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["Gypsy" by Stevie Nicks]
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♪ So I'm back to the velvet ♪
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♪ Ooh, underground ♪
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♪ Back to the floor ♪
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♪ That I love ♪
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♪ To a room ♪
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♪ With some lace
some paper flowers ♪
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♪ Back to the gypsy ♪
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♪ That I was ♪
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♪ To the gypsy ♪
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♪ That remains ♪
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♪ Faces freedom ♪
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♪ With a little bit of fear ♪
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♪ I have no fear ♪
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♪ I have only love ♪
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♪ But she was just a wish ♪
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♪ She was just a wish ♪
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♪ And lightning struck only once ♪
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♪ And your gypsy ♪
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♪ Your gypsy ♪
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[keyboard clacking]
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[elevator bell dings]
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[elevator door opens]
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[pig squeals on tablet]
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[dramatic music on tablet]
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[message chimes]
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[Dolly groans] Dad, it's doing it again.
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Oh, come on. I thought I fixed it!
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- [Dolly] Who's Alexis?
- That's my assistant.
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- Why do you need an assistant?
- She helps me with my work.
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I want an assistant.
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[chuckles] Finish your
cereal first, silly.
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Honey, if we're gonna go together,
we need to go.
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[Michael] Honey, come on.
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[Jean] Yeah, I'm just getting dressed.
I'll be down in a second.
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[Jean] Okay.
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[Michael] Oh, wow,
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- I haven't seen that shirt in a while.
- Yeah.
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[Jean] How's that breakfast going?
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[music on tablet]
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[scoffs]
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I love talking to a wall.
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- Don't take it personally.
- Hmm.
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And we talked about
the screen time, remember?
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I do, but she already
finished half of her cereal.
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- Who's dropping me?
- [Jean] Both of us.
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- We've got plans in the city tonight.
- [phone chimes]
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[Michael]
Come on, little brontosaurus. All right.
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- Okay, here you go, monkey.
- I'm not a monkey.
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Come on, slowpokes.
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[man] I just can't admit that it's over.
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It's like, the minute the
papers were signed...
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I fell for her all over again.
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Do you think that's about her?
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Or just the fact that it's official now?
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[scoffs]
She calls me unemotional all the time.
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Sorry.
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No, don't apologize.
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These are big decisions
you're making here.
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[breathes heavily]
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I think you're dealing with it
with such honesty.
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It's hard. And commendable.
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- I'll see you next week.
- Okay.
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Oh, I know we're running a few late.
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Just, uh, give me a sec, okay?
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[Sam] Anyway, I always used
to be intimidated by him.
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He's that kinda guy.
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And we're standing outside the elevator,
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and he kind of made a
passive dig about my leave,
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and then I just very bluntly
told him to go fuck himself.
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Wow, that's bold, Sam.
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Yeah, well, finally feels
like things are coming back together.
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How so?
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Well, like I said, with work.
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Anything else?
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All right, um...
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I'm a little nervous to tell you this.
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Don't be nervous.
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You can tell me anything, Sam.
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[sighs]
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I spoke to Sidney.
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She'd called me back
after I called her in front of you.
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Said we could grab drinks at Morandi.
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You know, she was so warm and open,
it was better than I thought.
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She asked me about work
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and told me
about this demo she's recording.
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She looked amazing.
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It's like she's so captivating, I can
barely hear the words half the time.
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Sorry, I didn't even, um...
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I don't know what I'm
trying to say right now.
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I have an idea.
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Let's just take a moment and...
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try an exercise, okay?
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It might help you communicate
with more clarity.
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So let's just take a breath
and close your eyes.
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And try to remember the
feeling in the room.
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And pretend I'm Sidney.
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[exhales]
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What did you say?
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Well, I told her that I missed her.
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Me. Tell me.
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You. Um...
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I missed you.
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And I...
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Well, I think about you all the time.
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I bet you do.
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It's okay.
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Just keep going.
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[exhales]
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I'm glad you called.
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I know I probably shouldn't be,
but I can't help what I feel.
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I like that you want me.
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She didn't say that.
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Oh.
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I like hanging with you.
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Feels natural.
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Not like all the
other bullshit out there.
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Now you sound a lot like her.
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What else, Sam?
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Did you really just come here
to sit and hang out?
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Tell me what you really want.
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You.
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And then Sid came back to my
place, and we slept together.
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I know you're not a fan, but it just...
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It felt so right.
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Like, maybe this is what
was supposed to happen.
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And maybe this is a new beginning.
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I'm thinking of having a
session at the diner.
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[Larin] With the bulimic?
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- She hates to be called that.
- Oh.
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Just make sure you allow time
to process back in the office.
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And, of course, make sure she
pays for anything she buys.
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[Larin chuckles]
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[Hunter] Sorry, I was under the
impression that it's frowned upon
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to spend too much
time outside the office.
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- When I was on internship...
- [Larin] Case by case.
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CBT is all about real world exposure.
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[Sasha] I'll try it this week.
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- See how it goes.
- [Gary] Jean?
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- Jean.
- Hmm? Oh.
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I'm sorry, it's just a parent thing.
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[Gary] Where are you
with your new intake?
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The pill popper?
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Uh... Yeah, well, uh, she's doing great.
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She's been going to meetings,
been clean for... a few weeks now.
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And we're building
a really nice solid rapport.
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[Hunter] Hey.
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I'm... [sighs]
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having some difficulty
with my pro bono case.
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He's young, too, and struggled
a lot with addiction.
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I wondered if I could take a look
at your notes on your pill popper.
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And see how you've made
so much progress so quickly.
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Okay.
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Sure.
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Yeah, just let me clean 'em up first
before I hand 'em over.
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Make sure they're legible.
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Cool, thanks, Jean.
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[man] I risked and ultimately sacrificed
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everything that meant something to me.
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And, uh, I'm reminded every day
of how important it is to give thanks.
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Take nothing for granted in this world.
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'Cause...
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Well, the truth is, five years ago...
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with the amount of shit
I was puttin' in my body...
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I could easily be dead.
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And for what?
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I gave myself over to what I want...
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How are you feeling?
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[man] the high.
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Like I don't wanna be here.
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That's okay, it's completely
normal, but you're here.
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And that's courageous.
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How do you feel about speaking?
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- Here?
- Yeah, it'd be good for you.
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You don't have to say much.
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I don't want a room full
of strangers knowing my story.
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Sometimes those are the only
people we can be honest with.
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It'll be a relief.
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[man] ...I realize that now.
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Thank you, Randall.
Thank you for sharing.
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Is there anyone else
who would like to speak?
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[whispering]
Stand up and introduce yourself.
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- [mutters]
- Go on, you can do it.
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It's okay.
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I won't let go, I promise.
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You can do it.
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My name is Allison.
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And I'm an addict.
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[all] Hi, Allison.
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I'm gonna suggest
you do what's called 90/90.
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90 meetings in 90 days.
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90 meetings?
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It's not as overwhelming
as it sounds, I promise.
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Sorry, I know I still owe you
from the last meetings.
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Hey, don't worry about it, okay?
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[woman] Allison, right?
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Oh, we just wanted
to introduce ourselves.
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- Oh, hey.
- Oh, and you are?
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- Um...
- She's my mom.
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[woman] Oh.
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Okay.
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Just call me if you need anything, okay?
[whispers] I'm proud of you.
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Nice to meet you.
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[woman] So, Allison, welcome.
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I wanted to share some information
with you.
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[chattering]
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- [Max] Line actually starts there.
- I was just looking for Sidney.
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Is she working today?
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No, she took the week off
to record her demo or something.
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Oh...
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Do you know where?
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I, uh... I'm a journalist,
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and I'm writing a story
on music in the city,
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and I was hoping to speak to her band.
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Uh...
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I think they usually rehearse
at a space downtown.
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Do you know the name?
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[Sam] What about her?
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- [man] She won't match with me.
- [Sam] How do you know?
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See, she hasn't even been
on the app in two weeks.
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Probably just took a break from her
boyfriend, who's in love with her,
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to look at other options
and realized everyone sucks.
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Fucking lent Sid all my cash
so she could pay for her demo.
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Don't tell me she's using you
for money again.
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Shut up.
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- She didn't ask, I offered.
- Huh, lemme guess...
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She hasn't reached out since.
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[door opens]
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Oh, shit.
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- What?
- Emily. Hold on.
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Hey.
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Shocked you still come here.
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I-I don't really.
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Yeah, me neither.
It's Micah's bachelorette.
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Well, they all clearly
still hate my guts.
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Can you blame them?
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[chuckles]
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So, how... how've you been?
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Good. Really good, actually.
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- You still with, um...
- No.
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Um, I actually
recently broke up with her.
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- Oh.
- Yeah.
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Sorry to hear that.
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No, you're not.
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It's true. [chuckles]
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Yeah, I think I was
forcing the situation.
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It was ultimately really unhealthy.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, it seemed that way...
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to everyone else.
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Um, I have to get back to the...
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Y-yeah, take care.
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Um, tell Micah I said congratulations.
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- Nice to see you.
- You too.
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Hey, uh, Emily?
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- I'm really sorry...
- We're not doing this here, Sam.
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You're right. My bad.
258
00:16:45,163 --> 00:16:46,289
Have fun.
259
00:16:48,833 --> 00:16:49,833
[woman] Oh, my God...
260
00:17:02,056 --> 00:17:03,766
[sighs] We've been home five minutes.
261
00:17:03,849 --> 00:17:05,476
You couldn't wait to say good night?
262
00:17:05,558 --> 00:17:07,978
I've got an early day tomorrow.
263
00:17:09,981 --> 00:17:10,981
[Michael] What?
264
00:17:12,023 --> 00:17:13,023
Nothing.
265
00:17:15,778 --> 00:17:18,447
Are you sure that you're okay?
You had...
266
00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:22,952
two patient emergencies over the past...
I don't know, just seems like...
267
00:17:23,286 --> 00:17:24,620
No, I'm fine.
268
00:17:26,038 --> 00:17:27,873
Just had a tough week, that's all.
269
00:17:28,207 --> 00:17:30,293
It's all under control. Don't worry.
270
00:17:32,712 --> 00:17:34,255
Oh, by the way,
271
00:17:34,337 --> 00:17:38,174
I have a continuing psych class
tomorrow night, so...
272
00:17:45,641 --> 00:17:48,269
Okay.
Well, Adrian and a couple of the guys
273
00:17:48,351 --> 00:17:50,520
are gonna come over
and watch the Steelers game, so...
274
00:17:50,603 --> 00:17:51,730
Perfect.
275
00:17:57,986 --> 00:17:59,070
You're not comin' to bed?
276
00:17:59,614 --> 00:18:00,781
I, um...
277
00:18:01,532 --> 00:18:02,950
I just have a little work to do.
278
00:18:03,783 --> 00:18:04,783
I'll come in soon.
279
00:19:50,683 --> 00:19:55,521
♪ Get inside I wanna
get inside your head ♪
280
00:19:55,605 --> 00:19:59,275
♪ I wanna get inside
I wanna get inside... ♪
281
00:21:04,382 --> 00:21:06,401
[Claire] I gave this to her
when she graduated college.
282
00:21:06,425 --> 00:21:08,261
She told me she'd never take it off.
283
00:21:08,843 --> 00:21:10,595
It's a very thoughtful gift.
284
00:21:14,390 --> 00:21:15,433
Look at this stuff.
285
00:21:18,020 --> 00:21:19,855
Oh, yes, this is the locket.
286
00:21:19,938 --> 00:21:21,689
For her Sweet 16.
287
00:21:21,941 --> 00:21:24,485
- Are you sure it's all Rebecca's?
- Oh, yes.
288
00:21:25,778 --> 00:21:28,823
I was going to buy her
a housewarming present,
289
00:21:28,906 --> 00:21:31,367
not because I wanted
to be clingy or judgmental.
290
00:21:31,993 --> 00:21:33,202
Actually, a good mother.
291
00:21:34,245 --> 00:21:37,039
And, um, I went online and...
292
00:21:37,121 --> 00:21:40,875
tried to find the new address, since,
you know, she wouldn't give it to me.
293
00:21:43,129 --> 00:21:46,382
They directed me to an eBay page, and...
294
00:21:47,341 --> 00:21:48,843
she was selling all of it.
295
00:21:50,177 --> 00:21:51,304
Who does that?
296
00:21:52,679 --> 00:21:55,390
At first, I thought
maybe she needed money, but then...
297
00:21:56,976 --> 00:22:00,354
as time went on, I began to think
maybe she's planning to kill herself.
298
00:22:01,105 --> 00:22:02,105
What?
299
00:22:02,523 --> 00:22:04,442
Wh-why do you say that?
300
00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:06,150
Because when you wanna die,
301
00:22:06,234 --> 00:22:08,794
you give away all your things
because you're not gonna need them.
302
00:22:09,864 --> 00:22:11,365
[sighs] After all, look at me.
303
00:22:11,449 --> 00:22:13,451
She's already given me away.
304
00:22:13,534 --> 00:22:15,494
Claire... [scoffs]
305
00:22:17,079 --> 00:22:20,291
Trust me, your daughter is not suicidal.
306
00:22:22,251 --> 00:22:23,336
You don't know that.
307
00:22:23,918 --> 00:22:24,918
Yes, I do.
308
00:22:25,253 --> 00:22:26,337
How?
309
00:22:27,173 --> 00:22:28,382
Well, from...
310
00:22:28,841 --> 00:22:30,343
everything you said, she's...
311
00:22:31,052 --> 00:22:34,013
She's not suicidal,
she's just the opposite. She's...
312
00:22:34,096 --> 00:22:36,599
She's trying to find her feet.
313
00:22:38,392 --> 00:22:40,227
You know, they say
when people commit suicide,
314
00:22:40,311 --> 00:22:41,687
they're happy at the end.
315
00:22:42,353 --> 00:22:44,439
- They feel they have the plan...
- Claire.
316
00:22:45,483 --> 00:22:47,902
Your daughter's fine, okay?
317
00:22:48,152 --> 00:22:49,570
Trust me, this is my field.
318
00:22:49,654 --> 00:22:51,530
She is not suicidal.
319
00:22:54,325 --> 00:22:56,786
I just keep thinking,
what did I do wrong?
320
00:22:59,247 --> 00:23:01,415
I understand how frustrated you are.
321
00:23:02,458 --> 00:23:04,502
I'd like to approach this differently.
322
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,215
Yes, the little girl you raised is gone.
323
00:23:09,714 --> 00:23:11,424
She's a new woman now.
324
00:23:12,009 --> 00:23:14,345
And sometimes when we break free,
325
00:23:14,428 --> 00:23:18,224
we need
to push some people aside so we can...
326
00:23:18,724 --> 00:23:20,935
get in touch with our true selves.
327
00:23:37,577 --> 00:23:38,577
Hey.
328
00:23:39,203 --> 00:23:42,081
I have those notes on Allison,
if you wanna take a look.
329
00:23:42,164 --> 00:23:44,250
- Oh, thanks so much.
- No problem.
330
00:23:45,333 --> 00:23:48,836
Uh, just be careful, okay?
It's my only copy.
331
00:23:49,420 --> 00:23:51,339
- Yeah, yeah, of course.
- Great.
332
00:23:58,388 --> 00:23:59,889
[punches landing]
333
00:23:59,974 --> 00:24:02,310
[man shouting encouragement]
334
00:24:04,437 --> 00:24:06,037
[woman] It should feel like a challenge!
335
00:24:06,397 --> 00:24:08,274
You guys can't be weak in here!
336
00:24:08,941 --> 00:24:10,067
One-two, one-two.
337
00:24:10,401 --> 00:24:12,278
Snap those punches, bring 'em back.
338
00:24:12,360 --> 00:24:15,196
Excellent. Let's go! Get it!
339
00:24:15,947 --> 00:24:17,323
[woman] Bring it back to the base.
340
00:24:32,590 --> 00:24:34,717
You should always be ready for attack.
341
00:24:35,134 --> 00:24:37,386
Get in fight position
and grab a partner.
342
00:24:37,470 --> 00:24:40,056
And remember, no
one is as strong as you.
343
00:24:40,138 --> 00:24:41,848
- Hey.
- Hands up.
344
00:24:41,933 --> 00:24:43,643
Left-right, left-right.
One-two, one-two.
345
00:24:43,726 --> 00:24:45,811
Give her a little resistance.
Punch right here.
346
00:24:45,893 --> 00:24:47,812
Left-right, left-right, go!
347
00:24:47,897 --> 00:24:49,732
- Breathe.
- I will.
348
00:24:55,112 --> 00:24:56,792
[on phone] Hi, Jean, this is Mrs.
Finnegan.
349
00:24:56,822 --> 00:24:59,200
I wanted to go over
Dolly's test scores with you
350
00:24:59,283 --> 00:25:01,911
and see if you gave any more
thought to the medications.
351
00:25:02,161 --> 00:25:05,539
Let's set up a time to meet
and we can go through her options.
352
00:25:05,623 --> 00:25:08,042
I can be reached
at this number during school hours.
353
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:10,080
I look forward to hearing...
354
00:25:11,087 --> 00:25:13,965
[muffled music thumping]
355
00:25:25,184 --> 00:25:27,228
[Sidney singing]
♪ I don't need a doctor ♪
356
00:25:27,310 --> 00:25:29,854
♪ I don't need a priest ♪
357
00:25:29,937 --> 00:25:32,315
♪ I don't need a dealer ♪
358
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,610
♪ I don't need the police ♪
359
00:25:34,694 --> 00:25:37,113
♪ I don't need a mother ♪
360
00:25:37,196 --> 00:25:39,365
♪ I don't need a mother ♪
361
00:25:39,448 --> 00:25:43,578
♪ No, I don't need no other ♪
362
00:25:47,248 --> 00:25:48,248
What the fuck?
363
00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:50,876
Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt.
364
00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,420
[band stops playing]
365
00:25:53,127 --> 00:25:55,129
Hey, guys, I want you to meet Diane.
366
00:25:55,798 --> 00:25:57,341
Diane is a...
367
00:25:58,424 --> 00:25:59,424
customer?
368
00:25:59,801 --> 00:26:00,801
Acquaintance?
369
00:26:01,511 --> 00:26:03,846
I mean, who are you? Really?
370
00:26:03,930 --> 00:26:06,098
You were at the party a few weeks ago.
371
00:26:06,182 --> 00:26:08,601
Yeah, hey, Frances.
It's nice to see you again.
372
00:26:08,686 --> 00:26:10,313
Yeah, you guys met.
373
00:26:11,522 --> 00:26:12,898
He thought you were hot.
374
00:26:14,066 --> 00:26:15,666
I should have asked
you what you thought.
375
00:26:16,444 --> 00:26:17,570
You're single, right?
376
00:26:18,152 --> 00:26:19,946
- Uh, yeah...
- I'd do him.
377
00:26:20,029 --> 00:26:22,657
- I have, actually.
- Come on, Sid, really?
378
00:26:22,741 --> 00:26:24,160
Well, she's not into women.
379
00:26:24,742 --> 00:26:26,160
So, you might have a shot.
380
00:26:27,411 --> 00:26:29,691
You know, I-I didn't
come here for this.
381
00:26:29,716 --> 00:26:30,605
No, I know.
382
00:26:30,665 --> 00:26:34,502
Max told me you're doing some piece
on music in New York
383
00:26:34,587 --> 00:26:37,548
or some other fucking bullshit
that sounds made up.
384
00:26:38,506 --> 00:26:40,508
Why can't you just
admit you wanna see me?
385
00:26:45,431 --> 00:26:47,266
That's what she does, she bails on you.
386
00:26:47,348 --> 00:26:48,641
Even when you need her.
387
00:26:48,724 --> 00:26:50,560
You're making this really easy for me.
388
00:26:50,645 --> 00:26:53,230
I actually came here
to have an honest conversation with you,
389
00:26:53,314 --> 00:26:56,067
to tell you that I
can't do this anymore.
390
00:26:56,817 --> 00:26:58,986
Well, this... isn't anything.
391
00:26:59,737 --> 00:27:01,405
So I'm not quite
sure what you're ending.
392
00:27:03,114 --> 00:27:05,157
But you're pretty reckless
with people's feelings.
393
00:27:05,243 --> 00:27:06,243
Excuse me?
394
00:27:06,285 --> 00:27:07,536
What was I supposed to do?
395
00:27:07,618 --> 00:27:10,538
Sit there with your ex-boyfriend
and listen to you catch up on old times?
396
00:27:10,621 --> 00:27:12,957
- That's not what it was.
- It's indulgent and reckless.
397
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:15,001
If you wanna throw that word
around so easily.
398
00:27:16,002 --> 00:27:17,295
You know what? You're right.
399
00:27:18,047 --> 00:27:19,340
Just as well you weren't there,
400
00:27:19,423 --> 00:27:21,842
'cause we ended up fucking,
just like old times.
401
00:27:24,302 --> 00:27:25,636
Guess we're not that different.
402
00:27:26,264 --> 00:27:30,935
- Using people to get what we want...
- Don't put me in a category with you.
403
00:27:31,310 --> 00:27:32,812
We're nothing alike.
404
00:27:32,935 --> 00:27:36,564
You know what? You're right, because
I go for what I want and you're scared.
405
00:27:40,069 --> 00:27:41,445
You talk a big game.
406
00:27:42,695 --> 00:27:44,030
But when it comes down to it...
407
00:27:45,533 --> 00:27:47,743
you're just a scared little girl.
408
00:28:08,848 --> 00:28:10,266
[Michael] Stacey picked up Dolly
409
00:28:10,349 --> 00:28:11,989
and the guys
are gonna be here any minute.
410
00:28:12,059 --> 00:28:14,312
Oh, she left? I
didn't get to say goodbye.
411
00:28:14,687 --> 00:28:16,105
[phone chimes]
412
00:28:17,940 --> 00:28:19,942
Hey, when did you put a passcode
on your phone?
413
00:28:21,569 --> 00:28:22,570
Last week.
414
00:28:23,779 --> 00:28:24,780
Yeah, I just...
415
00:28:25,197 --> 00:28:28,075
I realized I have all this
sensitive patient information.
416
00:28:28,701 --> 00:28:30,703
You know, so if I lost my phone,
417
00:28:31,245 --> 00:28:32,288
it'd be a real issue.
418
00:28:32,371 --> 00:28:33,748
Mm-hmm. What is it?
419
00:28:35,583 --> 00:28:36,417
[Jean scoffs]
420
00:28:36,500 --> 00:28:37,585
Your passcode.
421
00:28:39,170 --> 00:28:40,421
I can't tell you.
422
00:28:40,963 --> 00:28:41,963
It's private.
423
00:28:44,050 --> 00:28:45,301
You know mine.
424
00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:50,762
Honey...
425
00:28:54,310 --> 00:28:56,729
What is your passcode?
426
00:28:56,812 --> 00:28:58,147
Honey...
427
00:29:00,524 --> 00:29:01,651
What's your passcode?
428
00:29:03,069 --> 00:29:04,820
[doorbell rings]
429
00:29:04,904 --> 00:29:06,030
[Jean grunts]
430
00:29:21,045 --> 00:29:22,880
[crowd cheering on TV]
431
00:29:22,962 --> 00:29:26,674
- Wow! Look at you.
- Oh, please, stop.
432
00:29:26,757 --> 00:29:28,209
You sure you don't wanna stay?
433
00:29:28,234 --> 00:29:30,410
I can't. I have a
psych thing to go to.
434
00:29:31,180 --> 00:29:32,640
You guys have fun, though.
435
00:29:33,224 --> 00:29:36,644
Plus, Michael never gets a guys' night,
so I don't wanna ruin it.
436
00:29:37,143 --> 00:29:38,894
Is Larin going to your psych thing?
437
00:29:39,478 --> 00:29:41,397
Uh, no. She can't make it tonight.
438
00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:43,774
She's doing that whole
singing thing now, right?
439
00:29:43,858 --> 00:29:46,902
Yeah, right. Uh, a cappella?
I had no idea.
440
00:29:46,986 --> 00:29:49,905
[man] I barely knew.
Just shows how little you know someone.
441
00:29:52,868 --> 00:29:54,662
Are you taking the car or the train?
442
00:29:55,202 --> 00:29:57,496
The car. I won't be too late.
443
00:29:57,790 --> 00:29:58,833
Have fun, guys.
444
00:30:29,238 --> 00:30:30,238
[car alarm chirps]
445
00:30:35,953 --> 00:30:37,330
[sighs]
446
00:30:41,290 --> 00:30:42,290
[phone swooshes]
447
00:31:01,062 --> 00:31:02,730
[buzzes]
448
00:31:08,945 --> 00:31:10,780
[buzzes]
449
00:31:13,366 --> 00:31:14,366
[man] Yes?
450
00:31:15,368 --> 00:31:16,953
Hello, uh...
451
00:31:17,036 --> 00:31:18,454
I'm here for dinner.
452
00:31:19,330 --> 00:31:20,330
Come on up.
453
00:31:21,831 --> 00:31:24,583
[door lock buzzing]
454
00:31:38,057 --> 00:31:39,141
[Jean] Oh, hi.
455
00:31:39,225 --> 00:31:41,102
- You're, uh...
- Diane.
456
00:31:41,851 --> 00:31:43,102
- So nice to meet you...
- Dax.
457
00:31:43,185 --> 00:31:45,271
Oh... Oh, hi.
458
00:31:46,899 --> 00:31:47,900
Wow.
459
00:31:47,982 --> 00:31:49,441
What an awesome space.
460
00:31:49,525 --> 00:31:51,861
[chuckles] Yeah. Yeah, we think so.
461
00:31:53,531 --> 00:31:55,533
- You can put your shoes right here.
- Oh, sure.
462
00:31:55,616 --> 00:31:57,243
- Yeah.
- Great. Okay.
463
00:32:01,622 --> 00:32:04,000
Oh, and if you could,
leave your device, too.
464
00:32:04,375 --> 00:32:06,002
We like to disconnect in the evenings.
465
00:32:06,085 --> 00:32:07,128
- Oh.
- Yeah.
466
00:32:07,211 --> 00:32:09,297
Okay. Um...
467
00:32:14,844 --> 00:32:16,637
- Diane?
- Hey!
468
00:32:16,721 --> 00:32:19,140
- It's so good to see you.
- So glad you made it.
469
00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:23,058
Oh, and um...
please don't mention the salon.
470
00:32:23,144 --> 00:32:26,063
- I told everyone that we met at yoga.
- Okay.
471
00:32:26,145 --> 00:32:30,149
- They would judge it as materialistic.
- Got it.
472
00:32:32,153 --> 00:32:33,404
This is Diane.
473
00:32:33,487 --> 00:32:36,782
[all] Oh, hey! Hello! Hi!
474
00:32:37,698 --> 00:32:41,577
Jesus! Who runs the option
on third and six? Come on!
475
00:32:42,244 --> 00:32:43,996
I should've put money on this.
476
00:32:44,081 --> 00:32:45,416
Anyone know the spread?
477
00:32:45,499 --> 00:32:47,126
Uh, Steelers are getting six-and-a-half.
478
00:32:47,209 --> 00:32:49,629
- I think the over-under is 48.
- You make that up?
479
00:32:50,211 --> 00:32:51,295
[phone chimes]
480
00:32:51,380 --> 00:32:53,883
- Oh, shit.
- Who is she?
481
00:32:55,216 --> 00:32:57,051
Uh, this girl I've been seeing.
482
00:32:57,635 --> 00:33:00,846
If you'd have told me a few years ago
I'd be seeing a 29-year-old...
483
00:33:02,556 --> 00:33:04,767
Fuck, man, she's hot.
484
00:33:06,270 --> 00:33:08,522
I try to get Jennifer
to be more adventurous...
485
00:33:08,606 --> 00:33:10,900
It's not like that.
She just wants to please me.
486
00:33:11,484 --> 00:33:13,903
It's the exact opposite
of my entire marriage.
487
00:33:14,278 --> 00:33:15,279
[man 2] Let me see?
488
00:33:16,695 --> 00:33:19,156
So, do you guys
cook like this every night?
489
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:20,574
[Dax] Three nights a week.
490
00:33:21,244 --> 00:33:22,912
- Mmm.
- Cooking together's a ritual.
491
00:33:24,914 --> 00:33:25,748
Can I ask,
492
00:33:25,831 --> 00:33:28,876
do you guys have good relationships
with your real families?
493
00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:30,253
Don't say "real" to Dax.
494
00:33:30,336 --> 00:33:33,422
[chuckling] We believe
we choose our families.
495
00:33:34,463 --> 00:33:35,923
Same way you choose who you are.
496
00:33:37,216 --> 00:33:38,676
Right. I get that.
497
00:33:38,759 --> 00:33:41,095
A lot of us maintain relationships
outside the group,
498
00:33:41,180 --> 00:33:43,683
- as long as they're accepting.
- Hmm.
499
00:33:43,766 --> 00:33:46,102
My family still thinks
I'm a ski bunny in Vermont.
500
00:33:46,185 --> 00:33:47,353
[both laughing]
501
00:33:47,436 --> 00:33:49,855
They would never understand
the concept of pure honesty.
502
00:33:50,648 --> 00:33:51,691
Pure honesty?
503
00:33:52,358 --> 00:33:54,068
The philosophy behind this place.
504
00:33:54,733 --> 00:33:56,402
No shame is too large.
505
00:33:59,115 --> 00:34:00,116
Hey, Diane.
506
00:34:04,870 --> 00:34:05,870
Diane?
507
00:34:06,664 --> 00:34:07,664
Hey.
508
00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:11,250
Can I steal her?
I wanna take her on a little tour.
509
00:34:12,169 --> 00:34:13,169
Yeah, of course.
510
00:35:01,302 --> 00:35:05,139
We just get so bogged
down by our choices,
511
00:35:05,222 --> 00:35:07,975
and they're represented by all this...
512
00:35:08,392 --> 00:35:09,560
- stuff.
- Hmm.
513
00:35:09,644 --> 00:35:13,731
Trust me, I could dig through my closet
and find remnants of my entire life.
514
00:35:13,814 --> 00:35:16,025
[laughs] What do you really need?
515
00:35:16,940 --> 00:35:20,194
It just challenges you
to start anew every day.
516
00:35:20,778 --> 00:35:22,738
Not hang on to the past.
517
00:35:25,826 --> 00:35:27,036
How's your mom?
518
00:35:28,412 --> 00:35:29,830
Any progress?
519
00:35:30,623 --> 00:35:34,168
She's in this cycle
where she only sees things one way.
520
00:35:34,252 --> 00:35:35,586
She's not like me.
521
00:35:36,837 --> 00:35:37,838
Or you.
522
00:35:39,590 --> 00:35:42,343
The deeper I get
into my life here, I'm just...
523
00:35:42,426 --> 00:35:45,513
I'm realizing all of these things
I just couldn't face.
524
00:35:45,972 --> 00:35:46,972
Like what?
525
00:35:47,932 --> 00:35:49,642
How she used to manipulate me.
526
00:35:50,309 --> 00:35:52,395
Even before my dad got sick.
527
00:35:55,437 --> 00:35:56,939
When I was in high school,
528
00:35:58,317 --> 00:36:00,820
she bet me money
that I could lose weight.
529
00:36:01,487 --> 00:36:02,780
That's awful.
530
00:36:03,570 --> 00:36:04,822
I had no idea.
531
00:36:05,697 --> 00:36:06,865
Why would you?
532
00:36:07,533 --> 00:36:10,244
I wouldn't. I guess I...
533
00:36:11,078 --> 00:36:14,123
Sounds like she was just
trying to be helpful.
534
00:36:14,206 --> 00:36:15,332
Well, she wasn't.
535
00:36:18,129 --> 00:36:19,630
Look, I understand.
536
00:36:22,925 --> 00:36:28,180
I have a sister whose kid is dealing
with some identity issues.
537
00:36:28,472 --> 00:36:29,724
Gender confusion.
538
00:36:30,725 --> 00:36:33,519
And she can't really face it, so...
539
00:36:34,268 --> 00:36:37,980
Probably, to people on the outside,
it looks close-minded.
540
00:36:40,568 --> 00:36:42,612
But it all just stems from fear.
541
00:36:43,986 --> 00:36:45,988
It's probably the same with your mom.
542
00:36:46,071 --> 00:36:48,115
Well, everybody has their limits and...
543
00:36:49,785 --> 00:36:51,162
I can only take so much.
544
00:37:01,172 --> 00:37:03,424
That was the day
she moved me into my apartment.
545
00:37:04,006 --> 00:37:05,507
Oh, God. [laughs]
546
00:37:06,427 --> 00:37:08,596
It was awful.
547
00:37:09,178 --> 00:37:10,429
So stressful.
548
00:37:10,765 --> 00:37:12,934
She probably remembers it differently.
549
00:37:14,558 --> 00:37:15,976
You know, the truth is...
550
00:37:16,977 --> 00:37:21,773
I don't think
anything can replace that connection.
551
00:37:25,152 --> 00:37:27,237
As hard as we both might try.
552
00:37:29,656 --> 00:37:33,535
[woman] With each breath, you
are letting go of the stress.
553
00:37:34,119 --> 00:37:35,787
The chaos of the day.
554
00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,334
Any negativity.
555
00:37:40,378 --> 00:37:42,922
Now breathe deeply.
556
00:37:44,465 --> 00:37:47,426
Feel your body beneath you.
557
00:37:49,303 --> 00:37:53,224
The only thing that is
real is this moment.
558
00:37:54,225 --> 00:37:55,476
Right here.
559
00:37:56,519 --> 00:37:58,020
Right now.
560
00:38:00,481 --> 00:38:02,858
As the world moves around you,
561
00:38:03,276 --> 00:38:06,028
you too are capable of moving.
562
00:38:07,196 --> 00:38:09,740
You are your single self.
563
00:38:11,284 --> 00:38:13,369
Not attached to anyone.
564
00:38:15,329 --> 00:38:19,625
Just as people and circumstances change,
565
00:38:20,501 --> 00:38:24,797
you also have a
greater power within you.
566
00:38:26,632 --> 00:38:31,429
The power to make your own choices.
567
00:38:32,430 --> 00:38:36,809
For your very best change.
568
00:38:43,897 --> 00:38:45,899
[man]Have you ever heard of a vape?
569
00:38:45,983 --> 00:38:49,111
Hey, I can roll a fucking joint, okay?
I think.
570
00:38:49,194 --> 00:38:51,091
- You smoke it, then you talk shit.
- [cell phone rings]
571
00:38:51,115 --> 00:38:52,450
[laughing]
572
00:38:54,243 --> 00:38:55,243
Hey, babe.
573
00:38:58,080 --> 00:38:59,080
Yeah.
574
00:39:00,041 --> 00:39:01,334
Right after the game's done.
575
00:39:01,417 --> 00:39:02,877
Yeah, I'll be there, I promise.
576
00:39:02,958 --> 00:39:04,585
Can you text me the address?
577
00:39:06,670 --> 00:39:08,213
I hate him.
578
00:39:08,299 --> 00:39:10,676
Oh, come on, he went through
so much shit with the divorce.
579
00:39:10,757 --> 00:39:12,593
- He deserves a little happiness.
- I know.
580
00:39:13,596 --> 00:39:15,598
I'm just so bored with Jennifer.
581
00:39:17,892 --> 00:39:19,536
I wouldn't even know how
to want her anymore.
582
00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:21,771
Even if I did, she'd tell
me to go fuck myself
583
00:39:21,852 --> 00:39:23,604
or jerk off to some porn.
584
00:39:23,689 --> 00:39:25,900
Oh, jeez. That's rough, my friend.
585
00:39:28,027 --> 00:39:29,654
Sounds like another divorce.
586
00:39:32,406 --> 00:39:34,116
[Dax] All right, you guys ready?
587
00:39:34,742 --> 00:39:35,742
[woman] Yeah.
588
00:39:36,241 --> 00:39:39,202
[Dax] As you've heard tonight,
we have a philosophy of no secrets.
589
00:39:39,411 --> 00:39:42,664
So, as a way
of connecting more truthfully,
590
00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:44,126
we have this little ritual.
591
00:39:47,630 --> 00:39:49,090
[laughing]
592
00:39:49,173 --> 00:39:51,300
Don't worry. It's fun.
593
00:39:51,381 --> 00:39:54,551
We each pick a phone
and read the most recent text out loud.
594
00:39:55,886 --> 00:39:57,304
[Dax] And as our guest of honor...
595
00:40:00,518 --> 00:40:02,436
Okay... Um...
596
00:40:08,857 --> 00:40:10,108
- Shit.
- [laughing]
597
00:40:10,194 --> 00:40:11,195
That's mine.
598
00:40:13,030 --> 00:40:15,616
- Passcode?
- 7-1-8-7.
599
00:40:19,662 --> 00:40:22,331
Nate says, "Thanks for the air mattress.
600
00:40:22,415 --> 00:40:23,916
Return it next week."
601
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:38,681
It's mine.
602
00:40:39,515 --> 00:40:40,850
[chuckles]
603
00:40:40,933 --> 00:40:41,933
Passcode?
604
00:40:43,686 --> 00:40:45,438
6-6-3-9.
605
00:40:51,944 --> 00:40:53,738
[Rebecca] It's from Melissa S.
606
00:40:54,405 --> 00:40:55,239
What?
607
00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:57,823
"Stay the fuck out of my life."
608
00:40:58,532 --> 00:41:00,701
- Wow, all caps.
- [woman] Whoa.
609
00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:04,287
- What is that about, Diane?
- Just seems so angry.
610
00:41:05,205 --> 00:41:08,667
- It's a long story.
- Oh, no secrets, remember?
611
00:41:14,634 --> 00:41:17,345
Melissa Saugraves is a woman I...
612
00:41:18,846 --> 00:41:20,222
used to work with.
613
00:41:20,303 --> 00:41:22,597
Why is she telling you
to stay away from her?
614
00:41:27,936 --> 00:41:32,190
I had to end the friendship,
became too codependent.
615
00:41:32,401 --> 00:41:34,278
She started making up stories.
616
00:41:34,779 --> 00:41:37,990
Ultimately, she became...
617
00:41:38,658 --> 00:41:41,535
Well, she blamed me for her instability.
618
00:41:42,328 --> 00:41:43,496
It's complicated.
619
00:41:54,421 --> 00:41:55,982
- Hey, thanks for having me.
- All right.
620
00:41:56,006 --> 00:41:57,674
Yeah, bro. All right.
621
00:41:57,758 --> 00:42:00,010
Thank your girlfriend
for giving me jerk-off material.
622
00:42:00,554 --> 00:42:01,847
You're a dick. See ya.
623
00:42:01,931 --> 00:42:03,599
- See you, too.
- Lates.
624
00:42:06,266 --> 00:42:07,684
- Thank you.
- All right, brother.
625
00:42:07,768 --> 00:42:08,977
- All right?
- Yep.
626
00:42:09,060 --> 00:42:10,103
- See ya at work.
- Okay.
627
00:42:10,189 --> 00:42:12,483
- Hey. Thanks for the smoke, man.
- Yeah. Good night.
628
00:42:12,566 --> 00:42:13,734
- See you.
- Get home safe.
629
00:42:13,985 --> 00:42:15,194
I'll do my best.
630
00:42:17,196 --> 00:42:19,824
[laughing]
631
00:42:19,907 --> 00:42:21,492
[Dax] All right, let's give thanks.
632
00:42:27,456 --> 00:42:30,585
Thank you
for the company at tonight's table.
633
00:42:31,419 --> 00:42:32,419
We feel blessed.
634
00:42:33,504 --> 00:42:36,716
Thanks to everyone
for contributing to this meal.
635
00:42:38,381 --> 00:42:41,092
Diane, would you like to say anything?
636
00:42:41,927 --> 00:42:44,262
Uh, it's a tradition,
but you don't have to.
637
00:42:46,559 --> 00:42:48,811
No, I'd love to. Um...
638
00:42:51,897 --> 00:42:56,485
Well, first,
I'd like to say thank you for having me.
639
00:42:57,486 --> 00:43:01,157
You've all made me
feel so welcome and included.
640
00:43:01,240 --> 00:43:05,661
When the truth is I often feel
outside things in my normal life.
641
00:43:11,417 --> 00:43:15,546
[Jean] I'd like to say thank
you for this incredible space.
642
00:43:15,630 --> 00:43:17,298
And your energy.
643
00:43:18,007 --> 00:43:19,759
I feel very connected here.
644
00:43:20,927 --> 00:43:23,262
It's nice to have that feeling again.
645
00:43:25,681 --> 00:43:29,143
It's crazy, because you're
a room full of strangers,
646
00:43:29,226 --> 00:43:31,646
and yet, I feel like I belong.
647
00:43:32,939 --> 00:43:36,484
I feel more like myself
than I felt in a long time.
648
00:43:37,068 --> 00:43:42,239
Because I can be honest
and there's no judgment or expectation.
649
00:43:42,782 --> 00:43:46,702
[Sidney singing]
♪ I wanna get inside your head ♪
650
00:43:46,786 --> 00:43:50,498
♪ I wanna get inside
I wanna get inside ♪
651
00:43:50,581 --> 00:43:54,210
♪ I wanna get inside ♪
652
00:43:54,293 --> 00:43:57,171
♪ I swear that I ♪
653
00:43:57,255 --> 00:44:01,676
You guys don't know my stories, my past.
654
00:44:01,759 --> 00:44:02,927
All the history.
655
00:44:04,634 --> 00:44:10,473
So I get to be me in this
room, with you, all of you.
656
00:44:13,643 --> 00:44:14,644
And so, um...
657
00:44:15,228 --> 00:44:17,939
in the spirit of pure honesty,
658
00:44:20,027 --> 00:44:23,823
I guess I feel like I've been
living my life as two people.
659
00:44:25,950 --> 00:44:26,993
And...
660
00:44:29,662 --> 00:44:31,706
sometimes that gets confusing.
661
00:44:31,789 --> 00:44:34,584
Like, I don't know which one is real.
662
00:44:36,419 --> 00:44:38,421
Which one's most authentic.
663
00:44:40,715 --> 00:44:42,133
'Cause I can play myself.
664
00:44:42,216 --> 00:44:44,927
I can give you a persona
to an alarming degree,
665
00:44:45,008 --> 00:44:48,929
where it's imperceptible
to the ones most close to me.
666
00:44:50,766 --> 00:44:52,852
I... yeah,
667
00:44:52,935 --> 00:44:54,812
don't know who's in control anymore.
668
00:44:56,606 --> 00:44:57,815
Or who I wanna be.
669
00:44:59,150 --> 00:45:00,484
Does that make sense?
670
00:45:02,233 --> 00:45:03,353
[Dax] Thank you for sharing.
671
00:45:04,614 --> 00:45:06,282
I hope you know this is a safe space.
672
00:45:06,571 --> 00:45:07,656
You're welcome anytime.
673
00:45:08,657 --> 00:45:09,657
Thank you.
674
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:12,619
Sometimes all it takes
is a brave step forward.
675
00:45:13,664 --> 00:45:14,664
[Jean] Thanks.
676
00:45:15,207 --> 00:45:17,668
- [man] Hear, hear.
- [all] Cheers.
677
00:45:17,749 --> 00:45:20,293
- [woman] You're welcome.
- [glasses clinking]
678
00:46:11,222 --> 00:46:12,222
[Jean] Hey.
679
00:46:13,888 --> 00:46:15,223
What do you want now?
680
00:46:41,419 --> 00:46:44,255
For the record, I'm not scared.
681
00:47:04,567 --> 00:47:06,235
- [Larin] See you, guys.
- Okay.
682
00:47:09,947 --> 00:47:10,947
Jean?
683
00:47:13,451 --> 00:47:14,452
Jean!
684
00:48:03,289 --> 00:48:04,958
[phone chimes]
685
00:48:59,265 --> 00:49:00,558
[sighs]
686
00:49:14,780 --> 00:49:15,823
Hey, there.
687
00:49:16,699 --> 00:49:17,699
Hey.
688
00:49:18,701 --> 00:49:19,701
How was it?
689
00:49:21,787 --> 00:49:23,205
Oh, it was fun.
690
00:49:29,337 --> 00:49:30,504
How was your night?
691
00:49:30,588 --> 00:49:32,214
Oh, fine.
692
00:49:35,176 --> 00:49:36,302
Where were you?
693
00:49:39,805 --> 00:49:41,015
I told you.
694
00:49:42,308 --> 00:49:43,851
I had the psych thing, remember?
695
00:49:43,935 --> 00:49:46,729
I know, but where were you? Really?
696
00:49:54,779 --> 00:49:57,114
I see so many of these guys.
697
00:50:01,661 --> 00:50:02,995
Divorced.
698
00:50:04,330 --> 00:50:05,330
Struggling.
699
00:50:09,126 --> 00:50:11,128
I really don't want that to be us.
700
00:50:15,383 --> 00:50:17,343
[sighs] Me too.
701
00:50:18,302 --> 00:50:19,428
Of course not.
702
00:50:27,687 --> 00:50:31,315
I booked us a night
in a nice hotel in the city next week.
703
00:50:32,024 --> 00:50:34,193
I know it's not Belize, but...
704
00:50:35,403 --> 00:50:40,074
at least it'll give us
a chance to reconnect.
705
00:51:33,961 --> 00:51:35,755
[Patti Smith sings "We Three"]
706
00:51:35,838 --> 00:51:41,385
♪ You say you want me ♪
707
00:51:42,428 --> 00:51:45,473
♪ I want another ♪
708
00:51:46,474 --> 00:51:49,977
♪ Say you dream of me ♪
709
00:51:50,686 --> 00:51:54,023
♪ Dream of your brother ♪
710
00:51:54,812 --> 00:52:01,778
♪ Oh, the stars shine so suspiciously ♪
711
00:52:03,071 --> 00:52:07,700
♪ For we three ♪
712
00:52:11,954 --> 00:52:15,792
♪ You said when you were with me ♪
713
00:52:15,875 --> 00:52:19,712
♪ That nothing made you high ♪
714
00:52:19,796 --> 00:52:23,841
♪ We drank all night together ♪
715
00:52:23,925 --> 00:52:30,723
♪ And you began to cry so recklessly ♪
716
00:52:31,557 --> 00:52:34,519
♪ Baby, please ♪
717
00:52:36,979 --> 00:52:43,486
♪ Don't take my hope away from me ♪
718
00:52:43,585 --> 00:52:49,132
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