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Meredith: In the 1800s,
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one of the more common reasons
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women visited the doctor
was "hysteria."
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Granny, I don't know where
your nice shoes are,
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but aren't you staying home?
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Can't you just wear
your slippers?
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Well, what about
next weekend?
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Kai: I'm in Miami
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for a National Conference
on Neuroscience.
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Miami is a six-hour flight
from Seattle.
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I could get on the redeye
Friday night.
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We'd have
all of Saturday,
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and then I could fly back Sunday
in time to pick up Scout.
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Is that insane?
A little.
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I wish I could get on a plane
to Minnesota right now.
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I'm not in Minnesota.
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You're not?
Where are you?
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A now-defunct diagnosis...
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* Walkin' on water
down the devil's road *
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..."hysteria" was used
to describe
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a wide array of symptoms --
chest pain, anxiety...
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I wish I could kiss you
right now, but I'm at work.
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...a swollen abdomen...
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Hi.
...mood swings.
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Hi.
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They tried a variety
of treatments for hysteria,
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ranging from rest
to psychosomatic therapy.
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Please can I watch
your bowel resection?
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You stay home from school,
you keep up with your work.
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That was our deal.
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I will never need to know
anything about
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the French Revolution,
ever.
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If you only know
about medicine,
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what will you talk
to your patients about?
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You talk to your patients
about European history?
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But true relief for these women
didn't exist...
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I have to catch up
with Maggie and Nick.
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Go to my office.
I'll see you soon, okay?
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...until physicians tried using
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what they called
pelvic massage.
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Hey.
Zola's skipping school
again today.
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Well, she had another
panic attack,
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so what was
I supposed to do?
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The cure was called
a "hysterical paroxysm"...
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Wow.
What are you doing here?
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None of your business.
I'm a private citizen.
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...which today has come
to be known as an orgasm.
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Uh, yeah, I may have, uh, given
her and Dr. Wilson permission
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to use the interns
for a special project.
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You gave away our surgical
interns for the entire day?
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Well, I mean, the project's
important, and...
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do you really want
to tell Bailey no?
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Modern medicine continues
to recognize
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the stress-reducing benefits
of the female orgasm.
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But doctors no longer
perform the cure.
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Sign these.
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What are they?
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Release forms.
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For what?
Okay, new rule --
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No questions before 8:00 a.m.
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Well, we just
want to know what we--
Save it for 8:01.
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I'll be in the pit
if you desperately need me
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and there is absolutely
no one else
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in your general vicinity
who can help.
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Okay, but where --
People, it's very simple --
no questions.
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You just didn't tell us
where we're going.
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You're with Dr. Bailey.
Who's Dr. Bailey?
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Wow, blasphemy.
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I am Dr. Bailey.
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[ Sighs ]
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What are you waiting for?
Let's go.
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I'm so sorry.
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I-I thought I met
all the attendings.
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I'm Mika Yasuda.
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No need to apologize.
I don't work here.
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Dr. Bailey was chief of surgery
until about six months ago.
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I left to spend time
with my family.
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That's nice.
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It was, and then
the Supreme Court went
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and stripped women
of our reproductive rights.
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Dr. Wilson has been helping me
with a sex-ed curriculum
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to teach teenagers
about their bodies
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because we now live
in a country
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where the only way
to guarantee
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you don't have to carry
an unwanted pregnancy
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is to not get pregnant.
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And
statistically speaking,
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teens need some big help
with that.
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So we are making
sex-education videos
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to put up on social media.
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We want to go viral --
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you know, like that cat
that plays the piano.
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Oh, come on, people,
get with it.
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Dr. Bailey,
we're surgical interns.
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We have progress notes
and nurses paging us,
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and we're behind
on discharge summaries.
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I don't even have time
to look at my phone.
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I've got
like 600 unread texts.
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Nurses love me.
You won't be bothered today.
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And in exchange
for your cooperation,
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you get the benefit
of working
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with yet another
world-class surgeon.
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[ Interns gasp ]
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Bailey: Dr. Montgomery.
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[ Sighs ]
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**
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Oh, don't look so miserable.
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You're getting paid
to talk about sex today.
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Sex is fun, and I need you
to look like it.
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**
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**
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**
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Okay.
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Addie, you really pulled out
all the stops on this one.
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And I am
so grateful.
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Well, I spend
every waking moment
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obsessing about the state of
women's health in this country,
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so this was an easy yes.
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Yeah. How much fallout are you
experiencing in California?
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Last week,
I had five patients
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asking for prophylactic
tubal ligations
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before they go
to college,
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because they're afraid
of getting pregnant
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in hostile states.
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18-year-olds wanting to get
their tubes tied.
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I mean,
it's the actual apocalypse.
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18? I didn't even want kids
until I was 30.
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Hi.
I'm Jo Wilson.
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We actually met during
your grand rounds
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on uterine transplants.
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And Dr. Schmitt is a g--
is a good friend of mine.
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Unless you didn't like him.
Then I hate him.
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Dr. Wilson,
I've heard great things.
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Uh...
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Would you excuse me
just a minute?
Mm-hmm. Sure.
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I cannot believe it.
Shep--
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Dr. Montgomery.
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It's a -- an -- an honor
to be working with you.
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I'm -- I'm a huge fan of --
of -- of fertility
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and -- and your work in it,
specifically.
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Hi.
I'm Dr. Montgomery.
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Simone Griffith. Dr. Griffith.
Dr. -- Dr. Simone Griffith.
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Sorry, I'm starstruck.
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**
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What do you mean,
I don't have any interns?
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They're off on some
special assignment.
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Well, what, did they enlist?
Bring them back, Owen.
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I have a full pit,
one surgical resident,
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and you, who's worse
than useless to me.
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You know what?
Talk to someone who cares.
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Oh, excuse me,
Dr. Altman.
What?
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Well, as much as I respect
the purpose
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and intention
of Dr. Bailey's project,
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I could really use some more
hands-on experience in the pit.
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I'll do H&Ps, run labs, suture,
drain abscesses.
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I'll do anything
you need.
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Mm. You happy now?
Don't answer that.
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You're never happy.
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I'm a very happy person.
He's just bitter and broken.
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Let's go.
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Bailey: These are your scripts.
Stick to them.
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STDs, menstrual cycle,
anatomy,
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and you're all
on contraception.
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Uh, Dr. Webber,
there's plenty to go around.
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Would you like to pick
a topic?
Richard?
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Uh, when I was 15,
I was handed a sack of flour
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to care
and treat like a baby.
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Do you have that?
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I'll be in my office.
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Alright, uh, any questions,
comments, concerns?
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Um, yeah.
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This is very important and all,
but I am not your guy.
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Never had sex before?
[ Intern snorts ]
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This is your assignment today,
so you are our guy.
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I think what Dr. Kwan
is trying to say is, uh,
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we're not
exactly qualified for this.
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Yeah.
Okay, do you understand
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that hundreds of thousands
of teenagers
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will become pregnant
this year?
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And now a lot of
those children
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will be forced
to carry their babies to term,
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or worse, give themselves
back-alley illegal abortions,
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get septic, and die.
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So if you all want to go hold
a retractor, go ahead.
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The rest of us will be here
saving lives.
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Hmm.
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Oh, s-so, we just talk
into the camera?
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Bailey: Not quite.
Come on in.
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I've organized volunteers
at my son's high school.
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Actual nightmare.
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No.
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Can't teach
without students.
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Hi.
Hi, everybody.
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Hi.
There we go.
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Excuse me, young man.
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Where's labor and delivery?
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Are you looking for someone?
Yes, my daughter.
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Her name is Denise.
Have you seen her?
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No. Um...
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She's having my grandbaby today.
I brought sustenance.
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Hey, Adams!
Come here.
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Um, this is, uh...
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Joyce -- Joyce Ward.
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Can you help her
find her daughter?
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She's in labor.
Can't an orderly do that?
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You want to go back
to sex class?
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Please follow me, ma'am.
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Nick: Hey. Yeah?
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Uh, is it true that you, uh,
gave away the surgical interns?
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Yeah, it's just for one day,
though.
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How much of the day?
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'Cause I need them to round
on Maggie's patients.
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Otherwise, I'll need to round
on her patients,
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as well as
my own patients.
Right.
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What are they even doing?
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Uh, sex videos to prevent
teen pregnancy.
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Sex videos?
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Uh, no.
Uh, sex-education videos.
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Oh, okay, well, that --
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that's an important word
in that sentence.
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It is.
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Okay, I guess
I'll start rounds, then.
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Okay.
Okay.
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Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Seip, 4617.
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Dr. Jen Seip, 4617.
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Hey.
What you doing down here?
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Uh, just going
to the bathroom.
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Y-You're going
to the bathroom?
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You walked across
a pedestrian bridge,
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you took an elevator
down three flights,
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when there's a bathroom
in your mom's office?
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That's what that door is?
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What's up?
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Okay, fine, I was looking for
a gallery to watch surgery.
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Ah.
Please don't tell
my mom.
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I can't do more
history homework. I can't.
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Yeah, well, I never really liked
history either.
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All the battles
you have to memorize,
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the old dudes
with the wigs.
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Who thought
that looked good?
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Okay, well, I don't have to be
in surgery for a few hours.
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You want to see
something cool?
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Okay, let's go.
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Simone:
Track your menstrual cycle
with pen and paper, no apps.
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If you get an abortion,
hostile states might be able
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to use your phone as evidence
against you in criminal court.
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If your period is late,
take a pregnancy test.
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Um, medical abortions
are still, uh,
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legal and available
in many states.
251
00:09:43,516 --> 00:09:45,719
But, um, uh --
252
00:09:45,753 --> 00:09:47,888
But you have to know
that you're pregnant early
253
00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:49,156
if you want to use it.
254
00:09:49,189 --> 00:09:51,324
Take one birth control pill
by mouth
255
00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:52,926
every day at the same time.
256
00:09:52,960 --> 00:09:55,128
Or you can get an IUD
or an implant.
257
00:09:55,162 --> 00:09:59,332
IUD goes into the uterus.
An implant goes into your arm.
258
00:09:59,366 --> 00:10:03,170
Both are 99% effective
at preventing pregnancy.
259
00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:05,472
Morning-after pill.
[ Clears throat ]
260
00:10:05,505 --> 00:10:10,277
Uh, if the first layer
of contraception fails,
261
00:10:10,310 --> 00:10:13,647
take this as soon as possible
to, um, prevent pregnancy.
262
00:10:13,681 --> 00:10:16,917
Oh, look, see, that girl over
there is paying attention.
263
00:10:16,950 --> 00:10:20,153
Oh, wait, no,
I just didn't see her phone.
264
00:10:20,187 --> 00:10:21,789
"Get young people,"
you said.
265
00:10:21,822 --> 00:10:23,757
"They'll be good at this,"
you said.
266
00:10:23,791 --> 00:10:28,829
**
267
00:10:28,862 --> 00:10:29,830
[ Door opens ]
268
00:10:29,863 --> 00:10:32,465
I know. I am sorry.
269
00:10:32,499 --> 00:10:35,002
I forgot.
I've got too much going on.
270
00:10:35,035 --> 00:10:37,270
Well, I will do it tonight
when I can't sleep.
271
00:10:37,304 --> 00:10:39,306
[ Breathing shakily ]
272
00:10:39,339 --> 00:10:40,941
Look, can we talk
about this later, please?
273
00:10:40,974 --> 00:10:42,976
Okay. Bye. I love you.
274
00:10:43,010 --> 00:10:44,845
[ Door closes ]
Hey.
275
00:10:44,878 --> 00:10:47,647
Are you okay?
276
00:10:47,681 --> 00:10:50,150
Do you remember
when the state fair was?
277
00:10:50,183 --> 00:10:51,685
Was it three weeks ago?
278
00:10:51,719 --> 00:10:54,487
Oh, I'm sorry, I don't.
I don't live here.
279
00:10:54,521 --> 00:10:57,157
Doesn't matter.
280
00:10:57,190 --> 00:10:58,658
Either way, it's late.
281
00:10:58,692 --> 00:11:00,193
What's late?
282
00:11:03,563 --> 00:11:06,033
Oh.
283
00:11:06,066 --> 00:11:10,237
Okay, well, um,
your period can be late
284
00:11:10,270 --> 00:11:12,639
for all sorts of reasons.
285
00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:15,208
But if you want, I can take you
for a blood test,
286
00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:17,210
just to be sure.
287
00:11:17,244 --> 00:11:18,812
Are you a doctor?
288
00:11:18,846 --> 00:11:20,580
Yes, I am a doctor.
289
00:11:20,613 --> 00:11:22,215
And you won't tell
my parents?
290
00:11:22,249 --> 00:11:24,517
No, this is between
you and me.
291
00:11:24,551 --> 00:11:29,022
**
292
00:11:29,056 --> 00:11:30,223
I -- Okay, I get it.
293
00:11:30,257 --> 00:11:31,558
Did you tell the coordinator
294
00:11:31,591 --> 00:11:33,660
that the patient's
a rare HLA match?
295
00:11:33,693 --> 00:11:36,663
Okay, well, call them back
and send the latest labs.
296
00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,431
Thank you.
297
00:11:38,465 --> 00:11:40,533
Okay, what you want to do
is you take the left grasper
298
00:11:40,567 --> 00:11:44,237
and pass the peg
to the right grasper.
299
00:11:44,271 --> 00:11:46,673
Huh.
300
00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:48,008
Did I do it wrong?
301
00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,443
No, you did it,
uh, seamlessly.
302
00:11:50,477 --> 00:11:52,212
You sure your mom's
never shown you this before?
303
00:11:52,245 --> 00:11:53,446
No, I swear.
No?
304
00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:55,248
Okay, well,
I'm not gonna tell you
305
00:11:55,282 --> 00:11:56,817
how long it took
for me to nail that.
306
00:11:59,820 --> 00:12:02,622
Did you always know
you wanted to be a doctor?
307
00:12:02,655 --> 00:12:04,724
Me? [ Exhales sharply ]
Wow.
308
00:12:04,758 --> 00:12:06,259
Uh, no.
Gosh, no.
309
00:12:06,293 --> 00:12:09,396
Um, at first
I wanted to be the Flash.
310
00:12:09,429 --> 00:12:11,064
I thought he was underrated
but cool.
311
00:12:11,098 --> 00:12:13,533
Then I thought I was gonna
play professional baseball.
312
00:12:13,566 --> 00:12:15,302
That did not work out.
313
00:12:15,335 --> 00:12:19,807
And, uh, then I decided I was
gonna be a science teacher.
314
00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:21,741
And then what happened?
315
00:12:21,775 --> 00:12:24,978
Well, um --
Well, my mom died.
316
00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:29,716
You know, I forgot one.
317
00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,885
At one point, I was gonna be
an astronaut.
318
00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:34,287
You liked space?
319
00:12:34,321 --> 00:12:36,256
Uh, no,
I liked the ice cream.
320
00:12:36,289 --> 00:12:39,326
[ Laughs ] What?
321
00:12:39,359 --> 00:12:41,261
Where is your enthusiasm,
322
00:12:41,294 --> 00:12:42,762
your -- your passion
for science?
323
00:12:42,796 --> 00:12:44,097
We're losing them.
324
00:12:44,131 --> 00:12:45,065
We're reading all the facts
you gave us.
325
00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:46,499
You've turned it
into ASMR.
326
00:12:46,533 --> 00:12:48,101
You need to modulate
your voices.
327
00:12:48,135 --> 00:12:50,070
You know, connect!
328
00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:52,105
If I wanted someone to just read
facts from a sheet of paper,
329
00:12:52,139 --> 00:12:53,306
I could have
done that myself.
330
00:12:53,340 --> 00:12:55,275
Respectfully, we are not
the problem.
331
00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:57,510
These are boring factoids
that you could look up online.
332
00:12:57,544 --> 00:13:00,013
We need to teach these
kids something they
want to learn about,
333
00:13:00,047 --> 00:13:02,115
engage their
sexual curiosity.
334
00:13:02,149 --> 00:13:04,952
No. Dr. Wilson wrote
a thorough curriculum.
335
00:13:04,985 --> 00:13:06,419
Just stick
with the script.
336
00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:08,521
Be better.
[ Sighs ]
337
00:13:08,555 --> 00:13:10,423
Aah!
[ Groaning ]
338
00:13:10,457 --> 00:13:11,992
Hey, hey, can you tell us
what hurts?
339
00:13:12,025 --> 00:13:13,693
She's tachy.
340
00:13:13,726 --> 00:13:16,296
And she feels warm.
Uh, get me a gurney right now.
341
00:13:16,329 --> 00:13:17,164
Dr. Wilson...
342
00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:25,772
Nick: Wow.
It's basically
like a video game.
343
00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:28,108
10 years of training,
344
00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,110
and I could have just been
playing a video game.
345
00:13:30,143 --> 00:13:31,678
I don't think they made this
back then.
346
00:13:31,711 --> 00:13:35,148
[ Laughing ] Wow!
Ouch. Okay.
[ Laughs ]
347
00:13:35,182 --> 00:13:37,217
Mind if I use
one of these tables?
348
00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:39,186
Oh, hey. I didn't --
I didn't know you were here.
349
00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:41,121
Oh, I came up last minute
to see Amelia.
350
00:13:41,154 --> 00:13:43,123
Thought I'd do some
data analysis
351
00:13:43,156 --> 00:13:44,157
until she's finished
with work.
352
00:13:44,191 --> 00:13:45,558
How's the, uh --
How's the trial?
353
00:13:45,592 --> 00:13:47,394
We are hoping to start
the next phase
354
00:13:47,427 --> 00:13:49,229
in the next
couple of months
355
00:13:49,262 --> 00:13:51,698
if David doesn't fire
this latest research director.
356
00:13:51,731 --> 00:13:53,333
Yes.
357
00:13:53,366 --> 00:13:55,168
Meredith Grey is not easy
to replace.
358
00:13:55,202 --> 00:13:58,405
No. No, she's not.
She's not.
359
00:13:58,438 --> 00:13:59,907
How's the new gig?
I like it.
360
00:13:59,940 --> 00:14:01,208
I think
I'm pretty good at it.
361
00:14:01,241 --> 00:14:03,310
Uh, Zola,
what do you think?
362
00:14:03,343 --> 00:14:05,578
Mom says
you take big swings.
[ Laughs ]
363
00:14:05,612 --> 00:14:07,314
**
364
00:14:07,347 --> 00:14:09,016
Did you do that
just now?
365
00:14:09,049 --> 00:14:11,618
Mm-hmm.
Is it okay?
366
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:15,855
That's a cognitive puzzle.
367
00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,991
Most adults can't do it
that fast.
368
00:14:18,025 --> 00:14:20,027
Hmm.
369
00:14:20,060 --> 00:14:22,595
You know, I have six
other grandchildren.
370
00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:24,231
But Denise is my baby.
371
00:14:24,264 --> 00:14:26,399
She needs me with her.
372
00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:28,701
Uh, excuse me.
We're looking for Denise Ward.
373
00:14:28,735 --> 00:14:30,203
This is her mother.
374
00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:32,605
Griffith --
Denise Griffith.
375
00:14:32,639 --> 00:14:33,740
She took
her husband's name.
376
00:14:33,773 --> 00:14:35,675
I'm not an O.B. nurse.
377
00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:37,577
And you have a tablet
in your armpit.
378
00:14:37,610 --> 00:14:39,412
Just...
379
00:14:41,448 --> 00:14:43,616
Are you sure
Denise came here?
380
00:14:43,650 --> 00:14:45,252
Uh, maybe she went to
Seattle Pres.
381
00:14:45,285 --> 00:14:47,287
No, no, she said
Seattle Grace.
382
00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:50,790
Uh, okay, got it.
383
00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:53,393
Just give me a minute
to find your daughter's chart.
384
00:14:53,426 --> 00:14:56,263
You know, if they have a boy,
they're gonna name him Calvin.
385
00:14:56,296 --> 00:14:59,066
I don't love it,
but I'm staying out of it.
386
00:14:59,099 --> 00:15:02,970
I hope it's a girl,
'cause if they have a girl,
387
00:15:03,003 --> 00:15:04,737
they're gonna
name her Simone.
388
00:15:04,771 --> 00:15:05,805
Isn't that beautiful?
389
00:15:05,838 --> 00:15:08,375
Simone.
390
00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:10,143
**
391
00:15:10,177 --> 00:15:12,479
Bailey: Did we get ahold
of her parents?
392
00:15:12,512 --> 00:15:13,947
Jo: Mom's on the way.
393
00:15:13,981 --> 00:15:16,149
She also said it could
just be bad cramps,
394
00:15:16,183 --> 00:15:19,953
because Diamond has
"extremely traumatic periods."
395
00:15:19,987 --> 00:15:21,454
"Traumatic"
or "dramatic"?
396
00:15:21,488 --> 00:15:23,090
[ Laughs ]
It's unclear.
397
00:15:23,123 --> 00:15:25,458
Diamond,
are you on your period?
398
00:15:25,492 --> 00:15:27,227
Did my mom
tell you that?
399
00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:29,729
She tells everyone when
I'm on my freaking period.
400
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,164
I get a bad grade
on a math quiz,
401
00:15:31,198 --> 00:15:33,166
she tells my teacher
I'm on my period.
402
00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:34,934
Like, we bleed.
Why does it matter?
403
00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:39,272
I'm the virgin who likes anime,
who passed out
404
00:15:39,306 --> 00:15:41,841
during sex-ed class.
405
00:15:41,874 --> 00:15:43,310
Wow!
406
00:15:43,343 --> 00:15:46,279
That's a giant cyst
on the left side.
407
00:15:46,313 --> 00:15:48,581
Look, it's -- it's displaced
her entire abdomen.
408
00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:50,483
And look, whirlpool sign
on the right.
409
00:15:50,517 --> 00:15:53,586
The vasculature is twisted,
suggesting ovarian torsion.
410
00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:55,022
She'll need surgery
right away.
411
00:15:55,055 --> 00:15:56,289
Well, then let's go.
412
00:15:56,323 --> 00:15:58,791
Book an O.R.
and call her parents.
413
00:15:58,825 --> 00:16:00,593
Dr. DeLuca is still
in her hysterectomy.
414
00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,595
I have never done one of these
on my own.
415
00:16:02,629 --> 00:16:04,364
Well, good thing we know
someone who has.
416
00:16:04,397 --> 00:16:07,700
Find Dr. Montgomery.
She's gonna need privileges.
417
00:16:07,734 --> 00:16:08,835
So are you.
418
00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:14,041
Simone: Double up
to protect against STDs.
419
00:16:14,074 --> 00:16:16,976
The pill and a condom,
an IUD and a condom,
420
00:16:17,010 --> 00:16:21,348
but never use two condoms
at the same time.
421
00:16:21,381 --> 00:16:23,516
They'll break, and you...
[ Cellphone vibrates ]
422
00:16:23,550 --> 00:16:25,785
Ooh! --
could get pregnant.
423
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,655
What are you doing?
Just got paged to the pit.
Bye!
424
00:16:30,590 --> 00:16:32,659
You don't want me
demonstrating condoms.
425
00:16:32,692 --> 00:16:34,461
I mostly have sex
with women.
Mm.
426
00:16:34,494 --> 00:16:36,363
Uh, and I don't want to.
427
00:16:36,396 --> 00:16:38,298
Why did you even go
to medical school
428
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:40,300
if you don't want
to help people?
Do want to help people.
429
00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:42,335
When they're under anesthesia
and can't ask me questions.
430
00:16:42,369 --> 00:16:44,237
Are you a Capricorn?
That's not a real thing.
431
00:16:44,271 --> 00:16:47,240
Okay, no,
that is for the condoms.
432
00:16:58,385 --> 00:17:00,353
Who wants to know
where the clitoris is?
433
00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:02,689
**
434
00:17:02,722 --> 00:17:05,725
The vaginal opening
is right around here.
435
00:17:05,758 --> 00:17:08,161
And then you go up, up, up,
436
00:17:08,195 --> 00:17:11,831
and this point at the very top
is the clitoris.
437
00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:14,601
Now, it's a bundle of
extremely sensitive nerves.
438
00:17:14,634 --> 00:17:18,271
So, if you touch it too hard,
you will cause pain.
439
00:17:18,305 --> 00:17:21,908
You want to approach gently
with a flat hand.
440
00:17:21,941 --> 00:17:24,211
Gently, no poking.
441
00:17:24,244 --> 00:17:25,712
It's not a button.
442
00:17:25,745 --> 00:17:27,547
Yeah, and for those of you
with vaginas,
443
00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:30,750
getting to know this part
of your body on your own
444
00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:32,852
is the easiest way
to avoid getting pregnant.
445
00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:35,021
Have you ever tried to...
446
00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,423
really hold on,
447
00:17:36,456 --> 00:17:38,425
like you're riding
on a roller coaster,
448
00:17:38,458 --> 00:17:41,294
and you're not allowed to scream
until you get off the ride?
449
00:17:41,328 --> 00:17:42,929
[ Laughter ]
That is the pull-out method.
450
00:17:42,962 --> 00:17:44,431
It is truly an excellent way
451
00:17:44,464 --> 00:17:45,932
to accidentally
get someone pregnant.
452
00:17:45,965 --> 00:17:47,934
Dr. Millin?
Thank you, Doctor.
453
00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,102
* It's amazing, we made it
454
00:17:49,136 --> 00:17:50,437
Dr. Kwan?
Thank you, Doctor.
455
00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:53,039
Now, hold it at the tip
of an erect penis.
456
00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:55,041
That part's
very important.
457
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,210
And then
you roll it down...
458
00:17:57,244 --> 00:17:58,211
[ Snaps ]
459
00:17:58,245 --> 00:18:00,813
[ Laughter ]
460
00:18:00,847 --> 00:18:02,715
You out of practice?
461
00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:05,252
Never had to put a condom on
anything as small as a banana.
462
00:18:05,285 --> 00:18:07,220
You get a condom,
you get a condom,
463
00:18:07,254 --> 00:18:09,088
you get a condom,
you get a condom!
464
00:18:09,122 --> 00:18:12,091
Everybody gets a condom!
465
00:18:12,125 --> 00:18:13,092
Whoo!
466
00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:14,427
Any more questions?
467
00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:15,995
* Whoo
468
00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:18,331
[ Elevator bell dings ]
469
00:18:18,365 --> 00:18:20,300
Ah, Schmitt.
470
00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:21,734
Just the person
I was looking for.
471
00:18:21,768 --> 00:18:23,503
Oh, Dr. Montgomery,
please don't make me
472
00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:25,004
teach sex ed
to high schoolers.
473
00:18:25,037 --> 00:18:27,340
I hated high school.
I-I can't go back. I can't.
474
00:18:27,374 --> 00:18:28,675
This isn't about sex ed.
475
00:18:28,708 --> 00:18:30,943
Oh, well, in that case, hi.
How are you?
476
00:18:30,977 --> 00:18:33,580
I have a patient.
477
00:18:33,613 --> 00:18:35,515
She's waiting on
a pregnancy test.
478
00:18:35,548 --> 00:18:37,350
I have got to run into
an emergent ovarian torsion.
479
00:18:37,384 --> 00:18:39,486
Can you keep an eye out for
the results and deliver them?
480
00:18:39,519 --> 00:18:40,820
Of course.
481
00:18:40,853 --> 00:18:42,322
And, Schmitt,
she's scared.
482
00:18:42,355 --> 00:18:44,457
Oh, I can relate to a scared
high schooler.
483
00:18:44,491 --> 00:18:47,327
One of our students collapsed.
She has an ovarian torsion.
484
00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:48,995
I want to get her in the O.R.
right away.
485
00:18:49,028 --> 00:18:50,330
May I have privileges?
486
00:18:50,363 --> 00:18:51,831
Uh,
I-I didn't catch that.
487
00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:53,200
Could you say that again,
louder?
488
00:18:53,233 --> 00:18:55,802
I am requesting privileges,
please.
489
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:57,837
Do you have
a résumé with you?
For real?
490
00:18:57,870 --> 00:19:00,273
Standard operating procedures.
Any references?
491
00:19:00,307 --> 00:19:02,942
Are you done?
Privileges granted.
492
00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:04,143
What about the sex ed?
493
00:19:04,177 --> 00:19:05,878
Oh, she needs
experienced hands,
494
00:19:05,912 --> 00:19:07,614
but if you want to check
on the interns...
495
00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,283
No, thank you.
496
00:19:10,317 --> 00:19:11,718
Dr. Teller,
extension 2219.
497
00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,386
Joyce: Denise!
498
00:19:13,420 --> 00:19:15,622
Where's my grandbaby?
499
00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:19,459
Granny, uh, it's me --
Simone, your granddaughter.
500
00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,127
Denise isn't here.
Remember?
501
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,695
That's not funny,
Denise.
502
00:19:22,729 --> 00:19:24,197
I'm not Denise, Granny.
I'm Simone.
503
00:19:24,231 --> 00:19:25,465
No, no, no, no.
504
00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,734
Mom died. Remember?
I'm sorry.
505
00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:29,669
I'm so sorry.
506
00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:32,872
**
507
00:19:32,905 --> 00:19:35,041
I want to go home.
Okay.
508
00:19:35,074 --> 00:19:36,376
Well, I'm working right now,
but we can call Dad.
509
00:19:36,409 --> 00:19:38,010
He'll be --
No. Get away from me.
510
00:19:38,044 --> 00:19:39,512
I don't want you.
I want my daughter.
511
00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:41,981
Granny, come on.
I said no.
512
00:19:42,014 --> 00:19:43,149
Mrs. Ward, it's okay.
513
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,817
Get away from me.
Granny, come on.
514
00:19:44,851 --> 00:19:46,185
Somebody help!
It's me.
515
00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:48,388
Hi.
Can I help?
516
00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:50,323
It's okay, it's okay.
I got this, okay?
517
00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:53,260
Ma'am, can I help you?
What do you need?
518
00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:55,428
Should we take
some deep breaths?
519
00:19:55,462 --> 00:19:58,398
[ Inhales deeply,
exhales slowly ]
520
00:19:58,431 --> 00:20:00,066
[ Inhales deeply ]
521
00:20:00,099 --> 00:20:01,834
Deep breaths.
There we go.
522
00:20:01,868 --> 00:20:06,873
**
523
00:20:06,906 --> 00:20:09,342
How can I help you?
524
00:20:09,376 --> 00:20:13,380
[ Voice breaking ] Can you
help me find my daughter?
525
00:20:13,413 --> 00:20:16,449
I would love to help you
find your daughter.
526
00:20:16,483 --> 00:20:19,386
**
527
00:20:25,625 --> 00:20:27,394
Amelia: Did he page you too?
Yeah.
528
00:20:27,427 --> 00:20:29,195
What's going on?
529
00:20:29,228 --> 00:20:30,897
Why isn't Zola
doing her homework?
530
00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:33,065
Well, we got --
we got sidetracked.
531
00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:34,033
And you called us
because...?
532
00:20:34,066 --> 00:20:35,268
Well,
Meredith's in surgery,
533
00:20:35,302 --> 00:20:37,203
and I needed someone else
to see this.
534
00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:39,539
Look at this.
Is she doing
neurocognitive puzzles?
535
00:20:39,572 --> 00:20:41,608
No, she's not doing them,
she's killing them,
one after the next.
536
00:20:41,641 --> 00:20:43,543
I have never seen anything
like it. Watch.
537
00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,044
**
538
00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:47,046
Did she just...?
Yeah.
539
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:49,081
I couldn't even understand
the instructions that fast.
540
00:20:49,115 --> 00:20:51,384
Look at her. She's so relaxed,
like it's nothing.
Yeah.
541
00:20:51,418 --> 00:20:53,085
I mean, what do we do with this?
What is this?
542
00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,287
"Guinness Book
of World Records"?
543
00:20:54,321 --> 00:20:55,455
You skip high school,
go straight to college?
544
00:20:55,488 --> 00:20:56,889
What am
I looking at here?
545
00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:59,292
Feel like I'm watching
the U.S. Open.
546
00:20:59,326 --> 00:21:01,828
Uh, hey, could I steal you
for a half-hour?
547
00:21:01,861 --> 00:21:03,129
It's for a sex-ed thing.
548
00:21:03,162 --> 00:21:04,897
Uh, yeah,
we talked about this.
549
00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:06,098
I'm your superior.
I --
550
00:21:06,132 --> 00:21:07,734
No, it's for
a literal sex-ed thing.
551
00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:10,269
I need help with
a literal sex video, Link.
552
00:21:10,303 --> 00:21:12,639
Wow.
Still very not-okay.
553
00:21:12,672 --> 00:21:14,907
And, you know, I'd prefer
if you call me Dr. Lincoln.
554
00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:16,142
Everyone calls you Link.
555
00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:17,977
Everyone except you,
moving forward.
556
00:21:18,010 --> 00:21:19,479
Okay,
can you just do it?
557
00:21:19,512 --> 00:21:21,348
I mean, we are flying by
the seat of our pants up there.
558
00:21:21,381 --> 00:21:22,782
No. No, I don't want
to lose my job today.
559
00:21:22,815 --> 00:21:24,484
It's teaching.
Or harassment.
560
00:21:24,517 --> 00:21:25,852
And I don't want to
tempt fate.
561
00:21:25,885 --> 00:21:27,587
Which one of us
is being harassed?
562
00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:28,788
I don't think it matters.
Find an actual couple.
563
00:21:31,023 --> 00:21:33,292
Ah, Dr. Ndugu,
could you and Dr. Pierce
564
00:21:33,326 --> 00:21:34,927
please demonstrate
sexual consent
565
00:21:34,961 --> 00:21:36,496
for a roomful
of teenagers?
566
00:21:36,529 --> 00:21:38,531
[ Chuckles ] I...
567
00:21:38,565 --> 00:21:41,801
No.
568
00:21:41,834 --> 00:21:45,672
Consensual sex requires no
verbal persuasion or convincing.
569
00:21:45,705 --> 00:21:49,041
If you have to beg for it
or force it, it is not consent,
570
00:21:49,075 --> 00:21:51,010
and you're
doing it wrong.
571
00:21:51,043 --> 00:21:52,645
So...
572
00:21:52,679 --> 00:21:55,281
let's learn
how to do it right.
573
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:58,551
There are 11 erogenous zones
on the female body --
574
00:21:58,585 --> 00:22:00,453
the ear, the neck,
the armpit --
575
00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:02,221
Wait, what,
the armpits?
576
00:22:02,254 --> 00:22:03,790
Yes.
You wouldn't know that,
577
00:22:03,823 --> 00:22:05,625
because like most men,
you go straight for the...
578
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,794
[ Laughter ]
579
00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,662
But the nipples
on many women
580
00:22:09,696 --> 00:22:11,864
can be as sensitive
as the clitoris,
581
00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:13,500
so going
straight for them
582
00:22:13,533 --> 00:22:15,034
without any foreplay
to the erogenous zones,
583
00:22:15,067 --> 00:22:17,303
can be painful
and overstimulating.
584
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:20,473
The other erogenous zones
can be the stomach,
585
00:22:20,507 --> 00:22:23,510
the inner thighs, the feet,
the back of the knees...
586
00:22:23,543 --> 00:22:27,146
Have you ever had someone lick
the back of your knees before?
587
00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:29,215
Wouldn't you like
to know?
588
00:22:29,248 --> 00:22:30,550
...the more obvious
erogenous zones.
589
00:22:30,583 --> 00:22:33,185
The external
vaginal region...
590
00:22:33,219 --> 00:22:35,555
Addison: Wilson,
tell me what you see.
591
00:22:35,588 --> 00:22:38,858
You are draining the cyst to get
access to the torsed ovary.
592
00:22:38,891 --> 00:22:41,227
And I've created a barrier to
prevent spillage
593
00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:43,195
from the cyst's contents
into the abdomen,
594
00:22:43,229 --> 00:22:45,164
in case of malignancy.
595
00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,834
Torsion's a rare complication
of cysts,
596
00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,436
and I used to caution
my patients
597
00:22:49,469 --> 00:22:51,438
from imagining
the worst-case scenario,
598
00:22:51,471 --> 00:22:53,540
but now, after the stripping
of Roe v. Wade,
599
00:22:53,573 --> 00:22:56,042
everything feels like
the worst-case scenario.
600
00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:57,243
Amen to that.
601
00:22:57,276 --> 00:22:59,278
I have
constant rage inside.
602
00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:01,080
Yeah, I've thought about going
to one of those places
603
00:23:01,113 --> 00:23:03,215
where you pay money
to destroy things.
604
00:23:03,249 --> 00:23:04,684
Doesn't help.
605
00:23:04,717 --> 00:23:06,085
I also have rage.
606
00:23:06,118 --> 00:23:08,054
I moved to O.B. for joy.
607
00:23:08,087 --> 00:23:10,690
I wanted joy, and now I'm gonna
watch teenage girls die
608
00:23:10,723 --> 00:23:13,426
from sticking coat hangers
up inside of themselves.
609
00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:15,194
I mean, what if it's like
the '70s all over again,
610
00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,063
and there
are septic wards?
611
00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:18,798
Someone should
make a video
612
00:23:18,831 --> 00:23:20,467
about how dangerous
a coat hanger is.
613
00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,469
That's an excellent idea.
[ Alarm beeping ]
614
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:23,703
There's bleeding here. I don't
know where it's coming from.
615
00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:24,904
Lap pad.
616
00:23:24,937 --> 00:23:29,308
**
617
00:23:29,341 --> 00:23:31,143
Let's extend
the incision.
618
00:23:31,177 --> 00:23:33,913
That exponentially increases
her risk for complications.
619
00:23:33,946 --> 00:23:36,749
She's 17 years old. What if she
wants to have a baby someday?
620
00:23:36,783 --> 00:23:38,885
If the other ovary is torsed
and it doesn't re-perfuse,
621
00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:39,919
this may be all she has.
622
00:23:39,952 --> 00:23:40,987
So, come on, let's go.
623
00:23:41,020 --> 00:23:42,655
Okay.
Now.
624
00:23:42,689 --> 00:23:45,825
**
625
00:23:45,858 --> 00:23:47,093
[ Knock on door,
door opens ]
626
00:23:47,126 --> 00:23:49,261
Lucia?
I'm Dr. Schmitt.
627
00:23:49,295 --> 00:23:52,064
Dr. Montgomery
is in surgery.
628
00:23:52,098 --> 00:23:53,733
Do you have my results?
629
00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:57,436
It's positive.
You're pregnant.
630
00:23:57,470 --> 00:24:00,272
[ Gasps ]
We did it one time.
631
00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:05,912
Did you not think that you could
get pregnant the first time?
632
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,014
I-I'm not stupid.
633
00:24:08,047 --> 00:24:12,519
I just didn't think I would
get pregnant the first time.
634
00:24:12,552 --> 00:24:14,621
Do you think that you might want
to keep the pregnancy?
635
00:24:14,654 --> 00:24:16,823
No!
I'm sorry.
I-I have to ask.
636
00:24:16,856 --> 00:24:17,924
I can't have a baby.
637
00:24:17,957 --> 00:24:19,358
I'm a stupid
high schooler
638
00:24:19,391 --> 00:24:21,360
who hasn't fed her fish
since Tuesday.
639
00:24:21,393 --> 00:24:23,195
All I have to do
is put in a pinch of flakes,
640
00:24:23,229 --> 00:24:24,697
and I still
haven't done it.
641
00:24:24,731 --> 00:24:27,166
A kid needs food every day --
real food.
642
00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:29,301
I would be the mother
who forgets to feed her baby,
643
00:24:29,335 --> 00:24:31,370
and I would get arrested
or something.
644
00:24:31,403 --> 00:24:33,973
Oh, my God, I don't want
to be pregnant senior year.
645
00:24:34,006 --> 00:24:35,508
Do you know how mean
kids are?
646
00:24:35,542 --> 00:24:37,376
I do.
647
00:24:37,409 --> 00:24:39,679
I think my parents
might actually murder me.
648
00:24:39,712 --> 00:24:41,681
[ Sobs ]
Hey.
649
00:24:41,714 --> 00:24:44,684
They don't have to know
if you don't want them to.
650
00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:47,386
As long as the embryo measures
under 10 weeks,
651
00:24:47,419 --> 00:24:49,488
you can have
a medical abortion.
652
00:24:49,522 --> 00:24:52,224
We'll give you pills so that
you can manage it at home.
653
00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:55,027
They say it's like a --
like a really bad period.
654
00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,798
Yes, please,
get me the pills.
655
00:24:58,831 --> 00:25:00,700
Can we please
just get this over with?
656
00:25:00,733 --> 00:25:01,934
I'll get the ultrasound.
657
00:25:04,436 --> 00:25:05,838
[ Sighs ]
658
00:25:05,872 --> 00:25:08,708
[ Door opens, closes ]
659
00:25:08,741 --> 00:25:11,243
[ Siren wails in distance ]
660
00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:18,651
She's calmed down now.
She's with Adams.
661
00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:20,553
Thank you.
662
00:25:20,587 --> 00:25:21,554
How long?
663
00:25:21,588 --> 00:25:23,055
Uh, two years.
664
00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:27,760
Gotten a lot worse
the last six months.
665
00:25:27,794 --> 00:25:30,830
My mother
had Alzheimer's.
666
00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:32,932
When I was an intern,
she got brought in here
667
00:25:32,965 --> 00:25:34,266
with diverticulitis.
668
00:25:34,300 --> 00:25:35,501
She kept
running out of her room
669
00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:37,637
thinking she was late
for surgery.
670
00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,009
[ Sniffles ]
671
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:45,111
My grandma keeps thinking
I'm my mom.
672
00:25:45,144 --> 00:25:47,614
You must look
a lot like her.
673
00:25:47,647 --> 00:25:49,882
Look alike
in some photos.
674
00:25:49,916 --> 00:25:54,020
She died when I...
was born.
675
00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:55,922
I'm sorry.
676
00:25:58,124 --> 00:25:59,892
Now you have to keep
telling your grandmother
677
00:25:59,926 --> 00:26:02,561
over and over that her --
Ooh, I -- I can't do this.
678
00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:06,532
I can't watch this.
I, um...
679
00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:09,568
I-I put every effort I could
into matching across the country
680
00:26:09,602 --> 00:26:11,103
so I wouldn't
have to watch this,
681
00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:12,639
and that went to hell,
and now I'm here.
682
00:26:12,672 --> 00:26:15,775
I'm stuck in that house,
and...
683
00:26:15,808 --> 00:26:18,410
I love her.
She's my grandmother.
684
00:26:18,444 --> 00:26:21,814
She raised me.
She's why I made it this far.
685
00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:27,486
It might be helpful if you don't
tell her that her daughter died.
686
00:26:27,519 --> 00:26:29,722
I know it's not easy,
but living in her reality
687
00:26:29,756 --> 00:26:31,791
is the most humane option.
688
00:26:31,824 --> 00:26:34,994
I don't think
I have it in me.
689
00:26:35,027 --> 00:26:38,130
Nobody does.
You'll find it.
690
00:26:38,164 --> 00:26:41,400
**
691
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:44,503
Is it okay if I stay out here
a little longer? I just...
692
00:26:44,536 --> 00:26:46,172
Of course.
693
00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:47,740
I really feel your pain,
Griffith.
694
00:26:47,774 --> 00:26:49,475
My door is always open.
695
00:26:49,508 --> 00:26:54,747
**
696
00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:59,852
**
697
00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:09,095
What's going on?
Is Zola okay?
698
00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:10,963
Oh, yeah, she's okay.
She's in there with Amelia.
699
00:27:10,997 --> 00:27:12,631
Okay. I thought she may have had
another panic attack.
No, no.
700
00:27:12,665 --> 00:27:15,467
But she did find
some of Kai's puzzles
701
00:27:15,501 --> 00:27:17,636
that they use for
neurological evaluations.
702
00:27:17,670 --> 00:27:20,439
The puzzles mainly focus
on visual-spatial skills.
703
00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:23,275
Yeah, I'm familiar with them.
What -- What's going on?
704
00:27:23,309 --> 00:27:25,277
Meredith, she's aced
every single one
705
00:27:25,311 --> 00:27:27,379
at a level far higher
than most of the adults I see.
706
00:27:27,413 --> 00:27:29,281
I'm aware
that she's smart.
707
00:27:29,315 --> 00:27:31,650
My question is, why is she being
evaluated without my consent?
708
00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:34,620
Right, well, it --
Yeah, it was an accident.
709
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,388
Zola discovered the test
when she and I
710
00:27:36,422 --> 00:27:38,457
were in there practicing
on the simulators.
711
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:40,126
She's supposed to be
in my office doing homework.
712
00:27:40,159 --> 00:27:42,228
Mer, based on Kai's time
with her,
713
00:27:42,261 --> 00:27:44,997
Zola is
extremely gifted,
714
00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:46,565
which could explain
the panic attacks.
715
00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:48,400
When giftedness
is undiagnosed,
716
00:27:48,434 --> 00:27:50,402
it can contribute
to behavioral issues --
717
00:27:50,436 --> 00:27:53,039
anxiety, a feeling
of being untethered,
718
00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:55,574
a feeling
that you don't belong.
719
00:27:55,607 --> 00:27:58,244
Because you don't.
Her brain does not function
like other kids her age.
720
00:27:58,277 --> 00:27:59,712
She needs challenges
that they don't.
721
00:27:59,746 --> 00:28:02,081
She needs to be around peers
who can relate to her
722
00:28:02,114 --> 00:28:03,349
and the way she thinks.
723
00:28:05,284 --> 00:28:06,352
I'm gonna go see my kid.
724
00:28:11,590 --> 00:28:14,593
Penetration is not necessary
for mutual pleasure.
725
00:28:14,626 --> 00:28:17,229
For starters, most women,
or people with vaginas,
726
00:28:17,263 --> 00:28:20,099
can't achieve orgasm
through penetration.
727
00:28:21,467 --> 00:28:23,235
Yes?
How come
that's not in porn?
728
00:28:23,269 --> 00:28:26,672
Because porn is to actual
human sex
729
00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:29,876
as the "Fast & Furious"
is to actual human driving.
730
00:28:29,909 --> 00:28:32,444
That is to say,
it bears no resemblance.
731
00:28:32,478 --> 00:28:34,080
If you are having sex
with your partner,
732
00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:36,248
and you are trying
to make it look like porn,
733
00:28:36,282 --> 00:28:39,718
your partner is experiencing
little to no pleasure.
734
00:28:39,752 --> 00:28:41,520
I would disagree.
735
00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:43,555
Well, you would disagree because
the girls you are with
736
00:28:43,589 --> 00:28:45,591
are also making it look
and sound like porn.
737
00:28:45,624 --> 00:28:47,426
But that is just an act.
738
00:28:47,459 --> 00:28:50,262
A real man wants to give a woman
a real orgasm.
739
00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:52,932
So you want to be a real man
or some candy-ass actor
740
00:28:52,965 --> 00:28:54,700
for whom a woman has
to pretend to enjoy sex?
741
00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:56,602
[ Laughter ]
742
00:28:56,635 --> 00:28:58,237
Guess they were right.
743
00:28:58,270 --> 00:29:00,606
This is
definitely going viral.
744
00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:02,909
Oh, not yet.
Need music.
745
00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:04,010
And dancing.
746
00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:06,145
[ Laughter ]
747
00:29:06,178 --> 00:29:08,247
Hot dog!
Boston again.
748
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,482
[ Laughs ]
Mrs. Ward,
you're killing me.
749
00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:12,985
Well, I guess you're lucky
that you're handsome, huh?
750
00:29:13,019 --> 00:29:15,421
Where are you from?
751
00:29:15,454 --> 00:29:18,124
Uh, Connecticut,
but my dad's from Barbados.
752
00:29:18,157 --> 00:29:19,425
Ah.
[ Pager vibrating,
door opens ]
753
00:29:19,458 --> 00:29:20,292
Denise!
754
00:29:24,330 --> 00:29:26,032
Honey, you okay?
755
00:29:27,533 --> 00:29:29,802
Hi, Mom.
756
00:29:29,836 --> 00:29:31,603
Did you have the baby
already?
757
00:29:31,637 --> 00:29:33,505
**
758
00:29:33,539 --> 00:29:34,573
It's a girl.
759
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:35,908
A girl?
760
00:29:35,942 --> 00:29:37,309
Simone.
761
00:29:37,343 --> 00:29:40,612
* Let the seasons change
762
00:29:40,646 --> 00:29:42,949
Simone.
* Well, they will anyway
763
00:29:42,982 --> 00:29:44,150
Can I see her?
Not yet.
764
00:29:44,183 --> 00:29:45,584
The doctors
are cleaning her up.
765
00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:47,119
Oh.
766
00:29:47,153 --> 00:29:48,988
You want to sit with us
while you wait?
767
00:29:49,021 --> 00:29:51,190
[ Pager vibrating ]
Dr. Adams, your pager
is going off.
768
00:29:51,223 --> 00:29:52,591
Let -- Let me play
a couple hands.
769
00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:55,427
* It's not yours anymore
770
00:29:55,461 --> 00:29:57,663
Don't go easy on her,
Mrs. Ward.
771
00:29:57,696 --> 00:30:00,799
**
772
00:30:00,833 --> 00:30:03,970
* If the wilderness
between us *
Oh, you cleaned him up.
773
00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:06,538
Yeah.
* Remains
774
00:30:06,572 --> 00:30:09,008
Jo: There was quite a bit of
damage to Diamond's ovaries,
775
00:30:09,041 --> 00:30:10,877
but we were able
to salvage them,
776
00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:13,545
hoping to preserve
her fertility as best we can.
777
00:30:13,579 --> 00:30:15,147
* We got a reason to stay
So she's gonna be okay?
778
00:30:15,181 --> 00:30:16,615
She will, yes.
779
00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:19,018
I told her she just had
bad menstrual cramps
780
00:30:19,051 --> 00:30:20,319
and that it runs
in the family.
781
00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:22,021
I gave her
a hot water bottle.
782
00:30:22,054 --> 00:30:23,856
I never even took her
to see the gynecologist.
783
00:30:23,890 --> 00:30:25,491
Oh, this isn't your fault.
784
00:30:25,524 --> 00:30:27,526
No, unless someone specifically
educates you
785
00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:30,897
on what to look for,
it's hard to know what's normal
786
00:30:30,930 --> 00:30:33,699
and what's an indication
of an underlying problem.
787
00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:35,667
I'm just so grateful she was
with you when this happened.
788
00:30:35,701 --> 00:30:38,537
**
789
00:30:38,570 --> 00:30:40,907
* We'll find a reason
to stay *
790
00:30:40,940 --> 00:30:45,077
* Ohh ohh ohh
791
00:30:45,111 --> 00:30:47,146
* We'll find a reason
to stay *
792
00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,147
Ready?
793
00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:52,718
* Ohh ohh ohh ohh
794
00:30:52,751 --> 00:30:54,586
* I know by the look
in your eye *
795
00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:57,689
First, you'll take mifepristone.
It's just one pill.
796
00:30:57,723 --> 00:30:59,325
It'll stop the pregnancy
from growing.
797
00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:02,761
Then, after 24 hours,
you'll take misoprostol.
798
00:31:02,794 --> 00:31:04,396
It's four pills.
799
00:31:04,430 --> 00:31:06,865
Put all four pills under
your tongue for 30 minutes.
800
00:31:06,899 --> 00:31:08,400
And then after 30 minutes,
801
00:31:08,434 --> 00:31:10,336
swallow whatever is left
of the pills with water.
802
00:31:10,369 --> 00:31:12,438
And then a few hours
after you take the misoprostol,
803
00:31:12,471 --> 00:31:15,041
you'll experience
some cramping and bleeding,
804
00:31:15,074 --> 00:31:17,009
like a very heavy period.
805
00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:19,411
Then you'll pass the pregnancy,
and the pain will stop.
806
00:31:19,445 --> 00:31:21,013
How do I know
if something's wrong?
807
00:31:21,047 --> 00:31:23,249
It's extremely rare
to have complications
808
00:31:23,282 --> 00:31:26,085
with a medical abortion,
but if something feels off --
809
00:31:26,118 --> 00:31:29,221
fever, no bleeding,
too much bleeding --
810
00:31:29,255 --> 00:31:30,456
then I want you
to call me.
811
00:31:30,489 --> 00:31:31,958
You'll be here?
812
00:31:31,991 --> 00:31:35,127
Yes, I will be here
for the next few days.
813
00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:36,963
So you call me,
day or night.
814
00:31:36,996 --> 00:31:40,599
* Ohh ohh
815
00:31:40,632 --> 00:31:43,102
* Don't let the dust
settle down *
Can I take it now?
816
00:31:43,135 --> 00:31:45,804
Levi: You can take it
whenever you're ready.
817
00:31:45,837 --> 00:31:50,176
* There's a silver line
on the edge of this town *
818
00:31:54,746 --> 00:31:57,883
Jo: We're making reels.
Just dance and point!
819
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,651
Bailey: We need energy, people.
It's for the kids.
820
00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:05,791
**
821
00:32:05,824 --> 00:32:07,626
* Preach
822
00:32:07,659 --> 00:32:12,431
* Mmm, teach me, baby, teach,
ah ah-ah *
823
00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:14,166
* So, preach it, baby
824
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,767
What are we pointing at?
Oh, the facts.
825
00:32:15,801 --> 00:32:17,469
We'll put them
on the screen later.
If you say so.
826
00:32:17,503 --> 00:32:21,073
* Soul loving,
do the soul loving *
827
00:32:21,107 --> 00:32:23,742
* Preach it, baby
828
00:32:23,775 --> 00:32:27,579
* Whoa, whoa, whoa,
baby, preach *
829
00:32:27,613 --> 00:32:32,684
* Mm, teach me, baby, teach,
oh oh-oh *
830
00:32:32,718 --> 00:32:35,521
Richard:
But why little videos?
831
00:32:35,554 --> 00:32:38,257
Because I can't get Tuck to look
up from his phone long enough
832
00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:40,292
to have
an actual conversation.
833
00:32:40,326 --> 00:32:42,661
And we have to speak
their language
834
00:32:42,694 --> 00:32:44,296
if we want them
to learn.
835
00:32:44,330 --> 00:32:47,099
Are you sure we're not gonna
get sued over these?
836
00:32:47,133 --> 00:32:49,501
If someone wants to take me
to court
837
00:32:49,535 --> 00:32:52,138
for educating people
about their own bodies,
838
00:32:52,171 --> 00:32:54,473
they better be prepared
for a big fight.
839
00:32:54,506 --> 00:32:56,375
So, when do you think
we'll see you again?
840
00:32:58,344 --> 00:33:01,013
How does tomorrow sound?
841
00:33:01,047 --> 00:33:03,282
Oh, you ready
to come back to work?
842
00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:05,217
Ohh.
843
00:33:05,251 --> 00:33:09,055
Look, I just can't sit idly by
while my daughter
844
00:33:09,088 --> 00:33:11,223
doesn't have the same rights
as her brothers.
845
00:33:11,257 --> 00:33:12,958
This is
a humanitarian crisis.
846
00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:17,796
I would like to reopen
the clinic
847
00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:20,132
and dedicate it
to reproductive health.
848
00:33:20,166 --> 00:33:21,867
I-I would run it
20 hours a week,
849
00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:25,871
and the rest of the time,
I will be an attending,
850
00:33:25,904 --> 00:33:27,739
teaching the next generation
of surgeons
851
00:33:27,773 --> 00:33:29,508
who we are depending on
852
00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:32,178
to be in this fight
for the long haul.
853
00:33:32,211 --> 00:33:35,814
Mm. Well, Meredith's still
interim chief.
854
00:33:35,847 --> 00:33:37,015
She's just
waiting on you to --
855
00:33:37,049 --> 00:33:39,151
No,
I-I don't want chief.
856
00:33:39,185 --> 00:33:40,519
I'm telling you
what I want.
857
00:33:40,552 --> 00:33:43,689
I want to teach and cut
40 hours a week,
858
00:33:43,722 --> 00:33:46,858
and then go home to my family
without the added stress.
859
00:33:46,892 --> 00:33:49,761
That's my best
and final offer.
860
00:33:49,795 --> 00:33:52,198
Take it or leave it.
861
00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:56,368
**
862
00:33:56,402 --> 00:33:57,669
Sold!
863
00:33:57,703 --> 00:34:00,372
Welcome back,
Dr. Bailey.
864
00:34:00,406 --> 00:34:02,708
**
865
00:34:02,741 --> 00:34:04,443
[ Siren wails in distance ]
866
00:34:07,246 --> 00:34:09,148
Hi.
867
00:34:10,549 --> 00:34:13,419
Thank you for staying
with my grandmother today.
868
00:34:13,452 --> 00:34:16,088
Ah, she's incredible.
869
00:34:16,122 --> 00:34:17,289
Doesn't remember
her address,
870
00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:18,690
but still seems to be
an ace at cards.
871
00:34:18,724 --> 00:34:20,926
Yeah, it's always
been her thing.
872
00:34:20,959 --> 00:34:23,262
Growing up, all the kids
played Scrabble and Monopoly.
873
00:34:23,295 --> 00:34:25,331
I played bid whist
with Grandma's book club.
874
00:34:29,968 --> 00:34:31,403
You sure you're okay?
875
00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:32,738
Yeah, fine.
876
00:34:32,771 --> 00:34:35,874
You're not gonna tell everyone,
right?
877
00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:37,243
Is it a secret?
878
00:34:37,276 --> 00:34:39,411
I don't want
anyone's pity.
879
00:34:39,445 --> 00:34:41,079
I don't want to be
the broken-home girl.
880
00:34:41,113 --> 00:34:43,249
It's bad enough
the chief knows.
881
00:34:43,282 --> 00:34:44,483
I think people are just
trying to help.
882
00:34:44,516 --> 00:34:45,984
I know
you're a Shepherd.
883
00:34:46,017 --> 00:34:47,153
What?
884
00:34:48,754 --> 00:34:50,456
How --
Something was weird with you
885
00:34:50,489 --> 00:34:54,293
and Dr. Montgomery this morning,
so I looked you up.
886
00:34:54,326 --> 00:34:56,662
She's your Auntie Addie.
887
00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:58,497
You tell anyone?
Not yet.
888
00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:01,967
I'll keep your secret
if you keep mine.
889
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:03,335
Okay.
890
00:35:03,369 --> 00:35:04,836
Okay.
891
00:35:05,937 --> 00:35:12,944
**
892
00:35:15,514 --> 00:35:17,115
* My skin is pale,
it hurts to breathe *
893
00:35:17,149 --> 00:35:18,417
Hey.
894
00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:20,186
Kai and I
are about to head out.
895
00:35:20,219 --> 00:35:22,921
* Ceiling
896
00:35:22,954 --> 00:35:25,591
You okay?
897
00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:29,461
They used to make me do these
puzzles all the time as a kid.
898
00:35:29,495 --> 00:35:32,298
They'd stand over my shoulder
with a stopwatch,
899
00:35:32,331 --> 00:35:34,300
take notes on a clipboard.
900
00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:36,302
I spent years
of my childhood thinking
901
00:35:36,335 --> 00:35:37,969
that there was something
horribly wrong with me.
902
00:35:38,003 --> 00:35:39,505
My mind would race.
903
00:35:39,538 --> 00:35:42,374
I-I-I couldn't speak in front
of the class.
904
00:35:42,408 --> 00:35:45,311
I sobbed at every
social interaction.
905
00:35:45,344 --> 00:35:48,180
I...panicked.
906
00:35:48,214 --> 00:35:49,881
* You don't even notice me
907
00:35:49,915 --> 00:35:52,718
And now you're living it
all again with Zola.
908
00:35:52,751 --> 00:35:54,953
No, not reliving it.
909
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:56,688
I completely missed it.
910
00:35:56,722 --> 00:35:59,491
I love Zola so much.
How did I miss it?
911
00:35:59,525 --> 00:36:01,727
It's hard to see ourselves
in others,
912
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,662
especially when
it's a side of us
913
00:36:03,695 --> 00:36:05,831
that we feel like
we've left behind.
914
00:36:05,864 --> 00:36:07,299
[ Exhales sharply ]
915
00:36:07,333 --> 00:36:08,467
And then when somebody
points it out,
916
00:36:08,500 --> 00:36:10,336
it's suddenly
all that you can see.
917
00:36:10,369 --> 00:36:14,473
Mine is downstairs in the pit
doing sutures right now.
918
00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:16,074
I know
that extreme intelligence
919
00:36:16,107 --> 00:36:17,743
does not mean that there's
something wrong with you,
920
00:36:17,776 --> 00:36:21,647
but my gift [chuckles] certainly
gave me some struggles.
921
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,482
* While I sit in silence
922
00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:24,650
What helped?
923
00:36:24,683 --> 00:36:27,886
A kind child psychiatrist
924
00:36:27,919 --> 00:36:30,422
who gave me tools
that helped along the way.
925
00:36:30,456 --> 00:36:33,225
Zola will get
her tools.
926
00:36:33,259 --> 00:36:35,227
* Hide it
927
00:36:35,261 --> 00:36:37,496
We'll make sure of it.
928
00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:39,765
* So I will love you
from the outside *
929
00:36:39,798 --> 00:36:41,433
* When your friends
are telling you *
930
00:36:41,467 --> 00:36:44,570
* That I am different
and I won't fit in *
931
00:36:44,603 --> 00:36:46,272
Have you got any plans
for dinner?
932
00:36:46,305 --> 00:36:48,507
Well, you should
come on over.
933
00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:49,908
I mean,
Catherine's home.
934
00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:51,577
You know she makes
way too much food.
935
00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:55,213
Oh, I really should
keep working.
936
00:36:55,247 --> 00:36:57,449
Addie, you're gonna
run yourself ragged
937
00:36:57,483 --> 00:37:00,185
trying to solve the world's
problems every waking hour.
938
00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:03,221
You know, it's a marathon,
not a sprint.
939
00:37:03,255 --> 00:37:05,023
I mean,
you know me, Richard.
940
00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:07,259
And what they've done,
941
00:37:07,293 --> 00:37:10,729
what they're continuing
to do,
942
00:37:10,762 --> 00:37:13,465
it just...
943
00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:15,534
I just feel...
944
00:37:15,567 --> 00:37:16,902
Erased?
945
00:37:16,935 --> 00:37:18,737
* On the inside, with you
946
00:37:18,770 --> 00:37:21,440
Yes.
947
00:37:21,473 --> 00:37:23,241
Erased.
I feel...
948
00:37:23,275 --> 00:37:25,243
* I know I don't belong here
949
00:37:25,277 --> 00:37:26,745
...erased.
950
00:37:26,778 --> 00:37:28,314
I do know.
951
00:37:28,347 --> 00:37:31,750
And I also know that
even if you spend every day
952
00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:33,319
fighting the good fight,
953
00:37:33,352 --> 00:37:35,454
I mean, you have to live,
I mean, you have to eat.
954
00:37:35,487 --> 00:37:37,088
So come on over.
955
00:37:37,122 --> 00:37:39,925
Catch up with old friends,
get some rest.
956
00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:42,060
And wake up and do it
all over again tomorrow.
957
00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:44,563
* I know I don't belong here
958
00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:47,299
Okay.
* Belong here
959
00:37:47,333 --> 00:37:49,100
So, how long are you gonna
stay mad at me?
960
00:37:49,134 --> 00:37:51,236
A day, a week?
What do you think?
961
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:52,671
Let me know.
962
00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:55,907
I haven't decided yet.
Okay.
963
00:37:55,941 --> 00:37:57,976
[ Chuckles ]
964
00:37:58,009 --> 00:38:00,111
I mean, I'm lost with Zola
right now.
965
00:38:00,145 --> 00:38:03,081
And it just doesn't help
that all the people I love
966
00:38:03,114 --> 00:38:06,151
go behind my back
and break all of my rules.
967
00:38:06,184 --> 00:38:07,586
I mean,
she's a great kid.
968
00:38:07,619 --> 00:38:09,521
She is.
And she's brilliant.
969
00:38:09,555 --> 00:38:11,022
I mean, there's a lot
to figure out here.
970
00:38:11,056 --> 00:38:13,625
But, uh, we got a big piece
of the puzzle.
971
00:38:13,659 --> 00:38:15,361
I mean, it's got to feel
pretty good, doesn't it?
972
00:38:15,394 --> 00:38:17,996
Yeah, it does.
973
00:38:18,029 --> 00:38:19,798
Ah!
Did I get a smile?
974
00:38:19,831 --> 00:38:22,133
See? You can't stay mad at me
even when you try.
975
00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:25,537
**
976
00:38:25,571 --> 00:38:28,640
Meredith: When done properly
and consensually,
977
00:38:28,674 --> 00:38:30,175
sex can be medicine.
978
00:38:30,208 --> 00:38:37,215
**
979
00:38:38,717 --> 00:38:45,724
**
980
00:38:47,426 --> 00:38:51,196
* Fear has had its reign
981
00:38:51,229 --> 00:38:52,464
Okay.
982
00:38:52,498 --> 00:38:55,801
* Over you and I
Yeah.
983
00:38:55,834 --> 00:38:58,169
We know it reduces stress and
strengthens the immune system.
984
00:38:58,203 --> 00:39:01,206
* It kept coming in waves
985
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,709
* Till we were paralyzed
986
00:39:03,742 --> 00:39:06,011
It even rejuvenates
your brain activity.
987
00:39:06,044 --> 00:39:07,979
You know what I find
super sexy?
988
00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:09,915
Me.
989
00:39:09,948 --> 00:39:11,517
I was
gonna say "surprises,"
990
00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:14,853
but, yeah, you.
991
00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:18,189
* The downs were different
992
00:39:18,223 --> 00:39:22,828
* Is the chapter finally done
993
00:39:22,861 --> 00:39:26,264
* Or is it still
being written? *
994
00:39:27,933 --> 00:39:30,035
* Say goodbye
to the long crash *
995
00:39:30,068 --> 00:39:33,872
But sex without connection
can leave you feeling empty.
996
00:39:33,905 --> 00:39:37,108
So [clears throat]
I, um --
997
00:39:37,142 --> 00:39:40,278
I learned about
the erogenous zones today.
998
00:39:40,311 --> 00:39:42,781
* Brace yourself
for the whiplash *
999
00:39:42,814 --> 00:39:47,185
Did you know that there are
spots on your feet that, um...
1000
00:39:47,218 --> 00:39:50,522
Should I...stop?
1001
00:39:50,556 --> 00:39:52,624
It's just a foot rub,
right?
1002
00:39:52,658 --> 00:39:57,596
Friendship, laughter,
simple human touch...
1003
00:39:57,629 --> 00:39:59,465
* Ohh ohh
1004
00:39:59,498 --> 00:40:00,799
Done.
Aah!
1005
00:40:00,832 --> 00:40:02,901
Again! [ Laughs ]
1006
00:40:02,934 --> 00:40:04,235
You're good at this.
1007
00:40:04,269 --> 00:40:06,137
I'm good
at a lot of things.
1008
00:40:06,171 --> 00:40:07,973
...these are
stress relievers, too.
1009
00:40:08,006 --> 00:40:11,109
* A bad impression
1010
00:40:11,142 --> 00:40:13,445
Because truly,
it's about connection.
1011
00:40:13,479 --> 00:40:16,648
**
1012
00:40:16,682 --> 00:40:21,119
* For a new direction
1013
00:40:21,152 --> 00:40:26,057
* And say goodbye
to the long crash *
1014
00:40:26,091 --> 00:40:29,828
When you're physically close
to another person...
1015
00:40:29,861 --> 00:40:32,898
* Better days are coming fast
1016
00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:34,265
Mmm.
1017
00:40:34,299 --> 00:40:36,001
It's just this once.
1018
00:40:36,034 --> 00:40:37,736
Agreed.
1019
00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:39,270
It's not
happening again.
1020
00:40:39,304 --> 00:40:41,807
* Fade the dark age
to deep black *
1021
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,509
No feelings.
1022
00:40:43,542 --> 00:40:45,410
I don't even like you.
1023
00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:47,245
I'm not for everyone.
1024
00:40:47,278 --> 00:40:48,680
* It's time the highs
had a comeback *
1025
00:40:48,714 --> 00:40:50,916
...the nervous system
responds...
1026
00:40:50,949 --> 00:40:54,252
**
1027
00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,789
* Brace yourself
for the whiplash *
1028
00:40:57,823 --> 00:41:00,191
...the body is flooded
with feel-good hormones...
1029
00:41:00,225 --> 00:41:06,932
**
1030
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:13,639
**
1031
00:41:13,672 --> 00:41:15,473
[ Gasps ]
1032
00:41:15,507 --> 00:41:21,312
**
1033
00:41:21,346 --> 00:41:26,284
* We're so close
1034
00:41:26,317 --> 00:41:30,121
* To the breakthrough
1035
00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:34,292
* We're so close
1036
00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:38,697
* We're so close
1037
00:41:38,730 --> 00:41:44,035
* We're so close
1038
00:41:44,069 --> 00:41:45,637
* To the breakthrough
1039
00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:48,807
You should have taken sex ed
much sooner.
1040
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:52,143
* We're so close
1041
00:41:52,177 --> 00:41:55,180
* We're so close
1042
00:41:55,213 --> 00:41:56,848
Head upstairs.
1043
00:41:56,882 --> 00:42:03,354
* We're so-o-o close
1044
00:42:03,388 --> 00:42:05,757
* To the breakthrough
1045
00:42:05,791 --> 00:42:07,225
* Oh oh-oh-oh
1046
00:42:07,258 --> 00:42:09,227
**
1047
00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:13,832
* Say goodbye
to the long crash *
1048
00:42:13,865 --> 00:42:16,401
* Oh oh-oh-oh
1049
00:42:16,434 --> 00:42:17,869
...and everything else
just fades away.
1050
00:42:17,903 --> 00:42:22,874
* Brace yourself
for the whiplash *
1051
00:42:22,908 --> 00:42:23,775
* Oh oh-oh-oh
1052
00:42:31,650 --> 00:42:38,657
**
1053
00:42:39,591 --> 00:42:46,598
**
1054
00:42:47,799 --> 00:42:54,806
**
1055
00:42:57,676 --> 00:42:59,678
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