."
1498
01:34:32,928 --> 01:34:34,768
I mean, you can always
just sleep on the couch.
1499
01:34:36,932 --> 01:34:38,760
- Okay.
- Problem solved.
1500
01:34:38,934 --> 01:34:40,631
"As for how I'm doing,
1501
01:34:40,805 --> 01:34:41,937
I'm okay.
1502
01:34:42,111 --> 01:34:43,852
Everything feels different,
1503
01:34:44,026 --> 01:34:46,768
but everything also
sort of feels exactly the same.
1504
01:34:46,942 --> 01:34:48,502
When I first got back,
I sort of thought
1505
01:34:48,639 --> 01:34:50,641
my room would be
a different color or something."
1506
01:34:50,989 --> 01:34:54,340
Circumcised, uncircumcised,
very different things.
1507
01:34:54,514 --> 01:34:56,603
"I thought I should cut my hair
1508
01:34:56,778 --> 01:34:58,843
or pierce my nose or get some
dumb Chinese character tattoo
1509
01:34:58,867 --> 01:35:01,217
that means strength
or something.
1510
01:35:01,391 --> 01:35:04,089
Just to be like, 'Hello, world.
I'm different now.'
1511
01:35:05,264 --> 01:35:07,963
And then I thought, 'Wow.
1512
01:35:08,137 --> 01:35:09,704
How boldly cliché.'
1513
01:35:12,663 --> 01:35:15,535
In general,
I'm trying to suck less."
1514
01:35:15,710 --> 01:35:20,715
♪
1515
01:35:24,240 --> 01:35:26,155
"I haven't talked to Karl.
1516
01:35:30,072 --> 01:35:31,856
Right now,
I'm smoking a cigarette,
1517
01:35:32,030 --> 01:35:33,423
poorly,
1518
01:35:33,597 --> 01:35:34,685
just for you.
1519
01:35:36,208 --> 01:35:38,036
Come visit.
1520
01:35:38,210 --> 01:35:39,579
If anyone asks
how we knew each other,
1521
01:35:39,603 --> 01:35:40,996
I guess I can just lie.
1522
01:35:42,998 --> 01:35:46,044
I mean,
better get used to that, right?
1523
01:35:48,046 --> 01:35:50,309
Love, Alex."
1524
01:36:02,104 --> 01:36:03,453
Hey.
1525
01:36:03,627 --> 01:36:05,455
Dad. Can you knock?
1526
01:36:08,371 --> 01:36:09,415
It's him.
1527
01:36:19,861 --> 01:36:20,905
I'll be right outside.
1528
01:36:28,913 --> 01:36:30,610
Hello?
1529
01:36:30,785 --> 01:36:32,917
Hey there.
1530
01:36:33,091 --> 01:36:35,211
I figured it'd be better
to be direct with your folks.
1531
01:36:36,486 --> 01:36:38,488
- Mm-hmm.
- How are you?
1532
01:36:42,579 --> 01:36:44,886
- Okay.
- Are you back at school?
1533
01:36:47,149 --> 01:36:48,585
Yeah.
1534
01:36:48,759 --> 01:36:49,804
Parents all right?
1535
01:36:52,763 --> 01:36:54,809
- Mm-hmm.
- Good.
1536
01:36:56,158 --> 01:36:57,202
Good.
1537
01:36:59,988 --> 01:37:02,164
Sorry it took so long
to call you, it's, uh,
1538
01:37:02,338 --> 01:37:04,427
spent a couple more months
back in, uh...
1539
01:37:06,995 --> 01:37:08,561
Reggie told them
to take it easy on me,
1540
01:37:08,735 --> 01:37:09,780
if you can believe that.
1541
01:37:12,391 --> 01:37:13,436
Okay.
1542
01:37:16,569 --> 01:37:17,919
We had a good time here tonight.
1543
01:37:19,529 --> 01:37:21,226
Gayle from Sarah's work
came by and..
1544
01:37:23,011 --> 01:37:26,318
I just... I just slipped out
to call you.
1545
01:37:27,232 --> 01:37:28,581
Sounds like we're being rude.
1546
01:37:31,933 --> 01:37:33,151
I needed to tell you something.
1547
01:37:36,241 --> 01:37:37,329
Um...
1548
01:37:39,592 --> 01:37:40,680
okay.
1549
01:37:43,683 --> 01:37:44,946
That last night you were here...
1550
01:37:47,600 --> 01:37:50,516
when I was, uh,
I was drunk out of my mind...
1551
01:37:52,954 --> 01:37:54,869
I was talking to Reggie
about Puritans.
1552
01:37:57,872 --> 01:37:59,308
And how hard it was for them
1553
01:37:59,482 --> 01:38:00,722
not knowing if they were damned.
1554
01:38:02,528 --> 01:38:05,705
Well, the worst part
isn't not knowing.
1555
01:38:09,100 --> 01:38:10,406
The worst part is knowing.
1556
01:38:14,540 --> 01:38:16,238
That's how it was until, uh...
1557
01:38:18,893 --> 01:38:20,111
Until what?
1558
01:38:24,289 --> 01:38:25,334
'Til you showed up.
1559
01:38:29,686 --> 01:38:31,296
My mouth is full of toothpaste.
1560
01:38:35,648 --> 01:38:38,695
I know you have to go,
but, uh, we were...
1561
01:38:38,869 --> 01:38:41,741
I was, uh, I was thinking...
1562
01:38:43,439 --> 01:38:45,615
that maybe
when the weather warms up and...
1563
01:38:45,789 --> 01:38:48,183
And, you know, if it's okay
with your parents, that...
1564
01:38:49,836 --> 01:38:50,925
well...
1565
01:38:54,711 --> 01:38:55,951
maybe you could visit some time.
1566
01:38:56,104 --> 01:38:57,148
No.
1567
01:39:01,500 --> 01:39:03,067
I mean, maybe.
1568
01:39:07,898 --> 01:39:08,943
I don't know.
1569
01:39:18,778 --> 01:39:20,084
Alex?
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01:39:25,742 --> 01:39:26,830
Alex?
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01:39:28,484 --> 01:39:29,528
I'm here.
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01:39:32,662 --> 01:39:33,750
Okay.
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01:39:35,708 --> 01:39:37,101
Well, um...
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01:39:39,060 --> 01:39:40,104
I'll let you go.
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♪
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♪
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♪
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