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Come on in, sit down.

You can just sit on the floor.

It's fine. You look
better down there anyway.

You wanna

experience me again?

Just tell me what you're into.

Alexandra Snow,

she's a very well managed brand.

She's a professional person

and she's very
good at her craft.

The moment she came onto our
site, we're very honored.

She's a very big name.

Mm, you love this.

I always admire women
that have a good hustle

and do really well very quickly,

and she had that, like,
right outta the gate.

What's wrong?

You don't wanna disclose

all your deepest,
darkest fantasies?

Take it down. There we go.

You're doing dirty, filthy,
kinky, wonderful things,

and it gives us the
spice that we need.

It's weird, you sit online

and you, like,
humiliate guys, that...

wanna lick your dirty feet.

We payout a model just shy
of $35,000 for a month.

I can't guarantee that I'll take

good care of you,

but I will be
exceedingly thorough.

It's making, you know,

a lot of girls
successful and happy,

and it's making a
lot of guys realize

that they need to bow down.

I'm gonna break you into
the smallest little pieces

and reassemble you as
something else entirely.

Yeah. Goes
something like that.

All right, please say again.

All right. Uh,
custom JOI CEI clip.

"Please make me follow your
instructions as I jerk off

to you with some humiliation
about what I'm doing for you.

Uh, depending on how
cruel you're feeling,

it's up to you whether or
not I have to ruin my orgasm.

Um, either way, please
make me eat my cum for you

while you give me a
bit of humiliation.

Please make me thank you
afterwards, thank you.

Um, and if possible, please
also blow a kiss at the end."

So thank you and the
blowing a kiss at the end

- is what you have to remember.
- Okay.

I'm super in love
with this lens.

I have this, like,
little ritual that I do

that I get set up,

I look in the camera, I'm
like, "Okay, we're good."

I go and I turn the camera on.

I go back, I throw my hands
to my hair, I look down

and then it goes.

I... I have no prep,
there's no nothing.

I've gotten it
down to a science.

You look so cute over there
with your cock so hard.

She draws a lot
of it from herself

and her own experiences,
but, like, she articulates it

in such a way that
makes it fantastic

and draws you into the fantasy.

I did want to pursue, uh,

an acting career at some point,

and I decided to pursue
psychology and IT instead.

I'm really glad that I did
because now I do get to act

and make way more money

than most actors will
ever get to make.

You like it?

So obviously a
female domination is

the role of a female

in the dominant position, right?

There will be

no cumming at all...

until I say otherwise.

Femdom is at its heart.

The empowerment of... Of
a woman to be able to have

her pleasure and power,

have the way that she wants
to have it first and foremost.

Uh, slow.

I would have said
it's gonna hurt more.

It's a bit of a misnomer
because it's like,

the... the idea is that somehow
femdom is... is very selfish.

And... and the reality
is... is that it's not,

it's just that that's the
other side of masculine culture

that said male
pleasure comes first.

Stroke for latex Goddess.

Your rubber Queen.

I'm Alexandra Snow.

I'm a professional dominatrix,

media producer, um,
visionary entrepreneur

and I believe that all of this
is just a grand adventure.

Good boy!

Down, down, down.

Fucking bug.

There's Dominus Snow and
there's Goddess Snow.

Dominus Snow is the
real life dominatrix.

She is the real deal.

Does sessions,
interacting with slaves,

like hands on dominant
woman persona.

And then there is Goddess Snow

who is more of a, like,
almost a religious deity.

You want us to look
into your future

and by looking into your future

I became it.

Guys don't have to actually
physically feel their...

Her hands on them,
like when they're...

When she's peering
magically into their mind

and making them jerk
off or whatever.

I'm selling through
several different

pay-per-view platforms.

Things like Clips4sale,
Kink Bomb, iWantClips.

And, uh, each one
takes on average, like,

between 40 and 60% commission.

I have six unique
videos per week

therefore I'm less concerned
about how much one video sells,

I'm more concerned about
how all of them sell.

You're ready to choke it down?

Are you ready to slobber that
whole face full of juice?

I bet it's right
there, isn't it?

- Uh-huh?
- Uh!

Should we give 'em a countdown?

I think we should.

There are so many different
reasons why someone

might be into kinks

and fetishes and power exchange.

Uh, and it's all, for
the most part, healthy.

-Aw, there we go.

It can also be very cathartic.

Um, a lot of people
work through trauma

and work through difficult
experiences that they have.

It can also be a way to deal
with stress and anxiety.

And again, it's
just fucking sexy.

-Two. Thank you God...

One of the biggest
stumbling blocks for folks

is that they have this fear
that if they see a mistress

that, "Oh, this is... I'm...
I'm seeing a prostitute.

I'm... I'm... I'm
seeing a sex worker.

And what if people find out
and... and this is just bad.

This is dirty."

And, you know, which goes back

to this really old belief system

that women's sexuality is dirty

and that women's sexuality

is threatening and
dangerous in some way.

Which, you know, was
a really wonderful way

to keep women at bay

and... and keep them in their
place by not allowing them

to assert their sexuality
and their sexual power.

We could be more careful.

♪

I was third generation

animal person, right?

My grandmother bred
horses and then dogs

and my mom bred dogs.

And... and so I was like
raised in a kennel, literally.

Like, that's what...
That's what I did for fun.

Like we... we went to dog
shows on the weekends.

So first grade,

my grandmother gets
called to the school.

I'd gotten in trouble, I was
in the principal's office

and my grandmother
comes in and she goes,

"What seems to be the issue?"

And the principal gets
up in huff and she says

"Well, she was out there

calling little girls bitches."

And my grandmother
looks at me...

and she's like, "What?"

I was like, "We were
playing dog show

and I had them all on all fours

as dogs running
around me in a circle

'cause I'm the judge."

And my grandmother is like,

"Do you have a dictionary?"

And, you know, the
principal's like,

all, huff and huff,
gets the dictionary.

"Like, I'd like to
show you that bitch

is the correct term
for female dog.

This is a school and
we're we supposed to be

educating our children."

My grandmother pulled
no punches, right?

And then my grandmother
turns to me and goes,

"Well, who was gonna win?"

And I was like, "I hadn't
got the judging yet."

Remember...

♪

When I first identified

as being a dominant female,

I thought there was something
wrong with me, right?

Like I... I genuinely
thought there

was something wrong with me.

I'm having this like,
um, like therapy session

which I'm like pouring
my heart out to this guy.

I thought maybe I was
having an... an identity

with my gender, like,
I was identifying with

all these very masculine,
you know, characteristics,

but yet, um, still
thought I might have

sexual attraction to both.

And I had this... This
doctor laugh at me

and it was just like, just
thought it was so funny.

He was like, "There's
nothing wrong with you.

You're not broken.

You're not having
a gender crisis.

You're just rare.

You know, dominant women
tend to be fairly rare

and you don't have a
model for it in society."

There was this, like,
a strange dichotomy

of femdom in which that you're
supposed to feel powerful

wearing hyper feminine clothing,

but exhibiting
hypermasculine attributes.

I was like, "Okay,
well I suppose

if that's the name of the game,

I already have a lot of these
characteristics and fuck it.

I like... I like the clothes."

As a femdom we're definitely
giving more scope to gender.

You know, you can play
with these different roles

and experience the
loss of control that

that role provides.

There we go. That
looks better.

The femdom creates a space
where there's no judgment.

They create a space
where there's no shame.

So the person has
the opportunity

to explore and
create and go, "Huh!

This is what I'm missing
in my day to day,

and this is what I want here."

And it's a turn on, right?

Because imagine being
able to be in a space

where you can truly be yourself,

where the person across
from you isn't judging you,

there's no shame or blame.

That's the sexiest
place you can be.

I actually got into
the adult industry

through dancing,
through erotic dancing.

I took all of the
money that I made

from being a stripper and used
to bankroll my whole business.

I sat down probably

for three or four months
and created a business plan

and then completely broke apart

everyone's business models
and said, "You know what?

None of you are doing it the way

that I would wanna do it,"
and I wrote a new one.

I'm a big fan of
medieval bondage

and medieval torture devices,

and I wanted to take
some of these really cool

old medieval plans
and modernize them.

This is my whipping post.

I could really pull someone
up and even off the ground.

I was talking to a
friend about the nature

of opening a dungeon
and she said,

"Wow, it's kind of
like you're creating

this Garden of Eden thing."

And I said, "Ugh.
Yeah, A Wicked Eden."

And she was like,
"That's brilliant!"

And I was like, "Yes, it
absolutely is brilliant."

That's... that's
it. That's the name.

The training process at
Wicked Eden was intense.

We had to know how
to use every toy

in that dungeon
ten different ways.

We had to know
sanitation procedures.

We had to know, uh,
medical procedures.

Everything that I
teach the girls,

I break into modules.

I have an entire
training program.

There is an actual curriculum
with lots of tests.

They have to actually be
able to go through beginner,

intermediate, advanced bondage.

BDSM is bondage and
discipline, sadomasochism.

Those two people,
they come to the table

as sexual equals, they come to
the table with mutual consent.

Then they have the
opportunity to explore a role

that they may or may not live
in their day to day life,

and that gives them a sense of
not only sexual satisfaction,

but also release.

I forget sometimes
that for someone

walking in the door
for the first time,

this may be the most
terrifying thing

that they've ever...
They've ever done, and,

you know, that I need to honor
that bravery a little bit.

I don't think there are
actually any vanilla people.

I think that there are
people who have not been

introduced to the right
kind of kink for them yet.

Count.

Thank you.

I started my
business in Columbus

because that's where
my now ex-husband was.

So my original
business partner is...

Is Joseph, who is
also my ex-husband.

Joseph was very adamant with
me that I couldn't be out.

He had children, they
were my stepchildren,

and that it would be a
threat to... to them,

it could be a
threat to, you know,

the... their custody
battle and it was a threat

to how we were perceived, you
know, in the regular world.

He was very obsessed with
how others would perceive us.

I wanted to be outspoken.

I wanted to be
proud of what I did,

and I didn't want to feel
ashamed and have to hide it.

And then after I... I
had separated from...

From my ex-husband,
um, I thought,

"Okay, well here's my chance."

Alex is determined to come out

and I think the
reasons are right.

I think her heart is
in the right place

and I feel like
it'll be a good move.

But it doesn't mean I'm
not worried about her.

What if this is just
another tool that people use

to exploit her or to
put her in danger?

I think the public at large

has a lot of misconceptions
about not just kink and BDSM,

but sex workers.

And the more we
can talk candidly

about what we do and
have real conversations

about those things, the better
it's gonna be for everyone.

Come on, stand up.

-Come on, pussy.

Oh, see this little bitch, huh?

So how I got started
was I was 17 years old

just filling out
social media profiles

and, uh, I would get
random guys messaging me.

And one guy in particular
started to message me

and he had a fetish
for getting peed on.

That was his thing.

And then, so
eventually he was like,

"You know, I really
think that your piss

should be bottled and sold."

And so I was like, "Okay,
then buy it," you know?

And two weeks later
he sent me $250.

I started doing
webcam and videos

and here I am today
as a cyber dominatrix.

Now look at that camera
and say, "Thank you."

-Thank you Princess.

I met Ceara Lynch, uh,
through a chance meeting.

We, um, went bowling together.

She's telling me about how
she sells her dirty underwear

to perverts online
and I was like, "What?

This sounds amazing. How
can I get in on this?"

I was kind of a starving
college student at the time

and to be able to make
money off something you wear

every single day,
that just was like,

you know, the American dream.

We all just started
filming these

very naive fetish
clips at the time.

It was really funny.

You know, we'd
wear our sunglasses

and be popping our bubble
gum and be like, you know,

talking about loser
and stuff like that.

I filmed every single
day when I began,

and I posted videos
every single day.

And I've seen so many girls
get into this industry

and they couldn't cut it.

They didn't make the money

because they
weren't hardworking.

My name is Raevyn Rose and
I've always kind of been

into porn and, you
know, watched...

Watched all sorts of
kinky porn and stuff.

I grew up 50 minutes
south of Seattle.

It was a small town.

It's like a white
redneck country down,

I don't know, it
was pretty trashy,

AKA meth central, you know?

That's what they called it.

Wow!

I don't know. It was okay.

I'm glad I... I'm glad I
don't have to work there.

I'm glad I don't have
to work in essentially

where I grew up
because I don't wanna

have to see anybody that
I ever knew ever again.

I was only the odd
one out, I guess,

because I was religious.

I was raised Jehovah's
Witness and that,

you know, I didn't
get to do a lot.

I never went to
any school dances.

I didn't get to do any sports.

I didn't really get to
express myself a whole lot.

I just wasn't allowed.

I... I got caught sneaking out
once and they basically put me

on like kid probation,

this thing called
'youths at risk'.

And I just, like,
followed the rules

and did what I had to do,

and I was only on it
for like two months

and then I got off of it

and I kind of just did
the same thing again.

I was just smarter about it.

I've been involved in the kink
scene for, I'd say two years.

I was, um, just
going to play parties

and I didn't think I'd
have any, you know,

I guess professional
involvement or,

you know, turn it into
something I'd make money from.

When I first met Astro it was
at a play party and she was...

She was in all leather and
she had a slave with her and,

you know, she was just
telling him to do stuff.

She used him as a footrest

and she was just,
like, really powerful.

And this was, you know,
my first time seeing her

and I was like, "I
should go talk to her.

I should see how
she does this."

I saw that she's, like,
this really keen, young,

energetic,
warm-hearted, um, woman.

She's a little, I'd
say like, not lost,

but adventurous and wants to
learn a lot about the industry.

Astro asked me to do a video,

just a... a simple fetish
video, which was fun.

My first time in front of a
camera it was a foot video

and yeah, that was... That
was pretty much my start.

Hey. How's it going?

I got into bikini coffee
about a year and a half ago.

One of my vanilla friends
had been doing it a while

and she said it's the best
money she's ever made.

Um, let's see.

I have hot coffee, iced
coffee, energy drinks,

we have Monster and Red Bull

and I can make anything blended.

Uh, tea, smoothies.

I've had customers
tip me $50 to $150,

um

For just looking nice.

And then I had one come through
because he follows my Snapchat.

He's like, "Well,
I watch your...

Your Snapchat all the
time and it's really good

and I feel like I should be
giving you more money for it."

I see him maybe once a month

and he'll tip me, like,
about a hundred bucks.

This area's pretty good.
It's pretty innocent.

They don't... I rarely get
shows or asked for shows here.

In my couple years
of doing this,

I haven't had any really,
really scary, uh, instances.

But about two weeks
ago I did and I...

I just... I was
working, doing my thing.

I had this guy come through
and gave me a $10 tip,

which is nice, and then,
um, you know, I was done

and... and then he's like,
"Here's a $20 for a show."

I was like, "I
don't do shows."

He's like, "Yes you do.
All the other girls do."

I'm like, "I'm sorry,
I don't. Not my style."

And he's like, "You
have to do a show."

And I'm like, "I'm
not doing a show."

And I walk away and I'm like,
"You have to leave now."

I'm just cleaning up
and doing my thing

and then I walk back over to
talk to him and his dick's out.

And I was just like,
"That's disgusting.

You have to leave, you
have five seconds to leave

or I'm gonna throw
hot water on you."

And he's like... and then
he's just going off on me

and calling me names
and just flipping out.

So I'm, like, pouring
this hot water

and I was like, "I'm
gonna count down now."

And I'm... I'm
counting down slowly

and he's just calling me a cunt
and a bitch, just going off.

So I get closer and closer
and he starts moving.

He's like, "If you
throw water on me

I will fucking shoot you."

I'm like,

"Okay."

So I didn't think anything of it

until he came back,
like, within two minutes

and... and parked his car

and starts banging on
my windows and my door.

And, uh, I had a customer
in front of his car

and I was like, "Can you wait
here while I call the cops

'cause I don't know
if he has a weapon,

and whether or not he does,
he's banging on my windows."

So I called the
cops, filed a report.

He came back one more
time, kept doing the thing

and... and like kicking
rocks at the building.

And like, I mean, after
arguing that much,

like even before he
got out of his car,

like, why would I
wanna flash somebody

that's fucking yelling at me?

This hot, sexy coffee
is nine dollars.

It was fun dressing up
all the time at first,

but now that I have to, like,

some days I don't
feel like being naked.

Like, some days I don't
feel like being stared at

and with the job I'm
entering now I get to choose

when I get to do
that, I get to choose

when I'm getting the attention

or when I wanna
address the attention.

You know, I've only...
I've only been camming

for a few months, maybe...
maybe five-ish times.

It's been fun. I talk and...
And I even had locals on there.

They'll watch me and then
they'll come visit me at work.

The next thing
they're like, "Wow!

Your cam show is awesome."

So that always feels good.

I have 11 people
on here right now

and six of 'em are
guests, so that means

they don't have accounts.

Tipping is always an option

and private rooms are, you know,

paid for by second or minute.

Being that I'm working
a day job already,

that kind of takes
away from, um,

camming and making my own
videos because I'm on call.

My schedule is all over the
place, but everything...

All of my work, all
of my income is,

um, sex work related.

So I can... I can advertise
myself in many ways

through, you know, each of
these work outlets, I guess.

So that was a tip.

Yeah, it was 100 tokens, uh,

"Just found you.

Would love to be
added as a friend.

Hello from East Coast
USA. Kiss, kiss."

When I started doing
this it was just me

and my webcam, me and my camera.

I would get guys who
had fetish requests.

You're my little cum eater.

You're my little
bitch. Suck it!

The fee and be bossy to me
and... and be mean to me

and I thought, "Oh,
this is kind of funny."

I wanted to be a bitch.

Like, that's how I'm
in real life, you know?

Do you want me to take control
of that little mind of yours?

Mm-hmm.

Do you need me to make

all of your decisions?

I knew that I was making
money 'cause I was...

I was sexualized,

but I didn't feel like I
was doing anything sexual.

So in the beginning I
didn't... I didn't care.

I just wanted the money.

Honestly.

I love the internet
in a lot of ways

when it comes to folks that
have sexual preferences

and proclivities that
are outside of average,

because for so long they
haven't necessarily been able

to connect with other people

that have preferences
like theirs.

♪

Well, I've been a pervert

since I was five years old.

It's been, yeah, pretty
much a lifelong thing.

Uh, the femdom, um,
thing... Part of, I think,

I didn't come into it
until about I was 13 or 14

and then I discovered
my first dirty magazine,

femdom magazine.

In the early days it was...
It was a little more difficult

because obviously back then we
only had like 14.4-bit modems.

There was no HD 4K video.

You know, this is, like,
all on usenet groups

and bulletin boards
and ASCII text porn.

Ten point bonus.

You had to pay for the,
like, the membership sites

to get like videos
because it was

really expensive
back then, of course.

And when the internet
speeds caught up, uh,

then of course people were
able to make their own videos

and sell them online and
you could see it instantly.

♪

I'm not gonna fuck
you right now.

I want things to be
a little spicier.

Like I said, I've been planning.

Hey. All right.

So I was an exotic dancer
and someone came up to me

in a club and was kind of a...

A mild mannered
guy with glasses.

And he is like,
"So how do you feel

about like being mean to
guys, like yelling at them?

You know, like being a bitch?"

I was like, "Why is
this so hard to explain?

Like, yes. Yes,
I'm into that."

He'd pay us, like,
a lot at the time

just for a whole day
of like, "All right,

get in your
brattiest outfit, um,

and imagine you're a
sorority princess."

We found out where he
was putting the videos

and we were like, "Is he
just jerking off to this?

It seems bigger than that."

So we found it and we
found clips for sale

and we were like,

"Shit, we can do
this ourselves!"

I think, yeah, clips and
indulging in your fetishes

instead of like looking
for instance, uh,

through a whole
DVD of regular porn

just to see a foot.

You're able to find
exactly what you need.

Our world is busy.

You've got ten minutes on the
subway real quick, I guess.

But like, um, don't jerk off
on the subway though, please.

There is like a driving
change in the porn community

and fetish porn allows
people to access some desires

that they might not be able
to access in real life,

to fantasize about stuff that
they thought was too evil

or sick or weird
to fantasize about.

And I feel like there's
a lot of self-acceptance

that comes with, like,
accepting one's fetish.

There's always been perverts,
there's always been,

you know, these kind of
groups and the internet

obviously helps people
find each other.

A lot of people will associate
this with like sort of dark...

Undercurrent, dark
web sort of thing.

And it's not, it's just regular
people who for obvious reasons

don't want to go public with
their deepest fantasies.

We have a lot of cam girls
coming into the industry.

We have a lot of porn stars,
um, coming into the site

now that are shooting
content for themselves

rather than for a
production company,

um, where they
never get royalties,

where they never make
money after that one shoot.

They think it up from start
to finish, they shoot it,

they angle it, they
make it how they want,

and you're getting a connection
with the artist and, you know,

I think that really goes
far with the consumer.

I remember the first
thing I watched was,

like, the very stereotypical
like, uh, someone fucked my,

like, stepsister and like,
she's like extremely, like,

dolled up and like... Like,
very effeminate voice,

"Eh," type of thing.

And from there it
got really dull,

I guess, like, very
quickly for me.

At first I didn't, like,
understand that there was

this like whole underground
sort of... like,

I would even say, like,
punk scene of, uh, porn

where like it's
self-produced, self-published,

uh, self-promoted.

And I guess that's what...
That's what keeps me coming.

Uh, no pun intended.

I do a lot of research in
how our clips are selling.

Um, I do... like,
I run the analytics

on what categories,
uh, what clip titles.

Um, video lengths, like,
the difference between

doing a full length video

and then doing part
one and part two.

And, like, we... like,
there's a full, like,

analytics system that
happens that determines

what our schedule is going to
look like for the next month.

So we're gonna do some
stuff around, like,

kind of just be worshipping

my... my legs and we're kissing

and doing kind of
stuff like that.

And then we're gonna do,
um, the face sitting part.

When we do the face
sitting, I'm gonna have her

flip around so her head is here.

- Okay.
- And for...

I want to get some
very specific shots

of like here with... Of
like looking up my ass.

You're gonna wanna try to
get an angle from underneath.

If you're doing it, like,
right where you are standing...

Okay, like go down.
Go down further.

See... see that's much better?

Do not stay in the same place.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Um, ready? And...

Oh, this looks nice.

-They are very cute.

That's so cute.

Oh, I know.

It's like a reinforced toe here.

Fetishes are defined
as any sort of,

um, sexual attraction
to a non-human object

or a body part specific, so not
the totality of a human being.

We don't really know
what causes fetishes.

You know, we have all sorts of
anecdotal stories as to why.

We know that when
you look at, um,

FMRI studies and you look at
the brain that the turn on

that they get from...
And the dopamine burst

that they get from seeing
their fetish object is the same

as the dopamine burst that
someone gets when seeing

their romantic partner
that they're attracted to.

I'm a lifelong foot guy.

And women's feet in
particularly, obviously,

that men's feet
are kind of gross

to me.

But, uh, I think they're
just amazing and...

And pretty and they're really
underrated part of the body.

They're very sensual and
there's been a lot of

just, like, scientific
research, you know,

in it where the feet
and the genitals

and the brain are very
close to each other.

There's like possible
connections there.

There's different
experiences you have

that inform your fetishes
and things like that.

And I have often thought
about those things

and actually thought
about a lot of the things

that have happened in my
life that I definitely

probably gave someone a kink
or gave someone a fetish.

You know what? I'm not, sorry.

Not... not sorry.

This online world of
fetishes has exploded.

I think probably
before the last decade

somebody with a fetish
really wanted to be closeted.

It was taboo, it was weird.

Now, um, it's just all over.

It's so popular.
It's kind of amazing.

You start getting
these communities

of people online that are into
all kinds of crazy things.

You know, clown
fetish and fart fetish

and wedgie fetish
and balloon popping.

Um, certainly
without the internet

I don't think that
would be the case.

Perfect.

So I'd like for you to
tell me a little bit about

where you think you wanna
take the Raevyn Rose brand

or like what... how you
would describe, you know,

the... that persona?

Yeah, I really am
curious and open

to trying all these new things.

It's... it's truly
a new life for me.

All right. So cu...
curious is a good keyword.

- So we're-we're gonna...
- I met Alexandra

through a mutual
friend's birthday party.

The way I was coming
into the industry,

I was taking it very slow.

I was only, you
know, doing camming

and considering doing videos.

Which fetishes really
speak to you right now

that you could... You
could kind of see yourself

marketing like more
than... Than other things?

- Humiliation would be one...
- Okay.

Just 'cause it's...
It's very exciting.

Or public stuff, I
really like public stuff,

- figuring it out.
- That's a really good one.

You know, Astro had told
me, "This-this chic's

really rad and you're
really gonna like her."

And... and I was
like, "Okay. Okay."

So I messaged her
and I was like,

"Hey, you wanna do some
weird stuff in Vegas?"

And she's like, "Uh...
yeah, let's get weird."

I am queen of Khanum...

I've come from a planet,
that's very far from you.

But unfortunately I
have been unable to find

a suitable host

for the perpetuation of my race.

I did set up the
filming that day,

um, for her to be essentially
submissive in the first half,

and then I brought in a
film slave and had her be

dominant to him in
the second half.

I watched her go from one to
the other pretty seamlessly

and work with me in both
roles and was like, you know,

excited to learn sounds and
excited to learn bondages.

And she was like,
"Cool, we're gonna dump

this guy's cum in his mouth?
All right, let's go for it."

That's so, so rare
to find someone to...

To really be like that.

No matter what kind
of video you're doing,

even if you're doing
a foot fetish video,

an ass worship video,

like a masturbation on anything,

put your face in as much
of the shot as you can

because that's actually
what's selling your videos.

I have turned away probably
the last 200 people

that have come to me and
asked me to train them.

I definitely had
some individuals

for whom they were not as
morally and ethically sound.

I feel like at this point I've
become a much better judge

of character and I no
longer, "I'm interested

in teaching someone who's
only motivated by money."

Okay, so, when
you're setting up,

you're gonna set
your lights up...

There's a big difference
between selling a persona

and selling yourself.

People will always try
to pay you for more

than you want to do.

The best way to
combat it is to not...

To not be offended, to
not be aggressive about it

and to... like, to
the line just, like,

we were doing before
where you're like,

"Nope, that's not
something I offer," right?

But there may come times where
someone badgers you enough

or offers you a lot of money

and you're on the
fence about it.

I want you, and I
really, really want you,

that if you begin to feel
even the slightest bit

oily, uncomfortable, you know,

like... like feeling like...
I'm getting goosebumps

thinking about this
'cause it's such a... such

a powerful thing.

If you feel in any way
that you are going to start

to compromise any part
of your morals or ethics

to get paid, don't
fucking do it.

Don't... don't do it,
because it's never worth it.

Because afterwards
you feel like you gave

a piece of your soul that
you didn't need to sell.

♪

There's a certain
quality that you need

as a sex worker
to kind of believe

that what you're doing
is inherently good.

We live in a society that
people still tell you

that being a sex worker is...

Is like dirty or gross
or it's immoral, or...

Or that, you know, "You
should be ashamed of it."

And it's hard to
get that dialogue

outta your head, right?

But if you inherently
believe that the thing

that you're doing is positive,
it does good for other people,

it does good for you, like
being able to express it

and participate in it
and all those things

actually has some
real intrinsic value,

then it's just very,
very nourishing.

I've been taking these
big steps and it's all,

you know, towards a career,

which is a great feeling for me.

With the training I'm going
to go through with Alex,

eventually producing
my own content

is going to be my... my job

and I'm not gonna
have a day job.

It's just, like,
very surreal to me

that I've been
making these moves

all within the past six months.

♪

We're shooting in
Mistress Tia's mansion

her place here in Vancouver.

What I think we should
do is it's gonna be...

Like, you have to
work late on something

when it's kind of a
thinly veiled threesome

with your boss and
your hot coworker.

You need 25 videos
to launch your store.

- Mm-hmm.
- Okay? 25 videos shot.

If you can't release a
video every single day,

then you're gonna lose all
the traffic in the beginning

and you're gonna get a bunch
of traffic in the beginning.

And all these websites
feature you as a new store,

and if you are uncomfortable
with whatever you're saying

or you're like, "Oh,
this sounds stupid,"

I don't care how stupid
it is, just keep on going.

Many times I'm like, "This
is... this is moronic,"

and the guys are like,
"I love this too much."

So don't worry about it.

I would try to do
a nice product mix

of solo, like, switchy
stuff, as well as dom stuff.

So if they only see one type
of... of a particular fetish,

then they may not come back.

I mean, I could terminate
you for cause right now.

Or do you think you feel like
you really need this job?

You know, a pervert like this,

what do they value?

All of this time in the
office has been so devoted

to his colleagues,
his female colleagues.

I'm definitely nervous having
a little bit of a crowd.

And it also being
my first time having

a whole lot of improv dialogue,

I'm a little...
I'm a little warm.

Yeah. My... my grandmother
used to say that

I was such a ham that when...

When the refrigerator
light came on

I did a number.

And I was like
"That's not true."

Oh, my God,

this porn is so fucking hot!

You know what?

I don't see your pants
growing yet, why?

There's nothing going on here.

You want a better look?

You're gonna start
making a lot of money.

The money feels really good.

But once you get to the
point that you're being

able to cover all of
your own expenses,

try to keep your
cost of living at 50%

or less of what you're making.

Because no matter how
much money you make,

this is... you... you cannot
do this forever, right?

Aw, you're so... You're
so weak and sensitive.

Good enough. Good
enough, I guess.

You know, I think I'm
gonna get myself some toys

and, uh, and please
myself a little more.

You can clean up. Good job.

- Okay.
- Cut it.

So next time you do

more small penis
stimulation stuff,

talk more about the
size of the dick

- and how the dick doesn't...
- Yeah.

Um, especially 'cause you do
solo masturbation stuff...

Not many people combine
small penis stimulation

with like, nudity
and masturbation.

So maybe you're gonna be like,

"This is the kind of
cock that pleases me.

Your cock doesn't please me.

Well, I guess you can watch
what it would look like.

Ha, ha.", you
know, and then...

And go from there, it's
really... it's a good angle.

- Okay, cool.
- I'd definitely do that.

- Good job.
- Yeah. Thanks.

She comes from a
generation that has...

Has the least amount of
stigma attached to sex work

that's ever happened, right?

She's not having to
unpack the baggage.

My mom first thought
I was a stripper

and I was like,
"Mom, I can't dance.

Like, there's no fucking
way I'm a stripper."

And then... and then she
thought I was escorting

and I was just like, "Maybe
if I'm completely honest

with her, she'll
feel like I'm safe."

Feet...

ass.

Mm-mm, what really

fucks you up the most?

She thinks if I'm nude,
it's the worst thing ever.

So I try to explain to her like,

"Guys are still jerking
off, but I'm clothed

and I'm at home and I'm
safe and I'm happy."

And I try to give her detail

and she just doesn't
wanna hear it,

but she's okay with it.

My brother and my
dad know and, um,

I had to wine and
dine him first.

I kind of I had to,
you know, make sure

that they're drunk
for the, uh, reveal.

And, um, my brother
had already known

for three years, he was just,
like, keeping it a secret.

He gave me this burst of
laughter and then just,

you know, "I... I've
already known and...

And I'm cool with it."

My dad held my hand, gave
me a stern, serious look

and he said, "It
doesn't matter what

your occupation is,
you're still my daughter."

So some of my family knows

and most of my friends know.

Uh, like some of the older
members of my family,

I'm waiting specifically until

I'm in a pretty good financial
position to tell them.

I feel like people judge
you less about what you do

in this industry if you're
making enough money to,

like, do well for yourself and
to do well for your family.

I feel like once I'm
pretty solid and like,

"Oh, I've been here
for three years.

Oh, by the way I've been
editing porn this entire time.

Don't be mad at me."

I... I had a thing that

I could tell people
in the vanilla world.

When people asked me what I did,

I could say, "I breed cats,"

if I knew that they
really would not be okay.

I broadcasted my kittens
from the time they were born

until they... Until
they went home and uh,

the cats were very popular
and my stream, you know,

used to get a million
views, uh, on average.

I found out about
Alex's double life,

so to speak, probably

when I was like 19.

A part of me was like, "Is
this safe? Is this okay?

Should I, you know,
not be as close to you

when you're doing this?"

Like, I just didn't know.

She kind of appealed
to my science side

and knew how much I loved
that and would talk to me

a lot about the
psychology of this

and why people feel this way
and why this stuff exists.

And if you approach
me from that way,

I'm a lot more receptive
to that understanding.

She'd show me things
online or she would explain

why that this fetish exists

or why these people
did this profession,

and it helped me.

It helped me a lot and it
also opened me to a concept

that there were more than
traditional types of porn.

And once that kind
of hit for me,

I really didn't...
I never became

judgmental again, really.

Um...

I do see a connection
between her childhood

and what she does for a living,

and in the ways that she
has a self-importance

in real life just as she
does in these videos.

And I think that happened
because she was raised

in a situation that
required that for her.

Growing up was not something
I'd like think about much

or talk about much.

My mom had... had her
many mental issues and...

And I came to find
out some, you know,

drug related issues as well.

Alex was essentially my mother

and I've actually bought
her Mother's Day gifts

and I've called her my
mother-sister hybrid.

You know, she... She
was that person to me.

The things that my mother...

That my mother did throughout
the course of my childhood,

I should have been fucked up.

To understand as a kid,

I used to have to take money

out of her purse
when she was sleeping

to pay the bills so that
we would have hot water

or that we would have
food or things like that.

Like... like, she'd had
no functional way really,

or functioning, honestly,
after... after addiction.

I always went through some
anger, I know, over it.

She saw a lot more than I did.

You know, when my parents
split I went with my dad,

and she wasn't, um,
my dad's daughter

so we didn't really have the...
An ability to see each other.

Um, I know that I was
really attached to her so,

you know, I remember it hurting.

I remember it being really hard

and uh... Oh, geez,
I don't wanna cry.

The one thing that our...

Rather tumultuous
childhood taught us

was if you hold on
to things from...

From your past, it takes up room

where love could go.

After I had my son and
she flew me up here, um,

and we were just hanging out
and she kind of started to

casually line up her business,
and um, you know, I didn't...

I don't think I got the full
scope immediately as she...

I think I was definitely
fed in a little bit of it.

So I think it was a way to kind
of reconnect us all together

and... and be honest, you
know, about what she did.

But I feel like the women
who really thrive in femdom

are women who have either
been through adversity

or have been through
situations that have,

like, tried to beat them down

and have become stronger for it.

Because you're not a
woman in any business

without having a thick skin

and without having a kick
ass attitude and surviving.

So I have these guys send
me a list of pirated videos.

When they find them,
they'll send 'em to you.

- Right, Right.
- Anytime you find...

I do a thing called
DMCAs, which is, uh,

essentially a privacy protection

and I have to contact,

um, the heads of these sites
that are illegally taking

her videos and using them
for their capital gain,

um, and kind of send them
a request to take it down.

Alex described it
as, um, you know,

mushrooms after the rain.

You're constantly
chopping 'em down

and they're gonna come back.

But it's about
controlling it. Yeah.

This industry porn
in general is going

more towards bespoke
or custom porn.

Porn has to change
because it will die

if we depend on the same model

because they're
stealing from us.

Like, people think, "Oh, yeah,
they'll always make porn, '

but it will be shitty porn.

Just like they'll
always make music,

but it will be shitty music
because you stole it all.

So it's definitely
going more towards

independent amateur custom porn.

But I remember the
first few times

and it was the same... same
producer that kept taking it,

or same uploader.

And I was like, "If I ever
saw this guy in public,

I would definitely punch him,
like, straight in the face,"

'cause it's really
disrespectful, you know?

Thank you Goddess.

First or second date

is when I tell
people about my job.

You know, guys that are my age

are not the most confident,
especially with the kind of

work I'm doing, a lot of
the time they're insecure.

You know, they think that
they're not good enough

and it's... it's like,
you know, it's work

and it's personal relationships
and they... you know,

guys don't really
understand how that is.

Everyone knows
that you're with me

even as I put my hands

between a strange man's legs
right in front of you all.

I've seen girls have
their stuff taken down

that they've done
for years and years

because their new
boyfriend wants them

to do something else.

Red flag number one,

"Stop doing what
you're doing for me,"

and it's a guilt thing, like,
"Oh, well if you love me,

do you care about
that more than me?

Do you care about everyone
else's dick more than me?"

Like, that's a really
manipulative way

to approach that.

I used to call it
stripper boyfriend

because that's where
I used to see it.

They would spend their money

and play with the Xbox
that they bought them,

but then call them a
whore at the same time.

And it is so common
and a lot of people

are just like, "I don't
date till I retire."

It's quite challenging,
actually, 'cause you don't know

if... if they are
interested in you

because of your...
Of what you do,

or if they're really dating you

because of who you
really are as a person.

And I have a really strict

'no dating a client' policy.

Very, very strict.

I have never broken
that rule ever

since I started
in this business.

But, you know, when it comes
to me having casual sex

and, um, just
being me as a girl,

it... it's so much
fun... It helps.

Them knowing that I'm
a FemDom and that,

you know, it'll be a
fun sexual experience,

it's always, uh... It
always comes in handy

when I try to pick up men.

I was actually, uh, I was
going on a second date

with a guy that I kind of,
you know, I kind of liked.

You know, I hadn't really
made up my mind about him yet.

And he brags to me that he's
told all of his friends,

"Oh, I'm going on a
date with a dominatrix."

And I was like, "And now
we have no more date."

And he's like, "Why?

Well, I just find you
really interesting."

And I said, "You have
distilled me down

to my profession, but
I am not my job, okay?

I put... I breathe
life into my job,

my job does not
breathe life into me."

When"s the last time...

you were truly happy?

Alex likes to care for others.

Alex loves to give back to
others and support others.

Um, but it's a... It's
a major problem for me

with a lot of the
people in her life

who don't care for her
and support her enough.

I fit into Alex's life as
her creative other half.

Alex and I are each one
piece of a happy soul.

She's somebody I love so much

and to see somebody
that you love...

heartbroken or struggling

and there's nothing
you can do to fix it,

is really difficult.

After Alex left her marriage,

uh, she also left the studio

and we didn't see her
for long periods of time.

And when that happened,

things really started to change.

I would say they really
started to go downhill.

The way that we'd split
the business was that

I still maintained
ownership of the dungeon.

Like all... all the content
in the dungeon and its name

and the training program
that I developed,

and that he would operate
its day-to-day activities.

We were still working
the same amount,

but we were making a lot less.

And I would say we were actually

even working harder,
putting in more hours,

taking more sessions.

And I'd look at the schedule
and I would see like...

Like there'd be
nothing for few weeks,

and then there'd be
all these sessions

and nothing for a few weeks.

And I'm like, "God, that's
gonna be so difficult

for the girls to do."

Like, I mean, it's... like,

it just seemed to be... It
seemed to be a lot of work.

Joseph is a very
charismatic individual.

I met Joseph right
off the bat, um,

when Alex and I were starting
to get to know each other,

and he is an
engaging individual.

He's... uh, on the surface,

he seems to have it
all put together.

He seems to be very coordinated.

He seems to be
very on top of it.

If we had a problem, it was Alex

who would go and talk to Joseph

and, you know, fight the fight.

You know, we lost our advocate

and Joseph has a very loud voice

in a lot of ways and, um, we...

We weren't able to stand
up for ourselves as well.

I sort of felt worried.

I started to go, "Okay, well,

if I get a phone call
tomorrow that, you know, like,

the lease hasn't been
paid, what am I gonna do?

Like, if I get a
phone call tomorrow,

like, well, about...
About, you know,

one of the girls
wants to quit."

And I was realizing
I didn't want

to run the dungeon the
way that I had before.

It was exhausting.

You know, I'm gonna,
unfortunately, have to continue

to untie things
from him legally.

I had kind of left some
things here and there

because I was like, "Hey,
we trust each other and...

And, you know, divorce
sucks and it's messy.

And, like, unraveling
a business is messy."

And now I have to be aggressive

about unraveling these things.

I'm gonna have to
go in and either

exert control over
it and reclaim it

or decide what's
gonna have to go

and what's gonna stay.

I do feel like,
sex work is work...

and...

you know that people are
gonna say you're a whore.

"Like you're a fucking whore.

Like, oh, you can't...
You're so stupid.

You... you can't
use your talent.

So, you... There's
nothing going for you.

It is where you have to
use your body to make money

or you have to use
sex to make money."

And I think that,
yes and no, because

I feel like I'm smart,

because I figured out that I
can use this to make money.

I built a business.

I, you know, I...
I pay my taxes.

I... I'm a... I'm a
legit company, you know?

It's not that all sex work is
empowering because it's not.

But it's not empowering,
not because it's sex work,

it's not empowering
because we do not empower

sex workers in our institutions.

Let's begin.

I want you to take
a nice deep breath.

These are some of my favorite.

These subliminal style videos.

Um, they sell
really well and, uh,

they're a lot of work to make,

but they're, like,

really trippy to watch.

When it comes to what
we can and cannot say

when we upload clips, um,
what we can and cannot use

in titles and in descriptions,

um, it has more to
do with the banks

and the credit card companies
than it has to do with, um,

how we believe the
content actually is.

The best ways you can serve me

is with your financial worship.

You're putting them
into a mind state,

um, where they don't have
control over their bodies,

and then you can make them...

Make them do things that
they don't wanna do.

Which isn't real, which isn't
a true thing about hypnosis.

It is a perception
about hypnosis

that banks and
credit card companies

don't wanna be associated with.

You want to see me...

Have everything
my heart desires?

They work in a certain way.

I know because, uh, I
fall asleep sometimes

while, um, editing them.

I can't edit hypno
videos after lunch.

Good boy. Good boy.

There's sort of that myth of
the "captain save a hoe'...

-With sex workers that...

That, "I... I will save
them from themselves.

These girls, they don't know
what they're getting into.

They're being taken
advantage of."

Are... are there women and girls

being taken advantage
of in the world?

Absolutely.

Some of it is through sex work.

Uh, most of it is
through our everyday

interactions and institutions.

Today we bring,
Mr. Speaker, HR 1865

It allows states and victims

to Fight Online
Sex Trafficking Act

or FOSTA to the floor, finally.

For too long, bad actor websites

have operated with impunity
in selling young women

and girls forced into the
commercial sale of sex.

They have misused the
Communications Decency Act

as a shield to avoid
criminal liability

in state courts.

The intention of FOSTA and SESTA

was to limit the avenues

in which people could
use the internet

for sex trafficking,

but what actually happened

was that it made websites liable

for the content that
independent people

put onto those websites.

All of the clip sites and
all of the social media sites

were immediately
very, very frightened.

Alex lost her

60,000 follower
Instagram account

pretty much immediately.

So on its face SESTA and FOSTA

seemed like a very good idea,

but as with most things
that affect sex workers

it's often rolled
up in something

that everyone universally
thinks is terrible,

such as sex trafficking
or child pornography.

And what it ever fails
to address is that

people who... who do trade
any type of sexual services,

legally or illegally, are...
are marginalized in it.

The biggest thing was that
many... many sex workers

who had... had transitioned
to online or, um,

indoor locations
for... For sex work,

now were forced outdoors.

They're now forced
in the street.

Prosecutors tell me that
they would oftentimes

prefer to use prostitution laws

instead of sex trafficking laws,

when charging these websites.

FOSTA gives prosecutors

the freedom to use both.

So one of the pages or
websites that was shut down

because of SESTA and
FOSTA was Backpage,

which is an advertising site
and a blacklisting site.

That is also where,
um, adult workers

write reviews of clients.

You know, people that
have been abusive

or have harassed them or
blackmailed them, so that,

you know, no other sex workers
have to work with them.

And now all this
information is lost.

A lot of escorts
and, you know, doms,

or people that are... you know,

do that kind of
exchange on that site,

they're going out
with new clients

that they've never met before

who may have had a bad review

and now they're
totally in danger.

FOSTA combined with the
SESTA Walter's amendment

that adds back in
victim-centered provisions

from my original language,

will finally create these
serious legal consequences.

That's kind of the...
One of the foundations

of working in this industry.

Things will change,

because the rules
change all the time

and you don't get a say
in whatever is happening

at any one point in time.

Sites can change
what they allow,

what fetishes they allow.

Um, other sites can change
what kind of content

that you can talk
about in your messages.

And sometimes the laws change

and unfortunately,
because we are not

a protected class of anything,

we just have to pivot,
we just have to switch

and we just have to
keep going forward.

We're not easy people
to stand up for.

Why in the world do we have
an entire class of people

for whom it is very
easy to consider them

less than human because
of their life choices?

♪

Hi.

I love it. It's so cute.

I've had the most insane

past ten months of my life ever,

and it's all thanks
to the industry.

I've done more traveling this,
you know, past ten or so months

than I have in my entire life.

♪

Baby. How are ya?

Good, how are you?

- How was your flight?
- Oh, it was great.

- Yeah.
- It was very warm.

I slept the whole time.

The main goal that we had
after Vancouver was 25 videos.

We're only about halfway there.

Just, you know,
life got in the way.

My other job, I
requested to work,

you know, three or
four days a week

and they were still continuing

to schedule me for six or seven.

To her 30 videos sounds
like an astronomical number.

I shot 17 videos last
week when I was in LA.

Yeah, yeah, that looks great.

She doesn't yet conceptualized

how much content she has to have

and how much content
she has to make

on a regular basis.

It's been a little overwhelming.

I know I can do it, I just
haven't really applied myself.

You know, I have
all of the materials

to do what I need

and I'm stalling myself.

Um, it's just a matter of
putting my own foot down

and really doing it.

She didn't realize how
much work there was.

She started to get
really overwhelmed

and a little bit discouraged

and a little bit
depressed about it.

And, you know, that's my
job to go in and be like,

"Nope, you're doing
great. You're doing great.

Keep your head up. You
know, everyone's done this.

I'm not gonna let
you, you know, drown.

Don't worry.

But I'm also not gonna
give you a free pass."

Finally.

Finally, I have a daughter

I can give all of my clothes to.

-Just kidding.

Thanks sex mom.

What's interesting is that
the... the best content

that is made by...
By male producers,

at least, specifically
inside femdom,

seems to be made by... by guys

who are inclined
to be submissive.

And that's just really because
they get the kink, right?

For the same reason that,
like, we get the kink.

But honestly, they get
the kink better than I do

because obviously,

the person who's watching
it the most often

is a male submissive, right?

I'll show you what my
site is, what it's about

and how the shoots
generally work.

The storylines mostly
come from my head.

You know, as I said, I'm
a sub and... and, uh,

I enjoy these types of things,

so I spend a lot of time
coming up with ideas

and, uh, I get a lot...
A lot of great clip ideas

from the members of the site.

And generally what I do
is I come up with a list

of ideas and, uh, I'd
like you to go over

and look at them and pick
out which ones you like.

"Cause obviously, the
ones you like more,

you're gonna be able
to speak better about.

You're gonna have
fun doing and...

Mm-hmm.

He had a lot of good ideas.

He had, uh, a huge list
of prompts to pick from.

We're rolling with,
"I love knowing that

you're sitting at home
jerking off alone in your room

about to eat your
own cum for me."

Take one.

So you've come to the end

of a very long day, haven't you?

And you've come to
me, to my videos.

Like, he's still there
behind the camera,

and as I'm rattling
off and I'm talking

and he's shaking his head

and giving me a thumbs up and...

Or he's, like,
laughing a little bit.

So that... That
really encourages me

when I'm in front of the camera

and I'm, you know,
just making the words.

Let me get that little last bit.

Just keep going

until there's just a
little left right here...

and you lick that.

That felt good, huh?

A lot of girls say they can just

do this by turning the
camera on themselves

and not having
anyone around, and...

So why would they need to
go shoot in front of a guy?

So it is hard, you know,

and I spent a lot of years

really trying to
build my reputation

as someone that girls could
feel comfortable around.

- That was great.
- Okay.

Yeah, it was
really, really good.

By the time I'm...
I'm done and I edit it

and put it all together,
it'll have nice transitions,

it'll flow.

One thing I've always
need to work on

when it comes to
performing or presenting

is talking slower.

Actually, your... Your
pace was pretty good.

- Oh, okay.
- Yeah.

Your delivery was actually...
Is actually very, very good.

Raevyn is a natural
pervert, right?

She's gonna conceptualize

the... the scenes
a lot differently

than... than someone who
is really playing pretend.

Uh, and I think for her,

the physical activity
of doing things

comes a lot easier than just
talking about doing things.

Okay, uh, we're
rolling with, uh,

"Satanic blasphemy." Take one.

I met Alexandra Snow,
uh, I am pretty sure

it's been a few years,
but I'm pretty sure

I reached out and contacted her.

Um, she has always been

one of the top three
Clips4Sale girls,

um, you know, and
someone I highly...

You know, I... I knew would
do very well on my site.

Were you a good, good
little church boy?

Did you always do

all the right things?

All that morality didn't
make you very happy, did it?

No, it didn't.

Very good.

And tell me, it does
feel good, doesn't it?

Touch your cock for me.

They told you to beware
of women like me.

And cut it and move here.

- Closer?
- Yeah, go ahead.

Oh, cut it first...

"cause I'm gonna go get a Bible.

She gets the mind game.

You know, she knows what to say.

She knows how to
play to the camera.

I mean, she... She's
the whole package.

You know, and not only that,
but as... as being a top seller,

you know, uh...

you know, I just saw it
as a complete win for...

For my website to have
someone who had a big name,

um, and who, you know,
had lots of followers.

I'll read you a little
passage right here.

"She's a tree of life to them

lay hold upon her
and happy is everyone

that retaineth her"

Worshiping me?

This is your new salvation.

- Okay.
- Perfect.

That's gonna do
really well for me.

- That was fantastic.
- Yeah. Yeah. Good.

Watching Alex shoot

and, uh, perform for him,

that helped me a lot.

She's... she's great.

She's very fluid
with what she does,

so I... I took a
few mental notes.

I always felt, like, sometimes,
when you go down the route

of... of religious
videos, it collects

a little bit of bad karma,
you know what I mean?

Like, I get a lot of requests
where people want me to, like,

to piss on the Bible
or, you know, to like,

rip up pages out of, you
know, the Quran and stuff.

And I get it. I understand it.

It's definitely not for me.

It's mostly just because I...

I really don't want to downplay

anything positive that...

That group's culture
has ever done for it.

And I feel like a lot
of... A lot of religion

makes you feel ashamed,

so maybe that's a good
thing to get away from.

Also, I just wanna spank
people with this bible.

.

Some people wear that
amount of makeup.

- Do you like?
- That's what I'm saying.

Yeah, normally.

Alex wanted to keep things
very cordial, and, um,

open with-with her divorce

and... and with her ex
she was trying very hard

to not rock a boat,
to do things smoothly.

Um, still owning a business
together and still...

I mean, they all shared
the same friends, you know?

Like, it... It's
a big life change

so I know that she
wanted to be as, uh,

mature and smooth as
possible, initially.

So, you know, I... I... I
have been really careful

up until this point

about not wanting
to badmouth Joseph.

Mostly because it's really
easy to look like a vengeful ex

and there's kind of no way
for me to be able to describe

so much of the things
that have happened,

that I let happen and, you know,

I participated in
and all that stuff.

He wouldn't even let
me meet the new staff,

let alone train them.

I'm not gonna have my name
attached to any of that.

Like, I've worked...
Worked too hard,

uh, to build...

To build the... The
ethical foundation

that the whole place
has been run on, right?

When Alex was gone, um,

where we were encouraged to take

sessions that we
wouldn't normally take,

um, indulge in fetishes

that were not
necessarily our bag, um,

film custom videos

that weren't
necessarily something

that we would normally do.

And I think a lot of that
had financial reasons.

You know, we...
we were encouraged

to not ever say no.

I'll put it that way.

The entire arrangement
that we had was that,

you know, I... I was...

I was going to help
transition the business,

the... the one portion of
the business over to him

and then, you
know, go into my...

Into my business, um,

and still stay involved,

you know, with the
dungeon and stuff.

And... and he just...

Things with Joseph
now are quite...

Quite odd.

Um, Joseph on the surface
will tell Alex one thing,

but then his actions will
say a different thing.

Joseph on the surface will say,

you know, "Hey, I'm going
to sign these papers,"

or, "I'm going to do this, this
and this for the business."

And Joseph on the other hand,
will not do any of those things

and continue to put things off
and delay as long as he can.

Even when Alex
asks him, you know?

You know, he started lying
outright to me about...

Lots of things that changed,
the passwords locked me on.

Like, I... I was half
expecting to, you know,

go in and find that the
dungeon door's locked

or something like that.

A lot of us were
being played off Alex

and, um...

I think that was very
carefully crafted.

I think that was
a calculated move,

and that's really where I
started to question things.

Um, I dunno what's
gonna happen with...

With... with the dungeon
in its current form,

but at this point,

the point that I'm
currently at, um,

I... I might just
fucking close it.

I'm usually the one
who's directing it

as well as being in it.

If I have you in a position,
I have you doing something

and like something doesn't
feel right or, you know,

like, something
that's going wrong,

- just speak up and tell me.
- Okay.

Um, in the videos, you know,
call me... call me Goddess,

or call me Ms. Snow
or call me, ma'am.

And if we need to stop rolling
for any particular reason,

you can always say stop,
or just talk to me.

- I... I'll manage it for you.
- Okay, cool.

- Sound good?
- Yeah.

Great.

I first discovered femdom,

basically it was...
It was a gradual shift

in, like, how I browsed porn

and sort of discovered
my sexuality.

First my mind was
blown, I was like,

"Wait, like, the roles
could be reversed,

Like the man can be dominated
in... in these scenarios?"

And my first thought was
like, "That's not okay.

That's not how like
things should work.

Uh, I want to grow up
to be this, like, tough,

strong, like, dude
figure that just, like,

reams his penis
into everything."

Uh, uh, thank you Goddess.

Delving into that was cool.

And then I stumbled on
an instructional video.

Slow, slow...

It was, like, more
interactive, I guess.

It was more stimulating
for my brain.

I'd be instructed on like,
I guess, how to masturbate,

which I thought
was kind of cool.

And from there I ended up

on one of Domina
Snow's hypnosis videos.

Ten...

nine...

And it just ended on, like,
me having to eat my cum

and it was just like,

"Wait, what the fuck
is happening here?"

The crisis that I had
after I discovered

that I, like, really
enjoyed this content

and I would watch it at
least once or twice a week,

was like, how would I ever
find someone in my life

that would, like, think
that this is, like,

an okay thing for me to do?

Telling friends like,
"Oh, this is what I'm into

and this is, uh,

how I express my sexuality."

Uh, will I be hooded
for the scene itself?

- Would you like to be hooded?
- Yeah.

Okay. Absolutely.

Just like, I... it's mostly,
like, family worries like that,

like, it'll, like, make
it to them somehow,

that it's, like, obviously me.

I was doing, like,
my usual, like,

Saturday night after-party,

like, popping on my, like,

specific Domina Snow Twitter

and just scrolling through it.

And I saw the blog post,
like, "Hey, if you're in LA

or San Diego,
we're doing shoots.

Uh, applications for this
wonderful opportunity."

And I was like,
"Hell fucking, yeah."

Like I get to meet my
favorite dominatrix,

I get to shoot with her.

There was no, like, real
second thoughts at first,

but when she responded
to me affirmative,

I'm like, "Wow, this is...
This is really happening."

Tell me when you're ready.

I'm both extremely excited

with a tad of, like,

just extreme, like,

butterflies in my stomach.

I'm... I'm very like, nervous.

♪

You gonna be good for me?

- Yes, Goddess.
- Yeah?

You wanna make
sure that you'll...

obey every command?

Yes, Goddess.

And Domina Snow's content,

it really feels like it's
really been practiced

and there's been like research
into how the psyche works

and how certain triggers

are used in sexuality.

And I would say it feels
like there's intention

in like every shot.

It... it just feels like...

-high quality content.

Good boy. Like you
kept your arms there.

Oh, I'm so impressed.
Scoot over here.

They come in and have this,

kind of, like, they
put me on a pedestal

and I'm larger than life
and I wanna live up to that.

But I also wanna live
up to that in a way

that shows them that
I'm a real person

and I care about them,
not just I'm this fantasy

that they've, you know,
kind of concocted.

So do you have any
ideas for things

that you really like
to... Like to do or try?

I wanna try some CBT,

definitely want to do that.

So CBT stands for
cock and ball torture

or cock and ball torment.

So these are
instructional videos

often along... like,
masturbation instructions too,

where I have them
assemble things

from around the home and then
instruct them on how to do it.

Sometimes, I'll even
have like a dildo

that has like balls on
it and like "here's how

you wrap this, and
do this thing,"

and I kind of help them
to lead along with it.

What do we have in here?

So have you done,
like, self-bondage?

So, like, cock-ball-bondage?

How do you... How
do you fare there?

I... I was trying it again,
like, last night before this.

Stick your tongue
out. Let's see.

Oh yeah.

I've like been able to
tie the entire thing up.

I've done the rubber
band one, where, like,

you're basically, like,
your cock is just encased

in like rubber bands.

That was pretty intense.

I've gotten to, like,

maybe seven close
pins on my balls.

It's a pretty good number.

There's not a lot of room there.

You say you got to seven before?

Yes, Goddess.

Oh good, "cause we're
getting to eight.

- Thank you, Goddess.
- Yeah. There we go.

Although, um, I'm...

This is all gonna be
authentic and real, um,

because I don't have a
history of playing with you,

I'm gonna probably increase
the severity as we go.

And so it's gonna
be really important

that you communicate with me.

It's better that you
communicate with me

even if you feel like
it's gonna somehow

screw up the video
rather than...

Than just, like,
hold it and take it.

The thing that I really
don't wanna happen is like,

don't do the typical,
like, guy thing of, like,

"Oh, I'm just gonna
take whatever you have

and I'm gonna be stoic and...
And... and non-responsive."

Like, the more
responsive you are,

the better I'm
able to reach you.

- Mm-hmm.
- There we go.

I'm like a cat.

If... if it doesn't make noise

then I'm just not
very interested in it.

Some of the slave
content was a little hard

for me to edit at first,

um, because I'm kind of an...
Like an empathetic person,

so it's like, "Oh,
uh, uh," you know?

But eventually, like
you kinda get over it.

And especially
talking to these guys

after they do sessions
like that and they're like,

"Man, that was great!

That was something I
totally wasn't expecting."

Or like, they've got this
sort of high afterwards

and that's what they
look for in that fetish.

So, I know that this is what
these guys are looking for,

so I don't feel bad
editing it anymore.

He did such a great job.

He... he really did a great job.

And then he was young and
he was a college student,

and either they're
like super gung ho

and like really, really into it

or they're absolutely terrified,

have no experience whatsoever.

And I was really excited
when he arrived that

it seemed to be the former.

Cut. Good job.

How're you feeling?

- How're you doing?
- All right.

Good.

Wow. That was an experience.

I am so happy

and when I go on with my day

and, uh, I feel
glowing, basically.

One of the many
considerations that I have,

like, going through my studies

and, like, looking
at my future careers,

uh, outside of, like,

food, housing, a happy family,

is like being able
to afford to visit

a professional dominatrix

and have experiences like these.

♪

Oh...

do I love...

being a man eater?

You wanna take a
big cock like this

because I told you to?

It just turns me on so much

to think of you
with another guy.

You know, come to think of it,

maybe you should get
on Grindr right now.

I can tell after
opening my stores

I was... I was able to upload

a clip every single day
for about two weeks.

I noticed that, you
know, if I were to upload

every single day, five
or six days a week,

I'm gonna do great.

I can see that in my sales

and, you know, it shows
me all these graphs

and it helps things
make sense to me.

Have you ever been to a
Bikini Barista before?

No?

Well, they're one of
my favorite places

to go get coffee.

I mean, why wouldn't you wanna

-come get coffee from me?

So tell me how it's going.

Um, let's see.

I actually haven't
filmed in a couple weeks.

I did go to Portland
and I filmed

- Okay.
- With somebody down there.

I know I'll do... I'll do well

as long as I fully
dedicate myself,

and I can't even
dedicate myself halfway

when I'm spending four
days a week working coffee.

I'm... I'm just a little
nervous about leaving a job.

Like, you know, being...
I'm going to do it.

I just... it's a little scary.

Well, of course it's
scary, but this...

But you already have a job,

this is just investing
more time in a job

that you own...

- Yeah.
- Versus, you know,

a job that somebody else owns
and you're working for them.

If it was me, I could...
I could do both jobs...

but I don't know the me at 22

could have done both jobs.

She's proud of me, she tells me

she's proud of me all the
time, which helps me a lot

and makes me feel good

and I appreciate that.

That's pretty much
all I really need,

is to, you know, keep
getting encouragement

from the people I'm close to.

I did notice your... Like
your staging looks better

and, you know, like
the stuff you shot,

uh, in, a nice hotel room.

I still don't know if I'm
going to be strictly dom,

so we will... You know,
I... I don't know...

I don't know what
I'm gonna look like.

Sure.

And the great thing is...
Is that you can grow

- and evolve and change.
- Yeah.

- Like, no one's gonna stop you.
- Yeah.

I hope to have empowered

an entire generation of women...

who choose sex work

because it's the
vocation they want,

not because they
felt like they had

no other options in life.

That's what I really wanna see.

Certainly that's
probably the reason

that I'm training Raevyn
the way that I am, right?

Like... like I wanna see
her take on the mantle

and be the next generation

and then I wanna see her

do what I'm doing and
train someone else.

Nip slip!

We rented the
Stimson-Green Mansion

and we did photo shoots.

- I like that.
- Yeah, yeah.

We had Sarah Skinner

as the photographer,

who is an amazingly
talented artist

and also really hardcore.

She's just really,
really intense.

♪

Honestly, she was
the right person

to wrangle all these
doms "cause, you know,

she's like, "All the
things you think you know,

we're not doing any of them.

You know, we're gonna make
really different things."

I think this industry
is incredible.

The women and men involved
that I have been exposed to

and... and have actually
become friends with

are an incredibly diverse

cast of people.

They're all incredibly
well-spoken and intelligent.

Um, they're very well read.

It's kind of a
breath of fresh air

because they're all kind of

taking the world
at their own pace.

They're doing what
they want in the world.

They're shaping their life

to be exactly what
they want it to be.

And that's... that's
it, girl, come on.

I grew up with very bad skin

and very flamboyant
fashion sense.

So I was known as the weirdo.

I didn't know where I belonged,

didn't have a lot of friends.

I don't feel like
you need these.

And then I find
out everybody loves

that I'm weird, and
that I open my big mouth

or I stand up for
people or whatever.

This industry is a really
good reminder that,

"No, we like you
"cause you're you."

That's the best.

-Yeah, come on. Come on!

Because of the way

this society is organized

because of the.

Bring your head...

I want you to look
at her. Look at her.

It's a labor of love,

being able to serve
amazing women,

being able to play a
part in amazing things

such as this event

and hopefully make...
Make them happy.

Real fucking hot and um...

I feel like this is, like,
a... a Dolce and Gabbana.

You know, this is about enjoying

what you enjoy and turning that

into good work and...

And just making everything
nice for everybody else.

Yeah, good job guys.

-Whoo!

It's a group of strong

independent women who are kinky

and very liberated
and free spirited

at the same time,
and it's a good mix.

- Thank you.
- Thanks.

We"re in a really unique,

weird industry and I think that

if you don't have
friendships within it,

you're gonna go fucking crazy.

It could be really,
really lonely.

The umbrellas?

I was going to get food.

I'm very thankful that I do have

these women that even if
we don't see each other,

but once a year, I can
still message them.

Or when I see them, it feels
like no time has passed

and we have this connection
and they advise me on things.

And I value their
opinion on everything

"cause they understand
completely what...

What we're all going through.

Get ready for the
internet to hate you guys.

.

I believe when the
majority of the people

in the industry
have passionately,

you know, confidently
chosen what they do,

then the landscape
of that industry

changes radically.

And...

that's what I really...
I really hope to see.

I don't want you guys
holding your backs.

You know, at the end of the day,

we're people like anyone else.

So, you know, most of the women

are really cool, down to earth

and just rad human beings.

I mean, that's the least
I could say about Alex.

Alex is fucking awesome
in... in so many ways.

-No rules!

No... no rules?

No, that means you say it.

I love the women
in this community.

They have made me
feel so accepted

and so loved just
because they see in me

the same kind of
qualities that drive them

as like business women,

and they've really
accepted me into the group

and I love them a lot.

They talk about being
goddesses "cause they are.

They're powerful women.

I have such

an incredible
sense of belonging.

I've never had that before.

You know, I've never had a group

that I fit in with and
I've never had my people,

and... and these are my people.

I have the best support
system imaginable

and all of...

All of these people
are really close.

You know, it's not just, like,

they're friends on... online

or they're friends
for... for the photos.

You know, we all have

really strong close connections.

The only people that do lobby

for sex work...
sex worker rights

tend to be other sex workers.

And it's too easy to label us

as being the undesirables
of, you know,

of... of society, and
therefore our voices

don't make a difference.

The thing I had wanted to do

for some time was
I wanted to build

a... an independent
collective model...

Business collective
model in which that

all of the... The
people inside that

as... as sex workers

were all their own
individual businesses

and that they got to

make the decisions
for themselves.

When Alex was, like,

in the final stages
of her divorce,

like we had... We
had summoned him

to court many times.

He didn't show up and
so finally the judge was

just like, "All right,
Alex, you're divorced."

"You get all the stuff that
you want in the divorce

because Joseph
never showed up."

In the process of
leaving Wicked Eden

in the place that it
was before with Joseph,

we started The Wicked
Collective together.

Um, both her and I
are equal share owners

in the Wicked Collective

and I am the director
of operations there.

I think the collective
will continue to grow.

Uh, I'm excited to
teach other girls

the things that I
know and the things

that I've learned
through my experiences.

We just had to dismiss one
of our sad little slaves.

- Mm. Yeah.
- Didn't we?

I'm excited

to grow my business
in production.

I hope the people
watching this documentary

are inspired to go home

and do some kinky dirty shit.

It will be a different dungeon,

uh, when we buy our new place,

um, but the collective will...

Will persist no matter what

Wicked Eden ever looks like.

Wicked Collective will
always be the group

that, um, is... It
is formed around it

and empowers and
upholds each other.

Since starting the
documentary, one of the things

that I promised myself
was that I would stop...

I would stop lying to people,
um, that I didn't know well.

You know, like when...
You know, like you...

There's lots of people that
you're gonna be faced with,

that, um, that, like,
you know, ask you,

"Well what do you do for
a living?" sort of thing.

And I always gave them a
very, like, acceptable answer.

You know, "I work in
a production company,"

or you know, like, whatever,
"I do life coaching,

you know, I breed cats."

Um, and I just stopped.

I like just stopped trying
to protect people's feelings

and just be authentic.

And I thought, I'm gonna deal...

I'm gonna be dealing with
a lot of shit this year.

I'm just gonna deal with
a lot of people's...

A lot of stigma and
their stereotypes

and everything else,
but you know what?

I've really encountered
very little of it.

I've encountered so much support

and acceptance and
people being, like,

"That's amazing. I have
some questions for you."

And, like, and then calling me

and asking me things
about their lives

and, like, their
kinks, and like,

it just felt so good

to just be able to
just be you, you know?

So I'm... I'm glad
you're doing it.

Yeah.

Doing this basically means
that I'm gonna have to be

somewhat public about
how I feel about this.

Like my best friends and
roommates need to know

about this at the very
least, I can't just

keep up this facade
about like who I am

and how I enjoy my
sexuality and pleasure.

Look at your face.

It makes such a good
foot stool, doesn't it?

Wearing a mask is uncomfortable

and it was probably, um,
obscuring his ability

to like, to see me and,
like, interact with me

in a way that felt... Like,
felt more... more natural.

He just said, "I'd preferred
to... to do it with it off,"

and, uh, and I said...

I said, "Is it just
uncomfortable?" and he goes,

"I just feel like
I don't need it."

And we had also just kind
of had a conversation

about the fact
that, you know, um,

I was kinda coming
out with my identity

as part of... As part
of the documentary,

and I feel like that may have
inspired him a little bit

to feel like, "Hey, if
you're doing it, I can too.

I can... You know, if your
face is on this thing,

I can do it as well."

I wish our society at large

was more comfortable
being honest

about their sexual desires.

America's porn watching habits

or their search
history is it tells

a totally different story
from what we would show

to our friends or
show to our partners.

.

Thank you, Goddess.

♪

I really think if
we"re gonna move

America forward to
be more sex positive,

then what we need to do is, one,

integrate this into
our education system.

We need a comprehensive
sex ED system

that goes K-12 and beyond

and really talks
about just consent

and communication and, you know,

ownership of our own
bodies and our own selves

and gives us agency
to say yes or no.

- Happy Pride!
- Happy Pride!

-Mwah!

I want people who are

thinking about
getting into sex work

or early into sex work,

to know that there are
other people out here

doing this thing and in groups.

You don't have to be alone.

Uh, you don't have to
do it all on your own.

And uh, there... There's
a safe way to do it.

There's a safe way to do sex
work and... and it's okay.

I think this country sees
the women in the industry

as deviants and degenerates,
when they're real people

doing real jobs.

And sex workers
are real workers.

Sex work is real work

and sex work should
be empowered.

They shouldn't be
persecuted for what they do.

And I feel like very soon

there may be a time

where the world looks
at sex workers and goes,

"You know, hey, maybe...

Maybe we've been wrong
this whole time."

I make a great living

off of this character,

this persona who embodies
a lot of my own traits,

but also, you know, has to,

like, make them
larger than life.

I feel like the big thing is...

Is that your clients, your fans,

they are so... so convinced

that your life and
your... And who you are

needs to be exactly
this fantasy archetype.

That you are not a real person,
you are a comic book character.

I love people who like
think that I... I...

I might wear something
like this around my house.

I had to bring this,

I had to bring all this
stuff from my studio,

bring it here, and this
doesn't even live here.

None of this stuff lives here.

I... I don't want it to.

I want my normal clothes.

I want my... my normal
life with sweaters and shit

to live here.

See this? This?

This is amazing.

This is a dress made
out of unicorns.

Yep, and I can't wait to
wear this in a picture

and someone... and someone say,

"Oh, but Goddess, I
miss you were in...

You were wearing latex
and leather and stuff."

And I'll be like, "Bitch,
I'm in my unicorn dress.

I look amazing."

Alex is going to be
coming out with her name

on the documentary
and that's going to be

a step in normalizing sex work,

so people don't think
that they have to use

stage names and they
can use their real name

because it is a job
and this is something

that a lot of people could do.

Who makes things legitimate?

It's not some magical,
like, external force,

it's the people
inside that industry.

Inside of that field who say,

"We will legitimize ourselves."

And the only way to
do that is to present

to the outside world that
you are worthy of it.

My name is Jamie,

but it's still Goddess to you.