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Previously on ER:

Would it be okay if I
stopped by the apartment?

Yeah, sure, uh,
I think you've

got some stuff
left in the hall closet.

KOVAC:
Where have you been?

I was worried.

TAGGART:
I wanted to say thanks

for suggesting I look
into the transport program.

I'm going for it.

You're one of those
smart girls, aren't you?

You've only just noticed?

LOCKHART:
Why do you do that?
KOVAC:
Do what?

Drink in front of me.
I mean, you never once asked me

was that okay with me or did
that bother me or was that...

You used to have a problem.
You're much better now.

My father died.

Luka!

Is the stroller in the car?

No, it's down here
in the living room.

Can we carry it
on the plane?

Uh, no, we're going to have
to check it at the gate.

KOVAC:
"And all through the house
not a creature was stirring,

not even a mouse."

(speaking Croatian)

Mouse, huh?

Okay.

Okay, the flight is
at 10:00 tonight, right?

I'm just gonna run

a couple errands--
dry cleaners, the bank.

It shouldn't
take very long.

No, no, sweetheart, you stay
here with Daddy, okay?

Let Daddy finish the book.
Joe, let's go

look at the tree, huh?

Help me count how many
Santas we got here.

You okay?

Yeah, are you?

Yeah.

I'll be back.
I'll be back in an hour or two.

Okay? Bye.

I saw Frosty The Snowman
on TV last night.

It's December 6.
Yeah, I know.

You know, by the time
the Yuletide actually gets here,

you're already sick of it.
We work for the County

which means they all
got to get equal time.

Christmas,
Hanukkah, Kwanzaa.

Why can't people
agree on one date
and be done with it?

Damn, what a messed-up board!
Messed-up floor.

It's like Calcutta
around here.

Calcutta on a bad day.

We signed 142
on the night shift.

That's a new record.
Must be proud.

I'm too tired
to go home.

I'm gonna sleep
in the call room.

Poor kid's a zombie.

142, huh?

Wait, we keep
this thing cranking,

we could hit 300.
Yeah, right.

Yeah, that'd be quite
a milestone.
Forget it.

We've never had over 250
in a 24-hour period.

Dare to dream big, Frank.

We'd have to sign in, what?

14 patients an hour
for the next 12 hours.

It's never gonna happen.
I bet you 300 bucks

we hit that mark by
the end of this shift.

Too rich for me.
No, no, no.

You guys could split it.

Yeah, put up a hundred
each against my three.

I'm in.
Oh, Lord, when
is he gonna learn?

Looks like I'm gonna
be able to get the wife

that newfangled toaster
she's been hinting for.

Frank, you romantic fool.
Mm-hmm.

Admin sent this down.

Oh, put that by Trauma.

New portable CT scanner.

That's the holiday gift
for the ER.

In lieu of the lovely
T-shirts we normally get.

Oh, too bad.
I love those shirts.

Hey, guys.
Everybody see my memo?

Oh, I saw your memo.

What memo?
What memo?

I'm going around
to all the departments

and I'm doing blessing
ceremonies and memorials.

And today is
the ER's turn.

Well, you know, that sounds nice
and very, uh... cleansing,

but no, we're going
to be pretty busy.

No, it's not
really our thing.

Why don't you try Oncology?

They love all that
touchy-feely crap.

Come on, guys,
this could be cool.

Enlightening, gratifying.

Don't shoot the kid down.

How open-minded
of you, Dr. Gates.

Thank you. I do my best,
Miss Dupree.

Good. So I'll see
you all later.

Are you and her, uh...?

Wait a second.

Are you banging
the chaplain?

TAGGART:
Pratt, hey, Pratt?

Yeah?
Melissa Tanner, 61,

restrained driver
of moderate velocity,

TC and respiratory distress.

Look at you. You're on
the chopper today, huh?

Logging hours,
part of my transpo training.

She's getting unresponsive.

What's this scar
on her chest?
Looks like she had

a thoracotomy;
stats are dropping.

All right, here we go.
Hundred percent non-rebreather,

and portable chest, here you go.

Morris?
MORRIS:
What do we got here?

That's her son, Lowell.

Down's Syndrome, facial
lacs, a few contusions.

Found walking
on the scene.

Is Mommy okay?
Yeah, we're helping
her now, Lowell.

Need me, Morris?
No, I got this.
Push some charts.

Harold?

Who you supposed
to be, Merlin?

I need a ladder,
out in the bay.

You need a ladder
for what?

Holy cow, is that
what I think it is?

It's not a cow, no.

What's going on?

RASGOTRA:
We had a dress rehearsal
for a hospital holiday pageant.

DUBENKO:
Surgery drew the Nativity scene.

Congratulations.

And this, uh, camel
they got from somewhere

bit Lucien on the leg.

Well, why the hell
did you bring it here?

Oh, we were just
down the street.

Well, we need
to take a culture.

You need a shave.

There might be
an exotic organism

that needs
targeted therapy, so...

All right, let's
give this a shot.

Here, my dad raised horses.

Allow me.

Okay, buddy.

This won't hurt.

Just a little bit.

No, this'll be easy, come on.

Whoa.

Whoa, I'll get it.
I'll get it.

Ho!

Hey, just...

She's not
a cooperative animal.

All right.

Just... all right.

Come here. All right.

You know what? I'm staring
to think this is not such

a good idea.
We've got to get
a swab, Tony.

(sighs):
All right.

Easy there, big fella.

(phone rings)

Oh, Harold, can you grab
my phone from my back pocket?

Sure thing.

DUBENKO:
We'll still have noon
conference, Neela.

I made need you to make that fat

embolus presentation without me.

You have it
on your laptop, right?

"Missed call: Abby."

Yeah, but I left it at home.
Okay, well, you'll go home

after morning
rounds and get it.

Sorry about this.

Hey, Neela, I left
a message on your cell.

Um, I was just wondering
if you were home right now.

Um, Luka's father died and we're
flying to Croatia tonight.

And I left a few things
in the closet,

so I thought I'd just
come by and pick 'em up.

All right, talk to you later.

Thanks for helping sell
those guys on the ceremony.

Oh, I'll proselytize
for you any day.

Nice to know
I have an acolyte.

Pulse ox down to 84.

No pneumothorax.
Any rib fractures?

I don't think so.
Intubation tray.

TAGGART:
Do you mind if I try?

Come on, I need ten
supervised for my training.

No, no, Sam, this isn't
a good teaching case.

Patent airway,
it shouldn't be that tricky.

She's had thoracic surgery
with lousy reserve.

Once we paralyze,
every second counts.

Aw, come on, give Sam a try.

Here.

Suction.

20 of entomidate,
hundred of sux.

MORRIS:
Oh, guys, this is cool.

Hey, what's up with her kid?

Oh, just a few scratches.

Whoa, non-contrast scan
in 15 seconds.

She's out.

Go, go.

How about we fire
this baby up?

PRATT:
Quiet, Morris!

Got it.
Nice.

We're not radiating
every patient

just because we got a new toy.

Good breath sounds.

HALEH:
End tidal is yellow.
All right, good,

let's call for a vent.

Hey, Morris, see if you can get

the history from her son.

Kid doesn't say much.

I talked to him
on the chopper.

Call for a portable chest.

Okay, 151, 152, 153.

What are you doing?
Just tracking the census.

Sam, how's my mommy?

She's doing
better, Lowell.

We're helping her
breathe right now.

Do you know if your mom
takes any medicine?

Lots of pills.

She's sick.

Do you remember when
she had an operation?

How about the name
of her doctor?

It's okay.

The husband's number was in
her wallet, so I'll call him.

Going to call my dad?

Mm-hmm.

Continuous NG, recheck
lights in two hours,

write the order, then go get
your PowerPoint file.

I will do.
I'm going to be
upstairs in my office

while my anti-camel
drip kicks in.

Frank, I'm running home
for a bit.

I should be about
half an hour.

Dr. Zelinsky will start
with any consult orders
you might need.

You mean Harold.
Mm-hmm.

Please hurry back.
The husband of the woman

we choppered in
is on his way here.
Okay.

Hey, Sam.

You coming to my séance?

Oh, I'm off shift;
I'm pretty beat.

That's too bad.

Yeah, plus, to be honest,

my relationship with religion
is kind of complicated.

So is mine.

But, you know, it's not
exactly a "religious" ceremony.

Yeah, well, I was raised in
a pretty strict household.

A lot of talk about "sin"
and "damnation,"

And it never did
that much for me.

Do you believe in God?

Some days, it's tough.

And other days?

And other days,
I thank him for showing up.

Or her or whatever.

Well, if you change your mind

about our get-together,
we'll be here.

Sam, I hear you've been
riding rigs all over town.

You never asked me.

I go where they tell me, Zades.

Sure wish I could get

into that paramedic
conference today.

What? Sternback's case review?

Yeah, I hear it's
pretty interesting.

He goes through every
tough ambulance run.

Yeah, you can learn a lot.

So, you coming or not?

Can you get me in?

I got connections.
Let's go.

Yeah!

Hi.

Abby.

I didn't know
you were coming over.

Yeah, I left you
a couple messages.
Oh.

No problem, I just need
to pick up my computer.

You're watching TV?

Oh, yeah, I was just
checking the weather.

What's going on?

I was running a few errands,

and I remembered there was
a coat I left here

that I wanted to pick up.

And I had a drink.

You had a drink?

Yeah.

What are you doing?

Oh, geez...

You know what, just forget it.

I'm going to go.
Abby.

Yeah, I'm just
going to go, okay?

Is this what's been going on
these last few weeks?

What? Is what?

What's been going on
the past couple of weeks?

The way you've been acting,
that night at Ike's,

how far away you've seemed?
I mean, that time you asked
to come over here...

You know what, Neela?
Sometimes you are such a child.

Stop it. I'm trying
to help you.

Well, I don't need it, really.

You've got to stop this.

Think about Joe, think about
Luka-- you have to...

And I really don't expect you

to even begin
to understand this.

Well, if you love them,
you'll do something...

"If I love them"?!

Please.

I'm your friend.

Are you really about
to lecture me on love

with your track record?

Don't...
Because I'm thinking
right now

Ray is really wishing
he didn't meet you.

You don't... live here anymore.

Get out!

(door slamming)

She has
end-stage emphysema.

Used to smoke
three packs a day.

She still tries to sneak one
every now and then.

Yeah, we noticed the
scar on her chest.

Yeah, she had, um,
lung reduction surgery

about ten years ago.

It worked, I mean,
it worked for a while.

But she's been on home oxygen
24/7 for almost a year now.

PRATT:
We didn't realize.

We thought maybe her lungs
were bruised in the collision.

No. She shouldn't
have been driving.

She knows that.

I offered to hire a driver.

Well, the ventilator is
helping her to breathe.

No, no, she's a DNR.

She does not want to be
kept alive by a machine.

PRATT:
Well, we can take
off the support,

if that's what you
and your son decide.

He didn't say
anything about it.

My what?

Your son-- Lowell.

He's right there
in the next room.

I-I don't know who that is.

ZADRO:
So, you thinking
of making a change?

Maybe.

Had enough, huh?

I don't know.

I was a traveler for a long time
before I got to Chicago.

I've been a nurse at County
for over four years now.

Kind of weird for me.

I used to be wired for change.

Whoa! Hold on!

SAM:
Watch it!

(train rumbling)

(panting)

Hey, you okay, Sam?

Yeah. You?

I banged up my knee.

You all right?

I... think...

there's a kid...

Hey, Zadro!

Stay in the car.

WOMAN:
Evie!

Hey, I'm a nurse.
My name is Sam.

I'm going
to help you, okay?
Evie!

ZADRO:
Hey, honey,
what's your name?
Oh, God!

Oh, God!
Evie.

Evie.
Where do you hurt, Evie?

Evie...
Down there.

No obvious head trauma.

Did that car hit her?

I'm all right, Mom.

Where's Nina?

Who's Nina?

My dog.
MOTHER:
Is she okay?

She might have a broken bone
in her pelvis,

but everything else seems good.

What about her neck?

ZADRO:
She must have bruised it
on the way down.

You breathing okay?

Yeah.
ZADRO:
Sats are good.

BP 118 over 76.

Hey! Stay there, sir!

MAN:
Is that brother drunk?

I bet his dumb ass he's drunk.

WOMAN: Evie...
MAN: Ain't nothing
but liquor stores

and churches around here!

Hey, Sam, go check him.
I'll call for backup.

Excuse me, coming through.

Hey, asshole.

You hit a kid, man.
You been drinking?

Hey, come on,
back off, okay?

You hit a little girl!

What is your name, sir?

Uh... Del.

Uh, Del, do you
remember anything?

You know what happened?

When?

Here you go.

Oh, thank you.

Mind if I, uh...

No, no.

Thanks.

(sighs)

What's his name?

His name is Lowell.

Lowell.

Look, I'm sorry
you had to find out this way.

That your wife had a kid
with someone else.

Oh, no, no.

No, that wasn't it.

Melissa and I were...
we were in our forties.

We thought
we were past our...

having children time.

Then she got pregnant.

That was in 1983.

I knew something was wrong
right away.

I could tell by the... the looks
on the doctors' faces.

They told us about
Down's syndrome.

We realized
how hard it would be.

We weren't ready for it.

I convinced her

that it would be better...

that it would be...
better for all of us.

What would?

Giving him up?

Do you know why
he was in the car with her?

Hey, Pratt.

You seen Skye?

You should ask him.

Yeah.

Huh? What?

LOCKHART:
She's not in her office.

She's not on today.
What's up?

Uh, Luka's father
passed away.

What? Oh, I'm sorry
to hear that.

Yeah. So, we're, uh, we're
leaving for Croatia tonight.

I need to take a
leave of absence,

I figured she's the one
to talk to, right?

Hey, you okay?
Yeah.

You sure?
Yeah, I'm sure.

I mean, his father
just died.

Give me a break.
(sighs)

All right, well...
fill out the paperwork.

And... I'll tell
Skye about it.

Thanks.

A little oxygen in your nose.

Okay.

I think the girl
stopped moving.

I saw her get hit;
it was bad.

Think she
could die?
No.

You should go help
with the girl.

Paramedics are with her.
This jerk's so wrecked,

he feeling no pain.

He's concussed,
he's not drunk.

Come on, that girl
needs you more.

Hey! Why don't you back off

and let me do my work, okay?

Okay.

Give her some room.

Yeah. Thank you.
We're cool.
We're cool.

Hey!
Oh!
Oh, man!

Hey!
Little drunk bitch!

SAM:
Hey!
Whoa!

Hey, Zadro!

Oh!

MAN:
Whoa!

Frank, I need two more charts.

You're pathetic.

No, it's the funniest thing.

As I was getting
my coffee,

I noticed that Conchita
has carpal tunnel

from working
the register.

Ay! Si me duele mucho.

Yeah, and Bheru, here, has a bad
back from lifting heavy boxes.

I'm thinking...
I slipped a disk.

Bring it on, Morris.

We haven't even hit 200.

Are you serious?

Give me your card
and PIN number.

I'll save you a trip
to the ATM.

It's not over till
it's over, Frank.

A fool and his money
are soon parted, Morris!

Labs are back,
vitals are stable.

Well, everything...
everything looks good.

No serious injuries, Lowell.

Mommy was taking me
to a new place to live.

You know,
your mom's not doing well.

She needs air.

She's getting sicker.

Mommy comes every Thursday.

But she's too sick now.

Is my dad here?

I-I heard he's coming.

Which one is he?

I can find out,

and I'll, I'll bring you to him.

No.

Oh, you... you don't want
to meet him?

He didn't want me
when I was a baby.

Uh, you know, dads can
change their minds.

Really?

Really.

Yeah, my dad was kind of
like your dad.

Did he change his mind?

I like to think he did.

Oh, hi, Abby.

Hi.

Sorry.
Do you mind?

I have to...
Yeah.

What are you doing?

You haven't heard?

We're doing a memorial
and blessing ceremony.

Oh.

Who's bringing the Kool-Aid?

It's nothing scary,
don't worry.

You should come,
check it out.

Uh, no, I-I
don't think so.

Oh, everyone could use
a blessing now and then.

Or a memorial.

Abby, do I piss you off?

Excuse me?

I was wondering...

No, you don't piss me off.

I-I don't know...
know you really.

Because if
there was ever anything

you needed to talk about...

Why would I need that?

It's kind of why I'm here.

Okay.

You know,
there's this story...

I know, I know.

Bear with me.

It's about this little boy
who asks his mother,

"Do you think I can pick up
that big rock over there?"

And she says, "Yes,

I'm certain you can lift it
if you use all your strength."

So, he goes over and
he tries to lift the rock.

He tries a bunch of times,

until finally, he says,
"I couldn't do it."

So, she goes over there,

and together,
they lift the rock.

Wow, that's great.

And she explains to him

that, sometimes, using all your
strength means asking for help.

HALEH:
The floor is under control;
we got no incoming traumas.

MARQUEZ:
Want us to round up
the troops?

JULIA:
Yeah. Let's get
while the getting's good.

Ooh!

Sorry.
Sorry.

Sorry, Neela.
No, it's my fault.

My mind was somewhere else.

Ah, me too.

Um, I heard
about your father.

I'm sorry.
Thanks.

Yeah, just when
I thought

he was out of the
woods for awhile...

Have you seen
Abby today?

Something the matter?

No. She was supposed
to be home a while ago.

She must have gotten caught up
with something here.

(siren whoops)

Yeah, maybe she got
caught up with some work.

The names of those
who passed on

while under our care.

We take time from our busy day
to pay respect

to the mothers and fathers,

husbands and wives,

sisters and brothers,

sons and daughters,

who are no longer with us.

Think of one patient
who's changed you in some way.

Hold them in your memory.

Were they inspiring?

Funny?

Courageous?

Did they challenge you?

Teach you something
about yourself?

Were they searching
for something?

Was their heart...

...filled with love?

As you hold them
in your mind...

ask yourself
which of their qualities

can become part of my life?

Sorry. Multiple
trauma rolling in.

I waited as long as I could.

We'll finish this
another time.

FRANK:
I'll call the blood bank.

(all talking at once)

Blunt trauma,
auto versus ped.

You said you'd be
back an hour ago.

I didn't know where you were.

Well, here I am.

MORRIS: No way.
Anatomy's distorted.

I thought her
breathing was okay.

It was.
Someone grab
the fiber-optic scope.

I'll bag her up.
Is there a
problem?

MOTHER: What are
you doing-- tell me.

Joyce... Maybe you should
wait outside for now.

No, no, no,
I need to be here.

Just give us
a few minutes, okay?

You said it
was a scratch.

There's more swelling
in her throat.

So she can't breathe?

We're helping her.

Would you like
to sit down?

Oh, my God...
Oh, my God.

(sobbing):
Oh, my God.

(crying)

My baby.

Oh, my God.

My baby's hurt.

You're Lowell's dad?

Yeah.

Have the balls
to go in there.

LOCKHART:
I don't know
what to tell you.

Start with
what's going on.
Nothing!

If you don't want
to come back

to Croatia with me,
then say that.

No, that's not it.
Then what?

It's just a lot to
deal with, that's all.

Since I got back, you
haven't seemed happy.

You avoid me; we've
hardly touched each other.

Do you think I'm blind?
Don't be ridiculous.

Am I?

Look, you were just
gone... forever.

It was a lot
of stress.

taking care of Joe
and supporting us.

Supporting us...

Yeah, you weren't
working, Luka.

There were bills to pay.

All we had was
my resident's hours.

So you're mad
I wasn't working?

No, that's not it-- no.

It's just hard for me
to just turn it back on.

Turn what back on?

When... when did
it turn off?

I know you.

I know when
something's wrong.

Do you still love me?

Oh, my God!
Of course I still love you.

Why would you even ask me that?

Why the hell do you think?

Just talk to me-- hey!

Look, I have to go and
finish my leave request,

and then we'll
go to Croatia

and then everything
will be different.

Okay?

You can't just hide
forever, you know.

You can't.

Hey. Wait.

I'll see you at home.

All I can see are
arytenoid folds.

Sats are way down.

Okay, let's do
a surgical airway.

She's too young to crike.

You want a formal trake?
Prep the neck.

An open trake'll take too long.
20 minutes.

She doesn't have 20 minutes.

What about, uh,
jet ventillation?

That requires
a regulator.
And a release valve.

By the time you get
that from Central,
she'll be traked.

I can do it
with a nasal cannula.

Get out of here.
It'll take me 30 seconds.

Fine. You have till
we're gloved and gowned.
Lost the pulse.

PEA. I'm starting
compressions.

You're sure he-he,
uh, wants to meet me?

He was asking
the same question.

Will, uh...

Will you come in with me?

It's not a problem.

Someone's here
to see you.

Hello.

My name is Pierce.

My name is Lowell.

Lowell.

Lowell...

I'm your father.

Nice to meet you.

SAM:
Okay, Morris, steady the hub.

Nasal cannula at 15.

DUBENKO:
Okay. Ten blade.

Suction.

When I cover
the open prong,

she's gonna get a
blast of oxygen.

Hold CPR.

That's hot.

SAM:
One second on, four off.

Where'd you learn this?

Transport training.

Got a pulse.

Gates needs a surgeon now.

Yeah, I got it.

BP 10/60.

Big epidural.

She blew a pupil.

Heart rate's dropping.

Atropine.
Two amps didn't
touch him.

He needs O.R.

He'll never make
it to the O.R.
70/50.

Dopamine.
Hey, what about

a burr hole?
We need a drill
from upstairs.

Hold on-- he got kicked in the
head with the toe of a boot.

Show me the
bone windows.
All right.

He's seizing.
All right,
four of Atavan.

You know it looks like
a circular skull fracture.

RASGOTRA:
Oh, brilliant.
Prep for a cut-down.

Sorry your thing
got interrupted.

Oh.

Life in the ER, I guess.

We'll finish later.

Why did you tell me
that story before?

I like it.

And I thought
you might, too.

Hey, Frank, did that
fax come in yet
for Melissa Tanner?

Greg, thanks for taking
care of this thing
with Skye for me.

Oh... let Luka know
we're thinking about him.

Thanks.

Fax is right here
on the chart.

That the DNR?

Yep.

No intubation, no CPR.

Is the husband comfortable
honoring her wishes?

Yeah.

So, I guess we extubate.

And she's going to die
in a few hours.

Lowell needs to
understand that.

Doesn't seem right.

The kid's never had
a real family.

And on the same day that
they finally get together,

he's going
to lose his mom.

Makes me want to
call my folks.

(sighs)

You okay?

My mom died when
I was a kid.

Breast cancer.

We were close...

and I lost her
pretty early.

I don't even know why
I'm even talking about this.

Must be that time of year,
you know?

I'll go talk to them.

JARVIK:
Heart rate's down 20.

(alarms blaring)
All right,
start pacing him.

You know he's going
to arrest soon.

Elevating the fragment.
Suction.

What the hell is all this?

Draining
an epidural bleed.

You did a burr hole?

We didn't have to.
Heart rate's 80.
Bounding pulse.

(alarms quiet)
Oh, mayday hits a
three-pointer at the buzzer.

You people are crazy.

I'm going to go
and help Dubenko
with the trake.

I'll be right there.

Heard you were a seasoned pro
out there today.

Oh, you would think that.
I hit somebody.

How is that?
How are you?

Uh, yeah, I've had worse.

Harold, what's next?

Chuny, I got this.

ZELINSKY:
Uh, vertical incision

through the third
and fourth.

You bitch!

Remember that girl
you were so worried about?

Well, we're trying to
save her now, jerk-off.

Yeah, well, they got plenty
of doctors here.

You messed me up
pretty good!

Hey, this is a sterile
procedure, sir.
Hey!

I need you to step back!
Hey! Hey!

Get off me!

Get off me!
Stay down!

Don't move!

Get off me!
Don't move!

Not so tough now, are you?

Lowell, a long
time ago,

your mom decided she didn't want

to be put
on a breathing machine.

She wants to die?

Not exactly, no.

Son, living on the
machine, she wouldn't...

she wouldn't be able to do
things that she loved.

She... she wouldn't
be able to visit you.

She's be stuck
in the bed,

unable to walk or talk or eat.

She'd just get sicker
and sicker.

Mommy...

...are you sure you don't
want the machine?

She doesn't want it.

That means, in
a little while,

we're going
to pull out that tube.

Okay.

And she'll probably die
not too long

after that.

(voice breaking):
Could she get better?

I don't think so, Lowell.

But she might?

PIERCE:
Well...

Lowell, we'll
pray for that.

We'll pray for that.

Mommy...

you don't have to die today.

KOVAC:
So, we're gonna go
on the airplane.

Can you say airplane, huh?

(speaking Croatian)

Hey.
Hey.

Huh? It's...

(speaking Croatian)

With the
propeller, huh?

Yeah, put it here
and go...

(imitates airplane engine)

Hmm?

Huh?

(speaking Croatian)

Where's Niko?

Uh, he went to buy
a present for his wife.

Huh?

(speaking quietly, gently)

And are we ready
to fly now?

Ready to fly...
We're going to fly.

Where are we going to put
Joe in the airplane?

Want a window seat?
Huh?

Joe...

(kisses)

(kissing)

(sighs)

Luka, I need help.

(rain pattering outside)

I started
drinking again.

When?

The night Joe
got hurt.

And I...

I can't stop.

I thought when I came back,

we just needed to get used
to being married again.

And then things didn't get
better, and I thought...

So what do we do?

I need to fix it.

(sighs)

I need to go somewhere--

a facility
with professionals--

and get better.

And I need to believe
it this time,

and I need you
to believe it.

And I need you
to help me.

So...

So, take Joe...

go to Croatia
for your father,

while... I do that.

You want us to
go without you?

Yeah, I just...
You're his mother.

I know that.
I know that.

But I haven't been
a very good one...

and I honestly
don't think I can be

until I deal with this.

Can't we do this together?

This is how
we do it together.

You have to help me
do it... alone.

That's it?

Is there anything else?

What do you mean?

That you want
to tell me.

(sighs):
You know, I just...

I was out of control,
I got...

out of control, and I...

I did some things.

What kind of things?

Things that I'm ashamed of.

Okay, just tell me everything.

Luka...

After all this,
after everything,

you don't want to tell me?

Not tonight.

(sighs, groans)

It's my fault, isn't it?

No, don't.

Please don't.

I... I should have
come home earlier.

I shouldn't have
left you alone.

No, I should have been
able to handle this.

I broke my promise.

Don't do that, okay?
Don't.

I screwed up.

I screwed up because I
couldn't keep it together.

This is my fault.
I'm sorry.

It's me.
I'm so sorry.

And please, don't,
don't-- just don't.

I'm sorry.

(sighs)

Hey.
Hey.

Neurosurgery finished with
the driver from your MVC.

He's waking up.

Oh, that's good to know.

Nice move in there.
You okay?

Oh, yeah, I'm fine.

You know, I did
a little cage fighting

back in medical
school, so...

It showed.

Good thing Harold was in
there to save your ass.

Is that what happened?

Harold.

Seriously...

Thank you.

And I don't care what
anybody says, Gates--

I think you're
a half-decent guy.

Sam!
Is that a new patient?

No.
Damn.

With 15 minutes to go,
the patient count is 263.

I need
another two nurses here.

Food poisoning at
the Christmas potluck.

(men coughing,
retching)

Hallelujah!

All right, now take
a deep breath in...

and blow it out.

Good, good.

(coughing)
Good.

Hi, Mommy.

Hi, baby.

I love you.

I love you, too.

I couldn't forget him.

I never knew how to tell you.

Don't worry
about anything now.

He's our son.

I'll take care of him.

Ah...!

Ladies and gentlemen,

the official census
for the past 24 hours

stands at... 299.

Triage is empty...

which means
we will each be

$100 richer in...

ten... nine...

eight...

seven... six...

five...

four... three... two...

Aah! Son of a bitch!

(laughing):
Lily, make a chart for Frank.

You have a serious gambling
problem, you know that?

Three-view hand X-ray,
ibuprofen and an ice pack.

Three hundred! Yes!

Guys. Julia's ready.
We moved to Trauma Two.

Water is the source of all life.

It's used in healing rituals
all over the world,

in almost every faith.

Water is an element of
cleansing and purification.

Today, we use
sterile saline.

It's what we work with,

and water doesn't get
much cleaner than that.

Earlier, we talked about
what our patients do for us,

how they affect us,
stay with us.

Now we'll honor

what we do for them,

and pay thanks for the abilities
we've been given,

hoping that we may
continue to use them

to serve our
community.

So let's each dip our
hands in the water.

May we all have the
strength, dexterity,

and sensitivity
to carry out the
mission of healing,

and may our hands
be blessed.

(train rumbling past)

(engine starts)

JULIA:
We have our dead,

and we have let them go.

Now let's
turn our attention back

to the work of the living.