All language subtitles for Upstream.Color.2013.1080265-RARBG

Close your eyes.

Close em.

See how many you
gotta go through...

to get a good one?

Are you ready?

No.

You can see what?

Who's?

Not till Monday.

Whose is it?

I don't know a grip, a gaffer,
somebody's foot, a shadow of it.

I can't, I can't... okay well

if I can see it then
they can see it too.

If they can't do it,

I mean how many times are
you going to go around this?

Hire a new team.
What's the problem?

It has been a while.

I'm sorry about that but
your work is just amazing.

When we saw your take on it

everyone instantly knew
we'd gone to the right place.

I just have a few
questions for you.

Taking the yellow soil

This was my daily work

What is it?

Do you have more?

My friends, though.

No, no.

Stay awake.

You feel refreshed?

Is there any food?

All the food is poisoned.

Your throat is parched.

Make a pitcher of ice
water, bring a small glass.

You can leave the tile.

The rest of the floor will
support your weight now.

I have to apologize.

I was born with a disfigurement
where my head is made

of the same material as the
sun.

It makes it impossible for
you to look directly at me.

It has always been this way.

The water before you
is somehow special.

When you drink it you feel
revived and full of energy.

It is better than anything
you've ever tasted.

Take a drink now.

There are two approaching
armies, hunger and fatigue,

but a great wall
keeps them at bay.

The wall extends to
the sky and will stay

up until I say otherwise.

Each drink is better
than the last,

leaving you with the
desire to have one more.

Take a drink now.

The next drink must be earned
and I'm going to tell you how.

Focus closely on
my instructions.

I will ask you to
repeat them from memory.

One one thousand,
two one thousand,

three one thousand,
four one thousand.

The water has lost its appeal.

It doesn't seem as
enticing as before.

You have no craving for it.

Kris I just got a call.

It's your mother.

She says she's been
taken by several men.

Oh no.

She says they won't let
her go unless you pay them.

No...

Oh no. Do you have any money?

No I don't.

I'm sorry.

Can you think of anything?

She sounds brave but I
think they're hurting her.

Mom...

I have the house.

You own the house?

I own part of it.

I could, maybe I could...

What's the equity?

$36,000.

Is that enough?

In coins?

Coins?

Five thousand.

Forty-five hundred.

Three thousand.

Weather is beautiful.

You feel like walking a bit
so you park a block away.

Did I hand you back your card?
There we are.

Current balance is
at the bottom.

Please allow 3-4 business days
for availability of funds.

Is there anything else
I can help you with?

No thank you, that's it.

Thank you for stopping in
Ms. Fischer, have a great...

Yes ma'am, how may I help you?

Who can I speak to about a
home equity line of credit?

I can help you with that.

My name is Marie,
please have a seat.

Oh I love your scarf.

Over...

and under, through
and now you're white.

Crown me.

One one thousand,
two one thousand,

three one thousand,
four one thousand

Kris, the wall has
crumbled, fallen down.

It won't come out.

And did you try anybody else?

Because I spoke to Shelly

and she does not
remember talking to you.

Yes, it was a voicemail,
I left a voicemail.

Where's Roth today?

Why isn't he telling me himself?

He couldn't be here today
and that's now what we're...

I had the flu, okay?

I had a 106 degree temperature.

That's not... that's
not my signature.

I didn't... it's not...

And here's a deposit
slip from September.

Yeah, that's my handwriting.

This is different obviously.

So we do all their
printing and their literature.

It's just a small
school district but,

this is the address
right here,

so if you ever need
any printing, signage,

just come in or call.

I don't need... I never in a
million years would I ever...

I don't need any signage.

This is you, Kris?

Yeah, that's me.

Okay.

Umm...

I'll call.

I'm not going to call
for signage though, right?

I don't need any signage.

Okay, Kris?

Okay, Jeff.

Uh, hey...

it was good meeting you.

I called you.

I can't do this every day.
This makes me late for work.

You're four trains after me.

So you're going to have
to answer if I call.

I'm going to call. Again.

I picked up an MBA.

That's what the, that's
what the firm does.

It has a commercial half, the
other side's personal wealth.

Where is it?

It's, you can
actually see it.

It's a high rise.

The Palomar Building,
C&L Crowne, that's us.

Why do you take the train?

Why do I take the train?

Yes, it's just everyone

that takes the train
is either homeless

or had their license
revoked or you know.

Do you want to see
my driver's license?

No.

That's a gift for us.

See there's this path forward
where I wait to tell you

and you either use
it as an excuse

or maybe you don't
but, I don't know.

I was diagnosed about a
year ago and I take these

and I take those and it's fine.

It seems fine.

It seems fine to me.

So there's that, and...

I think I saved us both
three to four weeks.

Alright.

Thank you.

I'm going to get the check
and we can...

...get out of here.

I'm sorry.

That was stupid.

I don't know what I'm
meant to say to that.

What do I say to that?

I don't know.

Why don't I-I'll tell
you something and then you,

you don't care at all do you?

It's not- yeah alright.

Before we pass this trash I'm
going to tell you something.

Um...

I am divorced.

That's not good right?

It's not great.

Yeah.

Where's Michel?

We have clients with
ten times this revenue

that don't have near the
tax liability you do.

So we can have another
conversation about

how screwed up the code is,

or you can take the charge
against and solve it.

Does your wife
take any medications?

No.

Does she have
any health problems?

Asthma.

Just want to say
that I hope today's better.

I made a list of the things
I want to try harder at.

I love you.

Those are just words,
they don't fix anything Jill.

It's not a short I'm going to
the store to get some more.

Wait a second.

I'm on the way out the door.

I just want to tell
you I hope today is better.

And that I love you.

Damn it Jill those are
just, those are words.

They don't mean anything.

Not now Jillian.

I want this to
be a good day.

Just leave me alone.

I love you.

I think you were right
about a lot of things.

I love you.

I want today to be peaceful.

Damn it Jill, this
is worthless.

Ben.

Now you want to talk?

I'm way out the door Jill.

I just want to say that...

...I hope today is better.

And that I love you.

I want to believe you.

Hey, while I'm at
it I'll pick up that filter.

Is it alright that
I have that there?

You going to fall down
if you don't have it there?

Yeah, maybe.

See this woman here
with the knitting?

She's a, she's a
former Senator, right?

Like a Nobel winner, but
her category is mittens.

So she, she rides... what?

You lost me.

Just got a little too...

Little?

[Kris÷ Little cute, yeah.

I don't know.
What do you have in mind?

Alright,
how about that guy?

Tell me about him.

He's divorced.

Yeah, yep.

Because she cheated.

No?

No. Oh, he did.

He cheated.

No. What was it?

Alcoholic.

Some substance of some kind.

The illegal kind.

I would think that
there's some marriages

that could survive
something like that maybe.

Maybe, but...

Not yours?

Not ours, no.

From her perspective.

I mean everything just
flipped, you know.

The guy she thought she married
turned out to be somebody else,

a junkie, and uh...

all the savings, all
the plans, everything resets.

The lights turn on,

and I'm holed up in some
hotel across town.

I have to open
the store tomorrow.

Not that early, I bet.

No, I'm lucky
to have that job.

The sign store job
you're lucky to have it?

It's not my fault
when it goes wrong.

Yes it is.

Why do you live in hotels?

I do the books for a group
that owns a few of them.

So it's sort of... a perk.

Right, but why do you choose...

I am starving...
Are you hungry?

You've got to be right?

It always just reminds
me of family vacations.

Maybe because of the
smell of chlorine

and bleach
in the sheets,

the glasses wrapped in plastic.

Yeah...

We would go to this...
there's this place in Vermont

that we would go when
we were kids.

It's like a colonial...

In Vermont?

Yeah.

It was historic and there was
museums,

but the thing that stood out for
us was that they...

we would stay at this hotel
with an indoor pool,

and it was just the biggest
deal in the world for us.

Because one, it's indoor...

Two, you can swim... What's
going on with you?

What are you thinking?

Is it good?

No.

You have a message.

Are you going?

To the banquet?

I mean it's going to be work,
you know.

It's people from work.

For three hours.

I thought we could go...

...if you want.

You want to?

I'm sorry.

I like you so much.

I do. I like you so much.

I have...

You are kidding right?

I have been really careful
not to lie about something.

And through omission,

I may have given you
an impression

that isn't quite real.

I work here.

I work on 29th C&L Crowne.

I'm not an advisor.

I don't broker.

I do interdepartmental reports,
okay, I don't have an office.

I work in common space,
I work with interns.

Greg pays me in cash to
keep me off their books

because if there is ever
an audit, I am a liability.

I stole money, Kris.

Shifted it from
account to account,

until I could grab it.

Right, because if you...

I lost my broker's license...

and they covered for me.

But if I was anybody else
I would be in prison.

So I am lucky to have this job.

When you walk into that
hotel...

you're going to know.

When you walk into that
banquet, you're going to know.

Because everybody there knows.

And they look at me
in a certain way,

and they talk to me in
a certain way.

In a way that you
don't look at me yet.

That was smart.

To wait to tell me.

I'm sorry.

Think you might
be using that wrong.

Which direction is this?
Is that east?

You can see the whole
city from up here.

I think I might be pregnant.

Won't let anyone near them.

They just crowd back
in the corner.

Violent.

Oh yes, she's got
a litter on the way.

They can get very protective.

Never seen the
parents behave so.

Just never had them
break my damn fence.

There's a fellow down the
road buys them from me.

Well, if you need another buyer,
I know some petting farms.

They'd love to have
some piglets.

Okay, sure, sure,
thanks so much.

First off, you're
not pregnant.

No, I did a test. I am.

The HCG in your blood
tells us you're not.

And that's more definitive.

Okay.

Now, you didn't list it in your
questionnaire, but...

have you had any surgical
procedures in your pelvic area?

Maybe a cyst was
removed or a biopsy?

I'd say post cancer.

This is where they removed
the tumor, this cavity.

She says no.

No what?

Someone was in there.

Trauma here, and...

How are you supposed
to help someone like that?

By all appearances
you're a survivor

of stage three
endometrial cancer.

The good news is that
there isn't any sign

of any remaining carcinoma.

Lab shows that you're
in no immediate danger.

The trauma it left
behind is significant.

Well, I'm saying two things.

It is highly unlikely given
the state of the organs

that you could ever
become pregnant.

If by some miracle
you were to conceive,

the faculties are too damaged
to carry a baby full term.

Wait, wait, wait.
Pull over here.

Krissy?

Krissy? Krissy!

Where'd you go?

Something happened to me...

I was looking for you!

Something bad happened to me.

I know that, I don't care.

No you don't know!

I don't even know
what happened.

I can't see my niece
and nephews and...

Kris, why?

Why? What are you talking about?

I have to go there.

Okay, listen to me.

I want to, I want to marry you.

I'm married to you right now.

I need a car.

I'm marrying you, today.
Do you understand?

Yes. We'll get a car.

Today.

Do you know this place?

I want to say yes.

For you.

I want to.

Is there, is there a
direction that you feel

that you're more drawn to?

I don't know.
Is there one you feel drawn to?

I say right.

Left.

You sure?

No.

Then let's go right.

I'm going to go wherever you
go.

You know that.

I feel like you know.

We should go on a trip.

Get somewhere.

Where would we go?

Somewhere bright.

They could be starlings.

They could be starlings.

When I was little, my
friend Renny would come over

and I'd get really mad

because every time my Mom
would bake cookies...

I knew a kid
called Renny...

...he'd eat them all.

...this fat kid

He was fat, my
neighbor Renny.

I told you this story

Is lunch ready?

Doesn't it look
an improvement?

It's much better.

Much better right?

I guess so.

Who said that?

Who said that?

Who said they
were Grackles?

Grackles.

They could be starlings.

They could be starlings.

So I was really excited
to go swimming.

Yeah.

And he didn't even have
a chance to tell me

that there was bird
shit all over the slide,

so I went down anyway.

Wait.

Renny.

Right.

My neighbor.

You're tell- you're
doing it again.

You're doing it again.

The kid almost drowned me.

We should go on a
trip.

Get somewhere.

Where would we go?

To Vermont?

That place that you know?

Maybe.

How do you get there?

Renny used to come over and eat
all the chocolate chip cookies

No, no, no I'm talking
about a different one.

Renny is my friend.

With the pool and the slide.

With the pool and
tried to drown me, yes,

I tell you a story and
then you've taken it

and you've made it your own,
you do this all the time.

How do you get there?

The place where you and
your family you'd go

on vacation in Vermont?

You drive Kris.

What road would you take?

I would have to get a map.

You don't remember?

It's just some country road.

I was six.

No I was six.

I told you that story.

No you didn't, no.

Yes, he held me
under remember,

he held me under water.

So I'm not allowed to talk
about my childhood?

Talk all you want, just don't
talk about mine.

You think it's your childhood?

What about the
trampoline?

With Mick?

No, that's you, that's yours.

That's me, thank
you for that.

What about Renny?

No.

Almost drowned me?

Then lied to my mom about it?

No that's mine.

That's you, right, okay

That happened to me!

Kris!

Not only that but you're also
trying to tell me that

They could be starlings.

They could be starlings.

Ring.

where are you?

I don't know.

I can't find them anywhere.

Can't find who?
Where are you?

I know they're here.

I can feel them here.

I can't find them.

I've been looking
everywhere for them.

Are there three windows?

Yeah.

Two doors?

Uh huh.

Go in the one on the right.

It's just a room.

No it's a passage.

Go to the other side
you're going through.

Now what?

- You in the room
- Yes.

- Is there a chair on the right?
- Yes.

Fire extinguishers yes?

Yeah.

There should be a
door in front of you,

a gray door, go through that.

Go past the columns then

look for a door on the left,

the next one, the next one.

Go down two flights of stairs.

Take the elevator.

Come on let's go.

Why were you at my work?

I didn't know I was.

What are we doing?
Where are we going, home?

Kris? Where are we going, home?

Kris, home?

Yeah, home.

"Oh husband," replied his wife.

Do you hear that?

Hear what?

There's like a...

There's this sound coming
from underneath the house.

I don't hear anything.

It's really high pitched.

You're scaring
me a little bit.

Kris, it's an old house.

There's nine things in this
house that sound like that.

Can you just, can you just
go in there, just go in there

I'm going to go in.

Thank you.

I haven't slept at all.

I'm sorry. It's really...

You don't believe me.
I'm not lying.

I may have...

I think I...

There's a weird flowing sound.

Right through the main,
whatever this thing is.

The pipe.

But it's not what you're doing.
It's like low.

You know what I'm saying?

It's both, it's
both those sounds.

It's both low and
high at the same time.

No.

Yeah.

No, you...

Yeah, it's like
a low and high.

It's like low and high.

Kris?

What are you doing here?

I love to be alone.

You love what?

The sun is but
a morning star.

What'd you say?

The wildest sound ever
heard makes the woods ring far

and wide.

Faint tinkling
sounds borne to my ear.

Their roots reaching
quite under the house.

Fearing that they
would be light-headed.

For want of food and also sleep.

Light-headed?

Prevailing blue mixed
with yellow of the sand.

Sunshine is the color
of the water.

I used to wonder at the halo
of light around my shadow

And fancied myself
one of the elect.

Economy.

When I wrote the following
pages, or rather,

the bulk of them

I lived alone in the woods, a
mile from any neighbor,

in a house which I had
built myself, on the shore

on the shore of Walden Pond.

And earned my living
by the labor of my hands only.

I lived there for two
years and two months.

At present I am a sojourner
of civilized life again.

He heard a low and
distant sound.

But grand, and impressive.

Unlike anything he
had ever heard.

Gradually swelling
and increasing.

As if it would have a
universal and memorable ending.

Asullen rush and roar.

The rays which stream
through the shutter

will be no longer remembered

when the shutter
is wholly removed.

The finest qualities
of our nature,

like the bloom on
fruits, can be preserved.

A stream flowing
out in that direction

through a wooded valley.

But stream there was none.

I am glad to have
drunk water so long.

For the same reason that