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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:16,938 --> 00:02:18,573 Huh. Wow. 2 00:02:19,507 --> 00:02:21,174 Well, it's nice to see you, too. 3 00:02:30,217 --> 00:02:31,586 Yeah, what do we got here? 4 00:02:35,890 --> 00:02:37,157 Well, where's Linc? 5 00:02:39,060 --> 00:02:40,327 Late. 6 00:02:42,664 --> 00:02:43,698 He'll be here. 7 00:02:55,510 --> 00:02:56,410 Lawyer. 8 00:03:31,846 --> 00:03:34,381 Yeah... 9 00:03:36,184 --> 00:03:38,686 In some parts of the world, this... 10 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:43,825 this would be considered a form of sadistic torture. 11 00:03:44,559 --> 00:03:46,694 Being stuck in a room with people you hate? 12 00:03:49,362 --> 00:03:51,331 And what are you? Hmm? 13 00:03:51,799 --> 00:03:54,234 I mean, come on. 14 00:03:55,503 --> 00:03:57,672 How long are we gonna do this? Hmm? 15 00:04:13,521 --> 00:04:14,589 Hey. 16 00:04:15,422 --> 00:04:17,959 Yeah. Yeah. Don't let me stop you. Come on. 17 00:04:18,059 --> 00:04:19,493 I never do. 18 00:04:42,216 --> 00:04:43,483 Ray? 19 00:04:45,318 --> 00:04:46,621 What now? 20 00:04:47,855 --> 00:04:49,056 It's just one night. 21 00:04:49,924 --> 00:04:51,491 We can do this. 22 00:04:55,163 --> 00:04:56,664 Yeah, Ray. 23 00:04:56,764 --> 00:04:57,899 Dig that hole. 24 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:01,169 Prove you're not that kid anymore. 25 00:05:01,269 --> 00:05:02,770 Core. 26 00:05:10,443 --> 00:05:11,444 Guys. 27 00:05:44,444 --> 00:05:46,379 All right, so this is Clare. 28 00:05:59,193 --> 00:06:01,428 Thanks for letting me crash your party. 29 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:03,064 Uh, when Ray told me it was your birthday, 30 00:06:03,164 --> 00:06:04,431 I didn't want to impose. 31 00:06:04,532 --> 00:06:06,100 But Ray's pretty convincing. 32 00:06:08,336 --> 00:06:09,469 That he is. 33 00:06:19,780 --> 00:06:22,049 Jeez, man, how many pills did you feed her? 34 00:06:22,984 --> 00:06:24,852 I didn't pick you as the party type. 35 00:06:52,046 --> 00:06:53,147 Inside joke. 36 00:07:00,187 --> 00:07:01,454 Well... 37 00:07:02,455 --> 00:07:03,824 who's hungry? 38 00:07:05,492 --> 00:07:08,963 This birthday boy is famished. 39 00:07:16,537 --> 00:07:18,072 I should've brought a gift. 40 00:07:18,172 --> 00:07:19,540 Aw... 41 00:07:20,041 --> 00:07:21,108 Clare Bear... 42 00:07:22,243 --> 00:07:24,477 y'all are the only gift I need. 43 00:07:35,056 --> 00:07:38,826 You know, he's-- he's never gonna change. 44 00:07:39,860 --> 00:07:40,962 Right? 45 00:07:42,063 --> 00:07:44,899 I don't know why you care so much. 46 00:07:44,999 --> 00:07:46,067 I don't. 47 00:07:46,534 --> 00:07:47,802 Yeah. 48 00:07:49,337 --> 00:07:51,072 Keep telling yourself that and... 49 00:07:53,174 --> 00:07:54,575 you might just believe it. 50 00:07:57,611 --> 00:07:58,946 You should know. 51 00:08:29,610 --> 00:08:30,978 So, how did y'all meet? 52 00:08:33,948 --> 00:08:35,683 We went to school together. 53 00:08:35,783 --> 00:08:37,785 - Oh, childhood friends? - Mm-hmm. 54 00:08:37,885 --> 00:08:39,186 You have to forgive Ellie. 55 00:08:39,987 --> 00:08:41,889 She has a habit of being too nice. 56 00:08:42,790 --> 00:08:47,161 Friends is quite the stretch. 57 00:08:47,261 --> 00:08:49,697 No, we were friends. 58 00:08:49,797 --> 00:08:52,233 We were more than that. 59 00:08:53,934 --> 00:08:55,002 Still are. 60 00:08:59,740 --> 00:09:01,542 But let's be honest. 61 00:09:01,642 --> 00:09:03,477 We were only friends with you 62 00:09:03,577 --> 00:09:05,012 because we wanted to get with you. 63 00:09:05,646 --> 00:09:07,782 And he just wanted a ride to graduation 64 00:09:07,882 --> 00:09:09,550 with little Miss Honor Roll here. 65 00:09:10,584 --> 00:09:14,588 Looks like you are the common denominator again, Ellie Bell. 66 00:09:14,688 --> 00:09:16,424 - Fuck you, Core. - Ah. 67 00:09:16,924 --> 00:09:19,827 Spoken like a true friend. 68 00:09:29,804 --> 00:09:32,073 You guys do this every year. Why? 69 00:09:33,607 --> 00:09:35,042 Now, that... 70 00:09:35,943 --> 00:09:39,580 is the million-dollar question, Clare. 71 00:09:40,014 --> 00:09:42,183 You always find the smart ones, don't you? 72 00:09:44,085 --> 00:09:45,152 So... 73 00:09:46,353 --> 00:09:47,788 who wants to take this one? 74 00:09:49,723 --> 00:09:51,859 Huh? Anybody? 75 00:09:53,528 --> 00:09:54,795 No? 76 00:09:56,030 --> 00:09:58,567 Well, then, I guess it's over to me. 77 00:09:58,666 --> 00:10:00,334 We made a pact, okay? 78 00:10:02,670 --> 00:10:04,038 Can we drop it now? 79 00:10:05,940 --> 00:10:07,007 Please? 80 00:10:23,991 --> 00:10:25,326 Are you guys for real? 81 00:10:28,963 --> 00:10:32,967 Linc said you guys were self-absorbed, but... 82 00:10:35,402 --> 00:10:36,837 this is next level. 83 00:10:37,705 --> 00:10:38,973 The world's fucking ending 84 00:10:39,073 --> 00:10:40,908 and all you guys can think about is some... 85 00:10:41,842 --> 00:10:43,878 bullshit high school drama. 86 00:10:46,113 --> 00:10:47,681 The world's not ending, hon. 87 00:10:49,049 --> 00:10:51,852 -Don't fucking patronize me. -Who's patronizing? 88 00:10:53,020 --> 00:10:54,822 And why are you so sensitive? 89 00:10:58,025 --> 00:11:00,094 It's not my fault you can't tell the difference 90 00:11:00,194 --> 00:11:03,164 between your life and a fucking Halloween prom. 91 00:11:04,465 --> 00:11:05,900 Halloween prom? 92 00:11:07,334 --> 00:11:08,369 Really? 93 00:11:08,936 --> 00:11:10,838 We're really gonna go there again? 94 00:11:12,072 --> 00:11:15,943 They were human beings burnt fucking alive. 95 00:11:16,043 --> 00:11:18,547 You were not there. 96 00:11:18,647 --> 00:11:20,181 How do you know? 97 00:11:22,517 --> 00:11:24,351 You think those photos are real? 98 00:11:24,919 --> 00:11:26,420 There's too many of them not to be. 99 00:11:26,787 --> 00:11:28,055 Why are you embarrassing me? 100 00:11:28,155 --> 00:11:29,658 Why did you brought me here? 101 00:11:29,757 --> 00:11:31,593 Because you said you wanted to... 102 00:11:35,763 --> 00:11:38,199 Mm, people do a lot of things for clicks. 103 00:11:38,667 --> 00:11:42,069 But those people, ones left over, 104 00:11:42,703 --> 00:11:43,837 you heard what they saw. 105 00:11:43,938 --> 00:11:45,873 What they think they saw. 106 00:11:47,041 --> 00:11:50,044 They're merely delusions. Those people need help. 107 00:11:50,545 --> 00:11:51,812 Delusions to the point 108 00:11:51,912 --> 00:11:53,914 that families are killing each other. 109 00:11:55,082 --> 00:11:56,750 Killing their children... 110 00:11:57,818 --> 00:11:58,919 so they don't have to go through 111 00:11:59,019 --> 00:12:00,421 what they think they saw? 112 00:12:02,557 --> 00:12:03,658 I don't think so. 113 00:12:03,757 --> 00:12:05,793 Those families were cults. 114 00:12:06,160 --> 00:12:09,296 And yes, mass suicides are a result of shared delusions. 115 00:12:09,396 --> 00:12:11,131 They weren't all cults. 116 00:12:18,707 --> 00:12:21,442 Yeah, listen to Corey. 117 00:12:22,209 --> 00:12:24,178 He knows all about that mental health shit. 118 00:12:25,547 --> 00:12:27,515 How long did you spend at that mental institution? 119 00:12:27,616 --> 00:12:29,551 -Ray? -What? 120 00:12:30,084 --> 00:12:31,819 Months, wasn't it? 121 00:12:31,919 --> 00:12:35,089 Ray Burn, for the last mother effing time... 122 00:12:41,596 --> 00:12:42,796 I took a leave of absence 123 00:12:42,896 --> 00:12:44,465 in my junior year for medical reasons. 124 00:12:44,566 --> 00:12:46,433 Whoo! 125 00:12:46,534 --> 00:12:48,302 Guys, did you hear that? 126 00:12:49,036 --> 00:12:50,371 "Medical reasons." 127 00:12:50,471 --> 00:12:53,007 I had a minor physical ailment. That's it. 128 00:12:54,108 --> 00:12:55,876 So, pipe down, boy band. 129 00:12:55,976 --> 00:12:57,746 I know they say fake it 'till you make it, 130 00:12:57,845 --> 00:12:59,046 but sometimes a man's got to admit 131 00:12:59,146 --> 00:13:01,015 that he just doesn't know shit. 132 00:13:02,416 --> 00:13:03,784 And he never will. 133 00:13:05,052 --> 00:13:06,954 And you've got a long way to go... 134 00:13:08,022 --> 00:13:11,526 'till you're even close to being a man, that is. 135 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:15,896 So, how soon 'til judgment day? 136 00:13:19,833 --> 00:13:21,101 You know what? I... 137 00:13:22,504 --> 00:13:24,506 I do-- 138 00:13:28,075 --> 00:13:29,476 You guys go back to talking 139 00:13:29,577 --> 00:13:30,978 about whatever it was you were talking about. 140 00:13:32,279 --> 00:13:33,347 I'm serious. 141 00:13:35,617 --> 00:13:37,284 How long do you think we have? 142 00:13:41,455 --> 00:13:42,557 A week? 143 00:13:45,727 --> 00:13:46,994 Two? 144 00:13:53,267 --> 00:13:55,235 It's not judgment day. 145 00:13:58,305 --> 00:14:00,074 They're calling it "The Razing." 146 00:14:05,179 --> 00:14:06,880 You're smarter than this, Ellen. 147 00:14:07,549 --> 00:14:08,616 Am I? 148 00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:14,622 See, I thought I was, but now I'm not so sure. 149 00:14:17,291 --> 00:14:19,893 See, I don't believe in God. Never had. 150 00:14:19,993 --> 00:14:21,295 Neither do the kids I teach. 151 00:14:21,395 --> 00:14:23,297 They're just kids, they believe in Santa, 152 00:14:23,397 --> 00:14:25,299 for God's sake, which I guess it's the same thing. 153 00:14:25,399 --> 00:14:28,570 So, when one of them writes a poem 154 00:14:28,670 --> 00:14:30,805 about his dad, 155 00:14:30,904 --> 00:14:32,272 that's not dad, 156 00:14:33,140 --> 00:14:36,310 standing over his roasted mom-- 157 00:14:36,410 --> 00:14:40,381 his mom, who moments before was on fire 158 00:14:40,481 --> 00:14:41,850 burning alive 159 00:14:41,949 --> 00:14:45,419 while his father held her... 160 00:14:46,855 --> 00:14:49,390 His mother wept as she screamed. 161 00:14:49,490 --> 00:14:50,825 And-- and what? 162 00:14:51,392 --> 00:14:53,528 You think he was some sort of messiah? 163 00:14:54,995 --> 00:14:56,798 He was a wife beater. 164 00:14:56,897 --> 00:14:58,499 That poem is called Domestic Abuse. 165 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:00,267 Is that what my student called it? 166 00:15:01,703 --> 00:15:03,036 He called it Backward Rainbow 167 00:15:03,137 --> 00:15:04,572 because that is what this guy looked like 168 00:15:04,672 --> 00:15:06,006 after his mom died. 169 00:15:06,106 --> 00:15:08,041 Just as his dad picked him up to hug him, 170 00:15:08,142 --> 00:15:11,044 just as-- the same dad who hugged his burning mother, 171 00:15:11,145 --> 00:15:14,481 the same dad whose own skin was blemish-free. 172 00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:17,317 And you saw that? 173 00:15:17,418 --> 00:15:18,586 I saw him 174 00:15:19,153 --> 00:15:21,355 and there was not one burn on him. 175 00:15:22,423 --> 00:15:25,292 I saw his son scared to death of him 176 00:15:25,392 --> 00:15:28,362 and even more scared of CPS when they came to court. 177 00:15:29,196 --> 00:15:31,265 Seriously, Ellie, you should be up for tenure, 178 00:15:31,365 --> 00:15:34,101 not deciphering the tales of fourth graders. 179 00:15:34,536 --> 00:15:36,970 Once upon a time, there was a fucked-up kid. 180 00:15:37,438 --> 00:15:38,506 The end. 181 00:15:40,642 --> 00:15:41,709 Maybe. 182 00:15:43,511 --> 00:15:44,579 But maybe... 183 00:15:46,748 --> 00:15:48,315 just maybe... 184 00:15:49,717 --> 00:15:53,521 we have to admit that maybe we don't know shit. 185 00:15:56,256 --> 00:15:59,092 Maybe we are all just getting what we deserve. 186 00:16:01,962 --> 00:16:03,230 We? 187 00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:24,485 It's fine. It's fine. She's fine. 188 00:16:25,787 --> 00:16:26,888 Everything's fine. 189 00:16:27,454 --> 00:16:28,989 She doesn't look fine. 190 00:16:29,089 --> 00:16:30,825 How the fuck would you know? 191 00:16:31,659 --> 00:16:33,862 You-- you-- you-- you waltz back in here 192 00:16:33,962 --> 00:16:36,029 like-- like you're some hero, 193 00:16:36,129 --> 00:16:38,065 some knight in shining shit, 194 00:16:38,165 --> 00:16:39,399 and-- and she just laps it up 195 00:16:39,500 --> 00:16:41,268 like you've never burned her before. 196 00:16:42,002 --> 00:16:43,838 Like you're not gonna do the same thing again 197 00:16:43,938 --> 00:16:46,808 next week, next month, next year. 198 00:16:47,642 --> 00:16:49,978 Because she knows that after you are gone, 199 00:16:50,077 --> 00:16:52,514 I will still be here to bandage her up, 200 00:16:52,614 --> 00:16:53,681 to pick her up. 201 00:16:54,448 --> 00:16:57,685 So, yeah, I think I know when she's fine. 202 00:17:05,827 --> 00:17:07,294 And she's fine. 203 00:17:10,464 --> 00:17:11,599 We are fine. 204 00:17:25,747 --> 00:17:26,814 What the fuck? 205 00:17:31,819 --> 00:17:32,954 Fucking breaker. 206 00:18:07,021 --> 00:18:09,122 I just wanna be alone, okay? 207 00:18:12,527 --> 00:18:14,394 Why the hell did you do that? 208 00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:20,167 Do you? 209 00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:21,636 Do you really? 210 00:18:23,103 --> 00:18:25,807 'Cause-- 'cause if you don't, 211 00:18:25,907 --> 00:18:29,209 this place, and with him, 212 00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:30,845 it's not where you wanna be. 213 00:18:32,847 --> 00:18:34,481 And if you do wanna be alone, 214 00:18:34,582 --> 00:18:36,383 then you better get used to this room, 215 00:18:36,483 --> 00:18:38,853 because this is as close to them as you're ever gonna get. 216 00:18:42,624 --> 00:18:43,891 Why do you bother? 217 00:18:44,792 --> 00:18:45,860 Why don't you just... 218 00:18:48,228 --> 00:18:49,530 Leave? 219 00:18:54,936 --> 00:18:56,470 -We made a pact. -Pact. 220 00:19:00,340 --> 00:19:01,609 Was it worth it? 221 00:19:05,178 --> 00:19:06,446 I used to think so. 222 00:19:10,217 --> 00:19:11,886 I've never been the sentimental type. 223 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:14,187 You know, birthdays, holidays. 224 00:19:14,287 --> 00:19:15,723 I really could give a shit. 225 00:19:20,360 --> 00:19:21,796 When I was a kid... 226 00:19:23,131 --> 00:19:25,332 when I met them, I was... 227 00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:27,835 I was going through a lot... 228 00:19:29,336 --> 00:19:30,605 with my mom. 229 00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:36,878 I ran away a couple of times. 230 00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:41,015 Anyway, it got bad. 231 00:19:42,050 --> 00:19:45,820 Got to a point where I-- I didn't even wanted to be found. 232 00:19:49,256 --> 00:19:50,725 But when that lot showed up... 233 00:19:53,561 --> 00:19:55,530 I realized you can still be alone... 234 00:19:58,498 --> 00:19:59,767 even when you're not. 235 00:20:01,769 --> 00:20:02,870 And to me... 236 00:20:05,305 --> 00:20:06,574 at the time... 237 00:20:07,441 --> 00:20:09,877 in some weird, screwed-up way... 238 00:20:13,447 --> 00:20:15,482 it felt a lot better than being alone. 239 00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,692 So, you stayed? 240 00:20:27,795 --> 00:20:28,863 I stayed. 241 00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:31,699 So, does it still... 242 00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:34,569 feel better? 243 00:20:38,906 --> 00:20:39,974 You tell me. 244 00:20:44,078 --> 00:20:45,680 What happened with your ma? 245 00:20:53,688 --> 00:20:54,922 So, you're coming? 246 00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,898 I think I'm gonna wait it out too. 247 00:21:09,771 --> 00:21:11,939 Jeez! What a great duo. 248 00:21:12,039 --> 00:21:14,842 Order everything extra crispy. 249 00:21:23,851 --> 00:21:26,486 You and Milo might wanna watch that. 250 00:21:28,355 --> 00:21:30,290 You know that stick you and Corey share, 251 00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:32,760 it's getting higher up in your ass these days. 252 00:21:34,162 --> 00:21:35,563 You might wanna watch that. 253 00:21:38,065 --> 00:21:39,667 Someone's gotta have some fun. 254 00:21:41,334 --> 00:21:42,603 This is a party. 255 00:21:45,273 --> 00:21:46,541 Hey. 256 00:21:47,108 --> 00:21:49,911 Hey, how's Clare? 257 00:21:50,812 --> 00:21:51,879 El? 258 00:21:54,215 --> 00:21:55,516 El? 259 00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:57,552 What? 260 00:21:57,652 --> 00:21:59,386 Come here for a sec. 261 00:22:02,623 --> 00:22:04,559 One sec. 262 00:22:21,142 --> 00:22:22,643 We have to open your gift. 263 00:22:26,413 --> 00:22:28,481 I didn't get you a gift. 264 00:22:31,786 --> 00:22:33,821 Your gift. 265 00:23:47,628 --> 00:23:49,964 Ellie? Your turn. 266 00:23:50,998 --> 00:23:52,300 Your order, ma'am. 267 00:23:52,867 --> 00:23:57,505 On today's menu, we have True Blue and Winter Wonder. 268 00:23:58,239 --> 00:24:01,242 Why do you even ask? She always picks True. 269 00:24:01,842 --> 00:24:03,077 Shouldn't everyone? 270 00:24:03,177 --> 00:24:04,477 Nah, 271 00:24:04,578 --> 00:24:05,746 I have hope my little Ellie 272 00:24:05,846 --> 00:24:07,581 will go for a little fun one day. 273 00:24:08,115 --> 00:24:11,185 What she wants instead of what she needs. 274 00:24:11,285 --> 00:24:13,187 The way he leads away from you. 275 00:24:13,754 --> 00:24:14,956 Hey. 276 00:24:15,890 --> 00:24:18,025 Anyone wanna hear today's specials? 277 00:24:23,164 --> 00:24:25,232 I see red. 278 00:24:26,567 --> 00:24:28,502 Courtesy of Mommy dearest. 279 00:24:28,602 --> 00:24:29,937 These little beauties 280 00:24:30,037 --> 00:24:31,806 will show you everything you can ever be. 281 00:24:33,307 --> 00:24:35,475 Your motherfucking destiny, baby. 282 00:24:35,576 --> 00:24:36,978 Bullshit. 283 00:24:37,078 --> 00:24:39,347 Hey, don't knock it 'til you try it. 284 00:24:39,447 --> 00:24:41,515 Try anything. Bullshit. 285 00:24:42,183 --> 00:24:44,085 Your loss, loser? 286 00:24:46,187 --> 00:24:48,756 So, what did you see, loser? 287 00:24:48,856 --> 00:24:50,758 Nothing I already didn't know. 288 00:24:50,858 --> 00:24:53,127 I don't even lie. 289 00:24:54,628 --> 00:24:56,664 All right. Okay. 290 00:24:57,531 --> 00:24:58,933 There. Done. 291 00:25:01,402 --> 00:25:02,870 Surprise. Surprise. 292 00:25:03,471 --> 00:25:06,707 Yeah, Ray, don't start. 293 00:25:08,476 --> 00:25:09,910 Those are what? 294 00:25:24,925 --> 00:25:26,293 Where did you put them? 295 00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:28,929 Seriously? 296 00:25:30,197 --> 00:25:32,033 Oh, come on. 297 00:25:32,133 --> 00:25:34,301 Yeah, come on, Ma. 298 00:25:35,569 --> 00:25:37,071 Don't you guys read anything? 299 00:25:37,638 --> 00:25:39,373 The experiments are dangerous. 300 00:25:39,874 --> 00:25:41,642 -Don't mess with them. -Come on. 301 00:25:43,477 --> 00:25:44,912 Do the Blue. 302 00:25:47,381 --> 00:25:48,682 You don't get it. 303 00:25:50,618 --> 00:25:52,920 These new batches are so strong. 304 00:25:53,020 --> 00:25:54,588 You won't be able to tell the difference. 305 00:25:54,688 --> 00:25:56,924 The trip, what's real, what's not. 306 00:25:57,024 --> 00:25:59,960 -It's all the same. -What's the point, genius? 307 00:26:01,530 --> 00:26:04,231 This isn't some fucking chem lab! 308 00:26:04,331 --> 00:26:05,699 We play it safe. 309 00:26:21,315 --> 00:26:23,484 You know the new stuff's fine, right? 310 00:26:23,584 --> 00:26:24,718 My ma tested it. 311 00:26:24,819 --> 00:26:26,020 On who? 312 00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,221 You? 313 00:26:27,655 --> 00:26:29,890 No offense, Linc, but hasn't your mom lost it? 314 00:26:29,990 --> 00:26:31,959 And I don't just mean all credibility and credentials. 315 00:26:32,059 --> 00:26:33,994 I meant she's batshit cray. 316 00:26:41,469 --> 00:26:42,770 It's cool. 317 00:26:44,038 --> 00:26:45,507 I shouldn't have said that. 318 00:26:45,606 --> 00:26:47,475 Your mom's always been good to us. 319 00:26:48,309 --> 00:26:50,111 You got it right the first time. 320 00:26:56,717 --> 00:26:59,253 I was just shocked that you used the word "cray." 321 00:26:59,887 --> 00:27:02,256 Maybe I took a red one by mistake. 322 00:27:03,324 --> 00:27:04,725 Maybe you should. 323 00:27:35,856 --> 00:27:37,791 I come in peace. 324 00:27:38,325 --> 00:27:39,660 Funny. 325 00:27:40,928 --> 00:27:43,764 Nothing ever is with you. 326 00:27:47,501 --> 00:27:48,802 Tell me... 327 00:27:50,204 --> 00:27:52,139 did you ever have a sense of humour or... 328 00:27:53,874 --> 00:27:55,709 were you born this way? 329 00:27:57,278 --> 00:28:02,383 Tell me, do you ever take anything seriously 330 00:28:02,483 --> 00:28:06,387 or are you numb to all emotion? 331 00:28:06,487 --> 00:28:08,122 Oh, yeah. 332 00:28:09,423 --> 00:28:11,526 Tell me, do you feel anything? 333 00:28:11,626 --> 00:28:13,562 Like, anything at all? 334 00:28:13,662 --> 00:28:14,929 Well... 335 00:28:16,598 --> 00:28:17,865 wait... 336 00:28:19,733 --> 00:28:22,469 you don't think I'm shallow, do you? 337 00:28:22,571 --> 00:28:23,938 Hollow. 338 00:28:24,772 --> 00:28:29,143 You are so freaking empty. 339 00:28:29,644 --> 00:28:31,513 Like there's nobody inside. 340 00:28:31,613 --> 00:28:35,749 Just some mask, shell, 341 00:28:35,849 --> 00:28:37,985 a Halloween costume. 342 00:28:39,753 --> 00:28:41,021 Some... 343 00:28:42,790 --> 00:28:45,092 stranger inside. 344 00:28:45,192 --> 00:28:46,260 Well... 345 00:28:47,629 --> 00:28:49,230 tell me how you really feel. 346 00:28:52,166 --> 00:28:53,767 You first. 347 00:30:21,255 --> 00:30:23,424 Which pill did you roofie her with this time? 348 00:30:25,893 --> 00:30:27,529 Please tell me it was the snow. 349 00:30:29,631 --> 00:30:31,566 My heart can't take another Blue. 350 00:30:31,666 --> 00:30:33,033 Core? 351 00:30:33,802 --> 00:30:35,069 Core? 352 00:30:35,804 --> 00:30:38,773 Don't fucking "Core" me, Clare. 353 00:30:39,139 --> 00:30:41,909 Hey, what the fuck is wrong with you, man? 354 00:30:42,009 --> 00:30:44,345 What is your fucking problem? 355 00:30:44,845 --> 00:30:46,413 What did you take? 356 00:30:47,582 --> 00:30:48,882 I didn't. 357 00:30:49,450 --> 00:30:50,884 Did you take anything? 358 00:30:50,984 --> 00:30:54,488 It seems like the only one who's doing stuff here 359 00:30:54,589 --> 00:30:55,790 is you. 360 00:30:55,889 --> 00:30:57,491 - I don't do that shit. - Uh-huh. 361 00:30:57,592 --> 00:30:59,026 Don't do what? 362 00:31:00,227 --> 00:31:01,929 Where did you get these? 363 00:31:03,832 --> 00:31:05,299 I haven't seen these in years. 364 00:31:05,399 --> 00:31:06,701 'Cause they got banned. 365 00:31:07,434 --> 00:31:09,504 I always save it for a rainy day. 366 00:31:09,604 --> 00:31:11,071 Bullshit. 367 00:31:11,639 --> 00:31:13,675 You save these to fuck with us. 368 00:31:14,408 --> 00:31:16,745 That is rich coming from you. 369 00:31:16,845 --> 00:31:19,581 You've been fucking with her for 15 years. 370 00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:21,649 But that's Ray for you. 371 00:31:22,216 --> 00:31:26,019 To a T. Never accepting responsibility. 372 00:31:26,721 --> 00:31:29,657 And-- and don't act like you're not the first to call shotgun 373 00:31:29,758 --> 00:31:30,825 any time I bring out the gear. 374 00:31:30,924 --> 00:31:32,025 If you had it your way, 375 00:31:32,126 --> 00:31:33,661 you'd be tripping in your sleep. 376 00:31:33,762 --> 00:31:35,864 Yeah, well, 377 00:31:35,963 --> 00:31:37,832 not all of us are born with everything, 378 00:31:37,931 --> 00:31:40,000 you silver-spooned bitch. 379 00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:43,470 You think you know me? You think you know me? 380 00:31:43,571 --> 00:31:44,905 You've never known me! 381 00:32:04,859 --> 00:32:06,160 None of you have. 382 00:32:15,335 --> 00:32:17,371 Damn! You guys are a buzzkill. 383 00:32:21,810 --> 00:32:23,377 Is this your doing? 384 00:32:25,312 --> 00:32:26,380 Huh? 385 00:32:33,287 --> 00:32:34,556 Who's ready to party? 386 00:32:35,255 --> 00:32:36,791 Party's over. 387 00:33:17,998 --> 00:33:19,266 Hey. 388 00:33:25,172 --> 00:33:26,440 Are we okay? 389 00:33:27,876 --> 00:33:30,110 You know, the thing with the Blue, 390 00:33:30,210 --> 00:33:31,679 it-- they're nothing, right? 391 00:33:32,647 --> 00:33:33,715 Ray was just... 392 00:33:34,381 --> 00:33:37,150 He was pissing me off so it was the first thing on my mind. 393 00:33:55,003 --> 00:33:57,404 -I missed you. -I missed you too. 394 00:34:04,612 --> 00:34:05,747 It doesn't matter. 395 00:34:10,050 --> 00:34:11,351 Yes, it does. 396 00:34:13,021 --> 00:34:14,288 Why won't you tell me? 397 00:34:17,926 --> 00:34:19,226 There's nothing to tell. 398 00:34:21,896 --> 00:34:23,463 You're sick, Core. 399 00:34:26,233 --> 00:34:27,501 Do I look sick? 400 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,255 Oh... 401 00:34:48,957 --> 00:34:52,192 You're trying to keep all the fun yourself, are you? 402 00:34:54,796 --> 00:34:58,098 Actually, I thought we could do it together. 403 00:35:02,036 --> 00:35:03,403 Two tickets... 404 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:07,374 to Wonderland, my lady. 405 00:35:17,117 --> 00:35:18,820 Whoa! Wait up. 406 00:35:20,287 --> 00:35:22,389 Josh, whatever. 407 00:35:22,991 --> 00:35:24,424 Whatever, Josh. 408 00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:26,828 J. 409 00:35:31,032 --> 00:35:32,667 So, where's the snow at? 410 00:35:33,735 --> 00:35:34,902 You've got it. 411 00:35:35,503 --> 00:35:37,071 Nah, this is that heavy shit 412 00:35:37,170 --> 00:35:38,573 we did at Linc's place. 413 00:35:38,673 --> 00:35:41,208 I want them Winter Wonder dreams, baby. 414 00:35:42,010 --> 00:35:44,277 AKA Illusions. 415 00:35:45,445 --> 00:35:46,446 Potato, potahto. 416 00:35:46,547 --> 00:35:49,884 Yeah. 417 00:35:52,820 --> 00:35:53,921 My bad. 418 00:35:56,591 --> 00:35:59,393 -I know your type. -Oh, enlighten me. 419 00:36:02,195 --> 00:36:03,865 You're scared of what you'll see. 420 00:36:04,398 --> 00:36:06,067 You're scared of what you want. 421 00:36:06,500 --> 00:36:10,370 But, hon, nothing's ever as bad as it seems. 422 00:36:12,106 --> 00:36:14,207 You're not as bad as you seem. 423 00:36:17,512 --> 00:36:20,213 Then you ain't seen nothing yet, hon. 424 00:36:21,348 --> 00:36:23,283 Be still, my heart. 425 00:36:27,088 --> 00:36:28,823 Taking off and it just might. 426 00:36:29,657 --> 00:36:32,225 Well, aren't you all just a bundle of killjoys? 427 00:36:32,827 --> 00:36:36,964 You know, you've got some real balls for an uninvited guest. 428 00:36:38,198 --> 00:36:39,667 This is the one? 429 00:36:43,303 --> 00:36:45,973 And what one would that be? 430 00:37:06,794 --> 00:37:08,930 - Can we talk? - Can we not? 431 00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:10,297 Core? 432 00:37:10,397 --> 00:37:11,866 We're not doing this anymore. 433 00:37:14,267 --> 00:37:15,536 Doing what? 434 00:37:16,204 --> 00:37:17,505 Playing pretend. 435 00:37:19,473 --> 00:37:21,542 You pretend that you're happy. 436 00:37:22,242 --> 00:37:24,612 I pretend that I make you happy. 437 00:37:27,048 --> 00:37:28,716 We both know the truth. 438 00:37:30,585 --> 00:37:32,120 You do make me happy. 439 00:37:32,220 --> 00:37:34,922 That's something I've never done and we know it. 440 00:37:42,429 --> 00:37:43,698 I thought it was me. 441 00:37:46,634 --> 00:37:50,337 I used to do everything I could to hide pain from you. 442 00:37:53,741 --> 00:37:55,643 I got so good at it, yeah. 443 00:37:57,812 --> 00:37:59,881 You didn't even know I went through chemo. 444 00:38:02,917 --> 00:38:04,051 What? 445 00:38:05,485 --> 00:38:06,854 And there it is. 446 00:38:09,724 --> 00:38:11,559 That look I never wanted. 447 00:38:14,394 --> 00:38:16,097 Core, why didn't you-- 448 00:38:16,197 --> 00:38:17,665 Why didn't I tell you? 449 00:38:19,033 --> 00:38:20,067 Why would I? 450 00:38:21,501 --> 00:38:23,671 Why would I wanna have you look at me the same way 451 00:38:23,771 --> 00:38:26,373 that my father looked at my mother before she died? 452 00:38:27,575 --> 00:38:30,878 Have you detest me even more than you already do? 453 00:38:30,978 --> 00:38:33,014 -That's not fair. -Fair? 454 00:38:33,948 --> 00:38:36,383 You have no right 455 00:38:36,483 --> 00:38:39,620 telling me what is or is not fair. 456 00:39:48,789 --> 00:39:51,926 If I had told you, I would have lost you like I have now. 457 00:39:54,662 --> 00:39:56,898 I would have lost you before I ever had you. 458 00:40:03,436 --> 00:40:05,006 I'm so sorry. 459 00:40:07,308 --> 00:40:08,509 I didn't know. 460 00:40:08,609 --> 00:40:09,944 You never do. 461 00:40:12,479 --> 00:40:16,651 That's because I bore all of your pain... 462 00:40:17,818 --> 00:40:19,754 while you all ignored mine. 463 00:40:22,556 --> 00:40:24,558 And you know what the worst part is? 464 00:40:27,328 --> 00:40:28,963 It was all for nothing. 465 00:40:31,666 --> 00:40:33,634 Because you'll never be happy. 466 00:40:34,501 --> 00:40:35,770 Ellie Belie... 467 00:40:40,141 --> 00:40:41,676 you don't have it in you. 468 00:41:06,567 --> 00:41:07,969 Damn it. 469 00:41:08,569 --> 00:41:11,305 Ow. Watch it. Hurry up. 470 00:41:11,405 --> 00:41:12,573 I'm trying. 471 00:41:12,673 --> 00:41:14,108 Yeah. 472 00:41:14,208 --> 00:41:16,043 Where'd you get that antique from? 473 00:41:17,411 --> 00:41:18,779 You know me. 474 00:41:19,347 --> 00:41:22,183 Fuck something borrowed, something new. 475 00:41:23,451 --> 00:41:25,252 Give me something old, 476 00:41:25,353 --> 00:41:29,023 something blue any day. 477 00:41:46,507 --> 00:41:48,175 You better watch what you say, boy, 478 00:41:49,443 --> 00:41:51,545 or I'll throw you back where I found you. 479 00:41:54,849 --> 00:41:56,584 Well, you don't believe me? 480 00:41:57,952 --> 00:42:00,654 -Sure, babe. -Oh, don't "babe" me. 481 00:42:01,022 --> 00:42:03,758 I'm not. And no, you don't believe me. 482 00:42:04,992 --> 00:42:08,029 Whatever. Okay. It doesn't matter. 483 00:42:10,731 --> 00:42:13,267 We you doing this or what? 484 00:42:14,168 --> 00:42:15,504 Or what? 485 00:42:16,537 --> 00:42:19,807 Maybe you'll start believing me when I stop paying your rent. 486 00:42:23,044 --> 00:42:24,578 And what do you think about that? 487 00:42:40,428 --> 00:42:41,762 What are you fucking looking at? 488 00:42:43,464 --> 00:42:45,299 I think you forgot... 489 00:42:46,867 --> 00:42:48,269 where you came from. 490 00:42:50,104 --> 00:42:51,238 You see that? 491 00:42:53,474 --> 00:42:54,775 You fucking see that? 492 00:42:55,810 --> 00:42:57,578 That there is proof. 493 00:43:09,490 --> 00:43:11,058 Hey, you're checking that? 494 00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:14,228 Don't you forget that. 495 00:43:27,208 --> 00:43:28,776 Turn the fuck over. 496 00:43:37,651 --> 00:43:39,186 Respect your elder. 497 00:44:12,653 --> 00:44:13,921 Hey. 498 00:44:18,392 --> 00:44:19,727 Oh, what have you got there? 499 00:44:19,827 --> 00:44:21,395 Don't tell Corey. 500 00:44:21,495 --> 00:44:23,464 Uh, never do. 501 00:44:24,031 --> 00:44:25,299 Which one should we take? 502 00:44:28,502 --> 00:44:29,937 You should get some rest. 503 00:44:32,607 --> 00:44:34,576 We should take the red one. 504 00:44:34,675 --> 00:44:36,010 It's pretty. 505 00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:39,180 That's because it's the most dangerous. 506 00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:41,949 The beautiful ones always are. 507 00:44:44,185 --> 00:44:46,053 Well, I guess they're all pretty dangerous. 508 00:44:46,754 --> 00:44:48,657 Truth lies in destiny. 509 00:44:52,426 --> 00:44:53,827 What do you think you want? 510 00:44:56,363 --> 00:44:57,431 What you really want... 511 00:45:02,736 --> 00:45:04,004 and who you are. 512 00:45:15,149 --> 00:45:17,251 - Say "Ah." - Not that one. 513 00:45:18,687 --> 00:45:21,155 - Wait. - Not that one. 514 00:45:22,056 --> 00:45:25,793 Who would have thought that you and I would be so alike? 515 00:45:28,663 --> 00:45:30,064 What are you afraid of? 516 00:45:32,466 --> 00:45:33,767 You first. 517 00:45:36,870 --> 00:45:39,039 What's so funny? 518 00:45:41,375 --> 00:45:42,443 You sound like... 519 00:45:44,845 --> 00:45:47,481 someone I used to know. 520 00:45:52,086 --> 00:45:54,188 Sometimes you think you're fine. 521 00:45:56,190 --> 00:46:00,361 But you left it all behind you, that sadness, that fear. 522 00:46:02,796 --> 00:46:04,098 But you only feel that way 523 00:46:04,198 --> 00:46:05,766 because you've been running for so long. 524 00:46:06,834 --> 00:46:09,103 So long that you're too afraid to look back. 525 00:46:11,205 --> 00:46:13,807 But one day when you run out of steam, 526 00:46:13,907 --> 00:46:15,510 one day those tears catch up to you. 527 00:46:15,610 --> 00:46:17,177 And that sadness... 528 00:46:17,911 --> 00:46:20,114 that fear that you've ignored for so long 529 00:46:20,214 --> 00:46:24,818 will be right in front of you, staring, waiting. 530 00:46:27,187 --> 00:46:29,089 You can't run from who you are. 531 00:46:29,758 --> 00:46:30,791 Not for long. 532 00:47:17,271 --> 00:47:20,908 Looking for an escape, too, which I think you want? 533 00:47:26,980 --> 00:47:28,182 I know what I want. 534 00:48:04,853 --> 00:48:06,186 What's wrong? 535 00:49:13,855 --> 00:49:15,189 Is this you? 536 00:49:15,824 --> 00:49:17,291 What did you do? 537 00:49:17,859 --> 00:49:19,092 Where's Milo? 538 00:49:19,193 --> 00:49:20,093 How the fuck should I know? 539 00:49:20,194 --> 00:49:21,696 Stop fucking-- 540 00:49:21,796 --> 00:49:23,765 I'm not fucking with you! 541 00:49:23,865 --> 00:49:25,265 Who the fuck did this? 542 00:49:29,236 --> 00:49:31,305 Fuck, cry me a river, Linc. 543 00:49:31,405 --> 00:49:34,041 You didn't give two shits about that kid, okay? 544 00:49:34,141 --> 00:49:35,777 Next week, you're going to be over 545 00:49:35,877 --> 00:49:37,579 or under your next high school grad. 546 00:49:38,513 --> 00:49:39,980 Or dropout. 547 00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:42,149 What the hell is wrong with you, you piece of shit? 548 00:49:42,249 --> 00:49:44,351 Ho-ho-ho, that's rich coming from you, 549 00:49:44,451 --> 00:49:47,087 you fucking lowlife pedo. 550 00:49:51,325 --> 00:49:53,026 It's happening? 551 00:49:54,995 --> 00:49:56,497 He was right. 552 00:49:56,598 --> 00:49:57,732 Milo was right. 553 00:50:02,002 --> 00:50:03,303 It's begun. 554 00:50:09,711 --> 00:50:10,778 Fixed it. 555 00:50:13,413 --> 00:50:14,916 Let's just call it in. 556 00:50:15,015 --> 00:50:16,250 Call it in? 557 00:50:16,718 --> 00:50:18,285 No, thanks, 5-0. 558 00:50:18,786 --> 00:50:21,121 If it's-- if it's really happening, then-- 559 00:50:21,221 --> 00:50:23,056 If? It's really happening. 560 00:50:23,156 --> 00:50:24,759 Then we're not the only ones going through this. 561 00:50:24,859 --> 00:50:26,628 This-- this isn't our fault. 562 00:50:28,295 --> 00:50:30,765 If it's really happening, why call anyone? 563 00:50:31,331 --> 00:50:32,901 We'll all join Milo soon, anyway. 564 00:50:33,001 --> 00:50:34,301 Where is Milo? 565 00:50:35,335 --> 00:50:38,038 I-- I told you, he's... 566 00:50:39,039 --> 00:50:40,107 he's gone home. 567 00:50:40,207 --> 00:50:42,376 You told me a lie. 568 00:50:45,513 --> 00:50:47,414 Not like that's the first time. 569 00:50:51,418 --> 00:50:53,153 She's-- she's-- she's drunk. 570 00:50:53,253 --> 00:50:55,857 I'm not drunk. 571 00:50:55,957 --> 00:50:57,825 Even the little things upset her. 572 00:50:57,926 --> 00:51:01,161 She-- she can't even watch the news. 573 00:51:02,262 --> 00:51:04,732 Look who's grown a conscience. 574 00:51:05,332 --> 00:51:06,935 You know, dating a good person 575 00:51:07,035 --> 00:51:08,435 doesn't make you one too. 576 00:51:09,637 --> 00:51:10,705 Seriously? 577 00:51:11,806 --> 00:51:13,007 Now? 578 00:51:13,106 --> 00:51:14,207 Being a decent human being 579 00:51:14,308 --> 00:51:16,443 doesn't work by association. 580 00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,779 You would know. 581 00:51:24,217 --> 00:51:26,521 Actually, no, I wouldn't. 582 00:51:31,559 --> 00:51:33,628 Look at the company I keep. 583 00:51:41,035 --> 00:51:42,537 I'm going to bed. 584 00:51:43,236 --> 00:51:45,540 Maybe I'll get lucky and fall into a dream. 585 00:51:46,373 --> 00:51:48,241 No offense, but if this really is our last night, 586 00:51:48,342 --> 00:51:50,878 your faces aren't exactly what I wanna go out seeing. 587 00:52:00,822 --> 00:52:03,791 I'm pretty sure that was meant to be offensive. 588 00:52:40,928 --> 00:52:42,897 I don't want it to end this way. 589 00:52:48,102 --> 00:52:50,203 I don't want it to end. 590 00:52:53,641 --> 00:52:54,709 Say something. 591 00:52:57,210 --> 00:52:58,579 Say something! 592 00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:09,891 You're the only person I have left. 593 00:53:18,599 --> 00:53:21,234 You know who was there for me when I was diagnosed? 594 00:53:26,741 --> 00:53:27,809 George. 595 00:53:30,778 --> 00:53:32,379 Bateman. 596 00:53:36,718 --> 00:53:37,885 Your lawyer? 597 00:53:47,394 --> 00:53:49,229 Every event in my life, 598 00:53:49,997 --> 00:53:51,264 important or not... 599 00:53:52,567 --> 00:53:54,501 he's the only one that's been there. 600 00:53:58,606 --> 00:54:00,307 But does it even count... 601 00:54:02,476 --> 00:54:04,344 when the only person who's been there for you 602 00:54:04,444 --> 00:54:06,981 is only there because your family paid him to be? 603 00:54:12,553 --> 00:54:14,822 When you've been cheating death for so long... 604 00:54:16,389 --> 00:54:19,694 surfing the line between for so long... 605 00:54:21,596 --> 00:54:23,798 you begin to see things that others don't. 606 00:54:34,642 --> 00:54:36,744 You wanna know what I see about you, Ellen? 607 00:54:40,413 --> 00:54:42,049 I see that you're in the wrong room, 608 00:54:42,917 --> 00:54:45,787 because I'm not the only one you have left. 609 00:55:00,467 --> 00:55:02,036 Shouldn't you be with your families? 610 00:55:04,238 --> 00:55:05,506 Shouldn't you? 611 00:55:12,345 --> 00:55:14,582 Well, aren't we just a herd of black sheep? 612 00:55:19,554 --> 00:55:22,590 My hero. Always so protective. 613 00:55:25,492 --> 00:55:27,394 My parents were like that too. 614 00:55:35,570 --> 00:55:37,772 Always telling me what I should do. 615 00:55:38,806 --> 00:55:40,440 What's expected. 616 00:55:43,277 --> 00:55:44,545 I feel like... 617 00:55:47,181 --> 00:55:48,616 like I never grew up. 618 00:55:51,519 --> 00:55:52,787 I still feel like that. 619 00:55:53,888 --> 00:55:56,557 That scared kid scared of everything. 620 00:56:00,828 --> 00:56:01,896 Of myself. 621 00:56:06,834 --> 00:56:10,437 But the funny thing is-- 622 00:56:11,371 --> 00:56:15,142 It's really so funny that... 623 00:56:16,577 --> 00:56:18,646 It's so funny how I don't even know who I am. 624 00:56:18,746 --> 00:56:20,681 I don't even know what that means. 625 00:56:29,891 --> 00:56:32,425 They always told me that it didn't matter... 626 00:56:34,996 --> 00:56:36,998 that I don't matter. 627 00:56:40,134 --> 00:56:41,736 But the problem is... 628 00:56:45,806 --> 00:56:49,243 The problem is when you don't know who you are, 629 00:56:49,343 --> 00:56:51,178 you start to feel like you don't exist. 630 00:57:04,792 --> 00:57:05,860 Ellie? 631 00:57:06,761 --> 00:57:09,429 I was just gonna, uh, go to the bathroom. 632 00:57:10,998 --> 00:57:12,166 Me too. 633 00:57:12,266 --> 00:57:13,734 I've always wanted a girlfriend. 634 00:57:14,467 --> 00:57:16,304 You've never had a girlfriend? 635 00:57:16,737 --> 00:57:18,973 I've never really had friends. 636 00:57:29,317 --> 00:57:32,219 So that's one hell of a date you got there. 637 00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:33,788 Hm, yeah. 638 00:57:33,888 --> 00:57:35,890 Wait, what do you mean? 639 00:57:35,990 --> 00:57:39,126 Well, you know, I mean, it's just not... 640 00:57:40,428 --> 00:57:41,896 It's not what you really go for. 641 00:57:42,697 --> 00:57:46,701 Well, I mean, that's the point. 642 00:58:16,831 --> 00:58:19,834 So what did you see, loser? 643 00:58:19,934 --> 00:58:22,169 Nothing I already didn't know. 644 00:58:23,471 --> 00:58:24,672 I don't even lie. 645 00:58:25,539 --> 00:58:27,208 All right. Okay. 646 00:58:28,275 --> 00:58:29,910 There. Done. 647 00:58:32,113 --> 00:58:34,949 - Surprise, surprise. - Yeah. 648 00:58:35,683 --> 00:58:37,718 Ray, it's hard to start. 649 00:59:21,495 --> 00:59:22,696 Oh, lambchop. 650 00:59:22,797 --> 00:59:26,200 Lambchop. 651 00:59:26,300 --> 00:59:28,235 Is that mine? 652 00:59:35,643 --> 00:59:38,979 You fucking little freeloader. 653 00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:42,583 All up in my shit, tripping on my shit. 654 00:59:42,683 --> 00:59:45,152 What fucking good are you anyway? 655 00:59:45,252 --> 00:59:46,720 Hey? 656 00:59:50,658 --> 00:59:54,495 Did I tell you why I call you Lambchop? 657 00:59:55,129 --> 00:59:57,832 -Yeah, Ma. -Shut your fucking mouth! 658 00:59:57,932 --> 01:00:00,000 Did I say you could speak? 659 01:00:00,434 --> 01:00:01,902 Sit down! 660 01:00:03,938 --> 01:00:08,209 I said sit down! Sit your ass down! 661 01:00:17,184 --> 01:00:19,386 This is my story. 662 01:00:19,487 --> 01:00:20,754 My story. 663 01:00:21,455 --> 01:00:22,756 One night, 664 01:00:22,857 --> 01:00:26,327 one shitty fucking night, 665 01:00:27,194 --> 01:00:30,030 while I was walking home from university, 666 01:00:30,131 --> 01:00:31,732 walking down this 667 01:00:31,832 --> 01:00:34,702 this shitty ass street... 668 01:00:40,341 --> 01:00:42,376 ...when I heard you, 669 01:00:42,476 --> 01:00:46,881 a tiny, tiny little baby crying. 670 01:00:46,981 --> 01:00:50,718 No, no, wailing, wailing. 671 01:00:51,185 --> 01:00:55,156 I heard you wailing like a lamb being slaughtered. 672 01:00:55,890 --> 01:00:57,992 And-- and what did I do? 673 01:00:59,226 --> 01:01:00,761 What did I do? 674 01:01:05,132 --> 01:01:08,269 I asked you a goddamn question! 675 01:01:09,770 --> 01:01:11,205 What did I do? 676 01:01:13,542 --> 01:01:14,942 You took me in. 677 01:01:19,113 --> 01:01:20,481 That's right. 678 01:01:20,582 --> 01:01:22,249 I... 679 01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:25,119 took you in. 680 01:01:33,294 --> 01:01:36,565 Every inch of your life, 681 01:01:36,665 --> 01:01:39,900 every ounce of your being 682 01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:44,872 is only there because I allowed it to be. 683 01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:00,287 Don't you forget that. 684 01:02:20,307 --> 01:02:23,511 I should have left you where I fucking found you. 685 01:02:24,745 --> 01:02:27,781 They don't pay me enough for this shit. 686 01:02:28,550 --> 01:02:31,519 Raised you on my own dime. 687 01:02:31,952 --> 01:02:33,454 No one helped me. 688 01:02:33,887 --> 01:02:36,757 That's what you get for trying to help somebody. 689 01:02:36,857 --> 01:02:38,325 Fuck off! 690 01:02:38,425 --> 01:02:39,493 Nothing. 691 01:02:40,160 --> 01:02:41,663 Nada... 692 01:02:41,762 --> 01:02:43,732 is what I should have named you. 693 01:02:43,831 --> 01:02:45,799 I tried to name you after someone great. 694 01:02:45,899 --> 01:02:48,202 Tried to give you a chance, that's all. 695 01:02:50,672 --> 01:02:53,007 But nada's what you'll always be. 696 01:02:55,075 --> 01:02:57,044 I can't change your destiny. 697 01:03:02,550 --> 01:03:04,218 Not yet anyway. 698 01:04:05,913 --> 01:04:07,848 Your mom's out on the couch again. 699 01:04:13,755 --> 01:04:15,657 She can't move much these days. 700 01:04:16,390 --> 01:04:19,426 Circle of life, huh? The mother becomes the baby? 701 01:04:19,527 --> 01:04:22,863 -Soon, you're wiping her ass. -I don't think so. 702 01:04:23,598 --> 01:04:24,932 Tell my cousin that. 703 01:04:25,999 --> 01:04:27,434 It happens to all of us. 704 01:04:28,068 --> 01:04:29,336 No, not me. 705 01:04:29,771 --> 01:04:31,305 I-- I think that's enough of that. 706 01:04:31,972 --> 01:04:33,440 So fucking Lincoln. 707 01:04:33,541 --> 01:04:36,110 Always thinks he's above everyone else. 708 01:04:38,212 --> 01:04:40,414 - No, that's not true. - No? 709 01:04:40,881 --> 01:04:42,149 No. 710 01:04:43,518 --> 01:04:45,319 I just don't want to be like everyone else. 711 01:04:45,419 --> 01:04:47,354 Oh, so you don't want special treatment, then? 712 01:04:49,390 --> 01:04:50,958 Guess you wouldn't want these test answers 713 01:04:51,058 --> 01:04:52,560 for next week's final. 714 01:04:53,193 --> 01:04:55,062 Guess you wouldn't want these. 715 01:05:03,971 --> 01:05:06,240 -You know the deal. -It's all on the table. 716 01:05:06,340 --> 01:05:09,109 -It's all I have. -It's not enough. 717 01:05:10,944 --> 01:05:12,913 I can get you more 718 01:05:13,013 --> 01:05:15,182 at a party tonight. 719 01:05:17,786 --> 01:05:20,387 So, you're coming or what? 720 01:05:22,857 --> 01:05:25,325 Hon, it wouldn't be a party without me. 721 01:05:54,254 --> 01:05:55,590 Are you okay? 722 01:05:59,226 --> 01:06:00,929 You don't gotta do a taste test. 723 01:06:01,663 --> 01:06:02,996 You should not gonna know the difference 724 01:06:03,096 --> 01:06:04,566 after half a 12-pack. 725 01:06:05,432 --> 01:06:08,435 But unless you wanna prolong your pain in hers, 726 01:06:08,536 --> 01:06:11,071 I would recommend doing a different type of poison. 727 01:06:17,244 --> 01:06:20,347 An entire pharmacy at your fingertips. 728 01:06:22,784 --> 01:06:26,086 Why plan a murder when you've got a suicide note? 729 01:06:27,822 --> 01:06:29,289 Apathetic. 730 01:06:30,224 --> 01:06:31,826 Go with the benzos. 731 01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:34,562 They're perfect for a drunk with a death wish. 732 01:07:40,394 --> 01:07:41,696 I missed you. 733 01:07:42,095 --> 01:07:43,531 I missed you too. 734 01:07:55,309 --> 01:07:56,644 It doesn't matter. 735 01:07:57,077 --> 01:07:58,613 Yes, it does. 736 01:08:00,247 --> 01:08:01,649 Why won't you tell me? 737 01:08:05,053 --> 01:08:06,486 There's nothing to tell. 738 01:08:09,089 --> 01:08:10,592 You're sick, Corey. 739 01:08:13,695 --> 01:08:14,829 Do I look sick? 740 01:08:34,214 --> 01:08:35,717 Oh! 741 01:08:37,051 --> 01:08:39,053 Trying to keep all the fun to yourself. 742 01:08:39,152 --> 01:08:40,454 Are you? 743 01:08:48,096 --> 01:08:49,429 Two tickets... 744 01:08:51,365 --> 01:08:52,900 to Wonderland, my lady. 745 01:08:55,903 --> 01:08:57,337 Whoa! Wait up. 746 01:09:01,976 --> 01:09:03,243 So, where's the snow at? 747 01:09:04,712 --> 01:09:05,880 You've got it. 748 01:09:06,480 --> 01:09:09,216 Nah, this is that heavy shit we did at Linc's place. 749 01:09:09,651 --> 01:09:12,285 I want them Winter Wonder Dreams, baby. 750 01:09:13,253 --> 01:09:14,622 Oh, baby. 751 01:09:15,188 --> 01:09:17,558 You and the clink over there may rule your... 752 01:09:17,659 --> 01:09:19,861 whatever shithole you guys are from. 753 01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:22,229 When you're in my house, 754 01:09:22,329 --> 01:09:23,631 know when to shut up. 755 01:09:24,832 --> 01:09:26,366 This is the one? 756 01:09:28,603 --> 01:09:30,705 Yeah, and what one would that be? 757 01:09:31,238 --> 01:09:32,372 You really don't know, do you? 758 01:09:32,472 --> 01:09:34,207 You're really that cliché? 759 01:09:34,942 --> 01:09:37,679 You daddy's boys are all the fucking same. 760 01:09:38,112 --> 01:09:40,447 Fancy and empty, just like this sweet pad. 761 01:09:42,917 --> 01:09:44,652 Isn't this supposed to be a birthday party? 762 01:09:45,553 --> 01:09:48,422 Pretty sweet birthday party. No family, no friends. 763 01:09:48,823 --> 01:09:50,190 He has friends. He has us. 764 01:09:50,290 --> 01:09:51,659 Does he really? 765 01:09:53,628 --> 01:09:54,829 Are you really? 766 01:10:02,103 --> 01:10:03,671 So, prove it. 767 01:10:05,807 --> 01:10:08,976 -A game of True Blue. -No, I don't do that shit. 768 01:10:09,677 --> 01:10:12,547 You was about to do that shit with your missus just before. 769 01:10:13,147 --> 01:10:14,448 That was different. 770 01:10:15,415 --> 01:10:17,952 Why? Because your shithole is shinier than ours? 771 01:10:18,052 --> 01:10:19,252 You think you're better than us? 772 01:10:19,352 --> 01:10:21,155 He didn't say that. 773 01:10:21,254 --> 01:10:23,991 Nah, but he meant it, though. He meant it. 774 01:10:24,559 --> 01:10:26,293 There's always exceptions to you lot. 775 01:10:26,393 --> 01:10:27,595 Rules to suit you. 776 01:10:27,695 --> 01:10:28,930 And so, what if we do? 777 01:10:29,564 --> 01:10:30,998 What's it to you, huh? 778 01:10:31,364 --> 01:10:32,767 Do I tell you how to live your life? 779 01:10:32,867 --> 01:10:34,936 Do I get in your face and remind you of all 780 01:10:35,036 --> 01:10:37,739 the shit that you were born with and wanna forget? 781 01:10:37,839 --> 01:10:39,140 I think I remember you 782 01:10:39,239 --> 01:10:40,575 doing exactly that. 783 01:10:49,884 --> 01:10:51,251 Give me the snow. 784 01:11:01,062 --> 01:11:02,630 It's yours. 785 01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:04,699 Ladies first. 786 01:11:12,874 --> 01:11:14,341 One for me. 787 01:11:28,656 --> 01:11:29,724 Any day? 788 01:11:30,091 --> 01:11:31,692 Sorry, I didn't see you there. 789 01:11:34,394 --> 01:11:35,863 Sweet dreams. 790 01:11:45,506 --> 01:11:47,508 Shoot. Candles. 791 01:11:48,910 --> 01:11:50,945 Can't have a birthday without a wish? 792 01:11:53,281 --> 01:11:54,816 I recommend the milk. 793 01:11:55,482 --> 01:11:56,984 Takes care of the booze. 794 01:11:57,819 --> 01:11:59,053 Then, no, thanks. 795 01:12:18,471 --> 01:12:20,074 I must have left one in. 796 01:12:21,542 --> 01:12:22,810 Must have. 797 01:12:31,719 --> 01:12:34,055 -I'm not wearing pants? -Oh, sorry. 798 01:12:44,765 --> 01:12:46,801 This night has brought a lot of things to light, 799 01:12:46,901 --> 01:12:48,002 don't you think? 800 01:12:50,238 --> 01:12:51,572 Sorry. 801 01:12:54,742 --> 01:12:55,676 Um... 802 01:12:56,077 --> 01:12:58,579 you-- you-- you see things differently. 803 01:12:59,947 --> 01:13:01,048 I can tell. 804 01:13:02,750 --> 01:13:04,852 You see things that others don't. 805 01:13:08,623 --> 01:13:10,423 You get like that when you grow up alone. 806 01:13:10,524 --> 01:13:12,660 You have a lot of time to watch. 807 01:13:13,594 --> 01:13:14,862 Watch what? 808 01:13:15,897 --> 01:13:16,998 Others live. 809 01:13:22,502 --> 01:13:24,972 Had any joy they feel, that freedom. 810 01:13:25,673 --> 01:13:27,708 That freedom of being carefree. 811 01:13:32,146 --> 01:13:33,480 I used to envy them. 812 01:13:34,481 --> 01:13:35,750 I wanna be them. 813 01:13:37,251 --> 01:13:38,586 Pretend to be them. 814 01:13:40,554 --> 01:13:42,523 But I knew deep down to be really like them, 815 01:13:42,623 --> 01:13:44,457 that would come with a price. 816 01:13:51,565 --> 01:13:53,634 Who would have thought you and I would be so alike? 817 01:13:54,201 --> 01:13:55,536 Right? 818 01:13:56,637 --> 01:13:57,872 Clare? 819 01:14:03,811 --> 01:14:06,213 You and I are nothing alike. 820 01:14:27,635 --> 01:14:28,903 Sweet dreams. 821 01:14:33,274 --> 01:14:34,675 Core? 822 01:16:16,677 --> 01:16:18,746 Big boys don't cry. 823 01:16:18,846 --> 01:16:21,148 Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry... 824 01:16:30,257 --> 01:16:31,692 Where's the cake? 825 01:16:36,864 --> 01:16:39,166 You can't have a birthday without a wish. 826 01:16:41,001 --> 01:16:43,137 Not that there's much point. 827 01:16:43,771 --> 01:16:45,873 We all know what you'd wish for. 828 01:16:47,741 --> 01:16:49,043 And what's that? 829 01:16:49,143 --> 01:16:50,711 To be like me. 830 01:16:53,214 --> 01:16:56,217 All boys want to be like their fathers. 831 01:16:56,684 --> 01:16:58,152 And most do. 832 01:16:59,854 --> 01:17:04,191 Most boys turn into men... but not you. 833 01:17:08,462 --> 01:17:09,997 You're too soft. 834 01:17:26,747 --> 01:17:29,150 No wonder she'll never love you. 835 01:17:32,119 --> 01:17:33,888 No one will. 836 01:17:44,698 --> 01:17:46,233 You got it all wrong, Dad. 837 01:17:48,802 --> 01:17:51,772 No one really wants to be like their father. 838 01:17:53,642 --> 01:17:56,210 Because we know deep down... 839 01:17:58,245 --> 01:17:59,446 they're losers. 840 01:18:00,381 --> 01:18:02,883 We just don't have the heart to break it to them. 841 01:18:04,818 --> 01:18:08,355 We know how they look at us like their second chance. 842 01:18:08,455 --> 01:18:10,157 Their last hope. 843 01:18:12,627 --> 01:18:15,296 It's fucking pathetic. 844 01:18:21,835 --> 01:18:25,039 I never wanna be like you. 845 01:18:50,164 --> 01:18:51,799 Say it. 846 01:18:53,602 --> 01:18:56,437 Say it and I'll stop. 847 01:19:15,155 --> 01:19:17,291 They say all will fear two days. 848 01:19:19,059 --> 01:19:21,161 The day we get everything we have coming. 849 01:19:23,297 --> 01:19:25,899 The day our secrets are laid bare. 850 01:20:22,389 --> 01:20:23,824 It's her. 851 01:21:17,311 --> 01:21:19,781 No. 852 01:21:25,653 --> 01:21:26,920 No. 853 01:21:28,889 --> 01:21:31,392 What the fuck did you do? 854 01:21:39,199 --> 01:21:40,334 Me? 855 01:21:41,803 --> 01:21:43,303 For once in your life, 856 01:21:43,404 --> 01:21:45,239 just admit to it, take some fucking responsibility! 857 01:21:45,339 --> 01:21:47,876 -Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! -I didn't fucking do anything! 858 01:21:47,975 --> 01:21:49,811 What the fuck, man? You'll never do anything! 859 01:21:49,910 --> 01:21:51,579 You never do anything! 860 01:21:52,847 --> 01:21:54,649 You look at me like I disgust you 861 01:21:54,749 --> 01:21:56,584 but you're just fucking like me. 862 01:21:58,753 --> 01:22:00,120 Just like me. 863 01:22:02,857 --> 01:22:05,392 You're so scared of being like him, man. 864 01:22:07,394 --> 01:22:09,898 - Like who? - You deadbeat dad. 865 01:22:10,497 --> 01:22:12,199 You're scared of being a nobody. 866 01:22:12,299 --> 01:22:16,036 Not knowing the further you go to try to be somebody, 867 01:22:16,136 --> 01:22:17,605 the further you get from yourself. 868 01:22:17,705 --> 01:22:21,108 Hell, you're so-- you're so far from who you are, man, 869 01:22:21,208 --> 01:22:23,143 you can't even see yourself no more. 870 01:22:30,017 --> 01:22:31,351 I may have ended his life, 871 01:22:31,452 --> 01:22:33,187 but I wasn't the one who stopped his heart. 872 01:22:34,488 --> 01:22:36,223 Ellie, please. 873 01:22:36,891 --> 01:22:38,158 Please. 874 01:22:40,294 --> 01:22:41,495 Josh? 875 01:22:41,596 --> 01:22:42,664 Josh was dead... 876 01:22:45,533 --> 01:22:46,601 long before me. 877 01:22:51,205 --> 01:22:52,640 He never wanted to live. 878 01:22:53,474 --> 01:22:55,710 No, he fucking lived to forget. 879 01:22:59,581 --> 01:23:00,682 Tell them. 880 01:23:02,817 --> 01:23:04,318 Tell them what he was like. 881 01:23:04,418 --> 01:23:06,955 Get the fuck over here! Tell them what he was like! 882 01:23:07,054 --> 01:23:08,857 How he only lived for those trips? 883 01:23:08,957 --> 01:23:11,458 Those fucking pills and nothing more! 884 01:23:24,739 --> 01:23:28,208 Some of us are just not meant for this world. 885 01:23:33,615 --> 01:23:35,950 Do you ever wonder what your life would have been like 886 01:23:36,049 --> 01:23:37,552 if you were someone else? 887 01:23:39,152 --> 01:23:41,188 If you had different parents... 888 01:23:42,991 --> 01:23:44,324 different friends... 889 01:23:47,194 --> 01:23:48,596 a different chance. 890 01:23:52,534 --> 01:23:54,334 What would you do 891 01:23:54,434 --> 01:23:56,470 if you could set your own fate? 892 01:23:59,306 --> 01:24:03,410 What would you do to those that stood in your way? 893 01:24:10,018 --> 01:24:13,287 She is the reason why we're all here. 894 01:24:23,731 --> 01:24:25,633 And why we soon won't be. 895 01:24:52,159 --> 01:24:53,493 Grab his feet. 896 01:24:54,929 --> 01:24:56,564 - Core? - Somebody. 897 01:24:57,699 --> 01:25:01,335 Will someone, please, pick up his goddamn feet! 898 01:25:07,976 --> 01:25:09,209 Let's just go, baby. 899 01:25:09,309 --> 01:25:11,779 No, no, we're not calling anyone... 900 01:25:13,213 --> 01:25:15,783 and we're not going anywhere. 901 01:25:17,217 --> 01:25:18,686 And if any of you try... 902 01:25:21,089 --> 01:25:23,490 I'll bring you all down with me. 903 01:25:26,661 --> 01:25:27,895 All of you. 904 01:25:33,166 --> 01:25:35,168 - Core. - "Core"? 905 01:25:39,139 --> 01:25:40,575 That's me. 906 01:25:41,441 --> 01:25:44,579 The fucking glue... 907 01:25:46,346 --> 01:25:48,148 the motherfucking spine 908 01:25:48,248 --> 01:25:51,653 that holds all of you together. 909 01:25:51,753 --> 01:25:53,353 Don't do this. 910 01:25:53,453 --> 01:25:55,690 We don't have to do this. 911 01:25:55,790 --> 01:25:56,824 We? 912 01:26:08,836 --> 01:26:10,538 There is no "we." 913 01:26:12,172 --> 01:26:16,243 I am as alone as all of you. 914 01:26:19,881 --> 01:26:21,983 We are all alone 915 01:26:22,083 --> 01:26:26,921 in this shitty fucking world. 916 01:26:30,290 --> 01:26:31,592 You're fucking crazy! 917 01:26:31,693 --> 01:26:33,326 I'm fucking dying! 918 01:26:50,343 --> 01:26:51,546 By the time I'm 40, 919 01:26:51,646 --> 01:26:54,281 I will be in the dark like all of you. 920 01:27:02,523 --> 01:27:04,692 If I can't change my fate... 921 01:27:06,794 --> 01:27:09,764 the least I can do is make it pay. 922 01:27:09,864 --> 01:27:13,701 Corey, please. 923 01:27:17,404 --> 01:27:21,642 "Please, please." 924 01:27:22,375 --> 01:27:25,646 I am so fucking over the demure act, Ellen. 925 01:27:25,747 --> 01:27:28,883 Hey, hey, leave her out of it. 926 01:27:29,550 --> 01:27:32,220 Just-- just let her go. 927 01:27:34,856 --> 01:27:36,224 No. 928 01:27:36,323 --> 01:27:37,925 What the fuck is wrong with you, man? 929 01:27:38,291 --> 01:27:40,260 What has she ever done to you, man? 930 01:27:41,495 --> 01:27:43,698 Is that a fucking joke? 931 01:27:43,798 --> 01:27:46,500 What has she ever done to you? 932 01:27:47,001 --> 01:27:48,301 Huh? 933 01:27:49,070 --> 01:27:50,705 I don't know. 934 01:27:52,372 --> 01:27:54,175 But I'm not gonna wait to find out. 935 01:27:54,274 --> 01:27:56,511 Listen to me, okay? 936 01:27:57,779 --> 01:28:00,848 She's not who you think she is. 937 01:28:02,183 --> 01:28:03,918 She's just some girl. 938 01:28:05,253 --> 01:28:07,822 She's just some girl who's trying to be nice. 939 01:28:07,922 --> 01:28:11,058 Nobody is that nice. 940 01:28:11,159 --> 01:28:12,459 Corey, 941 01:28:12,560 --> 01:28:14,762 don't do something that you're gonna regret. 942 01:28:15,229 --> 01:28:16,564 Regret? 943 01:28:18,666 --> 01:28:22,469 The only thing that I regret... 944 01:28:23,436 --> 01:28:27,675 is falling in love with some trailer trash 945 01:28:27,775 --> 01:28:30,377 that always needs saving. 946 01:28:30,477 --> 01:28:32,079 Don't listen to him. 947 01:28:34,048 --> 01:28:35,315 All right? 948 01:28:36,150 --> 01:28:37,552 Look at him, he-- 949 01:28:38,286 --> 01:28:40,888 - he's all fucked up. - Yeah. 950 01:28:42,757 --> 01:28:43,825 He's right. 951 01:28:44,625 --> 01:28:47,795 I am all fucked up. 952 01:28:48,830 --> 01:28:53,768 But you, my Ellie Bellie, you... 953 01:28:55,136 --> 01:28:57,572 are heartbroken beyond repair. 954 01:29:09,584 --> 01:29:12,687 Ellie, listen to me. 955 01:29:12,787 --> 01:29:13,921 Listen. 956 01:29:15,056 --> 01:29:17,390 What will you be without your scholarships, huh? 957 01:29:17,825 --> 01:29:19,727 Your academia, what will you become? 958 01:29:20,928 --> 01:29:22,296 You think about that? 959 01:29:22,395 --> 01:29:24,265 You wanna give up on all that? Risk all that? 960 01:29:24,364 --> 01:29:25,633 Just leave her alone. 961 01:29:25,733 --> 01:29:27,969 No, you-- you stay out of it. 962 01:29:28,069 --> 01:29:30,538 Listen, Ellie, it's all-- Listen, come on. 963 01:29:30,638 --> 01:29:32,139 It's all you've ever known. 964 01:29:32,240 --> 01:29:34,976 It may be all you'll ever be, but you'll never know. 965 01:29:35,076 --> 01:29:36,611 You'll never know what else you have coming 966 01:29:36,711 --> 01:29:38,012 if you don't make the right choice. 967 01:29:49,290 --> 01:29:51,125 You're unbelievable. 968 01:29:51,859 --> 01:29:53,160 You wanna go there? 969 01:29:53,261 --> 01:29:54,562 You wanna throw that stone? 970 01:29:54,662 --> 01:29:56,797 Look in the fucking mirror, Lincoln. 971 01:29:57,265 --> 01:29:58,599 No wonder we ended up here 972 01:29:58,699 --> 01:30:00,568 hanging out with you for so long. 973 01:30:01,335 --> 01:30:03,838 We should have known you'd bring us down to your level. 974 01:30:05,306 --> 01:30:06,406 Our level? 975 01:30:06,507 --> 01:30:07,775 El? 976 01:30:08,843 --> 01:30:11,078 You mean the level without heroes for fathers 977 01:30:11,178 --> 01:30:12,813 or saints for mothers? 978 01:30:14,081 --> 01:30:16,483 We don't have the perfect family with the perfect lawyer 979 01:30:16,584 --> 01:30:18,286 to bail us out whenever we fuck up! 980 01:30:18,386 --> 01:30:20,755 So, please, just give us a fucking break! 981 01:30:20,855 --> 01:30:22,590 Oh, my God! 982 01:30:46,380 --> 01:30:49,449 You know, I may have more than you have. 983 01:30:51,385 --> 01:30:52,853 But seeing as it's my birthday 984 01:30:52,954 --> 01:30:54,689 and this isn't exactly the first time 985 01:30:54,789 --> 01:30:58,225 my, uh, perfect family have missed it... 986 01:31:00,928 --> 01:31:02,697 I don't have as much as you think. 987 01:31:05,465 --> 01:31:07,134 But what I do have, 988 01:31:07,568 --> 01:31:11,504 what I've been gifted with on this special day... 989 01:31:12,506 --> 01:31:16,177 is the realization that the one person... 990 01:31:18,079 --> 01:31:22,550 who truly knew me and managed to see me... 991 01:31:23,451 --> 01:31:24,819 really see me... 992 01:31:26,053 --> 01:31:28,956 is lying face down in his own fucking blood... 993 01:31:30,691 --> 01:31:33,627 because of me. 994 01:31:37,999 --> 01:31:39,767 And all of you. 995 01:32:34,488 --> 01:32:36,323 We just wanted to see the real you. 996 01:32:36,791 --> 01:32:38,159 That's all we ever wanted. 997 01:32:46,233 --> 01:32:47,301 No. 998 01:32:48,869 --> 01:32:50,304 You wanted retribution. 999 01:33:30,277 --> 01:33:31,846 Clare? Clare? 1000 01:33:31,946 --> 01:33:33,380 No. 1001 01:33:35,082 --> 01:33:36,250 Don't. 1002 01:33:40,654 --> 01:33:42,623 She's not like us. 1003 01:33:42,723 --> 01:33:45,793 She's not supposed to be here. 1004 01:33:45,893 --> 01:33:47,061 No! 1005 01:33:47,428 --> 01:33:49,330 Hey. Hey. Clare? 1006 01:33:49,430 --> 01:33:51,132 Clare? Clare? 1007 01:34:26,635 --> 01:34:28,402 No! 1008 01:34:30,738 --> 01:34:33,440 She's not supposed to be here. 1009 01:34:34,842 --> 01:34:37,512 Why? Why'd you do it? 1010 01:34:37,612 --> 01:34:41,048 Why do you always fucking do it? 1011 01:34:41,482 --> 01:34:44,752 -What's your fucking problem? -You are the problem! 1012 01:34:44,852 --> 01:34:48,989 You made it all of our problem. 1013 01:34:50,824 --> 01:34:53,227 Nothing is ever enough for you. 1014 01:34:53,327 --> 01:34:56,864 You-- you-- you always have to try every fucking flavor 1015 01:34:56,964 --> 01:35:00,034 because-- 'cause you can't decide what you want 1016 01:35:00,134 --> 01:35:03,771 'cause-- 'cause you don't know what you want. 1017 01:35:03,871 --> 01:35:06,608 Nothing is ever good enough for Ray. 1018 01:35:06,707 --> 01:35:09,443 Nothing ever satisfies Ray. 1019 01:35:10,411 --> 01:35:11,712 Core? 1020 01:35:14,982 --> 01:35:18,085 You will never be enough for him. 1021 01:35:20,421 --> 01:35:21,889 But you know what? 1022 01:35:23,724 --> 01:35:25,527 I don't give a shit anymore. 1023 01:35:26,293 --> 01:35:29,196 You-- you two deserve each other. 1024 01:35:30,331 --> 01:35:33,400 Always-- always needing to be saved. 1025 01:35:34,134 --> 01:35:39,574 Looking to be redeemed from your fucked up selves. 1026 01:35:40,107 --> 01:35:43,077 -Corey? -There is no redemption. 1027 01:35:46,715 --> 01:35:47,982 Not for you... 1028 01:35:54,723 --> 01:35:55,724 for any of us. 1029 01:36:19,980 --> 01:36:21,549 No! 1030 01:36:22,651 --> 01:36:24,318 No! 1031 01:36:25,754 --> 01:36:27,121 No! 1032 01:36:27,221 --> 01:36:28,889 No! 1033 01:36:31,158 --> 01:36:32,627 No! 1034 01:36:32,727 --> 01:36:34,361 Why? 1035 01:36:35,597 --> 01:36:37,064 Why? 1036 01:36:40,034 --> 01:36:42,169 What are you doing? 1037 01:36:42,704 --> 01:36:44,371 What are you doing? 1038 01:37:05,125 --> 01:37:08,530 It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. 1039 01:37:09,897 --> 01:37:12,667 No, no, no, no, don't-- Look at me. 1040 01:37:12,767 --> 01:37:14,835 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. 1041 01:37:14,935 --> 01:37:17,905 It's okay. It's okay. 1042 01:37:18,872 --> 01:37:21,710 Ray, look at me. Stay with me. 1043 01:37:21,810 --> 01:37:23,277 Stay with me. 1044 01:37:29,751 --> 01:37:31,085 Oh, my God. 1045 01:37:31,786 --> 01:37:33,320 - No. - Clare. 1046 01:37:33,420 --> 01:37:34,622 It's gonna be okay. 1047 01:38:29,343 --> 01:38:30,411 El? 1048 01:38:33,180 --> 01:38:34,214 El? 1049 01:38:34,649 --> 01:38:36,049 Clare? 1050 01:38:36,150 --> 01:38:38,185 You can't run from who you are. 1051 01:38:38,285 --> 01:38:41,355 -Ellen? -Who you really are. 1052 01:39:50,491 --> 01:39:51,893 Core? 1053 01:39:51,992 --> 01:39:54,729 Don't fucking "Core" me, Clare. 1054 01:40:05,573 --> 01:40:07,307 You're only scared of who you are 1055 01:40:07,407 --> 01:40:09,611 because you hate who you think you are. 1056 01:40:26,594 --> 01:40:28,630 Become your destiny. 1057 01:44:35,943 --> 01:44:37,277 We make a pact. 1058 01:44:40,480 --> 01:44:42,683 Today is a day we never forget. 1059 01:44:44,519 --> 01:44:46,721 Today's all our birthdays. 1060 01:44:48,488 --> 01:44:50,858 First day of the rest of our lives. 1061 01:45:11,779 --> 01:45:13,848 When you're not confined by who you are, 1062 01:45:15,082 --> 01:45:16,684 what's expected of you, 1063 01:45:16,784 --> 01:45:20,888 when you can accept that you may very well not even exist, 1064 01:45:22,422 --> 01:45:25,193 when you understand that none of that matters, 1065 01:45:25,293 --> 01:45:27,662 when you know you don't matter, 1066 01:45:29,230 --> 01:45:31,999 everything you do from then on becomes nothing but true. 1067 01:45:34,569 --> 01:45:36,170 And it is then and only then 1068 01:45:36,270 --> 01:45:39,941 that you'll see that destiny that you were so afraid of 1069 01:45:42,442 --> 01:45:44,745 reveal itself to you in its entirety. 1070 01:45:50,918 --> 01:45:52,320 So, what do you see? 1071 01:46:03,898 --> 01:46:08,135 And as you watch as the world gets razed, 1072 01:46:08,803 --> 01:46:11,539 as your own self gets erased, 1073 01:46:12,173 --> 01:46:14,075 making way for a new tomorrow, 1074 01:46:14,441 --> 01:46:16,409 clearing the way for what could, 1075 01:46:16,911 --> 01:46:18,378 what should be... 1076 01:46:20,147 --> 01:46:21,282 you smile. 71706

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