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Meredith: In surgery,
we work to make our sutures

as precise as we can.

♪ Come on with me,
let's take a ride ♪

We try to minimize scars...

...and to return full function.

We try not to leave
any trace of the injury.

Mm, can you click on that
for me, Zozo?
Mm-hmm.

♪ Just a little bit of love
makes the world go round ♪

Ooh! Mom, look --

it's for Uncle Alex's
wedding.

Look at that.
Oh.

It's so pretty.
It is.

Alex is gonna
hate it!

♪ Just a little bit
of love ♪

♪ Makes the whole world
free, yeah ♪

Why is it so cold?

Mm. They powered down
the furnace.

Because it's May!

♪ Pass it round,
and we'll it'll take it higher ♪

What?

Kepner sent out
our wedding invitations!

Is it weird to get an invitation
to our own wedding?

No, that's the beauty of Kepner
doing it all for us.

Mm. It's...fancy.
Right?

I mean, it might be too fancy
for me to go to.
Oh, yeah.

Put us down
for a "maybe."
Yeah.

♪ Just a little bit of love,
yeah, is all we need ♪

[ Knock on door,
doorbell rings ]

♪ La la, la la, yeah ♪

♪ La, la, la, la ♪

♪ La la, la la, yeah ♪

Hey.
Where is she?

She's right --

Are you high?

No.

I tried to get a fix,
and I couldn't.

So I sweated it out
on my friend's couch.

I'm six days clean.

I hate it, but, uh,

I miss Leo.

And it's like,
I don't want to get high,

but I really want
to get high, you know?

All right.

Come on.

Owen: You taking her
to a meeting?

Amelia: No, I have
to go to work

for possibly the worst
consult of my life.

You're taking her
to work with you?

I'm not letting her
out of my sight again.

Let's go.

Bailey: Oh!

Oh, did you see this?

Yeah!
Yeah, it's super cute.

Um, I, uh...

I -- I have
to give you something.

Oh, give it.

My notice.
Notice of what?

I'm leaving.
I'm moving to New York.

It's --
It's for Sofia.

It's what she needs,
and it's gonna -- it --

You know, it's gonna be great.

So, please,
be happy for me...

...and Sofia.

When?
Not right away.

But, yeah,
I mean, soon.

I thought you
were a pixie stick.

Huh?
When I met you,

I thought you
were an empty vessel,

full of sugar,

who skated
in a hospital.

I didn't know
then that

it would be one of
the great privileges of my life

to know you
and to work with you --

Nope. I can't.

I'm sorry.
Thank you.
And that --

You, too.

♪♪

Morning, morning.
Morning.

Good morning,
Miss Harriet.

Did you see this?

Yeah.

Jo and Alex
did not do that.

No, no, no, that's got April
written all over it.

Are you going?
Yeah.

I thought we were going.
Aren't we going?

Well, yes.
I mean, I'm going.

And you're going.

Uh, we just haven't been
anywhere together...

with everyone.
Okay.

Well, it's perfect, then.

Richard: Were you going
to tell me?

I had to hear it
from Mount Sinai?

There's nothing
to tell yet.

Um, hey, have you seen the --
the wedding invitations?

They're so cute.
Something to look forward to.

Look,
then tell me why.

Why would you be on
a job search?

Is it because of
the Harper Avery scandal?

Because the changes
to the foundation are real.

Look, and I would've thought,
if you had any reservations,

you might talk with me.

I thought we were friends,
but --

-Yep. Yeah.

-I know nothing about anyone.

This is Betty.
I told you about Betty.

Can she hang with you
while we do this consult?

Uh, nice to meet you,
Betty, and no.

Okay, Betty,
you're sticking with us.

But must be seen
and not heard, okay?

Why is she here?
Betty?

No.
Oh.

I don't know.
Check Follow

I don't know.
You don't know?

No, we haven't spoken
since she left,

and not once.

I-I-I reached out,
she didn't respond, I gave up.

I mean, I've kind of got
a bone to pick with her.

Really
Can it wait?

Can you pick your bone later?
Take a seat.

Robbins?
Shepherd?

Look at you!
You both look amazing!

Uh -- Y--
You can --

No.

I'm just messing
with you.

Still blind
as an earthworm.

Too soon?

You don't want
to wait inside?
Where I go,
you go, Roy.

I told you that.

Oh, it's freezing
today.

Is this more from that fire
in Ballard?

No, it's
an overturned car.

I was up all night,

worrying about Leo
being too cold,

so then I made it too hot,
then I woke him up.

Hey, when did Tuck start
sleeping through the night?

You're asking
parenting advice?

Yeah, I just can't seem
to find the right --

You ever heard of
the black lace

The...

Well, she lays about
50 to 100 eggs,

and when her babies
reach a certain age,

she taps her web
and calls them to her.

They swarm her,

stab into her with
their straw-like stingers,

the mother's innards liquefy,
and they suck her up,

like a milkshake,
for their nourishment,

leaving her a dead husk,

and then, they go on
with their lives.

That's parenting.

That's my advice.

Huh. Well, that's helpful.
Thanks. Yeah.

[ Wailing stops,
brakes squeal ]

It's Taylor. He rolled his car.
He's in bad shape.

-Matthew Taylor.

Paramedic: Unconscious at
the scene with a head injury,

now G.C.S. of 11.

We bolused him three times
en route.

Matthew.
Matthew, can you hear me?

-Yeah, I know. We got him.

Trauma one is clear.
Let's go!

You paged? Whoa!

Oh, my God.
Is that Matthew Taylor?
Yeah.

What happened?
He rolled his car.
Someone should find Kepner.

She needs to know
that he's here.
Yeah, Roy, get Kepner.

-You said where you go, I go.
-Go.

Hey, Matthew?

It's Meredith Grey,
April's friend.

Can you hear me?

Aah!

Okay, morphine,
8 milligrams.

April...

We're getting her.
Just try to relax.

Okay. Okay.
April's here?

She's okay?

Meredith: Wait. What?

What do you mean,
she's okay?

She warned me...

about a curve...

ice...

Matthew,
w

What about April?

Matthew?

♪♪

He does have a head injury.
He could be free associating.

Right, you said her name,
and he just repeated it.

I'm gonna check
the schedule.

-911 dispatch.

He must have called before
he went unconscious.

Was there anything
left in the car,

like a purse,
a woman's coat?

We were just trying
to get him out.

Her phone went to voicemail --
seven times.

I'm gonna go find Jackson.
He'll know where she is.

Yeah, take me out there,
where you found the car.

Let's go.

Hey, Roy,
let's get Taylor to CT

and make sure
an O.R. is available.

No, no, let me take
Matthew Taylor, okay?

You need to be
on the floor.
Oh, no, I got it.

The people need a chief,
and I need to stay busy.

Just until we know.

Free fluid,
left upper quadrant.

Looks like
a splenectomy.
Okay.

Tell me when you find out.
-Okay.

News Anchor:
And more Seattle firefighters

responding
to that apartment-building fire

that blazes out of control
in Ballard.

Experts say that this cold snap
could be to blame,

with residents turning
to space heaters to keep warm.

Fire officials are concerned

that the flames could spread
to nearby buildings.

When did
the headaches start?

A month ago.

I had influenza in Tokyo,

and I thought it was that,
but it just got worse,

and then the dizziness.
So I said,

"Why not go see the woman who
spent the better part of a year

getting to know
your brain?"

And Robbins --

76 procedures
since I saw you last.

Or since -- since I saw
anything last, actually.

Yeah, um, wow.
You really did your homework.

No, I've been
following you.

Our time together
was short,

but you just took it
and ran with it.

Yeah, it was short
but meaningful.

All right,
I'm thinking --

That the tumor's back.

Let's not get ahead
of ourselves.

Um, I want to schedule
a head CT.

And, Robbins,
we can catch up.

Are you nodding?
Because I don't do non-verbal.

Yes, I am.
Um, yeah, let's --

Uh, let's catch up.

Jo: Hey, hey, hey.

Can you look at this?
Kepner left it in my box.

She wants us to pick a base
for the color palette.

-Just pick one.

I see yellow, yellow,
and yellow.

Okay, she also wants to meet us
at 11:00 for a cake tasting.

If I'm still in surgery,
you pick it --

anything
but carrot cake.

I thought this
was the beauty of Kepner!

It's cake.
You love cake.

Yeah.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

[ Wailing stops,
brakes squeal ]

Kepner!

Kepner!

April!

♪♪

April!

♪♪

April!

♪♪

No.

♪♪

No, no, no!

♪♪

Hey, glad I caught you.
Barely.

I got a huge apartment fire,
bunch of burn victims.

I'm pretty swamped,
actually.

Do you know where April is?
Have you seen her?

No, she volunteered
at some rural clinic.

I had Harriet all weekend.
I haven't seen her.

Why
It's, um...

Hey, his family are here.
They're freaking out.

Can I tell them?
Not until I know the full extent
of his injuries.

I wouldn't know what
to tell them, really.
All right.

Oh, Mer,
did you need something?

Nothing. It's about the wedding.
It can wait.

All right.

♪♪

-He has a burn patient.

I want to wait until
I know what to tell him.

And when he doesn't
have someone else's
life in his hands.

Levi:
I'm just saying,

maybe Wilson
didn't invite me

because she still
has feelings --

If you don't finish
that sentence,

I'll let you
be my plus-one.

Okay.
Hey, you two!

Get your heads
in the game.

I'm gonna tell you
who's on that rig,

and you're not gonna
lose your minds.

You're gonna
hold it together and work.

♪♪

She's hypothermic,
freezing cold.

No pulse, no vitals.
G.C.S. of three.

No idea how long
she's been down.

I think we lost her.

-No!
-No, we didn't!

She's not dead
until she's warm and dead!

♪♪

Meredith: I need Bair huggers
and warm saline.

Somebody page Pierce?
-I did.

Also humidified O2.
-I can't find a vein.

-Try the other arm.
-I did. I couldn't, either.

-Okay, let's put in an I/O line.
-Put in two.

♪♪

What are you doing?
Numbing the area.

Dude, she can't feel that.
She's dead.

Shut up!
Don't say that!

No one says that!

What did she mean,
"warm and dead?"

Bailey: Her temperature
is 68 degrees.

We need to get it
to 86

before we can try
to restart her heart.

Oh, my God!

What happened?
Oh, my God!

Does Jackson know?
No, not yet.

Meredith, we -- we --
we can't lose her.

We're not gonna lose her!
The same thing happened to me,

and I was in way worse shape
than April.

Jackson should know.
-No, Maggie,

we didn't call you here
'cause you're her friend.

We called you here because
you're the head of cardio.

Get in here!
We need you!

Let's push one of epi!
-No.

-Warm blankets!
-No, no, no, no, no!

No! No epi!

She's not circulating.
It won't get to her heart.

It'll pool in her system,
and that can be toxic.

We need dual chest tubes
and a thoracic lavage.

-Okay, on it.
-I got it. Schmitt, get up here!

She needs
better circulation.

we need interposed
abdominal CPR.

Helm, you get in here.

You push. You alternate.
Circulate the whole body.

Push, push --
keep it steady,

about 100 beats per minute.

-We're doing --

We're doing everything.
Stop compressions.

Good.

Ready? Go.

Jackson: Look at that.

I mean, that is a ton
of mucosal swelling

and carbon particles...

It hasn't reached the carina,
so that's good, right?

I mean, it could be
worse, yeah.

Oh, got your invitation
this morning.

Me too.
Very nice.

April is so good
at that stuff.

I would've just put up
a flier in the residents' lounge

and had the reception
at Joe's.

Well, you know,
I don't have

a lot of experience
in the planning department,

but I certainly
can endorse eloping.

Forceps, please?

They called it
"vision rehabilitation,"

but I called it
"blind school."

It was a lot of,
uh, training exercises

and Braille
and group therapy

with frozen yogurt
and some very cheerful people.

You would've
loved it.

Mm, I bet
they loved you.

Well, I was --

I was good at it.
I, uh -- I excelled.

And then, uh...

Well, now I have
a faculty position at UCSF.

I've been traveling
all over, teaching.

I guess I'm just a big brain
with a big mouth now.

Now?

And I've been keeping tabs
on you, Robbins.

That obstetrical
cart thing?

You're making people talk.
I've heard it.

Yeah. Well, I'm going back
into peds surgery.

What?
Yeah, I have to.

I have to move to New York
with my daughter,

and there's already
three fetal surgeons there,

so, Mount Sinai
offered me --

Oh, no, no, Robbins,
this is unacceptable.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Hey, listen,

I don't have a choice.

I know
that's a shock to you,

but if you'd come around
to say hello,

it wouldn't be.

She's all set.

She got these follow-up
scans in San Francisco
about six months ago.

All clear.
-That was six months ago.

If the tumor's back,
I have to tell her.

Why wouldn't you?

No, I mean
about mine.
Oh.

That I operated
on her brain

with a grapefruit-sized tumor
of my own...

...which might be
why she's blind

and is probably why she's back
with a recurrent tumor.

Wait. You have
a brain tumor?

-Had.
-Yes, had. It's gone.

Look, y-you saved her life
when no one else could.

And we don't know that
your tumor caused anything.

We don't know it didn't.

So, you did brain surgery
while you needed brain surgery?

Is she even allowed
to be here?

-Seen and not heard.

Run the scans.

She has no vitals?

At all?
Not yet.

But we've been here before.
We know what to do.

Hunt, Grey, Pierce,

they're warming her,
trying to get a pulse.

Where's Jackson?
In surgery.

Come in here
with the camera, Roy.

Roy.

Sorry, sorry. I...

I like Dr. Kepner.

How's Taylor looking?

Spleen is in worse shape
than we thought.

Lord...

April.

His short gastrics
are bleeding.

Pass me a hemoclip, Bokee.
-I'm scrubbing in.

No, i-it's all right,
we have it --

At least I'll feel like
I'm doing something.

Move it over here
a little bit.

Right there.

-Six.

Helm, keep up your rhythm
or tag out!

Okay,
I can take over.

♪♪

She has seat-belt
bruises.

She wasn't thrown
from the car.
Yeah.

I'm guessing she got out
and made the 911 call,

then she fell into the ravine.
It was icy.

-She must've been disoriented.
-She was trying to save Taylor.

♪♪

How long have we
been doing these compressions?

An hour?

We have to tell Jackson.
Honey, he has a patient
on the table.

This is the mother
of his child.

I know, Maggie,
but right now,

we don't need people
with big feelings.

We need people
who can help.

-76.

This isn't going
fast enough.

I want to get her to an O.R.
and put her on bypass.

Let's prep her to move!

Go find some people
who can help.

-Okay.
-Got it. Got it.

♪♪

Alex!
Hey, I gotta taste
some cake with Kepner.

You want to come?

What is it?

It's Kepner.
You gotta come with me.

♪♪

♪ You're the ink on my skin ♪

♪ Through the thick,
through the thin ♪

♪ You were mine ♪

♪♪

♪ My confession, you're my sin ♪

♪ My religion ♪

♪ Yeah, you bring me to life ♪

♪♪

♪ I'm never gonna
break your heart ♪

♪ I'm never gonna
break your heart ♪

Okay, Parker, get me some blood,
as much as you can find.

All right, stop compressions.
I need her still.

♪ ...stop it once I start ♪

Okay, go.

Alex:
I hated Kepner at first.

♪ My habits die hard ♪

Okay, stop.

♪ You're the pain,
you're the numb ♪

I hated her because I wished
I was more like her.
Go.

She was always prepared,
always excited.

She -- She cared.
She liked her patients.

And she knew her stuff.
She's good.

Vessel loops.

She was all the things
I wasn't,

all the things
I had to work to be.

She was just born
that way.

You gotta stop
saying "was."

♪ I'm never gonna break... ♪

I ordered the drawers according
to the severity of the scenario.

Um, hemorrhage,
sepsis, uh --

Preeclampsia.
Yeah.

Magnesium sulfate?

H
Can you feel that?

I guessed, dumbass.

What else would you need
for preeclampsia?

This is impressive,
Robbins.

This is good.
You did good.

You -- You really
ran with it.

Yeah, well, I didn't have
much of a choice.

Are you still pouting?
I hear pouting.

You've been following
my work?

I mean, and you didn't think
to

To let me know
that you're all right?

To see if
I'm all right?

'Cause you
were my mentor,

and you were -- you were
supposed to be my friend,

and, uh --
You were fine.

You are fine.

And don't for a second

think about quitting
fetal surgery.
Oh, no.

No, you don't get to have
an opinion about that.

You dropped me,
and you just moved on.

That's unacceptable.

Robbins, I didn't...

I didn't know...

You saved my life.

Shepherd
saved your life.
No.

Yes, but no. Uh...

After blind school,

I hit a rough patch.

I mean, the blindness
I could cope with, but...

I was put on this Earth
to do surgery, and suddenly...

So I went
very, very dark.

No pun intended.

And then I kept
hearing about you

and your dozens
of exit procedures

and the acardiac twin,

and you --
you saved quads,

and I thought,
"Crap! I did it.

I downloaded
my entire brain

into that girl
in mere months,

and she went out
and saved all these babies.

♪♪

Thanks.

I needed to hear you
say that.

This isn't about you.
It's about me.

You made me realize

that I could teach
and that it could matter.

I could save more babies
by creating more Robbinses

than I ever could myself
with two working eyeballs.

You made me see that,

and that saved my life.

And I didn't reach out

because I didn't know
how to thank you...

sufficiently,
and I still don't,

so I'm just
not going to.

Cool?

Robbins?

I'm still here.

Is that something?

No, you already
saw that one.

Yeah, like
45 minutes ago.

Okay, all this time
I've been saying,

"Well, she's blind,

but at least
I saved her life,"

and now I can't even say that,
because her tumor is back,

and I can't even find it.
-Maybe it's not back.

This seems hard for you
to believe, Dr. Shepherd,

but some people
don't have tumors.

It could be migraines
or a buildup of CSF.
Oh, God.

Let's just do
a spinal tap and see.

I still have to tell her --
about my tumor.

Why?

It's not like it's gonna
make her less blind.

She's right.

Your tumor either changed
her life or it didn't,

and we'll never know
for sure.

Don't tell her.

I'm clean and sober,

and I can't do secrets and lies
and stay that way.

Okay, do the spinal tap.

If it is inconclusive --

if the tumor is back --

I'm telling her
about mine.

♪♪

Ah, I got it.
Hilum clamped.

Okay, watch out
for the tail of the pancreas.

Okay, medium clip.
How is his BP trending?

Climbing.
Systolic's up to 110.

I swear, this boy
must be cursed.

After all
he's been through...

Can someone get me an update
about Dr. Kepner?

Do we know anything?

Every time Ben
leaves the house now,

part of me goes
into suspended animation.

It helps me just
to concentrate on the facts.

Well, I don't have
any facts.

Well, the facts
I have are --

Ben went to work
to save people's lives,

he's very good at it,

and until I hear otherwise,
that's what I know.

They have Kepner --
Grey, Hunt, Pierce.

They're working
to save her.

They're very good
at it.

Those are the facts.
That's what we know.

You're a very good chief.

So, all of it went
to the Harper Avery's victims?

All of your inheritance?
I am essentially
broke, yeah.

And that's funny.
Nice.

No, no, it's just
that you're "broke,"

other than your six-figure
salary as a plastic surgeon,

your penthouse,
and your yacht.
Okay --

I used to wash my underwear
with a water bottle,

so it's a little --
-Wow. Okay. Point taken.

You can't take all of it.
We need it!

I need all of it. I was told
to get all I could find.

There's a surgery
in an hour.

We're trying to save
Dr. Kepner's life right now,

so you have
to find more.

What? What did you
just say?

♪♪

Something?
-Not yet.

Clamps off.
Let's start bypass.

How long?

Three hours.
Three hours?!

Why the hell didn't you
say something?!
Stop compressions.

Don't you stop compressions!
Keep going!

No, no, no!
J-Jackson!

I've got her on bypass.

We are warming her.

We've got her blood
circulating.

And then we'll --
we'll try for a rhythm.

-There's nothing to do but wait.
-And pray.

Everybody, I don't care
how you do it or who
you do it to, but...

...April would want us
to pray for her.

[ Regina Price's
"We Come Together" plays ]

[ Respirator hissing,
monitor beeping ]

♪♪

♪ These roots run deep ♪

♪ The strongest part of me ♪

That! That!

♪ Our life, our dreams ♪
Right there.

Is that
Is that a rhythm?

♪♪

-I don't see it.
-I don't.

You
There! There! Right there!

You don't see that?

Charge!
Charge to 120!

No, I don't see
a rhythm.

Clear.

Clear now!

♪♪

All right,
charge to 150.

-No.
-Clear!

Maggie --
I got it.
I see it! I see it!

Charge to 200!

Clear!

Again. Clear.

Oh, God, come on...

Maggie...

Clear!

Stop! Enough!

All right? Stop, please.
-Jackson --

-Please!
-Please let go of her. Please.

Come on. Look at me.
Look at me.

Just hold on.
I know.

I know,
but we can't stop.

There!

♪ We come together ♪

♪♪

♪ Remember this forever ♪

That is a rhythm!

♪♪

All right,
Dr. Herman,

you know the drill
with a spinal tap, I assume --

no movement,
and, uh,

and you might just feel
a little pinch.

Why are you doing it?
Where's Amelia?

Dr. Shepherd has been
called away on an emergency.

She already blinded me.
She's afraid she'll paralyze me.

Chicken.

Is he bad?
Is DeLuca a butterfingers?

No, no, he's good.

I could do it
if you want me to.

No, I got it.
Mnh.

Oh! Oh.
Oh.

Whoa!
Okay.

"Whoa"
Don't "whoa."

No, it's just spinal fluid.
It's a lot of fluid.

Yeah, no, it's good!
It's great.

It's just a buildup
of CSF that's been
causing your symptoms.

It means
it's not a tumor.

Thank God. She would've taken
my hearing next.

Oh, um, hey,
I'll be right back, okay?

Okay, I know that you're mad,
and I was gonna tell you --

Okay, Arizona, listen --
But I -- No! No, no, no!

Hold on.
You listen.

Do you think
that I want to leave?

I'm making this choice
for -- for my daughter

who needs both of her
parents, and if you want
to gripe at anyone,

you should gripe
at Calliope Torres

for moving to the land of crap
coffee and hot-garbage smells.

Robbins, that's --
You know what?

Actually, Callie's
kind of been great.

She's been
surprisingly --
Arizona.

It's not about New York.

It's about
April Kepner.

What?

[ Woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A. ]

He's just coming around.

Okay.
Matthew?

Uh, put his head up
a little, please.

Matthew?

Hey, it's Dr. Bailey.

You were in an accident,
but you're okay.

April?

Is April...?

♪♪

Amelia: Brain waves
are slow and irregular.

So, what do you think?
With time...?

I don't know. Maybe.

-MVC. They rolled a car.

I found her in a ravine.
She was hypothermic.
She and Matthew Taylor --

Yeah, they've been
doing volunteer work
together at a clinic --

No, they've been
seeing each other.

For months now.

She didn't want
to tell anybody.

She didn't want the judgments
or the opinions

about how long
he'd waited or...

whether or not she was doing
the right thing.

She said it was
different than before.

You know, that they've
been through so much

since they were together.

She lost a child, and...

he lost a wife, and...

♪ Please don't let this turn
into something it's not ♪

...that they knew
each other's pain

like they knew
their own.

And that they knew
how fragile it is,

how rare it is.

That something good
could come out of so much pain.

And they
fell in love again.

♪ I can only give you
everything I've got ♪

She's in love.

♪ I can't be as sorry ♪

♪ As you think I should ♪

I came back.

I remember.

♪ But I still love you
more than anyone else could ♪

All this time, I felt like
I'd been robbed, but...

I came back, so all the years
I had with Derek and the --

the kids
and the marriage,

it's --
it's all a bonus.

♪ All that I keep thinking
throughout this whole flight ♪

♪♪

♪ 'Cause it could take
my whole damn life ♪

How is she?
Is she okay?

Is she --
Is she alive?

♪♪

♪ This splintered mast
I'm holding on ♪

♪ Won't save me long ♪

♪♪

♪ Because I know fine well ♪

♪ That what I did was wrong ♪

♪♪

♪ The last girl ♪
in the last reason ♪

♪ To make this last
for as long as I could ♪

♪ First kiss ♪

♪ In your first time ♪

♪ That I felt connected
to anything ♪

♪ The weight of water ♪

♪ The way you told me ♪

♪ To look past everything
I had ever learned ♪

♪ The final word
in the final seconds... ♪

We're giving Jackson
the room.

You didn't see
anything?

It's okay.

It's okay.

There's still time, right?
I mean, there's still --

Has anyone
called her family?

♪ We have got through ♪

♪ So much worse
than this before ♪

I'll do it.

♪♪

♪ What's so different
this time ♪

♪ That you can't ignore? ♪

♪♪

I believe you're here.

I believe that.

♪ The last girl
in the last reason ♪

I believe in you.

♪ To make this last
for as long as I could ♪

Oh, I want to believe.

♪ First kiss
in your first time ♪
Yeah.

♪ That I felt connected
to anything ♪

I will. I will.

Oh, I will believe in you.

Okay?

♪ ...told me to look past
everything I had ever learned ♪

♪ The final word ♪

♪ In the final seconds ♪

I'll do
whatever you want.

I'll do anything.

♪ The last girl
in the last reason ♪

If you exist, just...

don't --
don't take her away, okay?

♪ First kiss
in your first time ♪

Don't.
God, don't do it.

Don't take April.

Please.

♪ The weight of water ♪

♪ The way you told me ♪

♪ To look past everything
I had ever learned ♪

♪ The final word ♪
Hey.

♪ In the final seconds ♪

♪ You ever learned...
Hey.

♪ ...to me was love ♪

♪♪

♪♪

Nice reflexes, Kepner.
Looks good.

Mm.

Meredith:
Did you see anything?

Any dead people?

♪ We've had a long road ♪

I did. I even saw
my dead dog.

No.

No, I didn't.
I...

I remember calling 911.

I remember falling,

realizing
I couldn't get up.

And I remember...

feeling warmer...

and warmer...

and safer.

♪ Someday, someday soon ♪
And then...

♪♪

And then I was here.

You prayed for me.

And it worked.
Ha ha.

Arizona, I'm fine.

I know. I know.

No white light?
No pearly gates?

Nothing?

No, because I didn't die,
you guys.

I was hypothermic.

My vessels vasoconstricted
to preserve my heat,

my heart stopped,
my brain shut down,

but the cold kept it
from dying,

and then you all
thawed me out

and rebooted my body.

I didn't die
and come back to life.

There's one guy
that does that -- that's Jesus,

and I know I didn't die,
because if I had,

I would've met him.
I know that for sure.

-Mm-hmm.

Arizona, I'm okay.

It's all good.
-I know. I know.

Okay, we're gonna let you
get some rest.

♪ If we're patient ♪

♪ Just a little bit more time ♪

♪ We are headed home ♪

You always come
and bring me back.

♪ Someday, someday soon ♪

♪ No more airplanes ♪

♪ No more long goodbyes ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm staying ♪
Hey, Dr. Avery.

♪ Right by ♪

♪ Your side ♪
Hey.

♪♪

It's a simple shunt,
quick and easy.

Barely a surgery.

All right, well,
let's do it tonight.

Actually, um...

I am not gonna
place it myself,

but I can give you
a referral.

Tom Koracick
is very good.

He's Head of Neuro at --
-Oh, please.

Tom Koracick is
who I saw after you.

How are you doing,
by the way,

after your giant tumor?

Tom told you
about that?

Calm down.
He didn't break HIPAA.

I just -- I overheard
a phone conversation

when he -- when he thought
I was asleep.

Nasty meningioma, huh?

Asleep in
Tom Koracick's...

Bed, yes.

Sex when you're blind

is way, way better.

Tom is very good,
very fun.

I think
you should hit that.

I did.

I know that, actually.

Tom can't shut up
about anything.

But he also said
that your tumor

is what made you crazy enough
to be able to save my life.

So, here's
to our tumors.

Excuse me.

I've got to make
a very angry phone call.

DeLuca?

It just you?

Yeah,
it's just me.

I could've seen
Koracick, actually,

but, uh, I wanted
to come talk to you.

Mm. Well, that would be
a switch.

Oh, stop!

I have blown enough smoke
up your butt already.

We're good now.

Your cart,

it needs to be on every
delivery floor in the country.

Okay, I just got
a grant from HHS,

and I want to start --
call it

the Robbins/Herman Center
for Women's Health.

I will teach fetal surgery,
you will perform it,

and together,
we will launch

your maternal mortality
prevention program

and make this country safe
for women and babies.

What do you say?

Actually,
I-I wanted to call it

the Herman/Robbins Center,

but that makes it sound
like we're a dude.

Is that a no?

Could we do it
in New York?

Wherever you want.

Oh! Oh, boy!

You have to warn me
when you do that.

[ Signals in Smoke's
"Coming Up For Air" plays ]

♪ How long can you wait? ♪

Maggie: Hey.

Jackson went up
to check on Harriet.

He says he'll bring her down
whenever you're ready.

Oh.

Tomorrow,
when I'm stronger.

I don't want
to scare her.

♪ How long can you stay? ♪
Thank you.

♪♪

Don't go.
Your hands are so warm.

Meredith: In Japan,
when a piece of pottery breaks,

some potters
fill the cracks with gold.

Bailey:
You up for visitors?

Hey, you.

You okay?

Uh.
I'm alive.

Me too.

♪ Rise on up, baby ♪

That's not
what I heard.

♪ Don't need eyes to see ♪

♪♪

♪ It ain't over, love ♪

♪ This I swear ♪

♪ We're coming up ♪

♪ For air ♪

The potters,
they see the repairs

as something beautiful.
♪ It ain't over yet ♪

Betty.

♪ The light's right here ♪

♪ And we're coming up for air ♪

Where'd you get that?
Lost and found.

♪♪

I lied to you.

♪♪

I'm not six days clean.

And I was too high
to miss Leo.

♪♪

I came
because I was cold.

I know.

♪ End of the line ♪

Come on.

Let's go hit a meeting.

♪ There's still time ♪

♪♪

♪ Listen to me, child ♪

They know that
the unexpected happens.

Change happens.

♪ You're ♪

♪ A...live ♪

♪ It's hard to believe ♪

♪♪

♪ But I know your heart
still beats ♪

♪♪

♪ Rise on up, baby ♪

♪ Don't need eyes to see ♪

They know that nobody
gets through this world

in one piece.

♪♪

♪ It ain't over, love ♪

♪ This I swear ♪

♪ We're coming up ♪

♪ For air ♪

But that doesn't have
to diminish us.

♪ It ain't over yet ♪

♪ The light's right here ♪
It's gonna be
so beautiful.

♪ And we're coming up ♪

♪ For air ♪

♪♪

The cracks are part
of our history.

They will always be with us.

♪♪

♪♪

They made us better.

They made us stronger.

♪♪

They made us something new.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪