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Fire myself, are you crazy?

At first I thought, "Poor guy.

Bad luck really doesn't let him go",

but with a big heart like mine,

I had the mission to find out

who was the disgusting one who did this to you.

So I started to make a stain of myself,

then question the world.

And then it's funny

because someone told me

that he had seen you on the phone before the fire.

There, I redid the whole timing of the case,

then I realized that...

Oh good, that was you calling 911

before the fire.

Go back inside, Simone.

Maybe you're old enough to hear this.

Nonsense, your case, Simone was in the house.

Yeah, that's the point.

You'd have to be pretty sick to do that, huh?

But yeah, this week I had a lot of time on my
hands,

so...

I went to the gas station,

then I took, there...

Yeah, a couple of hours that made me sick

my heart from listening to

to their safety taps in a hurry

and bingo.

You'll never guess what I saw.

You buying gas in a can.

Since you don't have a tank and Audrey's

Audrey's is still in the backyard

of the post office in Mont-Laurier...

It's for the ski-doo. That's right, except that...

You came by earlier the same day

to fill up your ski-doo.

I can't prove anything yet, me, Eric.

Except that you're on my radar.

I am?

I asked you a question.

The Molotovs, were they you?

You really think that about me?

You're my daughter.

That's right, I could have been burned alive.

Will you believe the police before me?

OK.

OK, but I knew nothing would happen to you.

I just wanted to get a little compassion

from all those people out there.

Where are the ashes of mom?

Daddy.

Somewhere we won't disturb her.

You didn't do that?

Not without telling me?

Where are they?

Where did you bury Mom?

Hey, I never thought it would come to this.

Come to what?

Hate you.

It's called getting old.

I've been through a lot of options.

I don't know why, it's weird.

Every time I'm interested in a guy,

he doesn't want me.

And then the ones that I say, "Yeah, okay, let's
give it a try",

I should never have let them get close.

The right people, but not in the right place

or at the right time.

A missed appointment, that's how it is.

How simple is that?

You, you can say that without even trying.

Yeah.

Well, I would have tried.

My professional code of conduct

is there for a reason.

I don't give a shit about your code of conduct.

Life isn't like that.

Life is not clean,

it's not wise, it's not logical.

It goes in all directions.

It's all wrong.

But it only passes once.

Don't tell me I don't know what life is.

Not that I said.

I said if you don't take a bite...

you won't know what it tastes like.

I think it tastes bittersweet.

Yeah.

I don't believe you.

Well, it's been a year already.

Then this is just us sleeping together.

The little favors,

it started a lot longer than that.

And...

did my mother know?

Mmm... yeah.

Well, I don't know.

What I do know, though,

is that we love each other for real.

Then we have plans together.

My dad...

is not in love with me.

I'm not saying

that it's always been easy.

There's the age difference.

It's not like in the city.

Everyone judges us for everything.

You know you're a real bitch, right?

Life's a bitch, girl.

The bitch here...

is you.

I don't know how you live in your skin.

I don't.

I'm less naive than you.

For Danahée, I think it's best

that you tell her you're leaving.

Yeah.

Please don't wait too long.

I'll help her understand.

She won't understand.

I'm gonna pick up the pieces like I always do.

You've known all along I was just passing through.

I would have liked it better if you had gone
somewhere else.

I don't regret having met you.

I am a little.

You should go see your sister, it would do you
good.

What would make me feel better is...

is if you tried to worry less about me.

What's it been now?

Ten years since you took a break?

Uh-huh.

One week for you.

Who's gonna take care of you and Vanessa?

We'll take care of each other.

I'm serious, Dani.

You need a change of scenery.

What I need most of all is to get a job.

I could do some cleaning.

Or I could get a job.

You're gonna have to kill me

before I do that.

We're in this together, Guy.

I want a copy of your agreement...

with the buying group.

They won't deal with you, Maryse.

They just deal with the five plus stores.

Then you'll see that the ends of me,

they'll be back soon.

Yeah, maybe slower when the priority,

is not to make a profit.

You're talking nonsense here.

Check me out.

I'm gonna put my heart into this.

Ah, your heart.

Forget it, girl.

Suppliers and customers don't care about your
heart.

Dad? Mmm?

I'm going to Saint-Jerome.

ALL RIGHT, THEN.

You have a nice day.

No, I mean...

for good.

I'm leaving as Joey's roommate.

He's getting out of college.

I'm going to get a job.

I'm going to finish high school.

Then I'm going to register for the fall semester.

You, then Joey?

Yeah.

You're leaving me here like this?

Well, that leaves your Vanessa.

I don't have to tell you anything else, you can do
whatever you want.

Even about her?

I made a mistake.

You're going to make one, too.

And if you take away from me, you're going to make
a lot of them.

I would like to tell you that I am in pain.

But mostly I'm ashamed.

Of you.

Let go of your stupid nonsense.

I want you to show me where my mother is.

OK, OK, that's enough.

I can't feel my legs.

Are you all right?

Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

No, no, actually, now...

My nerves are shot, I have no patience.

I'm sorry.

No, it's okay, I understand.

No, no, I don't think you understand.

What's the matter?

I'm not ready to talk about it yet.

Is it the two of us?

Do you want to tell me why

every time a woman has a problem,

men think it's related to them.

Yeah...

Yeah, touché.

I'll have you know

that you seem to be on edge for a few days
yourself.

True, but these are all things you already know.

I wonder how the community

going to survive.

We are losing everything.

The credit union, the post office,

the high school, the priest.

And now the grocery store.

Trust Maryse.

She has a pig head.

Yeah, that's true.

Then I like to warn you right away.

I'm worse than her.

You're worse than Maryse?

Yeah, you still have time to save yourself.

Put some on.

Come on, man. You're silly.

Finally.

Did you fall on your head?

We decided we weren't going to say anything.

Well no, you said it was just a matter

a couple of weeks, now it's gonna be a month.

I don't get it.

Now that Simone knows,

it doesn't matter if the others know.

You had no right to make everything more
complicated.

Your daughter will get over it, okay?

I'm tired of hiding.

We just have to do what we said.

We leave together, we start over somewhere else.

Eric, I believe in both of us.

I asked you to keep her out of this.

Mmm.

It's been a while.

Come on.

Try to understand.

It's not forever, it's just for now.

Don't fuck with me, old man, okay?

You don't want me mad at you.

Neither do you.

Eric, we're in love for real,

why won't you just admit it?

Because I'm starting to realize

that you were a mistake.

I don't know what you said to Vanessa last time,
but...

she's calmer.

You just have to give her time to recover.

I know my daughter, Guy, she's coming down with
something.

Your code for your gun cabinet, what is it?

You don't really think that...

It would be like her to have dark thoughts on the
sly.

I'm gonna put the guns away for a while.

Dani...

She was the one who went hunting with you, not me.

I don't have the code.

Don't do it for her, do it for me.

For my peace of mind.

Nineteen.

Zero five.

Ninety-nine.

Our wedding anniversary.

You're making up fears.

Hey, hey, hey.

You can stay.

What's the game?

Did you try to reason with him?

I tried, he won't listen.

Go. Go.

Mr. Latour!

Mr. Latour !

"Quessé ?"

What are you doing ?

More capable.

Bawling in his soup,

must stop one day.

It's not right for those it helps.

Let them do like me, let them grit their teeth.

You have dentures, want to sacrament.

What did you say?

That's vandalism.

I'll pick up my mess.

I'll get some firewood for my sow.

Vic.

All right, man.

What are we gonna do about it?

What would you do?

He fell on his face.

Officially, when we got there..,

everything was taken care of.

Mmm, mmm. Didn't see anything.

Heard nothing. Nothing known.

On to another call,

anyway, the mayor would never

to press charges against a former mayor.

No, but as far as I'm concerned, he's not
completely wrong.

I understand that.

Hey, you.

Delete that.

Come on! No.

You erase that.

Are you going to finish that job?

Put that in my truck. OKAY.

It's down here.

This is what she would have wanted.

How do you know that?

You said yourself she didn't have a will.

Before she was your mother, before she was sick,

she was my wife.

Why here?

She liked it, walking in the woods.

One of the few places

where she could be who she was before.

This is me.

I wanted to see you before I left.

If it is necessary to cut its sorrow

To leave without regrets

I'll cut yours

I promised myself I wouldn't bawl.

And mine after

I'm sure that the void

Is filled with light

What you did...

It's gonna follow me the rest of my life.

A tear in my hand

Cause I'll always be your girl

I'm not afraid of anything

Neither angels nor men

I forgive you, Mom.

No, I'm not afraid of anything

The only thing I can do

is that I don't want to keep feeling guilty

for the rest of my life.

Neither of the bad nor of the good

I forgive you.

May God forgive me.

(Audrey): Well, come on! You don't know how to
heat!

Hey, that was really dangerous, what you did!

Just because you have a big tank

doesn't mean you can do whatever you want!

Let go of me! It's okay, it's okay.

Aouch, cuddle.

Did you take your pills?

Well yes.

I know when to take them and not when to take
them.

I have enough sense left

to know that you're hiding something from me.

I lost my job.

Did you?

Last Friday.

They forced me to quit.

Quit? Why would you do that?

I'm at the end of my rope, Audrey.

I can't take it anymore.

Look, Eric, we'll...

I don't love you anymore.

You don't love me anymore.

No, I haven't for a long time.

If you weren't on pills, you would have noticed.

(whispering): Oh, my God.

Ah, Mom, knock on the door before you come in.

What did you do?

I didn't do anything.

Where are your dad's guns?

Vanessa, where are the guns?

I sold them.

It's not like I'm going hunting with Dad again,

and then without him, I'm not interested.

Who did you sell them to?

What did you do with the money?

I sold them to Audrey because she wanted

to learn how to hunt, then here, it was no longer
useful.

(whispering): No, no, no.

Oh, no, no.

You want your share? Take it, it's here.

Here you go.

What have you done?

Nothing I can change.

Then I live with it, so don't add to it.

I'll talk to her.

She realizes not... Well no, stop.

You're in no condition.

Leave it to me.

She's still my daughter.

Text him...

Text her immediately...

that I want to talk to her.

Here.

I can't do more for now,

I'll send you more when I can.

Then text me

if you see that Simone is having end-of-month
problems.

Generous.

Where did you get the cash? Aren't you broke?

That's not your problem.

Are you in love with it or are you just
pretending?

It's not your problem.

Don't break his heart.

Cause you're gonna get me in the face no matter
what.

What are you gonna do?

What's the matter with you? Explain yourself.

Tell me what?

My guns,

Nessa...

I needed the money.

That's no reason.

I could have given you some, esti.

Who else... besides...

your mother, then me... knows?

Just Eric, but he won't tell, I swear.

Now, now, you're going to call the police.

No, you've never registered those guns.

If we tell the police, we'll be mixed up in this.

We are because of you!

That's when I saw her

pointing at me

with one of your guns that I sold her that I
realized.

I wasn't going to tell the police afterwards.

I'm sorry, dad.

You don't say anything.

But if... if the police question you...

you'll blame it all on me.

You did what I asked you to... do.

Officially... officially,

it was me who asked you

to sell the guns.

It's not true

that you're going to pay for the rest of your life

for... an error in judgment.

Mr. Latour. Of "quessé"?

Mom often cries.

It's not serious, that, there.

The women,

it's like that, they cry.

Ah!

Me too, I feel sorry.

And, uh, I'm afraid.

Are you?

Are you afraid?

Yes, but I'm just pretending.

Ah!

Why are you pretending? That's a damn good
question.

Look, I'll tell you what, when you get a chance,
here,

give Maryse a big hug.

You'll see, it'll dry the tears and take away the
fear.

For real?

But when have I ever told you a lie?

You never did. Hm.

You? You... you cry sometimes?

Phew, tears are water.

Me, I am too dry, for too long.

Like a "captus"? Yes, that's it!

Like a captus, an old captus.

Where are you going? To Gaspésie.

The accident in the factory. Yes.

What does Maryse think?

We will say that she is busy

with the projects of co-op.

How is that going, by the way?

What I understand,

is that she will remortgage her house,

she'll borrow everything she can,

she'll even liquidate her RRSPs.

Is that going to be enough? No.

And we need this business.

Even though I don't think I'll ever be able to get
back into it.

But is there anything I can do?

But, I mean, for the co-op, there.

I don't know. Can you do it?

Are you having twins? Two elephants, yes.

Then you like to do

snowmobiling in the area in the 9th month?

Try explaining to your husband

that he has to postpone his annual trip.

Stop by my office.

It's just down the hall.

Call the station. Ask where the nearest ambulance
is.

Mommy.

What's up?

Evelyn, hi!

Can I bother you for a minute?

You're not disturbing anything.

The cooperative project,

is it true, what I'm hearing?

You're going to... you're going to mortgage your
house for that?

Is Roger Thomas that greedy?

He didn't get rich helping others.

Go on, get out of here! Get inside!

Hello, Danahée!

Hello, madam.

Can you, can you explain to me

how it would work, your project?

Well, it doesn't work.

Well, what is your business model?

Hey boy! Um...

Show me what you've done and where it's going.

Well, there's not much done, I don't understand
it.

But, Maryse,

it's not a good idea to mortgage your house.

It's really not. We'll find another solution.

Well, are there any other solutions, apart from
that?

We'll think about it together.

I'm aware of what it takes for you to be here.

Thank you.

Well, you have to believe in something.

As my father used to say: "Get a life jacket".

Otherwise it doesn't make sense.

That's right, it doesn't. It's good to be here.

It's good to be here.

Antoine! Antoine!

Wash your hands, come and help me give birth!

What's that? I never did that!

Hurry up!

It happened so quickly, there.

Women can be so powerful, Maryse.

You realize, the wind is changing direction.

The first births in the village

since...

But you, when did you know that your life would go
on?

After, I mean.

I heard you telling your story to Danahée.

Hm!

Is that why you do what you do?

I was already working at the department,

so I requested a reassignment,

I did some advanced training

and now I've been doing this for three years.

Helping people face their demons

while you run from yours?

Hm? That's a nice dead end.

It could be, yeah.

Um, um.

Maryse,

if you give me a little time here,

maybe one day...

Maybe one day, what?

Antoine,

my little heart, it's held together with Scotch
Tape.

Yes.

(Woman): Hello!

Simone, why are you leaving?

Well, I'm leaving because,

because I want to go back to school.

And also because, well,

you'll have one more place to visit.

You're going to come and see me in St-Jerome?

Yes, I promise. OKAY.

Right, Mom?

Well yes, for sure we'll go there.

You're good to go back to school.

It's more toffe than the world thinks.

I know, I've been there.

You, this? Mm-hmm.

Yes, dear.

Evelyn! Maryse.

Your new business plan. The financing plan.

Then my share of the financing.

Oh, no! That's way too much! I can afford it.

No, Evelyn, wait, here.

Hey! That's my share.

Oh, no! That's too much. Well, let's see.

What's all this?

It was Evelyn's idea. We organized ourselves.

Some pay by check,

some will pay by... credit card

or, uh, direct deposit when you open an account.

Oh! That's too much, now! It's not too much,
Maryse.

It's for Jerome, it's for Leonie, for all the
others.

We fell together; we'll get up together.

It's like you said: "Courage calls for courage".

(Maryse): What the... Them too?

I don't see why

you need Mrs. Lalancette to negotiate with you.

Mrs. Lalancette has a master's degree in business
management

and she was a bank manager until two years ago.

You're done messing with Maryse.

OK. You're short $10,000.

You're not going to refuse our offer for $10,000?

Well, $10,000... is $10,000!

You need to start thinking like a businesswoman
right now.

Numbers are what make the world go round.

Look, if you give us one more week,

we'll find your $10,000.

We'll just bleed a little bit more.

Do you know what blood is?

You started as a butcher, if I remember correctly.

Évelyne. Mrs. Lalancette, for you.

What you offer me is not my final price.

But your business plan is viable.

At least you admit that.

Your offer is accepted.

We'll go to the notary for the rest.

Here you go. Well, let's see!

That's how much I trust you.

We'll start planning your work.

Then the 10 000$?

Mrs. Lalancette did not solicit

everyone in the village.

By selling shares in your co-op, she forgot
someone.

10 000$, is that good?

I want to be able to come back to the village

without people throwing rocks at me.

I can't guarantee that.

We got it!

Huh? He signed it!

I'm serious! Did you get it? He cracked?

Better than that, he's a shareholder,

him too, astheure.

Come on! Hey, sister, it's a real machine!

One can say that when you have an idea in your
head,

it is better to let you pass, right?

Yes.

Maryse, I wanted you to meet Hélène Berthiaume.

Hélène is the community recovery professional

who will be replacing me.

Hi! Hi! Nice to meet you.

Hey, gee! It's been a long time.

Is he still meeting with her?

Um, yeah, but it's a long one, transferring
paperwork.

Uh-huh. Long time.

She's cute too.

Then, you know, they speak the same language, too.

Yeah. They have to talk, talk.

Um, um. Then they understand each other.

You could put her up, too.

You know, yeah, she seems warm.

What do you mean? That's what you need!

There's a name for that kind of kick in a guy.

Yeah. After a dramatic event.

Something like a transfer or...

Or sleeping with the mayor,

that's what they call it in your notebook.

I think you've been studying your notebook too
much.

Ah...

Really, what are you gonna do with him?

I'm gonna forget about him. Um, um.

Yeah. Good luck.

Calvince! Cheer up, huh?

You all right? Yeah.

Don't yell too loud, my head's gonna split in the
morning.

Celebrated hard yesterday? Not hard enough.

I do not understand. Ah, it is not serious!

No, I wanted to see you because I have an offer to
make.

Maryse, even if I wanted to, right now I can't
give more.

No, the pay won't be much higher

than you were making right now,

but... but still a little.

Do you want me for the butchery? Of course I do.

Better than that.

Assistant manager, how about it?

To me? Uh-huh.

With all the stuff we did to you?

Oh, I don't have enough coffee in my bloodstream
this morning

to argue with you!

Yes or no?

Yes!

Well, OK!

Hello! Whoa! I'm not touching the ground anymore!

This is going to be a violet.

This is the dirt I took from where Mom is buried.

I'm going to plant a violet in it at my place.

You can come see me.

We'll see.

I don't want to lose you, too.

Hey, Simone!

You know I love you?

We should go. Yes, I'm coming.

Evelyn, she will manage the finances on and off.

Danielle will be on the floor and then me,

I'll take care of purchasing and administration.

Well, everything seems to be under control.

Everything but my nerves.

And when are you going to open the co-op?

I don't know.

There's so much business to finalize.

And you? When are you leaving for good?

When what?

Oh, shit! She didn't know?

I don't know that.

You're leaving. You're not coming back?

Well, I have to, Danahée.

I have to go and help other worlds.

And me, who will help me? It's me, my owl.

Mom is not going anywhere. You can't go!

I don't want to.

You see, that's why you had to tell her before.

I'll take care of it.

I'm sorry, Danahée. I should have told you.

See, that's my job.

I go to places where people like you...

when they need me, when they're better,

well, I go back and help others elsewhere.

When things don't go well, what do you do?

"Yellow, blue, green, red yellow, orange".

Exactly. But now, you, you're better, right now?

Yes, but Mom, she's not better.

(Maryse): Danahée?

I don't want to die!

Yes. It's Suzanne.

I need your help. OK.

I'll sleep in Mont-Laurier.

It'll make a cleaner break for Danahée.

Mm-hmm.

I'll call her in a couple days.

I don't think that's a good idea.

What's up?

Suzanne sent me.

She needs a hand, it seems urgent.

What is it?

Guy, Danielle's husband: he's dead.

Damn! She's gone mad.

She has a knife in her hands.

Suzanne can't calm her down.

Your sister doesn't answer the phone.

No, I'm coming.

You can't leave now. I don't want to leave Danahée
alone.

No, no. It's no problem.

OK.

Where is Vanessa?

I don't know, she's not answering. It doesn't look
good.

But really, who the fuck do you think you are?

I don't think it's necessary to antagonize you.

For the one you wanted to sully with your lies.

Then, good news: it didn't work.

Maryse.

It's not just you who's in pain. We all miss your
father.

Everyone here has lost someone

and it would be fun if you could hear that pain
too.

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