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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,140 --> 00:00:03,347 I'm going to Lebanon. It's just something I need to do. 2 00:00:03,400 --> 00:00:05,820 Doctor Curtis, I didn't know that you were... 3 00:00:05,858 --> 00:00:08,471 - working, this morning. - She's picking my brain about Western. 4 00:00:08,495 --> 00:00:11,714 We're looking to open up our own trauma OR and could use her. 5 00:00:12,266 --> 00:00:13,897 (JUNE): I used to cut myself. 6 00:00:13,950 --> 00:00:15,362 Speaking of things that can't be fixed, 7 00:00:15,395 --> 00:00:16,772 I'd like you to help me die. 8 00:00:16,826 --> 00:00:19,707 Percy tried self-immolating on the steps of Parliament 9 00:00:19,742 --> 00:00:21,007 during a climate summit. 10 00:00:21,018 --> 00:00:23,821 Antiseptic, bandages, blood pressure cuff... 11 00:00:23,843 --> 00:00:25,674 - Thanks for checking in. - This kind of bruising 12 00:00:25,698 --> 00:00:28,887 is often evident of a sexual assault. 13 00:00:28,909 --> 00:00:31,132 Identify my husband, you mean? 14 00:00:31,149 --> 00:00:32,695 (SCREAMING) 15 00:00:32,740 --> 00:00:35,147 - Oh my God, it's Claire! - Out of the way! Out of the way! Out of the way! 16 00:00:35,157 --> 00:00:37,094 I take responsibility for what happened, Claire. 17 00:00:37,185 --> 00:00:39,628 I stand behind my decision to close the doors. 18 00:00:39,677 --> 00:00:42,167 - Do you stand behind me? - Based on what you heard, 19 00:00:42,183 --> 00:00:43,547 do you think there's a problem with the valve? 20 00:00:43,599 --> 00:00:45,563 - You can talk to me. - (MAGS): Only I can't. 21 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:48,895 I got used to my life being bigger. And now... 22 00:00:49,169 --> 00:00:52,012 What about you? Are you finding what you are looking for? 23 00:00:52,068 --> 00:00:53,552 (IN ARABIC): _ 24 00:00:53,577 --> 00:00:54,969 _ 25 00:00:54,992 --> 00:00:57,016 You must need to hear this to move on! 26 00:00:57,206 --> 00:00:58,891 _ 27 00:00:58,902 --> 00:01:00,074 _ 28 00:01:00,118 --> 00:01:01,430 _ 29 00:01:01,488 --> 00:01:03,045 _ 30 00:01:06,287 --> 00:01:08,788 (SOFT MUSIC) 31 00:01:11,571 --> 00:01:13,275 _ 32 00:01:17,288 --> 00:01:20,024 _ 33 00:01:20,072 --> 00:01:21,511 _ 34 00:01:21,522 --> 00:01:23,326 _ 35 00:01:23,390 --> 00:01:25,707 _ 36 00:01:26,262 --> 00:01:27,447 _ 37 00:01:27,478 --> 00:01:29,475 _ 38 00:01:29,798 --> 00:01:31,170 _ 39 00:01:31,213 --> 00:01:33,736 _ 40 00:01:33,866 --> 00:01:36,502 _ 41 00:01:36,611 --> 00:01:39,799 _ 42 00:01:39,894 --> 00:01:42,843 _ 43 00:01:42,998 --> 00:01:45,947 _ 44 00:01:45,970 --> 00:01:48,720 _ 45 00:01:48,742 --> 00:01:50,266 _ 46 00:01:50,290 --> 00:01:52,194 _ 47 00:01:52,810 --> 00:01:54,434 _ 48 00:01:54,517 --> 00:01:58,751 _ 49 00:01:58,957 --> 00:02:00,315 _ 50 00:02:00,327 --> 00:02:01,785 _ 51 00:02:01,803 --> 00:02:03,913 _ 52 00:02:04,288 --> 00:02:06,172 _ 53 00:02:07,554 --> 00:02:09,353 (SOFT MUSIC) 54 00:02:10,586 --> 00:02:12,334 (HIGH-PITCHED RINGING) 55 00:02:12,399 --> 00:02:14,003 _ 56 00:02:19,981 --> 00:02:21,961 (HUBBUB) 57 00:02:23,933 --> 00:02:30,007 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org 58 00:02:31,141 --> 00:02:33,976 (?) 59 00:02:40,203 --> 00:02:42,203 (THEME MUSIC) 60 00:02:47,618 --> 00:02:52,618 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 61 00:02:54,691 --> 00:02:56,716 I knew there would still be some valve dysfunction, 62 00:02:56,720 --> 00:02:58,397 but I didn't think it would be that bad. 63 00:02:58,927 --> 00:03:01,103 A residual leak is steadily getting worse. 64 00:03:02,290 --> 00:03:04,606 Dr. Fisher seemed to think I was bouncing back. 65 00:03:04,842 --> 00:03:07,079 Dr. Fisher should've listened more closely. 66 00:03:07,182 --> 00:03:09,891 Your heart is dilating and ejection fraction is decreasing. 67 00:03:09,933 --> 00:03:12,616 If we don't deal with it eventually we're on the road to heart failure. 68 00:03:13,052 --> 00:03:15,813 Are you about to tell me that I need a heart transplant? 69 00:03:16,751 --> 00:03:18,797 Am I even a candidate for that? 70 00:03:19,082 --> 00:03:20,924 There's a case to be made, yes. 71 00:03:21,268 --> 00:03:24,270 The surgery would put you out of commission for at least a year, 72 00:03:24,846 --> 00:03:26,588 but it's the only permanent solution. 73 00:03:27,384 --> 00:03:28,642 (SOFT MUSIC) 74 00:03:28,707 --> 00:03:30,019 What if I don't want that? 75 00:03:30,993 --> 00:03:32,737 Well, then we take a management approach. 76 00:03:32,794 --> 00:03:36,655 I stay on top of your monitoring and you do your best 77 00:03:36,689 --> 00:03:39,879 to prioritize your energy and your exertion levels. 78 00:03:39,954 --> 00:03:42,011 Prioritizing, meaning do less. 79 00:03:42,048 --> 00:03:44,079 I'd re-frame it as do things differently. 80 00:03:44,123 --> 00:03:46,573 Okay, except how? Because I've tried that before, 81 00:03:46,575 --> 00:03:48,406 and I keep getting pulled back to baseline. 82 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:50,454 Then maybe it isn't sustainable. 83 00:03:50,478 --> 00:03:51,969 What, my job? 84 00:03:53,963 --> 00:03:55,372 Are you telling me to quit? 85 00:03:55,457 --> 00:03:57,088 Look, I'd never say that, Mags. 86 00:03:57,145 --> 00:03:59,648 But if you keep going the way you're going, you're gonna die. 87 00:04:01,227 --> 00:04:02,626 (SIGHS) 88 00:04:04,523 --> 00:04:06,494 Like what am I supposed to do with that? 89 00:04:06,591 --> 00:04:09,713 Take some time. Talk it over with your support system. 90 00:04:15,405 --> 00:04:17,243 You held your own in there this morning. 91 00:04:17,280 --> 00:04:20,189 I could've done a better job avoiding the epigastric vessels. 92 00:04:20,217 --> 00:04:22,028 No, no. Something to practice, 93 00:04:22,205 --> 00:04:24,449 - unless you're planning another trip? - No. 94 00:04:24,506 --> 00:04:27,302 Good. I'd hate to see you getting distracted 95 00:04:27,324 --> 00:04:30,440 now that they've finally agreed to count your Trauma OR hours. 96 00:04:32,024 --> 00:04:33,961 Must feel good. You're gonna be surgeon again. 97 00:04:35,367 --> 00:04:37,817 To be honest Dr. Singh, I've never let myself 98 00:04:37,839 --> 00:04:39,457 believe that would actually happen. 99 00:04:39,555 --> 00:04:40,880 Does that mean I can't trust you to handle 100 00:04:40,918 --> 00:04:42,709 - post-op with this patient? - No, that's not... 101 00:04:42,733 --> 00:04:44,224 - (LAUGHING) - I just meant... 102 00:04:47,891 --> 00:04:49,882 She had pneumonia six weeks ago. 103 00:04:49,919 --> 00:04:52,689 We thought we'd weathered it but the coughing flared back up, 104 00:04:52,724 --> 00:04:54,562 then she was up all night with this fever. 105 00:04:55,921 --> 00:04:57,852 At least you had each other to spell off. 106 00:04:57,955 --> 00:05:00,012 We're not together, Dr. Hunter. 107 00:05:00,043 --> 00:05:01,727 This was Mike's week. 108 00:05:01,793 --> 00:05:04,941 Uh, Theo. Um, so Kira was a preemie? 109 00:05:04,995 --> 00:05:07,373 (SIGHS) Yeah. Born at 28 weeks. 110 00:05:07,915 --> 00:05:10,458 They had to give steroids to help her lungs along. 111 00:05:10,680 --> 00:05:14,088 The hope was there wouldn't be any residual complications, but... 112 00:05:14,169 --> 00:05:16,047 Every little bug hits her so hard. 113 00:05:16,130 --> 00:05:19,205 Doesn't matter how careful we are, we're powerless against exposure. 114 00:05:19,640 --> 00:05:21,570 Do you think the pneumonia is back? 115 00:05:21,641 --> 00:05:24,849 You don't have to pull punches. It's better if we know. 116 00:05:25,814 --> 00:05:27,226 Let's just... 117 00:05:29,750 --> 00:05:32,400 I think Kira has bronchiolitis obliterans. 118 00:05:32,436 --> 00:05:35,326 It's a very serious inflammatory response in the lungs. 119 00:05:36,341 --> 00:05:38,082 There's gotta be something you can do. 120 00:05:38,392 --> 00:05:41,069 For now, bronchodilators, high flow O2, 121 00:05:41,078 --> 00:05:43,395 fluids and close observation. 122 00:05:45,074 --> 00:05:46,439 She'll bounce back. 123 00:05:46,510 --> 00:05:48,467 We're gonna do everything we can to help her try. 124 00:05:49,720 --> 00:05:52,243 But sounds like Kira is a fighter. 125 00:05:52,625 --> 00:05:54,016 Yeah... 126 00:05:54,759 --> 00:05:56,896 (SIGHS) Any pain? 127 00:05:57,146 --> 00:05:59,575 Won't really matter in a few minutes, will it? 128 00:05:59,910 --> 00:06:01,887 I mean, I guess not. But I can make you more comfortable. 129 00:06:01,911 --> 00:06:03,515 What'd I say about fanfare? 130 00:06:03,799 --> 00:06:05,410 - Right. - Do your job. 131 00:06:05,767 --> 00:06:07,438 Run down next steps. 132 00:06:08,671 --> 00:06:09,868 You asked for an injection, 133 00:06:09,867 --> 00:06:12,151 so I'll administer the medication through your line. 134 00:06:12,513 --> 00:06:14,490 The first one will put you into a deep sleep. 135 00:06:14,521 --> 00:06:16,710 And you won't feel a thing while the medication does its work. 136 00:06:16,854 --> 00:06:18,884 Protocol requires me to ask you one more time. 137 00:06:18,907 --> 00:06:20,558 Do I have your full and willing consent? 138 00:06:20,882 --> 00:06:22,979 - You do. - And you don't want a witness? 139 00:06:24,085 --> 00:06:25,437 Okay. 140 00:06:27,114 --> 00:06:28,734 Is there anything else you want to say? 141 00:06:30,347 --> 00:06:31,892 Thanks, Curtis. 142 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:34,404 Yeah. 143 00:07:09,690 --> 00:07:11,891 (HUBBUB IN THE DISTANCE) 144 00:07:32,745 --> 00:07:34,879 (SOFT MUSIC) 145 00:07:35,944 --> 00:07:38,711 (CITY HUBBUB) 146 00:07:49,336 --> 00:07:50,899 We're covered for tonight? 147 00:07:51,012 --> 00:07:52,835 I talked a few residents into swapping shifts. 148 00:07:52,858 --> 00:07:54,373 - Smooth otherwise. - Great! 149 00:07:54,436 --> 00:07:56,092 I was surprised to see we're back to uh... 150 00:07:56,173 --> 00:07:57,763 wait time monitoring? 151 00:07:57,802 --> 00:08:01,048 With IT's help to display it on screens this time. 152 00:08:01,068 --> 00:08:03,006 Nurses only have to update the system once an hour. 153 00:08:03,037 --> 00:08:05,216 Admin's way of playing ball after what happened to Claire? 154 00:08:05,296 --> 00:08:08,325 They had no choice but to admit some changes needed to be made. 155 00:08:09,059 --> 00:08:13,836 So um, does this mean that things have settled between you and Olsen? 156 00:08:15,117 --> 00:08:16,548 Right. 157 00:08:16,645 --> 00:08:19,050 Meredith, there's fluid compressing your lungs, 158 00:08:19,102 --> 00:08:20,587 making it hard for you to breathe. 159 00:08:20,615 --> 00:08:22,139 I thought it was a panic attack. 160 00:08:22,184 --> 00:08:25,556 No, um, this is called a Pectus Bar or a Nuss Bar. 161 00:08:25,598 --> 00:08:29,379 It's a steel rod used to treat chest wall deformation. 162 00:08:29,649 --> 00:08:32,026 I have a metal bar in my chest? 163 00:08:32,077 --> 00:08:35,211 It's usually implanted in kids then removed a few years later. 164 00:08:35,214 --> 00:08:36,611 Do you remember getting it? 165 00:08:38,280 --> 00:08:39,740 How long has it been hurting? 166 00:08:39,778 --> 00:08:41,049 I guess a while, 167 00:08:41,165 --> 00:08:44,063 but lately, I've been feeling different. 168 00:08:44,216 --> 00:08:46,094 Sort of like something shifted... 169 00:08:46,131 --> 00:08:48,042 Well, it almost certainly has. 170 00:08:48,063 --> 00:08:50,597 I'm going to have to put in a chest tube to drain the fluid 171 00:08:50,609 --> 00:08:52,748 but it would help knowing why it was never removed, 172 00:08:52,799 --> 00:08:54,907 so can you ask your parents or... ? 173 00:08:54,928 --> 00:08:57,936 - No. I can't do that. - Well, if it's okay with you, 174 00:08:57,948 --> 00:08:59,716 could you give me access to your medical records 175 00:08:59,729 --> 00:09:01,466 so I can get the full story myself? 176 00:09:02,504 --> 00:09:04,596 I don't even know my real name. 177 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:11,149 Well, you can talk to me. Or we have people here that's... 178 00:09:11,876 --> 00:09:13,439 Three days ago, 179 00:09:13,792 --> 00:09:16,777 I walked away from the man who calls himself my father. 180 00:09:17,789 --> 00:09:21,350 He also happens to be the man who abducted me when I was a child. 181 00:09:22,543 --> 00:09:24,295 Wait, are you saying he stole you? 182 00:09:24,340 --> 00:09:26,322 I don't know if he had that bar put in 183 00:09:26,374 --> 00:09:28,711 or if my real parents did or... 184 00:09:30,710 --> 00:09:32,763 I thought my life was normal. 185 00:09:33,043 --> 00:09:35,356 But I've always had these nightmares. 186 00:09:36,244 --> 00:09:39,181 Once I acknowledged they might be real, I couldn't unsee them. 187 00:09:39,681 --> 00:09:41,102 Then one day I just... 188 00:09:41,762 --> 00:09:44,739 I took the emergency money he keeps in the drawer and... 189 00:09:44,789 --> 00:09:46,281 left. 190 00:09:48,195 --> 00:09:50,241 Have you tried calling the police? 191 00:09:50,276 --> 00:09:51,937 - Or telling someone? - No. 192 00:09:52,981 --> 00:09:54,346 You can't either. 193 00:09:55,447 --> 00:09:57,032 Kid in Exam 3, what's the story there? 194 00:09:57,075 --> 00:09:59,815 Uh, popcorn lung, as much monitoring as we can handle. 195 00:09:59,855 --> 00:10:01,667 Did you want me to show the parents the family room? 196 00:10:01,715 --> 00:10:03,262 Yeah but when it comes to making decisions, 197 00:10:03,272 --> 00:10:05,401 they're not actually together so it could get a little messy. 198 00:10:05,423 --> 00:10:07,476 So then it gets messy, Theo. 199 00:10:15,224 --> 00:10:17,352 - Welcome back. - Hey! You too. 200 00:10:17,412 --> 00:10:21,340 - Are you back? - Part time, admin duties only. 201 00:10:21,391 --> 00:10:24,087 Checking labs, playing traffic cop, 202 00:10:24,196 --> 00:10:26,008 oh and babysitting the wait time monitor. 203 00:10:26,062 --> 00:10:28,078 Claire, I was so sorry to hear about what happened. 204 00:10:28,106 --> 00:10:30,285 Bash, uh Meredith Watson. 205 00:10:30,345 --> 00:10:32,278 Yeah, um, are you keeping an eye on her drain? 206 00:10:32,300 --> 00:10:33,930 Fluid's still yellow. Uh... 207 00:10:33,971 --> 00:10:36,807 But she says it feels that her body is rejecting that bar. 208 00:10:36,841 --> 00:10:38,900 Yeah, because it's been in there five years too long. 209 00:10:38,991 --> 00:10:40,659 An adult with a chest stabilizer? 210 00:10:40,687 --> 00:10:43,188 Yeah, her explanation was uh... 211 00:10:44,054 --> 00:10:46,208 Can you see if she needs more pain relief? 212 00:10:46,256 --> 00:10:47,424 Yup. 213 00:10:47,694 --> 00:10:49,493 Hey hey! The prodigal returns. 214 00:10:49,900 --> 00:10:51,971 Ah. Three weeks late. We were getting worried about you. 215 00:10:51,994 --> 00:10:54,274 Speak for yourself. Cholera outbreak under control? 216 00:10:54,314 --> 00:10:56,644 Uh, it's improving, but they still need more help. 217 00:10:56,673 --> 00:10:57,980 Well, that's never not true. 218 00:10:58,023 --> 00:11:00,226 There's always a few that stick in your brain, at least for me. 219 00:11:00,241 --> 00:11:02,729 Yeah. There was the woman with endocarditis I wrote you about. 220 00:11:02,752 --> 00:11:04,564 She's in Amman post-op. 221 00:11:04,599 --> 00:11:06,828 And a young couple who went through an ectopic pregnancy 222 00:11:06,843 --> 00:11:08,119 that asked me to help them try again. 223 00:11:08,136 --> 00:11:10,127 Discharge in A needs your sign-off. 224 00:11:10,218 --> 00:11:11,507 Thanks. 225 00:11:12,009 --> 00:11:14,864 That's gotta be weird. Leaving home just to come back home? 226 00:11:14,966 --> 00:11:16,975 (SIGHS) Yeah it's... 227 00:11:17,056 --> 00:11:18,493 (PHONE CHIMING) 228 00:11:19,021 --> 00:11:20,581 Oh, Percy! 229 00:11:22,250 --> 00:11:25,155 - What? - His father texted from City hall, nothing. 230 00:11:25,251 --> 00:11:26,489 You said he's tried this before? 231 00:11:26,493 --> 00:11:28,564 Yeah once, on Parliament Hill. But the news said something 232 00:11:28,587 --> 00:11:30,715 about the Environment Minister being there for meetings. 233 00:11:30,870 --> 00:11:32,954 And you've been helping him outside of the system? 234 00:11:32,964 --> 00:11:35,794 Yeah, with expired meds, and supplies that are damaged, 235 00:11:35,821 --> 00:11:37,627 things we would have thrown out anyway. 236 00:11:40,166 --> 00:11:41,448 Percy! 237 00:11:42,379 --> 00:11:44,400 - No! - No! Theo don't. 238 00:11:45,108 --> 00:11:47,541 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 239 00:11:48,458 --> 00:11:50,706 (FLAMES WOOSHING) 240 00:11:50,773 --> 00:11:52,206 (PANICKED SHOUTING) 241 00:11:52,349 --> 00:11:54,098 Don't! Let me go! Let me go! 242 00:11:54,152 --> 00:11:55,630 (BASHIR): Theo, don't! 243 00:11:55,936 --> 00:11:58,737 - (STRAINING) - It's too late. 244 00:12:02,299 --> 00:12:04,332 (?) 245 00:12:12,020 --> 00:12:14,879 - Amira, hi. - Hey, uh... 246 00:12:14,894 --> 00:12:17,148 Am I allowed to wait here? All the chairs in reception are... 247 00:12:17,182 --> 00:12:19,923 Full of sick people? No, let's go invade the on-call room. 248 00:12:20,052 --> 00:12:21,366 You know, I couldn't sleep last night 249 00:12:21,408 --> 00:12:23,575 and I tried your souffl� recipe like three times 250 00:12:23,629 --> 00:12:25,296 and mine keep collapsing. I'm like... 251 00:12:25,382 --> 00:12:26,714 Oh, sounds like you didn't let the eggs 252 00:12:26,731 --> 00:12:28,474 - come to room temperature first. - Ah Mags, good. 253 00:12:28,553 --> 00:12:31,225 Novak's looking for you. Something, something, car door lady. 254 00:12:31,259 --> 00:12:33,040 Okay uh. Can you help Amira find her brother? 255 00:12:33,062 --> 00:12:34,591 I think I can handle that. 256 00:12:35,736 --> 00:12:38,515 - (WOMAN SCREAMING) - Hi! 257 00:12:38,906 --> 00:12:40,904 - What do you need? - Hi. 258 00:12:41,504 --> 00:12:43,104 - Hi. - Yeah, I jus... 259 00:12:43,171 --> 00:12:44,579 I just wanted to say hi. 260 00:12:44,870 --> 00:12:47,317 - "Car door lady?" - Oh good, both of you. 261 00:12:47,345 --> 00:12:49,644 Uh, Beatrice here caught her finger 262 00:12:49,679 --> 00:12:51,352 in some kind of late model SUV, 263 00:12:51,400 --> 00:12:53,288 never check your texts when slamming your... 264 00:12:53,332 --> 00:12:54,631 Hey Beatrice, can you tell me your pain level? 265 00:12:54,679 --> 00:12:55,955 - (CRYING) - Or is it just the blood? 266 00:12:56,514 --> 00:12:59,395 - Don't touch me! - Don't have an MI now, Leblanc. 267 00:12:59,403 --> 00:13:00,850 At least not before she calms down. 268 00:13:00,879 --> 00:13:02,274 Okay. Let's get her into trauma. 269 00:13:02,329 --> 00:13:04,255 Every patient can hear this. 270 00:13:04,316 --> 00:13:05,951 So wait, what did you want us here for? 271 00:13:07,002 --> 00:13:09,282 Emotional pandas? You know what, I haven't even started. 272 00:13:09,316 --> 00:13:11,709 - Why haven't you sedated her? - Kind of a bad look, no? 273 00:13:11,737 --> 00:13:14,169 Male doctor sedating a hysterical woman? 274 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:15,852 Maybe don't say hysterical. 275 00:13:15,912 --> 00:13:17,119 Sedate her, Mark. 276 00:13:17,174 --> 00:13:20,642 The EMT guys wanted to take him right to the morgue. 277 00:13:20,725 --> 00:13:22,216 Are you sure you want to see this? 278 00:13:22,263 --> 00:13:23,950 I need to. I need to... 279 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:25,596 I'm so sorry, Ren. 280 00:13:25,676 --> 00:13:28,296 Oh, Percy would remind us this was what he wanted. 281 00:13:28,343 --> 00:13:30,521 I have to try to see it that way, Theo. 282 00:13:45,770 --> 00:13:47,837 (SOFT MUSIC) 283 00:13:53,587 --> 00:13:55,804 Hey Bash! Your sister's looking for you. 284 00:13:55,832 --> 00:13:57,170 Doctor Hamed! 285 00:13:57,294 --> 00:13:59,536 - What are you doing out of your room? - I saw him! 286 00:13:59,595 --> 00:14:02,107 - What... Saw who? - My dad. At the nurse desk. 287 00:14:02,589 --> 00:14:04,427 - Are you sure it was him? - I don't know how he found me, 288 00:14:04,449 --> 00:14:06,053 but what if someone told him what room I'm in? 289 00:14:06,076 --> 00:14:08,350 - I can't stay here. - Okay, you need to try to steady your breath. 290 00:14:08,384 --> 00:14:10,134 - Okay? - Bashir! 291 00:14:10,333 --> 00:14:12,650 Habibti! Hey! 292 00:14:13,289 --> 00:14:16,544 Hey, um, I'll be right back. Okay? Here, come with me. 293 00:14:17,377 --> 00:14:20,510 - Is that your daughter? - That's my sister. We've uh... 294 00:14:20,921 --> 00:14:22,721 We've been apart. 295 00:14:25,822 --> 00:14:29,068 Uh, this man, can you tell me what he looks like? 296 00:14:29,277 --> 00:14:31,914 Tall. Brown hair. Green jacket. 297 00:14:32,116 --> 00:14:34,958 - Okay. I'll find out. - Thinking I could just walk away... 298 00:14:35,105 --> 00:14:36,905 That he wouldn't come looking for me. 299 00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:40,089 All right, uh... 300 00:14:40,389 --> 00:14:42,164 Don't leave here until I come back. 301 00:14:43,435 --> 00:14:44,907 Who's that girl afraid of? 302 00:14:45,068 --> 00:14:46,432 It's complicated. 303 00:14:46,442 --> 00:14:48,110 Okay but you said you had to tell me something? 304 00:14:48,139 --> 00:14:49,832 - Yes, I do but I... - I can keep watch! 305 00:14:49,866 --> 00:14:51,029 - Amira. - I'll sit right there, 306 00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:52,928 use my phone camera. I can help Bashir. 307 00:14:55,044 --> 00:14:58,082 Okay. If anybody comes or goes you don't approach them, 308 00:14:58,121 --> 00:15:00,155 you don't talk to them. You just text me immediately? 309 00:15:00,164 --> 00:15:01,926 - Okay? Immediately. - I'm on it! 310 00:15:05,752 --> 00:15:07,015 Claire? 311 00:15:08,287 --> 00:15:11,943 Hey. Have you seen a man, with a green jacket, brown hair, 312 00:15:11,988 --> 00:15:13,642 he'd be looking for his daughter Meredith... 313 00:15:13,666 --> 00:15:15,844 There's been like 50 guys looking for 50 patients 314 00:15:15,859 --> 00:15:17,830 - in the last half hour alone. - Okay.. 315 00:15:17,859 --> 00:15:20,429 Well, if you do see him, don't give him any information all right? 316 00:15:20,583 --> 00:15:22,194 Why? Is he some kind of threat? 317 00:15:22,318 --> 00:15:24,699 Bash, you need to call security! 318 00:15:25,098 --> 00:15:27,277 Wait, wait um... 319 00:15:27,394 --> 00:15:28,859 That green jacket guy? 320 00:15:29,084 --> 00:15:31,244 He was asking for ice chips for his mom. 321 00:15:31,273 --> 00:15:33,206 He's been with her all morning. 322 00:15:33,745 --> 00:15:35,381 Okay, I guess my patient made a mistake. 323 00:15:35,410 --> 00:15:36,895 Yeah, obviously she did! 324 00:15:37,182 --> 00:15:39,588 Claire, I'm so sorry, of course this is upsetting uh... 325 00:15:39,635 --> 00:15:42,457 - Are you okay? - No, yeah. I'm... I'm fine. 326 00:15:43,128 --> 00:15:44,448 Bash? 327 00:15:45,639 --> 00:15:47,109 - Hi. - Hey. 328 00:15:50,736 --> 00:15:51,919 Um... 329 00:15:52,335 --> 00:15:53,735 (EXHALES) 330 00:15:54,327 --> 00:15:55,748 Did you catch up on your sleep? 331 00:15:55,822 --> 00:15:58,512 My jet lag is somewhere over Portugal right now. 332 00:15:58,539 --> 00:16:01,599 Um, actually can we walk? I have a severed finger situation. 333 00:16:01,664 --> 00:16:04,041 How was the appointment with the cardiologist? 334 00:16:04,229 --> 00:16:06,191 It was difficult. Um, did you find Amira? 335 00:16:06,219 --> 00:16:08,594 Yeah, I actually deputized her. Difficult how? 336 00:16:08,622 --> 00:16:09,986 I hated being apart. 337 00:16:10,249 --> 00:16:11,492 - I mean... - I missed you. 338 00:16:11,522 --> 00:16:12,956 I didn't mean that as like... 339 00:16:14,473 --> 00:16:16,355 - Can we talk later? - Okay. 340 00:16:22,191 --> 00:16:23,909 Nobody's gone in or out. 341 00:16:24,021 --> 00:16:25,928 Okay. Just give me 10 more minutes, all right? 342 00:16:25,988 --> 00:16:27,270 Okay. 343 00:16:29,431 --> 00:16:30,880 I think you grew again. 344 00:16:30,947 --> 00:16:33,047 Ugh, I'm taller than all my friends. 345 00:16:33,113 --> 00:16:36,543 Hey! Did you get my note about removing a Pectus Bar in Trauma OR? 346 00:16:36,577 --> 00:16:38,187 - I need your sign-off, June. - Yeah. I just... 347 00:16:38,235 --> 00:16:39,719 I just need a minute. 348 00:16:41,035 --> 00:16:43,242 (SOFT MUSIC) 349 00:16:44,718 --> 00:16:46,866 Hi. Uh, this message is for Joel. 350 00:16:46,907 --> 00:16:49,812 I, uh need to talk to you. It's about your father. 351 00:16:49,851 --> 00:16:52,125 Six-O nylon? I'll get them to Novak. 352 00:16:54,134 --> 00:16:55,801 Here are the sutures you asked for. 353 00:16:55,836 --> 00:16:57,775 Oh, thank you. Just put them besides the tray, please. Thank you. 354 00:16:57,854 --> 00:16:59,863 Shouldn't we be waiting for the micro-surgeon at this point? 355 00:16:59,866 --> 00:17:01,338 Devi said he only needed 15. 356 00:17:01,399 --> 00:17:03,849 In 2011, I spent six months implanting digits 357 00:17:03,864 --> 00:17:05,696 for a plastics guy at Saint B's. 358 00:17:05,705 --> 00:17:08,383 I can help repair the extensor tendon, I've done it before. 359 00:17:08,594 --> 00:17:11,632 Oh! Yeah, okay uh... What the hell. 360 00:17:15,555 --> 00:17:17,437 They're pushing her out, you know. 361 00:17:17,807 --> 00:17:19,582 Your BFF, Devi. 362 00:17:19,958 --> 00:17:22,515 Seems like her little escapade of closing the ED doors 363 00:17:22,530 --> 00:17:25,290 was just too bold for their delicate procedural sensibilities. 364 00:17:25,298 --> 00:17:27,053 But it was the right call to make. 365 00:17:27,159 --> 00:17:29,754 - Am I dead again? - Someone's gotta wear the systemic problems. 366 00:17:29,775 --> 00:17:32,744 - What do you mean "dead again?" - Since she's been here to fix 'em. 367 00:17:32,771 --> 00:17:36,124 Dr. Novak maybe you could go get us a surgical microscope? 368 00:17:36,302 --> 00:17:40,850 Ah! Okay. I guess I'm going to get a surgical microscope. 369 00:17:41,745 --> 00:17:43,571 Patient sedated and finger's almost reattached. 370 00:17:43,594 --> 00:17:45,009 Thank you, Mark. 371 00:17:45,851 --> 00:17:47,285 But I looked right at him. 372 00:17:47,359 --> 00:17:50,176 The man you saw was tending to his elderly mother. 373 00:17:50,204 --> 00:17:51,884 Okay? I saw it with my own eyes. 374 00:17:52,776 --> 00:17:54,304 Meredith? 375 00:17:56,597 --> 00:17:59,142 Is this what it's going to be like now for me? 376 00:18:00,047 --> 00:18:02,548 How am I supposed to move on if I'm haunted? 377 00:18:03,595 --> 00:18:04,980 Here. 378 00:18:05,228 --> 00:18:07,928 Um, what do you know about your life before? 379 00:18:08,624 --> 00:18:10,033 Not much, 380 00:18:10,610 --> 00:18:12,151 flashes mostly. 381 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:15,312 It's not like he kept me chained up. 382 00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:17,639 I had a life. 383 00:18:18,563 --> 00:18:21,778 Maybe it wasn't the right life but I made the choice to run 384 00:18:21,792 --> 00:18:24,451 without really thinking the consequences through. 385 00:18:25,166 --> 00:18:26,947 And I now can't go back 386 00:18:27,537 --> 00:18:29,186 and I don't want to go back but... 387 00:18:29,782 --> 00:18:31,828 maybe somehow I also do? 388 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:34,846 Why am I so warm? 389 00:18:34,910 --> 00:18:37,886 I think you're fighting a chest infection, pneumonia. 390 00:18:37,887 --> 00:18:40,002 - That bar has to come out. - Good. I want it gone! 391 00:18:40,056 --> 00:18:42,980 Hey, um, prosthetics like these usually have a serial number 392 00:18:42,994 --> 00:18:46,088 and we can use that to find out about your history 393 00:18:46,096 --> 00:18:47,700 and maybe your family? 394 00:18:48,455 --> 00:18:50,679 No! No, no, no, no. 395 00:18:50,719 --> 00:18:52,046 I'm not... I'm not ready for that! 396 00:18:52,075 --> 00:18:54,299 - But without them you're alone. - I said no! 397 00:18:55,234 --> 00:18:57,003 (LABOURED BREATHING) 398 00:18:57,126 --> 00:18:58,345 Meredith? 399 00:18:59,133 --> 00:19:01,583 Meredith, are you okay? Can you hear me? 400 00:19:07,967 --> 00:19:10,386 Arnold. Can you stay with her while I page on-call psych? 401 00:19:10,402 --> 00:19:11,621 Yup. 402 00:19:20,044 --> 00:19:21,250 Theo? 403 00:19:22,484 --> 00:19:24,619 I just thought if I made a connection it would... 404 00:19:24,666 --> 00:19:26,302 Hey. If his own father couldn't do it... 405 00:19:26,343 --> 00:19:29,179 I brought you along so that you could help me stop him. 406 00:19:29,194 --> 00:19:31,177 I thought you were supposed to be the guy who runs towards the fire? 407 00:19:31,218 --> 00:19:32,683 (SIGHS) But... 408 00:19:32,895 --> 00:19:35,390 Maybe Ren's right about this not being a tragedy. 409 00:19:35,455 --> 00:19:36,876 How can you say that? 410 00:19:37,713 --> 00:19:41,143 Look. Finding that kind of passion and purpose? 411 00:19:41,309 --> 00:19:43,177 It's hard not to respect. 412 00:19:44,342 --> 00:19:46,308 (SOFT MUSIC) 413 00:19:48,895 --> 00:19:50,865 - You're Dr. Curtis? - Yeah. 414 00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:52,844 I'm Joel. 415 00:19:53,114 --> 00:19:54,446 William's son? 416 00:19:54,974 --> 00:19:58,024 Hi. I... thought you'd call. 417 00:19:58,082 --> 00:20:00,450 Well, I had to see the face of the person who killed my father! 418 00:20:00,534 --> 00:20:02,157 (SIGHS) Look, I know... 419 00:20:02,212 --> 00:20:04,372 the news was a shock, but William was out of options, 420 00:20:04,412 --> 00:20:06,590 - he made an informed decision. - One that involved dying 421 00:20:06,625 --> 00:20:08,684 without so much as a phone call? Who-who does that? 422 00:20:08,719 --> 00:20:09,938 Who helps someone do that?! 423 00:20:09,962 --> 00:20:11,654 Somebody who understands that's what he needed. 424 00:20:11,689 --> 00:20:14,853 If you even bent a rule here, I'm suing you and everyone you know! 425 00:20:14,875 --> 00:20:16,168 Joel, he was perfectly aware of the fact 426 00:20:16,185 --> 00:20:18,269 that going out like that was selfish! 427 00:20:18,846 --> 00:20:22,080 You knew him for a whole minute and you're defending him. 428 00:20:22,182 --> 00:20:23,657 I'm not defending him. There's just things about your father 429 00:20:23,658 --> 00:20:25,319 he'd accepted that he'd never change. 430 00:20:25,859 --> 00:20:28,197 That's honestly what you're taking away from this? 431 00:20:28,496 --> 00:20:32,752 He was okay being a cold selfish prick, so I should be too? 432 00:20:33,092 --> 00:20:35,979 - No... - The two of you deserved each other. 433 00:20:38,573 --> 00:20:39,956 Leeches? 434 00:20:40,483 --> 00:20:42,505 - Are you insane! - Yeah! I know it seems weird 435 00:20:42,540 --> 00:20:44,750 but I promise it's a recognized treatment, 436 00:20:44,794 --> 00:20:48,095 they prevent unnecessary blood loss and help your veins repair. 437 00:20:48,228 --> 00:20:50,041 See the swelling on your finger? 438 00:20:50,120 --> 00:20:53,694 Well, edema this soon suggests a condition called venous congestion. 439 00:20:53,722 --> 00:20:56,094 Basically blood isn't flowing properly 440 00:20:56,117 --> 00:20:57,298 and it can lead to tissue death 441 00:20:57,334 --> 00:20:59,633 or thrombosis which means blood clots. 442 00:20:59,666 --> 00:21:01,928 That's why you want to bleed me like we're in the Middle Ages? 443 00:21:01,969 --> 00:21:03,984 Leeches have an anti-clotting saliva, 444 00:21:04,006 --> 00:21:05,856 without which your wound would not be able to heal. 445 00:21:05,980 --> 00:21:09,276 So either I get an insect's saliva in my body 446 00:21:09,328 --> 00:21:10,857 or I lose my finger? 447 00:21:11,580 --> 00:21:14,314 And that's the best so-called medical science can offer? 448 00:21:14,354 --> 00:21:16,142 They're actually parasitic worms. 449 00:21:17,557 --> 00:21:19,067 Can you give us a second, Carmen? 450 00:21:20,237 --> 00:21:22,258 You take your parasites with you, please. 451 00:21:25,472 --> 00:21:27,910 I know it looks like two bad choices here. But Beatrice... 452 00:21:27,931 --> 00:21:30,798 Look, no offence you seem nice. And weird. 453 00:21:30,926 --> 00:21:32,769 But I can't trust you. 454 00:21:33,392 --> 00:21:36,436 When you were sedated, you said something about being "dead again" 455 00:21:36,608 --> 00:21:38,048 and then mentioned a surgery 456 00:21:38,065 --> 00:21:40,168 about a deviated septum a couple years ago. 457 00:21:41,111 --> 00:21:43,239 - I told you about that? - Yeah. 458 00:21:43,255 --> 00:21:44,771 Did something go wrong? 459 00:21:45,531 --> 00:21:46,826 (INHALES) 460 00:21:47,033 --> 00:21:49,319 I woke up to them shocking me back to life. 461 00:21:49,820 --> 00:21:51,222 I was legally dead. 462 00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:52,913 They said it would be routine. 463 00:21:52,924 --> 00:21:55,455 Then I had a reaction to the medication. 464 00:21:56,488 --> 00:21:58,779 You went through a medical trauma. 465 00:21:59,456 --> 00:22:01,345 It makes sense that you don't trust us, 466 00:22:01,361 --> 00:22:04,531 but Beatrice, the reality is you need treatment. 467 00:22:05,649 --> 00:22:08,258 No. Sorry, but I just can't. 468 00:22:09,755 --> 00:22:12,906 She seems to be in a state of catatonic dissociation. 469 00:22:13,570 --> 00:22:15,565 You said she thought she saw her captor? 470 00:22:15,682 --> 00:22:18,260 She was scared but cogent until I told her 471 00:22:18,287 --> 00:22:20,132 I could find out who she was before he took her. 472 00:22:20,173 --> 00:22:22,359 - And she panicked. - And that surprises you? 473 00:22:22,418 --> 00:22:23,947 After everything you've learned about trauma? 474 00:22:24,014 --> 00:22:26,426 She was second-guessing. I thought maybe reintegrating her 475 00:22:26,447 --> 00:22:29,226 with her past might be exactly what she needed to move forward. 476 00:22:30,514 --> 00:22:33,537 She's likely repressed her history as a defence mechanism. 477 00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,366 Her sense of identity shattered. 478 00:22:35,401 --> 00:22:37,271 And because she doesn't have the luxury of memory, 479 00:22:37,300 --> 00:22:39,864 she'd have to build it all from scratch. 480 00:22:40,276 --> 00:22:41,999 The fluid in her lungs is getting worse, 481 00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:44,289 we're going to have to take out the bar in her chest. 482 00:22:44,694 --> 00:22:47,733 Good. Medical help is the best thing we can give her right now. 483 00:22:48,807 --> 00:22:50,361 You stopped coming to group. 484 00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:55,238 I mean, you knew I went to Lebanon. 485 00:22:55,256 --> 00:22:56,667 I didn't think it was that big a deal 486 00:22:56,691 --> 00:22:58,497 because I never spoke in there to begin with. 487 00:22:58,620 --> 00:23:00,193 Everyone made the same commitment. 488 00:23:00,436 --> 00:23:01,724 To show up. 489 00:23:03,116 --> 00:23:04,322 Karim... 490 00:23:06,289 --> 00:23:09,219 I've never really thought of memory as a luxury. 491 00:23:13,062 --> 00:23:15,779 Percy's on his way to the funeral home now. 492 00:23:15,844 --> 00:23:17,516 You can take your time getting there. 493 00:23:17,551 --> 00:23:20,020 The police keep calling. I guess what Percy did, 494 00:23:20,055 --> 00:23:21,641 - it's a crime? - Ren, 495 00:23:21,726 --> 00:23:23,975 why don't you let me take care of the police all right? 496 00:23:24,065 --> 00:23:26,308 (SIGHS) Isn't Lucy supposed to be with Children's Aid? 497 00:23:26,361 --> 00:23:28,667 (CHUCKLES) I guarantee the one job doesn't pay enough. 498 00:23:28,726 --> 00:23:31,733 Are we really back to collecting patient survey comment cards? 499 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:33,763 Devi's trying again with all the changes? 500 00:23:33,804 --> 00:23:35,750 Not sure why if they're pushing her out. 501 00:23:36,635 --> 00:23:38,240 Novak told me. 502 00:23:38,466 --> 00:23:39,731 (SIGHS) 503 00:23:41,327 --> 00:23:42,830 Better go down swinging. 504 00:23:43,196 --> 00:23:44,494 Novak? 505 00:23:44,941 --> 00:23:46,772 Really? You know he only shares that kind of information 506 00:23:46,782 --> 00:23:48,386 - for a reason right? - Yeah, to troll me. 507 00:23:48,415 --> 00:23:50,019 No, he wants you to try and stop it. 508 00:23:50,030 --> 00:23:51,255 Why would he want to do that? 509 00:23:51,278 --> 00:23:53,091 Doesn't he have a huge power struggle with Devi? 510 00:23:53,113 --> 00:23:54,661 He probably just decided he doesn't want to have 511 00:23:54,665 --> 00:23:56,415 a new power struggle with whoever replaces her. 512 00:23:56,456 --> 00:23:58,206 Plus, weirdly, I think he respects her. 513 00:23:58,247 --> 00:23:59,662 Well, I don't know what he thinks I can do about it. 514 00:23:59,685 --> 00:24:01,687 I'd be the one person spitting on a dumpster fire. 515 00:24:01,691 --> 00:24:03,844 Okay! It unsettles me to see you cynical. 516 00:24:03,968 --> 00:24:06,197 And it unsettles me to see you not. 517 00:24:07,064 --> 00:24:09,560 Anyway I thought her touchy feely brand of optimism repulsed you. 518 00:24:09,594 --> 00:24:11,728 It does. But she's also had my back so. 519 00:24:11,775 --> 00:24:14,225 Which you repaid by helping Novak undermine her. 520 00:24:14,278 --> 00:24:16,930 Yes, Mags. Both those things can be true. 521 00:24:17,589 --> 00:24:19,414 Besides don't you love-slash-need Devi? 522 00:24:19,436 --> 00:24:21,153 - Normally you'd be rallying the troops. - Yeah. I'm kind of busy 523 00:24:21,170 --> 00:24:23,425 dealing with the fact that my cardiologist told me I had to quit my job 524 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:25,240 because doing what I love is killing me. 525 00:24:25,604 --> 00:24:27,789 - That's... Mags! - I can't take this on right now. 526 00:24:31,636 --> 00:24:34,737 (LINE RINGING) 527 00:24:36,343 --> 00:24:37,429 Hamed. 528 00:24:37,459 --> 00:24:40,213 If your fancy hospital needs a field consultant, 529 00:24:40,266 --> 00:24:42,166 I'm very busy and important. 530 00:24:42,611 --> 00:24:44,364 How's the uh, cholera situation? 531 00:24:44,430 --> 00:24:46,129 What do you really want to know, Hamed? 532 00:24:46,685 --> 00:24:49,211 Fatima and Hakeem. Has she stopped bleeding, 533 00:24:49,226 --> 00:24:51,575 has there been any movement on the specialized ultrasound? 534 00:24:51,597 --> 00:24:54,660 - Hold up. You don't want this. - Why, is it bad news? 535 00:24:54,690 --> 00:24:56,412 - Because I've been thinking about how... - Don't think. 536 00:24:56,510 --> 00:24:58,336 You don't want any news. You're not here, 537 00:24:58,383 --> 00:24:59,931 so don't be. 538 00:25:04,285 --> 00:25:05,656 (DEVICE BEEPING) 539 00:25:05,924 --> 00:25:07,801 - How long's she been down? - 12 minutes. 540 00:25:08,927 --> 00:25:10,399 Her parents pressed the button, she stopped breathing. 541 00:25:10,416 --> 00:25:12,444 - Still a shockable rhythm? - We're giving it everything we have. 542 00:25:12,472 --> 00:25:13,805 48 joules. 543 00:25:15,113 --> 00:25:16,597 - Ready. - Clear! 544 00:25:17,403 --> 00:25:19,278 - No sinus. - Carmen, resume compressions. 545 00:25:19,395 --> 00:25:22,502 Shock again, Rhoda. This is my patient Liz, I'd like to run this. 546 00:25:23,330 --> 00:25:25,679 - Charged! - Everyone clear! 547 00:25:26,773 --> 00:25:28,018 No sinus. 548 00:25:28,161 --> 00:25:29,627 I told the parents she was a fighter. 549 00:25:29,662 --> 00:25:32,567 Theo, Fighter or not, I don't think we have a say on where this is headed. 550 00:25:33,236 --> 00:25:34,646 - (DEVICE BEEPING) - Theo? 551 00:25:35,135 --> 00:25:37,131 Don't stop until I tell you, understand? 552 00:25:37,185 --> 00:25:38,815 - Carmen, if you get tired... - I'm good. 553 00:25:38,875 --> 00:25:40,606 - Charge again, Rhoda. - Charged. 554 00:25:40,648 --> 00:25:42,012 Clear! 555 00:25:42,287 --> 00:25:43,999 (BEEPING) 556 00:25:47,900 --> 00:25:51,241 Thanks Winnie, I didn't want to remove this chest bar without thoracics. 557 00:25:51,362 --> 00:25:53,054 It didn't put up much of a fight. 558 00:25:53,626 --> 00:25:55,029 I would have liked to get all the wires out 559 00:25:55,039 --> 00:25:56,732 but with all this scar tissue... 560 00:25:56,742 --> 00:25:59,085 Probably would've caused more harm than good. 561 00:26:00,077 --> 00:26:01,612 I can, uh... 562 00:26:02,215 --> 00:26:03,908 I can close too if you need to. 563 00:26:03,952 --> 00:26:05,162 (BEEPING) 564 00:26:05,211 --> 00:26:07,213 - Pressure's down to 70 over 50. - She's in V-fib! 565 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:09,130 Start compressions. Get the pads! 566 00:26:12,115 --> 00:26:14,699 - Did we tear something? - We didn't do anything wrong. 567 00:26:15,503 --> 00:26:16,627 Bashir. 568 00:26:16,682 --> 00:26:18,324 _ 569 00:26:19,111 --> 00:26:20,878 (DEVICE BEEPING RAPIDLY) 570 00:26:21,045 --> 00:26:22,441 Doctor Hamed! 571 00:26:22,981 --> 00:26:24,074 Clear! 572 00:26:25,535 --> 00:26:27,461 No change. Resume compressions. 573 00:26:28,789 --> 00:26:30,387 Temp's high! Septic shock. 574 00:26:30,448 --> 00:26:32,008 The pneumonia was under control. 575 00:26:32,238 --> 00:26:34,493 _ 576 00:26:34,679 --> 00:26:36,605 _ 577 00:26:36,646 --> 00:26:38,301 No bleed or obvious infection. 578 00:26:38,368 --> 00:26:40,224 I've heard of the stabilizer wires fragmenting 579 00:26:40,259 --> 00:26:42,722 - and causing abscesses. - Then they could be anywhere. 580 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,498 We need to get her stable and regroup. 581 00:26:44,563 --> 00:26:46,372 - Charge to 200 joules. - Bashir. 582 00:26:46,457 --> 00:26:49,944 _ 583 00:26:50,122 --> 00:26:52,314 _ 584 00:26:52,632 --> 00:26:54,262 Dr. Hamed, we're losing her! 585 00:26:54,979 --> 00:26:56,125 Clear! 586 00:26:56,958 --> 00:26:59,036 (TENSE MUSIC) 587 00:26:59,083 --> 00:27:00,567 Sinus rhythm. Okay. 588 00:27:00,597 --> 00:27:02,722 Let's close her up and get her to ICU. 589 00:27:04,453 --> 00:27:06,219 (BEEPING RAPIDLY) 590 00:27:16,673 --> 00:27:18,460 - (HUBBUB) - Oh God. 591 00:27:19,043 --> 00:27:20,572 So here's where we are. 592 00:27:21,176 --> 00:27:22,983 Kira is no longer breathing on her own 593 00:27:23,024 --> 00:27:24,735 and her heart has stopped beating. 594 00:27:25,162 --> 00:27:27,568 We've shocked multiple times, with no response. 595 00:27:27,910 --> 00:27:29,451 - (SHARP BREATHS) - Okay... 596 00:27:29,563 --> 00:27:30,794 I'm so sorry... 597 00:27:31,486 --> 00:27:33,829 Our team has done everything in our power. 598 00:27:33,888 --> 00:27:36,465 And I want you to be prepared for what happens next. 599 00:27:36,764 --> 00:27:39,550 Now, you can stay here or you can come with me in the room. 600 00:27:39,610 --> 00:27:42,944 We have time now for me to answer any of your questions. 601 00:27:44,582 --> 00:27:46,715 (BEEPING) 602 00:27:53,591 --> 00:27:57,071 Mike, Sepi, in a moment, we will stop doing CPR. 603 00:27:58,143 --> 00:28:00,088 When we do, we'll declare a time of death, 604 00:28:00,376 --> 00:28:02,315 remove any tubes and wires, 605 00:28:02,344 --> 00:28:04,479 then you'll be able to have some time alone with Kira. 606 00:28:06,948 --> 00:28:08,293 Okay. 607 00:28:08,928 --> 00:28:10,779 I can take over compressions, Carmen. 608 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:18,436 (SOFT MUSIC) 609 00:28:21,566 --> 00:28:24,143 All life-saving measures have been exhausted. 610 00:28:29,865 --> 00:28:31,658 Time of death, 5:18 PM. 611 00:28:33,617 --> 00:28:35,739 Let's take a moment to acknowledge the loss of a life, 612 00:28:35,824 --> 00:28:38,660 the family, and our team's efforts today. 613 00:28:43,750 --> 00:28:46,220 (SOFT MUSIC) 614 00:28:52,245 --> 00:28:54,159 _ 615 00:29:10,401 --> 00:29:12,681 The bar code did have a serial number. 616 00:29:13,195 --> 00:29:15,873 And with one phone call I could... 617 00:29:15,951 --> 00:29:18,148 find out about the life that was stolen from you, 618 00:29:18,196 --> 00:29:19,718 so you could rebuild it. 619 00:29:21,961 --> 00:29:23,470 But, you don't want that. 620 00:29:30,212 --> 00:29:32,945 (HUBBUB) 621 00:29:34,472 --> 00:29:36,202 Beatrice? You said yes to the... 622 00:29:36,225 --> 00:29:37,475 Don't say the word. (SIGHS) 623 00:29:37,511 --> 00:29:39,008 We're pretending they're not there. 624 00:29:39,321 --> 00:29:41,234 (CHUCKLES) Okay. Fair enough. 625 00:29:41,699 --> 00:29:43,555 What made you change your mind? 626 00:29:43,590 --> 00:29:45,946 Well, Lucy talked me through it all. 627 00:29:46,017 --> 00:29:47,697 Then, the guy who did the surgery... 628 00:29:47,733 --> 00:29:49,728 he said the same thing as you but, 629 00:29:49,751 --> 00:29:51,999 having a buffer who wasn't a doctor helped. 630 00:29:52,443 --> 00:29:53,523 Sorry. 631 00:29:53,730 --> 00:29:56,774 No, hey, that's great. 632 00:29:56,839 --> 00:29:58,361 - Thanks, Lucy. - Mm-hmm. 633 00:29:59,089 --> 00:30:01,288 Well, Beatrice if you need anything, uh... 634 00:30:01,392 --> 00:30:03,818 (EXHALES) Oof. Just to figure out how to get through the next two days 635 00:30:03,820 --> 00:30:05,711 - without looking at my hand. - (CHUCKLES) 636 00:30:05,826 --> 00:30:07,326 All right. 637 00:30:10,470 --> 00:30:13,541 Doctor Leblanc. Hey, um... 638 00:30:13,583 --> 00:30:15,928 Wasn't trying to step on any toes. 639 00:30:15,964 --> 00:30:17,780 - No, you didn't. - Because Dr. Devi asked 640 00:30:17,801 --> 00:30:20,083 if I would take on some patient advocacy work. 641 00:30:20,134 --> 00:30:21,752 Thought it might ease the burden, 642 00:30:21,861 --> 00:30:24,277 seeing as your staff is stretched thin. 643 00:30:24,612 --> 00:30:26,191 Yeah. We are. 644 00:30:28,576 --> 00:30:32,484 - Hey, uh, are you okay? - Yeah, I just... 645 00:30:33,711 --> 00:30:37,012 (SOFT MUSIC) 646 00:30:43,128 --> 00:30:44,849 I heard about Percy. 647 00:30:46,589 --> 00:30:48,121 What you did for those parents, 648 00:30:48,151 --> 00:30:50,353 and our student, protecting her from trauma 649 00:30:50,373 --> 00:30:52,970 - of being the last one? - It was just my job. 650 00:30:53,006 --> 00:30:54,798 It was so much more than that. 651 00:31:10,586 --> 00:31:12,267 (KNOCKING) You wanted to see me? 652 00:31:12,351 --> 00:31:15,012 Come in Theo, close the door behind you. 653 00:31:15,929 --> 00:31:18,148 I got a call from Patient Services. 654 00:31:18,192 --> 00:31:20,276 There's been a complaint about some... 655 00:31:20,540 --> 00:31:23,620 - extracurricular activity of yours. - For Percy Campbell? 656 00:31:23,663 --> 00:31:26,118 All I did was getting him expired meds 657 00:31:26,153 --> 00:31:28,151 and things we were going to toss away anyways. 658 00:31:28,306 --> 00:31:31,037 Well, news to us, but this isn't about him. 659 00:31:31,135 --> 00:31:33,330 It's about a patient named Crystal Vincent. 660 00:31:33,366 --> 00:31:36,807 She says you told the police her husband sexually assaulted her. 661 00:31:37,023 --> 00:31:38,791 (SIGHS) I mean, he did. 662 00:31:38,875 --> 00:31:40,288 She's denying it. 663 00:31:40,381 --> 00:31:42,591 - Says you misinterpreted. - I didn't. 664 00:31:42,974 --> 00:31:44,490 I examined her after it happened. 665 00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:46,660 She wanted to think about what to do next. 666 00:31:46,688 --> 00:31:49,064 Did you get her consent to report? 667 00:31:50,746 --> 00:31:52,349 Oh, Theo! 668 00:31:53,466 --> 00:31:56,522 Reporting an assault is a very personal decision, 669 00:31:56,565 --> 00:31:59,810 trauma-informed care means taking cues from the patient, you know this. 670 00:31:59,828 --> 00:32:01,881 She was heading back to a dangerous situation! 671 00:32:01,893 --> 00:32:05,445 And not to mention their four kids. I had a responsibility. 672 00:32:05,472 --> 00:32:08,243 Without her corroboration, it's a violation of privacy. 673 00:32:08,255 --> 00:32:11,342 - Is that how you see it? - And so will the College of Physicians and Surgeons... 674 00:32:11,345 --> 00:32:13,642 - Are they... - ... who supposedly she informed as well. 675 00:32:13,709 --> 00:32:16,449 - Will this affect my license? - Most definitely. 676 00:32:16,737 --> 00:32:19,492 They could suspend your license, or take it away. 677 00:32:20,087 --> 00:32:21,911 And until that's resolved Theo, 678 00:32:21,947 --> 00:32:25,690 I'm sorry but we're revoking your privileges. 679 00:32:26,701 --> 00:32:28,430 (EXHALES) 680 00:32:28,632 --> 00:32:32,208 - Uh so, what... what do I do? - Go home. 681 00:32:32,462 --> 00:32:34,862 Wait for the College to formally notify you. 682 00:32:35,481 --> 00:32:37,170 And get a lawyer. 683 00:32:46,580 --> 00:32:49,659 (EXHALES) That was not an easy call to make. 684 00:32:50,647 --> 00:32:52,661 I wasn't sure if you'd have my back. 685 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:56,446 You should know several people on your team spoke up on your behalf. 686 00:32:57,002 --> 00:32:59,038 It was hard, because good leaders care. 687 00:32:59,105 --> 00:33:01,024 And that's why they respect you. 688 00:33:04,933 --> 00:33:08,196 (SOFT MUSIC) 689 00:33:12,744 --> 00:33:14,733 What a mess, so much infection. 690 00:33:14,934 --> 00:33:17,319 We would have got the fragments out before she coded. 691 00:33:17,340 --> 00:33:18,927 Begin image. 692 00:33:22,077 --> 00:33:24,800 Crazy how some tiny wires can wreak such havoc. 693 00:33:24,900 --> 00:33:27,125 Her heart rate is holding steady which is remarkable 694 00:33:27,162 --> 00:33:28,970 considering the severity of the infection, 695 00:33:29,022 --> 00:33:31,027 although I'm worried she won't remain stable for long 696 00:33:31,056 --> 00:33:32,398 Still more fragments. 697 00:33:32,436 --> 00:33:34,946 But none of those are surrounded by infected tissue. 698 00:33:34,982 --> 00:33:37,058 - Give me the ultrasound. - If there are abscesses, 699 00:33:37,071 --> 00:33:39,968 - they can track *** away from the wire. - True. 700 00:33:39,987 --> 00:33:43,413 Maybe if we combine clinical observation, skin changes, 701 00:33:43,519 --> 00:33:47,080 palpation with ultrasound... 702 00:33:48,602 --> 00:33:52,297 and then we cross reference with the wire fragments on the x-ray... 703 00:33:52,292 --> 00:33:54,653 We'd have a better shot at sourcing infectious material. 704 00:33:54,681 --> 00:33:57,468 Yeah. Here it is. See? 705 00:33:57,504 --> 00:34:00,662 The fluid's actually below the wire fragment that the x-ray caught. 706 00:34:01,657 --> 00:34:03,212 Scalpel. 707 00:34:04,495 --> 00:34:05,797 What? 708 00:34:05,874 --> 00:34:08,117 You're just really good at this. 709 00:34:09,374 --> 00:34:12,018 All right Hamed, Benny finally called back. 710 00:34:12,070 --> 00:34:14,121 - He's on my phone at the trauma desk. - Now? 711 00:34:14,119 --> 00:34:15,936 Uh, he's a hard man to track down, so yeah now. 712 00:34:15,956 --> 00:34:17,811 He says he's got about six minutes to spare. 713 00:34:17,895 --> 00:34:19,837 But with public health worriers like him, it's how it is. 714 00:34:19,858 --> 00:34:22,892 - I'll cover you. - Can we try an LPO image? 715 00:34:23,026 --> 00:34:24,535 You and I need to chat. 716 00:34:25,277 --> 00:34:26,520 You wanna do this now? 717 00:34:26,878 --> 00:34:29,430 I just heard from our no-longer-erstwhile chief. 718 00:34:30,252 --> 00:34:31,591 So this morning... 719 00:34:32,446 --> 00:34:33,956 Devi's head is on the chopping block, 720 00:34:33,979 --> 00:34:36,968 and now that I hear that you proposed a reshuffle 721 00:34:36,981 --> 00:34:38,358 in which you report to her instead of me? 722 00:34:38,413 --> 00:34:39,848 You're the one who told me to build a relationship with her, 723 00:34:39,847 --> 00:34:41,266 - and earn capital. - Yeah. 724 00:34:41,365 --> 00:34:44,081 On behalf of Trauma OR, not to spend on yourself! 725 00:34:44,171 --> 00:34:46,010 And how did you get Olsen to go along with the idea? 726 00:34:46,038 --> 00:34:47,677 A friend of mine taught me about leverage. 727 00:34:49,374 --> 00:34:51,124 Look, Olsen saw my point, okay? 728 00:34:51,146 --> 00:34:53,268 Checks and balances keep Trauma OR progressive. 729 00:34:53,271 --> 00:34:55,027 Oh, I thought we had a good thing going here, June. 730 00:34:55,055 --> 00:34:56,383 Yeah, but only if you're in control. 731 00:34:56,431 --> 00:34:58,231 That's a job description I earned! 732 00:34:58,266 --> 00:35:01,829 Yeah true, I like working with you. Okay? I respect you. 733 00:35:01,837 --> 00:35:04,780 I just can't keep tying my self-worth to your opinion. 734 00:35:04,908 --> 00:35:06,822 (SCOFFS) Oh well, just in time, 735 00:35:06,882 --> 00:35:08,796 because I'm don't know if I like you anymore. 736 00:35:09,398 --> 00:35:11,748 Are you going to clear the tissue or should I call someone else? 737 00:35:14,430 --> 00:35:16,293 She's been having difficult periods 738 00:35:16,329 --> 00:35:19,809 and since ectopic pregnancies can be associated with inflammation. 739 00:35:19,842 --> 00:35:23,006 You're Syrian. You do public health with Novak in the camps there? 740 00:35:23,033 --> 00:35:26,210 No, I work with him in Toronto. But this couple, 741 00:35:26,262 --> 00:35:28,637 they won't be held back by their circumstances. 742 00:35:28,665 --> 00:35:30,490 They want a new life, they want a family. 743 00:35:30,525 --> 00:35:33,589 Text me the info. I have a contact who'll do specialized care 744 00:35:33,609 --> 00:35:36,451 but I don't speak NGO, so when it comes to the battle for resourcing... 745 00:35:36,473 --> 00:35:38,102 I've been trying to learn that language. 746 00:35:38,162 --> 00:35:40,518 You left during the war? How'd you manage to get out? 747 00:35:40,798 --> 00:35:44,038 Sorry crap, gimme a minute. 748 00:35:45,559 --> 00:35:48,616 (IN HEBREW): _ 749 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:53,703 Mags? Are you off? 750 00:35:54,053 --> 00:35:56,011 Yeah, I just finished with my last patient. 751 00:35:56,248 --> 00:35:58,098 And you're sitting here because? 752 00:35:59,205 --> 00:36:00,405 Um... 753 00:36:00,460 --> 00:36:03,163 Because, I'm totally paralyzed 754 00:36:03,171 --> 00:36:05,237 about the massive decision I have to make. 755 00:36:07,005 --> 00:36:09,803 What-what if I can't live with either choice? 756 00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:13,971 Well, I spoke to Olsen and... 757 00:36:13,978 --> 00:36:16,159 told him he was gonna have retention problems if Devi left. 758 00:36:16,199 --> 00:36:17,924 And it does seem like she's staying. 759 00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:20,246 I mean, I doubt that's the only reason but... 760 00:36:20,874 --> 00:36:22,630 I'm sorry. I don't know if this is helping 761 00:36:22,647 --> 00:36:24,346 or complicating your decision. 762 00:36:25,258 --> 00:36:26,919 You did that for me? 763 00:36:28,070 --> 00:36:29,510 And for me. 764 00:36:30,965 --> 00:36:33,561 It probably cost me my relationship with Novak. 765 00:36:34,263 --> 00:36:35,665 Thank you. 766 00:36:36,326 --> 00:36:37,848 Have you told anyone else? 767 00:36:38,366 --> 00:36:39,766 (PHONE CHIMES) 768 00:36:40,065 --> 00:36:41,410 Well... 769 00:36:42,455 --> 00:36:45,234 Don't let it build up too much. 770 00:36:46,781 --> 00:36:48,057 Hey. 771 00:36:48,295 --> 00:36:50,927 Can we talk? And walk? I have a thing. 772 00:36:51,164 --> 00:36:52,585 Yeah. 773 00:36:57,988 --> 00:37:01,026 I wanted to apologize for... 774 00:37:01,253 --> 00:37:03,756 unloading my grief on you and... 775 00:37:04,313 --> 00:37:07,439 Say thanks for letting me do it. 776 00:37:09,844 --> 00:37:11,076 Yeah. 777 00:37:12,890 --> 00:37:15,056 You know, I'm sorry that you lost him. 778 00:37:17,911 --> 00:37:19,212 It seems... 779 00:37:19,575 --> 00:37:21,362 he wanted you to have this. 780 00:37:30,780 --> 00:37:32,270 (MAGS): You sound different. 781 00:37:32,369 --> 00:37:33,822 What do you mean you have a thing? 782 00:37:33,869 --> 00:37:36,282 Uh, I told Amira that she can go to art school. 783 00:37:36,311 --> 00:37:38,882 - Uh, that was an earlier thing but, uh... - Why? 784 00:37:38,941 --> 00:37:42,008 The weight I carry, it... it isn't hers. 785 00:37:42,041 --> 00:37:43,286 Is that what you wanted to tell me? 786 00:37:43,328 --> 00:37:46,087 - Actually I wanted to talk to you about uh... - Us? 787 00:37:46,354 --> 00:37:49,607 Well, that too, but also another thing. 788 00:37:49,653 --> 00:37:52,040 Another decision I'm making. 789 00:37:52,150 --> 00:37:53,476 I sound different how? 790 00:37:53,531 --> 00:37:55,015 Amira must be thrilled. 791 00:37:55,473 --> 00:37:56,907 She is. 792 00:37:57,119 --> 00:37:59,501 Dr. Viri, you said that was difficult. 793 00:37:59,509 --> 00:38:01,833 - Is everything okay? - I think we should end this. 794 00:38:03,034 --> 00:38:05,520 - You and me. For good. - What? 795 00:38:06,301 --> 00:38:09,794 I mean it's become clear to me that it isn't what either of us needs. 796 00:38:12,014 --> 00:38:13,371 Mags. 797 00:38:13,635 --> 00:38:14,980 Lighter. 798 00:38:16,113 --> 00:38:17,679 You sound lighter. 799 00:38:30,731 --> 00:38:34,133 You know, when you call a meeting, you should be there first. 800 00:38:34,215 --> 00:38:36,464 Yeah, sorry. I just, um... 801 00:38:37,981 --> 00:38:39,964 Anyway, thank you for making the time. 802 00:38:40,150 --> 00:38:41,799 Everything okay, Dr. Hamed? 803 00:38:41,866 --> 00:38:44,460 Yeah uh, I've decided not to become a surgeon. 804 00:38:47,028 --> 00:38:49,283 Didn't you spend the better part of a year 805 00:38:49,305 --> 00:38:50,940 fighting for the opportunity? 806 00:38:50,976 --> 00:38:52,946 And I'm grateful for it, sir, it's just... 807 00:38:53,026 --> 00:38:55,438 Thanks but no thanks? 808 00:38:56,733 --> 00:38:58,192 (SIGHS) 809 00:38:58,411 --> 00:39:00,318 All we can do is show 'em the path. 810 00:39:04,486 --> 00:39:06,359 You were right when you said... 811 00:39:06,899 --> 00:39:09,413 there are other skills I need to be focusing on. 812 00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:10,962 Look at me, not gloating. 813 00:39:31,351 --> 00:39:33,088 She said coming out of the anesthetic 814 00:39:33,102 --> 00:39:35,147 was like coming back into to her body. 815 00:39:36,041 --> 00:39:38,686 And you? Coming back home again, 816 00:39:38,761 --> 00:39:40,395 are you back in yours? 817 00:39:44,216 --> 00:39:46,576 When she is ready to do more than survive, 818 00:39:46,588 --> 00:39:48,230 she'll want the serial number. 819 00:39:49,379 --> 00:39:51,471 You're at the beginning of something, Bashir. 820 00:39:52,460 --> 00:39:54,213 Don't look away. 821 00:40:00,202 --> 00:40:03,099 Hey, about Percy, I know you two made a connection. 822 00:40:03,173 --> 00:40:06,796 Yeah. And even knowing the outcome, I'd do it all again. 823 00:40:08,470 --> 00:40:10,404 All right. See you tomorrow? 824 00:40:19,089 --> 00:40:21,890 (SOFT MUSIC) 825 00:40:56,825 --> 00:40:58,959 (?) 826 00:41:38,032 --> 00:41:41,000 (SIREN BLARING IN THE DISTANCE) 827 00:41:57,852 --> 00:42:01,187 (?) 828 00:42:07,228 --> 00:42:09,328 (INDISTINCT WHISPERING) 829 00:42:13,255 --> 00:42:14,929 _ 830 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,321 _ 831 00:42:17,371 --> 00:42:21,921 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 63243

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