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Previously on doom patrol...
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How often does he come see them?
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Niles? Not very.
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So he just abandoned them?
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Like broken toys?
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Why would he send me here?
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Why would he wanna abandon me too?
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'Cause I think
that's what Mr. Nobody really wants,
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is for you to give up.
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That's why he sent you here.
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See what happens to those who cross him.
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Cyborg didn't even realize
he'd left his arm Cannon charging.
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Goodbye, Victor stone.
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Enabled your privacy mode.
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I won't be listening in anymore.
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For the last 60 years,
I decided that Rita farr
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was someone who deserved to be punished.
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Rita farr is empty and ugly.
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I don't wanna be those things anymore.
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I see everyone
I've ever loved... burning.
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Have you ever tried communicating this
to the spirit?
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Perhaps you should give it a try.
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I just thought
that you should have the chance
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to get to know your daughter.
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Bump! Come on!
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Look, we all wanna find
the chief.
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To find the chief
we gotta go through Mr. Nobody.
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And I think we can all agree
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if we don't get our shit together
right here, right now,
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Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us.
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He's gonna fuck us in our brains,
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he's gonna fuck us in our hearts,
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he's gonna fuck us in our souls.
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Now I don't know what kind
of freaky shit your souls are into,
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and I'm not one to judge,
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but I wanna keep my soul unfucked.
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No? None of you have any issues?
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Nothing it wouldn't help
to get off your chest?
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Well, this is fucking awkward.
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It's right around here.
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Okay. Are you excited?
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Please be quiet.
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Be quiet. Okay.
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Damn it, Frankie,
I said no visitors
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until we're done shooting
this endless coverage.
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Yes, Ms. Singer, it's just...
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This is the Cooke county pageant winner.
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Meeting you is the prize.
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Nice to meet you.
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Please call me Ethel.
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We're so grateful. We're such big fans.
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Oh, yes, especially her.
You're her idol.
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She's a little star in the making.
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Is that so?
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It's been dance classes, voice lessons,
acting workshops
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ever since she was old enough to coo.
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Oh! Well, that's a start.
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And what about school?
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No, no other children
to distract her.
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She's got pictures in her future.
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Mmm.
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- Come.
- Yeah.
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With a face like that she just might.
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What's your name, little one?
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- My name is...
- Uh-uh.
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Your stage name, darling.
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I'm Rita farr.
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Good morning, Rita.
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Team meeting in 15.
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The hunt for the chief continues.
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I'll be there.
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The person who is breathing is me.
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The person who is breathing is me.
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Shit.
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Just have to
pull myself together is all.
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The person who is breathing
is Rita farr.
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The person who is breathing
is Rita farr.
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Close enough.
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Good morning, hammerhead.
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Ugh, what the fuck
is wrong with your neck?
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Shit, shit, shit, shit.
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Shit.
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Help.
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Help.
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Anyone?
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Can anyone hear me?
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God damn it.
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How many humiliations
must I be made to suffer?
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Squirming through ducts
like some kind of rat.
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Oh, god.
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Please, no rats. No rats.
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The person who is breathing is me.
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The person with an arm
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is me.
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Ah!
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The person with two arms is me.
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The person who is sick
of having creepy baby imagery
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shoved in her face is me.
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The person who is sick
of being judged is me!
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The person who deserves this is me.
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Maybe I am just a ball of slime.
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Maybe I always was a ball of slime.
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Maybe...
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The real trick is being the best
goddamn ball of slime I can be.
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Think I'm disgusting?
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I'll show you disgusting!
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You think some stairs
are going to stop me?
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Swallow the whole damn town
if I wanted to.
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You think that's gonna hurt me?
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Hmm.
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- Lord help us.
- What are we going to do?
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Quit your hysterics.
There's nothing wrong with our boy.
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That principal's had it out
for Larry since day one.
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Gerald,
he was caught playing doctor
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with Benjamin Quincy
behind the swing sets.
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I swear, if that woman accuses my son
of being a queer...
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Oh, please, you know it's true!
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The signs are everywhere.
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And now your son is going to cost us
our standing at school, at church.
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Lord, Gerald, we could lose everything.
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Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
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What do you say,
we take the day off, buddy?
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Sleep in.
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Don't get me wrong,
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I'm not asking for horrific,
face-melting hell dreams.
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So maybe you need a rest, too.
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Is that a yes or a no?
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I still have no idea
what you're trying to tell me...
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Oh, this is new.
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I remember this day.
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It was before the accident.
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One of our meet-ups.
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All right, fella,
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this might not look like torture,
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but re-living one of my biggest regrets
is hell, all the same.
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What are we doing here?
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Maybe it can be different this time.
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What's the point of this thing?
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This isn't real. It isn't even accurate.
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- Accu rate?
- Yeah.
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Hey, you think you're so smart?
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How come all the details are wrong?
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This pickup was blue, not green.
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Hank Williams was on the radio,
not whatever this is.
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John and I timed our rendezvous
to the 6:12 to Tulsa.
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Not a train in sight.
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Larry.
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Maybe you should tryjust being here.
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It's fake. It's all fake.
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What's this supposed to be, huh?
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Is this the edge of my memory?
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I guess you're not all-seeing, are you?
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What are you trying to tell me?
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Larry?
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Mmm-hmm?
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Maybe you should just be here.
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Seems I don't have a choice.
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You say you love me,
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so spend time with me right here,
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away from the world.
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All right, this can be
our stolen moment.
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Nice try, pal.
Too bad you missed the whole point.
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In what alt history
does John bowers advocate
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for keeping our relationship a secret?
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And memories shouldn't change
just because I want a happier ending.
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History doesn't change.
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I don't change.
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I'm still the gaslighting,
insecure hypocrite
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who ruined other peoples' lives
instead of owning my own shit.
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Holy brown shit.
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Don't interrupt me.
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If we're stuck with each other,
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the least you can do is understand me.
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Okay.
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We may share memories,
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But you have no idea
how hard it was living this way.
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The lies,
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the fear.
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The threat of losing everything
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if anyone so much as
questioned my sexuality.
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You wanna fill in the margins
of this nightmare?
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Add the flight crew locker room,
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the gayjokes echoing off the walls.
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Add the two boys found dead
and hogtied outside Pendleton.
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You wanna know
why I couldn't be with John?
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You wanna know
what's missing from this fantasy?
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Fucking context!
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Wow.
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You have no idea how long I waited
to hear those words.
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I'm preaching to the choir.
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I wanted you to admit it to yourself.
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There's just one problem.
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You're missing the sunset.
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You think that's gonna hurt me?
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All right, pal.
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You wanna be a hero, go ahead.
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I wanna see the sunset.
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Wiggle for me.
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Okay. No broken bones.
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It's just dislocated.
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I still remember the first time
I popped my shoulder.
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My old man had me count to 10, and...
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All done.
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Victor, my man.
You took that like a champ.
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He's gonna be fine.
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I'll go write up a script.
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No horseplay until it's healed.
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Okay.
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Thank you, doctor.
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Of course.
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Poor baby. Does it still hurt?
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Hey, there's no shame in crying.
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It doesn't hurt.
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I'm scared.
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Of what, honey?
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Dad. He told me not to climb the trees.
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So you understand
why he was worried now?
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Well, then,
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you know, we don't have to tell
your father everything.
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How's that sound?
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Okay?
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Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
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Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.
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The hunt for the chief continues.
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I'll be there.
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Cliff? Team meeting in 15.
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Good stuff.
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Nice to see you, too.
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Team meeting in 15.
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You're not the chief.
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Grid, what time is it?
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Go team.
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Match? Grid, voicemail. Talk to me.
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You have one new match on cazh.
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Cazh?
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Cazh is a modern swipe-based dating app.
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I know what cazh is,
but why am I getting a notification?
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Because a 24-year-old human female
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named Janice
swiped right on your profile.
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Wait, hold up. I don't have a profile.
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I mean, I did make one as a joke
when I was, like, 18.
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You have 266...
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267 unread messages.
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Why haven't you been notifying me?
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Until your recent modifications
to our operating system,
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all social media notifications
had been filtered by the master user,
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- Silas stone.
- Silas stone.
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They were distractions.
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You had no right.
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You wanna talk about rights?
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You stole my satkey
right out of my pocket.
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My satkey!
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And you can have it back.
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I reprogrammed grid.
I'm a closed system now.
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You should be proud of me, dad.
I'm a self-taught hacker.
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You still haven't answered me.
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What gave you the right
to cut me off my own life?
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Three weeks after the accident,
you still couldn't walk.
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You needed more focus, not more noise.
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What about the next five years?
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Some of the parental controls
on your operating system
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are in place for your protection.
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Parental controls. You know what?
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From now on,
I'll decide what I can handle.
265
00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:08,100
Vic...
266
00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:12,521
Grid,
267
00:21:14,441 --> 00:21:16,192
run a scan
for any sign of niles caulder.
268
00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:18,445
Local, national, or...
269
00:21:18,528 --> 00:21:20,088
All data sources in the known universe.
270
00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:21,156
Commencing scan.
271
00:21:24,492 --> 00:21:25,852
Keep it running in the background.
272
00:21:27,162 --> 00:21:28,162
And pull up cazh.
273
00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:31,541
'Sup, Janice.
That's one lucky beagle.
274
00:21:32,083 --> 00:21:34,085
Oh, my god. You wrote back?
275
00:21:34,502 --> 00:21:35,628
This is cyborg, right?
276
00:21:36,004 --> 00:21:37,755
Please. Call me Vic.
277
00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:40,300
Okay, cyborg.
278
00:21:40,383 --> 00:21:42,093
- L-o-I-o-I o-I!
- Swipe left.
279
00:21:43,761 --> 00:21:45,180
So you play football, huh?
280
00:21:45,263 --> 00:21:47,474
Yeah. Profile's a little old, though.
281
00:21:47,557 --> 00:21:48,892
L-o-I. No kidding.
282
00:21:49,267 --> 00:21:50,518
Show me your metal parts.
283
00:21:51,769 --> 00:21:52,604
Nope.
284
00:21:52,770 --> 00:21:54,090
Do you need a sidekick?
285
00:21:54,772 --> 00:21:57,066
Say "booya."
Come on, just say it.
286
00:21:57,317 --> 00:21:59,110
Say, "booya." It's your thing.
287
00:21:59,861 --> 00:22:02,113
Grid, have I ever said "booya"?
288
00:22:02,197 --> 00:22:05,492
You have said "booya"
31 times since the accident.
289
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,952
Well above the threshold
for a catchphrase.
290
00:22:08,036 --> 00:22:10,413
Everything is fine.
291
00:22:10,955 --> 00:22:13,458
Everything is fine.
292
00:22:14,167 --> 00:22:16,503
Everything is fine.
293
00:22:17,003 --> 00:22:18,546
Come on, grid. Swipe away anybody
294
00:22:18,630 --> 00:22:20,381
whose search word
includes the word "cyborg"
295
00:22:20,882 --> 00:22:21,882
or any other meta-human.
296
00:22:21,925 --> 00:22:23,968
Okay. How about Mel?
297
00:22:25,136 --> 00:22:26,136
Huh.
298
00:22:27,263 --> 00:22:29,933
Hey, girl. Is that a doctor's uniform?
'Cause...
299
00:22:31,768 --> 00:22:33,561
There was no punch line to that,
by that way.
300
00:22:33,645 --> 00:22:35,188
I was genuinely asking.
301
00:22:35,271 --> 00:22:38,858
Nice. I'm a med student.
302
00:22:39,275 --> 00:22:42,028
Hey, man, is that a dorky smile?
'Cause...
303
00:22:42,779 --> 00:22:43,779
It's cute.
304
00:22:44,697 --> 00:22:47,867
So, what do you do
when you're not saving lives?
305
00:22:48,451 --> 00:22:51,162
Giving myself
carpal tunnel from swiping left so much.
306
00:22:51,246 --> 00:22:53,373
Well, I'm glad I made the cut.
307
00:22:57,794 --> 00:22:58,628
What is this?
308
00:22:58,753 --> 00:23:00,233
You wanted to know Mel better.
309
00:23:04,300 --> 00:23:05,300
Hold up, is this...
310
00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:06,594
Is this video live?
311
00:23:06,678 --> 00:23:10,139
Yes.
Tapping security camera on city bus 66.
312
00:23:10,431 --> 00:23:11,431
I didn't ask for this.
313
00:23:11,474 --> 00:23:13,851
Not verbally, but your desire was clear.
314
00:23:13,935 --> 00:23:16,729
Since when did you
start reading my subconscious?
315
00:23:16,980 --> 00:23:19,607
Since you removed
the code throttling my bandwidth.
316
00:23:56,477 --> 00:23:58,187
Send it.
317
00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:20,627
Grid, delete my cazh profile.
318
00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:27,008
Search for
niles caulder complete.
319
00:24:27,258 --> 00:24:28,885
- And?
- No hits.
320
00:24:29,010 --> 00:24:31,346
However, there is one incoming threat.
321
00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:34,474
- What the hell?
- You ruined Clara!
322
00:24:40,313 --> 00:24:41,939
You think that's gonna hurt me?
323
00:25:25,566 --> 00:25:28,903
Team meeting in 15.
324
00:25:29,654 --> 00:25:30,655
You're not the chief!
325
00:25:55,263 --> 00:25:56,389
Good morning, hammerhead.
326
00:25:56,472 --> 00:25:59,517
Ugh, what the fuck
is wrong with your neck?
327
00:26:12,405 --> 00:26:13,685
Where do you think you're going?
328
00:26:14,657 --> 00:26:16,534
You know, you tepid twat.
329
00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:18,995
No. No, we're not doing this.
330
00:26:19,579 --> 00:26:21,831
Just go to the meeting, find the chief,
331
00:26:22,165 --> 00:26:23,325
and he'll explain everything.
332
00:26:35,887 --> 00:26:36,887
Cliff?
333
00:26:38,222 --> 00:26:39,223
What's with the toast?
334
00:26:41,434 --> 00:26:43,019
I'm hungry! Okay?
335
00:26:43,186 --> 00:26:46,522
Can't a guy try to remember
what it was like to eat a piece of toast
336
00:26:46,606 --> 00:26:48,983
without being interrogated
like a goddamn criminal?
337
00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:56,073
Fuck this place!
338
00:27:09,670 --> 00:27:11,756
The world's
a lonely place, Jane.
339
00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:16,135
Made lonelier
by how fiercely you push people away.
340
00:27:16,552 --> 00:27:18,679
Hell, you live with 63 flat mates.
341
00:27:18,763 --> 00:27:20,515
You don't even know half their names.
342
00:27:21,474 --> 00:27:23,559
I don't believe in loneliness, Jane.
343
00:27:24,268 --> 00:27:25,561
I believe in connection.
344
00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:29,106
I believe in life.
345
00:27:30,608 --> 00:27:31,609
I believe...
346
00:27:33,110 --> 00:27:35,029
You can make those connections, Jane.
347
00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,659
Find people who will see you
and accept you.
348
00:27:42,662 --> 00:27:44,038
People who will love you...
349
00:27:45,373 --> 00:27:46,499
Just as you are.
350
00:27:46,707 --> 00:27:48,334
That's what's in it for me, Jane.
351
00:27:49,043 --> 00:27:52,296
The joy of seeing you flourish someday.
352
00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:54,006
And what if! Can't?
353
00:27:55,883 --> 00:27:57,969
Then I'll be a father to you
just the same.
354
00:28:05,184 --> 00:28:07,854
You trusted him, he made a fool of us.
355
00:28:17,530 --> 00:28:18,530
No, stop it!
356
00:28:22,952 --> 00:28:24,829
This is stupid. This is stupid.
This is stupid.
357
00:28:24,912 --> 00:28:26,706
He was gonna put me in a home!
358
00:28:31,252 --> 00:28:32,795
No! No.
359
00:28:33,170 --> 00:28:37,592
Everything is fine. Everything is fine.
360
00:28:37,717 --> 00:28:40,094
Everything is fine.
361
00:28:40,803 --> 00:28:41,971
Fuck you!
362
00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:49,729
No! Stop! Stop!
363
00:28:50,646 --> 00:28:51,646
Stop it!
364
00:28:56,444 --> 00:28:59,238
Oh, god.
365
00:29:08,664 --> 00:29:10,249
You think that's gonna hurt me?
366
00:29:38,069 --> 00:29:39,487
- Cliff!
- Careful.
367
00:29:39,820 --> 00:29:40,863
He's going nuts.
368
00:29:41,155 --> 00:29:42,657
Clara! Son of a...
369
00:29:43,199 --> 00:29:44,033
Illiterate...
370
00:29:44,158 --> 00:29:45,660
Cliff, what is wrong with you?
371
00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:52,583
Listen, you stupid bitch.
372
00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:53,827
Hey, I got something...
373
00:29:53,876 --> 00:29:56,128
I bust my ass working every day!
374
00:29:56,379 --> 00:30:00,341
When I come home I expect a clean house
and some decent food!
375
00:30:00,967 --> 00:30:03,928
You call this food?
This is shit. It's shit.
376
00:30:05,763 --> 00:30:07,306
No, get away from me!
377
00:30:10,476 --> 00:30:12,186
I don't know what happened to us.
378
00:30:12,979 --> 00:30:14,271
I'm gonna be better.
379
00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:18,025
I'm gonna be better.
380
00:30:19,193 --> 00:30:20,569
I'm gonna be better.
381
00:30:23,155 --> 00:30:25,574
Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15.
382
00:30:29,412 --> 00:30:31,914
Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.
383
00:30:32,456 --> 00:30:34,000
The hunt for the chief continues.
384
00:30:34,709 --> 00:30:36,043
I'll be there.
385
00:30:40,297 --> 00:30:41,716
Team meeting in 15.
386
00:30:45,761 --> 00:30:47,805
Good stuff. Um...
387
00:30:49,223 --> 00:30:50,307
Nice to see you, too.
388
00:30:55,354 --> 00:30:56,939
Team meeting in 15.
389
00:30:57,606 --> 00:30:59,108
You're not the chief.
390
00:31:34,810 --> 00:31:36,103
Fuck this.
391
00:31:37,813 --> 00:31:39,148
Fuck this.
392
00:31:40,274 --> 00:31:42,193
Fuck it. Fucking...
Fucking hole.
393
00:31:42,443 --> 00:31:43,694
Fuck. Fucking hole.
394
00:31:43,819 --> 00:31:44,945
Fucking bump.
395
00:31:45,029 --> 00:31:46,238
Fuck you, bump.
396
00:31:46,322 --> 00:31:48,449
Fucking take every goddamn thing
away from me.
397
00:31:48,532 --> 00:31:49,575
Fuck this shit.
398
00:32:10,763 --> 00:32:13,182
I'll not eat when I fucking want to.
399
00:32:23,025 --> 00:32:24,026
Bump!
400
00:32:24,401 --> 00:32:25,861
Whoa, what in the shit are you?
401
00:32:25,945 --> 00:32:28,239
Tell me you don't recognize
my voice,
402
00:32:28,322 --> 00:32:30,533
you back-stabbing shit stain.
403
00:32:30,616 --> 00:32:32,743
- Say something else.
- It's cliff fucking Steele.
404
00:32:32,827 --> 00:32:34,578
Cliff? No, that can't be.
Cliff's dead.
405
00:32:34,912 --> 00:32:36,997
Where's Clara?
Where's my daughter?
406
00:32:37,248 --> 00:32:39,542
Okay, you're cliff.
You're cliff. I get it.
407
00:32:39,834 --> 00:32:41,418
What the hell are you doing in a robot?
408
00:32:41,710 --> 00:32:44,547
What the hell are you doing
calling yourself Clara's dad?
409
00:32:44,797 --> 00:32:46,048
How'd you brainwash her?
410
00:32:46,132 --> 00:32:47,508
Well, shit, you were dead.
411
00:32:47,675 --> 00:32:49,009
So you took my place?
412
00:32:49,260 --> 00:32:52,221
Of all the low-life,
back-stabbing shit...
413
00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:54,682
Hey, now. You died, man.
414
00:32:54,765 --> 00:32:55,975
And you took Kate with you.
415
00:32:56,308 --> 00:32:58,227
That little girl had nothing and no one.
416
00:32:58,561 --> 00:33:02,857
Besides, it ain't like
I wanted some brat dumped in my lap.
417
00:33:03,399 --> 00:33:04,316
Brat?
418
00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,111
That little snot-nose
killed my bachelor game, man.
419
00:33:12,449 --> 00:33:13,576
And you,
420
00:33:13,659 --> 00:33:15,119
you were alive this whole time, huh?
421
00:33:15,703 --> 00:33:19,290
Yeah, probably neck deep
in robo-pussy, you lucky bastard.
422
00:33:19,373 --> 00:33:22,501
But meanwhile, bump weathers
is stuck taking your kid to a shrink,
423
00:33:22,585 --> 00:33:24,378
so she can whine about her dead mommy.
424
00:33:25,421 --> 00:33:27,631
You son of a bitch,
you stole my life.
425
00:33:27,715 --> 00:33:29,008
You've ruined Clara.
426
00:33:29,091 --> 00:33:31,969
The least you can do
is be grateful for it.
427
00:33:33,429 --> 00:33:35,222
You think that's gonna hurt me?
428
00:33:48,777 --> 00:33:51,405
You come into my house
and run up on me?
429
00:33:51,488 --> 00:33:53,769
What's a redneck
like you doing with all of these?
430
00:33:53,908 --> 00:33:55,367
Pretentious bastard.
431
00:33:55,451 --> 00:33:57,286
Oh, suddenly you become a father,
432
00:33:57,369 --> 00:33:59,246
and you start reading canterbury tales?
433
00:33:59,747 --> 00:34:01,207
Illiterate shit heel.
434
00:34:01,290 --> 00:34:02,791
You're not fooling anyone.
435
00:34:04,043 --> 00:34:05,711
Careful. He's going nuts.
436
00:34:06,170 --> 00:34:07,379
Cliff.
437
00:34:08,130 --> 00:34:09,798
Cliff, what is wrong with you?
438
00:34:11,634 --> 00:34:12,634
Clara?
439
00:34:13,594 --> 00:34:15,804
Son of a... illiterate...
440
00:34:18,224 --> 00:34:19,350
Where's Clara?
441
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:23,896
Bump. Come here, you little...
442
00:34:27,942 --> 00:34:30,152
Where'd bump go? Where'd he go?
443
00:34:30,236 --> 00:34:32,154
Cliff. Snap out of it.
444
00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:37,910
Where's...
445
00:34:42,248 --> 00:34:43,499
Wait, what?
446
00:34:51,131 --> 00:34:53,592
What is wrong with me?
447
00:34:53,676 --> 00:34:55,344
All I want to do is cry.
448
00:34:55,469 --> 00:34:58,389
My brain is screaming for release.
449
00:34:58,472 --> 00:35:00,224
I'm so angry.
450
00:35:00,849 --> 00:35:02,184
Can't live like this.
451
00:35:07,564 --> 00:35:09,942
Why do I want
to beat the shit out of bump so bad?
452
00:35:10,025 --> 00:35:13,821
Irony is bump weathers
was probably a better dad to Clara
453
00:35:13,904 --> 00:35:14,905
than I would've been.
454
00:35:15,197 --> 00:35:16,490
Shit.
455
00:35:17,449 --> 00:35:19,702
I was already turning into my old man.
456
00:35:19,994 --> 00:35:23,205
Oh.
457
00:35:23,289 --> 00:35:24,832
Shit's the same.
458
00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:28,585
Same fights,
same apologies over and over.
459
00:35:28,669 --> 00:35:30,045
A vicious cycle.
460
00:35:30,963 --> 00:35:33,507
Maybe Clara's lucky.
She got out.
461
00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,551
Maybe that's why I can't call Clara.
462
00:35:35,884 --> 00:35:38,220
'Cause the second thing
I'm gonna have to explain
463
00:35:38,304 --> 00:35:40,973
after, "how the fuck am I alive"
464
00:35:41,056 --> 00:35:42,391
is why it's me.
465
00:35:42,891 --> 00:35:44,351
Why is it me,
466
00:35:44,643 --> 00:35:47,354
not her mom, who came back?
467
00:35:47,896 --> 00:35:49,189
It should've been Kate.
468
00:35:50,399 --> 00:35:53,068
Oh, god, it should've been Kate.
469
00:35:56,697 --> 00:35:58,866
What in the hell is going on?
470
00:35:59,241 --> 00:36:00,993
Cliff's having a psychotic break.
471
00:36:01,118 --> 00:36:03,245
Look, maybe we should
just leave him alone.
472
00:36:03,329 --> 00:36:04,329
No.
473
00:36:05,164 --> 00:36:07,541
Please, I don't want
to be alone with my thoughts again.
474
00:36:07,624 --> 00:36:10,586
I... I can't be the only one
who needs to talk.
475
00:36:12,379 --> 00:36:14,757
Talking. That's what we need.
476
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:17,176
You're all just as messed up
as I am, right?
477
00:36:17,259 --> 00:36:19,887
We need to talk, as a group.
478
00:36:19,970 --> 00:36:21,972
Like therapy?
479
00:36:24,308 --> 00:36:25,559
No, hard pass.
480
00:36:25,851 --> 00:36:27,353
It's what niles would do.
481
00:36:29,271 --> 00:36:32,399
Niles used to talk to us, right?
Like, well...
482
00:36:33,275 --> 00:36:34,526
Really, just listen.
483
00:36:35,027 --> 00:36:38,155
Come on, we have no idea
what's going on with each other.
484
00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:39,531
Look at Rita.
485
00:36:39,615 --> 00:36:42,951
Rita, what the heck is going on
with your legs?
486
00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:45,204
You can tell me, you can tell us.
487
00:36:46,789 --> 00:36:50,542
I was stuck in a furnace,
and nobody could hear my screams.
488
00:36:51,293 --> 00:36:55,422
See? A powerful
metaphor for what we're all feeling.
489
00:36:55,506 --> 00:36:57,508
It was a literal furnace.
490
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,011
Even better. Literal furnaces.
491
00:37:01,095 --> 00:37:03,263
We need to talk about this stuff.
492
00:37:03,347 --> 00:37:07,017
For god's sake,
cliff is deranged, but he's right.
493
00:37:07,309 --> 00:37:11,897
This is exactly what doomed
those poor bastards in the doom patrol.
494
00:37:11,980 --> 00:37:14,358
Mr. Nobody turned them
against each other,
495
00:37:14,441 --> 00:37:17,569
using their secrets, their lies,
496
00:37:17,653 --> 00:37:21,073
their anxieties,
and he's already doing it to us.
497
00:37:21,657 --> 00:37:22,991
He's doing it to me.
498
00:37:24,326 --> 00:37:26,662
If we have any chance
of making it through this,
499
00:37:26,745 --> 00:37:28,664
we need to start talking to each other.
500
00:37:29,206 --> 00:37:31,417
Therapy.
501
00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:34,670
And I would rather eat hot coals
than talk about my problems.
502
00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:36,839
Therapy.
503
00:37:36,922 --> 00:37:39,258
And damn it, cliff, get a grip.
504
00:37:39,341 --> 00:37:41,885
Therapy!
505
00:37:51,103 --> 00:37:52,623
Well, this is fucking awkward.
506
00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:55,691
I just spilt my guts out.
Someone else talk.
507
00:37:56,316 --> 00:37:57,693
About what, exactly?
508
00:37:58,152 --> 00:37:59,820
Stuff. Feelings.
509
00:37:59,903 --> 00:38:02,364
Let's go deep, get to the root
of our issues.
510
00:38:02,489 --> 00:38:04,950
Don't you wanna know
how your parents messed you up?
511
00:38:05,033 --> 00:38:07,244
I wanna know how
your parents messed you up.
512
00:38:08,203 --> 00:38:09,663
Fine, I'll go first.
513
00:38:10,330 --> 00:38:11,373
Second.
514
00:38:17,045 --> 00:38:18,922
Ever since niles was abducted
515
00:38:19,006 --> 00:38:22,009
and we went into that donkey place,
516
00:38:22,801 --> 00:38:26,680
Mr. Nobody has been
dangling something terrible over me.
517
00:38:27,181 --> 00:38:30,017
A thing I did a long time ago,
518
00:38:30,893 --> 00:38:33,228
great source of shame.
519
00:38:33,896 --> 00:38:36,815
And if we keep looking for niles,
520
00:38:37,024 --> 00:38:39,234
that thing is...
521
00:38:41,278 --> 00:38:43,447
Is going to come out.
And I don't know...
522
00:38:43,530 --> 00:38:45,049
Why don't you just say it now?
523
00:38:45,073 --> 00:38:45,991
Excuse me?
524
00:38:46,074 --> 00:38:48,160
Rob it of its power or whatever.
525
00:38:48,243 --> 00:38:49,369
I'm not ready.
526
00:38:49,453 --> 00:38:51,246
- Lame.
- Hey, let her talk.
527
00:38:51,330 --> 00:38:52,650
Come on, man, this was your idea.
528
00:38:53,290 --> 00:38:54,500
I'm just saying.
529
00:38:54,583 --> 00:38:57,294
I'm sorry, okay, go ahead. Rita,
you were... go ahead. Sorry. Sorry.
530
00:38:58,253 --> 00:39:02,341
All I know is that
Rita farr was not a good person.
531
00:39:02,925 --> 00:39:04,259
In fact,
532
00:39:05,093 --> 00:39:06,720
she was never a person at all.
533
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:08,931
Rita was...
534
00:39:09,806 --> 00:39:11,183
An illusion,
535
00:39:11,892 --> 00:39:14,645
made of light and celluloid
536
00:39:14,728 --> 00:39:17,856
and the best
hair and wardrobe in the business.
537
00:39:17,940 --> 00:39:22,361
And now, I have to confront the truth.
538
00:39:27,241 --> 00:39:29,284
If there is no Rita farr,
539
00:39:31,912 --> 00:39:34,414
then there's nothing else there.
540
00:39:36,792 --> 00:39:39,002
I don't know what I am.
541
00:39:39,086 --> 00:39:40,754
I don't even know who I am.
542
00:39:42,464 --> 00:39:43,840
Holy shit.
543
00:39:43,924 --> 00:39:46,718
You just talked your legs
into being legs.
544
00:39:47,844 --> 00:39:50,514
Mmm.
545
00:39:51,807 --> 00:39:53,517
Go, Rita.
546
00:39:53,892 --> 00:39:55,561
Hell of a performance, darling.
547
00:39:55,644 --> 00:39:58,438
Really your best work.
548
00:39:59,147 --> 00:40:01,817
You know what, Jane?
You can be a real bitch sometimes.
549
00:40:01,900 --> 00:40:03,580
Good, good, good.
This is all good.
550
00:40:03,652 --> 00:40:05,028
Dirty laundry, airing it out.
551
00:40:05,112 --> 00:40:07,406
- Fuck off.
- Sunshine's the best disinfectant.
552
00:40:07,489 --> 00:40:08,967
- Shut up, cliff.
- Shut up, cliff.
553
00:40:08,991 --> 00:40:12,494
Whoa! Group mind.
554
00:40:15,914 --> 00:40:17,308
All right,
this is a waste of time.
555
00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:18,709
You got somewhere better to be?
556
00:40:18,792 --> 00:40:20,419
Yes, actually, I do.
557
00:40:20,502 --> 00:40:22,045
What, your room?
558
00:40:22,129 --> 00:40:23,314
You have a lover's quarrel
with your flowers?
559
00:40:23,338 --> 00:40:26,633
Gotta go have make-up sex?
560
00:40:26,717 --> 00:40:28,760
We can all hear you
yelling at yourself, pal.
561
00:40:28,844 --> 00:40:29,928
At the spirit.
562
00:40:30,012 --> 00:40:31,322
So, then, maybe the two of you
563
00:40:31,346 --> 00:40:33,557
have something you wanna
get off your chest.
564
00:40:41,273 --> 00:40:42,482
Okay.
565
00:40:45,319 --> 00:40:47,904
Well, I'm...
566
00:40:47,988 --> 00:40:50,407
- Gay.
- Whoa, whoa. Settle down, buddy.
567
00:40:50,490 --> 00:40:52,284
What? Come on. No judgment here.
568
00:40:52,367 --> 00:40:54,077
I just thought Larry
was about to come out,
569
00:40:54,161 --> 00:40:55,829
and it would've been so healing for him.
570
00:41:00,417 --> 00:41:02,878
I think
all I wanted to say was...
571
00:41:07,049 --> 00:41:08,216
It gets lonely,
572
00:41:09,259 --> 00:41:12,095
not touching anyone for 60 years.
573
00:41:12,888 --> 00:41:16,016
The last person
I ever touched was John bowers.
574
00:41:17,643 --> 00:41:18,810
I loved him.
575
00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:20,395
And I drove him away.
576
00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:23,440
I knew it.
577
00:41:25,776 --> 00:41:28,320
I just want you to know
that you're loved and accepted.
578
00:41:28,403 --> 00:41:29,446
I'm not done.
579
00:41:29,529 --> 00:41:32,032
Oh. Uh, okay. All right.
580
00:41:32,115 --> 00:41:34,701
I'm only sharing this
because it's the thing Mr. Nobody
581
00:41:34,785 --> 00:41:35,994
shoved in my face.
582
00:41:36,828 --> 00:41:38,413
What's left of my face.
583
00:41:42,626 --> 00:41:43,627
That was a joke.
584
00:41:45,295 --> 00:41:47,798
These bandages are
the death of all nuance.
585
00:41:48,757 --> 00:41:52,594
Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal
is to torture me, well,
586
00:41:53,345 --> 00:41:54,846
I've been doing his work for him.
587
00:41:54,930 --> 00:41:57,766
Whipping myself in a prison
of my own making.
588
00:41:58,183 --> 00:42:01,520
What if I'd trusted John?
What if I'd been more brave?
589
00:42:01,603 --> 00:42:03,814
And guess what? I'm sick of it.
590
00:42:04,356 --> 00:42:08,318
I'm not just hurting myself,
I'm hurting this thing inside me,
591
00:42:08,402 --> 00:42:10,237
and it's hurting me back, endlessly,
592
00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:13,240
until there's so much self-loathing
I can barely breathe.
593
00:42:34,177 --> 00:42:35,470
I killed my mom.
594
00:42:37,222 --> 00:42:38,724
Whoa.
595
00:42:38,807 --> 00:42:41,101
Winner winner, chicken dinner.
Here we go.
596
00:42:47,691 --> 00:42:49,651
My dad and I don't talk about this.
597
00:42:50,902 --> 00:42:53,196
I was having an argument
with my mom about school.
598
00:42:53,989 --> 00:42:56,241
It seemed like everything at the time,
599
00:42:56,825 --> 00:42:58,243
but it's so small now.
600
00:42:59,411 --> 00:43:03,165
Anyway, I got pissed
and lashed out about some bs.
601
00:43:03,832 --> 00:43:05,417
We were in my mom's home lab.
602
00:43:06,835 --> 00:43:08,462
Chemicals, a bunch of them. And...
603
00:43:15,343 --> 00:43:16,470
Boom.
604
00:43:18,722 --> 00:43:20,265
But to save me, my dad...
605
00:43:23,351 --> 00:43:24,811
He turned me into this.
606
00:43:28,023 --> 00:43:29,566
Thing is, that story,
607
00:43:30,609 --> 00:43:34,196
my guilt, it used to be the well
of my strength.
608
00:43:35,030 --> 00:43:37,282
It took me so long
to accept what happened
609
00:43:38,033 --> 00:43:39,367
and who I became.
610
00:43:39,493 --> 00:43:43,205
But, man, I thought cyborg
was a way to make it all right again.
611
00:43:43,830 --> 00:43:45,123
Something's changed.
612
00:43:45,499 --> 00:43:48,251
Mr. Nobody, he put this bug in my ear.
613
00:43:48,418 --> 00:43:49,669
Will you stop it?
614
00:43:49,753 --> 00:43:50,754
Sorry.
615
00:43:50,837 --> 00:43:53,256
If my brain
and my operating system are seamless,
616
00:43:53,965 --> 00:43:55,884
then how do I know
if my memories are real?
617
00:43:55,967 --> 00:43:57,552
Come on, let's hit the gas.
618
00:43:57,928 --> 00:43:59,304
Get to the good stuff.
619
00:43:59,387 --> 00:44:00,931
Go deep, Vic. Deep.
620
00:44:01,056 --> 00:44:02,724
The thing I can't shake is...
621
00:44:04,559 --> 00:44:07,312
What the hell could be worse
than me killing my own mother?
622
00:44:07,395 --> 00:44:09,105
And there is this tiny voice in my head
623
00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:10,982
that believes Mr. Nobody
when he says that...
624
00:44:11,775 --> 00:44:14,986
My memories aren't real.
Is that the human part or is that my
625
00:44:15,070 --> 00:44:17,072
logic board running game on my brain?
626
00:44:17,906 --> 00:44:20,346
As far as I can remember,
I've never really trusted my father.
627
00:44:20,408 --> 00:44:21,743
So that's not new,
628
00:44:21,827 --> 00:44:24,996
but suddenly, I'm starting to question
629
00:44:25,580 --> 00:44:27,082
why doesn't he trust me?
630
00:44:27,165 --> 00:44:29,084
He shouldn't.
631
00:44:31,461 --> 00:44:32,754
My turn to share.
632
00:44:40,345 --> 00:44:41,596
Hey, what is this?
633
00:44:43,056 --> 00:44:45,559
It's what Mr. Nobody
showed me in the donkey.
634
00:44:45,642 --> 00:44:47,245
- Why did you keep this hidden?
- Holy shit.
635
00:44:47,269 --> 00:44:48,895
Come now, it's just a painting.
636
00:44:48,979 --> 00:44:51,249
What? You wanted secrets
out in the air, well, here's a big one.
637
00:44:51,273 --> 00:44:52,399
Don't be so vindictive.
638
00:44:52,482 --> 00:44:53,358
You made this up.
639
00:44:53,441 --> 00:44:54,860
The hangman's daughter doesn't lie.
640
00:44:54,943 --> 00:44:56,695
Well, this has been productive.
641
00:44:58,029 --> 00:45:00,240
Oh, wow.
642
00:45:00,323 --> 00:45:03,243
You all need more therapy than I do,
and I'm the crazy one.
643
00:45:03,326 --> 00:45:05,078
Jane, get back here.
644
00:45:05,161 --> 00:45:07,414
Group isn't over until you share.
645
00:45:07,622 --> 00:45:09,207
Who are you all of a sudden?
646
00:45:09,291 --> 00:45:12,627
You don't get to throw a grenade
into our therapy session
647
00:45:12,752 --> 00:45:14,212
and pretend that's helping.
648
00:45:14,296 --> 00:45:15,964
This isn't therapy.
649
00:45:16,047 --> 00:45:18,884
Maybe it's okay
if it's just talking.
650
00:45:18,967 --> 00:45:21,428
You of all people
need someone to talk to.
651
00:45:21,511 --> 00:45:22,637
I've seen your tapes.
652
00:45:22,721 --> 00:45:24,281
What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
653
00:45:24,681 --> 00:45:25,891
You know.
654
00:45:27,267 --> 00:45:30,729
Man, I can't take you seriously
with all this tough love paternal shit.
655
00:45:30,812 --> 00:45:33,291
Is there someone nicer in there
who can come out and explain to us
656
00:45:33,315 --> 00:45:34,983
how not to piss you off all the time?
657
00:45:35,108 --> 00:45:37,068
Why? You wouldn't listen anyway.
658
00:45:37,319 --> 00:45:39,654
Not sharing
is a form of self-isolation.
659
00:45:39,738 --> 00:45:41,197
You're not even listening now.
660
00:45:41,281 --> 00:45:43,533
Your mind is
a beautiful, strange place
661
00:45:43,658 --> 00:45:44,910
full of mystery.
662
00:45:44,993 --> 00:45:46,553
You don't wanna know what I'm thinking.
663
00:45:46,620 --> 00:45:49,789
Come on, just say it.
It's a safe space.
664
00:45:50,790 --> 00:45:54,419
You'll never be a father
because you aren't even a man.
665
00:45:59,174 --> 00:46:01,927
I'm the only one here
who can stand you,
666
00:46:02,010 --> 00:46:05,388
and I only like one-64th of you.
667
00:46:08,808 --> 00:46:10,310
Well, thank you for your honesty.
668
00:46:12,103 --> 00:46:14,147
Jane. Jane, come back.
669
00:46:14,648 --> 00:46:15,941
Jesus, cliff.
670
00:46:17,859 --> 00:46:19,194
Ever heard of de-escalation?
671
00:46:19,527 --> 00:46:22,155
I didn't mean that. Did I?
672
00:46:26,618 --> 00:46:28,078
Jane, dontleave.
673
00:46:28,203 --> 00:46:29,871
There's nowhere to go from here but up.
674
00:46:29,996 --> 00:46:31,373
Jane, I'm sorry.
675
00:46:31,873 --> 00:46:33,291
I didn't mean to say that.
676
00:46:33,708 --> 00:46:35,669
I didn't even think I was thinking that.
677
00:46:36,336 --> 00:46:38,046
What the... no.
678
00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:40,507
How did...
679
00:46:40,590 --> 00:46:42,342
Clara? Clara?
680
00:46:42,884 --> 00:46:44,344
This is nuts.
681
00:46:44,594 --> 00:46:46,096
This is nuts!
682
00:46:46,221 --> 00:46:47,698
Cliff's gone off the deep end.
683
00:46:47,722 --> 00:46:49,033
Maybe he's having a stroke.
684
00:46:51,142 --> 00:46:52,811
Would you have some sympathy?
685
00:46:52,894 --> 00:46:54,896
Nice going there, beeboo.
686
00:46:55,647 --> 00:46:59,609
Cliff's the one goddamn reason
we're actually talking to each other.
687
00:47:00,068 --> 00:47:03,780
Yeah, way to screw the pooch
with your lady friend there, tug-a-nug.
688
00:47:04,030 --> 00:47:06,574
Maybe his crazy is all our crazy, hmm?
689
00:47:17,711 --> 00:47:20,171
I'll bump that face
off your punch!
690
00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:27,595
Hold him down.
691
00:47:29,097 --> 00:47:30,473
There's something wrong with him.
692
00:47:30,598 --> 00:47:32,183
No, he's just grieving.
693
00:47:44,946 --> 00:47:46,906
Oh! Ugh.
694
00:48:02,422 --> 00:48:04,108
- Honk, honk.
- Is that my bus?
695
00:48:04,132 --> 00:48:05,800
What on earth are you doing?
696
00:48:06,259 --> 00:48:07,802
What are we doing?
697
00:48:07,886 --> 00:48:09,971
- We're going into town.
- I'm in.
698
00:48:25,820 --> 00:48:27,405
Oh, little one.
699
00:48:27,489 --> 00:48:30,158
Such heartbreak, such sorrow.
700
00:48:30,241 --> 00:48:32,410
Luckily, you don't have to go it alone.
701
00:48:32,494 --> 00:48:33,536
You have me.
702
00:48:35,747 --> 00:48:37,582
Up here, the narrator.
703
00:48:39,292 --> 00:48:42,629
Look, let's just focus
on the sorrow.
704
00:48:42,712 --> 00:48:45,590
Okay? Let it well up inside of you,
705
00:48:45,673 --> 00:48:50,887
nurture it, feel it harden into that
icy cold blade called vengeance.
706
00:48:54,474 --> 00:48:56,601
My god, who told you that?
707
00:48:56,684 --> 00:48:59,020
Your dead country-mouse mom over there?
708
00:49:00,188 --> 00:49:03,358
Enough with home-spun cornpone bullshit.
709
00:49:03,441 --> 00:49:05,360
A wrong has been committed,
710
00:49:05,443 --> 00:49:07,779
and there's only one way
to set it right.
711
00:49:07,862 --> 00:49:10,073
You need to find the thoughtless cretin
712
00:49:10,156 --> 00:49:12,617
responsible for
your mother's annihilation,
713
00:49:12,700 --> 00:49:16,329
and then you need to
fuck his mind, fuck his heart,
714
00:49:16,412 --> 00:49:18,039
and fuck his soul.
715
00:49:19,707 --> 00:49:21,793
Think you can do that, little fella?
716
00:49:22,168 --> 00:49:24,003
Ugh.
717
00:50:00,582 --> 00:50:03,084
Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.
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