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Rose!

Hey.

I didn't know
who else I could call.

God, what's wrong?

I'm at the airport.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know if I should come
back to Sydney or what I should do.

I got no money.

Julian...

Let me just
ask you one question.

Are you filming this?

Like, right now,
are you filming this?

All right. Speaking of
documentaries, though,

you're now venturing
onto your third feature, uh,

which is about a lady
named ceara lynch.

You've done your research.

Now, I did do
a little bit of research.

I was kind of...

Did you do the research
in front of your wife?

That's the question.

I did run it past her.

- A mental?
- Humiliatrix.

- Humiliatrix.
- Mental humiliatrix,

that's her official job title.

There are people who pay
her vast sums of money,

basically, for the
privilege of being used.

She doesn't meet any of
her clients in person.

Everything's virtual.

She's kind of living
the American dream.

That depends on your definition
of the American dream.

- What's yours?
- For me, it's pretty obvious. If you can make

a movie that's a hit in america,
you've made it.

How did you come across her
in the first instance?

Well, actually it was her idea.

She found me online
and we skyped,

and we just hit it off
right away.

- Hi.
- Hey, bitch.

How's it goin'?

Very good, thank you.

We ended up skyping for hours.

She completely convinced me
to go over there.

I sold my car,

I withdrew all my savings.

People have this image in
their mind of who a person is,

and my job is to go in
there with a camera

and find the truth behind that.

I want you to blackmail me

and threaten to tell my
boss at work my secret.

I want you take
everything from me.

Use me until I have
nothing left.

I love to get used.
You are on top.

In this business, ceara lynch,

she is the gold standard.

You're a complete stranger

and you're going to explore

in a world of debauchery
and insanity.

Just watch your back, man.

There's a lot of
beautiful women out there

that would never be
able to do this at all.

Oh, my god, I am so sick
of hearing you say that.

You filthy whore.

The Internet is my dungeon.

Ceara completely
changed my life.

And I'll have you by the balls.

I have seen her cut through men
like warm butter.

There's a fine line
between fantasy and reality.

I think I saved
the best for last.

So what is the American dream?

Traditionally,
the American dream

is pulling yourself up
from the bootstraps

and making it big
on your own terms.

You can rise from the bottom
to the top in america.

It draws people in from all
over the world. I mean, look at you.

You're from Australia and you're
making a movie in america,

so I think that's proof that you're
trying to live the American dream, too.

Um...

I guess, what I'm saying
is good luck.

And I really hope you find
what you're looking for.

How you feeling?

- Nervous?
- Little bit.

You don't ever look nervous.

That beard just
masks your emotions.

I know, you can't see
it behind the beard.

All right. So,

pretty much, just don't
ever cut and it'll be fine.

- 0kay.
- Yeah, just keep rolling.

- Hello.
- Hey!

- How are you?
- Good, you made it.

- I got my guy with me.
- Hey.

- How are you?
- Good.

- Nice to see you.
- Yeah, you too.

- Here.
- Thank you.

I don't really drink
at the moment, but that's...

- Ah, you'll drink today.
- 0kay, whatever you say.

Let's go feed my chickens.

My backyard.

So we got, the two
black and white ones

are Amelia and bodelia.

We got the white one,
that's Cruella.

Betty is the yellow one.
Goldy hen.

And miss america
is the americana.

So you want to see the house?

We got my bedroom.

This is my office space.

And this room is where
all the magic happens.

Get your ass all nice
and ready for me.

If you didn't have money,

I wouldn't even spit
in your general direction.

Do you understand?

So, basically, a guy emails me,

tells me his fantasy,

and I make it come to life.

What are you looking for, hmm?

My dirty panties again?

Your wife doesn't know
anything about you.

Eat another human being.

Do you want to be my dog?

From inside the cage, you give
me female hormone injections.

I'd love to see you forcibly
make a guy turn gay

by pavlovian conditioning.

You breaking my ribs
with a baseball bat.

This guy, I think has
like cinematic movies

going on in his head when
he masturbates.

Are you wearing
panties right now?

Because I haven't talked
to you in such a long time.

You're the most
amazing thing in my life.

- Yeah, I believe that.
- I want to jerk off.

Better not crash, better
keep your eye on the road.

I sell panties, socks,
shoes, pantyhose,

toenail clippings,
used kleenex, piss,

used hair from my hair brush.

So, I sold my shit recently
to a guy for $4,000,

and I was a little worried
because I don't know

the legalities
around shipping waste.

So I emailed my lawyer,

but he was really cool about it.

- He said...
- That's genius!

And it really, to me,
it's a triumph of capitalism

and really one of
those things where,

uh... you know,

from an entrepreneurial spirit,

really, just adds to the
American dream in a certain way.

So I have what's
called my ignore line.

Guys will call, um...

Have fun.

And I put them on hold.

And as long as they
stay on the line,

I get paid $5 a minute.

So, financial
domination is basically

where guys literally get off
on giving a woman their money.

The most I've ever had
anyone spend was $20,000

and it was a guy,
he was watching me on Skype,

and he set up a saks
fifth Avenue account.

He put in all the credit
card information,

all of his information,
and then he gave me the iogin.

And then the session was
just him watching me shop.

You know, I was telling him, "oh,
I'm going to buy this Prada handbag.

I'm going to buy
this burberry coat,"

and just racking up his bill.

He loved that I was
using his credit card.

I have a degree in psychology,

so I'm curious about how
the human mind works

and sexuality has
always fascinated me.

The diamond experience isn't
really something I do for money.

It's just part of my
research on male sexuality.

So, if a guy comes
to me with an issue

and I think I can help him,

we'll start to talk.

Every case is different.

So that could mean
I act as their therapist

or it could be like a role-play.

Sometimes, I set up
these fantasy scenarios.

All right, showtime.

Whatever it takes.

I would probably have
trouble getting off

if it weren't for her.

I think I would have far
worse erectile dysfunction.

And now I'm actually able to
function normally in everyday life.

I used to have
a problem with intimacy.

But because of ceara,
the problem's gone.

Yeah, I just pay
attention, you know?

Because, at the end of the day,

these are all male desires.

These aren't my desires.

And I've just been
doing it so long

that I know, like,
what seems to work.

So, what are your
absolute hard limits?

My hard limits are:
I don't get naked on camera,

I don't have sex on camera,
and I don't do sessions in real life.

My whole brand is supposed
to be that I'm unattainable.

That guys aren't worthy
of seeing me naked.

I'm holier than thou.
I'm a goddess.

So if I were to get naked,
that's giving something up.

- Hello!
- Hey, guys.

- I'm Julian.
- Hi.

.-What up?

How you doing? Nice to meet you.

Everybody knows ceara. Everybody
that's in this part of that industry

- knows who ceara is.
- Mm-hmm.

- Gotcha.
- Yep.

You were about to say,
she's a little bit like

- her character, you think?
- Oh, oh, shh,

yeah, I just feel like
there's just something else

in there that's just,
yeah, I don't know.

- Satan, it's Satan.
- Yeah.

In fact, I bet there's
a 666 right behind her ear.

- I'm pretty sure.
- No.

- I told you.
- No, I'm just glad I'm on her good side.

That's what I meant to say.

- Really? Wow.
- I'm on her good side. We're good.

Are we having fun yet?

Show him how it's done, please?

- 0h, my gosh, no.
- What, you didn't like that?

That was weak.

Jesus Christ!

What's going on? Oh, god!

- Woo!
- 0kay.

Here you go.

When she was about 16,

I mean, I knew
she was making money,

and I didn't know where
she was getting her money from.

I came home from work one day

and here on the
dining room table

is this Manila envelope
with something in it,

addressed to somebody
in Florida.

So I open it up and
she was selling panties,

and I got really upset.

So I did what any dad would do.

I threw her panties away,

I put a dirty pair of my
underwear in with her note,

sealed 'em up, and mailed them
off to the guy.

Once I figured out
that she was safe,

that people can't find her,

and there's firewalls, you know.

It's all through telephone
or on the Internet.

There's no actual
meeting people.

Okay, yeah, it sounds pretty...

You know, I would've preferred
brain surgeon,

but, you know.

Yeah, just kind of a normal
American suburb upbringing.

Yeah, money was really
tight when I was born.

The first house that I lived at
was a trailer park, actually.

I actually have nothing
but happy childhood memories.

And after the trailer park,

I lived in this
farmhouse for a while.

But it's all abandoned now.

Yeah, I think I had
a very different idea

of what my future
would be back then.

A few things
I remember growing up,

jehovah witnesses, they don't
believe in heaven or hell.

They believe that there's
an armageddon coming,

and it's coming really soon.

And that's going to basically
wipe out everyone

that isn't a jehovah witness.

And then paradise comes after

to everyone that
follows jehovah.

So we tried for a while
with the idea of kids,

you should give 'em some
sort of foundation,

but we lost faith in the
organization and then left.

So I was away on vacation
with my parents at cobble beach.

So there were two boys and me.

And I can't remember what
our parents were doing,

but me and the boys
were left alone.

And one of the guys had, uh,

like, a dirty magazine,
like a hustler.

He showed us this page
of these two beautiful,

glamorous women, uh,
sucking each other's toes.

And...

I look at his pants
and he's getting hard.

I mean, it was under his pants,

but I had never really seen
an erection in person.

Right as I saw his penis,

the earth started shaking.

And I totally freaked out.

I started
thinking about armageddon.

And I just, like,
booked it out the door.

I just ran, and I just
saw this light,

like this really
bright white light.

I thought at the time that
it was the light of jehovah

and, um, that I was running
towards paradise.

I realized it was, uh,
just the lighthouse

and waited it out until
the earth stood still again.

It wasn't even, like,
a serious earthquake,

but, uh, it was
just crazy timing.

It really freaked me out.

Never told anyone that before.

- Exclusive!
- Yeah!

Is there ever any risk with
these fantasies that are more extreme

that you're going to go too far?

No, I would never do anything

that I wasn't asked to do.

The illusion is that
I'm the one in control.

But, really, they're
telling me what do to.

It's very clear what they want

and that's exactly
what I give 'em.

I think it's really important
to draw a distinction

between a fetish
and an addiction.

A fetish is something abnormal

that gets you off sexually.

It's called a paraphilia.

It literally means you
have a sexual attraction

to non-sexual things.

An addiction on the other hand,
is a compulsive behavior

that's unhealthy or
disruptive to your life.

Let's say you get off
on women's shoes.

It's not something that most
people find sexually arousing,

so it's considered a fetish.

However, if you start going
into women's shoe stores,

stealing high heels, and taking
them home to masturbate over them?

- That's an addiction.
- If I get the sense that a guy really has an addiction

and is ruining his life,

then I do feel some
responsibility to help him.

After a while,
it's not very fulfilling

just getting guys off.

What I really find satisfying is

if I feel like
I've truly helped them

in a way that
they can't help themselves.

For me, it's
more than a sexual outlet.

I know that what
she does offers release.

So perhaps it has some
psychological value.

Perhaps, it has some therapy.

I didn't even
know I was addicted.

I didn't know you
could be addicted

to what I was addicted to.

You know, a lot of guys
have these desires

that they can't
share with, you know,

their wife or their
girlfriend or, you know.

I and anyone else
who is in my profession

are pretty much the only people
that really hear about it.

I've basically carved a niche
helping men with strange addictions.

For instance, I had this one guy
who couldn't put his smartphone down

without having a panic attack.

I had another guy
who was addicted

to being kicked in
the balls to the point

where he might not be
able to have kids.

I got a rush out of that.

That was, like, a thrill.

Well, we all know
about drug addiction.

But addiction to behavior

or addiction to
inanimate objects

can be quite
compelling for people.

So if you have tried
everything else,

maybe your best bet is
an online humiliatrix

with a psychology degree.

I'm feeling good.

I'm feeling like
my instincts were right.

That she is an amazing subject
and has a lot of complexity.

More than I thought originally.

Oh, my god.

Just beautiful.

You know, at least I get paid
for filming myself.

- What's your excuse?
- What do you mean, what's my excuse?

- You're always filming yourself.
- Yeah, what's wrong with that?

Why do you do it?

- Well.
- It's kind of narcissistic.

Oh, and being a cam girl
isn't narcissistic?

Again, I get paid for it.

I wouldn't be doing it if
I wasn't bringing money for it.

All right, well...

And it kind of sucks

'cause I'm meant to be going
back to Australia soon,

but I kind of don't
want to leave.

I feel like there's so
much more to this story.

- Road trip!
- Woo-hoo!

I mean, I don't think
I've ever met anybody like her.

She's really special.

But I've already used all my
savings just getting this far.

What do you think about doing
a kickstarter campaign?

Yeah, I'd be down.

Yeah, we could just
keep shooting.

I don't have to leave.

- [Like money.
- I like money, too.

Money's good.

Oh, my project is launched!

Yeah!

How much are you
going to pledge?

- $100 -all right, let's see it.

So it's essentially
a documentary about

- what we're talking about here.
- Yeah, about me.

- Yeah, focused on me.
- About humiliation.

About how these guys want you
to do these things to them.

- Exactly.
- And threaten them.

And refresh. Oh, look at that!

82 backers, 11,344!

Good boy!

Yeah.

- Holy shit!
- There's 24 hours to go, we're still $7,000 short.

If we don't reach our target,
the film is not getting made.

Have you seen the kickstarter?

Like, in the past 15 minutes?

So, this guy is willing to put
$7,500 in the kickstarter

if we do a make-out video.

That's it, just kissing.

I'd do that for free.

Can you believe that?

- Ha!
- Hello.

Hello. I brought
wardrobe options.

- How are you doing, nervous?
- I'm a little anxious.

- How are you feeling?
- Fine.

- Yeah, I could see that.
- It's not my first rodeo.

Okay, I have this guy's notes,

his requests here.

- He has a cuckolding fetish.
- Okay.

So he likes seeing me with
guys that are hotter than him.

- Okay.
- Do not do five seconds of tongue sucking.

That is too short.

Please make it much longer.

That's ridiculous.

I know, it's stupid.

God.

Can you handle this?

Yeah, I can handle this.

All right.

'Kay, testing one, two, three.

Testing one, two, three.

Okay... this is good.

All right, um, so you don't need
to worry about saying anything.

I'll start it and then
we'll just start kissing,

- and so you can take me lead.
- Okay.

Easiest job in the world.

Hi, there.

I have quite a little treat
for you, my little cuck.

I have, right here, a real man.

And I'm going to have
some fun with him

while you sit there and wank
your tiny little dick,

wishing that you could
be a part of it.

But, hey, you can, right?

You get to pay for it.

Enjoy.

Fuck me.

Well, he got quite a show.

We're not sending that to him.

No, definitely not.

That would ruin my career.

- Question.
- Yes?

Um, is this going to be
weird afterwards,

like, with the movie
and everything?

I'm fine but I don't know.

- No, I'm fine.
- Okay, okay.

You carry this thing
everywhere, don't you?

Do.

I love this little camera.

- It's my thing.
- Yeah.

I've done it for a long time.

All guys have their thing.

What's the first thing
you remember recording?

I got my first camera when
I was nine years old.

- Like, a vhs?
- It was a little vhs camera that my mum gave me.

In the filming of this
week's documentary.

I wanted to be
a documentary maker.

Until next week, this is
Julian Shaw saying, "adios."

- I just started filming everything, you know?
- Yeah.

Intellectually stimulating.

I actually made little
documentaries in my house.

Yeah, of what?

About my cats.

The unaware
and unsuspicious cat.

- Your cats?
- Yeah.

Oh, my god, I want
to see that so bad.

No one gets to see that.

Oh, the video camera?

No, don't worry, that's not on.
Outrageous!

Okay, cut!

-Yeah.

That was actually
a pretty fucked up period

in my life,
to be honest with you.

My parents went
away a lot for work,

and I'd go and stay
with my mum's sister

for like a month at a time.

I haven't really told many
people about this actually.

- Yeah?
- Basically, I just have this memory

that I always go back to where
I'm lying in bed and I'm shaking.

I'm so scared, like,
I'm going to pee my pants.

And I'm just waiting for
the sound of the door opening.

It happened a couple of
times before I got the idea

to hide a camera in my room.

- Wait, so did you, like, record her?
- Mm-hmm.

What did she do to you?

She had violent fantasies
that probably came from her own life..

I still don't know. She used
me, she used me to act them out.

It was the worst
night of my life,

but it was the best
thing I've ever shot.

That is as real,
and ugly, and raw, and...

Terrible as life gets,
and I actually recorded it.

And I think that was the moment
that I decided that I could make

a documentary out
of my own life.

I just needed to keep filming
the most dramatic moments.

Sorry, I missed the first part. Can
you say that again from the beginning?

I've been doing
this for so long now

that I can't imagine
ever stopping.

- Hi!
- Hello!

- You're out the front.
- I am out the front.

Is it you that eager?

That eager?

- Are you filming me?
- Yeah.

I got these for you.

As much as I liked
recording the nice moments.

How beautiful!

I was always more
drawn to the pain and the fights.

You know,
that was the best footage.

It was just so much better when
I could create some drama.

Turn it off!

If it upsets you that much,

if I'm so fucking strange,

then fine, whatever,
you know, that's just...

Stop it!

I'm sorry.

That someone else would
have stopped recording.

I want to be the person
who doesn't stop.

And when I realized that
my girlfriend of ten years

was about to break up
with me, I was thinking,

"I'd better get
an angle on myself,

'cause this is
going to be gold."

If I give you the camera,
can you just keep recording?

Yeah.

Did you turn off the record?

You want to check kickstarter
and see if this guy has paid us?

Yeah, yeah.

You can put that thing down.

- Can I?
- What you're doing.

Well, don't stop recording.

Okay, uh, just put it
right here?

- Mm-hmm.
- All right.

Let's see.

- We're finished.
- We're done?

29,846, it feels so good!

J“ just what you like j“

j“ are you ever going
to treat me right j“

Yes!

We can celebrate
with my friends.

Oh, there you go!

Whoa, that's good.

- Oh, boy.
- Hello.

Someone's frisky.

Ooh.

J“ never know quite
just what you like j“

Come here.

What's the safe word, Julian?

I can't remember.

- Are you still breathing?
- Yeah.

J“ are you ever going
to treat me right j“

You're so fucking
beautiful, ceara!

Shouldn't they be paying you
if they're really into it?

- They're actually paying you, right?
- Right.

Yeah!

Living the American dream.

You should smack
her pussy again.

- Yeah.
- Ooh!

Whoa!

- How you doing?
- Morning.

Who do I talk to about
pushing the, urn, checkout back?

The present balance of $628.73,

all of which is
available for use.

Dude, don't worry about it.

It's just money, it'll be fine.

You had a good time.

Okay, you know, we were
celebrating, you know, kickstarter,

- and we were celebrating...
- Yeah.

That milestone
and, you know, that's great.

You've got to celebrate things,

but I think we kind
of have to say

that, you know, we can't really
do that again.

! Guess we 7! Drive back.

It's good, it's all good. I'm
honestly not that worried about it.

At the roundabout,
take the second exit to us-101.

- I'll be back in one second.
- Okay.

- How are you?
- I'm pretty good.

I'm looking at a very
beautiful sight right now.

How's it all going?

Uh, it's going
really good actually.

- Yeah.
- Yeah?

She's showing me where she
grew up and stuff like that.

You're not filming this,
are you?

What do you think?

Are you?

Julian, are you filming this?

I don't really feel
like doing anything

but lay around and eat pizza,
watch bad movies.

- You have to pay for your fun.
- Yeah.

What else is on your mind?

How do you feel
about the other day?

Mm.

I feel fine.

Yeah, I feel fine.

Right.

I don't know what else to say.

I don't feel weird about it, um.

I haven't really thought
about it too much, to be honest.

Okay.

- That's all right.
- No offense.

Why, how do you feel about it?

- Oh, the water's boiling.
- Okay.

- I'm going to go grab it.
- No worries.

- All right, standby.
- Thanks.

In america,
you can get to the top,

but one simple, little mistake,

you could come
tumbling right down.

Five years ago,
I was financially secure.

Now, I don't know
what's going to happen.

Regardless of my
adversities I go through,

I know I will rise
up in america.

- Hey, stranger.
- Hey.

Haven't seen you in a while.
Here, I want to show you something.

Okay.

It's this software where I can,

basically, uh, access

other guy's computers.

- Okay.
- So this guy,

he just sent me, like,
his password information

and I can just go in...

And see what he wants me to see.

And look, see,
this is his page here.

Whoa!

So that's his computer
and you're just in there?

Yeah, so some of these guys

like it when I pay myself.

So right now, he is on the
other side of the computer

and he can see all this.

Everything, like me moving
around this desktop right here,

me logging into his account.

He's over there,
like, enjoying the show.

And so he wants
me to pay myself.

- And how much is he asking for?
- Um, he's having me pay myself $100.

You put in an extra zero.

Oops.

There we go.

Cool.

We thank you for playing fair.

I've never seen that
notification before. That's funny.

Pretty cool, huh?

So this guy gets turned on
when you take more money from him

- than he asked you to take?
- It isn't hard to tell what the guy really wants.

Like, yeah, he says $100,

but he also loves
how greedy I am.

He loves how I am
the type of woman who would,

you know...

Take more money than
what was agreed upon,

and that sort of thing.

So it's like,
which part do I listen to?

Do I listen to that part?
Or do I, you know, trust that...

He really only wants
me to send $100?

So you're saying he's got no
problem with you taking $1,000?

Mm-mm.

Okay.

- -
- We are back in Vegas shooting

at the adult entertainment
expo this week.

I'm now paying for everything
on my credit card,

so got to work fast.

And ever since I got here,

everyone keeps talking about
this girl, Princess Cassie.

Uh, kind of sounds like
she's the new it girl.

J“ you want to be good
you want to be great j“

j“ you want to be someone j“

j“ you want to be liked
you want to be loved j“

j“ you want to be, want to be j“

j“ you want to be good
you want to be great j“

j“ you want to be someone j“

j“ you want to be liked
you want to be loved j“

j“ you want to be someone j“

Ceara's going to be
signing autographs,

so I mightjust have
a bit of a wander

around the convention, explore.

Maybe, check out Cassie's booth.

See what all the hype is about.

I don't really hate her,

but I do find her really odd.

And she only talks
about herself.

I actually introduced her to
this industry. I brought her into it.

I had shot her for some videos

and so it was the first time
she did the femdom thing.

And she took to it really well.

I'm not going to say like,
"oh, I made her," or anything.

She just needed to
be shown the door

and she, you know, totally took
full advantage of it.

Like, you know, really,
really took to it.

You love that, don't you?

And then, kind of
the weirdness came later

when she started to
become really popular.

Again, I don't think
she needs to kiss my ass

or think that I created
her or anything.

But she wouldn't
be where she was

if I hadn't have
introduced her to this.

- Hello.
- How's it going?

- Good, how are you?
- Good.

Nice to see you.

- This is Julian.
- Hello, how are you doing?

- Nice to meet you, Julian.
- Normally, I don't do videos like this,

but I have a client who
pays a lot of money

to watch me make out with
certain girls, and he likes Cassie,

so that's what
we're doing today.

- -
- Hey, can I talk to you for a minute?

So, um, it's just going to
be like soft-core stuff?

Yeah, it's just normal kissing.

- Nothing too kinky.
- Cool.

I think you've seen enough.

Princess ceara
was the first one that I saw

that I looked and was like,
“what the hell is this

chick doing to these guys,

and making so much money
than anybody else?"

The ceara I know is,
uh, both kind and gentle.

But I have seen her be
an absolute stuck up cunt.

Ceara isn't quite
who she says she is.

I don't know, just
watch your back, man.

This could go down

a path you're maybe not
ready for it to take.

I have seen herjust
turn on a dime.

This is it, fellas.

This is as real as it gets.

- Hello.
- Hello!

- How are you, today?
- Hello, everybody.

You can go in first.

- Nice to see you again.
- Welcome.

- Nice to see you.
- How have you been?

- I've been good, how about you?
- I'm good, I can't complain.

- Should I give you a little tour, or?
- Yes, a big tour.

- Okay.
- It's huge.

Okay, this is, uh,
really what you came for.

- Correct?
- Yes.

Wow, you got anything bigger?

Yeah, well, pegging
guys with this on camera

is what pays for
the apartment, so.

- That's got to hurt.
- I'm sure you recognize this backdrop.

I did do a little research.
I'm not going to lie.

- Yeah, of course you did.
- It's unprofessional not to.

Yeah.

- Yeah, so I just sit?
- That's here.

- I just sit, and talk, and answer questions and stuff?
- Yes.

- Okay.
- So, you know the definition of an interview?

- I do.
- That's great.

- Thank you!
- Amazing.

- All right, we could do that.
- Um, okay, I'm nervous.

- There's no right or wrong answers?
- I feel nervous.

Interview with Princess Cassie.

Well, it was a very
interesting day

the other day at ceara's place.

- Yeah.
- I was very curious to meet you.

- You, as well.
- Mm-hmm.

So, what did you mean when
you told me to be careful?

I don't know, you just got
to keep her at a distance.

Like, I mean, she's good
in small doses,

but then she's pretty poisonous

if you, you know,
let her in too much.

I don't know. I'm not really
trying to ruin these guys lives,

even though I act like it. You
know, "treat them like shit."

I'm not really trying
to ruin marriages,

- or, you know, so.
- Yeah, mm-hmm.

Is that what ceara's doing?

She's not, um, you know, as
transparent as she appears to be.

Could you go into,
like, a tiny bit more detail about what...

I don't know. Um, honestly,
I don't really want to do that.

But I can tell you that she has
a lot of dirt on these guys

and she uses it to
get what she wants.

Can I get a name or
something like that?

So I can follow up
on this at least,

and not involve you.

I mean, it would
come back to me.

No, I can't.

But, I mean, if you stick
around ceara long enough,

you'll see something, trust me.

All right, let's cut there then.

- Um, do you want water or anything?
- Uh...

- I'm okay.
- Wine, or...

- Yeah.
- Cool.

Could you please
just give me a name?

Please?

Thanks.

Talk to you soon.

And look, see,
this is his page here.

You put in an extra zero.

Oops.

We thank you for playing fair.

I've never seen that
notification before. That's funny.

I always question
which side to get in on the car.

All right, she's hiding
something for sure.

And, now, I just need
to figure out what it is.

- Hey.
- How you doing?

I'm Julian, nice to,
um, meet you.

Yeah, hi, can you please try to
explain to me again

- exact...
- Of course. Well, yeah,

I was trying
to explain in that message, um,

I got your contacts, um...

Because I've been actually doing
a documentary film about ceara.

And I saw all of your details
one time when she opened up,

- kind of, like, took control of your computer.
- Uh, how did you...

- How did you get my information?
- Well, I could see your Skype name and stuff like that.

Everything was open so, yeah.

Fuck!

I don't want to know
what his real-life situation is.

And these guys have
a fetish for being ruined,

so, yeah, how do you tell?

Brilliant, I think that's good.

Cool.

Good day.

Dope.

Come here, kitty.

Come here, baby.

How you doing?

All
right, listen, don't get angry.

I got your number
from her phone.

I just have one question.

Then, I'm going to
leave you alone, okay?

What is it, what?

Did you want her to take
that $1,000 from you?

Why do you want to know that?

Look, dude, I'm just
trying to figure out

- what's real and what isn't.
- You know what?

It's complicated.
It doesn't really matter.

Explain what complicated means.

Okay, look.

I used to love it when she would
take control of situations,

but I would never,
never have told her

to take thousands of dollars
out of my bank account,

all right? I have a daughter.

I have a baby on its way.

I can't afford that.

So why don't you just ask
her for the money back?

She has a video of me,
and I have a wife

who is upstairs taking a nap
right now, who's asleep.

I can't ever have her see
that video, ever in my life.

Hang on, hang on, wait, wait.
Wait, is this the fantasy or is this real,

what you're saying?

This is very real.

If my wife ever sees that video,

she will leave me
in a heartbeat.

So that cannot
happen, ever, okay?

Okay, listen, maybe there's
a way that I can help you.

Maybe she doesn't understand
what your situation is?

Maybe you need to explain the
situation to her face to face.

Ceara lynch doesn't meet
people face to face,

so that's just not
going to happen, okay?

Do you think I'm
not aware of that?

Look, I'm thinking that
there could be a way

that I could connect
you with her

and you could tell
her this to her face.

How would you do that?

Simple, I mean, we'd be
having lunch somewhere

and you just happen to be
on the street that day.

Luke, listen to me.

You need to do this.

You need to meet her.

You need to look into her eyes

and tell her what
you just told me.

Otherwise, she's going to
keep taking money from you

and it's never going to end.

You just want to keep
being her bitch?

'Kay, just
got to get my stuff here

and then I'm going to
put it right up here.

Actually, the t-shirt's
a little bit high...

She got this guy because
he was horny and vulnerable,

and he gave her something.

He started playing a game

that he didn't
know the rules to.

And she can just
change the rules.

She's taken $45,000
from this guy.

- That's criminal.
- Hit record.

The numbers will
start ticking away.

- Okay.
- And you're recording.

Give me a thumbs up
if you can hear this.

Okay.

- Hello.
- Hey.

- How you doing?
- Good, how are you?

I'm good, what's happening?

Not too much, hungry.

Is it too early for a cocktail?

That sounds nice.

What's the difference between
tomato jam and ketchup, iwonder?

I don't know.

I mightjust call
my friend real quick.

Yeah.

- Hello.
- Hey, brother. What's happening?

Where are you right now?

- Where are you right now?
- Um...

Right this second?

Can you see me?

Can you see me?

So just come.

So just come.

Fuck.

Can you stop being
a fucking pussy,

and just come and do this thing?

No, I'm saying...

I don't think you're a pussy.
I'm saying don't act like a pussy.

Hey, hey, hey, hey!

She took $45,000 from him and he still
doesn't have the balls to confront her.

I mean, according to her, she
hasn't even done anything wrong.

But if he's not going
to confront her,

then it's pretty
much left up to me.

I've got the recording of
my conversation with Luke

where he says that
she's blackmailing him.

So all I have to do, really,
is play that to her,

then she has to address it.

It could be the end of my
relationship with her,

but it's going to be amazing
footage one way or another.

Pretty much just stick
on her close up, I think.

- On her close up?
- Just get her reaction shots and I'll...

Yeah, yeah, just focus on her.

Ceara?

Ceara?!

Ceara!

Fuck.

Hey, hey, hey.

Yes, Luke, I will
help you get the money.

Just relax.
Where are you right now?

I won't call the police.

Okay, okay. Luke?

Luke? Okay, no cameras.

Where are you?

What are you doing?

Keep rolling.

Come on, come on, Erica!

- Woo-hoo!
- Fight, fight, yes!

Woo!

Julian?

What the fuck, man?
Hey, Luke, what are you doing?

What the fuck? Ceara!

Julian, what are
you doing here? Julian!

Are you okay?

Oh, my god, what the fuck?

Okay.

Are you fucking
kidding me? Dude, I don't have 45k!

I've got two kids
and I don't work.

- Like, are you serious?
- I'm aware of that, okay?

All right, look, I'm just
sorry that I called you.

- I love you and...
- Is this on film?

Are you filming me?

What is going on?

Listen, I love you.
I'll call you soon, a" right?

Are you filming me now?

All right.

You're going to just,
you're going to have to...

Do what I say, and you're
probably not going to like it.

Okay.

It's almost 9 am.
And we're still $15,000 short.

And, um...

I don't want to do this,

but Cassie said that I could get

$15,000 at least if I do this.

If I don't do this, I don't know
what's going to happen to ceara.

Hey, it's Julian Shaw.

How you doing?

So listen, that tape
of ceara and I...

There was a lot of stuff
that we didn't show you.

This is the only sex tape of
ceara that exists, all right?

Listen, it is worth every cent.

You just have to promise me you'll
never tell anyone about this, all right?

This is between you and I.
This is our secret.

You can't tell ceara that you
have this. If you care about her,

you will never tell her
that you have this.

Send me the money
and I'll send you the tape.

Okay.

Aw, fuck.

A person can do whatever
they want in this country

and determine their
own self-destiny.

A lot of people worship at
money's altar every morning.

Money can get you free
or it can get you hurt.

How you doing?

Uh, no, I'm all good, my man.

- Know where you're going?
- Yeah, all good, man.

- Thank you though.
- What number you need?

What's the camera for anyways?

Nah, man.
Nah, we're not filming you.

I just, you know, I'm...

- Hey, there's no filming 'round here!
- That's cool, dude.

- These are people's homes!
- I know, I get that.

- It's private property.
- We're not shooting you.

- It's all good.
- No, hey, man.

- Dude, relax.
- Where are you from anyways?

- I'm from Sydney, Australia, okay?
- You're a long way from home.

- I know.
- I suggest you get going right now.

I'm going, mate.
I hear you, absolutely.

Not without that camera though.
Put that thing away.

It's all good, man.
It's not even rolling.

- You're good, you're good.
- How do I know it's not rolling?

- Get the fuck over here!
- No, listen.

- We're getting scenic shots for a documentary.
- Where the hell you going?

I am actually trying to leave and
you're actually blocking my way.

- With respect, okay.
- This spot goes way over the boundary of my property.

How am I going to leave if you
don't get out of my way?

With respect, I'm actually
trying to leave your property.

- Really? You trying to leave?
- I'm actually trying to go.

With that and
with that big ass camera?

Hey, it's all good, bro.
Just relax, it's all good.

Put that shit down.

Don't tell me what to put down.

Get your fucking hands
off me, you motherfucker!

- Get the fuck away from my camera.
- Gimme that fuckin' camera!

Hey, put that fucking shit down!

Go! Go!

You didn't have to fire that.

He ain't here, idiot, let's go.

God dammit.

Let's go, Dell.

Come on.

Okay, 10, 15, 25,
35, 45 thousand.

It's in the bag.

Now, tell me where she is.

Is this it?

I'm going to leave
the headlights on.

Ceara!

Ceara?

Ceara?

I did everything you asked!

Please, man,
I'm fucking exhausted.

All right?

I gave you the money.

Come on, get in!

Listen, Cassie,
I know where she is.

I'll pick you up on
the way, all right?

Jehovah witnesses,
they don't believe in heaven or hell.

They believe that there's
an armageddon coming,

and it's coming really soon.

And then paradise comes after

to everyone that
follows jehovah.

The earth started shaking
and I totally freaked out.

I just, like, ran
and I just saw this light,

like this really
bright white light.

And I just felt like,

"look, if I head
towards this light,

I'll be okay."

Cassie, call an ambulance!

Hi, uh, I need to report an
unconscious woman at cobble beach.

Um, she's about a quarter mile
away from the lighthouse.

Just drive, let's go!

In america, you can be a king
one day and a bum the next.

You can fall really
far and harder.

Freedom?

Oh, man, that's
just a word, man.

I mean, like,
nothing's free in america.

When you're pursuing
the dream, you got to be careful

'cause you might not
like who you become.

Cassie, call an ambulance!

I'm sure she's
shaken up, but she's alive.

It's going to be fine.

I need to report an
unconscious woman at cobble beach.

I don't know what she knows.

I don't know how she is.

- I don't remember 99% of it.
- Mm-hmm.

I was in my back porch...

Just like, on my laptop

and I just remember...

The briefest second,

like, getting tackled almost.

I don't remember getting hurt.

Um, but it was just blackout,

and then I woke up
in the hospital.

I'm so glad you're okay.

I've never even been,
like, stalked.

I mean.

You don't remember
anything about the guy?

Anything, I mean.

Like, a heavier set guy.

My memory is literally just kind
of this almost, like, blurred.

You know how when you take
a picture when someone's moving.

- Just, like, really quick.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

You told the police a" this?

- Yeah.
- Right, yeah.

I mean, I'm sure they'll
want to talk to you soon.

But you're okay.

I mean, you're actually fine.

This is going to be hard.

Hang on, let me just.

Um, how are you holding up?

How are you doing?

Um, I guess I'm all right.

Okay.

Um, okay, I actually have some
things I really need to tell you,

and I'm just going
to put it out there.

- Okay.
- And just be honest with you,

like we always try to do,

I think, with each other.

Okay.

And I just want to say,
as well, that I've always

had your best interests at heart

from the very beginning
with this whole project

and everything else, you know?

Luke was the one that took you.

I was trying to do a scene where
he was going to confront you

at the diner, and that was
all it was meant to be.

But I don't know if he
followed you home or what.

There's more.

So, the...

The sex tape of us...

I sold it to get you back.

We're still rolling.
Look, hey, just hang on a sec.

Ceara, seriously.
Listen, I fucked up.

Don't fucking touch me.

Don't fucking touch me!

- Ceara.
- No, fuck you.

What are you doing?

Julian, what are you doing?

Julian, stop!

What are you looking for?

Get that fucking
camera out of my face!

Cassie, I saw the text messages!

Why would you have the
money that I gave to Luke?

Now would be a good
time to tell me.

What do you really know?

Fuck you both.

Hey, leave me a message.

- Hey, leave me a message.
- Ceara, it's me.

Listen, Luke and Cassie are
fucking with both of us.

I'm in the car.
I'm coming to your house.

I'm going to be there
in ten minutes.

Don't go anywhere.

Just open the door, please!

- How are you?
- Hey. Good.

- Nice to see you.
- Yeah, you too!

Hi.

Ceara, seriously.
Listen, I fucked up.

Don't fucking touch me.
Don't fucking touch me!

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

Rose!

- Hey.
- I didn't know who else I could call.

God, what's wrong?

I'm at the airport.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know if I should come
back to Sydney or what I should do.

I got no money.

Julian...

Let me just ask you
one question.

Are you filming this?

Like, right now,
are you filming this?

Yes.

Shit. Okay.

So let me just
get this straight, you...

You've just lost money,
your film's ruined,

you feel like you've
been taken advantage of,

and your first impulse is to

call your ex-girlfriend
from the airport

and start filming yourself?

Julian, it's not healthy to
live your life like this.

I told ceara to do this.

This is your diamond experience.

Hey, bitch.

Ceara broke you down.

She pushed you
and pushed you to get you

to this moment right now,

and you're still recording.

- What are you... - Why do you
think your family don't talk to you?

- Are you filming me now?
- Why do you think we broke up?

Did you turn off the record?

At some point, you've got
to turn the camera off.

This is your life.

I did this for you.

For years,
I've had this compulsion

to capture all these
moments in the hope

that one day it would
add up to something.

I turned my life into a bonfire

just so I could film the flames.

But I can't do it anymore.

You can stop now.

The only thing I can really say
after all that is, thank you.

Seriously, thank you.

Okay, we're good.

Hey, bitch.

Yeah, he's doing good.
He's been asleep for like 18 hours.

Can I call you back?

- Muah!
- Hey.

He'll be glad to see that.

The most common question
I probably get is,

"why do men want to be ruined?"

And it's pretty simple.

Guys want to be ruined,
whether they know it or not,

because on the other
side of that destruction

and armageddon is paradise.

You're welcome.

Until next week,

this is Julian Shaw
saying, "adios."

J“ what did you find j“

j“ along the way j“

j“ were you sad
and beaten and lonely j“

j“ did you have your say j“

j“ the dream is gone j“

j“ it was never there j“

j“ now you're on your
own this time j“

j“ do you even care j“

j“ it's going to be all right j“

j“ it's going to be all right j“

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j“ ah, ah, ah, ah, ah j“

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j“ where your friends
have left you again j“

j“ they didn't want
to hear you say j“

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j“ it was never there j“

j“ now you're on your own again j“

j“ do you even care j“

j“ it's going to be all right j“

j“ it's going to be all right j“

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