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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,568 --> 00:00:01,602 Previously on "The Good Doctor"... 2 00:00:02,970 --> 00:00:05,573 Glassman found movement in my psoas and glutes. 3 00:00:05,706 --> 00:00:07,775 He and Murphy found an endoscopic solution. 4 00:00:07,908 --> 00:00:09,810 - How about I make you dinner? - Sounds good. 5 00:00:09,943 --> 00:00:11,045 It's a date then. 6 00:00:11,179 --> 00:00:12,380 A date. 7 00:00:12,513 --> 00:00:14,582 Audrey... Will you marry me? 8 00:00:16,550 --> 00:00:19,587 Shaun. I'm pregnant. 9 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:23,057 My OB told us it isn't safe for me-- or the baby. 10 00:00:23,191 --> 00:00:24,558 Danny! 11 00:00:24,692 --> 00:00:26,060 No, no, no. Danny. 12 00:00:26,194 --> 00:00:28,462 Danny. 13 00:00:34,768 --> 00:00:38,239 ♪ Let the sun burn my eyes ♪ 14 00:00:38,372 --> 00:00:41,142 ♪ Awake, my heart is open wide to you ♪ 15 00:00:41,275 --> 00:00:43,077 - Good morning. - Morning. 16 00:00:43,211 --> 00:00:44,278 I'll get the coffee. 17 00:00:44,412 --> 00:00:46,814 This is my third stay in a week. 18 00:00:46,947 --> 00:00:48,916 I no longer require guest-level service. 19 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:50,451 I want the practice. 20 00:00:54,122 --> 00:00:56,624 Two cups, no cane, 21 00:00:56,757 --> 00:00:59,460 no guarantee how long it'll take. 22 00:00:59,593 --> 00:01:03,197 Well, when it comes to you, my patience is boundless. 23 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:04,832 One of the many things I adore about you. 24 00:01:06,267 --> 00:01:08,602 ♪ Oh ♪ 25 00:01:08,736 --> 00:01:11,305 ♪ Inside my mind, oh ♪ 26 00:01:11,439 --> 00:01:12,706 It's been three months. 27 00:01:13,741 --> 00:01:14,842 The man's a saint. 28 00:01:16,577 --> 00:01:19,180 I have been recovering from a major surgery 29 00:01:19,313 --> 00:01:20,948 and re-learning to walk. 30 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,750 Your recovery's remarkable. 31 00:01:22,883 --> 00:01:24,518 So is your procrastination. 32 00:01:24,652 --> 00:01:26,287 I am taking the time to consider 33 00:01:26,420 --> 00:01:27,821 the biggest decision of my life. 34 00:01:27,955 --> 00:01:29,190 Clay's fine. 35 00:01:29,323 --> 00:01:30,991 No man-- no person-- 36 00:01:31,125 --> 00:01:33,627 is fine waiting this long for an answer to that question. 37 00:01:35,729 --> 00:01:38,599 Ever done one of whatever this is before? 38 00:01:38,732 --> 00:01:40,033 No. You? 39 00:01:40,168 --> 00:01:41,769 Mm-mm. 40 00:01:41,902 --> 00:01:44,438 I've been clean for 92 days. 41 00:01:44,572 --> 00:01:46,106 I went to rehab for two months, 42 00:01:46,240 --> 00:01:48,642 and I go to meetings every single day. 43 00:01:48,776 --> 00:01:50,178 I don't know if you two can ever trust me again, 44 00:01:50,311 --> 00:01:52,480 but I am willing to do whatever it takes 45 00:01:52,613 --> 00:01:53,781 to earn back my place here. 46 00:01:57,185 --> 00:01:59,887 And we'll do everything we can to support you in your recovery. 47 00:02:00,020 --> 00:02:02,423 But our number-one obligation is to our patients. 48 00:02:02,556 --> 00:02:04,592 For their safety and yours, 49 00:02:04,725 --> 00:02:06,260 we need to put some guardrails in place. 50 00:02:08,529 --> 00:02:10,531 You'll be on probation for six months. 51 00:02:10,664 --> 00:02:12,366 You cannot prescribe or administer 52 00:02:12,500 --> 00:02:14,001 any controlled substances. 53 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,703 You will be given random drug tests, 54 00:02:15,836 --> 00:02:17,838 and every step of your patient care 55 00:02:17,971 --> 00:02:20,541 will be supervised by the Senior Resident on your case. 56 00:02:20,674 --> 00:02:21,909 Today that is Dr. Allen. 57 00:02:23,544 --> 00:02:25,213 You okay with those terms, Dr. Perez? 58 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,417 Absolutely. 59 00:02:30,418 --> 00:02:32,253 I'm just happy to be here. 60 00:02:32,386 --> 00:02:33,687 How are you? 61 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,190 Better. 62 00:02:37,024 --> 00:02:38,025 A lot better. 63 00:02:41,061 --> 00:02:42,396 I hadn't heard from you. 64 00:02:42,530 --> 00:02:44,898 Which is totally understandable. 65 00:02:45,032 --> 00:02:46,667 I just wasn't sure... 66 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:48,202 I didn't know what to say. 67 00:02:51,705 --> 00:02:55,743 You're not the reason that-- that happened. 68 00:03:00,581 --> 00:03:02,350 As your supervisor on the case, 69 00:03:02,483 --> 00:03:07,054 I will oversee your charting, your patient interactions, 70 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:09,723 double-check your med orders. 71 00:03:09,857 --> 00:03:12,560 And this. 72 00:03:21,902 --> 00:03:23,471 Fetal movement is good. 73 00:03:23,604 --> 00:03:25,539 Heart rate is normal at 150. 74 00:03:25,673 --> 00:03:27,140 I've been monitoring the heart rate daily. 75 00:03:27,275 --> 00:03:30,578 It ranges from 146 to 163 BPM. 76 00:03:30,711 --> 00:03:32,613 Her last emesis was three weeks ago. 77 00:03:32,746 --> 00:03:33,947 So the nausea's getting better. 78 00:03:34,081 --> 00:03:35,783 - Great. - And the fatigue. 79 00:03:35,916 --> 00:03:38,752 Less improvement on the constant state of terror. 80 00:03:38,886 --> 00:03:40,788 You made it through the first trimester. 81 00:03:40,921 --> 00:03:43,123 - You're doing great. - Mm. 82 00:03:43,257 --> 00:03:44,157 You two want to know the sex of the baby? 83 00:03:44,292 --> 00:03:46,294 - Yes. - No. Don't look. 84 00:03:46,427 --> 00:03:48,596 It'll be a fun surprise. 85 00:03:48,729 --> 00:03:50,498 Oh. 86 00:03:50,631 --> 00:03:52,600 It is fun to be prepared. 87 00:03:56,904 --> 00:03:58,472 Oh. 88 00:04:00,308 --> 00:04:02,443 What's going on? 89 00:04:03,777 --> 00:04:06,113 There is a small, thinning area 90 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:07,315 on your uterine wall. 91 00:04:07,448 --> 00:04:10,117 It is slightly hypoechoic, 92 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:13,321 likely a result of the scar tissue from your prior surgery 93 00:04:13,454 --> 00:04:15,022 and Asherman's syndrome. 94 00:04:15,155 --> 00:04:16,357 Is that bad? It sounds bad. 95 00:04:16,490 --> 00:04:17,825 Mm. 96 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:23,397 If it progresses, your uterus could rupture 97 00:04:23,531 --> 00:04:25,866 and we would lose the baby. 98 00:04:29,503 --> 00:04:32,272 But it's very possible the lining will remain stable 99 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:34,408 and your pregnancy will progress normally. 100 00:04:38,512 --> 00:04:39,647 What happens now? 101 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:44,652 We'll put you on bed rest and monitor you closely. 102 00:04:50,123 --> 00:04:52,660 You're wrong. 103 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:54,662 There may be a surgery that can fix this. 104 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:59,667 I need to talk to Dr. Lim and Dr. Glassman. 105 00:05:15,215 --> 00:05:18,386 Hello. I have admitted Lea for close monitoring 106 00:05:18,519 --> 00:05:20,220 and a follow-up MRI, 107 00:05:20,354 --> 00:05:22,189 which detected a small amount of free fluid in the abdomen. 108 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,057 This, plus a slight decline in the hematocrit, 109 00:05:24,191 --> 00:05:27,395 increases the likelihood of rupture by 3% to 5%. 110 00:05:27,528 --> 00:05:29,630 Shaun, I'm so sorry. 111 00:05:29,763 --> 00:05:32,032 How are you and Lea holding up? 112 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:33,467 Oh. Fine. 113 00:05:33,601 --> 00:05:35,703 I found a surgery to fix it. 114 00:05:35,836 --> 00:05:37,137 I have spent the last three months 115 00:05:37,270 --> 00:05:39,106 researching every complication of Asherman's syndrome. 116 00:05:39,239 --> 00:05:41,208 I discovered an experimental procedure 117 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:43,711 to reinforce the uterine lining with collagen fleece 118 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:46,113 that will expand as the uterus grows. 119 00:05:46,246 --> 00:05:47,681 I have studied the technique, 120 00:05:47,815 --> 00:05:49,983 and I will teach you how to do it. 121 00:05:50,117 --> 00:05:51,919 How many times has this procedure been done? 122 00:05:52,052 --> 00:05:53,921 Five. Three had good outcomes 123 00:05:54,054 --> 00:05:55,689 and the babies were carried to full term, 124 00:05:55,823 --> 00:05:56,924 and the odds are better for Lea 125 00:05:57,057 --> 00:05:58,859 because you are above-average surgeons. 126 00:05:58,992 --> 00:06:00,093 Shaun, I don't need to remind you, 127 00:06:00,227 --> 00:06:02,563 but this procedure can induce labor 128 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:04,297 and can cause major bleeding. 129 00:06:04,432 --> 00:06:05,733 You could lose the baby. 130 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:09,336 If we wait and the uterus ruptures, 131 00:06:09,470 --> 00:06:13,106 we will definitely lose the baby 132 00:06:13,240 --> 00:06:16,009 and Lea could suffer a catastrophic hemorrhage. 133 00:06:16,143 --> 00:06:17,811 Due to the size of the uterine window, 134 00:06:17,945 --> 00:06:19,580 there's a good chance it won't. 135 00:06:19,713 --> 00:06:22,583 No, with Lea's prior surgery and the significant scar tissue, 136 00:06:22,716 --> 00:06:25,118 I put the likelihood of rupture at close to 65%. 137 00:06:25,252 --> 00:06:26,754 Those chances... 138 00:06:28,288 --> 00:06:29,122 not good. 139 00:06:32,826 --> 00:06:34,762 Lea's body, her call. 140 00:06:36,263 --> 00:06:37,631 Drew Dewitt. 141 00:06:37,765 --> 00:06:40,333 Has recurrent desmoid tumors caused by Gardner's syndrome. 142 00:06:40,468 --> 00:06:41,669 The one on his liver is benign, 143 00:06:41,802 --> 00:06:43,537 but it hasn't responded to chemo. 144 00:06:43,671 --> 00:06:46,173 It's encroaching on the stomach and spleen. It has to come out. 145 00:06:46,306 --> 00:06:48,041 Thus, the surgical consult. 146 00:06:51,278 --> 00:06:53,146 He has almost no small intestine. 147 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:55,048 He needed a major resection a year ago. 148 00:06:55,182 --> 00:06:57,485 He's been living off IV nutrition ever since. 149 00:06:57,618 --> 00:06:58,952 I've treated him for post-op infections 150 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,088 and pain management over the last year. 151 00:07:01,221 --> 00:07:02,790 I've never seen this much scar tissue in a patient. 152 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:04,692 How many surgeries has he had? 153 00:07:04,825 --> 00:07:08,829 20. Plus 16 rounds chemo and 34 hospital stays. 154 00:07:08,962 --> 00:07:12,199 Unfortunately, we have to add one more surgery to that list. 155 00:07:12,332 --> 00:07:14,968 Will this surgery affect his place on the transplant list? 156 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:17,337 We've been waiting over a year for a small bowel. 157 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:20,474 Apparently, I'm "too healthy" to move to the top. 158 00:07:20,608 --> 00:07:24,011 It shouldn't, barring long-term infection or other organ damage. 159 00:07:24,144 --> 00:07:25,813 When you're ready, we can take you to pre-op. 160 00:07:33,954 --> 00:07:35,823 - You got this, D. - You know it. 161 00:07:48,536 --> 00:07:50,738 I have no idea. 162 00:07:50,871 --> 00:07:52,573 Would you like us to go over 163 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:54,341 the risks and benefits again? 164 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:55,809 No, I know everything that could go wrong. 165 00:07:55,943 --> 00:07:57,611 All I can see is what can go wrong. 166 00:07:57,745 --> 00:07:59,146 You don't have to decide right now. 167 00:07:59,279 --> 00:08:00,881 We can continue to monitor. 168 00:08:01,014 --> 00:08:04,017 If we wait, the uterine window could expand 169 00:08:04,151 --> 00:08:05,586 and make the surgery more risky. 170 00:08:05,719 --> 00:08:07,621 Now is the safest time. 171 00:08:07,755 --> 00:08:09,356 Don't pressure her, Shaun. 172 00:08:13,994 --> 00:08:17,698 Okay. Okay, I know I trust you. 173 00:08:17,831 --> 00:08:20,568 So if you think surgery is the right decision, then we should do it. 174 00:08:22,269 --> 00:08:23,270 On one condition. 175 00:08:25,005 --> 00:08:26,540 I want you in the OR. 176 00:08:28,208 --> 00:08:32,412 Not for me, but if something were to go wrong 177 00:08:32,546 --> 00:08:35,949 and we lose our baby, 178 00:08:36,083 --> 00:08:37,885 I need you to be with her. 179 00:08:39,186 --> 00:08:40,588 Or him. 180 00:08:44,858 --> 00:08:49,396 With my guidance, I think there is a very good chance 181 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:50,898 our baby will be fine. 182 00:08:53,934 --> 00:08:55,603 Mm. 183 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:00,774 Forceps and Metz. 184 00:09:05,012 --> 00:09:06,914 How's it feel to be in the OR again? 185 00:09:08,148 --> 00:09:09,416 Very good, sir. 186 00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:12,252 We're all very glad to have you back. 187 00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:14,922 We've exposed the surface of the liver. 188 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:17,925 Tumor's invaded the liver capsule and parenchyma. 189 00:09:19,593 --> 00:09:21,795 That's twice the size it appeared on imaging. 190 00:09:21,929 --> 00:09:23,664 If we take out all of the tumor, 191 00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:24,832 he'll only have half a liver left. 192 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:27,334 We don't have a choice. 193 00:09:42,249 --> 00:09:44,184 Make sure to approximate the edges 194 00:09:45,218 --> 00:09:47,287 so it overlaps with the uterine window. 195 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:49,957 I internalized that the first three times you told me, Shaun. 196 00:09:52,059 --> 00:09:53,493 I'm sorry you and Lea are going through this. 197 00:09:53,627 --> 00:09:55,128 Mm. Dr. Lim was able 198 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:57,765 to place the fleece patch seven seconds faster. 199 00:09:57,898 --> 00:10:01,334 But your laparoscopic suturing technique is superior. 200 00:10:01,468 --> 00:10:02,703 You will be in charge of that. 201 00:10:02,836 --> 00:10:05,472 Practice it now. Please. 202 00:10:05,605 --> 00:10:06,874 Shaun, I've done it a million times. 203 00:10:07,007 --> 00:10:09,142 You have never done them on my wife. 204 00:10:11,444 --> 00:10:12,846 Fair point. 205 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:19,019 Because we had to take more of your liver 206 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:21,188 than we'd hoped, your liver function is declining. 207 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:27,560 Getting your nutrition through an IV is tough on your body. 208 00:10:27,695 --> 00:10:30,998 The TPN that's keeping me alive's also killing me? 209 00:10:32,700 --> 00:10:34,034 That's gnarly. 210 00:10:34,167 --> 00:10:36,203 So, what's the alternative to TPN? 211 00:10:36,336 --> 00:10:37,404 How do we get him nutrients? 212 00:10:37,537 --> 00:10:39,139 We're looking into it. 213 00:10:39,272 --> 00:10:40,708 For now, we're gonna manage your symptoms 214 00:10:40,841 --> 00:10:43,777 and keep you stable until a small bowel becomes available. 215 00:10:43,911 --> 00:10:46,379 There's no way those organ cops can say I'm too healthy now. 216 00:10:52,686 --> 00:10:53,854 I'll order cholestyramine for the itching 217 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,588 and liver function testing every few hours. 218 00:10:55,723 --> 00:10:56,957 I'll call UNOS and do whatever I have to... 219 00:10:59,693 --> 00:11:01,028 ...to get him moved up the list. 220 00:11:04,064 --> 00:11:06,967 Where you sneaking off to? 221 00:11:07,100 --> 00:11:09,436 I'm walking down the hall, in plain sight. 222 00:11:09,569 --> 00:11:10,603 The alarms, the pills, 223 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:12,239 the classic Morgan evasion techniques. 224 00:11:14,775 --> 00:11:18,378 You're getting your embryos implanted, aren't you? 225 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:21,481 Congrats on cracking that already wide-open case. 226 00:11:21,614 --> 00:11:24,217 I have to give myself a time-sensitive injection now, 227 00:11:24,351 --> 00:11:26,253 then yell at some nice transplant people. 228 00:11:26,386 --> 00:11:27,988 Why didn't you tell me? I could help. 229 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:31,024 I'll refer you to the minutes of our previous meeting-- 230 00:11:31,158 --> 00:11:32,692 "We need boundaries." 231 00:11:42,335 --> 00:11:46,406 I remember you put on my hospital socks for me last time, too. 232 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,075 I hate that we have a routine. 233 00:11:49,009 --> 00:11:51,578 This time is different. 234 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:56,116 - Hi. - I love you. 235 00:11:56,249 --> 00:12:00,120 How are you? Do you need anything? 236 00:12:00,253 --> 00:12:02,022 There's Funfetti cake in Pedes for Nurse Hawks' birthday. 237 00:12:02,155 --> 00:12:03,256 Do you want me to get you a piece? 238 00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:04,758 Just this is great. 239 00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:06,493 Please leave. 240 00:12:06,626 --> 00:12:07,928 Having visitors increases the risk 241 00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:09,196 of perioperative infection, 242 00:12:09,329 --> 00:12:11,098 and stimulation can raise blood pressure, 243 00:12:11,231 --> 00:12:14,501 which increases the risk of intraoperative complications. 244 00:12:22,009 --> 00:12:23,376 I need to do your pre-op exam. 245 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,284 He just doubled over. 246 00:12:31,418 --> 00:12:33,620 My gut is trying to kill me. 247 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:34,754 Please, can you give him something? 248 00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:39,626 I'll up his morphine. Check the site for infection. 249 00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:41,761 Hang on. You're gonna be okay. 250 00:12:43,831 --> 00:12:46,033 Dr. Allen, his wound dehisced. 251 00:12:46,166 --> 00:12:47,968 What does that mean? 252 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:49,002 His muscles couldn't hold the stitches. 253 00:12:49,136 --> 00:12:50,470 It tore open. 254 00:12:59,980 --> 00:13:01,882 Move the patch three millimeters to your right. 255 00:13:02,015 --> 00:13:03,150 It should overlap with the wound margin. 256 00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:04,717 - Got it. - Yes, there. 257 00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:06,319 That is good. 258 00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:07,620 Dr. Wolke, take the scope, please. 259 00:13:07,754 --> 00:13:09,056 Sutures. 260 00:13:09,189 --> 00:13:11,491 5-0 Prolene sutures in the myometrium defect 261 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,894 need to be placed exactly one millimeter apart. 262 00:13:14,027 --> 00:13:15,495 Dr. Murphy, take one more step, 263 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:17,164 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 264 00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:19,900 Applying the glue. 265 00:13:20,033 --> 00:13:22,402 No, no. That's too far. 266 00:13:22,535 --> 00:13:24,437 - The view is obscured. - Shaun. A little to your left. 267 00:13:28,441 --> 00:13:29,642 She's bleeding. 268 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,212 No signs of rupture. 269 00:13:32,345 --> 00:13:34,014 You may have placed the sutures too deep 270 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:35,382 because you didn't have a clear view. 271 00:13:35,515 --> 00:13:36,884 The sutures are fine. 272 00:13:37,017 --> 00:13:38,518 I should take over. 273 00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:41,754 - Shaun. - There, a small bleed underneath the patch. 274 00:13:41,889 --> 00:13:43,190 Must've nicked a vessel. 275 00:13:43,323 --> 00:13:44,224 I'll clip it. 276 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:48,061 Suction. 277 00:13:51,198 --> 00:13:53,934 Okay, we can continue to close. 278 00:13:54,067 --> 00:13:57,037 Yes. Lea and the baby are fine. 279 00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:59,206 In spite of the avoidable errors. 280 00:14:03,877 --> 00:14:05,612 His abdominal wall is too weak and damaged 281 00:14:05,745 --> 00:14:07,547 from prior surgeries to hold the sutures. 282 00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,748 We covered the wound with plastic, 283 00:14:08,882 --> 00:14:10,217 but we need to take him back to the OR 284 00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:11,584 and close him up before it gets infected. 285 00:14:11,718 --> 00:14:13,153 The tissue will just tear open again. 286 00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:15,755 His skin and muscles need time and nutrition to heal. 287 00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,524 I have a small bowel for Drew. 288 00:14:21,895 --> 00:14:24,064 Drew's wound dehisced. 289 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,865 We can't take that organ. 290 00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:28,969 I'm not turning it down. 291 00:14:29,102 --> 00:14:30,870 This is Drew's only chance. 292 00:14:34,741 --> 00:14:35,976 Tell UNOS we need to run some more tests. 293 00:14:36,109 --> 00:14:37,444 Buy us a few hours. 294 00:14:37,577 --> 00:14:38,745 That's how long we have to figure out 295 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:40,247 how to stitch this kid back together. 296 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,394 What about component separation? 297 00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:56,429 That could weaken the tissue even more. 298 00:14:56,563 --> 00:14:57,830 Right. 299 00:14:57,965 --> 00:15:00,467 Maybe a four-step Fabian procedure. 300 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:02,669 Except Drew doesn't have time for four steps. 301 00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:22,289 Hi. 302 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:25,192 Here to check Lea's post-op vitals. 303 00:15:26,159 --> 00:15:27,427 I also brought supplements. 304 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:28,661 Mm. 305 00:15:29,429 --> 00:15:30,697 Thank you. 306 00:15:30,830 --> 00:15:33,100 All right, your post-op ultrasound looks good. 307 00:15:33,233 --> 00:15:34,301 Oh. 308 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:37,737 Fetal movement and heart tones are great. 309 00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:38,972 Oh, thank God. 310 00:15:40,607 --> 00:15:41,874 When can I go home? 311 00:15:42,009 --> 00:15:44,011 You need to be here for monitoring 312 00:15:44,144 --> 00:15:46,013 for several more days. 313 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:50,350 I can't go days like this, Shaun. 314 00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:52,319 I hate it here. 315 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:54,887 You are here for work every day. 316 00:15:55,022 --> 00:15:59,392 Not in this room, in this bed, 317 00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:01,161 thinking about everything. 318 00:16:03,663 --> 00:16:06,699 Jerome and I can visit on our lunch break. 319 00:16:06,833 --> 00:16:08,835 Oh, we could take the "What Yankee Candle Are You?" quiz 320 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,870 that's on page 17. 321 00:16:11,004 --> 00:16:13,406 Rest will help you recover faster 322 00:16:13,540 --> 00:16:16,609 so you don't have to be here anymore. 323 00:16:16,743 --> 00:16:18,011 Her ultrasound does look good. 324 00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:19,346 Thank you. You can go. 325 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:25,252 Thank you. 326 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,365 UNOS called again. 327 00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,067 I told them we have to re-run Drew's liver function test 328 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:41,434 and get a CT scan. 329 00:16:41,568 --> 00:16:43,303 I bought us an hour at most. 330 00:16:43,436 --> 00:16:44,637 What about a Sure-Closure device? 331 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:46,373 Too high a risk for ventral hernia, 332 00:16:46,506 --> 00:16:48,541 which could lead to us needing to resect his large intestine, 333 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:50,377 leaving him even worse off. 334 00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:51,778 I already played it out. 335 00:16:55,082 --> 00:16:57,384 For your embryo thing, you know, whenever that is, 336 00:16:57,517 --> 00:16:59,152 I can give you a ride, if you need one. 337 00:17:01,954 --> 00:17:03,723 I'll get an Uber. 338 00:17:03,856 --> 00:17:05,592 You really want to go to the most important appointment 339 00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:08,095 of your life with a stranger in a Camry? 340 00:17:08,228 --> 00:17:13,100 I've chosen to do this alone, and I'm fine with it. 341 00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:14,767 And I'm-- I'm trying very hard 342 00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:18,938 not to care about what anyone else thinks about that. 343 00:17:19,072 --> 00:17:21,474 So having you imply how sad it is that I have to take a cab 344 00:17:21,608 --> 00:17:25,212 to a doctor's office is not helpful. 345 00:17:38,125 --> 00:17:39,792 He threw up, and his pain is getting worse. 346 00:17:39,926 --> 00:17:41,828 He's already maxed out on morphine. I'm overriding. 347 00:17:41,961 --> 00:17:43,296 There's increased redness and swelling on the edges. 348 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:44,697 Early signs of infection. 349 00:17:44,831 --> 00:17:46,032 I love you, Mom. 350 00:17:46,166 --> 00:17:48,335 - You're gonna be fine. - It's okay. 351 00:17:48,468 --> 00:17:50,837 We knew we'd get here someday. 352 00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:52,439 I'm ready. 353 00:17:53,573 --> 00:17:54,674 No. 354 00:17:55,742 --> 00:17:58,145 I am not giving up on you. 355 00:17:58,278 --> 00:17:59,679 Don't give up on me, D. 356 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:01,448 Please. 357 00:18:09,289 --> 00:18:11,858 Oh. I-I will take those. 358 00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:18,865 They're from all the nurses. 359 00:18:18,998 --> 00:18:21,134 We just want you both to know that we're thinking about you. 360 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,836 I will pass that along. 361 00:18:23,970 --> 00:18:26,373 But not these. 362 00:18:26,506 --> 00:18:29,376 Baby's breath has a strikingly unpleasant odor. 363 00:18:32,345 --> 00:18:33,513 Is there anything you need? 364 00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:36,483 We're fine. 365 00:18:38,485 --> 00:18:41,188 Uh, 502's family is on their way in. 366 00:18:41,321 --> 00:18:42,722 Heads up-- they are a loud bunch. 367 00:18:42,855 --> 00:18:44,491 They're very excited to be taking Meemaw home. 368 00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:53,966 I don't think Lea's fine. 369 00:18:54,801 --> 00:18:57,036 She's lonely and bored, 370 00:18:57,170 --> 00:18:59,272 and being back in that room 371 00:18:59,406 --> 00:19:01,774 is bringing up a lot of painful memories. 372 00:19:01,908 --> 00:19:04,377 And I know you're just-- you're trying to protect her, 373 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:05,878 but... 374 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,716 but it's making you kind of a pain in the ass. 375 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:13,019 Your wife, who's carrying the tiny human, 376 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,456 she needs her loud bunch. 377 00:19:16,589 --> 00:19:19,859 People asking how she is doing and being worried 378 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:22,895 will only make Lea worry more, and that is not helpful. 379 00:19:23,029 --> 00:19:25,498 Not for you, 380 00:19:25,632 --> 00:19:29,736 but I think Lea needs more than just you right now. 381 00:19:29,869 --> 00:19:32,439 She needs lots of people showing concern and love. 382 00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:36,543 And maybe you do, too. 383 00:19:37,577 --> 00:19:38,778 More than you think. 384 00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:53,726 ♪ I think of when...♪ 385 00:19:53,860 --> 00:19:55,695 Question for you. 386 00:19:55,828 --> 00:19:57,897 Does it bother you that this has been sitting here 387 00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,866 for three months? 388 00:19:59,999 --> 00:20:01,968 No. 389 00:20:02,101 --> 00:20:03,936 - Does it bother you? - No. 390 00:20:06,072 --> 00:20:10,277 I'm feeling a little pressured. 391 00:20:10,410 --> 00:20:11,578 I've barely brought it up. 392 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:14,581 And I appreciate that. 393 00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:18,951 But it sitting here is kind of pressure. 394 00:20:19,085 --> 00:20:20,953 It was meant to be a cute gesture. 395 00:20:21,087 --> 00:20:22,955 A subtle... 396 00:20:23,089 --> 00:20:25,392 Not so subtle reminder 397 00:20:25,525 --> 00:20:27,994 that the offer is still "on the table," 398 00:20:29,629 --> 00:20:31,331 which has clearly overstayed its welcome, 399 00:20:31,464 --> 00:20:33,600 and the last thing I want is for it to come between us. 400 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:40,307 Are you un-proposing? 401 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,409 No, I'm un-pressuring. 402 00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:48,981 I love you, and I'm not going anywhere. 403 00:20:49,115 --> 00:20:51,518 When you're ready, we'll put it back on the table. 404 00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,524 What about a Velcro biocompatible patch? 405 00:20:57,657 --> 00:21:00,026 It would facilitate his granulation tissue growth. 406 00:21:00,159 --> 00:21:02,862 How do we keep it from adhering to other organs? 407 00:21:02,995 --> 00:21:04,130 Yeah. 408 00:21:10,937 --> 00:21:13,340 This should be turmeric chicken with asparagus. 409 00:21:16,476 --> 00:21:19,546 That's what I was gonna make you for our date. 410 00:21:19,679 --> 00:21:23,249 And after work, all I had to do was go to the store and get some chicken. 411 00:21:26,052 --> 00:21:28,955 But instead, I-I texted my dealer. 412 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,492 For a thousand reasons, 413 00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:36,162 none of which excuse nor explain anything. 414 00:21:38,731 --> 00:21:40,333 You don't owe me an explanation. 415 00:21:40,467 --> 00:21:41,668 I do. 416 00:21:42,935 --> 00:21:46,038 And I wish I could give you one. 417 00:21:46,172 --> 00:21:49,676 Every day for the past 92 days, I've asked myself, 418 00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:52,278 "Why didn't I just go get the chicken?" 419 00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:54,681 I mean, we would have had a great dinner. 420 00:21:54,814 --> 00:21:57,684 I mean, you would have been funny and beautiful. 421 00:22:00,353 --> 00:22:03,055 And I would have tried way too hard to be charming. 422 00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:05,692 And then... 423 00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:08,861 ...who knows? 424 00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:17,203 I'd give anything to go back, start over. 425 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:20,907 Give us a clean slate. 426 00:22:24,544 --> 00:22:25,912 Me too. 427 00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:38,458 What if we did that for Drew? 428 00:22:38,591 --> 00:22:40,927 What if, along with a new bowel, 429 00:22:41,060 --> 00:22:42,895 we gave him a whole new abdominal wall? 430 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:44,296 Clean slate. 431 00:22:45,665 --> 00:22:47,099 Has it ever been done before? 432 00:22:56,509 --> 00:22:59,412 I'm gonna look down and see... someone else's abs? 433 00:23:00,847 --> 00:23:03,550 Replacing it is the only way to get you a new small bowel. 434 00:23:03,683 --> 00:23:05,752 You'll be able to eat again. You'll get stronger. 435 00:23:07,787 --> 00:23:09,956 What are the chances it'll work? 436 00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,692 It's never been done in tandem with another transplant. 437 00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:15,127 There are increased risks of rejection or infection. 438 00:23:15,261 --> 00:23:18,798 But both organs are in great shape and a good match. 439 00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,467 It's our best shot to save your liver 440 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:22,134 and give your body time to heal. 441 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:25,772 Thank you so much. 442 00:23:33,079 --> 00:23:34,146 Okay. 443 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:36,783 Well, let's do this. 444 00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:57,203 If we don't keep quiet, 445 00:23:57,336 --> 00:23:59,506 Shaun is gonna come down on us with the hammer of Thor, okay? 446 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:01,574 It's so nice to laugh. 447 00:24:01,708 --> 00:24:03,342 Enter Shaun with a chest plate 448 00:24:03,476 --> 00:24:05,945 and a red cape with the Mjolnir. 449 00:24:08,681 --> 00:24:10,917 I don't want to get kicked out before I know-- 450 00:24:11,050 --> 00:24:13,019 boy or girl? 451 00:24:13,152 --> 00:24:14,987 I have to start scoping out the latest baby fashions. 452 00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:16,388 I don't know. 453 00:24:19,659 --> 00:24:21,027 I don't want to know. 454 00:24:26,132 --> 00:24:29,836 Last time, when we found out we were having a girl, 455 00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:31,938 Shaun and I were choosing her name. 456 00:24:32,071 --> 00:24:36,408 I liked Sage and Skylar and Sofia. 457 00:24:36,543 --> 00:24:38,845 Something with an "S," after my grandma, Susie. 458 00:24:41,714 --> 00:24:44,016 And then she was... gone. 459 00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:48,087 And I can't do that again. 460 00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:54,060 Maybe you should tell Shaun about this. 461 00:24:54,193 --> 00:24:56,929 He's already so worried, no matter what he says. 462 00:24:58,898 --> 00:25:01,267 And what if talking about it just... 463 00:25:06,405 --> 00:25:07,473 I have something for you. 464 00:25:07,874 --> 00:25:09,175 Mm? 465 00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:11,878 My faith. 466 00:25:13,412 --> 00:25:14,313 Not just in God. 467 00:25:15,381 --> 00:25:18,084 I have faith in the surgery you had. 468 00:25:18,217 --> 00:25:20,787 I have faith in you and Shaun, 469 00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:24,724 and that your baby, 470 00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,594 whatever it is, 471 00:25:27,727 --> 00:25:29,261 is going to be okay. 472 00:25:35,134 --> 00:25:38,104 Your 10-minute visit has run over. 473 00:25:40,406 --> 00:25:41,708 I have to scrub in anyways. 474 00:25:44,744 --> 00:25:47,146 Pencil me in for the next 10-minute opening, Thor. 475 00:25:50,249 --> 00:25:51,984 Thank you. I-I needed that. 476 00:25:57,590 --> 00:25:59,058 Mmph. Pfft. 477 00:25:59,191 --> 00:26:00,593 But not that. 478 00:26:00,727 --> 00:26:02,428 I kind of feel nauseous. 479 00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:07,634 We should do another ultrasound. 480 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:09,001 Mm. 481 00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:28,755 This surgery could buy you a year, maybe more, 482 00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:31,457 give you back some quality of life. 483 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:34,226 But... 484 00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:35,962 it should be what you want. 485 00:26:49,709 --> 00:26:52,144 You're 17 and you've suffered more 486 00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:54,513 than some people their whole lives. 487 00:26:54,647 --> 00:26:57,149 No one would fault you for deciding you're done. 488 00:27:01,453 --> 00:27:02,755 I can't. 489 00:27:04,657 --> 00:27:07,727 Your mom has given you all the support in the world, 490 00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:09,595 but this is your fight. 491 00:27:11,097 --> 00:27:12,464 Do you want to keep going? 492 00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:18,237 The worst part about all of this is knowing 493 00:27:20,139 --> 00:27:22,208 one day, it'll end, 494 00:27:22,341 --> 00:27:23,676 and my mom will be alone. 495 00:27:25,945 --> 00:27:29,816 She's been with me through all the hardest parts of my life, 496 00:27:29,949 --> 00:27:32,584 and I won't be around when she has to go through the hardest part of hers. 497 00:27:33,352 --> 00:27:36,055 If I can put that off, 498 00:27:36,188 --> 00:27:38,858 if even for a little bit, then I'm gonna do that. 499 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,261 And hope that makes the days she'll face alone... 500 00:27:43,629 --> 00:27:45,064 a little easier. 501 00:27:58,077 --> 00:27:59,746 You're all set. 502 00:27:59,879 --> 00:28:01,047 We'll take you to surgery soon. 503 00:28:37,750 --> 00:28:38,951 I love you. 504 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:43,756 And whatever happens... 505 00:28:45,858 --> 00:28:47,126 you don't need to worry about me. 506 00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:51,931 I'll be okay. 507 00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:08,180 I love you, too, Mom. 508 00:29:39,846 --> 00:29:41,914 She was feeling nauseous, so I did an ultrasound, 509 00:29:42,048 --> 00:29:43,983 which detected increased fluid in the abdomen, 510 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:45,317 but then she lost consciousness. 511 00:29:45,451 --> 00:29:47,854 It is almost certainly internal bleeding. 512 00:29:47,987 --> 00:29:49,121 I'll scrub in, right away. 513 00:29:49,255 --> 00:29:50,823 No, no, no. You can't come in. 514 00:29:50,957 --> 00:29:53,159 - This is likely a complication from the first surgery. - Shaun-- 515 00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:55,427 It is my fault, and I need to fix it. 516 00:29:55,561 --> 00:29:57,363 Shaun, if we can't stop the bleeding, 517 00:29:57,496 --> 00:30:00,366 we may have to take Lea's uterus in order to save her life. 518 00:30:00,499 --> 00:30:02,969 If we get there, we're gonna make the decision quickly 519 00:30:03,102 --> 00:30:05,371 and with medical factors only, no emotion. 520 00:30:05,504 --> 00:30:09,275 Lea would want me in there in case we lose the baby. 521 00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:10,442 If that happens-- 522 00:30:10,576 --> 00:30:11,911 if that happens, 523 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,357 Surgical site looks good. Patch is intact. 524 00:30:26,392 --> 00:30:28,527 No signs of acute placental abruption. 525 00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:30,062 Bladder's clean. 526 00:30:30,196 --> 00:30:32,899 No blood coming from the ovaries or the fallopian tubes. 527 00:30:33,032 --> 00:30:34,901 And the bowel is intact. 528 00:30:35,034 --> 00:30:36,735 It's gotta be coming from the uterus. 529 00:30:36,869 --> 00:30:40,072 If we clamp the uterine vessels, we may slow down the bleeding. 530 00:30:40,206 --> 00:30:41,640 But we put the baby at risk. 531 00:30:41,773 --> 00:30:43,209 If we don't stop it soon, we're gonna put Lea at risk. 532 00:30:47,579 --> 00:30:49,348 I'll clamp the internal iliac on the side of the bleed. 533 00:30:49,481 --> 00:30:50,950 Buys us some time. 534 00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:52,718 Give two more units of blood and stay four ahead. 535 00:30:52,851 --> 00:30:53,852 Retractor. 536 00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:57,623 If the site is hemostatic, 537 00:30:57,756 --> 00:31:00,893 they will look for placental abruption. 538 00:31:02,728 --> 00:31:08,567 Next, they will check the bladder, ovaries, 539 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,236 and fallopian tubes. 540 00:31:12,538 --> 00:31:13,739 Shaun. 541 00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:23,049 They can't clamp the uterine vessels 542 00:31:23,182 --> 00:31:25,884 without hurting the baby, 543 00:31:26,018 --> 00:31:28,988 but they can place an atraumatic vascular clamp 544 00:31:29,121 --> 00:31:30,656 on the internal iliacs, 545 00:31:30,789 --> 00:31:34,626 which will slow down the bleed while they try to locate it. 546 00:31:42,468 --> 00:31:45,537 Once they stop the bleed, 547 00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:50,676 they should be able to repair it 548 00:31:50,809 --> 00:31:52,311 and be done by... 549 00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:56,182 5:26. 550 00:32:11,330 --> 00:32:12,698 The surgery went really well. 551 00:32:12,831 --> 00:32:13,865 You should be able to start eating real food again 552 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,567 in a few days. 553 00:32:15,701 --> 00:32:18,304 Better make sure my new six-pack is looking good. 554 00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:21,640 The abdominal wall is holding together. 555 00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:22,774 No signs of infection. 556 00:32:25,244 --> 00:32:27,013 We'll see how long that lasts. 557 00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:28,780 One step at a time, D. 558 00:32:31,183 --> 00:32:32,318 We'll let you get some rest. 559 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:37,689 No alcohol in that new gut of yours. 560 00:32:39,258 --> 00:32:41,127 Not for four more years. 561 00:32:42,261 --> 00:32:43,695 One step at a time, Mom. 562 00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:51,737 Hey, I don't want to help because I feel bad for you. 563 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,341 I feel bad for me. 564 00:32:58,844 --> 00:33:00,479 You're gonna be an amazing mom 565 00:33:00,612 --> 00:33:03,682 because you're amazing at whatever you put your mind to, 566 00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,717 and I'm a little conflicted, I guess, 567 00:33:05,851 --> 00:33:07,386 because I won't be a part of it. 568 00:33:08,787 --> 00:33:10,856 Making my single-mother IVF journey about you 569 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:13,525 is uncharacteristically self-absorbed. 570 00:33:15,027 --> 00:33:15,861 I'm impressed. 571 00:33:17,396 --> 00:33:18,864 You changed me. 572 00:33:21,433 --> 00:33:24,203 And doing things alone isn't sad. 573 00:33:26,305 --> 00:33:28,540 Still doesn't mean you have to do them that way. 574 00:33:44,556 --> 00:33:46,558 From here on, I'm gonna request not to be supervised by you. 575 00:33:49,528 --> 00:33:50,396 Why? 576 00:33:53,265 --> 00:33:56,935 I didn't OD because of you, or us. 577 00:33:57,069 --> 00:33:58,670 But I knew I couldn't be with you 578 00:33:58,804 --> 00:34:00,739 if I wasn't okay. 579 00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:03,609 So I convinced myself I was. 580 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,147 Jordan, if I let myself get close to you, 581 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:11,483 I will fall for you again, and... 582 00:34:13,452 --> 00:34:15,421 ...and I will want so badly to be okay, 583 00:34:17,289 --> 00:34:18,324 to be ready for us. 584 00:34:22,494 --> 00:34:24,430 I can't risk that. 585 00:34:27,933 --> 00:34:29,135 I wouldn't want you to. 586 00:34:32,338 --> 00:34:34,773 Mm. 587 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:37,109 I can't believe how much I'm gonna miss somebody 588 00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:38,444 I'll still see every day. 589 00:34:42,214 --> 00:34:43,615 Lea's in emergency surgery. 590 00:34:50,689 --> 00:34:51,823 Two more units, right away. 591 00:34:51,957 --> 00:34:52,824 Removing the packing over the uterus. 592 00:34:53,359 --> 00:34:54,626 Suctioning. 593 00:34:57,129 --> 00:34:59,465 Fetal heart rate 101. 594 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:01,533 Intermittent decels. 595 00:35:01,667 --> 00:35:03,835 No injury to the vena cava. 596 00:35:03,969 --> 00:35:05,137 Where is all this coming from? 597 00:35:05,271 --> 00:35:07,773 Art line BP is 75 over 43 598 00:35:08,940 --> 00:35:10,642 and falling. 599 00:35:10,776 --> 00:35:12,878 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 600 00:35:19,351 --> 00:35:22,588 ♪ I could be lost here forever ♪ 601 00:35:22,721 --> 00:35:26,592 ♪ If I didn't have my faith ♪ 602 00:35:26,725 --> 00:35:30,229 ♪ If I don't keep it together ♪ 603 00:35:30,362 --> 00:35:33,699 ♪ I'll never take a breath again ♪ 604 00:35:33,832 --> 00:35:37,236 ♪ But I see hope in the shallows ♪ 605 00:35:37,369 --> 00:35:41,207 ♪ And the rush of blood in my veins ♪ 606 00:35:41,340 --> 00:35:44,810 ♪ And if I go down with the devil ♪ 607 00:35:44,943 --> 00:35:47,679 ♪ Well, that would be my mistake ♪ 608 00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:50,015 ♪ Waiting for the breaks ♪ 609 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:53,519 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle of the waves ♪ 610 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,621 ♪ I'm lost in the current ♪ 611 00:35:55,754 --> 00:35:57,423 ♪ Need a break ♪ 612 00:35:57,556 --> 00:36:00,526 ♪ I'm stuck in the middle ♪ 613 00:36:18,844 --> 00:36:21,713 Lea's BP is 67 over 35. She's bleeding out. 614 00:36:26,585 --> 00:36:27,986 Hysterectomy tray. 615 00:36:29,455 --> 00:36:30,856 Clamp. 616 00:36:30,989 --> 00:36:33,225 ♪ Looking back there now, what a blur ♪ 617 00:36:35,794 --> 00:36:38,564 After you ligate the uterine vessels, I'm gonna go get Shaun. 618 00:36:40,399 --> 00:36:42,067 I told him I would. 619 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:46,204 ♪ I remember looking up, and there you were ♪ 620 00:36:46,338 --> 00:36:47,573 Clamping the uterine horn. 621 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:53,111 ♪ Those eyes said everything's gonna be all right ♪ 622 00:36:53,245 --> 00:36:55,314 Ligated the round ligament. Preparing to transect. 623 00:36:55,447 --> 00:36:57,349 Metz scissors. 624 00:36:57,483 --> 00:37:00,352 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 625 00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:01,753 Audrey. 626 00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:12,264 ♪ We were feeling our way through the dark ♪ 627 00:37:14,866 --> 00:37:21,607 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 628 00:37:23,542 --> 00:37:27,379 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 629 00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:31,049 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 630 00:37:32,684 --> 00:37:39,157 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 631 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:41,660 Lea and the baby are gonna be just fine. 632 00:37:41,793 --> 00:37:46,031 ♪ Those arms said it's okay to stay the night ♪ 633 00:37:46,164 --> 00:37:51,136 Lea's left uterine artery was tethered to some scar tissue. 634 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,204 As the uterus grew, it ruptured. 635 00:37:53,339 --> 00:37:55,374 That was inevitable. 636 00:37:55,507 --> 00:37:58,344 Had nothing to do with your first surgery. 637 00:37:58,477 --> 00:38:01,046 Okay. 638 00:38:01,179 --> 00:38:05,250 Had Lea not been in the hospital when this happened, 639 00:38:05,384 --> 00:38:07,386 she might not have survived. 640 00:38:07,519 --> 00:38:10,556 Shaun, your surgery saved both their lives. 641 00:38:10,689 --> 00:38:12,624 Okay. 642 00:38:12,758 --> 00:38:16,862 ♪ We're feeling our way through the dark ♪ 643 00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:25,136 Oh! 644 00:38:25,270 --> 00:38:27,739 ♪ If you show me what's underneath ♪ 645 00:38:27,873 --> 00:38:29,040 Thank you, Dr. Glassman. 646 00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:31,677 I got you. 647 00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:37,883 Okay. 648 00:38:38,016 --> 00:38:40,719 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 649 00:38:46,792 --> 00:38:50,396 ♪ Looking for places to fall down hard ♪ 650 00:38:50,529 --> 00:38:53,699 ♪ Never knowing where to start ♪ 651 00:38:55,634 --> 00:38:56,868 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 652 00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:06,144 ♪ Feeling our way through the dark ♪ 653 00:39:06,778 --> 00:39:07,779 Okay. 654 00:39:15,721 --> 00:39:17,088 Good morning. 655 00:39:17,222 --> 00:39:18,624 Can I get that to go? 656 00:39:18,757 --> 00:39:21,059 I gotta stop at my place and grab a shirt for work. 657 00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:24,430 I'm sure you have a minute. Stay. 658 00:39:24,563 --> 00:39:27,298 - Am I about to be punished for something? - No. 659 00:39:31,803 --> 00:39:33,739 - I was just thinking. - Mm-hmm. 660 00:39:35,974 --> 00:39:37,308 I love you. 661 00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:39,411 I love you, too. 662 00:39:39,545 --> 00:39:40,479 And I love us. 663 00:39:40,612 --> 00:39:42,914 Same. Always good to hear. 664 00:39:43,048 --> 00:39:46,652 And I've decided I want us to move forward. 665 00:39:46,785 --> 00:39:49,555 At my own, learning-to-walk kind of pace. 666 00:39:56,294 --> 00:39:57,763 Clay Porter... 667 00:40:01,833 --> 00:40:04,135 ...will you move in with me? 668 00:40:04,269 --> 00:40:05,871 I would kneel, but I'm not sure 669 00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:07,773 I could gracefully get back up again. 670 00:40:09,441 --> 00:40:11,042 It's so sparkly. 671 00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:12,277 Love it. 672 00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:15,781 Mm. 673 00:40:17,115 --> 00:40:18,149 Audrey Lim... 674 00:40:20,819 --> 00:40:23,288 ...you've made me the happiest man alive. 675 00:40:43,108 --> 00:40:44,743 This is a one-time thing. 676 00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:47,078 Don't expect me to drive you to your next colonoscopy. 677 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:49,815 And here I was looking forward to that. 678 00:40:49,948 --> 00:40:51,316 Take McLaughlin to William Street. 679 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:53,151 The freeway's backed up this time of day. 680 00:40:53,284 --> 00:40:55,687 Alright, just don't forget the tip. 681 00:41:10,001 --> 00:41:12,938 The fleece patch is holding well and expanding with the uterus. 682 00:41:13,071 --> 00:41:15,206 Everything looks great. 683 00:41:15,340 --> 00:41:18,744 Your baby is very cute and squirmy. 684 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:21,146 So, you wanna know what it is? 685 00:41:29,521 --> 00:41:32,223 Y-You already know, don't you? 686 00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:38,196 I have been looking at your uterus a lot. 687 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:39,464 Mm. 688 00:41:39,598 --> 00:41:41,733 But-- But I can keep a secret. 689 00:41:51,409 --> 00:41:53,579 The light blue is very... 690 00:41:53,712 --> 00:41:55,413 Heteronormative. 691 00:41:55,547 --> 00:41:58,383 I was going to say pastel. 692 00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:00,451 But, yes, that too. 693 00:42:00,586 --> 00:42:03,589 I think he's gonna like something in the gray palette. 694 00:42:03,722 --> 00:42:05,523 Calming but warm. 695 00:42:05,657 --> 00:42:08,159 Elegant yet understated. 696 00:42:10,729 --> 00:42:14,165 I think our son would like that very much. 50901

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