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(Episode 39)

What's wrong?

Does your leg hurt again? You said it got better.

It's not that this time.

I sprained my ankle when I was getting off the car.

- Let me see. - I'm okay.

I said I'm okay.

Are you really okay? Do you think you can operate?

What if I can't? Can you do it for me?

My gosh.

Don't worry. It's just a little sore.

Scalpel.

Irrigation. Suction.

(Suction: Sucking out blended gas or fluid)

Retractor.

(Retractor: Tools used to widen the incision)

How did it go?

Her surgery went well.

The patient is stable now, so you can move her right away.

Okay, we will.

- Thank you. - You can go in.

I brought you coffee.

What is it? Does your leg still hurt?

A little.

Ask Dr. Kim to give you acupuncture. He says it's effective.

Don't you want to?

Could you bring me some medicinal patches?

How about you get an x-ray first?

Your knee looks a bit swollen.

I don't think so.

Get an x-ray. What if there's a hairline fracture?

What if it gets worse and you need a cast?

Who will operate on our patients?

Shall I, then?

You just love to operate.

Just one mention of operating, and you immediately changed...

Nurse Yoo.

- Do you need help? - No.

Shall I...

get Doctor Kwak for you?

Why would you do that?

I wonder. Why would I do that?

Doctor.

A hairline fracture?

You'd be in much worse shape if that were the case.

Your leg would've swollen incredibly.

Right?

- Forget it, then. \ - Stay.

Let's just do it.

It's best to be safe than sorry.

Lie down.

Let's have a look.

Don't you move.

(X-ray room)

Don't do this.

Nurse Yoo seems to know about us.

What about her?

What did she say?

You can't break the first rule.

What was the first rule?

"Do not hold my wrist on the hospital ship."

- Can I hold your ankle, then? - What?

- I'll do it. - Stay still.

Let's have a look.

Is Doctor Song's bone fractured or not?

Wait.

What's this?

This is...

Do you have the results?

Send them to me.

Doctor Song.

Come and sit down.

Why? Does it look bad?

Sit down.

Is this...

mine?

Is it mine?

Let's take another x-ray.

That's done.

Tie it nice and tight. The wind's picking up.

Sure.

- Great job. - Bye.

Why haven't you changed yet? Aren't you going home?

You can go ahead.

Doctor Song and I have some things to do.

I think you can do that back at the dorm.

I told you to go ahead.

If I may remind you both,

you two are in charge of dinner tonight.

Yes. What do we eat if you both stay?

Figure something out.

Or starve.

Skipping one meal won't kill you.

Let's go, Mr. Chu.

We're not done talking.

- Mr. Chu. - You heard me.

Why won't you just listen?

Hyun.

- Did you get caught? - What do you mean?

Did he catch you and Doctor Song getting up to no good?

Hey.

So,

what do you think they're so serious about?

It's osteosarcoma, isn't it?

(Osteosarcoma: A malignant bone growth)

You'll need a biopsy to be sure.

Get up. You're coming with me.

Let's get a biopsy right away.

Go and get changed.

- Mr. Chu. - Or go in that.

I will...

deal with it.

What do you mean?

I don't want...

the others...

to know I'm sick.

Why?

Are you afraid of being a nuisance?

Who cares? We're family.

I'm not asking for a favor as a colleague.

I'm not asking as Doctor Song.

I'm just a patient...

asking a medical professional...

to keep her medical records a secret.

Please...

keep my secret, Mr. Chu.

I will.

- What about the biopsy? - I'll get it done.

Are you sure?

Is there a bump here?

Doctor, are you hurt?

It's quite cold.

Hey, hey, what do you think you're doing?

- Stop it. - Come here.

- Come here. - Oh dear.

What have you done?

I guess the mailman just tossed it over.

What's wrong with you? Why are you always eating paper?

You can't be a dog. You're a goat, aren't you?

- Who is it? - Who's what?

Whose mail did he chew up?

Only he will know. The name's in his stomach.

- He ate the address? - Yes.

- Whose is it? - I don't know.

"The Royal London Hospital"?

It must be from the UK.

Is it for Doctor Song?

What is?

- What's all this? - Did Doctor Song...

apply to an emergency hospital in England?

- What? - It looks like it.

You didn't know?

- This was it. - What is it?

The reason Mr. Chu was upset.

He's upset she wants to leave just when...

we got a working surgery on board.

That makes sense.

It looks so good.

Pork is the best.

You're working hard until late.

What brings you here?

The patient shows signs of osteosarcoma.

I want to ask for biopsy.

"Patient X"? What kind of name is it?

It's a candidate for a clinical trial.

The patient asked for anonymity.

I see. Okay.

- How long will it take? - Maybe one day.

It can be quicker if you're in a hurry.

- By tomorrow morning? - I'll try.

I'll buy you coffee.

(Kwak Hyun)

The test result came out.

It's osteosarcoma as you expected.

It's one of the most virulent types of cancer.

If it had spread to the lungs,

the patient's survival rate drops by half.

I gave you the result much earlier than you asked.

Aren't you thankful? You'd better buy me that coffee.

Where were you?

- I was at the ER. - Did you get a call?

Why didn't you answer the phone?

Let me go. I'm tired.

- Dr. Song. - I'm tired.

Have you talked to Dr. Song?

What did she say? Will she go to England?

- Hyun. - Hey.

Why do you talk so much?

Stay out of their business.

- Don't forget to take the medicine. - Okay.

- It'll be provided outside. - Okay.

- Please take care. - Goodbye.

Everything looks good. I'll see you next week.

Please take care.

(Kwak Hyun)

Are you looking for treasure or something?

You startled me.

Were you only startled?

You smell good.

Do you want to...

- go somewhere tomorrow? - Where?

A nice place.

A nice place?

That sounds good.

Shall we take a picture together too?

That doesn't sound like you.

I told you. A person can change.

All right.

No, let's use my cellphone today.

1, 2, 3.

You're hiding something, right?

What is it?

Tell me.

Just say it.

If you don't want to, shall I?

You want to leave, right?

To the UK.

You want to get training at the trauma center in London.

Isn't that right?

How did you know that?

Is that what you've been thinking about for the last few days?

You look drawn.

I'm disappointed.

Why didn't you discuss it with me?

Did you think I'd stop you?

Did you think I was that stubborn to stop you...

from doing what you want?

- No. - What then?

Did you think I'd cheat on you...

if we have a long-distance relationship?

It's not that.

Why are you hesitating then?

You can just go without worrying.

Are you...

really okay with that?

Can I go?

If you promise me we'll video chat every day.

From now on, don't worry yourself about how I would feel.

I want you to feel free to talk to me about anything.

I want to help you and support you.

I don't want to tie you down.

You're getting teary again.

You know what?

You act like you're a very strong person,

but you're actually a crybaby.

Listen.

If I tell you I don't want to go back...

If I tell you I don't want to go back to the dormitory...

and just be with you tonight,

would that make me a shallow woman?

(Episode 40 will air shortly.)

(Final Episode)

(Letter of Resignation)

I can't say I'm not disappointed,

but this is a good opportunity for you,

so I can't stop you.

Thank you for everything you've done for me.

Sure.

Take care of yourself.

Doctor Song.

You're quitting?

Yes.

And you'll quit your job at the hospital ship soon as well?

Yes.

Is there anything you want to tell me?

I had a feeling...

it wouldn't last.

What wouldn't?

The secret.

I thought...

Mr. Chu would tell you.

Even if he didn't,

you should have. That's the right thing to do.

Keep it to yourself.

No one else can know.

Where will you go?

To the UK.

- Doctor Song. - That's where I want you...

to think I went.

Why are you doing this?

Why are you being so stubborn?

You're right.

Love is everything.

Love is everything.

It's everything.

There's this man I like.

Just thinking of him...

makes my hand and feet curl.

This beats out of my chest all the time.

The sky is so blue, the sea is so beautiful,

and every plant I see on the ground is pretty...

because he is there.

The cancer that grows in my body...

is virulent.

If it spread to my lungs, I could die.

Even if I don't die,

I most likely will become disabled.

Doctor Song...

I think I want that guy...

to think highly of me.

Unless I'm healthy and beautiful,

I don't want to be with him.

I don't want him to see me...

when I'm suffering and low.

Don't do that.

More than that,

I can't make him...

take me on as a burden too.

He's struggling enough already...

without me adding to it.

I didn't fall in love...

to become a burden...

or to burden anyone else.

If I'd known,

I wouldn't have started it.

I want to put him at ease.

When he's with me at least.

I want him...

to be able to relax.

That's why I got started.

That's why...

I prefer it this way.

You're way too cool.

I want to be cool.

And scary tenacious.

I always was.

(Express bus)

Did you have to take the first bus on a work day?

It wasn't my choice.

I'm following their schedule.

I have less than half a day between the seminar and my flight,

and they really want to meet then.

Okay.

Call as soon as you arrive.

Get on the bus. It's cold.

- Take care. - What greeting is that?

You should say something like, "See you soon."

You can't say "take care" like we'll never meet again.

Did I say that?

- Don't do it again. - Okay.

Go on.

The tumor is quite large...

and the chest CT and PET-CT show signs it spread to the lungs.

Let's do chemotherapy to get the cancer in the lungs...

and try to reduce the mass.

Did she call?

No.

Not once in over a month?

Why don't you call the UK?

- You think I didn't? - And?

Their headhunter left to a war-torn part of Somalia very suddenly.

- A member of his team is Korean. - Is it Eun Jae?

They can't confirm.

They'll call as soon as they do, so I'm waiting.

This is insane.

Hello, ma'am.

Did you get an x-ray?

Come by in the afternoon. I'll explain then.

Bye.

Mr. Chu.

Where'd he go?

Shall I send it myself?

(Song Eun Jae)

An x-ray?

Taken a month ago.

What are you doing here?

What's this?

Is this Doctor Song's leg?

- Doctor Kwak. - Is Doctor Song sick?

She's sick?

Did I hear correctly?

What does she have?

Pick up.

Hey, you called.

I turned my phone off in class...

and forgot to turn it on.

- I see. - How are you?

How's my sister?

- What? - How's my sister?

Hello?

Do you know who I am?

I know everything.

Tell me the truth.

Doctor Song.

Do you know where she is?

Yes.

She's at our hospital.

I don't think she told her family.

As you can see, even we're not allowed inside.

She won't see anyone.

Don't blame her.

Once you see her,

you won't be able to.

(No visitors)

You're awake.

Stay lying down.

Why...

- are you here? - Doctor Song.

How did you find out?

Who told you?

Is that important?

Does that matter to you?

You didn't see me.

- Pretend you didn't. - Doctor Song.

- Please leave. - Eun Jae.

Leave now!

Why are you doing this?

How could you do this to me?

- How could you... - I told you to get out!

Doctor Song.

Open the door.

Open the door.

Are you okay?

Answer me.

Please open the door.

Okay.

I'll do what you want.

I'll do what you say as long as you come out.

Don't sit in the cold.

Come outside.

Please.

Thank you.

Well done.

Turn and look at me.

It might be the last time we meet.

Must I only see your side profile?

Okay.

Do what you want.

I'll...

go now.

I'll go,

but I want to show you something first.

I'm doing this for the others,

so I can't leave without showing it to you.

It's me.

Are you...

upset that I pulled you by the hair?

Is that why you left?

I won't pull you by the hair again.

What I mean is...

I miss you.

Please...

come back.

It's me. I stopped drinking.

Gosh, I miss you so much.

I really miss you.

You nagged me so much, but you can't anymore,

can you?

Get better soon and come back.

Everyone is waiting for you.

I don't eat anything salty or sweet anymore,

so come back soon.

Please come back, doctor. I miss you.

Doctor, it's me.

I came here with Jae Geol and caught a lot of fish.

It's good for you, so come here and have some.

Dr. Song Eun Jae.

I'm Han Sol's mother.

Han Sol...

doesn't need a respirator and can leave the hospital.

Doctor.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

I'm sorry.

It's our turn now.

As you took care of us,

we'll take care of you now.

Please come back.

All of us...

All of us are waiting for you.

Let's go back.

Then we'll fight together.

I'm not doing it for you.

Without you,

I can't live.

I beg you.

Next to you...

is where I belong.

Please.

Don't push me away.

(Operating Room)

You can do it, right?

Remember that you're not alone.

I'll be back.

That's right.

That's the attitude.

You left the honor...

of being the best surgeon in Korea.

Where have you been?

Don't worry and sleep.

I'll make your leg so strong that you can stay being...

a surgeon for a long time.

Rest assured.

Doctor.

Doctor.

Doctor.

What should I do?

- It's appendicitis. - No helicopter can come.

They can't fly.

As a Korean medicine doctor, I can't do a thing.

I can't perform the operation as a dentist.

- At a time like this... - Do you need a surgeon?

Dr. Song.

I came back now.

I resume work at the hospital ship today.

This is Surgeon Song Eun Jae.

Shall I transfer him to the operating room?

- Of course. - Take the lead.

Nurse Yoo.

There was a time when I thought I could be alone.

I used to be ashamed of being dependent.

However,

I don't feel ashamed when he catches me...

as I lose my balance.

We'll feel weak many times in life.

We'll also feel lost.

At times like that,

please look around yourself.

You'll find him who supports you at times...

when you feel weak.

That's why we can start anew.

While believing in the power of love,

I loved.

After all, it's love.

(Thank you for watching Hospital Ship.)