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we've got remnants afloat and I hear a
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special music thank you thank you very
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much well I'm not gonna sing my own
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happy birthday song birthday dear Jane I
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have two birthdays August 22nd 2000
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I'll just say that I picked up my video
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camera when my mom got a brain tumor I
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brought it everywhere I went
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recording everything I saw
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I thought my mom would appreciate it
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after all of her trials to see how far
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down she went and how bad she got before
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she won her battle with cancer
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I thought I knew where this would go
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before he even got started as it turned
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out I had no idea what this was like no
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idea the Dallas Cowboys are playing the
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San Fran I think of these poor football
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players and all they do out there every
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at least once a week
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banging themselves up in jeopardizing
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their neurological health and other
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health and I'm thinking hmm really worth
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it as you can just be going on a
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vacation in Colorado and oh yes
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thank you forget you my god Wow so I've
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got some sons visiting today huh one
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isn't the movie and this job how do we
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know this Oh Momo the other ones in the
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game industry what kind of clue can you
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give Michael that you're in the game
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industry
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now game industry movements well Craig
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it must be you and the movie industry
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that's so proud of my voice
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these days not even one of these days
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right now I've got it on boys your life
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and miles measure inches okay I'm
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patient and impetuous - although I'm
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impetuous so that doesn't fit with
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patient oh yeah you're both your
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contradiction yeah yeah yeah I kind of
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always been that way a little bit but do
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you know what I think it makes people
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interesting as long as you don't show
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too many people off this
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this machine
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I increase the complexity of it
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anyway
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we are again
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yeah yes you're stuck with me for a
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while
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maybe just your mind sending a different
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message saying that
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just like you're slower on the left side
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to communicate the move you've got a
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14-4 modem on one side and a 56k modem
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on the other so that's cable modem on
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the one side side switch I really am
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pretty much it it's sort of an everyday
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cutting yeah you know I just do things
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in a kind of ordinary way I've never
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liked to rock to anybody's bolder
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including my own here I am rocking a
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boat can you believe that it's always
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easier when you know the answer yes I
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said a prayer to God and Bonnie this
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like I just said you know sometimes the
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answers are very style yeah that wasn't
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fun I do believe in prayer though really
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is amazing stuff and so many people are
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but I said we went and got it out I said
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I do not what I was kept an eye on
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support systems definitely yeah you know
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it shows its Oh
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I just hate open every time they go in
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there this greater risk of future you
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know something like that and I just
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don't I just I don't know it's a tiny
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swimming pool you know if they really
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need to treat it or know of it but I
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don't want to go I don't like that
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you're going into surgery that way
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because I think and yet going constantly
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and if that comes back a certain way
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then they would do
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destroy that
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maybe a nice pain washcloth with hot
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water one's gonna be the trick I don't
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want to get water underneath the bandage
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that daddy's becoming the hair stamps
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hair professional just some kind of way
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I could be I could maintain everything
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that might be including brain sewage of
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course that would have been the bottom
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they would hit your head on your side so
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I suppose it could have dribbled around
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the back hey you know yeah that's that's
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betadine that's just an antiseptic
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because I had to hair washing since then
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correct yeah I think you did this is
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this
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Oh
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how long that's up I'm ready for
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Thanksgiving feast either
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who are you pray it's over there
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what are you talking to you no thanks
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I'm doing my puzzle in your crossword
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puzzle
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always grateful that I knew the bullets
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sure we were fortunate I was fortunate
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to find my husband and marry into this
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family
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to the Willetts family and marrying all
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that meat there's just be hard-put to
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beat the two of them I love them both so
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much I wish she spent her last days and
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hours of at home on your weed Elena in
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Dallas
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oh she was so afraid she's in heaven
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with the Angels and God right now you
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can count on that
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always hipster nothing to be afraid of
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grandma's there yeah you knew anybody
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will be in heaven it's grim I will let
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you get your adderall
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nothing waste more energy than worrying
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water or curiously problem kids can
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answer questions match each other's
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sound test
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asked me to please hold it down okay the
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date is November 27th mm-hmm I knew I
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was here right mmm-hmm there you go you
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probably get dance to them same I do
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that every goddamn time
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I don't curse God's name you've got to
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watch me
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as a mom can't keep a tunity ward so it
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goes mija I'm toast
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that's alright she tries right yeah she
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tries it is what she wants to do is just
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on the crapper no you're gonna pick up
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the pick up that dog like chin up are
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you guys ready
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are you ready
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oh this is wonderful this set I do I
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have all along it's just a whole concept
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of the cancer hitting me I just never
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thought about such a thing for some
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reason they did say one thing about this
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brain tumor it does not generally ever
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straight from the brain to another part
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of the body which is helpful but they
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because they know the definitive
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diagnosis they note that radiation a
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certain method of radiation and a
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certain regimen of chemotherapy is quite
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effective in treating it so I between
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that and my faith in God I do have hope
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I surely do
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ain't gonna be easy yeah I wish it were
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easier than it is all this therapy but I
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need the exercise anyway right all right
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so here's what we're gonna do let's try
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focusing on the left hand doing the
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pushing rights doing the pushing in the
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left hand is what we want to be done
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needs to do all that so what you want to
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do is the left hand supposed to help
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guide that this one we want doesn't to
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be doing some work here yeah
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yeah for wrist need this much stronger
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out there alright now one thing we are
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doing here losing lots and lots of
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shoulder but but really fast would you
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it would be how luckily did this Liz
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there's something and we hold that wrist
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a you just do a long a I'm gonna do it
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on the wrist if you do that yeah well
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you guys take this top you're gonna get
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it up
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not that all the way up just just right
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here what he's got so much to give
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should I do this well confrontation in
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the Southwestern Bell to the
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International memo from the National
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Cancer Center where acting commissioner
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of the FDA it states that you shouldn't
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read that kind of stuff I mean it's just
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the opposite of what we're having done I
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know that's why you shouldn't read this
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kind of stuff I'm not going evil people
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seem to think that this is going to be
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helpful it's not it's not it's too
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confusing
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yeah it does you know if it isn't
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exactly what you have then it sends the
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wrong message
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because it's the opposite of what I'm
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having done yeah it's different well it
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says you don't need chemo you don't need
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radiation I know but that's because he's
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promoting this antioxidant approach and
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that may work for some people but I'm
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not there yet but it isn't it isn't
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scientifically proven you're getting the
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best absolutely of the proven approach
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exactly I mean these are all pigs in a
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poke you nice not to have to think of
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having chemo though I gotta tell you but
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I don't want to start anything new now
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we are on a roll
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well that's one of those things that has
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shown up I don't want to be perceived as
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pushy like that Michael was sitting on
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the floor and his little eyes at around
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4 years of age 3 to 4 caucus this doodle
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Sunday coming in the window and he
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followed it up his little head went up
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and he followed all the way down to the
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floor and it was just the most darling
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thing and I thought oh I'm gonna write a
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little little song or something anyway
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have you seen that
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eyes of a child have you seen the
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wonderment there and she looks up into
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the sky as he looks up into the air it's
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the beauty of love love it's the one
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it's the beauty of wonderment o children
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in their work
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just their beauty just to be able to
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watch them see the most normal things
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and make it wonderful
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well that was the 2-night connected with
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it but I knew I always knew it would
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never be ahead I always liked the time
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period we lived in it was a great time
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just for time but now I was all there's
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an environmental junk it makes you
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wonder if it was such a good time
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because we didn't know the harm that was
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out there a man that my brother went to
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high school with we were all somewhat
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contemporaries he was just a few years
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older than I he had brain tumor and we
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got to thinking we were downstream from
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time speech is their connection while
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they used ice dioxin in to treat the
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rocky gravel roads up there I don't know
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what it did exactly but they felt it was
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safe during that time period they found
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out much later it was very harmful they
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actually bought out the town of times
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beach was purchased by I believe the
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government and then of course we swam in
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the river Jeremy I'm not hiring for
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degree summer so who knows who knows we
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couldn't even imagine there was a
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thought that came to mind it's not so
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far gone perhaps I'm tired around
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I'm gonna lay down here if you don't
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think I just folks I don't wanna from
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Jones hmm
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may the season be all you wish it to be
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happy holiday in the PICU this is for
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Jane
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they don't even include me he had cancer
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95 95 they gave him three months to live
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and he's still going strong I don't want
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any doctor to give me a time frame I
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want no time frame nuts whatsoever
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nobody she doesn't say cancer yeah I
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know it's cancer well you know more than
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what she said well it was his cancer and
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I don't think any person should put a
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time on somebody's life like that what's
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the point
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oh my god the answer to that because my
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feeling is what's at the other end of
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this line death I can deal with death
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it's just dead that's so frightening
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about that
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trying to take me out of here though huh
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try to be the winner but not make you
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feel - too bad - I'm gonna make it we
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think you'll add a couple more alright
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let's do a few more okay oh thank you
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Michael thank you thank you
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listen we I I hope I don't discourage
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you too bad babe I made into quick no no
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that's okay we got pretty close to what
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we wanted to do I think we did very well
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really yeah yeah we want to work on the
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leg again tomorrow yes a little stronger
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yeah we'll do the leg and and whatever
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else she thinks business all right don't
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work on the order and everything we know
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that a positive outlet house generally
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speaking there we come
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I like this cameraman here hope you
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don't get on my my little wrinkles
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mm-hmm yeah thanks wrinkles wrinkles are
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nothing
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wrinkles me and that thing we just hope
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that all of these everything comes
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together that came out therapy all the
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physical therapy occupational therapy
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that speech therapy so we will be this
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sound as it over by next year yeah cool
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down
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medicines working can't do that you need
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those you need everything you got
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oh yeah yeah
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yeah week we'd out of them
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how fast is that more being work
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they did some tests and ran another MRI
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and dang things still growing and it's
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moving into new areas well they don't
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know why it's not responding to the
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chemicals unfortunately it's just not
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your normal lump that you can take out
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their only option right now there's
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doesn't look like there's gonna be
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anyway she's going home again in a
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couple of weeks there may be some
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serious decisions to make Oh
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but get me out of this mess
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I wish I could just gotta rest let the
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medicine work that's the way we're going
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to get out of this mess and so let the
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medicine work and then on top of that I
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went and blew a disc and and not from
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doing anything spectacular just decided
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it was time to go well this time in the
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next I I have had surgery and now
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wearing a collar for the next well I've
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worn it for about a month and I got
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another month to go school
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Mazel Tov
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yeah
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Julie Samantha there's some apple for
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you
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when your mouth taking in so you can
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chew it he might be
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there you go do it up yeah there you go
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you are sitting up in the chair you are
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sitting in a chair right now you're not
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in bed
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where you gonna go you can't walk
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you wanna what
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you want to brush your teeth okay if you
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did that
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it's a softer brush so you don't hurt
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yourself
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yesterday
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five sleep on me
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put the toothbrush in your mouth do your
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teeth feel better
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what are you doing dead what am i doing
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I'm doing what's necessary trying to
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make frame the right size for the
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wedding certificate
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that'll work
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Ed McMahon what's the date 26 why is the
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22nd I don't know this is all dad's
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writing but that not sure what he did
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there we may actually have missed our
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anniversary today well happy anniversary
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maybe you have a lot of company your
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mom's here and your sisters okay
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there's mom
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ya see every time you turn around
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there's somebody else here granny was
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glad because she she if I was surprised
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she didn't know who we were and that mom
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was real happy about that and she wanted
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this this you know anniversary thing she
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was so looking forward to it dad was
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looking forward to yeah sounds like
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looks like we might have a chance to
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Herbie Emily's gland after you to
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participate in yeah
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you got your all ready we'll get you all
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set up mom you're looking great you're
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all together get your dress on you're
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looking good you're all together
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might not feel it but you are yeah we
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got you together
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sure
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leave huh we're here
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look at that go downstairs and live
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Chapel and you can come up and relax
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tomorrow just just relatives yeah you
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got that and Rob and Elizabeth and their
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kids and Bob and Jerry hey brother Bob
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and Jerry and Hakeem Devon so not a lot
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of people just a few all good friends
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and family and I'll be say we love you
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we're going down to the camper down to
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the chapel
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okay gonna get married
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everybody everybody's serving you you're
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the you're the guest of honor so you
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00:37:54,740 --> 00:37:56,390
just have to sit back and we will
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actually enjoy and say I do with the
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right back they you can do that can't
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you all right
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friends got his love and those who abide
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in love abide in God and God abides in
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them we gathered today in the presence
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of God to give thanks for the gift of
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marriage and to reaffirm the gift of
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marriage for Bob and Jane as I thought
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about the two of you today a lion came
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to me from a book that's from Charles
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Dickens book of Tale of Two Cities
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the opening line states that it is the
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best of times and the worst of times in
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the tale of two lives that of Bob and
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Jane will let this might also be said
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but this is a time when Jane is
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struggling with illness and Bob is
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recovering from surgery this is a time
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in which life is difficult however it is
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also a time when we can see in the two
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of you the central truth that Paul was
427
00:39:24,329 --> 00:39:26,700
saying to the church at Corinth love
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bears all things believes all things
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00:39:29,759 --> 00:39:34,200
hopes all things and endures all things
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I ask you why do you take Jane to again
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00:39:39,660 --> 00:39:41,430
to be your wife and do you promise
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before God in these witnesses that you
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00:39:43,799 --> 00:39:46,349
will be her loving and faithful husband
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in plenty and want in joy and in sorrow
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00:39:49,019 --> 00:39:52,170
in sickness and in health as long as you
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both shall live
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if so answer I do and do you Jane take
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Bob to be your husband again and promise
439
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,180
before God in these witnesses that you
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will be his loving and faithful wife in
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00:40:05,910 --> 00:40:08,849
plenty and want in joy and in sorrow in
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sickness and in health as long as you
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both shall live
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if so answer I do
445
00:40:18,540 --> 00:40:24,410
I do you may kiss your bride again
446
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you don't all have to teach your
447
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distance
448
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:52,080
you're not gonna melt feel like like my
449
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:58,540
rather hey you're gonna keep fighting
450
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aren't you
451
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is there any animators and then the
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other way but doctor said that you
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00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:05,770
become down here
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you got to get back to the room so that
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they can watch you so we're gonna have
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to postpone the motel trip some some
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time before too long we'll be able to do
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that we can we can we can stop on the
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way up to Colorado to our the melody
460
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lane hotel how about that that'll be
461
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:39,210
pretty good
462
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good shake
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and still improving tire these little
464
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roll because you're right so much rather
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just to your stay better and not trying
466
00:42:01,740 --> 00:42:03,089
toward worse and how man that was
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exhausting and painful
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I guess in some ways it made his face
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some grim possibilities which probably
470
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doesn't hurt to be at least prepared for
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you know we will work - for not to have
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infinity so move it move it I hope and
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pray in there and we'll see what we got
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sure
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I sure will what about Mike well why
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should he get congratulations oh I love
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you in your special what am I getting
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congratulations I I want to get out of
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this thing honey let me get out of this
480
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let me figure that out
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patro is this it to a chain and putz the
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name of this hotel okay it'll be okay
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00:43:23,799 --> 00:43:25,239
okay
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00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:35,659
how you feeling right now yeah I'm still
485
00:43:35,659 --> 00:43:40,969
frightening about this whole affair it's
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00:43:40,969 --> 00:43:43,719
very strange
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00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:50,289
well it's a scary process but doctor
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well I understanding the parts of it
489
00:43:53,029 --> 00:43:54,709
other parts I don't understand
490
00:43:54,709 --> 00:43:57,979
yeah that was not scary
491
00:43:57,979 --> 00:44:01,069
that is right it's scary one of those
492
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pictures on my bed I look like death
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warmed over
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sheesh I think they're looking pretty
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good mom thank you try being a hot naked
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girl shine she she's
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improves so much and doing so well they
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just and she wants to go home so I says
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00:44:21,240 --> 00:44:23,850
that seems so logical thing to do before
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the unless you think chemicals don't
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00:44:26,970 --> 00:44:29,700
start doing something this is is this is
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MIT this may be as good as it gets and
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he says what she's got is a terminal
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disease so sometime along there if the
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00:44:39,630 --> 00:44:42,150
chemicals don't work she's gonna get
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worse and go back to the way she was
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because if there's no answer then I can
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00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,580
just pray to God who knows I prayed to
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00:44:59,580 --> 00:45:19,020
him for months now good thing I had
510
00:45:19,020 --> 00:45:23,010
prayer in your heart that way you felt a
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00:45:23,010 --> 00:45:26,270
lot better about things
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00:45:26,420 --> 00:45:28,710
hey mom you gotta finish eating what's
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00:45:28,710 --> 00:45:31,320
in your mouth before you even why right
514
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,180
so put down your fork here for a second
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00:45:33,180 --> 00:45:37,050
for me go ahead and chew and swallow
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00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:40,260
know for sure go ahead and chew and
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00:45:40,260 --> 00:45:43,550
swallow what's in there already
518
00:45:46,940 --> 00:45:54,119
no no stop I know there's little
519
00:45:54,119 --> 00:45:57,600
stickers you put those on before you
520
00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:01,220
used it no they came with those mom well
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00:46:01,220 --> 00:46:03,720
you also have to swallow what's in your
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00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:06,630
mouth swallow what's in your mouth
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before you pick up any more food hold my
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00:46:11,820 --> 00:46:15,720
hand hold my hair alright so hope I can
525
00:46:15,720 --> 00:46:18,060
get back to normal and can eat and do
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right things you swallow what's in your
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00:46:21,090 --> 00:46:23,060
mouth mom yeah just a minute
528
00:46:23,060 --> 00:46:24,890
you gotta swallow what's in your mouth
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00:46:24,890 --> 00:46:28,520
okay I'm going to swallow it before you
530
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,950
eat any more food you're not supposed to
531
00:46:30,950 --> 00:46:32,420
just store it up in your chipmunk
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pouches
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that's it yeah
534
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,200
I know is that the doctor said don't
535
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:44,470
store the food I like my younger baby
536
00:46:45,130 --> 00:46:48,950
that's right you see I tell you he don't
537
00:46:48,950 --> 00:47:00,230
listen anyway if you don't like look
538
00:47:00,230 --> 00:47:14,330
apart i got a fork I don't know how to
539
00:47:14,330 --> 00:47:22,300
make you stop you won't stop stop eating
540
00:47:22,660 --> 00:47:28,160
in front of my body well you have to
541
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:31,810
swallow what's in your mouth out there
542
00:47:32,500 --> 00:47:37,190
you can get to the fork is that your
543
00:47:37,190 --> 00:47:40,390
distraction technique
544
00:47:43,069 --> 00:47:49,140
come operate haven't put me in it and
545
00:47:49,140 --> 00:47:53,130
st. that's I'm not gonna put anything
546
00:47:53,130 --> 00:47:55,859
else out why would we want to do that
547
00:47:55,859 --> 00:47:56,460
mom
548
00:47:56,460 --> 00:47:57,720
that's it that's what they're talking
549
00:47:57,720 --> 00:48:01,550
about no and they're talking about
550
00:48:01,550 --> 00:48:05,970
extended care is what they're talking
551
00:48:05,970 --> 00:48:08,970
about which is just a place where
552
00:48:08,970 --> 00:48:11,160
somebody can take care of you all the
553
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,190
time
554
00:48:14,690 --> 00:48:19,050
which is something that we have to find
555
00:48:19,050 --> 00:48:22,400
out whether we can do here
556
00:48:28,310 --> 00:48:31,760
I have never this I've had more than
557
00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:34,610
enough of this I think you should start
558
00:48:34,610 --> 00:48:36,290
feeling better that's what I think I
559
00:48:36,290 --> 00:48:39,610
have an answer
560
00:48:44,780 --> 00:48:47,910
anytime wouldn't be perfect again right
561
00:48:47,910 --> 00:48:55,170
choice daddy I got a call into you still
562
00:48:55,170 --> 00:48:58,550
got the bad headache yes a bad one just
563
00:48:58,550 --> 00:49:03,720
a bad man you're sick I'm sick yes very
564
00:49:03,720 --> 00:49:06,540
well that's that's one of the one of the
565
00:49:06,540 --> 00:49:09,089
seven one of the symptoms that we're
566
00:49:09,089 --> 00:49:10,619
supposed to call me miss you've got
567
00:49:10,619 --> 00:49:15,390
those kinds of situations so you need
568
00:49:15,390 --> 00:49:17,730
these pills within your condition you're
569
00:49:17,730 --> 00:49:19,200
not going to be able to swallow anything
570
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:22,950
could you just put them back up Randy
571
00:49:22,950 --> 00:49:25,710
yeah so we got to figure out another way
572
00:49:25,710 --> 00:49:28,290
to get these pills in you and that may
573
00:49:28,290 --> 00:49:32,880
require professional help you've been
574
00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:36,950
trying to get that for weeks okay help
575
00:49:36,950 --> 00:49:41,609
what help moving so I'm not so
576
00:49:41,609 --> 00:49:45,740
uncomfortable I don't know how to move
577
00:49:45,740 --> 00:49:48,240
okay honey that's cold
578
00:49:48,240 --> 00:49:51,060
I knew it mom if you don't straighten
579
00:49:51,060 --> 00:49:53,069
your leg I can't straighten but what do
580
00:49:53,069 --> 00:49:55,410
you want to do I want this place to be
581
00:49:55,410 --> 00:49:57,720
straight well here if you want them to
582
00:49:57,720 --> 00:50:01,740
be straight let me straighten the only
583
00:50:01,740 --> 00:50:10,140
way we're gonna solve this which means
584
00:50:10,140 --> 00:50:14,910
we need to take her in Oh Bob yeah we're
585
00:50:14,910 --> 00:50:17,940
gonna have to go back to the here we go
586
00:50:17,940 --> 00:50:20,220
you grab a hold of me Oh daddy I yeah I
587
00:50:20,220 --> 00:50:23,640
got it I got it yeah
588
00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:27,569
mrs. Grayson right here yes can you help
589
00:50:27,569 --> 00:50:28,349
me mom please
590
00:50:28,349 --> 00:50:33,000
Thank You Eddie come on baby come on I
591
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:37,109
know you can you don't let me get my
592
00:50:37,109 --> 00:50:39,750
hand underneath John come with me on the
593
00:50:39,750 --> 00:50:42,440
stand with your right
594
00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:54,770
your waist is so tiny
595
00:50:59,220 --> 00:51:03,319
get your get your foot here
596
00:51:39,850 --> 00:51:43,470
I'm not feeling really good
597
00:51:45,190 --> 00:51:47,800
and that hurts
598
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:52,540
my neck laughing well I have to get you
599
00:51:52,540 --> 00:51:55,020
something for that
600
00:51:57,390 --> 00:52:01,380
you gotta eat because because we can't
601
00:52:01,380 --> 00:52:03,570
we can't take care of you at home if you
602
00:52:03,570 --> 00:52:08,610
don't eat I don't want to have to put
603
00:52:08,610 --> 00:52:10,290
you in the hospital or something like
604
00:52:10,290 --> 00:52:14,660
that because you won't eat
605
00:52:14,910 --> 00:52:18,230
what do you got there mom
606
00:52:31,259 --> 00:52:34,259
yeah
607
00:52:47,850 --> 00:52:51,840
yeah she just blank for 10 seconds or so
608
00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:55,680
and and then she'd start off again as if
609
00:52:55,680 --> 00:52:58,890
the 10 seconds didn't exist that's when
610
00:52:58,890 --> 00:53:00,870
she was over your seizures yeah that's
611
00:53:00,870 --> 00:53:03,450
that's a sign of a seizure it's that
612
00:53:03,450 --> 00:53:05,490
little blank out when she might have
613
00:53:05,490 --> 00:53:08,280
been doing that for years weirdest yeah
614
00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:09,750
could have been could have been for
615
00:53:09,750 --> 00:53:12,930
years and you know as a sign that there
616
00:53:12,930 --> 00:53:14,700
was something going on there that I just
617
00:53:14,700 --> 00:53:17,220
hadn't effect any of the vital functions
618
00:53:17,220 --> 00:53:19,230
and therefore we just didn't just
619
00:53:19,230 --> 00:53:23,970
brushed it off that's why I'm a little
620
00:53:23,970 --> 00:53:26,730
bit concerned about the steering is is
621
00:53:26,730 --> 00:53:30,870
is she's starting to have little those
622
00:53:30,870 --> 00:53:36,020
little gaps again she's definitely
623
00:53:36,020 --> 00:53:38,700
focused in on something off to the right
624
00:53:38,700 --> 00:53:41,700
that is may or may not be something we
625
00:53:41,700 --> 00:53:47,070
can see okay I love you I love you too
626
00:53:47,070 --> 00:53:49,710
mom I don't know baby it's just been a
627
00:53:49,710 --> 00:53:53,310
very bad day we were hoping you were
628
00:53:53,310 --> 00:53:56,340
feeling better today well I wish I could
629
00:53:56,340 --> 00:54:02,630
I feel better today honey why I'm strong
630
00:54:04,220 --> 00:54:11,400
thank you for your sympathetic they're
631
00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:18,560
coming they're coming
632
00:54:19,070 --> 00:54:22,050
I want you to talk to your father and
633
00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:24,780
tell them this she's I can make it if
634
00:54:24,780 --> 00:54:25,950
you really shouldn't help
635
00:54:25,950 --> 00:54:29,910
I want something under my body honey if
636
00:54:29,910 --> 00:54:31,080
you have something you need to go to the
637
00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:31,770
bathroom again
638
00:54:31,770 --> 00:54:34,230
yes you do I do you definitely need to
639
00:54:34,230 --> 00:54:35,850
go to the bathroom yeah you're not just
640
00:54:35,850 --> 00:54:38,760
forgetting that you want right I don't
641
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:41,070
think so Craig I need to go potty again
642
00:54:41,070 --> 00:54:43,840
please I need to potty again
643
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:45,520
we're getting something for you we're
644
00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:47,620
getting someone for you I'm warming yes
645
00:54:47,620 --> 00:54:51,100
a woman is coming down okay yes that's
646
00:54:51,100 --> 00:54:51,730
good
647
00:54:51,730 --> 00:54:54,460
I need a pot if we know love someone's
648
00:54:54,460 --> 00:54:57,280
coming okay I need somebody to help me
649
00:54:57,280 --> 00:55:00,100
but yeah she needs to go to the bathroom
650
00:55:00,100 --> 00:55:00,430
again
651
00:55:00,430 --> 00:55:03,310
I need a potty underneath I'm sure
652
00:55:03,310 --> 00:55:04,750
they're coming they're coming as fast as
653
00:55:04,750 --> 00:55:11,350
they can okay I like those jeans if
654
00:55:11,350 --> 00:55:13,900
those delays yep these are the new jeans
655
00:55:13,900 --> 00:55:16,180
I got at Christmas I have got PP coming
656
00:55:16,180 --> 00:55:22,360
on right now all right we need a bedpan
657
00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:23,500
pretty quick
658
00:55:23,500 --> 00:55:27,400
I guess Oh where'd God put me well I'm
659
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:33,160
gonna keep you right here give me that
660
00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:35,410
right now can you give that to me this
661
00:55:35,410 --> 00:55:38,140
very moment Oh help me help me help me
662
00:55:38,140 --> 00:55:42,130
Mom you still you still need to go to
663
00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:42,850
the bathroom
664
00:55:42,850 --> 00:55:46,780
I don't know that I do yeah I felt like
665
00:55:46,780 --> 00:55:49,360
I had a bunch coming out you did some in
666
00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:54,090
that pan there yeah okay
667
00:56:32,689 --> 00:56:35,619
okay okay
668
00:56:35,619 --> 00:56:40,259
we gotcha gotcha
669
00:56:51,930 --> 00:56:56,730
and he said that if we do find some
670
00:56:56,730 --> 00:57:00,839
miracle what we have is probably as good
671
00:57:00,839 --> 00:57:02,640
as it's going to get that the damage is
672
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:04,849
permanent
673
00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:09,140
which basically means that this isn't
674
00:57:09,140 --> 00:57:11,890
what she was
675
00:57:20,030 --> 00:57:24,080
oh there you go
676
00:57:24,080 --> 00:57:27,650
you got it you got it you know who I am
677
00:57:27,650 --> 00:57:48,860
that's great Wow yeah I talked to dr.
678
00:57:48,860 --> 00:57:55,090
Strauss he says that the
679
00:57:55,180 --> 00:58:00,060
cancer is resisting everything
680
00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:07,099
they've tried everything and it's just
681
00:58:07,099 --> 00:58:10,640
resisting everything
682
00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:27,109
so we're gonna have to ask mom and dad
683
00:58:27,109 --> 00:58:33,160
to come get you and help you
684
00:58:34,570 --> 00:58:38,730
have you talked to mom and dad lately
685
00:58:41,550 --> 00:58:49,900
they're waiting for you they're gonna
686
00:58:49,900 --> 00:58:54,840
help aren't they they're gonna help
687
00:58:56,790 --> 00:58:59,590
you've wanted to talk to mom and dad for
688
00:58:59,590 --> 00:59:04,210
a long time and here's the time it's
689
00:59:04,210 --> 00:59:07,620
time to talk to mom and dad
690
00:59:13,550 --> 00:59:16,630
they let me baby
691
01:00:15,190 --> 01:00:18,099
can't be as good as home but it will try
692
01:00:18,099 --> 01:00:22,779
to make it as homey as we can't hunt and
693
01:00:22,779 --> 01:00:31,049
we'll be here every day yeah every day
694
01:00:52,750 --> 01:00:57,100
there's a sequel last night mom
695
01:00:59,210 --> 01:01:02,210
okay
696
01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:23,190
what do you need mom more people here
697
01:01:23,190 --> 01:01:36,450
now my mom when I first saw your mom I
698
01:01:36,450 --> 01:01:38,790
thought that even though I was talking
699
01:01:38,790 --> 01:01:40,320
to you on the phone every day about what
700
01:01:40,320 --> 01:01:42,450
was going on with her but there's a way
701
01:01:42,450 --> 01:01:43,890
when you're away from something of
702
01:01:43,890 --> 01:01:46,980
believe me that it's not true even
703
01:01:46,980 --> 01:01:50,160
though you know it is true and it was
704
01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:51,690
hard not to cry but she's still laying
705
01:01:51,690 --> 01:01:54,000
right there and so you don't want to cry
706
01:01:54,000 --> 01:01:57,450
in front of her and have her feel like
707
01:01:57,450 --> 01:02:01,710
you've given up on it some some part of
708
01:02:01,710 --> 01:02:03,810
me still has hope and I you know thank
709
01:02:03,810 --> 01:02:06,510
you praying but then another part looks
710
01:02:06,510 --> 01:02:08,880
at how sick she is and says it would be
711
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:12,900
a real big miracle if she were there God
712
01:02:12,900 --> 01:02:13,680
would heal her
713
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:16,110
it says this little chair is a reminder
714
01:02:16,110 --> 01:02:18,030
that every day through the good and
715
01:02:18,030 --> 01:02:20,220
through the bad God is always sitting
716
01:02:20,220 --> 01:02:23,550
beside you loving you ready to give you
717
01:02:23,550 --> 01:02:27,420
support so put this chair beside you and
718
01:02:27,420 --> 01:02:29,640
I hope you'll feel God's loving presence
719
01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:32,220
he's always there when we make room for
720
01:02:32,220 --> 01:02:34,890
him thinking of you with lots of love
721
01:02:34,890 --> 01:02:40,260
Kadri that's a nice card yeah it was a
722
01:02:40,260 --> 01:02:44,000
nice car I tell ya
723
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:49,340
oh yeah you're doing good today we got
724
01:02:49,340 --> 01:02:53,710
lots more time lots more time together
725
01:02:53,710 --> 01:03:00,620
yeah Craig always nice to qualified that
726
01:03:00,620 --> 01:03:03,440
I am his favorite girl under 40 because
727
01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:06,850
we know who his favorite girl over 40 is
728
01:03:06,850 --> 01:03:09,590
you know what you might even be his
729
01:03:09,590 --> 01:03:11,630
favorite girl period and that is just
730
01:03:11,630 --> 01:03:13,520
fine with me because you're really
731
01:03:13,520 --> 01:03:15,500
lovable and I could see why you would be
732
01:03:15,500 --> 01:03:17,390
his number one girl what are you
733
01:03:17,390 --> 01:03:20,570
thinking and everything home like it's
734
01:03:20,570 --> 01:03:24,020
pretty pretty sad and depressing
735
01:03:24,020 --> 01:03:27,110
actually in this part not a place right
736
01:03:27,110 --> 01:03:32,390
just inspires hope excitement at all
737
01:03:32,390 --> 01:03:35,570
for sure I will always associate this
738
01:03:35,570 --> 01:03:37,810
hallway with the awful stench of urine
739
01:03:37,810 --> 01:03:40,640
so you get halfway down the hall to like
740
01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:44,570
the end of the hall it's just like awful
741
01:03:44,570 --> 01:03:46,280
you're inside just gonna hold your
742
01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:47,660
breath but you can't hold them long
743
01:03:47,660 --> 01:03:53,360
enough you look like you see things are
744
01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:58,030
you seeing things that are frightening
745
01:04:00,220 --> 01:04:03,850
you needn't be afraid
746
01:04:04,690 --> 01:04:08,170
Bart is close by I promise she was
747
01:04:08,170 --> 01:04:11,710
indicating that she was seeing things
748
01:04:11,710 --> 01:04:15,250
that we weren't seeing and seeing people
749
01:04:15,250 --> 01:04:17,440
that we that we weren't seeing angels
750
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:20,890
floating around and not knowing where
751
01:04:20,890 --> 01:04:23,650
she was and not being in control and
752
01:04:23,650 --> 01:04:25,300
kind of like she was caught in this
753
01:04:25,300 --> 01:04:29,350
dream world since she had such a an
754
01:04:29,350 --> 01:04:32,860
affection for my mom and dad and keep
755
01:04:32,860 --> 01:04:35,470
trying to tell her to look for look for
756
01:04:35,470 --> 01:04:38,050
mom and dad because they'll help
757
01:04:38,050 --> 01:04:42,900
they'll help help her on this journey
758
01:04:43,260 --> 01:04:47,580
you're free you're free
759
01:05:04,350 --> 01:05:12,330
hard to catch in between yeah yeah I
760
01:05:12,330 --> 01:05:14,880
think you're right if she's uh
761
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:27,000
if she's awake could be any day it could
762
01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:37,590
be any week in between yeah take what we
763
01:05:37,590 --> 01:05:39,960
wanted unfortunately look but what
764
01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:52,620
happens okay dear lord please hear our
765
01:05:52,620 --> 01:05:56,430
prayer Craig and Jane and I are all in
766
01:05:56,430 --> 01:05:59,520
agreement that with your guidance and
767
01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:01,920
help James brain can be healed and
768
01:06:01,920 --> 01:06:04,560
you'll shrink the tumor and help her
769
01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:07,560
brain grow back so healthy and help her
770
01:06:07,560 --> 01:06:10,260
regain everything lord please help would
771
01:06:10,260 --> 01:06:23,910
be without pain did you reach keeper huh
772
01:06:23,910 --> 01:06:27,450
reaching for the sky reaching for the
773
01:06:27,450 --> 01:06:30,240
stars that you think changing looks
774
01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:32,070
better she's got more roses in her
775
01:06:32,070 --> 01:06:34,100
cheeks
776
01:06:36,210 --> 01:06:41,040
Jane this is mom and you know my boy
777
01:06:41,040 --> 01:06:43,230
says this is mom like you don't know who
778
01:06:43,230 --> 01:06:48,359
mom is I don't know she dish by the
779
01:06:48,359 --> 01:06:50,670
facial expressions that maybe she yeah
780
01:06:50,670 --> 01:06:57,589
she does mom she yes yes hello Jane hi
781
01:07:01,769 --> 01:07:04,769
you
782
01:07:22,550 --> 01:07:26,930
yes you think you're their father
783
01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:08,450
bye-bye-bye change the by 3d
784
01:08:52,788 --> 01:08:56,749
we know that you love us
785
01:08:57,429 --> 01:08:59,730
yeah
786
01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:09,709
to me
787
01:10:27,360 --> 01:10:31,500
you've got that engine
788
01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,920
let's see your eyes moving you're
789
01:10:34,920 --> 01:10:38,610
blinking that eyeball yeah you gonna
790
01:10:38,610 --> 01:10:41,100
blink the other one just gonna blink the
791
01:10:41,100 --> 01:10:43,340
left
792
01:11:33,890 --> 01:11:36,840
we have started to write to both so many
793
01:11:36,840 --> 01:11:38,820
times would have had trouble sitting
794
01:11:38,820 --> 01:11:40,370
down and putting our thoughts on paper
795
01:11:40,370 --> 01:11:42,930
like everyone else we still can't
796
01:11:42,930 --> 01:11:46,140
believe what has happened with Jane's
797
01:11:46,140 --> 01:11:48,960
illness since last year we still think
798
01:11:48,960 --> 01:11:50,369
of Jane just like
799
01:11:50,369 --> 01:11:52,019
the last time we saw her in southern
800
01:11:52,019 --> 01:11:55,789
County happy full of life and excitement
801
01:11:55,789 --> 01:11:58,079
Jamie want you to know how much we love
802
01:11:58,079 --> 01:12:00,719
you and miss talking to you you have the
803
01:12:00,719 --> 01:12:04,379
best voice always bubbly and cute Jane
804
01:12:04,379 --> 01:12:06,689
said several times on the phone that you
805
01:12:06,689 --> 01:12:09,409
always move
806
01:12:10,489 --> 01:12:13,369
that you were special but she felt so
807
01:12:13,369 --> 01:12:15,260
fortunate to learn the depth of your
808
01:12:15,260 --> 01:12:18,350
love and caring everyone in the world
809
01:12:18,350 --> 01:12:21,590
that's lucky
810
01:12:22,630 --> 01:12:24,880
we of course will contrive for a miracle
811
01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:27,480
every day
812
01:12:30,580 --> 01:12:34,730
ready for a miracle mom one breath that
813
01:12:34,730 --> 01:12:35,450
means yes
814
01:12:35,450 --> 01:12:38,720
Wow my jingle bells tinkle fast II know
815
01:12:38,720 --> 01:12:42,290
all the way to ride in a one-horse open
816
01:12:42,290 --> 01:12:44,750
sleigh hey you need to wait you're
817
01:12:44,750 --> 01:12:47,570
sleeping he knows when you're awake he
818
01:12:47,570 --> 01:12:50,900
knows if you've been bad or good so be
819
01:12:50,900 --> 01:12:57,110
good for goodness sake don't you like
820
01:12:57,110 --> 01:12:59,530
that or that
821
01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:08,390
they didn't hear us you're doing already
822
01:13:09,949 --> 01:13:12,949
so
823
01:13:15,499 --> 01:13:18,660
for me
824
01:13:18,660 --> 01:13:22,340
you'll never live
825
01:13:43,630 --> 01:13:48,140
that may be the last time I see her but
826
01:13:48,140 --> 01:13:51,290
I don't feel like it is nothing you went
827
01:13:51,290 --> 01:13:53,590
to hell no I know
828
01:13:53,590 --> 01:13:57,160
the hell done
829
01:14:25,450 --> 01:14:28,450
yeah
830
01:14:57,620 --> 01:15:00,700
well do
831
01:15:02,850 --> 01:15:06,770
she's gonna open up her eyes boys
832
01:15:12,340 --> 01:15:15,179
come on
833
01:15:19,280 --> 01:15:22,060
come on
834
01:15:22,500 --> 01:15:25,969
why don't we get a miracle
835
01:15:26,540 --> 01:15:30,280
well a [ __ ] miracle
836
01:15:34,060 --> 01:15:37,060
stupid
837
01:16:47,180 --> 01:16:55,280
okay okay
838
01:16:55,280 --> 01:16:58,670
thank you very much
839
01:17:03,489 --> 01:17:07,040
mom passed away now I'm kicking myself
840
01:17:07,040 --> 01:17:08,930
about [ __ ] hands for not going down
841
01:17:08,930 --> 01:17:15,050
there tonight yeah yeah but I had a
842
01:17:15,050 --> 01:17:22,150
feeling yeah
843
01:17:24,850 --> 01:17:33,290
get it home hospice passed away this
844
01:17:33,290 --> 01:17:40,630
evening yeah
845
01:17:46,800 --> 01:17:50,390
turn eight I've been there
846
01:17:52,420 --> 01:17:55,780
yeah that's really good phone calls no
847
01:17:55,780 --> 01:17:57,610
warning yeah
848
01:17:57,610 --> 01:18:01,540
hello since rolling in their sleep just
849
01:18:01,540 --> 01:18:07,239
can't do anything about it anyway there
850
01:18:07,239 --> 01:18:10,679
I am being practical
851
01:18:12,560 --> 01:18:15,410
you know sometimes the practical place
852
01:18:15,410 --> 01:18:22,640
you got to go that place hurts a little
853
01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:28,970
too much at that moment so you think we
854
01:18:28,970 --> 01:18:35,600
can handle this by ourselves I think so
855
01:18:35,600 --> 01:18:41,140
I think we got each other
856
01:18:47,980 --> 01:18:54,590
let me too much wow she's in a better
857
01:18:54,590 --> 01:18:56,740
place
858
01:18:58,900 --> 01:19:03,310
unfortunately our place just got worse
859
01:19:03,520 --> 01:19:10,030
Wow it's missing something
860
01:19:30,340 --> 01:19:32,530
everything is set for the reception
861
01:19:32,530 --> 01:19:34,929
tomorrow they did have one question that
862
01:19:34,929 --> 01:19:36,849
probably sounds silly but they want to
863
01:19:36,849 --> 01:19:38,770
know if you want to have iced tea and
864
01:19:38,770 --> 01:19:41,920
punch and coffee or just punch and
865
01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:43,780
coffee or just punch an ice tea doesn't
866
01:19:43,780 --> 01:19:46,050
matter to you
867
01:19:46,050 --> 01:19:48,219
not really I don't think you're gonna
868
01:19:48,219 --> 01:19:51,429
have many coffee drinkers give me the
869
01:19:51,429 --> 01:19:54,969
definition of Jane will let in three
870
01:19:54,969 --> 01:19:58,300
sentences are left why would you say you
871
01:19:58,300 --> 01:20:02,170
know I I could tell you little stories
872
01:20:02,170 --> 01:20:03,849
where she [ __ ] my here and there but
873
01:20:03,849 --> 01:20:09,159
she was just amazing I can't I can't you
874
01:20:09,159 --> 01:20:13,349
know I was never asked for anyone else
875
01:20:17,460 --> 01:20:20,670
she was
876
01:20:25,120 --> 01:20:27,280
the greatest gifts I was ever given I
877
01:20:27,280 --> 01:20:32,640
got started out of life with with
878
01:20:34,780 --> 01:20:38,080
a huge huge advantage right from the
879
01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:51,240
start she cared about others
880
01:21:34,499 --> 01:21:38,909
we just did everything together
881
01:22:07,380 --> 01:22:12,700
we had somebody put him said I know that
882
01:22:12,700 --> 01:22:14,410
if you go from this place there is one
883
01:22:14,410 --> 01:22:16,060
thing that Jane would have to remember
884
01:22:16,060 --> 01:22:19,360
that God made this world beautiful all
885
01:22:19,360 --> 01:22:22,840
things and that he made not that we
886
01:22:22,840 --> 01:22:26,020
could share it with one another that her
887
01:22:26,020 --> 01:22:28,260
love
888
01:23:09,989 --> 01:23:14,860
no it's not no it's not water lying that
889
01:23:14,860 --> 01:23:16,600
way but in the pan I can we don't
890
01:23:16,600 --> 01:23:20,670
verdict it gives your goodness yeah
891
01:23:21,360 --> 01:23:24,250
bless your soul well McCain Kirby we're
892
01:23:24,250 --> 01:23:27,120
lat yeah
893
01:23:33,310 --> 01:23:35,950
we're gonna be thick of you all the time
894
01:23:35,950 --> 01:23:39,130
love you
895
01:23:41,039 --> 01:23:44,149
got a naked speech
896
01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:51,159
she's making that
897
01:23:56,620 --> 01:23:59,620
okay
898
01:24:06,120 --> 01:24:09,020
love you mom
899
01:24:16,739 --> 01:24:20,400
or deceive me again
900
01:24:21,510 --> 01:24:25,959
yeah I was gonna crash on June 8
901
01:24:25,959 --> 01:24:32,530
assuming the cosmic yeah it ain't even a
902
01:24:32,530 --> 01:24:35,110
blip I think yeah yeah man they've been
903
01:24:35,110 --> 01:24:38,010
here a few seconds
904
01:27:22,400 --> 01:27:26,420
this what's all from over
905
01:28:22,170 --> 01:28:25,060
be able to go any place in Colorado
906
01:28:25,060 --> 01:28:26,830
without knowing that you're watching
907
01:28:26,830 --> 01:28:31,770
this that you're here with us
908
01:28:39,380 --> 01:28:41,440
you
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