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J� jsem Michael
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podle skute�n�ho p��b�hu
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Ahoj, j� jsem Michael.
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Paul.
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Pr� t� n�co tr�p�.
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To je v po��dku.
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Nic se ned�je.
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J� jen...
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nech�pu...
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pro� m� B�h takov�ho stvo�il.
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Nestvo�il.
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V�� mi.
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Dovol mi, abych ti n�co �ekl.
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Nenech se omezovat
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vlastn�mi volbami nebo touhami.
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Gayov�
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neexistuj�.
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Je to fale�n� identita.
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To nen� moje volba.
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� Pro� bych si vyb�ral�
� V�dycky m� na v�b�r.
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Chce� j�t do nebe, ne?
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Ano.
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Pokud ct� dobr� mravy,
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zvol� si heterosexualitu,
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abys z�stal s Bohem.
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p�ed deseti lety
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Ahoj.
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Kampak mi ut�k�?
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Ud�l�m n�m sn�dani.
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N�.
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Ale jo, no tak.
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Sn�dan� je nejd�le�it�j�� ��st dne.
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Na m�tinku budu m�t muffiny.
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Muffiny?
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Jo, muffiny.
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Bor�vkov�.
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Mmm, bor�vkov�.
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Dob�e, tak si pak d�me ob�d, jo?
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Mmm, rann�
v�nek.
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Aaa, p�esta�. B� pry�!
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Coming out � nejt잚� rozhodnut�
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Gay vtip�m jsem se sm�l,
aby m� neodhalili.
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Michael Glatz � ��fredaktor
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Pou��vejte ochranu!
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Je ext�ze bezpe�n�?
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Jak sbalit heter�ka?
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Pa��me od soumraku do svitu
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To je hust�, �e d�l� v XY.
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Jo. Jo, je to skv�l�.
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Jste te� jedinej bezva gay �asopis!
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Jo no� tak n�jak.
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Hej, poslouchejte, sle�inky!
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XY magazine je top!
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To je n� �as zaz��it!
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Nasil� na gay�ch ot��s� Wyomingem
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Mathew Sheparde, nezem�els nadarmo.
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Matthew Shepard nijak neskr�val, �e je gay.
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Kdy� minul� t�den p�i�el do baru v Laramie,
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tito dva podez�el� jej vyl�kali ven
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p�edst�raje stejnou orientaci.
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Nyn� jsou ob�alov�ni z brut�ln�ho �toku,
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kdy nechali Sheparda 18 hodin
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viset na tomto plotu
p�i mraziv�ch teplot�ch.
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Shepard byl udr�ov�n na
p��stroj�ch do dne�n�ho r�na,
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kdy zem�el.
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Shepardova rodina je vd��n�
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za podporu z cel�ho sv�ta.
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Zabili ho, proto�e se b�li.
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A b�li se kv�li tomu,
co jim jejich c�rkve �ekly,
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a kv�li tomu, co vid� ve filmech�
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Je to kurva sm�n�.
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Douf�m, �e dostanou trest smrti.
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� Jse� proti trestu smrti.
� V tomhle p��pad� ne.
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To je stejn� jako b�t
pro svobodu slova,
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dokud ti n�kdo ne�ekne
n�co, co t� na�tve.
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Zem�el pomalou smrt� potom,
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co ho p�iv�zali k plotu a mu�ili.
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P�esn�, pomal� smrt je mnohem bolestiv�j��.
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Zbytek �ivota by m�li
str�vit ve v�zen�.
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Dob�e, hele, pot�ebujeme se
oprostit od n�lepek,
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proto�e lidi rozd�luj�
a nav�d� je k �tisku.
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Lid� necht�j� b�t vn�m�ni
jako gayov�, proto�e�
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Boj� se, �e skon�� jako Matthew.
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Ale my jsme gay �asopis.
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Vystupovat jako gay je sou��st� komunity.
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Je to pochopen�, postup�
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V �asopisu jsme mlad�m ��kali,
jak se vyoutovat.
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A� jsou hrd�, �e jsou gayov�.
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M�li by b�t hrd�, �e jsou sami sebou.
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Gay a hetero jsou jen spole�ensk� pojmy.
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Aaa, Bo�e.
Ty a ta tvoje queer teorie.
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T��da je na sezen�
s profesorem Michaelem Glatzem.
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Zklapni.
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Fajn, fajn, hele�
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Mus�me vydat zpr�vu,
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�e p�ita�livost ke stejn�mu pohlav�
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neur�uje, kdo jsi.
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Ahoj.
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Tys kou�il?
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Jen jednu.
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Malou.
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Byla to mal� cigaretka.
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Mizero.
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Dopisy redakci.
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Devades�t procent jsou
ne��astn� teenage�i s v���c�mi rodi�i.
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M�li by sho�et v pekle,
zasran� k�es�ansk� konzervativci.
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Eeh, dobr�.
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Ne� se tak stane,
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kon� se designov� sout�
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pro leti�t� Halifax International.
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J� se nechci st�hovat do Halifaxu.
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J� v�m, ale otec chce,
abych vedl v�b�rovou komisi.
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Je to ohromn�.
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Halifax je tak nudnej.
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Tvoje rodn� m�sto je nudn�.
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Nen�.
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� Olympia?
� Jo.
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Jsou to jen stromy a �
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mlha a kafe.
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A rodi�t� hnut� Riot Grrrl.
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A m�sto, kde Kurt Cobain napsal
velkou ��st Nevermind.
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Oh, dob�e...
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� Jo.
� V tom p��pad�...
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Ale je to tu neudr�iteln�,
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pokud nejsi v hnut� s
.com.
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A j� nechci ��t ve studiu
na Mission Street,
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a� n�m bude pades�t.
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No, nebudeme.
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Budem ve velk�m s�dle na kopci.
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21. kv�tna 2000.
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Kdysi jsem si s�m sebe p�edstavoval,
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jak hezky st�rnu v dom� na kopci v Castro.
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Co je pro m� ale d�le�it�j��,
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je zest�rnout s moj� �ivotn� l�skou,
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Bennettem.
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A tak opou�t�m San Francisco,
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abych �il in Halifaxu v Kanad�.
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P�esto�e nerad odch�z�m z �asopisu XY,
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jsem nad�en�, �e kone�n� mohu
p�ijmout nab�dky na p�edn�ky,
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kter� jsem d�ky sv� pr�ci
redaktora a aktivisty
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dost�val v pr�b�hu lo�sk�ho roku.
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Spousta lid� si nen� v�doma toho,
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�e term�ny �heterosexu�l�
a �homosexu�l�
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vznikly teprve p�ed zhruba sto lety.
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Jak v�dycky ��k�vala moje matka:
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�Pom�h�-li ostatn�m,
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pom�h� i s�m sob�.�
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��asto �teme o v�ce sexu�ln�ch�
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M�m c�lem je provl�ct jehlu
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�tkaninou� t�to zem�
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a �se��t� �ivoty v�ech mlad�ch gay�.
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V�m, �e spousta z v�s
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se sna�� skloubit n�bo�enstv�
a sexualitu, ale�
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Ale jak� b�h by v�s trestal
za hled�n� l�sky?
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Tady jsem rozpt�lil mamin�in popel.
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Proboha.
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Po��d tu je.
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Mami, z�stanu tu s tebou.
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Ne.
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Nebu� tvrdohlav�.
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Nebude� odkl�dat semestr, abys byl se mnou.
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M��u ti z toho pomoct.
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Budu v pohod�, v�dy� jsem to ��kala.
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C�t�m se l�p.
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Opravdu, Michaele.
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Jsem na tebe tak py�n�.
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Tolik t� miluju.
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Miluju t�.
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M�l jsem z�stat.
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Ka�d� ��kal:
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�Neboj, modl�me se za ni,
nem�j obavy.�
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V�ichni jednou zem�ou.
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Ani sebev�t�� motliby to nezm�n�.
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Je�t� nevst�v�! P�t minut, pros�m.
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Nemohu uv��it,
�e se bl�� moje ro�n� v�ro��
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tady v Halifaxu v Nov�m Skotsku
v Kanad�.
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J�dlo je v�te�n�.
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Obzvl sushi.
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Lid� jsou p��tel�t�,
a i kdy� je tu gay komunita
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mnohem men�� ne�
v San Franciscu,
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m�m velk� pl�ny,
kter� p�inesou po��dn� v�sledky.
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Co je s tebou?
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Nic.
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Pod�vej, mus�m naj�t n�co jin�ho,
co budu d�lat.
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Prost� nejsem stvo�en� pro ��edni�inu.
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T�eba d�t tomu n�jak� �as?
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M�m v pl�nu spoustu v�c�.
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Chci sv�j vlastn� �asopis.
Chci n�co v�t��ho.
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J� Chci na lidi zap�sobit.
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� To tady d�lat nem��u.
� Mele� kraviny.
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� Rozhodli jsme spole�n�, �e odejdeme ze San Francisca.
� Ne, nerozhodli.
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Chci ��ct�
musels p�ijmout tohle m�sto.
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Stejn� jakos musel p�ijmout m�sto,
co n�s p�ivedlo do San Francisca.
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��m� jsi dostal m�sto v XY,
tak�e bys mi m�l d�kovat.
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Je tohle�
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M� to b�t mexick� j�dlo?
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Pro� nezajde� do obchodu
a neud�l� si vlastn� j�dlo?
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Mo�n� ud�l�m.
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Mus� m� ale nejd��v
po��dat o pen�ze,
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proto�e ty ��dn� nem�,
pamatuje�?
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D�ky.
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Ahoj.
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Ahoj.
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Ty jse� Mike, �e jo?
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Eh, jo.
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XY: N�vod na p�e�it� mi fakt pomohl.
(kniha)
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Ty m� sleduje� nebo tak n�co?
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Tyler.
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Ahoj.
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J� jen�
Cht�l jsem, abys v�d�l,
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�e souhlas�m se v��m, co ��k�
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o gay identit� a sexualit�.
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Nechci, aby m� strkali do �katulky
jen proto, �e jsem gay.
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Nechce� b�t ve �katulce?
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Ne, nechci b�t ve �katulce.
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Sakra ty jse� sladkej.
217
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M��u ti koupit drink?
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Nem� p��tele?
219
00:14:54,766 --> 00:14:58,489
Hmm... Taky si bude myslet,
�e jsi roztomilej.
220
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Je to galaxie.
221
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No, vlastn� je to spir�la.
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Jedin� symbol,
kter� nic neznamen�.
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Je nekone�n�.
��dn� za��tek, ��dn� konec.
224
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Tady je za��tek
a tady konec.
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Dob�e, existuje i slo�it�j��,
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kter� nem� za��tek ani konec,
227
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ale j� ji nedok�u ud�lat
na m�ch l�vanc�ch, jasn�?
228
00:16:05,973 --> 00:16:08,061
Jak jste se potkali, kluci?
229
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Jak jsme se potkali?
230
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V San Franciscu.
231
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Byli jsme dobrovoln�ci
v organizaci pro prevenci AIDS.
232
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A oba jsme byli zat�eni p�i protestu
proti k�es�ansk� koalici.
233
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A tak jsem v�d�l,
�e je to skute�n� l�ska.
234
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ڞasn�.
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00:16:25,424 --> 00:16:28,682
A co ty?
Co d�l� ty?
236
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Kdo vlastn� jsi?
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Studuju fyziku.
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� Fakt?
� Jo.
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� Fyzika.
� V�da.
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Jo. Chci b�t astronautem,
ale nejsp� jsem bez �ance.
241
00:16:42,136 --> 00:16:46,118
Bo�e, j� bych se b�l
let�t do vesm�ru.
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Prost�, podle m�
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Zem� je zkr�tka jen tohle,
jako mal� sm�tko ve vesm�ru.
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A lid� v n�m byli jen
po mal� zlomek �asu.
245
00:16:56,213 --> 00:16:57,749
Tak�e prost�
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Mus� tam existovat n�jak� dal�� �ivot
ne� jen tenhle, ne?
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Rozhodn�.
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Rozhodn�.
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Tyler byl fakt sladkej, co?
250
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Zaj�mav�.
251
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� Je to zaj�mav�, vi�?
� Velmi.
252
00:17:21,812 --> 00:17:23,058
V� pro�?
253
00:17:24,379 --> 00:17:26,966
Proto�e t� moc miluju.
254
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A m�m pocit, �e jsme
v tom bod� na�eho vztahu,
255
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kdy je mezi n�mi l�sky na rozd�v�n�
v�c ne� dost.
256
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A v�m, �e se toho nemus�m b�t,
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a �ekl bych, �e ani ty ne.
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00:17:39,155 --> 00:17:40,932
J� mo�n� jo.
259
00:17:40,957 --> 00:17:44,663
� Dob�e, tak by ses b�t nem�l,
proto�e jsem tu j�, abych t� chr�nil.
� Pro�?
260
00:17:52,498 --> 00:17:53,977
Ty jeden zlod�ji mrkv�.
261
00:17:55,315 --> 00:18:00,307
Tady je na�e mega trapn� dod�vka.
262
00:18:01,949 --> 00:18:04,401
Copak to tu m�me za chlapce?
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00:18:05,139 --> 00:18:07,326
23. �ervence 2002.
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00:18:07,369 --> 00:18:09,165
Road trip!
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00:18:09,697 --> 00:18:12,767
Jedeme s Bennettem a Tylerem
nap��� Amerikou
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kv�li nov�mu skv�l�mu projektu,
na n�m� pracuju.
267
00:18:16,570 --> 00:18:18,291
�ekl bych,
�e ob� postele jsou zabran�.
268
00:18:18,316 --> 00:18:19,919
Nev�m, kde bude� sp�t.
269
00:18:19,936 --> 00:18:22,855
Entent�ky, dva �pal�ky,�
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00:18:26,821 --> 00:18:30,137
Tohle je nejv�t�� z�bava,
jakou jsem kdy za�il.
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� Fakt?
� Ne.
272
00:18:32,932 --> 00:18:34,835
To��me dokument
273
00:18:34,860 --> 00:18:37,073
o mlad�ch americk�ch gay�ch,
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proto�e diskriminace LGBT ml�de�e
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je n�co nep��pustn�ho.
276
00:18:43,082 --> 00:18:47,057
Prost� si p�eju, aby lid� vid�li,
�e tito chlapci a d�vky maj� tv��e,
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jm�na a hlasy,
kter� je t�eba poslouchat.
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00:18:51,470 --> 00:18:55,357
Vyr�stat v c�rkvi a zjistit,
�e jsi gay,
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nen� v�bec snadn�.
280
00:18:57,374 --> 00:19:01,421
V� co, tvoje rodina
o tom nikdy nemluv�.
281
00:19:01,446 --> 00:19:04,429
Bylo mi 13 a tohle slovo
jsem sly�el poprv�.
282
00:19:04,454 --> 00:19:08,063
A kdy� jsem ho sly�el,
v�d�l jsem, co znamen�,
283
00:19:08,088 --> 00:19:11,658
bylo to jako �Hej, to zn�m!�
284
00:19:11,683 --> 00:19:13,967
�To ch�pu. Jsem to j�!�
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00:19:15,101 --> 00:19:17,244
Moje m�ma, ta se sna��.
286
00:19:17,269 --> 00:19:18,497
Dr�� to v tajnosti.
287
00:19:18,522 --> 00:19:20,229
Nikomu se o tom nezmi�uje
ani nic podobn�ho.
288
00:19:20,254 --> 00:19:22,517
Sp� se sna�� chovat,
jako bych byla na kluky,
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00:19:22,542 --> 00:19:24,949
a o�ek�v�, �e se tak budu chovat i j�,
kdy� jsme spolu,
290
00:19:24,974 --> 00:19:27,091
co� se mi ale nel�b�.
291
00:19:27,116 --> 00:19:29,060
�a to bylo nejsp� zdrcuj�c�,
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00:19:29,085 --> 00:19:31,292
kdy� jsem se pokusil o sebevra�du.
293
00:19:32,506 --> 00:19:34,236
Ale c�til jsem se�
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00:19:35,863 --> 00:19:39,245
ve sv�m okol� tak p�ehl�en� ka�d�m,
kdo je hetero.
295
00:19:40,237 --> 00:19:43,751
Jsou chv�le, kdy si uv�dom�m,
296
00:19:43,776 --> 00:19:48,926
�e jsem bo�� stvo�en�
stejn� tak jako ka�d� jin�.
297
00:19:52,037 --> 00:19:53,547
Olympia ve Washingtonu.
298
00:19:54,656 --> 00:19:57,420
Tak trochu pochmurn� m�sto.
299
00:19:58,076 --> 00:20:00,701
Ale i kdy� jsem tu vyrostl,
300
00:20:00,726 --> 00:20:06,022
proto�e moji rodi�e u� nebyli na�ivu,
301
00:20:06,047 --> 00:20:08,241
p�ipad� mi tohle m�sto
jako sou��st minulosti,
302
00:20:08,266 --> 00:20:10,337
kter� u� neexistuje.
303
00:20:10,362 --> 00:20:12,758
A nebyl jsem tu vyoutovanej.
304
00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:15,197
Teda, tadys ani nemohl b�t.
305
00:20:15,222 --> 00:20:18,255
Byl tu kluk, o n�m� si
ka�d� myslel, �e je gay,
306
00:20:18,280 --> 00:20:21,859
a musel odej�t ze �koly,
proto�e ho hrozn� �ikanovali.
307
00:20:32,102 --> 00:20:33,807
Jak� to tu je?
308
00:20:33,832 --> 00:20:35,728
Liberty (�kola) spad� pod Falwella.
309
00:20:35,753 --> 00:20:40,186
Tak�e, jak si asi dok�e� p�edstavit,
nen� zrovna p��telsk� ke gay�m.
310
00:20:42,608 --> 00:20:45,628
Tak pro� tu z�st�v�?
311
00:20:49,738 --> 00:20:50,951
No, j�
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00:20:50,976 --> 00:20:52,555
Nev�m. J�
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00:20:52,580 --> 00:20:56,436
Vyoutoval jsem se p�ed
kamar�dy a rodinou a� vloni.
314
00:20:56,461 --> 00:20:59,913
A je�t� mi chyb� rok do maturity.
315
00:21:00,819 --> 00:21:02,294
Jsem k�es�an.
316
00:21:02,328 --> 00:21:04,469
Tak�e�
317
00:21:04,494 --> 00:21:06,525
To je pro spoustu lid� neslu�iteln�,
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00:21:06,550 --> 00:21:08,366
ale j� si mysl�m,
�e je to jen stejn� sm�n�
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00:21:08,391 --> 00:21:10,836
jako cel� to pr�vo proti gay�m�
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00:21:13,699 --> 00:21:15,159
Moment.
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00:21:17,107 --> 00:21:18,328
Ahoj, Sof.
322
00:21:18,353 --> 00:21:20,630
Chce�, abychom ti je zavolali?
323
00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:25,757
My tu jen� Po�k�me tu s tebou,
dokud nep�ijde, jo?
324
00:21:25,782 --> 00:21:29,614
Jej� matka pr�v� zem�ela.
Mohl bys n�s p�estat nat��et?
325
00:21:29,639 --> 00:21:30,616
To je hrozn�.
326
00:21:30,641 --> 00:21:33,195
Hele, pomodl�me se.
Poj�me se za ni pomodlit, jo?
327
00:21:33,220 --> 00:21:34,655
No dob�e, vypni to.
328
00:21:34,680 --> 00:21:36,360
Chceme t� poprosit, Ot�e,
329
00:21:36,385 --> 00:21:38,827
zda bys j� mohl d�t dostatek sil,
330
00:21:38,852 --> 00:21:41,454
aby zvl�dla toto slo�it� obdob�,
331
00:21:41,479 --> 00:21:44,378
a modl�me se za to,
�e n�s napln� soucitem,
332
00:21:44,403 --> 00:21:46,759
abychom se vc�tili do toho,
��m si mus� proch�zet,
333
00:21:46,784 --> 00:21:50,386
proto�e bychom jinak nebyli
schopni j� pln� porozum�t.
334
00:21:50,411 --> 00:21:53,147
Zjev se j�, Ot�e, v t�to dob�.
335
00:21:53,172 --> 00:21:55,272
Vzhl��me k tob�, Ot�e.
336
00:22:08,463 --> 00:22:12,963
Pro� jsem gay a k�es�an z�rove�
337
00:22:15,405 --> 00:22:16,524
Ahoj.
338
00:22:17,691 --> 00:22:19,027
Brouku.
339
00:22:20,222 --> 00:22:22,183
Mus�me j�t. M�me tam b�t
v 21:30. Jsi p�ipraven?
340
00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:24,533
� Jo.
� Fajn, uvid�me se v aut�.
341
00:22:29,591 --> 00:22:33,375
Vyoutoval jsem se p�ed
kamar�dy a rodinou a� vloni.
342
00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:34,757
Jsem k�es�an.
343
00:22:34,782 --> 00:22:36,859
Tak�e�
344
00:22:36,884 --> 00:22:38,906
To je pro spoustu lid� neslu�iteln�,
345
00:22:38,931 --> 00:22:41,368
ale j� si mysl�m,
�e je to jen stejn� sm�n�
346
00:22:41,393 --> 00:22:43,596
jako cel� to pr�vo proti gay�m�
347
00:22:46,374 --> 00:22:48,524
Kdy� jsem byl mlad�,
348
00:22:48,549 --> 00:22:49,986
nev�d�l jsem,
349
00:22:50,011 --> 00:22:52,278
�e existuj� lid� jako j�.
350
00:22:52,303 --> 00:22:56,079
C�til jsem se ztracen�, s�m a zmaten�.
351
00:22:56,104 --> 00:23:00,381
Nikdy jsem ne�ekl matce
ani nejlep��mu p��teli, �e jsem gay,
352
00:23:00,406 --> 00:23:03,110
proto�e jsem se b�l,
�e by to nep�ijali.
353
00:23:03,135 --> 00:23:05,332
To je d�vod,
pro� jsme na t�to cest�.
354
00:23:05,357 --> 00:23:09,617
Abychom dali mlad�m gay�m najevo,
�e nejsou sami.
355
00:23:09,642 --> 00:23:12,712
A v�te co?
I j� se hodn� nau�il.
356
00:23:12,737 --> 00:23:15,839
Proto�e jsme potkali
tolik skv�l�ch lid�,
357
00:23:15,864 --> 00:23:18,292
kte�� od sv�ch rodi��
a pastor� sl�chali,
358
00:23:18,317 --> 00:23:21,980
�e jsou �patn�,
a p�esto si uv�domili,
359
00:23:22,005 --> 00:23:24,615
�e jsou kr�sn�, po�ehnan�
360
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:27,531
a �e je B�h miluje takov�, jac� jsou.
361
00:23:28,191 --> 00:23:32,455
A lid�, kte�� v���,
�e je homosexualita �patn�,
362
00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:37,015
zm�n� d�ky t�to nov� generaci sv�j n�zor.
363
00:24:41,692 --> 00:24:45,157
To nebe je kurevsky kr�sn�.
364
00:24:48,095 --> 00:24:50,546
Co je to, brouku?
365
00:24:53,143 --> 00:24:54,877
Jo, n�jak� blbost.
366
00:24:54,902 --> 00:24:56,316
N�kdo mi to dal na ulici.
367
00:24:56,341 --> 00:24:59,245
�Kam p�jdeme, a� zem�eme?�
368
00:24:59,270 --> 00:25:01,729
Zlato�
369
00:25:02,967 --> 00:25:05,164
Co vy, kluci,
kam p�jdete, a� zem�ete?
370
00:25:05,189 --> 00:25:08,831
V roce 2012 m� b�t konec sv�ta.
371
00:25:08,856 --> 00:25:10,593
To jako v�n�?
372
00:25:10,618 --> 00:25:12,307
J� douf�m, �e ne.
373
00:25:12,332 --> 00:25:14,505
Ka�d� to v�.
374
00:25:14,530 --> 00:25:17,497
To je to, co namalovali
do maysk�ho kalend��e.
375
00:25:17,522 --> 00:25:20,395
V� co, ta v�c
s maysk�m kalend��em.
376
00:25:20,418 --> 00:25:22,871
Namalovali to tam.
M�s�c a slunce.
377
00:26:42,241 --> 00:26:43,612
Mikeu.
378
00:26:46,702 --> 00:26:48,963
B�te sami, kluci.
Sejdeme se doma.
379
00:26:48,988 --> 00:26:50,518
Jsi v pohod�?
380
00:26:50,543 --> 00:26:51,780
Jo, jsem.
381
00:26:51,805 --> 00:26:54,296
Kam jde�?
382
00:26:54,321 --> 00:26:55,682
Michaele!
383
00:26:57,871 --> 00:27:01,319
� Co to m� znamenat?
� Nem�m nejmen�� tu�en�.
384
00:27:44,032 --> 00:27:46,063
Brou�ku,
385
00:27:46,685 --> 00:27:50,501
d�lal jsem si o tebe starost dneska.
Co se d�je?
386
00:27:55,746 --> 00:27:58,626
Je to hloupost.
387
00:27:58,651 --> 00:28:02,047
Brouku, nic nen� hloupost.
�ekni mi to.
388
00:28:04,616 --> 00:28:06,458
Mysl�,
389
00:28:08,380 --> 00:28:11,226
�e a� zem�eme,
390
00:28:11,251 --> 00:28:14,557
prost� jen zmiz�me,
jako bychom nikdy neexistovali?
391
00:28:18,861 --> 00:28:20,775
Ne, to si nemysl�m.
392
00:28:22,489 --> 00:28:24,901
Proto�e v�m,
�e budeme v�dycky spolu.
393
00:28:27,657 --> 00:28:29,226
Brouku.
394
00:28:35,714 --> 00:28:38,038
Brou�ku,
395
00:28:38,063 --> 00:28:42,483
jsi v po��dku?
Jsem tu s tebou�
396
00:28:58,398 --> 00:29:01,359
Pomodl�me se za ni.
Poj�me se pomodlit.
397
00:29:13,779 --> 00:29:15,382
Bennette!
398
00:29:16,665 --> 00:29:18,223
Bennette!
399
00:29:22,401 --> 00:29:24,314
Hrozn� se mi to�� hlava.
400
00:29:24,339 --> 00:29:27,020
To bude v pohod�.
U� tam skoro jsme.
401
00:29:41,817 --> 00:29:43,357
Dobr�.
402
00:29:44,301 --> 00:29:47,998
Vypad� to, �e v� tep
se vr�til do norm�lu.
403
00:29:48,023 --> 00:29:49,809
M��ete to je�t� ov��it?
404
00:29:49,834 --> 00:29:53,625
Nemus�te m�t HCM jen proto,
�e ho m�l v� otec.
405
00:29:53,650 --> 00:29:57,863
Pro�li jsme z�znam bolest� v hrudn�ku
a nena�li nic neobvykl�ho.
406
00:29:57,888 --> 00:30:00,443
M�l jste z�chvat �zkosti. Ano?
407
00:30:03,553 --> 00:30:05,235
Kde je Bennett?
408
00:30:05,260 --> 00:30:06,917
V hale.
409
00:30:06,942 --> 00:30:09,363
Jakmile budete v po��dku,
m��ete ho vid�t.
410
00:30:10,341 --> 00:30:11,292
Ano?
411
00:30:11,317 --> 00:30:12,451
D�ky.
412
00:30:18,005 --> 00:30:19,663
Bylo mi t�in�ct.
413
00:30:19,688 --> 00:30:22,289
Proch�zeli jsme se s t�tou po pl�i.
414
00:30:22,314 --> 00:30:23,937
Najednou se zhroutil a zem�el
415
00:30:23,962 --> 00:30:26,264
na ne�ekanou srde�n� slabost.
416
00:30:29,373 --> 00:30:31,969
Jestli jsem to po n�m zd�dil,
417
00:30:31,994 --> 00:30:34,296
m��e se mi st�t to sam�.
418
00:30:35,855 --> 00:30:37,980
Co se d�je, brouku?
419
00:30:38,005 --> 00:30:40,894
Zase se to stalo.
C�t�m to.
420
00:30:40,919 --> 00:30:44,111
� Testy potvrdily, �e�
� Oni nev�.
421
00:30:44,136 --> 00:30:45,971
Nezaj�m� je to.
422
00:30:47,611 --> 00:30:50,748
Te� mi srdce bu�� rychleji po��d.
423
00:30:51,936 --> 00:30:54,052
A navzdory tomu, co ��kaj� l�ka�i,
424
00:30:54,053 --> 00:30:57,124
prost� v�m, �e to nejsou z�chvaty �zkosti.
425
00:30:58,688 --> 00:31:00,568
Po n�kolikam�s��n�ch boj�ch
s moj� poji��ovnou
426
00:31:00,593 --> 00:31:02,981
jsem se kone�n� sm�l
setkat se specialistou,
427
00:31:03,006 --> 00:31:04,562
kter� by mohl definitivn� prov��it,
428
00:31:04,563 --> 00:31:07,066
jestli jsem to zd�dil po otci,
nebo ne.
429
00:31:08,574 --> 00:31:11,969
Te� mus�m po�kat na v�sledky.
430
00:31:12,002 --> 00:31:15,224
- Michaele, jen se uklidni.
- Uklidni?!
431
00:31:15,249 --> 00:31:16,892
V�, co to je za nemoc?
432
00:31:16,917 --> 00:31:19,906
Mohl bych zem��t b�hem minuty!
Jdi se bodnout!
433
00:31:19,931 --> 00:31:21,418
Ty se zklidni!
434
00:34:00,473 --> 00:34:01,972
Doktore Williamsi?
435
00:34:01,997 --> 00:34:03,282
Dobr� den.
436
00:34:25,738 --> 00:34:27,634
D�ky, Bo�e.
437
00:34:31,816 --> 00:34:33,617
D�kuju Ti.
438
00:34:37,138 --> 00:34:38,709
Testy potvrdily,
439
00:34:38,734 --> 00:34:43,010
�e jsem otcovu
srde�n� chorobu nezd�dil.
440
00:34:43,035 --> 00:34:45,804
I kdy� je to obrovsk� �leva,
441
00:34:45,829 --> 00:34:48,946
nep�est�v�m nad sebou p�em��let�
442
00:34:48,971 --> 00:34:51,851
Pokud jsem v�n�
m�l jen z�chvaty �zkosti,
443
00:34:51,876 --> 00:34:54,205
co se se mnou teda d�je?
444
00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:56,674
�eho se boj�m?
445
00:35:01,796 --> 00:35:04,962
V�m jen to, �e kdy� �el�te
sv� smrti tv��� v tv��,
446
00:35:04,987 --> 00:35:07,644
p�ipomene v�m,
co je v �ivot� d�le�it�.
447
00:35:07,669 --> 00:35:11,167
A pro m� je to pomoc ostatn�m.
448
00:35:12,897 --> 00:35:14,277
Dob�e.
449
00:35:14,302 --> 00:35:17,419
Tak�e jsem se rozhodl
zalo�it vlastn� �asopis.
450
00:35:17,444 --> 00:35:19,515
��k�m mu YGA.
451
00:35:20,309 --> 00:35:22,530
Young Gay Americans.
(Mlad� gayov� Ameriky).
452
00:35:22,555 --> 00:35:25,356
Bude to nejv�t��
a nejpropracovan�j�� �asopis
453
00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:30,301
zam��en� na zlep�en�
�ivota mlad�ch lid� z LGBT komunity.
454
00:36:46,067 --> 00:36:49,629
Copak to je?
455
00:36:49,654 --> 00:36:51,829
Proboha!
456
00:36:51,854 --> 00:36:54,154
Ahoj!
457
00:36:54,179 --> 00:36:55,274
Tys to ud�lal!
458
00:36:55,305 --> 00:36:57,105
V�d�l jsem,
�e n�jak�ho chce�, brouku.
459
00:36:57,130 --> 00:36:58,534
M�j bo�e�
460
00:37:07,694 --> 00:37:11,095
Jakpak ti budeme ��kat?
461
00:37:13,455 --> 00:37:14,574
Olly.
462
00:37:14,599 --> 00:37:16,082
Olly, k noze!
463
00:37:17,169 --> 00:37:20,707
P�em��lel jsem o p��t�m
t�matu pro YGA.
464
00:37:20,732 --> 00:37:23,421
�ekl bych, �e mus�me �e�it
celou tu v�c s k�es�anstv�m.
465
00:37:23,446 --> 00:37:26,325
� Jak to mysl�?
� No, lidi si mysl�,
466
00:37:26,350 --> 00:37:28,769
�e jsou gayov�
a k�e�tan� nep��teli.
467
00:37:28,794 --> 00:37:33,922
Potkali jsme tolik lid�, kter�m se poda�ilo
skloubit svou v�ru a sexualitu.
468
00:37:33,947 --> 00:37:36,630
Ale taky jsme potkali spoustu lid�,
kter�m jejich rodi�e
469
00:37:36,655 --> 00:37:39,065
a c�rkve �ekli, a� sho�� v pekle.
470
00:37:39,090 --> 00:37:43,168
Jo, a to je ten d�vod,
pro� bychom to m�li �e�it v �asopise.
471
00:37:43,193 --> 00:37:46,247
Chci ��ct, �e cel� ten m�tus
�jsi gay, p�jde� do pekla�
472
00:37:46,272 --> 00:37:51,056
odstartovaly chybn� p�eklady
a myln� v�klady bible.
473
00:37:51,081 --> 00:37:56,096
Boha prost� nezaj�m�,
jak� je tvoje sexu�ln� orientace.
474
00:37:56,121 --> 00:37:59,825
A ta jedin� v�c,
kterou gay hnut� nech�pe
475
00:37:59,850 --> 00:38:02,672
a k�es�an� nejsp� ano,
476
00:38:03,712 --> 00:38:08,236
je, �e ne ka�d� chce
b�t sou��st� subkultury.
477
00:38:08,261 --> 00:38:10,887
Promi�, ale cos provedl
s m�m p��telem?
478
00:38:10,912 --> 00:38:13,045
Ml�.
479
00:38:13,070 --> 00:38:15,234
Nebudu ps�t nic jako�
480
00:38:17,164 --> 00:38:20,366
evangelium podle Michaela
nebo tak n�co.
481
00:38:21,422 --> 00:38:24,037
T�MA: B�H � Nenechte si ukr�st svoji du�i
482
00:38:24,062 --> 00:38:27,354
M��e to p�sobit zvl�tn�,
kdy� gay �asopis
483
00:38:27,379 --> 00:38:30,584
v�nuje cel� sv� t�ma n�bo�enstv�.
484
00:38:30,609 --> 00:38:33,990
Ale je p��li� d�le�it� na to,
abychom jej ignorovali.
485
00:38:35,052 --> 00:38:38,638
Kdy� zem�eli m� rodi�e,
vinil jsem Boha.
486
00:38:38,663 --> 00:38:40,328
Kdy� jsem se vyoutoval,
487
00:38:40,353 --> 00:38:44,256
vzd�lilo se mi n�bo�enstv� je�t� v�c.
488
00:38:44,281 --> 00:38:45,399
V�te,
489
00:38:45,424 --> 00:38:48,994
myslel jsem si, �e jsem p��li�
chytr� na to, abych v��il v Boha.
490
00:38:49,019 --> 00:38:52,287
�e je tu jen pro chud�.
491
00:38:52,312 --> 00:38:54,827
Ale po t� ned�vn� zdravotn� hrozb�
492
00:38:54,852 --> 00:38:59,240
jsem c�til, jak m� n�kde vzadu
v m� mysli n�co po��uchuje.
493
00:38:59,265 --> 00:39:02,505
P��tomnost Boha.
494
00:39:02,530 --> 00:39:04,245
A v�te co?
495
00:39:04,270 --> 00:39:06,507
U� jsem se neb�l.
496
00:39:09,187 --> 00:39:12,233
N�kte�� n�bo�en�t� p�edstavitel�
chrl� nen�vistn� pr�zdn� �e�i
497
00:39:12,258 --> 00:39:15,908
a sna�� se b�t
monopolem pravdy.
498
00:39:15,933 --> 00:39:17,576
Skute�nou pravdou
499
00:39:17,601 --> 00:39:19,360
je l�ska.
500
00:39:19,385 --> 00:39:21,034
Jedin�m h��chem
501
00:39:21,059 --> 00:39:23,720
je odp�r�n� l�sky.
502
00:39:23,745 --> 00:39:26,069
P�esta�te nen�vid�t.
503
00:39:26,094 --> 00:39:28,066
Za�n�te milovat!
504
00:39:38,531 --> 00:39:40,435
P�ipoj� se k n�m?
505
00:39:40,460 --> 00:39:42,320
Jo, jen chvili�ku.
506
00:39:48,567 --> 00:39:49,694
Co je?
507
00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:53,804
Ty ses do toho fakt pono�il, co?
508
00:39:53,829 --> 00:39:58,347
Hele, cel� sv�j �ivot jsem si myslel,
�e je bible pln� nen�visti�
509
00:39:58,372 --> 00:39:59,783
A to nen�.
510
00:39:59,808 --> 00:40:02,442
Je v n� spousta l�sky.
511
00:40:02,467 --> 00:40:06,719
Tak�e tv�j z�jem o bibli
je v�c ne� jen pr�zkum?
512
00:40:06,744 --> 00:40:09,935
No, moje rodina m� bohat�
k�e�tansk� ko�eny,
513
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,771
moje m�ma, moje teta�
514
00:40:13,497 --> 00:40:14,753
Jsem prost� zv�davej.
515
00:40:14,778 --> 00:40:17,800
Tvoje tety t� vyd�dily,
kdy� ses vyoutoval�
516
00:40:17,825 --> 00:40:19,451
To rodina ned�l�.
517
00:40:19,476 --> 00:40:20,974
Jsem pro b�t zv�dav�, ale�
518
00:40:20,999 --> 00:40:24,260
J� j� prost� c�t�m,
519
00:40:24,285 --> 00:40:25,458
�e m� n�co zachr�nilo,
520
00:40:25,483 --> 00:40:28,386
zat��slo se mnou
a probralo m� to.
521
00:40:29,030 --> 00:40:31,244
A to
n�co m� b�t B�h?
522
00:40:34,024 --> 00:40:35,587
Mikeu,
523
00:40:35,612 --> 00:40:39,019
on t� nezachr�nil,
proto�e jsi nikdy neum�ral.
524
00:40:41,651 --> 00:40:43,363
Fajn.
525
00:40:47,462 --> 00:40:49,786
�Kdo nalezne svou du�i,
ten ji ztrat�,�
526
00:40:49,811 --> 00:40:53,023
�a kdo ztrat� svou du�i kv�li mn�,
ten ji nalezne.�
527
00:40:55,439 --> 00:40:58,435
�Kdo nalezne svou du�i,
ten ji ztrat�,�
528
00:40:59,451 --> 00:41:03,435
�a kdo ztrat� svou du�i kv�li mn�,
ten ji nalezne.�
529
00:41:04,570 --> 00:41:06,997
�Kdo nalezne svou du�i,
ten ji ztrat�,�
530
00:41:07,022 --> 00:41:10,885
�a kdo ztrat� svou du�i kv�li mn�,
ten ji nalezne.�
531
00:41:17,256 --> 00:41:20,555
V�t�inou si to lidi
nech�vaj� pro sebe.
532
00:41:21,732 --> 00:41:24,516
U� d��v jsem t� tu
vid�l venku ��st
533
00:41:24,541 --> 00:41:28,253
a ��kal jsem si, �e bys mo�n� cht�l
p�ij�t k n�m do kostela.
534
00:41:28,278 --> 00:41:29,556
Ka�dou ned�li.
535
00:41:29,581 --> 00:41:32,508
Jen to omrknout�
536
00:41:32,533 --> 00:41:35,168
Pod�vat se, co ti m��e
mormonsk� v�ra nab�dnout.
537
00:41:36,238 --> 00:41:38,991
Evangelium n�s u��,
538
00:41:39,016 --> 00:41:41,682
�e jsme duchovn�mi d�tmi
539
00:41:41,707 --> 00:41:44,443
nebesk�ch rodi��.
540
00:41:44,468 --> 00:41:46,927
A te� se v�t�ina lid� zept�:
541
00:41:46,952 --> 00:41:50,339
�Jsme jako ostatn� k�es�an�?�
542
00:41:50,364 --> 00:41:52,288
Ale jist�.
Jsme.
543
00:41:52,313 --> 00:41:54,608
V���me v Je��e Krista
544
00:41:54,633 --> 00:41:58,428
a v���me v posmrtn� �ivot.
545
00:41:58,453 --> 00:42:03,293
A ka�d� je v�t�n v CJKSPD.
(C�rkev Je��e Krista Svat�ch posledn�ch dn�)
546
00:42:03,318 --> 00:42:06,840
D�ky Kristovu utrpen� se lid� mohou
vykoupit ze sv�ch h��ch�
547
00:42:06,865 --> 00:42:11,080
a vr�tit se k Bohu
a sv�m milovan�m v nebi.
548
00:42:11,105 --> 00:42:14,159
Vyr�stal jsi s n�jakou v�rou?
549
00:42:14,184 --> 00:42:15,199
Ani ne.
550
00:42:15,224 --> 00:42:16,865
Moje matka byla k�es�anka,
551
00:42:16,890 --> 00:42:20,400
ale nebrala m�
ani moji sestru do kostela
552
00:42:20,425 --> 00:42:23,718
a m�j otec byl berkeleyskej hip�k,
553
00:42:23,743 --> 00:42:26,607
tak�e n�co mezi agnostikem a ateistou.
554
00:42:26,632 --> 00:42:29,432
Byli to moc hodn� lid�
555
00:42:29,457 --> 00:42:32,349
a j� v�m, �e se s nimi
setk�m v nebi.
556
00:42:33,497 --> 00:42:35,841
Moje m�ma taky zem�ela.
557
00:42:35,866 --> 00:42:38,225
Tak�e v�m, jak t�k� to je.
558
00:42:38,250 --> 00:42:40,923
B�la jsem se
559
00:42:40,948 --> 00:42:42,448
a m�la jsem vztek, v�?
560
00:42:42,473 --> 00:42:43,948
Jo, j� taky.
561
00:42:44,567 --> 00:42:46,392
Je v�n� t�k�
vyrovnat se se smrt�,
562
00:42:46,417 --> 00:42:48,736
kdy� nev�,
kam po n� p�jde�.
563
00:42:49,797 --> 00:42:52,003
Ale jakmile to v�,
564
00:42:52,028 --> 00:42:56,137
m� klid a uv�dom� si,
�e B�h nen� na vin�.
565
00:42:56,162 --> 00:42:57,843
� Spr�vn�.
� Jo.
566
00:42:59,471 --> 00:43:00,669
Catherine!
567
00:43:03,714 --> 00:43:06,490
� R�da jsem t� poznala.
� J� taky.
568
00:43:09,060 --> 00:43:11,988
Jen abys v�d�l � je nezadan�.
569
00:43:12,013 --> 00:43:14,480
Abych v�d�l?
570
00:43:14,505 --> 00:43:16,099
Co�e?
Mysl�, �e se j� l�b�m?
571
00:43:16,124 --> 00:43:18,686
Jo, vypadalo to tak.
572
00:43:18,711 --> 00:43:20,273
Ale jako v pohod�.
573
00:43:20,298 --> 00:43:23,634
Je tu halda nezadan�ch sle�en,
co hledaj� man�ela.
574
00:43:25,206 --> 00:43:27,998
Na to jsem ani nepomyslel.
575
00:43:29,174 --> 00:43:31,818
Mo�n� je to n�co,
o �em bys m�l za��t p�em��let.
576
00:43:31,843 --> 00:43:34,621
M��u t� s n� sbl�it,
jestli chce�.
577
00:43:37,256 --> 00:43:39,160
Pokud m� z�jem�
578
00:43:41,589 --> 00:43:43,159
Jasn�. J� nev�m.
579
00:43:43,184 --> 00:43:45,098
Tak jo. Klidn�. Jo.
580
00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:47,381
� Dob�e.
� Fajn, d�ky.
581
00:43:47,406 --> 00:43:49,260
Je mi trochu trapn�.
582
00:44:15,312 --> 00:44:17,049
V�tejte zp�tky
na r�diu New Beginnings
583
00:44:17,074 --> 00:44:19,192
a d�kujeme, �e poslouch�te
pokra�ov�n� na�eho rozhovoru
584
00:44:19,217 --> 00:44:21,186
o prav� cest� do nebe.
585
00:44:22,035 --> 00:44:24,695
Doktore Nicolsone, jak byste
odpov�d�l v�em t�m k�es�an�m,
586
00:44:24,696 --> 00:44:27,216
kte�� nesd�l� v� �hel pohledu?
587
00:44:27,241 --> 00:44:28,184
Pod�vejte,
588
00:44:28,209 --> 00:44:31,001
v�e, o co se sna��m,
je jen pom�hat lidem.
589
00:44:31,002 --> 00:44:33,880
Velice m� mrz�,
kdy� sly��m takzvan� k�es�any,
590
00:44:33,905 --> 00:44:37,740
jak jsou naklon�ni levicov�m t�mat�m,
jako je homosexualita.
591
00:44:37,765 --> 00:44:40,573
Nesna��m se te� h�jit nesn�enlivost.
592
00:44:40,598 --> 00:44:43,296
Vlastn� je to sp� o l�sce.
593
00:44:43,321 --> 00:44:44,915
T�m, �e si vol�
gay identitu,
594
00:44:44,916 --> 00:44:47,367
se odsuzuj�
k v��n�mu utrpen�.
595
00:44:47,392 --> 00:44:49,978
A j� je chci p�ed t�m uchr�nit.
596
00:44:50,003 --> 00:44:52,289
A� u� jde o potrat,
cizolo�stv�
597
00:44:52,290 --> 00:44:56,390
nebo vyzn�v�n� jin�ho
ne� k�es�ansk�ho n�bo�enstv�,
598
00:44:56,415 --> 00:44:58,518
mus�te se pod��dit
Bo��mu z�konu,
599
00:44:58,543 --> 00:45:01,527
jinak nebudete moci
do jeho kr�lovstv�.
600
00:45:41,204 --> 00:45:44,227
To ne��k�m.
Ne��k�m, �e je to �patn�.
601
00:45:44,252 --> 00:45:47,528
Jen ��k�m, �e b�hem n�kolika tis�c� let
602
00:45:47,553 --> 00:45:51,131
formovali lid� s postrann�mi �mysly
k�es�anstv� do dne�n� podoby.
603
00:45:51,156 --> 00:45:54,031
Jo, ale p�vodn� poselstv�
z�stalo zachov�n�,
604
00:45:54,056 --> 00:45:55,864
je to o l�sce.
605
00:45:58,794 --> 00:46:01,690
V�, v�bec bych netipoval,
�e jsi budhista.
606
00:46:01,715 --> 00:46:03,023
Pro�?
607
00:46:03,048 --> 00:46:05,150
Proto�e na to nevypad�m?!
608
00:46:05,175 --> 00:46:06,463
Ne, j�
609
00:46:07,151 --> 00:46:09,142
Ani nev�m,
pro� jsem to �ekl.
610
00:46:09,167 --> 00:46:11,427
D�l�m si srandu.
611
00:46:11,452 --> 00:46:12,413
Meditace!
612
00:46:12,438 --> 00:46:14,340
Lidem nejde do hlavy.
613
00:46:14,365 --> 00:46:16,133
Mysl� si, �e je to
divn� a hip�s�ck�.
614
00:46:16,158 --> 00:46:19,919
Podle m� je to
o rozv�jen� mysli.
615
00:46:19,944 --> 00:46:22,435
O tom ��t ka�d�m
okam�ikem, v�?
616
00:46:23,443 --> 00:46:26,528
A na nejni��� �rovni je to
o pozn�n� sebe sam�ho.
617
00:46:26,553 --> 00:46:29,822
Kv�li tomu jsem za�al d�lat
dobrovoln�ka v budhistick�m centru.
618
00:46:29,847 --> 00:46:31,877
V p�tek jsou lekce.
M�l by ses stavit.
619
00:46:32,623 --> 00:46:36,724
Mus�m mimo m�sto kv�li
t� besed�.
620
00:46:36,749 --> 00:46:39,050
Jak� besed�?
621
00:46:39,075 --> 00:46:41,707
Je to o mlad�ch gay�ch v Americe.
622
00:46:41,732 --> 00:46:44,136
No ne, to je skv�l�.
623
00:47:04,802 --> 00:47:07,651
Ahoj Nico, bylo super t� dnes potkat.
624
00:47:07,676 --> 00:47:10,549
R�d bych se o meditaci a buddhismu
dozv�d�l trochu v�c.
625
00:47:25,015 --> 00:47:27,371
V�tejte na na�� historicky
prvn� panelov� diskuzi
626
00:47:27,396 --> 00:47:29,641
v�nuj�c� se tomu, jak� je b�t
mlad�m gayem v Americe.
627
00:47:29,666 --> 00:47:32,077
P�ipojila se k n�m
Judy Shephardov�,
628
00:47:32,102 --> 00:47:34,760
p�edsedkyn� Nadace Mathewa Shepharda,
629
00:47:34,785 --> 00:47:36,934
oddan� prosazov�n� c�l�,
630
00:47:36,959 --> 00:47:39,823
za n� bojoval jej� syn Matthew
b�hem sv�ho �ivota.
631
00:47:39,848 --> 00:47:41,761
D�kujeme, �e jste p�i�la.
632
00:47:46,790 --> 00:47:50,654
Michael Glatze,
n�kdej�� redaktor �asopisu XY,
633
00:47:50,679 --> 00:47:55,098
dr�itel ocen�n� N�rodn� vzor
ud�lovan�ho organizac� Equality Forum
634
00:47:55,123 --> 00:47:57,436
a tak� ceny
Lambda Literary Award
635
00:47:57,461 --> 00:47:59,306
za knihu
XY: N�vod na p�e�it�.
636
00:47:59,331 --> 00:48:03,413
��astn�k ocen�n�ho
dokumentu
Jim in Bold
637
00:48:03,414 --> 00:48:05,282
a spoluzakladatel Young Gay Americans,
638
00:48:05,283 --> 00:48:08,226
kte�� jsou nyn� plnohodnotn�m �asopisem.
639
00:48:14,419 --> 00:48:17,007
Co pro v�s znamen� b�t gay?
640
00:48:18,384 --> 00:48:23,256
B�t gayem dnes neznamen� to,
co znamenalo p�ed 20 lety.
641
00:48:23,281 --> 00:48:26,103
A dnes je je�t� d�le�it�j�� ne� d��ve
642
00:48:26,104 --> 00:48:30,174
vytv��et si spojence
a zakl�dat spolky,
643
00:48:30,199 --> 00:48:33,577
a to jak uvnit�,
tak i vn� gay komunity.
644
00:48:38,497 --> 00:48:43,155
B�t gayem dnes neznamen� to,
co znamenalo p�ed 20 lety.
645
00:48:43,180 --> 00:48:44,621
Nen� to o�
646
00:49:19,590 --> 00:49:20,691
Ahoj.
647
00:49:22,697 --> 00:49:23,798
Ne.
648
00:49:26,938 --> 00:49:28,573
Mus�m se psem.
649
00:50:06,836 --> 00:50:08,638
Ahoj.
650
00:50:12,498 --> 00:50:14,157
Co to d�l�?
651
00:50:15,349 --> 00:50:18,015
Pot�ebuju trochu prostoru.
652
00:50:20,174 --> 00:50:21,428
� Mikeu,...
� Pod�vej, j� jen�
653
00:50:21,453 --> 00:50:23,184
Pot�ebuju n�jak� �as,
abych si to ujasnil,
654
00:50:23,209 --> 00:50:25,441
abych zjistil,
kam m� to t�hne.
655
00:50:27,373 --> 00:50:30,300
Pro� nem��e� ��ct o pomoc mn�?
656
00:50:30,325 --> 00:50:33,239
� Mus�me si o tom promluvit, ne��
� Hele�
657
00:50:33,264 --> 00:50:37,011
Mus�m se odtrhnout
od tohohle �ivota.
658
00:50:37,036 --> 00:50:38,774
� Na�eho �ivota?
� Ano.
659
00:50:40,742 --> 00:50:43,947
A p�ed ��m konkr�tn� mus�
v na�em �ivot� ut�ct?
P�ed t�m, �e jsi gay?
660
00:50:43,972 --> 00:50:45,590
Nev�m.
661
00:50:45,615 --> 00:50:46,915
Nev�m!
662
00:50:46,940 --> 00:50:48,361
Fajn�
663
00:50:48,386 --> 00:50:51,835
p�itahuj� t� �eny?
664
00:50:51,860 --> 00:50:54,400
Proto�e jestli jde jen o to,
tak fajn, b� a vyzkou�ej si to!
665
00:50:54,425 --> 00:50:57,571
J� akor�t chci j�t do nebe ke sv�m rodi��m.
Je tak t�k� to pochopit?
666
00:50:57,596 --> 00:50:59,825
Poslouch� se te� v�bec?
667
00:50:59,850 --> 00:51:02,165
Co se stalo s t�m �patn�m
v�kladem bible?!
668
00:51:02,190 --> 00:51:03,898
Je to jen
pod�lan� kn�ka, Mikeu!
669
00:51:03,923 --> 00:51:05,762
�etl jsem bibli stejn�
jako cokoliv jin�ho
670
00:51:05,787 --> 00:51:07,998
bez p�edsudk�
a s otev�en�m srdcem.
671
00:51:08,023 --> 00:51:10,098
Aha, takhle tomu ��k�?!
672
00:51:10,123 --> 00:51:14,127
Proto�e to, jak te� mluv�,
nezn�, jako bys byl bez p�edsudk�.
673
00:51:14,152 --> 00:51:16,169
Tenhle vztah�
674
00:51:16,194 --> 00:51:18,994
Vyvinul se v n�co nezdrav�ho�
675
00:51:19,019 --> 00:51:21,835
Co to v�bec znamen�?
676
00:51:21,860 --> 00:51:24,239
Tyler?
677
00:51:24,264 --> 00:51:27,304
� Byl jsi stejn� jako j� jen zv�davej.
� Nebyl.
678
00:51:27,344 --> 00:51:28,977
Jen jsem cht�l,
abys byl ��astnej,
679
00:51:29,002 --> 00:51:30,826
proto�e jsem se b�l,
�e bys m� opustil.
680
00:51:30,851 --> 00:51:32,746
To bych nikdy neud�lal, Mikeu.
681
00:51:32,771 --> 00:51:33,898
St�l jsem p�i tob�.
682
00:51:33,923 --> 00:51:36,738
Dr�el jsem t� za ruku,
kdy� ses b�l, �e um�e�
683
00:51:36,763 --> 00:51:40,150
na n�co,
co ani nikdy neexistovalo.
684
00:51:40,175 --> 00:51:41,309
Pravdou je,
685
00:51:41,334 --> 00:51:43,063
�e jsem �il ve l�i.
686
00:51:43,739 --> 00:51:46,009
Pravdou je, �e n�s B�h miluje�
687
00:51:46,034 --> 00:51:47,982
U� sakra zklapni!
688
00:51:52,419 --> 00:51:53,932
Fajn.
689
00:51:53,957 --> 00:51:55,158
Po�kej.
690
00:52:03,738 --> 00:52:05,874
Necho� pry�, pros�m.
691
00:52:11,262 --> 00:52:13,898
Kam p�jde�?
692
00:52:21,208 --> 00:52:26,460
Jedin� v�c, kter� t� skute�n� zabije
693
00:52:26,485 --> 00:52:31,083
je pop�r�n� toho,
kdo doopravdy jsi.
694
00:52:31,108 --> 00:52:34,115
Hlavn� toho by ses m�l ob�vat.
695
00:53:28,054 --> 00:53:32,304
HOMOSEXUALITA = SMRT
ZVOL SI �IVOT
696
00:53:43,446 --> 00:53:46,754
To tady nechal jen tak le�et?
697
00:54:34,854 --> 00:54:38,742
Do�el jsem k rozhodnut�,
kter� bude �okuj�c�
698
00:54:38,767 --> 00:54:41,969
pro ka�d�ho,
komu jsem byl bl�zk�.
699
00:54:43,390 --> 00:54:48,817
P��tomnost Boha
v m�m �ivot� zes�lila.
700
00:54:48,842 --> 00:54:50,182
Sd�lil mi,
701
00:54:50,207 --> 00:54:52,340
�e m� z�chvaty �zkosti
702
00:54:52,365 --> 00:54:58,054
zp�sobil m�j povrchn�
a h��n� zp�sob �ivota.
703
00:54:58,079 --> 00:55:00,484
Uv�domil jsem si,
704
00:55:00,509 --> 00:55:02,823
�e pova�ovat se za gaye
705
00:55:02,848 --> 00:55:06,751
v�m br�n� v nalezen�
va�eho prav�ho j�.
706
00:55:06,776 --> 00:55:08,997
A my mus�me b�t t�mi prav�mi j�,
707
00:55:09,022 --> 00:55:13,304
chceme-li se p�ipojit
k Bohu v jeho kr�lovstv�.
708
00:55:13,329 --> 00:55:14,645
Z toho d�vodu,
709
00:55:14,670 --> 00:55:16,828
se j�, Michael Glatze,
710
00:55:16,853 --> 00:55:19,900
u� nepova�uji za gaye.
711
00:55:28,199 --> 00:55:33,032
Jak se z p�edn�ho gay aktivisty
stal heterosexu�l
712
00:55:36,132 --> 00:55:37,981
Gay �aktivista� tvrd�,
�e u� nerand� s mu�i
713
00:55:38,006 --> 00:55:39,528
Gay aktivista je te� na holky!
714
00:55:39,553 --> 00:55:40,956
Z gaye na heterosexu�la?
Je�� ochr�nil dal��ho
715
00:55:40,981 --> 00:55:42,394
P�edstavitel gay� heterosexu�lem
716
00:55:42,419 --> 00:55:43,783
Koment��: Ex-gay novin�� reaguje
na svou kritiku
717
00:55:43,808 --> 00:55:45,346
M��e b�t z gaye heterosexu�l?
718
00:55:45,371 --> 00:55:46,569
Gay se z�ekl homosexuality
719
00:55:46,594 --> 00:55:49,312
� �Ex-gay� M. Glatze se do�ista zbl�znil
� M.Glatze: �U� nikdy gayem�
720
00:55:49,337 --> 00:55:50,457
Doru�en� po�ta
721
00:55:50,482 --> 00:55:53,752
Douf�m, �e zem�e� � V���m ti � Sma� se
v pekle � D�kybohu � B�h ti �ehnej
722
00:55:53,777 --> 00:55:56,030
Lh�� � Zachr�n�n � Hetero � Odporn� � Buz�k
723
00:55:56,791 --> 00:55:59,070
��zen� stresu & relaxace
724
00:56:44,660 --> 00:56:49,842
Vid�l jsem u tebe na profilu p�r fotek z va�eho centra.
P�sob� tak klidn�.
725
00:56:53,383 --> 00:56:57,859
Fakt to tu �lov�ku zm�n� �ivot.
Prost� se od v�eho oprost� a zam��� se na sebe.
726
00:57:15,246 --> 00:57:17,436
Budhistick� centrum guru Zhi-Ba
727
00:57:33,773 --> 00:57:35,741
Pro�s to ud�lal?
728
00:57:39,430 --> 00:57:42,206
�Gay aktivista je te� na holky�?
729
00:57:42,239 --> 00:57:45,067
Dals anti-gay iniciativ� p�esn� to,
po �em v�dycky tou�ili.
730
00:57:45,092 --> 00:57:46,395
Nev�m pro�.
731
00:57:47,013 --> 00:57:48,373
Nev�m.
732
00:57:49,473 --> 00:57:52,460
� Kdo t� k tomu dotla�il?
� Nikdo.
733
00:57:52,485 --> 00:57:55,415
Jen jsem se cht�l
pod�lit o sv�j p��b�h.
734
00:57:55,440 --> 00:57:59,547
Hele, mysl�m, �e se to cel� odehr�lo,
proto�e mi cht�l B�h u�t�d�it lekci.
735
00:57:59,572 --> 00:58:02,479
Proto tu jsem,
abych to zlep�il.
736
00:58:09,634 --> 00:58:12,419
Meditace je zp�sob, jak se zpomalit
737
00:58:12,444 --> 00:58:15,058
a rozv�jet v sob� dobrotu.
738
00:58:15,832 --> 00:58:20,597
Pomoc� cvi�en� rozvineme
s�lu na�� mysli.
739
00:58:21,471 --> 00:58:23,795
Pono��me se do p��tomnosti
740
00:58:23,820 --> 00:58:27,074
a nau��me se
v�it si na�eho sv�ta.
741
00:58:31,990 --> 00:58:35,942
Cesty Bo�� jsou nevyzpytateln�.
742
00:58:35,967 --> 00:58:37,711
Poslal m� na m�sto,
743
00:58:37,736 --> 00:58:40,449
kde mohu uniknout
p�ed re�ln�m sv�tem,
744
00:58:40,474 --> 00:58:43,465
abych se mohl soust�edit
na sv� prav� j�.
745
00:58:43,490 --> 00:58:46,155
��astn�j�� a zdrav�j�� �lov�k,
746
00:58:46,180 --> 00:58:49,093
zbaven� nep�irozen�ch tu�eb.
747
00:58:57,077 --> 00:59:01,480
Z po��tku jsem nech�pal,
pro� by B�h pos�lal k�es�ana
748
00:59:01,505 --> 00:59:03,707
do budhistick�ho centra.
749
00:59:04,469 --> 00:59:07,472
Ale j� jeho pl�n�m d�v��uji.
750
00:59:14,296 --> 00:59:16,763
Touha je siln�
751
00:59:16,788 --> 00:59:19,222
a B�h m� pokou��.
752
00:59:20,422 --> 00:59:24,216
Ale j� odm�t�m
podlehnout poku�en�.
753
00:59:29,144 --> 00:59:31,547
Uv�domil jsem si,
754
00:59:31,572 --> 00:59:34,587
�e B�h chce,
abych se pomoc� metidace
755
00:59:34,612 --> 00:59:37,908
zbavil sv�ch nespr�vn�ch tu�eb.
756
00:59:39,556 --> 00:59:43,015
B�h dal Budhovi svolen� b�t budhou.
757
00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:44,554
Tak to bylo.
758
00:59:44,579 --> 00:59:46,744
Michaele, co to vykl�d�?
759
00:59:46,769 --> 00:59:49,180
Jen chci, abychom byli
na spr�vn� cest�
760
00:59:49,205 --> 00:59:50,871
kv�li na�� budoucnosti,
761
00:59:50,896 --> 00:59:54,079
kv�li na�emu zdrav�
a kv�li posmrtn�mu �ivotu.
762
00:59:54,104 --> 00:59:56,395
J� jsem na spr�vn�
cest�, ch�pe�?
763
00:59:56,420 --> 00:59:57,793
Moj� cest�.
764
01:00:07,761 --> 01:00:10,166
Michaele,
omlouv�m se.
765
01:00:12,598 --> 01:00:14,867
J� se omlouv�m, Nico.
766
01:00:33,278 --> 01:00:34,968
Je to ta sam� s�la,
767
01:00:34,993 --> 01:00:38,262
kterou pot�ebuje�, abys �
aby sis pro�istil mysl.
768
01:00:38,287 --> 01:00:39,523
My prost�
769
01:00:39,547 --> 01:00:41,807
Mus�me v sob� tu s�lu naj�t,
770
01:00:41,832 --> 01:00:43,497
abychom byli schopni bojovat
771
01:00:43,522 --> 01:00:46,227
proti t�m �patnostem
v na�ich srdc�ch.
772
01:00:46,252 --> 01:00:48,656
� Mus�me s t�m bojovat.
� Zadr�, Michaele, p�esta�.
773
01:00:48,681 --> 01:00:50,247
Ne, chci ��ct�
774
01:00:59,819 --> 01:01:02,167
Michaele, ty jse� zmatenej.
775
01:01:02,192 --> 01:01:05,518
Jsi zmatenej,
a to kv�li mn�.
776
01:01:32,401 --> 01:01:35,304
Lid� se m� ptaj�, jak se mi da��.
777
01:01:35,329 --> 01:01:37,376
N�kte�� mi chtej� vyj�d�it podporu,
778
01:01:37,401 --> 01:01:40,588
j�n� se domn�vaj�, �e jsem sv� rozhodnut� zm�nil.
779
01:01:40,613 --> 01:01:42,762
Uv�domil jsem si,
780
01:01:42,787 --> 01:01:45,127
�e Bennett p�edstavuje du�i,
781
01:01:45,152 --> 01:01:47,682
Tyler p�edstavuje t�lo
782
01:01:47,707 --> 01:01:50,285
a Nico mysl.
783
01:01:50,310 --> 01:01:54,138
Otec, Syn a Duch Svat�.
784
01:01:54,163 --> 01:01:56,805
Mysl�m, �e B�h cht�l,
abych uzav�el nejsv�t�j�� trojici,
785
01:01:56,830 --> 01:01:59,360
a posunul se tak d�l.
786
01:01:59,385 --> 01:02:01,828
Jsem p�ipraven uv�st
v�e na pravou m�ru.
787
01:02:01,853 --> 01:02:04,154
Byl jsem heterosexu�l,
788
01:02:04,179 --> 01:02:06,439
kter� m�l probl�m
s homosexualitou.
789
01:02:06,464 --> 01:02:09,010
O ten jsem se ale postaral.
790
01:02:09,035 --> 01:02:11,487
Nerozmyslel jsem si to.
791
01:02:12,837 --> 01:02:16,081
Ozvala se mi p�kn� ��dka lid�,
792
01:02:16,106 --> 01:02:17,463
kte�� vyj�d�ili obavy
793
01:02:17,488 --> 01:02:19,621
t�kaj�c� se tv�ho spojen�
s touto organizac�.
794
01:02:19,646 --> 01:02:22,414
Tohle centrum m� p�ij�mat ka�d�ho.
795
01:02:23,169 --> 01:02:24,937
Ano, a to d�l�me.
796
01:02:24,962 --> 01:02:27,270
V�t�me ka�d�ho
bez ohledu na jeho v�ru,
797
01:02:27,295 --> 01:02:29,295
ale netolerujeme nen�vist.
798
01:02:30,192 --> 01:02:32,660
Neprojevuju nen�vist.
799
01:02:33,279 --> 01:02:34,976
Michaele, to, cos napsal,
800
01:02:35,001 --> 01:02:37,048
m��e leckdo pova�ovat za nen�vistn�.
801
01:02:37,073 --> 01:02:39,231
Jsou to jen m� n�zory.
802
01:02:41,628 --> 01:02:42,929
Jsi v po��dku?
803
01:02:43,413 --> 01:02:44,651
Jo.
804
01:02:45,628 --> 01:02:47,630
A ty?
805
01:02:49,667 --> 01:02:51,158
Nev�m...
806
01:02:51,183 --> 01:02:55,520
nech�pu, co se zm�nilo, ale j�
807
01:02:55,545 --> 01:02:58,616
M�me tu ve zvyku s lidmi souc�tit.
808
01:02:58,641 --> 01:03:00,578
A j� se jen�
809
01:03:00,603 --> 01:03:02,727
Ob�v�m se, �e to nebude fungovat.
810
01:03:02,752 --> 01:03:07,576
Tak�e kdy� jsem k�es�an
a vyjad�uju sv� n�zory�
811
01:03:07,601 --> 01:03:09,521
mus�m odej�t?
812
01:03:10,581 --> 01:03:12,557
To je bordel.
813
01:03:51,203 --> 01:03:52,622
Fakt je to v�echno?
814
01:03:52,647 --> 01:03:55,629
Celej tv�j �ivot v jedn� ta�ce?
815
01:03:55,654 --> 01:03:57,267
Jo.
816
01:04:01,056 --> 01:04:02,939
Mysl�, �e tu z�stane�?
817
01:04:03,813 --> 01:04:08,336
Chci ��ct, �e San Francisco
asi nebude nejlep�� m�sto pro�
818
01:04:09,597 --> 01:04:11,034
ex-gaye.
819
01:04:11,082 --> 01:04:15,280
Nejsem ex-gay. Jsem to prost� j�.
820
01:04:16,867 --> 01:04:19,176
Up��mn�, m�la bys b�t ��astn�.
821
01:04:20,097 --> 01:04:22,033
Vlastn� jsi to nikdy neschvalovala.
822
01:04:22,058 --> 01:04:23,430
To nen� pravda.
823
01:04:24,422 --> 01:04:26,763
Tak pro� jsme si nikdy nebyli bl�zc�?
824
01:04:27,437 --> 01:04:29,341
V�dy� jsi moje sestra.
825
01:04:29,366 --> 01:04:31,969
M�li bychom tu b�t jeden pro druh�ho.
826
01:04:33,699 --> 01:04:36,579
Te� si p�ece m��eme b�t bli���.
827
01:04:36,604 --> 01:04:39,237
Jsem r�da, �e t� tu m�m.
828
01:04:39,262 --> 01:04:40,769
A�
829
01:04:40,794 --> 01:04:42,840
Chci, abys byl ��astn�.
830
01:04:42,865 --> 01:04:44,825
A� u� bude�
milovat kohokoliv.
831
01:04:46,315 --> 01:04:47,569
Jo?
832
01:04:47,594 --> 01:04:49,295
Ano.
833
01:06:34,266 --> 01:06:36,083
Omlouv�m se.
834
01:06:36,895 --> 01:06:38,139
� Ne, nejde to.
� Co�e?
835
01:06:38,164 --> 01:06:39,860
Ne, promi�
836
01:06:39,885 --> 01:06:42,051
� Co se stalo?
� Nem��u�
837
01:06:42,503 --> 01:06:45,840
Nen� to tebou. J�
Promi�. Fakt se omlouv�m.
838
01:07:32,304 --> 01:07:36,642
V po��dku, Olly, to nic nen�.
839
01:07:42,659 --> 01:07:44,262
Pros�m?
840
01:07:52,241 --> 01:07:53,898
Michaele?
841
01:07:55,189 --> 01:07:56,858
Bennette?
842
01:08:00,195 --> 01:08:02,901
Kde jsi?
843
01:08:02,926 --> 01:08:04,840
Jsi v po��dku?
844
01:08:07,788 --> 01:08:08,882
Michaele?
845
01:08:08,907 --> 01:08:11,139
Mus�m j�t.
846
01:08:11,164 --> 01:08:13,633
Po�kej, pro�s mi volal,
Michaele?
847
01:08:24,463 --> 01:08:28,850
M�m p��tel�m, kte�� jsou chyceni
do past� homosexuality:
848
01:08:28,875 --> 01:08:31,128
Chci v�m pod�kovat za mil� koment��e
849
01:08:31,153 --> 01:08:34,516
a vn�mav� post�ehy k m�mu p��b�hu
850
01:08:34,541 --> 01:08:38,381
a m�mu odhalen�,
�e u� nejsem homosexu�lem,
851
01:08:38,382 --> 01:08:41,604
ale heterosexu�lem.
852
01:08:41,629 --> 01:08:46,168
Identitu gaye v�m
naserv�rovali jako hotovou v�c.
853
01:08:46,193 --> 01:08:50,207
A jestli�e se za gaye pova�ujete,
cel� jste jim to se�rali,
854
01:08:50,232 --> 01:08:52,602
a p�ipravili se tak
o mo�nost d�l r�st
855
01:08:52,627 --> 01:08:56,658
a pochopit sv� prav� j�.
856
01:08:56,683 --> 01:08:59,366
Po��d se ale m��ete zachr�nit,
857
01:08:59,391 --> 01:09:02,203
pokud se mnou budete ��dit.
858
01:09:02,228 --> 01:09:04,469
Jsem si t�m jist�.
859
01:09:04,494 --> 01:09:06,688
Jsem po�ehnan�.
860
01:09:06,713 --> 01:09:08,815
Jsem siln�.
861
01:09:08,840 --> 01:09:13,978
Jsem p�ipraven zasv�tit
sv�j �ivot Bohu,
862
01:09:14,003 --> 01:09:16,899
abych odhalil sv� prav� j�.
863
01:10:26,235 --> 01:10:28,616
Ur�it� si ned� kafe?
864
01:10:28,641 --> 01:10:30,815
J� u� ho nepiju.
865
01:10:36,263 --> 01:10:37,643
Jsi v pohod�?
866
01:10:37,668 --> 01:10:39,101
Jo, pro�?
867
01:10:40,018 --> 01:10:41,605
Jen se pt�m.
868
01:10:43,206 --> 01:10:45,531
M�m se skv�le.
869
01:10:45,556 --> 01:10:48,849
Nikdy jsem se nem�l l�p.
870
01:10:51,014 --> 01:10:55,874
No, jen jsem cht�l v�d�t,
jak se ti da��.
871
01:10:55,902 --> 01:10:58,819
A Bennett taky.
872
01:11:00,815 --> 01:11:04,346
Cht�l bych pochopit to, ��m te� proch�z�.
873
01:11:05,966 --> 01:11:08,331
Prost� u� nechci b�t po zbytek �ivota
874
01:11:08,356 --> 01:11:12,012
vn�m�m jako gay.
875
01:11:12,037 --> 01:11:13,803
Je to jednoduch�.
876
01:11:16,909 --> 01:11:19,955
Jsi je�t� s Bennettem?
877
01:11:19,980 --> 01:11:22,074
Ne.
878
01:11:22,099 --> 01:11:25,621
Jedu do Evropy.
879
01:11:25,646 --> 01:11:27,747
Studovat vesm�rn� v�dy.
880
01:11:28,312 --> 01:11:30,287
Super.
881
01:11:30,312 --> 01:11:32,304
J� se chyst�m do c�rkevn� �koly.
882
01:11:32,329 --> 01:11:34,964
B�h si p�eje, abych byl pastorem.
883
01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:47,208
J�
884
01:11:47,233 --> 01:11:51,033
nechci se vrtat ve star�ch v�cech,
ale taky�
885
01:11:51,058 --> 01:11:55,438
nev�m, jestli t�
je�t� v�bec n�kdy uvid�m.
886
01:11:56,634 --> 01:12:00,659
Chci, abys v�d�l,
jak moc jsi pro m� znamenal.
887
01:12:05,454 --> 01:12:09,255
J� v�m, �e u� t� to nezaj�m�.
888
01:12:09,280 --> 01:12:12,836
Ale pot�eboval jsem ti to ��ct.
889
01:12:12,861 --> 01:12:15,280
Abychom to uzav�eli.
890
01:12:19,933 --> 01:12:23,274
Cel� tahle v�c�
891
01:12:24,282 --> 01:12:26,726
Zlomilo mi to srdce.
892
01:12:27,603 --> 01:12:30,650
Tylere,
893
01:12:30,675 --> 01:12:32,619
omlouv�m se.
894
01:12:34,158 --> 01:12:36,904
Ale te� mus�m ��t sv�j �ivot.
895
01:12:40,507 --> 01:12:42,688
Fajn.
896
01:12:46,888 --> 01:12:49,639
Dob�e.
897
01:12:49,664 --> 01:12:51,188
Opatruj se.
898
01:13:41,587 --> 01:13:45,548
Tak�e, n�kdy se v�s n�kdo
nejsp� zept�, v co v���te.
899
01:13:45,573 --> 01:13:47,793
�eknou �Jse� k�es�an, vi�,�
900
01:13:47,818 --> 01:13:49,539
�tak v co v���?�
901
01:13:49,564 --> 01:13:52,728
Mo�n� to bude ateista, agnostik nebo muslim
902
01:13:52,729 --> 01:13:56,388
nebo budhista, v�ak v�te,
kdo v�, co jsou za�?
903
01:13:56,413 --> 01:13:59,713
M�li byste pro n�
m�t p�ipravnou odpov��.
904
01:13:59,738 --> 01:14:02,888
V���me, �e bible je slovo Bo��,
905
01:14:02,913 --> 01:14:07,819
jedin� a nejvy��� moc
v na�em �ivot� a v��e.
906
01:14:08,849 --> 01:14:11,990
V���me v jedin�ho boha,
907
01:14:12,015 --> 01:14:15,118
v��n� �ij�c�ho ve t�ech osob�ch,
908
01:14:15,143 --> 01:14:18,149
Otci, Synovi a Duchu Svat�m.
909
01:14:18,174 --> 01:14:20,824
A v���me, �e jedinou podm�nkou
910
01:14:20,849 --> 01:14:23,773
pro dosa�en� v��n�ho �ivota
911
01:14:23,798 --> 01:14:29,933
je d�v�ra a sama v�ra
v na�eho p�na Je��e Krista.
912
01:15:15,773 --> 01:15:16,622
D�ky.
913
01:15:16,647 --> 01:15:18,772
Dal bych si tyhle, pros�m.
914
01:15:32,153 --> 01:15:33,413
Ahoj, j� jsem Michael.
915
01:15:33,438 --> 01:15:35,740
Ahoj, j� jsem Rebeka.
916
01:15:38,370 --> 01:15:41,572
Vypad� to, �e m�me r�di stejn� v�ci.
917
01:15:43,069 --> 01:15:45,202
Zbo��uju to tu.
918
01:15:45,227 --> 01:15:48,877
Nikdy by m� nenapadlo,
�e skon��m ve Wyomingu,
919
01:15:48,902 --> 01:15:51,267
ale cit�m, �e jsem kone�n�
na�el sv� m�sto.
920
01:15:51,292 --> 01:15:53,656
Kdes myslel, �e skon��?
921
01:15:55,759 --> 01:15:59,273
Dobr� ot�zka.
Netu��m.
922
01:15:59,298 --> 01:16:02,249
V�m jen to, �e jsem v�dycky
cht�l pom�hat lidem,
923
01:16:02,274 --> 01:16:06,201
proto�e n�kte�� lid�
se dok�� neskute�n� tr�pit,
924
01:16:06,226 --> 01:16:09,756
i kdy� maj� �e�en� sv�ch
probl�m� p��mo p�ed sebou.
925
01:16:09,781 --> 01:16:12,510
To p�esn� se p�e
v Matou�ovi 10.
926
01:16:12,535 --> 01:16:18,751
Cesta mo�n� nebude snadn�,
ale kdy� sv�j �ivot zasv�t�me Kristu,
927
01:16:18,776 --> 01:16:21,649
pak odhal�me sv� skute�n� j�.
928
01:16:29,320 --> 01:16:31,176
Kams chodil na vysokou?
929
01:16:31,201 --> 01:16:32,360
Na Dartmouth.
930
01:16:32,385 --> 01:16:33,755
P�ni!
931
01:16:33,780 --> 01:16:36,016
A byls na hudebn�m oboru?
932
01:16:36,041 --> 01:16:38,762
Na tv�r��m psan� a anglick� literatu�e,
933
01:16:38,787 --> 01:16:42,163
ale jako vedlej�� obor jsem
m�l teorii hudby a skladbu.
934
01:16:43,456 --> 01:16:45,920
Tos musel b�t dost v�t�en�.
935
01:16:45,945 --> 01:16:47,778
A cos psal?
936
01:16:48,469 --> 01:16:51,650
No, vlastn� cel� moje
diplomka byla jen poezie.
937
01:16:52,921 --> 01:16:55,047
Mohla bych si z n� n�co p�e��st?
938
01:16:55,610 --> 01:16:57,776
J� u� ji nem�m.
939
01:16:57,801 --> 01:17:00,771
Moje poezie je z jin�ho �ivota.
940
01:17:00,796 --> 01:17:02,596
Ale j�
941
01:17:02,621 --> 01:17:07,415
Jsem te� neskute�n� zabran� do hudby,
proto�e jde za hranice jazyka.
942
01:17:07,440 --> 01:17:10,772
V� co, lid� se
o ni nemohou h�dat,
943
01:17:10,797 --> 01:17:14,106
soudit ji nebo si ji
�patn� vykl�dat, mohou jen�
944
01:17:14,131 --> 01:17:15,004
jen poslouchat.
945
01:17:15,029 --> 01:17:19,177
Prost� ji zahraju a
oni poslouchaj�, ch�pe�?
946
01:17:19,202 --> 01:17:21,153
Abych byla up��mn�, �pln� nev�m,
947
01:17:21,178 --> 01:17:24,597
ale kdy� t� tak poslouch�m,
r�da bych to pochopila.
948
01:17:24,622 --> 01:17:27,010
Promi�, jen �vatl�m.
A co ty?
949
01:17:27,035 --> 01:17:30,573
Ne, neomlouvej se!
Ne�vatl�!
950
01:17:30,598 --> 01:17:32,192
J� studovala divadlo.
951
01:17:32,217 --> 01:17:34,429
� Divadlo? Fakt?
� Jo.
952
01:17:34,454 --> 01:17:38,921
Jo, byla to fakt z�bava,
ale opravdov� pr�ce to moc nen�.
953
01:17:38,946 --> 01:17:41,525
Vlastn� jsem po �kole
trochu pom�hala v divadle,
954
01:17:41,550 --> 01:17:45,953
ale nev�m �
p�ipadala jsem si bez c�le.
955
01:17:45,978 --> 01:17:50,198
Tak jsem p�i�la sem s t�m,
�e snad najdu svou cestu.
956
01:17:50,912 --> 01:17:52,267
J� taky.
957
01:17:52,949 --> 01:17:56,314
M��e b�t z gaye heterosexu�l?
958
01:18:10,080 --> 01:18:16,095
Pro� to d�l�? Ubli�uje� tolika lidem.
959
01:18:26,413 --> 01:18:28,373
Bude se za tebe modlit.
960
01:18:43,133 --> 01:18:46,005
Nev���m, �es nikdy nem�la sushi!
961
01:18:46,030 --> 01:18:48,423
To u� ochutnal snad ka�d�!
962
01:18:51,136 --> 01:18:53,024
Ale ne.
963
01:18:53,049 --> 01:18:55,049
� Ty ho nem� r�da.
� Promi�.
964
01:18:55,074 --> 01:18:56,932
Moc se omlouv�m.
965
01:18:58,430 --> 01:18:59,541
Promi�.
966
01:18:59,566 --> 01:19:02,365
Ne, j� tohle v�dycky nesn�el
v p�edchoz�m vztahu.
967
01:19:02,390 --> 01:19:04,952
To rozhodov�n�
968
01:19:04,977 --> 01:19:06,477
M��eme j�t jinam.
969
01:19:06,502 --> 01:19:09,491
Ne, ne, ne.
To je v pohod�.
970
01:19:09,516 --> 01:19:10,538
Ur�it�?
971
01:19:10,563 --> 01:19:14,420
Ano. Ty ho m� r�d.
To je v po��dku.
972
01:19:19,045 --> 01:19:22,347
Jak� Jak je to dlouho,
973
01:19:22,372 --> 01:19:24,600
co ten vztah skon�il?
974
01:19:25,934 --> 01:19:27,679
U� je to d�vno�
975
01:19:27,704 --> 01:19:30,053
Nev�m, pro� jsem to te� vytahoval.
976
01:19:30,078 --> 01:19:31,576
Blbost�
977
01:19:32,624 --> 01:19:34,081
A bylo to v�n�?
978
01:19:34,106 --> 01:19:36,455
Cht�l sis ji vz�t?
979
01:19:38,574 --> 01:19:41,407
V�n� jo, ale�
980
01:19:41,432 --> 01:19:43,610
ne, na svatbu to nebylo.
981
01:19:45,086 --> 01:19:47,355
A co ty?
982
01:19:47,380 --> 01:19:49,323
No, ne�
983
01:19:49,348 --> 01:19:52,347
Je�t� jsem nem�la v�n� vztah.
984
01:19:52,372 --> 01:19:56,046
Moji rodi�e jsou hrozn� konzervativn�.
985
01:19:57,022 --> 01:19:59,450
Mysl�, �e m� by schvalovali?
986
01:20:00,268 --> 01:20:03,092
Budouc�ho pastora,
kter�ho jsem potkala na c�rkevn� �kole?
987
01:20:03,117 --> 01:20:05,593
Jo, mysl�m, �e schvalovali.
988
01:20:41,652 --> 01:20:43,571
Rebeko?
989
01:20:43,596 --> 01:20:46,275
Ahoj.
990
01:20:48,300 --> 01:20:50,300
Copak?
991
01:20:50,722 --> 01:20:52,435
J� jen�
992
01:20:52,460 --> 01:20:55,367
Od kdy nos� takov� tri�ka?
993
01:20:55,392 --> 01:20:59,526
Co�e? V�dy� nen� nevhodn�,
nav�c je venku vedro.
994
01:20:59,551 --> 01:21:04,535
Jsi tady od toho, abys slou�ila na�emu P�nu,
a ne abys rozptylovala mu�e.
995
01:21:04,560 --> 01:21:08,821
Nemysl�m, �e bych n�koho rozptylovala.
996
01:21:08,846 --> 01:21:10,932
To se pt� kv�li Michaelovi?
997
01:21:10,957 --> 01:21:15,122
To, co mezi n�mi je,
nijak nezasahuje do na�eho studia.
998
01:21:15,147 --> 01:21:17,702
Nav�c P�n n�s k sob� svedl.
999
01:21:18,575 --> 01:21:20,972
Jde o jeho minulost.
1000
01:21:21,509 --> 01:21:23,635
Co s n� je?
1001
01:21:24,320 --> 01:21:26,786
Ty to fakt nev�?
1002
01:21:28,365 --> 01:21:30,767
Nev�m co?
1003
01:21:35,252 --> 01:21:37,648
GAY �AKTIVISTA� TVRD�,
�E U� NERAND� S MU�I.
1004
01:21:51,428 --> 01:21:52,654
Rebeko.
1005
01:21:53,541 --> 01:21:54,532
Ahoj.
1006
01:21:54,557 --> 01:21:56,055
Plat� na�e setk�n�?
1007
01:21:56,080 --> 01:21:59,310
Jo, jen to dod�l�m.
Hned tam budu.
1008
01:22:01,016 --> 01:22:02,593
Dob�e, budu v j�deln�.
1009
01:22:02,618 --> 01:22:04,086
Fajn.
1010
01:22:23,730 --> 01:22:26,258
Je tu n�co, co ti mus�m ��ct.
1011
01:22:30,451 --> 01:22:32,787
Ty u� to v�, jo?
1012
01:22:36,831 --> 01:22:39,274
Po��d t� p�itahuj� mu�i?
1013
01:22:39,299 --> 01:22:40,719
Ne.
1014
01:22:42,600 --> 01:22:44,854
Je to minulost.
1015
01:22:46,408 --> 01:22:47,828
B�h mi uk�zal sv�tlo.
1016
01:22:47,853 --> 01:22:50,385
Uk�zal mi pravdu.
1017
01:22:51,257 --> 01:22:55,585
Spousta lid� m� minulost,
na ni� nen� py�n�,
1018
01:22:55,610 --> 01:22:57,915
ale B�h p�eci odpu�t�, ne?
1019
01:22:59,689 --> 01:23:03,474
M�j �ivot se tot�ln� zm�nil,
od chv�le, kdy jsem t� poznal.
1020
01:23:03,499 --> 01:23:06,998
A m� city k tob� jsou skute�n�.
1021
01:23:07,023 --> 01:23:09,427
Moje city taky.
1022
01:23:10,903 --> 01:23:12,181
Ale m�m pocit,
1023
01:23:12,206 --> 01:23:14,895
�e zat�m bychom spolu mohli ob�as
jen n�kam vyrazit,
1024
01:23:14,920 --> 01:23:16,909
a pak uvid�me, jak se to vyvine.
1025
01:23:16,934 --> 01:23:20,968
Mo�n� te� nerozhodovat
o ni�em konkr�tn�m.
1026
01:23:20,993 --> 01:23:23,520
Pokud je to tak v pohod�.
1027
01:23:24,537 --> 01:23:26,472
Dob�e.
1028
01:23:53,550 --> 01:23:56,409
Ahoj, j� jsem Michael.
1029
01:24:31,989 --> 01:24:35,964
Te� bych v�m r�d pov�d�l
1030
01:24:35,989 --> 01:24:38,511
mal� tajemstv�
1031
01:24:38,536 --> 01:24:41,810
o velk�m daru od Boha.
1032
01:24:43,889 --> 01:24:46,626
T�m darem jsou lidsk� city,
1033
01:24:46,651 --> 01:24:50,363
kter� nep��tel� Boha pova�uj� za ni�iv�.
1034
01:24:54,684 --> 01:24:57,128
Strach.
1035
01:24:57,153 --> 01:24:59,644
Vy se nikdy,
1036
01:24:59,669 --> 01:25:01,685
nikdy, nikdy
1037
01:25:01,710 --> 01:25:05,481
nem��ete p�estat b�t sami sebe.
1038
01:25:05,506 --> 01:25:10,274
My jsme sv�mi vlastn�mi
nejhor��mi nep��teli.
1039
01:25:10,299 --> 01:25:16,632
A my se mus�me sami sebe b�t a� do toho dne,
kdy se setk�me s Bohem.
1040
01:25:18,345 --> 01:25:23,173
B�h n�s nestvo�il proto,
abychom �ili v neust�l�m strachu.
1041
01:25:23,198 --> 01:25:25,078
Ne, jasn� �e ne.
1042
01:25:25,079 --> 01:25:28,507
A pak m� sjel za to, �e kladu ot�zky.
1043
01:25:28,532 --> 01:25:29,603
No, to nen� f�r.
1044
01:25:29,628 --> 01:25:32,753
Jsme tu, abychom se u�ili,
a to ��ste�n� i ot�zkami.
1045
01:25:32,778 --> 01:25:35,976
Ne. Jsme tu, abychom slou�ili Bohu,
ne se pova�ovali
1046
01:25:36,001 --> 01:25:40,834
za n�jak� konkr�tn� druh k�es�an�,
kter� z n�s cht�j� m�t.
1047
01:25:41,515 --> 01:25:43,164
Omlouv�m se.
1048
01:25:43,189 --> 01:25:44,760
Neomlouvej se.
1049
01:25:44,785 --> 01:25:49,194
V�, co je nejlep��,
proto�e skrz tebe k n�m B�h promlouv�.
1050
01:25:56,077 --> 01:25:58,546
Cht�l jste m� vid�t?
1051
01:26:00,093 --> 01:26:03,306
Po�tval jste proti n�m studenty,
1052
01:26:03,331 --> 01:26:06,429
jako by v�s ovl�dal s�m ��bel.
1053
01:26:09,242 --> 01:26:11,867
Nau�il jsem se tu toho spoustu o bibli,
1054
01:26:11,892 --> 01:26:14,191
a za to v�m d�kuji.
1055
01:26:14,216 --> 01:26:19,715
Odm�t�m b�t ale ovl�d�n
k�mkoliv ji�m ne� Bohem.
1056
01:26:19,740 --> 01:26:21,723
��d�m se svou vlastn� cestou.
1057
01:26:21,748 --> 01:26:24,659
Jo, a chcete, aby se j� ��dili i ostatn�.
1058
01:26:26,208 --> 01:26:29,334
Mo�n� by bylo nejlep��,
kdybychom v�m diplom poslali
1059
01:26:29,359 --> 01:26:33,361
a vy jste se tak
p�ed�vac�mu ob�adu rad�ji vyhnul.
1060
01:26:37,086 --> 01:26:40,081
Nev�m, jestli tu m��u je�t� zust�vat.
1061
01:26:40,106 --> 01:26:42,042
Kam bychom �li?
1062
01:26:43,593 --> 01:26:45,235
My?
1063
01:26:49,117 --> 01:26:51,854
Modlila jsem se za to.
1064
01:26:51,879 --> 01:26:54,851
Za n�s.
1065
01:26:54,876 --> 01:26:58,773
�ekla jsem Bohu, co k tob� c�t�m
1066
01:26:58,798 --> 01:27:01,684
a jak moc pro m� znamen�.
1067
01:27:01,709 --> 01:27:03,320
A v� co?
1068
01:27:05,922 --> 01:27:09,091
Dos�hla jsem klidu.
1069
01:27:09,116 --> 01:27:11,965
Naprost�ho klidu.
1070
01:27:15,408 --> 01:27:17,250
Miluju t�.
1071
01:27:18,107 --> 01:27:19,932
Taky t� miluju.
1072
01:27:53,758 --> 01:27:56,551
Nenechte se formovat t�mto sv�tem,
1073
01:27:56,576 --> 01:28:00,685
rad�ji se nechte prom��ovat
obnovou sv� mysli,
1074
01:28:00,710 --> 01:28:03,098
abyste dok�zali poznat,
co je Bo�� v�le.
1075
01:28:03,123 --> 01:28:07,982
Co je dobr�, kr�sn� a dokonal�.
1076
01:28:10,303 --> 01:28:11,890
Abyste v�d�li, co je Bo�� v�le.
1077
01:28:11,915 --> 01:28:15,624
Co je dobr�,
n�le�it� a dokonal�.
1078
01:28:46,484 --> 01:28:52,919
Co by sis dal rad�i?
Mar�melouny nebo gumov� medv�dky?
1079
01:28:52,944 --> 01:28:54,496
No, rozhodn� gumov� medv�dky.
1080
01:28:54,521 --> 01:28:56,308
Pro�? Pro� rozhodn�?
1081
01:28:56,333 --> 01:28:58,317
Proto�e ty jse� m�j medv�dek.
1082
01:29:17,486 --> 01:29:20,151
�, tady jsi!
1083
01:29:20,176 --> 01:29:21,914
Jsi v pohod�?
1084
01:29:22,597 --> 01:29:24,527
Jo, jsem.
1085
01:29:30,513 --> 01:29:32,376
M�m je.
1086
01:29:35,200 --> 01:29:37,226
Sehnalas v�echno?
1087
01:29:41,056 --> 01:29:43,559
Tyhle p�jdou do skladu.
1088
01:29:50,800 --> 01:29:55,465
� No, aspo� bude� m�t trochu m�sta pro
v�echny ty svoje boty.
� Bu� zticha!
1089
01:29:55,490 --> 01:29:58,099
Nikdy jsem nevid�l nikoho s tolika botami.
1090
01:29:58,124 --> 01:30:00,664
Bot nen� nikdy dost!
1091
01:30:12,391 --> 01:30:14,320
Odnes je pry�.
1092
01:30:33,553 --> 01:30:35,037
Pros�m?
1093
01:30:35,062 --> 01:30:36,364
Ahoj.
1094
01:30:41,109 --> 01:30:42,638
Ahoj.
1095
01:30:45,337 --> 01:30:46,925
Jak se vede?
1096
01:30:46,950 --> 01:30:48,586
Dob�e.
1097
01:30:49,968 --> 01:30:52,078
Dod�lal jsem �kolu.
1098
01:30:52,103 --> 01:30:55,601
Ale u� s nimi nesd�l�m jejich cestu.
1099
01:30:56,468 --> 01:31:00,189
A jakou cestou se te� teda ub�r�?
1100
01:31:00,214 --> 01:31:02,046
Svou vlastn�.
1101
01:31:02,071 --> 01:31:05,142
Budu pastorem ve vlastn�m kostele.
1102
01:31:09,430 --> 01:31:11,866
Pro� mi vol�?
1103
01:31:14,811 --> 01:31:17,413
J�
1104
01:31:17,438 --> 01:31:19,969
Dostal jsem od tebe tu fotku s Olly.
1105
01:31:19,994 --> 01:31:22,659
V�m, �e je to u� m�s�c zp�tky,
a j� neodpov�d�l.
1106
01:31:22,684 --> 01:31:24,512
Jak se m�?
1107
01:31:26,173 --> 01:31:27,721
St�rne.
1108
01:31:28,705 --> 01:31:30,196
Ale je v pohod�.
1109
01:31:30,221 --> 01:31:32,202
M� toho sv�ho ply��ka,
1110
01:31:32,227 --> 01:31:34,226
kter�ho s sebou v�ude tah�,
1111
01:31:34,251 --> 01:31:36,057
jako by to bylo jej� �t�n�.
1112
01:31:42,123 --> 01:31:44,456
Bennette,
1113
01:31:44,481 --> 01:31:48,106
M�l bych ti n�co ��ct,
ne� to stihne ud�lat n�kdo jin�.
1114
01:31:48,131 --> 01:31:50,472
Jsem zasnouben�.
1115
01:31:50,497 --> 01:31:52,413
S�
1116
01:31:52,438 --> 01:31:55,808
opravdu skv�lou �enou.
1117
01:31:55,833 --> 01:31:57,761
V�m, co si te� ��k�,
1118
01:31:57,786 --> 01:32:00,419
proto�e j� se s�m sebe ptal na tot�.
1119
01:32:00,444 --> 01:32:02,530
Opravdu ji miluju
1120
01:32:02,555 --> 01:32:07,339
nebo jen d�l�m to,
co je dobr� v o��ch Bo��ch.
1121
01:32:07,364 --> 01:32:10,693
A j� ji v�n� miluju, Bennette.
1122
01:32:13,509 --> 01:32:16,316
B�h se dostal a� ke ko�en�m
m� touhy po stejn�m pohlav�,
1123
01:32:16,341 --> 01:32:18,832
a vypudil ji.
1124
01:32:18,857 --> 01:32:21,817
Uk�zal mi, �e nen� norm�ln�.
1125
01:32:21,842 --> 01:32:23,507
Michaele?
1126
01:32:23,532 --> 01:32:26,642
Jsem r�d, �e si mysl�, �e jsi ��astn�.
1127
01:32:29,526 --> 01:32:31,144
A p�eju ti jen to nejlep��.
1128
01:32:31,169 --> 01:32:34,096
Opravdu. To nejsp� v�.
1129
01:32:34,121 --> 01:32:37,050
Ale nech�pu,
1130
01:32:37,075 --> 01:32:38,327
pro� bys mi volal
1131
01:32:38,352 --> 01:32:41,272
a pou��val p�itom slova
jako �nenorm�ln�.
1132
01:32:43,153 --> 01:32:47,018
Moc se omlouv�m za to,
jak to dopadlo.
1133
01:32:47,043 --> 01:32:49,396
Ale to, �e se neshodneme
1134
01:32:49,421 --> 01:32:51,032
na n�kter�ch na�ich n�zorech,
1135
01:32:51,033 --> 01:32:54,870
je�t� neznamen�,
�e nem��eme z�stat p��teli.
1136
01:32:58,444 --> 01:33:00,700
V�dycky budu tv�m p��telem.
1137
01:33:02,698 --> 01:33:06,926
A opravdu douf�m, �e ta cesta,
1138
01:33:06,951 --> 01:33:09,356
t� dovede tam, kam si p�eje�.
1139
01:33:11,095 --> 01:33:14,831
Ale taky douf�m,
1140
01:33:14,856 --> 01:33:18,196
�e kdy� u� bude� pom�hat ostatn�m,
jaks ��kal,
1141
01:33:18,221 --> 01:33:21,871
najde� si taky n�jak� �as na to,
abys pomohl s�m sob�.
1142
01:33:24,521 --> 01:33:26,568
J�
1143
01:33:28,449 --> 01:33:30,838
nem��u te� tady ��ct,
1144
01:33:30,839 --> 01:33:34,274
�e takov�hle budu po zbytek �ivota.
1145
01:33:34,299 --> 01:33:38,395
Neust�le se m�n�me a vyv�j�me.
1146
01:33:38,420 --> 01:33:40,459
A j� jsem tomu p��stupn�.
1147
01:33:45,737 --> 01:33:49,005
V tom p��pad�
1148
01:33:49,030 --> 01:33:52,624
To vypad�, �e se vlastn� nic nezm�nilo.
1149
01:33:52,649 --> 01:33:54,930
Jo.
1150
01:33:56,908 --> 01:33:59,177
Opatruj se, jo?
1151
01:34:01,793 --> 01:34:04,063
Sbohem, Michaele.
1152
01:34:07,634 --> 01:34:09,659
Sbohem.
1153
01:34:20,058 --> 01:34:23,423
P�iv�tejte pastora Michaela Glatze
1154
01:34:54,438 --> 01:34:56,551
U� jsou tady.
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