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GUERRERO:
In the early 2000s,
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"Girls Next Door" was one
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of the most popular
reality shows on TV.
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We all fell in love with
those blonde girls next door,
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and we also fell in love
with Hugh Hefner.
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That world seemed
fun and innocent,
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and the girls were
pretty fun to watch.
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In the final season of the show,
two twins,
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Karissa and Kristina Shannon,
played two of Hef's girlfriends.
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- Hi. I'm Kristina.
- I'm Karissa.
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After the "Secrets of Playboy,"
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they decided
to finally come forward
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and share their story.
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And we're about to hear
a side of their story
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that they have never told
until today.
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It's like you're in a cult.
The isolation that I had--
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I was a shell of a person.
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Hef doesn't like to use protection.
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There was at one point
an STD that went around.
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I got a call saying, like,
"Hey, you're pregnant."
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I didn't want any part of it.
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He's just a creepy old man
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with power.
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♪
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♪
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You know, I've been fascinated
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with, uh, your stories,
because although
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I'm a chief investigative correspondent
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on "Inside Edition"...
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Why would you
try to take advantage
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of young women like this?
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...when I was 20 and 21,
I used to be a "Playboy" model.
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I shot for "Playboy" lingerie,
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and then eventually
I did a cover...
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- Oh, wow. I didn't...
- ...in 2006.
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And there are so many questions
I wanna ask you.
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I think the best way to do this
is to just talk about
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how you got there to begin with
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and a little bit
about your background.
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Tell me about your childhood
and--and how you grew up
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and where you grew up.
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We were three months premature.
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We were born
in Ann Arbor, Michigan.
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Our biological mom was
never involved in our lives.
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We didn't even get
to really know our father.
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- He was very abusive.
- We always think to ourselves
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we were born into this life
together because we knew
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we were gonna need each other.
- We were gonna...
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That's so sweet, and that's, um,
that's really sad.
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Our father's side
is the one who raised us,
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so when we refer to "Mom,"
that's--it's our grandma.
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- Your grandma.
- Annette.
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Yeah, our grandma.
But she's "Mom" to us.
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And where did you grow up?
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We moved to
Clearwater Beach, Florida,
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with our grandmother.
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She was really, like,
our stability, our foundation.
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When my grandfather passed away
of cancer,
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he had left her
under a mountain of debt,
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so we ended up having to move
off of Clearwater Beach
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and into a trailer park
in Florida.
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- For four years.
- For four years.
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Basically, school wasn't
an option for us.
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We had to drop out
and get jobs.
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We worked at WingHouse
as waitresses,
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which is the same exact outfit
like Hooters.
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You have a dolphin short.
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And we always wanted
to be models,
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so this was like the beginning
of our modeling career,
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is being able to be like
WingHouse girls,
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doing commercials, menus, billboards.
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Wings, beer, and atmosphere.
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BOTH: And yes,
we're identical twins.
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ALL: Need we say more?
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How old were you when you first
started working for WingHouse?
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BOTH: 15.
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And you kind of considered this glamorous.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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So we were like,
"This could be our chance."
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Yeah.
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At what point did you start
watching "Girls Next Door"?
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- 15, 16.
- So I think that's when
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we were hostessing.
We were fans of the show.
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We were very much fans, yeah.
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And we loved Kendra
and most identified with her.
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'Cause she was the younger one.
She liked rap.
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She was more like hip-hop
like us.
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We liked rap music.
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This is interesting because
the fan base was young women.
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We knew there
would be some interest
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because it was
the Playboy Mansion.
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What I did not anticipate
was how
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hugely popular it would become,
and particularly,
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how hugely popular
with young women.
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We wanted to have their boobs.
We wanted to, like,
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we were dirty blonde naturally.
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We wanted to have
platinum blonde hair.
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So the Playboy Mansion--
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I'm, like,
it just looks like heaven.
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It's like you're royalty there,
and Hef looks so nice.
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You viewed the Mansion
as an adult Disneyland.
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- Yes, exactly.
- Yeah.
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Did you ever think that you
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would end up
on "Girls Next Door"?
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No, not at all.
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We just wanted to be models,
but, um,
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when we were watching
"The Girls Next Door,"
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and we were modeling
for WingHouse,
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the photographer's, like,
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"Hey, I know how to get girls
into 'Playboy.'"
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"And, like, do a photo shoot
and submit your photos."
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"And do a photo shoot
and submit your photos."
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- How old were you?
- BOTH: 17.
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- 17.
- BOTH: Mm-hmm.
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So you're underage.
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- Underage, yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
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Asked if you would be willing
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to take nude pictures
to send to "Playboy."
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- Yeah. Yeah.
- Correct.
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Now do you remember
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the first time that you posed
for "Playboy"?
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We were flown out to Miami
for a test shoot.
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- We had just turned 18.
- Mm-hmm.
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And, um, it was tasteful.
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That was al the first time
that I looked at a,
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you know, a monitor and seen
we're actually beautiful.
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- I've never had, you know...
- Hair and makeup done.
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...professional hair and makeup
and all that.
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And it's like, oh, my gosh.
We are gorgeous.
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What happens next? How do you
actually get out to the Mansion?
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Halfway through the test shoot
in Miami,
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they were sending
the photos over,
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and all of a sudden, we see
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the photographer talking
really fast
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to someone on the phone.
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Then all of a sudden, they just
quit, and they're like,
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"Hefner likes them.
He wants 'em there."
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And we were like... [gasps]
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"Oh, my God. So we're Playmates?
Did we make it?"
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And they're like,
"Oh, yeah, you made it."
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- Oh, my gosh. Hef loves them.
- They said Hef loved the photos.
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They said Holly loved
the photos.
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That must have been
an amazing feeling.
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- It was.
- It really was.
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They ended up
reaching out to us.
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Holly called, actually,
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and she said, "Oh, you made
'Playboy' Playmate,"
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and they wanted us to fly out
to California to shoot
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55th anniversary
on the TV show.
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And we... [laughs]
So we quit our job.
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We quit WingHouse,
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put together two luggage bags,
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and we're just getting ready
to go to California.
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And then on top of it, you're
going to the Playboy Mansion,
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and you're gonna be shooting
a TV show,
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and you're gonna be part
of the 55th anniversary search.
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It was a big deal.
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We had the Hef 1 limo
pick us up...
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- They miked us.
- ...from the airport.
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- Miked us right away.
- Yeah.
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So when we first drove up
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and saw
the Mansion gates opening,
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this is what we saw on TV.
♪ Come on-a my house ♪
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BOTH: ♪ My house ♪
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Driving up, it was like
you're in TV land.
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It just didn't seem real.
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It's like "Willy Wonka
and the Chocolate Factory."
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You're like, oh, my God.
I'm here.
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Or you're like,
the golden ticket.
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You know what I mean?
Like, oh, my God.
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I got the golden ticket.
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And we're just driving up
to shoot our centerfold,
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and then they, like, stopped
at the security gate,
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and they were like,
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"Okay, we're gonna film you guys
getting out,"
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and they just started
directing you right away,
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And we just signed
a release form.
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They're like, "You guys are
gonna sign this release form."
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Did you read it
before you signed it?
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No.
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Never read a contract
in our life.
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- Didn't know what we were doing.
- -We just--
- We were 18.
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Once you're there
and you're seeing, like,
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it's like don't meet your hero
behind the curtain or whatever,
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that's, like,
totally what it was.
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It just started
becoming a job right away.
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I remember seeing Holly
for the first time,
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and it was a completely
different person.
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What do you mean?
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Like, before the cameraman
would get her walking
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into the house,
she'd just be like, you know,
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sitting there, you know, fixing
her lipstick or whatever.
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Drinking.
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- Wouldn't even talk to you.
- You know?
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And then when the cameras
would go up,
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she's just back into character again.
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All of it was for sure fake.
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And that's one thing that Hef
was a genius at--was his image.
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- You thought it was fake.
- Mm-hmm.
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You didn't think
that he was really sleeping
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with these young girls.
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Hell, no. You don't think
an 80-year-old man
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is sleeping
with three of these women.
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Did it, uh, occur to you
at some point
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that the girls had boyfriends?
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I actually thought that Holly,
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since she was
the main girlfriend,
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I thought that she, you know,
was really trying to marry Hef.
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For Bridget, I kinda feel like
she was just Holly's sidekick,
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But with Kendra,
you could totally tell that
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she had dated on the side.
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Was it starting to occur to you
that these three women
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were on their way out the door,
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and they were gonna be looking
for new girlfriends?
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We didn't think they were
leaving at all.
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Okay, so then from there,
you go home.
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And then what happened?
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Yeah, so Hef wrote a letter,
old school,
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and he said, "I would love for
you guys to be my girlfriends
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and to move in with me
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and film
'The Girls Next Door' show."
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So when we got the letter,
we were like,
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of course, we're gonna go.
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You knew what it meant
to have a boyfriend...
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- Mm-hmm.
- ...which is, at your age now,
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a sexual relationship.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Right.
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Did you view the words
in that letter
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as something sexual?
- No. [laughs]
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No. No, no, no.
Not at all. [laughs]
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When he said--when he said
to move in and be girlfriends
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and live at the Mansion...
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We were girlfriends on the show.
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...we thought, okay,
come be part of the TV show.
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You thought you were gonna be
cast members in a TV show.
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- Yeah. Exactly.
- Exactly.
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It was the best thing that's
gonna happen to us from the life
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that we were coming from.
This was insanely huge.
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So you joined the show.
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How soon afterwards
do you realize
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that you're supposed to have
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a relationship with Hef
off-camera?
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Almost six months we were there.
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So during that six months...
245
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The other girls
were transitioning out.
246
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...the other girls,
the old Girls Next Door
247
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were transitioning out,
so, like, we would hear
248
00:08:55,752 --> 00:08:57,711
on speakerphone,
Kendra ordering, like, pasta
249
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and all the stuff and we were
like, what the hell?
250
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She was pregnant,
and we didn't know.
251
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So we were, like, we heard that,
like, we were, like,
252
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understanding Holly's staying
in a separate bedroom now.
253
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And on our 19th birthday,
we all went out to a club,
254
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and that was the night that
realized we were...
255
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- What we got ourselves into.
- ...what we got ourselves into.
256
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Like, this is what it is.
257
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So you turn 19,
and you all go out.
258
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And what happens next?
259
00:09:21,648 --> 00:09:22,997
We had a bunch of the Playmates
260
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that are shooting from our year.
261
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Holly was with us.
Kendra was with us.
262
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We were all going out
263
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to a nightclub
for our 19th birthday.
264
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And we were drinking,
and then on the way back,
265
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Kendra in the limo is like,
"You guys wanna smoke weed?
266
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Do you guys smoke weed?"
267
00:09:37,446 --> 00:09:38,969
And we're like,
"Hell, yeah, we smoke weed."
268
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So we get back to the Mansion,
and we went upstairs
269
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to smoke weed in Hef's room.
270
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And at the time,
Holly was not in there.
271
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So it was me, Karissa,
Kendra, and Hef.
272
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But when we all went
to go smoke pot,
273
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Kendra didn't smoke.
274
00:09:55,507 --> 00:09:57,553
So she leaves right when we're
all going to smoke pot.
275
00:09:57,684 --> 00:10:01,122
It was just me, you, and Hef,
and he knew we were nervous.
276
00:10:01,252 --> 00:10:02,863
We were super nervous
when Kendra left.
277
00:10:02,993 --> 00:10:04,081
- We didn't feel comfortable.
- Super nervous 'cause...
278
00:10:04,168 --> 00:10:06,301
and then he says,
"Hey, you could take this.
279
00:10:06,388 --> 00:10:08,346
It will make...
You won't be so nervous."
280
00:10:08,477 --> 00:10:09,870
Hugh Hefner offers you a pill.
281
00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:10,827
- Pills.
- Mm-hmm.
282
00:10:10,958 --> 00:10:12,437
And...
283
00:10:12,568 --> 00:10:13,874
There were a couple pills
in his hand.
284
00:10:14,004 --> 00:10:15,615
- A couple of pills.
- Mm-hmm.
285
00:10:15,745 --> 00:10:17,268
- Do you take them?
- BOTH: Yeah.
286
00:10:17,399 --> 00:10:18,618
- You took them.
- Yeah.
287
00:10:18,705 --> 00:10:21,316
- He's 83. You're 19.
- Correct.
288
00:10:21,446 --> 00:10:22,752
So did you think that
you would be having sex
289
00:10:22,883 --> 00:10:24,841
with Hugh Hefner that night?
290
00:10:24,972 --> 00:10:26,147
BOTH: No.
291
00:10:26,277 --> 00:10:28,279
- Not at all. No.
- Mnh-mnh.
292
00:10:33,720 --> 00:10:36,113
So it's your 19th birthday.
You've been to the club.
293
00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:37,767
You've been drinking,
294
00:10:37,854 --> 00:10:39,377
and now you've accepted pills,
295
00:10:39,508 --> 00:10:40,988
and you don't really know
what those are,
296
00:10:41,075 --> 00:10:43,686
from Hugh Hefner.
297
00:10:43,773 --> 00:10:45,557
How are you feeling
at this point?
298
00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:48,560
[bleep] up. Like...
299
00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,693
Really hazy
and just, like, laying--
300
00:10:50,780 --> 00:10:52,913
The most inebriated
we've ever been.
301
00:10:53,043 --> 00:10:56,046
We were wasted.
302
00:10:56,177 --> 00:10:58,266
So when we got back,
we were smoking pot,
303
00:10:58,353 --> 00:11:01,051
taking pills, and just...
304
00:11:01,182 --> 00:11:02,531
We're just gone.
305
00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:05,403
[laughs]
306
00:11:05,490 --> 00:11:08,450
So that night when we did
get back to his room,
307
00:11:08,580 --> 00:11:10,931
we put on the pajamas
and all that, you know?
308
00:11:11,018 --> 00:11:15,587
Um, I just remember me being
on one side of him,
309
00:11:15,718 --> 00:11:18,286
Karissa being on the other side
of him.
310
00:11:18,416 --> 00:11:22,464
He was pulling our heads down,
like a very hard pull
311
00:11:22,594 --> 00:11:25,423
down to his penis so that we
would give him oral sex.
312
00:11:25,510 --> 00:11:28,557
♪
313
00:11:28,644 --> 00:11:31,603
And that was our 19th birthday.
You're never gonna forget that.
314
00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,954
♪
315
00:11:34,041 --> 00:11:38,610
We had never done a threesome
together before.
316
00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,743
We'd never want to.
317
00:11:40,830 --> 00:11:43,833
He didn't--
he didn't even finish.
318
00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:45,574
Just imagine this.
Just imagine his old hand,
319
00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:48,533
and it kind of shakes,
touching a boob.
320
00:11:48,620 --> 00:11:51,493
It's gross. It's like you're
having sex with your grandpa.
321
00:11:51,580 --> 00:11:53,756
And he laid there looking up,
and he was like,
322
00:11:53,887 --> 00:11:57,455
"My babies. My babies.
See, you love me."
323
00:11:57,586 --> 00:12:00,241
We were watching the clock
next to his bed,
324
00:12:00,328 --> 00:12:02,678
and it was like 4 a.m., 5 a.m.,
325
00:12:02,809 --> 00:12:04,636
We're waiting for him
to fall asleep. He falls asleep.
326
00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,116
We ran down the hall
327
00:12:06,203 --> 00:12:07,248
to the spare bedroom
that we were in.
328
00:12:07,378 --> 00:12:10,338
We hit the shower,
steaming hot,
329
00:12:10,425 --> 00:12:12,296
and, like, our skin was red
from just trying to, like...
330
00:12:12,427 --> 00:12:14,255
BOTH: Sterilize.
331
00:12:14,385 --> 00:12:16,300
Wow.
332
00:12:16,387 --> 00:12:19,390
After that night, I didn't feel
like my body was mine anymore.
333
00:12:19,477 --> 00:12:22,176
Like, I felt used, disgusted.
334
00:12:22,306 --> 00:12:25,353
Yeah, like, I didn't wanna,
you know, call my mom
335
00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:26,746
and tell her anything.
336
00:12:26,833 --> 00:12:28,182
- And now--
- Both of us said
337
00:12:28,269 --> 00:12:29,749
he's going straight to hell.
- Oh, we both, like,
338
00:12:29,836 --> 00:12:31,098
he's the Devil. This is insane.
339
00:12:31,228 --> 00:12:33,970
We were disgusted
with ourselves.
340
00:12:34,057 --> 00:12:37,713
Why did you feel like
you had to do it?
341
00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:41,761
Coming from our abusive father
342
00:12:41,848 --> 00:12:44,981
and our biological mom leaving,
343
00:12:45,112 --> 00:12:46,548
we really felt like
we had to take care
344
00:12:46,635 --> 00:12:49,507
of our grandmother
who raised us,
345
00:12:49,594 --> 00:12:51,466
and we didn't want him
to take away
346
00:12:51,553 --> 00:12:52,815
all of the success
that we had built.
347
00:12:52,902 --> 00:12:56,079
We thought he'd revoke
our centerfold.
348
00:12:56,166 --> 00:12:57,211
There was no going back.
349
00:12:57,298 --> 00:12:59,039
You couldn't--
we couldn't leave.
350
00:12:59,126 --> 00:13:02,433
♪
351
00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:07,264
I believe that Hef would prey
on the younger girls like us
352
00:13:07,351 --> 00:13:09,484
who came from a bad background
353
00:13:09,571 --> 00:13:12,139
or the girls who were not
so pretty--
354
00:13:12,226 --> 00:13:13,749
he could promise them, like,
355
00:13:13,836 --> 00:13:15,272
"Oh, here's this beautiful
castle, and you know,
356
00:13:15,359 --> 00:13:18,493
I have all these surgeons,"
and he can make them beautiful
357
00:13:18,580 --> 00:13:21,191
or give them an option
to do "Playboy,"
358
00:13:21,278 --> 00:13:24,238
or, like, provide
this Playboy family to you.
359
00:13:24,325 --> 00:13:27,719
Did it occur to you
that he was grooming you?
360
00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:29,199
BOTH: Yeah.
361
00:13:29,286 --> 00:13:31,680
- For sure. That--
- I think that's how he does it.
362
00:13:31,767 --> 00:13:33,203
'Cause we were only 18,
turning 19.
363
00:13:33,290 --> 00:13:35,249
Mm-hmm.
364
00:13:35,379 --> 00:13:36,772
We were just learning
and wanted to be women,
365
00:13:36,903 --> 00:13:38,992
and, like, we've never even
had bleach in our hair.
366
00:13:39,079 --> 00:13:40,558
We don't know about makeup.
367
00:13:40,689 --> 00:13:43,866
He really is grooming us, completely.
368
00:13:43,953 --> 00:13:46,347
Everything's yes. You, like,
get to eat what you want.
369
00:13:46,434 --> 00:13:47,565
The butlers are calling you.
370
00:13:47,652 --> 00:13:49,089
You can have alcohol
on a platter.
371
00:13:49,219 --> 00:13:52,875
I'm like, "Oh, Patrón
and pineapple, hell, yeah!"
372
00:13:52,962 --> 00:13:56,574
When we moved in,
we got media training.
373
00:13:56,661 --> 00:13:57,532
I wanna talk about that
for a second.
374
00:13:57,619 --> 00:13:59,708
- Mm-hmm.
- What is media training?
375
00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:02,145
What did you understand it
to be?
376
00:14:02,276 --> 00:14:04,321
They would just explain to us,
you know, how to, um,
377
00:14:04,408 --> 00:14:08,282
answer certain questions and how
to dodge certain questions.
378
00:14:08,369 --> 00:14:11,676
That would come up, like,
the sister question.
379
00:14:11,763 --> 00:14:14,244
What is the sister question?
380
00:14:14,331 --> 00:14:17,334
Well, a lot of people would say
we were incest
381
00:14:17,421 --> 00:14:20,511
'cause we were both with him.
382
00:14:20,598 --> 00:14:21,643
So they would say, you know...
383
00:14:21,730 --> 00:14:23,906
They'd think
we were hooking up.
384
00:14:23,993 --> 00:14:25,560
So, like, those type
of questions,
385
00:14:25,647 --> 00:14:27,997
and it's kind of going
with grooming you on how to act.
386
00:14:28,084 --> 00:14:31,827
Is it kind of weird
maybe kissing your boyfriend
387
00:14:31,914 --> 00:14:33,960
after he's kissed your sister?
388
00:14:34,047 --> 00:14:35,091
- No.
- Not at all?
389
00:14:35,222 --> 00:14:37,615
Mnh-mnh.
390
00:14:37,702 --> 00:14:39,443
Ahh! [laughs]
It's called acting.
391
00:14:39,530 --> 00:14:41,663
So they kind of warned you
392
00:14:41,793 --> 00:14:44,013
that this is what the press
is gonna be asking you.
393
00:14:44,100 --> 00:14:45,232
- Mm-hmm.
- Well--
394
00:14:45,362 --> 00:14:47,234
And here's what to say,
'cause--
395
00:14:47,321 --> 00:14:49,279
What we didn't realize, though,
is he was protecting his image.
396
00:14:49,366 --> 00:14:51,499
They're training us
to protect...
397
00:14:51,586 --> 00:14:52,630
BOTH: His image.
398
00:14:52,717 --> 00:14:54,676
It was not about us.
399
00:14:54,763 --> 00:14:57,853
Okay, so you guys say
that you partied a lot
400
00:14:57,940 --> 00:14:59,115
at the Mansion.
401
00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:00,638
So let's take a look
at this clip,
402
00:15:00,725 --> 00:15:03,467
and you tell me
what was happening here.
403
00:15:03,554 --> 00:15:07,167
♪
404
00:15:07,254 --> 00:15:09,299
Kristina,
we have to practice. Kristina!
405
00:15:09,386 --> 00:15:12,172
♪
406
00:15:12,259 --> 00:15:13,434
Kristina, get up.
407
00:15:13,521 --> 00:15:15,610
We were drunk every night,
408
00:15:15,697 --> 00:15:16,741
so it was hard to get up
in the morning
409
00:15:16,828 --> 00:15:18,743
and have to do everything.
410
00:15:18,830 --> 00:15:21,529
- You were drunk every night?
- Every night to deal with him.
411
00:15:21,659 --> 00:15:23,357
Wake up in the morning.
412
00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:25,272
Especially Kristina. I-I have
to get her up sometimes.
413
00:15:25,402 --> 00:15:27,578
- That was an all-nighter.
- Yeah.
414
00:15:27,665 --> 00:15:30,320
Dinner started at 5 every
Friday, Saturday, and Sunday,
415
00:15:30,407 --> 00:15:32,409
so at dinner is
when we would start drinking.
416
00:15:32,496 --> 00:15:34,324
They had open bar.
417
00:15:34,455 --> 00:15:35,978
We would start drinking
just in case
418
00:15:36,065 --> 00:15:38,415
Hef wanted to apply
that pressure.
419
00:15:38,502 --> 00:15:42,115
We'd party just like normal,
and he's like,
420
00:15:42,202 --> 00:15:45,292
"Obviously, you girls don't
wanna sleep in my bedroom"
421
00:15:45,379 --> 00:15:47,990
because he realized we were
422
00:15:48,121 --> 00:15:49,644
waiting for him to fall asleep
and leave.
423
00:15:49,731 --> 00:15:51,994
He's, like, not waking up
with the twins next to him.
424
00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:53,996
So he's like,
"We need someone else."
425
00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:56,694
[cheering]
426
00:15:56,781 --> 00:15:58,914
And so down at
one of the parties,
427
00:15:59,001 --> 00:16:01,308
that's when we introduced him
to Crystal Harris.
428
00:16:01,395 --> 00:16:03,527
We have a roped-off party,
429
00:16:03,614 --> 00:16:05,616
and we're just sitting there,
like, at the table,
430
00:16:05,747 --> 00:16:09,185
and there's tons of girls.
Like, I mean, a pool of girls.
431
00:16:09,272 --> 00:16:10,447
And they're like,
"Hef, Hef, Hef,
432
00:16:10,534 --> 00:16:12,145
can I get a picture
with you?"
433
00:16:12,232 --> 00:16:15,975
Crystal was one of the ones
who came in with a friend,
434
00:16:16,062 --> 00:16:20,066
and then she ended up staying
in his room, sleeping there.
435
00:16:20,153 --> 00:16:21,589
That night?
436
00:16:21,719 --> 00:16:22,807
She actually slept that night
and every other night.
437
00:16:22,894 --> 00:16:24,331
- Stayed over.
- Stayed over.
438
00:16:24,418 --> 00:16:27,421
Uh, around midnight,
at the parties,
439
00:16:27,508 --> 00:16:28,944
he'd say, "Oh, well, you know,
I'm getting tired.
440
00:16:29,075 --> 00:16:31,860
Let's go upstairs," and we
kinda noticed the pattern.
441
00:16:31,947 --> 00:16:33,209
After a while,
it was like midnight.
442
00:16:33,296 --> 00:16:34,645
He really always wants
to go upstairs.
443
00:16:34,732 --> 00:16:36,996
And a bunch of girls
would just be begging
444
00:16:37,126 --> 00:16:39,955
to go upstairs with Hef--
begging.
445
00:16:40,086 --> 00:16:42,131
And he's like, "Is it okay
with you if they come up?"
446
00:16:42,218 --> 00:16:44,177
And we're like, "We don't mind."
447
00:16:44,264 --> 00:16:46,309
- Go ahead.
- Do what he wants.
448
00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:48,181
Clearly, if he maybe is
fulfilled with those girls,
449
00:16:48,268 --> 00:16:50,705
he won't want us.
- So we, uh--
450
00:16:50,792 --> 00:16:52,881
We just did not want
any part of that.
451
00:16:52,968 --> 00:16:58,930
But, um, the problem was is Hef
doesn't like to use protection.
452
00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:00,062
- So he wouldn't use condoms?
- No.
453
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:01,759
- No.
- From the butlers,
454
00:17:01,846 --> 00:17:05,198
we'd just order like a bowl--
big bowl,
455
00:17:05,285 --> 00:17:08,375
and we'd put hot water in it.
Then we'd put rags in it.
456
00:17:08,462 --> 00:17:12,814
So whoever was, you know,
having intercourse with him,
457
00:17:12,901 --> 00:17:15,817
when they were finished,
they can wipe him off,
458
00:17:15,904 --> 00:17:18,167
and then the other girl could...
459
00:17:18,254 --> 00:17:19,603
- Do it.
- ...do it.
460
00:17:19,690 --> 00:17:20,778
And so you had to take it
upon yourself...
461
00:17:20,865 --> 00:17:22,041
Yeah.
462
00:17:22,128 --> 00:17:25,218
...to try to have
some semblance of...
463
00:17:25,305 --> 00:17:28,177
- Yeah.
- To avoid infections.
464
00:17:28,264 --> 00:17:32,007
There was at one point
an STD that went around.
465
00:17:32,094 --> 00:17:35,663
We caught chlamydia, and, um,
466
00:17:35,793 --> 00:17:37,795
I remember going down
to Mary O'Connor's office--
467
00:17:37,882 --> 00:17:41,973
his assistant/
I'd say house mom for us,
468
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:43,671
and, uh, she's like,
469
00:17:43,758 --> 00:17:45,542
"Well, that's what happens
when you're sexually active."
470
00:17:45,629 --> 00:17:47,892
We freaked out.
471
00:17:47,979 --> 00:17:49,677
When she said STDs were normal
when you're sexually active,
472
00:17:49,764 --> 00:17:52,854
we're like, "Everyone's out
of their mind here."
473
00:17:52,941 --> 00:17:55,248
Well, this whole thing is--
is terrifying, I'm sure, for...
474
00:17:55,378 --> 00:17:58,164
- Yeah.
- ...for 19-year-old women.
475
00:17:58,251 --> 00:18:02,559
Are you still intimate
with him during this stage?
476
00:18:02,646 --> 00:18:04,213
After we caught the STD,
477
00:18:04,300 --> 00:18:07,129
we said we would never
have sex with him again.
478
00:18:07,216 --> 00:18:09,044
- That was it?
- BOTH: That was it.
479
00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:11,829
And we got different treatment
because of that.
480
00:18:11,916 --> 00:18:15,094
♪
481
00:18:21,578 --> 00:18:22,710
From what I understand,
there were rules
482
00:18:22,797 --> 00:18:23,711
that you had to live by...
- Mm-hmm.
483
00:18:23,798 --> 00:18:25,626
...when you were,
uh, on the show
484
00:18:25,713 --> 00:18:27,802
and you lived at the Mansion.
- Mm-hmm.
485
00:18:27,889 --> 00:18:29,630
What were some of the rules?
486
00:18:29,717 --> 00:18:32,720
The rules were we had
a 9:00 curfew.
487
00:18:32,850 --> 00:18:36,593
We weren't allowed to be seen
out with other men,
488
00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:38,465
couldn't date other men.
489
00:18:38,552 --> 00:18:41,859
He told us if we loved him
490
00:18:41,946 --> 00:18:44,166
and we wanted to be
his girlfriends,
491
00:18:44,253 --> 00:18:47,126
we had to have sexual encounters
with him.
492
00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:50,129
So he turned it
into proof of love.
493
00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:52,218
- Yeah.
- Proof of love, exactly.
494
00:18:52,305 --> 00:18:54,698
♪
495
00:18:54,785 --> 00:18:56,178
I feel like
on "Girls Next Door,"
496
00:18:56,265 --> 00:18:58,267
Hef was portrayed as like
a kindly grandpa,
497
00:18:58,398 --> 00:18:59,877
but that's not how he is.
498
00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:05,144
It would make me so angry
how manipulative he was.
499
00:19:05,231 --> 00:19:07,537
Are there rules? Like, can you
have boyfriends at all?
500
00:19:07,624 --> 00:19:09,539
- No.
- No.
501
00:19:09,626 --> 00:19:10,714
- You're not allowed to.
- Hef is our boyfriend.
502
00:19:10,801 --> 00:19:12,238
- So...
- How do you know when you're
503
00:19:12,325 --> 00:19:13,630
called to the master bedroom?
Do you have nights?
504
00:19:13,717 --> 00:19:15,066
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
505
00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,764
Hef controlled every aspect
of our life.
506
00:19:16,851 --> 00:19:19,419
You were encouraged
to not have friends over.
507
00:19:19,506 --> 00:19:20,724
You weren't really allowed
to leave
508
00:19:20,811 --> 00:19:23,553
unless it was like
a family holiday.
509
00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:26,382
There was a 9 p.m. curfew,
uh, as a girlfriend,
510
00:19:26,469 --> 00:19:30,908
so you had to be on the property
by 9 p.m.
511
00:19:30,995 --> 00:19:33,520
When it came to us,
it was like, no.
512
00:19:33,607 --> 00:19:37,176
He tightened the belt even more.
He didn't want us to leave.
513
00:19:37,263 --> 00:19:40,483
He hung, uh, certain things
over our head.
514
00:19:40,614 --> 00:19:43,443
We got punished, so, like,
515
00:19:43,530 --> 00:19:46,272
we weren't allowed to do
anything without security.
516
00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:47,969
He said, "The twins can't
go visit their family
517
00:19:48,099 --> 00:19:49,797
unless security's there."
518
00:19:49,884 --> 00:19:52,800
He had even had security
follow you
519
00:19:52,887 --> 00:19:54,845
if you went to the mall or...
- BOTH: Oh, yeah.
520
00:19:54,932 --> 00:19:56,412
Mm-hmm. We'd be downstairs,
and he'd have
521
00:19:56,499 --> 00:19:58,153
three security guards
watching me
522
00:19:58,240 --> 00:19:59,720
and watching Karissa.
523
00:19:59,807 --> 00:20:01,156
And they would always
in the morning
524
00:20:01,287 --> 00:20:02,940
come up with their report
525
00:20:03,027 --> 00:20:04,812
of every single thing
we did that night
526
00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:06,857
the next morning for him.
527
00:20:06,944 --> 00:20:10,296
Wait, what? They would write
reports on everything you did?
528
00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:12,211
- Everything.
- Everything we did.
529
00:20:12,298 --> 00:20:13,995
- Who we would hang out with.
- Who we were hanging out with,
530
00:20:14,082 --> 00:20:17,999
what we were drinking,
what we ate. Everything.
531
00:20:18,086 --> 00:20:19,479
Every time we left the property,
532
00:20:19,566 --> 00:20:21,916
when did we leave,
what time did we get back?
533
00:20:22,003 --> 00:20:23,570
And then when
we did start realizing
534
00:20:23,657 --> 00:20:25,224
we have to hang out
with Playmates,
535
00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,138
what Playmates were we hanging
out with? What did they eat?
536
00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,228
What's with
the "What did they eat?"
537
00:20:29,315 --> 00:20:31,230
- He likes his girls thin.
- To be thin.
538
00:20:31,317 --> 00:20:32,448
- Very thin.
- Very thin.
539
00:20:32,535 --> 00:20:34,581
So Hef has everybody
on a certain diet.
540
00:20:34,668 --> 00:20:36,191
This was such controlling...
541
00:20:36,322 --> 00:20:37,975
- Mm-hmm.
- ...behavior.
542
00:20:38,062 --> 00:20:40,587
♪
543
00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:42,850
[indistinct conversations]
544
00:20:42,937 --> 00:20:45,374
We'd normally have our parties
every weekend.
545
00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:47,246
He'd would go upstairs
with Crystal and say,
546
00:20:47,333 --> 00:20:49,030
"All right, have a good night.
Security's watching you,"
547
00:20:49,117 --> 00:20:51,946
and we got to stay down.
548
00:20:52,033 --> 00:20:54,209
We weren't allowed to be
with any friends
549
00:20:54,296 --> 00:20:57,908
that were not Playboy circle.
550
00:20:57,995 --> 00:20:59,997
We kind of got a lot of press
551
00:21:00,084 --> 00:21:01,434
from hanging out
with all the people
552
00:21:01,521 --> 00:21:03,218
going onstage and dancing.
553
00:21:03,305 --> 00:21:04,959
We're very outgoing,
like running the party.
554
00:21:05,046 --> 00:21:07,004
We start being able
to meet people.
555
00:21:07,091 --> 00:21:08,484
Yeah.
556
00:21:08,571 --> 00:21:09,616
Like all
these different celebrities
557
00:21:09,703 --> 00:21:10,834
that you're meeting
and networking,
558
00:21:10,921 --> 00:21:13,446
and like it's our backyard.
It is.
559
00:21:13,533 --> 00:21:15,535
And he found out we were hanging
out with some Asian girl.
560
00:21:15,665 --> 00:21:16,710
He goes, "You're hanging out
with some Asian girl.
561
00:21:16,797 --> 00:21:18,320
Is she a Playmate?"
562
00:21:18,407 --> 00:21:20,540
And I'm like, "Is there
a problem that she's Asian?"
563
00:21:20,627 --> 00:21:21,758
And he's like,
"A Playboy Playmate, I told you,
564
00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:24,892
is a type of girl," and he goes,
565
00:21:25,022 --> 00:21:26,850
"You were hanging out
with Black guys at the bar!"
566
00:21:26,937 --> 00:21:30,767
Wait a minute. I thought he had
this image of being progressive.
567
00:21:30,854 --> 00:21:31,768
- Mm-hmm.
- Um...
568
00:21:31,855 --> 00:21:32,813
That's for his image.
569
00:21:32,900 --> 00:21:35,206
Yes, he's genius
about his image.
570
00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:39,210
Every woman he dated
was a white girl.
571
00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:44,520
Hef would say,
"All right, the twins are wild.
572
00:21:44,607 --> 00:21:46,870
When I'm going upstairs,
lock 'em up.
573
00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:49,220
I want them on HMH arrest
upstairs."
574
00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:50,309
HMH arrest?
575
00:21:50,439 --> 00:21:52,833
Hugh Marston Hefner.
HMH arrest.
576
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,662
- Yeah.
- He locked us in our bedroom.
577
00:21:55,792 --> 00:22:01,537
There would be a security guard
sitting outside of our door.
578
00:22:01,668 --> 00:22:03,234
You are locked in your rooms, essentially.
579
00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:04,323
Mm-hmm.
580
00:22:04,410 --> 00:22:09,153
[indistinct conversations,
squealing]
581
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:11,286
So when he'd play Backgammon
- every Sunday--
- Sunday Funday--
582
00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:12,766
we had to lay next to him.
583
00:22:12,896 --> 00:22:15,203
The girls would come and ask
for photos all the time,
584
00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,857
that were invited up
for those days,
585
00:22:16,944 --> 00:22:18,772
and as he's going to take
the photos,
586
00:22:18,902 --> 00:22:21,122
he's, like, grabbing under,
grabbing their vagina,
587
00:22:21,209 --> 00:22:22,863
or, like, grabbed their boob,
588
00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:24,299
or they'd, "Look!" And they'd
show their boobs to him,
589
00:22:24,386 --> 00:22:25,953
and he'd grab 'em.
590
00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:29,565
And the way he kisses, it's
like, um, his mouth kisses.
591
00:22:29,696 --> 00:22:33,526
He kissed every girl
like an open-mouth kiss.
592
00:22:33,613 --> 00:22:36,267
You guys, I went to the Mansion
when I was 20 and 21.
593
00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,487
And I first met him
when I was 20.
594
00:22:38,574 --> 00:22:41,708
He came in for a, like,
an open-mouth kiss.
595
00:22:41,795 --> 00:22:43,884
And I went like this, and it was
like a dog slobber on me.
596
00:22:43,971 --> 00:22:45,755
- Mm-hmm.
- But I could tell
597
00:22:45,842 --> 00:22:47,496
he did not like
that I turned my head.
598
00:22:47,583 --> 00:22:49,063
- Turned.
- Mm-hmm.
599
00:22:49,150 --> 00:22:50,673
I remembered how repulsive
600
00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:52,545
it was to be
on the receiving end of that.
601
00:22:52,632 --> 00:22:53,937
- Mm-hmm.
- I can't believe that you had
602
00:22:54,068 --> 00:22:57,071
to put up with that
as long as you did.
603
00:22:57,158 --> 00:22:59,160
[indistinct conversations]
604
00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:01,858
He has so much power.
It's like you're in a cult.
605
00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:05,906
The isolation that I had from
the outside world--it was...
606
00:23:05,993 --> 00:23:08,082
Not talking to our family, too.
607
00:23:08,169 --> 00:23:09,953
Not being able to talk
to my family.
608
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,608
I wanted to go to church.
I couldn't go to church.
609
00:23:12,695 --> 00:23:14,784
I was a shell of a person,
you know?
610
00:23:14,915 --> 00:23:16,046
When we first got
to the Playboy mansion,
611
00:23:16,133 --> 00:23:18,527
we were really, um, confident.
612
00:23:18,614 --> 00:23:21,008
Big personalities.
613
00:23:21,095 --> 00:23:22,139
You know, I felt like there
always was this bright light
614
00:23:22,270 --> 00:23:24,054
inside of us.
615
00:23:24,185 --> 00:23:27,362
Like, Hef would say we used
to bounce in and out of a room.
616
00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:28,885
Very entertaining to all
of his friends and guests,
617
00:23:29,016 --> 00:23:31,061
and people used to say, "Gosh,
well, when you guys got here,
618
00:23:31,148 --> 00:23:33,455
it was a fresh breath of air."
619
00:23:33,542 --> 00:23:36,458
So from the time
that you experienced
620
00:23:36,545 --> 00:23:39,156
that first night in his bedroom
at 19...
621
00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:40,810
- Mm-hmm.
- ...until the light went out
622
00:23:40,941 --> 00:23:43,247
was less than a year.
- Less than a year.
623
00:23:43,334 --> 00:23:46,033
And you had completely changed personality.
624
00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:50,385
Yeah. I'm trying not to get
emotional thinking about it.
625
00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:53,606
You lose yourself being there.
626
00:23:53,693 --> 00:23:56,652
All that innocence about us
and all that, just being--
627
00:23:56,783 --> 00:23:59,002
losing that and becoming
a shell of a person,
628
00:23:59,133 --> 00:24:01,440
it--it's hard.
629
00:24:01,527 --> 00:24:04,834
It's like being in prison
and like someone breaking you
630
00:24:04,921 --> 00:24:07,837
in solitary confinement,
like, you're just broken.
631
00:24:07,968 --> 00:24:12,015
♪
632
00:24:12,102 --> 00:24:14,278
So you came to the Mansion thinking,
633
00:24:14,365 --> 00:24:18,021
"We're gonna be centerfolds.
I'm gonna be on a TV show.
634
00:24:18,108 --> 00:24:20,546
We're going to live
in the Mansion,"
635
00:24:20,633 --> 00:24:24,593
but the reality was different
than the fantasy.
636
00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:29,816
You had rules.
You were watched constantly.
637
00:24:29,903 --> 00:24:31,426
And yet that wasn't
the worst thing
638
00:24:31,513 --> 00:24:34,473
that happened to you, was it?
639
00:24:42,350 --> 00:24:45,527
We did stop having sex with him
when the STD hit.
640
00:24:45,614 --> 00:24:48,356
So for the first time,
we put our foot down,
641
00:24:48,443 --> 00:24:51,577
and Hef was pressuring us
to hook up with him.
642
00:24:51,707 --> 00:24:53,840
So then Mary O'Connor suggested,
"Well, Hef,
643
00:24:53,927 --> 00:24:56,277
why don't you stay
with the three girls, then?"
644
00:24:56,407 --> 00:24:58,018
And he's never done that.
645
00:24:58,105 --> 00:24:59,933
He's used to seven girls,
nine girls,
646
00:25:00,020 --> 00:25:02,022
but he actually agreed to that.
647
00:25:02,109 --> 00:25:04,328
So then we're like, "Oh, great,
now he agreed to it.
648
00:25:04,415 --> 00:25:06,722
Now we're gonna have to,
like, end up having
649
00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:08,419
to hook up with him."
650
00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,769
This was like
a business arrangement.
651
00:25:09,856 --> 00:25:11,118
- Mm-hmm.
- -It was--
- It's like
652
00:25:11,205 --> 00:25:12,772
a business arrangement, yeah.
653
00:25:12,859 --> 00:25:14,164
Did you feel like you would
lose the opportunity
654
00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:17,298
to be on the show
if you would have said no?
655
00:25:17,385 --> 00:25:19,430
It wasn't just about the show.
656
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:20,867
We thought he would
just send us back.
657
00:25:20,954 --> 00:25:23,652
Like, he would take everything
away that we had got.
658
00:25:23,739 --> 00:25:25,567
Taking away the allowance,
you know,
659
00:25:25,654 --> 00:25:28,091
and not being able to take
care of our grandmother.
660
00:25:28,178 --> 00:25:31,051
We did not want him
to take that away.
661
00:25:31,138 --> 00:25:34,533
I was young and naive. You don't
know you're allowed to say no.
662
00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:38,319
And so you were kind of pulled
back into this dark place...
663
00:25:38,449 --> 00:25:39,538
- Yeah.
- ...of--of having
664
00:25:39,625 --> 00:25:42,845
to go upstairs,
go into his bedroom,
665
00:25:42,932 --> 00:25:44,368
and have sexual intercourse
with him.
666
00:25:44,455 --> 00:25:46,414
- Yeah.
- We ended up doing it, like,
667
00:25:46,501 --> 00:25:48,851
two more times and then just
said we couldn't do it anymore.
668
00:25:48,938 --> 00:25:51,985
And that's how later on,
I ended up getting pregnant.
669
00:25:52,072 --> 00:25:54,596
♪
670
00:25:54,727 --> 00:25:56,729
One of those two times,
you got pregnant.
671
00:25:56,816 --> 00:25:58,252
Mm-hmm.
672
00:25:58,339 --> 00:26:01,690
You know, he's having sex
with you unprotected.
673
00:26:01,777 --> 00:26:03,692
Um, you know,
you were old enough
674
00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:05,389
to know how people get pregnant.
675
00:26:05,476 --> 00:26:06,913
I didn't think that I would
676
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:08,871
because I knew Holly was
trying to get pregnant,
677
00:26:08,958 --> 00:26:12,135
and I knew that Holly tried
so hard,
678
00:26:12,222 --> 00:26:14,573
so I was like,
maybe we're in the clear.
679
00:26:14,703 --> 00:26:15,922
- Didn't think it was possible.
- I didn't think it was possible.
680
00:26:16,009 --> 00:26:17,401
And again, how old is he?
681
00:26:17,488 --> 00:26:18,794
- 84.
- 84.
682
00:26:18,881 --> 00:26:20,796
Like, you don't really think
that would happen.
683
00:26:20,883 --> 00:26:21,667
But we were--we were about
the youngest girlfriends
684
00:26:21,754 --> 00:26:24,060
he had had.
685
00:26:24,147 --> 00:26:26,410
It was the end of 19.
I was gonna turn 20.
686
00:26:26,497 --> 00:26:28,804
I had no idea
until the blood test
687
00:26:28,891 --> 00:26:32,025
for my surgery, so a blood test
is what told me.
688
00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:36,116
We had plans to get our noses
done and our boobs done.
689
00:26:36,203 --> 00:26:39,467
So I got a call saying, like,
"Hey, you're pregnant,
690
00:26:39,554 --> 00:26:42,035
and you have the surgery
coming up," and that's--
691
00:26:42,122 --> 00:26:45,299
I freaked. Like, I'm, like,
"Who else knows about this?"
692
00:26:45,386 --> 00:26:46,300
And they're like,
"Well, we just called you,"
693
00:26:46,430 --> 00:26:48,911
and I was like,
"Don't call Mary.
694
00:26:48,998 --> 00:26:50,870
Don't call Hef.
Don't call anyone.
695
00:26:50,957 --> 00:26:52,349
I don't want anyone knowing."
696
00:26:52,436 --> 00:26:53,916
It's hard to hide things
at the Mansion.
697
00:26:54,003 --> 00:26:56,223
Wait. The first reaction
that you had...
698
00:26:56,310 --> 00:26:57,877
- Was scared.
- ...was "Who knows?"
699
00:26:57,964 --> 00:27:00,140
Who knows?
Who in the office knows?
700
00:27:00,227 --> 00:27:02,533
Why didn't you feel like you
could go to Hugh Hefner
701
00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:04,666
and say, "Hef, I'm pregnant"?
702
00:27:04,753 --> 00:27:07,887
I didn't want him to know
that I was pregnant.
703
00:27:07,974 --> 00:27:09,715
I didn't want him to want me
to have it.
704
00:27:09,802 --> 00:27:14,502
I didn't wanna be stuck
even more inside that bubble.
705
00:27:14,589 --> 00:27:16,896
I think it's a way for him
to control me even more...
706
00:27:16,983 --> 00:27:18,854
- I see.
- ...having me on a leash.
707
00:27:18,985 --> 00:27:20,682
Yeah.
708
00:27:20,813 --> 00:27:22,379
I felt disgusted with my body.
I didn't--
709
00:27:22,466 --> 00:27:26,122
I felt like there was something,
like, like, an alien inside me.
710
00:27:26,253 --> 00:27:27,950
I was just grossed out.
711
00:27:28,037 --> 00:27:31,562
[voice breaking] I just wanted
to get it over and done with,
712
00:27:31,693 --> 00:27:32,781
and... [sighs]
713
00:27:32,868 --> 00:27:34,565
I called around
for a few clinics.
714
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:35,784
And, um,
'cause we didn't wanna--
715
00:27:35,871 --> 00:27:38,047
'Cause security
couldn't take us there
716
00:27:38,134 --> 00:27:39,745
'cause otherwise
Hef would've found out.
717
00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:41,964
Um, 'cause if we were together,
I knew we would get a...
718
00:27:42,051 --> 00:27:44,097
a lot more attention
or a chance of paparazzi
719
00:27:44,184 --> 00:27:46,273
walking in an abortion clinic.
720
00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:49,624
You two do everything together,
721
00:27:49,711 --> 00:27:52,758
but at this crucial moment
in your life,
722
00:27:52,845 --> 00:27:57,588
you have to walk in alone 'cause
you're worried about paparazzi.
723
00:27:57,719 --> 00:28:01,114
That is, to me,
so gut-wrenching and sad.
724
00:28:01,201 --> 00:28:02,506
- Yeah.
- You had to be alone.
725
00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,944
- [exhales deeply]
- I'm so sorry.
726
00:28:05,031 --> 00:28:07,816
I can't imagine what
the two of you went through.
727
00:28:07,903 --> 00:28:09,296
That's a double life.
728
00:28:09,383 --> 00:28:11,211
That's why we love each other
so much, too.
729
00:28:11,298 --> 00:28:13,648
We really are strong
for each other, you know?
730
00:28:13,735 --> 00:28:15,432
Yeah, you are.
731
00:28:15,519 --> 00:28:19,175
So, uh, I called my good friend
Juicy J from--
732
00:28:19,262 --> 00:28:20,481
He's a rapper
from Three 6 Mafia,
733
00:28:20,611 --> 00:28:22,962
but we're really close.
734
00:28:23,049 --> 00:28:27,053
So I made an appointment, and we
went to Sherman Oaks mall,
735
00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:28,924
got dropped off and said
we were going shopping,
736
00:28:29,055 --> 00:28:31,927
and Juicy J picked us up
at valet right away,
737
00:28:32,014 --> 00:28:34,930
drove us in his car, and we
dropped Karissa off by herself.
738
00:28:35,017 --> 00:28:38,325
I did the procedure, came out,
got in his car,
739
00:28:38,412 --> 00:28:40,588
and they dropped us back off
at the mall,
740
00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:42,590
and she ran up and purchased,
like, two thongs
741
00:28:42,677 --> 00:28:45,245
from Victoria's Secret
to act like we went shopping.
742
00:28:45,375 --> 00:28:47,029
Then we went back
to the Mansion,
743
00:28:47,116 --> 00:28:48,770
and then all of a sudden,
Hef's like,
744
00:28:48,857 --> 00:28:50,641
"Oh, we have to film
745
00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:52,731
for 'The Girls Next Door' promo
opening."
746
00:28:52,818 --> 00:28:55,081
I think it was like
two days later, maybe.
747
00:28:55,168 --> 00:28:57,605
And they wanted us for
that opening to be in bikinis
748
00:28:57,692 --> 00:28:59,476
and all this stuff,
and I couldn't go down there
749
00:28:59,563 --> 00:29:02,566
'cause my stomach was swollen
and I was bleeding a lot.
750
00:29:02,653 --> 00:29:05,395
I just, uh, laid in bed and
tried to play like I was sick.
751
00:29:05,482 --> 00:29:08,790
And then Lauren,
our main field producer,
752
00:29:08,921 --> 00:29:10,531
shuts the door and says,
"What's going on?"
753
00:29:10,618 --> 00:29:12,272
I had to tell someone.
754
00:29:12,359 --> 00:29:15,275
Kristina says,
"Karissa just had an abortion."
755
00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:19,366
And Lauren, thank God,
she didn't say anything.
756
00:29:19,453 --> 00:29:21,585
But she did say, "Well, what do
you want me to tell Hef?"
757
00:29:21,672 --> 00:29:23,544
So then Hef comes up,
and I'm crying,
758
00:29:23,631 --> 00:29:25,241
and he's like, "What's wrong?"
759
00:29:25,328 --> 00:29:27,374
I said, "I'm sick.
I just can't film."
760
00:29:27,461 --> 00:29:29,637
He's like,
"Well, we could do it tomorrow."
761
00:29:29,724 --> 00:29:31,073
And I said, "No,"
'cause I don't know
762
00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:32,771
if I'm gonna be all right
by tomorrow.
763
00:29:32,858 --> 00:29:33,859
So Hef's like,
"Whatever you wanna do,"
764
00:29:33,946 --> 00:29:36,818
and, like, leaves, all mad,
765
00:29:36,905 --> 00:29:38,777
and then that's the first time
we've said no.
766
00:29:38,864 --> 00:29:40,822
We never say no to filming.
767
00:29:40,909 --> 00:29:42,389
Lauren said, "All right,
how about this, Karissa?
768
00:29:42,476 --> 00:29:45,305
You do your hair and makeup
and go down,
769
00:29:45,392 --> 00:29:47,263
and we will cut--put your head
on your sister's body
770
00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:49,962
if she's okay with it."
771
00:29:50,049 --> 00:29:54,575
So, yeah, um,
and then this opening,
772
00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:59,014
my head--it's Kristina's body.
My head's put on her body.
773
00:29:59,101 --> 00:30:00,363
I was the body double
for both of us.
774
00:30:00,450 --> 00:30:02,104
She was the body double
for both of us
775
00:30:02,191 --> 00:30:03,802
this day of the shoot
for the opening.
776
00:30:03,889 --> 00:30:07,588
[voice breaking] I went down
and put on different bikinis.
777
00:30:07,718 --> 00:30:11,157
And...that's the opening for
"The Girls Next Door"
778
00:30:11,244 --> 00:30:13,246
and the bobblehead thing.
779
00:30:13,333 --> 00:30:15,901
I mean, in a way, you were
almost more concerned
780
00:30:15,988 --> 00:30:19,687
about this reality show opening
781
00:30:19,774 --> 00:30:22,255
than you were about
your own body and health.
782
00:30:22,385 --> 00:30:26,172
[crying] So...it's hard watching
the opening for it.
783
00:30:26,259 --> 00:30:27,521
[sniffles]
784
00:30:27,608 --> 00:30:31,394
The fact that you were pregnant
by somebody
785
00:30:31,481 --> 00:30:33,179
that you didn't
wanna have sex with...
786
00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:37,313
Every time I've done it with him
it's assault.
787
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:41,883
- I'm ni--
- I'm a kid. I'm 19 years old.
788
00:30:41,970 --> 00:30:44,364
I'm not even old enough
to drink yet.
789
00:30:44,451 --> 00:30:49,630
And he is just a creepy old man
with power.
790
00:30:49,717 --> 00:30:53,068
Women don't understand that
they can say no. [sniffles]
791
00:30:53,155 --> 00:30:57,986
I'm sorry. It's so hard
to talk about, you know?
792
00:30:58,073 --> 00:31:01,076
Do you look back
and think to yourself
793
00:31:01,163 --> 00:31:02,948
that you made
the right decision?
794
00:31:03,078 --> 00:31:05,124
100% I did, yeah.
795
00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:06,821
Everyone, to each their own...
796
00:31:06,952 --> 00:31:10,564
but for me it's like rape.
797
00:31:10,651 --> 00:31:12,131
He would use control mechanisms
798
00:31:12,218 --> 00:31:13,610
completely
throughout everything,
799
00:31:13,697 --> 00:31:16,526
so I'm happy that I had
the abortion.
800
00:31:16,613 --> 00:31:18,093
Because you felt like
he raped you.
801
00:31:18,224 --> 00:31:19,138
Yeah.
802
00:31:19,225 --> 00:31:21,357
♪
803
00:31:26,319 --> 00:31:27,886
[paparazzi shouting at once]
804
00:31:28,016 --> 00:31:30,192
You know, while we were there,
we also had a lot of opportunity
805
00:31:30,279 --> 00:31:32,107
besides being
"Playboy" Playmates.
806
00:31:32,194 --> 00:31:34,109
Like, movies, commercials.
807
00:31:34,196 --> 00:31:36,372
We did the "Guitar Hero"
commercial with Brett Ratner.
808
00:31:36,503 --> 00:31:37,721
We've done L'Oréal France.
809
00:31:37,808 --> 00:31:41,638
We've done, like,
just tons of stuff,
810
00:31:41,725 --> 00:31:44,250
and we did the "Somewhere"
with Sofia Coppola.
811
00:31:44,337 --> 00:31:47,209
Can you tell me how you got
that role in that film?
812
00:31:47,296 --> 00:31:50,386
Sofia Coppola contacted
the Mansion.
813
00:31:50,473 --> 00:31:52,519
They asked us,
"Hey, we have a part..."
814
00:31:52,606 --> 00:31:53,999
"Do you want to come audition?"
815
00:31:54,086 --> 00:31:55,043
"...we want you guys to come
and audition for."
816
00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,044
- She said--
- And then you got it.
817
00:31:56,131 --> 00:31:57,916
BOTH: Yeah, we got it.
818
00:31:58,003 --> 00:31:59,787
And Hef was shocked. So they
made a whole episode about it.
819
00:32:03,182 --> 00:32:05,227
Thanks for having us.
820
00:32:13,192 --> 00:32:14,715
Oh, yeah.
821
00:32:14,802 --> 00:32:17,283
- Oh.
- "Fan of your father."
822
00:32:17,413 --> 00:32:20,677
She's so uncomfortable. Like,
he gave a backhanded compliment.
823
00:32:20,808 --> 00:32:22,766
It was almost like
he was groveling to her.
824
00:32:22,853 --> 00:32:24,072
BOTH: Yeah.
825
00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:25,813
Clearly,
he really loves celebrities.
826
00:32:25,900 --> 00:32:27,293
- It comes with movies.
- Yeah, he loves movies.
827
00:32:27,423 --> 00:32:28,859
- It's a big deal.
- It's movies.
828
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:30,470
I'll tell you,
this was the thing.
829
00:32:30,557 --> 00:32:33,603
When our, uh, red carpet came
for the premiere,
830
00:32:33,690 --> 00:32:35,475
for the movie,
we didn't want him to go,
831
00:32:35,562 --> 00:32:37,999
'cause I knew it was gonna be
more about him,
832
00:32:38,086 --> 00:32:39,870
and he was gonna bring
other women
833
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:42,917
and make it more about them,
and to us, this was, like,
834
00:32:43,004 --> 00:32:45,398
our--we did this.
We got this on our own.
835
00:32:45,485 --> 00:32:47,661
Can we have this to ourselves?
836
00:32:47,748 --> 00:32:49,010
And so we told him
837
00:32:49,141 --> 00:32:50,620
we didn't want him
to come to the premiere,
838
00:32:50,707 --> 00:32:53,449
and he said, "Well, I'll send
you with security in a limo,
839
00:32:53,536 --> 00:32:54,624
but you have to do movie night."
840
00:32:54,711 --> 00:32:56,583
"You have to stay
for movie night..."
841
00:32:56,670 --> 00:32:57,976
- And dinner.
- "...and dinner as normal."
842
00:32:58,063 --> 00:32:59,716
And this was what was embarrassing.
843
00:32:59,803 --> 00:33:02,981
By the time the movie ended,
we jumped up, got in the limo,
844
00:33:03,068 --> 00:33:05,244
and by the time we got
to the premiere,
845
00:33:05,331 --> 00:33:08,464
it was already halfway through
the beginning of the movie.
846
00:33:08,595 --> 00:33:09,683
Sofia was waiting for us.
847
00:33:09,770 --> 00:33:11,467
He made you miss
your premiere...
848
00:33:11,554 --> 00:33:12,512
- BOTH: Yeah.
- ...and the red carpet
849
00:33:12,599 --> 00:33:13,904
of your premiere.
- BOTH: Yep.
850
00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:15,123
- So when--
- Was he jealous?
851
00:33:15,210 --> 00:33:16,646
- 100% he was jealous.
- It was like
852
00:33:16,733 --> 00:33:18,039
he's now losing control
of you, too,
853
00:33:18,126 --> 00:33:21,042
'cause you're out there starting
to make your own career.
854
00:33:21,173 --> 00:33:22,478
Yep.
855
00:33:22,565 --> 00:33:23,262
And it's almost like
he couldn't handle it.
856
00:33:23,349 --> 00:33:25,220
Yeah.
857
00:33:25,351 --> 00:33:27,483
He's actually made a lot
of money off of us
858
00:33:27,614 --> 00:33:30,225
from just us living there.
859
00:33:30,312 --> 00:33:32,923
He really resented the success
of the other girls that left,
860
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:35,796
and he didn't want us to leave.
861
00:33:35,883 --> 00:33:39,191
Let's talk about
how you were able,
862
00:33:39,278 --> 00:33:43,064
and I'm gonna use this word, escape.
863
00:33:43,151 --> 00:33:44,413
We actually were scared.
864
00:33:44,544 --> 00:33:46,241
We didn't know how
to break up with him,
865
00:33:46,328 --> 00:33:47,721
so we went
to Mary O'Connor's office
866
00:33:47,808 --> 00:33:50,028
and told her we didn't
wanna be there anymore
867
00:33:50,115 --> 00:33:53,335
but didn't know how
to tell Hef that.
868
00:33:53,422 --> 00:33:56,164
It was like an hour goes by
and then she calls us,
869
00:33:56,295 --> 00:33:57,513
and says, "Hey, uh, come--
you girls come down here.
870
00:33:57,600 --> 00:33:59,602
I've got Hef in here,"
and we were scared."
871
00:33:59,689 --> 00:34:01,865
- Mm-hmm.
- He was pissed.
872
00:34:01,952 --> 00:34:04,825
He said, "Okay, so you guys
wanna break up with me?"
873
00:34:04,955 --> 00:34:07,697
And we're like, "Yeah."
874
00:34:07,828 --> 00:34:11,136
He said, "Well, how about you go
and live at the Bunny House?"
875
00:34:11,223 --> 00:34:13,399
Hef had a lot of the girls
staying at the Bunny House,
876
00:34:13,486 --> 00:34:15,966
which was across the street
from the Mansion,
877
00:34:16,054 --> 00:34:20,145
and he said, "I'll give you guys
$500 a week rather than $1,000.
878
00:34:20,232 --> 00:34:21,320
- "You have to attend..."
- Attend.
879
00:34:21,407 --> 00:34:23,235
Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.
880
00:34:23,365 --> 00:34:27,108
We agreed, but the first night,
we went out to a, um, nightclub.
881
00:34:27,195 --> 00:34:28,849
He saw that we were getting
a lot of press,
882
00:34:28,936 --> 00:34:31,199
and he did not like it, and--
883
00:34:31,286 --> 00:34:33,462
So he said, "You stay here
at the Mansion,
884
00:34:33,549 --> 00:34:35,116
and you can't be seen out,
885
00:34:35,203 --> 00:34:37,553
or you guys have to leave
the Playmate house,"
886
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:41,470
and we're like, you know what?
That's great for us,
887
00:34:41,557 --> 00:34:43,733
'cause we just got a taste
of freedom.
888
00:34:46,301 --> 00:34:49,261
♪
889
00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:01,055
It felt so weird, uh,
going in a grocery store
890
00:35:01,186 --> 00:35:03,449
and just buying groceries.
891
00:35:03,536 --> 00:35:04,841
We just wanted to be adults,
892
00:35:04,928 --> 00:35:06,974
figure out who we are as adults
and as women,
893
00:35:07,061 --> 00:35:09,063
'cause we weren't even women
when we moved in.
894
00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:11,326
We decided to open our own
full-service beauty salon
895
00:35:11,413 --> 00:35:14,938
in Beverly Hills, and we did
do that for three years
896
00:35:15,025 --> 00:35:17,463
and then sold it.
897
00:35:17,550 --> 00:35:20,205
After you left the Mansion,
what was your emotional state?
898
00:35:20,292 --> 00:35:23,773
We were diagnosed with PTSD,
899
00:35:23,860 --> 00:35:26,254
and the psychiatrist said that
we would need to go through
900
00:35:26,341 --> 00:35:27,777
a lot of therapy
to unravel our brain.
901
00:35:27,864 --> 00:35:30,040
- Unwind our brain.
- Unwind our brain.
902
00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:33,522
Can you describe why and how
that has affected your life?
903
00:35:33,609 --> 00:35:36,308
- We're still dealing with it.
- We're still dealing with it.
904
00:35:36,395 --> 00:35:41,400
Yeah. I don't think that that
part is ever gonna go away--
905
00:35:41,487 --> 00:35:44,403
that part of us that was taken
will ever go away.
906
00:35:44,490 --> 00:35:47,145
And our mother passed away
in 2014.
907
00:35:47,232 --> 00:35:48,972
And so when she was gone,
908
00:35:49,059 --> 00:35:51,149
it was like it just
took everything away,
909
00:35:51,236 --> 00:35:52,976
'cause she was all we ever had.
910
00:35:53,063 --> 00:35:55,283
So you didn't have
a biological family
911
00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:57,024
at that point
once your grandmother passed.
912
00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:58,547
You didn't have
your Playboy family anymore
913
00:35:58,634 --> 00:36:01,724
because you left.
- Mm-hmm.
914
00:36:01,811 --> 00:36:05,206
And so what did you wanna do
with the rest of your lives?
915
00:36:05,293 --> 00:36:06,686
I think we're still figuring
everything out.
916
00:36:06,816 --> 00:36:08,340
Yeah.
917
00:36:08,427 --> 00:36:09,167
We still are gonna work
in therapy.
918
00:36:09,254 --> 00:36:10,994
Mm-hmm.
919
00:36:11,081 --> 00:36:13,823
We do wanna have a family
of our own,
920
00:36:13,910 --> 00:36:16,609
but we need to get
to the right space first.
921
00:36:16,696 --> 00:36:19,177
Have you been able to date
since Hugh Hefner?
922
00:36:22,963 --> 00:36:24,399
Not serious dating.
923
00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:28,751
We can't emotionally...connect
like that.
924
00:36:28,838 --> 00:36:31,232
Did you ever go back
and see Hef again?
925
00:36:31,319 --> 00:36:33,103
When we heard he was, like,
not doing good,
926
00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:35,671
went up for a movie night,
like, at the end.
927
00:36:35,802 --> 00:36:37,238
We saw him in a walker.
928
00:36:37,325 --> 00:36:39,284
At this point,
he's peeing in a bucket
929
00:36:39,371 --> 00:36:41,111
next to the bed.
- Nightstand.
930
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:44,941
He couldn't walk.
Yeah, his health was bad.
931
00:36:45,072 --> 00:36:46,639
Did you pity him?
932
00:36:46,726 --> 00:36:49,555
I don't understand completely,
933
00:36:49,642 --> 00:36:53,515
but a part of me
does feel bad.
934
00:36:53,602 --> 00:36:56,823
So it's like we wouldn't wish
the worst on anyone.
935
00:36:56,910 --> 00:36:59,521
♪
936
00:36:59,608 --> 00:37:01,741
- People are gonna see this.
- Mm-hmm.
937
00:37:01,828 --> 00:37:04,918
And they're gonna say,
"The twins became famous.
938
00:37:05,005 --> 00:37:07,964
The twins were centerfolds.
939
00:37:08,051 --> 00:37:09,662
The twins got to live
in the Mansion.
940
00:37:09,749 --> 00:37:11,403
They got to live this life.
941
00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:13,143
Now they're coming forward
after the dude's dead."
942
00:37:13,274 --> 00:37:14,362
BOTH: Mm-hmm.
943
00:37:14,449 --> 00:37:16,712
Is that fair?
944
00:37:16,799 --> 00:37:19,976
But when we were staying there,
he had a powerhouse behind him.
945
00:37:20,063 --> 00:37:22,109
He had a whole team--
He had a whole team behind him.
946
00:37:22,196 --> 00:37:23,937
He can hide anything.
You can't even touch him.
947
00:37:24,024 --> 00:37:26,331
- He felt untouchable.
- So he felt untouchable.
948
00:37:26,418 --> 00:37:28,376
He's squeaky clean. Untouchable.
949
00:37:28,463 --> 00:37:31,727
I didn't know
how much power we had
950
00:37:31,814 --> 00:37:33,555
as young adults at 19.
951
00:37:33,642 --> 00:37:40,083
Like, we had a lot more power,
but we didn't know.
952
00:37:40,170 --> 00:37:43,173
Coming up,
Dr. Kate Balestrieri
953
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:47,265
will talk to us about backlash
and moving forward.
954
00:37:53,140 --> 00:37:55,185
♪
955
00:37:55,316 --> 00:37:59,494
Talking about Hugh Hefner,
he has a legacy,
956
00:37:59,625 --> 00:38:01,279
and people still exist
that propped him up...
957
00:38:01,409 --> 00:38:03,237
- Mm-hmm.
- ...all those years.
958
00:38:03,368 --> 00:38:04,630
What would you like
those people to know...
959
00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:05,457
- The truth.
- ...about how you feel
960
00:38:05,544 --> 00:38:07,328
about the legacy?
961
00:38:07,459 --> 00:38:09,765
He had a lot of power.
It's a new...
962
00:38:09,896 --> 00:38:12,028
We're in a new era. We're in
a new generation right now.
963
00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:13,116
We're in a new world.
964
00:38:13,203 --> 00:38:15,336
When the Me Too movement
came out,
965
00:38:15,423 --> 00:38:18,208
it, like, kind of opened
the floodgates for...
966
00:38:18,296 --> 00:38:19,427
- For a lot of women.
- ...for us to be able to talk
967
00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:21,516
and know that we're not alone
in the situations
968
00:38:21,603 --> 00:38:22,691
we were all going through.
969
00:38:22,778 --> 00:38:25,520
- We have a voice.
- Mm-hmm.
970
00:38:25,651 --> 00:38:27,914
♪
971
00:38:28,044 --> 00:38:31,526
We so appreciate you opening up
and telling us your story.
972
00:38:31,613 --> 00:38:34,268
We know that it's painful.
We saw how painful it was.
973
00:38:34,355 --> 00:38:36,488
I felt how painful
this was for you.
974
00:38:36,618 --> 00:38:41,928
The story has been so powerful
and really troubling.
975
00:38:42,058 --> 00:38:44,409
We brought out Dr. Kate because
we want her to be able
976
00:38:44,539 --> 00:38:47,803
to process some of the things
that you are
977
00:38:47,934 --> 00:38:49,152
possibly experiencing right now
as you're telling your story
978
00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:52,591
for the very first time.
Dr. Kate.
979
00:38:52,721 --> 00:38:54,854
Well, hearing everything
that you've been through,
980
00:38:54,941 --> 00:38:57,900
I really want to echo how brave
and courageous it is
981
00:38:58,031 --> 00:39:00,076
for you to come forward
and talk about everything
982
00:39:00,207 --> 00:39:01,556
that you have endured.
983
00:39:01,687 --> 00:39:04,080
This isn't easy for survivors
to do,
984
00:39:04,167 --> 00:39:06,082
and I hope that both of you
985
00:39:06,213 --> 00:39:08,476
hold a lot of compassion
for yourselves
986
00:39:08,563 --> 00:39:12,088
as you start to unpack
all of this.
987
00:39:12,219 --> 00:39:15,657
Do you feel better now
than you did this morning?
988
00:39:15,788 --> 00:39:17,224
- 100%.
- Yeah.
989
00:39:17,311 --> 00:39:18,617
- I feel better...
- Yeah.
990
00:39:18,747 --> 00:39:19,835
...telling our story.
991
00:39:19,922 --> 00:39:22,142
- It's a lot to process, too.
- Yeah.
992
00:39:22,272 --> 00:39:23,926
Like, I'll probably go to bed
tonight thinking,
993
00:39:24,057 --> 00:39:26,233
oh, my gosh, and I'm gonna,
like, you know,
994
00:39:26,364 --> 00:39:28,453
I'm just gonna probably rethink
the whole day and everything,
995
00:39:28,540 --> 00:39:31,238
just to probably have anxiety,
but...'cause it's hard.
996
00:39:31,325 --> 00:39:33,327
- Of course it is.
- It's hard to talk about.
997
00:39:33,458 --> 00:39:35,590
Well, sometimes when people
talk about the trauma
998
00:39:35,677 --> 00:39:37,026
that they've gone through,
999
00:39:37,113 --> 00:39:39,899
they can experience
an emotional hangover.
1000
00:39:40,029 --> 00:39:41,770
- An emotional hangover.
- That's amazing.
1001
00:39:41,901 --> 00:39:43,250
- It is, yeah.
- I was just gonna say...
1002
00:39:43,337 --> 00:39:44,904
- Emotional hangover.
- ...emotional hangover.
1003
00:39:45,034 --> 00:39:46,732
- That's what...
- It's to be expected.
1004
00:39:46,862 --> 00:39:49,474
And I might encourage you
to think about
1005
00:39:49,561 --> 00:39:51,214
getting a lot of support
in the next couple of days.
1006
00:39:51,345 --> 00:39:54,217
You know, can you call
the people you love and trust
1007
00:39:54,304 --> 00:39:55,871
and say, "Hey, can you bring us
some soup?
1008
00:39:56,002 --> 00:39:57,569
Can you bring us Thai food?"
1009
00:39:57,699 --> 00:40:01,094
How do you like to be nurtured,
and can you ask for that?
1010
00:40:01,224 --> 00:40:02,574
- I'll do that for you.
- Thank you.
1011
00:40:02,704 --> 00:40:04,140
[laughter]
1012
00:40:04,271 --> 00:40:06,447
Also, I think it's
really important that if
1013
00:40:06,534 --> 00:40:08,928
there's a part of you
that wants to process
1014
00:40:09,058 --> 00:40:11,017
how this special is received,
1015
00:40:11,147 --> 00:40:13,498
maybe ask a friend
to read social media for you
1016
00:40:13,585 --> 00:40:16,457
and give it to you
through a filter
1017
00:40:16,588 --> 00:40:18,633
so that you're not seeing
those images
1018
00:40:18,720 --> 00:40:20,374
of what people have typed,
1019
00:40:20,505 --> 00:40:22,245
'cause that can lead us
down a rabbit hole
1020
00:40:22,332 --> 00:40:25,553
of being constantly
in a state of injury,
1021
00:40:25,684 --> 00:40:28,077
and we see the effects of that
on social media all the time
1022
00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:30,210
with people taking
their own lives
1023
00:40:30,340 --> 00:40:34,127
and people have significant
PTSD, anxiety, and depression.
1024
00:40:34,257 --> 00:40:36,129
The other problem with writing
something snarky about somebody
1025
00:40:36,216 --> 00:40:38,436
that you see on TV
1026
00:40:38,523 --> 00:40:40,002
is that other people
are reading that tweet
1027
00:40:40,089 --> 00:40:44,180
or that post as well,
and that has a silencing effect
1028
00:40:44,311 --> 00:40:46,487
on other women that might be
considering coming forward.
1029
00:40:46,618 --> 00:40:48,446
It absolutely does.
1030
00:40:48,576 --> 00:40:51,884
It also creates a secondary
victimization for survivors.
1031
00:40:51,971 --> 00:40:53,494
So when survivors
are not believed,
1032
00:40:53,581 --> 00:40:56,192
when survivors are ridiculed,
when they're harassed,
1033
00:40:56,323 --> 00:40:58,978
that compounds the trauma
that they've experienced.
1034
00:40:59,065 --> 00:41:01,067
I mean, honestly, that's why
I'm impressed with you,
1035
00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:03,939
because you've decided
to come forward and share
1036
00:41:04,026 --> 00:41:06,376
these really traumatic experiences,
1037
00:41:06,507 --> 00:41:07,987
and you are such heroes
for doing that.
1038
00:41:08,117 --> 00:41:09,815
- Thank you.
- Because you'll never know
1039
00:41:09,902 --> 00:41:12,165
who you are impacting
right this second.
1040
00:41:12,252 --> 00:41:13,645
What would you wanna say
to the other women
1041
00:41:13,775 --> 00:41:15,560
that have endured what you have?
1042
00:41:15,690 --> 00:41:16,952
They're not alone, yeah.
1043
00:41:17,039 --> 00:41:18,388
And it helps to be able
to tell our story,
1044
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,390
but it is a healing process.
1045
00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:23,742
I just appreciate the women
that are coming forward.
1046
00:41:23,872 --> 00:41:25,352
I appreciate hearing it.
1047
00:41:25,483 --> 00:41:26,919
We didn't just go through it ourselves.
1048
00:41:27,006 --> 00:41:28,050
It's a dark sisterhood,
1049
00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:29,835
but it's a lot of healing
we gotta do,
1050
00:41:29,965 --> 00:41:32,228
so it's just gonna take time.
1051
00:41:32,359 --> 00:41:34,056
I am so thankful
1052
00:41:34,143 --> 00:41:37,277
that you wanted to come here
and share your experiences
1053
00:41:37,364 --> 00:41:39,627
because they matter.
- Thank you.
1054
00:41:39,758 --> 00:41:40,976
- And the truth matters.
- Thank you.
1055
00:41:41,063 --> 00:41:42,412
- And I believe you.
- Thank you very much.
1056
00:41:42,543 --> 00:41:43,892
Thank you.
1057
00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:49,419
♪
1058
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:51,204
Thank you for joining us.
1059
00:41:51,291 --> 00:41:53,249
This series was about
providing a space
1060
00:41:53,380 --> 00:41:56,644
for women to come forward
and tell their stories...
1061
00:41:56,731 --> 00:41:58,254
Okay.
1062
00:41:58,385 --> 00:42:00,300
...and bringing those stories
to an audience
1063
00:42:00,430 --> 00:42:01,693
who was ready to listen.
1064
00:42:01,780 --> 00:42:04,173
We wanna thank
our brave contributors
1065
00:42:04,304 --> 00:42:06,088
and thank you for listening.
1066
00:42:06,219 --> 00:42:09,135
♪
1067
00:42:29,155 --> 00:42:31,374
Next week
on "Secrets of Playboy,"
1068
00:42:31,505 --> 00:42:33,594
the whistleblowers reunite,
1069
00:42:33,725 --> 00:42:36,292
and a new survivor
comes forward.
1070
00:42:36,423 --> 00:42:38,904
The fairy tale
turned into a nightmare.
1071
00:42:39,034 --> 00:42:43,822
It went from being fun
to being abusive.
1072
00:42:43,952 --> 00:42:46,041
This is a circle of people
that expected you
1073
00:42:46,128 --> 00:42:47,521
to be sexually available...
- Uh-huh.
1074
00:42:47,608 --> 00:42:50,263
- ...for these men.
- Day and night.
1075
00:42:50,350 --> 00:42:52,961
Did he have sex with you
without your consent?
1076
00:42:53,092 --> 00:42:56,138
Yes, he did.
- We really need to stop
1077
00:42:56,269 --> 00:43:01,056
idolizing a man who
I can tell you was a rapist.
1078
00:43:01,143 --> 00:43:02,710
You're not getting away
with this.
1079
00:43:02,841 --> 00:43:04,756
Whether you're dead or not,
1080
00:43:04,886 --> 00:43:07,585
we've never been allowed to tell
our story, but it's our time.
80830
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