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♪
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Huh. Wow.
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\hWell, it’s nice
to see you, too.
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Yeah, what do we
\h\h\hgot here?
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Well, where’s Linc?
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Late.
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He’ll be here.
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Lawyer.
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Yeah...
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\h\h\h\hIn some parts
of the world, this...
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\h\hthis would be considered
a form of sadistic torture.
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Being stuck in a room
with people you hate?
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And what are you?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHmm?
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I mean, come on.
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How long are we gonna do this?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHmm?
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Hey.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYeah. Yeah.
Don’t let me stop you. Come on.
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I never do.
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Ray?
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What now?
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It’s just one night.
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We can do this.
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Yeah, Ray.
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Dig that hole.
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Prove you’re not
that kid anymore.
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Core.
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Guys.
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\h\h\h\hAll right,
so this is Clare.
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Thanks for letting me
\h\h\h\h\h\hcrash your party.
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Uh, when Ray told me
it was your birthday,
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I didn’t want
\h\hto impose.
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But Ray’s pretty convincing.
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That he is.
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Jeez, man, how many pills
\h\h\h\hdid you feed her?
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\hI didn’t pick you
as the party type.
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Inside joke.
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Well...
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who’s hungry?
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This birthday boy
\h\h\his famished.
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\h\hI should’ve
brought a gift.
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Aw...
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Clare Bear...
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\h\h\h\h\h\hy’all are
the only gift I need.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
he’s-- he’s never gonna change.
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Right?
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\h\h\h\h\hI don’t know
why you care so much.
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I don’t.
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Yeah.
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\h\h\h\hKeep telling
yourself that and...
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\h\h\hyou might
just believe it.
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You should know.
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So, how did
y’all meet?
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\h-
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\h\hWe went
to school together.
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-Oh, childhood friends?
-Mm-hmm.
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\h\h\h\h\hYou have
to forgive Ellie.
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\hShe has a habit
of being too nice.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFriends
is quite the stretch.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h
No, we were friends.
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\h\h\h\h
were more than that.
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Still are.
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But let’s be honest.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwere
only friends with you
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because we wanted
to get with you.
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\hAnd he just wanted
a ride to graduation
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\h\h\h\h\hwith little
Miss Honor Roll here.
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\hLooks like you are the common
denominator again, Ellie Bell.
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-Fuck you, Core.
\h\h-Ah.
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\hSpoken like
a true friend.
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\h\h\h\hYou guys
do this every year. Why?
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\h\h-
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Now, that...
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is the million-dollar
\h\h\hquestion, Clare.
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\h\h\h\h\hYou always find
the smart ones, don’t you?
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So...
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\h\h\h\hwho wants
to take this one?
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Huh? Anybody?
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No?
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\h\h\h\h\h\hWell, then,
I guess it’s over to me.
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We made a pact, okay?
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Can we drop it now?
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Please?
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♪
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Are you guys
\hfor real?
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\h\h\h\hLinc said you guys
were self-absorbed, but...
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this is next level.
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The world’s fucking ending
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\h\h\h\h\hand all you guys
can think about is some...
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bullshit high
school drama.
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\h\hThe world’s
not ending, hon.
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-Don’t fucking patronize me.
\h\h\h\h-Who’s patronizing?
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And why are you
\hso sensitive?
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\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s not my fault
you can’t tell the difference
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\h\h\h\h\h\hbetween your life
and a fucking Halloween prom.
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Halloween prom?
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Really?
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\h\h\h\h\hWe’re really
gonna go there again?
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They were human beings
\hburnt fucking alive.
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\h\h\h\h\h
You were not there.
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How do you know?
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\hYou think those
photos are real?
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\hThere’s too many
of them not to be.
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Why are you
\hembarrassing me?
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\h\hWhy did you
brought me here?
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Because you said
\h\h\h\hyou wanted to...
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMm, people do
a lot of things for clicks.
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But those people,
\h\h\h\h\hones left over,
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\h\hyou heard
what they saw.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
What they think they saw.
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They’re merely delusions.
\hThose people need help.
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\hDelusions
to the point
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\h\h\h\h\hthat families
are killing each other.
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Killing their children...
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so they don’t have
\h\hto go through
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what they think
\h\h\hthey saw?
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I don’t think so.
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Those families were cults.
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\h\hAnd yes, mass suicides are
a result of shared delusions.
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They weren’t all cults.
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\h\hYeah,
listen to Corey.
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\h\h\hHe knows all about
that mental health shit.
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\h\h\hHow long did you spend
at that mental institution?
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\h-Ray?
-What?
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Months, wasn’t it?
\h\h\h\h
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Ray Burn, for the last
\h\h\h\hmother effing time...
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\h\h\h\h\h\hI took
a leave of absence
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\hin my junior year
for medical reasons.
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Whoo!
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\h\h\h\h\h\hGuys,
did you hear that?
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"Medical reasons."
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I had a minor physical ailment.
That’s it.
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So, pipe down,
\h\hboy band.
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\h\h\h\h\hI know they say
fake it ’till you make it,
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\h\h\hbut sometimes
a man’s got to admit
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\h\h\hthat he just
doesn’t know shit.
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And he never will.
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\h\h\hAnd you’ve got
a long way to go...
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\h’till you’re even close
to being a man, that is.
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\h\h\hSo, how soon
’til judgment day?
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
You know what? I...
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\hI do--
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\h\h\h\h\hYou guys
go back to talking
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\habout whatever it was
you were talking about.
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I’m serious.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHow long
do you think we have?
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A week?
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Two?
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
It’s not judgment day.
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They’re calling it
\h\h"The Razing."
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\h\hYou’re smarter
than this, Ellen.
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Am I?
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\hSee, I thought I was,
but now I’m not so sure.
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See, I don’t believe in God.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNever had.
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\h\h\h\hNeither do
the kids I teach.
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\h\hThey’re just kids,
they believe in Santa,
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for God’s sake, which I guess
\h\h\h\h\hit’s the same thing.
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So, when one of them
\h\h\hwrites a poem
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about his dad,
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that’s not dad,
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\h\hstanding over
his roasted mom--
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhis mom,
who moments before was on fire
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burning alive
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while his father
\h\hheld her...
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\h\h\h\h\h\hHis mother
wept as she screamed.
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And-- and what?
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\h\h\hYou think he was
some sort of messiah?
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\h\h\h\hHe was
a wife beater.
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That poem
\h\hDomestic Abuse.
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Is that what
my student called it?
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\hHe called it
Backward Rainbow
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because that is what this guy
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlooked like
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after his mom died.
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\h\h\h\h\hJust as his dad
picked him up to hug him,
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\h\h\h\hjust as-- the same dad
who hugged his burning mother,
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the same dad whose own skin
\h\h\h\h\hwas blemish-free.
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And you saw that?
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I saw him
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\h\h\hand there was
not one burn on him.
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\h\h\h\hI saw his son
scared to death of him
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and even more scared of CPS
\h\hwhen they came to court.
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\h\h\h\h\hSeriously, Ellie,
you should be up for tenure,
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not deciphering the tales
\h\h\h\hof fourth graders.
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\h\h\h\hOnce upon a time,
there was a fucked-up kid.
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The end.
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Maybe.
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But maybe...
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just maybe...
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwe have to admit
that maybe we don’t know shit.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMaybe we are all
just getting what we deserve.
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We?
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\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s fine.
It’s fine. She’s fine.
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Everything’s fine.
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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
She doesn’t look fine.
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How the fuck
\h\hwould you know?
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\h\hYou-- you-- you--
you waltz back in here
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\h\h\hlike-- like
you’re some hero,
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\h\hsome knight
in shining shit,
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and-- and she just laps it up
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\hlike you’ve never
burned her before.
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Like you’re not gonna do
\h\hthe same thing again
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\h\h\h\h\h\hnext week,
next month, next year.
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\h\h\hBecause she knows
that after you are gone,
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I will still be here
\hto bandage her up,
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to pick her up.
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\h\h\hSo, yeah, I think
I know when she’s fine.
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And she’s fine.
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We are fine.
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What the fuck?
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Fucking breaker.
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I just wanna
\h\hbe alone, okay?
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Why the hell
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hdid you do that?
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\h\h-Do you?
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Do you really?
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’Cause-- ’cause
\hif you don’t,
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\hthis place,
and with him,
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\h\h\h\h\h\hit’s not
where you wanna be.
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\h\h\h\hAnd if you
do wanna be alone,
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\h\h\hthen you better
get used to this room,
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\hbecause this is as close to
them as you’re ever gonna get.
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Why do you bother?
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Why don’t you just...
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Leave?
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-We made a pact.
\h\h\h\h\h-Pact.
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Was it worth it?
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\h\h\hI used
to think so.
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\h\h\hI’ve never been
the sentimental type.
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\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
birthdays, holidays.
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\h\h\h\h\hI really
could give a shit.
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When I was a kid...
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00:19:23,336 --> 00:19:25,404
when I met them,
\h\h\h\hI was...
232
00:19:26,603 --> 00:19:27,901
\h\hI was going
through a lot...
233
00:19:29,540 --> 00:19:30,673
with my mom.
234
00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:36,943
\h\h\h\hI ran away
a couple of times.
235
00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:41,288
Anyway, it got bad.
236
00:19:41,288 --> 00:19:45,886
\h\h\hGot to a point where I-- I
didn’t even wanted to be found.
237
00:19:49,461 --> 00:19:50,792
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut when
that lot showed up...
238
00:19:53,762 --> 00:19:55,599
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI realized
you can still be alone...
239
00:19:58,701 --> 00:19:59,834
even when you’re not.
240
00:20:01,770 --> 00:20:02,936
And to me...
241
00:20:05,510 --> 00:20:06,643
at the time...
242
00:20:07,644 --> 00:20:09,943
\h\hin some weird,
screwed-up way...
243
00:20:13,650 --> 00:20:15,553
it felt a lot better
\hthan being alone.
244
00:20:23,528 --> 00:20:24,760
So, you stayed?
245
00:20:27,796 --> 00:20:28,929
I stayed.
246
00:20:30,601 --> 00:20:31,767
So, does it still...
247
00:20:33,505 --> 00:20:34,638
feel better?
248
00:20:38,906 --> 00:20:40,039
\h
You tell me.
249
00:20:44,483 --> 00:20:45,781
\h\h\h\h-
-What happened with your ma?
250
00:20:53,855 --> 00:20:54,988
\h\h\h\h
So, you’re coming?
251
00:21:02,468 --> 00:21:03,964
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI think
I’m gonna wait it out too.
252
00:21:09,970 --> 00:21:12,038
\h\hJeez!
What a great duo.
253
00:21:12,038 --> 00:21:14,909
Order everything
\hextra crispy.
254
00:21:24,050 --> 00:21:26,558
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou and Milo
might wanna watch that.
255
00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:30,595
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou know
that stick you and Corey share,
256
00:21:30,595 --> 00:21:32,828
it’s getting higher up
in your ass these days.
257
00:21:34,368 --> 00:21:35,633
\h\h\h\hYou might
wanna watch that.
258
00:21:38,064 --> 00:21:39,736
\h\h\h\h\hSomeone’s
gotta have some fun.
259
00:21:41,540 --> 00:21:42,673
This is a party.
260
00:21:45,478 --> 00:21:46,611
Hey.
261
00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:49,977
Hey, how’s Clare?
262
00:21:50,813 --> 00:21:51,946
El?
263
00:21:54,421 --> 00:21:55,587
El?
264
00:21:56,555 --> 00:21:57,853
What?
265
00:21:57,853 --> 00:21:59,459
\h\h\h\h\h\h
Come here for a sec.
266
00:22:02,627 --> 00:22:04,860
One sec.
267
00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:22,713
\hWe have
to open your gift.
268
00:22:26,618 --> 00:22:28,554
\h\h\h\hI didn’t
get you a gift.
269
00:22:31,788 --> 00:22:33,889
Your gift.
270
00:23:04,084 --> 00:23:07,428
\h\h\h\h\h
271
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♪
272
00:23:47,831 --> 00:23:50,031
\h\h\h
Ellie? Your turn.
273
00:23:50,999 --> 00:23:52,572
Your order, ma’am.
274
00:23:52,572 --> 00:23:57,775
\h\hOn today’s menu, we have
True Blue and Winter Wonder.
275
00:23:57,775 --> 00:24:01,515
Why do you even ask?
She always picks True.
276
00:24:01,515 --> 00:24:03,176
\h\h\h\h
Shouldn’t everyone?
277
00:24:03,176 --> 00:24:04,782
Nah,
278
00:24:04,782 --> 00:24:06,047
\h\hI have hope
my little Ellie
279
00:24:06,047 --> 00:24:07,851
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwill go
for a little fun one day.
280
00:24:07,851 --> 00:24:11,492
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat she wants
instead of what she needs.
281
00:24:11,492 --> 00:24:13,252
The way he leads away
\h\h\h\h\h\hfrom you.
282
00:24:13,252 --> 00:24:15,023
Hey.
283
00:24:16,090 --> 00:24:18,092
Anyone wanna hear
today’s specials?
284
00:24:23,163 --> 00:24:25,506
I see red.
285
00:24:26,771 --> 00:24:28,806
Courtesy of Mommy dearest.
286
00:24:28,806 --> 00:24:30,236
These little beauties
287
00:24:30,236 --> 00:24:31,875
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwill show you
everything you can ever be.
288
00:24:33,514 --> 00:24:35,780
Your motherfucking
\h\hdestiny, baby.
289
00:24:35,780 --> 00:24:37,276
\h\h\h\h\h-
-Bullshit.
290
00:24:37,276 --> 00:24:39,652
Hey, don’t knock it
\h\h’til you try it.
291
00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:41,588
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Try anything. Bullshit.
292
00:24:42,182 --> 00:24:44,151
Your loss, loser?
293
00:24:46,186 --> 00:24:49,057
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSo,
what did you see, loser?
294
00:24:49,057 --> 00:24:51,059
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNothing
I already didn’t know.
295
00:24:51,059 --> 00:24:53,193
\hI don’t even lie.
296
00:24:54,832 --> 00:24:56,735
All right. Okay.
297
00:24:57,736 --> 00:24:59,001
There. Done.
298
00:25:01,608 --> 00:25:02,939
\h\h\h\h\h
Surprise. Surprise.
299
00:25:02,939 --> 00:25:06,778
\hYeah, Ray,
don’t start.
300
00:25:08,681 --> 00:25:09,979
Those are what?
301
00:25:25,126 --> 00:25:26,567
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Where did you put them?
302
00:25:27,733 --> 00:25:28,998
Seriously?
303
00:25:30,197 --> 00:25:32,133
Oh, come on.
304
00:25:32,133 --> 00:25:34,575
Yeah, come on, Ma.
305
00:25:35,774 --> 00:25:37,138
Don’t you guys
read anything?
306
00:25:37,138 --> 00:25:39,646
The experiments
are dangerous.
307
00:25:39,646 --> 00:25:41,714
-Don’t mess with them.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Come on.
308
00:25:43,683 --> 00:25:44,981
Do the Blue.
309
00:25:47,588 --> 00:25:48,754
\h\h\h
You don’t get it.
310
00:25:50,822 --> 00:25:53,220
These new batches
\h\hare so strong.
311
00:25:53,220 --> 00:25:54,892
\h\h\hYou won’t be able
to tell the difference.
312
00:25:54,892 --> 00:25:57,224
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hThe trip,
what’s real, what’s not.
313
00:25:57,224 --> 00:26:00,029
\h\h\h-It’s all the same.
-What’s the point, genius?
314
00:26:01,734 --> 00:26:04,330
\hThis isn’t some
fucking chem lab!
315
00:26:04,330 --> 00:26:05,771
We play it safe.
316
00:26:21,721 --> 00:26:23,789
You know the new
stuff’s fine, right?
317
00:26:23,789 --> 00:26:25,021
My ma tested it.
318
00:26:25,021 --> 00:26:26,121
On who?
319
00:26:26,121 --> 00:26:27,287
You?
320
00:26:27,287 --> 00:26:30,191
\h\h\h\h\hNo offense, Linc,
but hasn’t your mom lost it?
321
00:26:30,191 --> 00:26:32,259
\hAnd I don’t just mean all
credibility and credentials.
322
00:26:32,259 --> 00:26:34,063
\h\h\h\h\h\hI meant
she’s batshit cray.
323
00:26:41,675 --> 00:26:42,841
It’s cool.
324
00:26:44,238 --> 00:26:45,811
\h\hI shouldn’t
have said that.
325
00:26:45,811 --> 00:26:47,747
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYour mom’s
always been good to us.
326
00:26:47,747 --> 00:26:50,178
\h\h\h\h\hYou
got it right the first time.
327
00:26:56,921 --> 00:26:59,319
I was just shocked that you
\h\h\hused the word "cray."
328
00:26:59,319 --> 00:27:02,322
\h\h\h\h\hMaybe I took
a red one by mistake.
329
00:27:03,323 --> 00:27:04,797
Maybe you should.
330
00:27:36,059 --> 00:27:37,863
I come in peace.
331
00:27:38,325 --> 00:27:39,733
Funny.
332
00:27:41,130 --> 00:27:43,836
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Nothing ever is with you.
333
00:27:47,708 --> 00:27:48,874
Tell me...
334
00:27:50,403 --> 00:27:52,207
\h\h\hdid you ever have
a sense of humour or...
335
00:27:54,077 --> 00:27:55,782
\h\h\hwere you
born this way?
336
00:27:57,476 --> 00:28:02,481
Tell me, do you ever take
\h\h\h\hanything seriously
337
00:28:02,481 --> 00:28:06,485
or are you numb
to all emotion?
338
00:28:06,485 --> 00:28:08,190
Oh, yeah.
339
00:28:09,422 --> 00:28:11,831
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hTell me,
do you feel anything?
340
00:28:11,831 --> 00:28:13,866
\h\h\h\h\h-
-Like, anything at all?
341
00:28:13,866 --> 00:28:14,999
Well...
342
00:28:16,803 --> 00:28:17,936
wait...
343
00:28:19,938 --> 00:28:22,776
\h\hyou don’t think
I’m shallow, do you?
344
00:28:22,776 --> 00:28:24,008
Hollow.
345
00:28:24,976 --> 00:28:29,211
\h\h\h\h\hYou are
so freaking empty.
346
00:28:29,211 --> 00:28:31,818
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hLike
there’s nobody inside.
347
00:28:31,818 --> 00:28:36,053
Just some mask, shell,
348
00:28:36,053 --> 00:28:38,055
a Halloween costume.
349
00:28:39,958 --> 00:28:41,091
Some...
350
00:28:42,994 --> 00:28:45,194
stranger inside.
351
00:28:45,194 --> 00:28:46,327
Well...
352
00:28:47,834 --> 00:28:49,330
\h\h\h\h\h\htell me
how you really feel.
353
00:28:52,168 --> 00:28:54,071
You first.
354
00:29:25,036 --> 00:29:28,138
\h
355
00:30:21,422 --> 00:30:23,490
Which pill did you
roofie her with this time?
356
00:30:26,097 --> 00:30:27,593
\hPlease tell me
it was the snow.
357
00:30:29,628 --> 00:30:31,872
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMy heart
can’t take another Blue.
358
00:30:31,872 --> 00:30:33,104
Core?
359
00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:35,139
Core?
360
00:30:35,139 --> 00:30:39,044
\hDon’t fucking
"Core" me, Clare.
361
00:30:39,044 --> 00:30:42,212
\h\h\hHey, what the fuck
is wrong with you, man?
362
00:30:42,212 --> 00:30:44,412
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat is
your fucking problem?
363
00:30:44,412 --> 00:30:46,480
What did you take?
364
00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:48,955
I didn’t.
365
00:30:48,955 --> 00:30:51,188
Did you take anything?
366
00:30:51,188 --> 00:30:54,587
It seems like the only one
\h\hwho’s doing stuff here
367
00:30:54,587 --> 00:30:56,094
is you.
368
00:30:56,094 --> 00:30:57,590
-I don’t do that shit.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Uh-huh.
369
00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:59,097
\h\h\h
Don’t do what?
370
00:31:00,428 --> 00:31:02,001
Where did you
\h\hget these?
371
00:31:04,036 --> 00:31:05,598
I haven’t seen these
\h\h\h\h\hin years.
372
00:31:05,598 --> 00:31:06,973
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
’Cause they got banned.
373
00:31:06,973 --> 00:31:09,602
I always save
\hit for a rainy day.
374
00:31:09,602 --> 00:31:11,142
Bullshit.
375
00:31:11,142 --> 00:31:13,947
\hYou save these
to fuck with us.
376
00:31:13,947 --> 00:31:17,049
That is rich
\h\hcoming from you.
377
00:31:17,049 --> 00:31:19,645
\hYou’ve been fucking
with her for 15 years.
378
00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,922
But that’s Ray
\h\h\hfor you.
379
00:31:21,922 --> 00:31:26,289
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hTo a T.
Never accepting responsibility.
380
00:31:26,289 --> 00:31:29,963
And-- and don’t act like you’re
not the first to call shotgun
381
00:31:29,963 --> 00:31:31,129
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hany time
I bring out the gear.
382
00:31:31,129 --> 00:31:32,328
If you had it your way,
383
00:31:32,328 --> 00:31:33,967
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou’d be
tripping in your sleep.
384
00:31:33,967 --> 00:31:36,167
Yeah, well,
385
00:31:36,167 --> 00:31:38,136
\h\hnot all of us are
born with everything,
386
00:31:38,136 --> 00:31:40,303
you silver-spooned bitch.
387
00:31:40,303 --> 00:31:43,570
You think you know me?
You think you know me?
388
00:31:43,570 --> 00:31:45,209
You’ve never known me!
389
00:32:05,064 --> 00:32:06,230
None of you have.
390
00:32:15,536 --> 00:32:17,439
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hDamn!
You guys are a buzzkill.
391
00:32:22,015 --> 00:32:23,445
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Is this your doing?
392
00:32:25,315 --> 00:32:26,448
Huh?
393
00:32:33,488 --> 00:32:34,621
Who’s ready to party?
394
00:32:35,457 --> 00:32:37,096
Party’s over.
395
00:32:53,112 --> 00:33:00,020
♪
396
00:33:18,203 --> 00:33:19,336
Hey.
397
00:33:25,375 --> 00:33:26,508
Are we okay?
398
00:33:28,081 --> 00:33:30,413
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
the thing with the Blue,
399
00:33:30,413 --> 00:33:31,744
it-- they’re nothing, right?
400
00:33:32,646 --> 00:33:33,779
Ray was just...
401
00:33:33,779 --> 00:33:37,222
He was pissing me off so it was
the first thing on my mind.
402
00:33:55,207 --> 00:33:57,473
\h\h-I missed you.
-I missed you too.
403
00:34:04,612 --> 00:34:05,811
It doesn’t matter.
404
00:34:10,255 --> 00:34:11,421
Yes, it does.
405
00:34:13,225 --> 00:34:14,358
Why won’t you
\h\h\htell me?
406
00:34:18,131 --> 00:34:19,297
There’s nothing
\h\h\h\hto tell.
407
00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:23,532
\h\h\h\h\h
You’re sick, Core.
408
00:34:26,436 --> 00:34:27,569
Do I look sick?
409
00:34:46,522 --> 00:34:48,491
Oh...
410
00:34:48,491 --> 00:34:52,264
\h\h\h\hYou’re trying to keep
all the fun yourself, are you?
411
00:34:55,201 --> 00:34:58,171
\h\hActually, I thought
we could do it together.
412
00:35:02,241 --> 00:35:03,473
Two tickets...
413
00:35:05,838 --> 00:35:07,444
to Wonderland, my lady.
414
00:35:17,322 --> 00:35:18,884
\h
Whoa! Wait up.
415
00:35:20,490 --> 00:35:22,459
Josh, whatever.
416
00:35:23,196 --> 00:35:24,494
Whatever, Josh.
417
00:35:25,759 --> 00:35:26,892
J.
418
00:35:31,237 --> 00:35:32,733
\h\h\h\h\h
So, where’s the snow at?
419
00:35:33,734 --> 00:35:35,175
You’ve got it.
420
00:35:35,175 --> 00:35:37,375
\h\h\h\hNah,
this is that heavy shit
421
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:38,871
we did at Linc’s place.
422
00:35:38,871 --> 00:35:41,280
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI want them
Winter Wonder dreams, baby.
423
00:35:42,215 --> 00:35:44,349
AKA Illusions.
424
00:35:45,647 --> 00:35:46,747
\h\h
Potato, potahto.
425
00:35:46,747 --> 00:35:49,948
Yeah.
426
00:35:52,819 --> 00:35:54,194
My bad.
427
00:35:56,790 --> 00:35:59,463
-I know your type.
-Oh, enlighten me.
428
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:03,929
\h\h\hYou’re scared
of what you’ll see.
429
00:36:03,929 --> 00:36:06,338
\h\hYou’re scared
of what you want.
430
00:36:06,338 --> 00:36:10,441
\h\hBut, hon, nothing’s
ever as bad as it seems.
431
00:36:12,311 --> 00:36:14,280
\h\h\h\h\hYou’re not
as bad as you seem.
432
00:36:17,712 --> 00:36:20,286
Then you ain’t seen
\hnothing yet, hon.
433
00:36:21,551 --> 00:36:23,355
Be still,
my heart.
434
00:36:27,293 --> 00:36:28,888
\h\h\h\hTaking off
and it just might.
435
00:36:28,888 --> 00:36:32,496
\hWell, aren’t you
all just a bundle of killjoys?
436
00:36:32,496 --> 00:36:37,237
You know, you’ve got some real
\hballs for an uninvited guest.
437
00:36:38,403 --> 00:36:39,734
This is the one?
438
00:36:43,507 --> 00:36:46,246
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hone
would that be?
439
00:37:06,992 --> 00:37:09,027
-Can we talk?
\h\h\h\h\h-Can we not?
440
00:37:09,027 --> 00:37:10,600
Core?
441
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:11,931
We’re not doing
\h\h\h\h\hthis anymore.
442
00:37:14,472 --> 00:37:15,605
Doing what?
443
00:37:16,408 --> 00:37:17,574
Playing pretend.
444
00:37:19,675 --> 00:37:21,611
\h\h\hYou pretend
that you’re happy.
445
00:37:21,611 --> 00:37:24,680
\h\h\h\h\h\hI pretend
that I make you happy.
446
00:37:27,045 --> 00:37:28,783
We both know
\hthe truth.
447
00:37:30,785 --> 00:37:32,622
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
You do make me happy.
448
00:37:32,622 --> 00:37:34,987
\h\h\hThat’s something
I’ve never done and we know it.
449
00:37:42,632 --> 00:37:43,765
\hI thought
it was me.
450
00:37:46,834 --> 00:37:50,409
\h\h\hI used to do everything
I could to hide pain from you.
451
00:37:53,940 --> 00:37:55,711
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI got
so good at it, yeah.
452
00:37:58,010 --> 00:37:59,946
You didn’t even know
I went through chemo.
453
00:38:02,916 --> 00:38:04,324
What?
454
00:38:05,688 --> 00:38:06,920
And there it is.
455
00:38:09,923 --> 00:38:11,628
\h\h\hThat look
I never wanted.
456
00:38:14,598 --> 00:38:16,402
\hCore,
why didn’t you--
457
00:38:16,402 --> 00:38:17,733
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Why didn’t I tell you?
458
00:38:19,031 --> 00:38:20,340
Why would I?
459
00:38:21,704 --> 00:38:23,970
Why would I wanna have you
\hlook at me the same way
460
00:38:23,970 --> 00:38:26,445
\h\h\h\hthat my father looked
at my mother before she died?
461
00:38:27,776 --> 00:38:30,977
\h\h\h\h\h\hHave you detest me
even more than you already do?
462
00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:33,078
-That’s not fair.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Fair?
463
00:38:33,947 --> 00:38:36,686
You have no right
464
00:38:36,686 --> 00:38:39,920
\h\h\h\h\h\h\htelling me
what is or is not fair.
465
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:43,022
\h
466
00:38:53,604 --> 00:39:00,380
♪
467
00:39:48,956 --> 00:39:51,992
\h\hIf I had told you, I would
have lost you like I have now.
468
00:39:54,863 --> 00:39:56,964
\hI would have lost you
before I ever had you.
469
00:40:03,641 --> 00:40:05,071
I’m so sorry.
470
00:40:07,513 --> 00:40:08,811
I didn’t know.
471
00:40:08,811 --> 00:40:10,010
You never do.
472
00:40:12,683 --> 00:40:16,720
\h\h\h\h\h\hThat’s because
I bore all of your pain...
473
00:40:18,018 --> 00:40:19,822
while you all
ignored mine.
474
00:40:22,726 --> 00:40:24,629
\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd you know
what the worst part is?
475
00:40:27,533 --> 00:40:29,029
\hIt was all
for nothing.
476
00:40:31,867 --> 00:40:33,704
Because you’ll
never be happy.
477
00:40:34,705 --> 00:40:35,838
Ellie Belie...
478
00:40:40,139 --> 00:40:41,778
you don’t have it
\h\h\h\h\hin you.
479
00:40:41,778 --> 00:40:47,982
♪
480
00:41:06,132 --> 00:41:08,035
\h\h\h\h\h\h-
-Damn it.
481
00:41:08,035 --> 00:41:11,610
\h\h\h\h\h\hOw.
Watch it. Hurry up.
482
00:41:11,610 --> 00:41:12,875
\hI’m trying.
483
00:41:12,875 --> 00:41:14,613
Yeah.
484
00:41:14,613 --> 00:41:16,109
Where’d you
\h\hget that antique from?
485
00:41:17,616 --> 00:41:18,848
You know me.
486
00:41:18,848 --> 00:41:22,247
Fuck something borrowed,
\h\h\h\h\hsomething new.
487
00:41:23,655 --> 00:41:25,558
Give me something old,
488
00:41:25,558 --> 00:41:29,089
something blue any day.
489
00:41:46,711 --> 00:41:48,240
\hYou better watch
what you say, boy,
490
00:41:49,648 --> 00:41:51,848
or I’ll throw you back
\h\hwhere I found you.
491
00:41:55,049 --> 00:41:56,655
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWell,
you don’t believe me?
492
00:41:58,151 --> 00:42:00,923
\h\h\h\h\h-Sure, babe.
-Oh, don’t "babe" me.
493
00:42:00,923 --> 00:42:03,827
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m not.
And no, you don’t believe me.
494
00:42:05,191 --> 00:42:08,095
\hWhatever. Okay.
It doesn’t matter.
495
00:42:10,933 --> 00:42:13,331
We you doing this
\h\h\h\h\hor what?
496
00:42:14,167 --> 00:42:15,773
Or what?
497
00:42:15,773 --> 00:42:19,876
Maybe you’ll start believing me
when I stop paying your rent.
498
00:42:23,242 --> 00:42:24,650
And what do you think
\h\h\h\h\habout that?
499
00:42:40,633 --> 00:42:41,832
\h\h\h\hWhat are you
fucking looking at?
500
00:42:43,669 --> 00:42:45,363
I think you forgot...
501
00:42:47,068 --> 00:42:48,333
where you came from.
502
00:42:50,104 --> 00:42:51,303
You see that?
503
00:42:53,679 --> 00:42:54,845
You fucking see that?
504
00:42:56,011 --> 00:42:57,650
That there is proof.
505
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:03,381
.
506
00:43:06,153 --> 00:43:07,924
.
507
00:43:09,695 --> 00:43:11,125
Hey, you’re checking that?
508
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:14,326
Don’t you forget that.
509
00:43:27,207 --> 00:43:28,846
Turn the fuck over.
510
00:43:37,855 --> 00:43:39,252
Respect your elder.
511
00:44:12,857 --> 00:44:13,990
Hey.
512
00:44:18,390 --> 00:44:20,029
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hOh,
what have you got there?
513
00:44:20,029 --> 00:44:21,701
Don’t tell Corey.
514
00:44:21,701 --> 00:44:23,736
Uh, never do.
515
00:44:23,736 --> 00:44:25,364
Which one
\hshould we take?
516
00:44:28,708 --> 00:44:30,006
You should get
\h\hsome rest.
517
00:44:32,811 --> 00:44:34,879
We should take
\hthe red one.
518
00:44:34,879 --> 00:44:36,078
It’s pretty.
519
00:44:37,112 --> 00:44:39,246
\h\h\h\h\hThat’s because
it’s the most dangerous.
520
00:44:39,246 --> 00:44:42,018
The beautiful ones
\h\h\halways are.
521
00:44:44,383 --> 00:44:46,121
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWell, I guess
they’re all pretty dangerous.
522
00:44:46,957 --> 00:44:48,959
Truth lies in destiny.
523
00:44:52,424 --> 00:44:53,898
What do you think
\h\h\h\hyou want?
524
00:44:56,362 --> 00:44:57,495
What you really want...
525
00:45:02,940 --> 00:45:04,073
and who you are.
526
00:45:15,348 --> 00:45:17,317
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Say "Ah."
-Not that one.
527
00:45:18,890 --> 00:45:21,222
\h-Wait.
-Not that one.
528
00:45:21,222 --> 00:45:25,864
\hWho would have thought that
you and I would be so alike?
529
00:45:28,867 --> 00:45:30,132
What are you
\hafraid of?
530
00:45:32,464 --> 00:45:33,839
You first.
531
00:45:37,073 --> 00:45:39,108
\h\h-
-What’s so funny?
532
00:45:41,374 --> 00:45:42,507
You sound like...
533
00:45:45,048 --> 00:45:47,545
\h\h\h\hsomeone
I used to know.
534
00:45:52,286 --> 00:45:54,255
\h\hSometimes
you think you’re fine.
535
00:45:56,356 --> 00:46:00,426
But you left it all behind you,
that sadness, that fear.
536
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:04,397
But you only
feel that way
537
00:46:04,397 --> 00:46:05,838
\hbecause you’ve been
running for so long.
538
00:46:07,037 --> 00:46:09,171
\h\hSo long that you’re
too afraid to look back.
539
00:46:11,404 --> 00:46:14,110
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut one day
when you run out of steam,
540
00:46:14,110 --> 00:46:15,815
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hone day
those tears catch up to you.
541
00:46:15,815 --> 00:46:17,245
And that sadness...
542
00:46:17,245 --> 00:46:20,413
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat fear
that you’ve ignored for so long
543
00:46:20,413 --> 00:46:24,890
will be right in front of you,
\h\h\h\h\h\hstaring, waiting.
544
00:46:27,387 --> 00:46:29,158
\h\hYou can’t run
from who you are.
545
00:46:29,961 --> 00:46:31,094
Not for long.
546
00:46:48,276 --> 00:46:54,381
♪
547
00:47:17,470 --> 00:47:20,979
Looking for an escape, too,
\h\hwhich I think you want?
548
00:47:27,183 --> 00:47:28,283
I know what I want.
549
00:47:28,283 --> 00:47:31,616
♪
550
00:48:05,056 --> 00:48:06,486
What’s wrong?
551
00:49:14,059 --> 00:49:15,258
Is this you?
552
00:49:16,028 --> 00:49:17,359
What did you do?
553
00:49:18,063 --> 00:49:19,394
Where’s Milo?
554
00:49:19,394 --> 00:49:20,395
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
How the fuck should I know?
555
00:49:20,395 --> 00:49:22,001
Stop fucking--
556
00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:24,069
\hI’m not
fucking with you!
557
00:49:24,069 --> 00:49:25,334
Who the fuck
\hdid this?
558
00:49:29,437 --> 00:49:31,604
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFuck,
cry me a river, Linc.
559
00:49:31,604 --> 00:49:34,343
You didn’t give two shits
\h\habout that kid, okay?
560
00:49:34,343 --> 00:49:36,081
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNext week,
you’re going to be over
561
00:49:36,081 --> 00:49:37,643
or under your next
\hhigh school grad.
562
00:49:38,512 --> 00:49:40,283
Or dropout.
563
00:49:40,283 --> 00:49:42,450
\h\h\hWhat the hell is wrong
with you, you piece of shit?
564
00:49:42,450 --> 00:49:44,650
\h\h\h\h\hHo-ho-ho,
that’s rich coming from you,
565
00:49:44,650 --> 00:49:47,158
\hyou fucking
lowlife pedo.
566
00:49:51,525 --> 00:49:53,098
It’s happening?
567
00:49:55,199 --> 00:49:56,596
He was right.
568
00:49:56,596 --> 00:49:57,795
Milo was right.
569
00:50:02,206 --> 00:50:03,372
It’s begun.
570
00:50:09,708 --> 00:50:11,050
Fixed it.
571
00:50:13,613 --> 00:50:15,219
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Let’s just call it in.
572
00:50:15,219 --> 00:50:16,319
Call it in?
573
00:50:16,715 --> 00:50:18,552
No, thanks, 5-0.
574
00:50:18,552 --> 00:50:21,423
\hIf it’s-- if it’s
really happening, then--
575
00:50:21,423 --> 00:50:23,326
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
If? It’s really happening.
576
00:50:23,326 --> 00:50:25,064
Then we’re not the only ones
\h\h\h\hgoing through this.
577
00:50:25,064 --> 00:50:26,692
\h\hThis-- this
isn’t our fault.
578
00:50:28,496 --> 00:50:30,828
If it’s really happening,
\h\h\h\h\hwhy call anyone?
579
00:50:30,828 --> 00:50:33,204
\h\hWe’ll all join
Milo soon, anyway.
580
00:50:33,204 --> 00:50:34,370
Where is Milo?
581
00:50:35,536 --> 00:50:38,110
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
I-- I told you, he’s...
582
00:50:39,243 --> 00:50:40,409
he’s gone home.
583
00:50:40,409 --> 00:50:42,477
\h\h\h\h\h
You told me a lie.
584
00:50:45,711 --> 00:50:47,482
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNot like
that’s the first time.
585
00:50:51,618 --> 00:50:53,455
She’s-- she’s--
\h\hshe’s drunk.
586
00:50:53,455 --> 00:50:56,161
I’m not drunk.
587
00:50:56,161 --> 00:50:58,130
Even the little things
\h\h\h\h\h\hupset her.
588
00:50:58,130 --> 00:51:01,232
\h\hShe-- she can’t
even watch the news.
589
00:51:02,464 --> 00:51:04,796
Look who’s grown
\ha conscience.
590
00:51:04,796 --> 00:51:07,238
\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
dating a good person
591
00:51:07,238 --> 00:51:08,503
doesn’t make you
\h\h\h\hone too.
592
00:51:09,636 --> 00:51:10,769
Seriously?
593
00:51:11,803 --> 00:51:13,310
Now?
594
00:51:13,310 --> 00:51:14,509
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Being a decent human being
595
00:51:14,509 --> 00:51:16,544
\h\hdoesn’t work
by association.
596
00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,842
You would know.
597
00:51:24,420 --> 00:51:26,587
\h\h\hActually,
no, I wouldn’t.
598
00:51:31,757 --> 00:51:33,693
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at
the company I keep.
599
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:42,603
I’m going to bed.
600
00:51:42,603 --> 00:51:45,606
\hMaybe I’ll get lucky
and fall into a dream.
601
00:51:45,606 --> 00:51:48,543
\hNo offense, but if this
really is our last night,
602
00:51:48,543 --> 00:51:51,150
\hyour faces aren’t exactly
what I wanna go out seeing.
603
00:52:01,226 --> 00:52:03,855
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m pretty sure
that was meant to be offensive.
604
00:52:40,925 --> 00:52:42,960
\hI don’t want it
to end this way.
605
00:52:48,306 --> 00:52:50,275
I don’t want it
\h\h\h\hto end.
606
00:52:53,641 --> 00:52:54,774
Say something.
607
00:52:57,414 --> 00:52:58,679
Say something!
608
00:53:07,523 --> 00:53:09,954
You’re the only person
\h\h\h\h\hI have left.
609
00:53:18,798 --> 00:53:21,306
You know who was there for me
\h\h\h\hwhen I was diagnosed?
610
00:53:26,740 --> 00:53:27,873
George.
611
00:53:30,777 --> 00:53:32,449
Bateman.
612
00:53:36,717 --> 00:53:37,949
Your lawyer?
613
00:53:47,596 --> 00:53:49,301
Every event
in my life,
614
00:53:49,994 --> 00:53:51,336
important or not...
615
00:53:52,766 --> 00:53:54,570
\hhe’s the only one
that’s been there.
616
00:53:58,805 --> 00:54:00,378
\hBut does it
even count...
617
00:54:02,677 --> 00:54:04,646
\h\hwhen the only person
who’s been there for you
618
00:54:04,646 --> 00:54:07,044
\h\h\his only there because
your family paid him to be?
619
00:54:12,753 --> 00:54:14,887
When you’ve been cheating
\h\h\hdeath for so long...
620
00:54:16,592 --> 00:54:19,760
\h\h\hsurfing the line
between for so long...
621
00:54:21,795 --> 00:54:23,863
you begin to see things
\h\h\hthat others don’t.
622
00:54:34,841 --> 00:54:36,810
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou wanna know
what I see about you, Ellen?
623
00:54:40,616 --> 00:54:42,321
\hI see that you’re
in the wrong room,
624
00:54:42,321 --> 00:54:45,885
because I’m not the only one
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou have left.
625
00:55:00,669 --> 00:55:02,099
Shouldn’t you be
\h\hwith your families?
626
00:55:04,442 --> 00:55:05,575
Shouldn’t you?
627
00:55:12,549 --> 00:55:14,650
\hWell, aren’t we just
a herd of black sheep?
628
00:55:14,650 --> 00:55:18,082
\h\h\h-
629
00:55:19,754 --> 00:55:22,658
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMy hero.
Always so protective.
630
00:55:25,694 --> 00:55:27,465
\h\h\h\h\hMy parents
were like that too.
631
00:55:35,770 --> 00:55:37,838
Always telling me
what I should do.
632
00:55:38,806 --> 00:55:40,511
What’s expected.
633
00:55:43,481 --> 00:55:44,614
I feel like...
634
00:55:47,386 --> 00:55:48,684
like I never
\h\hgrew up.
635
00:55:51,720 --> 00:55:52,853
I still feel
\hlike that.
636
00:55:54,085 --> 00:55:56,626
\h\h\hThat scared kid
scared of everything.
637
00:56:00,828 --> 00:56:01,961
Of myself.
638
00:56:07,032 --> 00:56:10,508
But the funny thing is--
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
639
00:56:11,575 --> 00:56:15,414
It’s really
\h\hso funny that...
640
00:56:16,778 --> 00:56:18,945
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s so funny
how I don’t even know who I am.
641
00:56:18,945 --> 00:56:20,749
I don’t even know
what that means.
642
00:56:30,088 --> 00:56:32,497
\h\hThey always told me
that it didn’t matter...
643
00:56:34,994 --> 00:56:37,062
that I don’t matter.
644
00:56:40,131 --> 00:56:41,803
But the problem is...
645
00:56:46,005 --> 00:56:49,547
The problem is when you
don’t know who you are,
646
00:56:49,547 --> 00:56:51,450
\h\hyou start to feel
like you don’t exist.
647
00:57:04,793 --> 00:57:05,926
Ellie?
648
00:57:05,926 --> 00:57:09,501
I was just gonna, uh,
\h\hgo to the bathroom.
649
00:57:10,997 --> 00:57:12,471
Me too.
650
00:57:12,471 --> 00:57:13,802
\h\h\h\hI’ve always
wanted a girlfriend.
651
00:57:13,802 --> 00:57:16,574
You’ve never had
\ha girlfriend?
652
00:57:16,574 --> 00:57:19,038
I’ve never
really had friends.
653
00:57:29,719 --> 00:57:32,524
So that’s one hell
of a date you got there.
654
00:57:32,524 --> 00:57:34,086
Hm, yeah.
655
00:57:34,086 --> 00:57:36,187
\h\h\h\h\h\hWait,
what do you mean?
656
00:57:36,187 --> 00:57:39,190
Well, you know, I mean,
\h\h\h\hit’s just not...
657
00:57:40,631 --> 00:57:41,962
It’s not what you
\h\hreally go for.
658
00:57:41,962 --> 00:57:46,769
\h\hWell, I mean,
that’s the point.
659
00:58:17,030 --> 00:58:20,132
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
So what did you see, loser?
660
00:58:20,132 --> 00:58:22,266
Nothing
I already didn’t know.
661
00:58:23,674 --> 00:58:24,741
\h\h
I don’t even lie.
662
00:58:25,742 --> 00:58:27,271
\h\h
All right. Okay.
663
00:58:28,272 --> 00:58:29,977
There. Done.
664
00:58:32,309 --> 00:58:35,015
-Surprise, surprise.
\h-Yeah.
665
00:58:35,884 --> 00:58:37,787
Ray, it’s hard to start.
666
00:59:21,699 --> 00:59:22,997
Oh, lambchop.
667
00:59:22,997 --> 00:59:26,297
Lambchop.
668
00:59:26,297 --> 00:59:28,299
Is that mine?
669
00:59:35,845 --> 00:59:39,277
\hYou fucking
little freeloader.
670
00:59:39,277 --> 00:59:42,885
\hAll up in my shit,
tripping on my shit.
671
00:59:42,885 --> 00:59:45,250
What fucking good
\hare you anyway?
672
00:59:45,250 --> 00:59:46,790
Hey?
673
00:59:50,827 --> 00:59:54,765
\h\h\h\h\hDid I tell you
why I call you Lambchop?
674
00:59:54,765 --> 00:59:58,131
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Yeah, Ma.
-Shut your fucking mouth!
675
00:59:58,131 --> 01:00:00,067
\h\h\hDid I say
you could speak?
676
01:00:00,639 --> 01:00:01,970
Sit down!
677
01:00:04,137 --> 01:00:08,273
\hI said sit down!
Sit your ass down!
678
01:00:17,183 --> 01:00:19,691
This is my story.
679
01:00:19,691 --> 01:00:20,824
My story.
680
01:00:21,660 --> 01:00:23,057
One night,
681
01:00:23,057 --> 01:00:26,390
one shitty fucking night,
682
01:00:26,390 --> 01:00:30,130
while I was walking home
\h\h\h\hfrom university,
683
01:00:30,130 --> 01:00:32,033
walking down this
684
01:00:32,033 --> 01:00:35,003
this shitty ass street...
685
01:00:40,338 --> 01:00:42,681
...when I heard you,
686
01:00:42,681 --> 01:00:47,180
\h\h\h\ha tiny, tiny
little baby crying.
687
01:00:47,180 --> 01:00:50,986
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
No, no, wailing, wailing.
688
01:00:50,986 --> 01:00:55,221
\h\h\h\h\hI heard you wailing
like a lamb being slaughtered.
689
01:00:56,090 --> 01:00:58,059
\h\hAnd-- and
what did I do?
690
01:00:59,225 --> 01:01:00,831
What did I do?
691
01:01:05,330 --> 01:01:08,333
\h\h\h\hI asked you
a goddamn question!
692
01:01:09,972 --> 01:01:11,270
What did I do?
693
01:01:13,745 --> 01:01:15,010
You took me in.
694
01:01:19,113 --> 01:01:20,785
That’s right.
695
01:01:20,785 --> 01:01:22,347
I...
696
01:01:22,347 --> 01:01:25,185
took you in.
697
01:01:33,292 --> 01:01:36,867
Every inch of your life,
698
01:01:36,867 --> 01:01:40,200
every ounce of your being
699
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:44,941
\h\h\h\h\h\h\his only there
because I allowed it to be.
700
01:01:58,515 --> 01:02:00,352
Don’t you forget that.
701
01:02:20,504 --> 01:02:23,782
\h\hI should have left you
where I fucking found you.
702
01:02:24,948 --> 01:02:27,852
They don’t pay me enough
\h\h\h\h\hfor this shit.
703
01:02:28,545 --> 01:02:31,790
\h\h\hRaised you
on my own dime.
704
01:02:31,790 --> 01:02:33,517
No one helped me.
705
01:02:33,517 --> 01:02:37,059
\h\h\h\hThat’s what you get
for trying to help somebody.
706
01:02:37,059 --> 01:02:38,423
Fuck off!
707
01:02:38,423 --> 01:02:39,556
Nothing.
708
01:02:40,161 --> 01:02:41,965
Nada...
709
01:02:41,965 --> 01:02:44,033
is what I should have
\h\h\h\h\h\hnamed you.
710
01:02:44,033 --> 01:02:46,101
\hI tried to name you
after someone great.
711
01:02:46,101 --> 01:02:48,268
\h\hTried to give you
a chance, that’s all.
712
01:02:50,875 --> 01:02:53,075
\h\h\h\h\h\hBut nada’s
what you’ll always be.
713
01:02:55,275 --> 01:02:57,112
I can’t change
\hyour destiny.
714
01:03:02,546 --> 01:03:04,284
Not yet anyway.
715
01:03:39,121 --> 01:03:42,520
\h\h-
716
01:04:06,115 --> 01:04:07,919
\h\h\hYour mom’s
out on the couch again.
717
01:04:13,958 --> 01:04:15,927
\hShe can’t move
much these days.
718
01:04:15,927 --> 01:04:19,931
\hCircle of life, huh?
The mother becomes the baby?
719
01:04:19,931 --> 01:04:22,934
-Soon, you’re wiping her ass.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-I don’t think so.
720
01:04:23,594 --> 01:04:25,002
Tell my cousin that.
721
01:04:26,201 --> 01:04:27,499
It happens to all of us.
722
01:04:28,269 --> 01:04:29,402
No, not me.
723
01:04:29,402 --> 01:04:31,371
\h\h\h\h\hI-- I think
that’s enough of that.
724
01:04:32,174 --> 01:04:33,945
So fucking Lincoln.
725
01:04:33,945 --> 01:04:36,178
\h\h\h\h\h\hAlways thinks
he’s above everyone else.
726
01:04:38,411 --> 01:04:40,479
-No, that’s not true.
\h\h\h\h\h-No?
727
01:04:41,084 --> 01:04:42,217
No.
728
01:04:43,922 --> 01:04:45,616
I just don’t want to be
\h\hlike everyone else.
729
01:04:45,616 --> 01:04:47,420
\hOh, so you don’t want
special treatment, then?
730
01:04:49,587 --> 01:04:51,259
Guess you wouldn’t want
\h\h\hthese test answers
731
01:04:51,259 --> 01:04:52,623
for next week’s final.
732
01:04:52,623 --> 01:04:55,131
Guess you wouldn’t
\h\h\hwant these.
733
01:05:04,173 --> 01:05:06,538
\h\h-You know the deal.
-It’s all on the table.
734
01:05:06,538 --> 01:05:09,178
-It’s all I have.
-It’s not enough.
735
01:05:11,147 --> 01:05:13,215
I can get you more
736
01:05:13,215 --> 01:05:15,250
at a party tonight.
737
01:05:17,989 --> 01:05:20,453
So, you’re coming or what?
738
01:05:23,060 --> 01:05:25,392
\h\h\hHon, it wouldn’t
be a party without me.
739
01:05:54,454 --> 01:05:55,653
Are you okay?
740
01:05:59,426 --> 01:06:01,197
You don’t gotta do
\h\ha taste test.
741
01:06:01,197 --> 01:06:03,298
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou should not
gonna know the difference
742
01:06:03,298 --> 01:06:04,629
after half a 12-pack.
743
01:06:04,629 --> 01:06:08,732
\h\h\hBut unless you wanna
prolong your pain in hers,
744
01:06:08,732 --> 01:06:11,141
\h\hI would recommend doing
a different type of poison.
745
01:06:17,444 --> 01:06:20,414
An entire pharmacy
at your fingertips.
746
01:06:23,186 --> 01:06:26,156
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy plan a murder
when you’ve got a suicide note?
747
01:06:28,026 --> 01:06:29,357
Apathetic.
748
01:06:30,424 --> 01:06:32,096
Go with the benzos.
749
01:06:32,096 --> 01:06:34,626
They’re perfect for a drunk
\h\h\h\h\hwith a death wish.
750
01:07:40,593 --> 01:07:41,759
I missed you.
751
01:07:41,759 --> 01:07:43,596
I missed you too.
752
01:07:55,509 --> 01:07:56,708
It doesn’t matter.
753
01:07:56,708 --> 01:07:58,677
Yes, it does.
754
01:08:00,448 --> 01:08:01,713
Why won’t you tell me?
755
01:08:05,255 --> 01:08:06,553
There’s nothing to tell.
756
01:08:09,292 --> 01:08:10,656
You’re sick, Corey.
757
01:08:13,692 --> 01:08:14,891
Do I look sick?
758
01:08:34,416 --> 01:08:35,780
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hOh!
759
01:08:37,254 --> 01:08:39,355
\h\h\h\h\hTrying to keep
all the fun to yourself.
760
01:08:39,355 --> 01:08:40,521
Are you?
761
01:08:48,298 --> 01:08:49,497
Two tickets...
762
01:08:51,565 --> 01:08:53,171
to Wonderland, my lady.
763
01:08:55,899 --> 01:08:57,406
Whoa! Wait up.
764
01:09:02,180 --> 01:09:03,313
So, where’s the snow at?
765
01:09:04,710 --> 01:09:05,942
You’ve got it.
766
01:09:05,942 --> 01:09:09,484
Nah, this is that heavy shit
\h\hwe did at Linc’s place.
767
01:09:09,484 --> 01:09:12,355
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI want them
Winter Wonder Dreams, baby.
768
01:09:13,455 --> 01:09:14,687
Oh, baby.
769
01:09:14,687 --> 01:09:17,855
\h\h\h\h\hYou and the clink
over there may rule your...
770
01:09:17,855 --> 01:09:19,923
\hwhatever shithole
you guys are from.
771
01:09:19,923 --> 01:09:22,530
When you’re in my house,
772
01:09:22,530 --> 01:09:23,696
know when to shut up.
773
01:09:24,829 --> 01:09:26,435
\h\h\h
This is the one?
774
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:30,769
Yeah,
\h\h\hwould that be?
775
01:09:30,769 --> 01:09:32,672
\hYou really
don’t know, do you?
776
01:09:32,672 --> 01:09:34,476
You’re really that cliché?
777
01:09:34,476 --> 01:09:37,743
You daddy’s boys
\h\hare all the fucking same.
778
01:09:37,743 --> 01:09:40,515
\h\h\h\h\hFancy and empty,
just like this sweet pad.
779
01:09:43,320 --> 01:09:44,717
Isn’t this supposed to be
\h\h\h\ha birthday party?
780
01:09:44,717 --> 01:09:48,490
Pretty sweet birthday party.
\h\h\hNo family, no friends.
781
01:09:48,490 --> 01:09:50,492
He has friends. He has us.
782
01:09:50,492 --> 01:09:51,724
Does he really?
783
01:09:53,627 --> 01:09:54,892
Are you really?
784
01:10:02,306 --> 01:10:03,736
So, prove it.
785
01:10:06,002 --> 01:10:09,247
\h\h-A game of True Blue.
-No, I don’t do that shit.
786
01:10:09,247 --> 01:10:12,613
You was about to do that shit
with your missus just before.
787
01:10:12,613 --> 01:10:14,516
\h\h\h\h
That was different.
788
01:10:14,516 --> 01:10:18,256
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy? Because your
shithole is shinier than ours?
789
01:10:18,256 --> 01:10:19,554
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou think
you’re better than us?
790
01:10:19,554 --> 01:10:21,457
He didn’t say that.
791
01:10:21,457 --> 01:10:24,262
Nah, but he meant it, though.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHe meant it.
792
01:10:24,262 --> 01:10:26,594
\h\h\h\hThere’s always
exceptions to you lot.
793
01:10:26,594 --> 01:10:27,859
Rules to suit you.
794
01:10:27,859 --> 01:10:28,992
\h\h\h\h\h
And so, what if we do?
795
01:10:29,762 --> 01:10:31,269
What’s it to you, huh?
796
01:10:31,269 --> 01:10:33,271
\h\h\h\hDo I tell you
how to live your life?
797
01:10:33,271 --> 01:10:35,438
Do I get in your face
and remind you of all
798
01:10:35,438 --> 01:10:38,034
the shit that you were born
\h\h\hwith and wanna forget?
799
01:10:38,034 --> 01:10:39,442
\h\h\h\h\h
I think I remember you
800
01:10:39,442 --> 01:10:40,641
doing exactly that.
801
01:10:49,881 --> 01:10:51,322
Give me the snow.
802
01:11:01,057 --> 01:11:02,696
\h\h\h\h-It’s yours.
803
01:11:03,631 --> 01:11:04,764
Ladies first.
804
01:11:12,871 --> 01:11:14,411
One for me.
805
01:11:28,656 --> 01:11:29,789
Any day?
806
01:11:29,789 --> 01:11:31,758
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSorry,
I didn’t see you there.
807
01:11:34,596 --> 01:11:35,927
Sweet dreams.
808
01:11:45,706 --> 01:11:47,576
Shoot. Candles.
809
01:11:49,105 --> 01:11:51,008
\h\h\h\hCan’t have
a birthday without a wish?
810
01:11:53,483 --> 01:11:54,880
I recommend the milk.
811
01:11:55,683 --> 01:11:57,047
Takes care of the booze.
812
01:11:57,817 --> 01:11:59,115
Then, no, thanks.
813
01:12:18,673 --> 01:12:20,136
I must have left one in.
814
01:12:21,742 --> 01:12:22,875
Must have.
815
01:12:31,917 --> 01:12:34,117
-I’m not wearing pants?
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Oh, sorry.
816
01:12:44,963 --> 01:12:46,899
\h\hThis night has brought
a lot of things to light,
817
01:12:46,899 --> 01:12:48,065
don’t you think?
818
01:12:50,441 --> 01:12:51,640
Sorry.
819
01:12:54,742 --> 01:12:55,941
Um...
820
01:12:55,941 --> 01:12:58,647
you-- you-- you see
things differently.
821
01:12:59,945 --> 01:13:01,111
I can tell.
822
01:13:02,948 --> 01:13:04,917
\h\hYou see things
that others don’t.
823
01:13:08,822 --> 01:13:10,725
\h\h\hYou get like that
when you grow up alone.
824
01:13:10,725 --> 01:13:12,727
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou have
a lot of time to watch.
825
01:13:13,794 --> 01:13:14,927
Watch what?
826
01:13:15,895 --> 01:13:17,061
Others live.
827
01:13:22,704 --> 01:13:25,036
\h\h\h\h\h\hHad any joy
they feel, that freedom.
828
01:13:25,036 --> 01:13:27,775
\hThat freedom
of being carefree.
829
01:13:32,142 --> 01:13:33,550
I used to envy them.
830
01:13:34,683 --> 01:13:35,816
I wanna be them.
831
01:13:37,455 --> 01:13:38,654
Pretend to be them.
832
01:13:40,755 --> 01:13:42,823
\h\hBut I knew deep down
to be really like them,
833
01:13:42,823 --> 01:13:44,528
that would come
\hwith a price.
834
01:13:51,766 --> 01:13:53,702
\h\h\hWho would have thought
you and I would be so alike?
835
01:13:54,197 --> 01:13:55,605
Right?
836
01:13:56,837 --> 01:13:57,937
Clare?
837
01:14:04,009 --> 01:14:06,484
\h\h\h\hYou and I
are nothing alike.
838
01:14:09,685 --> 01:14:16,593
♪
839
01:14:27,835 --> 01:14:28,968
Sweet dreams.
840
01:14:33,269 --> 01:14:34,743
Core?
841
01:16:16,878 --> 01:16:19,045
\h\h
Big boys don’t cry.
842
01:16:19,045 --> 01:16:21,212
\h\hDon’t cry.
Don’t cry. Don’t cry...
843
01:16:30,254 --> 01:16:31,761
Where’s the cake?
844
01:16:37,063 --> 01:16:39,230
You can’t have a birthday
\h\h\h\h\hwithout a wish.
845
01:16:41,199 --> 01:16:43,201
\h\h\h\h\h\hNot that
there’s much point.
846
01:16:43,201 --> 01:16:45,940
\h\h\h\hWe all know
what you’d wish for.
847
01:16:47,942 --> 01:16:49,141
\h\h
And what’s that?
848
01:16:49,141 --> 01:16:50,780
To be like me.
849
01:16:53,409 --> 01:16:56,280
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAll boys
want to be like their fathers.
850
01:16:56,885 --> 01:16:58,216
And most do.
851
01:17:00,053 --> 01:17:04,255
Most boys turn into men...
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbut not you.
852
01:17:08,666 --> 01:17:10,063
You’re too soft.
853
01:17:26,948 --> 01:17:29,214
\h\h\h\h\h\hNo wonder
she’ll never love you.
854
01:17:32,118 --> 01:17:33,955
No one will.
855
01:17:44,900 --> 01:17:46,297
You got it all wrong, Dad.
856
01:17:49,003 --> 01:17:51,841
No one really wants to be
\h\h\h\hlike their father.
857
01:17:53,843 --> 01:17:56,274
Because we know
\h\hdeep down...
858
01:17:58,243 --> 01:17:59,717
they’re losers.
859
01:17:59,717 --> 01:18:02,951
We just don’t have the heart
\h\h\h\hto break it to them.
860
01:18:05,019 --> 01:18:08,451
\h\h\h\h\hWe know how they look
at us like their second chance.
861
01:18:08,451 --> 01:18:10,222
Their last hope.
862
01:18:12,829 --> 01:18:15,359
It’s fucking pathetic.
863
01:18:22,036 --> 01:18:25,105
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
I never wanna be like you.
864
01:18:50,163 --> 01:18:52,099
Say it.
865
01:18:53,804 --> 01:18:56,532
Say it and I’ll stop.
866
01:19:15,353 --> 01:19:17,355
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hThey say
all will fear two days.
867
01:19:19,258 --> 01:19:21,227
\h\h\h\h\h\hThe day we get
everything we have coming.
868
01:19:23,493 --> 01:19:25,968
The day our secrets
\h\h\hare laid bare.
869
01:20:22,387 --> 01:20:23,894
It’s her.
870
01:20:28,096 --> 01:20:32,628
♪
871
01:21:17,310 --> 01:21:20,082
No.
872
01:21:25,648 --> 01:21:26,990
No.
873
01:21:29,091 --> 01:21:31,456
What the fuck
\hdid you do?
874
01:21:39,200 --> 01:21:40,399
Me?
875
01:21:42,005 --> 01:21:43,600
For once in your life,
876
01:21:43,600 --> 01:21:45,536
just admit to it, take some
\h\hfucking responsibility!
877
01:21:45,536 --> 01:21:48,176
\h\h\h-Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
-I didn’t fucking do anything!
878
01:21:48,176 --> 01:21:50,112
\h\h\hWhat the fuck, man?
You’ll never do anything!
879
01:21:50,112 --> 01:21:51,641
You never do anything!
880
01:21:53,049 --> 01:21:54,952
\h\hYou look at me
like I disgust you
881
01:21:54,952 --> 01:21:56,646
\hbut you’re just
fucking like me.
882
01:21:58,956 --> 01:22:00,188
Just like me.
883
01:22:03,059 --> 01:22:05,457
\h\h\h\hYou’re so scared
of being like him, man.
884
01:22:07,558 --> 01:22:10,165
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Like who?
-You deadbeat dad.
885
01:22:10,165 --> 01:22:12,497
\h\hYou’re scared
of being a nobody.
886
01:22:12,497 --> 01:22:16,336
Not knowing the further you go
\h\h\h\hto try to be somebody,
887
01:22:16,336 --> 01:22:18,107
the further you get
\h\h\hfrom yourself.
888
01:22:18,107 --> 01:22:21,407
\h\h\hHell, you’re so-- you’re
so far from who you are, man,
889
01:22:21,407 --> 01:22:23,211
you can’t even see
\hyourself no more.
890
01:22:30,218 --> 01:22:31,648
\h\h\hI may have
ended his life,
891
01:22:31,648 --> 01:22:33,254
\hbut I wasn’t the one
who stopped his heart.
892
01:22:34,486 --> 01:22:36,290
Ellie, please.
893
01:22:37,093 --> 01:22:38,226
Please.
894
01:22:40,294 --> 01:22:41,592
Josh?
895
01:22:41,592 --> 01:22:42,725
Josh was dead...
896
01:22:45,530 --> 01:22:46,663
long before me.
897
01:22:51,404 --> 01:22:52,702
\h\h\h\hHe never
wanted to live.
898
01:22:53,670 --> 01:22:55,771
\hNo, he fucking
lived to forget.
899
01:22:59,577 --> 01:23:00,743
Tell them.
900
01:23:03,020 --> 01:23:04,615
\h\h\h\hTell them
what he was like.
901
01:23:04,615 --> 01:23:07,255
\h\hGet the fuck over here!
Tell them what he was like!
902
01:23:07,255 --> 01:23:09,158
How he only lived
for those trips?
903
01:23:09,158 --> 01:23:11,523
Those fucking pills
\hand nothing more!
904
01:23:25,141 --> 01:23:28,276
Some of us are just not
\hmeant for this world.
905
01:23:33,809 --> 01:23:36,251
Do you ever wonder what
your life would have been like
906
01:23:36,251 --> 01:23:37,615
if you were someone else?
907
01:23:39,353 --> 01:23:41,256
\h\h\h\h\hIf you had
different parents...
908
01:23:43,192 --> 01:23:44,391
different friends...
909
01:23:47,361 --> 01:23:48,659
a different chance.
910
01:23:52,531 --> 01:23:54,632
What would you do
911
01:23:54,632 --> 01:23:56,535
if you could set
\hyour own fate?
912
01:23:59,505 --> 01:24:03,476
What would you do to those
\hthat stood in your way?
913
01:24:10,219 --> 01:24:13,354
\hShe is the reason
why we’re all here.
914
01:24:23,727 --> 01:24:25,729
\h\h\h\h\hAnd why
we soon won’t be.
915
01:24:52,360 --> 01:24:53,559
Grab his feet.
916
01:24:55,132 --> 01:24:56,628
-Core?
\h\h\h\h\h-Somebody.
917
01:24:57,893 --> 01:25:01,402
\h\hWill someone, please,
pick up his goddamn feet!
918
01:25:08,178 --> 01:25:09,509
Let’s just go, baby.
919
01:25:09,509 --> 01:25:11,841
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNo, no,
we’re not calling anyone...
920
01:25:13,414 --> 01:25:15,845
\hand we’re not
going anywhere.
921
01:25:17,418 --> 01:25:18,749
\h\hAnd if any
of you try...
922
01:25:21,290 --> 01:25:23,556
\h\hI’ll bring you
all down with me.
923
01:25:26,658 --> 01:25:28,165
All of you.
924
01:25:33,368 --> 01:25:35,238
\h\h\h\h\h-Core.
-"Core"?
925
01:25:39,341 --> 01:25:40,639
That’s me.
926
01:25:41,640 --> 01:25:44,643
The fucking glue...
927
01:25:46,546 --> 01:25:48,449
the motherfucking spine
928
01:25:48,449 --> 01:25:51,749
\h\h\h\h\hthat holds
all of you together.
929
01:25:51,749 --> 01:25:53,652
\h\h\h
Don’t do this.
930
01:25:53,652 --> 01:25:55,786
We don’t have
\hto do this.
931
01:25:55,786 --> 01:25:56,886
We?
932
01:26:08,832 --> 01:26:10,603
There is no "we."
933
01:26:12,374 --> 01:26:16,312
\hI am as alone
as all of you.
934
01:26:19,876 --> 01:26:22,285
We are all alone
935
01:26:22,285 --> 01:26:26,982
in this shitty
fucking world.
936
01:26:30,491 --> 01:26:31,690
You’re fucking crazy!
937
01:26:31,690 --> 01:26:33,395
I’m fucking dying!
938
01:26:50,544 --> 01:26:51,842
By the time I’m 40,
939
01:26:51,842 --> 01:26:54,350
I will be in the dark
\h\h\hlike all of you.
940
01:27:02,721 --> 01:27:04,756
If I can’t change
\h\h\h\hmy fate...
941
01:27:06,989 --> 01:27:09,860
the least I can do
\his make it pay.
942
01:27:09,860 --> 01:27:13,798
\h\h\h
Corey, please.
943
01:27:17,604 --> 01:27:21,707
"Please, please."
944
01:27:21,707 --> 01:27:25,942
\hI am so fucking over
the demure act, Ellen.
945
01:27:25,942 --> 01:27:28,945
\h\h\h\h\hHey, hey,
leave her out of it.
946
01:27:29,748 --> 01:27:32,487
Just-- just let her go.
947
01:27:34,852 --> 01:27:36,524
No.
948
01:27:36,524 --> 01:27:37,987
\h\hWhat the fuck
is wrong with you, man?
949
01:27:37,987 --> 01:27:40,330
What has she ever
done to you, man?
950
01:27:41,661 --> 01:27:43,993
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Is that a fucking joke?
951
01:27:43,993 --> 01:27:46,567
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hshe
ever done to you?
952
01:27:46,996 --> 01:27:48,371
Huh?
953
01:27:49,064 --> 01:27:50,769
I don’t know.
954
01:27:52,573 --> 01:27:54,476
But I’m not gonna wait
\h\h\h\h\hto find out.
955
01:27:54,476 --> 01:27:56,577
Listen to me, okay?
956
01:27:57,974 --> 01:28:00,911
\h\h\h\h\h\hShe’s not
who you think she is.
957
01:28:02,385 --> 01:28:03,980
She’s just some girl.
958
01:28:05,454 --> 01:28:07,918
\h\hShe’s just some girl
who’s trying to be nice.
959
01:28:07,918 --> 01:28:11,361
Nobody is that nice.
960
01:28:11,361 --> 01:28:12,758
Corey,
961
01:28:12,758 --> 01:28:14,826
\h\h\h\hdon’t do something
that you’re gonna regret.
962
01:28:15,431 --> 01:28:16,630
Regret?
963
01:28:18,863 --> 01:28:22,537
\hThe only thing
that I regret...
964
01:28:23,637 --> 01:28:27,971
\h\h\his falling in love
with some trailer trash
965
01:28:27,971 --> 01:28:30,677
\hthat always
needs saving.
966
01:28:30,677 --> 01:28:32,349
Don’t listen to him.
967
01:28:34,043 --> 01:28:35,385
All right?
968
01:28:36,353 --> 01:28:37,618
Look at him, he--
969
01:28:37,618 --> 01:28:40,951
-he’s all fucked up.
\h\h-Yeah.
970
01:28:42,755 --> 01:28:43,888
He’s right.
971
01:28:44,823 --> 01:28:47,859
I am all fucked up.
972
01:28:49,025 --> 01:28:53,832
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut you,
my Ellie Bellie, you...
973
01:28:55,130 --> 01:28:57,638
are heartbroken
beyond repair.
974
01:29:09,782 --> 01:29:12,785
Ellie, listen to me.
975
01:29:12,785 --> 01:29:13,984
Listen.
976
01:29:15,458 --> 01:29:17,658
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat will you be
without your scholarships, huh?
977
01:29:17,658 --> 01:29:19,792
\h\h\h\hYour academia,
what will you become?
978
01:29:20,925 --> 01:29:22,597
You think about that?
979
01:29:22,597 --> 01:29:24,566
You wanna give up on all that?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hRisk all that?
980
01:29:24,566 --> 01:29:25,930
\h\h\h\h\h\h
Just leave her alone.
981
01:29:25,930 --> 01:29:28,471
\h\h\h\h\hNo, you--
you stay out of it.
982
01:29:28,471 --> 01:29:30,836
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hListen, Ellie,
it’s all-- Listen, come on.
983
01:29:30,836 --> 01:29:32,640
\h\h\h\h\hIt’s all
you’ve ever known.
984
01:29:32,640 --> 01:29:35,478
It may be all you’ll ever be,
\h\h\h\hbut you’ll never know.
985
01:29:35,478 --> 01:29:36,908
\h\h\h\hYou’ll never know
what else you have coming
986
01:29:36,908 --> 01:29:38,107
\h\h\h\h\hif you don’t
make the right choice.
987
01:29:49,492 --> 01:29:51,186
You’re unbelievable.
988
01:29:51,186 --> 01:29:53,463
\h\h
You wanna go there?
989
01:29:53,463 --> 01:29:54,827
You wanna throw
\h\hthat stone?
990
01:29:54,827 --> 01:29:56,862
Look in the fucking
\h\hmirror, Lincoln.
991
01:29:56,862 --> 01:29:58,897
\h\h\hNo wonder
we ended up here
992
01:29:58,897 --> 01:30:00,833
\h\h\h\h\hhanging out
with you for so long.
993
01:30:00,833 --> 01:30:03,902
\hWe should have known you’d
bring us down to your level.
994
01:30:05,508 --> 01:30:06,707
Our level?
995
01:30:06,707 --> 01:30:07,840
El?
996
01:30:09,039 --> 01:30:11,173
\h\h\h\hYou mean the level
without heroes for fathers
997
01:30:11,173 --> 01:30:12,878
or saints for mothers?
998
01:30:14,484 --> 01:30:16,783
\h\hWe don’t have the perfect
family with the perfect lawyer
999
01:30:16,783 --> 01:30:18,587
\h\h\hto bail us out
whenever we fuck up!
1000
01:30:18,587 --> 01:30:20,853
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSo, please,
just give us a fucking break!
1001
01:30:20,853 --> 01:30:22,888
Oh, my God!
1002
01:30:46,582 --> 01:30:49,519
You know, I may have
\hmore than you have.
1003
01:30:51,587 --> 01:30:53,149
\h\h\h\h\hBut seeing
as it’s my birthday
1004
01:30:53,149 --> 01:30:54,986
\h\h\h\hand this isn’t
exactly the first time
1005
01:30:54,986 --> 01:30:58,495
my, uh, perfect family
\h\hhave missed it...
1006
01:31:01,124 --> 01:31:02,763
\h\h\h\h\hI don’t have
as much as you think.
1007
01:31:05,667 --> 01:31:07,196
But what I do have,
1008
01:31:07,196 --> 01:31:11,574
\h\h\hwhat I’ve been gifted
with on this special day...
1009
01:31:12,707 --> 01:31:16,238
\h\his the realization
that the one person...
1010
01:31:18,273 --> 01:31:22,618
\h\h\hwho truly knew me
and managed to see me...
1011
01:31:23,652 --> 01:31:24,884
really see me...
1012
01:31:26,248 --> 01:31:29,020
\h\h\h\h\his lying face down
in his own fucking blood...
1013
01:31:30,890 --> 01:31:33,695
because of me.
1014
01:31:37,996 --> 01:31:39,833
And all of you.
1015
01:32:09,962 --> 01:32:16,870
♪
1016
01:32:34,690 --> 01:32:36,593
\h\h\hWe just wanted
to see the real you.
1017
01:32:36,593 --> 01:32:38,221
\h\h\hThat’s all
we ever wanted.
1018
01:32:46,229 --> 01:32:47,362
No.
1019
01:32:49,067 --> 01:32:50,607
You wanted retribution.
1020
01:32:50,607 --> 01:32:55,876
♪
1021
01:33:30,273 --> 01:33:31,945
Clare? Clare?
1022
01:33:31,945 --> 01:33:33,650
No.
1023
01:33:35,080 --> 01:33:36,345
Don’t.
1024
01:33:40,217 --> 01:33:42,923
She’s not like us.
1025
01:33:42,923 --> 01:33:45,893
She’s not supposed
\h\h\hto be here.
1026
01:33:45,893 --> 01:33:47,125
No!
1027
01:33:47,125 --> 01:33:49,424
\h\h\h\h\h
Hey. Hey. Clare?
1028
01:33:49,424 --> 01:33:51,195
Clare? Clare?
1029
01:34:26,835 --> 01:34:28,705
No!
1030
01:34:30,938 --> 01:34:33,710
She’s not supposed
\h\h\hto be here.
1031
01:34:35,041 --> 01:34:37,813
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy?
Why’d you do it?
1032
01:34:37,813 --> 01:34:41,311
Why do you always
\h\hfucking do it?
1033
01:34:41,311 --> 01:34:45,051
-What’s your fucking problem?
\h\h\h\h-You are the problem!
1034
01:34:45,051 --> 01:34:49,055
\h\h\h\hYou made it
all of our problem.
1035
01:34:51,024 --> 01:34:53,730
Nothing is ever enough
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor you.
1036
01:34:53,730 --> 01:34:57,162
You-- you-- you always have
to try every fucking flavor
1037
01:34:57,162 --> 01:35:00,330
\h\h\hbecause-- ’cause you
can’t decide what you want
1038
01:35:00,330 --> 01:35:04,070
’cause-- ’cause you don’t know
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwhat you want.
1039
01:35:04,070 --> 01:35:06,908
Nothing is ever good
\h\henough for Ray.
1040
01:35:06,908 --> 01:35:09,504
Nothing ever satisfies Ray.
1041
01:35:10,406 --> 01:35:11,781
Core?
1042
01:35:15,180 --> 01:35:18,150
\h\hYou will never
be enough for him.
1043
01:35:20,416 --> 01:35:21,956
But you know what?
1044
01:35:23,925 --> 01:35:25,795
\h\hI don’t give
a shit anymore.
1045
01:35:25,795 --> 01:35:29,260
\h\hYou-- you two
deserve each other.
1046
01:35:30,525 --> 01:35:33,462
\h\hAlways-- always
needing to be saved.
1047
01:35:33,462 --> 01:35:39,842
\h\h\hLooking to be redeemed
from your fucked up selves.
1048
01:35:39,842 --> 01:35:43,142
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Corey?
-There is no redemption.
1049
01:35:46,915 --> 01:35:48,048
Not for you...
1050
01:35:54,923 --> 01:35:56,023
for any of us.
1051
01:36:20,179 --> 01:36:21,818
No!
1052
01:36:22,852 --> 01:36:24,381
No!
1053
01:36:25,954 --> 01:36:27,219
\h\h\h\h-No!
1054
01:36:27,219 --> 01:36:28,957
No!
1055
01:36:31,157 --> 01:36:32,928
No!
1056
01:36:32,928 --> 01:36:34,424
Why?
1057
01:36:35,590 --> 01:36:37,130
Why?
1058
01:36:40,232 --> 01:36:42,234
What are you doing?
1059
01:36:42,234 --> 01:36:44,434
What are you doing?
1060
01:37:05,323 --> 01:37:08,590
\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s okay.
It’s okay. It’s okay.
1061
01:37:10,097 --> 01:37:12,968
No, no, no, no, don’t--
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at me.
1062
01:37:12,968 --> 01:37:15,135
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at me.
Look at me. Look at me.
1063
01:37:15,135 --> 01:37:17,973
It’s okay.
It’s okay.
1064
01:37:19,073 --> 01:37:22,010
Ray, look at me.
\hStay with me.
1065
01:37:22,010 --> 01:37:23,341
Stay with me.
1066
01:37:29,952 --> 01:37:31,151
Oh, my God.
1067
01:37:31,987 --> 01:37:33,417
\h\h\h\h\h-No.
-Clare.
1068
01:37:33,417 --> 01:37:34,891
It’s gonna be okay.
1069
01:38:29,341 --> 01:38:30,474
El?
1070
01:38:33,180 --> 01:38:34,280
El?
1071
01:38:34,643 --> 01:38:36,348
Clare?
1072
01:38:36,348 --> 01:38:38,482
\h\hYou can’t run
from who you are.
1073
01:38:38,482 --> 01:38:41,419
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Ellen?
-Who you really are.
1074
01:39:23,098 --> 01:39:28,400
♪
1075
01:39:50,488 --> 01:39:52,193
Core?
1076
01:39:52,193 --> 01:39:54,789
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h
Don’t fucking "Core" me, Clare.
1077
01:40:05,767 --> 01:40:07,604
You’re only scared
\h\hof who you are
1078
01:40:07,604 --> 01:40:09,705
\h\h\hbecause you hate
who you think you are.
1079
01:40:26,590 --> 01:40:28,691
Become your destiny.
1080
01:41:28,421 --> 01:41:34,625
♪
1081
01:42:07,229 --> 01:42:13,268
♪
1082
01:42:32,683 --> 01:42:39,426
♪
1083
01:44:17,656 --> 01:44:21,627
\h\h-
1084
01:44:35,938 --> 01:44:37,346
We make a pact.
1085
01:44:40,679 --> 01:44:42,747
\hToday is a day
we never forget.
1086
01:44:44,716 --> 01:44:46,817
Today’s all our birthdays.
1087
01:44:48,687 --> 01:44:50,920
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFirst day
of the rest of our lives.
1088
01:45:11,974 --> 01:45:13,910
\hWhen you’re not
confined by who you are,
1089
01:45:15,076 --> 01:45:16,979
what’s expected of you,
1090
01:45:16,979 --> 01:45:20,950
when you can accept that you
may very well not even exist,
1091
01:45:22,622 --> 01:45:25,493
\h\h\hwhen you understand
that none of that matters,
1092
01:45:25,493 --> 01:45:27,726
\h\hwhen you know
you don’t matter,
1093
01:45:29,629 --> 01:45:32,060
\heverything you do from then
on becomes nothing but true.
1094
01:45:34,766 --> 01:45:36,669
And it is then
\hand only then
1095
01:45:36,669 --> 01:45:40,002
that you’ll see that destiny
\hthat you were so afraid of
1096
01:45:42,642 --> 01:45:44,809
reveal itself to you
\h\hin its entirety.
1097
01:45:50,914 --> 01:45:52,619
So, what do you see?
1098
01:46:04,059 --> 01:46:08,404
\h\h\h\hAnd as you watch
as the world gets razed,
1099
01:46:08,404 --> 01:46:11,605
as your own self
\h\hgets erased,
1100
01:46:11,605 --> 01:46:14,135
\h\h\h\h\hmaking way
for a new tomorrow,
1101
01:46:14,135 --> 01:46:16,478
clearing the way
\hfor what could,
1102
01:46:16,478 --> 01:46:18,447
what should be...
1103
01:46:20,141 --> 01:46:21,582
you smile.
1104
01:46:21,582 --> 01:46:27,522
♪
1105
01:46:58,619 --> 01:47:04,889
♪
1106
01:47:37,790 --> 01:47:44,566
♪
1107
01:48:14,926 --> 01:48:21,867
♪
1108
01:48:48,058 --> 01:48:54,130
♪
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