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You first get on the stage,
and ego comes rushing in.
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And it goes, "Don't mess up,
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'cause you're the man.
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Everyone's saying you're the man,
so don't mess up."
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So you get to the mic,
and your first note is flat.
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Always.
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And then about 30 seconds in, you go...
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"Oh, yeah,
I'm just a guy and I love music."
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And your whole body releases.
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And I just let go
and I look around, and I'm just like...
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"Just do this.
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Drop the ego.
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Time to surrender."
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Ever since I was about ten years old,
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I was obsessed
with being really good at things.
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That my worth is based on what I do.
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And that can lead to a dark place.
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My voice hit its breaking point
at the end of this tour,
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-and I'm using my phone to talk.
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Last night reminded me...
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I'm not invincible.
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Sing!
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Louder!
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Scream it!
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No matter how fast I get,
do not stop clapping, all right?
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Here we go! Clap those hands! Clap!
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Faster!
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Faster!
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Faster!
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- Hey, uh, good one.
- Thank you, brother.
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Give us a hug.
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-Thank you so much.
- Let's go. Let's motor up.
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-We've got an interview outside.
- I'm not done with it.
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You're gonna make a left
when you come out
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and go through the lights.
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- Thank you. Thank you.
- Bye!
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I love you! I love you!
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- Right there.
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A little further. Right there.
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Just keep an eye...
I can't see the monitor...
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So just keep an eye on the recording.
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Hey, Cez, Jocelyn's gonna come.
I told her to be here for 11:50.
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All right.
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So, this thing
you start doing in your bedroom,
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making Vines for the love of it...
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Is it hard to protect
that pure thing that started it all?
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Come on, Shawn, let's go!
Time to go in!
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Get up.
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As a kid, when you look at someone
and you're like, "This is my dream..."
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And someone goes, "That's a stupid dream,"
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you'd be like,
"Oh, yeah, it is a stupid dream."
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When I got into school...
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Ms. Parker,
she was the vocal class teacher,
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and I told her, "I want to be a singer.
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I want to be...
I want to be an artist." You know?
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And she had no hesitation to believe me.
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My parents, my friends...
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Nobody looked at me and said,
"You're crazy."
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Everybody was like, "Go for it."
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He sounds better
all the time now.
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With more practice like he's had...
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Hey!
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-We love you, Shawn Mendes!
-I'm excited!
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This is larger than I thought.
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Yeah.
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- Can he hear it?
-No. No, no. Nothing can be heard.
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He may not like being filmed.
He's saying hello.
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-Hi.
- He can't be filmed.
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- This ain't going anywhere.
-Okay.
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Hey, Mom?
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What do you say now?
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It is nuts.
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What, even to go to the bathroom,
he has to go with security.
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- Oh, my God!
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Oh, my God!
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Oh, my God!
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I love you!
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Did you see that?
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-"I love you"? Holy moly.
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Hi!
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-You're not embarrassed of what?
-I'm nervous now.
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I wasn't nervous until now.
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Can we go back there?
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Hold on. Stay with me.
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- Give it up for Shawn Mendes!
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Do I have anyone from outside of Ontario?
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-Where are you guys from?
-Michigan.
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Michigan!
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Holy...
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Crazy.
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I think I'd heard A Great Big World,
"Say Something" for the first time,
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and I was like,
"Wow, that's a really great song."
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Googled it...
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and one of the first search results
was Shawn's cover of the song.
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I was taken aback a bit.
It was like, "This is really incredible."
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Reached out,
and we FaceTimed Shawn and his mom.
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Immediately, Shawn just starts
grilling us with questions
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about how the music business works,
why he might need a manager.
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I just said to them,
I was honest,
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"I don't know everything,
but I'm going to sit here
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and spend every minute of my time
figuring it out with you."
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I would always say to him,
"I need to get a band
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'cause I'll sound bad on my own,"
and he'd say, "No.
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Just get on the stage,
just you and the guitar."
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Having the confidence
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was all based off of those first couple
years of performing with just a guitar.
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I went from a small bedroom in Pickering
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to playing in front of a few
thousand people in a couple years.
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It looks so cool.
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This is what it's like
filming a documentary.
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Here we go.
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I'm not ready to give this to Scott.
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He's not here.
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It all stems from when I met him,
and he had these cool sunglasses on.
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He said, "If you had a number one single,
I'll give them to you."
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The first thing we did together
went number one.
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It needs another melody.
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Yeah, it's just, like...
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How's that?
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Got it?
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In my room, there's this thing
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that has the number of shows
that we're on and where we are.
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Today it's at number eight, Copenhagen,
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and it made me think
we're not even close to 100.
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But it also said Cologne, not Copenhagen.
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-We're in Cologne.
- It said Cologne.
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-Actually, it might have said Copenhagen.
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But I want us to always
keep in mind that this is very special.
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I'll say it, I know it'll get annoying,
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but it truly is so special.
What we get to do is magical.
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Everyone in there,
it's their first time seeing it,
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every single time.
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-No matter if it's show one or show 99.
-That's right.
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It's their first time seeing it,
it's special, so thanks. Let's do it.
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-Beautiful.
-Let's do it.
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Everybody jump!
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I used to look
at so many of my idols and be like,
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"How can you ever be that?
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They were born legendary."
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That's just not the truth.
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People are like, "What would you
be doing if this didn't happen?"
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I feel puzzled by that question,
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because I feel like
this is what I was going to do.
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I'm in the Q&A yesterday.
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This girl goes,
"How do I be a songwriter like you?"
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I immediately
thought about saying that to my dad,
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"I wanna be a songwriter."
He goes, "Can you write songs?"
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I said, "I don't know."
He goes, "Write one."
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I sat in my room
and I played guitar for seven hours.
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My hands bled. I'd play again
and get better, and I'd practice.
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And I'm not saying everyone has to be
so Olympic athlete about it.
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I said that to her. I was like,
"Stop sitting here thinking about it.
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You are a songwriter.
Now, go write songs."
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-Here we go!
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New York!
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You don't hear songs that say,
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"You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you."
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Even, like, those trumpets going...
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Like, all that trumpet stuff
is really cool, right?
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Feels, like, so, like, grandiose.
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There's something about that I think about
when it comes to the next album.
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Something about, like, that, like...
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feeling, that, like,
all-around, like, overdose of love.
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Could you go, "Counting back from 100,
so I can fall asleep faster"?
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-That's cool.
-Yeah.
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I was feeling like a...
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Love the echo
after "Hello, hello."
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"All I have to do."
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Yeah.
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That's the one.
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It sounds better without.
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- Without?
- Sounds better.
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Again.
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Okay, George, punch me on "Close my eyes".
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It's pretty cool,
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she rents an apartment in West Village,
so we're staying there,
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We wake up in the morning,
like, "This is fucked."
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And we have to wake up
and both separately get in SUVs
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to head to the same place.
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- Yeah.
-It's pretty cool.
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I'm like, "I gotta leave at 8:30."
She's like, "Me too."
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It's almost like living
a taste of a normal life
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in the least normal-life way.
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Getting all my clothes on
and running to the café for an Americano.
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Then you guys pulled up, and I was like,
"Right, we're going to work."
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- How you doing?
-Good, how are you?
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We go this way.
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So, when I step this way,
what do I do with my arm?
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Boom. So this hand, when you step over...
You step over here, boom.
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-You look back...
-Love that.
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...and then you come around...
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-So--
-Okay, got it.
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-You're going to the other side.
-No.
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-All your weight is here.
-Yep.
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And then, you know
about the outside edge...
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This side?
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Yeah, making sure that...
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Okay. Super cozy.
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-Super cozy.
-Yeah.
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I love you.
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-Do you know that?
-I know.
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Thank you, everyone, good to go.
Places. Let's start rehearsal, please.
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We're ready to roll
when you folks are ready.
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Camila, she was in Fifth Harmony,
and we were both opening.
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My very first tour ever.
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And she was the act after me.
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I was first in the lineup,
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with the shortest set,
and then they went on.
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Five years ago, man.
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He was so...
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super hyper-focused
on what he was doing.
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I never saw him the whole tour.
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He was constantly in and out of his bus,
playing guitar, writing songs with Geoff.
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I thought he was cute, but I was like,
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"He's... He's doing other stuff,
so whatever."
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And then, I guess it must have been
about four or five years ago,
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we were backstage
at this Taylor Swift show.
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I went to his dressing room to say hi.
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And we, like, started writing this song.
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And then after that, we, like,
spent a lot of time with each other
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because we had the song together
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and we did
a whole Jingle Ball tour together.
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And that's really when
the fucking saga started.
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I really liked him.
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I guess he liked me, but...
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I don't really know.
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For the past four years,
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just being friends
and not seeing each other very often
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to finally being able to be together,
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she was always there
to look out for me as a human being.
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She's got my back, and I think
that's what your partner's for.
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We're in New York, and my song
comes on the radio or something,
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and the fact comes up
that it's about her.
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And I'm like, "Yeah, it's about you.
Everything's about you.
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They've always been about you."
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She goes, "What do you mean?"
I'm like, "They're all about you.
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Like, every song I ever wrote."
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And I'm rhyming off the songs like,
"Treat You Better," all these songs.
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She's like, "Oh, my God."
She literally had no idea.
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This whole time,
I thought she, like, knew.
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I don't think I'll be able
to write songs that really do it justice,
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that can really capture
the things and the feelings with her.
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I think it's like
when you see a moon or stars
245
00:22:38,523 --> 00:22:41,026
and you try to take
a photo of it with your iPhone,
246
00:22:41,109 --> 00:22:43,987
and then you just can't,
it just doesn't look good.
247
00:22:44,654 --> 00:22:47,908
And you're like, "It's not
supposed to be captured." You know?
248
00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:50,702
It's just supposed to be for us.
249
00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:57,959
Want to do it again for fun,
stuff like that?
250
00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:59,544
Play around just to get loose.
251
00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:45,340
- Boom. Boom, boom. Boom, boom.
252
00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:46,842
-Yeah, yeah.
-Yeah, yeah.
253
00:23:48,885 --> 00:23:51,346
Okay. Good. Let's sing another song.
254
00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:54,766
What's a song for fun?
Literally, any song, but ours.
255
00:23:58,520 --> 00:23:59,855
Fuck, yeah.
256
00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:34,848
Step back.
257
00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:37,100
- Step back.
258
00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:50,071
Shawn! Shawn!
259
00:24:53,074 --> 00:24:55,035
Shawn, all the way down.
260
00:24:55,118 --> 00:24:58,079
Shawn! Shawn, right here for me, man.
Shawn!
261
00:24:58,163 --> 00:24:59,581
Shawn, right here!
262
00:24:59,664 --> 00:25:01,041
Mr. Mendes!
263
00:25:01,124 --> 00:25:02,918
Shawn, one more here.
264
00:25:10,175 --> 00:25:11,718
Oh, my God!
265
00:25:24,648 --> 00:25:27,651
It's insane. That was insane!
266
00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:30,111
That was a really calm red carpet.
267
00:25:30,779 --> 00:25:32,948
I'm serious.
268
00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:35,158
- That was calm?
-That was calm, dude.
269
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,297
Wait, my, uh...
My shoe! My shoe!
270
00:25:50,173 --> 00:25:51,591
Oh, no!
271
00:25:52,467 --> 00:25:53,677
My shoe.
272
00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:59,307
Is there a proper way to do this?
I swear, I'm gonna tie a double knot.
273
00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:02,185
Who's ready?
274
00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:12,696
Can I have water?
275
00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:15,407
Come on, it's time, let's go.
276
00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:36,011
At this moment in time,
during the summer
277
00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:38,430
of whatever you want to name this summer,
278
00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:40,890
during "Señorita"
and "If I Can't Have You"...
279
00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:45,687
Camila and I are staying
in an apartment in NYC
280
00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:47,480
for the very first time alone.
281
00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:51,985
And making eggs and trying
to figure out how to use a Keurig.
282
00:26:52,569 --> 00:26:53,862
Normal things, you know?
283
00:26:54,904 --> 00:26:57,824
This is really cool,
to just be, like, a 21-year-old guy.
284
00:26:58,408 --> 00:26:59,451
And getting older...
285
00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:02,245
That's happening for me too.
286
00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:06,124
Give it up for Shawn Mendes!
287
00:27:28,229 --> 00:27:30,273
Camila Cabello, everybody!
288
00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:41,284
I'm nervous.
289
00:27:42,118 --> 00:27:44,412
Yeah, I feel anxious to go home right now.
290
00:27:45,288 --> 00:27:46,706
How long has it been?
291
00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:48,458
Three and half months.
292
00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:50,377
It's a long time.
293
00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:55,298
I'm excited to have a couple days off
and be with friends and family.
294
00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,217
Yeah. So excited.
295
00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:02,472
I'm so lucky to have a friend like Brian.
296
00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:04,974
He loves them anyway.
297
00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:08,645
He works hard
at keeping me in the real world.
298
00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:11,314
If we had our own FIFA cards,
you'd probably have--
299
00:28:11,398 --> 00:28:14,109
-I'd have a high rating.
-You'd probably be 76 passing,
300
00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:15,485
-I'd be 82.
-Not a chance.
301
00:28:15,568 --> 00:28:19,072
-I'd be rated a 93, you'd be rated an 87.
302
00:28:19,155 --> 00:28:20,156
What's Ronaldo?
303
00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:23,159
Ronaldo? I think Ronaldo's a 94.
304
00:28:23,243 --> 00:28:25,870
-Yeah, I'm a 93.
305
00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:30,125
Without him, I don't know,
I'd probably be, like, pretty crazy.
306
00:28:30,208 --> 00:28:32,293
Can you match my tone?
That's my question.
307
00:28:39,342 --> 00:28:42,053
He just connects me
with friends from home.
308
00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:48,393
I'm probably closer with my friends
from home now than ever.
309
00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:50,478
-Oh!
-They were all supporting me
310
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:53,314
from the first time
"Life of the Party" came out,
311
00:28:53,398 --> 00:28:54,983
and now we're here together.
312
00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:59,738
I want them to look around
and be proud of it
313
00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:03,742
and be like,
"This is just as much ours as it is his."
314
00:29:07,495 --> 00:29:08,747
"Look, guys, we made it.
315
00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:11,624
How beautiful is this?"
316
00:29:14,711 --> 00:29:16,963
All right, bedroom.
You did me great. Thanks.
317
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:18,923
I'll see you next time.
318
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,842
Thank God I'm leaving you.
319
00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:23,011
Double guitar.
320
00:29:23,094 --> 00:29:24,304
Let's go, bro.
321
00:29:35,815 --> 00:29:36,983
Good to see you, man.
322
00:29:37,066 --> 00:29:39,194
-Good to see you, welcome back.
-Thank you.
323
00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:41,488
You rock! You rock! You rock!
324
00:29:46,868 --> 00:29:47,702
Welcome.
325
00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:50,497
-It's been unlocked for three months.
326
00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,456
Let's go.
327
00:29:51,539 --> 00:29:54,459
Welcome to my cozy house!
It smells great in here.
328
00:30:01,841 --> 00:30:03,551
Okay, everything seems right.
329
00:30:04,302 --> 00:30:06,137
How's your room, Brian? Seems right?
330
00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:07,847
Checks out.
331
00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:14,270
Everything checks out?
332
00:30:14,354 --> 00:30:15,814
Oh, yeah.
333
00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:19,442
An alarm!
334
00:30:20,485 --> 00:30:22,487
Fuck.
335
00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:28,409
Wow, the worst shit.
336
00:30:28,993 --> 00:30:30,495
Hasn't been home for so long.
337
00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:34,791
This view is, like,
the best view I have ever seen in Toronto.
338
00:30:35,583 --> 00:30:38,336
Except for them building this gross thing.
What is that?
339
00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:42,882
Oh, my God,
they're building a mall or something.
340
00:30:45,009 --> 00:30:47,011
This is pretty cool, eh? Rogers Centre?
341
00:30:47,595 --> 00:30:49,264
You can see it from here.
342
00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:51,850
You can see the Rogers Centre
from my apartment.
343
00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:55,979
I can see it from my bedroom window
when I wake up in the morning.
344
00:30:58,106 --> 00:31:01,067
That's kind of insane
to think about that I'm playing there.
345
00:31:04,237 --> 00:31:05,071
Damn.
346
00:31:08,199 --> 00:31:09,158
Hello, Mom.
347
00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:11,828
-How's it going?
-Good, we're just headed down.
348
00:31:11,911 --> 00:31:15,290
Okay, I'm just trying to...
'Cause I spoke to Amy,
349
00:31:15,373 --> 00:31:17,834
the coordinator following you,
but she wasn't sure
350
00:31:17,917 --> 00:31:20,169
if you were going to Whitby
to get Aaliyah.
351
00:31:20,253 --> 00:31:22,839
I'm headed to pick her up.
I'm 30 minutes from her.
352
00:31:22,922 --> 00:31:24,465
All right, babe. See you soon.
353
00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:26,676
What up!
354
00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:31,556
Hey.
355
00:31:31,639 --> 00:31:33,975
-My daughter's a big fan of yours.
356
00:31:34,809 --> 00:31:36,686
You wanna flip that on selfie mode?
357
00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,900
Tell your daughter hi.
358
00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:46,905
-Can you say hi? Her name is Berina.
-Berina, I love you.
359
00:31:46,988 --> 00:31:48,573
-Thanks, buddy.
-Yeah, man.
360
00:31:51,492 --> 00:31:52,994
Canadian love right there.
361
00:31:53,786 --> 00:31:54,829
Hello.
362
00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:58,875
You had a first day of school today.
That's why you're in your outfit.
363
00:31:58,958 --> 00:32:01,920
-I like wearing this all the time.
-I didn't think about it.
364
00:32:04,881 --> 00:32:06,090
Look at this shit.
365
00:32:18,394 --> 00:32:20,355
Man, this is our... This is our field.
366
00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:26,611
Brian and I fully, 100% climbed up that.
367
00:32:27,737 --> 00:32:28,613
Swear to God.
368
00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:30,949
He told you?
369
00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:34,702
This is our turf, man.
The turf we talked about.
370
00:32:34,786 --> 00:32:37,664
-Like, this is where we grew up.
371
00:32:38,331 --> 00:32:41,501
That's why when we talk about Pickering,
we're obsessed with it.
372
00:32:41,584 --> 00:32:42,627
Look at this.
373
00:32:43,252 --> 00:32:46,589
- Yo.
-Look, I brought Tainy to the turf, bro.
374
00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:48,925
-No! What?
375
00:32:50,218 --> 00:32:51,052
Wow.
376
00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:53,471
How is it?
377
00:32:53,554 --> 00:32:54,889
It's fucking great, man.
378
00:32:55,807 --> 00:32:57,850
-Man, I should've came.
-I know.
379
00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:02,105
Wow, looks amazing.
380
00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:05,191
Dude, it's incredible here right now.
381
00:33:11,322 --> 00:33:14,200
When he started singing,
he wasn't the greatest.
382
00:33:14,283 --> 00:33:16,369
I was like, "Let's see where this goes."
383
00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:19,497
It was just constant noise at my house.
So annoying.
384
00:33:19,580 --> 00:33:21,249
Like, it was awful.
385
00:33:23,376 --> 00:33:25,962
I asked him
if he wanted to be famous one day,
386
00:33:26,587 --> 00:33:29,799
and he, like,
shut the whole idea down so fast.
387
00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:34,512
He was like, "No, I don't want
to be famous. It seems awful."
388
00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:39,058
I don't know if he remembers that,
but I remember that like it was yesterday.
389
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:43,771
I remember I asked you
when you first started singing
390
00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,857
if you wanted to become famous,
391
00:33:45,940 --> 00:33:48,901
and you, like, were disgusted by the idea.
392
00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:49,944
-I was?
-Yeah.
393
00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:52,739
You were like, "No,
I would never wanna be famous,
394
00:33:52,822 --> 00:33:54,407
like, that lifestyle."
395
00:33:54,490 --> 00:33:56,576
-Probably.
-I remember you saying that.
396
00:33:56,659 --> 00:33:57,910
You said it all the time.
397
00:33:57,994 --> 00:34:01,497
'Cause... Obviously, you got good,
and you started getting noticed,
398
00:34:01,581 --> 00:34:03,833
so I was like,
"You're gonna become famous."
399
00:34:03,916 --> 00:34:06,002
You were, like,
"I don't wanna be famous."
400
00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:07,253
I don't remember that.
401
00:34:07,336 --> 00:34:09,589
We talked about it
all the time in the office.
402
00:34:09,672 --> 00:34:11,382
Well, I obviously changed my mind.
403
00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:13,801
I used to...
404
00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:16,471
This door here...
405
00:34:17,305 --> 00:34:18,598
We'd finish school off...
406
00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:22,310
and everyone would come rushing down
407
00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:25,480
and just hang outside
on this front thing on a Friday.
408
00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:29,484
Two hundred people hanging out here,
trying to figure out the plans for Friday.
409
00:34:29,567 --> 00:34:31,277
-It was so good.
-We don't do that.
410
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,404
Everyone did that.
411
00:34:35,114 --> 00:34:36,574
Welcome home, guys.
412
00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:42,955
- I got to do homework.
413
00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:49,378
Oh!
414
00:34:53,966 --> 00:34:55,384
Guys, welcome.
415
00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:57,470
This is my home!
416
00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:04,560
Oh, my God.
417
00:35:05,144 --> 00:35:06,270
So stupid.
418
00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:08,189
So stupid.
419
00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:11,067
The biggest plaque you've ever seen.
420
00:35:11,150 --> 00:35:12,860
I've, like, been in every bedroom,
421
00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:15,530
but this is my bedroom. Welcome.
422
00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:19,742
This is the room
I recorded all the Vines and stuff in.
423
00:35:21,077 --> 00:35:22,495
Pretty small in here, right?
424
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:25,164
This is it, bro.
425
00:35:28,209 --> 00:35:30,253
This pillow is... Fuck.
426
00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:31,587
They smell good.
427
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:34,382
Mmm!
428
00:35:39,095 --> 00:35:41,848
Whoa. That was actually
really overwhelming.
429
00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:45,893
Mom, I feel like
I kind of live here again.
430
00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:48,646
- He only comes here to eat.
-Not true.
431
00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:50,398
-Yes, you do.
-What is this?
432
00:35:50,481 --> 00:35:52,525
Every time you walk in you're hungry.
433
00:35:53,609 --> 00:35:55,361
Look at this. Look at this sweater.
434
00:35:55,903 --> 00:35:57,572
-It's Camila.
-Oh, my God.
435
00:35:57,655 --> 00:36:00,825
-My girlfriend. Do you know about her?
-No, I don't, Shawn.
436
00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:02,743
You make more money than all of us,
437
00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:05,163
-and you come here to eat for free?
-Oh, yeah.
438
00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:07,957
- How are you?
- Hey, buddy.
439
00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:11,085
It's crazy. This is the most time
440
00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:14,255
I've spent at home in,
like, a year, probably,
441
00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:15,840
in the last three days, right?
442
00:36:16,966 --> 00:36:18,551
-For sure.
-Every time he comes,
443
00:36:18,634 --> 00:36:19,886
I try to get him to stay.
444
00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:21,512
And you actually got to relax.
445
00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:24,640
Usually, he comes in and eats, says,
"I'm not staying long."
446
00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:27,101
We might get him to watch a movie.
That's it.
447
00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,394
Christmas Eve, he stays.
448
00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:31,480
He spends the night to wait
for Santa Claus with Aaliyah.
449
00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:33,941
-That's right.
-Then they get up in the morning,
450
00:36:34,025 --> 00:36:36,694
and Santa Claus has left
all the gifts under the tree.
451
00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:38,946
-Isn't that right?
-She doesn't drop it.
452
00:36:39,030 --> 00:36:41,032
-No.
-Santa Claus is real.
453
00:36:41,115 --> 00:36:41,991
-Yeah.
-Right?
454
00:36:42,074 --> 00:36:43,701
-If you believe it.
-I believe.
455
00:36:43,784 --> 00:36:44,952
Yeah, that's it.
456
00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,914
-You went to the stadium today?
- I went yesterday.
457
00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:49,749
-It's big in there.
-It's massive.
458
00:36:49,832 --> 00:36:52,543
I don't want to see anything
until I walk in tomorrow.
459
00:36:52,627 --> 00:36:54,921
-I'm gonna be there tomorrow.
-What time?
460
00:36:55,004 --> 00:36:56,881
-Probably around noon.
-Around noon?
461
00:36:56,964 --> 00:36:59,300
In time for catering,
that's why I'll be there.
462
00:36:59,383 --> 00:37:01,594
-Good, good, good. Smart guy.
463
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,058
This is, like, something else too.
464
00:37:07,141 --> 00:37:09,393
I wrote this
in the green room the other day.
465
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,105
No lyrics.
466
00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:57,149
I want to write a song
that's orchestra heaven,
467
00:37:57,233 --> 00:37:59,527
massive drums, and...
468
00:37:59,610 --> 00:38:01,988
And then really quiet,
my vocal just goes...
469
00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,120
My car is driving itself right now.
470
00:38:17,336 --> 00:38:21,257
Yesterday we were watching
videos of us when we were, like, 16.
471
00:38:22,216 --> 00:38:23,801
We both got so caught up in it.
472
00:38:23,884 --> 00:38:26,804
We looked at each other and were like,
"I don't feel good."
473
00:38:26,887 --> 00:38:31,809
'Cause we were taken right back
to that insecure, unsure 15-year-old.
474
00:38:33,102 --> 00:38:36,939
And I just felt like, "Wow,
she really understands that feeling."
475
00:38:37,648 --> 00:38:41,027
We looked at each other and said,
"We feel weird right now, huh?"
476
00:38:41,652 --> 00:38:43,154
And she's like, "Yeah, we do."
477
00:38:43,237 --> 00:38:45,406
And I'm like, "I'm so happy you know why,
478
00:38:45,489 --> 00:38:48,451
'cause I don't know if I could
explain this well to others."
479
00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,668
Sounds like your heart.
480
00:38:57,752 --> 00:38:59,170
Feels like my heart, yeah.
481
00:38:59,670 --> 00:39:03,341
Yeah, I went through a phase where
I used to write this over and over.
482
00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:05,259
"I control my brain with my voice."
483
00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:08,471
"I sing with no tension."
484
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:12,141
"My chest voice is strong and healthy."
485
00:39:12,933 --> 00:39:13,768
This was...
486
00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:18,397
two weeks before we put Rogers Centre
on sale, November 24th, 2018.
487
00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:22,651
I wrote... "Here we go.
I will sell out the Rogers Centre."
488
00:39:23,652 --> 00:39:25,279
I remember I was in this condo.
489
00:39:26,864 --> 00:39:30,326
-And on November 28th... 25th, 2018.
-You wrote...
490
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,537
- "I sold out the Rogers Centre."
491
00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:37,166
That's why it worked.
I wrote it in my manifestation journal.
492
00:39:37,249 --> 00:39:40,336
-Yeah, it was persistent.
-This is persistency right here.
493
00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:48,886
You did that thing where you're...
494
00:39:48,969 --> 00:39:52,056
I think Rogers Centre
was always a goal of mine.
495
00:39:52,139 --> 00:39:55,768
'Cause when I started playing music,
I'd drive by it every day
496
00:39:55,851 --> 00:39:58,062
and say,
"I'm gonna play there one day."
497
00:39:58,687 --> 00:39:59,688
Jesus Christ.
498
00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:02,608
- Whoo! Yeah, man!
499
00:40:03,526 --> 00:40:04,985
Oh, my God!
500
00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:07,947
What is going on?
501
00:40:08,489 --> 00:40:10,408
I don't even know what to look at.
502
00:40:10,491 --> 00:40:12,118
-Where's the stage?
- There.
503
00:40:13,119 --> 00:40:14,870
This is crazy.
504
00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,125
It's kind of big.
505
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:20,793
- Fuckin' huge.
506
00:40:20,876 --> 00:40:22,795
This is insane!
507
00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,280
The stage feels small.
508
00:40:54,076 --> 00:40:55,744
Does the stage look small here?
509
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:08,424
Does the stage feel small?
I know I can't put a new stage in, but...
510
00:41:08,507 --> 00:41:11,051
-Brother, look what you did.
511
00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:14,054
I walked on, immediately
I was like, "Is the stage small?"
512
00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:16,682
-Just take it in.
-Actually feels like a city here.
513
00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:18,309
Look at it.
514
00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:38,537
I'm looking at the Rogers Centre, and
for the first time I'm getting nervous.
515
00:41:39,371 --> 00:41:42,541
On the street, the coffee guy says
he's coming to the show.
516
00:41:42,625 --> 00:41:45,544
My door guy at my condo says,
"I'm coming to the show."
517
00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,463
This is a real family thing.
518
00:41:51,133 --> 00:41:52,176
This isn't like...
519
00:41:52,927 --> 00:41:55,596
playing your biggest show
of all time. It's more like,
520
00:41:55,679 --> 00:41:57,890
"This is incredible.
We're in his hometown.
521
00:41:58,474 --> 00:42:01,143
There's so much love surrounded.
He's playing a show.
522
00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:05,189
It's also in the biggest stadium
in the country."
523
00:42:26,710 --> 00:42:29,129
I feel crazy. I've never felt like this.
524
00:42:30,631 --> 00:42:31,882
I feel crazy.
525
00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:44,812
It's loud.
526
00:42:53,904 --> 00:42:54,947
Fuck!
527
00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:00,512
Sing along!
528
00:44:15,611 --> 00:44:16,445
Here we go!
529
00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:28,707
For this whole year
and most of your life,
530
00:44:28,791 --> 00:44:31,585
it feels like you've been
anticipating a show like this.
531
00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:35,714
You're standing in front of a crowd
of 50,000 people.
532
00:44:36,298 --> 00:44:38,676
And it feels completely surreal.
533
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:42,179
It's like your feet are floating
off the ground.
534
00:44:43,305 --> 00:44:45,808
It's kind of pure magic
from start to finish.
535
00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,794
Everybody all together. Here we go.
536
00:45:37,317 --> 00:45:39,069
I love you so much. Thank you.
537
00:45:43,073 --> 00:45:47,536
I just felt like there was this
real sense of love in the room that night.
538
00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:51,165
Toronto, I love you so much
with all of my heart. Thank you.
539
00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:53,375
Thank you.
Thank you so much for having us.
540
00:46:30,704 --> 00:46:32,706
-Great.
541
00:46:35,250 --> 00:46:36,460
Manny!
542
00:46:36,543 --> 00:46:38,462
I was so mad. I thought you guys left.
543
00:46:38,545 --> 00:46:39,963
Oh, Shawn!
544
00:46:43,342 --> 00:46:45,344
Nothing better than that, Shawn.
545
00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:49,473
-Oh, Shawn, I am so proud of you.
-Thank you.
546
00:46:49,556 --> 00:46:52,267
-You know me, I cry a lot.
547
00:46:58,148 --> 00:47:00,359
- Shawn!
548
00:47:07,074 --> 00:47:08,367
Thank you!
549
00:47:09,743 --> 00:47:11,745
Are we in the right car?
550
00:47:15,791 --> 00:47:17,751
-Huh?
-I have her vocals separate, too,
551
00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:20,254
so we can pull 'em down if we need to.
552
00:47:20,337 --> 00:47:21,922
-It's all over two.
-Yeah.
553
00:47:24,424 --> 00:47:26,385
The backgrounds right now...
554
00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:29,137
What happens to me
when I'm on tour is
555
00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:31,014
I get obsessed with chords.
556
00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:32,850
I kept playing this.
557
00:48:05,465 --> 00:48:06,466
Something like that.
558
00:48:14,099 --> 00:48:16,518
-Yeah.
-To go from the unison to the harmony,
559
00:48:16,602 --> 00:48:18,145
I'd be like, "Can't do it."
560
00:48:18,228 --> 00:48:19,855
-I had to repeat it.
561
00:48:19,938 --> 00:48:23,525
Most of the time I have to play
the piano part into the track.
562
00:48:29,698 --> 00:48:32,200
I might come in there with you
'cause it's fun.
563
00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:46,924
Let's go once more.
564
00:48:48,050 --> 00:48:50,260
Go again.
I'm gonna take a listen for a sec.
565
00:48:50,344 --> 00:48:52,763
'Cause we have
this individual line function...
566
00:49:01,021 --> 00:49:01,855
Yeah.
567
00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:04,191
And we're missing the...
568
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:09,863
You are?
569
00:49:09,947 --> 00:49:11,615
-Yeah.
-You're just quiet in here.
570
00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:15,077
Where are you?
We'll just turn you up a little.
571
00:49:16,411 --> 00:49:17,704
Yeah, we need that.
572
00:49:28,423 --> 00:49:31,843
I've definitely always felt
the pressure to make music that's
573
00:49:31,927 --> 00:49:34,096
better than what I've done before.
574
00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:39,643
I feel this time around,
I'm in the studio...
575
00:49:40,644 --> 00:49:43,772
kind of just being like,
"Okay, whatever comes, comes."
576
00:49:54,616 --> 00:49:56,034
We recording, George?
577
00:49:58,745 --> 00:50:02,416
You have to not only accept
imperfection but embrace imperfection,
578
00:50:02,499 --> 00:50:07,879
because that imperfection in that moment
is what turns into magic in the next.
579
00:51:25,707 --> 00:51:29,044
I wonder what else I can do.
580
00:51:29,127 --> 00:51:31,671
Maybe I'm doing
a little too much on stage.
581
00:51:31,755 --> 00:51:33,048
Maybe.
582
00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:36,718
Maybe calm down a bit.
You've also added another song.
583
00:51:36,802 --> 00:51:37,761
Two songs.
584
00:51:37,844 --> 00:51:39,221
Two songs, basically.
585
00:51:39,304 --> 00:51:41,306
-And the medley's longer.
-Yeah.
586
00:51:41,389 --> 00:51:42,808
So you're working harder.
587
00:52:05,622 --> 00:52:07,541
London, how you doing?
588
00:52:11,837 --> 00:52:12,921
Beautiful!
589
00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:28,395
I'm so sorry, guys. My voice is
cutting out on me so much tonight.
590
00:52:28,478 --> 00:52:30,355
I'll need your help as much as I can.
591
00:52:30,438 --> 00:52:34,317
I promise to sing my heart out,
but I only got what I got in my voice,
592
00:52:34,401 --> 00:52:36,236
so thank you so much.
593
00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:45,120
They're looping.
594
00:52:45,203 --> 00:52:46,872
You tell me when you want to go.
595
00:52:51,751 --> 00:52:54,296
Fucking hell, man. I just...
596
00:52:55,213 --> 00:52:57,924
-What you just did just then...
-No, man, I...
597
00:52:58,008 --> 00:52:59,301
It's insane.
598
00:53:11,688 --> 00:53:13,899
We're on a 104-show tour, and...
599
00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,484
half of me right now is like,
600
00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:19,029
"Make sure you say you're grateful,"
because I am.
601
00:53:19,112 --> 00:53:21,156
In the biggest way, I'm so grateful.
602
00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:24,993
I love these performances.
I've never had more fun in my life, but...
603
00:53:26,912 --> 00:53:29,789
I also want to hang with my parents,
watch movies.
604
00:53:29,873 --> 00:53:31,625
You're gonna do a tree at my house?
605
00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:33,919
Yeah. I'll do your tree, but nothing else.
606
00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:35,629
-Yeah.
-...school.
607
00:53:35,712 --> 00:53:38,548
Drive around a suburb,
lay on a soccer field...
608
00:53:39,132 --> 00:53:41,801
smoke a joint
and stare at the stars with my friends
609
00:53:41,885 --> 00:53:44,429
and, like, eat some beef jerky.
610
00:53:44,512 --> 00:53:48,600
And, like, really, like,
small-town thoughts.
611
00:53:48,683 --> 00:53:50,602
You know, those things are like...
612
00:53:50,685 --> 00:53:52,938
I think I miss that
a little bit right now.
613
00:53:53,021 --> 00:53:54,731
It's pretty intense all the time.
614
00:54:00,070 --> 00:54:01,696
I really think about that a lot.
615
00:54:04,532 --> 00:54:07,285
If I tell the world
that I'm just a normal human,
616
00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,537
are they going to stop
coming to the shows
617
00:54:09,621 --> 00:54:12,082
and listening to the music, and, like,
618
00:54:12,165 --> 00:54:14,459
is all the craziness going to stop?
619
00:54:14,542 --> 00:54:16,962
Then you're like,
"Maybe I shouldn't tell them.
620
00:54:17,045 --> 00:54:18,421
I should keep the trick up.
621
00:54:18,505 --> 00:54:21,800
Maybe I should pretend that
I'm Superman for a little bit longer."
622
00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,058
Just played.
623
00:54:30,725 --> 00:54:32,644
Writing a little message on Instagram.
624
00:54:33,353 --> 00:54:35,105
"Feeling overwhelmed by life today.
625
00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,857
I'm right here right now,
and it's beautiful.
626
00:54:39,734 --> 00:54:41,111
And it's so beautiful.
627
00:54:43,822 --> 00:54:45,448
And it's so beautiful."
628
00:54:53,581 --> 00:54:54,958
That's all I got for you.
629
00:55:15,645 --> 00:55:19,149
I've been trying to figure it out
since it started, you know,
630
00:55:19,232 --> 00:55:21,609
and I have a billion different ways...
631
00:55:21,693 --> 00:55:25,864
People'll be like, "Why'd this happen
to you?" I have a lot of logical answers,
632
00:55:25,947 --> 00:55:28,742
but none of them are satisfying, you know?
633
00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:42,255
I'm constantly warming up,
634
00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:45,717
and I'm constantly checking my voice
out of fear of the fact that...
635
00:55:46,301 --> 00:55:49,679
one day I'm going to go to sing
and it's going to just not come out.
636
00:55:49,763 --> 00:55:52,640
Open the back of your throat,
take a deep breath.
637
00:55:58,271 --> 00:56:00,231
Really loose and open.
638
00:56:39,312 --> 00:56:40,730
What are they doing?
639
00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:43,775
They're running 'cause they see
other people running.
640
00:56:43,858 --> 00:56:45,693
Dude, the show's gonna be nuts.
641
00:56:46,945 --> 00:56:48,363
They're screaming.
642
00:56:48,446 --> 00:56:50,198
I wonder if the band's out there.
643
00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:55,537
Maybe it's 'cause I just posted
the Instagram of the sunset.
644
00:56:56,663 --> 00:56:58,373
Doesn't mean that I'm down there.
645
00:57:11,177 --> 00:57:13,721
-Hi.
-This experience has been so good.
646
00:57:13,805 --> 00:57:15,807
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
647
00:57:15,890 --> 00:57:17,809
-I can't speak.
-It's okay.
648
00:57:17,892 --> 00:57:19,394
It's so nice to meet you.
649
00:57:20,895 --> 00:57:21,896
Yeah.
650
00:57:25,608 --> 00:57:30,321
You make me feel connected to you
and connected to people around me,
651
00:57:30,405 --> 00:57:33,158
and I'm just so thankful, and I...
652
00:57:33,241 --> 00:57:34,868
-Oh, my God.
653
00:57:34,951 --> 00:57:36,286
Should we take a photo?
654
00:58:00,351 --> 00:58:04,105
When you're pulling up to a hotel
in a country you've never been to,
655
00:58:04,189 --> 00:58:06,691
and there's 1,000 people
outside waiting for you...
656
00:58:10,445 --> 00:58:13,490
no matter how many times
you go through that, it feels...
657
00:58:14,699 --> 00:58:15,658
like a dream.
658
00:58:17,035 --> 00:58:19,454
I don't know
if that's ever going to feel normal.
659
00:58:20,705 --> 00:58:23,041
I don't know
if that's supposed to feel normal.
660
00:58:30,757 --> 00:58:33,218
I love you so much, thank you!
661
00:58:35,803 --> 00:58:37,639
Thank you so much!
662
00:58:38,389 --> 00:58:40,391
Thank you, Shawn! I love you!
663
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,354
I love you so much.
664
00:58:54,531 --> 00:58:55,907
What's up, guys?
665
00:58:55,990 --> 00:59:00,411
We're, uh... We're in Brazil
on the last leg of the tour.
666
00:59:01,162 --> 00:59:02,914
I woke up feeling...
667
00:59:03,456 --> 00:59:05,416
...pretty sick today.
668
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:09,212
The day before I'm gonna play
two stadiums in São Paulo.
669
00:59:09,295 --> 00:59:11,422
But you know what? It's okay because...
670
00:59:12,048 --> 00:59:15,009
I watched some Kobe Bryant YouTube videos
and I feel great.
671
00:59:29,023 --> 00:59:32,151
-'Cause I had swelling on my right cord.
-Yeah, that's swollen.
672
00:59:32,235 --> 00:59:35,488
Just wanna check.
I have volume if I wanna bring it back.
673
00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:38,449
-Okay, you'll just--
-But I just am choosing not to. Yeah.
674
00:59:39,367 --> 00:59:40,451
Yeah.
675
00:59:57,427 --> 00:59:58,678
Thank you so much.
676
01:00:26,748 --> 01:00:28,249
Hey, how's it going?
677
01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:30,335
It's going. It's going.
678
01:00:30,418 --> 01:00:32,128
Just listen to this. This is...
679
01:00:42,263 --> 01:00:45,475
I don't know. It makes me very nervous.
680
01:00:46,643 --> 01:00:48,645
What time is it there right now?
681
01:00:49,270 --> 01:00:50,229
It's 3:30.
682
01:00:51,564 --> 01:00:53,524
And what time is the show?
683
01:00:53,608 --> 01:00:54,692
8:30.
684
01:01:03,201 --> 01:01:05,828
I don't think it's a good idea.
That's my feeling.
685
01:01:06,412 --> 01:01:07,997
I want to bring you to Cez,
686
01:01:08,081 --> 01:01:12,460
just so you can say to him,
based off of...
687
01:01:12,960 --> 01:01:15,380
You're saying,
based off of how my voice sounds--
688
01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:18,132
Based off of that,
you shouldn't even be talking.
689
01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,802
I'm nervous that you'll hurt yourself,
and then...
690
01:01:23,304 --> 01:01:24,222
Can you hear me?
691
01:01:24,806 --> 01:01:25,640
Yeah.
692
01:01:29,936 --> 01:01:30,770
Hey.
693
01:01:33,690 --> 01:01:38,319
Yeah, so we FaceTimed Nasseri in
while we were in with the other doc.
694
01:01:38,403 --> 01:01:41,364
So he was there
looking at all the videos, all the scopes.
695
01:01:41,447 --> 01:01:43,658
Everything was, like, through him.
696
01:01:47,245 --> 01:01:51,332
Yeah, I completely trust
what you're saying, and agree.
697
01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:54,460
The truth is in the singing.
698
01:01:54,544 --> 01:01:56,462
Yeah, a hundred percent.
699
01:01:56,546 --> 01:01:58,548
It's there or it's not. Yeah, totally.
700
01:02:01,259 --> 01:02:04,470
Okay, if you're saying
it's detrimental to warm up right now,
701
01:02:04,554 --> 01:02:06,222
then let's not do that.
702
01:02:07,223 --> 01:02:09,016
All good. Thanks, Eric.
703
01:02:09,809 --> 01:02:11,102
All right. Bye, dude.
704
01:02:12,019 --> 01:02:16,190
Just so you know, I've made it very aware
that we have 11 more shows after this.
705
01:02:16,274 --> 01:02:19,777
If we're in any way pushing through
this show to get this show done,
706
01:02:19,861 --> 01:02:21,696
it'll be to the detriment of those.
707
01:02:21,779 --> 01:02:25,366
-We'll have to start thinking about--
-The show scenario. Yeah.
708
01:02:27,618 --> 01:02:29,328
Dr. Nasseri, it's Cez here.
709
01:02:29,412 --> 01:02:31,330
I'm going to merge a call with Eric,
710
01:02:31,414 --> 01:02:33,374
and you've got me and Shawn here.
711
01:02:34,167 --> 01:02:36,627
So, Shawn, any improvement yet?
712
01:02:36,711 --> 01:02:37,587
No.
713
01:02:38,713 --> 01:02:43,092
-Five hours to show time, Cez?
-Yeah, we're 30 minutes to doors.
714
01:02:45,136 --> 01:02:48,973
-Thirty minutes to doors? Why so early?
-'Cause it's a stadium.
715
01:02:51,142 --> 01:02:51,976
Right.
716
01:02:52,059 --> 01:02:55,480
I was just gonna say,
we've seen people who have said,
717
01:02:55,563 --> 01:02:57,774
"I'm just going to muscle through it",
718
01:02:57,857 --> 01:03:01,778
and they completely hemorrhaged,
and then they needed surgery.
719
01:03:01,861 --> 01:03:05,865
I mean, I know it's a really
overwhelming thing to cancel, but--
720
01:03:05,948 --> 01:03:08,284
I'm gonna step in now and tell you
721
01:03:08,367 --> 01:03:11,913
you have really no voice,
we have 11 shows to go.
722
01:03:12,663 --> 01:03:14,123
For an outside stadium,
723
01:03:14,207 --> 01:03:17,168
you're gonna hurt yourself
for the next 11.
724
01:03:18,085 --> 01:03:20,338
-Yeah.
- What do you think, Shawn?
725
01:03:22,632 --> 01:03:25,760
I don't know. I'm not in a good place
to make any decisions.
726
01:03:25,843 --> 01:03:27,386
He's overwhelmed.
727
01:03:27,929 --> 01:03:31,474
And just to be clear,
both of you are saying
728
01:03:31,557 --> 01:03:33,351
we should cancel the show, right?
729
01:03:34,811 --> 01:03:37,313
- We're unanimous on that.
- Okay.
730
01:03:37,730 --> 01:03:40,399
Well, we'll get into it this side,
and, um...
731
01:03:40,942 --> 01:03:43,361
Yeah, we'll let you know
on the final decision,
732
01:03:43,444 --> 01:03:44,946
and then we'll update you.
733
01:03:46,030 --> 01:03:48,199
- Okay.
-All right. Thanks, dudes.
734
01:03:49,450 --> 01:03:50,326
Take care.
735
01:03:55,122 --> 01:03:56,666
See you in a bit, all right?
736
01:04:34,412 --> 01:04:36,622
Canceled!
737
01:04:37,206 --> 01:04:38,791
"It breaks my heart to do this,
738
01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:41,335
but my doctors told me
I cannot perform tonight,
739
01:04:41,419 --> 01:04:43,880
or it would risk
long-term damage to my voice.
740
01:04:43,963 --> 01:04:46,924
I love you all, and I apologize
from the bottom of my heart.
741
01:04:47,008 --> 01:04:49,093
I wish I could be there on stage tonight.
742
01:04:49,176 --> 01:04:51,679
I'll make it up to you
the next time I'm there."
743
01:05:53,950 --> 01:05:56,702
- Aw, babe, I'm sorry.
744
01:05:59,956 --> 01:06:01,624
It was a great show last night.
745
01:06:01,707 --> 01:06:04,168
They got to see you there, babe.
It wasn't like...
746
01:06:05,044 --> 01:06:07,380
you haven't been there.
They've seen you.
747
01:06:07,463 --> 01:06:08,881
They've experienced it.
748
01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:10,967
It wasn't like
you've never been there.
749
01:06:11,717 --> 01:06:14,220
You told me you were sick.
You had a bad voice,
750
01:06:14,303 --> 01:06:16,430
but you never told me
it was that serious.
751
01:06:21,018 --> 01:06:24,230
It's fine. You're fine.
It's not the end of the world, babe.
752
01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,066
Take a breath.
753
01:06:27,650 --> 01:06:28,651
Yeah.
754
01:06:28,734 --> 01:06:30,069
You can't help it.
755
01:06:33,030 --> 01:06:33,990
Love you.
756
01:06:34,073 --> 01:06:36,158
You too, babe. I love you more.
757
01:06:39,578 --> 01:06:41,455
You're good. You've got it.
758
01:06:42,540 --> 01:06:44,000
You've got this, babe.
759
01:06:46,502 --> 01:06:48,754
You know what,
the fans are gonna understand.
760
01:06:51,090 --> 01:06:54,885
Yeah, said you were on vocal rest.
I didn't realize it was that serious.
761
01:07:05,563 --> 01:07:07,565
Both of us.
762
01:07:32,757 --> 01:07:36,010
It's so hard in that moment
to be like, "What can you do?"
763
01:07:36,093 --> 01:07:39,055
because there's 40,000 people outside.
764
01:07:40,264 --> 01:07:41,849
And you just feel...
765
01:07:43,184 --> 01:07:45,561
the deepest pit in your stomach.
766
01:08:10,878 --> 01:08:12,880
Wow, it changes the mood real fast.
767
01:08:15,091 --> 01:08:16,926
When we got to the hotel
768
01:08:17,009 --> 01:08:19,970
and I was up in my room,
I was so upset with the situation,
769
01:08:20,554 --> 01:08:23,182
and then I heard chanting from outside.
770
01:08:28,813 --> 01:08:29,980
I opened up my window,
771
01:08:30,064 --> 01:08:32,858
and there was
2,000 people in the streets chanting.
772
01:08:38,531 --> 01:08:41,033
And that is, like, beautiful.
773
01:08:47,957 --> 01:08:49,959
Right then, I was like, "I can't even...
774
01:08:51,961 --> 01:08:54,213
I can't even believe
how good people are."
775
01:08:54,296 --> 01:08:56,048
Just a really beautiful thing.
776
01:09:10,521 --> 01:09:12,982
I was upset for a while.
777
01:09:17,069 --> 01:09:21,740
I sat there in the stadium knowing
I was the reason it was all falling apart.
778
01:09:26,203 --> 01:09:29,331
The hardest part is
feeling like I let them down.
779
01:09:34,837 --> 01:09:39,508
These next 10 years are when
everything I do is going full speed.
780
01:09:42,303 --> 01:09:44,763
It's like an athlete in their prime.
781
01:09:48,058 --> 01:09:49,518
I have to keep going.
782
01:10:38,317 --> 01:10:40,527
The heaviness of the tour
783
01:10:40,611 --> 01:10:44,281
made me want to flip things around
and become more positive, you know?
784
01:10:44,365 --> 01:10:47,910
And I'm writing about anxiety more as...
785
01:10:50,120 --> 01:10:51,830
a companion I have to live with
786
01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:54,250
and less of an enemy
that I'm trying to resist.
787
01:11:17,856 --> 01:11:19,942
Okay, can we just double that, then?
788
01:11:20,651 --> 01:11:22,653
-Double that, I think it's cool.
-Cool.
789
01:12:02,609 --> 01:12:05,070
I'm really excited
to sing these songs on tour.
790
01:12:05,154 --> 01:12:08,282
All this stuff is so playable,
in the best way.
791
01:12:08,907 --> 01:12:11,035
I want another "Do you know" to come in...
792
01:12:11,827 --> 01:12:13,245
behind it there, like...
793
01:12:13,329 --> 01:12:15,831
And then another third one
to come in there,
794
01:12:15,914 --> 01:12:17,374
like, kind of, a little rise.
795
01:12:19,418 --> 01:12:22,504
When you start an album,
you don't really know what to expect.
796
01:12:22,588 --> 01:12:25,299
So you just have to dive in
and see what happens.
797
01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:12,846
Some sort of little thing
in the back there.
798
01:13:21,105 --> 01:13:23,107
Yeah.
799
01:13:25,067 --> 01:13:27,611
-You felt that there?
-Little pause? Yeah.
800
01:13:29,321 --> 01:13:30,322
Hear it now.
801
01:13:35,369 --> 01:13:37,246
How are the horns sounding right now?
802
01:14:09,862 --> 01:14:11,488
Is this how we always assembled?
803
01:14:11,572 --> 01:14:13,240
-It's our thing.
-Okay, cool.
804
01:14:13,323 --> 01:14:14,283
Good times.
805
01:14:14,366 --> 01:14:15,325
It's our last show.
806
01:14:15,409 --> 01:14:18,454
-It's our last show.
- And it's sold out.
807
01:14:18,537 --> 01:14:19,496
Sold out, baby.
808
01:14:19,580 --> 01:14:21,665
Oh, ho!
809
01:14:23,333 --> 01:14:25,127
Why do you look so cool?
810
01:14:26,462 --> 01:14:28,172
- How are you?
-Fine!
811
01:14:28,255 --> 01:14:29,465
-Hey!
-How you feeling?
812
01:14:29,548 --> 01:14:31,216
-How's it going?
-Mom on FaceTime?
813
01:14:31,300 --> 01:14:32,176
-She is.
-Hi, Mom!
814
01:14:32,259 --> 01:14:33,427
I'll flip it around.
815
01:14:33,510 --> 01:14:35,304
A hundred and five shows...
816
01:14:35,387 --> 01:14:37,890
The last year of my life
has been this tour, and...
817
01:14:38,390 --> 01:14:39,683
it's bittersweet.
818
01:14:41,143 --> 01:14:43,395
It's more sweet than bitter, to be honest.
819
01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:46,607
This makes me so happy,
when I come into the venue,
820
01:14:46,690 --> 01:14:48,817
and it's been weeks,
and all of a sudden,
821
01:14:48,901 --> 01:14:52,154
the "Manny" thing pops up,
and I'm like, "He's coming to town."
822
01:15:31,318 --> 01:15:32,736
-Hey, bro.
-Hey, brother.
823
01:15:37,616 --> 01:15:39,952
At the end of this tour,
I'm realizing
824
01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:42,913
this is something
I want to do for the rest of my life.
825
01:15:44,623 --> 01:15:47,834
How do you get to the end
of a very, very intense year...
826
01:15:48,919 --> 01:15:50,587
and want to do it all over again?
827
01:15:56,510 --> 01:15:57,886
At the end of this tour,
828
01:15:57,970 --> 01:16:01,431
I wish I had some profound thing
to say about all this, but...
829
01:16:04,393 --> 01:16:05,769
you know what the truth is?
830
01:16:07,521 --> 01:16:10,857
You walk up on the stage
and you look around and you think...
831
01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:13,777
"I'm just a guy who really loves music.
832
01:16:14,820 --> 01:16:15,696
Time to let go."
833
01:16:15,779 --> 01:16:16,905
New York!
834
01:17:34,441 --> 01:17:38,028
Until next time. We love you.
Thank you so much for having us.
835
01:19:16,418 --> 01:19:17,753
Let me record that.
63581
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