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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:33,500 --> 00:00:40,860 we've got remnants afloat and I hear a 2 00:00:40,860 --> 00:00:48,780 special music thank you thank you very 3 00:00:48,780 --> 00:00:54,239 much well I'm not gonna sing my own 4 00:00:54,239 --> 00:01:08,340 happy birthday song birthday dear Jane I 5 00:01:08,340 --> 00:01:26,300 have two birthdays August 22nd 2000 6 00:01:29,460 --> 00:01:31,900 I'll just say that I picked up my video 7 00:01:31,900 --> 00:01:33,930 camera when my mom got a brain tumor I 8 00:01:33,930 --> 00:01:36,010 brought it everywhere I went 9 00:01:36,010 --> 00:01:38,670 recording everything I saw 10 00:01:38,670 --> 00:01:40,500 I thought my mom would appreciate it 11 00:01:40,500 --> 00:01:43,020 after all of her trials to see how far 12 00:01:43,020 --> 00:01:46,020 down she went and how bad she got before 13 00:01:46,020 --> 00:01:48,549 she won her battle with cancer 14 00:01:48,549 --> 00:01:50,289 I thought I knew where this would go 15 00:01:50,289 --> 00:01:53,289 before he even got started as it turned 16 00:01:53,289 --> 00:01:56,380 out I had no idea what this was like no 17 00:01:56,380 --> 00:02:09,610 idea the Dallas Cowboys are playing the 18 00:02:09,610 --> 00:02:13,000 San Fran I think of these poor football 19 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,610 players and all they do out there every 20 00:02:15,610 --> 00:02:17,260 at least once a week 21 00:02:17,260 --> 00:02:20,890 banging themselves up in jeopardizing 22 00:02:20,890 --> 00:02:22,900 their neurological health and other 23 00:02:22,900 --> 00:02:27,099 health and I'm thinking hmm really worth 24 00:02:27,099 --> 00:02:29,590 it as you can just be going on a 25 00:02:29,590 --> 00:03:12,569 vacation in Colorado and oh yes 26 00:03:12,569 --> 00:03:16,989 thank you forget you my god Wow so I've 27 00:03:16,989 --> 00:03:19,900 got some sons visiting today huh one 28 00:03:19,900 --> 00:03:22,660 isn't the movie and this job how do we 29 00:03:22,660 --> 00:03:26,829 know this Oh Momo the other ones in the 30 00:03:26,829 --> 00:03:28,900 game industry what kind of clue can you 31 00:03:28,900 --> 00:03:30,310 give Michael that you're in the game 32 00:03:30,310 --> 00:03:33,150 industry 33 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:36,880 now game industry movements well Craig 34 00:03:36,880 --> 00:03:41,040 it must be you and the movie industry 35 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:43,890 that's so proud of my voice 36 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:47,920 these days not even one of these days 37 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:58,360 right now I've got it on boys your life 38 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:22,089 and miles measure inches okay I'm 39 00:04:22,089 --> 00:04:25,120 patient and impetuous - although I'm 40 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:26,680 impetuous so that doesn't fit with 41 00:04:26,680 --> 00:04:29,950 patient oh yeah you're both your 42 00:04:29,950 --> 00:04:33,400 contradiction yeah yeah yeah I kind of 43 00:04:33,400 --> 00:04:35,979 always been that way a little bit but do 44 00:04:35,979 --> 00:04:37,630 you know what I think it makes people 45 00:04:37,630 --> 00:04:40,120 interesting as long as you don't show 46 00:04:40,120 --> 00:04:43,620 too many people off this 47 00:05:02,690 --> 00:05:06,050 this machine 48 00:05:06,320 --> 00:05:11,800 I increase the complexity of it 49 00:05:42,089 --> 00:05:43,630 anyway 50 00:05:43,630 --> 00:05:46,470 we are again 51 00:05:47,990 --> 00:05:51,780 yeah yes you're stuck with me for a 52 00:05:51,780 --> 00:05:53,960 while 53 00:05:59,410 --> 00:06:02,030 maybe just your mind sending a different 54 00:06:02,030 --> 00:06:05,770 message saying that 55 00:06:26,860 --> 00:06:30,379 just like you're slower on the left side 56 00:06:30,379 --> 00:06:34,059 to communicate the move you've got a 57 00:06:34,059 --> 00:06:38,269 14-4 modem on one side and a 56k modem 58 00:06:38,269 --> 00:06:40,369 on the other so that's cable modem on 59 00:06:40,369 --> 00:06:45,919 the one side side switch I really am 60 00:06:45,919 --> 00:06:48,409 pretty much it it's sort of an everyday 61 00:06:48,409 --> 00:06:50,149 cutting yeah you know I just do things 62 00:06:50,149 --> 00:06:51,619 in a kind of ordinary way I've never 63 00:06:51,619 --> 00:06:53,479 liked to rock to anybody's bolder 64 00:06:53,479 --> 00:06:56,389 including my own here I am rocking a 65 00:06:56,389 --> 00:07:00,919 boat can you believe that it's always 66 00:07:00,919 --> 00:07:04,360 easier when you know the answer yes I 67 00:07:04,360 --> 00:07:08,300 said a prayer to God and Bonnie this 68 00:07:08,300 --> 00:07:10,069 like I just said you know sometimes the 69 00:07:10,069 --> 00:07:12,469 answers are very style yeah that wasn't 70 00:07:12,469 --> 00:07:15,949 fun I do believe in prayer though really 71 00:07:15,949 --> 00:07:20,019 is amazing stuff and so many people are 72 00:07:24,339 --> 00:07:33,319 but I said we went and got it out I said 73 00:07:33,319 --> 00:07:34,909 I do not what I was kept an eye on 74 00:07:34,909 --> 00:07:41,839 support systems definitely yeah you know 75 00:07:41,839 --> 00:07:44,800 it shows its Oh 76 00:07:46,610 --> 00:07:50,659 I just hate open every time they go in 77 00:07:50,659 --> 00:07:52,819 there this greater risk of future you 78 00:07:52,819 --> 00:07:56,030 know something like that and I just 79 00:07:56,030 --> 00:07:59,030 don't I just I don't know it's a tiny 80 00:07:59,030 --> 00:08:01,099 swimming pool you know if they really 81 00:08:01,099 --> 00:08:03,680 need to treat it or know of it but I 82 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:04,909 don't want to go I don't like that 83 00:08:04,909 --> 00:08:06,530 you're going into surgery that way 84 00:08:06,530 --> 00:08:08,710 because I think and yet going constantly 85 00:08:08,710 --> 00:08:11,569 and if that comes back a certain way 86 00:08:11,569 --> 00:08:14,469 then they would do 87 00:08:15,750 --> 00:08:19,020 destroy that 88 00:08:42,779 --> 00:08:45,639 maybe a nice pain washcloth with hot 89 00:08:45,639 --> 00:08:47,769 water one's gonna be the trick I don't 90 00:08:47,769 --> 00:08:49,329 want to get water underneath the bandage 91 00:08:49,329 --> 00:09:00,750 that daddy's becoming the hair stamps 92 00:09:00,750 --> 00:09:10,930 hair professional just some kind of way 93 00:09:10,930 --> 00:09:12,670 I could be I could maintain everything 94 00:09:12,670 --> 00:09:18,370 that might be including brain sewage of 95 00:09:18,370 --> 00:09:20,829 course that would have been the bottom 96 00:09:20,829 --> 00:09:23,110 they would hit your head on your side so 97 00:09:23,110 --> 00:09:25,449 I suppose it could have dribbled around 98 00:09:25,449 --> 00:09:31,209 the back hey you know yeah that's that's 99 00:09:31,209 --> 00:09:39,060 betadine that's just an antiseptic 100 00:09:39,070 --> 00:09:41,019 because I had to hair washing since then 101 00:09:41,019 --> 00:09:43,600 correct yeah I think you did this is 102 00:09:43,600 --> 00:09:45,779 this 103 00:10:05,310 --> 00:10:07,310 Oh 104 00:11:22,750 --> 00:11:28,699 how long that's up I'm ready for 105 00:11:28,699 --> 00:11:35,540 Thanksgiving feast either 106 00:11:35,540 --> 00:11:42,819 who are you pray it's over there 107 00:12:12,590 --> 00:12:19,590 what are you talking to you no thanks 108 00:12:19,590 --> 00:12:22,830 I'm doing my puzzle in your crossword 109 00:12:22,830 --> 00:12:25,280 puzzle 110 00:12:35,129 --> 00:12:39,029 always grateful that I knew the bullets 111 00:12:39,029 --> 00:12:41,619 sure we were fortunate I was fortunate 112 00:12:41,619 --> 00:12:44,529 to find my husband and marry into this 113 00:12:44,529 --> 00:12:45,279 family 114 00:12:45,279 --> 00:12:47,889 to the Willetts family and marrying all 115 00:12:47,889 --> 00:12:50,529 that meat there's just be hard-put to 116 00:12:50,529 --> 00:12:54,369 beat the two of them I love them both so 117 00:12:54,369 --> 00:13:00,549 much I wish she spent her last days and 118 00:13:00,549 --> 00:13:02,889 hours of at home on your weed Elena in 119 00:13:02,889 --> 00:13:03,610 Dallas 120 00:13:03,610 --> 00:13:09,610 oh she was so afraid she's in heaven 121 00:13:09,610 --> 00:13:11,379 with the Angels and God right now you 122 00:13:11,379 --> 00:13:12,369 can count on that 123 00:13:12,369 --> 00:13:15,429 always hipster nothing to be afraid of 124 00:13:15,429 --> 00:13:21,999 grandma's there yeah you knew anybody 125 00:13:21,999 --> 00:13:24,779 will be in heaven it's grim I will let 126 00:13:24,779 --> 00:13:28,799 you get your adderall 127 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:36,570 nothing waste more energy than worrying 128 00:13:36,570 --> 00:13:42,610 water or curiously problem kids can 129 00:13:42,610 --> 00:13:45,720 answer questions match each other's 130 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:47,290 sound test 131 00:13:47,290 --> 00:14:12,940 asked me to please hold it down okay the 132 00:14:12,940 --> 00:14:23,020 date is November 27th mm-hmm I knew I 133 00:14:23,020 --> 00:14:28,630 was here right mmm-hmm there you go you 134 00:14:28,630 --> 00:14:31,960 probably get dance to them same I do 135 00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:33,610 that every goddamn time 136 00:14:33,610 --> 00:14:37,360 I don't curse God's name you've got to 137 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:39,930 watch me 138 00:15:23,540 --> 00:15:26,759 as a mom can't keep a tunity ward so it 139 00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:30,589 goes mija I'm toast 140 00:15:30,589 --> 00:15:33,449 that's alright she tries right yeah she 141 00:15:33,449 --> 00:15:37,579 tries it is what she wants to do is just 142 00:16:14,990 --> 00:16:19,709 on the crapper no you're gonna pick up 143 00:16:19,709 --> 00:16:26,970 the pick up that dog like chin up are 144 00:16:26,970 --> 00:16:28,370 you guys ready 145 00:16:28,370 --> 00:16:31,699 are you ready 146 00:16:49,290 --> 00:16:55,839 oh this is wonderful this set I do I 147 00:16:55,839 --> 00:16:58,420 have all along it's just a whole concept 148 00:16:58,420 --> 00:17:01,450 of the cancer hitting me I just never 149 00:17:01,450 --> 00:17:04,359 thought about such a thing for some 150 00:17:04,359 --> 00:17:07,750 reason they did say one thing about this 151 00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:10,089 brain tumor it does not generally ever 152 00:17:10,089 --> 00:17:12,160 straight from the brain to another part 153 00:17:12,160 --> 00:17:14,439 of the body which is helpful but they 154 00:17:14,439 --> 00:17:15,900 because they know the definitive 155 00:17:15,900 --> 00:17:20,679 diagnosis they note that radiation a 156 00:17:20,679 --> 00:17:23,790 certain method of radiation and a 157 00:17:23,790 --> 00:17:28,569 certain regimen of chemotherapy is quite 158 00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:31,090 effective in treating it so I between 159 00:17:31,090 --> 00:17:35,500 that and my faith in God I do have hope 160 00:17:35,500 --> 00:17:37,740 I surely do 161 00:17:37,740 --> 00:17:41,590 ain't gonna be easy yeah I wish it were 162 00:17:41,590 --> 00:17:48,340 easier than it is all this therapy but I 163 00:17:48,340 --> 00:17:51,880 need the exercise anyway right all right 164 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:54,040 so here's what we're gonna do let's try 165 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:56,200 focusing on the left hand doing the 166 00:17:56,200 --> 00:18:00,220 pushing rights doing the pushing in the 167 00:18:00,220 --> 00:18:02,320 left hand is what we want to be done 168 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:04,870 needs to do all that so what you want to 169 00:18:04,870 --> 00:18:06,460 do is the left hand supposed to help 170 00:18:06,460 --> 00:18:08,110 guide that this one we want doesn't to 171 00:18:08,110 --> 00:18:11,340 be doing some work here yeah 172 00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:26,770 yeah for wrist need this much stronger 173 00:18:26,770 --> 00:18:35,380 out there alright now one thing we are 174 00:18:35,380 --> 00:18:37,450 doing here losing lots and lots of 175 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:41,140 shoulder but but really fast would you 176 00:18:41,140 --> 00:18:44,620 it would be how luckily did this Liz 177 00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:47,050 there's something and we hold that wrist 178 00:18:47,050 --> 00:18:49,060 a you just do a long a I'm gonna do it 179 00:18:49,060 --> 00:18:52,660 on the wrist if you do that yeah well 180 00:18:52,660 --> 00:18:57,880 you guys take this top you're gonna get 181 00:18:57,880 --> 00:18:58,270 it up 182 00:18:58,270 --> 00:19:00,040 not that all the way up just just right 183 00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:23,460 here what he's got so much to give 184 00:19:39,100 --> 00:19:57,259 should I do this well confrontation in 185 00:19:57,259 --> 00:20:03,919 the Southwestern Bell to the 186 00:20:03,919 --> 00:20:05,690 International memo from the National 187 00:20:05,690 --> 00:20:09,740 Cancer Center where acting commissioner 188 00:20:09,740 --> 00:20:20,299 of the FDA it states that you shouldn't 189 00:20:20,299 --> 00:20:21,860 read that kind of stuff I mean it's just 190 00:20:21,860 --> 00:20:23,869 the opposite of what we're having done I 191 00:20:23,869 --> 00:20:25,460 know that's why you shouldn't read this 192 00:20:25,460 --> 00:20:27,470 kind of stuff I'm not going evil people 193 00:20:27,470 --> 00:20:29,090 seem to think that this is going to be 194 00:20:29,090 --> 00:20:31,249 helpful it's not it's not it's too 195 00:20:31,249 --> 00:20:32,269 confusing 196 00:20:32,269 --> 00:20:34,789 yeah it does you know if it isn't 197 00:20:34,789 --> 00:20:40,460 exactly what you have then it sends the 198 00:20:40,460 --> 00:20:41,389 wrong message 199 00:20:41,389 --> 00:20:43,159 because it's the opposite of what I'm 200 00:20:43,159 --> 00:20:49,340 having done yeah it's different well it 201 00:20:49,340 --> 00:20:51,499 says you don't need chemo you don't need 202 00:20:51,499 --> 00:20:54,289 radiation I know but that's because he's 203 00:20:54,289 --> 00:20:59,200 promoting this antioxidant approach and 204 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:03,080 that may work for some people but I'm 205 00:21:03,080 --> 00:21:07,029 not there yet but it isn't it isn't 206 00:21:07,029 --> 00:21:20,869 scientifically proven you're getting the 207 00:21:20,869 --> 00:21:25,240 best absolutely of the proven approach 208 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:29,240 exactly I mean these are all pigs in a 209 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:31,639 poke you nice not to have to think of 210 00:21:31,639 --> 00:21:33,710 having chemo though I gotta tell you but 211 00:21:33,710 --> 00:21:35,470 I don't want to start anything new now 212 00:21:35,470 --> 00:21:39,309 we are on a roll 213 00:22:57,950 --> 00:23:04,260 well that's one of those things that has 214 00:23:04,260 --> 00:23:08,340 shown up I don't want to be perceived as 215 00:23:08,340 --> 00:23:18,030 pushy like that Michael was sitting on 216 00:23:18,030 --> 00:23:20,250 the floor and his little eyes at around 217 00:23:20,250 --> 00:23:25,070 4 years of age 3 to 4 caucus this doodle 218 00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:27,480 Sunday coming in the window and he 219 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:29,520 followed it up his little head went up 220 00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:31,560 and he followed all the way down to the 221 00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:33,150 floor and it was just the most darling 222 00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:36,060 thing and I thought oh I'm gonna write a 223 00:23:36,060 --> 00:23:39,030 little little song or something anyway 224 00:23:39,030 --> 00:23:41,389 have you seen that 225 00:23:41,389 --> 00:23:44,209 eyes of a child have you seen the 226 00:23:44,209 --> 00:23:47,450 wonderment there and she looks up into 227 00:23:47,450 --> 00:23:53,179 the sky as he looks up into the air it's 228 00:23:53,179 --> 00:23:57,559 the beauty of love love it's the one 229 00:23:57,559 --> 00:24:02,929 it's the beauty of wonderment o children 230 00:24:02,929 --> 00:24:03,679 in their work 231 00:24:03,679 --> 00:24:06,859 just their beauty just to be able to 232 00:24:06,859 --> 00:24:10,129 watch them see the most normal things 233 00:24:10,129 --> 00:24:12,279 and make it wonderful 234 00:24:12,279 --> 00:24:15,200 well that was the 2-night connected with 235 00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,659 it but I knew I always knew it would 236 00:24:17,659 --> 00:24:21,049 never be ahead I always liked the time 237 00:24:21,049 --> 00:24:22,969 period we lived in it was a great time 238 00:24:22,969 --> 00:24:26,389 just for time but now I was all there's 239 00:24:26,389 --> 00:24:28,099 an environmental junk it makes you 240 00:24:28,099 --> 00:24:29,450 wonder if it was such a good time 241 00:24:29,450 --> 00:24:31,070 because we didn't know the harm that was 242 00:24:31,070 --> 00:24:34,729 out there a man that my brother went to 243 00:24:34,729 --> 00:24:37,159 high school with we were all somewhat 244 00:24:37,159 --> 00:24:38,809 contemporaries he was just a few years 245 00:24:38,809 --> 00:24:42,200 older than I he had brain tumor and we 246 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:44,169 got to thinking we were downstream from 247 00:24:44,169 --> 00:24:47,179 time speech is their connection while 248 00:24:47,179 --> 00:24:51,859 they used ice dioxin in to treat the 249 00:24:51,859 --> 00:24:55,190 rocky gravel roads up there I don't know 250 00:24:55,190 --> 00:24:57,619 what it did exactly but they felt it was 251 00:24:57,619 --> 00:24:59,749 safe during that time period they found 252 00:24:59,749 --> 00:25:01,700 out much later it was very harmful they 253 00:25:01,700 --> 00:25:04,009 actually bought out the town of times 254 00:25:04,009 --> 00:25:05,929 beach was purchased by I believe the 255 00:25:05,929 --> 00:25:07,879 government and then of course we swam in 256 00:25:07,879 --> 00:25:10,940 the river Jeremy I'm not hiring for 257 00:25:10,940 --> 00:25:13,879 degree summer so who knows who knows we 258 00:25:13,879 --> 00:25:16,279 couldn't even imagine there was a 259 00:25:16,279 --> 00:25:18,320 thought that came to mind it's not so 260 00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:21,690 far gone perhaps I'm tired around 261 00:25:21,690 --> 00:25:23,850 I'm gonna lay down here if you don't 262 00:25:23,850 --> 00:25:34,040 think I just folks I don't wanna from 263 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,560 Jones hmm 264 00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:40,110 may the season be all you wish it to be 265 00:25:40,110 --> 00:25:43,620 happy holiday in the PICU this is for 266 00:25:43,620 --> 00:25:44,430 Jane 267 00:25:44,430 --> 00:25:48,690 they don't even include me he had cancer 268 00:25:48,690 --> 00:25:52,440 95 95 they gave him three months to live 269 00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:56,850 and he's still going strong I don't want 270 00:25:56,850 --> 00:25:59,160 any doctor to give me a time frame I 271 00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:02,010 want no time frame nuts whatsoever 272 00:26:02,010 --> 00:26:05,250 nobody she doesn't say cancer yeah I 273 00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:08,160 know it's cancer well you know more than 274 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:11,430 what she said well it was his cancer and 275 00:26:11,430 --> 00:26:15,510 I don't think any person should put a 276 00:26:15,510 --> 00:26:19,110 time on somebody's life like that what's 277 00:26:19,110 --> 00:26:21,380 the point 278 00:26:24,140 --> 00:26:32,730 oh my god the answer to that because my 279 00:26:32,730 --> 00:26:34,440 feeling is what's at the other end of 280 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:40,550 this line death I can deal with death 281 00:26:40,550 --> 00:26:45,180 it's just dead that's so frightening 282 00:26:45,180 --> 00:26:47,990 about that 283 00:26:53,259 --> 00:26:58,149 trying to take me out of here though huh 284 00:27:03,549 --> 00:27:08,779 try to be the winner but not make you 285 00:27:08,779 --> 00:27:20,989 feel - too bad - I'm gonna make it we 286 00:27:20,989 --> 00:27:23,090 think you'll add a couple more alright 287 00:27:23,090 --> 00:27:46,220 let's do a few more okay oh thank you 288 00:27:46,220 --> 00:27:47,599 Michael thank you thank you 289 00:27:47,599 --> 00:27:50,119 listen we I I hope I don't discourage 290 00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:53,119 you too bad babe I made into quick no no 291 00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:55,039 that's okay we got pretty close to what 292 00:27:55,039 --> 00:27:56,899 we wanted to do I think we did very well 293 00:27:56,899 --> 00:28:00,109 really yeah yeah we want to work on the 294 00:28:00,109 --> 00:28:02,659 leg again tomorrow yes a little stronger 295 00:28:02,659 --> 00:28:06,590 yeah we'll do the leg and and whatever 296 00:28:06,590 --> 00:28:08,599 else she thinks business all right don't 297 00:28:08,599 --> 00:28:10,669 work on the order and everything we know 298 00:28:10,669 --> 00:28:14,090 that a positive outlet house generally 299 00:28:14,090 --> 00:28:18,460 speaking there we come 300 00:28:18,500 --> 00:28:27,630 I like this cameraman here hope you 301 00:28:27,630 --> 00:28:30,320 don't get on my my little wrinkles 302 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:33,840 mm-hmm yeah thanks wrinkles wrinkles are 303 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,410 nothing 304 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:39,929 wrinkles me and that thing we just hope 305 00:28:39,929 --> 00:28:42,059 that all of these everything comes 306 00:28:42,059 --> 00:28:45,090 together that came out therapy all the 307 00:28:45,090 --> 00:28:47,910 physical therapy occupational therapy 308 00:28:47,910 --> 00:28:52,169 that speech therapy so we will be this 309 00:28:52,169 --> 00:29:06,299 sound as it over by next year yeah cool 310 00:29:06,299 --> 00:29:06,890 down 311 00:29:06,890 --> 00:29:27,660 medicines working can't do that you need 312 00:29:27,660 --> 00:29:30,030 those you need everything you got 313 00:29:30,030 --> 00:29:35,299 oh yeah yeah 314 00:29:40,349 --> 00:29:47,999 yeah week we'd out of them 315 00:29:51,680 --> 00:29:55,360 how fast is that more being work 316 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:59,770 they did some tests and ran another MRI 317 00:29:59,770 --> 00:30:04,150 and dang things still growing and it's 318 00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:07,809 moving into new areas well they don't 319 00:30:07,809 --> 00:30:11,290 know why it's not responding to the 320 00:30:11,290 --> 00:30:13,540 chemicals unfortunately it's just not 321 00:30:13,540 --> 00:30:16,440 your normal lump that you can take out 322 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:22,840 their only option right now there's 323 00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:24,370 doesn't look like there's gonna be 324 00:30:24,370 --> 00:30:26,770 anyway she's going home again in a 325 00:30:26,770 --> 00:30:28,780 couple of weeks there may be some 326 00:30:28,780 --> 00:30:32,370 serious decisions to make Oh 327 00:31:04,110 --> 00:31:06,940 but get me out of this mess 328 00:31:06,940 --> 00:31:10,899 I wish I could just gotta rest let the 329 00:31:10,899 --> 00:31:12,849 medicine work that's the way we're going 330 00:31:12,849 --> 00:31:14,649 to get out of this mess and so let the 331 00:31:14,649 --> 00:31:20,609 medicine work and then on top of that I 332 00:31:20,609 --> 00:31:26,409 went and blew a disc and and not from 333 00:31:26,409 --> 00:31:29,649 doing anything spectacular just decided 334 00:31:29,649 --> 00:31:31,210 it was time to go well this time in the 335 00:31:31,210 --> 00:31:34,899 next I I have had surgery and now 336 00:31:34,899 --> 00:31:38,710 wearing a collar for the next well I've 337 00:31:38,710 --> 00:31:40,359 worn it for about a month and I got 338 00:31:40,359 --> 00:31:50,460 another month to go school 339 00:31:53,500 --> 00:31:56,700 Mazel Tov 340 00:32:10,690 --> 00:32:13,690 yeah 341 00:32:47,530 --> 00:32:50,650 Julie Samantha there's some apple for 342 00:32:50,650 --> 00:32:52,560 you 343 00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:54,720 when your mouth taking in so you can 344 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:58,429 chew it he might be 345 00:32:58,429 --> 00:33:04,920 there you go do it up yeah there you go 346 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:07,950 you are sitting up in the chair you are 347 00:33:07,950 --> 00:33:10,530 sitting in a chair right now you're not 348 00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:12,950 in bed 349 00:33:13,070 --> 00:33:18,740 where you gonna go you can't walk 350 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:22,240 you wanna what 351 00:33:22,419 --> 00:33:25,299 you want to brush your teeth okay if you 352 00:33:25,299 --> 00:33:27,629 did that 353 00:33:29,070 --> 00:33:30,780 it's a softer brush so you don't hurt 354 00:33:30,780 --> 00:33:32,960 yourself 355 00:33:36,270 --> 00:33:39,140 yesterday 356 00:33:52,150 --> 00:33:54,340 five sleep on me 357 00:33:54,340 --> 00:33:57,250 put the toothbrush in your mouth do your 358 00:33:57,250 --> 00:34:00,060 teeth feel better 359 00:34:10,270 --> 00:34:14,050 what are you doing dead what am i doing 360 00:34:14,050 --> 00:34:20,719 I'm doing what's necessary trying to 361 00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:29,630 make frame the right size for the 362 00:34:29,630 --> 00:34:34,540 wedding certificate 363 00:34:36,909 --> 00:34:39,040 that'll work 364 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:46,449 Ed McMahon what's the date 26 why is the 365 00:34:46,449 --> 00:34:48,860 22nd I don't know this is all dad's 366 00:34:48,860 --> 00:34:53,960 writing but that not sure what he did 367 00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:57,020 there we may actually have missed our 368 00:34:57,020 --> 00:35:03,560 anniversary today well happy anniversary 369 00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:11,510 maybe you have a lot of company your 370 00:35:11,510 --> 00:35:14,500 mom's here and your sisters okay 371 00:35:14,500 --> 00:35:17,770 there's mom 372 00:35:20,090 --> 00:35:21,710 ya see every time you turn around 373 00:35:21,710 --> 00:35:24,680 there's somebody else here granny was 374 00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:26,780 glad because she she if I was surprised 375 00:35:26,780 --> 00:35:29,480 she didn't know who we were and that mom 376 00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:31,490 was real happy about that and she wanted 377 00:35:31,490 --> 00:35:34,460 this this you know anniversary thing she 378 00:35:34,460 --> 00:35:36,380 was so looking forward to it dad was 379 00:35:36,380 --> 00:35:39,320 looking forward to yeah sounds like 380 00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,850 looks like we might have a chance to 381 00:35:40,850 --> 00:35:42,470 Herbie Emily's gland after you to 382 00:35:42,470 --> 00:35:47,620 participate in yeah 383 00:35:57,410 --> 00:35:59,850 you got your all ready we'll get you all 384 00:35:59,850 --> 00:36:03,390 set up mom you're looking great you're 385 00:36:03,390 --> 00:36:08,850 all together get your dress on you're 386 00:36:08,850 --> 00:36:15,210 looking good you're all together 387 00:36:15,210 --> 00:36:19,589 might not feel it but you are yeah we 388 00:36:19,589 --> 00:36:20,660 got you together 389 00:36:20,660 --> 00:36:23,660 sure 390 00:36:27,050 --> 00:36:30,210 leave huh we're here 391 00:36:30,210 --> 00:36:34,490 look at that go downstairs and live 392 00:36:34,490 --> 00:36:40,710 Chapel and you can come up and relax 393 00:36:40,710 --> 00:36:49,980 tomorrow just just relatives yeah you 394 00:36:49,980 --> 00:36:52,470 got that and Rob and Elizabeth and their 395 00:36:52,470 --> 00:36:56,790 kids and Bob and Jerry hey brother Bob 396 00:36:56,790 --> 00:37:02,880 and Jerry and Hakeem Devon so not a lot 397 00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:05,220 of people just a few all good friends 398 00:37:05,220 --> 00:37:12,020 and family and I'll be say we love you 399 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:18,810 we're going down to the camper down to 400 00:37:18,810 --> 00:37:20,330 the chapel 401 00:37:20,330 --> 00:37:24,710 okay gonna get married 402 00:37:47,020 --> 00:37:51,080 everybody everybody's serving you you're 403 00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:54,740 the you're the guest of honor so you 404 00:37:54,740 --> 00:37:56,390 just have to sit back and we will 405 00:37:56,390 --> 00:37:59,420 actually enjoy and say I do with the 406 00:37:59,420 --> 00:38:02,450 right back they you can do that can't 407 00:38:02,450 --> 00:38:05,560 you all right 408 00:38:38,809 --> 00:38:41,430 friends got his love and those who abide 409 00:38:41,430 --> 00:38:43,740 in love abide in God and God abides in 410 00:38:43,740 --> 00:38:46,049 them we gathered today in the presence 411 00:38:46,049 --> 00:38:47,849 of God to give thanks for the gift of 412 00:38:47,849 --> 00:38:50,609 marriage and to reaffirm the gift of 413 00:38:50,609 --> 00:38:53,249 marriage for Bob and Jane as I thought 414 00:38:53,249 --> 00:38:55,170 about the two of you today a lion came 415 00:38:55,170 --> 00:38:57,029 to me from a book that's from Charles 416 00:38:57,029 --> 00:38:59,220 Dickens book of Tale of Two Cities 417 00:38:59,220 --> 00:39:01,529 the opening line states that it is the 418 00:39:01,529 --> 00:39:03,900 best of times and the worst of times in 419 00:39:03,900 --> 00:39:06,269 the tale of two lives that of Bob and 420 00:39:06,269 --> 00:39:08,579 Jane will let this might also be said 421 00:39:08,579 --> 00:39:10,710 but this is a time when Jane is 422 00:39:10,710 --> 00:39:12,329 struggling with illness and Bob is 423 00:39:12,329 --> 00:39:15,029 recovering from surgery this is a time 424 00:39:15,029 --> 00:39:18,630 in which life is difficult however it is 425 00:39:18,630 --> 00:39:20,819 also a time when we can see in the two 426 00:39:20,819 --> 00:39:24,329 of you the central truth that Paul was 427 00:39:24,329 --> 00:39:26,700 saying to the church at Corinth love 428 00:39:26,700 --> 00:39:29,759 bears all things believes all things 429 00:39:29,759 --> 00:39:34,200 hopes all things and endures all things 430 00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:39,660 I ask you why do you take Jane to again 431 00:39:39,660 --> 00:39:41,430 to be your wife and do you promise 432 00:39:41,430 --> 00:39:43,799 before God in these witnesses that you 433 00:39:43,799 --> 00:39:46,349 will be her loving and faithful husband 434 00:39:46,349 --> 00:39:49,019 in plenty and want in joy and in sorrow 435 00:39:49,019 --> 00:39:52,170 in sickness and in health as long as you 436 00:39:52,170 --> 00:39:53,130 both shall live 437 00:39:53,130 --> 00:39:58,589 if so answer I do and do you Jane take 438 00:39:58,589 --> 00:40:01,440 Bob to be your husband again and promise 439 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,180 before God in these witnesses that you 440 00:40:03,180 --> 00:40:05,910 will be his loving and faithful wife in 441 00:40:05,910 --> 00:40:08,849 plenty and want in joy and in sorrow in 442 00:40:08,849 --> 00:40:11,220 sickness and in health as long as you 443 00:40:11,220 --> 00:40:12,329 both shall live 444 00:40:12,329 --> 00:40:15,829 if so answer I do 445 00:40:18,540 --> 00:40:24,410 I do you may kiss your bride again 446 00:40:40,750 --> 00:40:43,210 you don't all have to teach your 447 00:40:43,210 --> 00:40:43,840 distance 448 00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:52,080 you're not gonna melt feel like like my 449 00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:58,540 rather hey you're gonna keep fighting 450 00:40:58,540 --> 00:40:59,170 aren't you 451 00:40:59,170 --> 00:41:01,780 is there any animators and then the 452 00:41:01,780 --> 00:41:04,390 other way but doctor said that you 453 00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:05,770 become down here 454 00:41:05,770 --> 00:41:08,800 you got to get back to the room so that 455 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:15,100 they can watch you so we're gonna have 456 00:41:15,100 --> 00:41:20,200 to postpone the motel trip some some 457 00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:22,390 time before too long we'll be able to do 458 00:41:22,390 --> 00:41:28,450 that we can we can we can stop on the 459 00:41:28,450 --> 00:41:32,980 way up to Colorado to our the melody 460 00:41:32,980 --> 00:41:36,760 lane hotel how about that that'll be 461 00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:39,210 pretty good 462 00:41:47,490 --> 00:41:50,760 good shake 463 00:41:50,910 --> 00:41:55,920 and still improving tire these little 464 00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:57,450 roll because you're right so much rather 465 00:41:57,450 --> 00:42:01,740 just to your stay better and not trying 466 00:42:01,740 --> 00:42:03,089 toward worse and how man that was 467 00:42:03,089 --> 00:42:07,619 exhausting and painful 468 00:42:07,619 --> 00:42:09,960 I guess in some ways it made his face 469 00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:14,430 some grim possibilities which probably 470 00:42:14,430 --> 00:42:16,319 doesn't hurt to be at least prepared for 471 00:42:16,319 --> 00:42:18,839 you know we will work - for not to have 472 00:42:18,839 --> 00:42:24,779 infinity so move it move it I hope and 473 00:42:24,779 --> 00:42:27,589 pray in there and we'll see what we got 474 00:42:27,589 --> 00:42:30,589 sure 475 00:42:31,809 --> 00:42:45,169 I sure will what about Mike well why 476 00:42:45,169 --> 00:42:49,969 should he get congratulations oh I love 477 00:42:49,969 --> 00:42:51,859 you in your special what am I getting 478 00:42:51,859 --> 00:42:56,029 congratulations I I want to get out of 479 00:42:56,029 --> 00:43:01,269 this thing honey let me get out of this 480 00:43:04,119 --> 00:43:06,410 let me figure that out 481 00:43:06,410 --> 00:43:11,179 patro is this it to a chain and putz the 482 00:43:11,179 --> 00:43:23,799 name of this hotel okay it'll be okay 483 00:43:23,799 --> 00:43:25,239 okay 484 00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:35,659 how you feeling right now yeah I'm still 485 00:43:35,659 --> 00:43:40,969 frightening about this whole affair it's 486 00:43:40,969 --> 00:43:43,719 very strange 487 00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:50,289 well it's a scary process but doctor 488 00:43:50,439 --> 00:43:53,029 well I understanding the parts of it 489 00:43:53,029 --> 00:43:54,709 other parts I don't understand 490 00:43:54,709 --> 00:43:57,979 yeah that was not scary 491 00:43:57,979 --> 00:44:01,069 that is right it's scary one of those 492 00:44:01,069 --> 00:44:03,079 pictures on my bed I look like death 493 00:44:03,079 --> 00:44:05,679 warmed over 494 00:44:05,709 --> 00:44:07,880 sheesh I think they're looking pretty 495 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,489 good mom thank you try being a hot naked 496 00:44:10,489 --> 00:44:16,329 girl shine she she's 497 00:44:16,380 --> 00:44:19,050 improves so much and doing so well they 498 00:44:19,050 --> 00:44:21,240 just and she wants to go home so I says 499 00:44:21,240 --> 00:44:23,850 that seems so logical thing to do before 500 00:44:23,850 --> 00:44:26,970 the unless you think chemicals don't 501 00:44:26,970 --> 00:44:29,700 start doing something this is is this is 502 00:44:29,700 --> 00:44:32,100 MIT this may be as good as it gets and 503 00:44:32,100 --> 00:44:34,200 he says what she's got is a terminal 504 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:39,630 disease so sometime along there if the 505 00:44:39,630 --> 00:44:42,150 chemicals don't work she's gonna get 506 00:44:42,150 --> 00:44:46,280 worse and go back to the way she was 507 00:44:53,720 --> 00:44:56,400 because if there's no answer then I can 508 00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,580 just pray to God who knows I prayed to 509 00:44:59,580 --> 00:45:19,020 him for months now good thing I had 510 00:45:19,020 --> 00:45:23,010 prayer in your heart that way you felt a 511 00:45:23,010 --> 00:45:26,270 lot better about things 512 00:45:26,420 --> 00:45:28,710 hey mom you gotta finish eating what's 513 00:45:28,710 --> 00:45:31,320 in your mouth before you even why right 514 00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,180 so put down your fork here for a second 515 00:45:33,180 --> 00:45:37,050 for me go ahead and chew and swallow 516 00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:40,260 know for sure go ahead and chew and 517 00:45:40,260 --> 00:45:43,550 swallow what's in there already 518 00:45:46,940 --> 00:45:54,119 no no stop I know there's little 519 00:45:54,119 --> 00:45:57,600 stickers you put those on before you 520 00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:01,220 used it no they came with those mom well 521 00:46:01,220 --> 00:46:03,720 you also have to swallow what's in your 522 00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:06,630 mouth swallow what's in your mouth 523 00:46:06,630 --> 00:46:11,820 before you pick up any more food hold my 524 00:46:11,820 --> 00:46:15,720 hand hold my hair alright so hope I can 525 00:46:15,720 --> 00:46:18,060 get back to normal and can eat and do 526 00:46:18,060 --> 00:46:21,090 right things you swallow what's in your 527 00:46:21,090 --> 00:46:23,060 mouth mom yeah just a minute 528 00:46:23,060 --> 00:46:24,890 you gotta swallow what's in your mouth 529 00:46:24,890 --> 00:46:28,520 okay I'm going to swallow it before you 530 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,950 eat any more food you're not supposed to 531 00:46:30,950 --> 00:46:32,420 just store it up in your chipmunk 532 00:46:32,420 --> 00:46:33,140 pouches 533 00:46:33,140 --> 00:46:37,160 that's it yeah 534 00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,200 I know is that the doctor said don't 535 00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:44,470 store the food I like my younger baby 536 00:46:45,130 --> 00:46:48,950 that's right you see I tell you he don't 537 00:46:48,950 --> 00:47:00,230 listen anyway if you don't like look 538 00:47:00,230 --> 00:47:14,330 apart i got a fork I don't know how to 539 00:47:14,330 --> 00:47:22,300 make you stop you won't stop stop eating 540 00:47:22,660 --> 00:47:28,160 in front of my body well you have to 541 00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:31,810 swallow what's in your mouth out there 542 00:47:32,500 --> 00:47:37,190 you can get to the fork is that your 543 00:47:37,190 --> 00:47:40,390 distraction technique 544 00:47:43,069 --> 00:47:49,140 come operate haven't put me in it and 545 00:47:49,140 --> 00:47:53,130 st. that's I'm not gonna put anything 546 00:47:53,130 --> 00:47:55,859 else out why would we want to do that 547 00:47:55,859 --> 00:47:56,460 mom 548 00:47:56,460 --> 00:47:57,720 that's it that's what they're talking 549 00:47:57,720 --> 00:48:01,550 about no and they're talking about 550 00:48:01,550 --> 00:48:05,970 extended care is what they're talking 551 00:48:05,970 --> 00:48:08,970 about which is just a place where 552 00:48:08,970 --> 00:48:11,160 somebody can take care of you all the 553 00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,190 time 554 00:48:14,690 --> 00:48:19,050 which is something that we have to find 555 00:48:19,050 --> 00:48:22,400 out whether we can do here 556 00:48:28,310 --> 00:48:31,760 I have never this I've had more than 557 00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:34,610 enough of this I think you should start 558 00:48:34,610 --> 00:48:36,290 feeling better that's what I think I 559 00:48:36,290 --> 00:48:39,610 have an answer 560 00:48:44,780 --> 00:48:47,910 anytime wouldn't be perfect again right 561 00:48:47,910 --> 00:48:55,170 choice daddy I got a call into you still 562 00:48:55,170 --> 00:48:58,550 got the bad headache yes a bad one just 563 00:48:58,550 --> 00:49:03,720 a bad man you're sick I'm sick yes very 564 00:49:03,720 --> 00:49:06,540 well that's that's one of the one of the 565 00:49:06,540 --> 00:49:09,089 seven one of the symptoms that we're 566 00:49:09,089 --> 00:49:10,619 supposed to call me miss you've got 567 00:49:10,619 --> 00:49:15,390 those kinds of situations so you need 568 00:49:15,390 --> 00:49:17,730 these pills within your condition you're 569 00:49:17,730 --> 00:49:19,200 not going to be able to swallow anything 570 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:22,950 could you just put them back up Randy 571 00:49:22,950 --> 00:49:25,710 yeah so we got to figure out another way 572 00:49:25,710 --> 00:49:28,290 to get these pills in you and that may 573 00:49:28,290 --> 00:49:32,880 require professional help you've been 574 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:36,950 trying to get that for weeks okay help 575 00:49:36,950 --> 00:49:41,609 what help moving so I'm not so 576 00:49:41,609 --> 00:49:45,740 uncomfortable I don't know how to move 577 00:49:45,740 --> 00:49:48,240 okay honey that's cold 578 00:49:48,240 --> 00:49:51,060 I knew it mom if you don't straighten 579 00:49:51,060 --> 00:49:53,069 your leg I can't straighten but what do 580 00:49:53,069 --> 00:49:55,410 you want to do I want this place to be 581 00:49:55,410 --> 00:49:57,720 straight well here if you want them to 582 00:49:57,720 --> 00:50:01,740 be straight let me straighten the only 583 00:50:01,740 --> 00:50:10,140 way we're gonna solve this which means 584 00:50:10,140 --> 00:50:14,910 we need to take her in Oh Bob yeah we're 585 00:50:14,910 --> 00:50:17,940 gonna have to go back to the here we go 586 00:50:17,940 --> 00:50:20,220 you grab a hold of me Oh daddy I yeah I 587 00:50:20,220 --> 00:50:23,640 got it I got it yeah 588 00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:27,569 mrs. Grayson right here yes can you help 589 00:50:27,569 --> 00:50:28,349 me mom please 590 00:50:28,349 --> 00:50:33,000 Thank You Eddie come on baby come on I 591 00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:37,109 know you can you don't let me get my 592 00:50:37,109 --> 00:50:39,750 hand underneath John come with me on the 593 00:50:39,750 --> 00:50:42,440 stand with your right 594 00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:54,770 your waist is so tiny 595 00:50:59,220 --> 00:51:03,319 get your get your foot here 596 00:51:39,850 --> 00:51:43,470 I'm not feeling really good 597 00:51:45,190 --> 00:51:47,800 and that hurts 598 00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:52,540 my neck laughing well I have to get you 599 00:51:52,540 --> 00:51:55,020 something for that 600 00:51:57,390 --> 00:52:01,380 you gotta eat because because we can't 601 00:52:01,380 --> 00:52:03,570 we can't take care of you at home if you 602 00:52:03,570 --> 00:52:08,610 don't eat I don't want to have to put 603 00:52:08,610 --> 00:52:10,290 you in the hospital or something like 604 00:52:10,290 --> 00:52:14,660 that because you won't eat 605 00:52:14,910 --> 00:52:18,230 what do you got there mom 606 00:52:31,259 --> 00:52:34,259 yeah 607 00:52:47,850 --> 00:52:51,840 yeah she just blank for 10 seconds or so 608 00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:55,680 and and then she'd start off again as if 609 00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:58,890 the 10 seconds didn't exist that's when 610 00:52:58,890 --> 00:53:00,870 she was over your seizures yeah that's 611 00:53:00,870 --> 00:53:03,450 that's a sign of a seizure it's that 612 00:53:03,450 --> 00:53:05,490 little blank out when she might have 613 00:53:05,490 --> 00:53:08,280 been doing that for years weirdest yeah 614 00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:09,750 could have been could have been for 615 00:53:09,750 --> 00:53:12,930 years and you know as a sign that there 616 00:53:12,930 --> 00:53:14,700 was something going on there that I just 617 00:53:14,700 --> 00:53:17,220 hadn't effect any of the vital functions 618 00:53:17,220 --> 00:53:19,230 and therefore we just didn't just 619 00:53:19,230 --> 00:53:23,970 brushed it off that's why I'm a little 620 00:53:23,970 --> 00:53:26,730 bit concerned about the steering is is 621 00:53:26,730 --> 00:53:30,870 is she's starting to have little those 622 00:53:30,870 --> 00:53:36,020 little gaps again she's definitely 623 00:53:36,020 --> 00:53:38,700 focused in on something off to the right 624 00:53:38,700 --> 00:53:41,700 that is may or may not be something we 625 00:53:41,700 --> 00:53:47,070 can see okay I love you I love you too 626 00:53:47,070 --> 00:53:49,710 mom I don't know baby it's just been a 627 00:53:49,710 --> 00:53:53,310 very bad day we were hoping you were 628 00:53:53,310 --> 00:53:56,340 feeling better today well I wish I could 629 00:53:56,340 --> 00:54:02,630 I feel better today honey why I'm strong 630 00:54:04,220 --> 00:54:11,400 thank you for your sympathetic they're 631 00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:18,560 coming they're coming 632 00:54:19,070 --> 00:54:22,050 I want you to talk to your father and 633 00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:24,780 tell them this she's I can make it if 634 00:54:24,780 --> 00:54:25,950 you really shouldn't help 635 00:54:25,950 --> 00:54:29,910 I want something under my body honey if 636 00:54:29,910 --> 00:54:31,080 you have something you need to go to the 637 00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:31,770 bathroom again 638 00:54:31,770 --> 00:54:34,230 yes you do I do you definitely need to 639 00:54:34,230 --> 00:54:35,850 go to the bathroom yeah you're not just 640 00:54:35,850 --> 00:54:38,760 forgetting that you want right I don't 641 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:41,070 think so Craig I need to go potty again 642 00:54:41,070 --> 00:54:43,840 please I need to potty again 643 00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:45,520 we're getting something for you we're 644 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:47,620 getting someone for you I'm warming yes 645 00:54:47,620 --> 00:54:51,100 a woman is coming down okay yes that's 646 00:54:51,100 --> 00:54:51,730 good 647 00:54:51,730 --> 00:54:54,460 I need a pot if we know love someone's 648 00:54:54,460 --> 00:54:57,280 coming okay I need somebody to help me 649 00:54:57,280 --> 00:55:00,100 but yeah she needs to go to the bathroom 650 00:55:00,100 --> 00:55:00,430 again 651 00:55:00,430 --> 00:55:03,310 I need a potty underneath I'm sure 652 00:55:03,310 --> 00:55:04,750 they're coming they're coming as fast as 653 00:55:04,750 --> 00:55:11,350 they can okay I like those jeans if 654 00:55:11,350 --> 00:55:13,900 those delays yep these are the new jeans 655 00:55:13,900 --> 00:55:16,180 I got at Christmas I have got PP coming 656 00:55:16,180 --> 00:55:22,360 on right now all right we need a bedpan 657 00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:23,500 pretty quick 658 00:55:23,500 --> 00:55:27,400 I guess Oh where'd God put me well I'm 659 00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:33,160 gonna keep you right here give me that 660 00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:35,410 right now can you give that to me this 661 00:55:35,410 --> 00:55:38,140 very moment Oh help me help me help me 662 00:55:38,140 --> 00:55:42,130 Mom you still you still need to go to 663 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:42,850 the bathroom 664 00:55:42,850 --> 00:55:46,780 I don't know that I do yeah I felt like 665 00:55:46,780 --> 00:55:49,360 I had a bunch coming out you did some in 666 00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:54,090 that pan there yeah okay 667 00:56:32,689 --> 00:56:35,619 okay okay 668 00:56:35,619 --> 00:56:40,259 we gotcha gotcha 669 00:56:51,930 --> 00:56:56,730 and he said that if we do find some 670 00:56:56,730 --> 00:57:00,839 miracle what we have is probably as good 671 00:57:00,839 --> 00:57:02,640 as it's going to get that the damage is 672 00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:04,849 permanent 673 00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:09,140 which basically means that this isn't 674 00:57:09,140 --> 00:57:11,890 what she was 675 00:57:20,030 --> 00:57:24,080 oh there you go 676 00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:27,650 you got it you got it you know who I am 677 00:57:27,650 --> 00:57:48,860 that's great Wow yeah I talked to dr. 678 00:57:48,860 --> 00:57:55,090 Strauss he says that the 679 00:57:55,180 --> 00:58:00,060 cancer is resisting everything 680 00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:07,099 they've tried everything and it's just 681 00:58:07,099 --> 00:58:10,640 resisting everything 682 00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:27,109 so we're gonna have to ask mom and dad 683 00:58:27,109 --> 00:58:33,160 to come get you and help you 684 00:58:34,570 --> 00:58:38,730 have you talked to mom and dad lately 685 00:58:41,550 --> 00:58:49,900 they're waiting for you they're gonna 686 00:58:49,900 --> 00:58:54,840 help aren't they they're gonna help 687 00:58:56,790 --> 00:58:59,590 you've wanted to talk to mom and dad for 688 00:58:59,590 --> 00:59:04,210 a long time and here's the time it's 689 00:59:04,210 --> 00:59:07,620 time to talk to mom and dad 690 00:59:13,550 --> 00:59:16,630 they let me baby 691 01:00:15,190 --> 01:00:18,099 can't be as good as home but it will try 692 01:00:18,099 --> 01:00:22,779 to make it as homey as we can't hunt and 693 01:00:22,779 --> 01:00:31,049 we'll be here every day yeah every day 694 01:00:52,750 --> 01:00:57,100 there's a sequel last night mom 695 01:00:59,210 --> 01:01:02,210 okay 696 01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:23,190 what do you need mom more people here 697 01:01:23,190 --> 01:01:36,450 now my mom when I first saw your mom I 698 01:01:36,450 --> 01:01:38,790 thought that even though I was talking 699 01:01:38,790 --> 01:01:40,320 to you on the phone every day about what 700 01:01:40,320 --> 01:01:42,450 was going on with her but there's a way 701 01:01:42,450 --> 01:01:43,890 when you're away from something of 702 01:01:43,890 --> 01:01:46,980 believe me that it's not true even 703 01:01:46,980 --> 01:01:50,160 though you know it is true and it was 704 01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:51,690 hard not to cry but she's still laying 705 01:01:51,690 --> 01:01:54,000 right there and so you don't want to cry 706 01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:57,450 in front of her and have her feel like 707 01:01:57,450 --> 01:02:01,710 you've given up on it some some part of 708 01:02:01,710 --> 01:02:03,810 me still has hope and I you know thank 709 01:02:03,810 --> 01:02:06,510 you praying but then another part looks 710 01:02:06,510 --> 01:02:08,880 at how sick she is and says it would be 711 01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:12,900 a real big miracle if she were there God 712 01:02:12,900 --> 01:02:13,680 would heal her 713 01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:16,110 it says this little chair is a reminder 714 01:02:16,110 --> 01:02:18,030 that every day through the good and 715 01:02:18,030 --> 01:02:20,220 through the bad God is always sitting 716 01:02:20,220 --> 01:02:23,550 beside you loving you ready to give you 717 01:02:23,550 --> 01:02:27,420 support so put this chair beside you and 718 01:02:27,420 --> 01:02:29,640 I hope you'll feel God's loving presence 719 01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:32,220 he's always there when we make room for 720 01:02:32,220 --> 01:02:34,890 him thinking of you with lots of love 721 01:02:34,890 --> 01:02:40,260 Kadri that's a nice card yeah it was a 722 01:02:40,260 --> 01:02:44,000 nice car I tell ya 723 01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:49,340 oh yeah you're doing good today we got 724 01:02:49,340 --> 01:02:53,710 lots more time lots more time together 725 01:02:53,710 --> 01:03:00,620 yeah Craig always nice to qualified that 726 01:03:00,620 --> 01:03:03,440 I am his favorite girl under 40 because 727 01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:06,850 we know who his favorite girl over 40 is 728 01:03:06,850 --> 01:03:09,590 you know what you might even be his 729 01:03:09,590 --> 01:03:11,630 favorite girl period and that is just 730 01:03:11,630 --> 01:03:13,520 fine with me because you're really 731 01:03:13,520 --> 01:03:15,500 lovable and I could see why you would be 732 01:03:15,500 --> 01:03:17,390 his number one girl what are you 733 01:03:17,390 --> 01:03:20,570 thinking and everything home like it's 734 01:03:20,570 --> 01:03:24,020 pretty pretty sad and depressing 735 01:03:24,020 --> 01:03:27,110 actually in this part not a place right 736 01:03:27,110 --> 01:03:32,390 just inspires hope excitement at all 737 01:03:32,390 --> 01:03:35,570 for sure I will always associate this 738 01:03:35,570 --> 01:03:37,810 hallway with the awful stench of urine 739 01:03:37,810 --> 01:03:40,640 so you get halfway down the hall to like 740 01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:44,570 the end of the hall it's just like awful 741 01:03:44,570 --> 01:03:46,280 you're inside just gonna hold your 742 01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:47,660 breath but you can't hold them long 743 01:03:47,660 --> 01:03:53,360 enough you look like you see things are 744 01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:58,030 you seeing things that are frightening 745 01:04:00,220 --> 01:04:03,850 you needn't be afraid 746 01:04:04,690 --> 01:04:08,170 Bart is close by I promise she was 747 01:04:08,170 --> 01:04:11,710 indicating that she was seeing things 748 01:04:11,710 --> 01:04:15,250 that we weren't seeing and seeing people 749 01:04:15,250 --> 01:04:17,440 that we that we weren't seeing angels 750 01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:20,890 floating around and not knowing where 751 01:04:20,890 --> 01:04:23,650 she was and not being in control and 752 01:04:23,650 --> 01:04:25,300 kind of like she was caught in this 753 01:04:25,300 --> 01:04:29,350 dream world since she had such a an 754 01:04:29,350 --> 01:04:32,860 affection for my mom and dad and keep 755 01:04:32,860 --> 01:04:35,470 trying to tell her to look for look for 756 01:04:35,470 --> 01:04:38,050 mom and dad because they'll help 757 01:04:38,050 --> 01:04:42,900 they'll help help her on this journey 758 01:04:43,260 --> 01:04:47,580 you're free you're free 759 01:05:04,350 --> 01:05:12,330 hard to catch in between yeah yeah I 760 01:05:12,330 --> 01:05:14,880 think you're right if she's uh 761 01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:27,000 if she's awake could be any day it could 762 01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:37,590 be any week in between yeah take what we 763 01:05:37,590 --> 01:05:39,960 wanted unfortunately look but what 764 01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:52,620 happens okay dear lord please hear our 765 01:05:52,620 --> 01:05:56,430 prayer Craig and Jane and I are all in 766 01:05:56,430 --> 01:05:59,520 agreement that with your guidance and 767 01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:01,920 help James brain can be healed and 768 01:06:01,920 --> 01:06:04,560 you'll shrink the tumor and help her 769 01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:07,560 brain grow back so healthy and help her 770 01:06:07,560 --> 01:06:10,260 regain everything lord please help would 771 01:06:10,260 --> 01:06:23,910 be without pain did you reach keeper huh 772 01:06:23,910 --> 01:06:27,450 reaching for the sky reaching for the 773 01:06:27,450 --> 01:06:30,240 stars that you think changing looks 774 01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:32,070 better she's got more roses in her 775 01:06:32,070 --> 01:06:34,100 cheeks 776 01:06:36,210 --> 01:06:41,040 Jane this is mom and you know my boy 777 01:06:41,040 --> 01:06:43,230 says this is mom like you don't know who 778 01:06:43,230 --> 01:06:48,359 mom is I don't know she dish by the 779 01:06:48,359 --> 01:06:50,670 facial expressions that maybe she yeah 780 01:06:50,670 --> 01:06:57,589 she does mom she yes yes hello Jane hi 781 01:07:01,769 --> 01:07:04,769 you 782 01:07:22,550 --> 01:07:26,930 yes you think you're their father 783 01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:08,450 bye-bye-bye change the by 3d 784 01:08:52,788 --> 01:08:56,749 we know that you love us 785 01:08:57,429 --> 01:08:59,730 yeah 786 01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:09,709 to me 787 01:10:27,360 --> 01:10:31,500 you've got that engine 788 01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,920 let's see your eyes moving you're 789 01:10:34,920 --> 01:10:38,610 blinking that eyeball yeah you gonna 790 01:10:38,610 --> 01:10:41,100 blink the other one just gonna blink the 791 01:10:41,100 --> 01:10:43,340 left 792 01:11:33,890 --> 01:11:36,840 we have started to write to both so many 793 01:11:36,840 --> 01:11:38,820 times would have had trouble sitting 794 01:11:38,820 --> 01:11:40,370 down and putting our thoughts on paper 795 01:11:40,370 --> 01:11:42,930 like everyone else we still can't 796 01:11:42,930 --> 01:11:46,140 believe what has happened with Jane's 797 01:11:46,140 --> 01:11:48,960 illness since last year we still think 798 01:11:48,960 --> 01:11:50,369 of Jane just like 799 01:11:50,369 --> 01:11:52,019 the last time we saw her in southern 800 01:11:52,019 --> 01:11:55,789 County happy full of life and excitement 801 01:11:55,789 --> 01:11:58,079 Jamie want you to know how much we love 802 01:11:58,079 --> 01:12:00,719 you and miss talking to you you have the 803 01:12:00,719 --> 01:12:04,379 best voice always bubbly and cute Jane 804 01:12:04,379 --> 01:12:06,689 said several times on the phone that you 805 01:12:06,689 --> 01:12:09,409 always move 806 01:12:10,489 --> 01:12:13,369 that you were special but she felt so 807 01:12:13,369 --> 01:12:15,260 fortunate to learn the depth of your 808 01:12:15,260 --> 01:12:18,350 love and caring everyone in the world 809 01:12:18,350 --> 01:12:21,590 that's lucky 810 01:12:22,630 --> 01:12:24,880 we of course will contrive for a miracle 811 01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:27,480 every day 812 01:12:30,580 --> 01:12:34,730 ready for a miracle mom one breath that 813 01:12:34,730 --> 01:12:35,450 means yes 814 01:12:35,450 --> 01:12:38,720 Wow my jingle bells tinkle fast II know 815 01:12:38,720 --> 01:12:42,290 all the way to ride in a one-horse open 816 01:12:42,290 --> 01:12:44,750 sleigh hey you need to wait you're 817 01:12:44,750 --> 01:12:47,570 sleeping he knows when you're awake he 818 01:12:47,570 --> 01:12:50,900 knows if you've been bad or good so be 819 01:12:50,900 --> 01:12:57,110 good for goodness sake don't you like 820 01:12:57,110 --> 01:12:59,530 that or that 821 01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:08,390 they didn't hear us you're doing already 822 01:13:09,949 --> 01:13:12,949 so 823 01:13:15,499 --> 01:13:18,660 for me 824 01:13:18,660 --> 01:13:22,340 you'll never live 825 01:13:43,630 --> 01:13:48,140 that may be the last time I see her but 826 01:13:48,140 --> 01:13:51,290 I don't feel like it is nothing you went 827 01:13:51,290 --> 01:13:53,590 to hell no I know 828 01:13:53,590 --> 01:13:57,160 the hell done 829 01:14:25,450 --> 01:14:28,450 yeah 830 01:14:57,620 --> 01:15:00,700 well do 831 01:15:02,850 --> 01:15:06,770 she's gonna open up her eyes boys 832 01:15:12,340 --> 01:15:15,179 come on 833 01:15:19,280 --> 01:15:22,060 come on 834 01:15:22,500 --> 01:15:25,969 why don't we get a miracle 835 01:15:26,540 --> 01:15:30,280 well a [ __ ] miracle 836 01:15:34,060 --> 01:15:37,060 stupid 837 01:16:47,180 --> 01:16:55,280 okay okay 838 01:16:55,280 --> 01:16:58,670 thank you very much 839 01:17:03,489 --> 01:17:07,040 mom passed away now I'm kicking myself 840 01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:08,930 about [ __ ] hands for not going down 841 01:17:08,930 --> 01:17:15,050 there tonight yeah yeah but I had a 842 01:17:15,050 --> 01:17:22,150 feeling yeah 843 01:17:24,850 --> 01:17:33,290 get it home hospice passed away this 844 01:17:33,290 --> 01:17:40,630 evening yeah 845 01:17:46,800 --> 01:17:50,390 turn eight I've been there 846 01:17:52,420 --> 01:17:55,780 yeah that's really good phone calls no 847 01:17:55,780 --> 01:17:57,610 warning yeah 848 01:17:57,610 --> 01:18:01,540 hello since rolling in their sleep just 849 01:18:01,540 --> 01:18:07,239 can't do anything about it anyway there 850 01:18:07,239 --> 01:18:10,679 I am being practical 851 01:18:12,560 --> 01:18:15,410 you know sometimes the practical place 852 01:18:15,410 --> 01:18:22,640 you got to go that place hurts a little 853 01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:28,970 too much at that moment so you think we 854 01:18:28,970 --> 01:18:35,600 can handle this by ourselves I think so 855 01:18:35,600 --> 01:18:41,140 I think we got each other 856 01:18:47,980 --> 01:18:54,590 let me too much wow she's in a better 857 01:18:54,590 --> 01:18:56,740 place 858 01:18:58,900 --> 01:19:03,310 unfortunately our place just got worse 859 01:19:03,520 --> 01:19:10,030 Wow it's missing something 860 01:19:30,340 --> 01:19:32,530 everything is set for the reception 861 01:19:32,530 --> 01:19:34,929 tomorrow they did have one question that 862 01:19:34,929 --> 01:19:36,849 probably sounds silly but they want to 863 01:19:36,849 --> 01:19:38,770 know if you want to have iced tea and 864 01:19:38,770 --> 01:19:41,920 punch and coffee or just punch and 865 01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:43,780 coffee or just punch an ice tea doesn't 866 01:19:43,780 --> 01:19:46,050 matter to you 867 01:19:46,050 --> 01:19:48,219 not really I don't think you're gonna 868 01:19:48,219 --> 01:19:51,429 have many coffee drinkers give me the 869 01:19:51,429 --> 01:19:54,969 definition of Jane will let in three 870 01:19:54,969 --> 01:19:58,300 sentences are left why would you say you 871 01:19:58,300 --> 01:20:02,170 know I I could tell you little stories 872 01:20:02,170 --> 01:20:03,849 where she [ __ ] my here and there but 873 01:20:03,849 --> 01:20:09,159 she was just amazing I can't I can't you 874 01:20:09,159 --> 01:20:13,349 know I was never asked for anyone else 875 01:20:17,460 --> 01:20:20,670 she was 876 01:20:25,120 --> 01:20:27,280 the greatest gifts I was ever given I 877 01:20:27,280 --> 01:20:32,640 got started out of life with with 878 01:20:34,780 --> 01:20:38,080 a huge huge advantage right from the 879 01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:51,240 start she cared about others 880 01:21:34,499 --> 01:21:38,909 we just did everything together 881 01:22:07,380 --> 01:22:12,700 we had somebody put him said I know that 882 01:22:12,700 --> 01:22:14,410 if you go from this place there is one 883 01:22:14,410 --> 01:22:16,060 thing that Jane would have to remember 884 01:22:16,060 --> 01:22:19,360 that God made this world beautiful all 885 01:22:19,360 --> 01:22:22,840 things and that he made not that we 886 01:22:22,840 --> 01:22:26,020 could share it with one another that her 887 01:22:26,020 --> 01:22:28,260 love 888 01:23:09,989 --> 01:23:14,860 no it's not no it's not water lying that 889 01:23:14,860 --> 01:23:16,600 way but in the pan I can we don't 890 01:23:16,600 --> 01:23:20,670 verdict it gives your goodness yeah 891 01:23:21,360 --> 01:23:24,250 bless your soul well McCain Kirby we're 892 01:23:24,250 --> 01:23:27,120 lat yeah 893 01:23:33,310 --> 01:23:35,950 we're gonna be thick of you all the time 894 01:23:35,950 --> 01:23:39,130 love you 895 01:23:41,039 --> 01:23:44,149 got a naked speech 896 01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:51,159 she's making that 897 01:23:56,620 --> 01:23:59,620 okay 898 01:24:06,120 --> 01:24:09,020 love you mom 899 01:24:16,739 --> 01:24:20,400 or deceive me again 900 01:24:21,510 --> 01:24:25,959 yeah I was gonna crash on June 8 901 01:24:25,959 --> 01:24:32,530 assuming the cosmic yeah it ain't even a 902 01:24:32,530 --> 01:24:35,110 blip I think yeah yeah man they've been 903 01:24:35,110 --> 01:24:38,010 here a few seconds 904 01:27:22,400 --> 01:27:26,420 this what's all from over 905 01:28:22,170 --> 01:28:25,060 be able to go any place in Colorado 906 01:28:25,060 --> 01:28:26,830 without knowing that you're watching 907 01:28:26,830 --> 01:28:31,770 this that you're here with us 908 01:28:39,380 --> 01:28:41,440 you 62411

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