All language subtitles for Be.Melodramatic E11

In-guk! I told you not to play
with slime toys in the morning.

That's the alarm at our house.

For romance,

you'll be carrying Mr. Son's child...

For comedy,

you'll be a gold-digging writer
who seduces Mr. Son to help your career.

Why does a day have to begin
no matter what?

It's a robust system
that never allows a single error.

I should sleep some more.

I'll refuse today
by sleeping until tomorrow morning.

Come on out.
I'm really going to hit you today.

I'm going to call the police then.

So my refusal is refused.

Get off of me now.

I have a strong personality,
but not a strong physique.

Rice or bread?

Come on. You should eat something.

I have a friend
who's a famous psychologist.

I was frustrated

so I went to talk to her.

People who lost their loved ones

may grieve and suffer
from auditory and visual hallucinations.

A sense of loss is commonly shown
in the process of mourning.

But in most cases,

they get over it in about two months.

What Eun-jeong is going through
is understandable enough,

but such cases are still being
studied in the academic circles.

So an accurate diagnosis
can't be made for now.

Excuse me. Can I take a look
at the 70-200mm lens?

The 70-200mm?

Among us,

it's called persistent complex
bereavement disorder.

It means the disorder has continued
for over a year.

The reason they find it
difficult to deal with it

is usually found

in their childhood relationship
with their parents and family.

My family was happy.

Until I confessed about myself.

I guess I could've been a reason.

Hey. Don't.

It's actually because of me

that my parents live abroad.

Hey.

Your mom is a travel writer
and your dad is a photographer.

It's just that traveled around the world
after raising their children.

They found a good place for their old age

and settled down there happily.

Don't you dare undermine their coolness.

She's right.

Your parents understood you.

They pretended to understand me.

Otherwise, why would they
not invite me over even once?

Eun-jeong lost her parents because of me.

Hey, pull yourself together.

Why are you being like this? I'm scared.

Am I the only one feeling that way?

Am I the only one who's been there?

Okay. I'm sorry.

I really want Eun-jeong to see my friend.

And I need you
to come up with a way, Hyo-bong.

Okay.

I'm worried.

And I feel bad.

So I want to avoid this.

How should I tell her?

Just tell her.

Eun-jeong is smart.

And she loves you a lot.

"My brother must've struggled a lot
to tell me about this."

She would think.

Her heart's already burdened,

and I'm adding more to it.

Let's just think

that we're emptying it out
to fill it up again.

Hello?

Rice with seasoned thistle.

- What?
- Today's menu.

How about rice with seasoned thistle?

I just ate.

Then we can make one
and eat it for dinner.

I'm on my way to your office.

I'm in my office now.

But I'm on my way.

Well... I won't go to my office today.

I have a plan.

You do?

Yes, I'm hanging up.

I didn't know it happened.

So why are you telling me that now?

When should I have told you?

You never know
because you're not a housewife.

I'm busy and bored at the same time.

You should tell me right away
when something interesting happens.

Mom, I'm serious.

Hey, it's good though.

I'm happy for Hwan-dong too.

I miss him. You know I liked him.

I'm being serious here.

It's okay. It's nothing serious.

You can't decide if I'm okay or not.

I'm your mom.
I can tell by the way you eat your food.

You're just fine. You're eating very well.

I'm not eating well.

I'm picking on food.

If you wanted to pick on food,
you should've used chopsticks.

You're just scooping food into your mouth.

You're quite keen.

I don't know. I'm hungry
because I'm worried.

Aren't you more worried about Mr. Son
than yourself?

Do you like him?

What are you talking about?

Jin-joo, this is my second time
to see it in my life.

I gave birth to you 30 years ago.

Back then, your face was all red.

And now, it is completely red again.

My gosh. I should go tell your dad.

This is not something to tell Dad about.
Do you really have to tell him?

You never know
because you don't run a laundry.

He's busy, but he's bored.

I have to go tell him.

- I'm going to tell him.
- I bit my tongue. That's why I blushed.

Okay. You like the director.

- Hey.
- Honey.

Will you listen to me?

Will Mr. Son and Ms. Lim get married?

No.

That can't be right.

A lot of rumors in this field
have turned out to be true.

It happens a lot. Aren't I right?

Well... You're right.

They might get married separately.

Sure. I guess that's not true.

I heard she's pregnant.

- Gosh.
- The word is out.

- What?
- They say she's pregnant.

I heard it.

Why do you care so much?

Of course I do.

What does Beom-su mean to you?

A creature that I love the most
but I couldn't have.

What do I mean to you?

A creature that I love the most
and I have.

"And I have?" A creature you have?

- Just how many creatures do you have?
- Nothing else. Just you.

What is this?

It feels good, but it's a little awkward.

It's like I was taking a walk
on a sunny day after a rain,

but I stepped in a puddle.

My socks are all soaked,

but the weather is still sunny.
This is how I feel.

Am I feeling it right?

Is this something
we should be discussing at work?

No. I should get going.

Everyone knows why you look like that,
so change it now.

We need to talk.

- I'm hungry.
- I'll buy you coffee.

What?

That's why she's avoiding me?

The writer is avoiding the director.

This isn't about a writer and a director.

It feels like coed high school
all over again.

I know. It's so childish.

This is such a small industry.

Lee Dong-min and Kim Eun-ha were
a famous couple back in school.

And they appeared in my previous work
as a married couple.

Eun-ha's husband is the CEO
of a production company.

And he cast Dong-min
in their upcoming work.

Do you think he tried to kill him?

Even you dated Sol-bi
while working on music for your drama.

Do you think you won't run into her?

You will. So what?

It's just the same for Ms. Lim. It means
you've been in this industry for long.

And it means you're competent.

You're making it sound like
I'm actually dating Ms. Lim.

Why couldn't you be?

Just suit yourself to the rumor.

I can't date someone
because of some rumor.

It's not just a rumor.

You do like Ms. Lim.

Listen. Why are you hiding your feelings?
Why disguise it?

That's it.

Shut your mouth now.

I'm sure you two like each other.

What do you think? Just date her.

Marry her, too. Live happily ever after.

Once one of you dies first,

when those who are spreading

the rumor right now come to the funeral,
it's not like they'd say

"That awkward relationship
of yours is finally over."

People will gossip anyway.
It will just spread around

in this petty small industry
and vanish into vapor.

Do you think I don't know that?

She's a budding writer.

She wouldn't be used
to being gossiped about like this.

See? You're worried about the writer.

- You like her.
- People like you are exaggerating it.

Why do you always have to turn
my consideration into romance?

Since when were you being so considerate?

Forget it. Stop worrying about it

and do what you have to do.

Of course. It's not like
I'll cancel my project because of this.

No, that's not what I mean.

Something you have to do
for someone you like.

Don't you get it?

Seriously, even at your age
you don't get it?

Why are you trying so hard

to make me date someone?

Why are you being
exceptionally passionate?

It's because of Da-mi, right?

I'm on duty right now.

I should do my job.

SCENE 56, SO-HEE'S KITCHEN, NIGHT

Don't fix it. Just keep it as it is.

Your script was really fun to read.

How did I end up unconsciously
writing down about my past?

Am I really fine
with what happened back then?

Was I trying to ask him
if he remembers it too?

Gosh, I don't know.

Whatever it is, it's fine.

There's no reason I can't do this.

Be careful.

I'm scared.

- What?
- All right. Don't open your eyes.

- This is scary.
- All right.

We're here.

Open the locker in front of you.

- This one?
- Yes.

What is it? I wonder what it is.

I know what it is. It's a bouquet.

If you were going to get me
something fragrant like this,

you should have covered my nose too.

You're so mean.

Go get a stuffy nose or something.

You... What is this?

Here.

Gosh.

Have you been busy working part-time
to buy me this?

I like flowers. They make me happy enough.

You should be studying.

Gosh, you're giving me a headache.

Go ahead and nag at me. It's just nice.

How much did you pay for this?

I spent all the money I have.

I'm going to earn a lot of money
and give it all to you.

- Why are you so immature?
- At least I'm competent.

I love you.

I've got some scolding to do to you.

But first things first.

I'VE GOT SOME SCOLDING TO DO TO YOU
BUT FIRST THINGS FIRST

This is so lame.

It's just cute.

No, it's lame.

Have you ever done
anything like that though?

You just keep trying
to make me look sad and lonely.

Back in the day, I've done all...

those things.

But why can't I remember anything?

It means you've never done it.

You can't say it happened
unless you remember it.

I think it did happen.

But I'm not sure if it was my experience,

my script or my dream.

What about you?
Have you ever done anything like that?

Do you remember anything?

Yes, I have.

I remember it very clearly.

I just don't want to remember it.

Why not? You said it's cute.

I met my ex-wife when we were young.

And we did all sort of crazy
lovey-dovey stuff.

But when we got a divorce, we promised

not talk to each other
unless it's about child support expenses.

It's just strange to think
about the memories of her.

It just feels bitter.

I'm not going to drink
even if you say that.

I have to work.

Let's drink with Beom-su and Ms. Lim.

- What?
- Call her.

- Me?
- You should call Ms. Lim now.

Why would I call her?

Let's go to a sashimi restaurant.

You should call her.

- Let's have soju and beer.
- My goodness.

With some sashimi.

Yes, ma'am.

I'll talk to the director
and get back to you.

Okay, thank you.

Jae-hun.

I think we need to pick a casting team
and a casting director.

The one the director used to work with
can't work with us.

Jae-hun.

- Yes?
- Hang on.

Hello, Ms. Hwang.

Hello, Mr. Son. Do you have time to talk?

Yes, go ahead.

I got a call from Jeong So-yeon's agency.

They liked the script,

so they gave it to their actress,
and she's reading it right now.

But as far as I know,

Jeong So-yeon is starting a movie in July.

I don't think she's available.

But the CEO of her agency called me

and said he wants to meet up with you.

I guess he will try to convince me
to cast another actress.

I'll meet him anyway.

Who are the other actresses in the agency?

So So-min's here.

Pardon?

Well... They have Lee So-min.

THINGS WILL BE FINE ONCE YOU TURN THIRTY

I went to the same college
with this writer.

But I've never met her
since I took a year off.

Now we're meeting again like this.

I went to the same college as you,

but I've never seen you
since you took a year off.

And yet we met again like this.

Did you recommend me?

No way.

I happened to meet Director Son,

and I did tell him
that I'm working with you.

But I don't get involved
in personal affairs

of the people whom I work with.

Is that why you gave me
the heads up on Min-jun?

The script is interesting.

But they wouldn't cast me

- as the main character.
- Why not?

They probably wouldn't like me.
I'm not pretty.

You are pretty.

You're the prettiest person I know.

- What are you doing?
- I'm just telling the truth.

This isn't a time I have to flatter you.

You already seem to be in a good mood.

You know what?

It was just for a while,
but I think we were pretty close.

Why didn't you call me
before you took your leave?

Was it because you became famous?

I didn't like you guys.

That's it for today.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- Let's go to eat.
- I'm on a diet.

- That's it?
- Yes.

But I just forgave her
because she got me her script.

What?

So-min got my script?

Gosh, I don't like her.

- What about Han-ju?
- Because she's prettier than me.

But I just forgave her too.

You just told me
that I'm the prettiest person you know.

I think

you're the prettiest person I know.

That's true.

Here.

You too, Jin-joo. Here.

- What about me?
- They only liked you.

But I just forgave you

because you said that Min-jun is amazing.

That's very

simple and lucid.

So is that amazing guy doing well?

You know you stand out
even more that way, don't you?

Let's eat. I'll fix you a meal.

Stay seated. I have something to do first.

Hey.

Damn it.

Do you really have to say that
to someone who just kissed you?

I told the agency that I'm going to quit.

Okay. I'll just break your leg

so you won't run away from me.
I'll feed you.

I'm not going anywhere.
You don't have to break my leg.

I'm going to Haenaem Entertainment.
I'll become successful.

I'll make it to the CEO.
Just give me five years.

What? Aren't you going
to see me for five years?

Should I break your leg now?

I can't live without you.

Have you not realized it yet?

I have.

We will be working apart
and become very busy.

But let's not be
understanding and considerate.

We have to see each other every day.

We have to meet even if we fight.

We'll just grab each other by the collar.

No, not the collar. Let's just...

We will meet every day.

Every day.

Gee, this is awkward.

Let me just cover your mouth.

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- Can I come in?
- Yes.

This isn't something that happens a lot.

You're the only person I have.

- What about Mun-su?
- Mun-su and you.

What about Mom and Dad?

Mom, Dad, Mun-su,

- and you are all I have.
- What about In-guk?

- Han-ju, Jin-joo--
- Enough.

Just tell me what you want to say.
It's okay.

One of A-rang's friends

is a famous psychologist.

She's been stressed out lately,
so she went to see her.

And she found it nice.

She recommended us to go there too.

Okay.

I get it.

I'll go see her.

Mr. Son, I'm here.

The script was really fun.

The writer is good.

I should've come with So-yeon.

But she just finished her project
and she's now abroad.

I usually don't contact my actors
when they're on a break,

but I liked the script so much
that I even e-mailed her right away.

I told her to read it
and give me some feedback.

We could've met after she finished it.

It will take her a while though.
She has dyslexia.

I heard she's starting a movie in July.

It's not fixed. She's still thinking.

I don't quite like it
because it's a supporting role,

but the movie is large-scaled.

And she likes to do movies.

Then she might do it.

But I want your project.

Would So-yeon even listen to your agency?

She'd listen. She will make
her own decision though.

What are you talking about?

It means she has good hearing.

Oh, right. How about Lee So-min?

- I knew you'd say that.
- I'm just saying

in case you haven't thought about her.

So-min is better when it comes to acting.

- Has she got good reviews on her acting?
- Sure.

- Where?
- Internally.

You mean, in the agency?

Come to think of it,
she will be perfect for this part.

Is it your personal opinion?

Just think about it.
I'll have her audition for the role.

To be honest, she's too big to audition.

Actually she's been working really hard.

I even scolded her recently
to stop trying so hard.

Hello, Ms. Hwang.

We should have a meeting about casting.

Right now.

I'll see you at the office.

Oh, right.

Please call Ms. Lim too.

How is Lee So-min doing
in the industry these days?

She's hosting a talk show
on a cable TV channel.

What was her latest drama?
I didn't watch it.

Her last work was a weekend drama.

It got pretty good ratings,
but it was a male lead-focused drama.

So she's been on a downturn since then.

I don't think
her acting skills are that bad.

Mr. So sounded like he'd
give us Tae Min-gi for Jeong-gu.

Tae Min-gi is a rising star.
I bet he might want the male lead.

Apparently he's not sure
if he could pull off a sole male lead.

By the way,

where is Ms. Lim?

She said she needs
to edit her script today.

I mean,

a casting meeting without the writer?

She said she'd follow your opinions.

Should we try contacting other agencies?

If you could just
narrow down the candidates...

Let me watch some
of Lee So-min's dramas first.

Excuse me.

Hello?

What are you doing this evening?

- Let's hang out.
- Are you lonely?

Hang out with Dong-gi.

I want to have a drink
with Hwan-dong, Ms. Jung, and Ms. Lim.

Isn't it nice? We don't have to feel
uncomfortable around each other.

We are uncomfortable around each other.

No.

Fine. Then can you call Ms. Lim?

Me? Why?

She might nag me
for doing something useless.

I'm in a meeting now,
so text me where to meet up.

Gosh, why is it so hard
not seeing her? It's just one day.

I made seaweed soup for you.

- But you just put noodles in it?
- It's delicious.

And why would you come here to work
when you have your own office?

I feel lonely.

You sound spoiled.

I become hungry when I skip a meal.

And I become lonely when I'm full.

I guess that's life.

I've learned a lot from you, ma'am.

Come to the sashimi restaurant near
the broadcasting station by seven tonight.

Let's have dinner and drinks.

What is this?

Why?

I'm going out to have dinner again.

- I should get going.
- See you.

Jae-hun. Aren't you supposed
to watch the musical tonight?

That's right.

You should hurry.
There might be a traffic jam.

Okay.

Aren't you getting off?

Just wrap things up and go first.

I'll be off then.

Have fun on your date.

Okay.

I broke up with her. It's been a few days.

Will you...

watch it with me?

I need to go pick In-guk up.

- Hang on a second.
- No, it's fine then.

No. Just a moment.

Hey, Hyo-bong. I love you.

- Okay.
- Okay, I love you.

Let's go.

Ms. Lim, we're here.

That's right.

A director and a writer should
sit across from each other.

You should read each other's thoughts.

But it doesn't mean
you should keep staring at each other.

There is a time when it's needed.
Something like...

Damn it. I don't know.

I like how you two look together.

The future of Korean dramas.

The ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend.

Oh, dear. I'm sorry.

Is everyone here?

Hello.

You hid somewhere
to be the last one to come, right?

Mr. Sung, why don't you go hide somewhere?

I'll call you to pay the bill.

I'm lonely. Play with me.

You can play with your dogs.

Is everything going well
with your project?

Yes, thank you.

Don't. You lost all your crew members
to our team.

It's not like we took them away.

- Our project starts early.
- Right.

- Do you want me to take them back now?
- Yes.

Crew members aren't like
the name tags on Running Man.

You can't just take them
on and off like that.

- You have become prettier.
- You look the same.

Why do I feel like I'm losing?

Oh, that's not what I meant.

At our age, looking the same
means you've become prettier.

- What about my age?
- You're 46!

- That damn...
- Why do you yell at me?

I'm hungry.

I'll order whatever I want.

I like it when someone else
chooses the menu for me.

I'm ordering for myself!

- Go ahead and eat, 46.
- Why do you say that again?

I don't know. It just popped out!

- Excuse me.
- Gosh.

You're being too loud. Please don't...

We were just playing a game.

- We'll keep it down.
- Okay.

Choose something delicious.

We finally got to have a drink
without big trouble.

- Isn't it nice?
- Not exactly.

Isn't it exactly nice?

I think it's great.

It's great to get along.

Hwan-dong's drama has moved
to Fridays and Saturdays.

- Why?
- To air it right before your drama.

- So why?
- Why do you think?

To help your drama.

It will help a lot if your drama is

aired right after something popular.

It means you'll get at least
one percent or two more in ratings.

Are you trying to help me out here?

- No, it's--
- It means Ms. Jung will

help out Ms. Lim.

It's a lot of pressure for Ms. Jung.

Ms. Lim was her assistant.
But they'll be compared this way.

Ms. Jung has nothing to gain here.

And yet she offers to do that.

She has a little nasty personality,
but she's not a bad person.

Fools always say

that I'm not a bad person.

I'm obviously a bad person.

Why? Because I'm nasty.

I like being a bad person.

I see.

I have dealt with so many people
with nasty personalities,

but you are on another level.

I must say, it's pure.

You're like the epitome
of a nasty personality.

And what made you think that way?

You never throw a tantrum insincerely.

Your face and voice show the true colors

of your nasty personality.

You're immersed in it so purely.

I knew it.

You're smart.

You know that I hated you, don't you?

I know.

I got kicked out.

I was jealous.

Your writing had a lot of things
that I could never do.

But it doesn't necessarily mean
you're excellent.

Okay.

Don't be too successful.

But don't be a failure either.

You were once my assistant.

Just be good enough to save my face.

Okay.

Now that we're at it,

let me ask you a favor.

Go ahead. Just one.

Among Mi-yeong, Sa-rang, and Su-hui,

can you send one of them to me?

Working by myself is beyond my capability.

And it's really hard
to find a good assistant.

I wonder they'd want to go.

Once you bring it up,
I'll try to convince them.

Please?

I'll talk to them.

Give me that.

I'll pour it for you.

Thank you.

Here.

Let's drink up.

Go play with your dogs.

If you keep saying that,
I'll get mad at you.

Shut up, you fool.

- My gosh.
- Let's not talk about it.

- What was that?
- My gosh.

Mr. Sung is always like that.

Let's take a group picture.

- All right. Let's take one.
- A picture.

- We have to take a picture first.
- Let's do that.

All I can see is you.

I don't have to be in the picture.

No way. You have to be in it.

Gosh, just take a selfie.

- Hurry.
- Hang on.

Bunny?

Bunny?

Bunny.

I have to go.

Please.

Bunny.

What's going on?

No.

Bunny.

Hop.

Hop. Hop.

How could you ask a customer to leave?

She keeps on hopping around!

That's what a bunny does.
It's not like she should flap around.

- Goodbye.
- So she can go out and hop.

We're leaving already.

I'm sorry.

Bunny. Bunny!

Hello, I'm a bunny.

Hurry up and come on out. Bunny's bored.

When I'm bored, I go to the moon.

Let's go to Moon Karaoke!

Karaoke. Karaoke!

Bunny, you can't walk on the road.

You have to run on the sidewalk.

What are you waiting for?
Bunny's running away!

I'm going home.

I'll take you home.

Why would you?

What?

Oh, well...

You know, it's late.

I know it's late.

But why?

The streets in her neighborhood are dark.

It's dark, but why you?

Okay, take me home. I'll walk home.

Okay.

Hop, hop, hop.

- Hop!
- Bunny, will you slow down?

Bunny! Stop right there.

- Bunny is...
- Bang!

And it's out of the dome!

Where have you been, you jerk?

I can't deal with this rabbit by myself.

Follow me. Follow me, all of you!

Bunny. Wait!

You can't catch me!

Bunny!

Bunny.

I bet you're not feeling well.

I bet you couldn't even enjoy the musical.

No.

I keep bothering you, don't I?

I'm sorry.

I won't be like this tomorrow.

Then tell me about Ha-yun.

I know you want to.

No.

Go ahead and tell me.
It can be something bad.

I won't take it as you being a petty guy.

I'll just think of it as cute whining.

- Well--
- You should resent her too.

Once you resent someone
to your heart's content,

you'll start to see what you did wrong.

Go ahead.

"That bitch." That's how you start it.

Bitch.

- You can't say that to me.
- What?

No, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry.

It wasn't like that.

That bitch.

She keeps doing stuff I don't like.

And I couldn't like it about her.

She drinks.

I mean, it's fine.

But does she really
have to drink all night?

If she comes home like that,
she should just go to bed.

But why does she always
gets a call from a guy?

I'm really upset.

So I hate her.

But she can't stand...

being hated even for a minute.

I just hate her so much,

but she demands that I love her.

So, although it's a little strange,

I force myself to give her
what I think is love.

But such affection mixed with hatred

can never satisfy her.

She even feels lonely.

And she even

hates me the other way around.

So she does

things that I hate again.

You must've felt so frustrated.

Two hedgehogs are wandering around

in a complicated maze.

They keep poking each other.

And they both end up bleeding so much.

At some point,
they can't stand it anymore,

and set the maze on fire.

And they run away.

The space they shared is gone.

Then I open my eyes,

and I don't know where I am anymore.

Let me tell you where you are.

It's where ordinary hedgehogs live.

In this place, the hedgehog

will eventually have to love
another hedgehog.

I mean, it can't love a cat.

You'll soon find a way

not to get poked

or get hurt.

What about you?

Did you find a way?

No.

I know this isn't the right time

to feel this way.

I want

to date someone.

Why do you keep following me?

I'm going my way.

- This isn't where you go.
- How do you know where I'm going?

Until when will you avoid me?

I'm shy around people by nature.

You weren't like this before.

How do you know me?

- We need to talk.
- Go ahead and talk.

Face to face.

About the rumor.

The problem we're facing
isn't something we can deal with.

And it's not even a big deal.

But the things we need to do
from now on are

a big deal.

We need to cast actors,

finish the remaining work on your script,

do shootings, and get reviews.

It's freaking scary.

But the terrifying work is
what we can deal with.

Isn't it exciting?

Let's focus on what we can do.

Okay.

Let's

focus.

And there's something else
we need to deal with.

It's way more important than the things

I just talked about.

And you can settle it.

What is it?

Selling the drama overseas?

The second season?

Me.

My feelings for you.

It's not just that I like you.

I like you so much

that I need you to do something.

We both found out about our feelings
that we'd been trying to hide.

And we both knew our feelings
that we'd implicitly been hiding

would eventually come out.

But neither of us knew

that it'd happen today.

Come in.

Hello.

Hello.

Nice to meet you. Come sit over here.

Have you been to a place like this before?

Or met a psychologist?

No, this is my first time.

How do you feel?

It feels cozy.

I thought what I saw
in movies was made up.

Some are from the movies,
and some are my taste.

It's nice.

Normally, I'd give you a questionnaire

and review your answers
before talking to you.

But let's just talk.

A- rang told me a lot about you,
so I can't pretend not to know you.

It would feel like lying.

What do you normally start talking about?

I ask about your job,
your family background,

and whether or not you drink or smoke.

And most importantly,
I ask you what I'm curious about.

Okay.

I'll just ask you
things that come to my mind.

You don't need to answer
if you feel uncomfortable.

When you watch a sad movie
or feel like crying,

are you easily moved to tears?

When was the last time you shed tears?

You may take your time.

Tears...

I don't remember.

It's been more than two years.

It was hard.

His parents visited him
at the hospital only once.

I didn't leave his side even for a moment.

He was in pain,

but fortunately, he didn't
hide himself until the end.

He didn't push me away.

I'm grateful for it.

He was unconscious for a long time.

One night,

he woke me up.

He couldn't even talk,

but his eyes seemed so peaceful.

I could understand
what he was trying to say at once.

He passed away by my side. That night.

And...

And I don't remember.

Actually,

I don't think I've ever cried since then.

I feel like I have no feelings.

How do you feel these days?

It's bearable.

What do you mean by bearable?

Well... I'm doing a hard job.

It'd be strange

if it wasn't hard to make a documentary.

It's just okay.

I'm glad to hear that.

Then let's put your work aside.

Besides your work,

how do you usually feel?

I didn't know well.

I wasn't aware of my feelings.

But one day,

I felt like something
that makes me feel emotions

was stuck on the ground.

I tried to take it off,

but it didn't even budge as if

it had been always there.

I think that's a positive signal
at least for you.

- What?
- Actually,

it's an emotion
that depressed people feel.

But it's like

you found yourself back
from your big trauma

which had made you
unable to recognize yourself.

I believe there's some
positive element around you.

My friends are always there for me.

We eat, drink, and talk together

every single day.

Girls would fight a lot
when they live together,

but we are not like that. I like it.

I envy you. They are such good friends.

How is your relationship
with your parents?

They live abroad.

- I just call them from time to time.
- I see.

Isn't there any problem
with your relationship?

No.

I know that they had a hard time
because of my brother,

but I think

they've done

as much as they could.

What about your childhood memories?

We had no problems.

Is there any memory
that comes to your mind

when you think of
your childhood with them?

Just anything.

When you got scolded or felt happy.

It's nothing special,

but my mom was working back then.

So I hardly have

any memory of spending time with her
on weekdays.

But that day, she didn't
go to work for some reason.

I was about 10.

It was the school anniversary,
so I was at home.

She talked less than usual.

I wondered why and studied her feelings.

She asked me
what I wanted to eat for lunch.

I said cotton candy.

There was a small park with a few rides

in the neighborhood.

We weren't well off at that time,

so we couldn't afford to go there often.

She took me to the park

without saying anything.

I ate a hamburger.

And I ate cotton candy.

I rode a ride that cost 3,000 won.

I was supposed to be excited.

But looking at my mom
sitting on a bench vacantly,

I was concerned about her
even though I was young.

So I just sat

next to her for a while.

What happened to her?

I have no idea.

Why do you think she did that?

I never asked her why.

If I ask her now,

she might not even remember it.

The day

just passed by like that.

Why do you think you recalled that day?

I don't know.

It's not something

that I tried to remember.

I just...

don't know.

I'm sorry.

It's okay. It's no problem.

What happened between you and her?

WE WILL BE WORKING APART
AND BECOME VERY BUSY

BUT LET'S NOT BE UNDERSTANDING

AND CONSIDERATE

WE HAVE TO SEE EACH OTHER EVERY DAY

TWO HEDGEHOGS ARE WANDERING
AROUND IN A COMPLICATED MAZE

THEY KEEP POKING EACH OTHER

AND THEY BOTH END UP BLEEDING SO MUCH

AT SOME POINT, THEY CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE

AND SET THE MAZE ON FIRE AND RUN AWAY

THE SPACE THEY SHARED IS GONE

THEN I OPEN MY EYES,
AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM ANYMORE

MY FEELINGS FOR YOU

IT'S NOT JUST THAT I LIKE YOU

I LIKE YOU SO MUCH

THAT I NEED YOU TO DO SOMETHING

What about Ha-yun?
I feel thrilled when I break up.

It's not the end, but a new beginning.

You can text me
if you're depressed at home.

I'll wait.

Are you glad to see me?

Are you seeing someone?

She has a kid. Is that okay?

Can you help me up?

Just stay there!

Why do you say I'm not here?
Do you not need me anymore?

- Die.
- I'm going to kill you!

We already like each other.

On hold.

Do you have time tonight?

I wanted to have dinner like this
with you just once.

I guess you've never lost someone
you like without doing anything.

but you need to know
how nerve-wracking it is.

Mr. Son, what is love?

We had definitely become different.

The best thing in this world.

Subtitle translation by Young-ju Kim