All language subtitles for Shantaram.S01E09_EngCP

So, three days and you
still haven't caught him.

Thank you. Appreciate it.

Just 'cause I don't want you here
doesn't mean I've forgotten my manners.

He won't come.

I brought Dale up
smarter than that.

What I don't get is why he escaped.
You know, my son pled guilty.

I guess he figured prison
just wasn't for him.

Not unusual.

Bruises all over him
every time I visited.

Now, you wouldn't know anything
about all that, would you?

Well, he does have
a way of winding people up.

Why do you hate my Dale so much?

I grew up in Otway.
You know Otway?

Yeah.

My old man, he's...

He wasn't the smartest fellow,
I guess.

Wasn't the biggest.

But he worked
harder than anyone. Anyone.

Yeah. Dug coal for 30 years.

And he was determined that I
would never go down in the ground.

No, no, no, no.

I was, uh, gonna have the chance to
go to university, just like your Dale.

Make something of myself.

He died at barely 50,

coughing on all the black shit
from his lungs.

Honest work. And it killed him.

I never got to go to university.

So, I hate every little prick

who decides,
ah, it's too hard for him.

Just gonna rob people
or sell junk

and just piss all over
the rest of the world.

Like your Dale.

You know, it breaks my heart, the
thought that I'll never see him again.

But I'll live without a goodbye

if it means
he gets to have a life

away from bastards like you.

Ah, you'll see him again.

Right back where you saw him last time.
You can be fucking sure of that.

Dr. Lin, I... I cannot do this.

You are doctor. Not me.

I'm not a doctor.
I never have been.

Look, you know pretty much everything
I know at this point, Parvati.

You're a natural,
Parvati. You're good at this.

I am girl.
People not listen to me...

If they wanna get better,
they'll have to.

Prabhu and Qasim will help you.

I wish you not go.

You'll do fine.

I don't just mean
for the doctoring.

I will need bandage now.

She got you, huh? How's it feel?
Yes, yes.

I will get you.
And I will get you.

Joke, hai?

Joking. Joking.

Oho.

Looks like your Khaderbhai
has kept his promise, huh?

Inshallah, we will have
our own running water soon.

I know you think I set you up.

You did what you thought you had to
do, and I know you did it for us.

But you wish I hadn't.

Hungry men
don't care about the past, Lin.

So, is this our goodbye?

Why else would you be
teaching Parvati your medicines?

Or giving all your rations
to your neighbors?

Yeah, I guess it is.

Look, I just wanna say I know I should
have listened to you more, Qasim.

Yes. You and everyone else here
because I am very wise.

And you, Mr. Lin, you are
a big pain in the pichhavaada.

I will miss you all the same.

I told you, he hasn't been here.

And you don't know anything?

Would I be here if I did?

Well, if he hasn't been back here,
then he doesn't have his passport.

So, where is it, huh?

I know you're fucking lying,
Lisa.

Move, move. I said, move, move!

Hey, you can't take those.

- Maurizio.
- You mean this? I can't take this?

No?
Maurizio, come on.

Listen to me.

I can do
whatever the fuck I like.

Okay?

You're smart, Lisa, okay?
Much smarter than him.

Okay? And we can put this right.
All of us, together.

You tell Modena. Okay?

There's still enough time for all three
of us to leave town, but he needs...

He needs to bring me
that money, okay?

Mm-hmm.

What are we going to see,
Prabhu?

I've got things to do.

The future, Linbaba.

It's Arun's taxi.
No!

Half the time now,
it is my taxi.

He cannot be driving it 24 hours
without sleep.

So, when he is not driving,
I'll be driving,

and he'll be taking very reasonable
percentage of my earnings.

Days, I will be tour guide.
Nights, I will drive passengers.

Hey!
When do you sleep?

When I'm married.

Now that you are going,

I will not be making much
from tour guide business.

So, without you,
I'll be one of the crowd again.

- Ah, you'll still be...
- "number one guide in Bombay."

I've been thinking...
Hmm.

When I get my papers
from Didier,

what do you say you and me
take that trip to your village?

Meet your family.

I mean, you said
it's beautiful there, right?

Lin, if I go home,
my father, who's not so modern,

he will hear about my courting
Parvati and want dowry.

Parvati's parents, they're giving
me permission to court her,

but I don't want their mind
to change, na?

And so, I want the wedding
to happen very fast.

I will tell Parvati's father I do
not need a dowry. Very modern of me.

He will be happy to have
modern views on this also.

Yeah, I'm sure he will.

You don't think you're rushing
this a little bit, mate?

I mean, you and Parvati haven't
really spent that much time together.

We have years for that
when we are married.

Anyway, tonight is our first
official outing, Linbaba.

No more sneaking.

Lin, this is very tough choice
for me.

You are my good friend,
but Parvati, she is...

No, I get it. I get it.

I'm happy for you.

Reynaldo's?
Yeah.

Actually, no.

You know what, I've gotta see
someone else first.

Who is it?

I'll give you three guesses.

I sat alone for two days
in my hut,

then I realized you weren't
coming back, so here I am.

Here you are.

I had something urgent
to deal with.

You still dealing with it?

Yes, as it happens.

I have responsibilities, Lin.
Same as you.

Not anymore.

I'm leaving tomorrow.

And, so we're clear,

I meant what I said.

And if I knew it meant

you were gonna take off
and avoid me,

- I would still have said it.
- That's not why I left.

Is it why you never came back?

Anyway, I didn't wanna go
without saying goodbye.

Goodbyes are important.

So this is goodbye, hey?

Forever.

Unless you have dinner with me tonight.
What? Jesus.

It's my last night in Bombay.
Have dinner with me.

Just like two normal people.

You can even give me
a list of topics not to go near.

I'd like that.

Yeah?
Yeah.

You might need to pick a place,
'cause I don't know where to start.

Keep walking.

What the fuck were you thinking,
ripping off Raheem, Zhou?

Maurizio tore up our place.

I was scared, Sebastian.

Maurizio was going to
leave you behind, so fuck him.

I took it all.

- Lisa, we can go right now. We can...
- How?

Maurizio took our passports,
so how do we get out, huh?

He'll be watching for us everywhere we go.
They're gonna kill you.

And they're gonna think
I was a part of it.

Lisa,
you wanted me to be strong.

Not like this. You should go
before they hurt you.

Lisa, please listen to me.

Lisa, come with me. Please.

I'm sorry, I can't.

All those red notices
and not one match.

Maybe Lin Ford
is just another gora

hiding in Bombay from
some bad debt or angry wife.

All the best journalists I know
have one thing in common.

Total dogged persistence.

Oh, they do?

- What? I'm not saying you don't.
- You don't think I can do it?

What?
You've just been humoring me?

There are other things we can do
to identify him.

Lin. How are you?

Ah, can't complain.

- I'm Lin.
- This is Nishant.

- He's, um, my... boyfriend.
- I'm her friend... boyfriend.

I'm Kavita's boyfriend.
Pleasure meeting you, Lin.

Yeah, likewise.

I don't suppose
you've seen Didier, have you?

Uh, not for a couple of days.

All right.

Well, see you later.
See you.

Hey, it's Lin.

Didier?

Lin.
I-I don't have your passport.

Okay.

What's going on, Didier?

Look, I'm not going anywhere
until you open this door.

Hi.

Have you been out of here
since I last saw you?

Well, one of my neighbors is
happy to bring me food and drink.

I see no reason to leave.

You want your photographs back and
the money to get what you need.

I have both...
I have both, right... right here.

You haven't got my passport.

Great.

Oh!

Minister Pandey.

Please.

Ah.

What? Can't you just leave me
to drink and be depressed?

Karla once told me depression only happens
to people who don't know how to be sad.

What the...
Does that even fucking mean?

If Karla did less th-thinking and
more feeling, she'd be better off.

Yeah, can't argue with that.

So, what happened?

Where do I begin?

My father was a wonderful
teacher with one exception. Me.

And my academic failures
offended him to his core.

His hand, uh, it seemed to me
when I was a child,

was so large that when he struck
me, my whole body was bruised.

You know,
I lived in terror of those blows

and the feeling of being utterly
worthless that came with it.

So, at 16, I ran away.

Just a young boy with his wits
and a certain degree of charm.

No one has struck me like that
since, not until the other day.

Those cops, it was the same.

They looked at me
and saw nothing of any worth.

Who gives a shit
what they think?

Well, they... Deep down,
I... I knew they were right.

What are those?

Reminders.

I keep them, uh... uh, to remember
what a terrible human being I am.

I had a lover when I...
When I was young. In Genova.

A beautiful man inside and out.
He taught me so many things.

Alberto.

Wrote the most beautiful letters
to me, you know.

I was born again in his arms,
I think.

So, what happened with Alberto?

Uh, well, he loved me.

I loved him.

But then he made a...
An error of judgment.

He...

decided to, uh,
test that love.

With all his wisdom, he didn't
know that love can't be tested.

Honesty, yes. Loyalty, for sure.
But not love. You know?

Love goes on forever,

ev... even if we come to hate
the one we love.

You can love someone
and do terrible things to them,

all at the same time.

So, uh, you know...

Alberto allowed me to, uh,
discover where he kept his money,

so I took it all,
and then... and ran away.

Love also means
he'd have forgiven you.

You never saw him again?

Fifteen years later,
I saw him in the park,

and I hurried past him.

I...

I hurried past that good
and brilliant man who loved me,

simply because he was old
and no longer beautiful.

His weakness, his
loneliness, they terrified me.

I didn't want to be part of it.

And now... now I am him.

When I was in that jail being
beaten, I was back with my father.

Worthless, useless.

It was as if my whole life
has been a... a mirage.

Only if you stay in this mess.

Whatever you're running from,
you already escaped.

Those cops, they're here.

Every time I walk the street,
it'll be in fear.

I'm a bank robber, Didier.

I escaped jail.

I'm one of the most wanted men
in Australia.

The cop who put me away,
he'd happily see me dead.

Why tell me?

This... Is this like a test?
You know, I fail tests.

No, it's no test.

I just want you to know
I understand.

I wake up every day and I still
think they're coming for me.

The fear doesn't go away,
whether you stay in here or not.

But every day we're free

is a kick in the balls
to those bastards.

Barry,

you know I don't like bad news.

It's a match.
Today's the day, Sarge.

Bring it.

Charlie. Charlie Pendergast,
he gave me the gun.

He didn't give it to me, but that's his.
I-I too... I too... I borrowed it.

Truth be told,
he didn't give it to me.

I took it without him knowing,
but that's his gun.

- Charlie Pendergast, you say.
- -I promise you.

We have photos and recordings

from today and from your time
at Khandala with Sunita.

Your life will be over,

your reputation ruined, and your
wife and children disgraced.

But we're not your enemies,
Minister.

We ask only for you to listen
to the will of the people.

If their votes are in favor of
Khader Khan, so be it.

If Walid does not win the slums,
he'll kill me like he killed Rujul.

Walid did not kill Rujul. He
died for betraying Khader Khan.

And what about Sunita?

If you deny us, what
do you think happens to her?

- She says you love her.
- I do.

It would be so much easier
if I did not love her.

But I love my family as well.

I'm a man of position
and status.

My wife's family
are well-respected.

Sunita is just
a Kamathipura ran.

I... I-I was stupid

to think that I could have her.

You want everything your own way
with no consequences.

Of course I do.

Then trust Khaderbhai.

I'll... I'll do it.

Then we'll keep your secrets.
And Sunita can be freed today.

M... Maybe...

Maybe it is better
if she were to stay here.

You're going to
leave her behind?

You brought her here, not me.

If anyone
learns about Minister Pandey,

we'll assume you told,
and Khader will have you killed.

"We." "Khader."

You, you mean.

I watched Didier's fear
that day,

knowing too well what it was
to feel hunted and scared,

but also knowing the only way through
it is to say, "Fuck it," take a chance.

Are they following or what?

No, no. You're good.
You're good.

- Ready for this?
- It's the cops.

After you.

Hey, boss!

Didier, my friend, welcome back.
Good to see you.

Hey! Good to see you.
How are you?

Yeah, sorry. I was gone for a while,
but I'm back, yes. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.
No, we're good.

Hey, hey.

Namaste, namaste. I'm good.

You might not want friends,
but you've got some anyway.

Yeah, one real one, at least.

Uh, whiskey and beer.

I guess we should sit.

It's the act of a barbarian
to drink standing.

Hey.
I need a piss.

Hey, Maurizio.

Where have you been?

I had some, uh,
personal business to attend to.

Has Modena contacted you?

Mmm. No, what would he want
with me, you know? I mean...

Passports.

If he does, leave word for me at the
bar or contact me on this number.

I assume he's not to know about
your interest in his welfare?

No.

You're in my seat.

You think I don't know
what you did?

Then you know more than me.

But if it pissed you off,
then I'm happy.

Oh,
you'll get yours soon enough.

What was that about?

I haven't a clue.
Crazy.

Cheers.

How did it go?

Pandey gave it up faster
than a 50-rupee randi.

Karla crushed his balls
in her hands.

Good. This is great news.

Karla?

Job's done.

Oh.

Pandey must
really love this woman.

Pandey's scared Walid
will kill him when he finds out.

He might.

But by then,
it will be too late.

How I wish
I could be a fly on the wall

just to see Walid's face
when he hears the news.

- Is this what this is about?
- No, but punishing his disrespect,

that is a bonus
I will not deny enjoying.

Karla,
I know this wasn't easy for you.

Not as hard as it was on Sunita.

You feel for her.

She loves Pandey and asked
nothing but to be loved in return.

We manipulated that, and then
Pandey threw it in her face.

So now she knows
not to trust politicians.

I thought this was meant to be
a celebration. We won.

Enjoy it.
It won't happen every time.

I'm going to leave you two to...
whatever this is turning into.

Karla.

Tell me, what can I do
to give you your happiness back?

I want to give Sunita
her freedom

and enough money
to choose what to do with it.

Of course. But what do you need?

Hey. I'm not gonna need these.

You can keep 'em
or share 'em out.

Which one you think
I should be wearing?

This one?

Or this one maybe?

That one.

I was thinking this one.

Shit, yaar,
I am very nervous, Linbaba.

It was much easier
when we were sneaking.

It's good to be nervous.
It means it matters.

I'm nervous too.

Why are you nervous?

And I'm confused why you're spending
money on such a dinner with Karla Ma'am

when you're leaving anyway.

You're going to ask her to go
with you? That is your plan?

I like it, Linbaba. Much better
than sharing a village hut with...

Arre, hero!

How can they not be loving us?
Huh?

Look at us! We're handsome.

You can, uh, borrow
my other good shirt if you like.

No, I got it covered.

Achcha, I have one question
I must ask you.

Huh?

- Most serious.
- What do you need?

If you'll be bringing Karla
Ma'am here tonight for sexy time,

can I watch so I can learn best
things to do while making sex?

I got you, na?

I got you! Tell me.

Why didn't you just leave
with Modena?

Maurizio scared the hell
out of me.

The whole thing
was just too much.

Modena did all that
to prove that he loves me.

I threw it back in his face.

He'd be crazy to stick around.

I wish you'd come to me first.

I could have arranged passports
and papers for you both.

I'm scared, Karla.

- I don't wanna go back to his place.
- Then stay here.

Are you all right?

I don't know.

I really fucking don't.

Madame Zhou admitted to my face
that she killed Ahmed.

Said it like she expected me
to understand it.

- Madame Zhou's a fucking monster.
- And what am I?

When I went to Sagar Wada
to see Lin,

he almost died of cholera.

And I was jealous.

He knew what it was for.
It was worth it.

He told me he loves me.

And what'd you say?

No. Let me guess.

- You told him you don't believe in love.
- And then I ran away.

Maybe he's the answer
to what you need, Karla.

I've lied to him right from the
start about Rujul, Khader, all of it.

He deserves better.

Maybe you should let him
decide that for himself.

Okay.

Okay. I know what you're
thinking, and I don't blame...

I was thinking about how long it
would take you to hit the ground

after we throw you
through this window.

Hey, my supplier fucked us both.
Okay?

When I gave him your money
this time, he disappeared.

I've been looking for him,
but I haven't found him yet.

Is that why you have been
packing up to leave?

You think I'm stupid, huh?

Look, I swear to you, it's the truth, okay?
It's the truth.

Look, Raheem, if I had your
money, would I still be here?

What is his name, your supplier?

Look, I'm gonna find him.
I promise.

No!
No, no, no, no. No, no.

No, Raheem. No!

Lin. Lin Ford. Lin Ford.
Lin Ford.

Lin Ford.
His name is Lin Ford. Okay?

He usually hangs out
at Reynaldo's.

I haven't seen him since I gave
him the money. But when I do...

I'm gonna find him. And when I do, I'm
gonna come to get you at your hotel.

Because we are such good
friends, you and I, huh?

You look tired, Maurizio.

All this, uh, looking you've
done already. You rest, hmm?

We'll go to find this Lin Ford.

Look... Wait.

I know people...

You need me out there! Raheem!

Raheem!

Okay. Okay.

Huh? Huh?

Hmm? Mmm.

Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you.

Sitting there, I felt like maybe I
could have what I wanted after all,

that I'd earned some freedom
and a future worth having,

one with Karla in it.

You look pretty special.

Scrub up well yourself.

It's all right, mate.
I got it. Thank you.

Yes, sir.

Nothing to see here.

Nothing happened.

Smooth as silk.
Mm-hmm.

There we go.

Charlie.

Charlie! There's someone in the yard.
What? What?

Listen to me.
Huh?

Who's out there, eh?

Senior Detective
Walter Nightingale,

Australian Federal Police, mate.

- Fuck! Get rid of that shit.
- We just wanna have a chat, that's all.

Charlie, listen to me.
We're gonna come in now.

Stop your fucking crying, Missy!
Get rid of that shit, will you?

Missy, move!

Shit.

Round the back.
Stay low, stay low.

Oh, shit. Fuck.

Fuck.

Charlie,
they're coming round back!

No you don't, you bastards.

Fuck! Fuck!

Holy fuck! All right!

All right! I'm done!

Hey, everyone, hold your fire!

- Hold your fire!
- I'm coming out, all right?

- Hold your fire.
- -Lay down on the floor for me, will you?

- No, no, no.
- Lay down on the floor for me, will you?

It's okay. I love you.

All right!

All right. I'm coming out.
Don't shoot me.

You hear me?

I love you.

See my gun?

Gun on top of the car.
All right?

Just a chat, mate.

Charlie, you wanna
put the gun down, mate?

Oh, fuck!

Fuck! Fuck! Jesus! Fuck!

I think... I think you shot me,
you bastard.

Call me an ambulance.
I will. I will.

Listen, I just...
I just need to know.

Yeah?

The bank robbery...

Yeah?
Did you shoot at Officer Floris?

Yeah. That was me.

Now get me some help.
Get me some help.

Where's Dale Conti?
Dale?

Where's Dale Conti?
No, no, no, no.

You feel that?
Can you feel that?

Hmm?

Hmm?

Yeah?

Listen, listen, listen.
Listen, listen.

You're dying.

You're fucking dying

and I'm the only thing
that's gonna stop it, okay?

So, just tell me.

Just tell me. Where is he?

You couldn't make Dale talk.

That gave you the shits, hey?

Mmm?

Okay, okay.
If I keep quiet, who wins then?

Hmm? Hmm?

Okay. Okay, okay, okay.
I'll tell you. I'll tell you.

I'll tell you. I'll tell you.

Such is life.

Fuck face.

Straight face, he looks at me...
Thank you.

And says,
"Do you mind if I watch

so I can learn the best things
to do while sex making?"

I believed him.

I swear,
he acts like such a clown,

but he is the most decent,
smartest man I've ever met.

I fucking love him.

All of them.

It's just the wine.
Of course.

Maybe you only told me
that Prabhu story

to cleverly raise the subject of sexy
time on your last night in Bombay.

You're as bad as he is.

Unless you're only raising me raising
it for your own sexy-time purposes.

Ahem.

Relax.

No, even if you're asking...

I'm not saying you are...

I don't think I could do that
and still leave.

And I do have to leave.

You shouldn't have to go.

Come with me.

Hey. No promises, no guarantees.

Just you and me together
for as long as it feels good.

That why you asked me here?
Yeah.

To do just this, to laugh, talk.

See how fucking easy it is,
how good it feels.

I hate the idea of
not seeing you again.

I don't wanna go
because I'm in love with you.

Things aren't that simple, Lin.

They could be.

I mean, what's keeping you here?

What's so important
that it wouldn't be still here

if you decided to come back?

Look, I might be wrong, Karla,

but you look a lot like someone
you once described

as sitting alone in a sinking
lifeboat too scared to get out.

Maybe I don't wanna
take anyone else down with me.

I'm a great fucking swimmer.

- I can't.
- You could.

Mm-mmm.

I'll miss you, Lin.

A lot.

If I'd have gone after her,

would she have changed her mind,
said yes to coming with me?

I'll never know.

I only know how different everything
that came after would've been.

Are you Didier Levy?

You have me at a disadvantage.

I heard
you are friends with Lin Ford.

I need to find him.
We have business together.

Lin, yes. Well, he hasn't
been around for some time.

Last I heard, he had
a rather beautiful Swedish woman

in a suite at the Taj hotel.

And they had plans to visit,
uh, Varanasi, I believe.

But you may have
missed him already.

But I'll be happy to assist you
in your business...

You can't.

Lisa.
It's me, Sebastian.

Sebastian, what are you
doing here? It's dangerous.

I made sure I wasn't followed.

I thought you were gone.

You should have gone.

I won't go without you.

Te amo, Lisa.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry for what I said
earlier. I wanna come with you.

Karla's offered to help. She can
get us new travel papers.

It's going to work.

Hey.

Go to Sagar Wada and find
the gora doctor, Linbaba. Okay?

Tell him Didier says to stay
there and not leave the slum.

If he isn't there, you must find Prabhu
and tell Prabhu to come here to see me.

Okay? Just go. Go, go, go.
Go, go. Okay.

Hey, if you don't let me go,
I'm gonna piss myself.

Any tricks,
and I break your legs.

Ow.

Ow.

I'm right out there.
Hurry up.

Are you still writing a story
on Lin?

He knows?
Mm-hmm.

Did he send you here?

I came here to ask you to stop.

Lindsay Ford
is the name of a dead man.

Did you know that already?

Who Lin was doesn't matter.

What matters is who he is now,
the work he's doing in Sagar Wada.

If you publish your story,
he'll have to leave Bombay.

He doesn't deserve that.

Plenty of us deserve to be
punished for the shit we've done,

but Lin isn't one of them.

What is it that you do, Karla?

I mean, we hang out in
Reynaldo's and we all have fun.

We are friendly, but we're not
really friends, as such.

Look, I like Lin, okay?
But this is what I do.

I'm a journalist.
And Lin's a story.

I make deals happen
that shouldn't.

If you drop that story on Lin,
I'll give you a better one.

What is it?

Corruption, bribery,
sex, and murders.

I can give you a story on how a
Bombay gangster is using them all

to try and get his hands on
the Sagar Wada slums.

All right.

I'm listening.

First, I need your word
that you'll walk away from Lin.

Whatever happens,
he gets to stay in Bombay.

Come inside.

No, I'm all right.
I'm all right.

I'm sorry I shot him, Sarge.

So am I, Son.
So am I.

Still, we made
a good collar tonight, right?

Well, it's a result, either way.

Tonight was a fucking shambles.

Cops killing fellas like that

turn them into heroes
for other scumbags.

And now Pendergast can't tell
us where the little bastard is.

And I don't know... That's a fucking
result, somehow in your small mind.

This a fucking wind-up?

Don't tell me you're leaving.
I need someone to get drunk with.

Lin, we're both leaving.

Mate, I just got here.
I'm gonna get shit-faced.

Lin, on y va.
We can have a drink at my place.

- Did something happen?
- Uh, I'll explain later.

What's going on?
I'm in a little trouble.

I need your help but elsewhere.

Now, let's go.
More trouble?

I left you alone for six hours.
What's going on?

Let's move on.

Is he following you?
Move on. Move on. Move on.

Come.

What do you want? Why the fuck
are you following him?

Leave me... Leave me...
Why the fuck...

- Why are you following him?
- Not me. You.

- He's following you, Lin!
- Why you fucking following him?

An-an-and there'll be others!

What's going on?

What have you done, Linbaba?

What have I done?

Jesus Christ.