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This programme contains
some scenes which some viewers
may find upsetting from the start,
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some violent scenes from the start
and some strong language.
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There are things
they don't tell you.
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Things you never even think about.
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They never tell you how
insulting the ordinary world seems
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when you get home.
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How you'll feel insulted
even by your own memories.
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You hate everyone
who doesn't understand,
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but you hate yourself as well,
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because you didn't
understand either.
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SHE GRUNTS
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Why didn't I appreciate
ordinary life?
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How could I not have realised
how fragile it all was?
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THUNDER RUMBLES
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THUNDER CRACKS
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THEME MUSIC PLAYS
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SHE BREATHES SHAKILY
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HELICOPTER WHIRS
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SHE EXHALES
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THEY YELL IN SPANISH
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HELICOPTER DROWNS SPEECH
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SHE BREATHES SHAKILY
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SHE WHIMPERS
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IN SPANISH:
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SHE WHIMPERS
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SHE HYPERVENTILATES
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Put down the gun.
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It's all right. It's OK.
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Just take it easy.
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OK.
THEY CALL IN SPANISH
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SHE PRAYS
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THEY WHIMPER
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THEY SPEAK IN SPANISH
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Los dos y tres conmigo.
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Vente. Vamos!
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It's OK.
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Put the gun down.
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It's going to be
all right now, I promise.
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GUNSHOT
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Mum!
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SHE HYPERVENTILATES
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It's OK, it's over.
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It's over, it's over.
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Guardia Civil! Manos arriba!
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No se mueve! Guardia Civil! It's OK.
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OK, we're unarmed. We're unarmed.
Las manos arriba!
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OK, OK. Suelte el arma!
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OK.
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SHOUTING IN SPANISH
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SHE WHIMPERS
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SHE SOBS
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SHE WAILS
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Please, senor!
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Senor! Abhi!
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GUNSHOT
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SHOUTING IN SPANISH
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Show me your hands! Hands up!
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No se mueva nadie!
Hands up! Hands up!
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THEY SOB
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Quietos! Al suelo! Necesitamos un
medico en la cocina, ya.
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Vamos!
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HE GULPS AIR
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HE BREATHES SHALLOWLY
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OFFICER SPEAKS SPANISH
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This way. You're going to be safe
now, darling.
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Once you're out,
find Kimberly, Adam and Jason.
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Mum, we're safe now.
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I have to go.
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I love you. I have to help someone.
All right, go!
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HE PANTS
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SHE EXHALES
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PA ANNOUNCEMENT IN SPANISH
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BABY CRIES
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Por favor.
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Mummy!
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Miriam!
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SHE SOBS
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Oh, my darling! I've got you.
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Oh, my God. You're OK.
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ANNOUNCEMENT: Please register
your name to the police. Point A.
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You're OK.
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Where's...
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Where's Daddy? Where's Sunil?
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It was really scary!
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Ben, Jo said that you had
Kim and Sunil.
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Yeah, um...
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Yeah, we, um... We got...
We got separated.
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What?
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IâI-I was helping
someone else, Abhi, and I...
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I turned round, they'd...
They'd just vanished. I'm s...
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SHE SOBS
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No.
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I'm sorry.
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It's OK. We'll all look.
We'll... We'll find them.
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There were buses taking people away
earlier. Maybe they'll be on there.
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He's right.
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Abhi, you go on.
Go on the bus with the boys.
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Iker?
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FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
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Hey.
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Just let me help him.
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It's OK. It's all right.
You... You can go.
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Stay calm, OK?
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Just...
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Just take it easy.
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Take it easy.
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He's one of them? Yes.
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You need to stop him. Follow him!
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I'll be fine. Take the gun.
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You hold on, OK? The police
are in the building. Go, go!
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HE GROANS
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All right? Yeah.
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Go slowly. Thanks, Abhi.
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Miriam...
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SHE EXHALES
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..if those kids are still out there,
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I've got to find them.
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OK? Please, be careful.
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Ben?
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Ben! Amara!
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Where is everyone?
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I've lost Kim and Sunil.
I need your help.
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SIRENS WAIL
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ENGINE IGNITES
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SHE SOBS
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SIRENS DROWN SPEECH
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Right, you go and look
in the village.
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I'm going to check
the waste ground again.
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I'll come back here. Yeah.
I'll meet you back here.
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CHILDREN SQUEALING
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Kimberly!
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Sunil!
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Kim!
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Hola, have you seen two children,
a boy and a girl?
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A girl with long hair?
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Please.
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Sorry.
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SHE GASPS
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CHILDREN'S VOICES NEARBY
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CHILDREN SPEAKING ENGLISH
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Kim, Sunil!
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SHE SOBS
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Are you OK?
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DOOR SCRAPES
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DOOR THUDS
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DOOR SCRAPES
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DOOR THUDS
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Argh!
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Stop!
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Put your hands up.
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Put your hands up above your head!
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Don't move.
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Ben! Ben, stay back!
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You, keep your hands up!
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Ben!
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Ben, move to... Move to the side,
Ben! What?
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Look, look. No, stop! No!
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Hey! No, no! Stop!
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SHOUTING IN SPANISH
Stop!
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Oh! OK, OK.
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OK.
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Suelte el arma. Quieta. OK, OK.
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Manos a la cabeza. OK.
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Quieta. He's... He's hurt.
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OK. No, he's...he's...he's hurt.
Vale.
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Ben.
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HE GROANS
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Ben.
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Ben.
HE BREATHES SHAKILY
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No.
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HE PANTS, TRIES TO SPEAK
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Ben.
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I'm here. I'm here.
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Ben, it's all right.
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It's OK.
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VOICE BREAKING: Ben, I'm here.
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Ben?
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SHE SOBS
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MOURNERS CHANT MANTRA: Hare
Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama
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Rama Rama Hare Hare
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Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
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Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
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Hare Rama Hare Rama...
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CHANTING FADES
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BIRDS CHIRP
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SHE WEEPS
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Oh, there is going
to be dancing, right?
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THEY CHUCKLE
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Oh, yeah!
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I need to let my hair down
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after having Jason's entire
family for Christmas.
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THEY LAUGH
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Ah, there's Ben!
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Aha! Aw!
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I ordered you an extra hot,
double shot gingerbread...
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..argh! - caramel, vanilla and
something or other. I don't know!
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Well, what a great idea.
Oh, thank you.
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Thank you. Oh, so sweet.
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Ah! So, New Year's Eve,
our house, going all out.
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Oh, you try and stop me!
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JO LAUGHS
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You know, I knew
we could count on you!
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Thank you. I'll leave you to it. OK.
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See you.
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Yeah, there's plenty more
where that came from.
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And plenty of time to practise. Ha!
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See you.
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THEY LAUGH
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Mm.
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I can't wait for Christmas.
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Yeah.
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Shall we stay in
our dressing gowns all day?
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HE CHUCKLES
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Yeah, what, gravy all down the
front of mine by nightfall?
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Ugh! It's like living
with an old bear!
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You like bears! No...
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THEY LAUGH
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..I love bears.
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Mwah! Yeah! Yeah!
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HE CHUCKLES
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BIRDS CHIRP
WATER BURBLES
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There you go.
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Thanks.
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Kimberly and Adam were a bit
clingy this morning.
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That's not surprising, really.
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No.
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HE SIGHS
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Amara wants to go back to school.
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I'd like her to have a bit more
time off or
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at least wait for some
counselling, but she seems to want
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to go back to some sort of normal
as soon as possible.
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Um...
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Home in a few weeks, maybe.
That's good, isn't it?
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Well...
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..the physio wants to see
if I'm OK with stairs first.
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She wants to see me do a clear week
on just the stick, you know?
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Well, maybe we could get you one
of those, you know, chairs that...
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A fucking stairlift?
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No. No, thank you.
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Shame, the way things
turned out, isn't it?
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If they'd have got me and Abhi...
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..instead of Chinar,
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that would have left
the field clear, wouldn't it?
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GUNSHOT
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SHE GRUNTS
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SHE PANTS
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What's wrong with her?
I don't know.
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Sorry.
They wanted to call the police.
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I fucked everything up.
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You're a hero, Jo.
Whether you like it or not.
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I don't want to be one!
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I don't want to be a fucking hero!
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It's my fault we were
even in that hotel,
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and there is nothing heroic
about killing that boy.
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It's going to take time.
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Yeah.
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SHE SIGHS
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You were in an impossible
position out there.
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A lot of people, including our
daughter, were in a lot of danger.
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You made a call.
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Personally, I'm glad you did.
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ENGINE IGNITES
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CHILDREN ARGUING UPSTAIRS
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ON TV: Meanwhile, in Spain,
investigations have continued today
271
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into what motivated the brothers to
carry out such a horrific attack,
272
00:24:41,252 --> 00:24:44,573
with the revelation that their
father is currently in prison
273
00:24:44,573 --> 00:24:46,893
serving an eight-year term
for murdering their mother
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when they were ten and 12 years old.
275
00:24:48,693 --> 00:24:51,253
The elder of the two was already
being investigated
276
00:24:51,253 --> 00:24:53,693
following allegations
of theft from the hotel,
277
00:24:53,693 --> 00:24:56,053
where he had apparently threatened
to kill staff... Mum?
278
00:24:56,053 --> 00:24:57,533
Hey. ..during an altercation...
279
00:24:57,533 --> 00:24:59,573
JO SWITCHES OFF TV
280
00:24:57,533 --> 00:24:59,573
No, you don't have to.
281
00:25:03,613 --> 00:25:05,213
How was it?
282
00:25:05,213 --> 00:25:07,734
Adam was a bit clingy.
The teacher came out.
283
00:25:07,734 --> 00:25:08,934
SHE SIGHS
284
00:25:08,934 --> 00:25:10,614
Thanks, darling.
285
00:25:10,614 --> 00:25:13,654
Sorry to ask you to
do that again, I just...
286
00:25:13,654 --> 00:25:16,014
You know, the mums. Yeah.
287
00:25:16,014 --> 00:25:17,654
They all had a good look at us.
288
00:25:17,654 --> 00:25:19,574
The novelty hasn't worn off yet.
289
00:25:20,814 --> 00:25:23,014
You're going to have to
face them at some point.
290
00:25:24,734 --> 00:25:25,854
I'm off now.
291
00:25:27,014 --> 00:25:29,254
Yeah, I said I'd help Abhi out.
292
00:25:29,254 --> 00:25:31,375
Chinar's things came back
this morning.
293
00:25:33,695 --> 00:25:35,455
You still haven't rung her.
294
00:25:36,735 --> 00:25:37,895
Or Miriam.
295
00:25:39,375 --> 00:25:42,855
I thought you were going to.
Yeah, no, I will. I just, um...
296
00:25:42,855 --> 00:25:44,695
I've been busy, so...
297
00:25:49,215 --> 00:25:51,815
I left my phone on charge.
I'm going to grab it and go.
298
00:25:56,736 --> 00:25:58,776
DOOR CLOSES
299
00:26:02,096 --> 00:26:04,256
A further memorial service
took place today
300
00:26:04,256 --> 00:26:06,496
for another British victim
of the attack.
301
00:26:06,496 --> 00:26:07,616
Catherine Jameson was...
302
00:26:07,616 --> 00:26:09,936
DOOR OPENS, SHE GASPS
Oh!
303
00:26:09,936 --> 00:26:11,056
Sorry.
304
00:26:11,056 --> 00:26:13,096
THEY CHUCKLE
305
00:26:11,056 --> 00:26:13,096
Made you jump, eh?
306
00:26:16,256 --> 00:26:18,537
Did you tell your mum
where you're off to?
307
00:26:18,537 --> 00:26:22,017
Yeah. I didn't tell her
you were taking me, though.
308
00:26:26,897 --> 00:26:28,417
How is she?
309
00:26:30,697 --> 00:26:32,097
I don't know.
310
00:26:33,377 --> 00:26:37,337
She asks me how you and Abhi are,
you ask me how she is.
311
00:26:38,417 --> 00:26:39,697
It's just...
312
00:26:40,858 --> 00:26:42,218
Yeah, I know.
313
00:26:43,258 --> 00:26:46,098
I guess we're all just finding
it hard in different ways.
314
00:26:52,218 --> 00:26:54,658
THUNDER RUMBLES
315
00:27:11,059 --> 00:27:12,419
Mum!
316
00:27:31,100 --> 00:27:33,860
Kim and Sunil are... Are safe.
317
00:27:35,900 --> 00:27:38,340
They're with Amara.
318
00:27:35,900 --> 00:27:38,340
ABHI SOBS
319
00:27:39,620 --> 00:27:41,700
I saw their names on the list.
320
00:27:43,020 --> 00:27:45,700
They've been taken...
They've been taken to another hotel.
321
00:27:45,700 --> 00:27:47,140
We can go there.
322
00:27:55,661 --> 00:27:58,101
What about Ben and Chinar?
Where are they?
323
00:28:00,061 --> 00:28:01,541
Um...
324
00:28:09,101 --> 00:28:10,621
Jason's been...
325
00:28:13,102 --> 00:28:14,662
..been badly injured.
326
00:28:16,382 --> 00:28:17,982
They've taken him to hospital.
327
00:28:53,823 --> 00:28:55,143
Jo?
328
00:28:56,503 --> 00:28:57,903
Jo?
329
00:28:59,063 --> 00:29:00,504
Jo?
330
00:29:01,904 --> 00:29:04,384
You know you left the front
door open?
331
00:29:04,384 --> 00:29:05,984
Did I?
332
00:29:23,585 --> 00:29:24,865
Look at this.
333
00:29:25,985 --> 00:29:28,785
What is it with holiday clothes?
334
00:29:28,785 --> 00:29:31,505
I've got loads of dresses
and I still bought this one.
335
00:29:33,905 --> 00:29:35,545
Why don't you let me do that?
336
00:29:35,545 --> 00:29:36,985
No, it's OK.
337
00:29:38,785 --> 00:29:40,345
Actually...
338
00:29:44,225 --> 00:29:45,866
..this is the one I need you to do.
339
00:29:49,786 --> 00:29:51,626
He was so efficient, you know?
340
00:29:52,626 --> 00:29:54,466
His pass code's on that sheet.
341
00:30:00,426 --> 00:30:01,906
His phone's in there.
342
00:30:03,306 --> 00:30:05,546
I'm going to go downstairs.
343
00:30:05,546 --> 00:30:08,026
Um, I want you to open
his phone and...
344
00:30:09,387 --> 00:30:12,987
..delete anything I wouldn't want to
see and then not tell me about it.
345
00:30:17,627 --> 00:30:19,427
Are you sure?
346
00:30:19,427 --> 00:30:20,667
Yeah.
347
00:30:20,667 --> 00:30:24,907
There'll be photos of me
on there, the boys.
348
00:30:24,907 --> 00:30:27,427
I don't want to
lose all that, I just...
349
00:30:27,427 --> 00:30:29,787
I don't want to see anything
I don't want to see.
350
00:30:35,308 --> 00:30:37,348
SHE INHALES DEEPLY
351
00:30:48,788 --> 00:30:50,108
Are you all right?
352
00:30:56,789 --> 00:30:58,349
Look, um...
353
00:30:59,589 --> 00:31:02,149
..I'm not sure how you're going
to feel about this.
354
00:31:03,909 --> 00:31:05,949
I've got some news for you.
355
00:31:05,949 --> 00:31:07,309
What?
356
00:31:07,309 --> 00:31:09,389
I asked if I could
be the one to tell you.
357
00:31:42,391 --> 00:31:44,431
SHE GASPS
358
00:31:46,311 --> 00:31:47,831
Who's that?
359
00:31:47,831 --> 00:31:49,871
Is that my mum? What is that?
360
00:31:51,271 --> 00:31:52,991
AMARA SHOUTING UPSTAIRS
Amara...
361
00:31:52,991 --> 00:31:54,991
That's Chinar's phone!
What's going on?
362
00:31:54,991 --> 00:31:57,311
Calm down. Look, Abhi asked me
to do this, OK?
363
00:31:57,311 --> 00:32:00,511
INDISTINCT ARGUING
364
00:31:57,311 --> 00:32:00,511
Did you know? No.
365
00:32:00,511 --> 00:32:01,831
I'm out of here!
366
00:32:01,831 --> 00:32:03,271
HEAVY FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS
367
00:32:03,271 --> 00:32:05,312
DOOR SLAMS
368
00:32:08,832 --> 00:32:10,792
Miriam?
369
00:32:10,792 --> 00:32:12,592
Is everything OK? What happened?
370
00:32:15,432 --> 00:32:16,832
I thought you'd be pleased.
371
00:32:18,832 --> 00:32:22,072
Well, I haven't got one,
and I'm still a serving officer.
372
00:32:25,792 --> 00:32:27,512
What is it?
373
00:32:25,792 --> 00:32:27,512
HE SIGHS
374
00:32:29,113 --> 00:32:31,873
You... You don't understand.
I can't accept it.
375
00:32:31,873 --> 00:32:33,553
DOOR SLAMS
376
00:32:31,873 --> 00:32:33,553
You've got no idea.
377
00:32:33,553 --> 00:32:34,833
You were fucking him!
378
00:32:34,833 --> 00:32:37,193
For fuck's sake, Mum!
You were shagging Chinar!
379
00:32:37,193 --> 00:32:39,073
No! No, that's not true.
You're a liar.
380
00:32:39,073 --> 00:32:40,553
She was having an affair, Dad.
381
00:32:40,553 --> 00:32:43,193
I've seen the photos -
you in your swimsuit.
382
00:32:43,193 --> 00:32:45,833
God, it was gross! No, that
wasn't... That wasn't what happened.
383
00:32:45,833 --> 00:32:48,593
And I suppose he would've deleted
them, but he didn't get a chance to
384
00:32:48,593 --> 00:32:51,634
because he got shot dead because
of you! That's enough! Amara!
385
00:32:51,634 --> 00:32:53,914
You know, you two have
been through so much.
386
00:32:53,914 --> 00:32:56,194
Oh, God, Dad, don't
patronise me, not now!
387
00:32:56,194 --> 00:32:58,674
Look, I came round here to tell your
mum that she's going to be
388
00:32:58,674 --> 00:33:01,194
recommended for a commendation
from the Chief Constable
389
00:33:01,194 --> 00:33:03,954
for what she did. Oh, great, now
she's getting a fucking medal!
390
00:33:03,954 --> 00:33:05,914
She saved lives, Amara!
391
00:33:05,914 --> 00:33:07,634
Just leave it. Yeah, jog on, Dad.
392
00:33:09,194 --> 00:33:11,114
I'm going to leave you two to it.
393
00:33:11,114 --> 00:33:13,354
Jo, this isn't nothing, OK?
394
00:33:20,355 --> 00:33:22,475
I need a cigarette. Fuck off!
395
00:33:20,355 --> 00:33:22,475
JO EXHALES
396
00:33:27,075 --> 00:33:29,115
DOOR SLAMS
397
00:33:33,395 --> 00:33:35,435
FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
398
00:33:38,396 --> 00:33:40,716
This better have been good.
399
00:33:40,716 --> 00:33:43,436
Careful, it's a bit damp.
400
00:33:43,436 --> 00:33:45,516
You're such a mum.
401
00:33:45,516 --> 00:33:47,596
Yeah.
402
00:33:47,596 --> 00:33:49,036
Most of the time.
403
00:33:51,596 --> 00:33:53,556
When did it start?
404
00:33:53,556 --> 00:33:54,996
December.
405
00:33:59,836 --> 00:34:02,317
The four of us were in
a restaurant together and, um...
406
00:34:04,757 --> 00:34:06,997
..my scarf fell off the back
of my chair.
407
00:34:09,077 --> 00:34:10,997
Chinar picked it up and put it back.
408
00:34:18,437 --> 00:34:21,957
That's it? He picked up your scarf?
409
00:34:21,957 --> 00:34:23,317
Yeah.
410
00:34:25,918 --> 00:34:27,878
It was about the attention.
411
00:34:27,878 --> 00:34:30,478
Jason would never even notice
something like that.
412
00:34:34,038 --> 00:34:36,078
THEY CHUCKLE
413
00:34:39,838 --> 00:34:42,038
Hey. Hiya.
414
00:34:42,038 --> 00:34:43,598
There you go.
415
00:34:43,598 --> 00:34:45,878
Thanks. That should shut them up.
416
00:34:45,878 --> 00:34:48,999
THEY LAUGH
417
00:34:48,999 --> 00:34:50,759
You look great.
418
00:34:50,759 --> 00:34:52,759
Thanks.
419
00:34:52,759 --> 00:34:54,839
Do you want to...come in?
420
00:34:54,839 --> 00:34:58,279
Um, no. No, I'm, um... I've got
to get to the supermarket so...
421
00:34:58,279 --> 00:35:00,119
Right.
422
00:35:00,119 --> 00:35:02,039
Listen, this, um...
423
00:35:02,039 --> 00:35:04,519
This holiday plan,
424
00:35:04,519 --> 00:35:06,199
are you sure it's a good idea?
425
00:35:06,199 --> 00:35:07,839
It's a great idea.
426
00:35:07,839 --> 00:35:10,079
Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I-I love it.
427
00:35:10,079 --> 00:35:11,880
I just want to see the swimsuit.
428
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:13,480
I don't... Oh, God!
429
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:15,240
It'll be fun. Let's do it.
430
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:20,080
Say hi to them for me. Mm-hm.
431
00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:32,640
PHONE CHIMES
432
00:35:38,041 --> 00:35:40,081
SHE CHUCKLES
433
00:35:48,881 --> 00:35:50,161
Mum...
434
00:35:51,561 --> 00:35:54,801
..that's not a reason to be
texting someone else.
435
00:35:54,801 --> 00:35:57,282
Amara, we weren't
sleeping together, all right?
436
00:35:58,762 --> 00:36:00,642
It was...
437
00:36:00,642 --> 00:36:03,282
It was texts and it was...
438
00:36:03,282 --> 00:36:04,842
It was picture messages.
439
00:36:06,402 --> 00:36:09,442
Whatever it was,
it wasn't an affair.
440
00:36:09,442 --> 00:36:10,762
OK?
441
00:36:10,762 --> 00:36:14,482
You really think it doesn't count
just cos you weren't fucking him?
442
00:36:14,482 --> 00:36:18,002
Wanting to, Mum -
that's having an affair!
443
00:36:21,163 --> 00:36:23,203
AMARA SCOFFS
444
00:36:27,563 --> 00:36:30,763
Miriam knows.
She saw the pictures, too.
445
00:36:35,483 --> 00:36:38,763
Abhi got Miriam to do
a sweep of his phone.
446
00:36:38,763 --> 00:36:40,803
JO GROANS
447
00:36:42,163 --> 00:36:43,604
God.
448
00:36:45,564 --> 00:36:48,444
SHE SIGHS
449
00:36:48,444 --> 00:36:50,484
JO INHALES DEEPLY
450
00:36:50,484 --> 00:36:52,004
Oh.
451
00:37:08,725 --> 00:37:10,765
KNOCKING ON DOOR
452
00:37:12,845 --> 00:37:14,165
I'll see who it is.
453
00:37:18,885 --> 00:37:20,485
Oh, dear.
454
00:37:20,485 --> 00:37:22,525
SHE SIGHS
455
00:37:22,525 --> 00:37:24,125
DOOR CLOSES
456
00:37:32,486 --> 00:37:33,686
DOOR CLOSES
457
00:37:44,726 --> 00:37:46,806
I...
458
00:37:46,806 --> 00:37:48,846
I know I haven't been in touch.
I've been...
459
00:37:50,126 --> 00:37:51,606
..meaning to call.
460
00:37:58,047 --> 00:37:59,287
Abhi, I...
461
00:38:00,367 --> 00:38:01,967
I wish I could take it back.
462
00:38:04,047 --> 00:38:05,847
I wish I could take it all back.
463
00:38:08,167 --> 00:38:10,887
I-I wasn't...thinking about you.
464
00:38:10,887 --> 00:38:13,847
I wasn't thinking about
anybody, and...
465
00:38:13,847 --> 00:38:15,888
JO BREATHES SHAKILY
466
00:38:16,968 --> 00:38:18,688
And I'm so sorry.
467
00:38:20,848 --> 00:38:22,208
I'm so sorry.
468
00:38:27,488 --> 00:38:29,288
You know, it was... It was just...
469
00:38:30,928 --> 00:38:32,808
It was just flirting.
470
00:38:34,008 --> 00:38:36,808
And stupid texts.
471
00:38:36,808 --> 00:38:40,169
Mm-hm. I'll have to take
your word for it, won't I?
472
00:38:40,169 --> 00:38:42,449
JO EXHALES
473
00:38:42,449 --> 00:38:44,729
Is this why we were all
on holiday together?
474
00:38:44,729 --> 00:38:46,249
Ah...
475
00:38:47,729 --> 00:38:50,049
How could you be so fucking selfish?
476
00:38:51,809 --> 00:38:54,409
Clearly you didn't think about me.
Did you think about the kids?
477
00:38:54,409 --> 00:38:56,729
Abhi, I swear...
Oh, I don't want to know.
478
00:38:59,089 --> 00:39:02,530
I don't want to think about it
every time I think of him.
479
00:39:04,890 --> 00:39:06,210
He's dead and...
480
00:39:07,650 --> 00:39:11,890
..next to that, what you were
or weren't doing is...trivial.
481
00:39:14,970 --> 00:39:18,370
I'm not here to make you
feel better about it. No, I know.
482
00:39:18,370 --> 00:39:20,650
I know. I...
483
00:39:22,290 --> 00:39:23,690
I do.
484
00:39:25,611 --> 00:39:26,811
But if I...
485
00:39:26,811 --> 00:39:29,651
If I hadn't chosen that place...
Listen to me.
486
00:39:29,651 --> 00:39:32,531
Nobody is responsible
for what happened
487
00:39:32,531 --> 00:39:34,651
except the men who chose to do it,
do you hear me?
488
00:39:35,851 --> 00:39:41,011
I won't have this stupid hierarchy
of blame and suffering.
489
00:39:43,171 --> 00:39:45,051
Did you know there was
going to be an attack
490
00:39:45,051 --> 00:39:46,771
when you booked that hotel? No.
491
00:39:48,612 --> 00:39:51,812
Take responsibility
for your own actions
492
00:39:51,812 --> 00:39:53,332
and nobody else's.
493
00:39:55,092 --> 00:39:56,732
She's right.
494
00:39:56,732 --> 00:39:59,372
But you two, you were so brave,
and no-one's talking about that.
495
00:39:59,372 --> 00:40:02,132
That was a split-second decision.
That's not bravery.
496
00:40:03,412 --> 00:40:05,772
I'm brave now, Jo.
497
00:40:05,772 --> 00:40:07,852
I'm brave every morning
when I wake up and remember
498
00:40:07,852 --> 00:40:10,212
that I'm the single mother
of three young boys.
499
00:40:19,533 --> 00:40:21,573
SHE SIGHS
500
00:40:31,813 --> 00:40:34,934
GUNSHOT
SCREAMING
501
00:40:34,934 --> 00:40:37,654
It's the pictures, isn't it?
502
00:40:37,654 --> 00:40:40,494
They just come
503
00:40:37,654 --> 00:40:40,494
GUNSHOT
504
00:40:40,494 --> 00:40:43,134
any time, out of the blue, when
you're not even thinking about it.
505
00:40:46,094 --> 00:40:48,974
BEN: Well, have a nice time
without me.
506
00:40:50,894 --> 00:40:52,854
See you later.
507
00:40:52,854 --> 00:40:54,294
Yeah.
508
00:40:54,294 --> 00:40:57,614
The thing I keep going back
to is filling my water bottle
509
00:40:57,614 --> 00:40:58,815
to go to the pool...
510
00:41:00,615 --> 00:41:04,415
..not realising that was the last
moment of our lives...
511
00:41:06,255 --> 00:41:07,695
..that was normal.
512
00:41:12,335 --> 00:41:14,135
Yeah, OK. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
513
00:41:14,135 --> 00:41:16,935
I can hear him sometimes
with the boys.
514
00:41:16,935 --> 00:41:18,975
THEY CHATTER
515
00:41:18,975 --> 00:41:20,415
Then it's gone.
516
00:41:33,696 --> 00:41:35,776
You want to grab the rails? Right.
517
00:41:35,776 --> 00:41:37,896
Nice and slow, no rush. Yep.
518
00:41:38,976 --> 00:41:41,016
JASON GROANS
519
00:41:38,976 --> 00:41:41,016
That's it.
520
00:41:42,976 --> 00:41:45,177
I-If the stairs are too much,
521
00:41:45,177 --> 00:41:47,257
we could move you downstairs
just for a...
522
00:41:47,257 --> 00:41:50,257
Oh, God, no, please. ..few weeks.
No. Next to the dining table?
523
00:41:51,497 --> 00:41:52,777
No.
524
00:41:52,777 --> 00:41:55,937
Mind you, it would be a talking
point for the guests, I suppose.
525
00:42:00,257 --> 00:42:01,577
You know, you...
526
00:42:02,937 --> 00:42:04,897
You're going to have to...
527
00:42:04,897 --> 00:42:06,497
To help me.
528
00:42:06,497 --> 00:42:08,418
I-I won't be able to guess.
529
00:42:08,418 --> 00:42:09,778
I will.
530
00:42:12,098 --> 00:42:14,498
SHE INHALES DEEPLY
531
00:42:14,498 --> 00:42:17,058
I know things haven't...haven't
been good between us, but...
532
00:42:17,058 --> 00:42:18,898
But I'm here.
533
00:42:18,898 --> 00:42:21,378
And I'm not...
I'm not going anywhere.
534
00:42:21,378 --> 00:42:23,698
I know. And I appreciate that.
535
00:42:23,698 --> 00:42:25,178
Honestly, I do.
536
00:42:27,578 --> 00:42:30,459
I want us...to help each other
get through this.
537
00:42:32,379 --> 00:42:34,979
Unless, that is, you're about
to tell me that you
538
00:42:34,979 --> 00:42:36,339
fell for one of your nurses.
539
00:42:36,339 --> 00:42:38,499
No. God, no.
540
00:42:36,339 --> 00:42:38,499
HE TUTS
541
00:42:38,499 --> 00:42:39,899
She was a right battle-axe!
542
00:42:41,339 --> 00:42:44,179
Mind you, one of
the consultants was...
543
00:42:44,179 --> 00:42:46,299
..you know.
544
00:42:44,179 --> 00:42:46,299
SHE CHUCKLES
545
00:43:03,980 --> 00:43:06,540
The attack didn't stop time.
546
00:43:06,540 --> 00:43:08,140
Nothing can, of course.
547
00:43:09,220 --> 00:43:12,500
It always moves forward,
relentlessly.
548
00:43:13,740 --> 00:43:15,980
And the only option
is to move with it.
549
00:43:17,501 --> 00:43:19,021
However hard that might be.
550
00:43:21,101 --> 00:43:23,301
Ah, Mum, you look great.
551
00:43:23,301 --> 00:43:25,301
Thanks, darling.
552
00:43:25,301 --> 00:43:27,901
Do you want to wait in the car?
I'll be out in a minute.
553
00:44:00,982 --> 00:44:02,462
Mum! Mama!
554
00:44:04,543 --> 00:44:06,103
Oh, you look so smart!
555
00:44:10,143 --> 00:44:12,143
Hello. Hello, ma'am.
How are you doing? Good.
556
00:44:13,583 --> 00:44:16,183
SHE WHISPERS
557
00:44:20,783 --> 00:44:22,303
Certainly. Thank you, ma'am.
558
00:44:26,183 --> 00:44:30,584
Let us not forget that throughout
this appalling incident,
559
00:44:30,584 --> 00:44:35,184
Jo Cross risked not only her own
life, but those of her family.
560
00:44:37,064 --> 00:44:39,344
It takes a very special kind
of courage
561
00:44:39,344 --> 00:44:42,664
to tackle a determined gunman.
562
00:44:42,664 --> 00:44:46,104
It takes truly exceptional courage
to tackle them
563
00:44:46,104 --> 00:44:49,545
while knowing your own family
remain at risk.
564
00:44:53,505 --> 00:44:55,545
APPLAUSE
565
00:45:07,265 --> 00:45:09,065
As you've just heard...
566
00:45:11,345 --> 00:45:13,666
..many years ago,
I was a police officer.
567
00:45:16,066 --> 00:45:17,946
And I couldn't be more proud...
568
00:45:19,346 --> 00:45:20,986
..to be standing here today...
569
00:45:22,666 --> 00:45:24,386
..with my former colleagues.
570
00:45:29,266 --> 00:45:31,306
SHE EXHALES
571
00:45:35,586 --> 00:45:38,027
HE BREATHES SHAKILY
572
00:45:38,027 --> 00:45:40,067
GUNSHOT
573
00:45:46,267 --> 00:45:48,147
I don't deserve this commendation.
574
00:45:52,387 --> 00:45:53,787
I killed a boy...
575
00:45:55,587 --> 00:45:57,307
..out of fear for...
576
00:45:57,307 --> 00:45:59,668
For my life and my daughter's life.
577
00:46:02,508 --> 00:46:04,628
He may have been about
to shoot us both.
578
00:46:06,468 --> 00:46:08,188
But we'll never know because...
579
00:46:10,668 --> 00:46:12,188
Because I killed him.
580
00:46:21,868 --> 00:46:23,389
A boy died.
581
00:46:26,949 --> 00:46:29,509
A lot of people died that day.
582
00:46:31,469 --> 00:46:34,349
Um...
SHE INHALES DEEPLY
583
00:46:34,349 --> 00:46:37,189
Our friend Chinar died.
584
00:46:46,190 --> 00:46:48,230
HE INHALES DEEPLY
585
00:46:48,230 --> 00:46:50,030
VOICE BREAKS: Our f...
586
00:46:50,030 --> 00:46:51,670
Our friend Ben.
587
00:46:53,590 --> 00:46:55,630
JO BREATHES SHAKILY
588
00:46:57,470 --> 00:46:59,670
SHE SOBS
589
00:47:09,951 --> 00:47:12,671
SHE INHALES SHAKILY
590
00:47:12,671 --> 00:47:14,751
SHE CLEARS HER THROAT
Excuse me.
591
00:47:18,031 --> 00:47:20,511
I'd like to acknowledge
just some of the people
592
00:47:20,511 --> 00:47:23,551
who should be getting this
commendation alongside me.
593
00:47:25,271 --> 00:47:29,271
Miriam Alderton
and Abhi Lasidoshi,
594
00:47:29,271 --> 00:47:32,992
who were so brave and who both lost
their husbands that day.
595
00:47:34,952 --> 00:47:38,712
Mateo Rodrigues, who could have
escaped at the very beginning,
596
00:47:38,712 --> 00:47:41,712
but stayed to help other people
597
00:47:41,712 --> 00:47:45,272
even though he didn't know
if his own wife was safe,
598
00:47:45,272 --> 00:47:47,472
and very nearly died
from his injuries.
599
00:47:50,632 --> 00:47:52,232
My husband, Jason.
600
00:47:54,072 --> 00:47:57,953
His bravery doesn't have anything
to do with shooting a gun.
601
00:48:00,033 --> 00:48:05,593
It's about getting up in the morning
day in and day out.
602
00:48:07,393 --> 00:48:11,433
Like everyone who was traumatised
603
00:48:11,433 --> 00:48:13,033
by this horrific event.
604
00:48:16,513 --> 00:48:17,793
The hotel staff.
605
00:48:19,194 --> 00:48:20,474
The other guests.
606
00:48:22,354 --> 00:48:24,114
There are too many people to count.
607
00:48:25,754 --> 00:48:27,474
So...
608
00:48:25,754 --> 00:48:27,474
SHE SNIFFS
609
00:48:28,554 --> 00:48:31,194
Thank you.
610
00:48:31,194 --> 00:48:35,314
Thank you, all. I will accept this
611
00:48:35,314 --> 00:48:38,274
on behalf of those people,
612
00:48:38,274 --> 00:48:40,754
all the people who don't get awards,
613
00:48:40,754 --> 00:48:42,355
but really do deserve them...
614
00:48:44,835 --> 00:48:46,355
..just for living with memories...
615
00:48:48,315 --> 00:48:50,475
..that no-one
should have to live with.
616
00:48:52,875 --> 00:48:54,875
SHE SNIFFS
617
00:48:54,875 --> 00:48:57,035
Thank you.
618
00:48:57,035 --> 00:48:59,475
Thank you, ma'am.
619
00:48:59,475 --> 00:49:01,515
APPLAUSE
620
00:49:17,276 --> 00:49:19,156
I tried to turn down the applause,
621
00:49:19,156 --> 00:49:21,156
but that just got me more applause.
622
00:49:22,396 --> 00:49:26,156
Because when people have decided
that you're a hero,
623
00:49:26,156 --> 00:49:29,157
it turns out anything you do
just makes you more heroic.
624
00:49:34,997 --> 00:49:36,597
BACKGROUND CHATTER
625
00:49:36,597 --> 00:49:40,917
Why is there no applause
for the day-to-day stuff, I wonder.
626
00:49:40,917 --> 00:49:43,157
All the stuff we do all the time.
627
00:49:44,637 --> 00:49:46,477
Where's the commendation for that?
628
00:49:50,197 --> 00:49:51,998
CHATTER IN NEXT ROOM
629
00:49:53,838 --> 00:49:56,278
CLOCK TICKS
630
00:49:59,198 --> 00:50:01,758
Here you go. Thanks.
631
00:50:01,758 --> 00:50:04,398
Adam, Gatik, can you bring some
plates through, please?
632
00:50:06,838 --> 00:50:08,158
One...
633
00:50:08,158 --> 00:50:09,758
..two...
634
00:50:09,758 --> 00:50:10,958
..three.
635
00:50:10,958 --> 00:50:13,158
Done.
636
00:50:10,958 --> 00:50:13,158
SHUTTER CLICKS
637
00:50:13,158 --> 00:50:15,359
Come on, Miriam. Your turn.
638
00:50:15,359 --> 00:50:18,479
Oh, no, um... Amara, she's cold.
639
00:50:18,479 --> 00:50:20,079
No, she's not. Come on.
640
00:50:24,519 --> 00:50:26,079
MIRIAM CLEARS HER THROAT
641
00:50:26,999 --> 00:50:28,439
Hey, come here.
642
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:32,999
Mm, she's a good hugger, this one.
643
00:50:32,999 --> 00:50:34,159
Thank you, darling.
644
00:50:36,119 --> 00:50:38,480
SHUTTER CLICKS
645
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:40,520
THEY CHUCKLE
646
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:53,520
Thanks for coming.
647
00:50:54,640 --> 00:50:57,400
I hear your speech
went down a storm.
648
00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:00,080
Yeah, I, um...went off-piste a bit.
649
00:51:01,081 --> 00:51:03,841
Not sure they'll want me back now.
650
00:51:03,841 --> 00:51:05,961
What, you're going back to being
a police officer?
651
00:51:05,961 --> 00:51:07,361
Yeah, I think so.
652
00:51:08,681 --> 00:51:10,041
Haven't decided yet.
653
00:51:11,561 --> 00:51:13,841
Sorry.
654
00:51:13,841 --> 00:51:16,281
Time to stop apologising, maybe.
655
00:51:23,522 --> 00:51:25,722
You know the thing
I still struggle with?
656
00:51:28,562 --> 00:51:31,762
You were with Ben when he died
657
00:51:31,762 --> 00:51:33,282
and I wasn't.
658
00:51:36,922 --> 00:51:39,322
VOICE BREAKS: It hurts
that it wasn't me.
659
00:52:03,363 --> 00:52:04,923
Right, you lot,
660
00:52:04,923 --> 00:52:08,123
plates to everyone first
and then hand out the sandwiches.
661
00:52:08,123 --> 00:52:09,844
Is he having a sad day today?
662
00:52:09,844 --> 00:52:11,724
Yeah, darling, he is.
663
00:52:11,724 --> 00:52:13,084
I'll get him some cake.
664
00:52:17,644 --> 00:52:19,444
Well? Hey.
665
00:52:19,444 --> 00:52:21,964
So what's
the Chief Constable saying?
666
00:52:21,964 --> 00:52:24,884
She wants me to go in next week
for a meeting.
667
00:52:24,884 --> 00:52:26,684
You've wanted to go back for years.
668
00:52:26,684 --> 00:52:28,724
SHE INHALES DEEPLY
669
00:52:28,724 --> 00:52:30,404
Yes.
670
00:52:30,404 --> 00:52:33,765
It's like you said - I've got
to do it for the right reasons.
671
00:52:36,605 --> 00:52:38,005
Come here.
672
00:52:44,005 --> 00:52:45,725
Hey. Oh, thank you, darling.
673
00:52:47,845 --> 00:52:49,125
How are you feeling?
674
00:52:50,165 --> 00:52:51,685
Yeah.
675
00:52:51,685 --> 00:52:53,165
Yeah, OK.
676
00:52:55,085 --> 00:52:57,886
THEY CHATTER
677
00:53:16,366 --> 00:53:18,846
THEY TALK IN SPANISH
678
00:53:18,846 --> 00:53:21,047
THEY LAUGH
679
00:53:26,047 --> 00:53:28,767
There's no denying that
everything's different now.
680
00:53:30,567 --> 00:53:33,007
There's no such thing
as "getting back to normal".
681
00:53:35,687 --> 00:53:37,447
But somehow, you find a way.
682
00:53:39,807 --> 00:53:43,528
And, for me,
that means no more excuses.
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