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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:34,721 --> 00:02:36,320 Hello? 2 00:02:43,881 --> 00:02:44,840 Hello? 3 00:03:28,841 --> 00:03:31,475 How many times l had to account for the sexual needs... 4 00:03:31,601 --> 00:03:34,480 ...l suppressed for ages. 5 00:03:37,921 --> 00:03:41,075 Foremost for myself, cause l thought l would never... 6 00:03:41,201 --> 00:03:45,240 ...meet anybody capable of coping with my desires. 7 00:03:48,721 --> 00:03:52,635 l was used to his huggy sex and after a while l just accepted... 8 00:03:52,761 --> 00:03:55,320 ...it as the standard way. 9 00:03:56,281 --> 00:03:59,080 And me being insane for... 10 00:03:59,201 --> 00:04:01,395 ...finding completely different things and acts... 11 00:04:01,521 --> 00:04:04,080 ...exciting and titillating. 12 00:04:20,881 --> 00:04:25,035 l wanted to make plans and preparations. 13 00:04:25,161 --> 00:04:30,720 No one who sees it or knows about it or to ask me. 14 00:04:44,561 --> 00:04:50,440 As long as l don't choose for myself, the more l'll have to struggle through life. 15 00:04:51,201 --> 00:04:54,440 And most likely it will be tougher and harder. 16 00:05:32,201 --> 00:05:36,760 l clearly remember the first time being invited to a party. 17 00:05:39,881 --> 00:05:43,035 Back then masterminding an alibi and devising an excuse to go away... 18 00:05:43,161 --> 00:05:46,680 ...took more time than the night in itself. 19 00:05:56,601 --> 00:06:02,320 The scent of my perfume he knew so well, making him horny and gay... 20 00:06:02,521 --> 00:06:06,880 ...not for him and he wasn't supposed to know. 21 00:06:08,441 --> 00:06:10,680 l flat out lied. 22 00:06:11,761 --> 00:06:14,400 That night l was ecstatic. 23 00:06:16,281 --> 00:06:19,515 l felt such an overwhelming love... 24 00:06:19,641 --> 00:06:22,840 ...with the orgy and the men who all wanted me and... 25 00:06:25,121 --> 00:06:27,840 ...l just had to cry. 26 00:06:29,761 --> 00:06:32,960 There was a guy who whispered to me: 27 00:06:33,401 --> 00:06:35,275 “lf you want to leave, just go, baby.” 28 00:06:35,401 --> 00:06:38,035 He even promised me to guide me to the door. 29 00:06:38,161 --> 00:06:42,000 Ah, so sweet, but not necessary at all. 30 00:06:42,161 --> 00:06:45,240 l wished l could have cried and fucked for days. 31 00:06:46,521 --> 00:06:50,600 l actually think l'm good at it, in crying and fucking... 32 00:06:50,921 --> 00:06:55,200 ...in lying, in leading a double life. 33 00:06:57,441 --> 00:07:01,480 And if you ask me whether l want to quit... 34 00:07:02,801 --> 00:07:04,600 ...well, hell no. 35 00:07:04,801 --> 00:07:09,000 Day 01 36 00:07:13,921 --> 00:07:15,560 Hello! 37 00:07:51,561 --> 00:07:54,320 Let me out! 38 00:09:52,641 --> 00:09:56,800 What time is it? - Still early. 39 00:10:02,481 --> 00:10:04,000 Stella... 40 00:10:06,881 --> 00:10:08,600 ...what are you doing? 41 00:10:08,841 --> 00:10:10,960 Just... 42 00:10:11,761 --> 00:10:13,680 ...a quick fuck. 43 00:10:14,281 --> 00:10:16,320 l'll have to shave me yet. 44 00:10:19,361 --> 00:10:21,360 Another time, okay? 45 00:10:29,841 --> 00:10:33,760 Why do you always do this sort of thing on those weird moments. 46 00:10:47,441 --> 00:10:49,355 lt's not getting safer for companies... 47 00:10:49,481 --> 00:10:53,440 ...to operate internationally... - lt's hard to believe that none of the 19... 48 00:10:55,281 --> 00:10:58,280 PlNOCCHlO 49 00:11:02,641 --> 00:11:05,200 You will get me a copy of this, right? 50 00:11:07,321 --> 00:11:08,400 Well then... 51 00:12:06,921 --> 00:12:08,640 Yeah, deeper. 52 00:12:20,041 --> 00:12:21,800 Hey, Gaya. 53 00:12:22,681 --> 00:12:24,440 Uh, no l don't. 54 00:12:26,601 --> 00:12:27,640 Right now? 55 00:12:29,961 --> 00:12:33,435 ln the staff room he always comes to sit across from me diagonally. 56 00:12:33,561 --> 00:12:36,280 With coffee, milk and a cheese sandwich. 57 00:12:37,561 --> 00:12:41,115 He teaches mathematics. He has such nice eyes. 58 00:12:41,241 --> 00:12:42,400 Such a hot look. 59 00:12:42,561 --> 00:12:44,960 And a pecker, obviously. 60 00:12:45,561 --> 00:12:47,640 Jeez, Stella. - Ah, gosh. 61 00:12:48,161 --> 00:12:51,000 Next time just sit down straight in front of him temptingly. 62 00:12:51,081 --> 00:12:53,880 ls he married? - How should l know? 63 00:12:58,321 --> 00:13:02,440 Am l the only one here who's a bit tired of all that adulterous behavior? 64 00:13:02,681 --> 00:13:05,755 Jesus, Laura... Let Quinty flirt if she want to. 65 00:13:05,881 --> 00:13:09,320 What difference does it make? - We don't flirt at all. 66 00:13:09,481 --> 00:13:11,800 Honey, just enjoy it thoroughly. 67 00:13:12,881 --> 00:13:15,760 What's wrong with a little bit of attention, huh? 68 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,680 What do you want? Which choices do you want to make? 69 00:13:25,521 --> 00:13:29,080 Choices will let one lose family and friends. 70 00:13:29,921 --> 00:13:33,120 Yeah, l get you, but that's not what this is all about. 71 00:13:34,281 --> 00:13:38,955 Well, l simply want to be found tenderhearted... 72 00:13:39,081 --> 00:13:42,760 ...and l want to share with one another without me being stuck. 73 00:13:45,641 --> 00:13:46,200 Day 01. 74 00:13:46,201 --> 00:13:48,560 Day 02. 75 00:14:06,601 --> 00:14:09,240 Let me out! 76 00:14:29,001 --> 00:14:32,635 l had been struggling after my first one night stand... 77 00:14:32,761 --> 00:14:35,915 ...when l was chatting thereafter with that guy on the Web. 78 00:14:36,041 --> 00:14:38,195 Picking up a single sound outside my home... 79 00:14:38,321 --> 00:14:40,435 ...made me block him, since l was scared to death... 80 00:14:40,561 --> 00:14:42,195 ...someone would find out. 81 00:14:42,321 --> 00:14:44,515 Particularly for Vincent to find out. 82 00:14:44,641 --> 00:14:48,000 Even though it was only small talk. 83 00:14:49,561 --> 00:14:54,640 And yet, a week later, l had myself screwed the hell out of me in a hotel room. 84 00:14:55,841 --> 00:14:59,880 So something inside me did defeat the fear of being caught. 85 00:15:00,281 --> 00:15:02,360 Maybe that fear isn't about your husband... 86 00:15:02,481 --> 00:15:04,595 ...nor about loss. 87 00:15:04,721 --> 00:15:05,755 Well, then what? 88 00:15:05,881 --> 00:15:09,795 Since l was scared to death Vincent would learn about it. 89 00:15:09,921 --> 00:15:13,080 Yeah, so he would know what you are doing and what you are. 90 00:15:13,761 --> 00:15:15,200 Yes. 91 00:15:16,921 --> 00:15:20,875 Maybe you were afraid acknowledging it for yourself... 92 00:15:21,001 --> 00:15:22,800 ...what you're doing. 93 00:16:08,041 --> 00:16:10,080 How early you are. 94 00:16:17,321 --> 00:16:20,360 l really don't know what to say anymore. 95 00:16:25,641 --> 00:16:30,075 Hey darling, l would really love to say to you that l won't do it again... 96 00:16:30,201 --> 00:16:33,600 ...and that l'll change, but... 97 00:16:34,321 --> 00:16:36,360 ...l can't do that. 98 00:16:37,641 --> 00:16:39,995 Stella, piss off, will you? 99 00:16:40,121 --> 00:16:42,320 What the hell am l supposed to do? 100 00:16:42,641 --> 00:16:46,560 Pretending l'm someone else? Crowding out my feelings? 101 00:16:46,721 --> 00:16:48,915 How about taking my feelings into account? 102 00:16:49,041 --> 00:16:51,275 We had sworn loyalty to each other, didn't we? 103 00:16:51,401 --> 00:16:54,800 Honey, l am faithful to you, am l not? 104 00:16:55,001 --> 00:16:57,355 Faithful in the sense of sharing my fears... 105 00:16:57,481 --> 00:17:00,800 ...and vulnerabilities and my secrets. 106 00:17:01,721 --> 00:17:04,080 Well, not all your secrets, apparently. 107 00:17:04,521 --> 00:17:07,200 No, not all. 108 00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:14,480 You don't even look at me anymore. 109 00:17:15,401 --> 00:17:17,560 Not the way you used to. 110 00:17:20,881 --> 00:17:23,315 lt's been a long time since we fucked. 111 00:17:23,441 --> 00:17:24,960 For real, that is. 112 00:17:27,881 --> 00:17:31,400 Sometimes l just feel like a bird in a cage. 113 00:17:38,521 --> 00:17:40,720 Yeah, that's it, right? 114 00:17:56,361 --> 00:17:56,880 Day 02. 115 00:17:56,881 --> 00:17:59,120 Day 03. 116 00:18:23,841 --> 00:18:25,400 Hey! 117 00:18:58,041 --> 00:19:00,000 Goddammit. Prick. 118 00:19:39,121 --> 00:19:42,000 Goddammit, release me instantaneously! 119 00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:05,675 Are you coming along to that reception next week? 120 00:20:05,801 --> 00:20:08,195 Otherwise l'll be bored to death. - Sure. 121 00:20:08,321 --> 00:20:10,675 lf they have snacks and drinks. - The other girls come too. 122 00:20:10,801 --> 00:20:13,160 All our receptions are catered for. 123 00:20:13,421 --> 00:20:16,595 To a good concept, eating and doing business. 124 00:20:16,721 --> 00:20:19,880 What is your showpiece? 125 00:20:20,281 --> 00:20:22,600 Which penalties do you impose at your place? 126 00:20:23,241 --> 00:20:26,560 Vacuum cleaner in between is so noughties! 127 00:20:28,761 --> 00:20:29,795 His jacket? 128 00:20:29,921 --> 00:20:32,075 We have Our Lady of Mogilev. 129 00:20:32,201 --> 00:20:33,755 That's hard to believe. 130 00:20:33,881 --> 00:20:35,995 That's an icon from Russia. 131 00:20:36,121 --> 00:20:39,235 For years it was gathering dust in damp storage areas... 132 00:20:39,361 --> 00:20:42,755 ...and there wasn't a single penny for renovating their museums. 133 00:20:42,881 --> 00:20:46,075 Since the fall of the Berlin Wall those art objects can be sold easily. 134 00:20:46,201 --> 00:20:49,275 Did you know portraits of Virgin Mary were favorite in Russian art? 135 00:20:49,401 --> 00:20:52,275 Why do artists worship virgins all the time? 136 00:20:52,401 --> 00:20:54,755 Worshipping an icon isn't allowed, only honoring. 137 00:20:54,881 --> 00:20:57,360 l didn't know you loved arts. 138 00:20:58,601 --> 00:21:01,795 They say that when an icon is no longer honored... 139 00:21:01,921 --> 00:21:04,120 ...the gold begins to peel. 140 00:21:07,201 --> 00:21:10,800 Are you sure you want to do this? - Yes. 141 00:21:11,241 --> 00:21:14,000 You are the only ones l had to think of. 142 00:21:15,161 --> 00:21:19,715 Luca is full of tension. l have never seen him so nervous. 143 00:21:19,841 --> 00:21:23,200 What about you? - l'm scared as hell. 144 00:21:23,521 --> 00:21:25,200 And excited. 145 00:21:27,201 --> 00:21:28,800 Now what? 146 00:21:29,721 --> 00:21:33,995 Well, it's a regular sauna, so let's get used to each other... 147 00:21:34,121 --> 00:21:37,955 ...and look at one another. Then we'll see. 148 00:21:38,081 --> 00:21:42,400 l don't want to force anything, because our friendship is just more important to me. 149 00:21:51,401 --> 00:21:52,920 Thank you. 150 00:23:37,121 --> 00:23:38,720 Vincent... 151 00:23:40,481 --> 00:23:42,840 l truly can't do this. Sorry. 152 00:23:43,281 --> 00:23:44,840 Sorry... 153 00:23:49,241 --> 00:23:51,120 Yeah, sorry. 154 00:23:51,401 --> 00:23:52,920 Sorry. 155 00:24:00,921 --> 00:24:02,320 Pity. 156 00:24:16,401 --> 00:24:18,835 When did you realize you were caged? 157 00:24:18,961 --> 00:24:25,800 When l felt Vincent wasn't the man l thought he was. 158 00:24:26,281 --> 00:24:29,875 Well, he fell of his pedestal, just to put it like that. 159 00:24:30,001 --> 00:24:33,720 l don't know, it sounds harsh and that's not intended. 160 00:24:33,961 --> 00:24:37,920 But because all of this l started to think for myself... 161 00:24:38,281 --> 00:24:41,360 ...and so life came into me. 162 00:24:42,121 --> 00:24:48,280 That was heat down to my lower abdomen and even deeper. 163 00:24:48,681 --> 00:24:50,600 Purely physical. 164 00:24:51,401 --> 00:24:54,715 And l couldn't arm against it or apologize. 165 00:24:54,841 --> 00:24:56,560 lt just happened, literally. 166 00:24:56,801 --> 00:24:57,440 Day 04. 167 00:24:57,441 --> 00:24:59,560 Day 05. 168 00:29:31,601 --> 00:29:32,840 Who are you? 169 00:29:36,081 --> 00:29:37,760 Christine. 170 00:29:38,481 --> 00:29:40,160 Stella. 171 00:29:42,161 --> 00:29:45,840 How did you get here? Have you seen someone or something? 172 00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:54,080 l was in my car. l stepped out in front of my home. 173 00:29:58,881 --> 00:30:00,880 Subsequently l'm completely blank. 174 00:30:03,961 --> 00:30:06,960 Hello! - lt's useless. 175 00:30:08,641 --> 00:30:09,920 Who's doing this? 176 00:30:10,721 --> 00:30:12,320 l have no idea. 177 00:30:12,881 --> 00:30:15,480 l don't have a clue. 178 00:30:15,921 --> 00:30:18,680 Listen, we need to get away from this place. 179 00:30:25,161 --> 00:30:27,400 Maybe all this is a joke. 180 00:30:27,601 --> 00:30:29,600 A joke? - Yeah. 181 00:30:29,801 --> 00:30:32,915 Maybe. - l've been here for five days. 182 00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:36,520 This is no joke. - Five? 183 00:31:03,681 --> 00:31:08,320 We'll have to wait, okay? Probably there will be an opportunity to escape. 184 00:31:17,401 --> 00:31:23,280 Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis... 185 00:31:24,281 --> 00:31:30,320 ...nunc et in hora mortis. Amen. 186 00:31:36,201 --> 00:31:39,160 We'll have to sleep one after the other. 187 00:31:40,401 --> 00:31:42,115 Last time he took me while l was sleeping. 188 00:31:42,241 --> 00:31:44,840 l surely don't want that to happen again. 189 00:31:45,121 --> 00:31:47,160 What's here? 190 00:31:49,801 --> 00:31:51,080 Hey... 191 00:31:52,321 --> 00:31:53,760 Wait... 192 00:31:53,881 --> 00:31:56,080 Goddammit. 193 00:32:07,441 --> 00:32:10,120 Yes. - You've got a cell phone? 194 00:32:20,081 --> 00:32:22,560 Fuck! - What? 195 00:32:22,841 --> 00:32:25,160 Yeah, no range of course. 196 00:32:52,321 --> 00:32:54,280 This he knew, naturally. 197 00:32:55,561 --> 00:32:59,160 They're just fucking me up. - Stop cursing, please. 198 00:33:03,161 --> 00:33:05,080 l'm completely hyper. 199 00:33:06,841 --> 00:33:09,520 For the moment l cannot get a wink of sleep. 200 00:33:11,961 --> 00:33:14,160 You'd better get some rest. 201 00:33:14,601 --> 00:33:17,920 lf something happens, you're the first one to know. 202 00:33:22,481 --> 00:33:24,475 She asked if we're having a good time. 203 00:33:24,601 --> 00:33:27,800 Oh yeah, it's very pretty, the Lady of Mogilev. 204 00:33:27,961 --> 00:33:29,880 My English sucks big time. 205 00:33:30,641 --> 00:33:34,795 Well, Gaya is here to make you comfortable. 206 00:33:34,921 --> 00:33:39,320 Why don't you tell our guests the story of Lady Mogilev? 207 00:33:40,241 --> 00:33:41,240 Well... 208 00:33:42,201 --> 00:33:43,715 Shit, uh... 209 00:33:43,841 --> 00:33:45,800 l do speak a bit Dutch, you know. 210 00:33:48,681 --> 00:33:52,480 My brother-in-law has just flown in from Russia. 211 00:33:53,041 --> 00:33:56,675 My wife lives here for years now. He's on his annual family trip. 212 00:33:56,801 --> 00:33:58,520 This seemed like a fun excursion to us. 213 00:34:05,401 --> 00:34:08,160 What about you? You're here with your husband? 214 00:34:08,721 --> 00:34:12,555 Well, if l were, l certainly wouldn't be here with you. 215 00:34:12,681 --> 00:34:15,435 Oh, what's wrong with a friendly little chat? 216 00:34:15,561 --> 00:34:17,760 Oh, nothing at all. Absolutely not. 217 00:34:18,121 --> 00:34:20,355 But try explaining that to my husband. 218 00:34:20,481 --> 00:34:22,720 Yes, and to my wife. 219 00:34:23,201 --> 00:34:26,195 Where is she anyway? - Why do we always need... 220 00:34:26,321 --> 00:34:29,600 ...permission of others when we feel good? 221 00:34:31,601 --> 00:34:34,160 But that's over, once and for all. 222 00:35:15,881 --> 00:35:17,240 You want it all. 223 00:35:17,921 --> 00:35:21,515 You want love and attention from one person and... 224 00:35:21,641 --> 00:35:24,720 ...sex and adventures with all the others. 225 00:35:25,681 --> 00:35:27,275 ls that so bad? 226 00:35:27,401 --> 00:35:29,040 Am l depraved? 227 00:35:29,361 --> 00:35:32,955 Am l a bad and wicked woman and am l doomed? 228 00:35:33,081 --> 00:35:38,240 l don't judge. l just take notice. 229 00:35:39,361 --> 00:35:41,600 Well, maybe l'm too eager. 230 00:35:42,601 --> 00:35:46,435 lf l make love to my loved one, l make love to him. 231 00:35:46,561 --> 00:35:50,640 And when l make love to a stranger, then l have sex with myself. 232 00:35:51,241 --> 00:35:57,160 l use my body to great extent. l feel everything and l conquer myself. 233 00:35:58,241 --> 00:36:02,355 My liberation does indeed have a sexual component, but... 234 00:36:02,481 --> 00:36:05,835 ...it's not quite the same as only sex. 235 00:36:05,961 --> 00:36:10,235 lt's like taking off a hard coat l was wearing. 236 00:36:10,361 --> 00:36:13,755 When that coat went out, a very strong woman came forth... 237 00:36:13,881 --> 00:36:18,880 ...instead of an anxious and troubled girl. A complete metamorphosis. 238 00:36:19,081 --> 00:36:19,760 Day 05. 239 00:36:19,761 --> 00:36:21,840 Day 06. 240 00:36:26,761 --> 00:36:28,640 Christine... 241 00:36:34,281 --> 00:36:36,160 Christine! 242 00:36:39,561 --> 00:36:42,680 Goddammit! 243 00:36:44,361 --> 00:36:47,320 Cocksucker! Son of a bitch! 244 00:37:07,681 --> 00:37:09,880 l've been thinking. 245 00:37:12,961 --> 00:37:17,680 l have called John this afternoon and l can stay with him for a while. 246 00:38:37,121 --> 00:38:39,880 Judy: 06-05630665 247 00:38:50,361 --> 00:38:53,280 SDD: The site for swinging people 248 00:38:55,521 --> 00:38:58,720 MEMBER LOGIN: Daisy69 249 00:39:08,081 --> 00:39:10,960 NEW MEMBERS 250 00:39:43,721 --> 00:39:45,000 l... 251 00:39:45,641 --> 00:39:48,160 l learned you're on SDD. 252 00:39:50,001 --> 00:39:51,680 SDD? 253 00:39:52,201 --> 00:39:55,800 You have wonderful pictures. A dashing profile too. 254 00:39:58,481 --> 00:40:02,155 Only paying members are allowed to watch those. 255 00:40:02,281 --> 00:40:03,560 Yes. 256 00:40:05,401 --> 00:40:09,520 That's right. - You? Judy? 257 00:40:12,561 --> 00:40:17,315 Then what's your SDD nickname? - Daisy69. 258 00:40:17,441 --> 00:40:20,640 Oh well, it isn’t your date of birth, is it? 259 00:40:23,961 --> 00:40:26,555 lt would be fun encountering each other once. 260 00:40:26,681 --> 00:40:29,000 Right, who knows? 261 00:40:30,001 --> 00:40:33,800 Ah, Judy, would you please come over here? 262 00:40:51,641 --> 00:40:53,955 Well, have a nice weekend. - Likewise, thank you. 263 00:40:54,081 --> 00:40:56,875 Until Monday. Please switch off the lights when you leave. 264 00:40:57,001 --> 00:40:58,795 Don't forget the alarm. - All will be fine. 265 00:40:58,921 --> 00:41:01,840 Until Monday. - Have a nice weekend. Goodbye. 266 00:41:12,961 --> 00:41:15,920 All l can think of today is you. 267 00:41:17,521 --> 00:41:19,440 And l have to confess something. 268 00:41:20,761 --> 00:41:22,280 Oh? 269 00:41:24,521 --> 00:41:26,200 Although l signed up... 270 00:41:28,401 --> 00:41:31,080 ...l've never been in a swingers club. 271 00:41:31,361 --> 00:41:34,240 So you want me to bring you along someday? 272 00:41:35,561 --> 00:41:36,600 Yes, l do. 273 00:41:37,041 --> 00:41:40,200 l'm not sure if that's a wise thing to do. 274 00:41:41,321 --> 00:41:44,600 We see each other every day here at work. 275 00:41:52,521 --> 00:41:54,960 Am l attractive enough for you? 276 00:41:55,761 --> 00:41:58,000 You're a beautiful woman. 277 00:41:58,481 --> 00:42:00,520 That's not the issue. 278 00:42:02,161 --> 00:42:04,160 Nobody needs to know, right? 279 00:42:05,921 --> 00:42:10,280 l mean, whom should l tell about it? 280 00:43:06,601 --> 00:43:09,320 l did sleep deliciously. 281 00:43:11,161 --> 00:43:13,160 Just a bit too short. 282 00:43:15,361 --> 00:43:16,320 Come... 283 00:43:18,201 --> 00:43:19,640 No. 284 00:43:22,681 --> 00:43:24,640 ls anything the matter? 285 00:43:27,841 --> 00:43:30,035 No, but you'd better leave now. 286 00:43:30,161 --> 00:43:34,280 Jeez, may l just wake up first? 287 00:43:34,521 --> 00:43:36,440 Certainly, yes. 288 00:43:40,521 --> 00:43:43,240 l've got coffee downstairs. 289 00:43:46,801 --> 00:43:49,320 How do you want to proceed? 290 00:43:50,361 --> 00:43:51,440 Proceed? 291 00:43:52,641 --> 00:43:54,440 Our relationship... 292 00:44:10,721 --> 00:44:13,640 Stella, come here immediately! 293 00:44:14,401 --> 00:44:16,560 Have you lost something? 294 00:44:21,921 --> 00:44:24,440 And shut that door, will you? 295 00:45:13,881 --> 00:45:15,720 Calm down. 296 00:45:16,441 --> 00:45:18,320 You're back. 297 00:45:35,481 --> 00:45:37,275 Chill out. 298 00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:38,400 l'm okay. 299 00:45:39,601 --> 00:45:41,080 l'm alright. 300 00:45:43,641 --> 00:45:46,160 Another moment, please. 301 00:45:52,561 --> 00:45:54,600 l've had an orgasm. 302 00:45:55,241 --> 00:45:57,360 l didn't want to... 303 00:45:59,361 --> 00:46:03,800 ...but then l thought: l'd better not go against it. 304 00:46:08,561 --> 00:46:10,800 Goddammit... 305 00:46:12,441 --> 00:46:14,800 Oh, pardon me. 306 00:46:21,121 --> 00:46:25,560 All the time l merely keep thinking about those stupid surveys: 307 00:46:25,961 --> 00:46:29,440 "What's your most titillating spot?!" 308 00:47:21,481 --> 00:47:22,880 No! 309 00:47:31,921 --> 00:47:33,880 Are you okay? 310 00:47:35,321 --> 00:47:37,680 There is no hope whatsoever. 311 00:47:37,921 --> 00:47:39,360 What? 312 00:47:41,321 --> 00:47:43,360 Why do you think so? 313 00:47:44,601 --> 00:47:47,520 My husband is definitely searching for me. 314 00:47:53,041 --> 00:47:55,920 What's your husband's name? 315 00:47:56,521 --> 00:47:58,160 Vincent. 316 00:47:58,801 --> 00:48:01,600 And you're not missed by him? 317 00:48:01,921 --> 00:48:06,000 No, l don't think so. Not at all. 318 00:48:06,761 --> 00:48:12,200 What do you mean? You've been away from home for days now. 319 00:48:13,841 --> 00:48:18,160 We're not going so well lately. He lives aside for the moment. 320 00:48:22,281 --> 00:48:25,720 Does he have someone else? - No. 321 00:48:27,361 --> 00:48:30,320 And you? - No. 322 00:48:31,761 --> 00:48:33,720 Not really. 323 00:48:34,841 --> 00:48:36,760 Not really? 324 00:48:39,521 --> 00:48:43,240 Not somebody else. No. lt's a complicated story though. 325 00:48:49,321 --> 00:48:52,235 And that's the reason of you two breaking up now? 326 00:48:52,361 --> 00:48:55,635 What? - Well, what you just said. 327 00:48:55,761 --> 00:49:00,800 Not somebody else... You have several lovers, l guess. 328 00:49:01,401 --> 00:49:04,560 Lovers, well, that's quite an enlargement. 329 00:49:06,201 --> 00:49:08,160 Don't you feel guilty? 330 00:49:09,801 --> 00:49:13,880 l honestly can't help it. l truly tried as hard as l could. 331 00:49:14,361 --> 00:49:17,115 l couldn't cheat for sure. - Splendid. 332 00:49:17,241 --> 00:49:21,115 We'd better discuss how to get the hell out of here. 333 00:49:21,241 --> 00:49:24,240 By which ways and means would you attempt? 334 00:49:24,521 --> 00:49:26,555 We need to know for certain that he's alone. 335 00:49:26,681 --> 00:49:28,080 Excuse me? 336 00:49:29,121 --> 00:49:30,995 l feel that he's not companionless. 337 00:49:31,121 --> 00:49:32,960 And why would you presume? 338 00:49:34,121 --> 00:49:36,200 Just a feeling. 339 00:55:21,481 --> 00:55:23,200 Are you fine? 340 00:55:25,361 --> 00:55:27,840 Yeah, l think so. 341 00:55:30,001 --> 00:55:31,600 l put your clothes on. 342 00:55:32,961 --> 00:55:34,520 You were pretty far and away. 343 00:55:34,921 --> 00:55:37,720 l'm convinced he gave me a substance. 344 00:55:38,361 --> 00:55:41,715 What would that be? - l don't know. 345 00:55:41,841 --> 00:55:45,400 lt might have been G. - G? 346 00:55:46,081 --> 00:55:49,000 Gamma-Hydroxybutyric acid. Drugs. 347 00:55:50,321 --> 00:55:52,960 How would you know the resemblance? 348 00:56:08,321 --> 00:56:09,080 Hey... 349 00:56:10,441 --> 00:56:11,760 Mmm? 350 00:56:13,001 --> 00:56:15,440 He said l was here because of you. 351 00:56:16,041 --> 00:56:18,200 He did speak to you? 352 00:56:19,001 --> 00:56:20,240 lndeed. 353 00:56:22,001 --> 00:56:24,595 He said: “lf you're wondering why you're here... 354 00:56:24,721 --> 00:56:27,640 ...go ask your little girlfriend.” 355 00:56:30,081 --> 00:56:33,800 But keeping his mouth shut with me means that l know him. 356 00:56:35,961 --> 00:56:38,040 Where the hell have you been lately? 357 00:56:40,361 --> 00:56:43,280 He's evidently worried l recognize him. 358 00:56:45,161 --> 00:56:47,360 Think it over! 359 00:56:48,761 --> 00:56:50,680 Probably one of your speed dates? 360 00:56:53,521 --> 00:56:57,635 How many men have you fucked recently? And how many disposed of at the same time? 361 00:56:57,761 --> 00:56:58,440 My God. 362 00:57:02,321 --> 00:57:05,795 Oh, now God is worthy enough to help you out. 363 00:57:05,921 --> 00:57:08,400 Think about it carefully! 364 00:57:09,041 --> 00:57:13,160 Someplace you made bitter enemies. ls anyone stalking you? 365 00:57:13,641 --> 00:57:15,440 Consider everything... 366 00:57:23,481 --> 00:57:26,280 Uh, you here? - Yeah. 367 00:57:27,561 --> 00:57:29,560 How are things at work? 368 00:57:30,241 --> 00:57:31,400 l miss you. 369 00:57:32,921 --> 00:57:36,235 You know, Judy, in regard to last time... 370 00:57:36,361 --> 00:57:38,355 ...it's not like l regret us having sex... 371 00:57:38,481 --> 00:57:42,280 ...but l don't think it's prudent to make out ever again. 372 00:57:42,601 --> 00:57:45,400 You should just give it some more time. 373 00:57:46,521 --> 00:57:49,000 Well, l don't think... - Now that Vincent left... 374 00:57:49,841 --> 00:57:53,400 ...l'll have to ask you if l may come over tonight. 375 00:57:53,561 --> 00:57:56,240 That's not a very good idea. 376 00:57:57,961 --> 00:57:59,720 You can't just use me. 377 00:57:59,921 --> 00:58:01,320 Excuse me? 378 00:58:01,681 --> 00:58:04,075 Why don't you answer my text messages? 379 00:58:04,201 --> 00:58:06,795 Judy, let's please... - You took advantage of me. 380 00:58:06,921 --> 00:58:08,955 You used me and then dumped me! 381 00:58:09,081 --> 00:58:10,315 lf you really want to talk this over... 382 00:58:10,441 --> 00:58:12,395 ...why don't we find us a different place to quarrel? 383 00:58:12,521 --> 00:58:14,675 You harmed me in such an incredible way! 384 00:58:14,801 --> 00:58:18,640 Well, sorry. l gotta go to a birthday party. 385 00:58:25,521 --> 00:58:28,160 Damn. Shit. - What is it? 386 00:58:29,521 --> 00:58:33,395 He's got my wedding ring. - l have people who care about me, bitch! 387 00:58:33,521 --> 00:58:36,955 And now there's a man molesting me because you have something to hide! 388 00:58:37,081 --> 00:58:41,520 Layoff, will you? Do you really think this is what l'm waiting for? 389 00:58:49,961 --> 00:58:52,200 This is exactly what he wants. 390 00:58:52,601 --> 00:58:56,155 He's longing for a ringside seat to watch how we'll finish each other here. 391 00:58:56,281 --> 00:59:00,040 You've got to tell me something more, Stella. 392 00:59:03,241 --> 00:59:04,560 Please... 393 00:59:08,681 --> 00:59:11,840 l'm quite sure you don't want to hear those things. 394 00:59:13,841 --> 00:59:17,600 With all this here, you don't think l can handle that? 395 00:59:21,441 --> 00:59:23,800 What's the deal with you? 396 00:59:25,961 --> 00:59:30,480 l'm completely innocent. lt gotta have something to do with you. 397 00:59:32,921 --> 00:59:35,400 How dare you cheat on your husband? 398 00:59:41,041 --> 00:59:43,600 lsn't sex supposed to be entirely exclusive? 399 00:59:44,521 --> 00:59:46,800 l search for uniqueness in other things. 400 00:59:47,041 --> 00:59:48,595 Sex is purely physical. 401 00:59:48,721 --> 00:59:51,000 What could be more personal than that? 402 00:59:51,241 --> 00:59:56,720 Well, one's fears, inhibitions, grief... 403 00:59:58,841 --> 01:00:01,200 ...and one's insecurities. 404 01:00:02,161 --> 01:00:04,840 Unconditional love. 405 01:00:06,801 --> 01:00:11,400 That's what l share with my brother. We'll do anything for each other. 406 01:00:11,761 --> 01:00:15,440 l missed that family bond due to my parents being divorced. 407 01:00:16,521 --> 01:00:18,560 When l was only five years old. 408 01:00:19,601 --> 01:00:22,400 l've never seen my father since. 409 01:00:22,721 --> 01:00:25,160 He went abroad. He and my brother. 410 01:00:26,041 --> 01:00:29,640 You didn't visit them at all? - No, unrealizable. 411 01:00:32,041 --> 01:00:34,280 Childhood often plays an essential part, doesn't it? 412 01:00:35,881 --> 01:00:38,960 As usual, my nature is caused by father's immorality? 413 01:00:39,321 --> 01:00:43,760 Well, darling, l didn't have a troublesome youth. 414 01:00:48,001 --> 01:00:53,400 When a woman is sexually aggressive, she's been traumatized or just having a loose screw. 415 01:00:54,161 --> 01:00:57,320 A man is rugged and tough and a woman simply a whore. 416 01:00:59,161 --> 01:01:02,840 Why can't people just accept that having affairs is what l want? 417 01:01:09,841 --> 01:01:13,915 lt makes me feel happy. l sense a lot more joy in anything. 418 01:01:14,041 --> 01:01:16,680 l respect others more. l've more energy. 419 01:01:18,441 --> 01:01:22,640 And how many problems did you end up in with that behavior of yours? 420 01:01:23,521 --> 01:01:26,915 You can't just interpret your vows to God by yourself! 421 01:01:27,041 --> 01:01:30,515 Does the wedding promise state l can't fuck other people? 422 01:01:30,641 --> 01:01:31,835 Excuse me? 423 01:01:31,961 --> 01:01:35,595 Faith is something completely different than not being allowed to see other people. 424 01:01:35,721 --> 01:01:39,000 And please stop lecturing me! 425 01:01:39,881 --> 01:01:44,800 "lf you're an adult, you can do whatever you want", or so they say. 426 01:01:45,841 --> 01:01:47,955 Well, l haven't noticed anything at all. 427 01:01:48,081 --> 01:01:52,280 First, my father tells me what to do and what to give up. 428 01:01:52,561 --> 01:01:56,040 And then, school controls your life. 429 01:01:56,321 --> 01:01:59,955 Next, my boss dominates and my friends dictate with their agenda. 430 01:02:00,081 --> 01:02:04,435 Plants waiting to be watered, the refrigerator in need of weekly cleaning. 431 01:02:04,561 --> 01:02:08,680 Well, finally, Vincent for his biweekly... 432 01:02:12,081 --> 01:02:14,360 But there has been a moment... 433 01:02:15,081 --> 01:02:18,000 ...l considered to stop all of that. 434 01:02:18,281 --> 01:02:20,520 To put an end to all. 435 01:02:24,441 --> 01:02:28,920 Soon after, there was that single night when everything changed. 436 01:02:30,121 --> 01:02:32,800 l was with a friend. 437 01:02:34,761 --> 01:02:39,360 Well, we played a game of Trivial Pursuit. l won. 438 01:02:40,321 --> 01:02:45,920 Since years l thoroughly enjoyed a glass of red wine again, making me jolly and merry. 439 01:02:46,521 --> 01:02:51,320 On the way home l found myself in a snow storm. 440 01:02:52,601 --> 01:02:55,475 ln the middle of the night, on the unlit A17... 441 01:02:55,601 --> 01:02:58,800 ...from Zierikzee to the inhabited world. 442 01:02:59,721 --> 01:03:02,440 l was making fun of myself. 443 01:03:04,401 --> 01:03:09,755 Either driving through the snow without flash signals and crashing my car against a rod... 444 01:03:09,881 --> 01:03:13,800 ...or gazing and focusing to get home safely within two hours. 445 01:03:14,521 --> 01:03:16,480 lt was to be the latter option. 446 01:03:17,601 --> 01:03:20,240 l put the radio on and went driving. 447 01:03:20,961 --> 01:03:24,400 The radio program featured an invited guest... 448 01:03:24,881 --> 01:03:29,680 ...who had suffered from depression as well, but had conquered his illness. 449 01:03:30,601 --> 01:03:33,320 He spoke exactly the way l thought. 450 01:03:34,281 --> 01:03:37,320 When furthermore my kind of music was being played... 451 01:03:37,561 --> 01:03:42,240 ...something peaceful got into me, which harmony was there to stay forever. 452 01:03:44,881 --> 01:03:48,720 l could do it. l could choose. 453 01:03:50,321 --> 01:03:55,000 l didn't think about sex anymore, since l completely degenerated into it. 454 01:03:55,241 --> 01:03:58,675 My body transformed into a flower and after that night... 455 01:03:58,801 --> 01:04:03,080 ...that flower couldn't be more gaping. The games could and would commence. 456 01:04:03,321 --> 01:04:06,000 First with men, quickly and secretly... 457 01:04:06,881 --> 01:04:08,800 ...then with a woman. 458 01:04:10,121 --> 01:04:12,280 A horny girlfriend. 459 01:04:13,121 --> 01:04:18,115 Kisses, horny chats. And once we opened up to men... 460 01:04:18,241 --> 01:04:21,520 ...there was no holding us back. 461 01:04:25,561 --> 01:04:30,035 What l feel now is such an immense alienation compared to all that l felt before... 462 01:04:30,161 --> 01:04:32,600 ...when l was still in my cage. 463 01:04:34,241 --> 01:04:36,480 l stroke and caress my own arms. 464 01:04:37,161 --> 01:04:41,240 l bent my toes with joy. l varnish my nails. 465 01:04:43,481 --> 01:04:46,760 l shave all what should be smooth. 466 01:04:48,921 --> 01:04:52,000 Even though nobody's waiting for me. 467 01:04:52,241 --> 01:04:53,915 This body wants me badly. 468 01:04:54,041 --> 01:04:56,795 When l ride my bike, l feel the saddle in my crotch. 469 01:04:56,921 --> 01:05:01,155 When l flirt, the world winks back to me. 470 01:05:01,281 --> 01:05:02,515 My body's celebrating. 471 01:05:02,641 --> 01:05:04,715 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. 472 01:05:04,841 --> 01:05:06,235 lt's partying. 473 01:05:06,361 --> 01:05:08,235 l send invitations... 474 01:05:08,361 --> 01:05:09,715 ...and for each and every one... 475 01:05:09,841 --> 01:05:11,075 ...willing to participate... 476 01:05:11,201 --> 01:05:12,795 ...the door is wide open. 477 01:05:12,921 --> 01:05:14,040 Having sex... 478 01:05:14,201 --> 01:05:17,595 ...stops spinning my thoughts. No father's voice... 479 01:05:17,721 --> 01:05:21,915 ...murmuring comments. No boyfriend asking if l'm pleased. 480 01:05:22,041 --> 01:05:23,600 This is solely mine. 481 01:05:29,201 --> 01:05:32,000 Sometimes l'm feeling guilty. 482 01:05:33,081 --> 01:05:35,760 Positively monumental guilty. 483 01:05:36,401 --> 01:05:40,160 ln your life you can deny everything, except yourself. 484 01:05:40,321 --> 01:05:42,720 All may come back to you, but... 485 01:05:43,481 --> 01:05:46,880 ...the price you've got to pay for yourself is the highest of all. 486 01:05:48,681 --> 01:05:52,400 And as of now, l'm supposedly an oddity. 487 01:05:53,481 --> 01:05:57,720 A woman allegedly envisioned by lots of men... 488 01:05:57,921 --> 01:06:01,360 ...but whose manifestation only occurs in myths: 489 01:06:02,321 --> 01:06:04,840 A unicorn. 490 01:06:27,921 --> 01:06:30,800 How to explain this to society... 491 01:06:31,841 --> 01:06:33,400 ...or describe? 492 01:06:33,681 --> 01:06:36,915 For me, it's like going to the movies... 493 01:06:37,041 --> 01:06:40,000 ...but l step into the silver screen to be part of the action. 494 01:09:37,161 --> 01:09:40,000 So... did you enjoy the view? 495 01:09:41,241 --> 01:09:42,600 l still do. 496 01:09:45,761 --> 01:09:48,000 May l have a bitter lemon? 497 01:09:54,721 --> 01:09:56,640 Where's your wife? 498 01:09:59,161 --> 01:10:01,000 l strapped her at home. 499 01:10:04,081 --> 01:10:06,600 Have you ever been tied up? 500 01:10:14,681 --> 01:10:16,720 You like to be in control, huh? 501 01:10:24,161 --> 01:10:26,400 Raymond, we need you now. 502 01:10:27,801 --> 01:10:29,200 l'm on my way. 503 01:10:35,321 --> 01:10:37,040 l'm not gone yet. 504 01:11:19,601 --> 01:11:20,880 Jake. 505 01:11:30,641 --> 01:11:33,640 Any details yet, Azi? - No. 506 01:11:50,681 --> 01:11:53,040 Exhilarating paintings you've got. 507 01:12:06,801 --> 01:12:08,560 2,5 mL GHB. 508 01:12:10,001 --> 01:12:11,520 Cheers. 509 01:14:19,361 --> 01:14:20,040 Okay... 510 01:15:13,241 --> 01:15:15,320 Raymond! 511 01:16:05,281 --> 01:16:08,680 Playing with yourself is prohibited. 512 01:17:31,041 --> 01:17:32,640 Hey, dude! 513 01:17:33,441 --> 01:17:35,475 What the hell you think you're doing? 514 01:17:35,601 --> 01:17:37,035 Prick. - Much better now. 515 01:17:37,161 --> 01:17:38,720 Motherfucker! 516 01:17:51,561 --> 01:17:53,000 So much better. 517 01:17:53,201 --> 01:17:54,360 lt's superb... 518 01:17:54,641 --> 01:17:56,440 ...this way. 519 01:18:00,881 --> 01:18:02,400 Hey... 520 01:18:04,281 --> 01:18:05,960 Hey... 521 01:18:08,641 --> 01:18:09,920 Hey... 522 01:18:10,681 --> 01:18:12,355 Get ready, huh? 523 01:18:12,481 --> 01:18:13,960 Come. 524 01:18:49,441 --> 01:18:53,840 l belong to one out of four women who fantasize about it. 525 01:18:54,201 --> 01:18:57,435 Every night thousands of women finger themselves to orgasms while... 526 01:18:57,561 --> 01:19:00,520 ...picturing they're being forced to have sex. 527 01:19:01,001 --> 01:19:04,440 One rapist, two... 528 01:19:05,721 --> 01:19:08,080 ...or five simultaneously. 529 01:19:08,961 --> 01:19:12,880 Two under, two in both hands... 530 01:19:13,441 --> 01:19:15,920 ...and one cock in the mouth. 531 01:19:17,521 --> 01:19:21,275 lsn't that fascinating? Fantasizing... 532 01:19:21,401 --> 01:19:24,595 ...but if push comes to shove, we're all terrified. 533 01:19:24,721 --> 01:19:27,195 That's logical to me. 534 01:19:27,321 --> 01:19:32,915 Then why do we have those fantasies? Why screaming bloody murder... 535 01:19:33,041 --> 01:19:35,515 ...if things have been too rough on one occasion... 536 01:19:35,641 --> 01:19:40,400 ...while our brain fancies taking on five dicks at a time. 537 01:19:40,761 --> 01:19:43,960 These matters and thoughts keep racking my brain. 538 01:19:46,601 --> 01:19:49,355 Before long l doggedly decided that one bad apple... 539 01:19:49,481 --> 01:19:52,635 ...is not to poison my pleasures and happiness. 540 01:19:52,761 --> 01:19:56,595 l could have thrown in the towel comfortably back then, but... 541 01:19:56,721 --> 01:20:00,520 ...instead l became more confident and self-assured. 542 01:20:00,721 --> 01:20:03,600 Do you think he's behind all this? 543 01:20:04,441 --> 01:20:11,440 Go figure, all my friends try to get back they once used to have. 544 01:20:12,201 --> 01:20:16,360 l'm still fighting for myself to regenerate in what l really am. 545 01:20:27,561 --> 01:20:29,555 l don't know what it is, but l'm sorry. 546 01:20:29,681 --> 01:20:31,480 l'm really sorry, okay? 547 01:20:31,921 --> 01:20:32,960 What have l done? 548 01:20:33,081 --> 01:20:36,600 lf l caused you grief, l'm terribly sorry. 549 01:20:36,801 --> 01:20:39,160 l'm sorry. Apologies. 550 01:21:13,001 --> 01:21:15,080 Hello! 551 01:21:25,921 --> 01:21:28,360 l've been cut. 552 01:21:35,961 --> 01:21:37,640 There're two. 553 01:21:39,561 --> 01:21:42,320 Another one joined in. 554 01:21:56,721 --> 01:21:57,720 Are you in pain? 555 01:22:01,001 --> 01:22:01,920 Hey... 556 01:22:02,761 --> 01:22:03,715 ...does it hurt? 557 01:22:03,841 --> 01:22:05,755 l bet it was drugged. 558 01:22:05,881 --> 01:22:07,640 l don't know. 559 01:22:11,281 --> 01:22:13,320 lt's definitely not sedated. 560 01:22:49,721 --> 01:22:52,360 l'm beginning to understand what they're doing to me. 561 01:22:53,481 --> 01:22:56,120 Do you know A Clockwork Orange? 562 01:22:59,401 --> 01:23:02,595 A violent person gets bombarded with images of violence... 563 01:23:02,721 --> 01:23:06,160 ...in such a manner he couldn't cope with it any longer. 564 01:23:07,121 --> 01:23:09,960 They're trying to break me and destroy me. 565 01:23:11,441 --> 01:23:12,920 Demolish all l've got. 566 01:23:14,601 --> 01:23:17,320 My freedom, my independence. 567 01:23:19,681 --> 01:23:22,275 l'll not have it taken away by this here. 568 01:23:22,401 --> 01:23:25,075 Suppose we're outside tomorrow... 569 01:23:25,201 --> 01:23:28,920 ...are you gonna pick up where you left off before imprisonment? 570 01:23:29,121 --> 01:23:31,760 Would you attend fuckfests again? 571 01:23:33,681 --> 01:23:37,360 Well, l think l would have quite some difficulties in doing so. 572 01:23:40,161 --> 01:23:42,275 Like me, you're disconnecting... 573 01:23:42,401 --> 01:23:46,160 ...emotions from sex on that table here. 574 01:23:47,081 --> 01:23:51,640 And all lust and pleasure of sex... 575 01:23:52,681 --> 01:23:54,920 ...is replaced by fear. 576 01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:04,120 We'll have to substitute this here for something else... 577 01:24:04,281 --> 01:24:07,360 ...so anxiety will cease to exist. 578 01:24:23,601 --> 01:24:24,720 What arouses you? 579 01:24:26,801 --> 01:24:28,475 Excuse me? 580 01:24:28,601 --> 01:24:30,320 No excuses. 581 01:24:31,441 --> 01:24:33,280 Try visualizing it. 582 01:24:35,561 --> 01:24:37,040 l can't. 583 01:24:39,481 --> 01:24:40,875 l usually express myself... 584 01:24:41,001 --> 01:24:43,000 ...very easily, but... 585 01:24:44,481 --> 01:24:46,920 ...with you it's entirely different. 586 01:24:47,201 --> 01:24:52,800 Oh, just because l'm monogamous you assume l don't have sexual fantasies. 587 01:24:56,761 --> 01:24:58,920 l like to be in control. 588 01:25:01,481 --> 01:25:03,435 l prefer sitting on top to rule... 589 01:25:03,561 --> 01:25:05,280 ...the bouncing cadence. 590 01:25:10,321 --> 01:25:12,160 l love giving head... 591 01:25:12,961 --> 01:25:17,200 ...since it gives me a tremendous sense of power. 592 01:25:17,921 --> 01:25:21,840 His entire masculinity within my mouth. 593 01:25:23,681 --> 01:25:27,320 l love watching myself. - Really? 594 01:25:28,881 --> 01:25:30,680 Mirrors... 595 01:25:31,361 --> 01:25:34,320 And pictures and videos? 596 01:25:37,001 --> 01:25:38,640 Horny as hell. 597 01:25:46,161 --> 01:25:49,200 There's something exhibitionistic about me. 598 01:25:52,681 --> 01:25:55,235 For example, walking in public without underpants. 599 01:25:55,361 --> 01:25:59,240 No kidding? That's what you do? - Yeah. 600 01:26:01,441 --> 01:26:04,355 Recently l went shopping with some friends... 601 01:26:04,481 --> 01:26:07,760 ...and then we had something to drink. 602 01:26:08,001 --> 01:26:10,675 There was that handsome guy at the bar... 603 01:26:10,801 --> 01:26:13,080 ...with whom l had eye contact. 604 01:26:13,561 --> 01:26:16,200 That eye contact was so bright... 605 01:26:17,001 --> 01:26:19,880 ...so full of desire and passion... 606 01:26:20,921 --> 01:26:23,835 ...that l couldn't help going to the toilet. 607 01:26:23,961 --> 01:26:25,915 l had to climax quickly. 608 01:26:26,041 --> 01:26:28,795 Without a single word he entered the ladies room... 609 01:26:28,921 --> 01:26:31,435 ...closed the door... 610 01:26:31,561 --> 01:26:34,595 ...and fucked me rocking hard on the wall. 611 01:26:34,721 --> 01:26:36,320 As quietly he joined, he left. 612 01:26:41,321 --> 01:26:44,160 What do you like best about yourself? 613 01:26:47,001 --> 01:26:48,680 My buttocks. 614 01:26:49,161 --> 01:26:51,560 l myself your breasts. 615 01:26:53,321 --> 01:26:55,200 Your appearance. 616 01:26:56,281 --> 01:26:58,200 Your scent. 617 01:27:08,161 --> 01:27:09,800 What are you doing? 618 01:27:11,521 --> 01:27:13,920 Visualize. 619 01:27:36,401 --> 01:27:37,560 Sorry. 620 01:27:40,321 --> 01:27:42,000 Sorry. 621 01:27:48,841 --> 01:27:51,360 My husband is gone. 622 01:27:53,321 --> 01:27:54,280 What? 623 01:27:56,241 --> 01:27:57,880 Damian. 624 01:28:00,401 --> 01:28:02,560 He cheated on me last month. 625 01:28:06,761 --> 01:28:08,960 Why didn't you tell me? 626 01:28:09,281 --> 01:28:10,160 How? 627 01:28:11,681 --> 01:28:15,720 He met someone else. 628 01:28:31,921 --> 01:28:33,400 Damian? 629 01:28:34,001 --> 01:28:37,195 Where are you? Call me back as soon as you can, okay? 630 01:28:37,321 --> 01:28:41,755 First they deceive and double-cross you. Then they choose for themselves... 631 01:28:41,881 --> 01:28:45,880 ...and they walk out on you as if you're to blame. 632 01:28:47,961 --> 01:28:51,320 l hate and despise that! 633 01:28:51,761 --> 01:28:54,200 They haven't the right to. 634 01:28:57,921 --> 01:29:01,960 We'll get out of here, l'm sure. lt probably won't be long. 635 01:29:03,921 --> 01:29:06,040 That treason. 636 01:29:08,081 --> 01:29:15,200 lt has such a stranglehold on all your emotions that all around you is suffocated. 637 01:29:17,081 --> 01:29:20,720 Until everything is dead and buried. 638 01:29:23,161 --> 01:29:26,080 Apart from a furious angry rage. 639 01:29:30,961 --> 01:29:35,600 l've seen that when my parents divorced. 640 01:29:48,041 --> 01:29:50,440 You're an extraordinary woman. 641 01:33:05,721 --> 01:33:07,400 Stop that in my basement! 642 01:35:46,641 --> 01:35:50,320 Do you realize what you ruin and trash?! 643 01:35:57,001 --> 01:35:59,040 There's really something wrong with you, huh? 644 01:36:14,241 --> 01:36:15,720 Let me. 645 01:38:14,761 --> 01:38:16,360 Yeah... 646 01:38:16,881 --> 01:38:22,240 Well, what if the Stella of the present looks at the Stella from a year ago? 647 01:38:22,561 --> 01:38:24,720 What do you distinguish? 648 01:38:25,961 --> 01:38:31,835 That she's alone, then and now... 649 01:38:31,961 --> 01:38:35,000 ...and probably will stay that forever. 650 01:38:35,161 --> 01:38:39,680 Furthermore, that l kept secrets from myself and currently only from others. 651 01:38:41,801 --> 01:38:45,755 l would tell the former Stella that symbiosis doesn't exist at all. 652 01:38:45,881 --> 01:38:51,595 That although she's willing to bond, she will not be able to carry it through... 653 01:38:51,721 --> 01:38:57,240 ...which is liberating and painful at the same time. 654 01:38:57,401 --> 01:39:02,320 Finally, if she wants to rule out loneliness, she'll have to sacrifice her freedom and be caged. 655 01:39:08,121 --> 01:39:10,000 Thank you so much. 656 01:39:11,201 --> 01:39:11,840 Day 15. 657 01:39:11,841 --> 01:39:13,960 Day 16. 49323

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