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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,378 --> 00:00:06,089 Namaste. Welcome to Tranquillum House. 2 00:00:06,882 --> 00:00:07,799 I'm Masha. 3 00:00:10,802 --> 00:00:13,055 ‐ Are you saying they don't want the book? 4 00:00:13,055 --> 00:00:15,015 It's not normal to be screaming, 5 00:00:15,015 --> 00:00:17,392 "Dead to the fucking world" at the top of your lungs. 6 00:00:17,392 --> 00:00:19,436 We're going 'cause we have issues, Benjamin. 7 00:00:19,436 --> 00:00:21,688 With us. 8 00:00:21,688 --> 00:00:23,273 What are you in for? 9 00:00:23,273 --> 00:00:26,360 ‐ Weight loss, esteem building, mind and body transformation. 10 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:27,986 ‐ I mean, I already feel better. I really do. 11 00:00:27,986 --> 00:00:29,613 Is this not fantastic? 12 00:00:29,613 --> 00:00:30,697 ‐ What's that? 13 00:00:30,697 --> 00:00:31,907 Blood draw. Standard practice. 14 00:00:31,907 --> 00:00:34,243 ‐ Did she give you any idea what to expect? 15 00:00:34,243 --> 00:00:35,953 Suffering. 16 00:00:53,512 --> 00:00:58,600 ‐ ♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪ 17 00:02:25,646 --> 00:02:26,730 Hey, there. 18 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:31,568 ‐ Hey! ‐ Are you okay? 19 00:02:31,568 --> 00:02:33,904 ‐ Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm fine. I just, um... 20 00:02:35,447 --> 00:02:37,241 just a little panic attack. 21 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:39,826 They come and go. And sometimes 22 00:02:39,826 --> 00:02:41,995 I just feel like I'm gonna freak out so I didn't want to, 23 00:02:42,996 --> 00:02:44,873 you know, disrupt the session or anything. 24 00:02:44,873 --> 00:02:47,751 ‐ Oh, well, that session is officially disrupted, anyway. 25 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:50,671 Your dad's back there holding your mom back, 26 00:02:50,671 --> 00:02:52,548 I think she wants to, uh... 27 00:02:52,548 --> 00:02:54,007 ...claw Masha's eyes out. 28 00:02:54,925 --> 00:02:57,010 Something about death, or something, 29 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:58,720 I didn't quite catch it. 30 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:00,389 ‐ Yeah, yeah, um, 31 00:03:00,389 --> 00:03:02,432 it's‐‐ it's my brother Zach. 32 00:03:02,432 --> 00:03:04,142 He‐‐ he stopped living three years ago. 33 00:03:05,477 --> 00:03:07,479 - Kind of why we're here. - Um... 34 00:03:07,479 --> 00:03:09,606 It would've been his 21st birthday this week. 35 00:03:09,606 --> 00:03:12,317 Or our 21st. We were‐‐ we were twins. 36 00:03:12,317 --> 00:03:15,237 But, uh, he... 37 00:03:15,237 --> 00:03:18,657 stopped living the day before our 18th birthday. So... 38 00:03:18,657 --> 00:03:19,783 ‐ Oh, God. 39 00:03:20,576 --> 00:03:23,662 ‐ There you have it, the Marconi family baggage, 40 00:03:23,662 --> 00:03:25,873 which was also searched, by the way. 41 00:03:25,873 --> 00:03:28,166 Yes. Oh. 42 00:03:31,795 --> 00:03:32,963 ‐ I'm sorry, honey. 43 00:03:32,963 --> 00:03:34,965 ‐ It's okay. We really weren't close. 44 00:03:34,965 --> 00:03:35,883 So... 45 00:03:39,136 --> 00:03:40,679 ‐ Are you all right? ‐ Yeah, I'm fine. 46 00:03:40,679 --> 00:03:42,848 Just needed some air. 47 00:03:44,141 --> 00:03:46,185 ‐ Hello. ‐ Hello. 48 00:03:47,477 --> 00:03:48,937 ‐ Could I talk to my daughter... ‐ Yes. 49 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:50,355 ‐ ...please? ‐ Mom, Mom, it's fine. 50 00:03:50,355 --> 00:03:51,690 I'm fine. Frances, I'm fine. 51 00:03:51,690 --> 00:03:53,317 I was actually just gonna go for a run. 52 00:03:53,317 --> 00:03:56,820 We're runners. Um, I'll... see you. 53 00:04:08,457 --> 00:04:10,125 ‐ She was telling me about your son. 54 00:04:11,752 --> 00:04:12,669 ‐ Oh. 55 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:14,880 ‐ I'm so sorry. 56 00:04:16,882 --> 00:04:17,883 ‐ Thank you. 57 00:04:19,343 --> 00:04:20,719 Yeah, I didn't read anything about 58 00:04:20,719 --> 00:04:22,471 getting my fucking bags gone through. 59 00:04:22,471 --> 00:04:23,931 Anybody else read anything about that? 60 00:04:23,931 --> 00:04:25,349 'Cause I didn't read anything... ‐ Hey. 61 00:04:25,349 --> 00:04:27,434 ‐ ...about that. ‐ Maybe you could take a breath. 62 00:04:27,434 --> 00:04:28,894 The fuck? 63 00:04:28,894 --> 00:04:30,896 I am not taking a breath. 64 00:04:32,439 --> 00:04:34,983 It's a fucking crime is what it is. 65 00:04:34,983 --> 00:04:37,444 Tossing our cells for contraband? 66 00:04:37,444 --> 00:04:39,446 Not giving our shit back, that's a violation 67 00:04:39,446 --> 00:04:41,240 of our human rights, lady. 68 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:44,201 Now, I've got prescription medication in my wash bag 69 00:04:44,201 --> 00:04:46,620 and I'm gonna need it back, like right‐fucking‐now. 70 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:47,871 You feel me? 71 00:04:47,871 --> 00:04:50,374 ‐ Yao. Would you go and retrieve Tony's medicine? 72 00:04:50,374 --> 00:04:52,084 ‐ Yeah, very good, thank you. 73 00:04:52,084 --> 00:04:54,002 Would you like your vodka as well? 74 00:04:54,002 --> 00:04:55,587 Or do you take it separately? 75 00:04:55,587 --> 00:04:56,713 ‐ Fuck you. ‐ Hey, now. 76 00:04:56,713 --> 00:04:59,299 Let's just take it easy. ‐ Fuck you, too. 77 00:04:59,299 --> 00:05:01,677 Yeah, this is not what I signed up for. 78 00:05:01,677 --> 00:05:03,345 - Just like, FYI. - We're okay. 79 00:05:03,345 --> 00:05:05,764 Part of the healing is finding the wound. 80 00:05:05,764 --> 00:05:07,891 ‐ That's why you picked us, right? 81 00:05:07,891 --> 00:05:09,268 ‐ What do you mean, she “picked" us? 82 00:05:09,268 --> 00:05:13,105 ‐ She accepts less than ten percent of her applicants. 83 00:05:13,105 --> 00:05:14,773 We're just an equation. 84 00:05:14,773 --> 00:05:17,067 We complement each other's demons. 85 00:05:17,067 --> 00:05:18,318 ‐ What a fuckin' crock. 86 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:20,696 ‐ What is it you look for in your guests? 87 00:05:20,696 --> 00:05:22,364 ‐ Damage. ‐ Potential. 88 00:05:23,490 --> 00:05:24,741 Tomato, to‐mah‐toe. 89 00:05:24,741 --> 00:05:26,952 ‐ Is that how you're feeling about yourself, 90 00:05:26,952 --> 00:05:28,579 Frances? Is it? 91 00:05:29,913 --> 00:05:34,710 About things? About your life? Tomato, to‐mah‐toe, whatever. 92 00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:36,587 ‐ I know women like you. 93 00:05:36,587 --> 00:05:39,590 - ‐ You don't. - You're so driven. 94 00:05:39,590 --> 00:05:41,550 And you're so committed... 95 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:44,678 to perfection that you're not even human anymore. 96 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:47,181 And you whittle away everybody else 97 00:05:47,181 --> 00:05:49,099 so you don't have to see your own bumps and bruises. 98 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:53,395 Maybe some of these... guests did come for struggle. 99 00:05:53,395 --> 00:05:55,355 But I get enough of that in my day‐to‐day life. 100 00:05:56,356 --> 00:05:58,066 I didn't come here to open a vein. 101 00:05:59,067 --> 00:06:00,903 I came here to have a little bit of fucking fun. 102 00:06:02,029 --> 00:06:04,573 ‐ I'd like to talk to you in private, if I may. 103 00:06:06,408 --> 00:06:08,702 Look, obviously, you're a very smart person... 104 00:06:09,953 --> 00:06:11,038 building this whole... 105 00:06:11,788 --> 00:06:13,832 thing. 106 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,709 But uh, it just doesn't make any sense. 107 00:06:16,251 --> 00:06:17,878 There's not a qualified professional in the world 108 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,922 who would confiscate somebody's medication. 109 00:06:19,922 --> 00:06:21,798 ‐ You're a drug addict, Tony. 110 00:06:21,798 --> 00:06:25,761 There's many places you could go to detox or rehab. 111 00:06:25,761 --> 00:06:27,471 But you came here. 112 00:06:27,471 --> 00:06:28,889 Maybe to fix what caused 113 00:06:28,889 --> 00:06:30,349 you to become a drug addict. ‐ I know. 114 00:06:30,349 --> 00:06:31,850 I know what caused it, okay? 115 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:34,770 Three spinal surgeries, a blown knee. 116 00:06:34,770 --> 00:06:36,313 ‐ That's just a story. 117 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:40,150 One that's keeping you numb and checked out of your entire life. 118 00:06:40,150 --> 00:06:42,152 ‐ Okay. Yeah, day one and you know all this, right? 119 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:45,239 ‐ You're divorced, yes? 120 00:06:46,532 --> 00:06:47,407 ‐ Yeah. 121 00:06:48,325 --> 00:06:50,786 ‐ You have, two children? 122 00:06:53,997 --> 00:06:55,832 How's your relationship with them? 123 00:06:59,503 --> 00:07:01,380 ‐ This is it, right? This is what you do? 124 00:07:03,757 --> 00:07:05,008 You get people to talk about their shit, 125 00:07:05,008 --> 00:07:06,301 and then you use it against them. 126 00:07:07,302 --> 00:07:09,137 Huh? You gonna plug me into an ATM machine now? 127 00:07:10,514 --> 00:07:12,224 ‐ Are you happy with your life? 128 00:07:13,517 --> 00:07:16,103 ‐ Am I happy with my life? 129 00:07:16,103 --> 00:07:17,563 ‐ Mm‐hmm. 130 00:07:18,313 --> 00:07:20,607 ‐ Who the fuck is happy with their life? 131 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:29,741 Just give me my medicine, please. 132 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:35,622 Have it. 133 00:07:35,622 --> 00:07:36,623 Right now! 134 00:07:37,624 --> 00:07:39,168 And another one, in the morning. 135 00:07:39,168 --> 00:07:40,502 Every day. 136 00:07:40,502 --> 00:07:42,171 I don't want you sick, Tony. 137 00:07:43,922 --> 00:07:46,758 Hmm? I just want you... 138 00:07:47,551 --> 00:07:50,012 safe, healed. 139 00:07:50,012 --> 00:07:51,054 Whole. 140 00:07:51,054 --> 00:07:52,723 And I think that's what you want. 141 00:07:56,685 --> 00:07:59,313 I never wanted to take your pills, Tony. 142 00:07:59,313 --> 00:08:00,314 Just your secret. 143 00:08:32,763 --> 00:08:34,389 ‐ Oh, shit! ‐ I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 144 00:08:34,389 --> 00:08:35,849 ‐ Jesus! ‐ I'm sorry. 145 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:38,560 ‐ Oh, you scared me to death. ‐ I'm so sorry. 146 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:41,188 ‐ You shouldn't sneak up on people in the dark like that. 147 00:08:41,188 --> 00:08:43,607 ‐ I wasn't sneaking. I just‐‐ You know, I read in the... 148 00:08:43,607 --> 00:08:47,402 in the... the pamphlet, uh, to be mindful 149 00:08:47,402 --> 00:08:50,030 of others that they might be meditating and try not to... 150 00:08:50,030 --> 00:08:51,990 to disturb. So that's... that's what that... 151 00:08:53,158 --> 00:08:54,993 Yeah. ‐ Well. I'm not meditating, 152 00:08:54,993 --> 00:08:57,829 just despondently staring into the gaping void. 153 00:08:58,830 --> 00:09:03,043 ‐ Hey, um... the... the... like, welcoming thing, that was... 154 00:09:03,043 --> 00:09:04,086 ‐ It was bat shit. ‐ Yeah. 155 00:09:04,086 --> 00:09:05,212 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Okay, cool. 156 00:09:05,212 --> 00:09:07,339 'Cause I thought I was just like losing my mind‐‐ okay. 157 00:09:07,339 --> 00:09:08,882 Hey, um, 158 00:09:09,716 --> 00:09:12,636 you probably don't want to hear this. 159 00:09:12,636 --> 00:09:14,763 Uhm, you know, people come to retreats to get away 160 00:09:14,763 --> 00:09:16,890 from it all and I have to say... 161 00:09:17,850 --> 00:09:19,810 I am such a huge fan. ‐ Oh. 162 00:09:20,394 --> 00:09:22,771 I've read Nathaniel's Kiss like, three times. 163 00:09:22,771 --> 00:09:25,524 I think it's the most romantic book... 164 00:09:25,524 --> 00:09:26,567 in the world. 165 00:09:29,111 --> 00:09:30,112 ‐ Thank you for that. 166 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:32,906 ‐ So, what's, uh, what's your crisis? 167 00:09:32,906 --> 00:09:34,032 ‐ What's my what? 168 00:09:34,032 --> 00:09:36,660 ‐ The British dude, he said that, uh, 169 00:09:36,660 --> 00:09:39,872 Masha like picked us all for a particular crisis. 170 00:09:39,872 --> 00:09:42,624 With all your success, I just... was wondering, I‐‐ 171 00:09:44,376 --> 00:09:47,796 Now I'm realizing that... I am kinda crossing a line. 172 00:09:47,796 --> 00:09:50,215 So, I'm gonna... just gonna take it back. 173 00:09:50,215 --> 00:09:53,260 ‐ It's okay, I... I'm just here for a little R&R. 174 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:55,888 Maybe, my crisis is I don't have a crisis. 175 00:09:55,888 --> 00:09:58,265 ‐ Mm‐hmm Oh. 176 00:10:01,852 --> 00:10:04,271 ‐ So are you writing anything new‐‐ ‐ What's your crisis? 177 00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:07,900 ‐ Oh, uh. Marriage counseling. Yeah. Well, Ben and I just... 178 00:10:09,359 --> 00:10:11,612 a little bit of a bumpy patch. 179 00:10:11,612 --> 00:10:13,405 - ‐ I know that road. - Oh, you're married? 180 00:10:13,405 --> 00:10:17,910 ‐ Not currently. Have been. Twice. Uh, 181 00:10:17,910 --> 00:10:21,330 optimist‐masochist. Fine line. 182 00:10:24,166 --> 00:10:28,921 ‐ “He saw her." That's my favorite part of, um, 183 00:10:29,630 --> 00:10:33,050 Nathaniel's Kiss. You wrote, um, “He saw her. 184 00:10:34,092 --> 00:10:36,178 "And until then, she never knew. 185 00:10:37,179 --> 00:10:38,722 "She'd never been seen before. 186 00:10:40,015 --> 00:10:41,892 It was like coming home." 187 00:10:41,892 --> 00:10:44,102 ‐ It's a little clunky. 188 00:10:44,102 --> 00:10:46,438 ‐ No. No, it's not. 189 00:10:46,438 --> 00:10:49,149 It's the most wonderful feeling in the world. 190 00:10:49,149 --> 00:10:50,359 To be seen. 191 00:10:52,277 --> 00:10:54,404 ‐ You want a little grown‐ass lady advice? 192 00:10:54,404 --> 00:10:56,114 You can take it or leave it? ‐ I'll take it. 193 00:10:57,950 --> 00:11:02,496 ‐ I wouldn't look to novels, or music, or movies, 194 00:11:02,496 --> 00:11:04,081 to tell you the truth about love. 195 00:11:05,123 --> 00:11:06,208 They lie. 196 00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:09,878 And we're just a pack of dirty liars. 197 00:11:11,755 --> 00:11:13,924 ‐ Right? I mean, yeah. 198 00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:16,385 ‐ Hustlers of the heart. 199 00:11:17,135 --> 00:11:18,345 ‐ Did you just make that up? 200 00:11:18,345 --> 00:11:20,556 ‐ I‐‐ Yeah, I guess I did. 201 00:11:20,556 --> 00:11:22,391 ‐ God! You're good. ‐ 202 00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:24,142 Oh... 203 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:27,354 ‐ I'm gonna... get back to‐‐ 204 00:11:27,980 --> 00:11:29,815 Ye‐‐ um, thanks. 205 00:11:29,815 --> 00:11:31,692 I'll see you tomorrow, I guess? 206 00:11:31,692 --> 00:11:32,734 Maybe it won't be as... ‐ Weird? 207 00:11:32,734 --> 00:11:34,778 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Yeah. Let's hope. 208 00:11:34,778 --> 00:11:36,280 ‐ Good night. 209 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:37,447 ‐ Good night. 210 00:11:54,047 --> 00:11:58,260 - ‐ Hi, baby. - Let's have a quiet day today. 211 00:12:37,174 --> 00:12:39,134 Oh, what shower pressure. 212 00:12:39,134 --> 00:12:40,802 Fantastic. 213 00:12:40,802 --> 00:12:42,638 I had a spectacular sleep. 214 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:47,559 It's going to be a fantastic day, I can feel it. 215 00:12:49,311 --> 00:12:51,313 You should shower if you're going to do so before breakfast. 216 00:12:51,313 --> 00:12:53,398 They want us promptly there at seven. 217 00:12:54,775 --> 00:12:58,695 I am absolutely famished, by the way. 218 00:12:58,695 --> 00:13:02,199 Which I take as a good sign. My metabolism is engaged 219 00:13:02,199 --> 00:13:03,242 and firing. 220 00:13:03,242 --> 00:13:07,162 ‐ I think I might skip breakfast and go for a run... instead. 221 00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:09,289 ‐ Uh, I think brekkie is mandatory. 222 00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:14,461 It's a very precise regimen here. 223 00:13:14,461 --> 00:13:17,172 I suggest we surrender to it, pumpkin. 224 00:13:17,172 --> 00:13:20,592 ‐ There's only so much surrendering I can do, Leon. 225 00:13:21,593 --> 00:13:23,762 You go. Don't be late for breakfast. 226 00:13:25,347 --> 00:13:27,975 You certainly wouldn't want to break a rule. 227 00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:29,434 ‐ What's that supposed to mean? 228 00:13:30,811 --> 00:13:33,856 ‐ Look, it means rules are meant to be followed. 229 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,774 How else to ensure 230 00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:38,277 the survival of a civilized society? 231 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,572 ‐ You have to seek out the wonderful, Heather, 232 00:13:41,572 --> 00:13:43,448 because it doesn't just come knocking. 233 00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:45,242 Maybe life will surprise you. 234 00:13:48,412 --> 00:13:51,623 ‐ You know what you said to me? Right after. Do you remember? 235 00:13:52,374 --> 00:13:55,210 You said, “Things happen for a reason." 236 00:13:58,213 --> 00:14:00,090 What... 237 00:14:00,924 --> 00:14:02,092 What reason? 238 00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:07,931 As much as I love you, and I do, I do... 239 00:14:08,932 --> 00:14:11,351 ‐ Finish it. ‐ I'm angry. 240 00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:13,020 At me? ‐ Yeah. 241 00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:15,189 For being so constantly upbeat. 242 00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:19,902 For trying to make sense of of the most incomprehensible. 243 00:14:21,195 --> 00:14:23,780 But mostly, for making me feel so alone. 244 00:14:24,823 --> 00:14:26,700 You make me feel so fucking alone. 245 00:14:28,744 --> 00:14:30,454 You ask, "Why are we here?" 246 00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:33,332 I'm here because I miss liking you. 247 00:14:47,971 --> 00:14:50,933 I know, you didn't deserve that. 248 00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:55,521 ‐ Hmm. But I got it just the same. 249 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:12,829 ‐ ♪ The other night, dear ♪ 250 00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,698 ‐ Yes! 251 00:15:58,333 --> 00:16:00,752 ‐ Hi, there, handsome. 252 00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:05,257 Hey, honey. I am unfortunately gonna have to postpone my trip. 253 00:16:05,257 --> 00:16:07,342 I'm so sorry. 254 00:16:07,342 --> 00:16:09,845 ‐ Oh, no. What happened? ‐ It's Ari. 255 00:16:09,845 --> 00:16:11,180 He was in a car accident. 256 00:16:11,180 --> 00:16:12,681 ‐ Oh, my God. Is he okay? 257 00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:15,475 ‐ They put him into an induced coma 258 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:16,977 to help with his healing. 259 00:16:16,977 --> 00:16:18,937 I'm trying to get him transferred to a better hospital... 260 00:16:18,937 --> 00:16:20,814 Here, you go detective, you can keep it. 261 00:16:23,734 --> 00:16:26,236 I told him I loved him. 262 00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:32,784 He's an imaginary person and I... I told him I loved him. 263 00:16:33,285 --> 00:16:36,830 This happens to a lot of women of your age and circumstance. 264 00:16:44,213 --> 00:16:45,380 Good morning. 265 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,466 ‐ This should be on Instagram. 266 00:16:47,466 --> 00:16:48,884 Woo! 267 00:16:48,884 --> 00:16:53,013 ‐ Oh, this is so adorable. So healthy. 268 00:16:53,013 --> 00:16:55,849 ‐ It... It's like a dream. The perfect breakfast. 269 00:16:55,849 --> 00:16:59,061 ‐ Yes, if you can't have substance, style will do, 270 00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:00,312 I suppose. 271 00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:01,522 ‐ How we doing, everybody? 272 00:17:01,522 --> 00:17:03,398 ‐ I lost weight! 273 00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:05,776 ‐ Y'know, I was meaning to say. 274 00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:09,363 Why you trying to lose weight? You're not fat. 275 00:17:09,363 --> 00:17:11,740 ‐ Thank you. But I'd... I'd still like to be thinner. 276 00:17:11,740 --> 00:17:13,617 ‐ But why? I don't get it. 277 00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:17,412 Why is everybody so obsessed with that kind of thing? 278 00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:20,290 ‐ I don't think we are, Ben. And... If you're looking for 279 00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:22,668 commonality, I think we're all obsessed with being a little 280 00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:25,796 better than we were yesterday. A little less lousy, 281 00:17:25,796 --> 00:17:27,256 a little less in the toilet. 282 00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:30,092 I could be wrong, but isn't that the essence of life? 283 00:17:30,968 --> 00:17:32,135 Identifying your hump 284 00:17:32,135 --> 00:17:34,763 and then hurling yourself over it. 285 00:17:35,556 --> 00:17:37,724 ‐ Told you, she's, like, a gifted writer. 286 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,434 ‐ Good morning, good morning, everybody. 287 00:17:39,434 --> 00:17:42,020 What fell off the chuckwagon? That's not me. 288 00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:44,731 Uh... hey, guys, look, I know I came in a little rough 289 00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:47,693 to the dock yesterday and I apologize, okay? 290 00:17:47,693 --> 00:17:49,194 And if I offended any of you 291 00:17:49,194 --> 00:17:53,657 and I probably offended most of you, sorry. New day, huh? 292 00:17:53,657 --> 00:17:57,077 ‐ Mm. Seems like someone got his meds back. 293 00:17:57,077 --> 00:17:58,370 ‐ You know what, Lars? 294 00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:00,497 I did. 295 00:18:01,623 --> 00:18:02,749 Thanks for caring. 296 00:18:05,836 --> 00:18:07,296 ‐ Who are you, really? 297 00:18:08,297 --> 00:18:10,132 ‐ You mean, like, deep down? 298 00:18:10,132 --> 00:18:13,260 ‐ He does look familiar, right? Like, I've seen your face. 299 00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:15,637 Probably on Dateline or something. 300 00:18:15,637 --> 00:18:16,847 People! 301 00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:19,766 All right! Today's schedule. 302 00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:21,852 We will all begin with a little dirt‐digging. 303 00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:22,853 In the afternoon‐‐ 304 00:18:22,853 --> 00:18:24,021 ‐ What do you mean, dirt‐digging? 305 00:18:24,021 --> 00:18:26,356 ‐ Soil bacteria has special qualities. 306 00:18:26,356 --> 00:18:28,650 It can fight anxiety, depression, maybe even cancer. 307 00:18:29,026 --> 00:18:33,155 ‐ I'm not... I'm not that big on dirt or bacteria. 308 00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,240 It's kind of a Protestant thing. I don't wanna talk about it. 309 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,242 You got an excuse for everything. ‐ Hmm? 310 00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:38,785 ‐ I said, you got an excuse‐‐ ‐ No! Still can't hear, 311 00:18:38,785 --> 00:18:39,745 - your mouths is... - Okay. 312 00:18:39,745 --> 00:18:41,455 - ‐ I get it. - Team... 313 00:18:41,455 --> 00:18:43,582 ‐ Yeah, this is definitely not a team. 314 00:18:43,582 --> 00:18:45,918 I mean, this is like the opposite of a team. 315 00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:18,867 ‐ Something you need? 316 00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:23,080 ‐ Tell me, you pool sit when you're stressed. 317 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,500 And you've been down here every day of late. What's wrong? 318 00:19:29,294 --> 00:19:31,547 ‐ I received some disturbing messages. 319 00:19:35,175 --> 00:19:37,302 Threats. ‐ Threats from who? 320 00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,388 ‐ Anonymous. 321 00:19:40,389 --> 00:19:41,557 ‐ Should we report it? 322 00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:45,310 ‐ To who? The police? What are they gonna do? 323 00:19:47,563 --> 00:19:48,772 It could be from anyone. 324 00:19:50,148 --> 00:19:53,235 I wasn't a very nice person in my previous life. 325 00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:56,655 You would've shot me too if you'd known me then. 326 00:19:56,655 --> 00:19:59,491 ‐ No. No, I wouldn't have. 327 00:20:00,701 --> 00:20:02,786 ‐ No. You wouldn't have. 328 00:20:06,957 --> 00:20:08,792 You and Delilah okay? 329 00:20:11,712 --> 00:20:13,297 ‐ She still gets a little jealous. 330 00:20:13,964 --> 00:20:16,300 ‐ She'll have to get over that, won't she? 331 00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:17,176 Hmm? 332 00:20:18,218 --> 00:20:19,261 ‐ It's difficult. 333 00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:22,598 ‐ That's what life is more than anything, difficult. 334 00:20:24,892 --> 00:20:26,185 Hmm. 335 00:20:26,852 --> 00:20:30,189 We are and we always will be 336 00:20:30,731 --> 00:20:34,151 profoundly and inextricably bound. 337 00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:37,988 Don't you agree? 338 00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:46,580 Love her. And she will feel loved. 339 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:02,221 ‐ Fuck! That's it, I'm done. 340 00:21:02,221 --> 00:21:04,723 ‐ Digging graves is not doing my back any favors. 341 00:21:04,723 --> 00:21:07,267 ‐ What are you talking about? They dug half of it for us 342 00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,019 and you haven't even stood up, yet. 343 00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:11,188 ‐ I am still helping and exerting myself. 344 00:21:11,188 --> 00:21:13,315 Not that I've asked for your opinion. 345 00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:16,985 ‐ It feels good, doesn't it? 346 00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:20,155 To exhaust the body with hard, hard work. 347 00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:23,450 Pre‐industrial man, he didn't get depressed 348 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,203 because he was too busy working. 349 00:21:26,203 --> 00:21:30,666 Would you please lie down in your ditches? 350 00:21:30,666 --> 00:21:33,168 ‐ Uh... 351 00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:47,349 ‐ We spend our lives avoiding the thought of 352 00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:50,143 the one true guarantee. 353 00:21:50,143 --> 00:21:54,147 That our time here is limited. 354 00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:56,149 We are terrified of death, 355 00:21:56,149 --> 00:21:59,444 not because it is unknown, but because it forces us 356 00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,697 to confront our deepest regrets. 357 00:22:02,990 --> 00:22:04,199 Be it... 358 00:22:05,951 --> 00:22:07,995 lies we have told... 359 00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:11,540 people we have hurt... 360 00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:15,627 professional failures or... 361 00:22:16,420 --> 00:22:17,462 or simply... 362 00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:21,258 an unfulfilled life. 363 00:22:22,384 --> 00:22:25,053 So, I want you all now to close your eyes. 364 00:22:26,221 --> 00:22:28,265 Think of your life, past. 365 00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:32,936 Imagine that your body, 366 00:22:32,936 --> 00:22:35,731 has returned to the Mother Earth, 367 00:22:35,731 --> 00:22:38,150 and that your soul has been set free. 368 00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:40,068 And your loved ones... 369 00:22:41,945 --> 00:22:44,072 your loved ones are gathered around you. 370 00:22:44,656 --> 00:22:46,366 ‐ Marconis, we okay with this? 371 00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:50,412 ‐ Yeah. You good, Mom? 372 00:22:51,330 --> 00:22:52,623 ‐ I'm fine. 373 00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:57,753 ‐ Now, think of all the things that matter to you. 374 00:22:57,753 --> 00:22:59,796 The events that pre‐occupy you. 375 00:22:59,796 --> 00:23:03,509 Everything that you're obsessed about. That you're worried about, 376 00:23:03,509 --> 00:23:06,261 that is stopping you from having a full 377 00:23:06,261 --> 00:23:09,556 and extraordinary, exceptional life. 378 00:23:11,642 --> 00:23:14,102 Think of the relationships that matter to you. 379 00:23:15,145 --> 00:23:18,398 The people who will mourn you. 380 00:23:21,109 --> 00:23:23,237 What do you want them to say about your life? 381 00:23:24,863 --> 00:23:27,324 Now... that it is over? 382 00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:31,662 ‐ You know, this exercise is ridiculous. 383 00:23:31,662 --> 00:23:34,414 ‐ Just lie down, Frances. Contemplate. 384 00:23:34,414 --> 00:23:36,625 ‐ What is it gonna take? What do I have to say 385 00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:38,001 to get out of the dirt hole? 386 00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,461 You wanna hear that if I die today, 387 00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:40,754 nobody would care? Fine. 388 00:23:40,754 --> 00:23:43,048 Because if I did die today, nobody would care. 389 00:23:43,715 --> 00:23:46,051 Because I'm humiliated and I am alone 390 00:23:46,051 --> 00:23:47,761 and it's only gonna get worse. 391 00:23:47,761 --> 00:23:50,222 And you'll love this. I pre‐paid my own funeral. 392 00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,432 Because nobody else is gonna do it, okay? 393 00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:55,143 Is that enough? Does that count? Can we stop now? 394 00:23:55,644 --> 00:23:57,646 ‐ Frances, this isn't just about you. 395 00:24:00,816 --> 00:24:02,568 You now have the chance... 396 00:24:04,236 --> 00:24:05,654 and you have the choice... 397 00:24:06,822 --> 00:24:09,157 to come back and reinvent yourself. 398 00:24:10,242 --> 00:24:12,369 When you hear the sound of the chimes, 399 00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,912 I invite you... 400 00:24:15,038 --> 00:24:16,915 to rebirth yourself... 401 00:24:17,749 --> 00:24:21,128 out of the Earth and into your new life. 402 00:24:42,441 --> 00:24:45,235 ‐ That was interesting. ‐ Could you just be open, please? 403 00:24:46,945 --> 00:24:48,030 ‐ Okay. 404 00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:51,783 All right! Next up is the hike this afternoon. 405 00:24:51,783 --> 00:24:53,827 ‐ Yeah, I... I don't think I'm up for a hike. 406 00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:56,914 ‐ Of course. It's not mandatory, though highly recommended. 407 00:24:56,914 --> 00:24:58,624 We can schedule you for some acupuncture, 408 00:24:58,624 --> 00:25:00,959 maybe, it'll help with your back. ‐ Oh, that would be lovely. 409 00:25:00,959 --> 00:25:03,086 ‐ Jessica, your session with Masha is now. 410 00:25:03,086 --> 00:25:06,340 - ‐ Is that mandatory? - Yes. Yes, it is. 411 00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:17,226 This is absolutely incredible. 412 00:25:17,226 --> 00:25:21,480 You know, I toured the Acupuncture Houses, uh, in Beijing. 413 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,607 I was doing some research for one of my books. 414 00:25:23,607 --> 00:25:26,109 But have you been? ‐ Oh, Lulu's been everywhere. 415 00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:27,945 ‐ Oh. ‐ I trained in Oregon. 416 00:25:27,945 --> 00:25:30,989 ‐ Oh! La‐di‐dah‐di. 417 00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,284 Oh. 418 00:25:35,202 --> 00:25:36,995 The Bai Hui point. 419 00:25:36,995 --> 00:25:38,413 It's where all energies converge. 420 00:25:38,413 --> 00:25:39,748 Is that right? ‐ That's right. 421 00:25:39,748 --> 00:25:41,959 Try to keep still, Frances. 422 00:25:43,669 --> 00:25:45,754 ‐ Oh. I felt that. 423 00:25:45,754 --> 00:25:47,297 ‐ Yeah, I'm just taking some blood. 424 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:48,841 ‐ Oh. Why? 425 00:25:48,841 --> 00:25:50,425 ‐ For your blood sugar. 426 00:25:50,425 --> 00:25:51,969 ‐ Ah. Okay. Well, next time maybe 427 00:25:51,969 --> 00:25:54,054 give me a heads‐up before you shiv my lipids. 428 00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,181 ‐ Okay. ‐ Okay, good one. 429 00:25:56,181 --> 00:25:58,350 You're funny. I like you. 430 00:25:58,350 --> 00:26:00,936 ‐ Well... that makes one of us. 431 00:26:02,396 --> 00:26:04,273 Can I ask you two a question? 432 00:26:04,273 --> 00:26:05,816 Mm‐hmm, of course. 433 00:26:05,816 --> 00:26:09,027 ‐ I mean, is Masha crazy or is she the real deal? 434 00:26:09,027 --> 00:26:10,946 Masha? 435 00:26:13,407 --> 00:26:16,034 Masha is the realest of them all. Hundred percent. 436 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,498 ‐ Why are you here? 437 00:26:21,498 --> 00:26:24,084 ‐ Oh, I thought we had our one‐on‐one, but I can come‐‐ 438 00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:27,713 ‐ Oh, no. Why are you at Tranquillum? 439 00:26:27,713 --> 00:26:29,381 ‐ Oh! 440 00:26:29,381 --> 00:26:30,674 ‐ What are you hoping to gain? 441 00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:32,843 ‐ Um... 442 00:26:34,595 --> 00:26:36,889 Transformation, for one thing. 443 00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:41,643 I'm really... interested in fixing what's broken, 444 00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,354 you know? ‐ And what would that be? 445 00:26:46,231 --> 00:26:48,275 ‐ Uh... 446 00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:52,738 ‐ You are very nervous. 447 00:26:52,738 --> 00:26:54,823 ‐ Yeah, I am. 448 00:26:55,407 --> 00:26:56,950 ‐ There is no reason to be. 449 00:27:00,287 --> 00:27:01,496 Tell me. 450 00:27:03,415 --> 00:27:07,252 What is particularly making you anxious right now? 451 00:27:09,087 --> 00:27:10,380 ‐ You. 452 00:27:13,091 --> 00:27:14,927 You're, like, super smart 453 00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:16,845 and intuitive. 454 00:27:18,096 --> 00:27:19,640 And very fucking hot, by the way. 455 00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,266 I'm sorry, but you are, and I'm, uh... 456 00:27:23,060 --> 00:27:26,355 I'm okay. I'm fine. Um... 457 00:27:27,564 --> 00:27:29,066 And I'm okay with people looking at me 458 00:27:29,066 --> 00:27:31,193 on the outside, you know, I've basically 459 00:27:31,193 --> 00:27:32,986 cultivated that but, 460 00:27:32,986 --> 00:27:35,656 being seen on the inside, which... 461 00:27:35,656 --> 00:27:38,784 you strike me as very... capable of, um, 462 00:27:38,784 --> 00:27:40,452 - it just makes me... - You came here afraid. 463 00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,958 You were afraid before you knew of my existence. 464 00:27:50,337 --> 00:27:51,964 ‐ When I was, uh... 465 00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:53,924 lying in that ditch, 466 00:27:54,675 --> 00:27:55,843 you know, um, 467 00:27:56,802 --> 00:27:58,220 imagining my own death, 468 00:27:59,096 --> 00:28:00,722 I thought about comments. 469 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,810 Not my family. 470 00:28:06,645 --> 00:28:07,688 Comments. 471 00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:11,567 Saying how tragic it was that someone so... 472 00:28:13,068 --> 00:28:14,361 young and... 473 00:28:16,613 --> 00:28:17,614 pretty... 474 00:28:18,323 --> 00:28:19,408 died like that. 475 00:28:20,492 --> 00:28:22,828 And for a second, it made me feel better. 476 00:28:23,871 --> 00:28:24,913 For a second. 477 00:28:24,913 --> 00:28:26,248 Then I realized 478 00:28:26,832 --> 00:28:29,376 my Instagram account would be deleted a week later 479 00:28:29,376 --> 00:28:34,506 and everyone would move on, forget about me. 480 00:28:34,506 --> 00:28:38,343 ‐ You want your life... to be important, 481 00:28:38,343 --> 00:28:39,636 to mean something. 482 00:28:39,636 --> 00:28:41,013 ‐ Yeah. 483 00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:44,558 ‐ But that's not what you really came here for. 484 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:46,977 ‐ Um, it's not? 485 00:28:50,898 --> 00:28:52,691 ‐ Why doesn't he love you anymore? 486 00:28:57,196 --> 00:28:58,655 ‐ I don't know. 487 00:29:00,949 --> 00:29:02,201 ‐ It's unfair. 488 00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:05,704 ‐ Mm‐hmm. 489 00:29:35,192 --> 00:29:36,401 Attractive. 490 00:29:38,403 --> 00:29:41,698 ‐ If you don't mind, I'm social distancing. 491 00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:43,200 ‐ Actually, I do mind. 492 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,328 ‐ Well, then fine. I have my cramps. 493 00:29:46,328 --> 00:29:48,497 ‐ You can't have both cramps and hot flashes... 494 00:29:48,497 --> 00:29:50,040 I don't think. 495 00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,835 ‐ For you, I can. So bye‐bye. 496 00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:56,713 - ‐ You know what, lady? - ‐ Here we go. 497 00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,674 ‐ One of the reasons I came to this funny farm, 498 00:29:59,842 --> 00:30:01,510 my entire adult life people have been telling me 499 00:30:01,510 --> 00:30:03,011 to fuck off. 500 00:30:03,011 --> 00:30:04,638 - ‐ Well... - And in the very short time 501 00:30:04,638 --> 00:30:06,098 that we've known each other, 502 00:30:06,098 --> 00:30:07,766 you've practically medaled at it. 503 00:30:08,684 --> 00:30:10,769 You know what, I'm not fucking off. 504 00:30:10,769 --> 00:30:13,230 All right? This place practically screams, 505 00:30:13,230 --> 00:30:14,773 "welcome mat." 506 00:30:14,773 --> 00:30:16,400 I'm going to enjoy the nature. 507 00:30:17,317 --> 00:30:20,946 I'm going to enjoy the food. I'm gonna enjoy the... pool. 508 00:30:20,946 --> 00:30:21,989 I'm even gonna enjoy you 509 00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,907 bobbing up and down like a cork in the pool. 510 00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,159 You know why? Because every day is a gift. 511 00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,997 This whole place is my fucking gift, lady. 512 00:30:30,998 --> 00:30:33,542 ‐ Did I hear something? I could have... I... 513 00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:36,336 I just thought... Did anyone say something? 514 00:30:36,336 --> 00:30:40,757 I don't see anybody. No. Nobody. 515 00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:43,051 Nobody. Nobody. 516 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:51,018 Son of a... 517 00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:56,773 You bastard! 518 00:30:57,566 --> 00:31:00,736 - ‐ I'm sorry, what did you say? - ‐ Ugh! 519 00:31:01,445 --> 00:31:04,156 ‐ Okay, let's take this to a higher plane, shall we? 520 00:31:04,156 --> 00:31:05,741 You're gonna start with your hands out 521 00:31:05,741 --> 00:31:08,368 in front or behind you. Eyes on the ground. 522 00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:10,746 Six to eight feet in front of you. 523 00:31:10,746 --> 00:31:13,415 We're gonna start with your right foot, move it forward one step. 524 00:31:14,499 --> 00:31:17,836 Think right step, left step... 525 00:31:17,836 --> 00:31:20,714 ‐ Right. Left. Right. 526 00:31:21,757 --> 00:31:22,966 ‐ So how did it go? 527 00:31:22,966 --> 00:31:26,053 ‐ Yeah, oh, uh... ‐ Wait, was she amazing? 528 00:31:26,053 --> 00:31:27,346 I bet she was. 529 00:31:27,346 --> 00:31:29,139 ‐ I think both of y'all are a little star‐struck. 530 00:31:29,139 --> 00:31:33,143 ‐ Oh, no. I'm... I'm actually, not a star‐struck person. 531 00:31:33,143 --> 00:31:35,437 I used to work on Broadway, so I've met stars, 532 00:31:35,437 --> 00:31:36,897 real stars. 533 00:31:36,897 --> 00:31:38,941 I met Alan Cumming. 534 00:31:38,941 --> 00:31:40,776 So, I'm not star‐struck. 535 00:31:40,776 --> 00:31:43,529 ‐ Wow, Broadway. What'd you do on Broadway? 536 00:31:43,529 --> 00:31:46,281 ‐ Oh, I did, um... wardrobe, um, 537 00:31:46,281 --> 00:31:48,242 hair and make‐up, props. I kinda actually... 538 00:31:48,242 --> 00:31:49,243 I did it all. 539 00:31:49,952 --> 00:31:51,370 Yeah, till I had my girls. 540 00:31:51,370 --> 00:31:52,496 And my husband, he didn't want me to 541 00:31:52,496 --> 00:31:54,581 work anymore. He made enough money... 542 00:31:55,582 --> 00:31:57,709 so, you know, he just... he didn't like the idea 543 00:31:57,709 --> 00:31:59,002 of a nanny raising our kids. 544 00:31:59,962 --> 00:32:02,464 ‐ That's nice. At least you had that time with your kids. 545 00:32:04,091 --> 00:32:05,300 ‐ What did you say? 546 00:32:06,093 --> 00:32:07,094 ‐ Huh? 547 00:32:07,094 --> 00:32:09,096 Well, they're still my kids. 548 00:32:09,096 --> 00:32:12,015 Just because they're off with someone else, they're still... 549 00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,267 they're still my kids. 550 00:32:14,810 --> 00:32:15,936 What did I say? 551 00:32:15,936 --> 00:32:20,065 ‐ You... you said, had, past tense. But... 552 00:32:21,066 --> 00:32:25,487 ‐ Seems like she... had a past and now it's tense. 553 00:32:25,946 --> 00:32:28,073 ‐ Is that really something to be proud of? 554 00:32:28,949 --> 00:32:30,200 These bloody breeders. 555 00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:34,121 Biggest threat to the planet is overpopulation and they keep 556 00:32:34,121 --> 00:32:35,622 pumping them out without an apology. 557 00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:38,458 ‐ It's incredible you're still single. 558 00:32:39,710 --> 00:32:41,170 Crazy. 559 00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:42,379 ‐ Whatever. 560 00:32:57,853 --> 00:32:59,980 ‐ ♪ Why torture yourself? ♪ 561 00:33:27,674 --> 00:33:30,427 ‐ Are you fucking kidding me? Are you‐‐ 562 00:33:30,719 --> 00:33:33,597 ‐ ♪ Why deprive yourself? ♪ 563 00:33:33,597 --> 00:33:36,183 ‐ Hey, hey, hey. No, no, no. Come here. 564 00:33:36,183 --> 00:33:41,021 Hey! 565 00:33:41,021 --> 00:33:43,565 You all right? Hey? 566 00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,527 - You okay? - ‐ I don't know I... 567 00:33:46,527 --> 00:33:50,906 ‐ Just take deep breaths. Deep breaths. In and... 568 00:33:50,906 --> 00:33:52,866 - Oh, good. - ‐ Oh God! 569 00:33:52,866 --> 00:33:55,160 ‐ Oh. ‐ What happened? 570 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,622 ‐ I don't know. Ah... you... you were sleeping, you were snoring 571 00:33:58,622 --> 00:34:00,916 and then all of a sudden, you... you were choking. It was... 572 00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:02,042 so weird. 573 00:34:03,043 --> 00:34:04,795 ‐ I don't understand how you just... 574 00:34:04,795 --> 00:34:07,506 ...just start choking. 575 00:34:07,506 --> 00:34:09,007 ‐ I don't know. Do you have a medical condition? 576 00:34:09,007 --> 00:34:10,467 ‐ No. 577 00:34:10,467 --> 00:34:12,094 Not that I know of, I don't... 578 00:34:13,178 --> 00:34:16,014 - ‐ Oh, that was scary. - ‐ Oh, what is that? 579 00:34:16,807 --> 00:34:18,267 ‐ What? 580 00:34:18,267 --> 00:34:20,853 ‐ Is that a grape? ‐ No. No, I don't... 581 00:34:20,853 --> 00:34:22,104 ‐ Is that... 582 00:34:22,104 --> 00:34:23,814 Don't! What are you doing? ‐ I don't... I don't think so. 583 00:34:23,814 --> 00:34:25,607 Keep... Damn it. 584 00:34:27,609 --> 00:34:29,361 It is a grape. ‐ Huh. 585 00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:31,864 ‐ Ah... 586 00:34:31,864 --> 00:34:33,574 How did it a grape get in my... 587 00:34:33,574 --> 00:34:35,492 ‐ I don't know. Yeah. 588 00:34:38,912 --> 00:34:44,084 ‐ Oh. Did you put a grape into my mouth? 589 00:34:44,084 --> 00:34:45,335 ‐ No. What are you... ‐ Oh, my God! 590 00:34:45,335 --> 00:34:47,087 ‐ I... No... 591 00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,297 ‐ Did you throw a grape into mouth? 592 00:34:48,297 --> 00:34:50,132 ‐ I know, I tossed the grape in your mouth 593 00:34:50,132 --> 00:34:52,509 but it was an accident, okay? You were snoring and I just... 594 00:34:52,509 --> 00:34:53,802 you know, I just wanted to wake you up. 595 00:34:53,802 --> 00:34:55,762 And... 596 00:34:55,762 --> 00:34:57,639 I'm sorry. ‐ You could've killed me. 597 00:34:57,639 --> 00:34:59,308 ‐ I could take that shot all day long 598 00:34:59,308 --> 00:35:01,518 and the odds of it going in are like... 599 00:35:02,853 --> 00:35:05,105 Do you want a grape? ‐ What? 600 00:35:08,442 --> 00:35:10,694 I do not want a grape. I'm not gonna... 601 00:35:11,570 --> 00:35:12,988 Don't you... 602 00:35:18,535 --> 00:35:20,162 How do you like it? 603 00:35:24,833 --> 00:35:25,959 Who's Paul? 604 00:35:26,919 --> 00:35:28,504 Who's what? 605 00:35:28,504 --> 00:35:33,717 ‐ Paul. You were... You were saying his name, Paul, 606 00:35:33,717 --> 00:35:35,761 when you were sleeping. ‐ No, I wasn't. 607 00:35:37,054 --> 00:35:39,890 ‐ Yes, you were. ‐ No, I wasn't. 608 00:35:41,683 --> 00:35:45,062 ‐ Got it. 609 00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:49,525 So who is he? 610 00:35:53,904 --> 00:35:55,989 ‐ I don't know. I can honestly say, 611 00:35:55,989 --> 00:35:58,867 I don't know who Paul is, but I do know 612 00:35:58,867 --> 00:36:00,577 that it's none of your business. 613 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:03,705 ‐ Well, which is it? 614 00:36:11,171 --> 00:36:12,798 ‐ Paul Drabble. Uh... 615 00:36:13,507 --> 00:36:14,508 Is a man I met... 616 00:36:15,300 --> 00:36:17,803 online, a man I fell in love with online. 617 00:36:19,429 --> 00:36:22,724 A man who did not fall in love with me, 618 00:36:22,724 --> 00:36:24,560 either online or offline. 619 00:36:25,435 --> 00:36:26,770 Allegedly from... 620 00:36:28,272 --> 00:36:31,525 Canada, who had a fake child, 621 00:36:32,359 --> 00:36:34,278 that got a fake illness... 622 00:36:35,571 --> 00:36:37,114 and then he convinced me to... 623 00:36:37,948 --> 00:36:40,742 send him... quite a bit of real money. 624 00:36:41,827 --> 00:36:43,370 ‐ Oh, I'm sorry. 625 00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:45,122 ‐ I mean, you know, it's not like 626 00:36:45,122 --> 00:36:47,791 I had to date online. I get asked out by men... 627 00:36:48,417 --> 00:36:51,086 all the time. There's multiple sources that say 628 00:36:51,086 --> 00:36:53,839 I'm‐‐ I'm very good in bed, even enthusiastic. 629 00:36:53,839 --> 00:36:55,215 ‐ Well, you don't have to talk about this 630 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,800 if it makes you feel uncomfortable. 631 00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,385 ‐ Doesn't make me uncomfortable. Does it make you uncomfortable? 632 00:36:58,385 --> 00:36:59,428 ‐ Yeah, a little. 633 00:37:03,348 --> 00:37:06,059 ‐ There's a part of me that thinks it was worth it. 634 00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:11,023 You know, six months of love and... companionship. 635 00:37:11,732 --> 00:37:14,067 I don't know, half a year of that, feeling like that... 636 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,696 Not a bad deal. Right? 637 00:37:22,075 --> 00:37:23,702 ‐ Maybe you could put it in one of your books. 638 00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,496 It'll make a good story, no? 639 00:37:26,496 --> 00:37:27,956 ‐ Yeah, maybe. 640 00:37:29,833 --> 00:37:31,210 I take it you've never read me. 641 00:37:32,336 --> 00:37:34,254 ‐ Well, uh, yeah. You know what? 642 00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:35,547 I read a snippet. 643 00:37:35,547 --> 00:37:37,132 ‐ Snippet. ‐ Yesterday. 644 00:37:38,342 --> 00:37:40,761 When I was taking a piss on this massive tree, 645 00:37:40,761 --> 00:37:43,430 found an article all about your Beating Heart. 646 00:37:44,264 --> 00:37:45,474 ‐ Wait, what? 647 00:37:46,141 --> 00:37:47,601 ‐ Isn't that what it's called? The Beating... 648 00:37:47,601 --> 00:37:48,685 The Beating Heart? ‐ No! 649 00:37:49,436 --> 00:37:50,812 ‐ It was. ‐ No. 650 00:37:50,812 --> 00:37:52,814 ‐ The... That's what they said. ‐ No, it's not. 651 00:37:53,649 --> 00:37:55,734 It can't... No, because it can't be 652 00:37:55,734 --> 00:37:56,902 because it's not... 653 00:37:58,028 --> 00:37:59,196 It's not published yet. 654 00:37:59,196 --> 00:38:00,864 And so it's still in manuscript format. 655 00:38:00,864 --> 00:38:02,324 ‐ I don't know what to tell you. 656 00:38:02,324 --> 00:38:04,785 Maybe the guy got a leaked copy or something. 657 00:38:06,370 --> 00:38:07,621 I'd be stoked, actually. 658 00:38:07,621 --> 00:38:08,997 It means he really wanted to read it, right? 659 00:38:08,997 --> 00:38:10,499 You're in demand. 660 00:38:10,499 --> 00:38:11,750 I would take it as a compliment. 661 00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:14,086 ‐ What did it say? ‐ I don't... I don't remember. 662 00:38:14,086 --> 00:38:15,838 ‐ Just what‐‐ You‐‐ I know you're lying. 663 00:38:15,838 --> 00:38:17,005 What did it say? 664 00:38:19,299 --> 00:38:20,634 ‐ He didn't like it very much. 665 00:38:22,135 --> 00:38:23,887 ‐ He‐‐ He didn't like‐‐ Did he hate it? 666 00:38:23,887 --> 00:38:25,430 ‐ What do critics know anyway, huh? 667 00:38:26,139 --> 00:38:27,391 Look at poor Stallone. 668 00:38:27,391 --> 00:38:29,768 Ah, the fucking critics treat him like garbage 669 00:38:29,768 --> 00:38:31,603 and Rocky is the greatest movie ever made. 670 00:38:37,526 --> 00:38:39,152 ‐ So they hated it. 671 00:38:43,198 --> 00:38:44,908 Well. That's that. 672 00:38:50,205 --> 00:38:51,623 ‐ Where are you going? 673 00:38:57,296 --> 00:38:59,548 Implicitly, it may seem like a kids' game. 674 00:38:59,548 --> 00:39:02,009 But when it comes to trusting, 675 00:39:02,009 --> 00:39:03,510 when it comes to being ourselves, 676 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:04,803 when it comes to letting go, 677 00:39:06,388 --> 00:39:07,931 kids have a lot to teach us. 678 00:39:08,390 --> 00:39:09,308 That's right. 679 00:39:10,017 --> 00:39:10,934 Let's give it a go. 680 00:39:14,479 --> 00:39:15,606 Okay, come on, Carmel. 681 00:39:15,606 --> 00:39:17,482 Come on! 682 00:39:18,692 --> 00:39:21,069 Okay, you ready? Here we go... 683 00:39:21,069 --> 00:39:22,738 All right. Come on, Carmel. 684 00:39:22,738 --> 00:39:25,240 ‐ Oh, my God! 685 00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:28,619 Oh, wow, you got me. 686 00:39:29,453 --> 00:39:31,371 Got you! 687 00:39:56,396 --> 00:39:58,690 ‐ All right, I wanna do him next. 688 00:40:00,192 --> 00:40:01,151 ‐ Mom. 689 00:40:03,111 --> 00:40:04,905 Mom! ‐ Honey! 690 00:40:04,905 --> 00:40:05,906 Honey! 691 00:40:09,368 --> 00:40:10,661 Take your hands off me. 692 00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,121 Just take your fucking hands off me! 693 00:40:13,121 --> 00:40:14,790 Please, honey. Please. 694 00:40:14,790 --> 00:40:18,460 ‐ Napoleon, please step back. It's okay. 695 00:40:20,629 --> 00:40:21,922 It's okay! 696 00:40:29,054 --> 00:40:31,056 Heather, what's going on? 697 00:40:31,056 --> 00:40:32,850 ‐ I just want you to step away. 698 00:40:32,850 --> 00:40:36,311 ‐ I'm not gonna do that. But what I am gonna do, 699 00:40:36,311 --> 00:40:38,313 is hold your hand. 700 00:40:51,118 --> 00:40:53,078 Do you know what they say about holding hands? 701 00:40:53,078 --> 00:40:56,164 It's intimate. 702 00:40:56,164 --> 00:40:59,001 It can be more intimate than lovemaking even. 703 00:40:59,001 --> 00:41:00,627 Do you know why? 704 00:41:01,503 --> 00:41:03,380 There's something intuitive about it, 705 00:41:03,380 --> 00:41:05,924 something knowing about it. 706 00:41:07,342 --> 00:41:10,220 Perhaps, it's... it's the nerve endings in the 707 00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:13,265 fingertips or the sensory systems in the hands, 708 00:41:13,265 --> 00:41:15,726 but people feel each other. 709 00:41:15,726 --> 00:41:17,019 They know each other, 710 00:41:17,019 --> 00:41:18,979 even people they've never even met before. 711 00:41:23,817 --> 00:41:26,904 What do you feel in my hands, Heather? 712 00:41:28,447 --> 00:41:31,658 Somebody who's been where... where you are, maybe? 713 00:41:33,493 --> 00:41:36,246 Somebody who has stood where you stand? 714 00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,171 ‐ You have never stood where I stand. 715 00:42:05,734 --> 00:42:07,236 Do you think she was really going to jump? 716 00:42:07,236 --> 00:42:09,488 I don't know. Maybe not today, 717 00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:11,532 but she's certainly ideating. 718 00:42:11,532 --> 00:42:13,534 This group is a powder keg, Masha. 719 00:42:13,534 --> 00:42:14,868 I mean... 720 00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:17,829 Lars is... Honestly, I... I don't know what Lars is, 721 00:42:17,829 --> 00:42:20,290 but I know, he's not just a guest. 722 00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:22,835 He‐he's... got some agenda. I can smell it. 723 00:42:22,835 --> 00:42:24,878 ‐ You swept his room? 724 00:42:24,878 --> 00:42:26,672 Top to bottom. 725 00:42:29,716 --> 00:42:31,760 ‐ Yao, would you sweep it again for me? 726 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,011 No problem. 727 00:42:34,263 --> 00:42:36,306 ‐ Oh. I'm sorry. I didn't realize you were 728 00:42:36,306 --> 00:42:37,641 in a meeting. 729 00:42:38,475 --> 00:42:41,353 ‐ No. It's quite all right. Please. 730 00:42:45,148 --> 00:42:46,191 Come on in. 731 00:42:50,237 --> 00:42:51,613 How can I help you? 732 00:42:51,613 --> 00:42:55,492 ‐ Um... I think... I think I have to go. 733 00:42:57,369 --> 00:42:58,453 I don't... 734 00:42:58,453 --> 00:43:00,664 want to find myself. I don't... 735 00:43:00,664 --> 00:43:03,166 think I'm equipped for the discovery. 736 00:43:03,166 --> 00:43:05,836 I just had kind of a near‐death experience myself, 737 00:43:05,836 --> 00:43:08,297 so... guess that's one thing we have in common, huh? 738 00:43:09,047 --> 00:43:11,300 Mine wasn't as exotic as yours, but... 739 00:43:12,092 --> 00:43:14,303 First, because I almost choked on a grape. 740 00:43:14,845 --> 00:43:17,472 And, uh... second, I didn't... I didn't... 741 00:43:18,348 --> 00:43:22,436 I didn't see the little girl, joyously riding her bike. 742 00:43:22,436 --> 00:43:23,478 I just... 743 00:43:24,563 --> 00:43:25,689 I just saw the truth. 744 00:43:26,231 --> 00:43:27,357 ‐ Which is... 745 00:43:29,276 --> 00:43:31,695 ‐ How much time do you got? 746 00:43:31,695 --> 00:43:33,655 ‐ Sit. 747 00:43:35,365 --> 00:43:36,658 Frances. 748 00:43:44,541 --> 00:43:45,626 What? 749 00:43:45,626 --> 00:43:50,547 ‐ The... truth is that I'm a... twice‐divorced, middle‐aged... 750 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:56,094 hot‐flashing, menopausal heap. I've become a punchline. 751 00:43:57,513 --> 00:44:00,307 I have been down in these dark holes before. 752 00:44:00,307 --> 00:44:03,560 And... the one way out was that I could write my way out. 753 00:44:04,853 --> 00:44:07,606 Turns out... I'm a one‐trick pony 754 00:44:07,606 --> 00:44:09,942 that can no longer do her one trick. 755 00:44:11,860 --> 00:44:14,029 ‐ You're a car, Frances. 756 00:44:14,029 --> 00:44:15,739 ‐ Oh, okay. A... a car? 757 00:44:15,739 --> 00:44:18,450 ‐ Hm. And your gas tank is empty. 758 00:44:18,450 --> 00:44:19,868 And you're smoking, 759 00:44:19,868 --> 00:44:21,954 you're churning, you're wheezing. 760 00:44:22,871 --> 00:44:25,832 You can't get going. But... 761 00:44:26,416 --> 00:44:29,211 in a few days, you're gonna refuel. 762 00:44:30,337 --> 00:44:32,965 And I promise you, you're gonna feel a thousand times better. 763 00:44:34,174 --> 00:44:36,093 ‐ I totally expected a metaphor there. 764 00:44:36,093 --> 00:44:37,219 I just thought... 765 00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:40,556 maybe it would be something a little more 766 00:44:40,556 --> 00:44:44,518 lyrical. ‐ Okay. Try this. 767 00:44:47,938 --> 00:44:49,314 Kintsugi. 768 00:44:49,314 --> 00:44:50,691 ‐ A bowl? 769 00:44:50,691 --> 00:44:54,695 ‐ No. The Japanese art of repairing broken pottery. 770 00:44:55,612 --> 00:44:58,657 The broken pieces are mended with lacquer, 771 00:44:58,657 --> 00:45:01,201 powdered gold to make something stronger. 772 00:45:02,870 --> 00:45:04,288 More beautiful. 773 00:45:05,914 --> 00:45:07,624 ‐ Does beat a crappy car. 774 00:45:08,667 --> 00:45:09,877 ‐ This will be you. 775 00:45:14,965 --> 00:45:19,636 ‐ I just, uh... I don't think I want it. 776 00:45:21,263 --> 00:45:22,681 ‐ It's what you need. 777 00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:29,563 ‐ I... I think I may need a Four Seasons 778 00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:32,399 and a couple of bellinis, is what I need. 779 00:45:32,399 --> 00:45:34,693 ‐ Frances, give me one more day. 780 00:45:34,693 --> 00:45:35,903 Please. 781 00:45:36,862 --> 00:45:37,821 One more day. 782 00:45:38,530 --> 00:45:42,075 If tomorrow you... you... you don't wanna stay, fine. 783 00:45:42,075 --> 00:45:45,204 I'll respect your decision. But give me one more day. Yes? 784 00:45:46,288 --> 00:45:48,290 ‐ I don't think anything is gonna change. 785 00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,168 ‐ What have you got to lose? You've come this far. 786 00:45:55,797 --> 00:45:57,132 ‐ Okay. 787 00:45:58,884 --> 00:46:02,387 Just no more metaphors. Like I can take it. 788 00:46:10,771 --> 00:46:15,651 ‐ ♪ We're in deep, me and you ♪ 789 00:46:34,545 --> 00:46:39,341 ‐ ♪ Aim is lit, hope is dry ♪ 790 00:46:50,018 --> 00:46:53,105 ‐ Hey, honey. 791 00:46:55,232 --> 00:46:56,775 She wasn't gonna jump. 792 00:46:56,775 --> 00:47:00,571 ‐ Stop... trying to shield me from everything, Dad! I saw! 793 00:47:01,822 --> 00:47:02,990 I fucking saw it. 794 00:47:02,990 --> 00:47:05,701 ‐ Honey... You know, as well as I do, 795 00:47:05,701 --> 00:47:06,994 your mother would‐‐ 796 00:47:06,994 --> 00:47:08,245 ‐ You watch me like I'm the problem. 797 00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,123 Do you realize you guys are the fucked up ones inside? 798 00:47:11,123 --> 00:47:14,168 And all you do is hide it from me. 799 00:47:14,168 --> 00:47:16,086 And from each other, from everybody. 800 00:47:23,385 --> 00:47:28,432 ‐ ♪ Must admit I've done wrong ♪ 801 00:47:32,144 --> 00:47:35,564 ‐ One at a time. 802 00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:40,360 Oh, hey. Um, how's... how's Frances? 803 00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,279 ‐ She's hurting. 804 00:47:44,198 --> 00:47:46,325 You're right, Delilah, this is... 805 00:47:47,451 --> 00:47:50,621 a particularly volatile group. But they're a brilliant one, 806 00:47:50,621 --> 00:47:52,331 and we need them all. 807 00:47:52,331 --> 00:47:54,374 Let's start the Protocol. The new Protocol. 808 00:47:56,251 --> 00:47:59,254 ‐ O... Okay, but it's, it's only day two. 809 00:47:59,254 --> 00:48:03,133 ‐ Mm‐hmm. But we have to make it to day three. 810 00:48:03,133 --> 00:48:04,593 We can't lose any of them. 811 00:48:04,593 --> 00:48:08,180 ‐ They haven't fully detoxed. It hasn't been tested. 812 00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:09,598 ‐ They are begging to be saved. 813 00:48:09,598 --> 00:48:11,934 They're on their hands and knees. You can both see that. 814 00:48:13,435 --> 00:48:15,395 I've made the decision. 815 00:48:16,313 --> 00:48:17,231 All right? 816 00:48:18,190 --> 00:48:19,483 Let's go, my loves. 817 00:48:20,442 --> 00:48:22,110 There is no time to waste. 818 00:48:25,489 --> 00:48:26,990 This is exciting. 819 00:48:26,990 --> 00:48:29,701 ‐ ♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪60235

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