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- Previously on
"Beyond the Edge"...

- Oh, my God.

- Nine celebrities were
dropped into the middle

of the Panamanian Jungle.

They competed as teams,

and the longer
they chose to stay,

the more money they could make
for their charity.

- Baby, give me your hand.
- Ahh!

- They were way
outside their comfort zone.

What did I
just get myself into?

- Colton, Coach Mike,

and Lauren stepped up
as captains,

leaving Paulina disappointed
at being picked last.

- I mean,
talk about feeling unwanted.

- At the adventure,

Coach Mike took matters
into his own hands.

- But it was Lauren
who led her team to victory.

all: Taking your team
to greater heights!

- Congratulations!
- Whoo!

- At The Lanterns,
Metta shocked the entire camp.

- I'm ringing the bell.
- No, you're not.

- And despite an effort
to change his mind...

- Your baby girl,
when she tried something,

and she failed,
what do you tell her?

- Metta couldn't face
another night in the jungle.

[dramatic music]

After two days
with over 3/4 million

up for grabs,

Lauren is in first place,

earning $18,000

for her charity.

At the end of the competition,
the top two earners will go

head-to-head
with the winner

adding the top prize

of $100,000 to their earnings.

Tonight who will triumph

and add more money
to their charity's earnings?

And who might ring the bell
and go home?

♪

- You know,
I knew Metta was struggling,

but I think it kills me
that he left.

I think it kills me
that he didn't talk

to any of us before he left.

Oh, [bleep].

Oh, man.

♪

- Where was this?
- I don't know.

- He was standing
right over here.

- Leave him alone.

Like, I can take pain.
That hurts.

- A lot?
- A lot.

- A lot, how far is
the hospital away from here?

- About an hour.

- I just wanna make sure it's
not like a poisonous one.

So I'm not dying
in my sleep tonight.

I just don't wanna quit.
I signed up for this.

I don't wanna leave.
I mean, look.

If it was something
that is threatening my life,

then I would leave.

I just--you know,
I trust the medics out here,

I trust the professionals
and suck it up.

- We don't see anything

that indicates
venomous snake bite.

You're good.

- This is the challenge.

It's what we've been
talking about.

Out here, if it's not
your mental attitude

or your physical body
giving up,

it could be the environment,

and there's a lot
of stuff out here

that wants to hurt you.

♪

But I kind of dig it.

♪

- [yells]

[tense music]

♪

- Another night
with very little sleep.

My legs are hurting.

This bamboo is not ideal
for sleeping.

I slept 25 minutes.

Like, the only way I can sleep
here now is, like, on my head.

That's like the only part
of me that doesn't hurt.

Look, I'm 56 years old.
I'm in fine shape.

But I do have
this hip arthritis thing,

which is not that fun.

And so sleeping becomes
a bit of an issue, frankly.

- Ho, ho, ho, ho, ho.

- We have to make a choice.
- Okay.

- Protein now,
or try to catch fish?

I mean, it's good protein.

The secret to eating grubs
and worms is to pop it

straight in the back
of your mouth,

and chew it real fast,
then swallow it.

You don't wanna
swallow it whole

'cause it will wiggle down
in your throat,

and you will throw up.

Here.
- Eat all of it?

- Back, hey, remember.
Hey, back of the mouth.

Chew it fast.

♪

Chew it fast.

See not bad, right?
Good, right?

- Oh, what?
It's only day three.

I'm not there yet, but give me
another couple, and I might--

- Actually it wasn't bad.
- You're the bomb.

- I'm not gonna lie.

I think everything about this
is going to be difficult.

We are used to living
in our houses.

We are used to eating
all our meals every day.

We're used to the exact
opposite of the jungle.

It tasted like dirt.
That's what it tasted like.

- Like dirt?

♪

- Yeah, twice, I was supposed
to be on three times,

but then I did the cover
of "Life" magazine.

So they pulled my third cover.

- Oh, no.

- I think you should
be really proud of that.

Are you?
- Honestly, not really.

I was lucky.

You know, I was first famous
as a political refugee

when I was three years old.

Between Sweden
and Czechoslovakia,

I was like this pawn
in a political game.

There was magazine
and newspaper covers of me.

And that's how I started
modeling at like 3 1/2.

My parents left me
when I was three years old,

so they could escape communism
in Czechoslovakia.

So I sort of grew up believing
I wasn't good enough.

Weirdly enough,
that got sort of reinforced

by me becoming a model at 15.

I was married
for most of my life.

- Wow.

- I met my husband
when I was 19,

and he died two years ago.

I was married to the guy
from the Cars for 30 years,

but known him for 35.

He was my North Star.

You know,
I oriented my world...

- Right.
- Where--to where he was.

And so when
he died--sorry, I'm...

- Don't worry about it.
It's okay.

- ♪ I am down

♪ Lost in silence

- To be honest,
I'm here because I'm trying

to find who I am
not as a couple, who I am...

- Yeah,
life is a--it's a journey.

There is no end destination.

There's no final,
"Oh, now I know this."

I'm happy for you.
I actually am.

I'm happy you're on
this journey and this path.

You are a beautiful leader.

You are such a light
and spirit to this group.

And maybe that's
who you're finding.

- You do much fishing?
- You know what, I don't.

If I had a spot like this...

- I loved catfishing
growing up.

I came out to my dad
while we were fishing.

Coming out to my dad was one

of the most terrifying
moments of my life.

As someone who hid
that secret for 29 years,

I feared that I was
going to lose everything,

and people were gonna
call me a fraud.

How I put myself
into that position

of being the bachelor,
I don't think a lot of people

understood exactly what was
going on with me internally.

I think I was always looking

for a way
to prove how straight I was.

I remember my dad saying,

you know,
"How can I help you?"

And that meant more
than I love you.

And I didn't know it.
I had no idea.

And I came home
from a track meet,

and he came in there,
"Hey, get out of bed."

You know,
"You need to clean up."

And I told him, "Well,
I'm not getting out of bed."

And he looked at me,
and he started crying.

I just asked him flat out.
I said...

And I said, "Hey, look,
let me tell you something."

"You're my brother.

"And I look up to you,
and I love you.

And there's nothing
that's gonna change that."

- That's incredible.

Coming into this, I did
not know Coach Singletary.

Not only do I get to win money
for my charity,

but I'm learning a lot
about these people.

You don't fully understand

what everybody's
going through,

and for Coach opening up
like that to me

so early on meant a lot.

- I appreciate that.

- Of course.

♪

- Good morning, Panama.
Anybody there?

- What do we got?
What do we got?

- Yo, you there?

- Yes, I'm here.
How was your night, Colton?

- I was a little lonely.

Metta left me,
so I'm all by myself now.

- You aren't gonna be
by yourself

because you guys are going
to be choosing two captains

and two teams of four,
and we will see you later.

- Sounds good.
We'll see you soon.

- I'll be a captain.
- I'll be a captain.

- Okay.
- Oh, that's easy.

- You're Captain Morgan.
- Okay.

Just I wanna set the--I have
to set the record straight.

I was a sergeant,
not a captain,

but anyway, today,
I really am Captain Morgan.

- [laughs]
- Yes!

- I spent 17 1/2 years
total time in service.

Having spent so much
of my life in the military,

I work with an organization
called Operation Finally Home.

And we build homes for service
members that are coming back

that need that assistance,
and that's a beautiful thing.

- I'm gonna be a captain
because it's time.

I feel like it's...

- Yeah.
- Adventure three.

And I wanna see what it's like
to be responsible

and accountable to the people
around me in a bigger way.

I'm a natural born leader.

One of the reasons I'm here

on this adventure
is because I knew

that this was a space that
naturally fit my skillset,

and most importantly,
raise money for Safe Horizon.

Safe Horizon is the largest
victims' services organization

in New York.

We provide shelters
for victims

of domestic violence
and child abuse.

And I just couldn't
be more thrilled

to be able to pour
into this organization.

- Ladies first.

- Oh, I'm picking
Ray Lewis first.

- I wanted
to pick Paulina first.

- Ah!
- Hold on, hold on, hold on.

But, Lauren, we gotta keep
this country thing together,

so come on.

- Get on with it.

- All right, next up,
I'm picking Jodie.

- That means a lot.
- Absolutely, bring it in.

- Thank you.

- I'm gonna take Colton
for my team.

- Oh, okay.
I'm going with Coach Mike.

This man's done it
on the field, off the field,

and we're gonna do it today,
Coach Mike.

- And I got Paulina anyway!

- Get over here!

- I'm gonna try to win
not just for my charity,

but for me it's also personal

because I always get
picked last.

I will survive.

I've survived much worse
than being picked last,

but it's a thing
that hurts my feelings.

- I was always
the last one picked.

That's why I tell people
all the time,

"Never lose the job to me.
You're never getting it back."

- Wait, we left Coach last?

- We got caught because Coach
got stuck over the wall.

- You got it, you got it!
- Got it, got it, got it, go!

- I started getting nervous
for her.

That swim is
a sprint triathlon swim.

- Ahh!

- ♪ It's time
to start the show ♪

♪ Get started

♪ Let's get started

♪ It's time
to start the show ♪

- Adventure three!

- Love that attitude, Eboni.
Let's do it.

- We're ready to rock and roll.
- All right!

- I'm red team captain.

I'm pumped.
I'm excited.

I'm expecting victory today.
I am tired of losing.

- And then there were
the grateful eight,

and we are all grateful
that you remain here

on your jungle journeys
of sacrifice, self-discovery,

and of self-healing.

Who are the captains?

Eboni and my man, Craig,
Captain Morgan!

- See?
Captain Morgan coming back.

- Well, so far
in this competition,

you have all proven

that you have more game
than a wildlife reserve.

And you're going to have to
continue to bring your A game

because, as you know,
the competition is only going

to get harder.

For today's adventure...

[dramatic music]

For the first stage,
I'm going to ask you to hustle

to uncoil, untangle,
and respool

a long rope threaded
through four holes

releasing a flag pole
pinched under a 300 pound log.

You'll carry your flag pole
and trek

through a mile
of dense jungle,

navigating natural
and manmade obstacles

until you reach the lagoon.

Then one of you will retrieve
your team's flag

and continue
through the jungle

to begin the final stage
of this adventure.

At the ravine, each team
finds an incomplete bridge,

a sign station,
and a pile of cut planks.

You'll cut the final pieces,
assemble them on the bridge,

revealing a Panamanian design.

The first team
to build their bridge,

cross it and plant their flag
pole on the other side

wins this adventure.

The winning team
earns $35,000...

- Oh, my God.

- To be divided amongst
yourselves for your charities.

- Yes, oh, my God.

- We're gonna do everything
we can to win you some money.

- I'm excited today to win
out here in this jungle.

Playing for John Hopkins
Children's Hospital

to help many kids
who have these rare diseases,

and I'm gonna give
everything I have

just to bless these kids.

- Hands on your starting post.
- Here we go.

- Work together.
Help one another.

Let the adventure begin now!

♪

- Okay, just start
feeding me the rope.

- There you go.
- Oh, hang on.

- Good job, good job, good job.

- Immediately, Ray, Mike,

and Jodie
start pulling the rope.

You think threading
a needle is tough?

Try pulling rope through a log.

Then The Red Team has done one.

- Y'all stay where you're at.

- One hole for The Blue Team.
1-1 at this stage.

- You want me to pull that,
and you come over here?

- Yeah.
- Come on.

- We have a strategy
that we want to pull all

of the rope through first
and then wind it up.

And it's causing
this giant mess of a rope.

- There you go.
- Okay.

- Two to one for The Blue Team.

The Red Team employing a
strategy where Captain Eboni

is respooling
the rope as they pull.

- Pull it on that side, Coach.
Right there.

- Red Team with two.

Meanwhile, Lauren beginning
to respool the rope.

- Go, go, go.
- Blue Team with three holes.

- Pull it, Coach.

- Here we go, come on.
- And it's now tied 3-3.

High drama in the jungle.

- Go, go, go, I got this.

- The Red Team literally
at the end of their rope,

and in this case...

- Come on, come on.
- That's a damn good thing.

- Help him spool.

- Blue Team, they have cleared
all four holes,

but they have
a lot of rope to spool.

Mike has taken over rolling,
rolling, rolling.

- Let's go.
- Okay, go, go.

- Red Team has spooled
all of its ropes.

- Let's go, team.
- All right, come on.

- And Eboni's crew is
on its way

to the next stage
of this adventure.

- Let's go, we're not that far.
Let's go.

- [indistinct]

- With The Red Team
out in front,

they'll carry their flag pole
one mile

until they reach a 10-foot
wall where they will need

to help each other
to get over the top.

- Back side.
I got the back side.

- You guys go run ahead.
Run ahead, run ahead.

- Blue Team has spooled
all of its rope.

Colton and Craig
shouldering the load.

Things are heating up.

- Okay, it's the wall.

- Oh, this is it.
- Okay, oh.

- No, it's all right.
We got it, we got it.

- It's gonna be tough, man,

'cause we're carrying this pole
as well now.

We gotta get this pole
over the wall.

- Ready?

- We gotta get all of us
over this wall.

- Okay, down, up.

- Whoo!
- I got you.

- You got it, you got it,
you got it, you got it!

- Come on.
- Whoo.

- It's easy, Jodie.
Come on, you got it.

- Yeah, we got it.
- Let's go.

- Yes, we got it.

- Hey, look, it's faster for me
to carry it by myself.

- Take it, take it, take it.

♪

- Watch out, watch out, move.

- You got it, you got it.

- Wait, we left Coach last?

- You got this!
You got it, you got it!

- We got caught because Coach
got stuck over the wall.

When Coach got stuck
over the wall,

Blue Team was even with us.

- Watch over there.
- One, two, three.

All right, come on, Paulina.
One, two, three.

♪

- Let's go, Lauren.

♪

Come on.

- There you go, there you go!

- You know, we just come off
a long run.

So my legs are done.

- You got it!

- I came here with the attitude
I'm here to compete.

I'm here to win for my charity,
but, man, 62 years old.

♪

- Not letting you go.
Let's go, go.

- Coach, you got it.
You got it.

- Swing your leg over, Coach!

- Okay, there we go.
Yes, yes, Coach, yes!

- I wanna go out there,
and I wanna win.

So when I see
that they're close...

- Go!

- I mean, you give it more,

more than you think
you even have.

- Come on, Coach.
- You okay?

- Got it, got it, got it, go.

- Go, go, go!

- We're running full force
through the jungle.

And it was a lot longer
than I thought.

I was like, "Oh, it's just
gonna be a little jog."

Mm-mm.

- Go.

Watch out!
- Come on!

At this point,
we are behind though.

And so we are running
trying to catch up

and stay in this race.

- [bleep]
- I got it, just go, go ahead.

Come on.
I'm coming.

I played football
for many years.

Went to the Super Bowl.
Been all Pro Hall of Fame.

And so I look
at this very much

like I look at the Super Bowl.

There are two teams,
but only one's gonna win.

- Come on, Papa.

- To be honest with you,

it's frustrating to me
that I'm not winning.

- Let's go to work, baby.

- While The Red Team
slows down,

Blue Team is just minutes
away from the lagoon,

where one member of each team

will head out into the water
to grab their flag.

- Tap out when you
need it, Craig.

- I'm good.

- Take the clue, Craig.
- Decision point.

- Blue Team has arrived
at the decision point first.

They can either simply start
swimming to their team's flag,

or they can take the time

to release a kayak
tied in rope,

paddle even further
away to a clue,

and then finally retrieve
their flag on the way back.

- This one.
- Wait, no, wait, hold on.

- Take the kayak.
- Yeah.

- Yeah, who's taking the kayak?
- I got it, I got it.

- Swimming's gonna be
quicker, but--

- I don't think so, bro.

- You're gonna--hey,
you're gonna have to move.

Let's do it.

- Okay, swim the direct route
to get your flag.

Jodie's going because Jodie's
most comfortable in the water.

She's active.
- Get my gloves.

When we saw that they
were gonna get a boat,

I was like, "Damn it."

I knew I had
to get in there quick.

I've just given 100% running.

I gotta jump in that water

and give another 100%
that I don't have.

- We're right here
with you, baby.

- They're struggling, baby.

- Pick it up, Craig.
- I got it, I got it.

- Pick up the kayak.
It's on the rope.

- We see you, Jodie!

- That's almost 60, 70 yards.

- So that's over half
a football field?

- Yeah.
- Holy smokes.

- By the time I got the ropes
untied on the kayak,

Jodie was almost to their flag.

I mean,
I could see her out there,

and I'm like,
"She's getting close."

- There you go, Craig!
- All right, Craig!

- Come on, Jodie!

- I just settled in,
and just started kayaking.

All I could focus on was
trying to get to the clue,

and get our flag,
and get back.

- I swear you're
almost there, Jodie.

- There you go, Craig!

- Boy, is she gonna be tired.

- Yeah, she's gonna be.
She's gonna be.

- I'm glad I didn't have
to do that.

- [crying]

When I got to the flag,

I couldn't lift it up
and out of the hole.

♪

- Got to the boat.
Got the clue.

I turned around, realized
she was getting her flag.

- The clue for the final
adventure shows

the first two wood planks

needed
to complete the bridge puzzle.

The first team
to build their bridge

and cross
to the other side wins.

- Oh, yeah.
He has to get the blue flag.

- And I realized
that I had caught up to her.

And at this point, I started
getting nervous for her.

That swim right there is
a sprint triathlon swim.

- [grunts]
- Yeah, girl!

She's coming back now,
but it's a long way.

She's gotta go just as far

as she came to get it,
and Craig's in that boat.

- Good job, Craig!
- Come on, Craig!

- Leave it on the beach.
- Pull me.

- I don't know where to grab.

- Oh, right there is good.
Get the flag.

- [sobbing]

I turn around,
and I look back,

and that shore is so far away.

- You got it, Colton?
- Yep.

- Keep on coming, Jodie!

- I feel both defeated
and both like I can't breathe.

And I start--I mean,
I start sinking.

Ahh!

- [panting]

- I couldn't even do a 1/4 of
what Jodie's doing right now.

That is a lot of water.

Ray said it's like
over half a football field.

- My legs were like,
"We're done, we're done."

I'm trying!
- We know!

- Come on, baby!

- I dug deep, and in my head,
I was thinking,

before you left,
your daughter said,

"I know you can do it, Mom."

- Come on, Jodie!
- Ahh!

I can't let my girls
see me stop.

I'm playing for a charity
to inspire strong

and intelligent leaders
in young women.

So I'm sure as hell
not gonna stop leading,

and I'm sure
as hell not gonna quit.

Ahh!

- Do not be frustrated, girl!
You killed this!

- You're doing great!
Come on!

- I have never seen a greater
warrior fight through this

in my life
than to see Jodie fight

to get back to us
from that water.

Great job, great job.

Get on my back.
- Yes!

- [sobbing]

- Great job, Jodie.
Great job.

- Fantastic, let's go.

- Here it is, y'all,
right through here.

All right, look, pole.

- Blue Team is on their way
to the ravine

where both teams will
saw planks

to complete their bridge.

- Climb through there
with her, get it.

- As we're running
through the jungle,

I have flashbacks of me
on kickoff playing football.

I mean, it's full speed ahead.

I have no clue
what's in front of me.

All of our little injuries
and bruises are adding up.

- This is all good over here.
- Team, slow down, Paulina.

- Paulina, slow down
for Colton.

- But you know,
Craig is always steady.

Lauren is really good
at puzzles.

- Paulina, you're hammering it.

It's awesome.
That's what I want.

- I know Paulina does not have
a quit in her bones.

- Oh, wow.

The plot thickens like the
jungle forest as The Red Team

ended the first stage
in first place,

but it's The Blue Team
that arrives at the final stage

of this adventure in first,
and they will now get to work,

sawing those final four planks,
and then beginning to assemble

all of the planks
to bridge the gap.

- Just catch it when it falls.
- Got it.

- We get to the puzzle,
and we already have a clue,

which is our first two pieces,

and I feel like the first
two pieces of any puzzle

are always the hardest.

- What are we looking
for, Lauren?

- That one.
- Okay.

- These challenges really
get me in the zone.

- How about that?
- Yes, that's it.

- That's it?

- I'm a really
high energy human.

So I have to do things
that bring that down,

and puzzles are something
that does that for me.

- Little blue, big blue.

- You gotta get around.

- Watch your way.
- Yeah.

- We got it, we got it.
- Let's go!

- Okay.
- Got it.

- Blue Team built up
a huge lead

in the second stage
of this adventure...

- You're a freaking machine.

- And have had
an ample amount of time

to begin working
on the Panamanian design

on the bridge
that they are completing.

- Okay.
- Got it.

- The Red Team finally appears
on the scene.

- All right.
- Oh, they're halfway done.

By the time we did catch up,
we were way behind.

But when you come close
to a life or death experience

in that water that made us
struggle like that,

quitting is not an option.

- Okay, okay.
So we can do this.

- Okay, that goes there.
- Next.

- Jodie on The Red Team
spreading out the planks

beginning to try
to mount a comeback.

- Yeah--no.
- Yeah, yeah.

- Yep, right?

- Nice, what color?

- The rest of the N,
and it's pink.

- I got it.
- She's got it, she's got it.

- Check it, if you feel good,
I'll place it.

- I feel great.
- There's the P.

There's the A.

- Let's keep going.
- Yeah, that's it.

- Grab that one, Paulina.

- One thing is for certain.

This isn't
your grandma's game of bridge.

- Got it, I got it.
- I got it.

- Got it.
- You got it.

- That's gonna be
the last piece right there.

- Finish this, go, go, go.
- Yes, sir.

- The Blue Team
looks very close

to putting all
the planks in place.

- Sorry, Craig.
I doubted you, Craig.

- We got it.

- Captain Craig Morgan thinks
they've got it.

Yes, they do.

- Let's go, let's go.
Come on, get the flag.

- Got it, got the flag.

♪

- Go.
- They got it.

- Come on, Lauren.
All of us.

- And with that, The Blue Team

planting their flag pole
and celebrating.

- I now have two wins
under my belt,

and it feels damn good.

For my charity,
the Legacy Foundation,

I'm close to $20,000,
which is huge.

It's insane to think
about what it can do

for the fight
against cystic fibrosis.

- Red Team, you're done.

- I'm putting
that damn flag up!

- Jodie wants
to put that damn flag up.

She's gonna do it.
- I'm putting that flag up.

- All right.
- All right, let's go

- Here, bring them out to me.
- Pana?

- Ma, ma, ma, ma.
- Ma.

- We need a corner of the A.

We need a little tiny
bit of the A on it.

- Little bit of turquoise?
- Right here?

- Come on.
- We're finishing this puzzle.

We are carrying that flag
and that flag pole over,

and we are raising that flag
'cause I worked for that.

We worked for that.

♪

- All right, we're doing it.

- You're dang right.
- You're doing it.

♪

- There you go.
- All right, we're done.

- Yeah!
- Whoo!

- I wasn't gonna go anywhere
without putting that flag up.

- Bravo.
- You did that.

You earned the right to that.

- Both of your teams have
planted the flag

for coming together
for a common mission.

Congratulations, Blue Team,
you win this adventure,

and you earn $35,000

to divide amongst yourselves
for your charities.

And, Lauren, you continue

to top the leaderboard

with $26,750 for your charity.

♪

Blue Team,
I know how insufferable

the sleeping conditions can be,

and, Paulina,
I see how eager you are.

For winning this adventure,
you're going to enjoy

the comforts
of pillows, blankets,

and some mattress pads.

- Oh, what--come on!
- Congratulations, Blue Team.

Hopefully
you'll get more winks--

- This is the best moment
of my life!

- Than Rip Van Winkle.

As for The Red Team,
better luck next time.

And we will see everyone
later tonight at The Lantern.

♪

- I am the last person here

who does not have a win
under my belt.

I don't like it.

What more could
I have done to win?

Tell me what I need
to do differently

to be a winner out here.

♪

- I knew that I was putting us
really far behind,

and so I was really
disappointed in myself.

- I thought
we were going to win,

and I'm telling you,
I am pissed.

♪

[tense music]

♪

- Aw, man!

- What happened?
- Look what they got.

- Oh, I mean,
they earned it.

- We win bedding, a mattress,
a pillow, and a blanket.

- It's heated, bro.

- And I am the most excited

that I think
I've ever been in my life

because this reward
is literally like

just as good as sleeping
in my Hastens fancy bed

in my beautiful bedroom
in New York.

My life has just taken
a really beautiful turn.

If I was to win a challenge,

this was my favorite challenge
to win.

- They won
some amazing things,

but I was actually
a little disappointed

because I feel like
I let the team down,

and I have to remember,
you know,

to keep my ego out of it.

It's not all about what I did,

but it's about the dynamic
as a whole.

- I feel like I'm finally
getting in the groove of like

how intense this thing is, too.

I feel very exposed
but also very challenged.

These adventures have pushed me
beyond anything

I have ever thought possible
for me already,

especially because that means

there will be less money
for my charity.

- I'm okay, baby,
'cause I think

it's gonna feel
that much sweeter when I win.

- Are you sure?

- Yeah, thank you
for the invitation though.

It's been a while
since somebody asked me

to sleep with them.

[laughs]

[soft music]

- Where did you get this
beautiful inspiration you have?

Ray, every time you speak,
and the way you spoke to me,

I'm just like,
"Oh, my God, keep talking."

It's really beautiful
to watch.

- Well, I tell a lot of people,
don't ever go my route.

It was just a lot of pain.

When I was younger,
I was always picked at

'cause I used
to stutter really bad.

- Ooh.
- Yeah.

One time a man hit my mom.

He was not a good man.

And I used to always try
to figure out a way

to stop him
from beating my mom,

and then one day,
I was looking out the window,

and he took a snake
about this big.

And he walked up
under the house.

Threw the snake in my lap,
and I caught the snake,

and I'm like...

and I got stuck
with my mouth

trying to call my mom.

For the next 12, 13 years,

I always had
a stuttering problem.

I was the kid that was
picked on for being broke,

for not having a father,
and have a stuttering problem.

But I tell you what,
I started to use my tongue

to motivate myself.

And when I started to motivate
myself, something clicked.

And I said, "Wait a minute.
I can help a lot of people."

Jodie, you all right with me.

- You good in my book, too.

[tense music]

♪

- Man, today was really tough.

They were saying
that this is gonna continue

to get tougher each day.

And I'm thinking,
"Wait a minute.

This is day three."

And I know I was hurting today.

You know, it's been a while

since I've had
to compete like this,

and you can't quit because
you have people leaning on you,

people that trust you,
and they're busting their tail,

and the last thing you want
to do is be that one

that's not giving your all.

Today, I was really
disappointed in an event

that I'm participating in,
and we didn't win.

I haven't felt that feeling
in a long time.

- I'm so freaking hungry.

- I'm so sad.

- Everybody,
let's get over here

to this Lantern gathering.

Let's do it.

- Oh!
- Watch that.

- Pick your feet up, everybody.
- Whoa!

- Is this the same trail we've
been taking in here forever?

'Cause this feels
a lot different tonight.

- Hello, Eboni.

Look at this rock star.
Jodie, how are you?

- Hello, I'm good.
- My man, Ray.

Hey, Coach.
Good to see you.

Paulina.
- Hello, darling.

- Good to see you, sir.
- Good to see you, brother.

- All right, just for making
it back to The Lanterns,

each and every one
of you beautiful souls

have earned $2,000
for your charity.

- Whoo!
- Yeah.

- Awesome.
- Yay!

- Blue Team, today you got

to enjoy some
of the comforts of home.

- Out of all the challenges,
this is my favorite win

because we won bedding.

And I have to say, I'm 56,
but I'm not, like, athletic.

I'm in okay shape.

But I have arthritis
in both my hips.

So when I run, for example,
every step hurts a lot.

And so I feel like
I'm gonna hold my team back

because I can't run
as fast as they run.

And when you're sleeping
on bamboo,

it doesn't actually
make it any better, weird.

- You don't give yourself
enough credit

for a lot of things.

We all have preexisting scars
coming into here...

- Yeah.

- Whether they're emotional
or physical.

And she's crushing it.

- Colton, you're very athletic,

but this is more
than just that.

What do you think propelled you
individually to success today?

- I mean, I think what did it
for me was my teammates.

We're all here
playing for causes,

but this is a pretty
big deal for me.

I spent two years
on TV lying at times,

and ashamed, and hiding.

But what I found was

this Colton hasn't been
in front of cameras.

I mean, today was
the first day that I felt like

I could let my guard
down a little bit,

and it's because
of these people.

Believe it or not,
after football I was so lost.

I fell into TV.

What America got to see
was not entirely who I was,

and I leaned into it
because I could go another day

without having
to let people know who I was.

♪

- Colton, thank you very much
for what you have shared.

Amazing stuff.

Now, Lauren,
three wins in a row.

- Yeah.
- That's our girl.

- What do you think, Craig,
about one of your picks

and the way
you guys performed today?

- Super excited,
and I've watched her

in just three days change her
thought process on her ability.

It's no longer,
"I just don't think I can."

It's, "I'm gonna give it
everything I got."

And every time that she stepped
up there, she's done that.

- She's a puzzle queen.

- I never thought I'd play one
in the jungle,

but it's worked out
for me so far.

And it is my strength
in this competition.

- Well, you did have the clue.
That helped.

- Jodie, you didn't
have the clues.

- No, we didn't.

- What was the toughest part of
this adventure for you, Jodie?

- This swimming part
was really tough today.

I gave 200% swimming out there,
and it was far.

- It was like
a sprint triathlon swim.

- Yeah, it was swimming
against the current,

and I was already tired,
and I had to swim back.

I just said, "I can't do this.
I can't do this."

I was digging as deep
as I could,

and I could not find more,
and I desperately wanted to.

I knew that I was putting us
really far behind,

and so I was really
disappointed in myself.

- Wow.

- So as Jodie's captain today,

I wanna say
I don't think any one

of us could have done
what you did today.

God bless you, Craig.

I'm really happy
and proud of y'all's win.

He didn't do what you did.
- Fact.

- Nobody here
did what you today.

- Yeah.

- And when you go home,
and you look

your little babies in the eye,
and I know they're big girls...

- They're always my babies.

- Their mama is a badass
that I respect,

that everybody here is
proud of and respects.

- Thank you.
- I think it's--owie!

- Oh.
- Something bit me.

- As long as it's not a snake.
- It wasn't a snake, no, no.

It was a spider,
or an ant, or something.

All right.

There's a reason
I'm a housewife in New York.

I am the bougiest person here.

Okay, I'm just being
straight up with y'all.

But now I'm in it.
Now I'm in it.

- Coach, what was going
through your mind today?

- I gotta be very honest.
We were working so hard.

We were doing all the things
we needed to do.

You know,
Jodie was spectacular,

and Ray was doing
what Ray does,

and Eboni was doing her deal.

And, man, we had it down.
We were working.

Man, I thought
we were going to win.

- All right, so you're
fired up about losing.

There's a chance
you could keep losing.

When does it become a case of,
"You know what?

Enough's enough.
I'm out of here."

And on that note, I gotta ask,

is there anyone here tonight

who is ready
to go back to camp,

ring that bell,
grab their things, and go home?

[dramatic music]

- No.
- No.

♪

- Anyone?
- No.

- Not tonight.

♪

- Coach?

♪

- Is there anyone here tonight

who is ready to ring that bell,

grab their things, and go home?

- No.

♪

- Anyone?

- Not tonight.
- No.

- Coach?

♪

- You know what?
Here's the deal.

When you're a champion,
you get pissed when you lose,

and I'm telling you
I am pissed.

♪

Am I here to win?
Yeah, I wanna win.

It's been a long time
since I really got fired up.

For a bit there I was thinking,
"Okay, Mike, settle down."

But I don't care,
and I wanna say this,

and I want to say it very,
very honestly indeed.

♪

I don't care what you
come up with in this game.

It couldn't come close
to making me leave.

- Wow.

- I also realize
when you're a champion,

you give credit where it's due.

They deserved to win today,

and you dig deep
within yourselves and say,

"You know what?
We got tomorrow again."

- Yeah.

- So what are you gonna
do tomorrow?

- So it sounds like, Coach,
that you've met challenges,

and yet you're
in it to win it here?

- Absolutely.

- Nobody's leaving.
- Why, Ray?

- Because if you know
who Craig is,

you know what he stands for.

If you spend time with Paulina,
you'll understand her soul.

If you took a moment
to not judge Colton,

but just hear him,
you would know he's golden.

- He is.
- Yes.

- If you ever had a chance
to sit with Lauren,

she'll change your life.

Eboni is a gem,
just full of knowledge.

And Jodie is one
of the greatest warriors

I've ever seen in my life.

♪

And God forbid,
I got a chance

to be on the show
at 11 years old

when I didn't have a father
to pull my hero up a wall.

♪

You wanna ask me why
nobody ain't ringing that bell?

It's bigger than anything
anybody can ever film.

- Ray, you are loving
your neighbors here.

You have made it
to another day.

We will do this again.

Thanks for going
beyond the edge.

Keep fighting the good fight.
Make your way back.

Enjoy the restful sleep,
and I have a feeling

you might have
some company tonight.

- Oh, no.
- Stop it.

- No, I'm talking
about the fact

that the winning team
might have some company

because of their--I apologize.

- I thought it was critters.
- No snakes, no bats.

- What is happening?
- I'm glad you cleared up.

- No, we didn't win,

but I got $2,000
for my charity.

It's quite a crew.

You know, this is blood,
sweat, and tears

that we're giving
for being here.

This is actual time
away from my family,

which I take very seriously.

But you learn that giving
is only valuable

when it costs you something.

- I am ready to eat some snails
that Craig collected.

- Let's go,
let's go, let's go.

- Oh, God, a snail.
- Go eat some freaking snails.

- I just want say thank you

for sharing that
with me of all people

and all of us in America.

- The cool thing
about this jungle,

we are all forced
to be so authentic

because we are
so uncomfortable.

We're so stripped down
of all of our luxuries.

- Colton, brother,
I'm so proud of you.

- Love you.

I have a respect, and I have an
appreciation for everyone here,

not only as men and women,
but as competitors.

So I wanna be
as transparent as possible

during this experience.

- All the best.
- Thanks.

- Next time on
"Beyond the Edge"...

- Ew!

- When the jungle takes
a bite.

- Oh, my God, what's that?
- It's ants.

- This is a nightmare!

- And the adventures
become more grueling...

- Let it go.
- Let it go, Coach!

- Let it go, Coach.
- Let it go!

- Get him on the boat.

- Some celebrities...

- Start to have their doubts.

- Some of the most important
moments of my children's life

is happening right now.

It's just hard.