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Danny. 12 00:00:25,766 --> 00:00:26,766 Danny. 13 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:37,591 ♪ Let the sun burn my eyes ♪ 14 00:00:37,623 --> 00:00:40,393 ♪ Awake, my heart is open wide to you ♪ 15 00:00:40,571 --> 00:00:42,693 - Good morning. - Morning. 16 00:00:42,718 --> 00:00:44,113 I'll get the coffee. 17 00:00:44,138 --> 00:00:46,540 This is my third stay in a week. 18 00:00:46,565 --> 00:00:49,003 I no longer require guest-level service. 19 00:00:49,028 --> 00:00:50,430 I want the practice. 20 00:00:53,895 --> 00:00:56,397 Two cups, no cane, 21 00:00:56,422 --> 00:00:59,125 no guarantee how long it'll take. 22 00:00:59,150 --> 00:01:02,697 Well, when it comes to you, my patience is boundless. 23 00:01:02,722 --> 00:01:04,931 One of the many things I adore about you. 24 00:01:06,180 --> 00:01:08,515 ♪ Oh ♪ 25 00:01:08,540 --> 00:01:11,109 ♪ Inside my mind, oh ♪ 26 00:01:11,134 --> 00:01:12,414 It's been three months. 27 00:01:13,414 --> 00:01:14,842 The man's a saint. 28 00:01:16,150 --> 00:01:18,988 I have been recovering from a major surgery 29 00:01:19,013 --> 00:01:20,648 and re-learning to walk. 30 00:01:20,673 --> 00:01:22,342 Your recovery's remarkable. 31 00:01:22,367 --> 00:01:24,233 So is your procrastination. 32 00:01:24,258 --> 00:01:25,893 I am taking the time to consider 33 00:01:25,918 --> 00:01:27,319 the biggest decision of my life. 34 00:01:27,344 --> 00:01:28,300 Clay's fine. 35 00:01:28,325 --> 00:01:30,353 No man... no person... 36 00:01:30,378 --> 00:01:33,615 Is fine waiting this long for an answer to that question. 37 00:01:35,274 --> 00:01:38,345 Ever done one of whatever this is before? 38 00:01:38,370 --> 00:01:39,671 No. You? 39 00:01:39,696 --> 00:01:41,130 Mm-mm. 40 00:01:42,034 --> 00:01:44,065 I've been clean for 92 days. 41 00:01:44,090 --> 00:01:45,718 I went to rehab for two months, 42 00:01:45,743 --> 00:01:48,145 and I go to meetings every single day. 43 00:01:48,170 --> 00:01:50,287 I don't know if you two can ever trust me again, 44 00:01:50,311 --> 00:01:52,325 but I am willing to do whatever it takes 45 00:01:52,350 --> 00:01:53,781 to earn back my place here. 46 00:01:56,778 --> 00:01:59,629 And we'll do everything we can to support you in your recovery. 47 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:02,193 But our number-one obligation is to our patients. 48 00:02:02,218 --> 00:02:04,254 For their safety and yours, 49 00:02:04,279 --> 00:02:06,220 we need to put some guardrails in place. 50 00:02:08,101 --> 00:02:10,103 You'll be on probation for six months. 51 00:02:10,128 --> 00:02:12,094 You cannot prescribe or administer 52 00:02:12,119 --> 00:02:13,869 any controlled substances. 53 00:02:13,894 --> 00:02:15,638 You will be given random drug tests, 54 00:02:15,663 --> 00:02:17,665 and every step of your patient care 55 00:02:17,690 --> 00:02:20,475 will be supervised by the Senior Resident on your case. 56 00:02:20,500 --> 00:02:21,865 Today that is Dr. Allen. 57 00:02:23,330 --> 00:02:25,275 You okay with those terms, Dr. Perez? 58 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,417 Absolutely. 59 00:02:30,337 --> 00:02:32,172 I'm just happy to be here. 60 00:02:32,386 --> 00:02:33,687 How are you? 61 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,190 Better. 62 00:02:37,024 --> 00:02:38,025 A lot better. 63 00:02:40,940 --> 00:02:42,275 I hadn't heard from you. 64 00:02:42,417 --> 00:02:44,785 Which is totally understandable. 65 00:02:44,810 --> 00:02:46,527 I just wasn't sure... 66 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:47,962 I didn't know what to say. 67 00:02:51,211 --> 00:02:55,871 You're not the reason that... That happened. 68 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:01,969 As your supervisor on the case, 69 00:03:01,994 --> 00:03:06,565 I will oversee your charting, your patient interactions, 70 00:03:06,590 --> 00:03:09,126 double-check your med orders. 71 00:03:09,503 --> 00:03:12,539 And this. 72 00:03:21,635 --> 00:03:23,279 Fetal movement is good. 73 00:03:23,304 --> 00:03:25,239 Heart rate is normal at 150. 74 00:03:25,279 --> 00:03:27,056 I've been monitoring the heart rate daily. 75 00:03:27,081 --> 00:03:30,185 It ranges from 146 to 163 BPM. 76 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:32,112 Her last emesis was three weeks ago. 77 00:03:32,476 --> 00:03:33,912 So the nausea's getting better. 78 00:03:33,937 --> 00:03:35,505 - Great. - And the fatigue. 79 00:03:35,530 --> 00:03:38,567 Less improvement on the constant state of terror. 80 00:03:38,592 --> 00:03:40,716 You made it through the first trimester. 81 00:03:40,741 --> 00:03:42,901 - You're doing great. - Mm. 82 00:03:42,968 --> 00:03:44,268 You two want to know the sex of the baby? 83 00:03:44,292 --> 00:03:46,294 - Yes. - No. Don't look. 84 00:03:46,334 --> 00:03:48,503 It'll be a fun surprise. 85 00:03:48,528 --> 00:03:50,297 Oh. 86 00:03:50,322 --> 00:03:52,356 It is fun to be prepared. 87 00:03:56,904 --> 00:03:58,472 Oh. 88 00:04:00,308 --> 00:04:02,443 What's going on? 89 00:04:03,195 --> 00:04:05,942 There is a small, thinning area 90 00:04:05,967 --> 00:04:07,207 on your uterine wall. 91 00:04:07,232 --> 00:04:09,613 It is slightly hypoechoic, 92 00:04:09,638 --> 00:04:12,887 likely a result of the scar tissue from your prior surgery 93 00:04:12,912 --> 00:04:14,525 and Asherman's syndrome. 94 00:04:14,550 --> 00:04:16,357 Is that bad? It sounds bad. 95 00:04:16,382 --> 00:04:17,717 Mm. 96 00:04:18,725 --> 00:04:23,232 If it progresses, your uterus could rupture 97 00:04:23,257 --> 00:04:26,028 and we would lose the baby. 98 00:04:28,950 --> 00:04:31,719 But it's very possible the lining will remain stable 99 00:04:31,744 --> 00:04:33,972 and your pregnancy will progress normally. 100 00:04:38,207 --> 00:04:39,647 What happens now? 101 00:04:41,068 --> 00:04:44,574 We'll put you on bed rest and monitor you closely. 102 00:04:49,549 --> 00:04:51,203 You're wrong. 103 00:04:52,184 --> 00:04:54,740 There may be a surgery that can fix this. 104 00:04:56,216 --> 00:04:59,848 I need to talk to Dr. Lim and Dr. Glassman. 105 00:05:01,397 --> 00:05:07,178 Resync By M_I_S www.opensubtitles.org 106 00:05:14,981 --> 00:05:18,152 Hello. I have admitted Lea for close monitoring 107 00:05:18,177 --> 00:05:19,650 and a follow-up MRI, 108 00:05:19,675 --> 00:05:21,797 which detected a small amount of free fluid in the abdomen. 109 00:05:21,821 --> 00:05:23,832 This, plus a slight decline in the hematocrit, 110 00:05:23,857 --> 00:05:27,061 increases the likelihood of rupture by 3% to 5%. 111 00:05:27,086 --> 00:05:29,404 Shaun, I'm so sorry. 112 00:05:29,429 --> 00:05:31,698 How are you and Lea holding up? 113 00:05:31,723 --> 00:05:33,025 Oh. Fine. 114 00:05:33,050 --> 00:05:35,152 I found a surgery to fix it. 115 00:05:35,222 --> 00:05:36,542 I have spent the last three months 116 00:05:36,567 --> 00:05:38,873 researching every complication of Asherman's syndrome. 117 00:05:38,898 --> 00:05:40,867 I discovered an experimental procedure 118 00:05:40,892 --> 00:05:43,262 to reinforce the uterine lining with collagen fleece 119 00:05:43,287 --> 00:05:45,662 that will expand as the uterus grows. 120 00:05:45,687 --> 00:05:47,383 I have studied the technique, 121 00:05:47,408 --> 00:05:49,658 and I will teach you how to do it. 122 00:05:49,683 --> 00:05:51,693 How many times has this procedure been done? 123 00:05:51,718 --> 00:05:53,587 Five. Three had good outcomes 124 00:05:53,612 --> 00:05:55,464 and the babies were carried to full term, 125 00:05:55,535 --> 00:05:56,746 and the odds are better for Lea 126 00:05:56,770 --> 00:05:58,450 because you are above-average surgeons. 127 00:05:58,475 --> 00:05:59,809 Shaun, I don't need to remind you, 128 00:05:59,833 --> 00:06:02,169 but this procedure can induce labor 129 00:06:02,194 --> 00:06:03,795 and can cause major bleeding. 130 00:06:03,820 --> 00:06:05,121 You could lose the baby. 131 00:06:06,347 --> 00:06:08,983 If we wait and the uterus ruptures, 132 00:06:09,008 --> 00:06:12,813 we will definitely lose the baby 133 00:06:12,838 --> 00:06:15,648 and Lea could suffer a catastrophic hemorrhage. 134 00:06:15,673 --> 00:06:17,608 Due to the size of the uterine window, 135 00:06:17,633 --> 00:06:18,839 there's a good chance it won't. 136 00:06:18,863 --> 00:06:21,893 No, with Lea's prior surgery and the significant scar tissue, 137 00:06:21,918 --> 00:06:24,928 I put the likelihood of rupture at close to 65%. 138 00:06:24,953 --> 00:06:26,455 Those chances... 139 00:06:27,741 --> 00:06:28,741 not good. 140 00:06:32,593 --> 00:06:34,529 Lea's body, her call. 141 00:06:35,762 --> 00:06:36,853 Drew Dewitt. 142 00:06:36,878 --> 00:06:39,883 Has recurrent desmoid tumors caused by Gardner's syndrome. 143 00:06:39,908 --> 00:06:41,470 The one on his liver is benign, 144 00:06:41,495 --> 00:06:43,230 but it hasn't responded to chemo. 145 00:06:43,255 --> 00:06:45,757 It's encroaching on the stomach and spleen. It has to come out. 146 00:06:45,859 --> 00:06:47,847 Thus, the surgical consult. 147 00:06:50,931 --> 00:06:52,799 He has almost no small intestine. 148 00:06:52,824 --> 00:06:54,836 He needed a major resection a year ago. 149 00:06:54,861 --> 00:06:57,067 He's been living off IV nutrition ever since. 150 00:06:57,117 --> 00:06:58,721 I've treated him for post-op infections 151 00:06:58,746 --> 00:07:00,585 and pain management over the last year. 152 00:07:00,610 --> 00:07:02,319 I've never seen this much scar tissue in a patient. 153 00:07:02,343 --> 00:07:04,112 How many surgeries has he had? 154 00:07:04,137 --> 00:07:08,141 20. Plus 16 rounds chemo and 34 hospital stays. 155 00:07:08,166 --> 00:07:11,403 Unfortunately, we have to add one more surgery to that list. 156 00:07:11,671 --> 00:07:14,544 Will this surgery affect his place on the transplant list? 157 00:07:14,569 --> 00:07:16,804 We've been waiting over a year for a small bowel. 158 00:07:16,829 --> 00:07:19,682 Apparently, I'm "too healthy" to move to the top. 159 00:07:19,707 --> 00:07:23,110 It shouldn't, barring long-term infection or other organ damage. 160 00:07:23,657 --> 00:07:25,702 When you're ready, we can take you to pre-op. 161 00:07:33,420 --> 00:07:35,289 - You got this, D. - You know it. 162 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:50,504 I have no idea. 163 00:07:50,551 --> 00:07:52,253 Would you like us to go over 164 00:07:52,278 --> 00:07:53,913 the risks and benefits again? 165 00:07:53,938 --> 00:07:55,384 No, I know everything that could go wrong. 166 00:07:55,408 --> 00:07:57,076 All I can see is what can go wrong. 167 00:07:57,101 --> 00:07:58,502 You don't have to decide right now. 168 00:07:58,527 --> 00:08:00,129 We can continue to monitor. 169 00:08:00,154 --> 00:08:03,558 If we wait, the uterine window could expand 170 00:08:03,583 --> 00:08:05,097 and make the surgery more risky. 171 00:08:05,122 --> 00:08:07,367 Now is the safest time. 172 00:08:07,392 --> 00:08:08,993 Don't pressure her, Shaun. 173 00:08:13,994 --> 00:08:17,078 Okay. Okay, I know I trust you. 174 00:08:17,309 --> 00:08:20,302 So if you think surgery is the right decision, then we should do it. 175 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:23,196 On one condition. 176 00:08:24,591 --> 00:08:26,207 I want you in the OR. 177 00:08:27,533 --> 00:08:31,906 Not for me, but if something were to go wrong 178 00:08:31,931 --> 00:08:35,135 and we lose our baby, 179 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:37,282 I need you to be with her. 180 00:08:38,705 --> 00:08:40,107 Or him. 181 00:08:44,464 --> 00:08:49,106 With my guidance, I think there is a very good chance 182 00:08:49,131 --> 00:08:50,614 our baby will be fine. 183 00:08:53,774 --> 00:08:55,081 Mm. 184 00:08:58,832 --> 00:09:00,019 Forceps and Metz. 185 00:09:04,397 --> 00:09:06,299 How's it feel to be in the OR again? 186 00:09:07,554 --> 00:09:08,641 Very good, sir. 187 00:09:08,759 --> 00:09:10,431 We're all very glad to have you back. 188 00:09:11,728 --> 00:09:14,340 We've exposed the surface of the liver. 189 00:09:14,365 --> 00:09:17,235 Tumor's invaded the liver capsule and parenchyma. 190 00:09:19,058 --> 00:09:21,260 That's twice the size it appeared on imaging. 191 00:09:21,415 --> 00:09:23,150 If we take out all of the tumor, 192 00:09:23,175 --> 00:09:24,576 he'll only have half a liver left. 193 00:09:26,205 --> 00:09:27,371 We don't have a choice. 194 00:09:28,308 --> 00:09:30,308 Ultrasonic dissector for resection. 195 00:09:41,540 --> 00:09:44,640 Make sure to approximate the edges 196 00:09:44,665 --> 00:09:47,040 so it overlaps with the uterine window. 197 00:09:47,234 --> 00:09:50,364 I internalized that the first three times you told me, Shaun. 198 00:09:51,685 --> 00:09:53,230 I'm sorry you and Lea are going through this. 199 00:09:53,254 --> 00:09:55,010 Mm. Dr. Lim was able 200 00:09:55,035 --> 00:09:57,148 to place the fleece patch seven seconds faster. 201 00:09:57,173 --> 00:10:00,971 But your laparoscopic suturing technique is superior. 202 00:10:00,996 --> 00:10:02,504 You will be in charge of that. 203 00:10:02,529 --> 00:10:05,165 Practice it now. Please. 204 00:10:05,190 --> 00:10:06,723 Shaun, I've done it a million times. 205 00:10:06,748 --> 00:10:08,883 You have never done them on my wife. 206 00:10:11,063 --> 00:10:12,063 Fair point. 207 00:10:16,604 --> 00:10:18,449 Because we had to take more of your liver 208 00:10:18,473 --> 00:10:21,433 than we'd hoped, your liver function is declining. 209 00:10:23,631 --> 00:10:26,900 Getting your nutrition through an IV is tough on your body. 210 00:10:27,060 --> 00:10:30,998 The TPN that's keeping me alive's also killing me? 211 00:10:32,266 --> 00:10:33,600 That's gnarly. 212 00:10:33,625 --> 00:10:35,944 So, what's the alternative to TPN? 213 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,089 How do we get him nutrients? 214 00:10:37,114 --> 00:10:38,523 We're looking into it. 215 00:10:38,548 --> 00:10:40,286 For now, we're gonna manage your symptoms 216 00:10:40,311 --> 00:10:42,940 and keep you stable until a small bowel becomes available. 217 00:10:43,231 --> 00:10:46,206 There's no way those organ cops can say I'm too healthy now. 218 00:10:52,212 --> 00:10:53,663 I'll order cholestyramine for the itching 219 00:10:53,687 --> 00:10:55,367 and liver function testing every few hours. 220 00:10:55,392 --> 00:10:56,826 I'll call UNOS and do whatever I have to... 221 00:10:59,099 --> 00:11:00,741 to get him moved up the list. 222 00:11:03,783 --> 00:11:05,494 Where you sneaking off to? 223 00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:09,200 I'm walking down the hall, in plain sight. 224 00:11:09,225 --> 00:11:10,259 The alarms, the pills, 225 00:11:10,284 --> 00:11:12,035 the classic Morgan evasion techniques. 226 00:11:14,341 --> 00:11:16,918 You're getting your embryos implanted, aren't you? 227 00:11:18,097 --> 00:11:20,834 Congrats on cracking that already wide-open case. 228 00:11:21,187 --> 00:11:23,790 I have to give myself a time-sensitive injection now, 229 00:11:23,815 --> 00:11:25,537 then yell at some nice transplant people. 230 00:11:25,562 --> 00:11:27,164 Why didn't you tell me? I could help. 231 00:11:27,189 --> 00:11:30,223 I'll refer you to the minutes of our previous meeting... 232 00:11:30,971 --> 00:11:32,095 "We need boundaries." 233 00:11:41,988 --> 00:11:45,689 I remember you put on my hospital socks for me last time, too. 234 00:11:46,172 --> 00:11:48,126 I hate that we have a routine. 235 00:11:48,848 --> 00:11:51,417 This time is different. 236 00:11:53,660 --> 00:11:55,778 - Hi. - I love you. 237 00:11:55,803 --> 00:11:58,283 How are you? Do you need anything? 238 00:11:59,399 --> 00:12:01,557 There's Funfetti cake in Pedes for Nurse Hawks' birthday. 239 00:12:01,581 --> 00:12:03,124 Do you want me to get you a piece? 240 00:12:03,149 --> 00:12:04,517 Just this is great. 241 00:12:04,542 --> 00:12:05,983 Please leave. 242 00:12:06,312 --> 00:12:07,789 Having visitors increases the risk 243 00:12:07,814 --> 00:12:08,949 of perioperative infection, 244 00:12:08,988 --> 00:12:10,757 and stimulation can raise blood pressure, 245 00:12:10,782 --> 00:12:14,232 which increases the risk of intraoperative complications. 246 00:12:21,502 --> 00:12:23,065 I need to do your pre-op exam. 247 00:12:29,617 --> 00:12:30,749 He just doubled over. 248 00:12:30,774 --> 00:12:33,186 My gut is trying to kill me. 249 00:12:33,211 --> 00:12:34,571 Please, can you give him something? 250 00:12:36,336 --> 00:12:38,942 I'll up his morphine. Check the site for infection. 251 00:12:39,152 --> 00:12:41,644 Hang on. You're gonna be okay. 252 00:12:43,477 --> 00:12:45,679 Dr. Allen, his wound dehisced. 253 00:12:45,704 --> 00:12:47,506 What does that mean? 254 00:12:47,531 --> 00:12:48,980 His muscles couldn't hold the stitches. 255 00:12:49,004 --> 00:12:50,057 It tore open. 256 00:12:59,051 --> 00:13:01,569 Move the patch three millimeters to your right. 257 00:13:01,594 --> 00:13:03,111 It should overlap with the wound margin. 258 00:13:03,135 --> 00:13:04,827 - Got it. - Yes, there. 259 00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:05,979 That is good. 260 00:13:06,004 --> 00:13:07,489 Dr. Wolke, take the scope, please. 261 00:13:07,513 --> 00:13:08,205 Sutures. 262 00:13:08,230 --> 00:13:10,895 5-0 Prolene sutures in the myometrium defect 263 00:13:10,920 --> 00:13:13,594 need to be placed exactly one millimeter apart. 264 00:13:13,619 --> 00:13:15,087 Dr. Murphy, take one more step, 265 00:13:15,112 --> 00:13:16,648 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 266 00:13:17,797 --> 00:13:19,275 Applying the glue. 267 00:13:19,573 --> 00:13:21,942 No, no. That's too far. 268 00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:24,347 - The view is obscured. - Shaun. A little to your left. 269 00:13:27,939 --> 00:13:28,939 She's bleeding. 270 00:13:30,029 --> 00:13:31,431 No signs of rupture. 271 00:13:31,456 --> 00:13:33,641 You may have placed the sutures too deep 272 00:13:33,666 --> 00:13:35,303 because you didn't have a clear view. 273 00:13:35,328 --> 00:13:36,499 The sutures are fine. 274 00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:38,025 I should take over. 275 00:13:38,050 --> 00:13:41,153 - Shaun. - There, a small bleed underneath the patch. 276 00:13:41,382 --> 00:13:42,683 Must've nicked a vessel. 277 00:13:42,982 --> 00:13:43,982 I'll clip it. 278 00:13:46,032 --> 00:13:47,032 Suction. 279 00:13:50,805 --> 00:13:53,541 Okay, we can continue to close. 280 00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:56,536 Yes. Lea and the baby are fine. 281 00:13:56,636 --> 00:13:58,672 In spite of the avoidable errors. 282 00:14:03,088 --> 00:14:05,392 His abdominal wall is too weak and damaged 283 00:14:05,417 --> 00:14:07,219 from prior surgeries to hold the sutures. 284 00:14:07,244 --> 00:14:08,531 We covered the wound with plastic, 285 00:14:08,555 --> 00:14:10,000 but we need to take him back to the OR 286 00:14:10,024 --> 00:14:11,369 and close him up before it gets infected. 287 00:14:11,393 --> 00:14:12,833 The tissue will just tear open again. 288 00:14:12,858 --> 00:14:15,327 His skin and muscles need time and nutrition to heal. 289 00:14:15,352 --> 00:14:17,224 I have a small bowel for Drew. 290 00:14:21,534 --> 00:14:23,282 Drew's wound dehisced. 291 00:14:23,573 --> 00:14:25,241 We can't take that organ. 292 00:14:27,120 --> 00:14:28,622 I'm not turning it down. 293 00:14:28,688 --> 00:14:30,675 This is Drew's only chance. 294 00:14:33,974 --> 00:14:35,845 Tell UNOS we need to run some more tests. 295 00:14:35,870 --> 00:14:37,205 Buy us a few hours. 296 00:14:37,230 --> 00:14:38,508 That's how long we have to figure out 297 00:14:38,532 --> 00:14:39,972 how to stitch this kid back together. 298 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,394 What about component separation? 299 00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:56,429 That could weaken the tissue even more. 300 00:14:56,489 --> 00:14:57,756 Right. 301 00:14:57,784 --> 00:15:00,286 Maybe a four-step Fabian procedure. 302 00:15:00,311 --> 00:15:03,033 Except Drew doesn't have time for four steps. 303 00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:21,998 Hi. 304 00:15:22,207 --> 00:15:24,977 Here to check Lea's post-op vitals. 305 00:15:25,852 --> 00:15:27,120 I also brought supplements. 306 00:15:27,145 --> 00:15:28,246 Mm. 307 00:15:29,228 --> 00:15:30,496 Thank you. 308 00:15:30,521 --> 00:15:33,321 All right, your post-op ultrasound looks good. 309 00:15:33,346 --> 00:15:34,121 Oh. 310 00:15:34,146 --> 00:15:37,845 Fetal movement and heart tones are great. 311 00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:39,438 Oh, thank God. 312 00:15:40,355 --> 00:15:41,874 When can I go home? 313 00:15:42,009 --> 00:15:44,237 You need to be here for monitoring 314 00:15:44,262 --> 00:15:46,131 for several more days. 315 00:15:47,601 --> 00:15:49,903 I can't go days like this, Shaun. 316 00:15:50,924 --> 00:15:52,125 I hate it here. 317 00:15:52,150 --> 00:15:54,585 You are here for work every day. 318 00:15:54,610 --> 00:15:58,980 Not in this room, in this bed, 319 00:15:59,239 --> 00:16:00,966 thinking about everything. 320 00:16:03,383 --> 00:16:06,419 Jerome and I can visit on our lunch break. 321 00:16:06,444 --> 00:16:08,943 Oh, we could take the "What Yankee Candle Are You?" quiz 322 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,436 that's on page 17. 323 00:16:10,917 --> 00:16:13,319 Rest will help you recover faster 324 00:16:13,344 --> 00:16:15,564 so you don't have to be here anymore. 325 00:16:16,655 --> 00:16:18,120 Her ultrasound does look good. 326 00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:19,346 Thank you. You can go. 327 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:25,252 Thank you. 328 00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:38,198 UNOS called again. 329 00:16:38,223 --> 00:16:40,176 I told them we have to re-run Drew's liver function test 330 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:41,434 and get a CT scan. 331 00:16:41,479 --> 00:16:43,303 I bought us an hour at most. 332 00:16:43,342 --> 00:16:44,746 What about a Sure-Closure device? 333 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:46,373 Too high a risk for ventral hernia, 334 00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,651 which could lead to us needing to resect his large intestine, 335 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:50,377 leaving him even worse off. 336 00:16:50,409 --> 00:16:51,888 I already played it out. 337 00:16:55,005 --> 00:16:57,384 For your embryo thing, you know, whenever that is, 338 00:16:57,409 --> 00:16:59,044 I can give you a ride, if you need one. 339 00:17:01,954 --> 00:17:03,412 I'll get an Uber. 340 00:17:03,676 --> 00:17:05,701 You really want to go to the most important appointment 341 00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:07,702 of your life with a stranger in a Camry? 342 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:12,832 I've chosen to do this alone, and I'm fine with it. 343 00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:14,876 And I'm... I'm trying very hard 344 00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:18,938 not to care about what anyone else thinks about that. 345 00:17:18,963 --> 00:17:21,474 So having you imply how sad it is that I have to take a cab 346 00:17:21,520 --> 00:17:25,124 to a doctor's office is not helpful. 347 00:17:37,515 --> 00:17:39,618 He threw up, and his pain is getting worse. 348 00:17:39,643 --> 00:17:41,604 He's already maxed out on morphine. I'm overriding. 349 00:17:41,628 --> 00:17:43,319 There's increased redness and swelling on the edges. 350 00:17:43,343 --> 00:17:44,738 Early signs of infection. 351 00:17:44,763 --> 00:17:45,964 I love you, Mom. 352 00:17:45,989 --> 00:17:48,158 - You're gonna be fine. - It's okay. 353 00:17:48,183 --> 00:17:50,552 We knew we'd get here someday. 354 00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:52,439 I'm ready. 355 00:17:53,573 --> 00:17:54,674 No. 356 00:17:55,742 --> 00:17:57,887 I am not giving up on you. 357 00:17:57,912 --> 00:17:59,598 Don't give up on me, D. 358 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:01,480 Please. 359 00:18:09,289 --> 00:18:11,858 Oh. I-I will take those. 360 00:18:16,589 --> 00:18:18,338 They're from all the nurses. 361 00:18:18,363 --> 00:18:21,243 We just want you both to know that we're thinking about you. 362 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,632 I will pass that along. 363 00:18:23,663 --> 00:18:26,066 But not these. 364 00:18:26,091 --> 00:18:29,314 Baby's breath has a strikingly unpleasant odor. 365 00:18:31,934 --> 00:18:33,513 Is there anything you need? 366 00:18:35,188 --> 00:18:36,389 We're fine. 367 00:18:38,418 --> 00:18:41,121 Uh, 502's family is on their way in. 368 00:18:41,146 --> 00:18:42,547 Heads up... They are a loud bunch. 369 00:18:42,572 --> 00:18:44,390 They're very excited to be taking Meemaw home. 370 00:18:52,252 --> 00:18:53,966 I don't think Lea's fine. 371 00:18:54,571 --> 00:18:57,036 She's lonely and bored, 372 00:18:57,061 --> 00:18:59,163 and being back in that room 373 00:18:59,188 --> 00:19:01,556 is bringing up a lot of painful memories. 374 00:19:01,581 --> 00:19:04,377 And I know you're just... You're trying to protect her, 375 00:19:04,402 --> 00:19:05,769 but... 376 00:19:07,086 --> 00:19:09,322 but it's making you kind of a pain in the ass. 377 00:19:09,582 --> 00:19:13,015 Your wife, who's carrying the tiny human, 378 00:19:14,213 --> 00:19:16,215 she needs her loud bunch. 379 00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:19,384 People asking how she is doing and being worried 380 00:19:19,409 --> 00:19:22,968 will only make Lea worry more, and that is not helpful. 381 00:19:22,993 --> 00:19:25,268 Not for you, 382 00:19:25,293 --> 00:19:29,392 but I think Lea needs more than just you right now. 383 00:19:29,417 --> 00:19:32,525 She needs lots of people showing concern and love. 384 00:19:34,761 --> 00:19:36,130 And maybe you do, too. 385 00:19:37,383 --> 00:19:38,584 More than you think. 386 00:19:51,131 --> 00:19:53,399 ♪ I think of when... ♪ 387 00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:55,328 Question for you. 388 00:19:55,353 --> 00:19:57,915 Does it bother you that this has been sitting here 389 00:19:57,940 --> 00:19:59,776 for three months? 390 00:19:59,801 --> 00:20:01,262 No. 391 00:20:01,674 --> 00:20:03,509 - Does it bother you? - No. 392 00:20:05,872 --> 00:20:10,077 I'm feeling a little pressured. 393 00:20:10,303 --> 00:20:11,471 I've barely brought it up. 394 00:20:11,496 --> 00:20:14,366 And I appreciate that. 395 00:20:14,391 --> 00:20:18,628 But it sitting here is kind of pressure. 396 00:20:18,818 --> 00:20:20,686 It was meant to be a cute gesture. 397 00:20:20,867 --> 00:20:22,735 A subtle... 398 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:25,063 Not so subtle reminder 399 00:20:25,088 --> 00:20:27,872 that the offer is still "on the table," 400 00:20:29,122 --> 00:20:31,026 which has clearly overstayed its welcome, 401 00:20:31,051 --> 00:20:33,609 and the last thing I want is for it to come between us. 402 00:20:38,103 --> 00:20:40,173 Are you un-proposing? 403 00:20:40,198 --> 00:20:42,408 No, I'm un-pressuring. 404 00:20:45,365 --> 00:20:48,568 I love you, and I'm not going anywhere. 405 00:20:48,708 --> 00:20:51,459 When you're ready, we'll put it back on the table. 406 00:20:54,647 --> 00:20:57,084 What about a Velcro biocompatible patch? 407 00:20:57,109 --> 00:20:59,685 It would facilitate his granulation tissue growth. 408 00:20:59,710 --> 00:21:02,413 How do we keep it from adhering to other organs? 409 00:21:02,767 --> 00:21:03,902 Yeah. 410 00:21:10,610 --> 00:21:13,297 This should be turmeric chicken with asparagus. 411 00:21:16,042 --> 00:21:18,422 That's what I was gonna make you for our date. 412 00:21:19,172 --> 00:21:23,339 And after work, all I had to do was go to the store and get some chicken. 413 00:21:25,745 --> 00:21:29,105 But instead, I-I texted my dealer. 414 00:21:30,862 --> 00:21:32,231 For a thousand reasons, 415 00:21:32,256 --> 00:21:36,316 none of which excuse nor explain anything. 416 00:21:38,410 --> 00:21:40,322 You don't owe me an explanation. 417 00:21:40,347 --> 00:21:41,548 I do. 418 00:21:42,775 --> 00:21:44,792 And I wish I could give you one. 419 00:21:45,592 --> 00:21:48,891 Every day for the past 92 days, I've asked myself, 420 00:21:48,916 --> 00:21:51,385 "Why didn't I just go get the chicken?" 421 00:21:52,331 --> 00:21:54,032 I mean, we would have had a great dinner. 422 00:21:54,057 --> 00:21:57,686 I mean, you would have been funny and beautiful. 423 00:21:59,973 --> 00:22:02,675 And I would have tried way too hard to be charming. 424 00:22:04,404 --> 00:22:05,572 And then... 425 00:22:07,806 --> 00:22:08,806 who knows? 426 00:22:13,152 --> 00:22:17,307 I'd give anything to go back, start over. 427 00:22:19,285 --> 00:22:20,686 Give us a clean slate. 428 00:22:24,470 --> 00:22:25,838 Me too. 429 00:22:35,621 --> 00:22:37,192 What if we did that for Drew? 430 00:22:38,017 --> 00:22:40,353 What if, along with a new bowel, 431 00:22:40,378 --> 00:22:42,213 we gave him a whole new abdominal wall? 432 00:22:42,701 --> 00:22:43,968 Clean slate. 433 00:22:45,071 --> 00:22:46,709 Has it ever been done before? 434 00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:49,192 Not exactly. 435 00:22:56,249 --> 00:23:00,134 I'm gonna look down and see... someone else's abs? 436 00:23:00,159 --> 00:23:02,862 Replacing it is the only way to get you a new small bowel. 437 00:23:02,887 --> 00:23:05,866 You'll be able to eat again. You'll get stronger. 438 00:23:07,234 --> 00:23:08,860 What are the chances it'll work? 439 00:23:09,294 --> 00:23:11,897 It's never been done in tandem with another transplant. 440 00:23:12,304 --> 00:23:14,606 There are increased risks of rejection or infection. 441 00:23:14,631 --> 00:23:18,168 But both organs are in great shape and a good match. 442 00:23:18,291 --> 00:23:19,827 It's our best shot to save your liver 443 00:23:19,852 --> 00:23:21,386 and give your body time to heal. 444 00:23:24,009 --> 00:23:25,451 Thank you so much. 445 00:23:32,643 --> 00:23:33,710 Okay. 446 00:23:34,819 --> 00:23:36,479 Well, let's do this. 447 00:23:54,098 --> 00:23:56,496 If we don't keep quiet, 448 00:23:56,521 --> 00:23:59,614 Shaun is gonna come down on us with the hammer of Thor, okay? 449 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:01,353 It's so nice to laugh. 450 00:24:01,378 --> 00:24:03,012 Enter Shaun with a chest plate 451 00:24:03,037 --> 00:24:05,506 and a red cape with the Mjolnir. 452 00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:10,671 I don't want to get kicked out before I know... 453 00:24:10,696 --> 00:24:12,044 Boy or girl? 454 00:24:12,069 --> 00:24:14,763 I have to start scoping out the latest baby fashions. 455 00:24:14,788 --> 00:24:16,055 I don't know. 456 00:24:19,151 --> 00:24:21,147 I don't want to know. 457 00:24:25,638 --> 00:24:29,342 Last time, when we found out we were having a girl, 458 00:24:29,367 --> 00:24:31,692 Shaun and I were choosing her name. 459 00:24:31,717 --> 00:24:36,054 I liked Sage and Skylar and Sofia. 460 00:24:36,079 --> 00:24:38,464 Something with an "S," after my grandma, Susie. 461 00:24:41,207 --> 00:24:43,859 And then she was... gone. 462 00:24:46,264 --> 00:24:48,040 And I can't do that again. 463 00:24:50,610 --> 00:24:53,513 Maybe you should tell Shaun about this. 464 00:24:53,538 --> 00:24:56,970 He's already so worried, no matter what he says. 465 00:24:58,398 --> 00:25:00,767 And what if talking about it just... 466 00:25:05,885 --> 00:25:07,473 I have something for you. 467 00:25:07,587 --> 00:25:08,888 Mm? 468 00:25:10,663 --> 00:25:11,663 My faith. 469 00:25:12,858 --> 00:25:14,139 Not just in God. 470 00:25:14,954 --> 00:25:17,657 I have faith in the surgery you had. 471 00:25:17,750 --> 00:25:20,490 I have faith in you and Shaun, 472 00:25:22,849 --> 00:25:24,484 and that your baby, 473 00:25:24,629 --> 00:25:26,699 whatever it is, 474 00:25:27,192 --> 00:25:29,005 is going to be okay. 475 00:25:34,573 --> 00:25:38,171 Your 10-minute visit has run over. 476 00:25:39,926 --> 00:25:41,601 I have to scrub in anyways. 477 00:25:44,157 --> 00:25:47,546 Pencil me in for the next 10-minute opening, Thor. 478 00:25:49,785 --> 00:25:51,984 Thank you. I-I needed that. 479 00:25:57,174 --> 00:25:58,885 Mmph. Pfft. 480 00:25:58,910 --> 00:26:00,312 But not that. 481 00:26:00,373 --> 00:26:02,074 I kind of feel nauseous. 482 00:26:04,811 --> 00:26:07,374 We should do another ultrasound. 483 00:26:07,780 --> 00:26:08,814 Mm. 484 00:26:24,317 --> 00:26:28,141 This surgery could buy you a year, maybe more, 485 00:26:28,166 --> 00:26:30,735 give you back some quality of life. 486 00:26:31,169 --> 00:26:32,610 But... 487 00:26:33,912 --> 00:26:35,563 it should be what you want. 488 00:26:49,148 --> 00:26:51,873 You're 17 and you've suffered more 489 00:26:51,898 --> 00:26:54,006 than some people their whole lives. 490 00:26:54,031 --> 00:26:57,350 No one would fault you for deciding you're done. 491 00:27:01,152 --> 00:27:02,454 I can't. 492 00:27:04,110 --> 00:27:06,955 Your mom has given you all the support in the world, 493 00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,481 but this is your fight. 494 00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:12,097 Do you want to keep going? 495 00:27:15,408 --> 00:27:18,106 The worst part about all of this is knowing 496 00:27:19,678 --> 00:27:21,747 one day, it'll end, 497 00:27:21,772 --> 00:27:23,425 and my mom will be alone. 498 00:27:25,298 --> 00:27:29,003 She's been with me through all the hardest parts of my life, 499 00:27:29,081 --> 00:27:32,126 and I won't be around when she has to go through the hardest part of hers. 500 00:27:33,352 --> 00:27:35,425 If I can put that off, 501 00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:38,647 if even for a little bit, then I'm gonna do that. 502 00:27:39,858 --> 00:27:42,070 And hope that makes the days she'll face alone... 503 00:27:43,442 --> 00:27:44,877 a little easier. 504 00:27:57,710 --> 00:27:59,379 You're all set. 505 00:27:59,404 --> 00:28:01,071 We'll take you to surgery soon. 506 00:28:37,483 --> 00:28:38,684 I love you. 507 00:28:41,239 --> 00:28:44,001 And whatever happens... 508 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:46,973 you don't need to worry about me. 509 00:28:50,035 --> 00:28:51,514 I'll be okay. 510 00:29:06,338 --> 00:29:07,878 I love you, too, Mom. 511 00:29:39,061 --> 00:29:41,843 She was feeling nauseous, so I did an ultrasound, 512 00:29:41,868 --> 00:29:43,803 which detected increased fluid in the abdomen, 513 00:29:43,828 --> 00:29:45,426 but then she lost consciousness. 514 00:29:45,451 --> 00:29:47,515 It is almost certainly internal bleeding. 515 00:29:47,540 --> 00:29:48,674 I'll scrub in, right away. 516 00:29:48,699 --> 00:29:50,045 No, no, no. You can't come in. 517 00:29:50,070 --> 00:29:52,980 - This is likely a complication from the first surgery. - Shaun... 518 00:29:53,005 --> 00:29:55,140 It is my fault, and I need to fix it. 519 00:29:55,165 --> 00:29:56,748 Shaun, if we can't stop the bleeding, 520 00:29:56,773 --> 00:29:59,643 we may have to take Lea's uterus in order to save her life. 521 00:29:59,668 --> 00:30:02,138 If we get there, we're gonna make the decision quickly 522 00:30:02,163 --> 00:30:04,659 and with medical factors only, no emotion. 523 00:30:04,684 --> 00:30:09,005 Lea would want me in there in case we lose the baby. 524 00:30:09,030 --> 00:30:09,897 If that happens... 525 00:30:09,922 --> 00:30:11,257 If that happens, 526 00:30:11,281 --> 00:30:13,281 I'll come back and get you, I promise. 527 00:30:23,575 --> 00:30:26,367 Surgical site looks good. Patch is intact. 528 00:30:26,392 --> 00:30:28,527 No signs of acute placental abruption. 529 00:30:28,552 --> 00:30:29,777 Bladder's clean. 530 00:30:29,802 --> 00:30:32,505 No blood coming from the ovaries or the fallopian tubes. 531 00:30:32,530 --> 00:30:34,399 And the bowel is intact. 532 00:30:34,424 --> 00:30:36,125 It's gotta be coming from the uterus. 533 00:30:36,150 --> 00:30:39,353 If we clamp the uterine vessels, we may slow down the bleeding. 534 00:30:39,812 --> 00:30:41,246 But we put the baby at risk. 535 00:30:41,271 --> 00:30:43,391 If we don't stop it soon, we're gonna put Lea at risk. 536 00:30:46,852 --> 00:30:49,149 I'll clamp the internal iliac on the side of the bleed. 537 00:30:49,174 --> 00:30:50,643 Buys us some time. 538 00:30:50,668 --> 00:30:52,413 Give two more units of blood and stay four ahead. 539 00:30:52,437 --> 00:30:53,438 Retractor. 540 00:30:55,007 --> 00:30:57,444 If the site is hemostatic, 541 00:30:57,469 --> 00:31:00,971 they will look for placental abruption. 542 00:31:02,141 --> 00:31:07,980 Next, they will check the bladder, ovaries, 543 00:31:08,220 --> 00:31:10,404 and fallopian tubes. 544 00:31:12,151 --> 00:31:13,352 Shaun. 545 00:31:19,224 --> 00:31:22,763 They can't clamp the uterine vessels 546 00:31:22,788 --> 00:31:24,748 without hurting the baby, 547 00:31:25,564 --> 00:31:28,963 but they can place an atraumatic vascular clamp 548 00:31:28,988 --> 00:31:30,378 on the internal iliacs, 549 00:31:30,403 --> 00:31:34,788 which will slow down the bleed while they try to locate it. 550 00:31:42,127 --> 00:31:45,561 Once they stop the bleed, 551 00:31:46,939 --> 00:31:50,209 they should be able to repair it 552 00:31:50,234 --> 00:31:52,388 and be done by... 553 00:31:54,146 --> 00:31:56,085 5:26. 554 00:32:10,430 --> 00:32:12,210 The surgery went really well. 555 00:32:12,235 --> 00:32:13,976 You should be able to start eating real food again 556 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:14,977 in a few days. 557 00:32:15,002 --> 00:32:17,889 Better make sure my new six-pack is looking good. 558 00:32:19,531 --> 00:32:21,199 The abdominal wall is holding together. 559 00:32:21,224 --> 00:32:22,715 No signs of infection. 560 00:32:24,870 --> 00:32:26,639 We'll see how long that lasts. 561 00:32:26,664 --> 00:32:28,860 One step at a time, D. 562 00:32:30,756 --> 00:32:32,318 We'll let you get some rest. 563 00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:37,561 No alcohol in that new gut of yours. 564 00:32:38,977 --> 00:32:41,000 Not for four more years. 565 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:43,757 One step at a time, Mom. 566 00:32:49,047 --> 00:32:51,844 Hey, I don't want to help because I feel bad for you. 567 00:32:53,513 --> 00:32:54,995 I feel bad for me. 568 00:32:58,237 --> 00:32:59,761 You're gonna be an amazing mom 569 00:32:59,786 --> 00:33:02,951 because you're amazing at whatever you put your mind to, 570 00:33:02,976 --> 00:33:05,451 and I'm a little conflicted, I guess, 571 00:33:05,476 --> 00:33:07,277 because I won't be a part of it. 572 00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,824 Making my single-mother IVF journey about you 573 00:33:10,849 --> 00:33:13,671 is uncharacteristically self-absorbed. 574 00:33:14,495 --> 00:33:16,027 I'm impressed. 575 00:33:17,095 --> 00:33:18,364 You changed me. 576 00:33:21,019 --> 00:33:24,127 And doing things alone isn't sad. 577 00:33:25,305 --> 00:33:27,819 Still doesn't mean you have to do them that way. 578 00:33:43,889 --> 00:33:46,754 From here on, I'm gonna request not to be supervised by you. 579 00:33:49,228 --> 00:33:50,228 Why? 580 00:33:52,350 --> 00:33:55,685 I didn't OD because of you, or us. 581 00:33:56,608 --> 00:33:58,209 But I knew I couldn't be with you 582 00:33:58,234 --> 00:33:59,756 if I wasn't okay. 583 00:34:00,147 --> 00:34:03,920 So I convinced myself I was. 584 00:34:05,177 --> 00:34:07,447 Jordan, if I let myself get close to you, 585 00:34:07,472 --> 00:34:11,504 I will fall for you again, and... 586 00:34:12,838 --> 00:34:15,382 and I will want so badly to be okay, 587 00:34:16,766 --> 00:34:18,191 to be ready for us. 588 00:34:22,092 --> 00:34:24,146 I can't risk that. 589 00:34:27,571 --> 00:34:29,435 I wouldn't want you to. 590 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:33,478 Mm. 591 00:34:34,365 --> 00:34:36,568 I can't believe how much I'm gonna miss somebody 592 00:34:36,702 --> 00:34:38,317 I'll still see every day. 593 00:34:41,450 --> 00:34:43,475 Lea's in emergency surgery. 594 00:34:49,968 --> 00:34:51,364 Two more units, right away. 595 00:34:51,388 --> 00:34:52,941 Removing the packing over the uterus. 596 00:34:52,965 --> 00:34:53,819 Suctioning. 597 00:34:56,862 --> 00:34:58,589 Fetal heart rate 101. 598 00:34:59,324 --> 00:35:01,259 Intermittent decels. 599 00:35:01,284 --> 00:35:03,163 No injury to the vena cava. 600 00:35:03,456 --> 00:35:04,983 Where is all this coming from? 601 00:35:05,008 --> 00:35:07,847 Art line BP is 75 over 43 602 00:35:08,331 --> 00:35:09,396 and falling. 603 00:35:10,655 --> 00:35:13,032 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 604 00:35:19,004 --> 00:35:22,241 ♪ I could be lost here forever ♪ 605 00:35:22,353 --> 00:35:26,224 ♪ If I didn't have my faith ♪ 606 00:35:26,249 --> 00:35:29,753 ♪ If I don't keep it together ♪ 607 00:35:29,778 --> 00:35:33,115 ♪ I'll never take a breath again ♪ 608 00:35:33,291 --> 00:35:36,695 ♪ But I see hope in the shallows ♪ 609 00:35:36,902 --> 00:35:40,740 ♪ And the rush of blood in my veins ♪ 610 00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:44,276 ♪ And if I go down with the devil ♪ 611 00:35:44,449 --> 00:35:47,185 ♪ Well, that would be my mistake ♪ 612 00:35:47,485 --> 00:35:49,878 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 613 00:35:49,903 --> 00:35:52,851 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle of the waves ♪ 614 00:35:52,876 --> 00:35:55,621 ♪ I'm lost in the current ♪ 615 00:35:55,674 --> 00:35:57,343 ♪ Need a break ♪ 616 00:35:57,389 --> 00:36:00,359 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle ♪ 617 00:36:02,048 --> 00:36:04,678 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 618 00:36:18,245 --> 00:36:21,753 Lea's BP is 67 over 35. She's bleeding out. 619 00:36:26,585 --> 00:36:27,986 Hysterectomy tray. 620 00:36:29,434 --> 00:36:30,835 Clamp. 621 00:36:30,860 --> 00:36:33,096 ♪ Looking back there now, what a blur ♪ 622 00:36:35,020 --> 00:36:38,564 After you ligate the uterine vessels, I'm gonna go get Shaun. 623 00:36:40,279 --> 00:36:41,889 I told him I would. 624 00:36:42,139 --> 00:36:45,833 ♪ I remember looking up, and there you were ♪ 625 00:36:45,858 --> 00:36:47,736 Clamping the uterine horn. 626 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:53,111 ♪ Those eyes said everything's gonna be all right ♪ 627 00:36:53,136 --> 00:36:55,531 Ligated the round ligament. Preparing to transect. 628 00:36:55,556 --> 00:36:56,783 Metz scissors. 629 00:36:57,483 --> 00:37:00,352 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 630 00:37:00,699 --> 00:37:01,699 Audrey. 631 00:37:05,690 --> 00:37:12,804 ♪ We were feeling our way through the dark ♪ 632 00:37:14,679 --> 00:37:22,193 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 633 00:37:23,401 --> 00:37:27,488 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 634 00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:31,423 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 635 00:37:32,264 --> 00:37:38,963 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 636 00:37:38,988 --> 00:37:41,027 Lea and the baby are gonna be just fine. 637 00:37:41,666 --> 00:37:45,904 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 638 00:37:45,929 --> 00:37:50,901 Lea's left uterine artery was tethered to some scar tissue. 639 00:37:50,995 --> 00:37:52,930 As the uterus grew, it ruptured. 640 00:37:52,955 --> 00:37:55,127 That was inevitable. 641 00:37:55,152 --> 00:37:57,648 Had nothing to do with your first surgery. 642 00:37:58,477 --> 00:38:00,050 Okay. 643 00:38:01,058 --> 00:38:05,129 Had Lea not been in the hospital when this happened, 644 00:38:05,377 --> 00:38:07,379 she might not have survived. 645 00:38:07,404 --> 00:38:10,358 Shaun, your surgery saved both their lives. 646 00:38:10,475 --> 00:38:12,410 Okay. 647 00:38:12,637 --> 00:38:16,741 ♪ We're feeling our way through the dark ♪ 648 00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:25,136 Oh! 649 00:38:25,161 --> 00:38:27,630 ♪ If you show me what's underneath ♪ 650 00:38:27,655 --> 00:38:29,519 Thank you, Dr. Glassman. 651 00:38:30,020 --> 00:38:31,376 I got you. 652 00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:37,217 Okay. 653 00:38:37,769 --> 00:38:41,103 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 654 00:38:46,512 --> 00:38:50,504 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 655 00:38:50,529 --> 00:38:54,151 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 656 00:38:55,373 --> 00:38:56,861 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 657 00:39:03,252 --> 00:39:06,660 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 658 00:39:06,685 --> 00:39:07,686 Okay. 659 00:39:15,721 --> 00:39:17,088 Good morning. 660 00:39:17,113 --> 00:39:18,515 Can I get that to go? 661 00:39:18,540 --> 00:39:21,018 I gotta stop at my place and grab a shirt for work. 662 00:39:21,043 --> 00:39:23,266 I'm sure you have a minute. Stay. 663 00:39:24,182 --> 00:39:27,231 - Am I about to be punished for something? - No. 664 00:39:31,736 --> 00:39:33,672 - I was just thinking. - Mm-hmm. 665 00:39:35,867 --> 00:39:37,201 I love you. 666 00:39:38,169 --> 00:39:39,520 I love you, too. 667 00:39:39,545 --> 00:39:40,545 And I love us. 668 00:39:40,570 --> 00:39:42,391 Same. Always good to hear. 669 00:39:42,621 --> 00:39:45,668 And I've decided I want us to move forward. 670 00:39:46,571 --> 00:39:49,341 At my own, learning-to-walk kind of pace. 671 00:39:56,207 --> 00:39:57,676 Clay Porter... 672 00:40:01,725 --> 00:40:03,402 will you move in with me? 673 00:40:04,029 --> 00:40:05,631 I would kneel, but I'm not sure 674 00:40:05,656 --> 00:40:07,663 I could gracefully get back up again. 675 00:40:09,427 --> 00:40:11,028 It's so sparkly. 676 00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:12,277 Love it. 677 00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:15,728 Mm. 678 00:40:16,874 --> 00:40:18,031 Audrey Lim... 679 00:40:20,612 --> 00:40:23,081 you've made me the happiest man alive. 680 00:40:42,774 --> 00:40:44,409 This is a one-time thing. 681 00:40:44,434 --> 00:40:46,827 Don't expect me to drive you to your next colonoscopy. 682 00:40:46,852 --> 00:40:48,749 And here I was looking forward to that. 683 00:40:49,486 --> 00:40:51,270 Take McLaughlin to William Street. 684 00:40:51,295 --> 00:40:52,997 The freeway's backed up this time of day. 685 00:40:53,022 --> 00:40:55,176 Alright, just don't forget the tip. 686 00:41:09,434 --> 00:41:13,046 The fleece patch is holding well and expanding with the uterus. 687 00:41:13,071 --> 00:41:14,826 Everything looks great. 688 00:41:15,067 --> 00:41:17,803 Your baby is very cute and squirmy. 689 00:41:18,457 --> 00:41:21,132 So, you wanna know what it is? 690 00:41:29,521 --> 00:41:32,523 Y-You already know, don't you? 691 00:41:34,472 --> 00:41:38,304 I have been looking at your uterus a lot. 692 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:39,212 Mm. 693 00:41:39,237 --> 00:41:41,631 But... But I can keep a secret. 694 00:41:51,208 --> 00:41:53,378 The light blue is very... 695 00:41:53,403 --> 00:41:54,478 Heteronormative. 696 00:41:55,179 --> 00:41:58,158 I was going to say pastel. 697 00:41:58,369 --> 00:41:59,893 But, yes, that too. 698 00:42:00,065 --> 00:42:03,068 I think he's gonna like something in the gray palette. 699 00:42:03,481 --> 00:42:05,282 Calming but warm. 700 00:42:05,307 --> 00:42:08,479 Elegant yet understated. 701 00:42:10,268 --> 00:42:14,139 I think our son would like that very much. 51150

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