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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,211 --> 00:00:03,380 Gort, berenga. 2 00:00:03,450 --> 00:00:05,444 Those are what our turnouts should look like. 3 00:00:05,528 --> 00:00:07,154 Silver space suits. 4 00:00:07,238 --> 00:00:10,365 They'd strike fear into the heart of everyone around. 5 00:00:10,449 --> 00:00:11,950 Looks like Sullivan. 6 00:00:12,034 --> 00:00:13,619 It does. 7 00:00:13,703 --> 00:00:15,746 Um, I'm gonna go make some popcorn. 8 00:00:15,830 --> 00:00:16,752 Thank you. 9 00:00:16,836 --> 00:00:18,839 Yeah. Nice! 10 00:00:18,923 --> 00:00:20,918 Right. Okay, so, look... 11 00:00:21,002 --> 00:00:22,544 - Are you... - I know we've talked about this already, 12 00:00:22,628 --> 00:00:24,588 but are you sure you don't want me to come with you... 13 00:00:24,672 --> 00:00:25,506 - Oh, God. - ...tomorrow for the pill 14 00:00:25,590 --> 00:00:27,466 and just kind of all of it? 15 00:00:27,550 --> 00:00:28,823 - Think about it. Think about it. - Mm-hmm. 16 00:00:28,907 --> 00:00:31,386 I'd probably make the world's... 17 00:00:31,470 --> 00:00:33,799 best abortion doula. 18 00:00:33,884 --> 00:00:34,994 See? See? 19 00:00:35,079 --> 00:00:36,475 - Who other than the world's best abortion doula... - Thank you. 20 00:00:36,559 --> 00:00:38,352 - ...would know that you need a dark joke right now? - Thank you. 21 00:00:38,436 --> 00:00:40,549 And I agree. I think you'd be the absolute... 22 00:00:41,772 --> 00:00:43,482 best person in the world for this, 23 00:00:43,566 --> 00:00:44,808 but, um, I just... Okay, then I'll call out for tomorrow then. 24 00:00:44,892 --> 00:00:46,572 No. I love you. I just... 25 00:00:47,653 --> 00:00:49,269 I think this is probably something 26 00:00:49,353 --> 00:00:51,156 that Theo and I need to do... 27 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:53,617 Yeah. Theo accused me of avoiding 28 00:00:53,701 --> 00:00:55,953 my own messed up relationship by getting 29 00:00:56,037 --> 00:00:57,121 too involved in yours. 30 00:00:57,206 --> 00:00:59,939 I have no idea what he could possibly mean. 31 00:01:01,083 --> 00:01:03,335 Do you think I have not noticed that you can't... 32 00:01:03,419 --> 00:01:05,587 You can't stand to be alone with him? Shh. 33 00:01:05,671 --> 00:01:07,631 I'm... I haven't talked to you about it 34 00:01:07,715 --> 00:01:08,799 because you haven't said anything about it, 35 00:01:08,883 --> 00:01:11,407 so I figured you weren't... ready 36 00:01:11,492 --> 00:01:13,511 - Okay, I haven't talked to you about it - or whatever. 37 00:01:13,596 --> 00:01:16,056 Because you've kind of had a lot going on, 38 00:01:16,140 --> 00:01:17,641 or you would have said something because you're not 39 00:01:17,725 --> 00:01:19,059 the "wait till I'm ready" kind of friend. 40 00:01:19,143 --> 00:01:20,602 Well, that's true, so do you want to talk about it now? 41 00:01:20,686 --> 00:01:22,860 No, thank you. We can. 42 00:01:25,026 --> 00:01:26,970 Call me tomorrow if you need me. I love you. 43 00:01:27,774 --> 00:01:29,570 Okay. 44 00:01:29,654 --> 00:01:31,780 I mean, it was the ordering in Spanish, 45 00:01:31,864 --> 00:01:33,407 heavy on that Castilian accent, but... Well, I... 46 00:01:33,491 --> 00:01:34,741 It's a Spanish restaurant. 47 00:01:34,825 --> 00:01:36,285 ...I'll give it a 7 out of 10. 48 00:01:36,369 --> 00:01:37,286 Get out of here! Seven? 49 00:01:37,370 --> 00:01:38,203 Seven. Seven? 50 00:01:38,287 --> 00:01:39,663 Seven. 51 00:01:39,747 --> 00:01:41,206 Boquerones. 52 00:01:41,290 --> 00:01:42,499 Gazpacho. 53 00:01:42,583 --> 00:01:43,709 Gazpacho! 54 00:01:43,793 --> 00:01:45,502 That's how you say it. 55 00:01:45,586 --> 00:01:47,045 I am glad that we finally did this, though. 56 00:01:47,129 --> 00:01:49,381 Oh, you know, technically, we've done this before. 57 00:01:49,465 --> 00:01:52,510 Mm. That's when we were actually doing this. 58 00:01:53,469 --> 00:01:54,678 How do you define "this"? 59 00:01:54,762 --> 00:01:56,930 You didn't want to define it. 60 00:01:57,014 --> 00:01:59,892 No, no. I-I-I thought about you for years, okay? Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. 61 00:01:59,976 --> 00:02:02,186 Don't... Do you think the only reason why things were easy 62 00:02:02,270 --> 00:02:04,479 when we were together is because we were in an actual war? 63 00:02:04,563 --> 00:02:07,024 No. No. 64 00:02:07,108 --> 00:02:08,651 I think... 65 00:02:11,028 --> 00:02:12,029 ...we're just good together. 66 00:02:12,113 --> 00:02:14,740 Hmm. Oh, damn it. Okay. Sorry. 67 00:02:14,824 --> 00:02:15,824 No, no, no, it's not you. Just... Beckett. What? 68 00:02:15,908 --> 00:02:17,743 Beckett. 69 00:02:17,827 --> 00:02:20,746 Oh, wow, fancy running into you two together. Hey. 70 00:02:20,830 --> 00:02:22,206 Well, I'm sitting down with leadership 71 00:02:22,290 --> 00:02:23,373 across the department. 72 00:02:23,457 --> 00:02:25,042 Yeah? Looking forward. 73 00:02:25,126 --> 00:02:27,669 I'm sure someone from my office will be reaching out. 74 00:02:27,753 --> 00:02:29,546 Wow, that's quite a haul. 75 00:02:29,630 --> 00:02:31,215 Oh, yeah, otherwise, I'd just have to come here every day. 76 00:02:31,299 --> 00:02:32,507 You know. 77 00:02:32,591 --> 00:02:33,967 I'm kidding, Chief. 78 00:02:34,051 --> 00:02:35,761 I'm gonna go home, drown my sorrows, 79 00:02:35,845 --> 00:02:37,763 and look forward to your phone call. 80 00:02:37,847 --> 00:02:39,015 Night-night. 81 00:02:43,269 --> 00:02:45,103 That wasn't good. 82 00:02:45,187 --> 00:02:46,605 No, it wasn't. 83 00:02:48,344 --> 00:02:49,953 *STATION19* Season 05 Episode 11 84 00:02:50,038 --> 00:02:51,626 Episode Title: "The Little Things You Do Together" 85 00:02:51,710 --> 00:02:52,486 Aired on: March 10, 2022. 86 00:02:52,570 --> 00:02:55,906 He's a Danish expat, so generations of great healthcare. 87 00:02:55,990 --> 00:02:59,159 He is... "Type A in the best way." 88 00:02:59,243 --> 00:03:02,204 He rows crew, and he's an award-winning Archer. 89 00:03:02,288 --> 00:03:04,957 Uh, and mine... 90 00:03:05,041 --> 00:03:06,416 Mine is literally a genius. 91 00:03:06,500 --> 00:03:07,812 The guy is Mensa. 92 00:03:07,897 --> 00:03:11,380 And look. His baby picture looks like Andrea. 93 00:03:11,464 --> 00:03:14,049 You get to carry, and it's gonna be your egg. 94 00:03:14,133 --> 00:03:17,052 Shouldn't I get to win this one? 95 00:03:17,136 --> 00:03:19,638 Wait, do you wanna be... do you wanna be the one that carries? 96 00:03:19,722 --> 00:03:21,223 No. I am not saying that. 97 00:03:21,307 --> 00:03:24,059 I'm just saying... I don't know what I'm saying. 98 00:03:24,143 --> 00:03:26,186 You know, I just like my pick better. 99 00:03:26,270 --> 00:03:28,188 Besides, there's no guarantee that it'll be a genius 100 00:03:28,272 --> 00:03:30,357 if we go with yours. Exactly. 101 00:03:30,441 --> 00:03:33,360 So, what does it actually matter which of the two we pick? 102 00:03:33,444 --> 00:03:34,736 Well, if it doesn't matter 103 00:03:34,820 --> 00:03:37,447 why don't we just go with mine? 104 00:03:37,531 --> 00:03:39,283 Are we back to step one? 105 00:03:39,367 --> 00:03:41,827 No. No. No. 106 00:03:45,289 --> 00:03:46,957 We're not. We're not. 107 00:03:47,041 --> 00:03:49,418 But I am late for shift, and so are you. 108 00:03:49,502 --> 00:03:51,211 So we will talk about this later. 109 00:03:51,295 --> 00:03:52,295 I love you. 110 00:03:54,423 --> 00:03:56,049 Thanks for the coffee. 111 00:03:56,133 --> 00:03:57,426 Pleasure. 112 00:04:04,183 --> 00:04:05,642 What? Just wanted to let you know, 113 00:04:05,726 --> 00:04:07,269 I had my final session with Diane yesterday, 114 00:04:07,353 --> 00:04:09,146 so I should be good to go on calls now. 115 00:04:09,230 --> 00:04:10,897 When Diane calls and tells me that, 116 00:04:10,981 --> 00:04:12,482 you will be. 117 00:04:12,566 --> 00:04:14,818 And, uh, I also want to say thank you, Captain, 118 00:04:14,902 --> 00:04:16,737 for not writing me up about the sutures. 119 00:04:16,821 --> 00:04:18,905 I understand now that it was wrong. 120 00:04:18,989 --> 00:04:20,574 Do I seem like a guidance counselor 121 00:04:20,658 --> 00:04:21,742 in an after-school special, Warren? 122 00:04:21,826 --> 00:04:23,327 I don't need your lip service. 123 00:04:23,411 --> 00:04:26,246 Just fix it and be better. 124 00:04:26,330 --> 00:04:28,915 Trouble only becomes bigger trouble if you don't face it, 125 00:04:28,999 --> 00:04:32,794 so don't let this little slip up define the rest of your career, 126 00:04:32,878 --> 00:04:35,339 or the end of it. 127 00:04:35,423 --> 00:04:37,133 Appreciate it, sir. Mm-hmm. 128 00:04:43,180 --> 00:04:44,306 Captain. 129 00:04:44,390 --> 00:04:46,016 Herrera. 130 00:04:46,100 --> 00:04:47,893 Nice to have you on shift. 131 00:04:47,977 --> 00:04:49,644 Not gonna have trouble keeping you in line 132 00:04:49,728 --> 00:04:52,022 like I do former Captains Bishop and Sullivan, am I? 133 00:04:52,106 --> 00:04:54,983 No, sir. I'm a team player. 134 00:04:55,067 --> 00:04:59,029 Good. I know that Hughes appreciates you subbing for her. 135 00:04:59,113 --> 00:05:00,614 Cap... Sean? 136 00:05:02,908 --> 00:05:04,326 Never mind. 137 00:05:04,410 --> 00:05:05,828 I'll... I'll see you at lineup. 138 00:05:08,038 --> 00:05:09,206 Hey. 139 00:05:09,290 --> 00:05:10,874 What are you doing? 140 00:05:10,958 --> 00:05:12,292 Well, that's a nice way to greet a friend. 141 00:05:12,376 --> 00:05:14,503 Uh, I'm subbing for Hughes as a favor. 142 00:05:14,587 --> 00:05:16,963 No, no, I mean, what are you doing in there? 143 00:05:17,047 --> 00:05:18,924 I told you that in confidence. 144 00:05:19,008 --> 00:05:20,634 Yeah, well, that was your second mistake. 145 00:05:20,718 --> 00:05:21,968 Well, at least he's not a grieving coworker 146 00:05:22,052 --> 00:05:23,303 with a boyfriend. Shut up. 147 00:05:23,387 --> 00:05:24,638 How do you... Nobody knows that. 148 00:05:24,722 --> 00:05:26,098 How do you know that? Hughes told me, 149 00:05:26,182 --> 00:05:28,302 so I'll shut up about yours if you shut up about mine. 150 00:05:32,438 --> 00:05:34,147 Well, I'm not really sure what one talks about 151 00:05:34,231 --> 00:05:36,231 when they're waiting for their abortion to show up. 152 00:05:37,526 --> 00:05:40,195 Hi. Sorry I'm late. It's okay. 153 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:43,490 So, um, I'm gonna have to do a vaginal ultrasound 154 00:05:43,574 --> 00:05:45,158 one last time. Okay. 155 00:05:45,242 --> 00:05:47,536 Uh, fine, but, uh, no thank you on seeing it. 156 00:05:47,620 --> 00:05:48,370 - Of course. - Yeah. 157 00:05:48,454 --> 00:05:49,413 And volume off. 158 00:05:49,497 --> 00:05:52,207 Okay. All set. 159 00:05:52,291 --> 00:05:53,417 Thanks. 160 00:06:00,246 --> 00:06:01,664 Okay. 161 00:06:10,976 --> 00:06:12,936 Are you ready? 162 00:06:13,020 --> 00:06:14,730 Yeah. 163 00:06:22,279 --> 00:06:25,490 A woman 164 00:06:25,574 --> 00:06:27,284 You're showtuning? 165 00:06:27,368 --> 00:06:30,787 Now? Was well worthwhile 166 00:06:30,871 --> 00:06:35,500 to wear mascara 167 00:06:35,584 --> 00:06:37,836 a woman's smile 168 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:39,546 Okay. 169 00:06:39,630 --> 00:06:40,547 We're all set. 170 00:06:40,631 --> 00:06:42,716 Okay. 171 00:06:42,800 --> 00:06:44,843 Any chance you were super wrong and there's nothing in there? 172 00:06:44,927 --> 00:06:47,637 You're officially at five and a half weeks. 173 00:06:47,721 --> 00:06:50,682 What I'm gonna give you now is mifepristone. 174 00:06:50,766 --> 00:06:52,684 What this does is stop any growth 175 00:06:52,768 --> 00:06:55,479 in the pregnancy immediately. 176 00:06:55,563 --> 00:07:00,734 And because of your recent medical adventure... 177 00:07:00,818 --> 00:07:04,279 I would like for you to hang out here for one hour. 178 00:07:04,363 --> 00:07:07,073 I want to check your blood pressure before you go home. 179 00:07:07,157 --> 00:07:08,200 Okay? Okay. 180 00:07:09,952 --> 00:07:11,495 Here. Thanks. 181 00:07:11,579 --> 00:07:14,623 Also, page me if you feel sick at all. 182 00:07:14,707 --> 00:07:19,252 If you vomit, you risk to lose the medication 183 00:07:19,336 --> 00:07:20,962 before it takes effect. 184 00:07:21,046 --> 00:07:22,366 Well, we wouldn't want that, so... 185 00:07:26,552 --> 00:07:27,260 I'll take that. 186 00:07:27,344 --> 00:07:28,845 Mm. Thanks. 187 00:07:28,929 --> 00:07:30,389 I'll be back in a bit. 188 00:07:38,188 --> 00:07:40,815 So, what wine do you think pairs best with an abortion? 189 00:07:40,899 --> 00:07:44,277 I'm thinking, like, earthy red, right? 190 00:07:44,361 --> 00:07:45,862 It's gotta be. 191 00:07:45,946 --> 00:07:47,656 Vic. Stop. 192 00:07:47,740 --> 00:07:49,282 Hey. 193 00:07:49,366 --> 00:07:51,117 It's just us. 194 00:07:51,201 --> 00:07:53,328 Okay? 195 00:07:53,412 --> 00:07:54,955 You don't have to do your jokey thing. 196 00:07:55,039 --> 00:07:56,456 Okay, well, my jokey thing is who I am, 197 00:07:56,540 --> 00:07:58,416 so if you want... 198 00:07:58,500 --> 00:07:59,292 you can go. No. 199 00:07:59,376 --> 00:08:01,378 No. I'm... I'm good. 200 00:08:06,717 --> 00:08:08,510 Okay. 201 00:08:20,001 --> 00:08:21,794 - Hey. - Hey. 202 00:08:21,900 --> 00:08:23,384 - How are you feeling? - Terrific. 203 00:08:23,377 --> 00:08:24,504 Yeah, great. 204 00:08:24,588 --> 00:08:26,956 Good. As long as everything looks good, 205 00:08:27,041 --> 00:08:29,092 I'm gonna give you the second sequence of pills. 206 00:08:29,448 --> 00:08:31,116 Misoprostol. 207 00:08:31,201 --> 00:08:34,223 It's four tablets that you will take 208 00:08:34,308 --> 00:08:36,392 in a few hours when you're home. 209 00:08:36,476 --> 00:08:38,061 You know the buccal method? 210 00:08:38,145 --> 00:08:39,437 Uh, the thing where I let it melt 211 00:08:39,521 --> 00:08:40,480 in my cheek for half an hour? 212 00:08:40,564 --> 00:08:41,655 Exactly. Yeah. 213 00:08:41,741 --> 00:08:43,784 It will cause your uterus to contract 214 00:08:43,868 --> 00:08:46,871 and shed its lining and any contents. 215 00:08:46,955 --> 00:08:48,439 Okay. It will last a day or two, 216 00:08:48,524 --> 00:08:50,692 and it's similar to a heavy period. 217 00:08:52,814 --> 00:08:54,045 Do you have any questions? 218 00:08:54,129 --> 00:08:57,007 Uh, no. No. I'm... I'm good. 219 00:08:59,467 --> 00:09:01,761 Okay. Everything looks good. 220 00:09:01,845 --> 00:09:04,305 If anything feels off, 221 00:09:04,389 --> 00:09:06,747 and I mean anything, you can call me. 222 00:09:06,831 --> 00:09:08,059 Okay? You have my number? 223 00:09:08,143 --> 00:09:09,977 Yes. Promise. Promise. 224 00:09:10,061 --> 00:09:11,228 I'll make sure she does. Yeah. 225 00:09:11,312 --> 00:09:13,481 Okay. 226 00:09:13,565 --> 00:09:14,733 Thanks, Doc. 227 00:09:17,319 --> 00:09:19,946 That was kinda anticlimactic. 228 00:09:20,030 --> 00:09:22,323 Um... it seems like it's just gonna be 229 00:09:22,407 --> 00:09:23,783 a lot of sitting around from here on out, 230 00:09:23,867 --> 00:09:27,745 so you... you should probably just go home. 231 00:09:27,829 --> 00:09:31,229 No, I'm gonna... I'm gonna sit around with you. 232 00:09:32,417 --> 00:09:34,043 Seriously, I'll... I'll be fine. 233 00:09:34,127 --> 00:09:36,212 She said it's just like a heavy period. 234 00:09:36,296 --> 00:09:38,339 Yeah, I know what she said, but... 235 00:09:38,423 --> 00:09:39,970 Well, I've been doing some reading, and... 236 00:09:40,054 --> 00:09:41,514 Oh, okay. So, you and your penis 237 00:09:41,599 --> 00:09:44,116 are gonna tell me and my OB how a medical abortion works? 238 00:09:44,201 --> 00:09:45,244 That's... 239 00:09:48,431 --> 00:09:50,725 Um... I'm sorry. 240 00:09:53,522 --> 00:09:56,652 I'm sorry. That was... reflex snark. 241 00:09:56,737 --> 00:09:58,946 I just meant, if you... 242 00:09:59,031 --> 00:10:00,436 you don't have to... 243 00:10:00,521 --> 00:10:03,732 Yeah, well, I'm telling you, for the 10th time, 244 00:10:04,203 --> 00:10:05,496 I want to. 245 00:10:07,915 --> 00:10:08,915 Thanks. 246 00:10:14,355 --> 00:10:16,714 Warren. Hey. We lost one truck this year. 247 00:10:16,799 --> 00:10:19,551 Can we maybe be nice to this one? 248 00:10:19,635 --> 00:10:22,930 Now even the most menial parts of my job are up for discussion. 249 00:10:23,014 --> 00:10:25,140 I thought you had your... Your Diane time. 250 00:10:25,224 --> 00:10:27,226 Shouldn't your head be fixed? 251 00:10:27,310 --> 00:10:30,145 Those sessions were a waste of a perfectly qualified firefighter. 252 00:10:30,229 --> 00:10:33,194 Yeah, if you're this angry still, they were. 253 00:10:33,350 --> 00:10:34,893 Okay, look, I don't need help, alright? 254 00:10:34,977 --> 00:10:36,853 I didn't need help. 255 00:10:36,937 --> 00:10:38,980 I-I'm not repressing anger, I'm not transferring grief, 256 00:10:39,064 --> 00:10:40,982 and I'm not doing things out of guilt. 257 00:10:41,066 --> 00:10:45,070 Yet you're yelling at work and at your lieutenant. 258 00:10:45,154 --> 00:10:46,404 Warren, I'm not trying to pull rank. 259 00:10:46,488 --> 00:10:47,948 I'm just saying that something's still up. 260 00:10:48,032 --> 00:10:52,035 Okay, everyone in this building is a mess, 261 00:10:52,119 --> 00:10:53,370 but I'm the only one in trouble. 262 00:10:53,454 --> 00:10:54,455 I'm j... 263 00:10:56,290 --> 00:10:58,292 Hey. 264 00:11:00,336 --> 00:11:01,461 I thought he was talking to Diane. 265 00:11:01,545 --> 00:11:03,129 Yeah, well, I guess it didn't quite take. 266 00:11:03,213 --> 00:11:06,258 Hey, um, you seen, uh, Beckett? 267 00:11:06,342 --> 00:11:07,742 No, not since this morning's lineup. 268 00:11:11,555 --> 00:11:13,780 I get it. Our gym is way better than 23's. 269 00:11:15,319 --> 00:11:17,102 Still feels weird having you here as a sub. 270 00:11:17,186 --> 00:11:18,937 Yeah, tell me about it. 271 00:11:19,021 --> 00:11:22,565 I still think if we hadn't stormed McCallister's office, 272 00:11:22,649 --> 00:11:25,092 you might actually be captain of 19 by now. 273 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:28,780 So, we're down to two in the donor search. 274 00:11:28,864 --> 00:11:30,865 Oh. Yay. 275 00:11:30,949 --> 00:11:32,701 Not yay? 276 00:11:32,785 --> 00:11:35,328 I hate her final pick, and she hates mine. 277 00:11:35,412 --> 00:11:37,122 Okay. Not "hate" in either case, 278 00:11:37,206 --> 00:11:38,415 but why can't it just be my pick? 279 00:11:38,499 --> 00:11:39,874 'Cause it's not just your baby. 280 00:11:39,958 --> 00:11:41,835 Exactly! And it's not just hers. 281 00:11:41,919 --> 00:11:44,045 I mean, she's carrying and it's gonna be her egg, 282 00:11:44,129 --> 00:11:45,505 and now she wants to use donor sperm from a guy 283 00:11:45,589 --> 00:11:47,382 who looks just like her brother. 284 00:11:47,466 --> 00:11:49,634 I mean, this baby is gonna be 100% DeLuca and zero Bishop. 285 00:11:49,718 --> 00:11:51,136 Do you want to use your egg? 286 00:11:51,220 --> 00:11:52,345 No. And I don't particularly want to be 287 00:11:52,429 --> 00:11:53,888 a pregnant person right now, either, 288 00:11:53,972 --> 00:11:56,224 but I just wish it had both of us, 289 00:11:56,308 --> 00:11:58,268 not just her and some rando. 290 00:11:58,352 --> 00:11:59,811 Wait. 291 00:11:59,895 --> 00:12:01,396 Do you really think I'd be captain by now? 292 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:02,814 I mean, yeah. 293 00:12:02,898 --> 00:12:04,482 If I had promoted to Battalion Chief 294 00:12:04,566 --> 00:12:06,359 like I was on track to, you were next in line. 295 00:12:06,443 --> 00:12:08,570 Well, technically, Bishop, you jumped her in line. 296 00:12:10,948 --> 00:12:13,033 I'm gonna shut up now. 297 00:12:14,827 --> 00:12:16,745 Crisis One to 2046 Center Street. 298 00:12:16,829 --> 00:12:18,163 That's me. Me, too. 299 00:12:18,247 --> 00:12:20,082 Hey, hope you find your sperm. 300 00:12:30,259 --> 00:12:32,344 Okay. 301 00:12:32,428 --> 00:12:36,598 So, I got three kinds of chocolates, 302 00:12:36,682 --> 00:12:38,641 beef jerky, uh... Thank you. 303 00:12:38,725 --> 00:12:40,393 ...nacho cheese and ranch, and... 304 00:12:40,477 --> 00:12:43,563 Mmm! 305 00:12:43,647 --> 00:12:45,357 I thought you were gonna wait for me to get back. 306 00:12:45,441 --> 00:12:46,733 Okay, well, it's been four hours, 307 00:12:46,817 --> 00:12:49,486 so... I didn't. 308 00:12:49,570 --> 00:12:51,654 Seriously? 309 00:12:51,738 --> 00:12:53,323 You're gonna be mad at me because I didn't wait for you to take a pill? 310 00:12:53,407 --> 00:12:54,949 You know, you have seen me do it already today. 311 00:12:55,033 --> 00:12:57,411 Alright, it's not just a pill. It's a very specific... 312 00:12:59,983 --> 00:13:02,832 You know, why don't you want me in your life? 313 00:13:03,248 --> 00:13:05,418 You keep finding ways to, you know, whittle me down 314 00:13:05,502 --> 00:13:07,545 and shut me out, and, uh, 315 00:13:07,629 --> 00:13:08,880 I mean, damn, I'm in this relationship, too. 316 00:13:08,964 --> 00:13:10,423 What relationship? 317 00:13:10,507 --> 00:13:12,217 'Cause if I hadn't found out I was pregnant, 318 00:13:12,301 --> 00:13:13,843 we wouldn't have spoken to each other in almost two weeks. 319 00:13:13,927 --> 00:13:15,345 I don't... Yeah, that's because 320 00:13:15,429 --> 00:13:17,389 you just decided you were done with me. 321 00:13:17,473 --> 00:13:18,640 Theo, I didn't decide anything. 322 00:13:18,724 --> 00:13:20,475 I told you about... About Gibson, 323 00:13:20,559 --> 00:13:22,227 and then you walked away. 324 00:13:22,311 --> 00:13:24,312 Wha... I didn't walk away. You pushed me. 325 00:13:24,396 --> 00:13:26,022 Okay. Well, I guess it didn't take much. 326 00:13:26,106 --> 00:13:27,772 So, I don't know what... Wow. Wow. 327 00:13:27,857 --> 00:13:29,123 Okay. 328 00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:32,139 You know, you can rewrite that story all you want, 329 00:13:32,399 --> 00:13:34,025 but the fact is, 330 00:13:34,203 --> 00:13:36,124 you did everything you could to make sure you were alone. 331 00:13:36,208 --> 00:13:39,296 And now all I'm trying to do is be there for you through this, 332 00:13:39,381 --> 00:13:41,335 despite my own feelings, 333 00:13:41,419 --> 00:13:43,250 because that's what you do when you love someone. 334 00:13:43,334 --> 00:13:44,713 What... And you won't even let me do that. 335 00:13:44,797 --> 00:13:46,423 What are your own feelings? 336 00:13:46,507 --> 00:13:48,092 Doesn't matter, apparently. 337 00:13:48,176 --> 00:13:49,677 No, it does... It does matter. 338 00:13:49,761 --> 00:13:50,969 It does matter, because I would like to know, 339 00:13:51,053 --> 00:13:52,187 what are your feelings? No. No, you wouldn't. 340 00:13:52,271 --> 00:13:55,232 Because if you did, you would have already asked. 341 00:14:00,774 --> 00:14:02,609 God. 342 00:14:24,394 --> 00:14:25,603 Go away! 343 00:14:25,688 --> 00:14:27,230 I'm fine. 344 00:14:27,315 --> 00:14:29,116 This is my house. 345 00:14:29,335 --> 00:14:32,254 Okay. I understand that, sir, but a neighbor called 346 00:14:32,338 --> 00:14:34,256 and said you were pacing and yelling on the lawn. 347 00:14:34,340 --> 00:14:36,091 I was, but I'm not now. 348 00:14:36,175 --> 00:14:38,635 I'm in my car, at my house. 349 00:14:38,719 --> 00:14:40,679 Is that a crime? 350 00:14:40,763 --> 00:14:43,140 We're not cops. 351 00:14:43,224 --> 00:14:45,767 What are you, EMTs? Firefighters? 352 00:14:45,851 --> 00:14:48,866 I'm not hurt, and there's no fire. 353 00:14:52,191 --> 00:14:53,442 You wanna tell me why you're upset? 354 00:14:53,526 --> 00:14:55,652 Not particularly. 355 00:14:55,736 --> 00:14:58,822 Please leave. This is between me and my wife. 356 00:14:58,906 --> 00:15:01,992 Your wife? Is she home? 357 00:15:02,076 --> 00:15:03,452 Far as I know. 358 00:15:03,536 --> 00:15:05,036 Hey. 359 00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:06,288 How about we give her a call? 360 00:15:06,372 --> 00:15:08,207 Together? Please? 361 00:15:09,875 --> 00:15:11,001 Thank you. 362 00:15:17,007 --> 00:15:18,133 Harry, enough of this. 363 00:15:18,217 --> 00:15:21,011 For God sake, I'm at work. 364 00:15:21,095 --> 00:15:22,387 The neighbors are texting, 365 00:15:22,471 --> 00:15:23,951 saying you're causing a scene and j... 366 00:15:30,312 --> 00:15:32,355 No. Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! 367 00:15:32,439 --> 00:15:33,982 Harry! Harry, wait! Don't do that! 368 00:15:34,066 --> 00:15:35,692 Don't do that, Harry! 369 00:15:35,776 --> 00:15:37,691 Harry, don't do that! 370 00:15:38,301 --> 00:15:39,635 Harry! 371 00:15:42,989 --> 00:15:45,520 Harry! Open this door, Harry! 372 00:15:45,630 --> 00:15:48,758 Do not try any of those theatrics or I will light... 373 00:15:48,954 --> 00:15:50,371 Whoa. The guy ready 374 00:15:50,456 --> 00:15:52,497 to set himself on fire is calling out theatrics. 375 00:15:52,582 --> 00:15:54,318 I see the irony. 376 00:15:54,543 --> 00:15:55,927 I said go away! 377 00:15:56,012 --> 00:15:58,004 Step back! 378 00:15:58,088 --> 00:16:00,708 Okay. Hey. Harry. 379 00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:02,950 Harry, if you open the door, we can keep talking 380 00:16:03,062 --> 00:16:05,536 and you won't pass out from the fumes, okay? 381 00:16:05,621 --> 00:16:07,121 I'll open the window. 382 00:16:07,206 --> 00:16:08,749 Are those power windows? Wait. 383 00:16:08,834 --> 00:16:10,348 Because you can't turn the car on 384 00:16:10,433 --> 00:16:13,269 if you have a puddle of gasoline at your feet, okay? 385 00:16:13,354 --> 00:16:16,340 Just... open the door, Harry. 386 00:16:26,280 --> 00:16:28,448 Okay. 387 00:16:28,533 --> 00:16:29,836 Alright. 388 00:16:29,938 --> 00:16:32,191 What do you do for work, Harry? 389 00:16:34,276 --> 00:16:36,512 I know this schtick. 390 00:16:36,643 --> 00:16:39,427 Asking me mundane questions is not going to stop me 391 00:16:39,512 --> 00:16:40,990 from doing what needs to be done. 392 00:16:41,075 --> 00:16:42,614 What is it that needs to be done? 393 00:16:44,119 --> 00:16:45,745 I'm a scholar. 394 00:16:45,829 --> 00:16:47,872 Which is a pretentious word for underpaid teacher. 395 00:16:47,956 --> 00:16:49,541 I decided to answer your first question. 396 00:16:52,252 --> 00:16:54,504 What do you teach? 397 00:16:54,588 --> 00:16:57,465 I wrote my dissertation on Noel Coward. 398 00:16:57,549 --> 00:17:00,301 "We have no reliable guarantee that the afterlife 399 00:17:00,385 --> 00:17:02,971 will be any less exasperating than this one, 400 00:17:03,055 --> 00:17:05,515 have we?" 401 00:17:05,599 --> 00:17:07,726 And yet... 402 00:17:07,810 --> 00:17:10,270 here I am, stupidly trying my odds. 403 00:17:12,064 --> 00:17:14,649 Um, come, come. 404 00:17:14,733 --> 00:17:16,609 We need to call the engine before this man 405 00:17:16,693 --> 00:17:18,278 lights himself on fire. 406 00:17:18,362 --> 00:17:19,821 Well, if a bunch of cop cars and a fire truck show up, 407 00:17:19,905 --> 00:17:21,990 it could spook him into dropping that lighter. 408 00:17:22,074 --> 00:17:24,242 Yeah, but if the engine comes, we can at least hose him down. 409 00:17:24,326 --> 00:17:26,196 Well, let Trav talk to him for a minute, 410 00:17:26,281 --> 00:17:28,477 see if he can get him to put the lighter down. 411 00:17:28,618 --> 00:17:30,707 Run him a turnout. I'm not putting my firefighter at risk. 412 00:17:30,791 --> 00:17:32,167 Go. 413 00:17:36,380 --> 00:17:37,881 Additional backup needed. 414 00:17:37,965 --> 00:17:40,842 Requesting Engine 19 to 2046 Center Drive. 415 00:17:40,926 --> 00:17:44,221 No lights, no sirens. I repeat, no lights, no sirens. 416 00:17:47,303 --> 00:17:49,379 What are we studying today? Bylaws. 417 00:17:49,464 --> 00:17:51,007 So, I'm thinking of ordering out for dinner. 418 00:17:51,092 --> 00:17:54,781 Anybody know a good Spanish tapas place around here? 419 00:17:54,866 --> 00:17:58,317 Hey, uh, Bishop, you've, uh, read the bylaw manual 420 00:17:58,402 --> 00:17:59,583 forwards and backwards, right? 421 00:17:59,668 --> 00:18:01,165 What are... Just hypothetically, 422 00:18:01,250 --> 00:18:03,252 what would be the exact process 423 00:18:03,337 --> 00:18:06,089 if a firefighter was suspected of drinking on the job? 424 00:18:06,174 --> 00:18:07,967 You should know, Fire Zaddy. 425 00:18:08,051 --> 00:18:10,761 Wait. That was for drug abuse, not drinking. 426 00:18:10,845 --> 00:18:13,264 My bad. The firefighter would immediately be asked 427 00:18:13,348 --> 00:18:14,432 to submit to an alcohol test. 428 00:18:14,516 --> 00:18:15,683 Ooh. Depending on the results, 429 00:18:15,767 --> 00:18:17,351 there would be administrative leave 430 00:18:17,435 --> 00:18:20,312 and possible termination following an investigation. 431 00:18:20,396 --> 00:18:21,939 Now, that sound really serious. 432 00:18:22,023 --> 00:18:23,607 What would the process be if a lieutenant were found 433 00:18:23,691 --> 00:18:26,193 to have traded sexual favors for his position? 434 00:18:26,277 --> 00:18:27,903 Oh... I'm kidding, Bishop. 435 00:18:27,987 --> 00:18:30,030 It's just, uh, hypothetical. 436 00:18:30,114 --> 00:18:31,908 Right, Sully? 437 00:18:33,143 --> 00:18:34,477 What was that? 438 00:18:34,562 --> 00:18:37,397 Just an inside joke we got going on. 439 00:18:37,482 --> 00:18:39,150 He's funny. 440 00:18:39,401 --> 00:18:40,708 See? We could pick a donor and that donor 441 00:18:40,792 --> 00:18:42,277 could end up being Beckett. 442 00:18:42,362 --> 00:18:46,730 Engine 19 requested to 2046 Center Street. 443 00:18:47,840 --> 00:18:50,356 Yeah, the... the book said 444 00:18:50,441 --> 00:18:52,844 walking is good for the cramps. 445 00:18:52,929 --> 00:18:54,263 The book? 446 00:18:54,347 --> 00:18:56,515 Yeah, dude, I read a book, 447 00:18:56,599 --> 00:18:59,978 and maybe the whole Internet to prepare for today. 448 00:19:02,146 --> 00:19:05,034 So, you said you had feelings... about this. 449 00:19:05,238 --> 00:19:08,491 Does that mean you wish I was having it? 450 00:19:08,872 --> 00:19:10,414 No. 451 00:19:10,620 --> 00:19:13,834 I mean, I'd be lying if I said I hadn't had 452 00:19:13,919 --> 00:19:16,629 the stray thought that you'd make a good mom. 453 00:19:16,713 --> 00:19:19,340 But... no. 454 00:19:19,424 --> 00:19:22,510 I think I might wanna be a mom one day. 455 00:19:22,594 --> 00:19:23,679 Maybe. 456 00:19:26,682 --> 00:19:28,183 So, what are your feelings? 457 00:19:30,106 --> 00:19:31,954 It's just... It's just sad, I guess. 458 00:19:32,039 --> 00:19:33,248 Oh. 459 00:19:34,762 --> 00:19:36,400 You know, ever since I... 460 00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:39,428 Ever since I started having sex, 461 00:19:39,528 --> 00:19:41,863 I always thought that if I got pregnant, 462 00:19:41,947 --> 00:19:44,030 I would sprint straight to the abortion clinic, no question, 463 00:19:44,114 --> 00:19:46,409 but this is... 464 00:19:46,703 --> 00:19:48,434 I don't know. This is hard. 465 00:19:49,371 --> 00:19:50,974 It's harder than I thought it would be, 466 00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:53,124 and the hard part hasn't even started yet. 467 00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:55,085 Because it's all just hard parts. 468 00:19:57,087 --> 00:19:59,297 My mom had one. 469 00:19:59,381 --> 00:20:02,216 Right after my dad died in the line of duty, 470 00:20:02,300 --> 00:20:04,385 she found out she was pregnant. 471 00:20:04,469 --> 00:20:06,262 She's Catholic. 472 00:20:06,346 --> 00:20:08,069 Like, my whole family is really Catholic. Mm-hmm. 473 00:20:08,153 --> 00:20:11,030 But she couldn't get out of bed at that point, 474 00:20:11,114 --> 00:20:13,407 so devastated by losing my dad. 475 00:20:13,491 --> 00:20:15,827 Not to mention, now she was a single mom 476 00:20:15,911 --> 00:20:18,204 and didn't know how she was gonna take care of me. 477 00:20:18,288 --> 00:20:19,997 I was a kid. 478 00:20:20,081 --> 00:20:22,792 I-I didn't totally know what was doing on. 479 00:20:22,876 --> 00:20:27,046 But I remember a lot of crying in the house. 480 00:20:27,130 --> 00:20:31,467 You know, my aunts told her that God took my dad 481 00:20:31,551 --> 00:20:34,303 and gave her this baby, 482 00:20:34,387 --> 00:20:36,769 and that an abortion would be more loss 483 00:20:36,854 --> 00:20:39,272 to the family. 484 00:20:39,521 --> 00:20:42,706 And they, uh... they said they would help her take care of it. 485 00:20:43,206 --> 00:20:44,940 They kept saying it would be okay. 486 00:20:46,733 --> 00:20:49,110 But my mom just kept crying. 487 00:20:50,695 --> 00:20:53,406 And one morning, she left really early, 488 00:20:53,490 --> 00:20:55,628 and when she came home, 489 00:20:55,713 --> 00:20:59,007 my aunts just stopped talking to her. 490 00:20:59,092 --> 00:21:01,761 You know, I tried to tell her that it wasn't a sin. 491 00:21:01,846 --> 00:21:04,264 Because, you know, in the actual Bible, 492 00:21:04,349 --> 00:21:06,685 Jesus is forgiving, right? 493 00:21:06,773 --> 00:21:11,050 Says, "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone." 494 00:21:12,315 --> 00:21:14,651 Honestly, I don't think she ever forgave herself, 495 00:21:14,736 --> 00:21:17,636 even after my aunties started talking to her again, 496 00:21:18,425 --> 00:21:19,884 even after she started going to church... 497 00:21:20,016 --> 00:21:21,351 Hey, hey, hey. 498 00:21:22,154 --> 00:21:23,792 Alright, come on. 499 00:21:24,062 --> 00:21:25,981 Come on, let's get you home. Okay. 500 00:21:29,585 --> 00:21:31,738 It's alright. I got you. 501 00:21:37,824 --> 00:21:41,689 Can you, uh... Can you play some music or something? 502 00:21:41,946 --> 00:21:43,533 - What kind? - I dunno. 503 00:21:43,618 --> 00:21:46,900 Uh, happy music. 504 00:21:47,874 --> 00:21:49,542 Is the pain really bad? 505 00:21:51,037 --> 00:21:53,292 Well, you and your penis were right. 506 00:21:53,377 --> 00:21:55,394 This is way worse than a heavy period. 507 00:21:55,479 --> 00:21:56,776 Well, worse how? 508 00:21:56,861 --> 00:21:57,847 I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. 509 00:21:57,965 --> 00:22:00,425 Try shoving a pinky finger up your urethra. 510 00:22:10,028 --> 00:22:13,031 Yeah, yeah 511 00:22:15,417 --> 00:22:18,160 Hey, uh, when did you lose your virginity? 512 00:22:18,245 --> 00:22:19,645 - Me? - Yeah. 513 00:22:19,730 --> 00:22:22,038 Uh... 15. 514 00:22:22,123 --> 00:22:23,425 You? 515 00:22:23,518 --> 00:22:25,793 16. 516 00:22:25,877 --> 00:22:29,380 Was it... you know, nice? 517 00:22:30,364 --> 00:22:33,262 Uh... no. 518 00:22:33,347 --> 00:22:35,317 Not really. No. 519 00:22:35,428 --> 00:22:36,387 You? 520 00:22:36,713 --> 00:22:38,988 Not really. 521 00:22:39,340 --> 00:22:42,503 Or heart-to-heart 522 00:22:43,603 --> 00:22:44,677 Do you need anything? 523 00:22:44,762 --> 00:22:46,138 Yeah, I need you to sing. 524 00:22:46,223 --> 00:22:47,529 Like, loudly. 525 00:22:47,614 --> 00:22:48,816 What? 526 00:22:48,900 --> 00:22:50,401 Well, you're a... 527 00:22:50,485 --> 00:22:51,819 You know, you're a horrible singer, 528 00:22:51,903 --> 00:22:52,981 and I know you know that. 529 00:22:53,066 --> 00:22:55,396 I just... I need you to feel a little teeny-tiny bit 530 00:22:55,481 --> 00:22:57,599 as humiliated as I do right now, so I need you... 531 00:22:57,684 --> 00:22:58,973 Why do you feel humiliated? 532 00:22:59,058 --> 00:23:00,187 I mean, you have absolutely no reason to feel... 533 00:23:00,271 --> 00:23:01,192 Just sing! Sing! 534 00:23:01,339 --> 00:23:02,434 Yeah, yeah 535 00:23:06,026 --> 00:23:07,871 how you do it now 536 00:23:11,093 --> 00:23:13,053 yeah... 537 00:23:21,659 --> 00:23:23,628 It's like clots. It's like a lot of... 538 00:23:26,463 --> 00:23:27,974 it's like a lot of blood clots. 539 00:23:28,059 --> 00:23:29,761 It's pretty gory. 540 00:23:29,871 --> 00:23:30,839 That's normal. 541 00:23:30,924 --> 00:23:32,175 Yeah. 542 00:23:34,208 --> 00:23:35,959 I realized whenever I have a sharp pain, 543 00:23:36,043 --> 00:23:37,085 it's a clot trying to pass 544 00:23:37,169 --> 00:23:38,211 through my cervix. Through your cervix. 545 00:23:38,295 --> 00:23:40,588 Yeah. 546 00:23:40,672 --> 00:23:43,508 Where they wanna go 547 00:23:43,592 --> 00:23:44,551 You did read a book. 548 00:23:44,635 --> 00:23:46,303 Two, actually. 549 00:24:08,408 --> 00:24:10,285 Hey, Vic? 550 00:24:10,369 --> 00:24:11,537 Yeah? 551 00:24:15,249 --> 00:24:16,959 I... 552 00:24:20,417 --> 00:24:22,059 I'm gonna make some tea. 553 00:24:24,633 --> 00:24:25,968 Okay. 554 00:24:34,017 --> 00:24:35,143 What is happening? 555 00:24:35,227 --> 00:24:36,394 - Harry. - Why are they here? 556 00:24:36,478 --> 00:24:37,520 Harry, it's just a precaution. It's okay. 557 00:24:37,604 --> 00:24:38,938 You are making a scene! 558 00:24:39,022 --> 00:24:40,106 Harry! Listen to me! Listen to me! 559 00:24:40,190 --> 00:24:42,025 Look, I'm not gonna let anyone near you, 560 00:24:42,109 --> 00:24:43,067 but you gotta work with me here. 561 00:24:43,151 --> 00:24:44,360 Please. Help me understand. 562 00:24:44,444 --> 00:24:45,737 What is it that you want to do here? 563 00:24:45,821 --> 00:24:47,947 It's not what I want to do. 564 00:24:48,031 --> 00:24:50,617 I'd rather still be happily married, but here we are. 565 00:24:50,701 --> 00:24:51,951 Okay, so this is about your wife? 566 00:24:52,035 --> 00:24:53,703 My ex-wife, as of yesterday. 567 00:24:53,787 --> 00:24:58,249 We've been married for 25 years. 568 00:24:58,333 --> 00:25:02,420 Yesterday, she wakes up and tells me it's over. 569 00:25:02,504 --> 00:25:05,048 It was a long time coming, she says. 570 00:25:05,132 --> 00:25:07,258 News to me. 571 00:25:07,342 --> 00:25:09,219 I didn't even know there was anything wrong. 572 00:25:09,303 --> 00:25:12,514 That sounds... That's awful, Harry. 573 00:25:12,598 --> 00:25:14,432 If she was feeling like there was something not working, 574 00:25:14,516 --> 00:25:17,060 breaking, broken, 575 00:25:17,144 --> 00:25:19,604 why didn't she say anything to me? 576 00:25:19,688 --> 00:25:21,397 She had all these thoughts 577 00:25:21,481 --> 00:25:23,734 and made all these decisions all by herself. 578 00:25:26,612 --> 00:25:28,988 But she had a partner. 579 00:25:29,072 --> 00:25:31,991 I thought we were partners. 580 00:25:32,075 --> 00:25:33,952 Why wasn't I a part of any of it, 581 00:25:34,036 --> 00:25:35,995 any of these conversations? 582 00:25:36,079 --> 00:25:38,164 She had left me yesterday, 583 00:25:38,248 --> 00:25:40,583 but when did she really leave me, hmm? 584 00:25:40,667 --> 00:25:42,627 In her mind, you know? 585 00:25:42,711 --> 00:25:44,379 Six months ago? 586 00:25:44,463 --> 00:25:45,463 A year? 587 00:25:45,547 --> 00:25:47,423 10 years? 588 00:25:47,507 --> 00:25:48,883 I have no idea. 589 00:25:48,967 --> 00:25:51,052 I have no idea about anything anymore. 590 00:25:51,136 --> 00:25:56,683 What did the last 25 years of my life even mean? 591 00:25:56,767 --> 00:25:59,352 Harry, you want to get her back? You want to make a point? 592 00:25:59,436 --> 00:26:00,520 Do you want to punish her? 593 00:26:00,604 --> 00:26:02,856 Yes. 594 00:26:02,940 --> 00:26:04,649 I mean, no, of course not. 595 00:26:04,733 --> 00:26:06,067 I don't know. 596 00:26:06,151 --> 00:26:08,111 I just think that I need to do something 597 00:26:08,195 --> 00:26:10,906 only I control and she has no say in. 598 00:26:12,950 --> 00:26:15,326 She'll see how it feels, maybe. 599 00:26:15,410 --> 00:26:18,496 There are other ways to take back control of your life. 600 00:26:18,580 --> 00:26:20,707 Ways where you don't get hurt 601 00:26:20,791 --> 00:26:23,251 or hurt other people. I should just do it. 602 00:26:23,335 --> 00:26:25,253 I-I-I don't even know why I'm waiting... No. 603 00:26:25,337 --> 00:26:26,880 Harry, wait, wait. 604 00:26:26,964 --> 00:26:28,256 Okay, just stay with me, okay? Just for a second. 605 00:26:28,340 --> 00:26:30,133 Just keep talking to me, just for a second, alright? 606 00:26:30,217 --> 00:26:31,718 And maybe just... 607 00:26:31,802 --> 00:26:34,345 Maybe just step out of the car for me. 608 00:26:34,429 --> 00:26:36,306 Please. 609 00:26:36,390 --> 00:26:37,223 Please. 610 00:26:37,307 --> 00:26:38,934 Fine. 611 00:26:48,417 --> 00:26:50,239 You don't understand what this is like. 612 00:26:51,874 --> 00:26:55,490 You just don't, because if you did... if you did... 613 00:26:55,575 --> 00:26:56,826 I do. 614 00:26:56,910 --> 00:26:58,051 Harry, I do. 615 00:26:58,136 --> 00:27:01,278 I understand more than I wish I did, actually. 616 00:27:01,450 --> 00:27:03,231 Someone's done this to you? 617 00:27:03,316 --> 00:27:04,233 No. 618 00:27:04,318 --> 00:27:05,567 I've done that to someone. 619 00:27:05,652 --> 00:27:08,779 I'm... I'm doing that to someone now. 620 00:27:09,047 --> 00:27:10,840 I'm falling out of love with someone, 621 00:27:10,950 --> 00:27:13,879 and... and not giving him or us the opportunity 622 00:27:13,964 --> 00:27:16,346 to do anything about it, because... 623 00:27:16,430 --> 00:27:17,931 Because I'm walking around like it's all about me, 624 00:27:18,015 --> 00:27:19,516 and... And that's not right. 625 00:27:22,019 --> 00:27:24,646 I didn't get it. 626 00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:26,189 I didn't even really get what I was... 627 00:27:26,273 --> 00:27:28,650 What I was doing to him, Harry, so thank you. 628 00:27:28,734 --> 00:27:30,360 Thank you, because I've been unfair 629 00:27:30,444 --> 00:27:32,737 and unkind, and that is so selfish, 630 00:27:32,821 --> 00:27:34,614 and I am so sorry. 631 00:27:34,698 --> 00:27:36,783 And if your wife knew and understood all this, 632 00:27:36,867 --> 00:27:38,409 she would be so sorry, too. 633 00:27:38,493 --> 00:27:39,911 I'm sure of it. 634 00:27:42,539 --> 00:27:43,748 It's engraved. 635 00:27:43,832 --> 00:27:45,541 Another Coward quote. 636 00:27:45,625 --> 00:27:46,960 Can I see it? 637 00:27:47,044 --> 00:27:50,297 "Marriage is the aftermath of love." 638 00:27:51,339 --> 00:27:54,342 Funny thing to engrave on a wedding present, 639 00:27:54,426 --> 00:27:56,219 which it was. 640 00:27:56,303 --> 00:27:58,471 From her. 641 00:27:58,555 --> 00:28:00,891 Less funny the day after she leaves you. 642 00:28:02,683 --> 00:28:04,059 Hey, Harry. 643 00:28:04,144 --> 00:28:05,311 Come on. 644 00:28:05,395 --> 00:28:06,771 Let's get you checked out. 645 00:28:06,855 --> 00:28:08,774 No. Don't do that. Harry! 646 00:28:16,281 --> 00:28:18,697 Go! Get the hose on him! 647 00:28:41,447 --> 00:28:44,973 And I'm not okay 648 00:29:19,096 --> 00:29:21,247 Be honest, how bad was that? 649 00:29:21,332 --> 00:29:24,006 I mean, you handled our patient 650 00:29:24,091 --> 00:29:26,134 and that completely bizarre call pretty well. 651 00:29:26,218 --> 00:29:28,428 So, Crisis One part was a win. 652 00:29:28,512 --> 00:29:31,222 But public display of your darkest feelings 653 00:29:31,306 --> 00:29:32,849 about your relationship? 654 00:29:32,933 --> 00:29:34,058 Am I a horrible person? 655 00:29:34,142 --> 00:29:36,352 You're not a horrible person. 656 00:29:36,436 --> 00:29:39,960 Hey, uh, I didn't mean to bring up old crap earlier 657 00:29:40,044 --> 00:29:41,086 with you and Bishop. 658 00:29:41,170 --> 00:29:42,588 No, it's not old crap. 659 00:29:42,672 --> 00:29:44,590 It's actually very relevant crap, 660 00:29:44,674 --> 00:29:46,800 because I am still in a never-ending game 661 00:29:46,884 --> 00:29:50,346 of musical chairs, 662 00:29:50,430 --> 00:29:54,601 which I've realized is a game of my own doing. 663 00:29:55,893 --> 00:29:58,145 Anyway, call Emmett. Be honest. 664 00:29:58,229 --> 00:30:00,105 Be sorry. 665 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:01,441 And it'll be okay. 666 00:30:07,316 --> 00:30:08,401 Hey, um, I... 667 00:30:11,034 --> 00:30:13,410 I owe you all an apology. 668 00:30:13,494 --> 00:30:15,579 Look, I-I've been acting as if, you know, 669 00:30:15,663 --> 00:30:18,791 setting myself on fire won't take out every one of you. 670 00:30:18,875 --> 00:30:22,169 Been trying to control what I can control. 671 00:30:22,253 --> 00:30:25,047 I mean, and Miller... 672 00:30:25,131 --> 00:30:26,799 We couldn't control it, 673 00:30:26,883 --> 00:30:29,677 fix it, or... save him. 674 00:30:29,761 --> 00:30:32,221 You know. 675 00:30:32,305 --> 00:30:33,973 It really is just, you know... 676 00:30:34,057 --> 00:30:36,016 Everything seems like it's an inch past 677 00:30:36,100 --> 00:30:37,851 my grasp at the moment, 678 00:30:37,935 --> 00:30:39,353 which is worse than if it was completely unreachable, 679 00:30:39,437 --> 00:30:41,522 because you're like, "If I was a little bit stronger, 680 00:30:41,606 --> 00:30:44,525 wiser, faster," 681 00:30:44,609 --> 00:30:46,318 so you, uh, you start thrashing, you know, 682 00:30:46,402 --> 00:30:48,946 to try and gain on that inch, 683 00:30:49,030 --> 00:30:51,907 take running starts to try and hurdle that inch, 684 00:30:51,991 --> 00:30:54,368 and you jump, 685 00:30:54,452 --> 00:30:59,290 and, uh, all that gets you is... Is injured out. 686 00:30:59,374 --> 00:31:01,375 So, I'm... I'm gonna stop, 687 00:31:01,459 --> 00:31:04,962 stop thrashing and swinging, 688 00:31:05,046 --> 00:31:06,255 running and jumping. 689 00:31:08,257 --> 00:31:10,051 See? Therapy works. 690 00:31:21,437 --> 00:31:22,771 Did you need something? 691 00:31:22,855 --> 00:31:25,858 How 'bout a truce? 692 00:31:25,942 --> 00:31:28,277 Look, have I been... 693 00:31:28,361 --> 00:31:30,654 Have I been hitting the bottle a little hard lately? 694 00:31:30,738 --> 00:31:32,865 I have. It's been a rough couple months around here. 695 00:31:32,949 --> 00:31:37,077 Maybe I've knocked a few too many back on my down time, 696 00:31:37,161 --> 00:31:40,497 but I would never drink on the job. 697 00:31:40,581 --> 00:31:42,833 Then why is there whiskey in your office? 698 00:31:42,917 --> 00:31:45,544 What... What the hell were you doing in my office? 699 00:31:45,628 --> 00:31:47,087 Huh? 700 00:31:47,171 --> 00:31:48,714 You spying on me for your girlfriend? 701 00:31:48,798 --> 00:31:50,007 She's not my girlfriend. 702 00:31:50,091 --> 00:31:51,342 All I know is what I saw. 703 00:31:51,426 --> 00:31:53,218 I have no proof of any foul play. 704 00:31:53,302 --> 00:31:55,971 But you don't, either. 705 00:31:56,055 --> 00:31:57,556 Right? 706 00:31:57,640 --> 00:32:00,434 So, if you talk to the chief before I do, 707 00:32:00,518 --> 00:32:02,603 be a doll and tell her I'm free 708 00:32:02,687 --> 00:32:04,855 any day except Wednesday for our dinner. 709 00:32:04,939 --> 00:32:06,774 I have a date. 710 00:32:06,858 --> 00:32:10,027 Don't worry. She's a flight attendant. 711 00:32:16,951 --> 00:32:18,411 Hey. 712 00:32:28,588 --> 00:32:29,839 It's all warmed up. 713 00:32:31,424 --> 00:32:33,926 You got, uh, painkillers right here, 714 00:32:34,010 --> 00:32:35,553 water, chocolate. 715 00:32:38,431 --> 00:32:39,640 You doing okay? 716 00:32:44,270 --> 00:32:46,689 You know, I never didn't want you in my life, Theo. 717 00:32:49,025 --> 00:32:50,318 I didn't... 718 00:32:52,820 --> 00:32:56,073 I didn't want to be in my own life. 719 00:33:01,957 --> 00:33:04,415 I wanted my life to leave me alone, 720 00:33:04,499 --> 00:33:05,541 and... 721 00:33:08,483 --> 00:33:11,444 ...I just shut everything out, and... 722 00:33:11,529 --> 00:33:13,780 when Miller... When Miller died, 723 00:33:13,902 --> 00:33:15,820 it was... 724 00:33:15,905 --> 00:33:18,866 It was like Lucas had died all over again. 725 00:33:18,951 --> 00:33:21,662 It was like all... 726 00:33:21,778 --> 00:33:23,684 All this grief was just living in... 727 00:33:23,768 --> 00:33:26,186 Inside of my cells and it was reactivated 728 00:33:26,270 --> 00:33:27,813 and it pulled me down through a time portal, 729 00:33:27,897 --> 00:33:29,356 and I was... 730 00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:32,901 I was grieving Miller and Lucas, 731 00:33:32,985 --> 00:33:34,320 and... 732 00:33:37,323 --> 00:33:39,575 ...and my grandma 733 00:33:39,659 --> 00:33:41,618 and my... My drama teacher, 734 00:33:41,702 --> 00:33:43,287 and now this new... 735 00:33:46,499 --> 00:33:47,499 ...this new... 736 00:33:49,210 --> 00:33:51,837 ...grief... 737 00:33:51,921 --> 00:33:54,173 It's grief for something I didn't... I don't even want, 738 00:33:54,257 --> 00:33:56,759 but my body is still grieving and... 739 00:34:00,095 --> 00:34:01,680 ...and these hormones are just... 740 00:34:01,830 --> 00:34:03,731 They're having a frat party inside of me, 741 00:34:03,816 --> 00:34:06,193 and it's making it impossible to get a handle on any of it. 742 00:34:07,942 --> 00:34:09,944 Theo, I'm s... I'm sorry. 743 00:34:11,195 --> 00:34:15,168 I'm s... I'm so... I'm so sorry I... I hurt you. 744 00:34:15,859 --> 00:34:17,818 Okay. 745 00:34:17,910 --> 00:34:19,579 I'm s... 746 00:34:28,996 --> 00:34:31,013 Hey, when do you have Pru next? 747 00:34:31,098 --> 00:34:33,044 Today. Supposed to be doing a handoff, 748 00:34:33,129 --> 00:34:35,293 but the Millers are late. 749 00:34:35,378 --> 00:34:37,129 - Mm. - You know, not to be a bitch, 750 00:34:37,214 --> 00:34:39,473 but they shouldn't have her at all. 751 00:34:39,630 --> 00:34:40,714 Well, if saying that makes you a bitch, 752 00:34:40,798 --> 00:34:42,007 then my wife is one serious... 753 00:34:42,091 --> 00:34:43,531 Hey, hey, hey, don't... don't say it. 754 00:34:44,574 --> 00:34:46,098 I mean, gotta get rich somehow. 755 00:34:46,122 --> 00:34:47,928 Might as well do it saving lives. 756 00:34:48,100 --> 00:34:49,810 Ben! Andy! 757 00:34:49,894 --> 00:34:50,879 Ahh! I missed you! 758 00:34:50,964 --> 00:34:53,300 Hi. Hi. Sorry we're late. 759 00:34:53,385 --> 00:34:54,677 No, no, no, it's fine. 760 00:34:54,762 --> 00:34:57,130 But, um... who are you? 761 00:34:57,215 --> 00:34:58,382 Oh, my God. 762 00:34:58,466 --> 00:35:00,214 Yes. I'm Anna, 763 00:35:00,324 --> 00:35:02,784 Pru's part-time nanny and best friend. 764 00:35:02,868 --> 00:35:04,619 Best friend! 765 00:35:04,703 --> 00:35:06,246 Alright, it's, um... 766 00:35:06,330 --> 00:35:08,248 I didn't realize that the Millers had hired a nanny. 767 00:35:08,332 --> 00:35:10,083 I went to school with Yemi way back when, 768 00:35:10,167 --> 00:35:11,543 and the Millers have been struggling, 769 00:35:11,627 --> 00:35:12,961 so they asked me to help. 770 00:35:13,045 --> 00:35:14,588 Anyway, I'd love to stay and chat, 771 00:35:14,672 --> 00:35:16,214 but I'm late for rehearsal. 772 00:35:16,298 --> 00:35:17,632 I'm in a band. 773 00:35:17,716 --> 00:35:19,634 A terrible band. 774 00:35:19,718 --> 00:35:21,219 Nice meeting you all. 775 00:35:21,303 --> 00:35:22,846 - Nice meeting you, too. - Bye, Anna. 776 00:35:22,930 --> 00:35:25,223 The Millers hired a nanny? 777 00:35:25,307 --> 00:35:26,850 Yeah, a hot nanny, right? 778 00:35:26,934 --> 00:35:29,519 Yeah, well, this is out of my control. 779 00:35:29,603 --> 00:35:30,645 Yeah. Alright, say bye, Pru. 780 00:35:30,729 --> 00:35:32,022 - Okay. - Bye. 781 00:35:32,106 --> 00:35:33,440 - Bye. - Bye-bye. 782 00:35:33,524 --> 00:35:34,650 - Bye. - Bye. 783 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:37,652 Is there an app or something 784 00:35:37,736 --> 00:35:39,196 that helps you find the messiest, 785 00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:41,823 most complicated option in a nearby radius? 786 00:35:41,907 --> 00:35:43,200 Well, what do you mean, messy? 787 00:35:43,284 --> 00:35:45,076 You just met her. That is judgmental. 788 00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:47,162 You... That... She's Pru's nanny. 789 00:35:47,246 --> 00:35:49,414 Oh. S-She works for the Millers, 790 00:35:49,498 --> 00:35:51,374 and you're one to talk. 791 00:35:51,458 --> 00:35:53,710 Oh, it's exactly why I should talk. 792 00:35:53,794 --> 00:35:55,670 If I didn't sleep with the captain of 19, 793 00:35:55,754 --> 00:35:58,048 I'd still be at 19. 794 00:35:58,132 --> 00:36:00,300 In fact, I-I might even be the captain of 19. 795 00:36:00,384 --> 00:36:03,386 Are we talking about, uh, Sullivan or Beckett? 796 00:36:03,470 --> 00:36:05,096 Exactly. 797 00:36:05,180 --> 00:36:07,182 What is wrong with us? 798 00:36:07,266 --> 00:36:08,850 Us? When... When did this become a we thing? 799 00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:09,851 Because it is a we thing. 800 00:36:09,935 --> 00:36:11,686 We keep doing this, 801 00:36:11,770 --> 00:36:13,313 and we need to quit it. 802 00:36:13,397 --> 00:36:14,898 We need to grow the hell up. 803 00:36:14,982 --> 00:36:16,233 Hmm. We can fix this, Jack. 804 00:36:16,317 --> 00:36:19,319 L-L-Let's be each other's fix-it buddies, hmm? 805 00:36:19,403 --> 00:36:21,738 Help each other stop sleeping around with messy people. 806 00:36:21,822 --> 00:36:23,114 What, like, sleep with each other? 807 00:36:23,198 --> 00:36:24,533 By not sleeping with each other, 808 00:36:24,617 --> 00:36:25,909 or anyone else. 809 00:36:25,993 --> 00:36:27,744 You sound like Diane. 810 00:36:27,828 --> 00:36:28,703 Oh, please, don't tell me you've hit on Diane, too? 811 00:36:28,787 --> 00:36:30,121 No. God, no. I would. 812 00:36:30,205 --> 00:36:31,957 Yeah. Yeah. I know you would. 813 00:36:32,041 --> 00:36:35,126 Because we both confuse almost everything for lust, 814 00:36:35,210 --> 00:36:37,045 which we them confuse for love. 815 00:36:37,129 --> 00:36:38,922 She keeps saying a period of abstinence 816 00:36:39,006 --> 00:36:41,633 will, um, help me break the cycle, 817 00:36:41,717 --> 00:36:43,260 then clear my head. And? 818 00:36:43,344 --> 00:36:45,095 And I've literally done everything she suggested, 819 00:36:45,179 --> 00:36:46,304 except that one. 820 00:36:46,388 --> 00:36:47,514 That's... That's impossible. 821 00:36:47,598 --> 00:36:49,140 What else are we supposed to do? 822 00:36:49,224 --> 00:36:51,268 I don't know. We can go on walks. 823 00:36:51,352 --> 00:36:52,894 Take pottery classes. 824 00:36:52,978 --> 00:36:54,187 I don't know. Play board games. 825 00:36:54,271 --> 00:36:56,190 Is this you trying to convince me? 826 00:36:58,359 --> 00:37:00,777 Alright. Yes. 827 00:37:00,861 --> 00:37:02,195 - No sex. - And no flirting. 828 00:37:02,279 --> 00:37:04,656 - No flirting? - That's half the problem. 829 00:37:04,740 --> 00:37:05,866 Alright. 830 00:37:05,950 --> 00:37:07,701 But you can't do that face anymore. 831 00:37:07,785 --> 00:37:09,369 That one. 832 00:37:09,453 --> 00:37:11,329 No, he made a litany of bad calls, 833 00:37:11,413 --> 00:37:12,914 and his anger... 834 00:37:12,998 --> 00:37:15,083 Well, that doesn't mean he's drinking on the job. 835 00:37:15,167 --> 00:37:16,710 The bottle was in his office. 836 00:37:16,794 --> 00:37:18,211 Well, most drunks just like to know 837 00:37:18,295 --> 00:37:20,589 the bottle is near. 838 00:37:20,673 --> 00:37:22,966 Have you told Natasha about your suspicions? 839 00:37:23,050 --> 00:37:24,301 No. She's the Chief. 840 00:37:24,385 --> 00:37:26,761 If I tell her, I'm reporting him. 841 00:37:26,845 --> 00:37:28,179 Then he exposes us. 842 00:37:28,263 --> 00:37:31,182 No, having her back in my life... 843 00:37:31,266 --> 00:37:33,768 It's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. 844 00:37:33,852 --> 00:37:36,187 Look, she promoted me based on a history as a soldier 845 00:37:36,271 --> 00:37:39,024 and what she knows I'm capable of. 846 00:37:39,108 --> 00:37:41,943 And this scumbag is accusing me of... 847 00:37:42,027 --> 00:37:44,904 Of trading sexual favors? 848 00:37:44,988 --> 00:37:47,115 I thought you aren't sleeping with her. 849 00:37:47,199 --> 00:37:48,867 I'm not. 850 00:37:48,951 --> 00:37:51,077 Yet. 851 00:37:51,161 --> 00:37:53,747 I mean, I-I would like to. 852 00:37:53,831 --> 00:37:55,165 Then help him get sober. 853 00:37:55,249 --> 00:37:56,666 What? 854 00:37:56,750 --> 00:37:57,626 Look, if he's drinking on the job, 855 00:37:57,710 --> 00:37:58,877 he's got alcoholism. 856 00:37:58,961 --> 00:38:00,670 You just don't drink on the job. 857 00:38:00,754 --> 00:38:03,089 Offer the man a hand, 858 00:38:03,173 --> 00:38:05,634 just as a hand was offered to you, okay? 859 00:38:05,718 --> 00:38:07,469 You do the right thing. 860 00:38:07,553 --> 00:38:09,804 Protect yourself. 861 00:38:09,888 --> 00:38:11,265 It's a win-win. 862 00:38:15,853 --> 00:38:17,562 Hey. 863 00:38:17,646 --> 00:38:19,481 Hi. Hi. 864 00:38:19,565 --> 00:38:22,317 Since... Since when do you bring me coffee at work? 865 00:38:22,401 --> 00:38:24,986 I don't want to go with the genius Mensa donor or the rower. 866 00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:26,988 Just I... Thinking about our baby 867 00:38:27,072 --> 00:38:29,074 being you and some random stranger... 868 00:38:29,158 --> 00:38:30,825 No, no, no. No. It's just... 869 00:38:30,909 --> 00:38:32,994 There's so much out of our control in that scenario. 870 00:38:33,078 --> 00:38:35,205 I mean, sure, the guys look great on paper, 871 00:38:35,289 --> 00:38:36,915 and based on their baby photos, 872 00:38:36,999 --> 00:38:38,041 but how do we know that our baby isn't gonna grow up 873 00:38:38,125 --> 00:38:40,001 to be some guy that douses himself 874 00:38:40,085 --> 00:38:41,962 with gasoline when he doesn't get his way? 875 00:38:42,046 --> 00:38:43,380 Or Beckett? 876 00:38:43,464 --> 00:38:45,131 What? 877 00:38:45,215 --> 00:38:48,718 I want our donor to be someone we know. 878 00:38:48,802 --> 00:38:51,805 Okay, someone we know, like your brother? 879 00:38:51,889 --> 00:38:53,056 No. No, no, no. 880 00:38:53,140 --> 00:38:54,474 I-I really don't need my genes in there. 881 00:38:54,558 --> 00:38:56,142 I just want to know more than I know 882 00:38:56,226 --> 00:38:57,894 when I'm buying sperm from a stranger. 883 00:38:57,978 --> 00:38:59,646 Okay. 884 00:38:59,730 --> 00:39:01,231 Do you have anyone in mind? 885 00:39:01,315 --> 00:39:04,818 No. But we could brainstorm together. 886 00:39:04,902 --> 00:39:06,945 Okay. Okay. 887 00:39:07,029 --> 00:39:08,488 I mean, there is a lot more to talk about. 888 00:39:08,572 --> 00:39:10,365 No, I know. I know. And we will. 889 00:39:10,449 --> 00:39:12,492 But I wanted you to know that it was not all about 890 00:39:12,576 --> 00:39:13,660 me winning the sperm donor game. 891 00:39:13,744 --> 00:39:14,661 Okay. We'll talk later? 892 00:39:14,745 --> 00:39:16,121 Mm-hmm. 893 00:39:18,582 --> 00:39:20,876 Hey. Hey. 894 00:39:23,128 --> 00:39:24,337 How is she? 895 00:39:24,421 --> 00:39:25,756 She's sleeping. 896 00:39:27,216 --> 00:39:29,259 Was it... Brutal. 897 00:39:29,343 --> 00:39:31,886 Yeah. She's still kinda going. 898 00:39:31,970 --> 00:39:33,722 But she's good, though. 899 00:39:33,806 --> 00:39:35,765 And you two? 900 00:39:35,849 --> 00:39:37,642 We're good, too. 901 00:39:37,726 --> 00:39:39,477 Yeah? Yeah. 902 00:39:39,561 --> 00:39:40,520 Alright, careful. 903 00:39:40,604 --> 00:39:41,938 It's hot. 904 00:39:42,022 --> 00:39:43,314 How was your shift? 905 00:39:43,398 --> 00:39:45,442 Well, uh, basically, I admitted 906 00:39:45,526 --> 00:39:47,360 to falling out of love with Emmett 907 00:39:47,444 --> 00:39:49,112 during a Crisis One call in front of about 30 people, 908 00:39:49,196 --> 00:39:50,655 including Emmett, 909 00:39:50,739 --> 00:39:52,115 and now he won't return my phone calls. 910 00:39:52,199 --> 00:39:53,032 That's a bad shift. 911 00:39:53,116 --> 00:39:55,160 Not great. 912 00:39:55,244 --> 00:39:57,537 Do you want him to return your calls? 913 00:39:57,621 --> 00:40:00,582 Of course. 914 00:40:00,666 --> 00:40:03,084 I mean, I can't be the guy that breaks his heart twice, right? 915 00:40:03,168 --> 00:40:05,336 Is that why you haven't ended it? 916 00:40:05,420 --> 00:40:07,338 Because you don't want to be the guy? 917 00:40:07,422 --> 00:40:08,965 I mean, it's a pretty good reason. 918 00:40:09,049 --> 00:40:11,468 Not as good as you love him, 919 00:40:11,552 --> 00:40:13,887 you know, you can't live without him, 920 00:40:13,971 --> 00:40:15,680 you'll do anything to keep him. 921 00:40:15,764 --> 00:40:16,681 Those are reasons, too. 922 00:40:16,765 --> 00:40:17,849 Travis. 923 00:40:17,933 --> 00:40:19,100 Okay, I love him, alright? 924 00:40:19,184 --> 00:40:20,461 I love him, I love him. 925 00:40:20,546 --> 00:40:22,298 I love him and I don't want to hurt him. 926 00:40:22,679 --> 00:40:24,973 Then keep calling. 927 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:55,976 Theo? 928 00:40:57,157 --> 00:40:59,399 Yeah? 929 00:41:02,212 --> 00:41:04,422 I love you. 930 00:41:20,419 --> 00:41:22,395 I love you, too, baby. 65674

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