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I love...
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our married people plates
so much. Don't you?
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They have a pleasant heft
and no rough surfaces.
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No. Hmm.
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You finished?
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[GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING]
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We should have a dinner party.
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We have six smooth, beautiful
married people plates.
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We can invite Frank and Morgan.
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That sounds not fun and like we
might have fewer plates by the end.
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What about Jordan and Asher?
That could be fun.
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But if we invite Asher and not Jerome,
is that offensive?
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Okay, best idea yet,
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skip the dinner party, skip the
awkwardness, see our friends at work.
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I'll be ready in a minute.
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It will be closer
to four minutes, possibly five.
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Both are acceptable.
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[DR. LIM] I need
the M&M report on my surgery.
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And by your surgery, you mean?
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The one Shaun performed on me.
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The committee found no evidence
that Shaun did anything wrong.
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Inconclusive.
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They decided the evidence
was inconclusive.
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I would like to do my own review.
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[SIGHS]
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Do you really think
you can be impartial,
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or will you just be searching
for a reason to punish Shaun?
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I don't know why I would,
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unless something in the report
suggests Dr. Murphy made a mistake.
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I'll email you the file.
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[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
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How are you?
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I'm fine.
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Mm. So brave, pretending not to be hurt
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after your crush shot you down!
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I asked Perez to drinks to be nice
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because I was mean to him all day.
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- I do not have a crush.
- Yeah, whatever.
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["ROMEO AND JULIET" PLAYS]
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Sorry. Forgot these.
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That was extraordinary.
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I feel nothing.
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[CELL PHONE CHIMING]
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Help me!
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Cady Stinson, 24, history of
bipolar and depressive disorder.
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Came in with cuts, abrasions,
and likely right distal radial fracture.
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She jumped out of our car
while it was moving.
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They're kidnapping me!
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Have five milligrams
of haloperidol ready, in case.
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Cady, you're safe. I'm Dr. Park.
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I'm here to help.
I need to examine your wrist, okay?
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We were on our way
to an inpatient psych facility.
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She's so worked up
because she doesn't want to go.
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She hasn't even recognized us
in at least two months.
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No, no, no. Don't talk to them!
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- They're liars!
- Cady, Cady, Cady, please hold still.
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You... You can't trust them.
Please, please, Dr. Park.
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- No! No! Get that away from me!
- Cady, Cady, Cady.
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- Careful with the arm.
- No! No, no!
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Don't touch me! Don't touch me!
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- Aah!
- Aah! Aah!
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[SHOUTING]
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Radial artery's lacerated.
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We need to get her to an OR.
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[SOBBING]
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[OPENING THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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This is Dr. Shaun Murphy,
one of our surgical attendings.
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This is Julianne.
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She fractured her ankle
falling off a curb.
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The tibiotalar joint may be an issue.
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I got dizzy from hypoglycemia.
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Must've mistimed my insulin.
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No idea how that happened.
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Is it time to check my blood sugar?
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No, not yet.
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Oh, that is a very shiny wedding ring.
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How long has it been, Dr. Murphy?
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Lea and I have been married
for three months
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and seven days and 13 hours.
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Wet cement year. Oh.
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I wish I met more
of my clients at that stage.
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[INHALES SHARPLY]
I'm a marital therapist.
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And best-selling author,
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host of one of my favorite podcasts,
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and probably the reason why Jay-Z
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and Beyonce are still together.
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Full plantar and dorsiflexion
range of motion.
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The first year of marriage is crucial
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for cultivating good patterns
and weeding out bad ones
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before they can harden into habits
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that will define
your entire relationship.
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What habits define your marriage?
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I'm afraid all our habits
are in the past.
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My husband died recently.
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
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How long has he been gone?
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A little over five months.
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Is it time to check my blood sugar?
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You asked her about a minute ago.
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- It was longer than that.
- No, it wasn't.
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And I know, from your podcast,
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your husband died several years ago.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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You need surgery on your ankle,
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but we should MRI your brain.
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We've repaired the laceration
to her radial artery,
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but there's still a decision to be made
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on treating her wrist fracture.
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There's a choice between
external or internal fixation.
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The external fixator involves
attaching a metal frame
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to her forearm and hand.
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It requires a longer stay
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and frequent adjustments
for eight to twelve weeks.
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Internal gets Cady
out of the hospital sooner,
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but has a high risk of complications,
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like nerve damage or infection.
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Uh, I don't like the sound
of those complications.
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The treatment center will only
hold her spot for a week.
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What happens if they can't
handle those adjustments?
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I can reach out to them.
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I-I-I'm not certain about sending Cady
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away for treatment at this point.
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She nearly killed herself
rather than go to that place.
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- [SCOFFS]
- She's a danger to herself.
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She's a danger to others.
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She needs more help
than we can give her.
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We'll leave you two alone to talk.
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As Cady's mother, it's my decision.
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Moira!
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I love Cady like a daughter.
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But if she comes home...
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I'm not sure I can.
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[GLOOMY MUSIC PLAYING]
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Please do the external fixator.
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Thank you, doctors.
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[ELEVATOR CHIMES]
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I gave Lim a copy
of the M&M report today.
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She was very insistent.
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She come see you?
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Not yet.
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- Uh, I'll clear out.
- Please stay.
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I am interested
in your opinion, as well.
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Must be a real doozy of a case
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if you called all of us,
the chief included.
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I am treating a 51-year-old woman
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with a fractured ankle
and a distorted sense of time.
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It is too soon to tell if it is a doozy.
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Now, we can begin.
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Please describe all of the
bad habits that developed
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during the first year of your
respective failed marriages.
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Or good habits, if you had any.
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[QUIRKY MUSIC PLAYING]
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So, we're all here because...
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As an attending,
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I no longer have time to talk
to you all individually,
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so, I called a meeting
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of the divorced.
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Dr. Glassman, you have
the most failed marriages.
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Park's split-up was much more recent.
You go first.
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Well, that was a break-up,
not a divorce.
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You and Dr. Reznick
seemed pretty serious.
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Um, don't get involved
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with a pathologically ambitious
narcissist and, uh...
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be as emotionally open as possible,
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which you're already great at.
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[DR. ANDREWS]
And that goes for everything.
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Nothing is too small to discuss.
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Except for the infinite number
of differences of opinion.
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And how do you know
which ones don't matter?
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Dr. Murphy, if you have
concerns about your marriage,
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talk to your wife.
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Meeting adjourned.
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[QUIRKY MUSIC CONTINUES]
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Julianne's brain MRI.
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Check out the parietal lobe.
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Dr. Andrews!
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This case may be a doozy after all.
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You have a grade 2 oligodendroglioma
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centered in your parietal lobe.
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It's disturbing your precuneus region.
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May I?
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Looked at a lot of brains during
my doctoral psych program.
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It's close to the motor
and primary sensory cortex.
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We will need to map out
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the critical structures of your brain
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to determine a surgical approach.
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There are risks,
but if we can get all of it,
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the prognosis is excellent.
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Or we could try to shrink the tumor
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with chemo and radiation,
but there's an increased chance
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the tumor will progress
to a grade 4 glioma.
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[SIGHS]
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I want the surgery.
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My life's work has been
to help people find
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what my husband and I had.
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I'm not done yet. [CHUCKLES]
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That is... very good to hear.
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This transcranial magnetic stimulation
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will pinpoint the pathways
of your motor cortex
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and help us resect your brain tumor.
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And this is my wife, Lea.
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- Hey.
- Lea, met Julianne.
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She is a marriage therapist
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and told me to be careful
of the habits we set.
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Great to meet you,
but under the circumstances...
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Chatting with you two is much better
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than contemplating those
circumstances. [CHUCKLES]
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Stay.
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I made a list of small habits
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that could become larger problems.
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[CHUCKLES]
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[QUIRKY MUSIC PLAYING]
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"Snoring, minor tardiness."
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- Is that supposed to happen?
- Yes.
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A disconcerting tolerance for dust.
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- These are all my habits.
- Yes.
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Do I have habits
you would like me to change?
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At this point,
you better just say it, hmm?
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The dishes.
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You take them out of the dishwasher
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and rerinse them
after I've already done it.
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Because you are doing it wrong.
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- [GROANS]
- Try to hold still.
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We just need to make sure that your
wound's clean for surgery tomorrow.
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My head hurts. I-I need to sit up.
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Hey.
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Please, just let me see my mom.
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She wouldn't like
what you're doing to me.
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We're all trying
to help you feel better.
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You hungry?
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Paul went to get you some food.
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I want to go home.
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Okay, wound looks good.
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- Now, let's pack it with gauze.
- [MOANS]
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We can give her something
to try to help her relax.
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No. No more poison.
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She doesn't need to be drugged.
She's uncomfortable.
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[GROANS]
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Please, just let her out.
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I can't. I'm sorry.
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[GROANS]
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[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
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On all three fundamentals,
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water temperature, choice of equipment,
and application of force,
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your technique is lacking.
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Shaun, we have a dishwasher.
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This is just a preliminary rinse.
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Shaun, um, instead
of offering a critique,
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try stating a positive need.
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You know, something like, "I wish
the situation was more like this..."
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I wish the situation was more like
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Lea knew how to wash the dishes.
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- [BEEP]
- We're done with the mapping.
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Lea, do you enjoy doing the dishes?
256
00:12:01,078 --> 00:12:02,488
Does anyone?
257
00:12:02,512 --> 00:12:04,070
[SCOFFING] I do.
258
00:12:07,029 --> 00:12:09,708
Then forget finding
common ground on this, huh?
259
00:12:10,019 --> 00:12:11,452
Divide and conquer.
260
00:12:11,922 --> 00:12:14,257
[WHIMSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
261
00:12:15,933 --> 00:12:17,634
He went three for four,
262
00:12:17,658 --> 00:12:21,280
two doubles, three RBIs,
and struck out the side!
263
00:12:21,304 --> 00:12:22,916
[LAUGHTER]
264
00:12:22,940 --> 00:12:25,585
Well, wait until he's 16
and can throw a curve.
265
00:12:25,609 --> 00:12:28,588
Oh, I-I think I can get back from here.
266
00:12:28,612 --> 00:12:30,590
Oh, please. I'm enjoying the company.
267
00:12:30,614 --> 00:12:31,925
Ohh!
268
00:12:31,949 --> 00:12:34,918
You're so sweet. [LAUGHS]
269
00:12:36,253 --> 00:12:38,598
- I feel nothing. Leave me alone.
- Fine.
270
00:12:38,622 --> 00:12:40,991
[WHIMSICAL MUSIC PLAYING]
271
00:12:42,793 --> 00:12:44,538
What have you two been fighting about?
272
00:12:44,562 --> 00:12:45,872
- Everything.
- Just little stuff.
273
00:12:45,896 --> 00:12:47,541
Yeah, because you're so crabby.
274
00:12:47,565 --> 00:12:49,080
Because you're so distracted.
275
00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:52,976
It's always like this
when I'm on night shifts.
276
00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:55,253
Why do you think night shifts
are a problem?
277
00:12:57,013 --> 00:12:59,892
We have less time together
to hang out and...
278
00:12:59,917 --> 00:13:02,454
Sex! There's no sex.
279
00:13:02,479 --> 00:13:04,387
Because he's too tired
when he gets home.
280
00:13:05,849 --> 00:13:06,950
Hmm.
281
00:13:08,164 --> 00:13:10,977
Why do you have to wait
until he gets home?
282
00:13:14,992 --> 00:13:16,836
Five more on this side, then switch.
283
00:13:16,860 --> 00:13:18,318
I'm going to get a heat pad.
284
00:13:21,999 --> 00:13:23,643
You wanted to do a hemihepatectomy,
285
00:13:23,667 --> 00:13:25,616
but Shaun changed your surgical plan.
286
00:13:26,615 --> 00:13:27,615
Is that right?
287
00:13:29,139 --> 00:13:32,586
Would you like me to put my
hand on a Bible, counselor?
288
00:13:32,610 --> 00:13:35,221
I thought removing a lobe
was the safest choice.
289
00:13:35,245 --> 00:13:38,379
After I left, the parameters changed.
Shaun adjusted.
290
00:13:39,683 --> 00:13:41,628
A resident overruled your judgment,
291
00:13:41,652 --> 00:13:43,897
without bothering to consult you,
292
00:13:43,921 --> 00:13:45,431
and you were fine with that?
293
00:13:45,455 --> 00:13:47,701
That resident was days away
from becoming an attending,
294
00:13:47,725 --> 00:13:50,136
and he did exactly
what you trained him to do:
295
00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:52,371
he made a tough decision, a hard call,
296
00:13:52,395 --> 00:13:54,020
with limited data.
297
00:13:54,771 --> 00:13:56,304
Would you have made that call?
298
00:13:58,101 --> 00:14:01,047
When I got back,
I evaluated the progress,
299
00:14:01,071 --> 00:14:03,946
and I decided
that it was safe to continue.
300
00:14:05,275 --> 00:14:06,616
It was safe?
301
00:14:07,044 --> 00:14:09,222
Or you had no choice?
302
00:14:09,246 --> 00:14:11,162
Clearly, you read the report.
You tell me.
303
00:14:15,431 --> 00:14:17,509
You asked why
no one had come to get you.
304
00:14:17,534 --> 00:14:19,962
If you were fine with Shaun's call,
why would you care?
305
00:14:20,223 --> 00:14:21,829
I was worried about you.
306
00:14:21,890 --> 00:14:23,257
Thank you.
307
00:14:25,395 --> 00:14:28,388
But if you were fine with the call,
why would you care?
308
00:14:30,553 --> 00:14:32,798
- I got angry.
- You didn't say angry in the M&M.
309
00:14:32,823 --> 00:14:34,968
You said, "Concerned."
310
00:14:34,993 --> 00:14:36,937
You're slicing the salami
pretty thin right now.
311
00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:38,517
Why not just say you were angry?
312
00:14:38,541 --> 00:14:41,359
My precise emotional state
is not medically relevant.
313
00:14:41,384 --> 00:14:43,694
Unless you were angry
because Shaun made a bad call.
314
00:14:43,847 --> 00:14:45,849
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
315
00:14:49,452 --> 00:14:51,186
Shaun saved your life.
316
00:14:58,729 --> 00:14:59,873
[SIGHS]
317
00:14:59,897 --> 00:15:01,865
[GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING]
318
00:15:17,748 --> 00:15:19,063
What? [SCOFFS]
319
00:15:20,050 --> 00:15:21,928
Folding the shirt in thirds
320
00:15:21,952 --> 00:15:24,063
allows them to be stored vertically.
321
00:15:24,087 --> 00:15:25,899
Sure, but I'd rather...
322
00:15:25,923 --> 00:15:27,934
Storing them vertically saves space
323
00:15:27,958 --> 00:15:30,158
and makes them easier to find.
324
00:15:33,275 --> 00:15:34,943
Well, why don't you fold the shirts?
325
00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:38,374
That is an excellent idea.
326
00:15:38,836 --> 00:15:39,836
[CHUCKLES SARCASTICALLY]
327
00:15:42,639 --> 00:15:43,639
Good night.
328
00:15:44,441 --> 00:15:45,441
Good night.
329
00:15:52,950 --> 00:15:54,952
[PLAYFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
330
00:16:00,357 --> 00:16:01,701
Not a bad way to spend a dinner break.
331
00:16:01,725 --> 00:16:02,725
[LAUGHS]
332
00:16:05,362 --> 00:16:07,506
I'm going to go crash for a
while before my call starts.
333
00:16:07,530 --> 00:16:08,530
Okay.
334
00:16:11,101 --> 00:16:13,674
- Hey, we need Dr. Park or security.
- What's wrong?
335
00:16:13,698 --> 00:16:15,181
I-I went home to get
a change of clothes...
336
00:16:15,205 --> 00:16:16,506
[MOIRA] I must've fallen asleep.
337
00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:18,985
She's gone.
338
00:16:19,009 --> 00:16:21,144
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
339
00:16:24,998 --> 00:16:26,643
Cady couldn't sleep with,
with the restraints.
340
00:16:26,667 --> 00:16:28,235
She was upset and uncomfortable.
341
00:16:29,035 --> 00:16:30,476
I took them off.
342
00:16:32,873 --> 00:16:34,606
I asked her to. It's my fault.
343
00:16:35,676 --> 00:16:39,256
It's not your job
to enforce hospital protocol.
344
00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:41,291
Security's been alerted.
They're working top-down.
345
00:16:41,315 --> 00:16:43,193
You guys cover the east wing.
We'll take the west.
346
00:16:43,217 --> 00:16:45,700
Start down that hall.
I'll check the patient rooms.
347
00:16:48,955 --> 00:16:51,706
[SHAUN] Resecting the final
aspect of the tumor.
348
00:16:54,261 --> 00:16:55,738
Lea and I took Julianne's advice
349
00:16:55,762 --> 00:16:57,340
and divided and conquered last night.
350
00:16:57,364 --> 00:17:00,643
I started with the dishes and
then moved on to folding laundry.
351
00:17:00,667 --> 00:17:01,841
More irrigation.
352
00:17:02,736 --> 00:17:05,282
[ASHER] And Lea, what did she conquer?
353
00:17:05,306 --> 00:17:08,400
I was very open and pointed out
her shirt-folding errors,
354
00:17:08,424 --> 00:17:09,852
and then she went to bed.
355
00:17:09,876 --> 00:17:11,554
It was quite successful.
356
00:17:11,578 --> 00:17:13,990
[QUIRKY MUSIC PLAYING]
357
00:17:14,014 --> 00:17:15,313
[ASHER] You sure about that?
358
00:17:16,883 --> 00:17:20,151
- Did she... kiss you good night?
- Yes.
359
00:17:20,621 --> 00:17:22,612
- Cheek or lips?
- Cheek.
360
00:17:23,824 --> 00:17:25,702
I got all of the tumor.
361
00:17:25,726 --> 00:17:28,701
Remove the patties and line
the resection bed with Fibrillar.
362
00:17:30,897 --> 00:17:33,498
You think maybe
it was not a success with Lea?
363
00:17:35,035 --> 00:17:37,046
- Sounds like maybe...
- You bombed.
364
00:17:37,070 --> 00:17:39,039
[ALARM BEEPS, BLARES]
365
00:17:40,006 --> 00:17:41,381
She's in V-tach.
366
00:17:42,142 --> 00:17:44,887
No carotid pulse.
No detectable BP on the art line.
367
00:17:44,911 --> 00:17:46,719
[SHAUN] Check the brain
for herniation or hematoma.
368
00:17:47,481 --> 00:17:51,628
[ASHER] No bleeding or signs of edema...
369
00:17:51,652 --> 00:17:54,597
No increased ICP. Maybe she threw a PE?
370
00:17:54,621 --> 00:17:57,730
Her EKG was normal. Give one
milligram of epi and stand by with more.
371
00:17:58,892 --> 00:18:00,002
Clear!
372
00:18:00,026 --> 00:18:01,204
[BEEP, THUD]
373
00:18:01,228 --> 00:18:03,240
[BEEPING]
374
00:18:03,264 --> 00:18:04,407
[BLARING STOPS]
375
00:18:04,431 --> 00:18:06,633
[BEEPING]
376
00:18:09,670 --> 00:18:13,616
Her brain looked good.
Her vitals were stable.
377
00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:15,051
[ASHER] No history of heart disease.
378
00:18:15,075 --> 00:18:17,208
Could be an adverse reaction
to the anesthesia?
379
00:18:18,812 --> 00:18:20,456
Do an echo, send trops,
380
00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:23,339
and put her on telemetry
to rule out cardiac issues.
381
00:18:24,618 --> 00:18:27,764
[CADY] ♪ But I see your true colors ♪
382
00:18:27,788 --> 00:18:29,766
♪ Shining through ♪
383
00:18:29,790 --> 00:18:33,336
♪ I see your true colors ♪
384
00:18:33,360 --> 00:18:35,772
♪ And that's why I love you ♪
385
00:18:35,796 --> 00:18:37,698
♪ So don't be afraid ♪
386
00:18:38,732 --> 00:18:40,710
♪ To let them show ♪
387
00:18:40,734 --> 00:18:43,946
♪ Your true colors ♪
388
00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:46,349
♪ Your true colors ♪
389
00:18:46,373 --> 00:18:48,342
♪ Are beautiful ♪
390
00:18:50,210 --> 00:18:52,679
♪ Like a rainbow ♪
391
00:18:55,334 --> 00:18:56,334
Cady.
392
00:18:58,024 --> 00:18:59,024
Hey.
393
00:18:59,958 --> 00:19:00,958
Okay?
394
00:19:06,026 --> 00:19:07,694
Seems like you're feeling a bit better.
395
00:19:09,095 --> 00:19:10,573
I'm working on my solo.
396
00:19:11,336 --> 00:19:12,871
I know. I heard.
397
00:19:13,552 --> 00:19:14,640
It's lovely.
398
00:19:16,034 --> 00:19:18,770
Would you sing it to me while
we walk back to your room?
399
00:19:20,741 --> 00:19:23,510
Do I have to lie down?
It makes my head hurt.
400
00:19:25,612 --> 00:19:26,903
You can sit up in your bed.
401
00:19:28,915 --> 00:19:30,615
Okay. Come on.
402
00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:34,964
Attagirl.
403
00:19:34,988 --> 00:19:36,723
[SERENE MUSIC PLAYING]
404
00:19:43,730 --> 00:19:45,041
Cady, do your feet hurt?
405
00:19:45,065 --> 00:19:47,377
No. They're just sticky.
406
00:19:47,401 --> 00:19:49,717
They put glue on them
to keep me from running.
407
00:19:50,904 --> 00:19:54,384
♪ But I see your true colors
Shining through... ♪
408
00:19:54,408 --> 00:19:56,218
- We need to get a head CT.
- Yeah.
409
00:19:56,242 --> 00:19:57,242
♪ I see your true ♪
410
00:19:57,844 --> 00:19:59,856
The ventricular enlargement,
411
00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,146
that's fluid built up inside her brain.
412
00:20:02,949 --> 00:20:04,861
Cady has hydrocephalus.
413
00:20:04,885 --> 00:20:07,229
It explains a lot of her symptoms,
shuffling her feet,
414
00:20:07,253 --> 00:20:10,488
the headaches when she lies down, and...
415
00:20:11,730 --> 00:20:14,575
possibly, her psychiatric issues.
416
00:20:16,663 --> 00:20:19,376
Cady might not be bipolar?
417
00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:21,077
We'll know more once we insert a shunt
418
00:20:21,101 --> 00:20:22,945
and drain the fluid from her brain.
419
00:20:22,969 --> 00:20:25,014
I noticed the shuffling a year ago.
420
00:20:25,038 --> 00:20:27,116
I-I didn't even mention it
to the doctor.
421
00:20:27,140 --> 00:20:30,071
I just thought it was
another... delusion.
422
00:20:30,095 --> 00:20:33,511
All the doctors we brought her to,
they all missed it.
423
00:20:35,263 --> 00:20:37,226
We almost locked her up.
424
00:20:37,250 --> 00:20:38,766
She could've died in there.
425
00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:40,854
[PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING]
426
00:20:46,092 --> 00:20:47,804
We removed all of the tumor.
427
00:20:47,828 --> 00:20:49,639
The surgery was successful, although...
428
00:20:49,663 --> 00:20:50,663
I died.
429
00:20:52,232 --> 00:20:53,610
I saw you.
430
00:20:53,634 --> 00:20:56,033
It was like I was out of my body.
431
00:20:56,670 --> 00:20:58,915
I saw you doing compressions
432
00:20:58,939 --> 00:21:01,250
and there were alarms going off.
433
00:21:01,274 --> 00:21:05,455
And then I saw my husband
in these quick flashes.
434
00:21:05,479 --> 00:21:08,671
He was waiting for me, somewhere.
435
00:21:09,650 --> 00:21:10,893
Tell me what you saw.
436
00:21:11,174 --> 00:21:14,030
There were vivid colors everywhere.
437
00:21:14,054 --> 00:21:17,054
It was unlike anything I had ever seen.
438
00:21:17,357 --> 00:21:20,308
But it felt like home.
439
00:21:21,027 --> 00:21:22,518
What kind of colors?
440
00:21:22,896 --> 00:21:25,307
I... can't describe them.
441
00:21:25,670 --> 00:21:29,150
My husband was reaching out to me...
442
00:21:30,303 --> 00:21:32,403
and I almost touched him.
443
00:21:33,739 --> 00:21:35,281
Then you pulled me back.
444
00:21:36,843 --> 00:21:38,659
You had a near-death experience.
445
00:21:40,781 --> 00:21:41,924
Ah.
446
00:21:41,948 --> 00:21:44,494
No. She had a symptom.
447
00:21:44,518 --> 00:21:46,397
There is something else
wrong with your brain.
448
00:21:46,421 --> 00:21:48,127
We need to find out what it is.
449
00:21:57,344 --> 00:22:00,085
She didn't have
an out-of-body experience!
450
00:22:00,193 --> 00:22:02,439
She accurately described us
trying to save her.
451
00:22:02,464 --> 00:22:04,942
No, she described a code,
which only proves
452
00:22:04,967 --> 00:22:07,412
that she watches
medical shows on television.
453
00:22:07,437 --> 00:22:09,882
And the heaven that she told us about,
it's all recycled cliches...
454
00:22:09,907 --> 00:22:13,387
the peace, nice colors,
your loved ones waiting.
455
00:22:13,412 --> 00:22:15,122
And maybe those cliches exist
456
00:22:15,147 --> 00:22:17,195
because that's what
the afterlife is like.
457
00:22:18,466 --> 00:22:20,907
- You're a believer.
- Please be quiet!
458
00:22:22,903 --> 00:22:25,248
Julianne must have a multifocal tumor,
459
00:22:25,272 --> 00:22:27,149
most likely in her occipital lobe.
460
00:22:27,173 --> 00:22:29,529
A tumor there could've caused a
subclinical, nonconvulsive seizure,
461
00:22:29,553 --> 00:22:31,855
which would explain her
hallucination and cardiac arrest.
462
00:22:31,879 --> 00:22:34,254
A tumor there would make sense.
463
00:22:34,922 --> 00:22:35,956
Then where is it?
464
00:22:37,452 --> 00:22:40,296
It must be hidden by the edema
from the previous tumor.
465
00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:43,133
We need more images
at a higher resolution.
466
00:22:43,157 --> 00:22:45,724
All right, I'll book the MRI
and get Julianne.
467
00:22:47,027 --> 00:22:49,940
Oh, are you a one almighty God type
468
00:22:49,964 --> 00:22:52,189
or more spiritual, but not religious?
469
00:22:52,867 --> 00:22:54,274
I'm just asking for a friend.
470
00:22:57,037 --> 00:22:58,205
[CELL PHONE CHIMES, VIBRATES]
471
00:22:59,004 --> 00:23:01,004
_
472
00:23:01,277 --> 00:23:03,277
_
473
00:23:03,837 --> 00:23:05,285
_
474
00:23:06,581 --> 00:23:08,348
[UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
475
00:23:24,121 --> 00:23:27,552
_
476
00:23:28,402 --> 00:23:30,437
[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]
477
00:23:32,224 --> 00:23:33,605
You're off-target.
478
00:23:35,209 --> 00:23:37,943
Position the catheter toward the
nasion and tragus skull landmarks.
479
00:23:40,848 --> 00:23:42,125
If Cady hadn't wandered off,
480
00:23:42,149 --> 00:23:44,227
we may have never noticed
the foot dragging.
481
00:23:44,251 --> 00:23:47,030
A good outcome doesn't
cancel out a bad decision.
482
00:23:47,054 --> 00:23:48,954
The chain of command
exists for a reason.
483
00:23:53,667 --> 00:23:55,043
I'm in.
484
00:23:55,261 --> 00:23:57,170
Attach the manometer
to check her brain pressure.
485
00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:04,427
Oh, no. I'd guess about 40 centimeters.
486
00:24:06,345 --> 00:24:08,180
Must've been building up for years.
487
00:24:09,544 --> 00:24:11,393
The brain damage could be irreversible.
488
00:24:14,298 --> 00:24:15,659
[DR. PARK] I'm gonna place the valve,
489
00:24:15,683 --> 00:24:17,193
start draining fluid into the abdomen.
490
00:24:17,217 --> 00:24:18,953
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
491
00:24:23,591 --> 00:24:25,782
I got your text. Is everything okay?
492
00:24:30,884 --> 00:24:33,957
Were you mad last night when
I took over folding the shirts?
493
00:24:35,836 --> 00:24:38,314
Shaun, at some point we need to define
494
00:24:38,339 --> 00:24:41,085
what qualifies as an important matter
495
00:24:41,110 --> 00:24:43,188
that needs to be discussed
as soon as possible.
496
00:24:43,277 --> 00:24:45,802
Yes. Okay. Were you mad?
497
00:24:46,413 --> 00:24:48,458
I was frustrated. But I'm over it.
498
00:24:48,482 --> 00:24:50,293
Why were you frustrated?
499
00:24:50,317 --> 00:24:52,462
Didn't you want to know
the right way to do it?
500
00:24:52,486 --> 00:24:55,562
There's no right way to do it, Shaun.
501
00:24:56,043 --> 00:24:59,188
There's my way, there's your way,
502
00:24:59,213 --> 00:25:00,591
and a thousand other ways.
503
00:25:00,661 --> 00:25:02,906
And I don't need you to think
that my way is right.
504
00:25:02,930 --> 00:25:06,114
Especially since your way
is fully research supported.
505
00:25:06,139 --> 00:25:10,019
But knowing you think I'm wrong
about so many things,
506
00:25:10,337 --> 00:25:13,784
sometimes it feels like
you're watching me
507
00:25:13,808 --> 00:25:15,485
and holding a big sign that says,
508
00:25:15,509 --> 00:25:17,000
"You're doing everything wrong."
509
00:25:18,245 --> 00:25:19,753
That's why I was frustrated.
510
00:25:21,955 --> 00:25:23,533
And I know you didn't mean it that way,
511
00:25:23,558 --> 00:25:24,801
and I know it's important for you
512
00:25:24,826 --> 00:25:27,438
to have things a certain way.
513
00:25:27,463 --> 00:25:29,107
Because of my ASD.
514
00:25:29,132 --> 00:25:32,265
I love your brain, Shaun.
515
00:25:32,605 --> 00:25:36,936
And I really don't care
about laundry and dishes.
516
00:25:37,865 --> 00:25:42,317
I'll find something else to be in
charge of like grocery shopping.
517
00:25:44,885 --> 00:25:49,265
Maybe you could check
the apples better for bruises.
518
00:25:49,343 --> 00:25:51,493
The store will not take them back.
519
00:25:52,799 --> 00:25:54,076
Right.
520
00:25:54,101 --> 00:25:56,164
There's something wrong
with Julianne's brain.
521
00:25:56,817 --> 00:25:58,249
I don't see anything.
522
00:26:00,146 --> 00:26:01,378
Me neither.
523
00:26:04,464 --> 00:26:07,277
[DR. PARK] We'll know a lot more
about her prognosis when she wakes up.
524
00:26:07,302 --> 00:26:10,247
For now, we're keeping her
under sedation
525
00:26:10,272 --> 00:26:12,284
and giving mannitol to keep
her brain pressure down.
526
00:26:12,366 --> 00:26:16,279
Well, whatever happens,
we'll get through it.
527
00:26:16,303 --> 00:26:18,353
You're in for the long haul now?
528
00:26:19,373 --> 00:26:21,314
You threatened to walk out on us.
529
00:26:23,277 --> 00:26:25,155
I was upset.
530
00:26:25,179 --> 00:26:29,159
I just... I was trying to do what
was best for her and for... for you.
531
00:26:29,183 --> 00:26:30,573
By leaving us?
532
00:26:51,974 --> 00:26:55,734
Your symptoms point to another
tumor in your occipital lobe.
533
00:26:56,276 --> 00:26:58,557
No tablet this time?
534
00:26:59,112 --> 00:27:03,061
The tumor doesn't show up on imaging,
but I know it is there.
535
00:27:03,086 --> 00:27:06,399
We can see an irregular and distinct
pattern of edema in that region.
536
00:27:06,589 --> 00:27:09,957
If the tumor's there, it will
very likely stop your heart again.
537
00:27:11,360 --> 00:27:13,126
I've been dead before.
538
00:27:14,522 --> 00:27:15,754
It was pretty great.
539
00:27:17,381 --> 00:27:18,981
I don't want the surgery.
540
00:27:19,005 --> 00:27:23,949
No, the bright colors you couldn't
describe, that's color agnosia.
541
00:27:23,973 --> 00:27:26,685
Your husband being just out of reach,
that's optic ataxia.
542
00:27:26,709 --> 00:27:28,554
You did not see Heaven.
543
00:27:28,578 --> 00:27:31,270
You had a seizure caused by your tumor.
544
00:27:32,114 --> 00:27:33,313
Dr. Murphy,
545
00:27:34,784 --> 00:27:37,651
you and I are both cursed
546
00:27:38,354 --> 00:27:40,823
with being very good at fixing things.
547
00:27:41,591 --> 00:27:43,407
When Scott was alive,
548
00:27:43,432 --> 00:27:46,177
I could have made a list of a hundred
ways
549
00:27:46,201 --> 00:27:49,746
to improve my marriage, my husband.
550
00:27:50,066 --> 00:27:52,082
But when I saw him again...
551
00:27:54,136 --> 00:27:57,129
I couldn't think
of a single thing I'd change.
552
00:27:59,776 --> 00:28:02,301
I just want to be with my husband again.
553
00:28:06,428 --> 00:28:07,428
You will be.
554
00:28:08,885 --> 00:28:11,353
Uh, I think
what you experienced was real.
555
00:28:14,290 --> 00:28:17,302
What you saw, it's...
it's not going anywhere.
556
00:28:17,326 --> 00:28:19,985
And there are still a lot of
people here who need your insight.
557
00:28:22,050 --> 00:28:26,611
I know that matters to you
because even with a tumor...
558
00:28:26,636 --> 00:28:28,285
Two brain tumors.
559
00:28:29,305 --> 00:28:31,984
Two brain tumors and a broken ankle,
560
00:28:32,008 --> 00:28:34,207
you still made a point of
helping half your medical team.
561
00:28:36,646 --> 00:28:38,253
Eternity is a long time.
562
00:28:39,313 --> 00:28:41,759
Your husband will be waiting
for you whenever you get there.
563
00:28:41,784 --> 00:28:43,919
[PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING]
564
00:28:48,825 --> 00:28:49,992
He better.
565
00:28:54,469 --> 00:28:55,871
Let's see if you're right.
566
00:29:02,739 --> 00:29:04,650
She's a GCS of eight,
567
00:29:04,674 --> 00:29:06,418
has most of her brain stem reflexes.
568
00:29:06,442 --> 00:29:09,951
But no signs that she's ready
to come off the vent.
569
00:29:12,749 --> 00:29:15,082
She always took forever to wake up.
570
00:29:21,323 --> 00:29:24,637
I saw Paul in the cafeteria just now
571
00:29:24,661 --> 00:29:26,593
surrounded by empty coffee cups.
572
00:29:27,829 --> 00:29:29,106
If you'd like some company...
573
00:29:29,131 --> 00:29:31,465
No, I'm fine. Thank you, Doctor.
574
00:29:46,367 --> 00:29:49,116
I used to be a lieutenant
on an aircraft carrier.
575
00:29:50,519 --> 00:29:52,246
The first time I saw a plane land,
576
00:29:52,270 --> 00:29:54,600
I thought for sure this sucker
577
00:29:54,624 --> 00:29:57,290
is going to skid right off
the other end into the ocean.
578
00:30:00,196 --> 00:30:01,874
I promise there's a point to this.
579
00:30:01,898 --> 00:30:02,898
[CHUCKLES]
580
00:30:04,701 --> 00:30:06,111
But they never do.
581
00:30:06,135 --> 00:30:09,260
Because the planes,
they have these tail hooks
582
00:30:09,284 --> 00:30:12,150
that catch
on these giant, inch-thick steel wires.
583
00:30:12,174 --> 00:30:15,287
These wires, they can stop
a 50,000-pound aircraft
584
00:30:15,311 --> 00:30:19,980
traveling 150 miles per hour
in two seconds.
585
00:30:20,956 --> 00:30:22,691
And they almost never break...
586
00:30:24,825 --> 00:30:27,028
until they do.
587
00:30:30,059 --> 00:30:33,285
One swung across the deck
and hit my leg, sent me flying.
588
00:30:33,996 --> 00:30:36,037
I was in a coma for weeks.
589
00:30:36,966 --> 00:30:39,111
My parents, they had to decide
590
00:30:39,135 --> 00:30:41,126
whether or not to amputate my leg,
591
00:30:42,138 --> 00:30:43,545
and they disagreed.
592
00:30:46,408 --> 00:30:47,966
It got ugly.
593
00:30:51,113 --> 00:30:55,348
But my mom won.
594
00:30:57,787 --> 00:31:00,562
And I went to med school on one leg.
595
00:31:02,258 --> 00:31:06,151
And my parents, they celebrated
45 years last month.
596
00:31:11,039 --> 00:31:13,283
When a family member is sick,
597
00:31:15,604 --> 00:31:17,329
everybody gets a pass.
598
00:31:35,610 --> 00:31:36,765
Hi, there.
599
00:31:40,702 --> 00:31:43,161
After Shaun committed to the
angioembolization,
600
00:31:43,185 --> 00:31:44,275
my collateral vessels bled,
601
00:31:44,300 --> 00:31:46,411
causing my blood pressure to bottom out.
602
00:31:46,435 --> 00:31:48,689
- Audrey, it's late...
- That loss of BP
603
00:31:48,713 --> 00:31:51,049
led to my cord ischemia,
which led to my paralysis.
604
00:31:51,073 --> 00:31:54,119
- Do you agree?
- Yes, as I said in the report, yes.
605
00:31:54,143 --> 00:31:56,121
The report is facts. It's just facts.
606
00:31:56,145 --> 00:31:58,084
Audrey, what exactly
do you want from me?
607
00:31:58,108 --> 00:32:01,259
I am sitting in this chair
because of that surgery.
608
00:32:01,283 --> 00:32:03,796
And everybody here
seems completely fine with it.
609
00:32:03,820 --> 00:32:06,799
Fine with Shaun's decision,
fine with him going rogue.
610
00:32:06,823 --> 00:32:08,088
I'm not fine with it.
611
00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:11,522
I'm not fine with it.
612
00:32:11,546 --> 00:32:13,010
Well,
that is not what you said in the M&M.
613
00:32:13,162 --> 00:32:15,307
What Shaun did was headstrong,
it was risky,
614
00:32:15,331 --> 00:32:17,009
and it's not
what I would have done, okay?
615
00:32:17,033 --> 00:32:18,676
But let's just be clear.
616
00:32:18,700 --> 00:32:20,078
He didn't make a mistake,
617
00:32:20,102 --> 00:32:21,513
he did what he thought was best,
618
00:32:21,537 --> 00:32:24,082
and it shouldn't be a mark
on his career as a surgeon.
619
00:32:24,106 --> 00:32:26,584
- That is not your decision.
- And I'm angry, okay?
620
00:32:26,608 --> 00:32:29,654
I'm angry. So what? It's irrelevant.
621
00:32:29,678 --> 00:32:33,325
I'm so angry I could scream.
It keeps me up every night.
622
00:32:33,349 --> 00:32:35,360
What if Andrews didn't call me away?
623
00:32:35,384 --> 00:32:37,662
What if I had come back
just five minutes sooner?
624
00:32:37,686 --> 00:32:39,585
What if? What if? What if?
625
00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:42,224
- Well, what would you have done?
- [SIGHS]
626
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:45,670
Come on, Aaron.
627
00:32:45,694 --> 00:32:47,252
What would you have done?
628
00:32:48,670 --> 00:32:51,548
Would you have told Shaun
to go back to the original plan?
629
00:32:58,106 --> 00:32:59,106
Yes.
630
00:33:01,997 --> 00:33:02,997
[SIGHS]
631
00:33:05,181 --> 00:33:06,248
Thank you.
632
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:13,028
Because everything's fixed now?
633
00:33:13,956 --> 00:33:16,072
Because you're gonna walk again soon?
634
00:33:18,094 --> 00:33:19,576
Because you're with me.
635
00:33:22,663 --> 00:33:26,124
Finally somebody sees my side
instead of Shaun's.
636
00:33:28,971 --> 00:33:31,004
It's not either-or.
637
00:33:33,142 --> 00:33:34,476
I'm not so sure.
638
00:33:46,219 --> 00:33:49,262
There's just something sexy
about the closet.
639
00:33:49,495 --> 00:33:52,341
Maybe it's the symbolism.
You know, like coming out of the closet.
640
00:33:52,366 --> 00:33:54,932
- I get it. I just don't approve of it.
- Why?
641
00:33:55,596 --> 00:33:57,507
From the coffee shop
that's on my way in.
642
00:33:57,531 --> 00:34:00,577
Number two on your list of
top-ten food and beverage items
643
00:34:00,601 --> 00:34:02,316
within walking distance of the hospital.
644
00:34:02,769 --> 00:34:04,736
The almond croissant.
645
00:34:06,573 --> 00:34:08,951
Thanks. I'll pay you back.
646
00:34:08,975 --> 00:34:11,075
Don't you dare. I'll see you in surgery.
647
00:34:11,478 --> 00:34:12,478
Oh.
648
00:34:16,216 --> 00:34:19,000
Okay, I feel something.
649
00:34:20,086 --> 00:34:21,769
A crush.
650
00:34:21,794 --> 00:34:25,374
A massive, all-consuming, "my
stomach rolls over when I see him" crush
651
00:34:25,399 --> 00:34:27,144
because he is gorgeous
652
00:34:27,328 --> 00:34:30,928
and thoughtful and smart and apparently
eats carbs, and I'm only human.
653
00:34:32,032 --> 00:34:34,307
- Happy now?
- Yeah.
654
00:34:35,736 --> 00:34:37,061
Are you gonna eat that?
655
00:34:40,407 --> 00:34:41,814
I'm so screwed.
656
00:34:44,891 --> 00:34:47,945
Just a minute. Dr. Murphy.
657
00:34:54,555 --> 00:34:56,996
Don't worry too much
about the wet cement.
658
00:34:58,425 --> 00:35:02,668
It's clear how important your
wife and your marriage is to you.
659
00:35:03,263 --> 00:35:06,714
Just keep letting Lea know that,
660
00:35:08,168 --> 00:35:10,580
and you'll keep being a great husband.
661
00:35:10,604 --> 00:35:12,739
[PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING]
662
00:35:18,579 --> 00:35:20,812
Count backwards from ten.
663
00:35:21,882 --> 00:35:23,316
Ten.
664
00:35:24,284 --> 00:35:25,483
Nine.
665
00:35:27,026 --> 00:35:28,127
Eight.
666
00:35:28,152 --> 00:35:31,447
[ANESTHESIOLOGIST] BIS is at 50.
CO2 is normal. Ready, Doctor.
667
00:35:31,858 --> 00:35:34,283
Making the first incision.
668
00:35:34,620 --> 00:35:37,954
Stand by with the periosteal
for skull dissection.
669
00:35:40,401 --> 00:35:42,278
[MONITOR BEEPING]
670
00:35:42,302 --> 00:35:45,081
[ASHER] Heart rate's 125.
BP is 195 over 132.
671
00:35:45,105 --> 00:35:47,283
- Another seizure?
- It's the tumor.
672
00:35:47,307 --> 00:35:50,052
Give another 500 of Keppra
and high-dose propofol.
673
00:35:50,076 --> 00:35:52,455
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY]
674
00:35:52,479 --> 00:35:54,214
[ASHER] She's in v-tach. No pulse.
675
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:56,108
[FLATLINE]
676
00:35:57,250 --> 00:35:58,808
[SHAUN] One milligram of epi.
677
00:35:59,453 --> 00:36:01,154
[PADDLES WHINE]
678
00:36:02,822 --> 00:36:03,822
Clear!
679
00:36:04,290 --> 00:36:05,735
[PADDLES THUD]
680
00:36:05,759 --> 00:36:07,494
[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
681
00:36:10,631 --> 00:36:13,467
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
682
00:36:24,511 --> 00:36:26,085
[ASHER] It's been 12 minutes.
683
00:36:31,952 --> 00:36:33,262
[FLATLINE STOPS]
684
00:36:33,286 --> 00:36:35,021
[MELANCHOLIC MUSIC PLAYING]
685
00:36:42,128 --> 00:36:46,689
Time of death, 12:43 p.m.
686
00:36:53,373 --> 00:36:57,158
They're together again, somewhere.
687
00:37:01,381 --> 00:37:02,830
Probably not.
688
00:37:05,385 --> 00:37:07,168
But that would be nice.
689
00:37:23,382 --> 00:37:24,382
Hey.
690
00:37:28,246 --> 00:37:29,414
Hey, sweetie.
691
00:37:30,143 --> 00:37:31,143
I'm here.
692
00:37:32,145 --> 00:37:35,738
Mom? What's going on? Why am I here?
693
00:37:39,653 --> 00:37:40,952
You're in the hospital,
694
00:37:42,995 --> 00:37:44,200
but you're okay now.
695
00:37:44,224 --> 00:37:46,736
♪ You with the sad eyes ♪
696
00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:47,704
♪ Don't be discouraged... ♪
697
00:37:47,728 --> 00:37:48,938
Where's Paul?
698
00:37:48,962 --> 00:37:51,264
♪ Oh, I realize... ♪
699
00:37:52,132 --> 00:37:53,506
Hey, Cady-Cat.
700
00:37:55,368 --> 00:37:57,009
Hey, Papa Paul.
701
00:37:58,503 --> 00:37:59,604
Get in here.
702
00:38:01,441 --> 00:38:03,276
♪ The darkness inside you... ♪
703
00:38:04,344 --> 00:38:06,255
Yeah, get in here.
704
00:38:06,279 --> 00:38:12,428
♪ But I see your true colors
Shining through ♪
705
00:38:12,452 --> 00:38:17,600
♪ I see your true colors
And that's why I love you... ♪
706
00:38:17,624 --> 00:38:19,368
We missed you so much.
707
00:38:19,392 --> 00:38:23,439
♪ So don't be afraid To let them show ♪
708
00:38:23,463 --> 00:38:29,779
♪ Your true colors Are beautiful ♪
709
00:38:29,803 --> 00:38:33,607
♪ Like a rainbow... ♪
710
00:38:40,581 --> 00:38:45,808
I think you should do the
dishes before I have to go.
711
00:38:46,319 --> 00:38:47,997
Really?
712
00:38:48,021 --> 00:38:49,331
Are you gonna teach me your technique?
713
00:38:49,355 --> 00:38:50,567
No.
714
00:38:50,591 --> 00:38:54,734
I am going to get ready
for my night call.
715
00:38:56,694 --> 00:38:57,903
Go ahead.
716
00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:02,244
♪ If this world Makes you crazy ♪
717
00:39:02,268 --> 00:39:05,381
♪ And you've taken All you can bear ♪
718
00:39:05,405 --> 00:39:07,617
♪ You call me up ♪
719
00:39:07,641 --> 00:39:10,252
♪ 'Cause you know I'll be there ♪
720
00:39:10,276 --> 00:39:13,923
♪ And I see your true colors ♪
721
00:39:13,947 --> 00:39:16,258
♪ Shining through ♪
722
00:39:16,282 --> 00:39:19,796
♪ I see your true colors ♪
723
00:39:19,820 --> 00:39:22,799
- ♪ That's why I love you... ♪
- _
724
00:39:22,823 --> 00:39:25,097
I love you, too, Shaun.
725
00:39:25,692 --> 00:39:27,704
♪ To let them show ♪
726
00:39:27,728 --> 00:39:31,273
♪ Your true colors ♪
727
00:39:31,297 --> 00:39:35,912
♪ True colors Are shining through... ♪
728
00:39:35,936 --> 00:39:37,313
It's okay if you can't watch.
729
00:39:37,337 --> 00:39:38,571
You can leave.
730
00:39:39,873 --> 00:39:42,318
♪ And that's why I love you ♪
731
00:39:42,342 --> 00:39:48,124
♪ So don't be afraid To let it show ♪
732
00:39:48,148 --> 00:39:54,087
♪ Your true colors Are beautiful ♪
733
00:39:58,047 --> 00:40:00,703
Hey, Cady's latest neuro exam
showed no deficits.
734
00:40:00,727 --> 00:40:03,052
And the alignment
from her ex fix looks great.
735
00:40:07,500 --> 00:40:09,266
Um, I'm sorry.
736
00:40:11,444 --> 00:40:14,950
Chain of command was never
my strong suit. I'm working on it.
737
00:40:14,975 --> 00:40:16,042
Thank you...
738
00:40:20,326 --> 00:40:22,071
for your service, Lieutenant.
739
00:40:29,089 --> 00:40:31,414
Was anybody
ever gonna ask about my limp?
740
00:40:34,853 --> 00:40:38,337
Shaun wanted to,
but we told him he wasn't allowed.
741
00:40:43,403 --> 00:40:44,403
[CHUCKLES]
742
00:40:49,342 --> 00:40:51,587
You lost a patient today, Dr. Murphy?
743
00:40:51,611 --> 00:40:54,623
She seized on the table
before the first incision.
744
00:40:54,647 --> 00:40:56,893
Autopsy confirmed she had a
high-grade occipital lobe tumor
745
00:40:56,917 --> 00:40:59,316
which would have killed her
in three to six months.
746
00:41:00,153 --> 00:41:02,064
Your advice was good.
747
00:41:02,088 --> 00:41:04,400
I talked to Lea about habits
748
00:41:04,424 --> 00:41:06,903
and learned she doesn't
appreciate when I wash the dishes
749
00:41:06,927 --> 00:41:08,370
after she washes the dishes,
750
00:41:08,394 --> 00:41:10,006
even though she is doing it wrong.
751
00:41:10,030 --> 00:41:11,335
Shaun, I can't hear this.
752
00:41:11,359 --> 00:41:14,110
[LOUDLY] Your advice was good.
I talked to Lea about...
753
00:41:14,134 --> 00:41:15,875
I mean, I don't want to hear it.
754
00:41:19,773 --> 00:41:22,551
I'm having complicated feelings
about my surgery.
755
00:41:22,575 --> 00:41:24,383
- What you did.
- I saved your life.
756
00:41:27,752 --> 00:41:28,753
This...
757
00:41:29,750 --> 00:41:32,061
This is a struggle.
758
00:41:32,085 --> 00:41:36,896
You put me here,
and I'm really angry about that.
759
00:41:39,926 --> 00:41:41,358
As your boss,
760
00:41:42,328 --> 00:41:44,306
I need to set my feelings aside,
761
00:41:44,330 --> 00:41:45,932
be professional, and I will.
762
00:41:49,235 --> 00:41:50,826
But that's all.
763
00:41:51,210 --> 00:41:53,537
I don't want you to ask me
about my personal life,
764
00:41:54,174 --> 00:41:56,123
and I don't want to hear about yours.
765
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:02,963
From now on, our relationship
is medicine only.
766
00:42:03,850 --> 00:42:06,019
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
767
00:42:18,464 --> 00:42:20,200
[CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
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