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(spiritual folk music)
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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♪ Mmmmm, Mmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
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(strong winds gusting)
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- Bear, bear, bear, bear!
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Did you see it?
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- [Narrator] Dear dad.
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I've been riding for six months
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and there's a lot to say, so
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I'm writing you this letter.
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- I think the river's high
because we had 12 hours of rain
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If you don't believe
me, you can look at him.
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- Yes, that's true.
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- Hi, my name is Chandler
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and I'm doing a movie on my
family's trip to the Brazos,
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and we're doing the Upper Brazos,
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which is right here.
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- Is that for me?
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Oh, hi there!
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It sure is a beautiful day
here on the South Llano River.
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(child speaks indistinctly)
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It's a wonderful day to be
out here with the family
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(peaceful music)
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- [Narrator] This story is about you.
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And what you passed on to
me, through our adventures.
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With those trips, came a
deep love for wilder places.
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They shaped who I am and my
understanding of the world.
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It seemed if I followed
you, we could go anywhere.
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And that's what I did.
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For 19 years in life and adventure,
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until you weren't there to follow anymore.
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Suicide is a hard word to write.
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I found it almost impossible to say.
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It's so hard because it
doesn't just define the act,
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but the entire life that came before it.
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Dad, it placed you into a
darkness that's hard to overcome.
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When I did say it aloud, the word itself
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seemed to overshadow your life.
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Even though I still loved you,
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the way you had died hid
you deep inside my memories.
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I was trying to figure
out how to get you back.
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And there are things I'm
trying to understand.
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What I do know is that you
suffered from depression.
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Along with 10% of other Americans.
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And like 30,000 other people that year,
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you fell victim to suicide.
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I haven't found talking
about mental illness easy.
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The sickness of depression
is personal and individual.
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I'm sorry you felt the
need to battle it alone.
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And I'm sorry every day that we lost you.
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My quest now is not to lose
the memory of you as well.
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(cheerful music)
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(bicycle whirs)
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(boat engines rumble)
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Seven years have past, and
New York City is home now.
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I love the urban jungle with
all its excitement and energy,
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but that doesn't mean
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I've given up on my adventures and past.
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I still find my ways to escape.
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Five years ago, I
discovered bicycle touring.
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You didn't introduce me to it,
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but it's a combination of
everything that you loved.
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The premise is simple.
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Pack your bags called panniers,
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load them onto your bike,
and hit the back roads.
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It's a way to find the quieter moments,
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the kind you couldn't find in a car.
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You sleep under the stars and live simply.
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It can be tough, but,
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it's the most rewarding way
to travel and see the country.
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I've always been drawn to the road.
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It represents the promise of adventure
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if you follow it long enough.
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It's an extension of what
you taught me to love.
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And when I'm out there, I think of you.
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But still, I struggled with how
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suicide had altered that memory of you.
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I kept thinking back on all those trips,
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wondering if there was something to find,
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a way that I could salvage that memory.
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So the plan was to hit
the road with my bicycle
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and head west as far as I could go,
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to the end of the road in Alaska.
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I was taking the questions I had with me
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and hoped to find my answer.
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So this is my favorite view of the city.
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And I just wanted to check it out
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one last time before I leave.
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I dunno, coming here, it makes me
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almost question what I'm doing.
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I'm going to miss this place.
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(train engines whir)
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(automated train announcement)
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(train rumbles)
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We're at the very top of Manhattan
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and we're sitting under the
George Washington Bridge.
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This is my dad's favorite beer.
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And I left home really young
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and I never got a chance
to drink it with him.
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I wanted to leave something
for you at the end of the road.
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Something so that you in your
own way were always there.
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I had heard of a way to give a name
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to a geographic feature that had none -
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streams, hills, valleys, even mountains,
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which is what I'm going to do for you.
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I'm going to reach the end of the road,
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find the nearest mountain
and name it after you.
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I would be able to save
that memory, I knew it.
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The journey was supposed
to be a solo ride,
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but things change.
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I had decided to film the whole journey
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and I could only find one
of my filmmaking friends
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who wanted to come
along and join the ride.
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Connor would bicycle with me
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and help me document the journey.
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While he was a capable filmmaker,
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he wasn't much of an outdoorsman.
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In fact, he had never slept
outside before, never camped,
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never done anything physically strenuous
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for more than a couple of hours.
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But there was a fire in his eyes
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when he talked about the trip,
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he was up for the adventure,
and that's all I could ask for.
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(lively voices chattering)
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- [Cab driver] Are you really
going to Alaska on a bike?
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- Yeah.
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(indistinct conversation)
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- We're not even on the road yet,
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and our first piece of
equipment is already broken,
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so, good things to come.
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- Let's cut that. If we
need to cut anything.
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- [Chandler] Let me see the other one.
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This?
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- Cause I have I have -
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- [Chandler] And then what's that?
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This is the one that should be cut.
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- Okay
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- [Chandler] Connor was nervous.
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He was leaving everything behind.
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His girlfriend, Lizzie, his
friends, his entire life.
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(city street bustling)
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We're here in Battery Park City to do the
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ceremonial tire dunk
in the Atlantic ocean.
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The next time we'll wet the wheel,
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as they say, is in the Northern Pacific.
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So I'm going to throw a
bucket into this water
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because there's no way to
actually dunk the back wheel.
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(wind gusts)
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(wind continues)
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(water splashes)
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(upbeat spiritual music)
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Our journey would take us
through the Appalachians,
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the Midwest, Great Plains,
Rockies, Pacific Northwest,
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Western Canada, and finally, Alaska.
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The beginning of it all was
in the heart of Manhattan,
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where we would head west across
the George Washington Bridge
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Time would be a factor.
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If we didn't make it
before the early fall snow,
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we wouldn't be able to
make it up the mountain.
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(music continues)
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Ready?
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Go!
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About 10 miles down the road,
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the added gear-weight was
too much for Connor's bike.
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The back wheel collapsed
and his tire exploded.
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We were stuck.
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That is a much beefier tire.
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Lizzie rode out to keep us company
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as we walked five miles
to the nearest hotel.
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So needless to say, today,
did not go as planned.
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We are sitting in a hotel room,
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not the middle of a campsite.
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We had major bike problems today.
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So we took it to a guy who fixed it up
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and told us to stay off it for 24 hours
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while this adhesive sets
on all of the the spokes.
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So now we're kind of
stuck here till 4:00 PM.
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I think we can make it up.
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(wind whooshes)
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(engines rumble)
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This is the end of day two and it has been
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a miserable couple of days of biking,
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not only were we basically stranded
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in a mall parking lot for 24 hours,
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but we also were having to deal with like,
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not hospitable biking conditions.
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Lots of turns, sidewalks,
congested streets.
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Luckily our producer
remembered that he has a friend
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who lived, very serendipitously, nearby,
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where we were trying to go for today.
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Early morning tomorrow, we're going to
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bust out our first real mile day,
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and I think that we're going to
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really, really put some
miles behind us tomorrow.
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(heavy breathing)
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- [Connor] Agh!
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- You okay?
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- [Connor] I am now.
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- No, I do not have a
Marriott rewards card.
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It's just for tonight, yeah.
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Okay. No, actually we're
actually bicycling,
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and we're just trying to figure out
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the best way to get there.
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(cup banging)
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This is not how I imagined
the last three days at all.
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Second time in three nights
we're staying in a hotel,
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which is not, I literally
thought tonight we'd be
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sleeping under the stars
at the Delaware water gap,
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and it's a bit demoralizing.
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So, and there's, and
there's just no other -
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And there are these hills and these ridges
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that these roads go up and they go down
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and then they go up and then they go down.
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Tomorrow, hopefully
tomorrow it's gonna open up.
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Hopefully it'll open up tomorrow. I Hope.
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Agh!
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So, um, first popped tire in Jersey.
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Oooh, ohhh!
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Yeah!
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Oh baby!
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That is one hunk of glass.
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The early fall snow wasn't going to wait.
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And I was terrified of missing our window.
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Things were not going according to plan.
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We'd made it 150 miles, roughly
2% of the entire journey.
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And we were already
having serious problems.
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We arrived in Hazleton, Pennsylvania,
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where we were staying
with my friend Patrick.
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There, we decided to
dump some of our weight
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to make the riding easier.
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I want to keep this. It's heavy,
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but actually I need to put film in it,
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I've yet to put film in it,
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this is my dad's camera that I found,
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that I want to actually use.
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- [Female voice] What
kind of film does it take?
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- [Chandler] It takes
like medium format film.
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Connor still wasn't doing well.
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The trip was starting
to wear on him mentally.
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Ready?
256
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- [Male Voice] I wonder
how much that costs?
257
00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:41,208
- Ready?
258
00:16:43,544 --> 00:16:44,920
This camera's so confusing.
259
00:16:48,340 --> 00:16:50,751
Two, three.
260
00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:53,387
(wind bustles)
261
00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:02,805
- [Connor] I know, I realized
just as we were careening
262
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down the highway at
about 35 miles an hour,
263
00:17:04,565 --> 00:17:06,475
going down the side of a mountain,
264
00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:08,102
I realized you can die doing this.
265
00:17:08,152 --> 00:17:09,319
People do this for fun!
266
00:17:10,946 --> 00:17:12,022
- Now, if you just think of it,
267
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like you think if you
were in a motorcycle,
268
00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:14,775
you wouldn't worry, right?
269
00:17:14,825 --> 00:17:17,403
- Oh no, no. I'm the type
to worry about that, yes.
270
00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:18,696
(laughter)
271
00:17:18,746 --> 00:17:21,498
(wind continues)
272
00:17:24,585 --> 00:17:26,754
(panting)
273
00:17:32,593 --> 00:17:34,420
- [Chandler] You good?
274
00:17:34,470 --> 00:17:35,721
- [Connor] I'm not great.
275
00:17:37,181 --> 00:17:40,267
(breathless panting)
276
00:17:42,394 --> 00:17:44,146
Reaching my end of the tank of gas.
277
00:17:45,064 --> 00:17:46,940
- Connor's discouragement was growing.
278
00:17:47,941 --> 00:17:50,394
This was not his element.
279
00:17:50,444 --> 00:17:53,272
- [Connor] I'm not coming
in here for the night,
280
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I'm just going to try to
set up my sleeping bag.
281
00:17:56,867 --> 00:17:58,027
I mean, for the first time,
282
00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,579
horizontal today since I woke up.
283
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,667
- [Chandler] How often are you horizontal?
284
00:18:07,044 --> 00:18:08,921
- I mean, it's the first time I'm not,
285
00:18:10,172 --> 00:18:11,465
like, working, you know?
286
00:18:14,343 --> 00:18:16,178
No, I don't hurt as bad as I did.
287
00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:20,599
Yesterday, topography
wise, was so much easier.
288
00:18:21,475 --> 00:18:23,395
Yeah, I don't know what
today's going to be like.
289
00:18:24,394 --> 00:18:29,358
We did 15 more miles than we
did the day before? Yesterday?
290
00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:32,402
We did about 45 miles yesterday.
291
00:18:33,237 --> 00:18:34,947
About 45 the day before. Right?
292
00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:37,199
So.
293
00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:40,110
(crashing)
294
00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:42,863
- Are you fucking serious?
295
00:18:42,913 --> 00:18:45,032
Are you fucking serious-
296
00:18:45,082 --> 00:18:47,084
when are you going to learn how to camp?
297
00:18:50,879 --> 00:18:53,549
(wind whooshes)
298
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:11,692
(whooshing continues)
299
00:19:12,526 --> 00:19:16,488
Suddenly Connor's ankles began
to swell and throb in pain.
300
00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:21,285
(tires screech)
301
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,914
(traffic rushes)
302
00:19:29,710 --> 00:19:33,213
(indistinct conversation)
303
00:19:34,715 --> 00:19:37,467
(wind continues)
304
00:19:44,558 --> 00:19:47,136
It didn't take long before
he was unable to bike,
305
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:50,097
unable to walk and unable to move.
306
00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:51,607
There was no going forward.
307
00:20:00,741 --> 00:20:02,993
I rushed ahead to get help.
308
00:20:06,246 --> 00:20:08,916
(traffic zooms)
309
00:20:12,419 --> 00:20:15,505
(indistinct chatter)
310
00:20:20,510 --> 00:20:23,263
(camera rustles)
311
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:43,033
Connor's morale was at rock bottom.
312
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:45,744
Mine was right there with him.
313
00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:49,448
So you guys will leave -
314
00:20:49,498 --> 00:20:51,992
- Do we have an appointment tomorrow?
315
00:20:52,042 --> 00:20:54,494
- They're kind of expecting,
they're kind of expecting you.
316
00:20:54,544 --> 00:20:55,621
- Just to show up in there?
317
00:20:55,671 --> 00:20:57,873
- No, no, no, they have our number
318
00:20:57,923 --> 00:20:58,707
and they're going to call.
319
00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:00,876
No, it's like the one place in town
320
00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:01,710
that we could, that you could -
321
00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:03,503
- Can get in tomorrow?
322
00:21:03,553 --> 00:21:05,297
I can't get in there
the day after tomorrow?
323
00:21:05,347 --> 00:21:06,215
- Hmm mmm
324
00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:08,175
- When we're actually in Cleveland?
325
00:21:08,225 --> 00:21:10,302
- No, cause it's a Saturday.
326
00:21:10,352 --> 00:21:12,638
- Oh, that's right. Fuck.
327
00:21:12,688 --> 00:21:14,523
- 75 miles tomorrow.
328
00:21:19,319 --> 00:21:21,905
(radio blares)
329
00:21:22,781 --> 00:21:24,858
- And it was all stiff. And
then over the course of the day,
330
00:21:24,908 --> 00:21:26,818
as we were biking, it got
worse and worse and worse.
331
00:21:26,868 --> 00:21:29,696
- Yeah. You've got quite a
bit of swelling over here.
332
00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:31,698
How many days have you been biking for?
333
00:21:31,748 --> 00:21:35,077
- We have been riding for
about seven days at that point.
334
00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:36,870
- Are you married, single,
widowed, or divorced?
335
00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:37,704
- Single
336
00:21:37,754 --> 00:21:39,498
- Yeah, you said that you
adore your girlfriend.
337
00:21:39,548 --> 00:21:42,676
- I love my girlfriend, with
every fiber of my being.
338
00:21:43,844 --> 00:21:46,179
(dog barks)
339
00:21:47,889 --> 00:21:49,975
- [Chandler] Connor had family in Detroit.
340
00:21:51,351 --> 00:21:52,185
- Stay safe.
341
00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:56,014
We decided that Connor would
drive the rental car ahead
342
00:21:56,064 --> 00:21:57,316
and seek treatment there.
343
00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:00,560
10 days later, when I arrived,
344
00:22:00,610 --> 00:22:03,480
we would decide if he could continue on.
345
00:22:03,530 --> 00:22:05,148
I would leave my trailer with him
346
00:22:05,198 --> 00:22:06,950
and continue with a lighter camera.
347
00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:11,496
(motorcycle rumbles)
348
00:22:13,248 --> 00:22:14,533
(peaceful music)
349
00:22:14,583 --> 00:22:17,127
I was left to the pieces
of America that I love.
350
00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:19,579
What kind of lizard is it?
351
00:22:19,629 --> 00:22:21,456
- [male voice] Savannah Monitor
352
00:22:21,506 --> 00:22:23,000
- [Chandler] The strange and the weird.
353
00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:24,626
- [Male Voice] Yeah, at least five foot.
354
00:22:24,676 --> 00:22:26,169
- [Chandler] No way!
355
00:22:26,219 --> 00:22:29,172
- [Male Voice] Yeah. It's going
to be a big hassle to feed!
356
00:22:29,222 --> 00:22:31,216
- [Chandler] The quaint and historic.
357
00:22:31,266 --> 00:22:32,551
- The students try to do your best,
358
00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:34,311
and then the stained glass window.
359
00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:37,973
- [Chandler] The quiet and the beautiful.
360
00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:40,892
(birds chirp)
361
00:22:40,942 --> 00:22:42,519
(bicycle zooms)
362
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:45,530
I pass through the Rust Belt
and onto the Great Lakes.
363
00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:49,192
Being by myself was lonely.
364
00:22:49,242 --> 00:22:52,571
While Connor wasn't tough,
he was fun to have around.
365
00:22:52,621 --> 00:22:54,164
We shared in the struggle.
366
00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:56,616
Being out there alone was giving
367
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,503
me time to reflect and
be honest with myself.
368
00:23:00,420 --> 00:23:03,206
When I was left to really
think about you long enough,
369
00:23:03,256 --> 00:23:07,427
I got angry and I think it was
totally fair of me to be so.
370
00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:12,140
There's anger because you left
Mom, Annie, Lizzie and me.
371
00:23:14,059 --> 00:23:16,553
There's anger because I'm confused.
372
00:23:16,603 --> 00:23:19,473
And there's anger because
I don't know what I can do.
373
00:23:19,523 --> 00:23:22,184
Looking back, I can remember times
374
00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:24,061
when you were deeply unhappy,
375
00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:26,980
but all the memories I
have of you outdoors,
376
00:23:27,030 --> 00:23:28,532
those are the happy ones.
377
00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:35,739
Being alone gave me the time to think on
378
00:23:35,789 --> 00:23:37,157
what I could try and do
379
00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:39,584
to help those suffering
from unimaginable pain.
380
00:23:41,461 --> 00:23:45,006
(peaceful music continues)
381
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:02,441
My thoughts were interrupted by Detroit.
382
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:09,022
Which had once stood mighty,
but now was abandoned
383
00:24:09,072 --> 00:24:10,365
in many parts of the city.
384
00:24:16,538 --> 00:24:19,207
(garage buzzes)
385
00:24:23,628 --> 00:24:25,881
I wasn't sure what to think of the place.
386
00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:30,010
(bicycle whirs)
387
00:24:31,803 --> 00:24:35,140
(dogs bark in distance)
388
00:24:37,434 --> 00:24:40,103
(wind whooshes)
389
00:24:47,068 --> 00:24:49,946
The doctor had explained that
Connor's tendon would heal.
390
00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:55,243
He could rejoin the ride.
391
00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:03,910
- Oh, the Heidelberg project?
392
00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:04,744
- [Various voices] Yeah.
393
00:25:04,794 --> 00:25:05,745
- Yeah, that's where
we're hopefully going to
394
00:25:05,795 --> 00:25:07,539
end up today or start tomorrow.
395
00:25:07,589 --> 00:25:09,708
When I looked at the city more carefully,
396
00:25:09,758 --> 00:25:12,335
I found people trying to rebuild.
397
00:25:12,385 --> 00:25:13,462
There were those who believed
398
00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:15,422
that they could rise from the ashes.
399
00:25:15,472 --> 00:25:18,800
Like Tyree Guyton who changed
his dilapidated neighborhood
400
00:25:18,850 --> 00:25:20,635
into the Heidelberg project,
401
00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:22,387
an enormous art piece with the mission to
402
00:25:22,437 --> 00:25:25,640
improve the lives of citizens
of the city through art.
403
00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:26,850
If they could continue on
404
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,727
through all of the struggles facing them,
405
00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:29,611
so could we.
406
00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:33,648
Even though we had fallen behind schedule,
407
00:25:33,698 --> 00:25:35,192
we could still make it before the snow
408
00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:37,611
started falling at the end of September.
409
00:25:37,661 --> 00:25:41,823
All we had to do, all
we could do was ride.
410
00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:44,626
(cheerful music)
411
00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:52,250
♪ If you're leaving take me too ♪
412
00:25:52,300 --> 00:25:57,305
♪ Heaven knows I can't
go anywhere without you ♪
413
00:25:58,014 --> 00:26:02,177
♪ And I would pay for gas ♪
414
00:26:02,227 --> 00:26:04,721
♪ We could laugh about our troubles ♪
415
00:26:04,771 --> 00:26:09,726
♪ That we're leaving in the past. ♪
416
00:26:09,776 --> 00:26:13,563
♪ Radio is on the fritz ♪
417
00:26:13,613 --> 00:26:18,618
♪ But I don't mind because
the radio is shit ♪
418
00:26:20,453 --> 00:26:23,782
♪ There's no songs about kids like us ♪
419
00:26:23,832 --> 00:26:28,837
♪ About the hopes that we
have and refuse to give up ♪
420
00:26:30,964 --> 00:26:35,969
♪ Adeleine ♪
421
00:26:36,052 --> 00:26:41,057
♪ Adeleine ♪
422
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,969
♪ Adeleine ♪
423
00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:47,689
♪ Have a little faith in me ♪
424
00:26:58,658 --> 00:27:02,237
♪ I know that times are tough ♪
425
00:27:02,287 --> 00:27:05,073
♪ I promise these hard
knocks are nothin', honey, ♪
426
00:27:05,123 --> 00:27:09,411
♪ Keep your chin up ♪
427
00:27:09,461 --> 00:27:12,539
♪ So tired of being poor ♪
428
00:27:12,589 --> 00:27:14,457
♪ Can't stand the thought of you ♪
429
00:27:14,507 --> 00:27:19,512
♪ Scrubbin' toilets in this town anymore ♪
430
00:27:19,846 --> 00:27:23,550
♪ I got paid just yesterday ♪
431
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:28,605
♪ Well that's $200 plus
change in the ashtray ♪
432
00:27:31,024 --> 00:27:34,227
♪ We could drive all night ♪
433
00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:37,063
♪ Find a town where no one knows us ♪
434
00:27:37,113 --> 00:27:41,484
♪ And start a new life ♪
435
00:27:41,534 --> 00:27:46,539
♪ Adeleine ♪
436
00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:51,628
♪ Adeleine ♪
437
00:27:52,128 --> 00:27:54,581
♪ Adeleine ♪
438
00:27:54,631 --> 00:27:58,301
♪ Have a little faith in me ♪
439
00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:13,608
♪ Mmmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
440
00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:19,197
♪ Mmmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
441
00:28:19,406 --> 00:28:24,411
♪ Mmmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
442
00:28:24,452 --> 00:28:27,122
♪ Mmmmmm, Mmmmm ♪
443
00:28:31,251 --> 00:28:34,045
(music continues)
444
00:28:55,024 --> 00:28:58,520
♪ And God knows where we'll go ♪
445
00:28:58,570 --> 00:29:03,575
♪ But we'll have each other
and that's all I need to know ♪
446
00:29:05,368 --> 00:29:09,322
♪ You know it's darkest before light ♪
447
00:29:09,372 --> 00:29:11,574
♪ You better pack yourself a sweater ♪
448
00:29:11,624 --> 00:29:16,629
♪ Because honey it's
goin' to be cold tonight ♪
449
00:29:18,131 --> 00:29:20,967
(fireworks crack)
450
00:29:22,594 --> 00:29:23,428
- Ahhhh!
451
00:29:28,641 --> 00:29:30,894
(laughter)
452
00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:36,357
- Luke and I are still best friends.
453
00:29:37,233 --> 00:29:38,727
And just like always,
454
00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,688
we're still finding ways
to get into trouble.
455
00:29:41,738 --> 00:29:43,114
We live far apart now,
456
00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:47,076
but still find time for
trekking and adventure.
457
00:29:54,959 --> 00:29:58,463
(indistinct conversation)
458
00:30:06,304 --> 00:30:07,881
- Ahhh!
459
00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:09,132
- Luke had been planning on taking
460
00:30:09,182 --> 00:30:11,134
a cross-country road trip that summer,
461
00:30:11,184 --> 00:30:12,677
and it wasn't a hard decision for him to
462
00:30:12,727 --> 00:30:15,013
come and join us for a couple of months.
463
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:16,639
Each night, he would camp with us
464
00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:19,400
and in the morning drive
to the next campsite.
465
00:30:21,069 --> 00:30:22,520
You meant a lot to Luke.
466
00:30:22,570 --> 00:30:24,564
And once he heard what I was doing,
467
00:30:24,614 --> 00:30:27,150
there was no way he wouldn't join up.
468
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:30,203
(children laughing)
469
00:30:34,123 --> 00:30:35,408
Planting season had begun,
470
00:30:35,458 --> 00:30:38,369
and the first sprouts were coming up.
471
00:30:38,419 --> 00:30:39,662
We were still on track to
472
00:30:39,712 --> 00:30:41,798
make it to the end before it got too cold.
473
00:30:45,343 --> 00:30:49,180
(cows mooing in the distance)
474
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:53,601
(wind and tires whirring)
475
00:31:03,736 --> 00:31:06,322
(radio blares)
476
00:31:12,245 --> 00:31:13,079
- Whoa.
477
00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:14,789
Oh no.
478
00:31:17,709 --> 00:31:18,585
Ripped that.
479
00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:23,464
Must have run over something.
480
00:31:24,507 --> 00:31:28,720
Tore up the rubber, tore
some of the strings.
481
00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:33,224
I don't know what that means, but -
482
00:31:41,816 --> 00:31:43,476
So do I get this patch on before it dries?
483
00:31:43,526 --> 00:31:46,487
- [Chandler] No, let
it dry. Let it tack up
484
00:31:50,533 --> 00:31:54,495
- Best milkshakes in 1800 miles of riding.
485
00:31:55,997 --> 00:31:57,415
- It's fantastic.
486
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,384
(wind whooshes)
487
00:32:12,722 --> 00:32:14,048
The gear with me on this bike trip
488
00:32:14,098 --> 00:32:18,052
is similar to other travels
we did with a few variations.
489
00:32:18,102 --> 00:32:21,222
To start, everything fits
into our Burley trailer.
490
00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:22,774
And it's secured with straps.
491
00:32:25,526 --> 00:32:28,104
I pack everything into waterproof panniers,
492
00:32:28,154 --> 00:32:31,115
some odds and ends and maps
go into my handlebar bag,
493
00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:35,536
like always there's a
sleeping bag, pad and tent.
494
00:32:37,413 --> 00:32:38,948
What takes up a lot of space,
495
00:32:38,998 --> 00:32:40,959
is all the stuff to keep my bike tuned.
496
00:32:42,710 --> 00:32:46,464
A spare tire, tubes, tools, lube and lock.
497
00:32:49,676 --> 00:32:51,210
I don't have that many clothes,
498
00:32:51,260 --> 00:32:53,763
but have to have enough
for any weather condition.
499
00:32:55,056 --> 00:32:57,141
Plenty of water bottles to stay hydrated,
500
00:32:58,685 --> 00:33:00,186
a cook set and stove.
501
00:33:04,190 --> 00:33:05,316
A first aid kit,
502
00:33:06,901 --> 00:33:08,227
a tarp and rope,
503
00:33:08,277 --> 00:33:10,279
sunglasses, a flashlight.
504
00:33:12,156 --> 00:33:15,201
And finally, your camera.
505
00:33:23,584 --> 00:33:25,578
Dad, you'd remembered it as the one
506
00:33:25,628 --> 00:33:27,255
you'd snap so many photos with.
507
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:31,250
During the first part of the trip,
508
00:33:31,300 --> 00:33:33,344
I had been hesitant about pulling it out,
509
00:33:34,846 --> 00:33:39,809
but once I did, it helped
me feel connected to you.
510
00:33:48,067 --> 00:33:50,903
(traffic rumbles)
511
00:33:56,242 --> 00:33:57,402
- [Connor] Put the other bag in there
512
00:33:57,452 --> 00:33:58,745
- [Chandler] I'm going to.
513
00:34:02,373 --> 00:34:03,207
- Day it is?
514
00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:07,086
- The cheese.
515
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:10,123
It's a really good touch.
516
00:34:10,173 --> 00:34:11,007
- Mmm hmm.
517
00:34:12,383 --> 00:34:14,627
- I think that's what
gives it the pizza flavor.
518
00:34:14,677 --> 00:34:15,887
- The peppercorn though,
519
00:34:17,096 --> 00:34:18,256
the little pieces of peppercorn in there.
520
00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,141
- It's almost too good.
521
00:34:21,684 --> 00:34:24,387
- I've been praying for a day like today.
522
00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:25,396
Since we left.
523
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:28,599
- Winds at our backs.
524
00:34:28,649 --> 00:34:30,935
- Winds at our backs!
525
00:34:30,985 --> 00:34:31,819
Flat!
526
00:34:34,155 --> 00:34:35,239
And once it got paved?
527
00:34:45,041 --> 00:34:47,460
(wind gusts)
528
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:58,796
- So, it's raining outside
529
00:34:58,846 --> 00:35:00,640
and we're stuck in the bathroom now,
530
00:35:04,268 --> 00:35:05,636
- [Connor] No, no, it's
not just raining outside.
531
00:35:05,686 --> 00:35:08,639
- No it's pouring. You're
right. It's pouring.
532
00:35:08,689 --> 00:35:10,725
- [Connor] What happened to our tent?
533
00:35:10,775 --> 00:35:15,188
- The tents have about an inch
of water in them right now.
534
00:35:15,238 --> 00:35:18,399
So they're flooded, legitimately flooded.
535
00:35:18,449 --> 00:35:20,243
So we're sleeping in the bathroom.
536
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,112
- Look where Chandler put me.
537
00:35:23,162 --> 00:35:28,167
Look at this spiderweb.
It's a dirty moldy pipe
538
00:35:28,251 --> 00:35:30,795
that's full of spiderwebs
is where Chandler put me.
539
00:35:33,756 --> 00:35:37,001
(wind continues)
540
00:35:37,051 --> 00:35:38,753
- It's going to be like this all day
541
00:35:38,803 --> 00:35:40,243
- [Chandler] For the next three days
542
00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:48,604
- Our gear needed time to dry.
543
00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:53,734
So we took a much needed day off.
544
00:35:55,027 --> 00:35:57,446
(balls roll)
545
00:36:04,328 --> 00:36:06,664
(guns fire)
546
00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:14,380
I was still chasing that memory of you,
547
00:36:15,256 --> 00:36:17,800
but I was no closer to
coming to an understanding.
548
00:36:19,135 --> 00:36:21,804
All I could do was keep going.
549
00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:28,102
(birds chirp)
550
00:36:36,611 --> 00:36:39,063
That's actually my tube under the tire.
551
00:36:39,113 --> 00:36:42,325
So we have to make 70 miles
552
00:36:43,409 --> 00:36:45,703
on this tire before we
hit the next bike shop.
553
00:36:46,537 --> 00:36:47,905
It's going to be on gravel roads.
554
00:36:47,955 --> 00:36:51,667
And I don't know if we're gonna make it.
555
00:36:59,634 --> 00:37:02,795
(wind whooshes)
556
00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:07,258
So we've made it 25 miles on
the first layer of duct tape.
557
00:37:07,308 --> 00:37:08,885
It's holding pretty well.
558
00:37:08,935 --> 00:37:12,680
I'm going to reapply and see
if we can make it another 25.
559
00:37:12,730 --> 00:37:14,515
And then we just have 25 more to go,
560
00:37:14,565 --> 00:37:16,484
and then where to bike shop, all right!
561
00:37:24,325 --> 00:37:27,828
(indistinct conversation)
562
00:37:28,704 --> 00:37:32,041
We're bicycling from New York to Alaska.
563
00:37:34,752 --> 00:37:36,954
- [Male Voice] Are you going back too?
564
00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:39,507
- No, just there. Just riding there.
565
00:37:40,549 --> 00:37:42,543
(tires skid)
566
00:37:42,593 --> 00:37:44,295
- I just...
567
00:37:44,345 --> 00:37:45,513
almost died.
568
00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:49,767
I came real close to dying, real close.
569
00:37:50,935 --> 00:37:53,020
I shifted in front of an 18-wheeler.
570
00:37:59,068 --> 00:38:00,319
I blew my tire,
571
00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:03,614
trying to hop on
572
00:38:05,741 --> 00:38:06,575
to the shoulder
573
00:38:08,202 --> 00:38:09,453
and I fucking -
574
00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:13,249
I almost died.
575
00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:20,172
- Even after that, the
day didn't get any easier.
576
00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:26,170
I didn't think we'd make it.
577
00:38:26,220 --> 00:38:28,589
The tire was was on its last legs,
578
00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:31,884
but we made the last 20
miles, we got to Pierre.
579
00:38:31,934 --> 00:38:34,562
And we made it to the
bike shop, got a new tire.
580
00:38:35,855 --> 00:38:37,023
We're on our merry way.
581
00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:43,154
(winds gust)
582
00:38:47,283 --> 00:38:50,027
(uplifting folk music)
583
00:38:50,077 --> 00:38:52,530
♪ All my life ♪
584
00:38:52,580 --> 00:38:56,158
♪ I've been lost ♪
585
00:38:56,208 --> 00:39:00,705
♪ I've been lost ♪
586
00:39:00,755 --> 00:39:04,542
♪ All my life ♪
587
00:39:04,592 --> 00:39:07,878
♪ All my life ♪
588
00:39:07,928 --> 00:39:11,799
♪ I've been lost ♪
589
00:39:11,849 --> 00:39:14,602
♪ I've been lost ♪
590
00:39:18,731 --> 00:39:21,776
The land was changing, I could
feel myself getting closer.
591
00:39:25,071 --> 00:39:27,023
We could reach the edge of the Plains
592
00:39:27,073 --> 00:39:29,608
and the sea of grass was behind us.
593
00:39:29,658 --> 00:39:31,744
The West had begun.
594
00:39:34,455 --> 00:39:37,033
Wyoming and the foothills
were in front of us.
595
00:39:37,083 --> 00:39:40,586
Connor and I had ridden
just shy of 2000 miles.
596
00:39:47,510 --> 00:39:49,879
Since you didn't do much riding yourself,
597
00:39:49,929 --> 00:39:52,048
I'm going to explain how
to change a flat tire.
598
00:39:52,098 --> 00:39:54,258
Popped tire number 25.
599
00:39:54,308 --> 00:39:57,845
Something that has become
a large part of my life.
600
00:39:57,895 --> 00:40:00,564
(soulful music)
601
00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:07,980
♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪
602
00:40:08,030 --> 00:40:13,035
♪ Tell me where have you gone ♪
603
00:40:13,327 --> 00:40:15,738
♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪
604
00:40:15,788 --> 00:40:16,572
♪ Tell me where have you gone ♪
605
00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,208
First, you have to disengage the brakes.
606
00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:22,453
Then you take out the skewer
607
00:40:22,503 --> 00:40:24,038
♪ I've been waiting, ♪
608
00:40:24,088 --> 00:40:29,093
♪ I've been waiting for so long ♪
609
00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:31,921
♪ Hmmmm, mmmmm ♪
610
00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:35,975
♪ Oh you know you done me wrong ♪
611
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:45,818
Next, take your tire levers and
pop your tire off the wheel.
612
00:40:48,279 --> 00:40:49,772
Unscrew the valve.
613
00:40:49,822 --> 00:40:50,981
Your tube comes out next
614
00:40:51,031 --> 00:40:53,117
because you have to find where the hole is
615
00:41:02,543 --> 00:41:04,453
And what caused it to pop.
616
00:41:04,503 --> 00:41:06,038
Once you found the cause -
617
00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:07,331
Number 30!
618
00:41:07,381 --> 00:41:08,382
Three. Zero.
619
00:41:09,633 --> 00:41:10,709
Number 30.
620
00:41:10,759 --> 00:41:13,003
A small, tiny little staple.
621
00:41:13,053 --> 00:41:14,922
Why was there a staple
on the side of the road?
622
00:41:14,972 --> 00:41:15,806
I don't know.
623
00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:20,936
I put the tube in wrong.
624
00:41:25,274 --> 00:41:27,318
You use your patch kit to seal the hole.
625
00:41:33,657 --> 00:41:36,610
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
626
00:41:36,660 --> 00:41:41,665
♪ What do I do? ♪
627
00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:49,290
♪ The devil you know is
a good friend of mine. ♪
628
00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:51,208
Put the tube back in the tire
629
00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:52,760
and the tire on the wheel.
630
00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:58,891
♪ The devil you know is
a good friend of mine ♪
631
00:42:03,103 --> 00:42:05,981
Pump it up and put it back on the frame.
632
00:42:10,819 --> 00:42:11,904
And you're good to go.
633
00:42:12,947 --> 00:42:16,617
♪ It'll sure make you blind ♪
634
00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:21,830
Don't forget your camera.
635
00:42:22,706 --> 00:42:25,000
I loved the time we spent in the Rockies.
636
00:42:27,419 --> 00:42:29,163
Most of what I know
about the back country,
637
00:42:29,213 --> 00:42:30,256
I learned up there.
638
00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:32,791
And I was looking forward to
639
00:42:32,841 --> 00:42:34,426
getting back up in the mountains.
640
00:42:36,011 --> 00:42:36,795
- [Woman] Take off packs,
we'll take off shoes
641
00:42:36,845 --> 00:42:39,006
- [Child] I've got an
idea, let's go back up
642
00:42:39,056 --> 00:42:40,049
where that big waterfall was!
643
00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:43,052
- [Woman] Where those guys-
where we saw those guys?
644
00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:45,012
- [Child] Where that
big waterfall was, yeah!
645
00:42:45,062 --> 00:42:46,931
- [Woman] Yeah, let's find that waterfall.
646
00:42:46,981 --> 00:42:48,315
- Yes! Yes! Yes!
647
00:42:51,026 --> 00:42:53,445
(wind gusts)
648
00:42:59,493 --> 00:43:00,694
- [Chandler] Break?
649
00:43:00,744 --> 00:43:02,821
So people always want to know,
650
00:43:02,871 --> 00:43:04,573
why do we go up these big hills?
651
00:43:04,623 --> 00:43:07,668
Like what's, what's,
what's it all worth it for?
652
00:43:13,215 --> 00:43:15,968
(wind continues)
653
00:43:19,555 --> 00:43:20,514
Continental divide.
654
00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:23,100
Right there.
655
00:43:25,060 --> 00:43:28,931
That mountain has water that flows
656
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:32,560
to the Pacific, the Gulf of Mexico
657
00:43:32,610 --> 00:43:35,563
and then California,
the Gulf of California.
658
00:43:35,613 --> 00:43:37,106
That's awesome.
659
00:43:37,156 --> 00:43:37,990
Boom.
660
00:43:40,534 --> 00:43:42,611
Ease Natural landscapes
are just a fraction of
661
00:43:42,661 --> 00:43:44,863
the great wilderness that
once covered North America.
662
00:43:44,913 --> 00:43:47,575
Now mostly tamed and transformed
by human development.
663
00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:48,826
The fact that they exist at all,
664
00:43:48,876 --> 00:43:51,078
that they have survived
our very human tendency
665
00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:54,081
to celebrate seeing vistas
with private development
666
00:43:54,131 --> 00:43:56,458
is a gift from the leaders
of the young United States
667
00:43:56,508 --> 00:43:58,043
who chose to designate these lands
668
00:43:58,093 --> 00:43:59,712
as a gift to all Americans.
669
00:43:59,762 --> 00:44:00,754
What up!
670
00:44:00,804 --> 00:44:03,090
It was an easy choice to
take a break from our bikes
671
00:44:03,140 --> 00:44:04,558
and do a little backpacking.
672
00:44:07,895 --> 00:44:08,679
- Oh my God!
673
00:44:08,729 --> 00:44:10,389
- [Chandler] Two women, Brigitta and Jess,
674
00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:12,816
who we met at the trail
head joined up with us.
675
00:44:15,819 --> 00:44:18,739
It was a nice change of pace
to have some new faces around.
676
00:44:26,413 --> 00:44:29,083
(water rushing)
677
00:44:41,595 --> 00:44:43,972
Connor had never been in
the back country before
678
00:44:45,474 --> 00:44:48,102
and the Tetons were a perfect
place to introduce him.
679
00:44:49,311 --> 00:44:51,430
Surrounded by some of the
most beautiful landscapes
680
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,898
our country has to offer.
681
00:44:55,484 --> 00:44:58,320
(wildlife sounds)
682
00:45:00,781 --> 00:45:03,901
You and mom always said that
these lands are precious,
683
00:45:03,951 --> 00:45:06,195
and it had never rung more true.
684
00:45:06,245 --> 00:45:08,822
Seeing Connor experience
them for the first time
685
00:45:08,872 --> 00:45:10,791
reminded me how important they were.
686
00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:19,216
If you ever get a debilitating disease,
687
00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:24,471
come out to New York (indistinct)
688
00:45:35,190 --> 00:45:36,767
- Oh it's in the one in my packs.
689
00:45:36,817 --> 00:45:37,768
- Yeah
690
00:45:37,818 --> 00:45:38,602
- Go and get it.
691
00:45:38,652 --> 00:45:41,780
- Is it - well, we'll get into it.
692
00:45:42,865 --> 00:45:44,608
- Fine, don't.
693
00:45:44,658 --> 00:45:47,327
(water rushing)
694
00:46:01,842 --> 00:46:04,795
Not wanting the side trip
to end, we headed north
695
00:46:04,845 --> 00:46:07,389
to Yellowstone National
Park to continue hiking.
696
00:46:13,270 --> 00:46:15,689
(wind gusts)
697
00:46:19,651 --> 00:46:23,155
(indistinct conversation)
698
00:46:37,669 --> 00:46:39,922
- Whoa, there's a lot of them.
699
00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:44,301
(heavy breathing)
700
00:46:53,769 --> 00:46:56,930
After that, we took off
west to the Snake River
701
00:46:56,980 --> 00:46:59,525
where Connor was going to
run his first whitewater.
702
00:47:00,484 --> 00:47:03,821
We actually might want to fill
these up a little bit more.
703
00:47:06,824 --> 00:47:09,243
Oh, you're twisted on your right shoulder.
704
00:47:12,621 --> 00:47:15,582
- This is made for a man
not quite as tall as I.
705
00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:19,670
(water rushes)
706
00:47:29,721 --> 00:47:30,764
Paddle, paddle!
707
00:47:34,351 --> 00:47:35,594
(raft splashes)
708
00:47:35,644 --> 00:47:36,428
That wasn't it!
709
00:47:36,478 --> 00:47:38,230
Hop back in Connor. Hop back in.
710
00:47:40,023 --> 00:47:41,775
Put your paddle down.
711
00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:49,525
There you go, there you go.
712
00:47:49,575 --> 00:47:51,660
That a baby, that a baby.
713
00:48:04,172 --> 00:48:06,917
It had scared him, but
Connor accomplished something
714
00:48:06,967 --> 00:48:08,836
that he never thought he would.
715
00:48:08,886 --> 00:48:10,387
Paddle baby, paddle hard baby!
716
00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:17,436
(Chandler chuckles)
717
00:48:22,232 --> 00:48:24,985
(peaceful music)
718
00:48:26,445 --> 00:48:29,615
Unfortunately, my body was
starting to break down.
719
00:48:31,825 --> 00:48:34,945
All the wear and tear on my
feet was taking its toll.
720
00:48:34,995 --> 00:48:38,699
To stop any infection, Brigitta,
who was a Physician's Aid,
721
00:48:38,749 --> 00:48:40,417
cleaned and sterilized the wound.
722
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:44,379
- It's all we've got, okay?
723
00:48:45,213 --> 00:48:48,383
(background laughter)
724
00:48:56,558 --> 00:48:58,051
I was also exhausted.
725
00:48:58,101 --> 00:48:59,353
And now, sick.
726
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:01,096
- [Connor] How ya feelin'?
727
00:49:01,146 --> 00:49:02,139
- Not good.
728
00:49:02,189 --> 00:49:02,973
- [Connor] Yeah?
729
00:49:03,023 --> 00:49:03,857
- Yeah.
730
00:49:05,567 --> 00:49:08,353
- [Connor] How long you've
been feeling not good?
731
00:49:08,403 --> 00:49:09,696
- Three or four days, now.
732
00:49:11,865 --> 00:49:15,777
- You! This is not the part
where you get to call the shots.
733
00:49:15,827 --> 00:49:17,905
This is, this is the medical part.
734
00:49:17,955 --> 00:49:19,114
And this is the part -
735
00:49:19,164 --> 00:49:21,033
- Yeah, I know I know,
you're right, you're right.
736
00:49:21,083 --> 00:49:26,088
- I know! This is the
part where you take a day
737
00:49:26,129 --> 00:49:28,548
when me and the doc say
it's time to take a day,
738
00:49:29,466 --> 00:49:30,709
And that's how it's going to be.
739
00:49:30,759 --> 00:49:31,752
- [Chandler] Brigitta
and Jess had to move on
740
00:49:31,802 --> 00:49:33,637
while we waited for me to get better.
741
00:49:36,848 --> 00:49:38,592
The side trips were fun,
742
00:49:38,642 --> 00:49:40,060
but they had slowed us down.
743
00:49:42,938 --> 00:49:45,357
(wind gusts)
744
00:50:02,874 --> 00:50:05,661
- Yeah, no, I met these guys
about halfway through the trip.
745
00:50:05,711 --> 00:50:07,537
- [Chandler] I couldn't rest for too long
746
00:50:07,587 --> 00:50:10,340
and tried my best to keep up
our pace to stay on track.
747
00:50:11,717 --> 00:50:12,834
- (indistinct) ..Oh you've still got a
748
00:50:12,884 --> 00:50:14,419
long way to go right?
749
00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:16,254
- Oh, well shoot, look
at where you've been!
750
00:50:16,304 --> 00:50:18,423
You're almost there!
751
00:50:18,473 --> 00:50:21,226
- That are accessible but
are difficult to get to..
752
00:50:23,979 --> 00:50:26,598
We were weaving our way up
from the Snake River Valley
753
00:50:26,648 --> 00:50:29,101
towards the Sawtooth Mountains.
754
00:50:29,151 --> 00:50:30,686
By the beginning of July,
755
00:50:30,736 --> 00:50:33,855
we had reached that place that
was so special to you, Dad.
756
00:50:33,905 --> 00:50:35,157
The Highlands of Idaho.
757
00:50:36,324 --> 00:50:39,327
(boat engine whirs)
758
00:50:43,123 --> 00:50:47,119
During one of our soaks,
Connor and I had a long talk.
759
00:50:47,169 --> 00:50:49,621
We discussed his own
struggles with depression,
760
00:50:49,671 --> 00:50:51,123
and he helped me understand what it's like
761
00:50:51,173 --> 00:50:52,958
to live with the sickness.
762
00:50:53,008 --> 00:50:54,751
He told me that he had come along with me
763
00:50:54,801 --> 00:50:58,005
to shake his life up and get
out of the rut he had been in.
764
00:50:58,055 --> 00:51:00,724
It was a struggle for
him, but it was working.
765
00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:04,603
(fireworks boom)
766
00:51:07,606 --> 00:51:10,100
(distant cheering)
767
00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:10,934
It was the height of summer.
768
00:51:10,984 --> 00:51:13,812
And I was on the trip of a
lifetime trying to find you.
769
00:51:13,862 --> 00:51:15,363
Things felt right.
770
00:51:17,115 --> 00:51:20,619
(firework booms continue)
771
00:51:21,953 --> 00:51:24,865
The next step was to go
where we last left you.
772
00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:27,334
I was following you into the Salmon River.
773
00:51:30,670 --> 00:51:33,423
(water splashes)
774
00:51:41,598 --> 00:51:44,101
(wind rushes)
775
00:51:47,270 --> 00:51:48,096
This is Dagger Falls.
776
00:51:48,146 --> 00:51:50,899
It's where we spread my dad's ashes.
777
00:51:55,237 --> 00:51:56,813
It's nice to come back here.
778
00:51:56,863 --> 00:51:59,274
I haven't been back here since we did it,
779
00:51:59,324 --> 00:52:01,943
and yeah, it's a special place.
780
00:52:01,993 --> 00:52:04,571
It's the start of the Middle Fork River.
781
00:52:04,621 --> 00:52:08,450
It's, um, it's just a really
special place for my dad,
782
00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:13,505
it felt really important to
pass through here on this trip
783
00:52:15,715 --> 00:52:18,668
because I don't know when the next time
784
00:52:18,718 --> 00:52:22,472
that I'll be out here
again, this is really it.
785
00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:27,269
This is pretty nice to be back here.
786
00:52:29,062 --> 00:52:32,015
As you well know, Dad, it's
located in the middle of
787
00:52:32,065 --> 00:52:35,894
the largest undeveloped
area in the lower 48 states.
788
00:52:35,944 --> 00:52:37,479
The river is one of the most special
789
00:52:37,529 --> 00:52:39,322
natural places in our country.
790
00:52:40,448 --> 00:52:41,733
It was where you had been a guide
791
00:52:41,783 --> 00:52:44,402
with Canyons Rafting all those years,
792
00:52:44,452 --> 00:52:46,538
and where I feel I partially grew up.
793
00:53:01,136 --> 00:53:04,222
(plane engine whirs)
794
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:13,473
- When you get a chance, we'll go
795
00:53:13,523 --> 00:53:14,850
look at the river this morning here.
796
00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:16,518
And it's going to feel
like a tiny little creek,
797
00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:17,394
but by the time we finish
798
00:53:17,444 --> 00:53:21,072
it's a nice, big, beautiful
river in a deep, deep canyon.
799
00:53:24,576 --> 00:53:27,579
(voices chattering)
800
00:53:47,140 --> 00:53:48,592
- [Chandler] Being on
that river made me think
801
00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:50,802
that everything would turn out right.
802
00:53:50,852 --> 00:53:52,492
- [Male Voice] Excellent. Thank you, sir.
803
00:53:55,649 --> 00:53:56,766
- [Chandler] And the
way things were going,
804
00:53:56,816 --> 00:53:58,109
it seemed to be the truth.
805
00:54:01,279 --> 00:54:02,397
Until suddenly...
806
00:54:02,447 --> 00:54:03,315
(camera clatters)
807
00:54:03,365 --> 00:54:04,608
it wasn't.
808
00:54:04,658 --> 00:54:06,493
- [Female Voice] Whoa!
809
00:54:12,791 --> 00:54:13,783
You okay Luke?
810
00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:14,993
- [Luke] No
811
00:54:15,043 --> 00:54:15,827
- [Female Voice] You all right?
812
00:54:15,877 --> 00:54:17,913
[Luke] No!
813
00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:19,331
- [Female Voice] Doing okay? Yes?
814
00:54:19,381 --> 00:54:20,457
- [Luke] No, my knee!
815
00:54:20,507 --> 00:54:22,759
- [Female Voice] Oh my God!
816
00:54:40,277 --> 00:54:42,946
(pensive music)
817
00:54:47,784 --> 00:54:52,072
♪ Put your fears down on my chest ♪
818
00:54:52,122 --> 00:54:54,491
♪ And your heart ain't
nothin' but the best ♪
819
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:56,034
- [Chandler] It was my trip, my journey,
820
00:54:56,084 --> 00:54:58,545
but it wasn't me who fell off that rock.
821
00:54:59,713 --> 00:55:01,006
Luke's knee was gone.
822
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:03,508
He had shattered the whole thing.
823
00:55:04,801 --> 00:55:08,096
Unable to move, he was
going into mild shock.
824
00:55:09,431 --> 00:55:12,183
The only thing to do was to fly him out.
825
00:55:14,769 --> 00:55:17,722
♪ And all this dirt is for you ♪
826
00:55:17,772 --> 00:55:19,891
♪ And all dog's treasure ♪
827
00:55:19,941 --> 00:55:22,861
♪ Death can't undo ♪
828
00:55:25,697 --> 00:55:28,700
(humming interlude)
829
00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:43,173
(harmonica hums)
830
00:56:00,940 --> 00:56:04,978
♪ I'll tell you, bad luck will swing. ♪
831
00:56:05,028 --> 00:56:08,940
♪ Take us past right across your truth ♪
832
00:56:08,990 --> 00:56:12,110
♪ And dark days will come ♪
833
00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:14,154
♪ Face it right away ♪
834
00:56:14,204 --> 00:56:17,407
♪ Face it head on ♪
835
00:56:17,457 --> 00:56:21,494
♪ There are few things this
world could never take ♪
836
00:56:21,544 --> 00:56:25,081
♪ The loyalty of a dog and his prey ♪
837
00:56:25,131 --> 00:56:27,667
He went over the mountains and into Boise,
838
00:56:27,717 --> 00:56:30,345
where he would be rushed
into emergency surgery.
839
00:56:35,225 --> 00:56:38,470
The doctors told Luke
he may never walk again.
840
00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:40,939
My trip had done this to my best friend
841
00:56:41,981 --> 00:56:43,942
and it made me re-examine everything.
842
00:56:44,984 --> 00:56:47,562
♪ Ohhh ♪
843
00:56:47,612 --> 00:56:50,198
♪ Take it slow ♪
844
00:56:54,411 --> 00:56:57,947
(humming and harmonica crescendo)
845
00:56:57,997 --> 00:57:01,201
I began to think I should
live with the way things were.
846
00:57:01,251 --> 00:57:03,703
Perhaps it was better to let you drift
847
00:57:03,753 --> 00:57:05,455
into the recess of my memories,
848
00:57:05,505 --> 00:57:08,216
where I wouldn't be putting
those around me in danger.
849
00:57:10,552 --> 00:57:11,920
However.
850
00:57:11,970 --> 00:57:14,214
I had come too far to stop,
851
00:57:14,264 --> 00:57:15,465
but I didn't know if anyone else
852
00:57:15,515 --> 00:57:17,225
should be attempting this with me.
853
00:57:24,065 --> 00:57:26,734
(traffic zooms)
854
00:57:28,695 --> 00:57:31,272
So Connor and I talked.
855
00:57:31,322 --> 00:57:33,858
I reminded him the danger
associated with the trip.
856
00:57:33,908 --> 00:57:36,778
And that I would do my best to
make sure he didn't get hurt,
857
00:57:36,828 --> 00:57:38,329
but could not promise safety.
858
00:57:41,249 --> 00:57:43,827
If he wanted to continue on, he should.
859
00:57:43,877 --> 00:57:46,913
But, if there was any
sort of doubt in his mind,
860
00:57:46,963 --> 00:57:49,424
he shouldn't feel like I
was forcing him to stay.
861
00:57:51,050 --> 00:57:52,460
I reminded him that he had already made
862
00:57:52,510 --> 00:57:55,380
an incredible journey in
every sense of the word.
863
00:57:55,430 --> 00:57:58,383
And if he wanted to go
home, he had my blessing.
864
00:57:58,433 --> 00:58:00,176
He said he would ride to Seattle
865
00:58:00,226 --> 00:58:01,686
and make his decision there.
866
00:58:09,736 --> 00:58:11,312
(air hissing)
867
00:58:11,362 --> 00:58:12,981
- [Connor] Hitting milestones
all over the place.
868
00:58:13,031 --> 00:58:14,732
- [Chandler] Over three months of riding,
869
00:58:14,782 --> 00:58:16,943
Connor had become a new man.
870
00:58:16,993 --> 00:58:19,446
He had come to embrace
the adventure itself,
871
00:58:19,496 --> 00:58:21,614
not just the journey or the project.
872
00:58:21,664 --> 00:58:23,583
He was confident, self-sufficient,
873
00:58:24,459 --> 00:58:26,911
comfortable and more fit
as we crossed up through
874
00:58:26,961 --> 00:58:29,255
Oregon and into the Pacific Northwest.
875
00:58:32,842 --> 00:58:34,961
We took a day off and rested in Portland
876
00:58:35,011 --> 00:58:36,179
and enjoyed the city.
877
00:58:43,978 --> 00:58:46,856
(friendly chatter)
878
00:58:49,984 --> 00:58:51,895
The two of us biked another 700 miles
879
00:58:51,945 --> 00:58:54,030
and lived life on the road to the fullest.
880
00:59:00,453 --> 00:59:02,997
(tunnel echos)
881
00:59:10,505 --> 00:59:13,333
And in what some way seemed
like the blink of an eye,
882
00:59:13,383 --> 00:59:15,752
we had crossed the
country by our own power
883
00:59:15,802 --> 00:59:18,096
and were looking at the
waters of the Pacific.
884
00:59:23,476 --> 00:59:24,511
(high five slaps)
885
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:25,395
- Again
886
00:59:26,229 --> 00:59:29,065
(high five slaps)
887
00:59:30,358 --> 00:59:31,192
Again.
888
00:59:32,443 --> 00:59:33,228
(high five slaps)
889
00:59:33,278 --> 00:59:35,438
Get more jazzed, dude. Look at this!
890
00:59:35,488 --> 00:59:37,448
- [Connor] I am jazzed! This is me jazzed!
891
00:59:38,741 --> 00:59:40,743
- This isn't you jazzed.
892
00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:45,406
There were a lot of factors
weighing his final decision:
893
00:59:45,456 --> 00:59:49,702
girlfriend, family,
exhaustion, and homesickness,
894
00:59:49,752 --> 00:59:51,921
but it was time for him to make a choice.
895
01:00:00,388 --> 01:00:03,424
Connor had already come 3,300 miles
896
01:00:03,474 --> 01:00:05,310
with over 3000 more to go.
897
01:00:07,312 --> 01:00:10,807
In the end, I'll never
know exactly why he left,
898
01:00:10,857 --> 01:00:13,359
but I respected his decision.
899
01:00:14,235 --> 01:00:16,529
He'd come to battle
some of his own demons,
900
01:00:18,072 --> 01:00:20,325
and I'd like to believe he'd won.
901
01:00:28,583 --> 01:00:32,370
Ahead of me lay 3000
miles of Canadian North.
902
01:00:32,420 --> 01:00:36,082
And from here on out,
I'd be bicycling solo.
903
01:00:36,132 --> 01:00:37,959
(bicycle skids)
904
01:00:38,009 --> 01:00:40,345
(dogs bark)
905
01:00:44,140 --> 01:00:45,550
- Hey guys, my name is Peter Garafolo.
906
01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:48,261
I'm a filmmaker from
the Washington DC area.
907
01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:51,222
And this is my first vlog...
908
01:00:51,272 --> 01:00:52,599
- [Chandler] In Connor's place,
909
01:00:52,649 --> 01:00:53,850
my friend Peter would come out
910
01:00:53,900 --> 01:00:56,269
and help document the
last part of the journey.
911
01:00:56,319 --> 01:00:57,895
- on my way to join Chandler Wild..
912
01:00:57,945 --> 01:00:58,855
- Nice.
913
01:00:58,905 --> 01:00:59,689
(indistinct conversation)
914
01:00:59,739 --> 01:01:03,318
- Yeah.
915
01:01:03,368 --> 01:01:05,278
- [Chandler] Homer's as
far as west as you can go,
916
01:01:05,328 --> 01:01:07,739
and then it's a short jump over an inlet
917
01:01:07,789 --> 01:01:10,074
and then the peninsula
kind of continues out
918
01:01:10,124 --> 01:01:13,077
and there's a spit of land
that's there in the states,
919
01:01:13,127 --> 01:01:14,954
and they have this board that
allows you to like petition
920
01:01:15,004 --> 01:01:17,415
to name a non-named geographic feature.
921
01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:20,752
Deep in British Columbia,
I came across Jonathan,
922
01:01:20,802 --> 01:01:24,005
a farmer who is self-sustaining
and in deep mountain valley.
923
01:01:24,055 --> 01:01:26,766
I traded farm chores for food and shelter.
924
01:01:34,190 --> 01:01:35,274
There's some.
925
01:01:38,111 --> 01:01:40,446
(ax cracks)
926
01:01:49,038 --> 01:01:49,872
Ugh!
927
01:01:51,416 --> 01:01:53,793
The sledgehammer hit my
finger with full force.
928
01:02:12,895 --> 01:02:14,806
I didn't know if I was hurt badly,
929
01:02:14,856 --> 01:02:17,266
but there was no going back.
930
01:02:17,316 --> 01:02:18,151
Not now.
931
01:02:22,780 --> 01:02:25,950
(peaceful folk music)
932
01:02:37,712 --> 01:02:42,717
♪ I hear way down in New Orleans ♪
933
01:02:43,009 --> 01:02:45,920
♪ They heal suffering ♪
934
01:02:45,970 --> 01:02:50,216
♪ And take away disease ♪
935
01:02:50,266 --> 01:02:55,271
♪ It will all evaporate from your soul ♪
936
01:02:55,646 --> 01:02:58,558
♪ I haven't seen it ♪
937
01:02:58,608 --> 01:03:02,770
♪ But I've been told ♪
938
01:03:02,820 --> 01:03:07,825
♪ Put all our sorrow in a tune ♪
939
01:03:08,409 --> 01:03:11,112
♪ Hum it softly ♪
940
01:03:11,162 --> 01:03:15,324
♪ And call it blue ♪
941
01:03:15,374 --> 01:03:20,338
♪ Clap your hands and raise your head ♪
942
01:03:21,005 --> 01:03:24,000
♪ Bring your spirit down ♪
943
01:03:24,050 --> 01:03:28,004
♪ To St. James' bed ♪
944
01:03:28,054 --> 01:03:33,059
♪ Oh my sweet friend ♪
945
01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:35,887
♪ We're all going ♪
946
01:03:35,937 --> 01:03:40,516
♪ Down to the river's end ♪
947
01:03:40,566 --> 01:03:45,571
♪ And wash our dirty hands clean ♪
948
01:03:46,322 --> 01:03:48,733
♪ In the songs of ♪
949
01:03:48,783 --> 01:03:52,537
♪ Our lonely ghost's release ♪
950
01:04:03,130 --> 01:04:08,135
♪ All those street lights
that burn so bright ♪
951
01:04:08,344 --> 01:04:11,255
♪ Will watch over us ♪
952
01:04:11,305 --> 01:04:15,426
♪ And keep us through the night ♪
953
01:04:15,476 --> 01:04:20,481
♪ And place your heart over hand ♪
954
01:04:20,982 --> 01:04:23,976
♪ It's our gospel ♪
955
01:04:24,026 --> 01:04:27,980
♪ And you're my hymn ♪
956
01:04:28,030 --> 01:04:29,148
♪ Going to feel that fire ♪
957
01:04:29,198 --> 01:04:33,694
♪ Going to feel that fire inside ♪
958
01:04:33,744 --> 01:04:36,948
♪ Let it burn us up ♪
959
01:04:36,998 --> 01:04:40,701
♪ Burn us white ♪
960
01:04:40,751 --> 01:04:45,756
♪ Oh my sweet friend ♪
961
01:04:46,257 --> 01:04:48,626
♪ Ain't you coming ♪
962
01:04:48,676 --> 01:04:53,089
♪ Down to the river's end ♪
963
01:04:53,139 --> 01:04:58,144
♪ And wash ourselves so clean ♪
964
01:04:58,769 --> 01:05:01,347
♪ In the memories ♪
965
01:05:01,397 --> 01:05:06,402
♪ We find in those streets ♪
966
01:05:09,113 --> 01:05:14,118
♪ Hmmmm mmmmm ♪
967
01:05:15,703 --> 01:05:20,708
♪ Hmmmm mmmmm ♪
968
01:05:21,834 --> 01:05:26,839
♪ Hmmmm mmmmm ♪
969
01:05:28,257 --> 01:05:30,760
♪ Hmmmm mmmmm ♪
970
01:05:44,231 --> 01:05:49,236
♪ Oh my sweet friend ♪
971
01:05:49,695 --> 01:05:51,689
♪ Ain't you coming ♪
972
01:05:51,739 --> 01:05:55,201
♪ Down to the river's end ♪
973
01:06:03,042 --> 01:06:04,327
(water rushes)
974
01:06:04,377 --> 01:06:06,170
- [Doctor] I'd like to present that,
975
01:06:07,380 --> 01:06:09,624
Is it, that we're at some sort of junction
976
01:06:09,674 --> 01:06:11,125
and there's three paths, okay?
977
01:06:11,175 --> 01:06:13,836
There's repair, reconstruction, salvage
978
01:06:13,886 --> 01:06:15,546
were the three paths we talked about.
979
01:06:15,596 --> 01:06:17,423
We're already two and
a half weeks into it.
980
01:06:17,473 --> 01:06:20,176
And so if we're going to
try to do that first path,
981
01:06:20,226 --> 01:06:22,803
the repair path, boy, we
got to get right on it.
982
01:06:22,853 --> 01:06:25,773
Now, the second path
983
01:06:27,108 --> 01:06:28,859
is called reconstruction.
984
01:06:30,194 --> 01:06:33,314
The reconstructive procedure in this case
985
01:06:33,364 --> 01:06:34,815
would be an osteotomy.
986
01:06:34,865 --> 01:06:36,192
That's where the bone is healed so much,
987
01:06:36,242 --> 01:06:37,276
you can't scrape it out,
988
01:06:37,326 --> 01:06:39,654
but you could cut it and
you cut it with a saw.
989
01:06:39,704 --> 01:06:42,239
We have clever little
saws that will cut things.
990
01:06:42,289 --> 01:06:45,117
And then you move the piece
where you want it to be
991
01:06:45,167 --> 01:06:47,503
and you clamp it in
place, put some screws in.
992
01:06:49,630 --> 01:06:50,831
There are some problems that we have
993
01:06:50,881 --> 01:06:53,167
that have no backup plan, okay?
994
01:06:53,217 --> 01:06:56,762
And if you get screwy
then you lose stuff, okay?
995
01:06:57,680 --> 01:06:59,715
- [Chandler] I made the
choice to keep going.
996
01:06:59,765 --> 01:07:01,759
My finger would have to wait,
997
01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:03,519
even if it meant permanent damage.
998
01:07:13,404 --> 01:07:15,648
(pot clatters)
999
01:07:15,698 --> 01:07:16,532
Damn it!
1000
01:07:19,994 --> 01:07:21,946
The journey was wearing on me,
1001
01:07:21,996 --> 01:07:23,406
not just physically,
1002
01:07:23,456 --> 01:07:25,324
but the mental battle of riding solo
1003
01:07:25,374 --> 01:07:27,043
for so long was weighing me down.
1004
01:07:34,967 --> 01:07:36,961
(soulful bluegrass music)
1005
01:07:37,011 --> 01:07:39,630
If I was going to make it
to the top of that mountain,
1006
01:07:39,680 --> 01:07:40,723
I needed help.
1007
01:07:42,892 --> 01:07:44,760
Four years before this ride,
1008
01:07:44,810 --> 01:07:46,929
Jared and I had met on the road.
1009
01:07:46,979 --> 01:07:48,723
We've remained close friends,
1010
01:07:48,773 --> 01:07:51,726
taking a bike trip together
every couple of years.
1011
01:07:51,776 --> 01:07:53,728
As soon as he heard I was struggling,
1012
01:07:53,778 --> 01:07:56,188
he jumped on a plane to come join me.
1013
01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:57,732
He had also lost someone close,
1014
01:07:57,782 --> 01:08:00,026
his mom 10 years before,
1015
01:08:00,076 --> 01:08:02,536
and connected to what I
was trying to do for you.
1016
01:08:12,254 --> 01:08:14,915
Another friend and my editor, Kevin,
1017
01:08:14,965 --> 01:08:17,543
would join us for the final stretch.
1018
01:08:17,593 --> 01:08:19,378
Like Connor before him,
1019
01:08:19,428 --> 01:08:21,472
this was also his first backpacking trip.
1020
01:08:31,732 --> 01:08:34,235
Up high like that, and then down.
1021
01:08:37,613 --> 01:08:40,282
(fire crackles)
1022
01:08:46,122 --> 01:08:49,625
(indistinct conversation)
1023
01:08:56,340 --> 01:08:59,510
(crackling continues)
1024
01:09:01,178 --> 01:09:04,298
(music continues)
1025
01:09:04,348 --> 01:09:07,768
(conversations continue)
1026
01:09:30,624 --> 01:09:31,458
Alaska,
1027
01:09:32,376 --> 01:09:33,285
Alaska,
1028
01:09:33,335 --> 01:09:34,912
Down,
1029
01:09:34,962 --> 01:09:36,046
Hm.. hm.. hm!
1030
01:09:37,965 --> 01:09:39,383
Ding, ding, ding!
1031
01:09:40,593 --> 01:09:42,273
- Oh, we go through Happy Valley tomorrow.
1032
01:09:44,430 --> 01:09:46,090
- The end was near.
1033
01:09:46,140 --> 01:09:47,925
After five months of riding,
1034
01:09:47,975 --> 01:09:50,769
we were one day away from
taking the last pedal.
1035
01:10:02,198 --> 01:10:07,203
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1036
01:10:08,078 --> 01:10:10,581
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1037
01:10:20,049 --> 01:10:22,551
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1038
01:10:31,894 --> 01:10:36,265
♪ I'm on my way ♪
1039
01:10:36,315 --> 01:10:41,278
♪ Yes, I'm on my way ♪
1040
01:10:41,362 --> 01:10:46,367
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1041
01:10:48,035 --> 01:10:50,704
♪ I'm on my way ♪
1042
01:10:55,542 --> 01:10:57,795
- Congratulations, brother.
1043
01:11:05,552 --> 01:11:08,931
Then, just like that, Dad,
there was no more road.
1044
01:11:10,266 --> 01:11:12,092
- Well, after a very full day
1045
01:11:12,142 --> 01:11:15,521
of hiking and camp chores and children,
1046
01:11:16,522 --> 01:11:19,525
I won't have any problem
at all sleeping tonight.
1047
01:11:20,442 --> 01:11:21,277
Goodnight.
1048
01:11:27,825 --> 01:11:30,152
- I dipped my tires in the
waters of the Pacific.
1049
01:11:30,202 --> 01:11:32,746
I had bridged North America, by road.
1050
01:11:35,040 --> 01:11:38,160
(water splashes)
1051
01:11:38,210 --> 01:11:39,912
My ride may have been over,
1052
01:11:39,962 --> 01:11:41,914
but the mountains still remained,
1053
01:11:41,964 --> 01:11:44,341
looming across the bay, calling.
1054
01:11:50,139 --> 01:11:53,092
(lively chatter)
1055
01:11:53,142 --> 01:11:56,595
- [Female Voice] We provide
company and conversation.
1056
01:11:56,645 --> 01:11:58,222
(laughter)
1057
01:11:58,272 --> 01:11:59,056
- [Male Voice] No, these are getting
1058
01:11:59,106 --> 01:12:01,058
sauteed and tossed into
the veggies, so like..
1059
01:12:01,108 --> 01:12:04,111
- [Chandler] Some locals invited
us over for a salmon feast.
1060
01:12:05,696 --> 01:12:07,489
- [Female Voice] No,
we're not hibernating.
1061
01:12:10,159 --> 01:12:10,985
- [Chandler] And showed us what an
1062
01:12:11,035 --> 01:12:13,195
Alaskan Friday night was all about.
1063
01:12:13,245 --> 01:12:14,321
- [Male Voice] You got four buddy.
1064
01:12:14,371 --> 01:12:16,156
You're going to get four shots.
1065
01:12:16,206 --> 01:12:17,541
Jordan gets three.
1066
01:12:18,542 --> 01:12:20,336
Julie gets three.
1067
01:12:23,213 --> 01:12:24,298
We're good. Yup.
1068
01:12:28,052 --> 01:12:29,303
- This is going to be bad.
1069
01:12:32,514 --> 01:12:34,850
(gun fires)
1070
01:12:36,810 --> 01:12:39,521
(shots continue)
1071
01:12:42,900 --> 01:12:44,143
- Leftie!
1072
01:12:44,193 --> 01:12:45,436
- Yeah, hell yeah!
1073
01:12:45,486 --> 01:12:46,320
- Leftie!
1074
01:12:55,412 --> 01:12:58,665
(boat engine rumbling)
1075
01:13:05,839 --> 01:13:08,250
- We had chartered a boat
to take us across the bay
1076
01:13:08,300 --> 01:13:09,593
to the base of the range.
1077
01:13:23,065 --> 01:13:25,142
Your mountain was two miles inland.
1078
01:13:25,192 --> 01:13:26,935
Just close enough that
I was planning on it
1079
01:13:26,985 --> 01:13:28,987
being a nice, easy walk to the top.
1080
01:13:32,241 --> 01:13:34,827
(rain patters)
1081
01:13:43,627 --> 01:13:44,962
So that's us right there.
1082
01:13:46,255 --> 01:13:48,048
What we're looking for is a creek
1083
01:13:49,383 --> 01:13:50,926
which I think is...
1084
01:13:52,678 --> 01:13:57,549
the other thing, the creek might be the...
1085
01:13:57,599 --> 01:14:00,344
might have the most we'll have
to bushwhack through as well.
1086
01:14:00,394 --> 01:14:03,472
The plan was to take two
days to get to the top.
1087
01:14:03,522 --> 01:14:04,515
- The creek is just a
good frame of reference
1088
01:14:04,565 --> 01:14:06,233
because it takes us..
1089
01:14:07,151 --> 01:14:09,236
So we can get like a gist of where we are.
1090
01:14:13,157 --> 01:14:14,992
I'd recommend a sleeves down guys.
1091
01:14:17,828 --> 01:14:19,068
It's about to got to get spiky.
1092
01:14:22,708 --> 01:14:23,542
Woo!
1093
01:14:24,751 --> 01:14:25,994
The dense underbrush was
1094
01:14:26,044 --> 01:14:28,005
extremely difficult to move through.
1095
01:14:31,341 --> 01:14:33,836
The majority of the plants
were lined with thorns,
1096
01:14:33,886 --> 01:14:35,971
making walking even more difficult.
1097
01:14:37,681 --> 01:14:41,185
By the end of day one, we had
made very little progress.
1098
01:14:43,103 --> 01:14:44,813
I had not prepared for this.
1099
01:14:46,899 --> 01:14:48,609
I had never wanted a machete more.
1100
01:14:52,237 --> 01:14:55,491
(soft spiritual music)
1101
01:15:02,581 --> 01:15:05,584
(branches snapping)
1102
01:15:27,022 --> 01:15:29,099
Are you ready to sleep
in the tent tonight?
1103
01:15:29,149 --> 01:15:30,984
- First time ever. First tent.
1104
01:15:31,902 --> 01:15:33,403
- [Chandler] Yeah!
1105
01:15:35,489 --> 01:15:38,992
(indistinct conversation)
1106
01:15:45,332 --> 01:15:46,825
Here's the thing -
1107
01:15:46,875 --> 01:15:50,621
I'm going to need you to
come right now to Alaska.
1108
01:15:50,671 --> 01:15:52,548
We're going to walk through the bush.
1109
01:15:54,216 --> 01:15:56,293
All right, let's do this!
1110
01:15:56,343 --> 01:15:59,755
- Somehow missed a river that
we were trying to get to,
1111
01:15:59,805 --> 01:16:02,799
to fill up water... so
we have no more water.
1112
01:16:02,849 --> 01:16:03,717
We have a little bit.
1113
01:16:03,767 --> 01:16:05,260
Right now, we're actually
collecting rainwater
1114
01:16:05,310 --> 01:16:07,563
because it just never stops raining here.
1115
01:16:08,647 --> 01:16:10,390
I've been sick as a dog all day,
1116
01:16:10,440 --> 01:16:11,934
but I think I'll be better tomorrow.
1117
01:16:11,984 --> 01:16:14,520
I hope.
1118
01:16:14,570 --> 01:16:17,239
- [Chandler] Behind us
is as Jakolof Bay, right?
1119
01:16:18,657 --> 01:16:22,286
We should be heading,
trying to head due south.
1120
01:16:37,259 --> 01:16:39,336
- [Chandler] It became clear very quickly
1121
01:16:39,386 --> 01:16:41,138
that I had chosen the wrong way up.
1122
01:16:53,942 --> 01:16:56,778
(leaves rustling)
1123
01:16:58,322 --> 01:17:01,325
(branches snapping)
1124
01:17:14,546 --> 01:17:17,874
The slope became too steep
and the undergrowth too thick.
1125
01:17:17,924 --> 01:17:21,053
There was no choice except
go down to where we started.
1126
01:17:23,513 --> 01:17:25,849
(footsteps)
1127
01:17:32,105 --> 01:17:35,851
I cannot conceptualize
1128
01:17:35,901 --> 01:17:37,235
not getting up there,
1129
01:17:38,362 --> 01:17:39,396
but at the same time,
1130
01:17:39,446 --> 01:17:42,741
it's becoming very much the
reality of the situation.
1131
01:17:44,951 --> 01:17:47,529
Now I was becoming worried about time.
1132
01:17:47,579 --> 01:17:48,905
We had a plane picking us up
1133
01:17:48,955 --> 01:17:50,490
from the opposite side of the mountain
1134
01:17:50,540 --> 01:17:52,084
on the morning of day six.
1135
01:17:59,049 --> 01:18:01,501
The game plan was to
attempt another approach.
1136
01:18:01,551 --> 01:18:04,179
This time starting from the
north and heading south.
1137
01:18:13,897 --> 01:18:15,432
We found a bear trail that cut through
1138
01:18:15,482 --> 01:18:17,100
some of the thicker underbrush
1139
01:18:17,150 --> 01:18:19,778
and followed it straight up
the front of the mountain.
1140
01:18:22,155 --> 01:18:23,573
- We need a very specific
1141
01:18:26,576 --> 01:18:28,078
climate situation here.
1142
01:18:30,706 --> 01:18:32,240
- Starting to get cold and breezy.
1143
01:18:32,290 --> 01:18:33,458
Getting above tree line.
1144
01:18:42,676 --> 01:18:43,794
- [Chandler] By the end of the day,
1145
01:18:43,844 --> 01:18:45,379
we had made it a good ways up
1146
01:18:45,429 --> 01:18:48,140
and were set to make it to
the top early the next day.
1147
01:18:50,016 --> 01:18:52,302
What had started as a crazy dream
1148
01:18:52,352 --> 01:18:53,937
was somehow becoming a reality.
1149
01:18:55,188 --> 01:18:58,058
- No, I kinda want to push
past this brushy stuff,
1150
01:18:58,108 --> 01:18:59,434
get out in a little more open.
1151
01:18:59,484 --> 01:19:01,695
At least find some water, you know?
1152
01:19:09,077 --> 01:19:10,746
- We've gotta keep our composure!
1153
01:19:12,873 --> 01:19:13,782
- [Chandler] That's a big pile of poo.
1154
01:19:13,832 --> 01:19:17,002
Because we were following their
trail, the bears were out.
1155
01:19:18,044 --> 01:19:20,547
So we hung our bags out of their reach.
1156
01:19:33,435 --> 01:19:35,979
I think we're the only ones
crazy enough to be up here.
1157
01:19:36,980 --> 01:19:38,098
So this is kind of our view.
1158
01:19:38,148 --> 01:19:41,067
We were primed to finish the
journey on a beautiful day.
1159
01:19:44,654 --> 01:19:47,240
(rain patters)
1160
01:19:53,455 --> 01:19:55,115
A drizzle became a downpour
1161
01:19:55,165 --> 01:19:57,667
and stopped any attempt
we were making at the top.
1162
01:20:03,256 --> 01:20:06,626
When we heard thunder, it was
time to rush back to camp,
1163
01:20:06,676 --> 01:20:08,512
which was incredibly hard to do.
1164
01:20:12,474 --> 01:20:15,227
(rain continues)
1165
01:20:32,244 --> 01:20:33,820
It was pouring down rain today.
1166
01:20:33,870 --> 01:20:36,832
We were on the verge of
hypothermia, 40 degrees.
1167
01:20:37,874 --> 01:20:39,951
Couldn't make it to the
top of the first peak
1168
01:20:40,001 --> 01:20:41,336
to get to Lawrence.
1169
01:20:42,671 --> 01:20:44,247
Game plan tomorrow,
1170
01:20:44,297 --> 01:20:47,676
wake up, attempt to do it again,
1171
01:20:49,511 --> 01:20:52,889
but, we need a day and a half to get down.
1172
01:20:54,975 --> 01:20:56,101
I've come all this way.
1173
01:20:57,727 --> 01:20:59,604
And then literally at the,
1174
01:21:00,522 --> 01:21:03,016
not even the foot or like the base,
1175
01:21:03,066 --> 01:21:06,444
but like at the end of summit, you know?
1176
01:21:07,696 --> 01:21:10,407
It's not like a - this
isn't Mount Everest.
1177
01:21:13,952 --> 01:21:15,946
This isn't some crazy technical mountain,
1178
01:21:15,996 --> 01:21:19,875
but it's still, you know,
the weather is just terrible.
1179
01:21:22,836 --> 01:21:24,788
- I don't think I had any
indication from the beginning
1180
01:21:24,838 --> 01:21:26,198
that it would necessarily be easy.
1181
01:21:27,132 --> 01:21:28,675
- [Chandler] Tomorrow's day five,
1182
01:21:29,551 --> 01:21:34,055
which means tomorrow is
the last chance we have
1183
01:21:35,181 --> 01:21:36,675
to get to the top.
1184
01:21:36,725 --> 01:21:38,935
- Oh wait, we didn't
actually filter, did we?
1185
01:21:44,482 --> 01:21:45,308
- Want to do it?
1186
01:21:45,358 --> 01:21:46,142
- Today is the day!
1187
01:21:46,192 --> 01:21:47,986
- Let's do it.
1188
01:21:51,907 --> 01:21:54,568
(peaceful music)
1189
01:21:54,618 --> 01:21:55,819
- [Chandler] The weather
had cleared up enough
1190
01:21:55,869 --> 01:21:57,203
for us to push to the top
1191
01:21:58,288 --> 01:21:59,122
End of the road.
1192
01:22:00,665 --> 01:22:02,542
Right there, you see it?
1193
01:22:07,589 --> 01:22:10,091
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1194
01:22:29,027 --> 01:22:31,529
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1195
01:22:36,493 --> 01:22:37,494
Let's do it!
1196
01:22:42,374 --> 01:22:44,876
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1197
01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:58,473
♪ Hmmmm, mmmm ♪
1198
01:23:17,492 --> 01:23:19,694
(rain patters)
1199
01:23:19,744 --> 01:23:22,163
(wind gusts)
1200
01:23:27,544 --> 01:23:28,878
This is it, huh?
1201
01:23:33,508 --> 01:23:35,835
The storm's about to fucking kick our ass.
1202
01:23:35,885 --> 01:23:37,554
The storm's about to wreck us up.
1203
01:23:39,681 --> 01:23:41,766
We got maybe, what? Two more minutes here?
1204
01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:46,221
I wish, I mean, honestly I wish I felt
1205
01:23:46,271 --> 01:23:48,848
something more euphoric, you know?
1206
01:23:48,898 --> 01:23:52,060
Something, some kind of like
end of the rainbow moment,
1207
01:23:52,110 --> 01:23:55,905
but I feel accomplished, I feel -
1208
01:23:58,742 --> 01:24:01,619
I feel accomplished, I
feel like I did something,
1209
01:24:04,456 --> 01:24:07,826
but, that's the thing, I don't know.
1210
01:24:07,876 --> 01:24:09,586
I don't know how my dad would feel.
1211
01:24:10,670 --> 01:24:11,713
I don't know how...
1212
01:24:14,632 --> 01:24:15,467
I dunno.
1213
01:24:16,676 --> 01:24:19,421
It's something I've been
like, trying to figure out.
1214
01:24:19,471 --> 01:24:21,306
I know I was hoping standing up here,
1215
01:24:24,768 --> 01:24:26,144
kind of on top of the world.
1216
01:24:33,943 --> 01:24:36,229
Yeah. I just feel like
there's something else to,
1217
01:24:36,279 --> 01:24:39,274
I don't know, I was
hoping like right here,
1218
01:24:39,324 --> 01:24:41,951
it would be a break in the clouds moment.
1219
01:24:42,952 --> 01:24:46,331
You know, literally an answer
1220
01:24:47,957 --> 01:24:48,958
to a question.
1221
01:24:59,094 --> 01:25:01,846
(rain continues)
1222
01:25:11,648 --> 01:25:13,892
- I'll take this little
sprinkle and enjoy the fact
1223
01:25:13,942 --> 01:25:17,070
that there are no bugs hovering
around our faces right now.
1224
01:25:22,826 --> 01:25:24,619
- That's pretty awesome right there.
1225
01:25:27,914 --> 01:25:30,667
(playful banter)
1226
01:25:31,501 --> 01:25:34,254
(engine rumbles)
1227
01:25:41,928 --> 01:25:44,047
- So, we left the mountain.
1228
01:25:44,097 --> 01:25:46,299
The place where I thought I'd find you,
1229
01:25:46,349 --> 01:25:48,843
and had spent six months working towards,
1230
01:25:48,893 --> 01:25:50,553
which left me wondering -
1231
01:25:50,603 --> 01:25:53,314
if not there, where was
I going to find you?
1232
01:26:01,656 --> 01:26:05,443
(contemplative music)
1233
01:26:05,493 --> 01:26:07,195
The question ran through my mind,
1234
01:26:07,245 --> 01:26:08,738
as I said goodbye to Jared,
1235
01:26:08,788 --> 01:26:10,498
as he boarded a plane back east.
1236
01:26:20,717 --> 01:26:22,335
And as I went under the knife
1237
01:26:22,385 --> 01:26:23,928
to try and salvage my finger.
1238
01:26:27,682 --> 01:26:30,476
(music continues)
1239
01:26:45,658 --> 01:26:48,236
And I kept repeating the
question over and over
1240
01:26:48,286 --> 01:26:52,207
as the 6,700 miles of concrete
flew under me in a car.
1241
01:26:54,375 --> 01:26:57,587
I looked for something along
the road to give me an answer,
1242
01:26:59,589 --> 01:27:00,548
but I found none.
1243
01:27:08,223 --> 01:27:11,634
I settled back into New
York and resumed my life.
1244
01:27:11,684 --> 01:27:13,770
My quest unfulfilled.
1245
01:27:18,066 --> 01:27:20,860
(music continues)
1246
01:27:31,120 --> 01:27:34,115
♪ And dark days will come ♪
1247
01:27:34,165 --> 01:27:35,992
♪ Face it right away ♪
1248
01:27:36,042 --> 01:27:38,953
♪ Face it head on ♪
1249
01:27:39,003 --> 01:27:43,166
♪ There are few things this
world could never take ♪
1250
01:27:43,216 --> 01:27:47,503
♪ The loyalty of a dog and his prey ♪
1251
01:27:47,553 --> 01:27:50,632
♪ And I lie down for you ♪
1252
01:27:50,682 --> 01:27:52,550
♪ And kept you home ♪
1253
01:27:52,600 --> 01:27:57,605
♪ And kept you true ♪
1254
01:27:58,189 --> 01:28:01,059
♪ No ♪
1255
01:28:01,109 --> 01:28:03,695
♪ take it slow ♪
1256
01:28:08,366 --> 01:28:09,575
- [Chandler] Still lost,
1257
01:28:10,743 --> 01:28:13,121
I went to the only place
I could still find you.
1258
01:28:14,998 --> 01:28:17,375
I sorted through hours
and hours of home video,
1259
01:28:18,876 --> 01:28:21,621
looking for something, anything,
1260
01:28:21,671 --> 01:28:24,299
to make sense out of the
past six months of my life.
1261
01:28:25,591 --> 01:28:30,004
Among that footage, I saw a
pattern starting to emerge.
1262
01:28:30,054 --> 01:28:32,340
I had imagined my ride to be a solo one,
1263
01:28:32,390 --> 01:28:33,967
and the journey my own.
1264
01:28:34,017 --> 01:28:36,469
But after looking at all
those home videos, Dad,
1265
01:28:36,519 --> 01:28:39,055
I was struck that none of
them were of you alone,
1266
01:28:39,105 --> 01:28:42,308
in all of them, you were
taking people out there.
1267
01:28:42,358 --> 01:28:45,353
Never once did you venture
out there just for yourself.
1268
01:28:45,403 --> 01:28:47,730
You knew what outdoor
adventure had given you,
1269
01:28:47,780 --> 01:28:49,315
and you wanted to share that.
1270
01:28:49,365 --> 01:28:52,151
For you, the most important thing
1271
01:28:52,201 --> 01:28:53,870
was about sharing that journey.
1272
01:28:56,664 --> 01:28:59,500
(uplifting music)
1273
01:29:03,588 --> 01:29:05,581
You weren't waiting for
me on top of that mountain
1274
01:29:05,631 --> 01:29:06,758
to show me an answer.
1275
01:29:08,718 --> 01:29:10,670
You were with me the whole journey,
1276
01:29:10,720 --> 01:29:13,014
showing me it was about
the people I was with.
1277
01:29:19,604 --> 01:29:21,356
Connor is busy since he returned,
1278
01:29:23,232 --> 01:29:25,943
except now, he's the one leading.
1279
01:29:33,618 --> 01:29:36,404
- [Luke] These might not
even be like real memories.
1280
01:29:36,454 --> 01:29:39,115
I remember my knee coming up,
floating up out of the water
1281
01:29:39,165 --> 01:29:40,825
and seeing it for the first time,
1282
01:29:40,875 --> 01:29:43,161
like somebody had just
smashed it with a hammer.
1283
01:29:43,211 --> 01:29:45,747
What's, you know, what's
going on? How can we fix it?
1284
01:29:45,797 --> 01:29:47,206
All right, my knees busted.
1285
01:29:47,256 --> 01:29:49,751
- [Chandler] Thankfully,
after extensive rehab,
1286
01:29:49,801 --> 01:29:51,002
Luke healed his knee.
1287
01:29:51,052 --> 01:29:53,588
- I'll make it out of
here, it's gonna be fine.
1288
01:29:53,638 --> 01:29:56,674
I was floatin' dude! And
she came back, she's like
1289
01:29:56,724 --> 01:29:58,968
"you're okay, you're okay!"
1290
01:29:59,018 --> 01:30:00,928
Cause you're supposed
to like, tap your head,
1291
01:30:00,978 --> 01:30:03,681
when you're in the water to let
the guides know you're okay.
1292
01:30:03,731 --> 01:30:05,308
She was trying to get me to tap my head,
1293
01:30:05,358 --> 01:30:07,819
she was like, "you're okay, you're okay"
1294
01:30:08,736 --> 01:30:10,980
And I go, "No! No, not okay!"
1295
01:30:11,030 --> 01:30:13,566
And she - I remember the look on her face.
1296
01:30:13,616 --> 01:30:16,444
I mean, we'd been talking
about taking a trip like this
1297
01:30:16,494 --> 01:30:17,695
for half a decade,
1298
01:30:17,745 --> 01:30:19,989
and been talking about this specific trip
1299
01:30:20,039 --> 01:30:21,374
for like two years.
1300
01:30:22,208 --> 01:30:24,460
And dude, I wouldn't change anything
1301
01:30:25,837 --> 01:30:27,630
about what happened at all.
1302
01:30:28,548 --> 01:30:30,917
I mean, I still feel like we need to go
1303
01:30:30,967 --> 01:30:33,795
and take another trip as soon as we can.
1304
01:30:33,845 --> 01:30:35,171
Like, we got to get out of the city.
1305
01:30:35,221 --> 01:30:36,848
We need to go and do something.
1306
01:30:39,684 --> 01:30:40,843
- [Chandler] Jared and I
1307
01:30:40,893 --> 01:30:42,603
are planning our next trek already
1308
01:30:44,021 --> 01:30:46,899
because with him, there will
always be another adventure.
1309
01:30:53,823 --> 01:30:55,566
In life and adventure,
1310
01:30:55,616 --> 01:30:57,577
Mom showed me the ropes as much as you.
1311
01:30:58,536 --> 01:31:01,864
Sharing that gift as a family
with Mom, Annie and Lizzie
1312
01:31:01,914 --> 01:31:03,916
is one of the more special things we do.
1313
01:31:14,552 --> 01:31:18,589
♪ Cause I've been swinging from limbs ♪
1314
01:31:18,639 --> 01:31:23,644
♪ Since I was just three ♪
1315
01:31:25,813 --> 01:31:29,642
♪ Cause I've been swinging from limbs ♪
1316
01:31:29,692 --> 01:31:33,112
♪ Since I was just three ♪
1317
01:31:36,532 --> 01:31:39,819
- Peter, Kevin and Scott, my producers,
1318
01:31:39,869 --> 01:31:42,196
all joined to help me tell this story.
1319
01:31:42,246 --> 01:31:44,991
Our work and adventures have only begun
1320
01:31:45,041 --> 01:31:46,167
at the end of the road.
1321
01:31:47,919 --> 01:31:51,088
♪ Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh ♪
1322
01:31:58,888 --> 01:32:02,058
♪ Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh ♪
1323
01:32:10,149 --> 01:32:13,603
♪ And I'll be wading in the water ♪
1324
01:32:13,653 --> 01:32:18,658
♪ When the world is tumbling down ♪
1325
01:32:20,993 --> 01:32:24,489
♪ And I'll be wading in the water ♪
1326
01:32:24,539 --> 01:32:29,544
♪ When the world is tumbling down ♪
1327
01:32:31,754 --> 01:32:35,458
♪ I'll be singin' ♪
1328
01:32:35,508 --> 01:32:40,513
♪ When the rest have lost their sound ♪
1329
01:32:42,932 --> 01:32:46,677
♪ I'll be singin' loud ♪
1330
01:32:46,727 --> 01:32:50,389
♪ When the rest have lost their sound ♪
1331
01:32:50,439 --> 01:32:52,266
You lost your battle with depression,
1332
01:32:52,316 --> 01:32:54,977
but I see now how adventuring
in the outdoors helped you
1333
01:32:55,027 --> 01:32:57,321
battle your sickness
for as long as you did.
1334
01:33:00,157 --> 01:33:03,236
Remembering you wasn't
about naming that mountain,
1335
01:33:03,286 --> 01:33:06,280
remembering you was about
sharing what you held so dear
1336
01:33:06,330 --> 01:33:08,658
and had helped you so much.
1337
01:33:08,708 --> 01:33:10,585
It was about sharing that adventure
1338
01:33:12,044 --> 01:33:13,879
and it is about sharing your journey.
1339
01:33:14,880 --> 01:33:16,674
So that's what I'm going to do, Dad.
1340
01:33:17,758 --> 01:33:18,593
For you.
1341
01:33:26,684 --> 01:33:29,854
♪ Ooooh, ooooh, ooooh ♪
1342
01:33:38,404 --> 01:33:40,898
- Well, the trip's over,
we did make it back,
1343
01:33:40,948 --> 01:33:45,403
and just like Judy,
very proud of the kids,
1344
01:33:45,453 --> 01:33:47,154
all of us for doing it.
1345
01:33:47,204 --> 01:33:49,031
It's definitely the most ambitious
1346
01:33:49,081 --> 01:33:52,618
family event project
that we've done before,
1347
01:33:52,668 --> 01:33:57,673
so we're expanding the
envelope, our horizons,
1348
01:33:57,923 --> 01:33:59,875
doing trips like this.
1349
01:33:59,925 --> 01:34:01,085
I think it's been a real big
1350
01:34:01,135 --> 01:34:03,296
learning experience for the kids,
1351
01:34:03,346 --> 01:34:04,964
and I think it's something
that'll carry over
1352
01:34:05,014 --> 01:34:07,300
to them for other things they do in life.
1353
01:34:07,350 --> 01:34:09,760
They know they've done
something this ambitious,
1354
01:34:09,810 --> 01:34:11,854
they can conquer other worlds.
1355
01:34:12,897 --> 01:34:15,558
All that seriousness aside, I
think they did have fun seeing
1356
01:34:15,608 --> 01:34:18,319
all the outdoors and all the
little critters they did.
1357
01:34:19,153 --> 01:34:21,656
So long, Peter. Thank you very much.
1358
01:34:23,699 --> 01:34:27,370
(uplifting bluegrass music)
1359
01:34:46,889 --> 01:34:51,894
♪ Our hearts our racing,
let's go chase them down ♪
1360
01:34:57,525 --> 01:35:02,530
♪ My blood is pumping one
hundred miles an hour ♪
1361
01:35:08,285 --> 01:35:11,280
♪ All these bruises ♪
1362
01:35:11,330 --> 01:35:16,293
♪ Just a reason, there's
no turning back for me ♪
1363
01:35:19,338 --> 01:35:24,343
♪ Honey we can, finally
let our wild run free ♪
1364
01:35:27,096 --> 01:35:30,433
♪ Let our wild run free ♪
1365
01:35:50,995 --> 01:35:56,000
♪ Baby we're wasting,
that don't matter now ♪
1366
01:36:01,547 --> 01:36:06,552
♪ Was too young enough,
not to give a damn anyhow ♪
1367
01:36:12,475 --> 01:36:17,438
♪ Let them throw their,
expectations to the dogs ♪
1368
01:36:22,943 --> 01:36:27,948
♪ Then our blood on sway,
honey written on the wall ♪
1369
01:36:31,118 --> 01:36:34,029
♪ Written on the wall ♪
1370
01:36:34,079 --> 01:36:36,198
♪ Your loveless words are ♪
1371
01:36:36,248 --> 01:36:41,253
♪ Just a reason there's
no turning back for you ♪
1372
01:36:44,215 --> 01:36:49,220
♪ Don't you wanna see just
what this love can do? ♪
1373
01:36:55,392 --> 01:37:00,356
♪ Don't you wanna see just
what trouble we can get into? ♪
1374
01:37:01,148 --> 01:37:03,984
(harmonica sings)
1375
01:37:14,453 --> 01:37:18,833
♪ (We can get into) ♪
1376
01:37:43,190 --> 01:37:48,195
♪ Our hearts our racing,
let's go chase them down ♪
1377
01:37:53,826 --> 01:37:58,831
♪ We're looking for an excuse
to get out of this town ♪
95875
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