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ANNOUNCER: Don't
miss "The Resident"'s
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most riveting season yet.
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I'm a doctor.
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I'm gonna take care
of you, promise.
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ANNOUNCER: See all new
episodes, Tuesdays,
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and check out our
other Fox shows,
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"9-1-1 Lone Star," "The Cleaning
Lady," and "Joe Millionaire"--
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[screaming]
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-only on Fox.
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- -
- Previously on The Resident...
- We want to make you
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the director of our program,
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but we need to know
by next week.
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- So, are you gonna take it?
- Is there anything left of us?
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You're the one who made it clear
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that not having kids was
a deal-breaker.
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Kit Voss offered me a job.
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Why would you leave
Seattle Children's?
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So that I can be closer to you.
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- (grunts)
- -
- PADMA: You're a good man, Dr. Austin.
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I think our child should
witness that firsthand.
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- Our child?
- If you're still willing.
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I've gone and fallen
for someone.
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You're afraid
the guy's gonna say no?
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Reinforcements are here
to cheer you up.
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BILLIE:
I'm as afraid
he'll say yes as I am
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- he'll say no.
- AUSTIN: Go tell the man how you feel.
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Hope I'm not too early.
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Not at all. Come on in.
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- Beautiful evening.
- It is.
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I've been looking forward
to this for a long time.
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Thank you so much
for offering to babysit.
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Are you kidding?
I'm so excited.
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I can't wait to meet Gigi.
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Well, she's asleep now, but, um,
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she'll be up
in the next couple of hours.
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And if we're not back by then...
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We're not gonna be back.
We're gonna live it up, Nic.
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(chuckles)
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It's our first night out
since Gigi was born,
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so someone has
a little separation anxiety.
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You have nothing to worry about.
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I took CPR training for infants,
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and I have
three younger siblings.
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Emergency contacts,
just in case.
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There's pumped breast milk
in the fridge.
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- We heat it up in the...
- The bottle warmer. I've got this.
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And I will test it just
to make sure it's not too hot.
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- Great, and don't forget to burp her and change her after.
- MARION: Of course.
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I'm more worried about Nic
than I am Gigi.
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I'm right here.
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You're gonna be fine.
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Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins.
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CONRAD:
Ah, you like? Thanks.
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MARION:
Have a great time.
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Just call if there's anything,
okay?
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Bye.
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♪
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Somebody has a little crush.
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- Don't be ridiculous.
- (chuckles)
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"Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins."
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- Mm. -(horns honking)
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(on radio): * Across
the railroad tracks... ♪
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- Daddy.
- (horn honks)
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Daddy, green means go.
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- * I sit alone *
- (sighs) Thanks, honey.
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And I think of losing you. ♪
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♪
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Yo, everyone.
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The illustrious doctor scientist
graces us peons
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with his presence
for the last time.
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Oh, come on. You know,
I think I liked it better
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when you just ignored me
when I showed up for my shift.
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Better get into your scrubs.
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You're a bit too big
for those britches.
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Poor guy's gonna hate
Baltimore Hospital
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for Advanced Science.
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Do you know how cold
Baltimore gets in January?
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(scoffs) And he's
a fragile flower.
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Oh, you don't fool me.
I know you're all crying inside.
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I'm gonna miss you, a lot.
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We're well aware
what this exit is about,
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and it ain't science, or money,
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because Dr. Voss would match
any offer.
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Talk to Leela.
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Fix this.
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I wish I could.
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Help! We need help
over here, please.
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(hyperventilating):
Can't... breathe.
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All right, this way.
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What's going on?
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She-she was a little short of
breath last night.
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We thought it was the baby
pressing on her lungs,
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but she woke up like this.
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How far along is she?
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Five months.
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Mommy, are you gonna be okay?
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Of course, baby.
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(coughing)
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- Hypoxemic. Elevated respiratory rate.
- (monitor beeping)
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Rales up to the mid chest.
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DEVON:
Sounds like pulmonary edema.
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Let's get an EKG
and get her on O2.
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- Mommy?
- TRINI: It's okay.
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Can someone... take him?
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I'll call Winston
in social services.
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He'll get someone
to look after him.
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Come with me, sweetheart.
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(heartbeat thumping)
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DEVON:
Fetal heart rate sounds good.
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Obvious movement.
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The baby looks good.
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(chuckles)
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- Praise God. (chuckles)
- Thank you.
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(machine chirps)
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Let's get a stat chest X-ray.
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Page Dr. Austin.
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What's wrong?
What's happening?
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(gasping)
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Devon always kept the keys
in a bowl in the hallway.
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Thank you so much
for reminding me.
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I'm sorry.
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I just really want to get going.
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I can't wait for the ultrasound.
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Although I already know I'm
pregnant because I can feel it.
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My stomach is doing flip-flops.
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And guess what,
I woke up nauseous this morning.
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I told you to not have
that pizza last night.
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It's not the pizza, Leela.
I feel...
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- different, you know?
- Well, actually,
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since I've never been pregnant,
no, I don't know.
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Today's his last day, isn't it?
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(drawer closes)
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You guys broke up way too fast.
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It's a pattern with you.
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You're kind of
a relationship wrecking ball.
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Oh, come on. Do you remember
when you dumped Rick Stamos
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right before prom?
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He was ripped
and a quarterback,
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and you had a killer dress.
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- I caught him making out with a cheerleader.
- Hmm.
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He can't wait to go.
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He's leaving Atlanta tomorrow.
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He's only sticking around
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for Kit and Bell's
engagement party tonight.
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I know he still loves you. Okay?
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Everyone knows
he still loves you.
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(scoffs)
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And sometimes
you can't always see
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what's right before your eyes.
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There is still time.
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Dr. Sullivan,
where's your walker?
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I know you're feeling better,
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but you shouldn't be
on your feet alone.
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I am discharging myself
from the hospital.
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- You-you can't do that.
- Yes, I can.
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I'm a doctor.
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You can't be your own doctor.
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CADE: I know my own body,
and I feel fine.
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Besides, work is
the best medicine.
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If you're your own doctor,
does that also make you
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your own worst patient?
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- Ha ha.
- You only got shot three times.
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Why don't you go run a 10K
while you're at it?
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You know what? You are just
the person I was looking for.
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(laughs)
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Look what you left in my room
on your last visit.
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Mr. Giraffe!
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He must have been scared in that
dark drawer all by himself.
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No, not in the least,
he was sleeping.
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He's a sleepyhead,
but he did poke his head out
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- to ask for some leaves for dinner.
- Silly.
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He doesn't eat leaves,
he eats chocolate ice cream.
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Oh, right.
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I'll drop Gigi at preschool
and meet you in your dad's room.
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His lab results are in.
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How are you feeling, Dad?
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Fine.
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No lingering symptoms?
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It's been a day and a half
since my little fall.
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I'm much better.
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Well, it was more than
just a fall. You passed out.
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Why are you getting dressed?
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- I'm discharging myself.
- You... (sighs)
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You can't be your own doctor.
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Oh, wow.
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The apple fell
directly under the tree.
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My father and I are both doctors
who also happen to be patients.
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Other than that,
we are nothing alike.
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Of course you're not.
Your labs.
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You're profoundly anemic.
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Your stomach pain is
getting worse, right?
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Combine that
with your collapse...
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Bleeding ulcer
is top of the list.
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Ridiculous. No acid reflux.
No indigestion.
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- Any blood in your stool?
- Okay.
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Before we discuss my bowel
movements in greater detail,
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can we clarify...
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which of you is
my actual doctor?
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You need more tests.
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There may be
a simple explanation
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for what's going on here,
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but until we find it,
you aren't going anywhere.
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♪
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Your vision is fine, Randolph.
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You had an MS flare.
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Okay. Well, yeah,
it was kind of rough.
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They're not unexpected,
especially near the optic nerve.
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With an extra pulse of steroids,
you'll be back to normal.
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This should be nothing
to worry about.
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See? It's great news.
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You're good to go back
in the OR.
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I'm clearing you for surgery.
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Great.
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♪
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I know that look.
Talk to me.
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Every MS flare feels like
it's the beginning of the end.
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The pain is excruciating,
and you're afraid
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it's getting worse,
but you're catastrophizing.
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- You heard the doctor.
- It is progressive.
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Not necessarily.
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You could go into
total remission.
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I love your optimism.
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I'm about to marry
Chastain's finest surgeon,
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who will hold that title
for years to come.
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(breathing heavily): Please,
tell me whatever is happening
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isn't going to...
harm my baby.
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Right now, let's focus on you,
Mom, all right?
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Your echocardiogram is showing
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that your heart isn't pumping
strong enough
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to support you and the baby.
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W-What does that mean?
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It means that
your wife is in heart failure.
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No, how-how can this
be happening?
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Have you had
any health issues recently?
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Flu... a few weeks ago.
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MATIAS:
I-It was pretty bad,
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- but she finally got better.
- (machines beeping)
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Help me!
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Step aside, please.
It's okay.
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Acute hypoxemic
respiratory failure.
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Pulmonary edema is worsening,
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which means
her heart function is, too.
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Pressure's dropping.
Hanging a norepi drip.
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We're having a baby girl.
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We've hoped for one
since Miguel was born.
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We-we cannot lose this baby.
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She's decompensating fast.
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We need to intubate now.
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Come here.
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We are trying to save
your wife's life.
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Let us work so can save
both mom and baby.
253
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Okay.
254
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♪
255
00:10:56,957 --> 00:10:58,125
Nic.
256
00:10:58,125 --> 00:10:59,626
I forgot to tell Marion
257
00:10:59,626 --> 00:11:01,294
to leave the night-light on
in Gigi's room.
258
00:11:01,294 --> 00:11:02,963
I left it on.
259
00:11:02,963 --> 00:11:07,134
How about we put all phones away
just for the next hour?
260
00:11:07,134 --> 00:11:09,669
(chuckles)
Well, your new girlfriend
261
00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,471
has to be able to reach me.
262
00:11:11,471 --> 00:11:13,073
- Oh, she's on my speed dial.
- (laughs)
263
00:11:13,073 --> 00:11:15,142
- How convenient.
- (laughs)
264
00:11:15,142 --> 00:11:18,011
- * The sun goes down on my side of town... *
- Wow.
265
00:11:18,011 --> 00:11:20,848
"Neon Moon."
266
00:11:20,848 --> 00:11:23,016
Same song that was playing
right here on our first date.
267
00:11:23,016 --> 00:11:25,518
You don't remember what song
was playing on our first date.
268
00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:28,088
- I do. It was "Neon Moon."
- (laughs)
269
00:11:28,088 --> 00:11:31,959
- It's always playing on a jukebox somewhere.
- Hmm.
270
00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:35,662
How about we go right to
the dancing part of the evening?
271
00:11:35,662 --> 00:11:37,030
(laughs)
272
00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:41,701
♪ I got a table for two
way in the back ♪
273
00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:44,504
Where I sit alone ♪
274
00:11:45,338 --> 00:11:48,508
And I think of losing you ♪
275
00:11:49,877 --> 00:11:53,180
- * I spend most every night *
- This is nice.
276
00:11:53,180 --> 00:11:55,382
Beneath the light ♪
277
00:11:55,382 --> 00:11:58,185
(fades):
* Of a neon moon. ♪
278
00:12:00,153 --> 00:12:02,890
(indistinct P.A. announcement)
279
00:12:02,890 --> 00:12:05,859
♪
280
00:12:05,859 --> 00:12:07,861
- HUNDLEY: Winston.
- WINSTON: Hundley?
281
00:12:07,861 --> 00:12:09,529
HUNDLEY:
Yes.
282
00:12:09,529 --> 00:12:11,731
The mom is critical,
but the dad is calmer now.
283
00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,366
He wants his son with him.
284
00:12:13,366 --> 00:12:14,902
- WINSTON: Okay.
- HUNDLEY: Come on, sweetie.
285
00:12:14,902 --> 00:12:17,137
Let's go see your daddy.
286
00:12:20,974 --> 00:12:22,042
Winston.
287
00:12:22,042 --> 00:12:23,243
Dr. Hawkins.
288
00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:24,812
Yeah. Do you have a minute?
289
00:12:24,812 --> 00:12:27,981
I have two minutes.
Walk with me back to my office.
290
00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:29,416
What's going on?
291
00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:31,084
I have a personal question
for you.
292
00:12:32,585 --> 00:12:35,088
- Hope you don't mind me asking.
- No, go on.
293
00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:37,090
Well, you know I lost my wife.
294
00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:38,892
Yes. I'm so sorry.
295
00:12:38,892 --> 00:12:42,195
Devon told me
you lost someone, too.
296
00:12:42,195 --> 00:12:44,531
A partner who died suddenly.
297
00:12:44,531 --> 00:12:47,067
Yeah, we were together
almost 20 years.
298
00:12:47,067 --> 00:12:50,003
He had a heart attack.
Was totally unexpected.
299
00:12:50,003 --> 00:12:51,771
So you know about grief.
300
00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:54,407
I do. It was overwhelming.
301
00:12:54,407 --> 00:12:55,876
How did you cope?
302
00:12:58,711 --> 00:13:01,448
For a while, quite badly.
303
00:13:02,349 --> 00:13:05,853
I almost let what I'd lost
destroy me.
304
00:13:05,853 --> 00:13:09,923
But eventually I realized
I had one life to live,
305
00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:13,126
and I wanted it
to mean something.
306
00:13:13,927 --> 00:13:15,562
I have my daughter,
and that saved me.
307
00:13:15,562 --> 00:13:18,031
But no matter what I do,
for the last four years,
308
00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:19,632
I just can't let Nic go.
309
00:13:20,700 --> 00:13:23,937
I keep remembering
this one specific evening.
310
00:13:26,439 --> 00:13:28,708
First date after we had Gigi.
311
00:13:29,576 --> 00:13:31,644
Maybe you shouldn't fight
these memories.
312
00:13:31,644 --> 00:13:33,213
Maybe they're trying
to tell you something.
313
00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:37,050
The past never goes away.
314
00:13:37,050 --> 00:13:39,286
If you don't deny it,
315
00:13:39,286 --> 00:13:41,788
you can learn from it.
316
00:13:43,957 --> 00:13:45,993
Mr. Alvarez.
317
00:13:50,597 --> 00:13:52,565
How's my wife?
318
00:13:52,565 --> 00:13:54,434
DEVON:
We managed to stabilize her.
319
00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:57,070
(sighs) Thank God.
320
00:13:57,070 --> 00:13:58,805
And thank you both.
321
00:13:58,805 --> 00:14:00,340
Her heart was damaged,
322
00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:01,808
likely from the flu
she had recently.
323
00:14:01,808 --> 00:14:04,811
What she has is
post-viral myocarditis.
324
00:14:04,811 --> 00:14:08,748
Her pregnancy makes this
even more life-threatening.
325
00:14:08,748 --> 00:14:12,852
Her heart isn't strong enough
now to beat for two.
326
00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:15,488
We're so sorry to say this,
327
00:14:15,488 --> 00:14:19,159
but the only safe option
for Trini is to...
328
00:14:19,159 --> 00:14:20,627
is to end the pregnancy.
329
00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:24,497
What?
330
00:14:24,497 --> 00:14:25,865
N-No.
331
00:14:25,865 --> 00:14:27,600
No, that-that's impossible.
332
00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:30,637
Y-You're talking about
killing the baby.
333
00:14:30,637 --> 00:14:32,105
That would be murder.
334
00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:33,941
DEVON:
We can't deliver
the baby at five months.
335
00:14:33,941 --> 00:14:35,542
It's not viable.
336
00:14:36,676 --> 00:14:39,312
We understand
your pain is enormous.
337
00:14:39,312 --> 00:14:43,650
But we believe your wife will
not survive if we don't do this.
338
00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:48,188
Mr. Alvarez,
your son will lose his mother.
339
00:14:48,188 --> 00:14:49,356
Honestly, it's not a choice.
340
00:14:49,356 --> 00:14:51,191
We can only save one life.
341
00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:52,525
- Hers.
- MATIAS: No.
342
00:14:52,525 --> 00:14:54,361
I-I will not accept this.
343
00:14:54,361 --> 00:14:55,528
There has to be another way.
344
00:14:55,528 --> 00:14:56,829
There is no safe way.
345
00:14:56,829 --> 00:14:59,066
Please, there has to be!
346
00:14:59,066 --> 00:15:01,701
♪
347
00:15:03,370 --> 00:15:06,073
Dr. Voss, we have a problem.
348
00:15:06,073 --> 00:15:09,209
We have a patient who has to
terminate her pregnancy
349
00:15:09,209 --> 00:15:10,643
to save her own life.
350
00:15:10,643 --> 00:15:11,979
Her heart is failing.
351
00:15:11,979 --> 00:15:13,746
- God, how awful.
- The husband is certain
352
00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:16,649
there's more we can do
to save both mom and baby.
353
00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:18,051
KIT:
And is there?
354
00:15:18,051 --> 00:15:20,553
All we can offer is
an incredible long shot,
355
00:15:20,553 --> 00:15:21,854
almost certain to fail.
356
00:15:21,854 --> 00:15:23,190
And what does the patient
want to do?
357
00:15:23,190 --> 00:15:25,192
She can't make the decision.
She's intubated.
358
00:15:25,192 --> 00:15:27,394
Her husband is
her health care proxy.
359
00:15:27,394 --> 00:15:28,728
So the real question is,
360
00:15:28,728 --> 00:15:30,730
do we even suggest
this alternative
361
00:15:30,730 --> 00:15:32,765
that we think is
far too dangerous?
362
00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:34,734
KIT:
Oh, this is a tough one.
363
00:15:35,902 --> 00:15:38,738
But if he won't agree
to end the pregnancy
364
00:15:38,738 --> 00:15:41,274
to save her life,
you have no choice.
365
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:46,013
Just make the consequences of
your plan crystal clear
366
00:15:46,013 --> 00:15:49,116
so he knows
the risks he's taking.
367
00:15:49,116 --> 00:15:51,251
♪
368
00:15:58,091 --> 00:16:00,927
(machine whirring)
369
00:16:00,927 --> 00:16:03,796
- (beeps)
- Dad, do not move. You know better.
370
00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:05,765
I have an itch.
371
00:16:05,765 --> 00:16:07,867
- (beeps)
- We're almost done.
372
00:16:07,867 --> 00:16:09,702
I don't want him to be sick,
373
00:16:09,702 --> 00:16:11,304
but please tell me
he can go home.
374
00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:15,208
(chuckles) Let's figure out
what's wrong with him first,
375
00:16:15,208 --> 00:16:17,110
then plan next steps.
376
00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:24,817
(sighs)
377
00:16:28,455 --> 00:16:30,823
I'm so sorry.
378
00:16:33,326 --> 00:16:35,795
He has pancreatic cancer.
379
00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:39,732
♪
380
00:16:41,401 --> 00:16:44,137
(scoffs)
I'm a doctor, a good one.
381
00:16:45,472 --> 00:16:47,107
And I had no clue.
382
00:16:48,808 --> 00:16:51,244
Well, that's not unexpected, Dad.
383
00:16:51,244 --> 00:16:53,646
Pancreatic cancer,
it can often be asymptomatic
384
00:16:53,646 --> 00:16:54,981
until it's too late.
385
00:16:54,981 --> 00:16:56,483
Okay, thank you for clarifying.
386
00:16:56,483 --> 00:16:58,285
I must have skipped the part
387
00:16:58,285 --> 00:17:00,753
about pancreatic cancer
at medical school.
388
00:17:02,322 --> 00:17:03,623
I'm just trying to help.
389
00:17:03,623 --> 00:17:04,957
Well, you can't help.
390
00:17:06,993 --> 00:17:09,462
Look, I've just been handed
a death sentence.
391
00:17:13,633 --> 00:17:16,336
All right, how long?
392
00:17:16,336 --> 00:17:18,305
How long do I have?
393
00:17:19,272 --> 00:17:22,342
Pancreatic cancer is
a terrifying diagnosis.
394
00:17:22,342 --> 00:17:24,211
For most,
395
00:17:24,211 --> 00:17:27,114
five-year survival rate is
less than ten percent,
396
00:17:27,114 --> 00:17:29,015
but your odds are different.
397
00:17:29,015 --> 00:17:30,950
Look at the scans again.
398
00:17:37,290 --> 00:17:40,059
The tumor appears...
399
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,961
localized at the head
of the pancreas.
400
00:17:41,961 --> 00:17:44,664
Yes, which means it's operable.
401
00:17:44,664 --> 00:17:48,701
Now, five-year survival rate
goes up dramatically to 25%.
402
00:17:48,701 --> 00:17:50,803
A cure is possible?
403
00:17:50,803 --> 00:17:52,972
It is. Yes.
404
00:17:52,972 --> 00:17:54,241
Cade, you hear that?
405
00:17:54,241 --> 00:17:56,876
CONRAD:
If the cancer hasn't spread.
406
00:17:56,876 --> 00:18:00,380
- You need a complicated procedure.
- The Whipple.
407
00:18:00,380 --> 00:18:03,383
We have a world-renowned surgeon
right here at Chastain.
408
00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:04,817
He's performed the Whipple
hundreds of times.
409
00:18:04,817 --> 00:18:06,353
Dr. Randolph Bell.
410
00:18:06,353 --> 00:18:08,188
Still a dangerous surgery
411
00:18:08,188 --> 00:18:10,490
that could have
serious complications, but...
412
00:18:10,490 --> 00:18:13,926
Okay, can you please
stop measuring me for a coffin?
413
00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:18,331
Let's just be positive
for one minute.
414
00:18:18,331 --> 00:18:19,699
Is it too much to ask?
415
00:18:19,699 --> 00:18:22,902
Dr. Hawkins just said
I can survive this.
416
00:18:24,036 --> 00:18:25,772
Since it's obvious
I'm not helping,
417
00:18:25,772 --> 00:18:27,874
I'm going to step out now.
418
00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:38,351
You know, if anyone
can survive this, you can.
419
00:18:43,423 --> 00:18:45,091
Well, that went well.
420
00:18:45,091 --> 00:18:47,126
(scoffs)
421
00:18:48,928 --> 00:18:52,432
You're under
unimaginable stress.
422
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:56,569
But...
423
00:18:56,569 --> 00:18:57,937
I think you need to recognize
424
00:18:57,937 --> 00:19:00,307
that this is hard
for your daughter also.
425
00:19:04,744 --> 00:19:07,046
♪
426
00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:15,622
Can you take the young man
out to the waiting room
427
00:19:15,622 --> 00:19:16,923
for a few minutes?
428
00:19:16,923 --> 00:19:18,124
- Thank you.
- It's okay.
429
00:19:18,124 --> 00:19:20,460
- No problem.
- MATIAS: Thank you.
430
00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:24,431
Mr. Alvarez, we still recommend
you end the pregnancy,
431
00:19:24,431 --> 00:19:25,798
today if possible.
432
00:19:25,798 --> 00:19:29,068
It is by far the best chance
for Trini.
433
00:19:29,068 --> 00:19:32,805
Although there is another option
that we can try.
434
00:19:32,805 --> 00:19:34,307
What is this option?
435
00:19:34,307 --> 00:19:39,145
Well, we could put Trini
on a machine called an ECMO.
436
00:19:39,145 --> 00:19:41,648
It would ease the stress
of her struggling heart,
437
00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:44,784
and it might perhaps
buy us some time
438
00:19:44,784 --> 00:19:46,686
and keep her alive
for a few more months
439
00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:48,688
until she can deliver the baby safely.
440
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:51,123
That sounds perfect.
441
00:19:51,123 --> 00:19:54,327
- Do it.
- No, it is far from perfect.
442
00:19:54,327 --> 00:19:56,429
You have to understand
that ECMO is very dangerous.
443
00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:59,366
There can be complications
like hemorrhage, stroke,
444
00:19:59,366 --> 00:20:02,535
- infection.
- Brain damage is possible.
445
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:04,837
She could wind up paralyzed.
446
00:20:04,837 --> 00:20:06,439
Unable to speak. Blind.
447
00:20:06,439 --> 00:20:09,008
DEVON:
And she could die
from any of these complications.
448
00:20:09,008 --> 00:20:11,444
Then the baby would die as well.
449
00:20:11,444 --> 00:20:13,179
But there's a chance
450
00:20:13,179 --> 00:20:15,882
that Trini and the baby could
both be fine with this ECMO?
451
00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:19,018
That is a remote possibility,
Mr. Alvarez.
452
00:20:19,018 --> 00:20:21,020
So, let's be clear,
you are giving up
453
00:20:21,020 --> 00:20:23,222
the absolute best chance
that we have
454
00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:24,891
of saving your wife's life.
455
00:20:24,891 --> 00:20:26,893
Listen.
456
00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,628
If we end the pregnancy now,
457
00:20:28,628 --> 00:20:32,565
down the road, she can safely
have another child.
458
00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,667
(sighs heavily)
459
00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:45,512
My heart tells me
that you can save them both,
460
00:20:45,512 --> 00:20:49,048
and I believe that
Trini would want you to try.
461
00:20:50,683 --> 00:20:52,218
Please.
462
00:21:06,933 --> 00:21:09,235
(sighs)
463
00:21:11,738 --> 00:21:14,374
Why does he lash out at me?
464
00:21:14,374 --> 00:21:16,509
He's scared.
465
00:21:18,945 --> 00:21:22,281
Obviously, things have not
been easy between you.
466
00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:26,386
But now is the time
for patience and understanding.
467
00:21:26,386 --> 00:21:28,054
Of course.
468
00:21:28,054 --> 00:21:30,357
I love him.
469
00:21:30,357 --> 00:21:31,958
Despite the fact
that I can't remember
470
00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:34,594
the last time he said
he loved me.
471
00:21:34,594 --> 00:21:36,763
When I was little,
472
00:21:36,763 --> 00:21:40,633
all the other kids thought
I had the coolest dad.
473
00:21:40,633 --> 00:21:42,201
Charmed them all.
474
00:21:42,201 --> 00:21:44,270
Bought them all ice cream.
475
00:21:44,270 --> 00:21:47,540
Entertained them
at my birthday parties.
476
00:21:47,540 --> 00:21:49,442
It took a while to realize
that he lives
477
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:51,210
for the reflection he sees
of himself
478
00:21:51,210 --> 00:21:52,945
in other people's eyes,
479
00:21:52,945 --> 00:21:54,881
and I see him too clearly.
480
00:21:55,782 --> 00:21:58,150
Forgiveness and acceptance is
a beautiful thing.
481
00:21:58,150 --> 00:22:00,620
I didn't even talk to my father
for years.
482
00:22:00,620 --> 00:22:03,956
I realized our problems were
a two-way street.
483
00:22:03,956 --> 00:22:05,992
I wasn't as blameless
as I thought.
484
00:22:05,992 --> 00:22:08,094
So...
485
00:22:08,094 --> 00:22:11,297
I gave him a chance,
and he was capable of
486
00:22:11,297 --> 00:22:13,299
more than I ever
could've imagined.
487
00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:15,768
Now we couldn't be closer.
488
00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:22,108
You only get one father.
489
00:22:22,108 --> 00:22:24,477
You can't change him,
and you may lose him.
490
00:22:25,845 --> 00:22:28,280
Now's the time
to accept him as he is.
491
00:22:33,019 --> 00:22:34,587
Thank you.
492
00:22:41,027 --> 00:22:43,596
♪
493
00:22:46,466 --> 00:22:49,836
♪ Dear troubles
I long to forget ♪
494
00:22:49,836 --> 00:22:55,708
♪ It seems so many of you
have collected in a day... ♪
495
00:22:55,708 --> 00:22:57,510
(scoffs)
496
00:22:57,510 --> 00:22:59,446
Oh, Nic, it's not
what you think.
497
00:22:59,446 --> 00:23:01,981
- What are you doing?
- Her name is Anna.
498
00:23:01,981 --> 00:23:03,550
Oh, Anna. Great.
499
00:23:03,550 --> 00:23:05,518
Not exactly the image I want
in my head when I'm at home
500
00:23:05,518 --> 00:23:07,353
nursing our daughter
and changing her diapers.
501
00:23:07,353 --> 00:23:08,721
Will you just let me explain?
502
00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:10,222
Honestly, I just
want to go home.
503
00:23:10,222 --> 00:23:11,824
Let's just go somewhere
and talk about it.
504
00:23:11,824 --> 00:23:15,628
Once you know who she is,
you'll feel very differently.
505
00:23:15,628 --> 00:23:17,997
♪ Defaulted in pain
and sorrow... ♪
506
00:23:17,997 --> 00:23:19,732
Okay.
507
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:28,074
I diagnosed Anna's husband
with stage 4 lymphoma
508
00:23:28,074 --> 00:23:30,543
- two months ago.
- Well, if her husband's so sick,
509
00:23:30,543 --> 00:23:32,211
then why is she at a bar alone?
510
00:23:32,211 --> 00:23:34,213
She isn't.
She's with her girlfriends.
511
00:23:34,213 --> 00:23:36,382
It's her birthday.
512
00:23:36,382 --> 00:23:37,917
And her husband's
in the hospital
513
00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:40,687
after having
a bad reaction to chemo.
514
00:23:40,687 --> 00:23:42,154
He's in the ICU.
515
00:23:42,154 --> 00:23:44,256
Her friends decided
to get her out and away
516
00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:45,825
from a situation
she couldn't control.
517
00:23:45,825 --> 00:23:48,227
She'll go back in a few hours.
518
00:23:48,227 --> 00:23:49,862
Sleeps in his room.
519
00:23:52,699 --> 00:23:54,100
Wow.
520
00:23:56,068 --> 00:23:58,771
I am so sorry.
521
00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:00,573
I didn't know.
522
00:24:03,042 --> 00:24:05,945
You have nothing
to be worried about.
523
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,413
You're the only woman I've loved
524
00:24:07,413 --> 00:24:09,248
since the first moment
I saw you.
525
00:24:09,248 --> 00:24:11,851
And I can't imagine
life without you.
526
00:24:14,721 --> 00:24:17,123
Oh, I love you.
527
00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:22,361
I'm sorry.
528
00:24:32,939 --> 00:24:35,241
(Conrad exhales)
529
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:44,784
I'll talk to Bell
and book an OR, okay?
530
00:24:50,056 --> 00:24:53,560
Just tell me.
I can't wait any longer.
531
00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:56,128
Is it good news?
532
00:24:56,128 --> 00:24:59,431
Look for yourselves, ladies.
533
00:25:00,933 --> 00:25:01,934
Leela.
534
00:25:01,934 --> 00:25:03,169
(gasps)
535
00:25:03,169 --> 00:25:04,303
Leela.
536
00:25:04,303 --> 00:25:06,939
- It's a miracle.
- (both laugh)
537
00:25:06,939 --> 00:25:08,908
Sista, sista! ♪
538
00:25:08,908 --> 00:25:10,977
(both laugh)
539
00:25:19,318 --> 00:25:22,454
There's only one thing that
could make this day happier.
540
00:25:22,454 --> 00:25:26,693
This pregnancy journey,
it drove you and Devon apart.
541
00:25:26,693 --> 00:25:30,830
So, please,
before it's too late,
542
00:25:30,830 --> 00:25:34,867
talk to him
and tell him you love him.
543
00:25:46,779 --> 00:25:48,648
Hey. Came to say goodbye?
544
00:25:48,648 --> 00:25:50,817
We need to talk.
545
00:25:50,817 --> 00:25:54,186
That's a good idea.
Let's part as friends.
546
00:25:54,186 --> 00:25:57,023
Actually, I was hoping
for something different.
547
00:25:58,858 --> 00:26:00,492
I don't want you to go.
548
00:26:02,662 --> 00:26:07,199
Leela, I start at Baltimore
Advanced Sciences on Monday.
549
00:26:07,199 --> 00:26:09,201
I want to try again.
550
00:26:09,201 --> 00:26:10,870
I'm not happy.
551
00:26:11,838 --> 00:26:13,239
You're not happy.
552
00:26:13,239 --> 00:26:15,908
I miss you.
553
00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:19,211
And I think you miss me.
554
00:26:19,211 --> 00:26:21,580
Yeah, I miss you a lot.
555
00:26:23,349 --> 00:26:25,051
But nothing's changed, has it?
556
00:26:25,051 --> 00:26:27,053
Actually, something has changed.
557
00:26:27,053 --> 00:26:29,255
(pager beeping)
558
00:26:31,557 --> 00:26:34,727
This is my patient on ECMO.
She's desatting.
559
00:26:34,727 --> 00:26:37,196
I want to talk to you about
this, but I have to go, okay?
560
00:26:37,196 --> 00:26:39,331
LEELA:
Promise me we'll talk later.
561
00:26:39,331 --> 00:26:42,068
I have a big surgery,
but if you're still here...
562
00:26:43,836 --> 00:26:46,338
If not, I'll see you
at the engagement party.
563
00:26:55,181 --> 00:26:57,383
(monitor beeping rapidly)
564
00:26:57,383 --> 00:27:00,186
Her pressure spiked just
as her heart rate dropped.
565
00:27:00,186 --> 00:27:02,454
Cushing's reflex.
Classic sign of stroke.
566
00:27:02,454 --> 00:27:05,191
It happened faster
than we imagined.
567
00:27:05,191 --> 00:27:06,759
I'm going to adjust
her arterial support
568
00:27:06,759 --> 00:27:08,895
to get her blood pressure
in a tighter range.
569
00:27:08,895 --> 00:27:10,697
It might be too late.
570
00:27:10,697 --> 00:27:13,265
Let's get her to CT, all right?
571
00:27:13,265 --> 00:27:15,067
And page Billie.
572
00:27:18,237 --> 00:27:19,706
Images coming up.
573
00:27:21,808 --> 00:27:23,442
Here's the problem.
574
00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:25,912
Bleed, left side of the brain.
575
00:27:25,912 --> 00:27:27,880
Hemorrhagic stroke?
576
00:27:27,880 --> 00:27:29,882
Mm-hmm. Definitely.
577
00:27:29,882 --> 00:27:31,383
Damage may be extensive.
578
00:27:31,383 --> 00:27:32,952
Potentially paralyzed.
579
00:27:32,952 --> 00:27:36,055
I mean, she may have lost
the ability to speak forever.
580
00:27:36,055 --> 00:27:37,890
And worse still, this could
just be the beginning.
581
00:27:37,890 --> 00:27:40,760
I see more possible bleeds
near the dura.
582
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,161
I mean,
this could have been avoided.
583
00:27:42,161 --> 00:27:43,963
Did you make her husband understand
584
00:27:43,963 --> 00:27:45,264
this was likely to happen?
585
00:27:45,264 --> 00:27:46,933
Come on, man,
don't you think we tried?
586
00:27:46,933 --> 00:27:49,135
DEVON:
We advised against it
in the strongest terms,
587
00:27:49,135 --> 00:27:50,669
but he is her health care proxy.
588
00:27:50,669 --> 00:27:52,338
And we had no idea that
she would have complications
589
00:27:52,338 --> 00:27:53,806
- this fast.
- AUSTIN: Look, all we can do now
590
00:27:53,806 --> 00:27:57,076
is double down
on trying to save Trini,
591
00:27:57,076 --> 00:27:58,778
no matter what condition
she's in,
592
00:27:58,778 --> 00:28:01,180
and hope we can keep her
on ECMO long enough
593
00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:03,315
for her heart to recover
594
00:28:03,315 --> 00:28:06,753
or for the baby to mature
enough to be viable.
595
00:28:14,026 --> 00:28:16,362
♪
596
00:28:16,362 --> 00:28:18,164
Can you guys give us a minute?
597
00:28:27,206 --> 00:28:31,944
Look, I am perfectly aware
of the risks of this surgery,
598
00:28:31,944 --> 00:28:37,616
so I know that I may not
get off that OR table.
599
00:28:37,616 --> 00:28:40,386
You got the best of me.
600
00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:44,023
And none of the bad.
601
00:28:44,023 --> 00:28:48,527
I am so proud of you,
and I always have been.
602
00:28:50,529 --> 00:28:54,834
You are the child of my heart...
603
00:28:56,535 --> 00:28:58,737
...and if I haven't
said it enough,
604
00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:01,140
then I need to say it now.
605
00:29:03,042 --> 00:29:05,377
I love you.
606
00:29:05,377 --> 00:29:07,847
(sniffles)
607
00:29:07,847 --> 00:29:09,849
(laughs softly)
608
00:29:09,849 --> 00:29:11,550
All right.
609
00:29:11,550 --> 00:29:14,854
Now go back to being a tough
bastard and beat this thing.
610
00:29:16,022 --> 00:29:17,890
You got it.
611
00:29:31,603 --> 00:29:33,072
(Nic laughs softly)
612
00:29:35,674 --> 00:29:37,910
(whispers):
Hi, baby.
613
00:29:37,910 --> 00:29:39,578
(laughs)
614
00:29:40,346 --> 00:29:42,915
Aw. Hi.
615
00:30:01,567 --> 00:30:03,802
(monitor beeping rapidly)
616
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:11,077
- Update me.
- We troubleshot everything,
617
00:30:11,077 --> 00:30:12,478
but as you can see...
618
00:30:15,047 --> 00:30:16,282
Her heart's giving out.
619
00:30:16,282 --> 00:30:18,918
She has a few minutes left, maybe.
620
00:30:18,918 --> 00:30:20,452
Excuse me, excuse me.
What's going on?
621
00:30:20,452 --> 00:30:22,454
What's happening to Trini?
622
00:30:22,454 --> 00:30:25,824
Mr. Alvarez,
I am terribly sorry...
623
00:30:27,726 --> 00:30:29,595
...but your wife is dying.
624
00:30:29,595 --> 00:30:31,797
(stammers) Just keep her
on the machine, right?
625
00:30:31,797 --> 00:30:33,799
You said that it would
take over for her heart.
626
00:30:33,799 --> 00:30:35,902
- Let it keep working.
- AUSTIN: We can't.
627
00:30:35,902 --> 00:30:38,237
Her heart is too badly damaged.
628
00:30:38,237 --> 00:30:40,239
DEVON:
We tried to tell you
this was a long shot.
629
00:30:40,239 --> 00:30:41,440
It didn't work. I'm so sorry.
630
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:43,976
No. Please.
631
00:30:43,976 --> 00:30:45,611
No.
632
00:30:45,611 --> 00:30:47,646
- (monitor flatlines)
- Mommy?
633
00:30:49,815 --> 00:30:52,151
Do something!
Please do something!
634
00:30:52,151 --> 00:30:53,319
Please.
635
00:30:53,319 --> 00:30:55,087
There's nothing more we can do.
636
00:30:55,087 --> 00:30:57,156
We can't bring her back.
637
00:30:57,156 --> 00:30:59,025
She's gone, Matias.
638
00:30:59,025 --> 00:31:01,127
No.
(crying)
639
00:31:08,534 --> 00:31:12,271
Don't tell me that.
Don't tell me that.
640
00:31:12,271 --> 00:31:14,306
(crying continues)
641
00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:30,289
BELL:
And with that,
642
00:31:30,289 --> 00:31:32,658
we dissect the pancreas.
643
00:31:32,658 --> 00:31:36,695
LEELA:
Pancreas is mobilized.
644
00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:40,366
BELL:
Oh, wait. W...
645
00:31:40,366 --> 00:31:42,134
What's the update?
646
00:31:42,134 --> 00:31:43,635
BELL:
Well,
647
00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:46,838
looks like the tumor
has adhered to the IVC.
648
00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,576
Which means they have
to resect it.
649
00:31:50,576 --> 00:31:53,545
- If they nick the IVC...
- That's not gonna happen.
650
00:31:53,545 --> 00:31:56,215
Bell's done this
thousands of times.
651
00:31:56,215 --> 00:31:58,817
BELL:
Dr. Devi...
652
00:31:59,718 --> 00:32:00,987
- ...all yours.
- CADE: What is he doing?
653
00:32:00,987 --> 00:32:03,089
He can't pass this off
to a resident.
654
00:32:03,089 --> 00:32:06,325
- Leela has never done a Whipple.
- Which is why she has to learn.
655
00:32:06,325 --> 00:32:08,327
Bell's there to back her up.
656
00:32:08,327 --> 00:32:10,162
Satinsky clamp, 3.0 Prolene,
657
00:32:10,162 --> 00:32:11,830
sponge stick and forceps.
658
00:32:11,830 --> 00:32:13,899
Dr. Chu, do you have
Rh null blood up there?
659
00:32:13,899 --> 00:32:15,201
- CHU: I do.
- LEELA: Hang it, please.
660
00:32:15,201 --> 00:32:18,770
We're in for some turbulence.
Clamp on.
661
00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,073
Dissecting the tumor off now.
662
00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:24,876
- (monitor beeping)
- CHU: Blood pressure's in the toilet.
663
00:32:24,876 --> 00:32:26,512
Going up on pressors.
664
00:32:26,512 --> 00:32:28,714
BELL:
Okay, Dr. Devi has finished
the dissection.
665
00:32:28,714 --> 00:32:30,516
She anticipated this.
666
00:32:30,516 --> 00:32:32,418
LEELA:
I've identified the defect,
but I'm having a hard time
667
00:32:32,418 --> 00:32:33,852
getting in position for repair.
668
00:32:33,852 --> 00:32:36,755
Well, remember your anatomy.
669
00:32:37,789 --> 00:32:39,591
LEELA:
This is Cade's father,
670
00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:40,792
so maybe in this case,
you should...
671
00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:42,228
BELL:
The Whipple is the crucible
672
00:32:42,228 --> 00:32:45,564
of a surgical residency,
it's the final test.
673
00:32:45,564 --> 00:32:47,766
Just get in there and ace it.
674
00:32:48,934 --> 00:32:50,869
It's your OR, Dr. Devi.
675
00:32:50,869 --> 00:32:52,971
- Proceed.
- LEELA: Right.
676
00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:54,806
Dr. Chu, reverse positioning
of the patient, please.
677
00:32:56,775 --> 00:32:58,144
BELL:
Okay, that's excellent.
678
00:32:58,144 --> 00:33:00,912
You have a clear path
to the defect.
679
00:33:00,912 --> 00:33:03,949
3.0 Prolene to you.
680
00:33:06,618 --> 00:33:08,954
LEELA:
Closing and oversewing.
681
00:33:10,956 --> 00:33:14,626
- (monitor beeping steadily)
- (Bell sighs)
682
00:33:14,626 --> 00:33:17,063
CHU:
Hemodynamics settling.
683
00:33:17,063 --> 00:33:18,664
(exhales)
684
00:33:18,664 --> 00:33:21,267
That's strong work, Dr. Devi.
685
00:33:21,267 --> 00:33:23,302
(Leela exhales)
686
00:33:25,437 --> 00:33:27,473
She rose to the occasion.
687
00:33:27,473 --> 00:33:28,974
Yes, she did.
688
00:33:28,974 --> 00:33:32,444
He's gonna make it out
of the OR, isn't he?
689
00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:33,845
Yeah.
690
00:33:35,414 --> 00:33:38,584
Now we just have to make sure
the cancer hasn't spread.
691
00:33:38,584 --> 00:33:40,686
We'll know in a few hours.
692
00:33:45,157 --> 00:33:48,127
♪ Should I stay
or should I go now? ♪
693
00:33:48,127 --> 00:33:50,929
♪ Should I stay or should
I go now? ♪
694
00:33:50,929 --> 00:33:52,831
Oh, I was so glad
you guys could make it.
695
00:33:52,831 --> 00:33:55,301
- Thank you for coming.
- Thank you for including me.
696
00:33:55,301 --> 00:33:57,803
- Yeah, so happy to be here.
- AUSTIN: So, Randolph, what's your secret?
697
00:33:57,803 --> 00:34:01,307
How did you land such
an incredible lady like this?
698
00:34:01,307 --> 00:34:02,841
- She has very low standards.
- (Kit laughs)
699
00:34:02,841 --> 00:34:06,278
Nope. Nothing but the best
for this lady.
700
00:34:06,278 --> 00:34:07,513
So, when's the wedding?
701
00:34:07,513 --> 00:34:08,947
- Uh, still working on that.
- Mm...
702
00:34:08,947 --> 00:34:12,284
But rest assured, it will
be intimate and fabulous.
703
00:34:12,284 --> 00:34:13,685
And you're all invited.
704
00:34:13,685 --> 00:34:15,187
- Hear, hear.
- CONRAD: Cheers.
705
00:34:15,187 --> 00:34:16,688
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
706
00:34:16,688 --> 00:34:19,658
♪ Should I stay
or should I go? ♪
707
00:34:19,658 --> 00:34:21,193
("Roses Are Falling"
by Orville Peck plays)
708
00:34:21,193 --> 00:34:26,565
Hey. I got here early
so we could talk.
709
00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:29,067
I heard you aced the Whipple.
710
00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:32,003
That's not what I want
to talk about.
711
00:34:33,172 --> 00:34:35,073
Do you still feel
the same way you did before?
712
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:36,808
I do.
713
00:34:36,808 --> 00:34:38,844
I can't promise
714
00:34:38,844 --> 00:34:43,149
I'll want a child in the future,
but maybe I will.
715
00:34:43,149 --> 00:34:45,751
- I don't know.
- Today I watched a man
716
00:34:45,751 --> 00:34:47,886
sacrifice his wife's
best chance to live
717
00:34:47,886 --> 00:34:50,556
for a baby that hasn't
even been born.
718
00:34:50,556 --> 00:34:52,758
He lost them both.
719
00:34:53,592 --> 00:34:55,093
- That's terrible.
- Yes.
720
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:58,029
But it made me realize
something about myself.
721
00:34:58,029 --> 00:35:01,900
That I'm doing the same thing,
choosing a hypothetical child
722
00:35:01,900 --> 00:35:05,437
that may never exist
over the woman I love.
723
00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:07,573
Roses are falling... ♪
724
00:35:07,573 --> 00:35:09,908
I was at fault, too.
725
00:35:09,908 --> 00:35:13,779
I was impulsive and rash.
726
00:35:13,779 --> 00:35:17,115
And our life together
has to be a decision
727
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,851
that we both make equally.
728
00:35:20,852 --> 00:35:22,588
Do you want to try this again?
729
00:35:22,588 --> 00:35:24,423
- (laughs): Yes.
- Yeah.
730
00:35:24,423 --> 00:35:29,928
♪ Roses are falling
for you, ooh... ♪
731
00:35:29,928 --> 00:35:31,463
A thousand times yes.
732
00:35:31,463 --> 00:35:37,436
♪ Roses from falling
for you, ooh... ♪
733
00:35:40,272 --> 00:35:42,274
I have a lovely feeling
that Devon
734
00:35:42,274 --> 00:35:45,777
will not be going to Baltimore.
735
00:35:45,777 --> 00:35:47,779
That is a win all around.
736
00:35:47,779 --> 00:35:49,315
You know I pulled Leela
into the Whipple
737
00:35:49,315 --> 00:35:51,783
because she's the one
who can follow in my footsteps?
738
00:35:51,783 --> 00:35:54,052
She's going into neuro
or cardio, right?
739
00:35:54,052 --> 00:35:57,155
Oh, she just told me she wants
to be a general surgeon.
740
00:35:57,155 --> 00:35:59,625
So I get to teach her
everything I know
741
00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:01,793
and she can take my patients
when the time comes.
742
00:36:01,793 --> 00:36:03,595
If the time comes.
743
00:36:03,595 --> 00:36:05,464
Dr. Bell?
744
00:36:05,464 --> 00:36:06,765
I just want to say thank you
745
00:36:06,765 --> 00:36:08,634
for saving
my father's life today.
746
00:36:08,634 --> 00:36:11,002
Well, Dr. Devi was integral.
747
00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:14,406
But we got lucky and
your father got even luckier.
748
00:36:14,406 --> 00:36:16,942
The pathology report came back
just before I left the hospital
749
00:36:16,942 --> 00:36:18,577
and the tumor was localized.
750
00:36:18,577 --> 00:36:22,814
So, there's every chance
he'll be cancer-free.
751
00:36:22,814 --> 00:36:24,816
And I'll do my best ♪
752
00:36:24,816 --> 00:36:26,017
I am so happy for both of you.
753
00:36:26,017 --> 00:36:27,619
To be better than the rest ♪
754
00:36:27,619 --> 00:36:29,020
Thank you.
755
00:36:29,020 --> 00:36:30,522
She is so ♪
756
00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:32,491
So sweet and tender ♪
757
00:36:32,491 --> 00:36:33,692
Come here.
758
00:36:33,692 --> 00:36:34,960
And I'm glad ♪
759
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:36,962
So glad we made it, girl ♪
760
00:36:36,962 --> 00:36:38,597
She's so ♪
761
00:36:38,597 --> 00:36:40,666
So sweet and tender ♪
762
00:36:40,666 --> 00:36:43,001
And I'm glad ♪
763
00:36:43,001 --> 00:36:45,437
So glad we're making love ♪
764
00:36:45,437 --> 00:36:47,606
Oh, I... ♪
765
00:36:47,606 --> 00:36:49,541
I'm pregnant.
766
00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:52,711
(laughs)
Wow. Ah.
767
00:36:52,711 --> 00:36:56,315
So, I'm gonna be a father.
768
00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:59,217
Yes, and I want you to know
that I'm open to you
769
00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:01,186
being as involved as you'd like.
770
00:37:01,186 --> 00:37:03,121
I know you're gonna be
a loving dad
771
00:37:03,121 --> 00:37:05,023
and a great role model.
772
00:37:05,023 --> 00:37:10,329
Just meet me halfway
and... listen?
773
00:37:10,329 --> 00:37:11,830
I can do that.
774
00:37:11,830 --> 00:37:13,965
But what can I do for you now?
775
00:37:13,965 --> 00:37:17,736
Hmm, maybe open up
another 529 account?
776
00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:19,070
For college?
777
00:37:19,070 --> 00:37:21,206
Why would we need two accounts?
778
00:37:21,206 --> 00:37:23,174
So much more than pretty... ♪
779
00:37:23,174 --> 00:37:25,043
We're having twins.
780
00:37:25,043 --> 00:37:27,346
Are you serious?
781
00:37:27,346 --> 00:37:28,380
Yes.
782
00:37:28,380 --> 00:37:29,815
(both laugh)
783
00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:31,082
So sweet and tender ♪
784
00:37:31,082 --> 00:37:32,318
And I'm glad ♪
785
00:37:32,318 --> 00:37:34,720
So glad we made it, girl ♪
786
00:37:34,720 --> 00:37:35,921
She is so ♪
787
00:37:35,921 --> 00:37:37,523
So sweet and tender ♪
788
00:37:37,523 --> 00:37:39,725
And I'm glad ♪
789
00:37:39,725 --> 00:37:41,159
Wonder what that's all about.
790
00:37:41,159 --> 00:37:42,594
♪ So glad
we're making love... ♪
791
00:37:42,594 --> 00:37:43,929
(chuckles)
792
00:37:43,929 --> 00:37:46,398
Well, it's good news, obviously.
793
00:37:46,398 --> 00:37:49,167
I was happy to hear
about your dad.
794
00:37:49,167 --> 00:37:50,836
Rumor has it that Kit
may offer him
795
00:37:50,836 --> 00:37:52,871
the peds surgery job
at Chastain.
796
00:37:52,871 --> 00:37:56,007
I heard. I have
mixed feelings about that.
797
00:37:56,007 --> 00:37:57,343
It would be a big adjustment.
798
00:37:57,343 --> 00:37:59,445
Conrad will help you with that.
799
00:38:00,446 --> 00:38:02,047
He already has.
800
00:38:02,881 --> 00:38:05,050
Uh, so the two of you...
801
00:38:05,050 --> 00:38:06,251
Uh, we're friends.
802
00:38:06,251 --> 00:38:08,354
So sweet and tender... ♪
803
00:38:08,354 --> 00:38:11,890
I mean, I was under the
impression that you and he...
804
00:38:11,890 --> 00:38:14,426
Are also friends.
805
00:38:16,428 --> 00:38:18,063
So far.
806
00:38:18,764 --> 00:38:20,699
♪
807
00:38:29,908 --> 00:38:32,210
♪
808
00:38:37,783 --> 00:38:39,451
♪
809
00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:02,140
♪
810
00:39:07,613 --> 00:39:09,347
I'll be right back, okay?
811
00:39:10,616 --> 00:39:11,817
Hey.
812
00:39:11,817 --> 00:39:15,086
Mm, wild guess,
813
00:39:15,086 --> 00:39:16,655
you're not taking the job
at Advanced Sciences.
814
00:39:16,655 --> 00:39:18,857
And I won't be sleeping
on your sofa anymore.
815
00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:21,326
God, I am so done
with your furniture.
816
00:39:21,326 --> 00:39:23,028
That's the best news
I've heard all day.
817
00:39:23,028 --> 00:39:24,496
Why are you sitting
over here alone?
818
00:39:24,496 --> 00:39:26,832
- Get out there and party.
- (exhales)
819
00:39:26,832 --> 00:39:28,834
Waylon's...
820
00:39:28,834 --> 00:39:31,002
This is where I met Nic.
821
00:39:31,002 --> 00:39:32,671
We had our first date here.
822
00:39:32,671 --> 00:39:37,108
Our first date after Gigi was
born. A lot of memories here.
823
00:39:40,846 --> 00:39:43,181
Well...
824
00:39:43,181 --> 00:39:45,451
maybe it's time
to make new memories.
825
00:39:55,961 --> 00:39:58,196
♪
826
00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:11,510
("Neon Moon"
by Charly Reynolds plays)
827
00:40:13,545 --> 00:40:17,849
♪ There's a run-down bar
'cross the railroad tracks ♪
828
00:40:17,849 --> 00:40:22,721
♪ I've got a table for two,
way in the back ♪
829
00:40:22,721 --> 00:40:25,323
Where I sit alone ♪
830
00:40:27,058 --> 00:40:29,561
And I think of losing you ♪
831
00:40:31,597 --> 00:40:37,102
♪ I think of two young lovers,
running wild and free ♪
832
00:40:37,102 --> 00:40:40,872
♪ I close my eyes
and sometimes see ♪
833
00:40:40,872 --> 00:40:44,510
You in the shadows... ♪
834
00:40:46,244 --> 00:40:48,714
Thank you
for a lovely night out.
835
00:40:51,182 --> 00:40:54,185
Thank you for being kind
about Anna.
836
00:40:55,253 --> 00:40:58,724
Her husband doesn't
have much longer.
837
00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:01,793
There's something else
I wanted to tell you.
838
00:41:01,793 --> 00:41:03,294
They have a child.
839
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:06,264
A little boy. He won't
even remember his father.
840
00:41:06,264 --> 00:41:09,200
That's awful.
841
00:41:10,769 --> 00:41:14,072
We both know what it's like
to lose a parent.
842
00:41:14,072 --> 00:41:16,374
I bought
a life insurance policy.
843
00:41:16,374 --> 00:41:19,110
- You did what?
- Yep.
844
00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:20,812
A big one.
845
00:41:20,812 --> 00:41:23,649
Well, you're not
gonna die, so...
846
00:41:23,649 --> 00:41:25,150
I certainly hope not.
847
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:27,619
Mm, that wasn't a statement,
that was an order.
848
00:41:27,619 --> 00:41:29,821
You know, maybe stop
riding your bike to work.
849
00:41:29,821 --> 00:41:31,923
Maybe ease up on the search
and rescue missions.
850
00:41:31,923 --> 00:41:34,459
No matter how careful I am,
anything could happen.
851
00:41:34,459 --> 00:41:36,461
I could get hit
by a bolt of lightning.
852
00:41:36,461 --> 00:41:38,630
- Stop, come on.
- We have to talk about this for a reason.
853
00:41:38,630 --> 00:41:40,599
Watching Anna and her husband
in the hospital,
854
00:41:40,599 --> 00:41:42,467
it just made me think,
what if that was me...
855
00:41:42,467 --> 00:41:44,469
- (sighs)
- ...in that hospital bed?
856
00:41:44,469 --> 00:41:47,606
You know, I don't want to talk
about any of this right now.
857
00:41:47,606 --> 00:41:49,107
- Just drop it.
- If something happens to me,
858
00:41:49,107 --> 00:41:50,408
I want you to be secure financially,
859
00:41:50,408 --> 00:41:51,943
and I want you
to love someone again.
860
00:41:53,812 --> 00:41:55,446
(laughs softly)
861
00:41:56,648 --> 00:41:58,183
I mean, don't bring
a date to my funeral.
862
00:41:58,183 --> 00:42:00,285
Oh, my God. Seriously?
863
00:42:00,285 --> 00:42:02,187
- (chuckles)
- Come on.
864
00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:03,488
Unless they're nice
and Gigi likes them.
865
00:42:03,488 --> 00:42:05,824
- Then that's fine, okay?
- Conrad.
866
00:42:14,666 --> 00:42:16,534
(exhales)
867
00:42:16,534 --> 00:42:19,838
After a while,
I do want you to move on.
868
00:42:22,841 --> 00:42:28,213
You deserve happiness,
and Gigi deserves a father.
869
00:42:28,213 --> 00:42:30,782
Just promise me,
whoever it is...
870
00:42:33,551 --> 00:42:36,454
...you'll find someone
who loves you as much as I do.
871
00:42:38,189 --> 00:42:40,692
Hey.
872
00:42:40,692 --> 00:42:42,628
I promise.
873
00:42:44,963 --> 00:42:46,865
Only if you do, too.
874
00:42:48,667 --> 00:42:50,501
I promise.
875
00:42:51,202 --> 00:42:52,638
(laughs softly)
876
00:42:53,805 --> 00:42:58,977
♪ Oh, if you lose
your one and only ♪
877
00:42:58,977 --> 00:43:03,548
♪ There's always room here
for the lonely ♪
878
00:43:03,548 --> 00:43:06,685
♪ To watch your broken dreams
dance ♪
879
00:43:06,685 --> 00:43:08,887
In and out of the beams ♪
880
00:43:08,887 --> 00:43:12,891
Of a neon moon ♪
881
00:43:12,891 --> 00:43:17,428
♪ Oh, if you lose
your one and only ♪
882
00:43:17,428 --> 00:43:22,433
♪ There's always room here
for the lonely ♪
883
00:43:22,433 --> 00:43:24,670
To watch your broken dreams ♪
884
00:43:24,670 --> 00:43:27,005
♪ Dance in and out of the beams
of a neon moon. ♪
885
00:43:27,005 --> 00:43:29,340
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00:43:29,340 --> 00:43:31,076
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887
00:43:31,076 --> 00:43:33,578
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888
00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:17,756
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889
00:44:17,756 --> 00:44:19,958
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