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i don't like talking about my childhood
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all you gotta know is that my mom got
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hooked on heroin and meth and when i was
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12 she brought me to a dark alley where
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some sketchy man was waiting for us i
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was petrified but then out of nowhere
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police arrived and separated me from my
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mom they told me that she had tried to
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sell me to a drug dealer so she could
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get another hit of heroin but i have no
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idea if that's true my mom got a 20-year
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prison sentence and i had to move into a
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children's home you normally don't get
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adopted if you are over the age of 10
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and it was no different for me but my
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streak of bad luck wasn't over yet at
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age 16 i was diagnosed with cancer a
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harmless one though the doctor said i
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shouldn't worry too much because my
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chance of survival was over 98
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but it still sucked because i was
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stationed in a big hospital room with
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lots of annoying kids well one day a
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well-dressed man came inside followed by
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a camera crew he said i am proud to
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announce that my company will pay for
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all medical bills of these sick kids and
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make sure they get the best treatment
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possible then he looked around as if he
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was searching for something finally his
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eyes stopped on me he came over and said
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my child what is your name emma please
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tell us why you are here i have stage 1
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breast cancer that's when another child
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screamed yes and she's also an orphan
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the man was shocked cancer and an orphan
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you poor little girl after a while he
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told the cameraman to stop filming then
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he asked if i wanted to eat dinner with
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him and i accepted
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so how is it to live inside a children's
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home
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it sucks most nights i go to bed hungry
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because there isn't enough food around
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and some of the kids are extremely
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violent i've been beaten up and pushed
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down the stairs more times than i can
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count i'm sorry to hear that you have
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such a difficult life and i know the
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offer i'm making you now will come out
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of nowhere but do you want to move in
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with me i have a nice house and promised
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to take care of you well i wasn't sure i
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didn't want some old guy to take care of
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me it was scary and i wondered if he
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would feel the same if i wasn't a pretty
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girl but i had checked the guy online he
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was a public figure and seemed
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reasonably nice so i agreed his house
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was just as one expects from a
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billionaire beautiful and with taste
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however when he showed me my room i was
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a bit freaked out
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everything was pink and girly looking
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was this your daughter's room before
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what no
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i don't have kids
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then why do you have a room in your
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house that looks like a 12 year old girl
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lives inside
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oh um
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i told my assistant to furnish this room
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i must have forgotten to tell her that
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you are already 16 but i like it don't
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you
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i still wasn't sure if this guy was a
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creep or just socially awkward but
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anyway there was no question that he
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cared about me he had high standards and
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when i got home with a d on my exam he
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told me that was unacceptable no one had
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ever held me up to any standards before
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and i didn't want to disappoint him
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again so i started studying for school
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every day and he also hired me a tutor i
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really liked the tutor he was cute funny
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and yes already 24 years old we often
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talked about topics completely unrelated
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to school and one time we were just
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about to kiss when the old man walked in
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on us and screamed hey you are paid to
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help or study take your hands off her
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i'm sorry but we were just taking a
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short five-minute break from studying
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don't lie to me i've been eavesdropping
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on youtube for a while and all you've
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talked about was celebrity gossip i hate
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liars like you you are fired i was
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surprised to see the old man so angry
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and wondered if maybe he was just
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jealous to see another guy flirting with
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me it felt like he wanted me all for
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himself
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however i was so grateful that he
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allowed me to live with him that i
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didn't dare to question his intent
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during one dinner i told him about my
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plans on studying cinematography after
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high school he liked to hear how
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passionate i was and arranged for me to
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work for a famous director for a month
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that's the privilege you get from having
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a billionaire daddy however at bedtime
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he always came into my room and said
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good night to me and one time he gave me
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a good night kiss on my forehead again i
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didn't know what to make of it i knew
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dads kissed their daughters but we'd
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known each other for not even a year
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the next morning he apologized though
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saying that kiss last night might have
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been a bit weird it's just that i'm on
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the autism spectrum and don't always
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know what's socially normal
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oh now it all made sense i said don't
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worry i've noticed that you can be
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different at times but in a good way
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so you liked it the kiss i gave you
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oh god what was i supposed to respond it
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was such a weird question
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finally i said
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yeah i liked it i guess it means you
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care about me
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that's when he took me in his arms and
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gave me another kiss
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well for my 17th birthday he told me to
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invite all my friends for a big party at
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his house it was really amazing he even
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paid a famous singer to perform a
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concert but i think he got envious of
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all the attention the singer got and
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asked her to leave again to make things
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worse i saw him chat up all my female
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friends i even heard him say yeah i met
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drake once at a club in las vegas i got
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his number on my phone why was he trying
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so hard to impress my teenage friends he
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was a grown man and it seemed so
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immature but again he was paying for the
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whole party so i didn't complain however
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back in school after the weekend one of
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my friends told me your dad is so cool i
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wish he would adopt me too
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yeah he's pretty great can you give me
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his number maybe he can give me some
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career advice he's so smart you know
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was she serious i told her no i won't
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give you the number of a 40 year old guy
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you sound like you have a crush on him
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that's disgusting you are only 17.
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oh stop it this guy got you an
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apprenticeship with
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one of the biggest directors in the
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world if you won't give me his number
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then it only proves how you want him all
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for yourself
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at first i thought she was crazy for
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accusing me of such a thing but then i
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realized something
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every evening before the man came home i
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quickly went to the bathroom and made
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sure i looked good if i wore a blouse i
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would open another button and often i
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even put on some extra makeup just to
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look good for him i started doing this
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after he bought me a new car not a super
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expensive one but i was still so
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grateful that i ran up to him and
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thanked and kissed him i could tell how
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much he liked it i think he wanted to
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spoil me like any dad spoils his
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daughter and all i could do in return
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was to wait for him to come home after
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work look pretty and greet him with a
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kiss is that weird
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now there is one thing i haven't
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mentioned yet one day i accidentally
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smacked my elbow against the bathroom
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wall and noticed the sound was off it
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was hollow i tried to measure the
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thickness of the wall and it measured
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four feet which was way too much i also
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checked the other walls and they were
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all the same very thick and hollow were
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there secret passages maybe that's how
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the old man had eavesdropped on me and
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my tutor of course i have seen movies
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where you'd take a book out of a shelf
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and a secret door would open i thought
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for a moment where the entry door to the
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secret passages would most likely be and
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figured it had to be the old man's
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office i felt bad going in there without
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his permission but it only took me a few
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minutes to find a button under his desk
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and just like in the movies a bookshelf
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slid to the side i guess rich people
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have the money to build such gags into
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their houses the floor looked perfectly
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clean which meant it had been used and
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cleaned recently i walked through the
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floor and quickly found a small hole you
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could slide open when i looked through
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it i could see our living room i became
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petrified was there a hole to my room
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too or my bathroom what if he had
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secretly watched me all this time i
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nervously walked on this was the wall to
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my bedroom it didn't have a hole but i
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could see that there once was one it
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must have just recently been sealed with
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concrete despite how creepy everything
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was i didn't confront the old man about
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it i told myself he would never watch me
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through the walls because he loves me
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and would never hurt me in any way right
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i wasn't fully sure but i knew he'd get
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upset if he found out i'd search through
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his office room
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one time he'd bought me a new smartphone
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and all i said was a quick thank you
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apparently this wasn't good enough for
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him i didn't show enough appreciation so
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he told me to return it i was shocked to
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see him so angry but i knew what to do i
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said i'm so sorry daddy and then i gave
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him a hug and a kiss
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that was enough to change his mood
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anyway for my 18th birthday he took me
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out into the countryside on a hunting
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trip he said he told his assistant to
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book us a house but when we arrived it
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only had one bed he said i'm sorry i
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must have forgotten to tell my assistant
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that i'll bring a guest this time i hope
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you don't mind sleeping in the same bed
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with me tonight i also brought a woody
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allen movie with me we could watch it
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together but sharing a bed was too much
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for me so i told him i wanted to go home
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but i flew us all the way out here i
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thought you wanted to go hunting with me
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now i got angry too because he was
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pressuring me into something i didn't
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like i ended up leaving while he stayed
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but on my way home i received a nasty
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message from him on my phone he insulted
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me and said i wasn't allowed to stay
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another night at his house and that he
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wouldn't pay for my college tuition even
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though he had promised to do so before
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was he really so offended by me not
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sharing a bed with him he was so
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immature and i was so sad i felt like
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i'd lost the only person that i could
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rely on but guess what six months
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forward after i had moved out of his
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house i find out that he is now dating
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my ex-classmate the one that was on my
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birthday party and asked me the
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following day for his phone number so
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maybe he is a giant creep after all
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please let me know in the comments if
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you can make any sense of this
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